All language subtitles for Queens s01e12 Let the Past Be the Past.eng

♪ Presumes demasiado pero eres
igual♪

♪ Ve bajándole... ♪

I love
the music I'm making.

That's fire.

I want this one
to be my first single.

♪ Na na na na♪

I am ready to be open
and honest with someone

in a way
I have never been before.

Mm!

I love you.
I love you.

♪ Na na na na♪

You hide behind
this moral exterior,

when deep inside,
you are a vapid little bitch.

♪ Eh eh eh eh♪

[ Giggles ]

You are evil.

This is nice.
It is.

So you're still pretending
like that kiss in the hospital never happened?

What kiss?

Okay. But you're wrong
about one thing --

we're not roommates.

We're family.

♪ Na na na na♪

♪♪

♪ These lips

That smile for me?

Yes.

No.

[ Both laugh ]

Look,
it's...everything.

But we figured it out.

I mean, we found
a way to make it

through the tragedy
of the shooting --

Bree being gone.

You know, Valeria's
a real artist now...

Yeah.

...and Jill's
been through so much,

but she's figuring it out.

Mm. And you.

You made a stable home
for Jojo.

You're a good mom.

♪ Yeah, you gotta know

We're finally grown.
Yeah.

[ Laughs ]

And...what else are we?

Roommates.

[ Laughs ]

Ooh.

You know, roommates usually
don't say the things

you were saying to me
last night.

Roommates that occasionally
say some thangs to one another.

Yeah. I want to be
more the roommates

who say thangs
and co-parent.

♪ Oooh

You know what I want --
what I've always wanted.

I want you.

How do I know
I can trust you?

I would say all the right
things, but at some point?

You're gonna have to
let me show you.

♪ You gotta know, baby,
oh, you gotta know ♪

♪ Know that I adorn you, yeah

One step at a time.

♪ Love ain't never looked
so good on ya ♪

[ Telephone rings ]

Is it ten yet?

It's thirty seconds past
the last time you asked.

Is that ten?

Still 9:59.

[ Exhales sharply ]
Don't worry.

No matter how this lands,
it's gonna be fine.

Okay, it's been a minute.
Refresh.

What's it say?

Not good?

Not good.

Didn't even land?

Landed at number one.

♪♪

"Eso Lo Tengo"
by Valeria Mendez

debuts on the Latin Music charts
at...number 1!

You're lying.
Nope.

You're lying!

Baby, you did it.
Oh, my God!

Oh. [ Crying ]

This is amazing.
Why are you crying?

[ Sobs ]

Six months ago, I had basically
never written a song --

now I'm getting a physical
so I can go on a solo tour

with the number one song in
the country next to my husband.

It's a lot.

It's awesome.

You earned it.

And, frankly,
I love seeing it.

'Cause I love you.

I love you.

♪ Eso lo tengo, yo♪

[ Exhales sharply ]
We're ready for you, Ms. Mendez.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Knock on door ]

How's the heart?

Oh, EKG and blood work
all came back normal.

The insurance suits will be
happy I'm clear for the tour.

Uh, it's your ultrasound
that concerns me.

Would you like
your husband to join us?

No. I'd like for you to tell me
what the hell is going on.

♪♪

Jury deliberations has begun in
the attempted murder trial

of Darren Filgo,
the man charged

in the shooting
of Brianna Robinson,

better known as Professor Sex
of the hip-hop group Queens,

their manager, Eric Jones and
another member of the group,

Jill Sumpter,
AKA Jill Da Thrill --

his ex-wife.

Filgo did not take the stand
in his defense, but --

[ Beeping ]

♪♪

[ Telephone ringing
in distance ]

[ Sighs ]

When I was a kid, I thought
that life had to be balanced.

Like, for every bad thing
that happened to you,

there was a good thing
that would balance it out

and vice versa.

Probably a coping thing
I came up with

because most of my life
as a kid was so bad.

It gave me hope that
things would get better.

That, you know,

my future would be filled
with good things.

What's going on?
What are you talking about?

They think...

