All language subtitles for Departure

[boy] Do you think you can
know something before you know
it?

Something good or bad,
I don't think it matters, but
it's...

it's like the air changes
or... something inside of you.

[woman]Home.

[boy]Not any more.

[thudding]

What was that?

Don't know. I think we hit
something.

[shutters creak]

[shutters creak]

[gasps quietly]

[turns on tap]

[boy]Who's that man
in the boat with Dad?

Don't know.

I'm thinking that we'll keep
some.

They still have to be packed.

It just looked so bare.

OK.

[woman]I've got some thank-you
things for Sally and Dan.

I'm going to take them over.

[crockery clatters]

[water splashes]

[vacuum cleaner whirs]

Elliot.

[vacuum cleaner stops]

Let's go to the market.
We'll get something nice.

- I think we should go and look.
- What for?

The deer.

I'll get a basket.

- Maybe it's lying in a ditch.
- It was just a branch.

- There's blood on the car.
- No, there isn't.

Have you checked?

Do you think they're ready for
that,
in the village?

- I like it.
- So do the fleas.

- I'd like to go back.
- Yeah?

We could bring it here.
It could... We could look after
it.

Yes?

[Elliot]I mean I could.

Would you get some drawing pins,
please?

We should put it out of its
misery.

How?

We could twist its neck.

- Could you?
- Or with a rock.

Do you not feel anything?

Really, Elliot,
that jacket is revolting.

It has holes in it.

- [Elliot]So do I.
- [front door closes]

- Et voilà.
- Merci.

Bon journée.

I quite like the market.

Mum.

[speaks French]

[church bell rings]

[phone rings]

[answering machine beeps]

[man] Bea, we have an
appointment
at the notary,

so I'll fly out the day after
tomorrow.

I think it's...

I think that's best.

[answering machine beeps]

Voilà.

- [in English]In English if you
want.
- [in English]No, it's good.

- Oui.

- [in English]To feel
something?

[in English]
Yeah, to... to long for, um...

Shit.

- [in English]Yeah.

[in English]The way that
things...
that water...

runs through your fingers.

[Elliot, in English] Yeah.

C'est très bien.

- Bonsoir.
- Salut.

[engine fails to start]

[Elliot] Oui.

Bon...

[in English]I saw you...

I saw you swim in the reservoir,
in the barrage.

Oui.

[in English]
I mean, I don't swim in the
barrage.

[Elliot, in English]I think
we killed a deer on the way
here.

It might not be dead.

It's probably dying,
but Mum won't go look.

[French boy, in English]A deer?

- [in English]Rabbit? No.

Uh, bigger.

Plus gros.

- [in English]Yes.

[in English]OK. But it is dead?

Ah, that's the point. I don't
know.

Maybe it has blood
running from its eyes like
tears,

as it limps across the fields.

- [in English]I dive.
- [in English]Yeah?

You have to breathe out
or it goes up your nose.

[Elliot]I know.

You live here?

[in English]I just visit with
my aunt.

[in English]
We live in the house by the
river.

Elliot. We're packing it up...
to sell.

It's like a holiday house.

Ciao.

I was about to give up.

- Elliot.
- Yes.

- What are we having?
- Food.

- What are you looking at?
- Nothing.

Wash your hands.

Did you pack?

- I read. I didn't feel like
packing.
- Something edifying?

How did you get so big?

Incrementally.

We'll start packing tomorrow,
properly.

Alright.

Bonjour.

Mum, there are figs.

- Salut.
- [Bea]What?

- Salut.
- [Bea]Elliot?

It's nothing, Mum. Forget it.

- Do you want one?
- Yeah, sure.

What have you got? Figs? They're
late.

- Yeah, there's just a few.
- Oh, gosh. They're beautiful.

Hmm.

- I don't know your friend.
- Clément.

Hello. Nice to meet you.

I come to help. Elliot says you
pack up.

- Oh, he doesn't need to do
that.
- No, it's OK.

He can help me with the heavy
things.

Well, if you're... if you're
sure.
Thank you.

The... The ones with yellow
stickers
are for the sale.

- Yeah, we'll do it.
- Right. OK, Elliot?

[Elliot]Hm-hm.

I'll just carry on upstairs,
then.

- [Clément]After we swim?
- [Elliot]Isn't the water a bit
dirty?

- [Elliot]Want another one?

[Elliot, in English]
I don't think she likes them.

Will you take a look at the junk
and decide what you want?

And then we can take the rest
to the déchetterie.

OK.

