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โช We are the ones with the dirty jobs
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โช I've nowhere to go, nothing to show
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โช For the time spent loving you
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โช We are the ones who get no choice
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โช Standing on your own
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โช You feel so alone
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โช But there's a growing voice
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โช Saying we don't have to take it
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โช A bed and a sink
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โช They're not enough
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โช You gave me that much
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โช But you've lost your touch
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โช I can do without it now
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โช We are the ones who can leave it all
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โช Steam up for the day
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โช Blow the whole world away
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โช And slam shut the door
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โช 'Cause we're not gonna take it โช
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They can't pull this place down,
they can't.
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He's gone.
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He's taken everything.
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Only thing left is one pair
of shoes under the bed.
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How can he have
just walked out like that?
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"I can't live with you," he said.
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"You're a slag." Packs his stuff.
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I called him a German poof.
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He went mad.
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He ripped off all my clothes,
hit me in the mouth.
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My lip's killing me.
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Why don't you have a good steam?
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I know you'll say
that I've got to get a job,
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I've got to stand on my own two feet.
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How can I find a job like this?
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I've got to have excitement, or I die.
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I couldn't stand the boredom of it.
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I'd go mad.
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He can't have just left
like that, can he?
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Well, love, he has ...so he can.
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Now that it's happened,
you've just got to face it.
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What's going to happen
to me now, Violet?
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Right now
you're going to take off your clothes
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and have a good steam-up.
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I even went down on my knees to him.
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I begged him,
I even said I'd try and stop swearing.
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I've got this horrible feeling.
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It came up from deep down
inside of me.
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It's a terrible feeling.
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I'm all choked up.
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I said I've got to get meself a job.
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He said your place is in the home.
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"I've got no money," I said.
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See, my wrists, they're all bruised.
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That's from banging
them against the wall!
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Trouble is, I know that it's hopeless.
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I want him back, Vi.
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I want him back more than anything.
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It's starting to snow again.
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Shut up, Bill.
You've been saying that for years.
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This place was built as a luxury
for working people, not a shithouse.
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Yes, love?
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- Is Sarah Constable here?
- Uh, no. Not yet.
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Er, she always comes
on a Friday, though.
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One of my regulars, is Sarah.
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Not as regular as some,
but most Fridays.
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I expect she'll be here soon.
She loves a good steam-up.
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- You had your roof fixed yet, Mrs M?
- No.
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But I've always been a lucky person.
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Perhaps it'll stop
when the weather gets better.
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It'll frighten Dawn to have
a man climbing about on the roof.
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- Might fall through!
-
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Why don't you have a steam-up
while you're waiting? Tea?
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No. I'll wait for Sarah
to come and show me the ropes.
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You ought to get them to re-house you.
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I like the early morning
in the summertime.
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In the summertime
I go out and water my garden.
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They wouldn't give me
a garden if I moved.
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Besides, I'd rather have a hole
in the roof than leave my garden.
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Mum made me a lovely
dinner yesterday, Vi.
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Roast chicken, roast potatoes,
bread sauce, cauliflower.
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- Gravy!
- Gravy!
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Very nice.
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We did enjoy it.
Enjoyed it, yes, lovely, Mum.
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Hi, Josie.
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They do look good, don't they?
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You're back
with that foreign fellow. I can tell.
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Yeah! Do you know what?
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I've got my rollers in my hair,
a long nightdress,
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the top of a pair of old pyjamas...
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..and he still wants to fuck me.
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His life is automatic.
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Get up, get dressed, go to work,
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come home, have dinner,
have a wash, watch telly, have a screw.
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Only thing he does like - sex,
every night, and loads of it.
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I'm even getting sick of that.
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- And you know me, I love it.
- You want to get decent fellow.
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A decent man!
There aren't any of those anymore.
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My husband was a gentleman,
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but that's because he was
seventeen years older than me.
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He never interfered with me,
not after Dawn was born.
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- Well, you can't have my husband.
- Well, there you are.
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So, I'm stuck with my Jerry.
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Oh, he said to me, Vi, "I'm bored."
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"Oh, so you're bored, are you?"
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So I picks up his shirt
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and one by one,
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I start twisting off the buttons.
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One, two, three, four.
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"There you are," I says,
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"Go and sew those back on.
That'll give you something to do."
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Well, he just looks at me.
Stared at me, like this.
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Then he says, " Do you like snow?"
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"Not much," I says.
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And he goes to my cupboard
and gets out a bag of flour
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and scatters it everywhere.
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It gone all over the place.
I just laughed.
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He didn't laugh.
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He sat and stared at me
while I cleaned up.
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Oh, there's no joy there.
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I'm so sorry I'm late.
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I was early.
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Both my assistants went out
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for long business lunches
and there was a crisis.
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- Hi, Sarah.
- Hello.
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Nothing makes me more angry
than their expensive lunches.
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No wonder
young men get heart attacks.
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- You look great.
- So do you.
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You haven't changed a bit.
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- But you've had masses of children.
- Only three.
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Come on, let's take our things off.
I'll show you around.
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- Hello.
- Oh, Nancy, this is Violet.
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- Hello, Violet.
- Violet takes care of us all here.
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When I'm in debt, like now,
it's as if only half of me were there.
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The other half's going round
and round in my head.
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Shall I pay me electric?
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Shall I pay me telephone bill?
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If I sell that carriage clock,
I might be able to settle the gas bill.
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Round and round.
Oh, it drives you mad!
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There's only three ways
of getting money.
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One, you inherit it,
two, you marry it, three, you earn it.
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Well, three's out. So what can I do?
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Get yourself a job, love.
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What? In Woolworths?
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I'd go mad with boredom,
you know I would.
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I'd like to work in Woolworths.
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Sarah,
the most ghastly thing's happened.
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- What is it?
- The washing machine's broken.
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The man promised to come yesterday.
And I waited for him all day.
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- He never turned up?
- No.
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And, to top it all, as I was leaving
on my way to come over here,
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poor Nina was sick
all over the bedroom carpet.
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Poor thing, she's fifteen years old.
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Oh, dogs!
We become so dependent on them.
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Here, Josie.
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He's going to have to pay my bills.
It's not that I'm greedy.
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It's just that I haven't got it.
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And Oliver split with his girlfriend.
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Since he's going to
be at university in York,
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what's the point of having
a girlfriend in London?
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He wouldn't be able
to see her at weekends.
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Come on. Let's go.
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- Here's your usual.
- Oh, Violet.
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I brought this
fabulous shampoo from Paris.
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- You must try it.
- I didn't think I'd wash my hair.
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What? But that's part of it!
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Hey, you've got to
surrender to all the sensations
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- that water can give you.
-
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You've got the cold shower
stinging your skin,
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the softness of the steam.
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It's excellent to take a cold drink
when you've been in the heat.
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The scrubbing, lathering,
hot and cold water
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being thrown all over you.
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The icy shock of the plunge.
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How could you possibly leave
out your hair?
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Let's get into the steam.
You'll love it.
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Blood red...silk.
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A pool...of red...silk.
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My body...slipping
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from side...to side...
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..on this...blood...
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red...silk.
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I was just wondering if
what I'd like would be
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a piece of fried pork with an egg on it.
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Or eggs and bacon and beans.
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Or...a leg of lamb
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with fresh mint from the garden
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what the frost hasn't killed,
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roast potatoes,
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carrots,
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and then...a lovely steam pudding
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with treacle poured all over it.
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- Try it, it's special.
- You must tell me about your job.
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Oh, I come here to get away from it.
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My offices are in the new block
just around the corner.
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Even my secretary
doesn't know about this place.
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I love it,
but you have to work terribly hard.
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It was a surprise
when you took up law. Blast!
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- What is it?
- I left the vinegar in the decanter.
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It was stained. You get stains
out of cut-glass decanters
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by filling them with salt and vinegar.
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That's really useful information!
Come on.
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Take your hat off.
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I never use shampoo.
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It's a waste of money.
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Were you surprised when I got
in touch with you after all this time?
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It was a nice surprise.
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I was nervous
how you'd get on with William.
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Or how he would get on with me.
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Do you miss living with a man?
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No, not the with men I have lived with.
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Hm, the problem is that I do fancy men.
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I would like to be with one man,
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but I don't want any of the hassle
that comes with them.
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- โช And you can't have one...
- ..without the other.
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Dawn and me look forward
to coming here all the week.
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It's our big day.
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It's boring all the other days.
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You be quiet!
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You get well looked after, don't you?
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It's boring!
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She's been hearing the policemen again.
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She thinks they're hiding
in the garden, watching her.
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These three policemen,
Dawn keeps on seeing them.
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We've always been a decent family.
Kept ourselves to ourselves.
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Never let my children
play in the streets.
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I've lived round here most of my life
and I've never had hot water.
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Then I'm lucky, 'cause if I had
hot water I'd be like Josie,
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always worrying about the bills
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and I wouldn't get
the company I get here.
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Dawn, up on the scales.
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I'm not going back to skipping
whatever Auntie Bernice says!
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Get up.
I want to see how you're doing.
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Oh, you'd better have a good steam-up.
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You've put three pounds
on since last week.
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No, I haven't.
It's me hair what's grown.
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Oh, no, it is not.
It's those jelly babies you keep eating.
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Mind, not all the neighbours are good.
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There's an old woman in the street.
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She says she's seen her drinking gin
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and attempting
to sing in the microphone.
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My Girl!
Shouldn't never go in the pub.
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You're so marvellously sexy.
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00:18:33,336 --> 00:18:36,265
How do you get more
sexy-looking as time goes by?
245
00:18:36,682 --> 00:18:38,726
Well, I don't feel it.
246
00:18:38,926 --> 00:18:40,896
But I do seem to be more energetic.
247
00:18:41,096 --> 00:18:44,025
-
- It's hot!
248
00:18:45,277 --> 00:18:46,945
I don't.
249
00:18:47,145 --> 00:18:50,075
I mean, I get energetic at home,
looking after everything,
250
00:18:50,366 --> 00:18:53,496
trying to make sure
everything really works.
251
00:18:57,335 --> 00:19:00,464
- Actually, I don't get out much.
- It's rather nice coming here.
252
00:19:01,924 --> 00:19:05,053
Nice?
253
00:19:05,845 --> 00:19:08,974
It's wonderful coming here.
254
00:19:15,025 --> 00:19:17,986
You know, you look a bit hurt,
255
00:19:18,187 --> 00:19:21,117
a bit forlorn.
256
00:19:21,575 --> 00:19:24,704
Perhaps you out to get out more.
257
00:19:32,381 --> 00:19:35,510
Now that the children are older,
why don't you get a job?
258
00:19:36,220 --> 00:19:38,889
I wanted to get a job, but William said
259
00:19:39,090 --> 00:19:41,143
we couldn't afford the extra help.
260
00:19:41,343 --> 00:19:44,272
What possible use can one be
in the big wide world
261
00:19:44,856 --> 00:19:47,443
when all one knows
how to do is to stay in
262
00:19:47,643 --> 00:19:50,029
and wait for the telephone engineer,
263
00:19:50,229 --> 00:19:52,825
the gas man,
the man from the electricity board,
264
00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:55,954
the man to fix the washing machine?
265
00:20:02,254 --> 00:20:05,383
Why is it always men, I wonder?
266
00:20:06,677 --> 00:20:09,806
I suppose all the women
are waiting in like me.
267
00:20:09,890 --> 00:20:13,019
Ladies-in-waiting!
268
00:20:15,230 --> 00:20:18,359
It sounds like
Buckingham Palace or a prison.
269
00:20:18,777 --> 00:20:20,653
And you have to be there
270
00:20:20,853 --> 00:20:23,115
every day
when they get back from school.
271
00:20:23,315 --> 00:20:24,701
Always be there.
272
00:20:24,901 --> 00:20:27,830
Otherwise your friends say
you'll have neglected children,
273
00:20:28,039 --> 00:20:30,082
they'll turn into delinquents,
274
00:20:30,283 --> 00:20:33,213
they'll steal, take drugs...
275
00:20:33,296 --> 00:20:36,425
..and they'll end up
dead from an overdose.
276
00:20:38,511 --> 00:20:41,640
So different from your life.
277
00:20:45,270 --> 00:20:48,023
I used to get terribly hurt,
278
00:20:48,224 --> 00:20:51,152
but I protect myself now.
279
00:20:51,946 --> 00:20:55,075
How do you do that?
280
00:20:55,659 --> 00:20:58,788
Well, I listen a lot...
281
00:20:59,580 --> 00:21:02,334
..not like at school.
282
00:21:02,534 --> 00:21:05,463
I think a lot more.
283
00:21:05,755 --> 00:21:08,884
It's become a habit to put
in more hours and thought
284
00:21:09,135 --> 00:21:11,638
than might be considered normal,
285
00:21:11,838 --> 00:21:14,433
making it pretty damn hard
for them to attack me
286
00:21:14,633 --> 00:21:17,563
and tell me I'm wrong
or that I'm stupid, or that I'm lazy.
287
00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:32,583
Work is a great protector.
288
00:21:32,666 --> 00:21:35,795
Here, Celia,
you come from a good home.
