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Welcome back
to the world of the living.
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So?
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Good morning, Tessa.
I'm Dr. Sarkisian.
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You've been in
a very bad car accident.
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You ruptured your heart
due to trauma,
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which we were forced
to repair surgically.
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Tessa?
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Morning.
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Morning.
I made pancakes.
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Oh, I'm sorry.
I'm gonna go shoot photos.
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Oh, it's so cold outside.
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Yeah, I just don't want
to miss the morning light.
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Well, maybe when you're
back, we could do a little
research for colleges.
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All right. Bye.
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She hides behind
that camera.
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She's not taken
a single picture of us.
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You're too pretty.
You'd break her lens.
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Hey, I told you.
You've gotta let her
come to you.
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It's been a year.
Signing a piece of paper
doesn't make us her parents.
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Actually it does.
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♪ I want to be free
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♪ Sit at home and dream
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♪ Teenage headache dreams
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♪ Come back to me at night
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♪ Teenage headache dreams
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♪ Just take control
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♪ I want to be free
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♪ Romanticize reality
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♪ Reminds me what it means
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♪ To be me
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♪ Teenage headache dreams
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♪ I don't know how
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♪ Teenage headache dreams
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You open, Sherman?
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I am for you, Tessa.
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Um, I think I'm
a little short.
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That's no crime.
I'm only 5'6".
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Enjoy the show.
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Sherman, where are
the subtitles?
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You watch. I'll translate.
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"It's the first time
we've met in daylight."
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"But you're very early."
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I think I'm just gonna go
tell the theater owner.
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I mean, there's nothing he
can do about it. They
obviously sent him the wrong
print.
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I can get my money back.
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I've seen this film before.
I don't think you want
to miss it.
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Does it have a happy ending?
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No. Definitely not.
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Okay. Then I'll say.
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"You gonna eat
all that chili by yourself?
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In this heat, you're mad."
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"I eat chili no matter
how hot it is, Betty."
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"Those bastards." "What?"
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"Never mind. Kiss me."
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"Those bastards.
How could they do this to
you?"
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I'm sorry.
How long was I doing that?
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I lost feeling
about an hour ago,
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so I'm not sure.
Why didn't you
say something?
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Um, the movie is
a bit of a downer, so...
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It's a love story.
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I mean,
not all love stories
are downers.
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All the good ones are.
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Romeo and Juliet,
Anna Karenina,
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The English Patient.
Mm-hmm.
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I think it's the ending
of a relationship,
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that's what makes
a love story so memorable.
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What about
Pride and Prejudice?
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Jane Eyre?
Those both have
happy endings.
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That's only because
the writer chose to end
their love stories
prematurely.
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Wow. That is
a really interesting way
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of not admitting
you're wrong.
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Come on! Okay. Picture this.
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Picture that Leonardo
DiCaprio didn't die at the
end of Titanic.
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Do I have to? Oof.
You have to.
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Jack Dawson is a jobless,
penniless gambler,
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who possessed, at best,
marginal artistic talent.
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He saved Rose's life.
Right, of course.
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But he also love-bombed her
and stole her away
from her fiancé.
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And poor Rose was
just so hypnotized
by that steamy car sex,
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that she really thought
that he'd give her a life
of passionate adventure?
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Please, come on.
That's a life of abject
poverty and dehumanizing
infidelity.
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Titanic 2.
If you thought part one
was a disaster...
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Oh, my gosh.
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I--
Time to go!
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Jesus, this guy is getting
a one-star review, for sure.
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So, um, how did you get
so good at speaking French?
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My dad is
a foreign languages
professor.
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So by the time I was 12,
he had me fluent in French,
Spanish, and Italian.
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Oh! Oh, my gosh.
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If I could just read
Dante's Inferno
in the original Italian,
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my life would be
complete, I think.
I get that a lot.
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Really?
No. No, I've never
gotten that before.
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That's some pretty old gear
you got there.
You don't shoot digital?
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No, I don't.
I get a much higher
dynamic range on film.
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Plus, I'm also
kind of addicted to the
smell of the developing
chemicals.
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The fumes make me
a little delirious.
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Kind of like what your eyes
are doing to me right now.
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Ooh.
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That...
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That was really cheesy.
No, no.
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It was... It was...
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a little cheesy, yeah.
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It sounded perfect
in my head.
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Oh, okay. Then let me
imagine that for a sec,
okay.
Okay.
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Still bad?
It's worse, actually.
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Somehow, I don't know.
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Um, I should probably...
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Yeah, me too.
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Um, thank you for letting me
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whisper in your ear
for three hours.
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You are welcome.
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Skylar.
What?
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My name is...
It's Skylar.
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I'm Tessa.
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Maybe I'll see you here
again sometime.
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Yeah, I'd like that.
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Oh! My jacket.
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Sky. You're alive!
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Come on. I want
to show you something.
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Sky!
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Bad dream.
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You called out his name.
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It's called a visitation
dream. We see lots of 'em
around here.
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It's all part
of the grieving process.
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I know. It just felt
like Skylar was really here.
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Doris would love
to hear about that.
Who's Doris?
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A patient writing a book
on the afterlife.
Okay.
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The other day,
she offered to read my aura.
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I politely declined.
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What is that?
Your belongings
from the crash.
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They closed
the accident report already?
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Well, neither driver
had drugs or alcohol
in their system.
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That's usually
the end of it.
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They never even
interviewed me.
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You said you didn't remember
anything about the accident?
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I don't.
Maybe that's for the best.
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I'm very encouraged, Tessa.
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The scan shows
your right ventricle
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is functioning quite well,
despite the tear.
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Finally, some good news.
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It is more than good.
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Ninety-nine out of 100
with this same injury
die on my table.
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I did die.
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Only for a short time.
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I could see Skylar.
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Like, he was in this...
this crazy white light.
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What is that?
Was she, you know,
hallucinating?
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When the body undergoes
severe trauma...
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...the hypothalamus
can flood the brain
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with pain relieving endorphins.
So when can we take her
home?
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End of the
week. Tessa needs to be
extremely careful these next
few months.
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Any chest pains
or shortness of breath,
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you call 911 immediately.
Understand?
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Jazz? Just give me a second.
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Jazz?
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You watch, I'll translate.
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Hi, excuse me.
Are you Doris?
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I am going to take
a wild guess here.
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Room B424,
girl with the broken heart?
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Relax.
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I'm not psychic.
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Jasmine told me you might
come looking for me.
Oh.
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My condolences.
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Thank you.
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Are your hands injured?
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Excuse me?
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From the accident.
Did you hurt
your hands at all?
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No, why?
Ta-da! Huh?
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Oh, come on. Come on.
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So, what is your book about?
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It's about ADC's.
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After Death Communication.
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Okay, so you believe that
dead people can contact us?
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Along with billions
of other people
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from faiths
that span the globe.
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Sometimes, the departed,
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they call out
to us in voice.
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And other times, we can
smell their cologne or
perfume in the air.
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No matter how they
communicate, the message is
the same.
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"I'm still here.
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And your grief,
like a beacon,
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calls me to your side."
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And when the separation
has been traumatic,
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like with you
and your boyfriend,
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there's often
unfinished business.
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Like regrets or something?
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Like things left undone
or unsaid.
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Tessa.
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We signed you out.
It's time to go.
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He's in the in-between.
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But he won't be there for
long, a few weeks at most.
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And when he moves on...
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he's gone for good.
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I gotta go.
Oh, wait, wait.
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Here, take this.
It's my first book.
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It's a good place
to start.
That's okay.
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He's reaching out to you.
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Reach back.
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It's too late for that.
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Tessa, you're up.
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Um, this is a photo that
I took back in February.
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Is that how you spend
your free time,
taking pictures of trees?
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Well, it's actually
not a tree, asshole.
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It's a cell phone tower,
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disguised as a tree.
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It is an allegory
for the artificiality
of modern life.
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It's a lovely photo, Tessa.
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Your technical skills have
taken huge leaps this year.
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Oh, thank you.
I know you're
still a junior,
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but I think you have a good
shot of getting into the
Rhode Island School of
Design.
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I'd be happy to write you
a letter of recommendation.
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Thank you. I just--
My work's not ready
for that yet.
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Oh? What do you feel
is missing?
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Just like a point of view.
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You know, something to say
that's my own.
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Well, maybe it's time
for your subject matter
to evolve.
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After all,
there is something notably
missing from all your
photos.
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Yeah, I know. Color.
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No. People.
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You know, Tessa, before
an artist can find her
voice,
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she has to find
a subject she loves.
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Who or what
do you love, Tessa?
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I should probably...
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Yeah, me too.
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♪ Time feels so frozen
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♪ Come a little closer
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♪ Come a little closer
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♪ Come a little closer
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♪ Don't be shy
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♪ Come a little closer
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♪ Let's get older tonight
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♪ Come a little closer
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Hey, okay.
What do you think?
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Red?
Noisy colors
are trendy.
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I don't know. I feel like
you're kind of taking
advantage of your dad's
niceness.
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Of course, I am.
My dad is putty when
I get straight A's.
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Hey, yo, Tess!
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Hi, Cortez.
Hey, uh, do you have
plans this weekend?
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As it happens, I actually
work as Tessa's full-time
scheduler,
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so I can say, with
absolute authority, that
she does not have any plans
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this weekend.
What are you saying?
What are you doing?
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Well, the final crew meet
of the season is this
Saturday.
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I was kind of wondering
if you 'd come out
and take some photos.
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Uh, sorry. I don't really do
sports photography.
245
00:25:31,268 --> 00:25:34,576
But if you glue
a selfie stick to your
forehead, it might be the
same thing.
246
00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:36,317
Will Judd be there?
247
00:25:37,448 --> 00:25:41,452
Well, wherever I go,
my rowing partner goes,
so...
248
00:25:41,496 --> 00:25:42,932
Then we'll be there.
249
00:25:43,542 --> 00:25:45,108
"We" will be there?
250
00:25:45,152 --> 00:25:47,197
I'll be there as your photo
assistant, remember?
251
00:25:47,241 --> 00:25:48,503
I'm her photo assistant.
252
00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:50,679
Well, the first race
starts at 6:30.
253
00:25:50,723 --> 00:25:53,813
In the morning?
He didn't mean morning,
did he?
254
00:25:53,856 --> 00:25:55,075
Yup, he did.
255
00:26:09,306 --> 00:26:11,308
Do you think Judd
can see me from here?
256
00:26:12,048 --> 00:26:14,834
Hey!
You are fired.
Give me this.
257
00:26:14,877 --> 00:26:17,576
Assistanting is
not my thing. My bad.
258
00:26:17,619 --> 00:26:20,187
You were the one
who dragged me out here.
So behave, please.
259
00:26:20,230 --> 00:26:22,276
Racers, starting positions.
260
00:26:22,319 --> 00:26:23,930
Ready your marks.
261
00:26:26,628 --> 00:26:27,977
Row!
262
00:28:08,469 --> 00:28:11,341
Whoo! Whoo!
Yeah!
263
00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:17,565
Yes!
264
00:28:17,608 --> 00:28:19,132
Whoo!
265
00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:23,658
You never said he was hot.
266
00:28:24,180 --> 00:28:27,488
Yes, I did.
No, you said he was cute.
267
00:28:27,531 --> 00:28:32,754
Emojis are cute.
That guy is like melting
my sunglasses, Tess.