I might have
uterine cancer.

♪♪

[ Birds chirping ]

Muffin and I just got back
from the studio.

The album is tuff.

Muffin: Almost done.

I have no idea how people
are gonna react to me

rapping about
the modern day slave trade

known as mandatory minimums
and non-violent drug crimes

instead of coke and anime,
but you know what?

No. I'm proud of it.

What's hot is hot.

And that's
why we're targeting colleges

when we send you
on the road.

I talked to Zadie today,
and rehearsals are going well.

Yes! I think it's so smart that
we'll use her performance

at Coachella
to launch her tour.

Jill,
what's up with you?

You thinking about recording
anything soon?

I'm...

I'm not really feeling anything
at the moment.

All of this is great, but it
doesn't change the fact that --

We're still broke.
Yeah.

But we do have a Latin Music
star in our midst

who just sold out the
first five nights of her tour.

Eric: Yeah.
Thanks.

Unh-unh. I'm sorry --
you are playing it real cool

for someone who
just dropped her first single

and it went number one.

I've seen you more gassed up
over a chemical peel.

Plus, you proved me wrong
which I kinda thought

was your reason
for living.

It's good. It's cool.

I'm excited.

-Mm.
-What's up, V?

I'm good. Really.

Eric: Alright. We need you.

Your tour is the only income
Nasty Girl Records

is gonna see for a minute.

Except...
does anyone know what today is?

Skip the quiz.
What's up?

Twenty years ago this week?

"Heart of Queens"
went quadruple platinum.

The first female rap group
to pull that off.

-Wow.
-Really.

We're old.

See, that's what I was thinking
but didn't say.

Eric: No, it's amazing.

We need to celebrate it,
alright?

I have an idea,
could be cool,

you know, could generate
some cash

while we wait
for these tours to hit.

With your permission, I want to
release an anniversary edition

of the album with
your new songs, alright?

We'll throw you a sick party
and everyone gets a chance

to give you all the flowers
you deserve.

Does it feel right? To do
that when Bree's not around?

She's not dead.

Yeah, but she's
not here either.

Y'all are dumb.

You sit around
and do this every time --

eyes all up in
the Santa horse's mouth.

You just can't take a good thing
and say yes to it.

Plus, we need the bread.

So put on some dresses,

paint over them wrinkles
and pretend it's 1999.

Muffin,
sometimes you go too far, yo.

-Yes.
-Yo, if I can pull this off,

I want my percentage
to go back in the pot.

Yeah, you earned it.
I didn't.

Same.
I'm down for that.

I owe you bitches.

Okay. All we need
is an okay from Bree,

and I'll get it started.

Well, let's call her now
since we're all together.

[ Cellphone chimes ]

The jury is
done deliberating -- Darren.

As you know, cameras were
not allowed in the courtroom,

but I'm told that jurors
deliberated

for less than seven hours

which historically suggests
a guilty verdict...

I mean, can you imagine
if this asshole walks

out of the courthouse?

Yeah, I'll take care of
that fool myself.

It's out of our hands.

I mean, no matter what,

I refuse to let Darren's
malignance affect me anymore. Okay, okay.

Yes, I'm told that the jurors
returned a guilty verdict

on all three counts of
first-degree attempted murder.

[ Chuckles ] Oh!

I can't imagine
black Brad Paisley fans

fare super well
in San Quentin.

[ Exhales sharply ]
Sentencing is scheduled for next week,

but it would be shocking
if Mr. Filgo did not

spend the rest of
his natural life in prison.

It's over.

The defendant opted
not to testify in his trial,

but he did address the court

once the verdict
was handed down.

Okay, well, I'm hearing
that we have audio

of Mr. Filgo's statement.

And here it is...

Darren: The person
who inflicted the real pain --

the suffering you claim
that was by my hand --

was caused by a woman...
[ Gavel bangs]

Judge:
That's enough, Mr. Filgo.

[ Gavel bangs]
Please remand the defendant.

Darren: Jill, you are
the true criminal.

[ Grunting] Get off of me!
Get off!