289
00:21:36,464 --> 00:21:38,924
Is this normal?
290
00:21:39,124 --> 00:21:42,053
He has it six times the other night,
291
00:21:42,763 --> 00:21:45,642
and after every time
he went and had a wash
292
00:21:45,842 --> 00:21:48,061
and he expects me to do the same.
293
00:21:48,261 --> 00:21:51,191
I was trooping back and forth all night.
294
00:21:52,526 --> 00:21:54,988
Mad bastard!
295
00:21:55,188 --> 00:21:57,282
No wonder I'm wore out.
296
00:21:57,483 --> 00:22:00,412
Mm.
297
00:22:02,956 --> 00:22:06,085
My cat stayed out all night.
298
00:22:06,545 --> 00:22:08,422
Never done that before.
299
00:22:08,622 --> 00:22:11,551
I shouldn't worry.
He's probably got a girlfriend.
300
00:22:11,968 --> 00:22:15,097
He's not interested in girlfriends.
301
00:22:15,306 --> 00:22:17,518
He's been doctored.
302
00:22:17,718 --> 00:22:20,647
Mind you, it could be the toms
are making his life a misery.
303
00:22:22,775 --> 00:22:25,904
I had a friend once,
she had a doctored tom.
304
00:22:27,280 --> 00:22:30,034
There weren't any females in the area.
305
00:22:30,234 --> 00:22:33,163
Local toms made his life a misery.
306
00:22:33,706 --> 00:22:35,583
Took him for a female.
307
00:22:35,783 --> 00:22:38,712
Made his life a misery.
308
00:22:41,299 --> 00:22:44,428
I was just wondering
how it was that you got started.
309
00:22:44,971 --> 00:22:48,100
- One minute you were, sort of, jet set.
- Drop out!
310
00:22:49,143 --> 00:22:52,273
Well... And the next
you're a qualified lawyer.
311
00:22:53,315 --> 00:22:55,360
How did you take off?
312
00:22:55,560 --> 00:22:58,489
Well, I went to see
old Mr Nicholas, my father's solicitor.
313
00:23:00,324 --> 00:23:02,494
He looked at me so sadly.
314
00:23:02,694 --> 00:23:05,623
He said, "With your academic record,
had you been your father's son,
315
00:23:07,251 --> 00:23:10,380
"you would be head of a large
corporation by this time."
316
00:23:11,047 --> 00:23:13,843
Suddenly I got very angry.
317
00:23:14,043 --> 00:23:16,972
I said to him, " How do you do it?
How do I go about it?"
318
00:23:18,600 --> 00:23:21,729
He helped me.
He really encouraged me.
319
00:23:23,189 --> 00:23:25,609
And I worked hard,
320
00:23:25,809 --> 00:23:27,778
but it took a long time.
321
00:23:27,978 --> 00:23:30,908
Work, goodness, it can't just be work.
322
00:23:38,501 --> 00:23:41,630
Ooh!
323
00:23:48,848 --> 00:23:51,601
Give yourself a good hard rub.
324
00:23:51,802 --> 00:23:54,480
Oh, it's warm, it's luxury.
325
00:23:54,681 --> 00:23:57,526
I wish that I dared get in the plunge.
326
00:23:57,727 --> 00:24:00,071
It's not deep, it's only very cold.
327
00:24:00,271 --> 00:24:03,200
I feel beautifully healthy.
I'm dying for a cigarette.
328
00:24:03,575 --> 00:24:05,745
Oh, I'm frightened of water.
329
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:07,998
I never learnt to swim.
330
00:24:08,198 --> 00:24:10,752
There's always a problem somewhere.
331
00:24:10,952 --> 00:24:13,881
Enjoy yourself while you can.
That's what I always say.
332
00:24:13,923 --> 00:24:17,052
I'm frightened of putting
me head right under.
333
00:24:33,448 --> 00:24:36,578
So now I'm going to be working.
Just like you.
334
00:24:37,705 --> 00:24:40,834
At least my body will be admired
and not abused.
335
00:24:40,959 --> 00:24:43,296
That's a start.
336
00:24:43,496 --> 00:24:46,425
The club's topless
and I've just got to wear seamless tights
337
00:24:46,717 --> 00:24:49,554
and this blood-red shawl
round me waist.
338
00:24:49,754 --> 00:24:52,683
- Exactly what I should wear at work.
- I've seen a jacket just like yours.
339
00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:57,689
Now I'm going to have some money.
340
00:24:59,233 --> 00:25:02,362
I know I'm extravagant
with clothes, but that's me.
341
00:25:03,238 --> 00:25:06,367
I've always been like that.
342
00:25:08,495 --> 00:25:10,999
You've got lovely kids, Violet.
343
00:25:11,199 --> 00:25:14,128
And not one of them in borstal.
You're lucky!
344
00:25:15,796 --> 00:25:18,467
Listen, if anyone ever says,
345
00:25:18,667 --> 00:25:21,596
"Isn't Violet lucky?
She's got four lovely kids,"
346
00:25:21,796 --> 00:25:24,725
you tell them I sweated blood
every moment of their growing.
347
00:25:25,518 --> 00:25:28,648
And if they're any good now, that's why.
348
00:25:28,898 --> 00:25:32,027
My little boy's been stuck
in reform school since he was fifteen.
349
00:25:33,654 --> 00:25:36,783
Just like his dad.
350
00:25:36,909 --> 00:25:38,827
How about your kids, Nancy?
351
00:25:39,027 --> 00:25:41,957
My eldest is about to go to university,
352
00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:46,171
my youngest
is about to go to boarding school.
353
00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:50,301
I bet you did it all just right.
354
00:25:50,501 --> 00:25:53,430
Always in bed early, so you could
cook the kids' breakfast in the morning.
355
00:25:54,975 --> 00:25:58,104
Sometimes I resented it. I never said so.
356
00:25:58,563 --> 00:26:01,692
Once they all forgot my birthday.
The whole family.
357
00:26:02,150 --> 00:26:05,280
I'd never reminded them.
I just thought to myself,
358
00:26:06,614 --> 00:26:09,743
"You're going to grow up into
horrible people and it's all your fault."
359
00:26:18,839 --> 00:26:21,969
I wish my Johnny had gone
to university instead of borstal.
360
00:26:24,513 --> 00:26:27,642
All he knows is thieving.
361
00:26:46,168 --> 00:26:48,879
Is your husband well-off, Nancy?
362
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:52,008
We were pretty hard-up
when we first married.
363
00:26:52,209 --> 00:26:55,138
Now we've got a lot of school fees,
so we had to give up our skiing break.
364
00:26:56,306 --> 00:26:59,435
- You mean you've never been in debt?
- No!
365
00:27:00,311 --> 00:27:01,939
Fuck me!
366
00:27:02,139 --> 00:27:05,068
That's the first time I've ever
met anyone who's never been in debt.
367
00:27:13,996 --> 00:27:17,125
My husband left me.
368
00:27:23,342 --> 00:27:26,471
Why didn't you tell me?
369
00:27:26,671 --> 00:27:29,600
Last summer, one evening,
we were going out for dinner.
370
00:27:30,977 --> 00:27:33,313
I'd put my dress out.
371
00:27:33,513 --> 00:27:36,442
It was one I adored. I'd had it for ages.
With a Victorian laced bodice.
372
00:27:37,528 --> 00:27:40,573
I got it from Laura Ashley
when they first opened.
373
00:27:40,773 --> 00:27:43,703
I was resting.
William was a little late home.
374
00:27:43,869 --> 00:27:46,957
The magnolia was in blossom
outside the open window.
375
00:27:47,157 --> 00:27:50,086
He came upstairs.
He sat on the edge of my bed.
376
00:27:50,378 --> 00:27:53,215
"I've fallen in love
with someone else," he said.
377
00:27:53,415 --> 00:27:56,344
"I want to leave." And he left
that evening, after seventeen years.
378
00:28:04,856 --> 00:28:06,858
I remember wondering,
379
00:28:07,058 --> 00:28:09,987
as I looked at my dress,
what I'd done wrong.
380
00:28:12,157 --> 00:28:15,286
I hope you find
someone else for yourself.
381
00:28:15,620 --> 00:28:18,749
You can't find someone else
when you've got children.
382
00:28:18,874 --> 00:28:20,460
Why not?
383
00:28:20,660 --> 00:28:22,671
A man's scared of taking on
a woman with children.
384
00:28:22,871 --> 00:28:24,465
Besides, it would upset them.
385
00:28:24,665 --> 00:28:27,594
I reckon
Sarah's got an advantage there.
386
00:28:27,636 --> 00:28:30,765
Please don't tell me
what advantage I may or may not have.
387
00:28:35,939 --> 00:28:39,068
Children...they always seem
to be a mistake.
388
00:28:43,073 --> 00:28:46,202
When you don't want them,
there they are.
389
00:28:47,037 --> 00:28:50,166
And when you get rid of them,
you want them again.
390
00:28:53,754 --> 00:28:56,883
Children!
391
00:28:57,884 --> 00:29:01,013
Babies!
392
00:29:07,523 --> 00:29:10,652
Course you couldn't say it to Sarah,
393
00:29:10,735 --> 00:29:13,572
but I feel
I would have missed something
394
00:29:13,772 --> 00:29:16,702
- if I hadn't had my little boy.
- Oh, I absolutely agree.
395
00:29:19,246 --> 00:29:22,376
But, I mean, you need a man
and somewhere to live.
396
00:29:24,503 --> 00:29:27,632
The sort of life you had.
397
00:29:28,968 --> 00:29:32,097
Do you live in a big house?
398
00:29:35,184 --> 00:29:38,314
Oh, now that's
just the sort of place that I'd like.
399
00:29:39,398 --> 00:29:42,360
Look at the windows.
400
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:45,489
- Must have a load of rooms?
- Yes, far too many.
401
00:30:02,971 --> 00:30:06,100
Oh, I'd just like to lie there,
402
00:30:06,976 --> 00:30:10,105
and have people pay
to come and look at me.
403
00:30:12,859 --> 00:30:15,988
I wouldn't have to move a muscle.
404
00:30:17,074 --> 00:30:20,203
I'd just lie there in the nude.
405
00:30:21,454 --> 00:30:24,583
And everybody would pay
to come and have a good look.
406
00:30:58,503 --> 00:31:01,090
Mum's not well.
407
00:31:01,290 --> 00:31:04,219
She told me to come.
I've come on me own.
408
00:31:04,419 --> 00:31:06,597
What's the matter with her?
409
00:31:06,797 --> 00:31:09,727
Sick... it came up like a fountain.
410
00:31:11,438 --> 00:31:14,567
I had to run and fetch
a great big bowl.
411
00:31:15,818 --> 00:31:18,947
- When was that?
-
412
00:31:19,949 --> 00:31:23,078
Last night,
when we was lying in bed.
413
00:31:26,499 --> 00:31:29,628
It was dark, except for the telly.
414
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:33,425
And she says,
415
00:31:33,625 --> 00:31:36,554
"We are born to die."
416
00:31:41,353 --> 00:31:44,398
How is she now?
417
00:31:44,598 --> 00:31:46,985
She's sleeping.
418
00:31:47,185 --> 00:31:50,114
She told me to come.
419
00:31:50,531 --> 00:31:53,494
I didn't want to leave her,
but she says,
420
00:31:53,694 --> 00:31:56,623
"I ain't having you
hanging around me no more, Dawn.
421
00:31:57,499 --> 00:32:00,336
"Violet will make you a sandwich."
422
00:32:00,536 --> 00:32:03,465
Why don't you go
in the steam with Sarah?
423
00:32:04,508 --> 00:32:07,387
No. I want to have a good cry.
424
00:32:07,587 --> 00:32:10,516
Well, the steam's
a good place for crying.
425
00:32:10,892 --> 00:32:14,021
- Has she seen the doctor?
- No. Auntie Bernice came over.
426
00:32:19,361 --> 00:32:22,490
She called me an idle slut.
427
00:32:23,242 --> 00:32:26,371
And said Mum
ain't going to get better no more
428
00:32:27,163 --> 00:32:30,292
and she'll have me put away.
429
00:32:30,876 --> 00:32:34,006
She was angry with me 'cause the milk
was still on the step at half past ten.
430
00:32:38,012 --> 00:32:41,141
She doesn't understand, does she?
431
00:33:00,791 --> 00:33:03,920
Thanks.
432
00:33:17,564 --> 00:33:19,608
Here, Nance,
433
00:33:19,808 --> 00:33:22,737
can you see if that's a little spot
I've got on me beautiful bum?
434
00:33:25,866 --> 00:33:28,996
I can't see anything.
435
00:33:30,706 --> 00:33:33,251
Here, look at you in the mirror!
436
00:33:33,451 --> 00:33:36,381
Oh, God, is that face really mine?
437
00:33:37,131 --> 00:33:40,260
You're not a bad-looking woman.
A lot of fellows would fancy you.
438
00:33:41,721 --> 00:33:44,850
Take a good look at yourself.
439
00:33:47,020 --> 00:33:50,149
Another thing, you've got sexy legs!
440
00:33:51,651 --> 00:33:54,780
Mine only look good
when I wear me high heels.