268
00:28:34,277 --> 00:28:36,366
I think I'm gonna go.
Are you crazy?
269
00:28:37,019 --> 00:28:40,544
You've been obsessed
about this guy for like
months, and you're just
gonna ditch?
270
00:28:40,588 --> 00:28:44,244
I don't know what
to say to him.
"Hold me."
271
00:28:44,287 --> 00:28:46,420
He just won the race.
Congratulate him.
272
00:28:47,334 --> 00:28:48,378
Okay.
273
00:28:50,598 --> 00:28:52,078
Can I put this on my Story?
274
00:28:52,121 --> 00:28:54,341
If you wanna die.
275
00:29:08,050 --> 00:29:10,618
Tessa! Hey-- Oh!
276
00:29:10,661 --> 00:29:13,099
Oh, my God! Sorry.
Whoa, whoa!
277
00:29:13,142 --> 00:29:17,103
My legs are always
Jell-O after races.
278
00:29:17,146 --> 00:29:20,628
I can't believe
that you're a...
279
00:29:20,671 --> 00:29:21,977
A jock?
280
00:29:22,021 --> 00:29:23,805
A jock, yeah!
281
00:29:23,849 --> 00:29:26,765
Jocks don't speak
Spanish, French and Italian.
282
00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:29,071
Hey, this one does.
Well, they definitely
don't read
283
00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,682
Jane Austin and
Emily Bronteë.
284
00:29:31,726 --> 00:29:34,947
I have a thing
for happy endings.
Skylar!
285
00:29:34,990 --> 00:29:37,297
Oh, shit. Here we go. Um...
286
00:29:39,908 --> 00:29:42,693
That is what I
call a finish.
287
00:29:42,737 --> 00:29:43,912
Thanks, Mom.
288
00:29:44,826 --> 00:29:46,872
Um...
Movie theater girl.
289
00:29:47,873 --> 00:29:49,875
Her name is Tessa.
How did you...
290
00:29:49,918 --> 00:29:53,530
The blue eyes.
Skylar went on and on
about them.
291
00:29:53,574 --> 00:29:57,404
Wow, Mom! Does anyone see
a deep, dark hole
I can crawl into?
292
00:29:57,447 --> 00:29:59,710
You know,
he spent weeks searching
for you on the Internet.
293
00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:02,409
Mom...
And he couldn't find
a thing about you.
294
00:30:02,452 --> 00:30:04,541
Well, that is by design.
295
00:30:04,585 --> 00:30:06,500
Told you.
She's analog. Like me.
296
00:30:06,543 --> 00:30:09,503
Your father
is driving me crazy.
297
00:30:09,546 --> 00:30:12,071
Talk to him, Mom.
Tell him-- Tell him I won.
298
00:30:12,114 --> 00:30:16,249
No. You can talk to him
yourself later. Are you
going to be heading back to
Edison tonight?
299
00:30:16,292 --> 00:30:20,296
No, I'm gonna be staying
at Grandpa Mike's. Um...
300
00:30:20,340 --> 00:30:25,867
But first, I was gonna see
if Tessa maybe wanted to
go...
301
00:30:25,911 --> 00:30:27,173
Chill out and hang?
302
00:30:27,216 --> 00:30:28,870
Oh, my God.
303
00:30:28,914 --> 00:30:30,916
Movie theater
girl would love
304
00:30:30,959 --> 00:30:33,919
to chill out and hang.
305
00:30:33,962 --> 00:30:35,529
All right. Bye.
Thanks.
306
00:30:35,572 --> 00:30:38,227
Thank you, Mom.
307
00:30:38,271 --> 00:30:40,882
That's my mom.
She does, uh, parties.
308
00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,553
I can put the top up
if you want.
309
00:30:59,596 --> 00:31:02,904
No, it's okay.
It feels really good.
310
00:31:07,387 --> 00:31:09,911
You look amazing.
311
00:31:10,781 --> 00:31:13,306
Say it in French.
312
00:31:17,832 --> 00:31:19,355
You too.
313
00:31:20,922 --> 00:31:22,271
Um...
314
00:31:23,098 --> 00:31:25,448
You don't have
a girlfriend, do you?
315
00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:28,103
No. Not since
the eighth grade. Why?
316
00:31:28,756 --> 00:31:30,889
This kinda looks like you.
317
00:31:30,932 --> 00:31:32,716
No. That is, uh...
318
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:36,503
That's my mom and dad
when they were teenagers.
Oh!
319
00:31:36,546 --> 00:31:39,375
Yeah, this is actually
the same Jeep that my
grandpa
320
00:31:39,419 --> 00:31:41,769
bought my mom
for her 18th birthday.
321
00:31:42,422 --> 00:31:44,511
You can actually see it
behind them in the photo.
322
00:31:44,554 --> 00:31:47,949
Oh, yeah! They're so cute.
They look so in love.
323
00:31:47,993 --> 00:31:50,212
Yeah, they were.
"They were"?
324
00:31:50,256 --> 00:31:52,084
Are. They are.
325
00:31:52,127 --> 00:31:55,130
My dad's just
living and teaching in
Oregon right now.
326
00:31:56,044 --> 00:31:59,961
That's pretty far.
Are they, like, taking
a break or something?
327
00:32:00,005 --> 00:32:01,397
No.
328
00:32:03,051 --> 00:32:07,316
They're gonna be fine.
They talk almost
every day, so...
329
00:32:11,842 --> 00:32:13,148
Some music.
330
00:32:13,192 --> 00:32:15,150
Whoa!
If you wanna
take a look.
331
00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,371
What?
332
00:32:19,241 --> 00:32:22,723
Yeah, it's my mom's entire
high school playlist.
333
00:32:22,766 --> 00:32:25,595
New Order. Cake. Bush.
334
00:32:25,639 --> 00:32:26,988
Echo and the Bunnymen.
335
00:32:27,032 --> 00:32:28,598
Your mom's like
my new bestie.
336
00:32:36,041 --> 00:32:37,259
Your dad made
her a mix tape?
337
00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:39,087
Yes, he did.
338
00:32:41,263 --> 00:32:42,569
Can I play it?
339
00:32:49,358 --> 00:32:51,621
It's the other way.
340
00:32:54,102 --> 00:32:57,279
It's okay. I won't tell
the '80s police.
Shut up.
341
00:33:03,372 --> 00:33:06,332
♪ Don't have to tell you
342
00:33:11,859 --> 00:33:13,556
♪ I
343
00:33:15,036 --> 00:33:17,386
♪ I was standing
344
00:33:18,561 --> 00:33:20,737
♪ You were there
345
00:33:21,651 --> 00:33:24,785
♪ Two worlds collided
346
00:33:30,312 --> 00:33:33,663
I have spent every summer
of my life down here
with my grandfather.
347
00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:35,535
How have I never
heard of this place?
348
00:33:35,578 --> 00:33:37,754
Well, that's my favorite
part about taking photos.
349
00:33:37,798 --> 00:33:41,889
It's like you just
stumble and wander
and find places like this.
350
00:33:41,932 --> 00:33:46,459
Right. But what...
what drew you
to this spot specifically?
351
00:33:47,155 --> 00:33:48,417
The view.
352
00:33:50,115 --> 00:33:51,377
That view.
353
00:33:52,943 --> 00:33:54,771
It was called
The Empyrean.
354
00:33:54,815 --> 00:33:58,340
It was a honeymooners'
resort back in the '60s.
355
00:33:58,384 --> 00:34:01,474
It's so surreal.
It's unbelievable.
356
00:34:03,345 --> 00:34:04,651
You've gone in there?
357
00:34:05,695 --> 00:34:06,740
Unarmed?
358
00:34:07,697 --> 00:34:09,525
I'll do anything
for a great photo.
359
00:34:11,832 --> 00:34:13,486
"Empyrean"?
360
00:34:14,356 --> 00:34:16,184
That's where Dante
meets God, right?
361
00:34:16,228 --> 00:34:19,274
Highest of all heavens.
A place of pure love.
362
00:34:19,318 --> 00:34:24,105
Look at it. If that's
not a metaphor for love,
then I don't know what is.
363
00:34:25,802 --> 00:34:27,500
Can I see your photos?
364
00:34:28,892 --> 00:34:31,678
They're not on my phone.
I don't shoot digital,
remember?
365
00:34:32,418 --> 00:34:33,897
Well, how do people
see your work?
366
00:34:34,376 --> 00:34:37,945
I don't show it,
unless I have to for class.
367
00:34:37,988 --> 00:34:39,468
How come?
368
00:34:39,512 --> 00:34:41,427
'Cause I'm not
good enough yet.
369
00:34:41,470 --> 00:34:43,559
I find that
seriously difficult
to believe.
370
00:34:44,952 --> 00:34:48,825
Okay, so if you won't
show me your photos,
371
00:34:50,175 --> 00:34:52,264
maybe you can
give me a tour.
Of The Empyrean?
372
00:34:52,307 --> 00:34:54,353
Yeah, show it to me.
373
00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,793
I wanna see it, you know,
through your eyes.
374
00:35:05,059 --> 00:35:07,105
♪ We could live
375
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:11,718
♪ For a thousand years
376
00:35:23,338 --> 00:35:25,688
♪ That we could fly
377
00:35:27,473 --> 00:35:30,780
♪ 'Cause we all have wings
378
00:35:38,571 --> 00:35:40,877
♪ I was standing
379
00:35:42,227 --> 00:35:43,706
♪ You were there
380
00:35:45,447 --> 00:35:48,320
♪ Two worlds collided
381
00:36:07,382 --> 00:36:08,775
Do you know how to waltz?
382
00:36:09,776 --> 00:36:12,605
No.
Okay, just step back
this way.
383
00:36:12,648 --> 00:36:15,782
Okay.
And then
your back foot forward.
384
00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:20,700
And then it's like
one, two, three.
Straighten your leg.
385
00:36:20,743 --> 00:36:24,660
One, two, three.
386
00:36:24,704 --> 00:36:26,184
Okay.
387
00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:32,015
And then you have to
put your chin up
and then lead.
388
00:36:32,059 --> 00:36:35,541
Like you don't want
to pay any attention
to the other person.
389
00:36:35,584 --> 00:36:38,065
Don't slip.
390
00:36:38,805 --> 00:36:41,808
♪ You don't ask me
391
00:36:41,851 --> 00:36:45,420
You know it's true
392
00:36:45,464 --> 00:36:48,510
Worlds collided
393
00:36:48,554 --> 00:36:52,558
We're shining through
394
00:36:57,476 --> 00:37:00,435
♪ I
395
00:37:00,479 --> 00:37:02,524
♪ I was standing
396
00:37:04,396 --> 00:37:07,660
Do you want to see
what it's like to be
inside of a camera?
397
00:37:07,703 --> 00:37:09,792
Yeah.
Okay. Close the door.
398
00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:26,983
It works just like
a camera lens.
399
00:37:27,027 --> 00:37:28,550
I kind of made it myself.
400
00:37:28,594 --> 00:37:29,725
Whoa.
401
00:37:31,901 --> 00:37:33,468
It's beautiful.
402
00:37:34,382 --> 00:37:35,905
Yeah.
403
00:37:46,568 --> 00:37:48,483
I mean,
it's pretty good, right?
404
00:37:48,527 --> 00:37:52,748
Ooh, I mean, it's obvious
you just haven't been
playing that long.
405
00:37:53,227 --> 00:37:55,751
Just three years.
Oh.
