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I was hitching a ride.
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I was looking for my girlfriend, Michelle,
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who'd just run off with
a man called John Smith.
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No, really, that was his name.
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I knew him.
It was John Smith.
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Once at a party he tried to sell me a gun.
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And then later, at the vine,
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he made everyone quiet down
for a few minutes
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because I was singing along with the stereo.
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And he liked my voice.
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The traveling salesman had fed me pills
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that made the lining of
my veins feel scraped out,
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my jaw ached.
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I knew every raindrop by its name.
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I s... Sensed everything
before it happened.
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I knew a certain oldsmobile
would stop for me
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even before it slowed.
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And by the sweet voices
of the family inside it,
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I knew we'd have an accident in the storm.
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I didn't care.
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They said they'd take me all the way.
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Pretty wet out there, isn't it?
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We have kids so we're not
gonna go very fast.
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Come and play.
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Peek-a-boo.
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Peek-a-boo,
I see you.
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What a pair of lungs.
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She shrieked as I imagined
an eagle would shriek.
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It felt wonderful to be alive to hear it.
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I've gone looking
for that feeling everywhere.
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But I got ahead of myself.
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Let me start at the beginning.
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There were 2 men who got me
mixed up with Michelle.
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I met the first man with
my friends tom and Richard.
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I forgot my friends were even
with me, but there they were.
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And, once again I have to tell
you I hated the two of them.
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You see, the 3 of us had formed a group
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based on something erroneous.
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Some basic misunderstanding
that hadn't yet come to light,
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and so we kept on in one another's company.
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Yeah, anyway, we found the first man, Stan,
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the one I started to tell
you about, asleep in my car.
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Who's this?
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Get out of my car, man.
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Get out of my car, man.
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What do you do in a situation like this?
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Using sign language, Stan led us to a place
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that stood all by itself
out on the old highway.
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I've been out on this road more than once,
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and I never found anything
that made me happy.
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If you called ahead
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we would have encouraged
you not to bring him.
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Anyway, he can't stay.
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Tammy doesn't want him here.
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OK, whoever Tammy is.
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Now would be a good time
to take him out of here.
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You should let him stay.
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Nope.
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Is he really deaf?
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That's a good one.
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She likes you guys.
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Hey, you're a dancer.
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Wait.
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Come here. Come here.
Come here. Sorry.
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Come on.
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Michelle.
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Would you get in the car?
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Mcinnes.
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Fuckhead.
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Fh, narrating:
I was carrying a gun,
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but I never would have used it.
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It was so cheap I was sure
it would explode in my hands
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if I ever pulled the trigger,
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so it could only add to my humiliation.
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Hey, where's mcinnes?
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How the hell should I know?
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What's wrong?
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Come on.
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Hey, we goin'?
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Go. Go. Lose him.
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See ya.
Shit.
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Go. Go. Go.
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Hey, man...
Lose him!
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Get off my car.
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Go! Lose him!
Lose him!
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Do you think he's all right?
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Yeah. Yeah.
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He's fine. He's just gonna
go back to the party.
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Don't worry about it.
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It's mcinnes I'm worried about.
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Mcinnes?
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He caught me kissing Michelle.
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Which one was Michelle?
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All our lives clean, with the slate.
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We just want you to be ready.
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If he wanted to end it,
he'd have ended it by now.
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Yeah, well, it is hard to know
what he's thinking sometimes.
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Yeah.
I agree.
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But patience is a part of believing,
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it's a part of this.
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And, in the meantime, you prepare.
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You wait for the day...
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hey, can I keep this?
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I've moved around my whole life.
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This is the longest
that I've lived anywhere,
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18 months.
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I don't have a job.
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No kidding.
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I smoke cigarettes.
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And you talk nonstop.
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No, I don't.
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No, usually, I don't.
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Except when I'm nervous.
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Do I make you nervous?
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No. No.
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Yeah, maybe a little.
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I heard about...
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I heard about your boyfriend mcinnes.
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I mean...
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I was there.
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I know.
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I heard you tried to help him.
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That you were the only one.
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Is that true?
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He... He almost made it.
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What were you saying before
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to those jehovah's witness guys?
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Look what they gave me.
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I was asking them if when we die,
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if there's an ending to everything we know,
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and if there is, then
why don't we just die now?
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You know, die to everything we know.
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I mean, maybe living and
dying are the same thing,
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and maybe the fact that we've
turned them into 2 different things
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is why we feel so lost.
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Man.
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Wow.
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I'm not planning on dying anytime soon,
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but if I do, I'll sure to come back
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and tell you all about it.
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No, don't do that.
Do us both a favor.
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Rest in peace.
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Can I kiss you now?
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No.
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Sorry, it sticks.
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Oops, sorry.
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The...
Kitchen area.
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This way.
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This is the bathroom.
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And... Yeah,
don't look too close.
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Wait. Hang on.
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Wait. Wait. Wait.
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Just slow down.
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Sorry.
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Can we take a second?
I just...
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It seems kinda fast.
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Well, I like it slow.
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Hi.
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You ever seen anyone shoot up before?
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No.
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Fh, narrating: I've been
staying at the holiday inn
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with Michelle.
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Honestly, the most beautiful
woman I'd ever known.
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But wait a minute.
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I never finished telling you about
what happened to mcinnes, did I?
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Or about the 2 men who led me to Michelle.
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I never even started describing
the second man dundun.
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Hey.
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Mcinnes isn't feeling too good today.
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Mcinnes is here? Yeah.
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Maybe I'll come back later.
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Don't worry.
I just shot him.
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Y-you mean
you killed him?
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I didn't mean to.
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Is he really dead?
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No, he's sitting down now in the front room.
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Dundun shot him?
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Somebody shot somebody.
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Here.
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I don't want it.
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OK.
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Well, here, then.
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No, thank you.
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Aren't you taking him to
the hospital or anything?
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We started to.
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How you doing?
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I can feel it right here.
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It's just stuck in the muscle.
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It's not bad.
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The cap didn't explode right, I think.
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Misfire.
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It misfired a little bit, yeah.
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Well, how about I take him to the hospital?
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I don't know.
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Do you promise not to tell them anything?
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I don't think he hears you.
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Tell them it was an accident, OK?!
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Promise?
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What do you say?
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W-what do you mean,
what do I say?
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You think I'm here because I
know all about this stuff?
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He's dead.
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All right!
I know he's dead!
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Throw him out of the car?
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Damn right! Throw him out of the car!
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Do you think...
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I'm glad he's dead.
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He's the one who started
everybody calling me fuckhead.
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Don't let it get you down.
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What a lousy birthday.
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Fh, narrating:
I don't know,
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maybe he thought I might say something,
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but will you believe me when I tell ya
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that there was kindness in his heart?
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His left hand didn't know what
his right hand was doin'.
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It's just that certain important connections
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have been burned through.
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If I opened up your head
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and ran a hot soldering iron
around in your brain,
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I might turn you into someone like that.
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So, there I was, staying at the holiday inn
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with Michelle for 3 days under a phony name,
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spending the last of her money.
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Michelle loved to stay in hotels.
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Christ, you've got a beautiful ass.
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I like this ride.
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How long have we been here?
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We've got some dope left, too.
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I don't care.
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I don't care, either.
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Fh, narrating: And then
came one of those moments.
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How do you think that makes me feel?!
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Hey, you... you
kicked me out.
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She said I could crash... all right.
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She said I could crash there,
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and Tammy's not even your best friend.
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I'd say you hardly even know her.
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Look, I was getting ready for bed.
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I was taking my clothes off
so I could go to sleep.
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I... I wasn't gonna take
advantage of anyone.
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You can kiss my ass!
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She and you and her and everybody else!
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Right!
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Get out!
I will...
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get out!
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Get out! Get out!
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Get out!
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Can I have my shirt?
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Wait.
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Maybe my jacket, too?
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Hey!
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Where's my money?!
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I need cab fare.
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We're broke.
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Are you just gonna leave me high and dry?
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God, you're so fucked!
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Do you even understand anything?
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No wonder everybody calls you fuckhead.
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Fuckhead.
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Fuckhead.
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You don't need to call me that.
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Fuckhead.
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Fuckhead, fuckhead, fuckhead, fuckhead.
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All right. Fuckhead, fuckhead,
fuckhead, fuckhead!
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Fuckhead, fuckhead!
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No.
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God, come here.
Are you OK?
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Hey, what's up, buddy?
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00:25:00,474 --> 00:25:02,474
All right, she's just feeling a little sick.
271
00:25:02,477 --> 00:25:03,909
Bullshit. You punched
her in the gut.
272
00:25:03,911 --> 00:25:08,713
He did.
He did. He did.
273
00:25:10,049 --> 00:25:12,749
Somebody's going to get hurt over this.
274
00:25:14,719 --> 00:25:16,969
Hey!
275
00:25:16,970 --> 00:25:19,220
Stop, you stupid fuckin'
dick-suckin' bitch!
276
00:25:21,824 --> 00:25:24,224
Fuckhead!
277
00:25:53,617 --> 00:25:55,216
You...
278
00:25:56,152 --> 00:25:57,284
I'm fine.
279
00:25:57,286 --> 00:25:58,885
You're the one.
280
00:25:58,887 --> 00:26:00,052
What?
281
00:26:00,054 --> 00:26:01,186
Last time you were in here,
282
00:26:01,188 --> 00:26:02,754
you stiffed me.
283
00:26:02,756 --> 00:26:04,088
No, I didn't.
284
00:26:04,090 --> 00:26:05,289
Yes, you did.
285
00:26:05,291 --> 00:26:07,157
You were with your friends.
286
00:26:07,159 --> 00:26:10,193
They're not my friends anymore.
287
00:26:10,195 --> 00:26:12,595
You owe me 8 bucks plus a tip.
288
00:26:12,597 --> 00:26:14,697
You look very nice in your uniform.
289
00:26:14,699 --> 00:26:17,966
How old are you, about 19?
290
00:27:01,678 --> 00:27:05,212
Michelle didn't appear to be
coming back anytime soon,
291
00:27:05,214 --> 00:27:06,813
so I shot the last of our dope
292
00:27:06,815 --> 00:27:10,249
and I went to the vine to find...
293
00:27:10,251 --> 00:27:12,251
Wayne.
294
00:27:12,253 --> 00:27:15,220
Fuckin' Wayne.