God will judge you, Jill!

[ Sobs ]
You will pay for all of those you hurt!

Oh, my God.

[ TV turns off ]
Damn psycho.

You good?

[ Chuckles ]

Yeah. I'm good.

You don't deserve this.

Deserve what?
A broken bitch.

You didn't marry me knowing
you'd have to nurse me

through cancer or worse...

...that I might die.

We don't know
any of that.

Can't fix this.

I have fought age with every
single thing money can buy.

But this...

I can't fix.

We have no idea what the doctor
is gonna say.

The one we saw yesterday
was a GP --

now we're seeing
a specialist.

One step at a time.

Right.

And you're wrong.

I did agree to nurse you
through cancer

if that's
what it comes to

'cause when I said "I do"
I agreed to all of it.

♪♪

Listen, I'm not you --

it's not my body,

but I will not let my mind go
to that place until it has to.

Then?
We'll figure it out.

I was just
learning how to live.

♪♪

It's not cancer.

[ Sighs ]

The growths you see here
are submucosal,

broad based fibroids.

Didn't you have fibroids in that
episode of "Private Practice"?

Yes. But they
made me clairvoyant

so I passed on surgery.

[ Chuckles ]
Helluva dilemma.

Your symptoms are mild --

Like getting my period
three times in one month.

Exactly -- which is not entirely
uncommon for women your age,

so I can't say that
it's absolutely necessary

to have surgery this moment.

Can I go on tour?

But should your symptoms
get worse,

or if more fibroids appear --

then surgery may be required,
or possibly a hysterectomy.

You mean, you're gonna
take out my whole vagina?

The uterus.

What's the likelihood
of that?

Well, I don't feel comfortable
putting a number on it,

but, Ms. Mendez,
in my experience,

surgery is something
we'll likely have to explore

in the near future.

The thing to consider now

is whether or not
you want to have children.

These fibroids unfortunately

put a definitive clock
on things for you.

I'd rather give you
the information now

before it's something
we can't consider at all.

♪♪

You good?

Yeah.

You sure?

Jill, it's not true.

What Darren said
isn't true.

When am I gonna
shake him?

Shake the past?

Jill, but do we?

Or do we just learn
to live with it?

Well, that was it --

all of the philosophical
old people self-reflection

I can handle.
[ Clears throat ]

So you gonna sit around and mope
about what that lunatic said,

or you wanna go
get something to eat?

Come on.

Come on! [ Laughs ]
Let's go.

On our first date,
you told me you weren't sure

if you wanted to have kids.

I'm not.

That settles it.

On that same date, you said
you definitely want kids.

I do.

That settles it.

We're not talking
in the abstract anymore.

Twenty-four hours ago I thought
I might die, or could die.

Now? All of this.

There are lots of ways to have
children like the doctor said.

But if it's possible for me
to give birth to a thing

out of my body,
then we should go for it.

Thing?

Should I call it
something else?

My job is easy.

I don't have to do
what you have to do,

so it's hard for me
to chime in.

I'm asking you
to chime in.

I want it.
And I want it with you.

There's nothing about being
with you that makes me

want to have a family
less.

If anything?
I want it more.

Good things, bad things.

What?
What I was saying before.

We get equal good things
and bad things in our lives,

and maybe the fact
that I could have a baby

is the good thing
that balances out

the news that my uterus
is about to expire.

Are you sure?

♪♪

You?

Are the ultimate
good thing in my life.

We should try.

Maybe it doesn't happen,

maybe it can't happen,

but we should try.

You know what this means,
right?

That I have to
put my tour on hold.

Is that something
you're willing to do?

I've spent forty years
doing everything for myself --

chasing things that ultimately
never completely made me happy.

You make me happy.

Let's do this.

Right now?
Chill.

[ Chuckles ]
Give me a day or two

to forget
that I am riddled

with submucosal,
broad based fibroids.

Mm.
[ Humming ]

Hey.
Hey.

You look good.

Thanks.

Mm. Smell good.

[ Chuckles ]
Do I not usually?