441
00:33:56,324 --> 00:33:58,785
When we first got married,
442
00:33:58,986 --> 00:34:01,539
William made me walk about naked,
443
00:34:01,739 --> 00:34:04,668
said I had the most beautiful
body he'd ever seen.
444
00:34:05,795 --> 00:34:08,757
He refused to let me be shy.
445
00:34:08,957 --> 00:34:11,886
He took hundreds of photographs.
446
00:34:13,430 --> 00:34:16,559
It's funny, really.
447
00:34:17,936 --> 00:34:21,065
Now I look at my face
and I see this intense woman
448
00:34:21,774 --> 00:34:24,903
with blue eyes and unfamiliar face.
449
00:34:26,156 --> 00:34:28,992
Do you know what my mum
said to me the other day?
450
00:34:29,193 --> 00:34:32,038
She said that my arse
was bigger than hers.
451
00:34:32,238 --> 00:34:33,957
Well, I could have died.
452
00:34:34,157 --> 00:34:36,794
"Your arse, Mum,
is twice the size of mine."
453
00:34:36,994 --> 00:34:39,923
"It's all according
to how you look at it," she says.
454
00:34:40,215 --> 00:34:43,344
"I stick out more in front
because I've had so many children."
455
00:34:43,803 --> 00:34:46,932
That really got on my nerves.
456
00:34:48,685 --> 00:34:51,814
Listen, whatever you want, my love,
you go ahead and you get it.
457
00:34:54,985 --> 00:34:58,114
I don't stint meself.
If I don't get what I want, I'm miserable.
458
00:34:59,742 --> 00:35:02,871
- Do you always know what you want?
- No, I don't!
459
00:35:03,455 --> 00:35:06,584
Sometimes I feel
all anyhow and I couldn't care less.
460
00:35:08,545 --> 00:35:11,674
But mostly I know.
461
00:35:26,736 --> 00:35:29,865
Bill? Gas conked out.
462
00:35:31,075 --> 00:35:34,204
I'm not complaining, I'm telling you.
463
00:35:35,832 --> 00:35:38,084
Oh, great!
464
00:35:38,285 --> 00:35:41,214
I'll tell the management
what I think of them in four-letter words.
465
00:35:42,048 --> 00:35:44,718
Celia, keep an eye on things for me.
466
00:35:44,918 --> 00:35:47,848
Sure, OK.
467
00:35:56,108 --> 00:35:58,695
Why are men such shits?
468
00:36:01,273 --> 00:36:04,202
It's weakness. It is, it's weak.
469
00:36:05,371 --> 00:36:07,749
Because it's easier to be a shit.
470
00:36:07,949 --> 00:36:10,878
Easier not to say
what you're going to do,
471
00:36:11,086 --> 00:36:14,215
not to ring when you say you'll ring,
not to arrive when you say you'll arrive.
472
00:36:15,634 --> 00:36:18,764
To tell you bleeding lies every time
they open their bleeding mouths!
473
00:36:19,556 --> 00:36:22,435
Well, we mustn't let them be shits.
474
00:36:22,635 --> 00:36:25,022
It's our fault
we let them get away with it.
475
00:36:25,222 --> 00:36:28,151
- Why do we let them get away with it?
- They think they're important.
476
00:36:29,110 --> 00:36:32,239
Mothers who do
everything for their sons.
477
00:36:33,784 --> 00:36:36,704
Yes, perhaps it is us.
478
00:36:36,904 --> 00:36:39,833
When I had my first baby,
I remember the nurse saying,
479
00:36:40,042 --> 00:36:42,545
"Wake up, dear, you have a son."
480
00:36:42,745 --> 00:36:44,965
I can remember
the thrill at those words.
481
00:36:45,165 --> 00:36:47,761
I kept repeating them
over all that week.
482
00:36:47,961 --> 00:36:50,890
I may be only a woman
but I have given birth to a male.
483
00:36:52,058 --> 00:36:55,187
For me, that was the ultimate success.
484
00:36:55,437 --> 00:36:58,108
You see...
485
00:36:58,308 --> 00:37:01,237
..they are conditioned
from the very start to feel important.
486
00:37:01,737 --> 00:37:04,866
That's been part of the kick
now that I'm working.
487
00:37:05,066 --> 00:37:07,995
'Cause what I do is recognised,
it's considered important.
488
00:37:10,165 --> 00:37:13,294
I know,
I know what it's like to be at home
489
00:37:14,588 --> 00:37:17,717
doing those
undefined things that women do.
490
00:37:19,761 --> 00:37:22,890
The stresses and strains.
Oh, the responsibilities.
491
00:37:25,477 --> 00:37:28,606
Most professional career
women do forget. You probably will.
492
00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:32,529
You will give me a timely kick up
the arse if I show any signs of it!
493
00:37:35,282 --> 00:37:38,411
Why don't we believe
we are as important as men?
494
00:37:38,745 --> 00:37:41,875
I don't mean better
or worse but as important.
495
00:37:44,879 --> 00:37:47,089
It's as if men hadn't realised
496
00:37:47,289 --> 00:37:50,218
how exciting it could be
to know a woman...really well.
497
00:37:57,979 --> 00:38:01,108
Well, that's a thrilling moment
in any woman's life.
498
00:38:03,195 --> 00:38:05,447
You had your first kid.
499
00:38:05,648 --> 00:38:08,577
Oh, for the first time I felt
a real woman.
500
00:38:09,411 --> 00:38:12,540
But most of the time
I was acting...the perfect wife.
501
00:38:15,419 --> 00:38:18,548
Even in bed, it never occurred to me
that I could ask for what I wanted.
502
00:38:20,425 --> 00:38:23,387
What? You never told him
what you really felt?
503
00:38:23,588 --> 00:38:26,517
I tried telling him once, but he said,
504
00:38:26,768 --> 00:38:29,897
"Don't disturb me now,
I've got a heavy workload."
505
00:38:30,356 --> 00:38:33,485
You shouldn't have
let him get away with that.
506
00:38:33,610 --> 00:38:35,445
You should have yelled at him,
507
00:38:35,646 --> 00:38:38,533
"What are you then, a man or a toad?
508
00:38:38,734 --> 00:38:41,663
"You're supposed
to be my husband! I'm your wife!"
509
00:38:42,205 --> 00:38:44,959
That's what I used to say to my old man.
510
00:38:45,159 --> 00:38:46,836
I'd have a row, we'd make it up
511
00:38:47,036 --> 00:38:49,965
and then he'd cuddle me up
and say, "Josie, I love ya."
512
00:38:53,595 --> 00:38:56,306
If he hadn't been done
for the jewellery robbery
513
00:38:56,506 --> 00:38:59,435
and got sent down for fifteen years,
I'd have been all right.
514
00:39:05,485 --> 00:39:08,239
Most men aren't worth bothering about!
515
00:39:08,439 --> 00:39:11,368
What would we have
to get excited over?
516
00:39:11,744 --> 00:39:14,874
- Shall I weigh myself?
- No, don't you bother about nothing.
517
00:39:22,258 --> 00:39:25,387
What's the matter, Vi?
518
00:39:25,679 --> 00:39:28,808
I just...I just can't believe it.
519
00:39:29,685 --> 00:39:32,814
What?
520
00:39:34,733 --> 00:39:37,862
They're closing the place down.
521
00:39:38,237 --> 00:39:41,366
The management just told me they...
522
00:39:42,118 --> 00:39:45,247
They're gonna close. The bastards!
523
00:39:45,331 --> 00:39:48,460
- What's happening?
- They're closing the baths.
524
00:39:53,216 --> 00:39:55,177
The management said,
525
00:39:55,377 --> 00:39:58,306
they're going to build
a...a leisure centre
526
00:39:59,850 --> 00:40:02,938
with a big underground car park.
527
00:40:03,138 --> 00:40:06,067
I told him I had
1 23 customers last week,
528
00:40:08,110 --> 00:40:11,240
but he said that wasn't enough.
The place is obsolete.
529
00:40:13,117 --> 00:40:16,247
Course, they've been running it down
for years on purpose.
530
00:40:18,750 --> 00:40:20,878
They said that the council say
531
00:40:21,078 --> 00:40:24,007
that people want
leisure centres, not baths.
532
00:40:27,136 --> 00:40:29,389
They've done market research.
533
00:40:29,589 --> 00:40:32,268
Well, we're people, aren't we?
534
00:40:32,468 --> 00:40:35,188
Where does he think
I'm going to have my fantasies?
535
00:40:35,388 --> 00:40:37,275
Anyhow, my flat's freezing.
536
00:40:37,475 --> 00:40:40,404
- Mum and me won't be allowed to come?
- No one'll be able to come.
537
00:40:42,490 --> 00:40:45,619
They're going to close.
538
00:40:46,412 --> 00:40:48,415
No!
539
00:40:48,615 --> 00:40:51,544
- Dawn!
-
540
00:40:51,919 --> 00:40:55,048
Dawn, don't!
541
00:40:57,051 --> 00:40:59,637
Dawn, shush.
542
00:40:59,837 --> 00:41:02,766
- We're not going to let them.
-
543
00:41:12,780 --> 00:41:15,910
Sit down!
We're not going to let it happen.
544
00:41:21,792 --> 00:41:24,379
Have a tea, lots of sugar.
545
00:41:24,579 --> 00:41:26,798
They shouldn't make decisions
546
00:41:26,999 --> 00:41:29,260
over and above them
what runs the baths.
547
00:41:29,460 --> 00:41:32,389
Eighteen years I've been here.
548
00:41:33,391 --> 00:41:36,521
I know more about this place,
who comes here and why,
549
00:41:36,938 --> 00:41:39,608
than the whole of
the council put together.
550
00:41:39,808 --> 00:41:42,737
- Well, we'll just have to fight them.
- Right.
551
00:41:52,833 --> 00:41:55,963
Violet?
552
00:42:01,470 --> 00:42:04,599
- Violet?
- Yes, love?
553
00:42:07,812 --> 00:42:10,941
There's a horrible snake-like thing
crawling across the window.
554
00:42:13,278 --> 00:42:16,407
Oh, that's my Russian vine!
555
00:42:16,615 --> 00:42:18,785
Grown like a lunatic, it has!
556
00:42:18,985 --> 00:42:21,706
All the cold in Siberia couldn't kill him.
557
00:42:21,906 --> 00:42:24,835
It writhes when the wind blows.
558
00:42:25,419 --> 00:42:28,548
It's making awful
wriggly shadows all across the glass.
559
00:42:29,299 --> 00:42:32,428
I'm sure it's full of slimy things.
Spiders and slugs and all slimy.
560
00:42:33,555 --> 00:42:36,684
I don't know how you can bear it.
561
00:42:36,809 --> 00:42:39,938
It's making me feel worse.
562
00:42:40,522 --> 00:42:42,525
I wish I'd stayed at home.
563
00:42:42,725 --> 00:42:45,654
What? In this weather? You're mad.
You'd have froze to death.
564
00:42:48,909 --> 00:42:52,038
You close your eyes for a little bit
and I'll make you a nice cup of tea.
565
00:42:58,963 --> 00:43:02,092
Look what he done!
566
00:43:02,635 --> 00:43:04,763
Oh, my God. What happened?
567
00:43:04,963 --> 00:43:07,892
He done that last night.
He'd been drinking.
568
00:43:08,851 --> 00:43:11,396
He put his hands around my throat.
569
00:43:11,596 --> 00:43:14,525
"I'm going to kill you!" he says.
570
00:43:14,651 --> 00:43:17,780
It frightened me to death,
but I didn't let him see it.
571
00:43:18,281 --> 00:43:20,367
"You're touched," I says.
572
00:43:20,567 --> 00:43:23,496
Then he takes off all my clothes,
he stays fully dressed,
573
00:43:23,913 --> 00:43:27,042
makes me stand naked
in the front room.
574
00:43:27,794 --> 00:43:30,756
Then he puts his hands
round my neck again.
575
00:43:30,956 --> 00:43:33,260
"I'm going to kill you.
576
00:43:33,460 --> 00:43:36,389
"I'm going to gas you,"
he says in a horrible, deep voice.
577
00:43:39,434 --> 00:43:42,104
"Don't be silly," I says.
578
00:43:42,305 --> 00:43:45,234
"I'm not going to have
nothing to do with you."
579
00:43:45,526 --> 00:43:48,446
"Get on the bed," he says.
580
00:43:48,646 --> 00:43:50,073
"No," I says.
581
00:43:50,273 --> 00:43:52,952
"I'm not going to have
nothing to do with you."
582
00:43:53,152 --> 00:43:55,789
So, wallop! He hits me.
583
00:43:55,989 --> 00:43:57,625
"Now you've got your job,
584
00:43:57,825 --> 00:44:00,754
"you think you're the only woman
in the world, huh?"
585
00:44:03,758 --> 00:44:06,887
How come I always get hit
on the left side?
586
00:44:08,055 --> 00:44:10,767
What on earth made you take him back?
587
00:44:10,967 --> 00:44:13,896
"Don't throw dirty water away
till you get clean," me mum always said.
588
00:44:16,901 --> 00:44:19,738
Oh, Josie!