295
00:27:17,324 --> 00:27:21,191
Goddamn it.
296
00:27:40,375 --> 00:27:41,375
Wah.
297
00:27:43,010 --> 00:27:47,345
Hey, how would you feel
about making some money?
298
00:27:47,347 --> 00:27:49,180
Aw, who knows?
299
00:27:49,182 --> 00:27:53,184
I was just going to, go
over in the corner there
300
00:27:53,186 --> 00:27:54,985
and nod out.
301
00:27:57,655 --> 00:27:59,221
Well...
302
00:28:00,991 --> 00:28:02,290
I have decided in my mind
303
00:28:02,292 --> 00:28:05,359
that we're going to make some money.
304
00:28:07,229 --> 00:28:12,097
That's the only place you're
gonna make some money.
305
00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:13,798
So what?
306
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:16,066
I want you to come with me.
307
00:28:16,068 --> 00:28:19,002
What, you mean, you need a ride?
308
00:28:19,304 --> 00:28:21,821
I got the tools,
309
00:28:21,822 --> 00:28:24,339
I just need your sorry-ass
car to get around in.
310
00:28:26,010 --> 00:28:29,211
You know you're bleedin' from the nose?
311
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:09,148
We doin' a, burgu...
a burglary?
312
00:29:09,150 --> 00:29:13,051
Can't burgulate if you got an empty house.
313
00:29:14,186 --> 00:29:15,318
This is a salvage job.
314
00:29:15,321 --> 00:29:19,189
This house has a terrible feeling about it.
315
00:29:26,898 --> 00:29:28,297
Don't do that.
316
00:29:28,299 --> 00:29:29,398
Why not?
317
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,900
It's stupid, that's why.
318
00:29:51,087 --> 00:29:54,187
Sell the copper for scrap.
319
00:29:57,057 --> 00:29:59,223
All right.
320
00:30:01,260 --> 00:30:05,328
Hey, how much money do you
think we can make on this?
321
00:30:05,330 --> 00:30:09,031
Enough to go to bed drunk tonight.
322
00:30:12,269 --> 00:30:15,169
Pipes are dry.
323
00:31:10,215 --> 00:31:12,499
Hey!
324
00:31:12,500 --> 00:31:14,784
Who owned these houses, do you think?
325
00:31:16,220 --> 00:31:18,787
This is my house.
326
00:31:20,157 --> 00:31:21,289
It is?
327
00:31:21,291 --> 00:31:23,824
Was.
328
00:31:51,549 --> 00:31:56,018
All this work is messing with my high.
329
00:31:56,020 --> 00:31:58,120
Can't you find some easier way
330
00:31:58,122 --> 00:32:00,288
to make your dollar?
331
00:32:09,932 --> 00:32:11,264
Move.
332
00:32:27,181 --> 00:32:30,282
What is that?
333
00:32:30,284 --> 00:32:34,286
That is one beautiful sight.
334
00:32:43,230 --> 00:32:45,163
Yep.
335
00:33:14,894 --> 00:33:17,494
That was my wife.
336
00:33:27,506 --> 00:33:30,173
Fh, narrating: As nearly
as I could tell,
337
00:33:30,175 --> 00:33:32,708
I'd wandered into some sort of dream
338
00:33:32,710 --> 00:33:36,011
that Wayne was having
about his wife and his house,
339
00:33:36,013 --> 00:33:38,013
but I didn't say anything more about it
340
00:33:38,015 --> 00:33:40,115
because, well, after all, in small ways,
341
00:33:40,117 --> 00:33:42,717
it was turning out to be one
of the best days of my life,
342
00:33:42,719 --> 00:33:46,420
whether it was somebody else's dream or not.
343
00:33:46,422 --> 00:33:50,590
We turned in the scrap wire for over $40...
344
00:33:50,592 --> 00:33:51,424
Each!
345
00:33:51,426 --> 00:33:53,159
Who'd you men pull off?!
346
00:33:53,161 --> 00:33:55,361
No one. We worked.
347
00:33:55,363 --> 00:33:57,262
Buy me a drink, you little crooks.
348
00:33:57,264 --> 00:33:58,296
Nurse?!
349
00:33:58,298 --> 00:34:00,465
Jack Daniels.
350
00:34:00,466 --> 00:34:02,706
And we'll drink to my very
favorite person who tends bar.
351
00:34:04,670 --> 00:34:05,702
When you pour, darlin',
352
00:34:05,704 --> 00:34:08,337
it's like hittin' the jackpot.
353
00:34:42,602 --> 00:34:45,369
Honey, you got a good face,
354
00:34:45,371 --> 00:34:47,504
but you can't sing for shit.
355
00:34:49,441 --> 00:34:50,573
What the goddamn fucking piss-hell
356
00:34:50,575 --> 00:34:52,508
is that supposed to mean?
357
00:34:53,277 --> 00:34:55,510
This ain't school.
358
00:35:14,726 --> 00:35:17,660
Sit down now...
359
00:35:17,662 --> 00:35:20,095
Buy you a drink.
360
00:35:20,530 --> 00:35:22,463
Fuck you.
361
00:35:24,233 --> 00:35:25,699
Asshole.
362
00:35:26,501 --> 00:35:28,267
Hey, nurse.
363
00:35:28,269 --> 00:35:31,570
All the really good times
happen when Wayne's around.
364
00:35:33,206 --> 00:35:34,405
But this afternoon
365
00:35:34,407 --> 00:35:37,474
was somehow the best of all those times.
366
00:35:37,476 --> 00:35:38,541
We had money.
367
00:35:38,543 --> 00:35:40,676
We were grimy and tired.
368
00:35:40,678 --> 00:35:43,345
Usually, we felt guilty and frightened
369
00:35:43,347 --> 00:35:45,347
because there was something wrong with us
370
00:35:45,349 --> 00:35:47,749
and we didn't know what it was,
371
00:35:47,750 --> 00:35:50,150
but today we had the feeling
of men who had worked.
372
00:35:50,153 --> 00:35:51,218
Yes.
373
00:35:56,291 --> 00:36:00,326
All right, so, great, OK.
374
00:36:09,436 --> 00:36:12,403
So we bought some dope
and split it down the middle
375
00:36:12,405 --> 00:36:15,372
and then I went looking for Michelle...
376
00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:19,442
Knowing that when there were drugs around,
377
00:36:19,444 --> 00:36:21,710
she surrendered.
378
00:36:23,447 --> 00:36:25,513
Michelle?!
379
00:36:26,582 --> 00:36:28,348
Baby?!
380
00:36:28,350 --> 00:36:30,616
Baby, baby?
381
00:37:54,829 --> 00:37:56,762
Honey?
382
00:37:58,599 --> 00:38:00,332
Honey?
383
00:38:01,535 --> 00:38:03,268
Honey!
384
00:38:03,536 --> 00:38:05,335
Honey!
385
00:38:07,806 --> 00:38:09,338
Honey!
386
00:38:10,541 --> 00:38:11,306
Fuck!
387
00:38:11,308 --> 00:38:14,309
Honey!
388
00:38:14,311 --> 00:38:15,276
Honey!
389
00:38:15,278 --> 00:38:17,244
Honey!
390
00:38:17,246 --> 00:38:18,411
Honey?!
391
00:38:18,413 --> 00:38:19,845
You fucker!
392
00:38:19,847 --> 00:38:20,712
Wake up!
393
00:38:20,714 --> 00:38:22,646
Wake up!
394
00:38:25,550 --> 00:38:26,982
Baby!
395
00:38:26,984 --> 00:38:28,350
Baby!
396
00:38:28,352 --> 00:38:29,384
Baby!
397
00:38:29,386 --> 00:38:31,486
Baby, sit up!
398
00:38:32,889 --> 00:38:34,622
Honey, baby.
399
00:38:34,624 --> 00:38:37,791
That's it.
Honey, come on.
400
00:38:37,793 --> 00:38:39,392
Come on.
401
00:38:39,394 --> 00:38:41,494
I think he passed the roses and garbage
402
00:38:41,496 --> 00:38:46,431
and purple light and the
sorrowful mystery bullshit
403
00:38:46,433 --> 00:38:49,000
to whatever's past that.
404
00:38:50,003 --> 00:38:53,904
Michelle... Michelle...
405
00:38:53,906 --> 00:38:56,706
I mean it, baby.
406
00:38:57,408 --> 00:39:00,942
Through the rain and the desert.
407
00:39:09,451 --> 00:39:11,651
Who are you?
408
00:39:23,397 --> 00:39:26,497
I'm the soul for your soul.
409
00:39:27,833 --> 00:39:30,333
I am your man.
410
00:39:33,538 --> 00:39:36,472
Fh, narrating:
As for Wayne...
411
00:39:36,474 --> 00:39:38,340
He died.
412
00:39:39,376 --> 00:39:41,341
I am still alive.
413
00:39:44,312 --> 00:39:46,645
I've been working in the emergency ward
414
00:39:46,647 --> 00:39:48,513
for about 3 weeks, I guess.
415
00:39:48,515 --> 00:39:51,315
I'd taken the job because
Michelle was pregnant
416
00:39:51,317 --> 00:39:53,850
and I was trying to be responsible.
417
00:39:53,852 --> 00:39:55,518
I had nothing to do on the overnight shift,
418
00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:58,020
so I went looking for Georgie, the orderly.
419
00:39:58,022 --> 00:40:00,355
He often stole pills from the cabinet.
420
00:40:00,357 --> 00:40:03,958
What am I gonna do about
these fuckin' shoes, man?
421
00:40:13,335 --> 00:40:15,202
Whatever you stole,
422
00:40:15,203 --> 00:40:17,070
I guess you ate it already, right?
423
00:40:17,072 --> 00:40:20,339
Listen to how they squish.
424
00:40:27,346 --> 00:40:29,879
Let me just check your pockets, OK?
425
00:40:29,881 --> 00:40:31,479
All right.
426
00:40:34,650 --> 00:40:36,449
Yeah.
427
00:40:38,352 --> 00:40:39,651
No.
428
00:40:42,621 --> 00:40:44,354
Yeah, I hear something.
429
00:40:44,356 --> 00:40:45,688
Right?
430
00:40:53,530 --> 00:40:55,062
Yeah.
431
00:41:11,413 --> 00:41:14,080
I hope you didn't do this to him.
432
00:41:14,082 --> 00:41:16,415
Me? No, he was like this.