Where you going?

Uh, some errands.

Okay.

Okay.
[ Chuckles ]

So, what's up with
the album re-release?

Is it happening?

It's all good.

I gotta bounce.

Mwah! Beautiful.

♪♪

So what looks good?

You know I prefer
when you order for me.

But then you yell at me
when I get it wrong.

[ Laughs ]

I think you'll dig
the risotto.

If you say so.

So, what's going on
with you?

Surprised, I'd say,
when you called.

I'm good.

And you?

You wore my cologne.

I wore the cologne
I always wear. Right.

As if everything
Eric Jones does

doesn't have
a purpose behind it.

[ Chuckles ]
Cut the crap, Eric Jones.

Why after six years
of not calling

would you invite
your ex-wife to lunch?

I need you to relinquish
your rights

to the "Heart of Queens"
masters.

Oh.

Don't you just love it
when the tables turn?

Go on.
I know you've got a pitch.

I got the group
back together.

Oh. [ Laughs ]

Business must have
really been tanking

for you to turn back
to the women

you royally
screwed over.

Me and the Queens
started a new venture

and we want to re-release
the album to fund it.

Oh.

You know, my memory
is a little hazy,

but I do believe
that when we got a divorce

you gave me a portion
of the masters

so you wouldn't have to
part with the Hamptons house

which ultimately
got foreclosed on.

Why do you always
have to rehash the past?

But that's precisely what
you're asking me to do.

I'm asking you
to be reasonable about this.

Mm-hmm.
What, do you need money?

I mean, there's always a deal
that can be worked out.

Listen...I don't just look
like money, I've got money.

Then,
why make it difficult?

Come on.

Did you really think
I wouldn't at the very least

give you a hard time?

That would be a dereliction of
my duties as a scorned ex-wife.

[ Laughs ]

You may have them.

Now, may I please
finish my risotto

and order another
bottle of that wine

which will hopefully
bankrupt you?

Because this meal
is on you.

That? I can do.

[ Cellphone ringing ]

Mm.
New girlfriend?

A little young, no?

Oh, no. Uh, Jojo...

is my daughter.

I'm sorry.

I have a daughter.

But that girl's like --

She's twenty.

So I guess I don't have to ask
who the mother is.

No.

So, the entire time
we were married you had a child?

I just found out about this
six months ago.

Are you with her?

Naomi?

Her.

We live together.

We are co-parenting.

And...we're not together,
but --

But you wanna be.

Oh, ooh. Whew. You...
[ Laughs ]

You have some nerve.

Coming here
and asking me for a damn favor,

and then telling me that
you and Naomi have a child.

I'm sorry.

I don't aim to be petty,

but sometimes petty is
the only thing you can be.

I refuse to do anything to help
you and your ex-girlfriend.

If she still wants you
after all these years,

she deserves
what's coming to her.

Robin!

♪♪

Why didn't you tell us
that you had that cancer scare?

It's a good thing I didn't
because that's all it was --

a scare.

I'm good.

The warranty on my uterus
is up though.

The doctor literally told me
"use it or lose it."

There is no way in hell your
doctor literally said that.

Oh, yes.
[ Chuckles ]

So, you're gonna
have a baby?

Thomas and I talked about it,
and we're gonna try.

Is that what you want?

I don't believe in God,

but I believe in signs
and spiritual things.

I didn't want Thomas.

I didn't want Bree to get shot
and for us to break up,

but all the things that I didn't
want brought me here.

Maybe this is the universe
telling me to...

stop and live
for other people.

So, you're gonna give up
your tour for this?

I'm gonna put it on hold.

I was afraid
you'd be pissed.

I know this isn't
what the label needs, but --

Child,
this is real life.

Music is just music.

I'm just now learning how to be
a mom after twenty years,

and -- honestly --

watching Jojo grow
and thrive is more gratifying

than any arena
I've ever performed in.

I'm sorry. Who are you
and what did you do with Naomi?

[ Laughs ]
Anything is possible, I guess --

especially with you
coming up in here

talking about
having babies.