589
00:44:19,938 --> 00:44:22,867
I get so fed up with poverty!
590
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:25,746
Do you know how long I worked till?
591
00:44:25,946 --> 00:44:28,875
From Saturday night
I worked till 7 o'clock Sunday morning.
592
00:44:29,250 --> 00:44:32,379
- I earned sixty pounds.
- Oh, that's wonderful.
593
00:44:32,504 --> 00:44:35,634
Wonderful! It's hard work!
Still I earned me rent money.
594
00:44:35,842 --> 00:44:38,971
Well, Sunday afternoon
I was so tired, he turns up.
595
00:44:40,390 --> 00:44:42,727
"You look disgusting," he says.
596
00:44:42,927 --> 00:44:45,522
I was choked.
I was so choked, I thought,
597
00:44:45,722 --> 00:44:48,652
"Is it really worth it? My struggle
to stand on my two feet?"
598
00:44:49,986 --> 00:44:53,115
So, I took him back. Then we has it.
599
00:44:53,908 --> 00:44:57,037
But it don't do me no good
so after he's gone I got me vibro out.
600
00:44:58,623 --> 00:45:00,793
I had to.
601
00:45:00,993 --> 00:45:03,713
I had so much tension in me,
602
00:45:03,913 --> 00:45:06,842
it was like a screw
going round the back of my neck.
603
00:45:10,222 --> 00:45:13,351
You must borrow my vibro, my love.
604
00:45:14,519 --> 00:45:17,648
I had it going this morning
from five past eight till five to nine.
605
00:45:20,610 --> 00:45:23,739
I had this beautiful fantasy...
606
00:45:26,827 --> 00:45:29,956
..fucking meself.
607
00:45:30,373 --> 00:45:33,335
They're like stallions
when they are young.
608
00:45:33,536 --> 00:45:36,465
It's fantastic to have it off with
a young fellow if you're hot-blooded.
609
00:45:37,633 --> 00:45:40,762
If you fancy him, have him!
Don't feel guilt about it.
610
00:45:43,391 --> 00:45:45,936
You've got to have a fling sometimes.
611
00:45:46,136 --> 00:45:49,065
Otherwise you just get old and boring.
612
00:45:49,274 --> 00:45:52,403
I don't know how you do it, Josie!
613
00:45:54,447 --> 00:45:56,033
Mum?
614
00:45:56,233 --> 00:45:59,162
Are you awake?
615
00:46:00,831 --> 00:46:03,960
I just came to see how you are.
616
00:46:05,337 --> 00:46:08,466
I hope Nancy
give your hair a good scrub.
617
00:46:09,508 --> 00:46:12,639
Yeah.
618
00:46:13,264 --> 00:46:16,185
You feeling better, Mum?
619
00:46:16,385 --> 00:46:19,314
Well, I've got to feel better, haven't I?
620
00:46:19,981 --> 00:46:23,110
I can't spend the rest of my life
laying on this bed.
621
00:46:27,115 --> 00:46:30,244
- What would you do on men's day?
- You shut up.
622
00:46:32,456 --> 00:46:35,585
Go and take your tablet.
623
00:46:37,463 --> 00:46:40,592
Who's going to look after you if I go?
624
00:46:44,639 --> 00:46:47,768
Oh, Mum...
625
00:46:48,352 --> 00:46:51,481
- I'll look after you.
626
00:46:52,775 --> 00:46:55,904
I'll give you...baked beans on toast.
627
00:46:57,447 --> 00:47:00,576
Lots of baked beans on toast.
628
00:47:01,078 --> 00:47:04,207
And toast...all running with butter.
629
00:47:07,086 --> 00:47:10,215
And a cherry brandy.
630
00:47:11,550 --> 00:47:13,803
We was having it,
631
00:47:14,003 --> 00:47:16,932
and I was really getting into it
enjoying it, when he comes.
632
00:47:17,975 --> 00:47:20,937
"Hold up," I says, "What about me?"
633
00:47:21,137 --> 00:47:24,066
Well, after that, I made him
plates me for an hour till I came.
634
00:47:25,777 --> 00:47:28,906
Every time he lifts his head,
I push it back down again.
635
00:47:29,657 --> 00:47:32,578
I wouldn't even let him up to breathe.
636
00:47:32,778 --> 00:47:35,707
Oh, I could feel it from the bottom
of my toes to the top of my skull.
637
00:47:38,085 --> 00:47:41,214
Ooh. Haven't come like that for months.
Did me the world of good.
638
00:47:42,299 --> 00:47:45,428
I've got to go and do some work.
I don't think it'll be much help.
639
00:47:46,847 --> 00:47:49,976
Sarah wants me to make some
placards to save our baths.
640
00:47:50,101 --> 00:47:53,230
- Oh, SOB.
- She wants me to use bright colours.
641
00:47:53,314 --> 00:47:55,734
She remembers
the things I did at school.
642
00:47:55,934 --> 00:47:58,154
I hated art, sitting there, drawing boxes.
643
00:47:58,354 --> 00:48:01,283
Why don't you give me a hand?
Sarah said you'd be good at slogans.
644
00:48:02,201 --> 00:48:04,621
Oh, no, I hate responsibility.
645
00:48:04,821 --> 00:48:07,750
If I can find someone to keep me,
why should I go to work?
646
00:48:08,959 --> 00:48:12,089
Oh, I'm really relaxed now.
647
00:48:14,133 --> 00:48:17,262
Oh, I'm lying nude by a river
648
00:48:17,638 --> 00:48:20,767
and a man in a white suit
who I've never seen before
649
00:48:21,434 --> 00:48:24,563
comes and kneels at my feet
and starts to kiss me.
650
00:48:27,693 --> 00:48:30,822
He kisses me all the way up my body.
651
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,129
I give up.
652
00:48:53,853 --> 00:48:56,857
- Getting on all right, Nancy?
- Hmm, all right.
653
00:48:57,057 --> 00:48:59,986
How about you? Things are going to be
a bit miserable for you, aren't they?
654
00:49:01,613 --> 00:49:04,743
I mustn't grumble. I'll get to see
me grandchildren more often.
655
00:49:06,244 --> 00:49:09,373
- I'm not gonna look for another job.
- Maybe Sarah's right.
656
00:49:09,665 --> 00:49:11,376
Maybe we can save the baths.
657
00:49:11,576 --> 00:49:14,505
Well, we can always try,
that's the motto.
658
00:49:15,506 --> 00:49:17,968
Have I got some news!
659
00:49:18,168 --> 00:49:20,597
But I'll tell everybody
at the meeting later.
660
00:49:23,217 --> 00:49:26,146
- Do you think it's all right?
- It's excellent.
661
00:49:26,897 --> 00:49:30,026
- I think you'll need a stencil.
- Yes, that will be a good idea.
662
00:49:31,153 --> 00:49:34,282
I saw William yesterday
for the first time since he left.
663
00:49:35,241 --> 00:49:38,371
I said to him, " I was so lonely
during our marriage,"
664
00:49:38,537 --> 00:49:41,541
and he said, "So was I. So lonely."
665
00:49:45,588 --> 00:49:48,717
Well...I was lonely too
when I was with David.
666
00:49:51,304 --> 00:49:54,433
There were always millions of people
around all the time.
667
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:58,021
And that can get very lonely.
668
00:49:58,222 --> 00:50:01,151
All the comings and goings
and to-ings and fro-ings
669
00:50:01,694 --> 00:50:04,322
in different weathers, different seasons,
670
00:50:04,522 --> 00:50:07,451
not to mention
the time always being wrong.
671
00:50:09,286 --> 00:50:12,416
You felt as though
your house was a prison,
672
00:50:12,457 --> 00:50:15,586
believe you me, my life was.
673
00:50:16,296 --> 00:50:18,966
You get bundled into a huge,
heavy machine
674
00:50:19,167 --> 00:50:21,928
and it lumbers into the air.
You can't get off.
675
00:50:22,129 --> 00:50:25,057
You've got to go wherever it is going.
676
00:50:26,601 --> 00:50:29,731
When you get there, it's hotel rooms,
hotel suites, room service,
677
00:50:30,982 --> 00:50:34,112
Then you're put into another car
and taken back to the airport.
678
00:50:34,571 --> 00:50:37,700
And when you arrive,
you get taken to another hotel.
679
00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:42,289
It sounded so glamorous when
I saw you in those glossy magazines.
680
00:50:45,877 --> 00:50:47,838
He started screwing other girls
681
00:50:48,038 --> 00:50:50,633
the first time
I crossed the Atlantic with him.
682
00:50:50,833 --> 00:50:53,763
And I was left all alone in a hotel suite
683
00:50:54,889 --> 00:50:57,476
with a phone that never rang.
684
00:50:57,676 --> 00:50:59,854
Oh, except of course room service
685
00:51:00,054 --> 00:51:02,983
to enquire whether I'd like Pepsi
rather than Coke or vice versa.
686
00:51:05,987 --> 00:51:09,116
Do you know,
I was abandoned in Caracas once
687
00:51:10,243 --> 00:51:13,331
for a whole week with no credit cards,
688
00:51:13,531 --> 00:51:16,460
no return ticket, no money, no nothing.
689
00:51:17,878 --> 00:51:21,007
I couldn't even step out of the hotel.
690
00:51:21,207 --> 00:51:23,302
When I plucked up enough courage
691
00:51:23,502 --> 00:51:25,847
to telephone David's agents
in New York,
692
00:51:26,047 --> 00:51:28,976
they said, " Don't be so silly, Sarah,
David's got to be alone sometimes."
693
00:51:32,606 --> 00:51:35,735
Did he forget you or what?
694
00:51:36,569 --> 00:51:39,490
I don't know. I suppose so.
695
00:51:39,690 --> 00:51:42,619
I don't think I made much impression
upon his memory at that time.
696
00:51:44,247 --> 00:51:46,458
Funny...
697
00:51:46,658 --> 00:51:49,587
you can do up the same button
day after day
698
00:51:50,088 --> 00:51:53,217
but it doesn't mean you'd recognise it
if it fell off on the carpet.
699
00:51:55,261 --> 00:51:58,391
Oh, Sarah!
700
00:51:59,809 --> 00:52:02,938
He cried like a baby when I said
I couldn't bear it any longer.
701
00:52:03,814 --> 00:52:06,943
What do they know?
702
00:52:07,152 --> 00:52:09,739
They know nothing.
703
00:52:09,939 --> 00:52:12,868
They never even felt pain.
704
00:52:13,661 --> 00:52:16,790
Men aren't capable
of feeling pain like women.
705
00:52:23,632 --> 00:52:26,762
Josie, come on!
Coming!
706
00:52:27,679 --> 00:52:30,808
- Violet.
- Angela.
707
00:52:32,311 --> 00:52:35,440
My bag...
Oh, thanks, Dawn.
708
00:52:36,566 --> 00:52:39,695
You're breaking
into my fantasies, Sarah.
709
00:52:41,823 --> 00:52:44,952
Look at the hairs on me legs!
710
00:52:45,244 --> 00:52:48,373
The last time I shaved them,
I used Jerry's razor. He went mad.
711
00:52:50,585 --> 00:52:53,714
He said it was disgusting
and threw it away.
712
00:52:53,964 --> 00:52:56,635
My husband always lets me use his.
713
00:52:56,835 --> 00:52:59,764
"Well, why have two
when one will do?" he says.
714
00:52:59,847 --> 00:53:02,976
He's gonna have to do up my hallway.
I'm gonna have it done in new wood.
715
00:53:04,019 --> 00:53:06,231
- Have you told him yet?
- Yeah.
716
00:53:06,431 --> 00:53:08,734
"Oh, no," he says, "It'll look too
small."
717
00:53:08,934 --> 00:53:11,822
I says, "I don't care
if it looks like a rabbit hutch.
718
00:53:12,022 --> 00:53:14,867
"I can't afford a damp course
and I'm not gonna have
719
00:53:15,067 --> 00:53:17,871
"mould growing in my hall."
720
00:53:18,071 --> 00:53:21,000
Now, if I can keep on doing
three nights at the topless,
721
00:53:24,672 --> 00:53:27,801
I can pay for my license
and the insurance on me car.
722
00:53:29,429 --> 00:53:32,099
Then I am in the clear.
723
00:53:32,299 --> 00:53:35,186
Oh, I get so fed up with poverty!
724
00:53:35,386 --> 00:53:38,315
Life's difficult for everyone at times.
725
00:53:39,608 --> 00:53:42,737
Well, my life is just survival.
726
00:53:44,991 --> 00:53:48,120
I had to wank the fellow off
to get the club job in the first place.
727
00:53:49,581 --> 00:53:52,710
You didn't have to Josie, you chose to.
728
00:53:53,502 --> 00:53:56,339
You sound just like my teacher.
729
00:53:56,539 --> 00:53:58,718
She hit me once with a ruler.
730
00:53:58,918 --> 00:54:01,220
I ran home and told me mum.
731
00:54:01,420 --> 00:54:04,349
And me mum comes up to the school,
bless her, and slaps the teacher.
732
00:54:05,477 --> 00:54:08,606
I got chucked out. I'd have to have left
the next month, anyway, I was pregnant.