433
00:41:16,417 --> 00:41:18,816
My wife did it.
434
00:41:21,787 --> 00:41:23,386
Who brought you in?
435
00:41:23,388 --> 00:41:25,821
Nobody.
436
00:41:25,823 --> 00:41:27,389
I just walked down.
437
00:41:27,391 --> 00:41:31,092
It's only 3 blocks.
438
00:41:31,094 --> 00:41:33,627
OK, we... we better
get you lying down.
439
00:41:33,629 --> 00:41:36,296
OK.
440
00:41:36,297 --> 00:41:38,964
I feel ready for something like that.
441
00:41:43,037 --> 00:41:44,002
Name?
442
00:41:44,004 --> 00:41:45,403
Terrance weber.
443
00:41:45,405 --> 00:41:46,471
Your face is dark.
444
00:41:46,472 --> 00:41:47,538
I can't see what you're saying.
445
00:41:47,540 --> 00:41:48,489
Georgie?
446
00:41:48,490 --> 00:41:49,439
What are you saying, man?
I can't see.
447
00:41:49,441 --> 00:41:50,973
What's going on, Georgie?
448
00:41:50,975 --> 00:41:52,241
His face is dark.
449
00:41:52,242 --> 00:41:53,508
How long ago did this happen?
450
00:41:53,511 --> 00:41:55,210
Just a while ago.
451
00:41:55,212 --> 00:41:56,511
My wife did it.
452
00:41:56,513 --> 00:41:58,946
I was, peeping on the lady next door
453
00:41:58,948 --> 00:42:01,548
while she was bathing.
454
00:42:01,550 --> 00:42:03,917
My wife waited till I fell asleep
455
00:42:03,919 --> 00:42:06,619
and then she decided she'd blind me.
456
00:42:06,621 --> 00:42:08,687
Do you want me to call the police?
457
00:42:13,159 --> 00:42:15,659
Not unless I die.
458
00:42:15,661 --> 00:42:17,060
Here's the situation:
459
00:42:17,062 --> 00:42:20,263
We need to get a team here.
460
00:42:20,265 --> 00:42:21,998
An entire team.
461
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:23,599
I want...
a good eye man,
462
00:42:23,601 --> 00:42:26,234
the best eye man,
463
00:42:26,236 --> 00:42:27,702
a great eye man.
464
00:42:27,704 --> 00:42:29,203
I want a brain surgeon,
465
00:42:29,205 --> 00:42:31,838
and I want a really good gas man.
466
00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:32,972
Get me a genius.
467
00:42:32,973 --> 00:42:34,105
I-I'm not
touching that head.
468
00:42:34,108 --> 00:42:35,740
W-we'll prep him,
we'll prep this guy
469
00:42:35,742 --> 00:42:38,675
and we'll just sit back
and sit tight, all right?
470
00:42:42,047 --> 00:42:43,613
Orderly?
471
00:42:45,216 --> 00:42:47,249
Orderly?
472
00:42:48,318 --> 00:42:49,784
Do you mean me?
473
00:42:49,785 --> 00:42:51,251
Should I get him prepped?
474
00:42:52,255 --> 00:42:54,188
Is this a hospital?
475
00:42:54,190 --> 00:42:55,889
Is this the emergency room?
476
00:42:55,891 --> 00:42:56,990
Is that the patient?
477
00:42:56,992 --> 00:42:59,192
Are you the orderly?
478
00:43:00,195 --> 00:43:01,644
Hey.
479
00:43:01,645 --> 00:43:03,094
Hey, we got a guy down here
480
00:43:03,097 --> 00:43:04,680
in the E.R.
with a knife st...
481
00:43:04,681 --> 00:43:06,264
hunting knife sticking into his brain.
482
00:43:06,266 --> 00:43:09,100
Yeah, it's sticking into his brain.
483
00:43:09,102 --> 00:43:10,551
Yeah.
484
00:43:10,552 --> 00:43:12,001
Yeah, the family service doctor is here,
485
00:43:12,004 --> 00:43:14,938
but he is, limited,
486
00:43:14,940 --> 00:43:18,608
and he says he's not
going to touch the head,
487
00:43:18,610 --> 00:43:21,010
so we need a great eye man,
488
00:43:21,012 --> 00:43:22,128
really quick,
489
00:43:22,129 --> 00:43:23,245
like the best that you've got,
490
00:43:23,247 --> 00:43:25,213
and a brain surgeon,
491
00:43:25,215 --> 00:43:28,316
and a genius gas man.
492
00:43:28,318 --> 00:43:29,717
Yeah, a real good one...
493
00:43:29,719 --> 00:43:30,684
OK.
494
00:43:30,686 --> 00:43:32,185
OK, yeah, thanks a lot.
495
00:43:36,157 --> 00:43:38,157
That person is not right,
not at all. Not one bit.
496
00:43:38,159 --> 00:43:41,960
You know, as long as my
instructions are audible to him,
497
00:43:41,962 --> 00:43:43,828
it does not concern me.
498
00:43:43,830 --> 00:43:46,330
Well, OK, OK. Don't...
don't chew my head off.
499
00:43:46,332 --> 00:43:47,264
OK.
500
00:43:47,266 --> 00:43:49,733
All right, the eye man
501
00:43:49,735 --> 00:43:50,934
is on vacation or something,
502
00:43:50,936 --> 00:43:52,235
but the operator is calling around
503
00:43:52,237 --> 00:43:53,869
to see if she can find someone
504
00:43:53,871 --> 00:43:55,037
just as good.
505
00:43:55,038 --> 00:43:56,204
All of the other specialists
506
00:43:56,206 --> 00:43:58,306
are hurrying through the night
507
00:43:58,308 --> 00:44:00,240
to join us.
508
00:44:03,845 --> 00:44:07,012
Dr. shanis,
if you're in the building,
509
00:44:07,014 --> 00:44:10,248
please call the nursing station.
510
00:44:48,921 --> 00:44:50,070
What do you got?
511
00:44:50,071 --> 00:44:51,220
A guy with a knife in his brain.
512
00:44:51,223 --> 00:44:52,989
Boy.
513
00:44:52,990 --> 00:44:54,756
Patient complains of knife in the head.
514
00:44:54,759 --> 00:44:55,791
Stabbing headache?
515
00:45:12,407 --> 00:45:15,240
Where did you get that?
516
00:45:17,210 --> 00:45:20,211
Your shoelace is untied.
517
00:45:31,356 --> 00:45:34,256
How's the guy doin'?
518
00:45:35,292 --> 00:45:36,991
Who?
519
00:45:38,995 --> 00:45:40,260
Well, it's just a miracle
520
00:45:40,262 --> 00:45:43,896
he didn't end up sightless or at least dead.
521
00:45:43,898 --> 00:45:45,163
He's not dead?
522
00:45:45,165 --> 00:45:47,131
No. His vitals are normal
523
00:45:47,133 --> 00:45:48,699
and he still has excellent vision
524
00:45:48,701 --> 00:45:50,300
in his one good eye.
525
00:45:50,302 --> 00:45:51,635
So he's alive?
526
00:45:51,636 --> 00:45:52,969
There's nothin' wrong with the guy.
527
00:45:52,971 --> 00:45:56,138
It's just one of those things.
528
00:45:56,140 --> 00:45:59,341
What do you do around here, anyway?
529
00:45:59,343 --> 00:46:02,243
I save lives.
530
00:46:05,915 --> 00:46:06,947
I think it's morning.
531
00:46:06,949 --> 00:46:08,281
Do you want me to take you home?
532
00:46:08,283 --> 00:46:09,783
No, no way.
533
00:46:09,784 --> 00:46:11,284
I feel like a giant helium balloon.
534
00:46:11,286 --> 00:46:13,352
Got to...
535
00:46:13,354 --> 00:46:15,120
Doctor.
536
00:46:16,022 --> 00:46:17,788
I gotta come down before Michelle sees me.
537
00:46:17,790 --> 00:46:21,158
Come down? Then what are you
doin' with my stash, man?
538
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:22,759
Hand it over.
539
00:46:22,761 --> 00:46:24,227
All right.
Hand it over.
540
00:46:24,229 --> 00:46:26,329
It was just to stay awake.
541
00:46:26,331 --> 00:46:28,297
Try nescafé,
542
00:46:28,299 --> 00:46:29,798
dad.
543
00:46:30,233 --> 00:46:31,765
Dear.
544
00:46:56,021 --> 00:46:59,222
Pretend it's the first time.
545
00:46:59,224 --> 00:47:00,990
Like we're new.
546
00:47:00,992 --> 00:47:04,259
Heh!
547
00:47:04,261 --> 00:47:06,460
All right.
548
00:47:11,199 --> 00:47:15,000
I know it's kind of fast...
549
00:47:25,311 --> 00:47:27,811
I really like you.
550
00:47:33,918 --> 00:47:36,451
Can we just wait one second?
551
00:47:36,453 --> 00:47:38,119
Right.
552
00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:39,786
It seems kind of fast.
553
00:47:41,190 --> 00:47:44,224
I like it slow.
554
00:48:00,041 --> 00:48:01,940
I don't care if it takes one second
555
00:48:01,942 --> 00:48:05,109
or it takes a million years.
556
00:48:11,483 --> 00:48:14,984
I want to know everything about you.
557
00:48:14,986 --> 00:48:17,252
All of it.
558
00:48:18,288 --> 00:48:19,520
Ask me.
559
00:48:19,522 --> 00:48:23,257
Like, like what do you like?
560
00:48:23,826 --> 00:48:24,825
Like what?
561
00:48:24,827 --> 00:48:29,563
Well, like what kind of music?
562
00:48:35,269 --> 00:48:37,902
James brown.
563
00:48:42,341 --> 00:48:45,342
You in love with me yet?
564
00:48:45,344 --> 00:48:47,277
Shit.
565
00:48:47,279 --> 00:48:49,612
Shit.
566
00:48:50,881 --> 00:48:51,946
Say it.
567
00:48:51,948 --> 00:48:53,914
Shit, we're in trouble.
568
00:48:53,916 --> 00:48:56,283
Say it.
569
00:49:04,992 --> 00:49:06,391
I love you.
570
00:49:06,393 --> 00:49:09,026
I love you.
571
00:49:10,596 --> 00:49:13,396
I love you.
572
00:49:13,398 --> 00:49:16,098
I love you.
573
00:49:21,237 --> 00:49:22,302
I love you.