And, V, there was a time
I didn't think I would ever

speak to you again.

And now? We're...

Can't even bring yourself
to say it?

Are we friends?

Nah.

We're sisters.

Bitch, if you cry.

Bitch, if youcry.

Eh, I'm kinda crying.
Bitch, I'm kinda crying.

No!
[ Both laugh ]

[ Door closes ]

-Hey.
-Hey.

Bad news,
Valeria is delaying her tour.

Good news, Thomas and I
are gonna try to have a baby.

That's great.

We need to talk.

So, I've been thinking,

everyone else is
recording music except for you.

I've been working.
Yeah. Sure.

But remember
what you said

when y'all were hee-hawing
about that San Diego show?

You said the only time you gave
your true self to anyone

and felt accepted
was on stage.

I mean, I just haven't really
been feeling motivated.

You know, it's been
like therapy for me.

We gotta get you back
in the booth.

Soon.

Wait...
[ Gasps ]

Whoa.

Hold up. Is that --

Tina.
What is she doing in LA?

Looking for more cars
to spit on.

Look, I don't care
what anybody does to you,

that is just mad nasty.

Mm.

Should we turn back?

No. I'm an adult.

We can talk.

Tina.

Jill.

Lauren,
it's good to see you.

Sup?
You always been this tall?

What are you doing in LA?

They didn't have my size.
Hey.

Oh, you're...
is this...Jill?

Yes. Hi.

Nice to...who are you?

This is my girlfriend.

Muffin: Ooh!

♪♪

[ Keys clacking ]

I couldn't say it
in front of V,

but her delaying the tour
is a problem.

I mean, thank God you came up
with the idea

to re-release
"Heart of Queens."

About that.
Um, there's an impediment.

I couldn't get the last rights
holder to sign off.

Okay, so we pay them off
and pocket a little less cash.

Mm, it's not that simple.

It's my ex.

Wife?
Yeah.

Which one?
Robin.

God.

When are your terrible
personal decisions

gonna stop biting us
in the ass?

I can't control her.

I mean, I-I thought
it was gonna be a quick,

nothing meeting
and then Jojo called

and I had to explain
that whole thing to her.

That whole thing?

You know
what I'm saying?

[ Scoffs ]

Wait...you went to see
your ex-wife?

To discuss this.

She don't have a phone?

That's where you went
this afternoon.

You lied to me.

I didn't mention it.

You lied.
You said, "errands."

It was business.

[ Chuckling ] Oh, my...

I knew you'd react
like this.

What, like a normal,
sane human being

that's been burned by you
way too many times to count.

I mean, for somebody
who knows all the angles

you do some
really dumb stuff.

You know why
you don't trust me?

School me, Fam.
'Cause you don't want to.

You have never given me
a reason to fully understand

or believe anything
coming out of your mouth,

including you splashing
Giorgio Armani on yourself

to go have a play date
with your ex-wife.

Please, can we turn
all this down?

Please?
I am not perfect.

I tried every day
to show you what kind of man

I can be for you.

At some point, the past
has to stay in the past.

I love you.

Oh...

And I do dumb things,

but I fell in love with you
two decades ago

and I have never
stopped loving you.

Why can't you believe that?

Because it doesn't mean anything
when it comes out of your mouth.

♪♪

Chantal and I met at
a conference for work. She lives out here.

Apparently.

Um, um, can we talk
for a second?

Psst! You don't want
to be here for this. Come on.

So, what's it like
being two tall chicks?

Did you hear
about Darren's verdict?

I did. I'm glad he's
going to prison forever. [ Exhales sharply ]

I just can't believe all
the things that went down.

It turns out people are really
good at hiding who they are.

You know,
I was so surprised.

I thought he'd be contrite
and apologetic.

It's crazy someone
who was just convicted

of trying to murder
three people

even gets a chance to voice
their opinion at all.

What is this?
What is what?

This -- This long
and winding path

that you're hoping is
gonna lead me

to be sympathetic
to what happened to you.

Truth is? It doesn't matter
if I am or if I'm not.