406
00:37:56,448 --> 00:37:58,232
Should have heard me
back then.
407
00:38:07,459 --> 00:38:08,895
Can you hear them?
408
00:38:10,418 --> 00:38:11,637
Hear who?
409
00:38:12,768 --> 00:38:15,467
The ghosts of
newlyweds past.
410
00:38:17,033 --> 00:38:18,905
No. What are they saying?
411
00:38:19,471 --> 00:38:22,735
Well, the groom,
he's saying...
412
00:38:25,172 --> 00:38:27,000
Come on, honey.
413
00:38:28,088 --> 00:38:31,831
You've been in the bathroom
for two hours now.
414
00:38:32,527 --> 00:38:34,486
It's time to come to bed.
You're my wife.
415
00:38:35,661 --> 00:38:38,359
What does the bride say?
416
00:38:39,142 --> 00:38:43,059
Well, the bride
is saying, um...
417
00:38:44,583 --> 00:38:47,542
But you haven't even
kissed me yet.
418
00:39:30,672 --> 00:39:32,935
Okay.
You want me to walk you
to your door
419
00:39:32,979 --> 00:39:36,983
so your parents don't think
I'm a... taxidermist?
420
00:39:37,026 --> 00:39:38,071
What?
421
00:39:38,811 --> 00:39:43,206
Or like someone--
a serial killer?
422
00:39:43,729 --> 00:39:47,515
That's okay.
Um, they're not
my parents, actually.
423
00:39:47,559 --> 00:39:52,607
I, uh... I'm just
a genetic stranger
that lives under their roof.
424
00:39:53,608 --> 00:39:55,784
"A genetic stranger"?
425
00:39:55,828 --> 00:39:58,961
Yeah, it's, uh...
It's a long story.
426
00:40:00,528 --> 00:40:01,790
For another time.
427
00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:07,187
When can I see you again?
428
00:40:08,275 --> 00:40:12,627
Um, well, when are you
back in Avalon?
429
00:40:12,671 --> 00:40:13,976
End of the month.
430
00:40:14,020 --> 00:40:15,978
And how long are you
gonna be here for?
431
00:40:17,415 --> 00:40:19,068
The whole summer.
432
00:40:20,026 --> 00:40:22,420
I'm staying with my grandpa
until I leave for Brown.
433
00:40:22,463 --> 00:40:24,900
You're going to Brown? What?
434
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:27,990
I just kissed
an Ivy League bro?
435
00:40:28,034 --> 00:40:30,993
Your street cred ruined?
436
00:40:31,037 --> 00:40:33,474
Only if you tell me
that you're also a
lifeguard.
437
00:40:33,996 --> 00:40:35,041
Yeah.
438
00:40:36,346 --> 00:40:37,957
Are you serious?
Mm-hmm.
439
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:41,961
About three summers now
at Washington Avenue Beach.
440
00:40:42,004 --> 00:40:44,920
No! Why?
441
00:40:52,537 --> 00:40:54,147
Good night.
Good night.
442
00:41:40,846 --> 00:41:43,413
Do I need to kick
this guy's ass?
443
00:41:43,457 --> 00:41:44,893
No, she's just scared.
444
00:41:44,937 --> 00:41:45,938
Why?
445
00:41:46,547 --> 00:41:47,940
Because she likes him.
446
00:42:05,392 --> 00:42:07,176
Tessa?
447
00:42:12,573 --> 00:42:14,096
Shannon's waiting.
448
00:42:16,490 --> 00:42:17,752
Okay, I'm coming.
449
00:42:25,630 --> 00:42:27,066
Hey, what's that?
450
00:42:27,936 --> 00:42:30,939
That is four
A's, one A-minus.
451
00:42:30,983 --> 00:42:32,593
Don't want to talk about it.
452
00:42:32,637 --> 00:42:35,901
I'm gonna tint the windows,
so no one knows it's me
inside.
453
00:42:35,944 --> 00:42:39,034
Geez, stop whining.
It's a car.
454
00:42:39,078 --> 00:42:40,906
So did you call
the phone company?
455
00:42:41,559 --> 00:42:43,648
Yeah.
And?
456
00:42:44,257 --> 00:42:48,566
You were right. They just
said that Skylar probably
sent the photo before the
accident
457
00:42:48,609 --> 00:42:52,308
and then it got stuck
in the server or something.
458
00:42:53,571 --> 00:42:59,402
But that doesn't explain
why my phone just turned on
after it was completely
trashed.
459
00:42:59,446 --> 00:43:00,795
Can you explain that?
460
00:43:02,536 --> 00:43:03,711
I can't. No.
461
00:43:07,933 --> 00:43:08,934
Hey.
462
00:43:09,935 --> 00:43:11,893
It's totally normal
to read into things.
463
00:43:11,937 --> 00:43:14,722
My mom did the same thing
after her sister died.
464
00:43:14,766 --> 00:43:17,986
Every rainbow was a sign.
465
00:43:18,030 --> 00:43:20,641
Every butterfly
was a message from heaven.
466
00:43:28,606 --> 00:43:31,783
Meet my computer on wheels.
467
00:43:31,826 --> 00:43:33,915
♪ Don't ask me
468
00:43:35,264 --> 00:43:36,875
♪ What you know is true
469
00:43:36,918 --> 00:43:38,137
Shit.
470
00:43:39,007 --> 00:43:41,793
Sorry. You put it
on my Spotify.
471
00:43:42,489 --> 00:43:43,577
It's okay.
472
00:43:43,621 --> 00:43:44,839
♪ I love your--
473
00:43:48,538 --> 00:43:49,757
Hey.
474
00:43:51,019 --> 00:43:52,934
Talk to me, Tess.
475
00:43:54,849 --> 00:43:57,330
I can't believe he's gone.
476
00:43:58,070 --> 00:44:00,202
It's like I close my eyes
477
00:44:01,029 --> 00:44:03,466
and I see us meeting
for the first time.
478
00:44:04,337 --> 00:44:06,774
And I remember every word
that he said to me.
479
00:44:08,167 --> 00:44:11,431
I remember every expression
on his face.
480
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,434
And then I open my eyes
and it's like...
481
00:44:15,217 --> 00:44:18,786
Did I, like, just dream
our entire relationship up?
482
00:44:18,830 --> 00:44:21,223
Did I dream him up?
Hey. I was there.
483
00:44:21,789 --> 00:44:23,661
He wasn't a dream, okay?
484
00:44:23,704 --> 00:44:26,838
Your head's just
a little scrambled.
485
00:44:26,881 --> 00:44:31,059
That happens when
two tons of metal comes
crashing into you.
486
00:44:31,103 --> 00:44:33,714
I don't even remember
the last thing I said to
him.
487
00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:35,194
Come on.
I'm serious.
488
00:44:36,804 --> 00:44:39,328
We were fighting
that last week, remember?
489
00:44:40,678 --> 00:44:41,896
Hey.
490
00:44:42,592 --> 00:44:45,770
You guys had an epic summer.
491
00:44:45,813 --> 00:44:49,817
One that you will
never forget.
Yeah.
492
00:44:49,861 --> 00:44:52,864
Damn, I won't forget it,
and I was just
a jealous bystander.
493
00:44:56,432 --> 00:44:57,999
Oh, my God.
494
00:44:59,348 --> 00:45:03,613
It's my first day back,
and I look like a total
mess.
495
00:45:03,657 --> 00:45:05,006
Yeah. You do.
496
00:45:05,050 --> 00:45:08,053
You do, yeah.
497
00:45:44,132 --> 00:45:45,917
I heard about
what happened, Tessa.
498
00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:47,570
I'm terribly sorry.
499
00:45:49,572 --> 00:45:52,271
If you were my daughter,
I'd tell you to use it.
500
00:45:53,359 --> 00:45:54,708
Use it?
501
00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:56,362
The pain, the emptiness.
502
00:45:56,405 --> 00:45:58,581
Channel it,
through your camera.
503
00:45:58,625 --> 00:46:02,672
Some of the greatest works
of art were produced
by intense grief.
504
00:46:02,716 --> 00:46:05,023
Okay.
Tessa.
505
00:46:05,066 --> 00:46:07,590
RISD portfolio day
is right around the corner.
506
00:46:07,634 --> 00:46:08,853
Thank you.
507
00:46:24,085 --> 00:46:27,045
♪ Just a perfect day
508
00:46:36,968 --> 00:46:39,013
♪ We go home
509
00:46:43,888 --> 00:46:48,196
♪ Just a perfect day
510
00:46:48,240 --> 00:46:52,244
♪ Feed animals in the zoo
511
00:47:12,917 --> 00:47:15,702
♪ Oh, such a perfect day
512
00:47:31,152 --> 00:47:32,501
So that's it?
513
00:47:33,285 --> 00:47:35,809
You're just giving up
your photography?
514
00:47:35,853 --> 00:47:37,158
It sure looks like it.
515
00:47:37,202 --> 00:47:39,987
This is the same crap
your mom used to pull.
516
00:47:40,031 --> 00:47:41,641
She'd become obsessed
with things.
517
00:47:41,684 --> 00:47:43,861
Baking, yoga, pottery.
518
00:47:44,426 --> 00:47:47,429
One day, lose interest,
move on to the next.
519
00:47:48,256 --> 00:47:51,477
That's why she could never
get any traction in life.
520
00:47:52,478 --> 00:47:54,001
Are you done?
521
00:47:56,134 --> 00:47:58,266
You think Skylar
would have wanted this?
522
00:47:59,006 --> 00:48:00,355
I don't know.
523
00:48:01,704 --> 00:48:04,055
Why don't you go ask him?
524
00:48:38,916 --> 00:48:42,223
It's okay.
I won't tell the '80s
police.
Shut up.
525
00:49:20,827 --> 00:49:22,568
I'm still here, Tess.
526
00:49:31,794 --> 00:49:33,057
Sky?
527
00:49:44,329 --> 00:49:46,679
Tess?
I'm sleeping.
528
00:49:48,942 --> 00:49:52,206
I just did a double shift.
You were asleep when I left.
529
00:49:53,686 --> 00:49:55,470
Did you even eat anything?
530
00:49:56,123 --> 00:49:57,559
I'm not hungry.
531
00:49:59,083 --> 00:50:01,041
Can you please
just let me sleep?
532
00:51:54,459 --> 00:51:58,463
No. No, no, no, no!
No, no, no, no...
533
00:52:53,431 --> 00:52:56,085
No, no, no. No, no...
534
00:52:56,129 --> 00:52:57,652
No.
535
00:53:21,285 --> 00:53:22,460
Hi.
536
00:53:54,318 --> 00:53:56,929
Tessa?
Uh, I gotta talk to Doris.
537
00:53:56,972 --> 00:53:59,975
Hang on a second.
Let me-- Wait, Tessa.
538
00:54:00,802 --> 00:54:03,501
What--
Her family took her home
this morning.
539
00:54:04,371 --> 00:54:07,156
There was nothing
more we could do.
Are you okay, honey?
540
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,681
Um, I just haven't--
I haven't eaten today.
541
00:54:09,724 --> 00:54:12,379
Um--
You know what,
let me check you out.
542
00:54:13,032 --> 00:54:15,382
Why do you need to talk
to Doris so bad?
It's just--
543
00:54:15,426 --> 00:54:18,646
It's about what
she was telling me before.
It's about the afterlife.
544
00:54:20,518 --> 00:54:23,825
Maybe that old coot
isn't so crazy after all.