574
00:49:22,304 --> 00:49:24,404
I love you.
575
00:49:24,406 --> 00:49:26,873
Love you.
576
00:49:28,176 --> 00:49:31,577
We're wrecking like trains.
577
00:49:35,449 --> 00:49:37,315
I have to hold on to this job.
578
00:49:37,317 --> 00:49:41,385
I have responsibilities now.
579
00:49:41,387 --> 00:49:45,489
We're on the 7-month
countdown to the baby.
580
00:49:45,491 --> 00:49:47,591
You should clean out the
hospital's speed stash.
581
00:49:47,593 --> 00:49:51,261
That way you could do double shifts.
582
00:49:51,263 --> 00:49:55,231
Me and Michelle are trying to stay clean.
583
00:49:56,367 --> 00:49:57,466
I want to go to church.
584
00:49:57,468 --> 00:49:59,935
You should go to the county fair.
585
00:49:59,937 --> 00:50:03,138
I'd like to worship.
I would.
586
00:50:03,140 --> 00:50:06,274
They have these injured
hawks and eagles there
587
00:50:06,276 --> 00:50:09,576
from the humane society.
588
00:50:12,614 --> 00:50:17,316
I need a quiet chapel about now.
589
00:50:24,357 --> 00:50:26,924
That was the worst fair I've been to.
590
00:50:26,926 --> 00:50:27,925
Where were the rides?
591
00:50:27,927 --> 00:50:29,293
Well, there were rides.
592
00:50:29,295 --> 00:50:30,527
I didn't see one ride.
593
00:50:30,529 --> 00:50:33,029
There was the,
merry-go-round,
594
00:50:33,031 --> 00:50:34,497
there was a Ferris wheel,
595
00:50:34,499 --> 00:50:37,433
and there was a thing they called the hammer
596
00:50:37,434 --> 00:50:40,368
that people were bent over vomiting
from after they got off...
597
00:50:41,638 --> 00:50:43,504
Are you completely blind?!
598
00:50:43,506 --> 00:50:45,305
What was that?
A rabbit!
599
00:50:45,307 --> 00:50:46,339
Something thumped.
600
00:50:46,341 --> 00:50:49,041
You hit him.
He thumped.
601
00:50:50,377 --> 00:50:52,677
Rabbit stew.
602
00:51:01,821 --> 00:51:05,155
Where's my hunting knife?
603
00:51:05,157 --> 00:51:07,557
Where's my hunting knife?
604
00:51:07,559 --> 00:51:10,359
Georgie...
605
00:51:13,430 --> 00:51:14,762
We'll camp in the wilderness.
606
00:51:14,764 --> 00:51:18,699
In the morning, we'll
breakfast on its haunches.
607
00:51:49,394 --> 00:51:52,394
Man, I should've been a doctor.
608
00:51:55,799 --> 00:51:57,498
No way I'm eating those things.
609
00:51:57,500 --> 00:51:59,700
Take 'em. Take 'em,
I gotta drive, take 'em!
610
00:52:18,352 --> 00:52:20,685
Yeah!!
611
00:52:20,687 --> 00:52:23,287
We killed the mother and saved the children.
612
00:52:23,289 --> 00:52:25,422
These rabbits better be kept warm.
613
00:52:25,424 --> 00:52:27,257
Yeah!
614
00:52:29,294 --> 00:52:30,726
No, they're hardly moving.
615
00:52:30,728 --> 00:52:32,995
You know what we'll do?
616
00:52:32,996 --> 00:52:35,263
We'll get some milk and sugar and all that.
617
00:52:35,265 --> 00:52:37,331
We'll raise 'em up ourselves.
618
00:52:37,333 --> 00:52:39,433
They'll get as big as gorillas.
619
00:52:39,435 --> 00:52:41,835
Hey, you think the blue ones are downers?
620
00:52:41,837 --> 00:52:43,487
Yeah, the blues one'll make you nod out,
621
00:52:43,488 --> 00:52:45,138
and the yellows'll keep you
going for the duration.
622
00:52:45,140 --> 00:52:48,207
Which one do you want? I'll take both.
623
00:52:55,381 --> 00:52:56,446
Hoo-hoo!
624
00:52:56,448 --> 00:53:00,450
Do you realize it's going to snow?
625
00:53:00,452 --> 00:53:04,320
This beautiful chill!
626
00:53:04,322 --> 00:53:06,488
This... this... this
sudden Christmas!
627
00:53:06,490 --> 00:53:10,492
The tang of everything stabbing me!
628
00:53:10,494 --> 00:53:11,659
Hoo-hoo!
629
00:53:11,661 --> 00:53:14,428
What's that smell?
630
00:53:19,500 --> 00:53:22,367
Hey, be careful about the bunnies.
631
00:53:22,369 --> 00:53:24,769
I got 'em, I got 'em.
632
00:53:26,272 --> 00:53:29,773
Ahead, yonder!
633
00:53:41,953 --> 00:53:45,520
I've never seen this cemetery before.
634
00:53:47,390 --> 00:53:50,256
What cemetery?
635
00:53:52,393 --> 00:53:54,559
Georgie, can't you see?
636
00:53:54,561 --> 00:53:57,295
See what?
637
00:53:57,297 --> 00:54:01,198
God, can't you see?
638
00:54:01,200 --> 00:54:03,600
See what?
639
00:54:39,570 --> 00:54:42,571
It's
the drive-in, man.
640
00:54:50,346 --> 00:54:52,830
Drive-in?
641
00:54:52,831 --> 00:54:55,315
They're showing movies,
and nobody's even here.
642
00:54:56,918 --> 00:54:59,451
I see.
643
00:55:06,326 --> 00:55:11,262
I, I thought it was something else.
644
00:55:30,649 --> 00:55:33,749
I have to get back.
645
00:55:35,786 --> 00:55:39,420
How far are we from home?
646
00:55:39,422 --> 00:55:41,389
We're right outside town.
647
00:55:41,390 --> 00:55:43,357
We've just been driving around and around.
648
00:55:43,359 --> 00:55:46,393
This is no place to camp.
649
00:55:47,562 --> 00:55:50,029
I can hear the interstate.
650
00:55:50,031 --> 00:55:52,431
Right over there.
651
00:55:52,433 --> 00:55:55,567
We better get some milk for the bunnies.
652
00:56:01,307 --> 00:56:02,973
No, we don't...
653
00:56:02,975 --> 00:56:04,374
We don't have milk.
654
00:56:04,376 --> 00:56:06,609
We'll mix sugar up with it.
655
00:56:11,382 --> 00:56:13,849
Just, forget it.
656
00:56:13,850 --> 00:56:16,317
Forget... forget about
the milk all of a sudden.
657
00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:18,353
They're mammals, man.
658
00:56:18,355 --> 00:56:20,688
No, forget about the rabbits.
659
00:56:20,690 --> 00:56:23,390
Where are they, anyway?
660
00:56:25,427 --> 00:56:28,094
You're not listening to me.
661
00:56:28,096 --> 00:56:32,364
Forget... About...
The rabbits.
662
00:56:36,803 --> 00:56:39,370
Where are they?
663
00:56:43,342 --> 00:56:46,076
They... They...
664
00:56:46,078 --> 00:56:47,677
They...
665
00:56:47,679 --> 00:56:53,349
They, they slid around
behind me and got squashed.
666
00:56:55,553 --> 00:56:58,787
They slid around behind?
667
00:57:02,492 --> 00:57:04,859
Man.
668
00:57:12,468 --> 00:57:14,501
My...
669
00:57:14,503 --> 00:57:16,803
God!
670
00:57:18,006 --> 00:57:20,473
Everything is here.
671
00:57:20,475 --> 00:57:24,510
Little feet, eyelids, even whiskers.
672
00:57:24,512 --> 00:57:27,446
Deceased!
673
00:57:27,881 --> 00:57:31,148
Does everything you touch turn to shit?
674
00:57:33,085 --> 00:57:35,552
Does this happen to you every time?
675
00:57:35,554 --> 00:57:38,087
No wonder everybody calls me fuckhead.
676
00:57:38,089 --> 00:57:40,022
It's a name that's going to stick.
677
00:57:40,024 --> 00:57:42,224
I realize that.
678
00:57:42,225 --> 00:57:44,425
Fuckhead is gonna ride you to your grave.
679
00:57:44,428 --> 00:57:45,160
I already said so.
680
00:57:45,162 --> 00:57:48,963
I agreed with you in advance.
681
00:57:54,736 --> 00:57:56,869
Fh, narrating: Maybe
that wasn't the night
682
00:57:56,871 --> 00:57:59,404
I rolled over on the bunnies
and flattened them.
683
00:57:59,406 --> 00:58:02,407
Yeah, maybe that was
another... another time...
684
00:58:02,409 --> 00:58:05,810
either way, it doesn't matter.
685
00:58:05,812 --> 00:58:09,413
Wh-what's important
for me to remember now
686
00:58:09,415 --> 00:58:11,014
is that... that early
the next morning
687
00:58:11,016 --> 00:58:13,816
the snow was melting off
the... the windshield,
688
00:58:13,818 --> 00:58:18,453
and the daylight woke me up, and...
689
00:58:18,455 --> 00:58:21,155
I was gonna be a father.
690
00:58:35,836 --> 00:58:39,470
I was 24, 25, something like that.
691
00:58:39,472 --> 00:58:41,805
My fingertips were all yellow from smoking.
692
00:58:41,807 --> 00:58:47,209
We'd come to Chicago because
Michelle was with child.
693
00:58:47,211 --> 00:58:49,144
Hail Mary, full of grace,
694
00:58:49,146 --> 00:58:51,112
the lord is with thee.
695
00:58:51,114 --> 00:58:52,480
Blessed art thou among women
696
00:58:52,482 --> 00:58:55,950
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb... Jesus.
697
00:58:55,952 --> 00:58:57,885
Holy Mary, mother of God,
698
00:58:57,887 --> 00:58:58,986
pray for us sinners
699
00:58:58,988 --> 00:59:02,155
now and at the hour of our death, amen.
700
00:59:02,157 --> 00:59:05,591
Fh, narrating: There was nothing
stopping Michelle and me
701
00:59:05,593 --> 00:59:07,459
from having a baby,
702
00:59:07,461 --> 00:59:09,494
except ourselves.
703
00:59:09,496 --> 00:59:10,461
Name?