What Darren did
was awful.

What he said was awful.

But...honestly?
It doesn't matter.

I've moved on.

There just aren't many people
who understand me

the way you do.

It's a shame
you gave that up.

I'm trying to apologize.

Most people start
with "I'm sorry."

I don't really need an apology
from you anyway

because I'd be a fool to believe
anything you have to say.

And it's not
because you're evil.

You're just...lost.

I can't be angry
about that.

I'm sad.

I'm genuinely sad
for you

because you're
gonna end up alone

and that is the thing you
absolutely fear the most.

♪♪

You know what
keeps me up at night?

Knowing the things
I did to you

make you question
if I ever loved you.

♪♪

I did.

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Door opens ]

[ Door closes ]

What's up?

You know there's a good chance
that no matter how hard we try,

no matter how much money
we put into it --

I may never be able
to have a kid naturally.

That's why we're trying.

Whatever happens,
happens.

You think you're being
supportive

but sometimes that laid back
thing is really dismissive

and, frankly,
kind of annoying.

I'll work on
being less supportive.

It's gonna take IVF.

Which means months
of hormone injections

just to find
a few good eggs.

Ten percent of healthy,
young women miscarry --

that number goes up
fifty percent with IVF.

You should stay off
the Internet.

[ Sighs ] Also annoying.

I might be naive, but I want to
focus on the good stuff

that's ahead of us...
not the scary stuff.

I know it sounds corny, but I
want to introduce them to music,

bring them into the studio,
tell bedtime stories.

[ Chuckles ]
I just look forward to shaping the mind

of a shrunken-down version
of us.

Not gonna lie,
it's been my dream to be a dad

for a very long time.

The only thing
that was missing...was you.

You're gonna be
an incredible dad.

This was never
in question.

And you don't know it yet,

but you're gonna be
an incredible mom.

♪♪

♪ It's not easy to be honest,
but I'm willing ♪

♪ 'Cause I know you need it more
than anything I have ♪

Eric:
It's good to see you.

♪ I hope you hear me now

♪ I hope you hear me now

♪♪

♪ All of the hurt I caused
when I was lost and weak, yeah ♪

♪ I hope that you hear me

[ Door opens ]

I'm here.

♪ Hear me

What do you want?

Thanks for coming.

I had to see what you were all
about after all of these years.

I'm not here
for no drama,

but you're holding
my album hostage.

Technically...
it's myalbum.

Your beef is with Eric,
not me.

My beef with Eric
is because of you.

Do you know how hard women
have to fight in this business

to own their own voice?

Is this the chick
you wanna be?

[ Laughing ] Oh, please.

Do no give me that
women supporting

other women/girls'
girl crap.

It's trite
and I'm not the one.

What do you want?

Answers.
I don't think I have them.

Why did you
keep in touch with him

when you knew
we were married?

I didn't.

I don't believe you.

It's the truth.

I knew he'd been with
that Puerto Rican girl

because
it was in the press.

And of course...
we were married,

so conversations would come up
about the group.

There was always
this look in his eyes

whenever
he talked about you.

He talked about you
and your...talent

with this level of reverence
that always felt like...more.

His voice was free,
he'd smile.

He was like
a teenager in love.

I spent six years
wondering why

he never looked at me
with that same look.

I asked him about you, but he
played it off like Eric does.

I found a letter --

it was addressed
to you.

I opened it --
I shouldn't have -- but I did.

I can't remember everything
it said,

but that last line

is burned in my brain --

"It's always been you.

It will forever be you."

It's rare that you can pinpoint
the second your marriage dies.

I knew I wouldn't
come back from that.

[ Sighs ]
Robin, I'm so sorry.

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

When I heard
you two had a kid?

It took me
back to that place.

Can we sit?

Please.

[ Sighs ]

Listen, I've held on to
a lot of grudges over the years.

And if I'm being honest,

I'm still holding
on to some stuff

that is stopping me
from being happy.

I mean, I've spent most of
the last twenty years alone.