545
00:54:23,869 --> 00:54:26,828
What do you mean?
Your heartbeat is fast,
but it sounds healthy.
546
00:54:26,872 --> 00:54:29,962
Wait, what do you--
What were you saying?
What do you mean?
547
00:54:30,571 --> 00:54:32,660
Doris told me you'd
come looking for her.
548
00:54:33,574 --> 00:54:35,446
She even left you something.
549
00:54:36,142 --> 00:54:37,622
Her book.
550
00:54:41,278 --> 00:54:45,630
Tessa, I have seen a lot
of dying and grieving
in my time here.
551
00:54:45,673 --> 00:54:47,806
Looking back
never helped anyone.
552
00:54:47,849 --> 00:54:50,069
There's either life
or there's death.
553
00:54:51,375 --> 00:54:52,898
There's no place in-between.
554
00:54:53,638 --> 00:54:55,335
I'm gonna find him.
555
00:54:56,467 --> 00:55:01,210
What does the in-between
look like?
556
00:55:01,907 --> 00:55:08,087
Well, we as living beings
can never imagine it.
We have no reference.
557
00:55:08,653 --> 00:55:14,615
It would be like trying
to describe a sunset
to a blind man.
558
00:55:16,225 --> 00:55:21,492
Technological advances
have made ghost-hunting
a legitimate field.
559
00:55:21,535 --> 00:55:27,280
My friend Darlene,
she let me borrow her
full-spectrum digital
camera.
560
00:55:27,324 --> 00:55:32,720
This baby can pick up light
well beyond the human eye,
561
00:55:32,764 --> 00:55:34,896
with infrared night vision--
562
00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:44,732
Well, happy Fourth of July.
563
00:55:45,342 --> 00:55:48,301
I don't know. I actually
kind of like this weather.
Don't call me.
564
00:55:48,345 --> 00:55:50,912
So, you think this means
the fireworks are canceled?
565
00:55:50,956 --> 00:55:53,393
I think so, yeah.
Yeah.
566
00:55:54,568 --> 00:55:56,004
Hey.
Hey.
567
00:55:57,223 --> 00:55:58,833
You okay?
Yeah.
568
00:55:58,877 --> 00:56:01,575
Skylar, Tess says
you're going to Brown.
569
00:56:01,619 --> 00:56:03,664
Congrats!
Thank you.
570
00:56:03,708 --> 00:56:05,013
What are you gonna study?
571
00:56:05,057 --> 00:56:07,886
Probably Latin.
That'll come in handy.
572
00:56:08,539 --> 00:56:11,280
You never know
when you're gonna meet
the Pope or something.
573
00:56:11,324 --> 00:56:13,065
Or need to conduct
an exorcism.
574
00:56:13,108 --> 00:56:14,980
Nice. That's nice.
575
00:56:15,023 --> 00:56:18,418
I don't know. I just don't
want to have any regrets,
you know?
576
00:56:18,462 --> 00:56:20,159
I wanna live a bunch
of different lives.
577
00:56:20,202 --> 00:56:22,291
What's the point of speaking
all these languages
578
00:56:22,335 --> 00:56:25,033
if I'm not gonna travel
the world and use them,
you know?
579
00:56:26,252 --> 00:56:32,127
Let's go.
We are going to watch
the fireworks on TV.
580
00:56:33,041 --> 00:56:34,521
Are your parents home?
581
00:56:37,263 --> 00:56:38,743
Do you want
to talk about it?
582
00:56:40,222 --> 00:56:41,528
Not really.
583
00:56:41,572 --> 00:56:42,790
Okay.
584
00:56:46,533 --> 00:56:49,188
My mom filed
for divorce today.
585
00:56:51,625 --> 00:56:53,279
I'm really sorry.
586
00:56:54,149 --> 00:56:58,545
You know,
I know this doesn't
help right now, but...
587
00:56:59,590 --> 00:57:01,243
just because
they're splitting up
588
00:57:01,287 --> 00:57:03,637
that doesn't mean that
they don't care
about each other.
589
00:57:03,681 --> 00:57:05,334
It means they've given up.
590
00:57:06,423 --> 00:57:09,730
I don't think that's fair.
Fair to who? You or them?
591
00:57:10,731 --> 00:57:14,822
When you're
rowing a race and you get
to the last 20 meters,
592
00:57:17,782 --> 00:57:20,262
your entire body
is telling you to stop.
593
00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:25,311
Your muscles are on fire.
Your lungs are screaming at
you.
594
00:57:26,181 --> 00:57:30,098
Everything inside you
wants to quit,
make the pain go away.
595
00:57:32,449 --> 00:57:33,711
But if you want to win,
596
00:57:34,668 --> 00:57:38,193
that's exactly
when you dig deeper
and you row harder.
597
00:57:38,759 --> 00:57:40,718
You really don't like
to let things go, do you?
598
00:57:40,761 --> 00:57:43,198
You noticed?
599
00:57:57,561 --> 00:58:00,912
You're just starting
to make me believe
in happy endings.
600
00:58:19,757 --> 00:58:22,368
Oh, no! The photo! No.
Oh, oh...
601
00:58:22,411 --> 00:58:25,066
What?
It's totally ruined.
It's totally ruined.
602
00:58:25,110 --> 00:58:27,068
Now you see why I don't
let anyone up here.
603
00:58:27,112 --> 00:58:29,941
I am pretty amazed
that you've let me
into your inner sanctum.
604
00:58:29,984 --> 00:58:32,944
Yeah, well,
if you tell anyone,
605
00:58:33,553 --> 00:58:34,641
I'll poison you.
606
00:58:39,559 --> 00:58:41,387
Oh, you don't have to...
607
00:58:42,388 --> 00:58:44,651
Hmm?
You don't have to look
through that.
608
00:58:44,695 --> 00:58:47,219
No, no, no. Okay.
Yeah.
609
00:58:50,614 --> 00:58:52,006
It's cool.
610
00:59:13,288 --> 00:59:14,768
I like this one.
611
00:59:22,863 --> 00:59:25,562
That's, um--
That's a cell phone tower.
612
00:59:26,650 --> 00:59:29,087
Yeah.
It's an allegory
613
00:59:29,130 --> 00:59:34,005
for something--
technology co-opting
our natural environment.
614
00:59:47,627 --> 00:59:48,889
Really?
615
00:59:49,629 --> 00:59:50,935
Really.
616
00:59:53,067 --> 00:59:57,637
I know you hate compliments,
but this work is incredible.
617
00:59:57,681 --> 01:00:01,162
I'm serious. It's like
you can see things
that no one else can.
618
01:00:01,206 --> 01:00:04,252
That just shows
how much you know
about photography.
619
01:00:06,994 --> 01:00:08,735
I mean, I think
you can sell this stuff.
620
01:00:08,779 --> 01:00:11,433
Maybe on Etsy.
621
01:00:11,956 --> 01:00:14,045
There is something
that's missing
622
01:00:14,088 --> 01:00:16,221
from like all
of your photos.
623
01:00:16,264 --> 01:00:17,657
Yeah, I know.
It's color.
624
01:00:17,701 --> 01:00:19,920
No. You.
625
01:00:22,662 --> 01:00:25,012
I just don't really think
the world needs another
selfie.
626
01:00:25,056 --> 01:00:28,581
Oh, come on. What is wrong
with stepping in front of
the camera every once in
awhile.
627
01:00:28,625 --> 01:00:31,976
I believe that a
photographer should point
her lens outward,
628
01:00:32,803 --> 01:00:34,674
toward the world.
Yeah?
629
01:00:34,718 --> 01:00:36,850
Yeah, so you can try
and understand it.
630
01:00:36,894 --> 01:00:38,896
What about trying
to understand yourself?
631
01:00:39,810 --> 01:00:42,377
If you had my past,
you wouldn't ask that
question.
632
01:00:43,335 --> 01:00:44,902
You ever gonna
tell me about it?
633
01:00:51,386 --> 01:00:53,040
Come on.
I'll walk you home.
634
01:00:54,694 --> 01:01:00,439
I never met my real father.
He ran off before I was
born.
635
01:01:00,482 --> 01:01:03,094
And my mom...
636
01:01:03,137 --> 01:01:07,402
The kind way to describe her
would be flaky.
637
01:01:08,926 --> 01:01:11,276
Wow.
Instead of
counting sheep
638
01:01:11,319 --> 01:01:13,060
to go to sleep
when I was a kid,
639
01:01:13,104 --> 01:01:15,410
I would count her fiancés.
640
01:01:16,977 --> 01:01:18,631
And Mel was
one of them?
641
01:01:19,371 --> 01:01:21,286
Yeah, he was
the last one.
642
01:01:21,329 --> 01:01:26,726
Her final victim before
she ghosted us for good.
643
01:01:26,770 --> 01:01:28,989
And that's when
he took you in?
644
01:01:29,555 --> 01:01:31,557
Well, he tried,
but the court,
645
01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:34,386
they just didn't really
look too kindly on
a middle-aged bachelor
646
01:01:34,429 --> 01:01:36,388
wanting to adopt
a young girl.
647
01:01:36,431 --> 01:01:39,217
So then where did you go?
648
01:01:39,783 --> 01:01:41,610
Ah, Family Services.
649
01:01:42,089 --> 01:01:43,264
Foster care.
650
01:01:45,136 --> 01:01:46,093
Oh.
651
01:01:46,703 --> 01:01:48,922
You know how you said
that I notice things
652
01:01:48,966 --> 01:01:50,619
that no one else does?
653
01:01:50,663 --> 01:01:52,273
Mm-hmm.
654
01:01:52,317 --> 01:01:56,103
When you live with strangers
who can hurt you,
655
01:01:56,147 --> 01:01:57,975
and I bounced around a lot,
656
01:01:58,018 --> 01:02:01,630
you have to really just
observe everything.
657
01:02:01,674 --> 01:02:04,721
When you're a foster kid,
you learn the hard way to...
658
01:02:06,070 --> 01:02:07,767
Never put your guard down?
659
01:02:09,334 --> 01:02:10,727
Yeah.
660
01:02:11,162 --> 01:02:13,425
Anyway, about a year ago,
Mel and Vickie got married
661
01:02:13,468 --> 01:02:15,949
and then the court
let them take me in.
662
01:02:15,993 --> 01:02:18,517
So that's why you call
yourself a genetic stranger?
663
01:02:25,045 --> 01:02:27,831
I did that.
664
01:02:41,148 --> 01:02:43,498
♪ Sick of trying
665
01:02:45,152 --> 01:02:49,766
♪ True and kind
666
01:02:58,862 --> 01:03:00,515
Good God.
667
01:03:01,342 --> 01:03:04,084
How early is it?
Super early.
668
01:03:04,737 --> 01:03:07,958
A little splash
of almond milk, right?
669
01:03:11,744 --> 01:03:13,050
Uh, yeah.
670
01:03:16,662 --> 01:03:18,011
I like your necklace.
671
01:03:18,055 --> 01:03:20,013
Yeah? Shannon
lent it to me.
672
01:03:21,188 --> 01:03:25,889
You know, if you ever
want to borrow anything from
me, clothes or makeup,
jewelry...
673
01:03:25,932 --> 01:03:27,499
All righty.
674
01:03:28,021 --> 01:03:30,067
I'll see you later, Vick.