704
00:59:10,463 --> 00:59:12,129
Sorry I'm late.
705
00:59:12,131 --> 00:59:14,231
Michelle.
Michelle.
706
00:59:14,233 --> 00:59:17,133
My appointment
was at 3:30.
707
00:59:17,135 --> 00:59:19,185
Somewhere around there.
708
00:59:19,186 --> 00:59:21,236
Here you are. Come with me, hon.
709
00:59:21,239 --> 00:59:24,106
Let's get you settled.
710
00:59:49,233 --> 00:59:52,834
You can't just stand there.
711
00:59:52,836 --> 00:59:54,735
Then I'll go sit down over there.
712
00:59:54,737 --> 00:59:55,769
That'll be fine.
713
00:59:55,771 --> 00:59:58,104
I know that'll be fine.
714
00:59:58,106 --> 01:00:01,073
Or you can watch the film.
715
01:00:01,075 --> 01:00:02,240
What's the film?
716
01:00:02,242 --> 01:00:04,976
Vasectomy is a very simple procedure.
717
01:00:04,978 --> 01:00:08,879
It's performed right here in
the office setting as a rule.
718
01:00:08,881 --> 01:00:10,714
It, is intended
719
01:00:10,716 --> 01:00:13,149
to be a permanent type of a sterilization,
720
01:00:13,151 --> 01:00:16,252
and I would hope that that's
what you had in mind.
721
01:00:16,254 --> 01:00:18,087
If you are not satisfied that this is...
722
01:00:25,095 --> 01:00:28,729
I'm not ever getting anybody pregnant again.
723
01:00:28,731 --> 01:00:30,630
I know that much.
724
01:00:30,632 --> 01:00:33,132
Would you like to make an appointment?
725
01:00:33,134 --> 01:00:35,701
Would you like to give me the money?
726
01:00:35,703 --> 01:00:38,770
It won't take long to save the money.
727
01:00:38,772 --> 01:00:40,004
It would take me
728
01:00:40,006 --> 01:00:44,541
forever to save the money.
729
01:01:15,106 --> 01:01:18,273
Michelle is comfortable now.
730
01:01:20,977 --> 01:01:24,179
Is she dead?
731
01:01:32,788 --> 01:01:35,221
How you feeling?
732
01:01:37,858 --> 01:01:40,258
I don't know.
733
01:01:45,931 --> 01:01:48,865
What did they stick up you?
734
01:01:50,268 --> 01:01:52,701
What?
735
01:01:57,740 --> 01:01:58,939
What?
736
01:01:58,941 --> 01:02:01,308
Hey, OK, out of here.
737
01:02:01,310 --> 01:02:04,144
Look, just... just
give me a minute.
738
01:02:04,146 --> 01:02:06,747
I'm sorry.
739
01:02:06,748 --> 01:02:09,349
Maybe we could...
maybe we could try again.
740
01:02:09,351 --> 01:02:11,384
Something is wrong with you.
741
01:02:11,385 --> 01:02:13,418
I don't think this man really
needs to be in the building.
742
01:02:13,421 --> 01:02:15,187
I just...
743
01:02:15,189 --> 01:02:16,221
Wait outside, please, sir.
744
01:02:16,223 --> 01:02:17,756
There just wasn't enough time...
745
01:02:17,757 --> 01:02:19,290
if you want to go wait outside for her, sir.
746
01:02:19,292 --> 01:02:20,858
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
747
01:02:20,860 --> 01:02:24,261
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
748
01:02:25,063 --> 01:02:29,264
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
749
01:02:41,309 --> 01:02:44,943
Fh, narrating: The catholics
splashed holy water on my cheek
750
01:02:44,945 --> 01:02:49,313
and the back of my neck,
and I didn't feel a thing.
751
01:02:49,315 --> 01:02:54,284
Not for many years.
752
01:02:57,355 --> 01:02:59,088
Think of being curled up
753
01:02:59,090 --> 01:03:02,191
and floating in a darkness.
754
01:03:02,193 --> 01:03:04,426
Even if you could think,
755
01:03:04,428 --> 01:03:07,345
even if you had an imagination,
756
01:03:07,346 --> 01:03:10,263
would you ever imagine its opposite?
757
01:03:10,266 --> 01:03:13,033
This miraculous world?
758
01:03:13,035 --> 01:03:17,003
The Asian taoists call it 10,000 things.
759
01:03:17,005 --> 01:03:20,973
And if the darkness just got darker...
760
01:03:20,975 --> 01:03:23,008
And then you were dead...
761
01:03:23,010 --> 01:03:25,877
What would you care?
762
01:03:27,280 --> 01:03:30,948
How would you even know the difference?
763
01:03:41,025 --> 01:03:42,824
You're gonna be so happy when you get there.
764
01:03:42,826 --> 01:03:47,195
Fh, narrating: The next morning
I got back to the rebel motel,
765
01:03:47,197 --> 01:03:51,098
and there was John Smith.
766
01:03:52,968 --> 01:03:56,502
You drive around in this
striped, pink car-thing.
767
01:03:56,504 --> 01:03:59,238
It's like a real car, except smaller.
768
01:03:59,240 --> 01:04:01,506
Everywhere you want to go.
769
01:04:13,283 --> 01:04:14,882
Get out of my house.
770
01:04:14,884 --> 01:04:16,817
If this is your house, pal,
771
01:04:16,819 --> 01:04:20,353
it's no wonder your
woman's hitting the road.
772
01:04:20,355 --> 01:04:24,256
What? Wait.
Hey, where you going?
773
01:04:24,258 --> 01:04:25,290
Michelle?
774
01:04:25,292 --> 01:04:27,225
Mexico.
775
01:04:28,294 --> 01:04:30,294
John's got some work for me.
776
01:04:31,613 --> 01:04:32,929
And there's these birds.
777
01:04:32,931 --> 01:04:34,263
You know those huge, white birds
778
01:04:34,265 --> 01:04:38,600
that float around on lakes
and stuff like that?
779
01:04:38,602 --> 01:04:40,234
They're called swans.
780
01:04:40,236 --> 01:04:41,501
Whatever they're called.
781
01:04:41,503 --> 01:04:43,436
They're called swans.
They mate for life.
782
01:04:43,438 --> 01:04:46,372
I don't really give a
fuck who they mate for.
783
01:04:46,374 --> 01:04:50,275
Anyway, they're all over
the place down there.
784
01:04:50,277 --> 01:04:52,410
It's like a paradise.
Michelle?
785
01:04:52,412 --> 01:04:54,378
Are you high?
786
01:04:54,380 --> 01:04:56,446
No.
787
01:04:56,448 --> 01:04:58,948
Yeah, but...
788
01:04:58,950 --> 01:05:00,950
I need to talk to you.
789
01:05:00,952 --> 01:05:02,952
She's got her future to think of.
790
01:05:02,954 --> 01:05:05,554
John, just keep out of it.
791
01:05:07,224 --> 01:05:09,190
What if you just tried a little harder?
792
01:05:09,192 --> 01:05:13,260
What if you just try to make it work?
793
01:05:13,996 --> 01:05:18,864
What if you just pretend
that you were the one?
794
01:05:19,533 --> 01:05:22,567
Don't do this, baby.
795
01:05:23,102 --> 01:05:26,969
Are you gonna answer my question or not?
796
01:05:28,372 --> 01:05:30,271
What question?
797
01:05:56,898 --> 01:06:03,669
Fh, narrating: There was a guy
down near the front of the car,
798
01:06:03,671 --> 01:06:06,638
and there was something about him.
799
01:06:07,374 --> 01:06:13,344
I don't know what it was.
800
01:06:34,697 --> 01:06:37,230
I followed him because...
801
01:06:37,232 --> 01:06:41,300
I don't know why.
I guess he looked lucky.
802
01:07:30,242 --> 01:07:31,725
He had a hood on.
803
01:07:31,726 --> 01:07:33,209
They're looking for a guy with a hood on.
804
01:07:33,211 --> 01:07:34,711
What he do?
805
01:07:34,712 --> 01:07:36,392
Nothing. Some guy got murdered last night.
806
01:07:57,364 --> 01:07:58,763
Hey.
807
01:08:02,301 --> 01:08:04,768
You were on the El.
808
01:08:04,770 --> 01:08:06,703
You following me?
809
01:08:22,453 --> 01:08:24,286
Hey!
810
01:08:26,690 --> 01:08:28,456
Fh, narrating:
I took off
811
01:08:28,458 --> 01:08:31,659
because my throat was closing up
812
01:08:31,661 --> 01:08:32,660
and, suddenly, I had an erection.
813
01:08:32,662 --> 01:08:35,229
I knew men got that way about men,
814
01:08:35,231 --> 01:08:37,297
but I didn't know I did.
815
01:08:37,299 --> 01:08:39,599
His chest was like Christ's.
816
01:08:39,601 --> 01:08:43,702
That's probably who he was.
817
01:08:45,372 --> 01:08:47,305
I could have followed
anybody off that train,
818
01:08:47,307 --> 01:08:50,074
it would have been the same.
819
01:08:52,711 --> 01:08:54,578
Michelle.
820
01:08:54,579 --> 01:08:56,446
Michelle, Michelle, Michelle, Michelle.
821
01:08:58,683 --> 01:09:00,983
Yeah, for some reason,
822
01:09:00,984 --> 01:09:03,284
Mexico stands out in my mind.
823
01:09:14,529 --> 01:09:16,562
Hello?
824
01:09:17,731 --> 01:09:20,298
Wait. Iowa city?
825
01:09:20,300 --> 01:09:25,302
Fh, narrating: Anyway, like I
started to tell you before,
826
01:09:25,304 --> 01:09:30,606
I was hitching a ride looking for Michelle.
827
01:09:30,608 --> 01:09:33,709
I'm gifted with love.
I love my kids.
828
01:09:33,711 --> 01:09:36,045
I love all my relatives.
829
01:09:36,046 --> 01:09:38,380
Fh, narrating: The pills the
traveling salesman had fed me
830
01:09:38,381 --> 01:09:40,715
made the lining of my veins
feel scraped out.
831
01:09:40,717 --> 01:09:42,283
My jaw ached...
832
01:09:42,285 --> 01:09:44,552
She's cute.
833
01:09:44,553 --> 01:09:46,820
I knew every raindrop by its name.
834
01:09:46,822 --> 01:09:51,157
I sensed everything before it happened.