733
00:54:10,316 --> 00:54:13,236
Well, Sarah's right, Josie.
734
00:54:13,436 --> 00:54:16,365
You didn't have to, but you chose to.
735
00:54:18,452 --> 00:54:21,581
Now,
how am I gonna pay my bills?
736
00:54:25,754 --> 00:54:28,883
It's all very well for women like you!
737
00:54:29,759 --> 00:54:32,221
My dear, Josie!
738
00:54:32,421 --> 00:54:35,350
At fifteen I was doing early
morning cleaning with me mum.
739
00:54:35,809 --> 00:54:38,604
At sixteen I was having a baby!
740
00:54:38,804 --> 00:54:41,358
You were still at school!
741
00:54:41,558 --> 00:54:43,485
What do you know about it, anyway?
742
00:54:43,686 --> 00:54:45,863
I know you have to pay for self-respect.
743
00:54:46,063 --> 00:54:47,866
I'm going to tell you something.
744
00:54:48,066 --> 00:54:50,995
I don't want to be like you!
745
00:54:51,704 --> 00:54:54,834
It's boring! It's every day!
746
00:54:55,668 --> 00:54:58,798
- Boring! Boring! Boring!
- Josie!
747
00:55:00,007 --> 00:55:03,137
Do you know why us working-class girls
have a little bit on the side?
748
00:55:04,388 --> 00:55:07,517
Why we spend money on clothes,
make-up and shoes,
749
00:55:07,893 --> 00:55:11,022
when we don't, as you say,
"Strictly need them?"
750
00:55:12,023 --> 00:55:15,153
Because we've been brought up
to do the shit work!
751
00:55:16,487 --> 00:55:19,616
And we can't expect to do anything
but the shit work
752
00:55:21,619 --> 00:55:24,748
unless we find a man
with a bit of money
753
00:55:26,626 --> 00:55:29,755
and we hang on to him!
754
00:55:36,806 --> 00:55:39,935
Anyway, who's to say
that your life's any better than mine?
755
00:55:41,688 --> 00:55:44,817
I've been to South Africa,
to Barbados, Tenerife.
756
00:55:46,527 --> 00:55:49,656
I've laid beside more pools
than you've had hot dinners!
757
00:55:50,700 --> 00:55:53,829
- On stolen money!
- So what?
758
00:55:55,080 --> 00:55:58,210
I want beautiful clothes,
beautiful travelling cars.
759
00:55:59,921 --> 00:56:03,050
At least, I've had them,
which is more than I can say for you.
760
00:56:05,595 --> 00:56:08,724
You can keep your drab, dreary life
761
00:56:08,924 --> 00:56:11,311
and your good name,
if that's what you want.
762
00:56:11,511 --> 00:56:14,440
Women should be
beautiful creatures of pleasure.
763
00:56:20,990 --> 00:56:23,452
Do you know what it feels like
764
00:56:23,652 --> 00:56:26,581
to go into a library
when you don't know your way around
765
00:56:27,082 --> 00:56:30,211
and you just get looked down on
because of your accent?
766
00:56:31,671 --> 00:56:34,800
I've never
looked down on you.
767
00:56:35,009 --> 00:56:38,138
- That's simply not fair!
- In a way you do!
768
00:56:39,640 --> 00:56:42,769
We're not friends! I'm a part of the show
that you come to watch.
769
00:56:44,021 --> 00:56:46,065
Josie, for heaven's sake, cool it.
770
00:56:46,265 --> 00:56:49,194
I'm sorry if I sounded like your teacher
and I'm very, very sorry indeed, but...
771
00:56:50,989 --> 00:56:54,118
Oh, stop being so kind
and enlightened and bloody superior!
772
00:56:57,164 --> 00:57:00,293
- Josie!
773
00:57:00,626 --> 00:57:03,422
I'd like to have a good job,
774
00:57:03,622 --> 00:57:06,551
I'd like to be enlightened.
775
00:57:07,677 --> 00:57:10,806
You'll never get that horrible feeling
of being turned down
776
00:57:11,099 --> 00:57:14,228
for job after job because you haven't
got the right qualifications,
777
00:57:15,897 --> 00:57:19,026
and you can't speak right
and you can't spell!
778
00:57:20,278 --> 00:57:23,407
And you know that in the end they're not
even going to offer you the cleaning!
779
00:57:24,950 --> 00:57:28,079
You wouldn't ask me on
to do your cleaning, would you, Nancy?
780
00:57:29,790 --> 00:57:32,920
Oh, no, you've got enough money
to pay some poor cow
781
00:57:33,170 --> 00:57:36,299
to clean up after you.
782
00:57:37,425 --> 00:57:40,554
How do you pay for your self respect?
783
00:57:42,641 --> 00:57:45,770
How much does your bloody husband
pay you so he can stay away?
784
00:57:47,231 --> 00:57:50,360
- Oh, stop it!
- Nancy.
785
00:57:51,986 --> 00:57:55,115
Why should I stop?
786
00:57:56,618 --> 00:57:59,747
- Oh, Josie...
- Who do you think you are?
787
00:58:00,039 --> 00:58:03,168
You're just an ordinary woman
with a bit of money
788
00:58:03,627 --> 00:58:06,339
who's been deserted by her old man.
789
00:58:06,539 --> 00:58:08,634
I'm not surprised he left you.
790
00:58:08,834 --> 00:58:11,763
- He wanted loving, not organising.
- Bloody hell, Josie!
791
00:58:12,222 --> 00:58:15,226
You know very well Nancy's had
a shitty time lately.
792
00:58:15,426 --> 00:58:18,146
Why can't we stop all this,
and have our meeting?
793
00:58:18,346 --> 00:58:20,984
I haven't finished yet.
794
00:58:21,184 --> 00:58:24,113
I want to tell you about
how I got the club job.
795
00:58:24,446 --> 00:58:27,576
I sat there and took my top off,
and he touched my tits.
796
00:58:31,581 --> 00:58:34,001
That poxy club
797
00:58:34,201 --> 00:58:37,130
and a fellow I didn't even fancy,
798
00:58:37,505 --> 00:58:40,634
with his hands right up my skirt.
799
00:58:41,970 --> 00:58:45,099
Then he takes off
his trousers and his socks
800
00:58:46,225 --> 00:58:49,354
and he spreads one of them
roller towels on the floor
801
00:58:50,523 --> 00:58:53,652
and he expects me to lie down on it.
802
00:58:54,028 --> 00:58:57,157
So I screwed up me eyes tightly
803
00:58:57,782 --> 00:59:00,912
and I said, " Come on, Josie...
804
00:59:02,623 --> 00:59:05,752
.."you need the money."
805
00:59:06,502 --> 00:59:09,632
You know, it's about time you got
yourself organised, Josie
806
00:59:11,343 --> 00:59:13,929
and started earning some real money.
807
00:59:14,129 --> 00:59:17,058
Real money?
What's real money to you?
808
00:59:18,518 --> 00:59:21,648
Come on, how much do you earn?
It's a lot, isn't it?
809
00:59:22,023 --> 00:59:24,777
- Tell me, how much?
- I get enough.
810
00:59:24,977 --> 00:59:27,906
- It's private.
- It's always enough, when it's private.
811
00:59:28,406 --> 00:59:31,410
My financial situation is so simple,
812
00:59:31,610 --> 00:59:34,540
you could write it
on the back of a bus ticket!
813
00:59:34,665 --> 00:59:37,794
When I was married,
I was a skiv, a drudge.
814
00:59:37,877 --> 00:59:40,839
I still would be if I was with him now.
815
00:59:41,039 --> 00:59:43,802
It's the same thing, day in and day out.
816
00:59:44,002 --> 00:59:46,931
Do this, do that, that's security.
817
00:59:47,432 --> 00:59:49,893
Well, I was wildly in love.
818
00:59:50,093 --> 00:59:53,022
I wanted total commitment.
I didn't want security.
819
00:59:53,399 --> 00:59:55,693
But then I got used to certain things.
820
00:59:55,893 --> 00:59:58,822
Well, I'd rather be living with a fellow.
821
01:00:01,075 --> 01:00:04,204
I may be broke,
but I can do whatever I feel like doing.
822
01:00:06,958 --> 01:00:10,087
If I want to stay in bed
in the morning I stay there.
823
01:00:10,462 --> 01:00:13,592
If I want to get drunk, I get drunk,
and if I want to fuck, I fuck!
824
01:00:15,970 --> 01:00:18,932
And sometimes you fuck
when you don't want to fuck.
825
01:00:19,132 --> 01:00:22,061
Well, what about you?
You, you don't dare do what you want!
826
01:00:35,580 --> 01:00:38,709
I lost me temper.
827
01:00:40,252 --> 01:00:43,381
I get so angry all the time.
828
01:00:48,263 --> 01:00:50,642
My husband never encouraged me,
829
01:00:50,842 --> 01:00:53,771
never encouraged me to do anything,
not even to make friends.
830
01:00:54,188 --> 01:00:56,440
The only people who came to our house
831
01:00:56,641 --> 01:00:59,570
were other successful
businessmen and their wives. I...
832
01:01:01,239 --> 01:01:04,368
In the end, everything of me got eroded.
833
01:01:06,454 --> 01:01:09,583
Actually, I admire you.
I'd like to be like you.
834
01:01:10,960 --> 01:01:14,089
It's true, I wouldn't have asked you
to a dinner party,
835
01:01:14,256 --> 01:01:16,717
not when William was around.
836
01:01:16,917 --> 01:01:19,596
I couldn't even have my own friends.
837
01:01:19,796 --> 01:01:22,725
She'd like to be like me?
838
01:01:26,230 --> 01:01:29,359
Yes, but I couldn't be.
I couldn't be like Sarah either.
839
01:01:29,442 --> 01:01:32,573
I know I am terribly limited.
840
01:01:36,869 --> 01:01:39,123
Perhaps I stayed with William
841
01:01:39,323 --> 01:01:42,252
because I had a lovely house,
a lovely garden.
842
01:01:43,086 --> 01:01:46,215
And I could see no way
that I could maintain myself
843
01:01:46,465 --> 01:01:49,595
and the children in the manner
to which we were accustomed.
844
01:01:50,262 --> 01:01:52,515
Blimey!
845
01:01:52,715 --> 01:01:55,644
You hypocrite! You are like me.
846
01:01:57,939 --> 01:02:01,068
No.
847
01:02:01,152 --> 01:02:04,281
No, Nancy wants to change.
848
01:02:05,282 --> 01:02:07,577
You know enough
about me bleeding life.
849
01:02:07,777 --> 01:02:09,622
What can I do?
850
01:02:09,822 --> 01:02:12,751
You're right. I'm sorry.
It would be terribly hard.
851
01:02:13,501 --> 01:02:16,631
Perhaps I would like to change...
852
01:02:17,925 --> 01:02:21,054
..but I can't perceive
what I could change into.
853
01:02:23,431 --> 01:02:25,976
A home, children.
854
01:02:26,176 --> 01:02:29,105
I'm a one-man woman.
855
01:02:31,692 --> 01:02:34,821
And I'm not, is that what you mean?
856
01:02:35,072 --> 01:02:38,201
- I'm a promiscuous woman.
- No, of course not.
857
01:02:43,917 --> 01:02:47,046
Well, if I have been promiscuous
858
01:02:47,296 --> 01:02:50,425
it's because I've been looking...
859
01:02:51,094 --> 01:02:54,223
..searching, you know,
trying to find my mate.
860
01:02:55,432 --> 01:02:58,561
Somebody who wanted what I wanted.
861
01:03:10,202 --> 01:03:13,331
- Children?
-
862
01:03:19,548 --> 01:03:22,677
And now it's...it...it's...
a pa-panic that comes over me.
863
01:03:27,217 --> 01:03:30,104
After all that lovely, irresponsible life.
864
01:03:30,304 --> 01:03:33,233
Lots of sex, travel, experience.
865
01:03:33,734 --> 01:03:36,863
A whole load
of meaningful relationships...
866
01:03:38,907 --> 01:03:42,037
..a career which I want.
867
01:03:42,912 --> 01:03:46,042
And, and, and then,
you see, I just panic.
868
01:03:51,082 --> 01:03:54,011
I haven't had a child,
and time is running short.
869
01:03:57,682 --> 01:04:00,436
And who do I have a child with?
870
01:04:00,636 --> 01:04:02,188
Hmm?
871
01:04:02,388 --> 01:04:05,317
Where do I find
the father for this child?
872
01:04:07,362 --> 01:04:09,948
Oh, I've thought and thought
873
01:04:10,148 --> 01:04:13,078
about...getting pregnant,
not telling the man.
874
01:04:15,915 --> 01:04:19,044
Playing the heroic, single parent
and all that.
875
01:04:22,799 --> 01:04:25,928
How can you do that to a child?
876
01:04:27,597 --> 01:04:30,726
How can you do that to a man?
877
01:04:34,690 --> 01:04:37,819
Even if I could have my career
and bring up the children...perfectly...
878
01:04:50,961 --> 01:04:52,630
Sorry, Nan.
879
01:04:56,468 --> 01:04:59,597
That's what my dreams are about.