675
01:03:32,417 --> 01:03:33,940
♪ Oh, one day
676
01:03:33,984 --> 01:03:35,246
See ya.
677
01:03:35,289 --> 01:03:37,857
♪ I'll be fine with that
678
01:04:00,662 --> 01:04:03,361
When a rower dies,
this is what heaven looks
like.
679
01:04:03,404 --> 01:04:08,975
For me, heaven is
Paris in the rain.
Like cobblestone streets.
680
01:04:09,019 --> 01:04:10,411
Yeah?
Yeah.
681
01:04:10,455 --> 01:04:13,806
Is everything
in black and white?
682
01:04:13,850 --> 01:04:15,895
Get out of my head.
683
01:04:17,288 --> 01:04:20,508
You ever been? To Paris?
684
01:04:20,552 --> 01:04:21,596
Someday.
685
01:04:21,640 --> 01:04:23,294
Avec moi?
686
01:04:24,295 --> 01:04:27,037
I guess I could use
a translator.
687
01:04:31,955 --> 01:04:33,826
My parents had
their honeymoon there.
688
01:04:34,696 --> 01:04:36,873
So I've been saving up
to send them
689
01:04:36,916 --> 01:04:38,700
for their 25th anniversary.
690
01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:43,270
What if they
don't want to go?
I mean, who doesn't want
to go to Paris?
691
01:04:43,314 --> 01:04:45,751
Yeah, but what if they don't
want to go with each other?
692
01:04:46,317 --> 01:04:49,450
It's not a crime
to fall out of love,
you know.
693
01:04:49,973 --> 01:04:51,539
Tessa.
Hmm?
694
01:04:51,583 --> 01:04:52,889
Love never dies.
695
01:04:55,717 --> 01:04:56,936
What?
696
01:04:58,764 --> 01:05:02,028
You just sound like someone
who's never been hurt by
life.
697
01:05:03,987 --> 01:05:05,379
You putting me on notice?
698
01:05:05,423 --> 01:05:07,164
No.
699
01:05:12,647 --> 01:05:14,345
Um, what the hell is that?
700
01:05:14,388 --> 01:05:15,694
This...
701
01:05:17,783 --> 01:05:20,699
is a rowboat.
I'm assuming you want me
to get in that?
702
01:05:20,742 --> 01:05:24,007
You are getting
in this with me.
No.
703
01:05:24,050 --> 01:05:27,358
We spent four hours
in your dark room
doing what you love to do.
704
01:05:27,401 --> 01:05:29,186
Let me show you
what I love to do.
705
01:05:32,102 --> 01:05:34,756
Hands under your...
Thumbs there.
Thumbs here.
706
01:05:34,800 --> 01:05:38,325
And then it's gonna go
simple like that.
You press it down.
707
01:05:38,369 --> 01:05:41,676
Okay.
And then you tilt it
and then you pull it.
708
01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:44,462
Hmm.
And then you're
pressing down,
709
01:05:44,505 --> 01:05:46,594
tilt it,
and then pull it.
710
01:05:46,638 --> 01:05:49,206
Okay, I'm gonna try
and go forward again.
All right.
711
01:05:49,249 --> 01:05:50,729
Don't help me.
I won't.
712
01:05:50,772 --> 01:05:53,123
I won't. You've got this.
You've got this.
713
01:05:54,820 --> 01:05:56,256
Oh, my God!
714
01:05:56,300 --> 01:05:58,432
This is awful.
715
01:05:58,476 --> 01:06:01,174
Oh, I'm tired now.
You're flying!
716
01:06:29,289 --> 01:06:31,161
I love you, Tessa.
717
01:06:49,440 --> 01:06:52,008
We should probably
head back, yeah?
718
01:08:04,210 --> 01:08:05,385
Hey.
719
01:08:10,390 --> 01:08:11,913
"The in-between"?
720
01:08:11,957 --> 01:08:13,480
That's just what
Doris calls it,
721
01:08:13,524 --> 01:08:15,917
but every culture
has its own version of it.
722
01:08:15,961 --> 01:08:19,095
So, it's where we go
after we die.
723
01:08:19,138 --> 01:08:21,271
Not me. I'm going
to Jamaica.
724
01:08:21,314 --> 01:08:23,099
I'm serious, Shannon.
725
01:08:23,142 --> 01:08:25,275
It's like a waiting room
for our souls.
726
01:08:25,318 --> 01:08:26,972
Okay, so you think Skylar
727
01:08:27,015 --> 01:08:29,757
is reaching out to you
from this waiting room?
728
01:08:29,801 --> 01:08:33,544
They were color photos,
Shannon. I don't...
I don't shoot in color.
729
01:08:33,587 --> 01:08:36,155
I don't even own
the chemicals to develop it.
730
01:08:36,199 --> 01:08:39,506
But you can't show me
the photos?
No, I told you.
731
01:08:39,550 --> 01:08:41,813
The fixer didn't work.
I don't know why.
732
01:08:41,856 --> 01:08:46,296
But maybe spirits
can't be captured on film
or something. I don't know.
733
01:08:47,166 --> 01:08:48,385
All right.
734
01:08:50,561 --> 01:08:52,606
Tess, I want
to believe you,
I swear,
735
01:08:52,650 --> 01:08:56,306
but messages
from the other side?
736
01:08:57,524 --> 01:08:59,657
I just think he wants
the same thing I want.
737
01:09:01,441 --> 01:09:06,359
To see me one last time
so that we can actually
say goodbye to each other.
738
01:09:07,273 --> 01:09:09,536
You loved him,
and he knew that.
739
01:09:09,580 --> 01:09:11,103
What more is there to say?
740
01:09:11,147 --> 01:09:13,105
Two-minute warning.
741
01:09:13,149 --> 01:09:14,454
Please take your seats
742
01:09:14,498 --> 01:09:16,630
and set your phones
to silent mode.
743
01:09:16,674 --> 01:09:18,284
Dude, we need
to focus, okay?
744
01:09:18,328 --> 01:09:19,764
You're not even
listening to me.
745
01:09:19,807 --> 01:09:22,070
Yes, I am!
I just don't think
746
01:09:22,114 --> 01:09:25,509
this is about color photos
or waiting rooms
or the in-between.
747
01:09:25,552 --> 01:09:28,773
Then what is it about?
A girl who won't let go.
748
01:09:30,731 --> 01:09:33,604
Just think about it.
Okay?
749
01:10:10,597 --> 01:10:11,642
Sorry.
750
01:11:09,047 --> 01:11:11,571
Cell phone use is prohibited
during the test!
751
01:11:11,615 --> 01:11:13,225
♪ That we could fly
752
01:11:17,229 --> 01:11:18,839
♪ That we could fly...
753
01:11:18,883 --> 01:11:22,713
♪ 'Cause we all have wings
754
01:11:32,462 --> 01:11:35,465
♪ Two worlds collided
755
01:11:52,873 --> 01:11:55,223
Didn't I tell you
the drive would be worth it?
756
01:11:55,963 --> 01:11:58,792
This negative's made of
glass. It's coated in
collodion,
757
01:11:58,836 --> 01:12:02,492
then dipped in silver
nitrate, which is crazy.
758
01:12:02,535 --> 01:12:05,451
Because after that,
you only ave a few minutes
to take the photo
759
01:12:05,495 --> 01:12:07,453
or the chemicals
completely dry up.
760
01:12:07,497 --> 01:12:10,369
Hmm. That's exactly
what I was gonna say.
761
01:12:11,239 --> 01:12:12,980
It's only ten grand.
762
01:12:13,024 --> 01:12:14,678
It's a little
out of my budget.
763
01:12:14,721 --> 01:12:17,985
But I can offer you
a gluten-free cracker
764
01:12:18,029 --> 01:12:21,728
with rotting cheese on it.
You're so generous.
it's crazy.
765
01:12:21,772 --> 01:12:23,251
Sorry. Am I interrupting?
766
01:12:23,295 --> 01:12:25,341
No. Julian, hi.
767
01:12:25,384 --> 01:12:28,213
We were just talking about
how much we love the photo.
Oh, yeah.
768
01:12:28,256 --> 01:12:29,780
It's wonderful, isn't it?
769
01:12:29,823 --> 01:12:31,825
I just love how
he prioritizes
770
01:12:31,869 --> 01:12:33,784
mood and atmosphere
over subject.
771
01:12:33,827 --> 01:12:36,743
That is a very sophisticated
insight for a girl your age.
772
01:12:36,787 --> 01:12:40,094
Julian, meet my very
sophisticated girlfriend.
773
01:12:40,138 --> 01:12:42,053
Hi, I'm Tessa.
Nice to meet you.
774
01:12:42,096 --> 01:12:45,056
Congratulations on this.
This is great.
Oh, thank you.
775
01:12:45,099 --> 01:12:49,974
Okay, kids, follow me.
I wanna show you something.
776
01:12:58,286 --> 01:13:02,160
Doesn't it look amazing
all lit up like this?
777
01:13:02,203 --> 01:13:06,164
Like it belongs here?
It does belong here.
778
01:13:06,730 --> 01:13:09,820
Tessa, you have
an extraordinary eye.
779
01:13:11,561 --> 01:13:13,519
I don't understand.
780
01:13:13,563 --> 01:13:17,393
It's for sale
for $1,000.
781
01:13:17,436 --> 01:13:20,613
Yeah, and we already have
two serious inquiries.
782
01:13:20,657 --> 01:13:24,312
Uh, this photo
783
01:13:25,226 --> 01:13:29,056
is not for sale.
This was a gift to Skylar.
784
01:13:29,100 --> 01:13:30,797
Can't you print
another one?
785
01:13:30,841 --> 01:13:32,582
I really just don't want
anyone looking at it.
786
01:13:32,625 --> 01:13:33,887
Can we please take it down?
787
01:13:35,236 --> 01:13:36,716
Are you serious?
788
01:13:37,413 --> 01:13:39,632
Take it down.
Hey, it's okay.
I'll take it down.
789
01:13:39,676 --> 01:13:40,851
Thank you.
790
01:13:48,598 --> 01:13:50,469
That's exactly why
I brought you here,
791
01:13:50,513 --> 01:13:53,951
to prove
that your photos are great,
even Julian thinks so.
792
01:13:53,994 --> 01:13:56,214
I don't want this photo
hanging on the wall
793
01:13:56,257 --> 01:13:58,477
of some random stranger.
794
01:13:58,521 --> 01:13:59,957
This is my photo.
795
01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:02,176
That means I get to decide
who I share it with
796
01:14:02,220 --> 01:14:03,874
and I shared it with you.
797
01:14:05,484 --> 01:14:06,485
You're right.
798
01:14:07,007 --> 01:14:08,966
I'm sorry. I should have
asked you first.
799
01:14:09,009 --> 01:14:10,881
I just wanted you to see
how amazing you are.
800
01:14:10,924 --> 01:14:14,145
And that you can
get into RISD.
801
01:14:15,363 --> 01:14:17,017
Who said anything
about RISD?
802
01:14:17,540 --> 01:14:21,979
Shannon said your art
teacher thought you could
get in.
803
01:14:22,022 --> 01:14:25,678
I'm gonna kill her.
It is the best art college
in the country.
804
01:14:25,722 --> 01:14:28,986
And it's in Providence,
which is in the same city
as Brown.
805
01:14:29,029 --> 01:14:31,205
Which if you get in,
we could be together.
806
01:14:31,249 --> 01:14:33,556
I--
For real.
Without a ticking clock.