835
01:09:53,444 --> 01:09:55,728
I knew a certain oldsmobile
would stop for me
836
01:09:55,730 --> 01:09:58,698
even before it slowed.
837
01:09:58,699 --> 01:10:01,667
And by the sweet voices
of the family inside it,
838
01:10:01,669 --> 01:10:05,337
I knew we'd have an accident in the storm.
839
01:10:41,439 --> 01:10:44,239
It's all right.
840
01:10:44,241 --> 01:10:47,675
You're gonna be OK.
841
01:11:02,525 --> 01:11:04,324
There's been an accident!
842
01:11:04,326 --> 01:11:07,260
Go for help!
843
01:11:28,682 --> 01:11:31,549
You smell.
844
01:11:38,724 --> 01:11:41,424
So how was Mexico?
845
01:11:41,426 --> 01:11:43,526
Hot.
846
01:11:45,396 --> 01:11:47,496
But I made good money.
847
01:11:49,066 --> 01:11:52,434
I was gonna go down there and find you,
848
01:11:52,436 --> 01:11:54,902
but then I heard you were here.
849
01:11:58,641 --> 01:12:01,408
I was in a bad car wreck.
850
01:12:01,410 --> 01:12:03,943
What?
851
01:12:03,945 --> 01:12:06,078
Were you driving?
852
01:12:06,080 --> 01:12:08,313
What difference does it make?
853
01:12:08,315 --> 01:12:09,480
People died.
854
01:12:09,482 --> 01:12:13,350
I saved the baby.
855
01:12:16,421 --> 01:12:19,455
What are you talking about?
856
01:12:24,395 --> 01:12:25,394
Nothing.
857
01:12:25,396 --> 01:12:28,663
Forget about it.
858
01:12:31,334 --> 01:12:32,966
I shouldn't have come here.
859
01:12:32,968 --> 01:12:34,834
I'm going.
860
01:12:34,836 --> 01:12:37,570
No. Come inside.
861
01:12:37,572 --> 01:12:38,571
Really?
862
01:12:38,573 --> 01:12:41,040
No. Just wait.
863
01:12:42,410 --> 01:12:44,376
I'm clean.
864
01:12:45,011 --> 01:12:47,378
Look, I can help you.
865
01:12:52,784 --> 01:12:55,751
Fh, narrating: We stayed
in that place for a week.
866
01:12:55,753 --> 01:12:57,419
We made love in the bed,
867
01:12:57,421 --> 01:13:01,456
ate steaks at the restaurant,
868
01:13:01,458 --> 01:13:03,391
we fought, cried,
869
01:13:03,393 --> 01:13:05,393
begged of one another,
870
01:13:05,395 --> 01:13:09,663
forgave, promised...
871
01:13:09,665 --> 01:13:12,399
And...
872
01:13:12,401 --> 01:13:15,501
Carried one another to heaven.
873
01:13:18,639 --> 01:13:22,407
All the time, see?
874
01:13:25,545 --> 01:13:28,546
You're back.
875
01:13:34,520 --> 01:13:36,853
Fh, narrating: Then one night,
after one of our fights,
876
01:13:36,855 --> 01:13:39,956
I left and walked the streets.
877
01:13:52,469 --> 01:13:55,703
I'm sorry...
878
01:13:55,705 --> 01:13:57,871
My sweet angel.
879
01:13:57,873 --> 01:14:00,073
I'm sorry.
880
01:14:02,444 --> 01:14:05,411
What?
881
01:14:21,161 --> 01:14:25,029
Baby...
882
01:14:28,701 --> 01:14:32,869
Michelle, wake up.
Wake up.
883
01:14:47,084 --> 01:14:48,850
Baby?
884
01:14:50,220 --> 01:14:51,652
Baby!
885
01:14:51,654 --> 01:14:53,186
Baby!
886
01:14:55,990 --> 01:14:58,023
Wake up!
887
01:14:58,825 --> 01:15:00,757
My God!
888
01:15:03,228 --> 01:15:06,194
Wake up!
Wake up!
889
01:15:08,231 --> 01:15:11,198
Come on!
890
01:16:54,201 --> 01:16:56,634
Hey, wake up.
891
01:16:56,636 --> 01:17:00,804
Hey, do you want to try a pill?
892
01:17:01,306 --> 01:17:04,173
What kind of pill?
893
01:17:05,743 --> 01:17:07,142
Psychedelic mushrooms,
894
01:17:07,144 --> 01:17:10,177
all ground up.
895
01:17:13,048 --> 01:17:16,782
That's the biggest pill I've ever seen.
896
01:17:18,819 --> 01:17:20,852
Look at it.
897
01:17:22,188 --> 01:17:24,821
It's like an egg.
898
01:17:26,825 --> 01:17:30,092
It's like
an easter-thing.
899
01:17:59,923 --> 01:18:04,859
Are you hearing any
unusual sounds or voices?
900
01:18:10,899 --> 01:18:12,565
Not exactly.
901
01:18:12,566 --> 01:18:14,232
Not exactly.
Now what does that mean?
902
01:18:14,235 --> 01:18:18,069
I'm not ready to go into that.
903
01:18:18,838 --> 01:18:21,238
It's OK.
904
01:18:21,240 --> 01:18:23,907
You'll be OK.
905
01:18:23,909 --> 01:18:26,642
Gauze.
906
01:18:38,186 --> 01:18:40,252
OK, convulsing.
907
01:18:40,254 --> 01:18:42,687
We need an orderly in here, quick!
908
01:18:42,689 --> 01:18:46,223
Nurse's voice, echoing:
Quick, quick, quick...
909
01:19:01,173 --> 01:19:04,907
Don't get tricky with the mustache.
910
01:19:07,144 --> 01:19:09,210
OK, so far?
911
01:19:09,212 --> 01:19:11,145
Yeah, so far.
912
01:19:12,214 --> 01:19:14,314
I'll do the other side.
913
01:19:14,315 --> 01:19:16,415
That would make sense, partner.
914
01:19:20,422 --> 01:19:22,755
There are some people out there
915
01:19:22,757 --> 01:19:24,256
who would like to know
a thing or 2 about you.
916
01:19:24,258 --> 01:19:29,227
Would you describe yourself
for those people?
917
01:19:30,363 --> 01:19:32,996
I don't know.
918
01:19:38,335 --> 01:19:40,935
I'm like a fat piece of shit, I guess.
919
01:19:40,937 --> 01:19:43,237
He's overweight.
920
01:19:43,239 --> 01:19:45,439
I've been shot twice, though.
921
01:19:45,441 --> 01:19:46,273
Twice?
922
01:19:46,275 --> 01:19:48,241
Yeah, once by each wife.
923
01:19:48,243 --> 01:19:50,309
Total of 3 bullets
924
01:19:50,311 --> 01:19:52,311
making 4 holes.
925
01:19:52,313 --> 01:19:54,980
3 in, one out.
926
01:19:56,183 --> 01:19:57,382
And you're still alive?
927
01:19:57,384 --> 01:19:59,717
Are you kidding?
928
01:19:59,719 --> 01:20:01,144
No.
929
01:20:01,145 --> 01:20:02,570
Well, that is too bad
930
01:20:02,571 --> 01:20:03,996
because it makes you sound awful stupid
931
01:20:03,997 --> 01:20:05,422
asking if I'm alive 'cause obviously I am.
932
01:20:05,424 --> 01:20:07,090
Well...
933
01:20:07,092 --> 01:20:09,859
Maybe I mean alive...
934
01:20:09,861 --> 01:20:10,826
Careful.
935
01:20:10,828 --> 01:20:12,894
In a deeper sense.
936
01:20:12,896 --> 01:20:15,930
You could be talking and still not be alive
937
01:20:15,932 --> 01:20:18,232
in a deeper sense.
938
01:20:18,234 --> 01:20:19,266
Well, there's no deeper shit
939
01:20:19,268 --> 01:20:21,301
than the kind we're in right now,
940
01:20:21,303 --> 01:20:22,201
I'll tell you that.
941
01:20:22,203 --> 01:20:24,303
What are you talking about?
942
01:20:24,305 --> 01:20:25,871
It's great here.
943
01:20:25,873 --> 01:20:27,138
They even give you cigarettes.
944
01:20:27,140 --> 01:20:29,340
Well, they didn't give me any yet.
945
01:20:35,214 --> 01:20:36,446
Here you go.
946
01:20:36,448 --> 01:20:38,315
Thanks.
947
01:20:38,316 --> 01:20:40,183
Pay me back when you get yours?
948
01:20:41,452 --> 01:20:43,318
Maybe.
949
01:20:43,320 --> 01:20:45,920
You got a wife?
950
01:20:47,256 --> 01:20:49,322
No.
I mean... No.
951
01:20:49,324 --> 01:20:52,291
I... but I just can't talk
about that right now.
952
01:20:52,293 --> 01:20:54,126
Look, there's no problem.
953
01:20:54,128 --> 01:20:56,928
You don't have to talk about it.
954
01:21:02,334 --> 01:21:05,301
So, what did you say when she shot you?
955
01:21:05,303 --> 01:21:07,236
I said,
"you shot me."
956
01:21:07,238 --> 01:21:10,205
Both times?
Both wives?
957
01:21:10,207 --> 01:21:12,040
Well, the first time I didn't say anything
958
01:21:12,042 --> 01:21:14,142
'cause she shot me in the mouth.
959
01:21:14,144 --> 01:21:15,243
So you couldn't talk?
960
01:21:15,245 --> 01:21:18,112
No, well, I mean, I was knocked out cold
961
01:21:18,114 --> 01:21:19,480
is the reason that I couldn't talk.
962
01:21:19,482 --> 01:21:23,183
And I still remember the dream that I had
963
01:21:23,185 --> 01:21:24,851
when I was knocked out that time.
964
01:21:24,853 --> 01:21:26,219
What was the dream?
965
01:21:26,221 --> 01:21:29,322
Well, now, how can I explain that to you?
966
01:21:29,324 --> 01:21:30,690
I mean, it was a dream.
967
01:21:30,691 --> 01:21:32,057
It didn't mean a fucking thing, man.
968
01:21:32,060 --> 01:21:35,227
Anything.
Anything at all.
969
01:21:35,462 --> 01:21:37,261
Well, there is one thing.
970
01:21:39,731 --> 01:21:42,198
The dream that I had keeps
coming back over and over.