880
01:05:08,192 --> 01:05:10,529
Where is everybody?
881
01:05:10,729 --> 01:05:13,658
What about our meeting?
882
01:05:16,871 --> 01:05:20,000
- What on earth's been going on?
- I'll tell you what's been going on.
883
01:05:20,876 --> 01:05:24,005
Fighting and showing off.
884
01:05:25,549 --> 01:05:28,303
Mrs Meadow, you'll join
the meeting, won't you?
885
01:05:28,503 --> 01:05:31,265
Auntie Bernice wouldn't like it at all.
886
01:05:31,465 --> 01:05:33,769
"Drawing attention
to yourself," she'd say.
887
01:05:33,969 --> 01:05:35,479
Let's get you another chair.
888
01:05:35,679 --> 01:05:37,774
- Can I be on the committee?
- Yeah.
889
01:05:37,974 --> 01:05:40,903
You sit at the head of the table
and be on the committee.
890
01:05:49,831 --> 01:05:52,960
Now, I thought the first thing to do
was to get some expert advice.
891
01:05:54,171 --> 01:05:57,300
- You did it yourself
- No. I had to go to New York.
892
01:05:57,342 --> 01:05:59,761
I got an assistant to do it for me.
893
01:05:59,961 --> 01:06:02,598
As treasurer
of the Save the Baths committee,
894
01:06:02,798 --> 01:06:05,394
- I should like a note of the cost.
- The cost?
895
01:06:05,594 --> 01:06:08,523
How much was the advice?
The cost, we need to know.
896
01:06:08,606 --> 01:06:11,735
The fee? Oh, the fee will be
200 pounds per hour.
897
01:06:11,902 --> 01:06:15,031
Oh! I hope it wasn't more
than 1 5 minutes.
898
01:06:15,157 --> 01:06:18,245
- How many hours?
- One hour, forty-five minutes.
899
01:06:18,445 --> 01:06:21,374
I should like to contribute
to half the fee.
900
01:06:22,583 --> 01:06:25,713
- I accept.
- Blow me! I'm wasting me life!
901
01:06:27,507 --> 01:06:30,636
- It's all a fantasy!
- Perhaps not.
902
01:06:31,178 --> 01:06:33,765
We have a very good chance.
903
01:06:33,965 --> 01:06:36,269
We must present our case
904
01:06:36,469 --> 01:06:39,398
at the council meeting
at the town hall on Friday 1 3th.
905
01:06:41,316 --> 01:06:44,446
We need a minimum
of one hundred signatures
906
01:06:44,779 --> 01:06:47,908
petitioning for an enquiry
to be held to examine the ruling.
907
01:06:50,162 --> 01:06:53,291
Dawn's father wouldn't hold
with that kind of thing at all.
908
01:06:53,666 --> 01:06:56,795
Oh, that's not the point.
You want the baths, don't you?
909
01:06:57,087 --> 01:06:58,673
Yes, Mum.
910
01:06:58,873 --> 01:07:01,677
Yes.
911
01:07:01,877 --> 01:07:04,806
But I know I can't sign nothing.
912
01:07:06,058 --> 01:07:09,187
You never know
what might happen if you sign.
913
01:07:10,314 --> 01:07:12,525
Something I do know.
914
01:07:12,725 --> 01:07:15,654
I can get lots of signatures
of people who live round here.
915
01:07:16,489 --> 01:07:18,658
I mean, I'd sign.
916
01:07:18,858 --> 01:07:20,202
We need a voice.
917
01:07:20,402 --> 01:07:23,331
- A voice?
- Yes. Someone to present our case.
918
01:07:23,873 --> 01:07:26,418
Well, thank goodness for you, Sarah.
919
01:07:26,618 --> 01:07:28,004
I could do it.
920
01:07:28,204 --> 01:07:30,966
I don't think
I'm the right man for the job.
921
01:07:31,166 --> 01:07:34,096
I think we need somebody local.
922
01:07:35,097 --> 01:07:38,226
Josie, Josie. Josie, you can
make our speech at the town hall.
923
01:07:38,684 --> 01:07:41,814
You say things marvellously.
924
01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:45,569
Oh, I've never spoken
in front of an audience.
925
01:07:45,769 --> 01:07:48,699
- You do it all the time, love!
-
926
01:08:08,349 --> 01:08:11,353
- Hi, everybody!
- Hi.
927
01:08:11,553 --> 01:08:14,482
The posters look great!
928
01:08:15,818 --> 01:08:18,947
Well done! Oh, I like the balloons.
929
01:08:23,661 --> 01:08:26,790
You can save me a T-shirt.
930
01:08:27,041 --> 01:08:30,170
There! A couple of them.
931
01:08:31,922 --> 01:08:35,052
- Can I give you a hand, Vi?
- It's done, except for the water.
932
01:08:35,761 --> 01:08:38,264
Sarah wants to talk to you
in the hot room.
933
01:08:38,464 --> 01:08:40,142
No, she's in the exercise room.
934
01:08:40,342 --> 01:08:43,271
Mrs Meadow,
what do you think about our placards
935
01:08:43,471 --> 01:08:46,400
and our slogans and our T-shirts
and everything?
936
01:08:48,945 --> 01:08:52,075
I don't hold with slogans.
937
01:08:52,575 --> 01:08:55,704
- Slogans is nasty!
- I think they're great.
938
01:08:56,705 --> 01:08:59,834
I think it's all lovely.
939
01:09:00,920 --> 01:09:03,590
Dawn, you shouldn't be wearing
that T-shirt.
940
01:09:03,790 --> 01:09:06,343
Have you got your
woollen vest on underneath?
941
01:09:06,544 --> 01:09:08,846
Oh, Mum!
942
01:09:09,046 --> 01:09:11,100
Have a balloon.
943
01:09:15,606 --> 01:09:18,735
I thought of putting my house
up for sale. What do you think of that?
944
01:09:19,694 --> 01:09:21,572
I think that's a terrific idea.
945
01:09:21,772 --> 01:09:24,033
You've got to go
for what you want, Nance.
946
01:09:24,233 --> 01:09:26,912
Actually, I'm terribly keyed-up
about the meeting.
947
01:09:27,112 --> 01:09:30,041
- Do you think Josie'll be all right?
- As a matter of fact, I do.
948
01:09:33,630 --> 01:09:36,759
The question is whether they'll just
bulldoze us, anyway.
949
01:09:37,009 --> 01:09:40,139
Oh, they can't do that.
We've got to save our baths.
950
01:09:44,894 --> 01:09:48,023
After having missed out
on so much for so long
951
01:09:48,524 --> 01:09:51,654
and then able to come here
with company and contact,
952
01:09:52,822 --> 01:09:55,951
the joy of being naked
in a warm place together.
953
01:09:56,368 --> 01:09:58,747
Oh, we've got to win.
954
01:09:58,947 --> 01:10:01,876
Nance, you know,
you're such a romantic!
955
01:10:03,002 --> 01:10:04,838
But you're right.
956
01:10:05,038 --> 01:10:07,967
You're not going to that meeting.
957
01:10:10,512 --> 01:10:13,641
Daddy wouldn't like that.
958
01:10:14,893 --> 01:10:18,022
If Daddy was here,
we wouldn't have that hole in the roof.
959
01:10:19,941 --> 01:10:22,653
Perhaps it'll go away.
960
01:10:22,853 --> 01:10:25,324
Remember, Mum,
we had that leak four years ago
961
01:10:25,524 --> 01:10:28,453
and that went away on its own.
962
01:10:28,536 --> 01:10:31,415
Yeah.
963
01:10:31,615 --> 01:10:34,544
It'll probably clear up.
964
01:10:34,920 --> 01:10:38,049
Roofs usually do.
965
01:10:38,549 --> 01:10:41,678
Oh, it is funny, but I do feel
as if things are clearing.
966
01:10:44,474 --> 01:10:47,603
I had a dream last night
that made me feel alive.
967
01:10:48,395 --> 01:10:50,899
You know how
Josie's always talking about
968
01:10:51,099 --> 01:10:54,028
sexual desire
and sexual experience and melting,
969
01:10:54,529 --> 01:10:57,658
and I feel so pinched
and cold and jealous,
970
01:10:58,743 --> 01:11:01,872
I've put myself out into the cold
like an Eskimo grandmother.
971
01:11:02,915 --> 01:11:06,044
Anyway in this dream,
I was going to pick up some things
972
01:11:06,503 --> 01:11:09,632
from some friends of mine,
people I've known for years,
973
01:11:09,715 --> 01:11:12,761
and I knocked at the door,
but there was no one in.
974
01:11:12,962 --> 01:11:15,850
I pushed the door
and I went in and called.
975
01:11:16,050 --> 01:11:17,560
The room seemed to be empty.
976
01:11:17,760 --> 01:11:19,938
And then,
as I was taking off my raincoat
977
01:11:20,138 --> 01:11:23,067
I realised that this friend, this man
was standing in the shadows
978
01:11:23,693 --> 01:11:25,529
on the other side of the room.
979
01:11:25,729 --> 01:11:28,658
I was a bit stopped in my tracks
because he was looking at me,
980
01:11:29,784 --> 01:11:32,913
you know, with such intensity.
981
01:11:33,205 --> 01:11:36,334
- Well, ooh, sex...
-
982
01:11:38,212 --> 01:11:41,341
It was incredibly erotic.
983
01:11:43,219 --> 01:11:46,348
Well, anyway, I woke up,
of course, alone in my big bed,
984
01:11:47,016 --> 01:11:50,145
but I felt terribly happy.
985
01:11:50,228 --> 01:11:51,981
Even though it wasn't true,
986
01:11:52,181 --> 01:11:54,484
I still felt as if there was someone
987
01:11:54,684 --> 01:11:57,613
who wanted to make love to me.
988
01:12:04,331 --> 01:12:07,293
I met this Pakistani fellow outside.
989
01:12:07,493 --> 01:12:10,422
He said, "Violet,
you've got the best steam in London.
990
01:12:11,381 --> 01:12:14,135
"Acid is a poison that lingers
991
01:12:14,335 --> 01:12:17,264
"and your steam gets
every ounce of it out of my system."
992
01:12:18,015 --> 01:12:21,144
So, he gives me
a fiver towards our campaign.
993
01:12:25,067 --> 01:12:28,196
What are you doing, Dawn?
994
01:12:28,321 --> 01:12:31,450
Uh, drink your, uh, tonic, darling.
She's only painting.
995
01:12:33,410 --> 01:12:36,331
I don't want her getting
no paint on her plastics.
996
01:12:36,531 --> 01:12:39,460
Oh, don't worry, she won't.
997
01:12:45,093 --> 01:12:48,222
- Wow!
- Wow.
998
01:12:50,600 --> 01:12:53,521
Well, even if we do lose,
999
01:12:53,721 --> 01:12:56,650
we've made friends
and it's been a good party.
1000
01:12:56,817 --> 01:12:59,946
The party isn't over yet.
We've all that food to eat upstairs.
1001
01:13:00,363 --> 01:13:03,492
- And, of course, a sit-in if we fail.
- I'm not sure about the sit-in.
1002
01:13:05,495 --> 01:13:07,707
- We'll win.
- Now who's the romantic!
1003
01:13:28,025 --> 01:13:31,155
Nance, which should I wear?
This, this, or this?
1004
01:13:32,698 --> 01:13:35,827
- I think this with that.
- You've got good taste.
1005
01:13:36,328 --> 01:13:39,415
Nance, I do like your hair like that.
1006
01:13:39,615 --> 01:13:42,044
- Do I look all right?
- You look very nice.
1007
01:13:42,244 --> 01:13:45,173
Just twist your skirt round a little.
1008
01:13:46,425 --> 01:13:49,554
Sarah, can I borrow your pink scarf?
1009
01:13:51,640 --> 01:13:53,226
Thanks.
1010
01:13:53,426 --> 01:13:55,479
"You are proposing
1011
01:13:55,679 --> 01:13:58,608
"to spend four million pounds
on this leisure centre.
1012
01:14:00,193 --> 01:14:03,322
"And in the exact place
where we have our Turkish baths,
1013
01:14:05,200 --> 01:14:08,329
"you're planning to build
an underground car park
1014
01:14:09,956 --> 01:14:13,085
"at the cost of half a million pounds."
1015
01:14:14,587 --> 01:14:17,716
It's ages since I went out in the evening.
1016
01:14:18,050 --> 01:14:21,179
Of course, you won't win
with them council people.
1017
01:14:21,972 --> 01:14:25,101
Made up their mind years ago, they did.
1018
01:14:27,396 --> 01:14:30,316
The figures speak for themselves.
1019
01:14:30,516 --> 01:14:33,445
The architects has advised that,
due to deterioration
1020
01:14:34,447 --> 01:14:37,577
seventy-five thousand pounds
need to be spent to restore the baths.
1021
01:14:41,915 --> 01:14:45,044
Look at that figure in relation
to eleven thousand pounds
1022
01:14:46,714 --> 01:14:49,843
spent on fireworks...this year.
1023
01:14:56,351 --> 01:14:58,938
Dawn,
1024
01:14:59,138 --> 01:15:02,067
get that stupid shirt off
and come and take your tablets.