807
01:14:33,599 --> 01:14:36,210
Even if I could
get into RISD,
808
01:14:36,254 --> 01:14:38,125
which I totally doubt,
809
01:14:38,169 --> 01:14:41,302
I cannot afford that.
You're going to
get into RISD.
810
01:14:41,346 --> 01:14:43,653
No.
And you could just
get a scholarship.
811
01:14:43,696 --> 01:14:46,830
Skylar, Jesus,
just give it up.
812
01:14:46,873 --> 01:14:49,572
This is--
You can't fix everything.
813
01:14:49,615 --> 01:14:50,921
What?
814
01:14:50,964 --> 01:14:53,358
Your parents' marriage
and me.
815
01:14:54,141 --> 01:14:56,274
Some things are
just beyond repair.
816
01:14:56,317 --> 01:14:58,015
Is that why you
won't say you love me?
817
01:15:00,844 --> 01:15:04,238
Because you're...
beyond repair.
818
01:15:09,548 --> 01:15:10,767
Okay.
819
01:15:11,550 --> 01:15:12,769
That's...
820
01:16:54,261 --> 01:16:57,743
Hey, 8:00. I'm here
like you asked. What's up?
821
01:16:57,787 --> 01:16:59,919
I would like to take
your portrait.
822
01:17:01,138 --> 01:17:05,621
Uh... can I change first?
No, you don't have to.
You can just put that on.
823
01:17:06,491 --> 01:17:07,710
What's that?
824
01:17:08,841 --> 01:17:10,756
It was my mom's.
825
01:17:18,155 --> 01:17:19,983
This really brings me
back to college.
826
01:17:20,810 --> 01:17:25,205
I had a boyfriend
who was an art major.
Made me pose for him.
827
01:17:25,249 --> 01:17:31,124
So... Mel isn't the first
person that you've been in
love with.
828
01:17:33,213 --> 01:17:36,042
Gosh, no.
I've loved a few men.
829
01:17:36,086 --> 01:17:38,915
Maybe even one woman.
830
01:17:41,613 --> 01:17:46,531
Did you love any of them
more than they loved you?
831
01:17:46,574 --> 01:17:48,620
Oh, probably.
832
01:17:48,664 --> 01:17:49,969
Didn't that scare you?
833
01:17:50,883 --> 01:17:55,583
Knowing that someone
could you hurt you more
than you could hurt them?
834
01:17:55,627 --> 01:17:57,629
Yeah. Maybe at first.
835
01:17:57,673 --> 01:18:00,980
But then I think I realized
if you protect yourself
from the lows,
836
01:18:01,024 --> 01:18:04,680
you just end up missing
all the highs too.
837
01:18:08,031 --> 01:18:09,946
You love Skylar. Don't you?
838
01:18:15,125 --> 01:18:17,344
I think I'm screwing it up.
839
01:18:18,650 --> 01:18:23,133
Yeah. If it's not
opening old wounds,
it's probably not true love.
840
01:18:24,917 --> 01:18:26,440
I just don't
know what to do.
841
01:18:27,790 --> 01:18:30,967
How do I get Skylar
to understand that...
842
01:18:32,577 --> 01:18:34,318
I love him.
843
01:18:36,668 --> 01:18:38,496
You start by saying it.
844
01:18:41,020 --> 01:18:43,327
You need to hear
the words, Tessa.
845
01:18:44,067 --> 01:18:45,938
You mean, he needs
to hear the words.
846
01:18:45,982 --> 01:18:49,463
No. You need to hear
yourself say them.
847
01:18:51,378 --> 01:18:52,728
Out loud.
848
01:18:53,859 --> 01:18:56,470
So the world knows
your feelings count.
849
01:18:58,342 --> 01:18:59,517
That you count.
850
01:19:05,653 --> 01:19:07,177
Vickie, I'm sorry.
851
01:19:08,874 --> 01:19:10,746
For how I've treated you.
852
01:19:24,020 --> 01:19:27,023
Hey Google, dim the lights.
853
01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:30,243
Yes!
Oh, man.
No smoke machine?
854
01:19:30,287 --> 01:19:31,331
Shh!
855
01:19:32,071 --> 01:19:33,899
We begin this invocation
856
01:19:33,943 --> 01:19:36,336
by asking the
Archangel Michael
857
01:19:36,380 --> 01:19:38,861
to protect us against
any malevolent spirits
858
01:19:38,904 --> 01:19:42,603
that may be seeking a
gateway into this earthbound
sphere.
You wrote this?
859
01:19:43,213 --> 01:19:45,171
You're interrupting
my invocation.
I'm sorry!
860
01:19:45,215 --> 01:19:46,825
It's just-- This is crazy.
861
01:19:46,869 --> 01:19:48,609
Did you read all of
these books in two days?
862
01:19:48,653 --> 01:19:51,830
Bitch, yes!
You know speed reading
is my super power.
863
01:19:51,874 --> 01:19:54,920
Enjoy Your Own Funeral.
864
01:19:54,964 --> 01:19:58,097
Yeah. That happens
to be a classic
865
01:19:58,141 --> 01:20:01,144
of the paranormal
metaphysical genre.
866
01:20:01,187 --> 01:20:02,841
Now hush.
Okay.
867
01:20:05,757 --> 01:20:07,541
We seek to communicate
868
01:20:07,585 --> 01:20:11,807
only with the disembodies
spirit formerly known as
Skylar Adams.
869
01:20:12,982 --> 01:20:14,853
No other spirits, please.
870
01:20:16,376 --> 01:20:17,377
Okay.
871
01:20:18,726 --> 01:20:22,774
A Ouija board?
Please, Tess.
This is a planchette.
872
01:20:22,818 --> 01:20:25,603
There's a pencil tip
attached to the bottom.
873
01:20:25,646 --> 01:20:28,954
We ask questions
and Skylar communicates
by moving our hands.
874
01:20:28,998 --> 01:20:31,000
Just like he did in the gym.
875
01:20:31,043 --> 01:20:33,045
Here. Fingers right there.
876
01:20:34,046 --> 01:20:35,569
Okay.
877
01:20:35,613 --> 01:20:37,223
Close your eyes.
878
01:20:40,009 --> 01:20:43,882
Oh, my God, it moved.
Sorry that was me. My bad.
879
01:20:43,926 --> 01:20:46,580
It's called scrying.
The deceased use the mirror
880
01:20:46,624 --> 01:20:48,887
as a gateway to the world
of the living.
881
01:20:48,931 --> 01:20:54,110
All you have to do is
stare into the mirror
in a trance-like state.
882
01:20:54,980 --> 01:20:57,069
That's it.
Okay.
883
01:21:05,861 --> 01:21:08,559
Yeah, I'm sorry.
Can we cover up
Gambino and Drake?
884
01:21:08,602 --> 01:21:10,778
They're like really
distracting me.
885
01:21:10,822 --> 01:21:12,563
Instrumental
Trans-Communication.
886
01:21:12,606 --> 01:21:16,175
The spirit uses the TV
monitor as a bridge to our
world.
887
01:21:16,219 --> 01:21:18,786
What is this? Okay.
Here you go.
888
01:21:18,830 --> 01:21:21,006
Blocks out the gamma rays.
889
01:21:26,533 --> 01:21:27,795
Do you see anything?
890
01:21:27,839 --> 01:21:29,362
No. Do you?
891
01:21:30,581 --> 01:21:31,582
No.
892
01:21:39,285 --> 01:21:41,418
Maybe I should have
read more books.
893
01:21:42,114 --> 01:21:44,943
No. No, you've been awesome.
894
01:21:47,554 --> 01:21:49,992
Oh, man.
It's just Vickie.
895
01:21:50,035 --> 01:21:52,255
Needs the car.
She has a shift.
896
01:21:53,734 --> 01:21:56,346
Okay. I'll walk you out.
897
01:21:57,521 --> 01:21:58,652
Okay.
898
01:22:25,027 --> 01:22:26,245
Hello?
899
01:22:36,952 --> 01:22:39,650
Your route
is being calculated.
900
01:22:41,304 --> 01:22:46,352
Proceed for four miles
to the entrance to
Highway 85 South.
901
01:22:53,490 --> 01:22:55,274
It's a map.
902
01:23:03,717 --> 01:23:06,198
Tessa? Tessa!
903
01:23:06,242 --> 01:23:09,636
Sorry! I've gotta do this.
904
01:23:09,680 --> 01:23:10,811
Tessa!
905
01:23:13,336 --> 01:23:19,516
Head southwest
to I-95 South,
and proceed for 106 miles.
906
01:23:21,561 --> 01:23:24,129
Continue straight
for six miles.
907
01:23:24,173 --> 01:23:27,350
♪ So come a little closer
908
01:23:27,393 --> 01:23:30,005
♪ Come a little closer
909
01:23:30,048 --> 01:23:33,443
♪ Come a little closer
910
01:23:35,097 --> 01:23:37,621
♪ Come a little closer
911
01:23:37,664 --> 01:23:39,449
♪ Don't be shy...
912
01:23:39,492 --> 01:23:42,278
Take the next right,
and in 100 feet,
913
01:23:42,321 --> 01:23:45,150
your destination
will be on your right.
914
01:23:48,806 --> 01:23:50,851
♪ Closer
915
01:23:50,895 --> 01:23:53,463
You have arrived
at your destination.
916
01:23:55,247 --> 01:23:57,684
♪ Come a little closer
917
01:23:57,728 --> 01:24:00,644
♪ Come a little closer
918
01:24:02,167 --> 01:24:05,431
I told you he
wasn't gone yet.
919
01:24:05,475 --> 01:24:07,738
Doris!
920
01:24:07,781 --> 01:24:11,046
Come. Sit.
921
01:24:14,571 --> 01:24:17,878
You know,
I love coming out here at
night
922
01:24:17,922 --> 01:24:20,968
to watch the shooting stars.
923
01:24:21,012 --> 01:24:24,189
My angels are
calling me home.
924
01:24:26,235 --> 01:24:28,454
Skylar knows
the end is near.
925
01:24:31,153 --> 01:24:33,111
You don't have much time.
926
01:24:33,155 --> 01:24:35,287
He's been communicating
with you?
927
01:24:35,331 --> 01:24:38,508
Well, I'm much closer
to his world than you are.
928
01:24:41,380 --> 01:24:42,773
What does he want?
929
01:24:43,208 --> 01:24:44,470
My help.
930
01:24:46,211 --> 01:24:48,431
To bring
the two of you together.
931
01:24:49,171 --> 01:24:50,476
Can you?
932
01:24:55,177 --> 01:24:57,179
Please.
933
01:25:01,661 --> 01:25:06,797
In ancient folklore,
the souls of the departed
934
01:25:06,840 --> 01:25:12,933
returned to places
where they experienced
their greatest moments of
love.
935
01:25:13,717 --> 01:25:20,071
That's where they were able
to cross the life-death
barrier.
936
01:25:20,115 --> 01:25:23,683
Now, perhaps if
you and Skylar went back
937
01:25:23,727 --> 01:25:29,298
to where you felt
the most love,
938
01:25:30,603 --> 01:25:34,868
the window between worlds
might open?
939
01:25:36,696 --> 01:25:37,741
Okay.
940
01:25:38,481 --> 01:25:39,786
But be careful.
941
01:25:41,614 --> 01:25:44,574
If you do manage
to cross the barrier...
942
01:25:46,445 --> 01:25:48,360
there may be no way back.