But I'm not alone anymore
because I let some stuff go.

Listen, I can't convince you
to do what I want,

so I'm not going to.

I just know that
there is nothing to be gained

by holding onto it.

I dunno, kind of feels like
it's the only thing I have left.

[ Sniffles ]

She hates me.
[ Sighs ]

Well,
she doesn't love you,

but you have to understand
where she's coming from, right?

She doesn't understand
where I'mcoming from.

I've made mistakes,
but I had a lot going on.

Right. You're gay.
You're suppressed.

Your dad
is a supreme asshole.

Your ex-husband
tried to murder you.

Don't mock
what I've been through.

I'm not. I just know it
by heart, and so does Tina.

At some point? That stops
mattering to other people.

There's a limit
to the empathy people can have

for the ones they love,
and Tina's at her limit.

You can't change that.
Well, she could have at least listened to my apology.

Jill, she does not
owe you that.

And frankly,
I didn't hear an apology.

♪♪

What if Tina's right?

What if I end up alone?

[ Sighs ] Stop.

[ Exhales sharply ]
Jill, you've got to let out

that last bit of guilt
and victimhood.

Let it go.

It doesn't matter
if Tina receives it.

Doesn't matter
what Darren says.

You've got
to let it go.

How do I do that?

Same way
you did before.

♪♪

Darren:
You think this is justice, but this is not justice...

The Lord above
is the true judge.

♪ You gave me new religion
when I couldn't decide ♪

♪ Follow my heartbeat,
quench my thirst ♪

♪ And just swallow my pride

♪ I felt hollow inside

♪ But that first kiss was like

♪ Christmas Day
without the mistletoe ♪

♪ And be careful
what you ask for ♪

♪ You might get it
over and over ♪

♪ Till it overdoses
every vein in your soul ♪

♪ Distant lover,
they lied when they said ♪

♪ That distance draws
you closer ♪

♪ Dearest Tina,
I know your heart is pure ♪

♪ The way God made it

♪ And every memory we created

♪ Is now a picture
quickly faded ♪

♪ Tainted lover,
not you, but me ♪

♪ All I remember is that kitchen
we first sinned in ♪

♪ When my sex drive needed an
engine, you became that escape ♪

♪ That getaway that I needed

♪ We were supposed to be
undefeated, but damn ♪

♪ I'm sorry for the pain that I
caused, the way that you feel ♪

♪ I'm sorry for the lies that I
told, the feelings was real ♪

♪ I'm sorry for the tears
that you've cried ♪

♪ I'm missing you

♪ I'm sorry for the last time

Darren: The person who inflicted
the real pain...

♪ My dearest Tina,
this isn't a sad song ♪

♪ It's more like
a love scripture ♪

♪ And I wrote it
while you was hurting ♪

♪ But I'm new to this,
so I'm learning ♪

♪ Some details get jaded on
this canvas that we painted ♪

♪ It was abstract,
so every image ♪

♪ Was really more
for interpretation ♪

♪ Empty wine glasses

♪ The sand in your mind's
hourglass is changing ♪

♪ And you can't
get that time back ♪

♪ So let's make this
a celebration ♪

♪ At the end of the chapter

♪ I hope the world
gives you a standing ovation ♪

♪ They say that love is kind

♪ They say that love
is patient ♪

♪ I pray that you might find
some happiness and salvation ♪

♪ And what you gave me to me, I
hope somebody gives you more ♪

♪ I'm looking at my phone,
hoping that your name rings ♪

♪ 'Cause I know a side piece
could never be the main thing ♪

♪ I'm sorry for the pain that I
caused, the way that you feel♪

♪ I'm sorry for the lies that I
told, the feelings was real♪

♪ I'm sorry for the tears
that you've cried♪

♪ I'm missing you♪

♪ I'm sorry for the last time♪

Darren: The Lord above
is the true judge.

♪♪

Ouch. Damn.

Did that hurt?
[ Sighs ]

You just shot me full of
follicle-inducing hormones

with a 4-inch needle.

Are follicle-inducing hormones
more painful than Botox?