1025
01:15:04,362 --> 01:15:07,491
What do you want Mum,
chop suey or chicken?
1026
01:15:07,950 --> 01:15:10,370
I'll make you a lovely plate of dinner.
1027
01:15:10,570 --> 01:15:13,499
Come and take your tablets
or the police'll be after you.
1028
01:15:16,462 --> 01:15:19,466
Oh, get that thing off.
1029
01:15:19,666 --> 01:15:22,595
Wicked girl.
You're putting me off my food.
1030
01:15:24,388 --> 01:15:27,518
The police won't come in here.
Violet don't allow men in here.
1031
01:15:28,143 --> 01:15:30,605
Dawn, stop tormenting your mother.
1032
01:15:30,805 --> 01:15:33,734
Knives and forks.
1033
01:15:34,945 --> 01:15:38,074
I feel nice when I don't take my tablets.
1034
01:15:38,407 --> 01:15:40,159
I like being cheeky.
1035
01:15:40,359 --> 01:15:43,288
We all do. But we don't talk
about it at dinner time.
1036
01:15:44,040 --> 01:15:45,667
Josie?
1037
01:15:45,867 --> 01:15:48,170
- Josie?
- Josie!
1038
01:15:48,370 --> 01:15:51,299
Get out of there. Josie!
1039
01:15:52,468 --> 01:15:54,511
We are of the opinion
1040
01:15:54,711 --> 01:15:56,848
that this council has taken the liberty
1041
01:15:57,048 --> 01:15:59,185
and jumped the gun
1042
01:15:59,385 --> 01:16:02,314
by closing our baths
without proper consultation.
1043
01:16:04,149 --> 01:16:07,278
And we are not gonna
let you get away with it.
1044
01:16:07,403 --> 01:16:10,533
I would like to refer you
to the Public Health Act of 1936.
1045
01:16:11,701 --> 01:16:14,830
And if you would like to look
at Section 86 and Section 349,
1046
01:16:16,290 --> 01:16:19,419
you will see that the local authority
has an obligation to...
1047
01:16:19,796 --> 01:16:22,925
- Come on, Josie.
- Coming!
1048
01:16:35,358 --> 01:16:38,278
But whatever the laws say or don't say,
1049
01:16:38,478 --> 01:16:41,408
let's not forget
that there are 9,000 homes
1050
01:16:41,991 --> 01:16:44,537
without baths in Trigate,
1051
01:16:44,737 --> 01:16:47,666
25,000 pensioners
who haven't got a bath at home.
1052
01:16:49,376 --> 01:16:52,505
Or if they have,
can't afford to heat the water!
1053
01:17:01,977 --> 01:17:04,396
Oh, I like this.
1054
01:17:04,597 --> 01:17:07,525
I like us all sitting at the table
together.
1055
01:17:07,818 --> 01:17:10,947
Now, I'd like to be
a matron at a hospital,
1056
01:17:11,114 --> 01:17:13,826
looking after lots of people.
1057
01:17:14,026 --> 01:17:16,370
It reminds me of years gone by.
1058
01:17:16,570 --> 01:17:19,499
The whole family
would spend Christmas together.
1059
01:17:20,710 --> 01:17:23,839
It's not like that anymore.
1060
01:17:26,092 --> 01:17:29,221
I'm so hungry.
1061
01:17:29,513 --> 01:17:32,642
I'm starving.
1062
01:17:33,226 --> 01:17:36,355
Last time we all had Christmas together,
1063
01:17:37,148 --> 01:17:38,942
Auntie Bernice says,
1064
01:17:39,142 --> 01:17:41,863
"Why can't you leave
your knife and fork straight
1065
01:17:42,063 --> 01:17:44,325
"when you've finished eating?"
1066
01:17:44,525 --> 01:17:47,454
"I'm not interested in cutlery,"
I told her.
1067
01:17:48,789 --> 01:17:51,167
"I just enjoy the dinner."
1068
01:17:55,464 --> 01:17:58,384
And thank goodness
we didn't have to cook it.
1069
01:17:58,584 --> 01:18:01,514
My husband used to bring
his business friends home for supper.
1070
01:18:02,015 --> 01:18:04,601
"You're a frightfully good cook,"
they'd say.
1071
01:18:04,802 --> 01:18:07,146
so I had to live up to my reputation.
1072
01:18:07,346 --> 01:18:08,857
Superwoman.
1073
01:18:11,894 --> 01:18:14,824
- We want to look after everybody.
- Right.
1074
01:18:15,533 --> 01:18:17,786
When a fellow stays the night with me,
1075
01:18:17,986 --> 01:18:19,956
I end up cooking the breakfast.
1076
01:18:20,156 --> 01:18:23,085
I spent the best ten years of my life
feeding me kid and me old man.
1077
01:18:24,628 --> 01:18:27,257
In he'd come, me old man,
rubbing his hands.
1078
01:18:27,457 --> 01:18:30,386
The first thing he says,
"What's for dinner, then?"
1079
01:18:31,470 --> 01:18:34,182
They go bald, they go impotent,
1080
01:18:34,382 --> 01:18:36,894
but they never
lose interest in their grub.
1081
01:18:39,431 --> 01:18:41,776
I preferred
the nursery to the kitchen.
1082
01:18:41,976 --> 01:18:44,530
And then, suddenly,
they've grown too big for it
1083
01:18:44,730 --> 01:18:46,699
and they burst through the walls,
1084
01:18:46,900 --> 01:18:49,619
saying, " Now what? More.
Where do we go from here?"
1085
01:18:49,820 --> 01:18:51,289
You don't know.
1086
01:18:51,489 --> 01:18:54,418
- They start talking about money.
- And sex and drugs.
1087
01:18:55,419 --> 01:18:58,298
And they try to commit suicide.
1088
01:18:58,498 --> 01:19:01,427
They start nicking cars
and end up getting put away.
1089
01:19:01,761 --> 01:19:04,765
They tell us
we're old and badly dressed
1090
01:19:04,966 --> 01:19:07,560
and we'll get cancer
if we go on smoking.
1091
01:19:07,760 --> 01:19:10,689
And they tell you
if they're unhappy and it's your fault.
1092
01:19:11,107 --> 01:19:14,236
- They leave home.
- Or they won't leave home.
1093
01:19:15,279 --> 01:19:18,408
If they go out into the world knowing
they're well-loved, it's satisfying.
1094
01:19:22,288 --> 01:19:25,375
It's one of the most satisfying things
1095
01:19:25,575 --> 01:19:28,505
when I look at my kids
and...I'm proud of them.
1096
01:19:30,299 --> 01:19:32,761
Me, too.
1097
01:19:32,961 --> 01:19:35,890
Mum...do you remember that woman
1098
01:19:37,225 --> 01:19:40,354
we saw dancing with a spangle
in her belly button?
1099
01:19:41,356 --> 01:19:42,982
No.
1100
01:19:43,182 --> 01:19:46,112
Well, I remember,
it was at the Star and Garter.
1101
01:19:47,280 --> 01:19:50,409
Her and Daddy
took me there for my birthday
1102
01:19:50,660 --> 01:19:53,497
and they had this woman
in a jungle costume
1103
01:19:53,697 --> 01:19:56,626
dancing with a diamond in her belly.
1104
01:19:56,668 --> 01:19:59,004
-
- Dawn!
1105
01:19:59,204 --> 01:20:02,134
She thought we should get up and leave,
but I made a fuss
1106
01:20:02,843 --> 01:20:05,972
so Daddy told her
to shut her eyes till it was over.
1107
01:20:07,098 --> 01:20:10,227
Was it good?
1108
01:20:10,519 --> 01:20:13,648
Oh, it was beautiful.
1109
01:20:15,568 --> 01:20:18,697
She danced like this.
1110
01:20:26,666 --> 01:20:29,795
Of course, it's all Daddy's fault.
1111
01:20:29,879 --> 01:20:33,008
Taking her to the Star and Garter
for that Christmas show.
1112
01:20:33,925 --> 01:20:36,345
That was the start of it.
1113
01:20:36,545 --> 01:20:39,475
You're a really good dancer, Dawn.
1114
01:20:46,066 --> 01:20:49,196
I never dance anymore.
1115
01:20:49,613 --> 01:20:52,742
When was the last time
you really danced, Nance?
1116
01:20:53,243 --> 01:20:56,372
Ages ago. William had some
important clients to entertain.
1117
01:20:56,915 --> 01:20:59,502
And they brought their wives,
so he took me.
1118
01:20:59,702 --> 01:21:02,631
One of the men was young
and so we went on to a nightclub.
1119
01:21:02,881 --> 01:21:06,010
He picked me as his partner
and we danced and danced.
1120
01:21:06,260 --> 01:21:08,054
He danced beautifully.
1121
01:21:08,255 --> 01:21:11,184
William was furious!
I bet!
1122
01:21:15,397 --> 01:21:18,527
You look like a lot of monkeys.
1123
01:21:24,284 --> 01:21:27,413
Bill, you'll soon find out
what you can do.
1124
01:21:41,307 --> 01:21:44,436
I remember one night in Rio
when I was still with David.
1125
01:21:44,520 --> 01:21:47,649
Naturally, we were staying
at the grandest hotel in town,
1126
01:21:47,774 --> 01:21:50,903
stuffy as hell
with mind-blowing air-conditioning.
1127
01:21:51,654 --> 01:21:54,783
Everybody was sitting around,
you know, drinking, smoking,
1128
01:21:56,286 --> 01:21:59,415
talking about
sums of money, money, money.
1129
01:22:01,292 --> 01:22:03,712
I went into the bedroom,
1130
01:22:03,912 --> 01:22:06,841
out of that door down the corridor
and right out of that hotel.
1131
01:22:08,302 --> 01:22:10,679
I didn't even take my bag.
1132
01:22:10,879 --> 01:22:13,808
I was wearing
this rather flimsy white cotton dress
1133
01:22:14,058 --> 01:22:17,188
and extremely high-heeled
green sandals.
1134
01:22:17,314 --> 01:22:20,025
I knew I was taking a risk.
1135
01:22:20,225 --> 01:22:22,403
- Ooh, Josie.
-
1136
01:22:22,603 --> 01:22:25,532
But somehow,
I don't know, it excited me.
1137
01:22:25,699 --> 01:22:28,161
And right around
the corner from the hotel
1138
01:22:28,361 --> 01:22:31,290
there was this rather poor street,
but very colourful.
1139
01:22:31,916 --> 01:22:35,045
And there were these boys
playing just this kind of music.
1140
01:22:36,547 --> 01:22:39,092
They were sitting
on the steps of some place
1141
01:22:39,292 --> 01:22:42,222
that was closed for the night
and everybody was singing and dancing.
1142
01:22:44,265 --> 01:22:46,810
- Did you dance?
- It was impossible not to.
1143
01:22:47,010 --> 01:22:49,940
There was music in the air.
1144
01:22:50,983 --> 01:22:54,112
We danced and danced.
1145
01:22:54,530 --> 01:22:56,908
Woo!
1146
01:22:57,108 --> 01:23:00,037
The last time I ever really danced.
1147
01:23:01,455 --> 01:23:04,584
Come on, Nancy, get those hips moving!
1148
01:23:07,004 --> 01:23:10,133
Now, Dawn, don't get all aerated.
1149
01:23:10,175 --> 01:23:13,096
See what you're doing?
You've got them all aerated.
1150
01:23:13,296 --> 01:23:16,225
Do you think we'd fall out
if we tried to run this place together?
1151
01:23:17,017 --> 01:23:20,146
- We'd have to work hard at it.
- Relationships are too frail.
1152
01:23:30,536 --> 01:23:32,079
With men they're frail.
1153
01:23:32,279 --> 01:23:34,416
How is it
1154
01:23:34,616 --> 01:23:37,545
that one day you can have
such a close intimacy with a man
1155
01:23:38,589 --> 01:23:41,718
that you have the right to put your hand
in his pocket out walking,
1156
01:23:42,343 --> 01:23:44,220
just to keep your fingers warm,
1157
01:23:44,420 --> 01:23:47,224
but really
he's thinking about another woman?
1158
01:23:47,424 --> 01:23:48,768
It's not worth it.
1159
01:23:48,968 --> 01:23:51,689
Next time I'm going to write
my own marriage vows.
1160
01:23:51,889 --> 01:23:54,818
"I promise to listen to you and try
to understand what you're saying.
1161
01:23:55,611 --> 01:23:58,740
"I promise to talk to you
and tell you who I am."
1162
01:23:59,950 --> 01:24:03,079
Oh, that's beautiful. I shivered.
1163
01:24:04,247 --> 01:24:06,834
I love my Jerry.
1164
01:24:07,034 --> 01:24:09,963
I want to feel my love for him
real inside me.
1165
01:24:11,633 --> 01:24:14,762
Not a pretend love,
but a real love, with all my feelings.
1166
01:24:22,104 --> 01:24:23,899
I'd like that, too.
1167
01:24:24,099 --> 01:24:26,736
I'd like to be with a man,
living with a man,
1168
01:24:26,936 --> 01:24:29,865
getting really close,
feeling you belong together.