943
01:26:05,638 --> 01:26:07,031
Tess?
944
01:26:07,074 --> 01:26:08,206
What's up?
945
01:26:08,815 --> 01:26:11,340
This is not how I wanted
my summer to go.
946
01:26:11,383 --> 01:26:13,777
Oh, no, what do you mean?
What's wrong?
947
01:26:14,386 --> 01:26:16,345
They're so cute together,
it's stupid.
948
01:26:16,388 --> 01:26:17,650
Who's cute?
949
01:26:18,869 --> 01:26:22,002
Oh. Is that Judd?
That's Judd.
950
01:26:22,046 --> 01:26:24,179
Oh...
My vagina is weeping.
951
01:26:24,222 --> 01:26:27,269
They are cute,
but I'm so sorry.
952
01:26:27,878 --> 01:26:28,922
That's terrible.
953
01:26:28,966 --> 01:26:30,663
Oh, my God!
What?
954
01:26:30,707 --> 01:26:33,362
Billy Hodges
came to my party?
955
01:26:34,580 --> 01:26:36,669
Ciao, Billy.
956
01:26:39,933 --> 01:26:41,631
Hey.
Hey.
957
01:26:43,502 --> 01:26:45,548
It's
just three words.
958
01:26:51,293 --> 01:26:52,772
Hi.
959
01:26:59,344 --> 01:27:04,219
Can we go somewhere
to talk for a second, alone?
960
01:27:04,262 --> 01:27:06,525
Sure.
961
01:27:06,569 --> 01:27:08,701
Yo, brutha!Hey.
962
01:27:08,745 --> 01:27:11,008
I just heard the good news.
What news?
963
01:27:11,051 --> 01:27:12,618
Um...
Oregon State!
964
01:27:14,098 --> 01:27:16,579
Nothing's official yet.
Oh, bullshit, bro.
965
01:27:16,622 --> 01:27:21,323
No, I just talked
to the new coach. He said
it's as good as done.
966
01:27:21,975 --> 01:27:23,325
Come on.
967
01:27:24,326 --> 01:27:26,458
Um...Okay.
968
01:27:26,502 --> 01:27:30,593
Tess? Tess? Tessa?
969
01:27:30,636 --> 01:27:33,987
Tess, I was gonna
tell you, I swear.
When?
970
01:27:35,250 --> 01:27:38,165
When were you gonna tell me?
After I got into RISD?
No, of course not.
971
01:27:38,209 --> 01:27:42,909
I just didn't want to give
you another reason to back
out.
What about our plan?
972
01:27:43,693 --> 01:27:46,086
The same city?
No more ticking clock?
973
01:27:46,130 --> 01:27:48,872
You weren't even gonna
send in an application.
974
01:27:50,134 --> 01:27:52,354
I applied last week.
975
01:27:55,531 --> 01:28:00,057
Well, thank you for waiting
until the last possible
moment to tell me.
976
01:28:04,714 --> 01:28:08,065
The truth is, Tess,
my dad's not...
977
01:28:08,108 --> 01:28:09,936
He's not doing that well.
978
01:28:11,242 --> 01:28:15,681
He's really lonely in Oregon
and I feel like I should
stay with him for awhile.
979
01:28:15,725 --> 01:28:19,642
Oregon is on the other side
of the country.
980
01:28:19,685 --> 01:28:23,167
How were we ever
gonna see each other?
It'll be hard.
981
01:28:23,210 --> 01:28:27,824
I'm not switching schools
permanently. I'm not!
982
01:28:27,867 --> 01:28:30,914
And if you get into RISD,
and you will,
983
01:28:30,957 --> 01:28:33,220
I'll be in Providence
before you are.
984
01:28:33,264 --> 01:28:36,920
What happens if you start
to like Oregon? What happens
if your team starts to win?
985
01:28:36,963 --> 01:28:39,357
Tess, my dad
needs me right now.
986
01:28:39,401 --> 01:28:41,185
He's my family. I don't--
987
01:28:42,099 --> 01:28:45,842
You don't understand
about family because--
988
01:28:47,583 --> 01:28:49,498
Because I don't have one.
989
01:28:49,541 --> 01:28:51,891
That is not what
I meant to say.
990
01:28:54,851 --> 01:28:56,809
I knew this was
gonna happen.
991
01:28:58,637 --> 01:29:01,423
I get close to people
and they disappear on me.
992
01:29:01,945 --> 01:29:03,990
This is just what
happens to me.
993
01:29:04,034 --> 01:29:04,948
Tess.
No.
994
01:29:06,253 --> 01:29:07,298
No.
995
01:29:08,343 --> 01:29:10,867
You're just gonna push me
away like you do everyone?
996
01:29:15,524 --> 01:29:17,482
The summer is over, Skylar.
997
01:29:19,528 --> 01:29:21,051
And so are we.
998
01:29:32,497 --> 01:29:36,936
Hey.
Your ghost-hunting assistant
has arrived.
999
01:29:37,372 --> 01:29:39,809
Here you go.
Direct from Daddy's closet.
1000
01:29:39,852 --> 01:29:45,292
Yeah, this is full spectrum,
motion sensor, night vision.
1001
01:29:45,336 --> 01:29:46,685
Perfect. Thank you.
1002
01:29:47,686 --> 01:29:49,253
Who gave you all the swag?
1003
01:29:49,296 --> 01:29:52,169
Ah, Vickie's credit card.
1004
01:29:52,212 --> 01:29:55,390
Whoa! Tessa's a
bad, bad girl.
1005
01:29:55,433 --> 01:29:58,523
Bye.
Hey, if there are nudes
of my mom on that camera,
1006
01:29:58,567 --> 01:30:00,046
I do not want to know.
1007
01:30:00,090 --> 01:30:03,180
Shh. I'm gonna tell you.
1008
01:34:12,821 --> 01:34:14,257
Central, standby.
1009
01:34:14,953 --> 01:34:16,694
You Tessa Benson?
1010
01:34:23,745 --> 01:34:25,398
I can't believe
you tracked my phone.
1011
01:34:25,442 --> 01:34:27,313
The day you stole
Vickie's credit card
1012
01:34:27,357 --> 01:34:29,315
was the day you gave up
your right to privacy.
1013
01:34:29,359 --> 01:34:32,928
What were you doing
at the hotel so late?
I was taking photos.
1014
01:34:32,971 --> 01:34:36,105
I told you that.
What, are you trying to put
yourself back in the
hospital?
1015
01:34:36,148 --> 01:34:39,325
I don't understand this.
Things were so much better
this summer.
1016
01:34:39,369 --> 01:34:41,850
We started to feel
like a family.
Do you not understand?
1017
01:34:41,893 --> 01:34:45,592
Geez, I wonder what happened
at the end of the summer
that might change my mood.
1018
01:34:45,636 --> 01:34:48,291
You know what I've been
through? What Vickie's been
through?
Stop.
1019
01:34:48,334 --> 01:34:51,207
Love hurts.
You learn to live with it.
Fuck off, Mel.
1020
01:34:51,250 --> 01:34:53,296
Hey, no! You don't get
to talk to him like that.
1021
01:34:53,339 --> 01:34:56,081
Not after everything
he's done for you.
There's no...
1022
01:34:57,648 --> 01:34:58,693
Tessa!
1023
01:35:06,526 --> 01:35:08,311
She's ruptured the repair.
1024
01:35:08,354 --> 01:35:12,271
Is it any wonder? The way
she's been running around
all crazy.
1025
01:35:12,315 --> 01:35:16,232
You can see right here.
There's a fair amount of
blood accumulated around her
heart.
1026
01:35:16,275 --> 01:35:18,756
Will she be all right?
Not until we
drain the chamber
1027
01:35:18,800 --> 01:35:20,671
and reinforce
the original suture.
1028
01:35:20,715 --> 01:35:23,326
We're gonna schedule you
for an OR first thing
in the morning.
1029
01:35:23,369 --> 01:35:27,330
No, no, I-- I'm not--
You gotta let me go.
You need to let me go.
1030
01:35:27,373 --> 01:35:29,985
Tessa! 50 milligrams now.
Jasmine, no!
Don't, please!
1031
01:35:30,028 --> 01:35:33,075
Tessa, if I let you go home,
you won't make it
through the night.
1032
01:35:33,118 --> 01:35:36,382
You don't understand.
You don't understand.
Get some rest now, honey.
1033
01:35:36,426 --> 01:35:39,429
I never got to tell...
tell him.
1034
01:35:40,735 --> 01:35:41,779
Tell him what?
1035
01:35:41,823 --> 01:35:43,433
That...
1036
01:36:07,326 --> 01:36:10,199
They can never, ever
tear us apart.
1037
01:36:13,550 --> 01:36:15,770
♪ Don't ask me
1038
01:36:17,380 --> 01:36:20,035
♪ What you know is true
1039
01:36:20,078 --> 01:36:23,386
♪ Don't have to tell you
1040
01:36:28,565 --> 01:36:30,349
♪ I
1041
01:36:31,742 --> 01:36:34,614
♪ I was standing
1042
01:36:35,311 --> 01:36:36,834
♪ You were there
1043
01:36:38,488 --> 01:36:39,489
Tess?
1044
01:36:40,011 --> 01:36:41,926
Shan, is that you?
1045
01:36:41,970 --> 01:36:45,190
Are you okay?
You-- You sound medicated.
1046
01:36:45,234 --> 01:36:48,498
I'm at the hospital.
What happened?
1047
01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:52,023
I saw him, Shan.
1048
01:36:52,067 --> 01:36:54,852
No way.
At the hotel.
1049
01:36:55,461 --> 01:36:58,116
I couldn't touch him,
but he was there.
1050
01:37:00,379 --> 01:37:03,556
I just have one place left
that I have to go.
1051
01:37:04,383 --> 01:37:06,995
The lake.
Where he told you
he loved you.
1052
01:37:07,865 --> 01:37:10,172
I just don't really have
much time left.
1053
01:37:10,215 --> 01:37:12,130
Okay, stay put. I'm coming.
1054
01:37:21,923 --> 01:37:23,315
Whoa.
1055
01:37:24,926 --> 01:37:26,753
Now what?
I don't know.
1056
01:37:28,668 --> 01:37:31,846
Room 22.
I'll take him.
1057
01:37:31,889 --> 01:37:34,457
Oh. Ooh, two more.
1058
01:37:34,500 --> 01:37:36,894
Witching hour.
I'll take odds,
1059
01:37:36,938 --> 01:37:38,156
you take evens.
Yeah.
1060
01:37:43,858 --> 01:37:45,816
Whoa.
Let's go.
1061
01:37:46,382 --> 01:37:47,949
I could get used to this.
1062
01:38:02,920 --> 01:38:04,443
Hey! What are you doing?
1063
01:38:04,487 --> 01:38:06,402
Go, go, go.
Come on.
1064
01:38:07,229 --> 01:38:08,360
Oh, God.
1065
01:38:18,501 --> 01:38:20,459
Whoa. What the hell?
1066
01:38:33,429 --> 01:38:35,344
The lake is that way.
You've gotta turn around.
1067
01:38:35,387 --> 01:38:38,521
I know. I know!
It's the wrong way!
Please turn around.
1068
01:38:38,564 --> 01:38:40,044
I can't.
1069
01:38:41,872 --> 01:38:43,569
Let go.
What?
1070
01:38:43,613 --> 01:38:45,006
Let go!