971
01:21:42,201 --> 01:21:44,334
And I mean when I'm awake.
972
01:21:44,336 --> 01:21:46,402
Every time I think about my first wife,
973
01:21:46,404 --> 01:21:49,271
I remember that she
pulled the trigger on me,
974
01:21:49,273 --> 01:21:51,873
then here comes the dream.
975
01:21:54,244 --> 01:21:56,844
Did you ever see that Elvis
Presley movie follow that dream?
976
01:21:56,846 --> 01:21:58,378
Follow that dream, I did see that,
977
01:21:58,380 --> 01:22:02,282
and I was just gonna mention that.
978
01:22:02,284 --> 01:22:03,416
You saw that?
979
01:22:03,418 --> 01:22:06,185
No.
OK, you're all done.
980
01:22:08,088 --> 01:22:09,988
There was a song, follow that dream, too.
981
01:22:09,990 --> 01:22:11,422
Look in the mirror.
982
01:22:11,424 --> 01:22:13,123
Right.
983
01:22:13,125 --> 01:22:14,924
What do you see?
984
01:22:14,926 --> 01:22:19,227
How did I get so fat when I hardly eat?
985
01:22:19,229 --> 01:22:21,328
Is that all?
986
01:22:24,099 --> 01:22:26,532
Wrecked cars.
987
01:22:27,535 --> 01:22:29,268
Any people in them?
988
01:22:29,270 --> 01:22:31,103
Yeah.
989
01:22:32,506 --> 01:22:35,307
Who?
990
01:22:35,308 --> 01:22:38,109
The people are just dead meat now, man.
991
01:22:38,111 --> 01:22:40,377
Is that really how it is?
992
01:22:40,379 --> 01:22:41,544
How would I know how it is?
993
01:22:41,546 --> 01:22:44,313
I just got here and it stinks.
994
01:22:44,315 --> 01:22:46,332
Are you kidding?
995
01:22:46,333 --> 01:22:48,350
Hey, they're pumping halidol by the quart.
996
01:22:48,352 --> 01:22:50,285
It's a playpen.
997
01:22:50,286 --> 01:22:52,219
Yeah, well, I'm older than you are.
998
01:22:52,222 --> 01:22:53,822
You can still go on the wheel
999
01:22:53,823 --> 01:22:55,423
a couple more times, you know, and get off
1000
01:22:55,425 --> 01:22:59,260
with all your arms and legs stuck on right.
1001
01:22:59,262 --> 01:23:00,494
Not me.
1002
01:23:00,496 --> 01:23:03,530
Hey, you're doing fine.
1003
01:23:03,532 --> 01:23:09,168
Hey, talk into here.
1004
01:23:10,204 --> 01:23:13,305
Talk into your bullet hole?
1005
01:23:13,307 --> 01:23:14,572
Yeah.
1006
01:23:14,574 --> 01:23:17,241
Talk into my bullet hole,
1007
01:23:17,243 --> 01:23:21,111
and tell me that I'm fine.
1008
01:23:27,318 --> 01:23:30,252
Fh, narrating: So, that...
that brings me up to...
1009
01:23:30,254 --> 01:23:33,321
to Phoenix.
1010
01:23:44,033 --> 01:23:46,299
I was a whimpering dog inside,
1011
01:23:46,301 --> 01:23:48,301
nothing more than that.
1012
01:23:48,303 --> 01:23:52,238
When I found a job writing
the Beverly home newsletter,
1013
01:23:52,240 --> 01:23:54,607
I believed I was happy about it
1014
01:23:54,609 --> 01:23:56,342
because people...
1015
01:23:56,344 --> 01:24:00,412
counselors, narcotics
anonymous members and such...
1016
01:24:00,414 --> 01:24:05,316
seemed to think a job was a happy thing.
1017
01:24:05,318 --> 01:24:07,651
Not all of the people living
at the Beverly home were old.
1018
01:24:07,653 --> 01:24:09,686
Some were young, but paralyzed...
1019
01:24:09,687 --> 01:24:11,720
Some weren't past middle age,
but were already demented...
1020
01:24:11,723 --> 01:24:13,489
Others were fine, except they couldn't
1021
01:24:13,491 --> 01:24:15,307
be allowed out on the streets
1022
01:24:15,308 --> 01:24:17,124
with their impossible deformities.
1023
01:24:17,127 --> 01:24:21,395
They made God look like a senseless maniac.
1024
01:24:21,397 --> 01:24:23,797
There's a price to be paid
1025
01:24:23,799 --> 01:24:26,432
for dreaming.
1026
01:24:30,204 --> 01:24:33,805
Fh, narrating: You and I don't
know about these diseases
1027
01:24:33,807 --> 01:24:37,058
until we get them,
1028
01:24:37,059 --> 01:24:40,310
in which case we will
also be put out of sight.
1029
01:24:43,815 --> 01:24:46,649
Well, here he is.
Gotta go.
1030
01:24:46,651 --> 01:24:48,083
How's it going?
1031
01:24:48,085 --> 01:24:49,384
Hi.
1032
01:24:49,386 --> 01:24:51,753
Here's the...
1033
01:24:51,755 --> 01:24:53,722
There's the next issue.
1034
01:24:53,723 --> 01:24:55,690
You know, it's part of your job
to touch the residents here.
1035
01:24:55,692 --> 01:25:00,194
These people, more than anything,
they need to be touched.
1036
01:25:00,196 --> 01:25:02,629
OK.
1037
01:25:02,631 --> 01:25:04,263
So, when you say hello to them,
1038
01:25:04,265 --> 01:25:06,531
be sure to put your hands on them.
1039
01:25:06,533 --> 01:25:09,333
OK. OK.
1040
01:25:09,335 --> 01:25:11,501
OK.
OK.
1041
01:25:14,205 --> 01:25:16,305
OK.
1042
01:25:23,280 --> 01:25:27,115
Fh, narrating: Each day,
on my way to Beverly home,
1043
01:25:27,117 --> 01:25:29,784
I'd walk by a row of houses
on the way to the bus stop.
1044
01:25:29,786 --> 01:25:35,089
And one day I heard the
sound of a woman singing.
1045
01:25:35,091 --> 01:25:37,291
She must not have understood
1046
01:25:37,293 --> 01:25:40,661
that somebody might be able to hear her.
1047
01:25:43,332 --> 01:25:46,332
I thought of mermaids.
1048
01:26:19,763 --> 01:26:24,332
I used to walk around at night all alone,
1049
01:26:24,334 --> 01:26:27,301
and, you know, all screwed up.
1050
01:26:27,303 --> 01:26:28,635
You know?
1051
01:26:28,637 --> 01:26:30,903
You ever do that?
1052
01:26:30,905 --> 01:26:32,671
You know, walk past the houses
1053
01:26:32,673 --> 01:26:34,339
with the curtains in the windows
1054
01:26:34,341 --> 01:26:35,541
and you feel like you're toting
1055
01:26:35,542 --> 01:26:37,808
a big cart of sins behind you?
1056
01:26:41,212 --> 01:26:44,613
And did you ever think
that behind those windows,
1057
01:26:44,616 --> 01:26:46,382
behind those curtains,
1058
01:26:46,384 --> 01:26:50,285
that people are leading normal, happy lives?
1059
01:26:52,522 --> 01:26:54,588
Well, that's my goal now
1060
01:26:54,590 --> 01:26:56,423
is to be one of those people
1061
01:26:56,425 --> 01:27:01,327
on the other side of those curtains.
1062
01:27:01,329 --> 01:27:03,629
Have my own window, you know?
1063
01:27:03,631 --> 01:27:05,364
Hi.
1064
01:27:05,366 --> 01:27:09,401
Thanks, Chris. Thanks a
lot for your story, man.
1065
01:27:09,403 --> 01:27:11,469
Don't forget, everybody...
1066
01:27:15,241 --> 01:27:16,206
I'll drive.
1067
01:27:16,208 --> 01:27:17,791
Is anyone going downtown?
1068
01:27:17,792 --> 01:27:19,375
No, sorry, I'm not.
Are you going home?
1069
01:27:19,377 --> 01:27:21,810
Yeah, but I'm stopping by my mother's.
1070
01:27:21,812 --> 01:27:23,078
Where you headed?
1071
01:27:23,079 --> 01:27:24,345
Las colinas boulevard?
1072
01:27:24,347 --> 01:27:28,282
I'll take you there.
Come on.
1073
01:27:28,284 --> 01:27:30,951
So what brought you here?
1074
01:27:30,953 --> 01:27:32,285
You mean to a.A.?
1075
01:27:32,287 --> 01:27:33,586
No, to Phoenix.
1076
01:27:33,588 --> 01:27:38,190
I don't know.
I thought my...
1077
01:27:38,192 --> 01:27:39,458
a couple of reasons.
1078
01:27:39,459 --> 01:27:40,725
For one, I thought my brother was here.
1079
01:27:40,727 --> 01:27:42,393
Well, is he?
1080
01:27:42,395 --> 01:27:43,260
No.
1081
01:27:43,262 --> 01:27:45,095
It's right here.
1082
01:27:45,096 --> 01:27:46,929
I mean, I don't know.
I don't know where he is.
1083
01:27:46,932 --> 01:27:49,465
What was the other reason?
1084
01:27:49,467 --> 01:27:51,467
My...
my girl...
1085
01:27:51,469 --> 01:27:54,236
my girlfriend's not here...
around anymore.
1086
01:27:54,238 --> 01:27:57,205
I mean, she oded.
1087
01:27:57,540 --> 01:27:58,939
God.
1088
01:27:58,941 --> 01:28:02,242
I know what that's like.
1089
01:28:03,278 --> 01:28:05,610
It's open.
1090
01:28:07,647 --> 01:28:08,779
Can you hold this?
1091
01:28:08,781 --> 01:28:11,314
Yeah.
Thanks.
1092
01:28:26,230 --> 01:28:27,562
Nurse!
1093
01:28:27,997 --> 01:28:29,930
Here you are.
Let me help you.
1094
01:28:29,932 --> 01:28:31,765
Get off the chair!
1095
01:28:31,767 --> 01:28:34,234
Off the chair!
Get your hands off!
1096
01:28:34,236 --> 01:28:36,669
OK. OK. OK.
1097
01:28:37,271 --> 01:28:38,436
Help me.
1098
01:28:38,438 --> 01:28:40,371
I'm stuck.