1169
01:24:31,867 --> 01:24:34,162
I dream of it.
1170
01:24:34,362 --> 01:24:36,499
The warmth.
1171
01:24:36,699 --> 01:24:39,628
I dream of having my very own,
very gentle, loving man.
1172
01:24:42,549 --> 01:24:44,635
What a lot of dreamers we are!
1173
01:24:47,004 --> 01:24:49,724
Do you know what I'm going to do?
1174
01:24:49,924 --> 01:24:52,061
When I speak at the meeting tonight,
1175
01:24:52,261 --> 01:24:55,190
I'm going to give them
the facts and figures,
1176
01:24:55,357 --> 01:24:58,486
but then,
I'm going to make them a suggestion.
1177
01:24:58,695 --> 01:25:00,823
If they could give us a grant,
1178
01:25:01,023 --> 01:25:03,952
we could do wonders with this place.
1179
01:25:04,077 --> 01:25:07,206
New beds, luxury towels, soft lighting.
1180
01:25:07,406 --> 01:25:09,001
- Poets would come.
-
1181
01:25:09,201 --> 01:25:11,963
And we'd all get together
and we'd have discussions
1182
01:25:12,163 --> 01:25:14,257
about how we want to run the place.
1183
01:25:14,457 --> 01:25:16,427
It sounds sensible to me, love.
1184
01:25:16,627 --> 01:25:19,556
And I'll be right behind you
when you stand up and say it tonight.
1185
01:25:20,850 --> 01:25:23,979
Now get ready or we're going to be late.
1186
01:25:44,924 --> 01:25:48,053
Come on, Dawn.
1187
01:26:28,565 --> 01:26:31,694
Mum, we've won!
1188
01:26:32,988 --> 01:26:36,117
Mum? Mum?
1189
01:26:37,535 --> 01:26:39,746
Mum!
1190
01:26:39,946 --> 01:26:42,875
Your mum's in here.
She fell asleep in my big chair.
1191
01:26:46,630 --> 01:26:49,759
We've won, we've won!
1192
01:26:50,427 --> 01:26:53,556
My daughter says,
"Happy endings are old-fashioned."
1193
01:26:56,184 --> 01:26:59,314
I've got some champagne!
Let's open it.
1194
01:26:59,480 --> 01:27:02,234
Now is the time to celebrate.
1195
01:27:02,434 --> 01:27:03,987
Oh, what a great idea, Nancy!
1196
01:27:04,187 --> 01:27:06,908
- I don't feel like tea this evening.
-
1197
01:27:07,108 --> 01:27:08,701
I feel a lot better.
1198
01:27:08,902 --> 01:27:11,830
Funny, I really had a good sleep
in your old armchair.
1199
01:27:12,373 --> 01:27:15,502
I get pills from the doctor.
They don't do me no good.
1200
01:27:15,702 --> 01:27:17,046
He doesn't know my body.
1201
01:27:17,246 --> 01:27:19,257
-
-
1202
01:27:19,457 --> 01:27:20,927
Violet.
1203
01:27:21,127 --> 01:27:24,056
We're going to drink a toast
to Violet and to the baths.
1204
01:27:24,348 --> 01:27:27,477
Joy, Dawn, Celia, Sarah.
1205
01:27:28,519 --> 01:27:31,649
Oops.
Thank you, Nancy.
1206
01:27:31,941 --> 01:27:35,070
Violet!
And the baths, Vi.
1207
01:27:36,447 --> 01:27:39,576
You're making me cry.
1208
01:27:41,328 --> 01:27:43,915
I took the microphone and I spoke up.
1209
01:27:44,115 --> 01:27:47,044
How many times must I tell
you never to talk to strangers?
1210
01:27:47,962 --> 01:27:51,092
- Your husband was nice.
- Oh, yeah, he stuck up for me.
1211
01:27:51,550 --> 01:27:54,680
But Josie was the star,
the star of the occasion.
1212
01:27:55,013 --> 01:27:57,058
- Josie.
- It's true, Josie.
1213
01:27:57,258 --> 01:28:00,187
You're incredibly eloquent.
Passionate, but precise.
1214
01:28:01,355 --> 01:28:03,942
We couldn't have done it
without you, Sarah.
1215
01:28:04,142 --> 01:28:05,694
Sarah.
1216
01:28:05,894 --> 01:28:08,823
They've given us 5,000 pounds
for urgent repairs
1217
01:28:09,024 --> 01:28:11,952
and they've given us six months
to get the attendance up.
1218
01:28:12,203 --> 01:28:13,955
So do you think we can do it?
1219
01:28:14,155 --> 01:28:17,084
'Cause none of that money can go
on making the place look any better.
1220
01:28:17,960 --> 01:28:21,090
Most of it has to go
on the plumbing, new parts and...
1221
01:28:21,716 --> 01:28:23,968
So how do we get the attendance up?
1222
01:28:24,169 --> 01:28:27,098
Because we need new towels
and we need new curtains.
1223
01:28:27,724 --> 01:28:30,394
- Look at them.
- And new beds.
1224
01:28:30,594 --> 01:28:33,106
It's tricky. In six months?
1225
01:28:33,306 --> 01:28:35,442
We can no longer go
on lighting candles
1226
01:28:35,642 --> 01:28:38,029
and picking primroses
to hide the shabbiness.
1227
01:28:38,229 --> 01:28:41,116
We've got to make
a sales pitch, that's what.
1228
01:28:41,316 --> 01:28:44,245
"Here, lady, here's a bargain,
a free bath for a new customer.
1229
01:28:45,623 --> 01:28:48,752
"Sign on for ten baths,
you get another free one.
1230
01:28:49,252 --> 01:28:52,381
"Bring a friend,
and we give you a T- shirt."
1231
01:28:53,924 --> 01:28:56,845
- A T-shirt.
-
1232
01:28:57,045 --> 01:28:59,641
Come on, Dawn, get your hat on.
1233
01:28:59,841 --> 01:29:02,019
No! Why bleeding we'll
should we go home?
1234
01:29:02,219 --> 01:29:03,563
I'm staying.
1235
01:29:03,763 --> 01:29:06,150
But we won our case.
We don't have to occupy.
1236
01:29:06,350 --> 01:29:08,736
- We don't have to have our sit-in now.
- No.
1237
01:29:08,936 --> 01:29:11,156
Why shouldn't we stay here, anyway?
1238
01:29:11,356 --> 01:29:13,284
That's what we'll do.
1239
01:29:13,484 --> 01:29:16,413
We'll stay here anyway
and have our sit-in.
1240
01:29:17,164 --> 01:29:20,293
Of course, we need publicity.
1241
01:29:20,460 --> 01:29:23,589
That's the way
we get the attendance up!
1242
01:29:29,138 --> 01:29:32,267
It'd be a bit of a disappointment,
I've come all prepared to stay.
1243
01:29:33,143 --> 01:29:36,273
I've got your tablets and my tablets
and two hot water bottles.
1244
01:29:37,441 --> 01:29:40,570
Just like the war,
going down in the air-raid shelter.
1245
01:29:42,615 --> 01:29:45,744
Hello, Joe?
Listen, love...I won't be home tonight.
1246
01:29:48,373 --> 01:29:51,126
We've decided to stay.
1247
01:29:51,327 --> 01:29:54,256
Yeah, I know,
but, well, we just felt like it.
1248
01:29:56,258 --> 01:29:58,761
Listen, there's a fish pie in...
1249
01:29:58,961 --> 01:30:01,890
Oh, no, no, no,
don't worry, don't worry.
1250
01:30:02,516 --> 01:30:05,645
We're having a good time. Yeah.
1251
01:30:06,229 --> 01:30:07,898
All right, God bless.
1252
01:30:08,098 --> 01:30:11,028
Oh...and thanks
for what you said tonight.
1253
01:30:11,862 --> 01:30:14,907
Everybody thinks you were great.
1254
01:30:15,107 --> 01:30:18,037
Right, love. Night.
1255
01:30:26,465 --> 01:30:29,594
We can make this place
like a palace,
1256
01:30:30,261 --> 01:30:33,391
all pink and white marble
and plants hanging from the ceilings.
1257
01:30:35,935 --> 01:30:38,314
And animals and flowers.
1258
01:30:38,514 --> 01:30:41,443
And a hot fountain,
rising out of the middle of the plunge.
1259
01:30:42,194 --> 01:30:45,323
Violet could wear
a leopard-skin bathing costume,
1260
01:30:45,407 --> 01:30:48,536
and I'd have white satin,
with a sheen on it.
1261
01:30:50,955 --> 01:30:54,085
And Dawn could wear her birthday suit.
1262
01:30:54,285 --> 01:30:57,214
Come on, Sarah.
1263
01:30:57,382 --> 01:31:00,511
Come on, Mrs Meadow, join us.
1264
01:31:18,367 --> 01:31:21,497
Look at me!
1265
01:31:23,165 --> 01:31:24,710
Woo-hoo!
1266
01:31:24,910 --> 01:31:27,839
For twenty years,
all I've ever thought about
1267
01:31:28,423 --> 01:31:31,552
has been money, make-up and me home!
1268
01:31:32,761 --> 01:31:35,890
- And sex!
- Beautiful clothes!
1269
01:31:36,016 --> 01:31:39,145
And sex!
Oh, all right, and sex!
1270
01:31:42,149 --> 01:31:45,028
Watch out, Mrs M!
1271
01:31:45,228 --> 01:31:48,157
- Oh, you wicked girl!
- You've all gone mad!
1272
01:31:52,830 --> 01:31:55,959
- Josie!
- I'm changing that! I'm branching out!
1273
01:31:57,587 --> 01:32:00,716
I'm changing that! I'm branching out!
1274
01:32:02,593 --> 01:32:05,722
I'm going, somehow or other,
to get meself...
1275
01:32:07,433 --> 01:32:10,479
doing something!
1276
01:32:10,679 --> 01:32:13,608
Josie, public speaking like that,
you could join the council!
1277
01:32:15,694 --> 01:32:18,238
Great! The council! Woo-hoo!
1278
01:32:18,438 --> 01:32:21,368
To the council! Dawn! Sarah!
1279
01:32:26,324 --> 01:32:28,669
Here, let's go and get the balloons!
1280
01:32:28,869 --> 01:32:31,799
Get them all in the water! Lovely!
1281
01:32:58,751 --> 01:33:01,880
Mum, look what I can do!
1282
01:33:03,590 --> 01:33:06,721
My throat feels
as if my heart has risen up into it.
1283
01:33:08,723 --> 01:33:11,852
You know the heart,
you feed it to the animals.
1284
01:33:12,895 --> 01:33:16,025
You boil it. It's hard and fibrous.
1285
01:33:16,734 --> 01:33:19,821
You can't swallow it.
It won't go down.
1286
01:33:20,021 --> 01:33:22,825
Like an animal, a marine animal,
1287
01:33:23,025 --> 01:33:24,703
you want it to survive.
1288
01:33:24,903 --> 01:33:27,832
-
- Oh, lovely!
1289
01:33:29,250 --> 01:33:32,379
I'm glad we stayed.
1290
01:33:32,755 --> 01:33:35,717
โช Don't you play games
with my fantasies
1291
01:33:35,917 --> 01:33:38,846
โช If you mess me around
I'll be straight out the door
1292
01:33:38,971 --> 01:33:42,100
โช I am done
with playing games for free
1293
01:33:45,605 --> 01:33:48,734
โช I've found someone
that someone is me
1294
01:33:51,947 --> 01:33:55,077
โช You can cry like a baby
Make love all night long
1295
01:33:55,994 --> 01:33:59,123
โช But you just want taking away from me
1296
01:34:10,138 --> 01:34:13,267
โช Your love on its own
It don't seem much
1297
01:34:16,855 --> 01:34:19,984
โช But I've had a taste
I'm not going to waste
1298
01:34:20,360 --> 01:34:23,489
โช The feelings I have found
1299
01:34:25,367 --> 01:34:28,496
โช A necklace of pearls
1300
01:34:28,704 --> 01:34:31,834
โช We can't be wrong
1301
01:34:32,042 --> 01:34:35,046
โช You don't sleep but you dream
1302
01:34:35,246 --> 01:34:38,175
โช The stone is worn down by the stream
1303
01:34:39,093 --> 01:34:42,222
โช Together we are strong
1304
01:34:42,806 --> 01:34:45,936
โช We're never going to take it
1305
01:34:46,136 --> 01:34:49,065
โช Don't you play games
with my fantasies
1306
01:34:49,399 --> 01:34:52,528
โช If you mess me around
I'll be straight out the door
1307
01:34:52,653 --> 01:34:55,782
โช I am done
with playing games for free
1308
01:34:59,245 --> 01:35:02,374
โช I've found someone
that someone is me
1309
01:35:06,087 --> 01:35:09,216
โช You can cry like a baby
Make love all night long
1310
01:35:09,759 --> 01:35:12,888
โช You can fly like an angel
and rhyme like a song
1311
01:35:13,181 --> 01:35:16,310
โช But I know that I'm right
Yes, I know that I'm right
1312
01:35:16,643 --> 01:35:19,773
โช And I'm strong โช
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