I've made you hot chocolate.

They used to make epaulettes
in the village, for the
shoulders.

[in English]Because the water
is very soft, it's very pure.

It's good for the fabric.
Did you know that?

No, but it's the same water
in the barrage.

Yeah.

But you just said the water is
dirty.

Well, maybe it wasn't before.
But it is now. That's why they
stopped.

Oh.

Here.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

- You swim?
- Yes.

- In the reservoir?
- Yeah.

Must be cold.

Hmm, to begin.

After... it's like fire, you
know,
in the skin.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

We never swam in the reservoir.
We... I don't know why.

I think it's not allowed.

But we walk round it.
It's very beautiful.

I used to swim.

In the sea.

Philip, Elliot's father, had a
boat,
and I'd dive off.

- Didn't I, Elliot?
- [Elliot]What?

Dive, from the boat?

And you'd cry.

I think he thought maybe
I'd not come back up.

It's fine, we'll do it.

- What was she saying?
- About swimming.

[in English]You can fix it,
make it work?

[mutters]

OK.

[in English]Come on.

[goat bleats]

[in English]Where are we going?

I want to show you something.

Clément.

Clément?

Clément.

- Whoo!
- You idiot.

[Clément] Attends, Elliot.

- [in English]This is it?
- Let's go.

No, no, come on.

You bring me here.

I "brought you here",
not I "bring you here".

Happening once,
not continuously or often.

[Clément] Quoi?

[in English]It's not important.
It's just grammar.

I want to be a writer.

OK, cool.

So...

My parents bring me here
most years in the summer.

[Elliot, in English]
Not here. To the house.

I come here...

..to get away from the house,
from them.

To think.

- [coughs]
- [laughs]

[coughs]

[Clément laughs]

CÇa va?

Elliot!

[Clément]Rimbaud.

Proust.

- [in English]You've read
Proust?
- You've read Rimbaud?

- [in English]So was Proust.

- [in English]And Victor Hugo.

- [in English]Bullshit.
- He wrote Les Mis.

[in English]What?

OK.

[in English]You wank too much.

[in English]What happened
to your hand?

[in English]
He had to wait, Victor Hugo,

till his mother had died
to be with the person he loved.

[in English]Do you want some
help?

[sobs]

- Where have you been?
- I walked back with Clément.

- You've been smoking.
- No, I haven't.

- It stinks.
- No, it doesn't.

- [Bea]It's disgusting.
- God.

- What is wrong with you?
- Nothing.

- Get out. Just get out.
- [laughs]

Get out.

- Go! Get out!
- Make up your mind.

[gasps]

[door squeaks]

[Bea]Elliot?

- Yeah?
- What are you doing?

I'm... having a snack.

[Bea]Don't leave a mess.

OK.

[Bea]I'm sorry about...
earlier.

Look, you know, the...
the déchetterie was closed
and... I...

I'm sorry.

So am I.

[Clément, in English]The
Vélibs,
you know, the bicycles you can
hire...

- [Bea]Oh, yeah.
- ..are everywhere, which is
cool.

But... How do you say?

People piss everywhere.

- No.
- Si.

[Clément]
They make signs to stop people.

- Even on the Champs-EÉlysées?

- [Bea]Clément's come back to
help.
- Yeah, I can see.

[Bea]He was just telling me
about Paris.

- [in English]No, I prefer
coffee.

[in English]I'll make it.

OK.

Yes, yes.

- [Clément, in English]This?
- [Bea]Uh, rubbish.

[Bea, in English]Yes.

- [Clément, in English]And
this?
- Uh, no.

- Ici.Bin. Um...
- [Clément] Poubelle.

[Bea] Poubelle,yes.

- Mum?
- Yeah?

Do we throw this away?

I don't know.

- Um...
- C'est le téléphone.

Oh, it's the old one, I think.

Yes, poubelle.

- It's a funny word.
- [Elliot]Mum.

I'm... I'm just not... sure
what we'll need.

Maybe I'll make a cake.

- Is that it?
- [Clément]No. This.

This,... this and this.

All this... life.

I wonder what happened
to that sandwich toaster.

Oh, I liked this oven. It was
very...

Personable?

[Bea]I suppose they don't mean
to,

but people are very careless
when they rent a holiday house.

Things break down.

[Bea sighs]

I don't know what I'm doing.

We've done this so often,
packing up.

But we were always moving
somewhere
else, somewhere better or
bigger.

Weren't we, Elliot?

Not just... giving things up.