1099
01:28:42,575 --> 01:28:44,308
All right, there you go.
1100
01:28:44,310 --> 01:28:45,309
Off the chair!
1101
01:28:45,311 --> 01:28:48,345
I know where I'm going.
1102
01:29:24,980 --> 01:29:28,314
Sometimes her husband
came home before I left.
1103
01:29:28,316 --> 01:29:32,484
Seeing them in their getup, I understood.
1104
01:29:32,486 --> 01:29:34,318
They were amish.
1105
01:29:36,955 --> 01:29:40,489
Or more likely mennonites.
1106
01:30:01,477 --> 01:30:02,477
What?
1107
01:30:05,447 --> 01:30:07,079
I can't...
I'm sorry, but...
1108
01:30:07,081 --> 01:30:09,047
I... I can't understand.
1109
01:30:09,049 --> 01:30:12,650
It's all right, Max.
It's all right.
1110
01:30:12,652 --> 01:30:14,418
Here, let go.
1111
01:30:16,321 --> 01:30:18,521
All right, fine.
1112
01:30:19,657 --> 01:30:21,657
Max got a letter today.
1113
01:30:21,659 --> 01:30:24,660
His wife's divorcing him.
1114
01:30:24,661 --> 01:30:27,662
She dropped him off here 2
years ago and never came back.
1115
01:30:28,998 --> 01:30:33,499
Here. I think
you'd better wait outside.
1116
01:30:35,703 --> 01:30:38,070
Come on now.
Let's go inside.
1117
01:30:51,117 --> 01:30:53,417
No more pretending for him.
1118
01:30:53,419 --> 01:30:57,888
He was completely and openly a mess.
1119
01:30:57,890 --> 01:31:02,025
Meanwhile the rest of us go on
trying to fool each other.
1120
01:32:12,824 --> 01:32:14,290
Take what you need.
1121
01:32:39,682 --> 01:32:41,214
Shit!
1122
01:32:46,187 --> 01:32:48,787
I had one boyfriend
who got killed by a train.
1123
01:32:48,789 --> 01:32:50,555
His car stalled on the tracks.
1124
01:32:50,557 --> 01:32:53,190
And he thought he could get his motor firing
1125
01:32:53,192 --> 01:32:57,194
before the engine caught
him, but he was wrong.
1126
01:32:57,196 --> 01:33:02,198
My first husband fell through
a thousand evergreen branches
1127
01:33:02,200 --> 01:33:05,233
in the mountains up around chollo.
1128
01:33:07,670 --> 01:33:11,271
He was a tree surgeon,
and he crushed his head.
1129
01:33:11,273 --> 01:33:14,907
I had a boyfriend in the marines
who got it in viet nam.
1130
01:33:14,909 --> 01:33:18,243
Well, 2 boyfriends who died in the marines.
1131
01:33:18,245 --> 01:33:22,313
Another one named Zack got
killed in a one-car accident...
1132
01:33:22,315 --> 01:33:26,734
Right out of basic training.
1133
01:33:26,735 --> 01:33:31,154
Almost... Every man I've ever
loved ended up getting killed.
1134
01:33:31,156 --> 01:33:33,956
I told you about my third husband, didn't I?
1135
01:33:33,958 --> 01:33:37,592
The one who almost bought the pet shop?
1136
01:33:44,165 --> 01:33:48,901
He was the one who wrote
to me he was going to o.D.
1137
01:33:48,903 --> 01:33:50,168
You know, if it wasn't for him dying young,
1138
01:33:50,170 --> 01:33:54,238
I probably'd still be out
there with that old man.
1139
01:33:54,740 --> 01:33:57,107
I was married to a black guy once,
1140
01:33:57,109 --> 01:33:58,641
but...
1141
01:33:59,210 --> 01:34:00,275
He got shanked in prison.
1142
01:34:00,277 --> 01:34:04,611
That means stabbed.
Stabbed to death.
1143
01:34:07,282 --> 01:34:08,981
Doesn't it make you grateful
1144
01:34:08,983 --> 01:34:13,818
because they were people just like us?
1145
01:34:13,820 --> 01:34:15,953
Only unluckier.
1146
01:34:32,303 --> 01:34:35,871
I have an announcement to make...
1147
01:34:35,873 --> 01:34:37,205
And an apology.
1148
01:34:37,207 --> 01:34:41,275
It seems that I forgot,
1149
01:34:41,277 --> 01:34:42,342
left out,
1150
01:34:42,344 --> 01:34:45,278
somebody's birthday last month.
1151
01:34:45,280 --> 01:34:48,681
Isaac christopherson...
1152
01:34:48,683 --> 01:34:52,184
Turned an impressive 70.
1153
01:34:52,186 --> 01:34:53,186
Hoo.
1154
01:34:54,320 --> 01:34:57,654
Hoo!
1155
01:34:58,189 --> 01:35:01,323
Many happy returns to you, Isaac.
1156
01:35:01,325 --> 01:35:03,191
There will be...
1157
01:35:03,193 --> 01:35:08,162
6 birthday people next month.
1158
01:35:08,164 --> 01:35:10,965
6?
6?
1159
01:35:10,966 --> 01:35:13,767
And watch for the November Beverly home news
1160
01:35:13,769 --> 01:35:15,401
to find out who they are.
1161
01:35:15,403 --> 01:35:19,304
Hoo!
Way to go!
1162
01:35:19,306 --> 01:35:21,706
Hoo.
1163
01:35:32,984 --> 01:35:34,249
Hey, old friend.
1164
01:35:34,251 --> 01:35:37,352
Hey!
1165
01:35:53,400 --> 01:35:54,465
Hi.
1166
01:35:54,467 --> 01:35:57,134
Hi.
1167
01:35:57,136 --> 01:35:58,468
How are you?
1168
01:35:58,470 --> 01:36:00,269
I'm fine.
What about you?
1169
01:36:00,271 --> 01:36:03,938
I was... I was hoping
maybe I'd see you here.
1170
01:36:05,341 --> 01:36:06,273
Want this?
1171
01:36:06,275 --> 01:36:08,742
OK, thanks.
1172
01:36:08,744 --> 01:36:10,276
Yeah?
1173
01:36:12,246 --> 01:36:14,279
You weren't at the last couple of meetings.
1174
01:36:14,281 --> 01:36:17,348
Yeah. Well, I don't
come to all the meetings.
1175
01:36:17,350 --> 01:36:19,883
It was really my husband's...
1176
01:36:19,885 --> 01:36:21,117
my last husband...
1177
01:36:21,119 --> 01:36:23,352
I just come for the support.
1178
01:36:23,354 --> 01:36:27,022
I didn't know.
1179
01:36:27,024 --> 01:36:28,923
So how 'bout you?
1180
01:36:28,925 --> 01:36:29,823
How's it going?
1181
01:36:29,825 --> 01:36:32,959
I'm...
It's all right.
1182
01:36:32,961 --> 01:36:35,261
I'm taking a new approach to life.
1183
01:36:35,263 --> 01:36:38,764
I'm not stealing.
1184
01:36:38,966 --> 01:36:43,301
I'm trying to see each task
through to its end,
1185
01:36:43,303 --> 01:36:46,237
that kind of thing, you know, simple?
1186
01:36:47,406 --> 01:36:50,273
That's good.
1187
01:36:58,414 --> 01:36:59,846
Do you dance?
1188
01:36:59,848 --> 01:37:01,747
I mean, do y...
would you...
1189
01:37:01,749 --> 01:37:03,248
do you think you'd like to dance?
1190
01:37:03,250 --> 01:37:05,350
Well, usually, I just watch.
1191
01:37:05,352 --> 01:37:08,753
Yeah. Yeah.
1192
01:37:09,122 --> 01:37:11,021
Yeah.
But OK.
1193
01:37:11,023 --> 01:37:12,288
Really?
Sure.
1194
01:37:12,290 --> 01:37:15,391
It's no big thing.
1195
01:37:20,063 --> 01:37:21,063
Here the...
1196
01:37:21,998 --> 01:37:23,998
no.
That's OK.
1197
01:38:13,907 --> 01:38:17,108
That's nice.
Just like that.
1198
01:38:38,529 --> 01:38:40,262
Damn.
1199
01:38:42,399 --> 01:38:44,098
God.
1200
01:38:44,500 --> 01:38:46,233
Fuck it.
1201
01:39:05,918 --> 01:39:08,518
As for the mennonite couple
after about a month,
1202
01:39:08,520 --> 01:39:12,321
you could almost say
our schedules were coordinated.
1203
01:39:12,323 --> 01:39:15,257
I just got so I enjoyed seeing them
1204
01:39:15,259 --> 01:39:17,225
sitting in their living room talking...
1205
01:39:17,227 --> 01:39:21,262
Or saying grace or eating their supper.
1206
01:39:33,308 --> 01:39:35,374
You're not being fair.
1207
01:39:38,011 --> 01:39:40,244
I don't wanna talk now.
1208
01:41:03,162 --> 01:41:05,195
I was still learning to live sober.
1209
01:41:05,197 --> 01:41:07,497
And in fact, I was often confused.
1210
01:41:07,499 --> 01:41:11,967
But I was in a little
better shape every day.
1211
01:41:12,369 --> 01:41:14,168
I was getting my looks back.
1212
01:41:14,170 --> 01:41:19,406
And this was, all in all,
a happy time for me.
1213
01:41:19,674 --> 01:41:21,273
I didn't spend a lot of time there,
1214
01:41:21,275 --> 01:41:24,777
but I felt about the circular
hallway of the Beverly home
1215
01:41:24,779 --> 01:41:30,481
as I felt about the place where...
1216
01:41:30,483 --> 01:41:33,417
Between our lives on this earth we go back
1217
01:41:33,419 --> 01:41:37,854
to mingle with other souls
waiting to be born.
1218
01:41:44,595 --> 01:41:47,395
All these... Weirdos
1219
01:41:47,397 --> 01:41:51,799
and me getting a little better every day
1220
01:41:51,801 --> 01:41:54,868
right in the middle of 'em.
1221
01:41:56,571 --> 01:41:58,837
I had never known...
1222
01:42:00,440 --> 01:42:04,842
I had never even imagined for a heartbeat...
1223
01:42:04,844 --> 01:42:11,348
That there might be a place in
the world for people like us.
1224
01:43:10,201 --> 01:43:12,734
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