1071
01:38:57,540 --> 01:38:59,672
I want a dead boyfriend too.
1072
01:39:12,163 --> 01:39:16,646
What are you doing here?
Skylar says he's called you
and left you a ton of
messages.
1073
01:39:17,908 --> 01:39:21,433
So?
So? You're ghosting
your soul mate?
1074
01:39:21,477 --> 01:39:24,088
Shannon, my past is always
just gonna get in the way.
1075
01:39:24,132 --> 01:39:26,873
Remember last year,
you'd spotted
that condemned bridge
1076
01:39:26,917 --> 01:39:29,006
and just had to get a photo.
1077
01:39:29,050 --> 01:39:31,530
You had to jump
into the water,
1078
01:39:31,574 --> 01:39:33,880
even though it was
freezing cold.
1079
01:39:34,533 --> 01:39:35,970
You know what
I was thinking,
1080
01:39:36,753 --> 01:39:40,539
when I saw you down there
swimming against the current
to get your photo,
1081
01:39:40,583 --> 01:39:43,890
"Imagine if Tess could
be like this for her life,
1082
01:39:43,934 --> 01:39:45,196
and not just for her art."
1083
01:39:47,807 --> 01:39:50,636
He's leaving tonight, Tess.
1084
01:40:05,738 --> 01:40:07,131
Lock up for me.
1085
01:40:57,355 --> 01:40:59,662
This is where
the accident happened.
1086
01:40:59,705 --> 01:41:01,751
Do you know why
he brought you here?
1087
01:41:03,013 --> 01:41:04,232
No.
1088
01:41:04,971 --> 01:41:06,277
I don't know.
1089
01:41:07,191 --> 01:41:08,627
But I'm gonna find out.
1090
01:41:10,107 --> 01:41:11,413
Tess?
1091
01:41:21,684 --> 01:41:22,685
Tess!
1092
01:41:24,774 --> 01:41:26,210
Oh, my God.
1093
01:41:29,083 --> 01:41:31,302
I need help!
1094
01:41:38,004 --> 01:41:40,137
911, what's your emergency?
1095
01:41:40,181 --> 01:41:42,748
My friend just passed out.
She has a heart condition.
1096
01:41:42,792 --> 01:41:46,970
I'm at the corner
of 6th and Channel,
please send somebody!
1097
01:41:47,013 --> 01:41:48,363
Skylar!
1098
01:41:54,195 --> 01:41:55,370
Tess.
1099
01:41:55,413 --> 01:41:57,633
You forgot your hat.
1100
01:42:01,245 --> 01:42:02,899
I'm so sorry, Sky.
1101
01:42:03,900 --> 01:42:05,119
I'm sorry. I'm...
1102
01:42:06,076 --> 01:42:10,080
I should have
talked to you before
making any decisions.
1103
01:42:10,124 --> 01:42:14,128
No. You shouldn't have to
explain loving your family.
1104
01:42:14,737 --> 01:42:18,654
If I hadn't spent my whole
life just pushing everyone
away, I would have
understood that.
1105
01:42:18,697 --> 01:42:21,135
No, come on, Tess.
I love you.
1106
01:42:23,920 --> 01:42:25,095
I said it.
1107
01:42:25,139 --> 01:42:27,445
Would you mind
if I said it again?
1108
01:42:33,930 --> 01:42:35,236
I love you.
1109
01:43:07,311 --> 01:43:08,704
Hey.
1110
01:43:13,230 --> 01:43:15,711
It's you.
It's me.
1111
01:43:17,843 --> 01:43:19,410
Oh, my God.
1112
01:43:37,341 --> 01:43:40,388
I love you.
I know.
1113
01:43:40,431 --> 01:43:43,304
You told me.
I love you.
1114
01:43:43,347 --> 01:43:46,524
So that's why
you brought me here?
1115
01:43:46,568 --> 01:43:48,657
So that I'd know?
1116
01:43:49,397 --> 01:43:51,790
Yeah. No regrets.
1117
01:43:59,233 --> 01:44:00,495
So, is this...
1118
01:44:01,931 --> 01:44:05,064
Is this it?
We're still in Avalon.
1119
01:44:05,108 --> 01:44:06,631
Not exactly.
1120
01:44:06,675 --> 01:44:10,026
It's like everything
you see is a memory,
1121
01:44:10,069 --> 01:44:14,422
a dream that we have,
to project it onto the
world.
1122
01:44:15,553 --> 01:44:17,033
It's kinda cool.
1123
01:44:17,773 --> 01:44:19,992
Come on. I'll show you.
1124
01:44:20,036 --> 01:44:21,603
Okay.
1125
01:45:27,625 --> 01:45:30,976
I came out here
the first day I met you.
1126
01:45:33,196 --> 01:45:36,112
My parents had just told me
about the separation.
1127
01:45:36,982 --> 01:45:39,333
Felt like it was
the worst day of my life.
1128
01:45:43,424 --> 01:45:44,903
And then I met you.
1129
01:45:45,730 --> 01:45:47,906
And it was probably
the best day of my life.
1130
01:45:49,081 --> 01:45:50,344
Mine too.
1131
01:46:43,135 --> 01:46:47,096
There's nothing more we can
do. She has a decision to
make.
1132
01:46:47,139 --> 01:46:49,141
She has to want to live.
1133
01:46:49,707 --> 01:46:52,928
Come back, Tess.
Come back, Tess...
1134
01:47:19,955 --> 01:47:20,999
Hey.
1135
01:47:24,046 --> 01:47:25,177
What's wrong?
1136
01:47:32,010 --> 01:47:35,666
I've spent my whole life
learning how not to get
hurt.
1137
01:47:36,754 --> 01:47:38,843
And that's no way to live.
1138
01:47:42,151 --> 01:47:47,069
But... But even with
all the hurt that I feel
right now...
1139
01:47:50,594 --> 01:47:52,074
I don't regret a thing.
1140
01:47:54,555 --> 01:47:56,165
Because I love you.
1141
01:47:58,733 --> 01:48:01,387
And knowing that I'm capable
of feeling this way,
1142
01:48:01,431 --> 01:48:03,041
makes life worth living.
1143
01:48:06,654 --> 01:48:08,699
I don't want
to say goodbye.
1144
01:48:09,439 --> 01:48:10,962
You don't have to.
1145
01:48:14,313 --> 01:48:16,490
Love never dies.
1146
01:48:26,804 --> 01:48:28,240
I'm gonna miss you.
1147
01:48:29,981 --> 01:48:32,506
I'm gonna miss you.
1148
01:48:44,909 --> 01:48:47,303
Go give us
a happy ending, yeah?
1149
01:49:06,496 --> 01:49:07,845
Hey.
1150
01:49:11,153 --> 01:49:13,198
No more dying, okay?
1151
01:49:30,302 --> 01:49:32,174
Oh, my God.
It smells so good.
1152
01:49:32,217 --> 01:49:34,568
Sit down. There's plenty.
I can't. I gotta go.
1153
01:49:35,220 --> 01:49:36,874
Good luck, Tessa.
Love you.
1154
01:49:36,918 --> 01:49:39,050
Go get 'em.
All right, bye.
1155
01:49:39,094 --> 01:49:40,791
See you later!
1156
01:49:42,097 --> 01:49:44,403
Ever since I was
a little girl,
1157
01:49:44,447 --> 01:49:48,233
people always told me that
I see things
that no one else does.
1158
01:49:48,277 --> 01:49:52,455
It wasn't just that
my camera was a way for me
to express myself.
1159
01:49:53,064 --> 01:49:57,547
It was the means by which
I captured the unseen.
1160
01:49:58,113 --> 01:50:02,160
It was only recently
that I discovered something
that I had been blind to.
1161
01:50:05,033 --> 01:50:06,077
A ghost.
1162
01:50:08,689 --> 01:50:11,474
All of us,
each and every one of us,
1163
01:50:11,517 --> 01:50:13,258
are haunted by ghosts.
1164
01:50:14,085 --> 01:50:17,393
The ghosts of
childhood trauma.
1165
01:50:19,264 --> 01:50:22,006
The ghosts of
unfulfilled dreams.
1166
01:50:22,833 --> 01:50:25,183
The ghosts of lost love.
1167
01:50:27,751 --> 01:50:31,102
Like so many people,
I believed that,
1168
01:50:31,146 --> 01:50:33,888
if I just ignored
these ghosts,
1169
01:50:33,931 --> 01:50:36,194
they would
eventually go away.
1170
01:50:37,065 --> 01:50:39,197
This turned out
to be a mistake.
1171
01:50:41,199 --> 01:50:43,462
Just like all of
our worst fears,
1172
01:50:43,506 --> 01:50:48,511
these invisible spirits
gain strength in darkness.
1173
01:50:49,555 --> 01:50:53,255
If we run from them,
they run faster.
1174
01:50:53,298 --> 01:50:56,911
If we push them away,
they just push back harder.
1175
01:50:56,954 --> 01:50:58,477
What are we supposed to do?
1176
01:51:01,698 --> 01:51:03,352
It has taken...
1177
01:51:04,527 --> 01:51:07,095
great personal loss
1178
01:51:07,748 --> 01:51:10,054
for me to discover the
answer to this question.
1179
01:51:13,144 --> 01:51:15,973
We must attend
to our ghosts.
1180
01:51:16,844 --> 01:51:20,717
We must welcome them
into our lives
1181
01:51:20,761 --> 01:51:24,895
as though they are part of
us, because they are part of
us.
1182
01:51:29,291 --> 01:51:33,991
It's only when we
acknowledge their presence
will they make room for new
possibilities.
1183
01:51:36,124 --> 01:51:39,823
In the end,
I've learned that our ghosts
are part of who we are,
1184
01:51:39,867 --> 01:51:41,390
part of who we hope to be.
1185
01:51:43,087 --> 01:51:45,873
These hauntings
stay inside us,
1186
01:51:45,916 --> 01:51:48,745
tethered to our
hearts forever.
1187
01:51:50,573 --> 01:51:51,966
In life.
1188
01:51:53,576 --> 01:51:54,838
In death.
1189
01:51:55,752 --> 01:51:59,800
And... everywhere
in-between.
1190
01:52:25,173 --> 01:52:29,046
♪ I'll find you
1191
01:52:46,194 --> 01:52:49,110
♪ Walls are coming down
1192
01:52:52,983 --> 01:52:56,857
♪ I'm falling
1193
01:53:17,660 --> 01:53:21,142
♪ I'll find you
1194
01:53:42,163 --> 01:53:44,992
♪ Walls are coming down
1195
01:53:48,909 --> 01:53:52,826
♪ I'm falling
1196
01:54:16,850 --> 01:54:21,680
♪ I'll find you
1197
01:54:21,724 --> 01:54:24,988
♪ I'll find you
1198
01:54:25,946 --> 01:54:31,908
♪ I'll find you
1199
01:54:31,952 --> 01:54:36,739
♪ Forever beside you
1200
01:54:36,782 --> 01:54:39,133
♪ Beside you
1201
01:54:39,176 --> 01:54:45,487
♪ I'll find you
1202
01:54:45,530 --> 01:54:51,188
♪ Breathing inside you
1203
01:54:52,015 --> 01:54:58,152
♪ I'll find you
1204
01:55:00,067 --> 01:55:04,158
♪ I'll find you
1205
01:55:05,289 --> 01:55:12,514
♪ I'll find you
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