And somehow less painful
when the goal is

to make me look sick
in a Vera Wang.

We're on our way.

I'm gonna make you dinner.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Leon Bridges'
"Summer Rain" plays ]

[ Door opens ]

♪♪

[ Clears throat ]

She signed off.

We're good.

Are we?

♪♪

♪ You're speaking a language
no one speaks ♪

♪♪

♪ In a room
that don't exist ♪

♪♪

♪ I'm just gonna shut up

♪♪

♪ And bear witness

♪ You are everything

I love you.

♪ Wanna feel you all around

♪♪

♪ Baby, let your summer rain

♪ Keep coming down

♪♪

♪ Don't stop now

♪♪

♪ Don't stop now, now, now

♪ Hundreds on the table,
twenties on the floor ♪

♪ Fresh outta work
and on the way with some more ♪

♪ And I luv it

♪ And I luv it

♪♪

♪ I got gangstas in the crowd,
bad broads at my show ♪

I think it's because
I know y'all

that it shocks me
that you were like Kanye famous.

[ Laughter ]

-Let's take a selfie.
-Ooh!

Ah!

[ Camera shutter clicks ]
[ Laughs ]

Brianna should be here,
y'all.

She's not coming back.

Well, the last time
I FaceTimed her

she had
that effortless beach glow.

It's the sand --
it's a natural exfoliant.

If she comes back, bitch better
bring me back some samples.

[ Laughter ]

Wow. If I didn't live it,

I wouldn't believe
all this is for us.

My mom saw you guys in concert
when she was seventeen

and she always talks about it

like it was the best night
of her life.

We watched your "All Rise" video
in my Civics class

and I was so excited I came
home and showed my mom,

and she said
it was the same group

she was always talking about.
-[ Chuckles ]

Will you sign this?

[ Laughing ] Of course.
Oh, wow!

Oh!

Muffin, I love you, too.
Will you sign it, please?

Of course.
Thank you.

Thank you.

-Bye, Mom.
-Bye.

Can you believe we're just
four chicks from Queens

who stood on top of the world
for a hot minute?

Anybody else getting
teary-eyed with all of this?

-It's nice.
-Wait. How did you get Eric's

old main to relinquish
the rights?

I told her to
let go of the past.

[ Air horn blowing ]

Man: Please give it up
for Sophia Chang!

[ Air horn blowing ]
[ Cheers and applause ]

Welcome, everybody,

to the official re-release
of "Heart of Queens"!

Who feels like
a nasty girl tonight?

[ Cheers and applause ]

-Well, I do.
-Yas.

Sophia Chang: Well,
as a woman in hip-hop,

I can't tell you how
much this album meant to me.

I finally felt seen,
like I belonged.

Like someone was holding
a space for people like me.

And as evidenced by everyone
here tonight,

twenty years after
it went four times platinum,

it's clear that
"Heart of Queens"

inspired generations of women

and has left an indelible
mark on hip-hop.

So, thank you,

Jill Da Thrill, Butter Pecan,
and XPlicit Lyrics.

[ Cheers and applause ]

So maybe...
on this magical evening,

with everyone in such
a sentimental and nasty mood,

we can inspire one last
performance by the Queens?

[ Chanting ]
Na-sty, na-sty, na-sty, na-sty.

[ All chanting ]

Come on, let's hear it.

[ Crowd chanting "Na-sty!" ]

♪♪

♪♪

You ladies deserve
every piece of this.

Yes, yes, yes. Enjoy it.
[ Chuckles ]

Cuz, is this gonna be
the last time we hear this?

It doesn't have to be.

♪♪

[ Door opens ]

Okay!

[ Laughs ]
My girl.

[ Sighs ]

I'm here.
Mm-hmm.

You good?
Mm-hmm.

Da Thrill!

You know it.

[ Laughs ]
You bitches.

Yeah!
[ Laughs ]

Love you guys.

Ready?

♪♪

♪ Check it out,
checka-check it out ♪

♪ 'Bout to show y'all what
this queen is all about ♪

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