[in English]My mother is in...
it's like an 'ospital, but
different.

[Elliot, in English]Like an
asylum?

- Is she crazy?
- No, she has cancer.

Oh.

How? I mean...

Smoking.
The first was just... but now
her...

- [Elliot]Head?
- Yeah, and everywhere.

My father says she...

she's like a different person
because of... of the cancer.

Not my mother any more.

At first she was funny.

She made really strange
comments,
you know?

Really.

She made us laugh.

- Oui, je comprends.

[in English]So that's why your
hand...

[yells]

[makes engine noises]

[woman]Hello?

- Sally.
- I borrowed this.

Those presents, you shouldn't
have.

Oh, it was nothing.

And I guessed
that you were out for a bit?

No, we were there. Maybe at the
back.

Anyway, I had to come back
and get on with all this.

It doesn't matter.

- You sold it?
- Yes.

Philip called and said.

Wasn't I supposed to know?

Oh, no, no, of course.
It's not quite finalised.

But you're packing.

Would you like coffee?

[Sally]How's Elliot?

Horrible.

I should have told you
when the house went on the
market.

You've always said
how much you liked it.

- We're happy where we are.
- Are you?

- Happy?
- Yes.

Oh, it's quiet.

Dan's in Toulouse a lot, which
is good,

because when he's home,
we tear strips off each other.

We'd hoped you'd come out more.

It's typical of Philip
to do it all so tidily.

He won't admit it,
but that's what he's doing.

Putting it all away.
First the house and then...

- It wasn't your choice?
- Is anything?

Maybe if we'dtorn strips
off each other...

I wanted, well, I thought
we'd come here more.

I thought we'd retire.

I mean, not that I wanted to,
but...
Or did I?

I don't know.

I wanted to go to Paris.
I thought that's what France
was.

Not just another cold house
in the middle of nowhere.

Am I sounding ungrateful?

No.

It's happened before.

It wasn't my choice then either.

My parents...
Well, my mother, actually,

she made me give up a...

I had a child.

Before Philip. He knows. He
knew.

They bought me a new set of
clothes.

The child was going to be loved.

All neat. Tidy.

Beatrice...

I should have just knocked.

I've never been very good at
friends.

- [Sally]Come back and visit.
- [chuckles]

[Sally]A holiday.

On your own if you like.

I feel like I'm missing
something.

Oh.

Oh...

[front door closes]

[in English]It was a fish farm.
There were thousands of fish.

The water was boiling with them.
It was disgusting.

Then they drained the water
into the river over there.

Wriggling over each other.

No one can live like that.

No one can live like that!

[in English]Is it for me
or for a studio audience?

Both.

He says I will be not happy
if I see her now.

Like I'm a baby
that will have bad dreams.

He wants you to remember her
when she was funny,

when she was well, that's all.

Stop it. And you hit someone.

[Clément]Do I come this
evening?

Elliot!

Elliot?

[in English]When I die, they'll
float
my body down an inky Thames,

past buildings painted black
in mourning.

[in English]Clément, wait.

[in English]
"I like you", not "I love you".

- Oui.

[♪ "Catch the Wind" by Oliver
Daldry]

♪ We were foolish, we were kind, so caught up inside of time

♪ And the emptiness dividing us by all we had to find

♪ We'd be focusing our minds on what we couldn't leave behind

♪ In all the fire and smoke
we could not catch the wind

♪ And I would smile at you and
hope
that one day upon the ropes

♪ You'd learn to live and cope with the love you couldn't show

♪ At the bottom of the oak
where you oh, so softly spoke

♪ Though you've been lucky
all your life

♪ You'll never catch the wind

♪ I know all is said and done

♪ And we don't talk and oh, not once
do I regret I fill my lungs

♪ With every single song I've
sung

♪ We were never meant to end,
how I even thought to think it

♪ Now it's beating at my limbs, I'll never catch the wind

♪ Raise a glass, my dear, my
love

♪ Every time you think of love

♪ And the frustration you will
hide

♪ And you've been lucky all your life

♪ But you'll never catch the
wind

♪ Raise a glass, my dear, my
love

♪ Every time you think of love

♪ And the frustration you will
hide

♪ And you've been lucky all your life,
I've been so lucky all my life

♪ Raise a glass, my dear, my
love

♪ To the pain we rose above

♪ And the frustration you will
hide

♪ And you've been lucky all your life,
I've been so lucky all my life

♪ We've been so lucky all our
lives

♪ But we'll never

♪ Catch the wind

[knocking at door]

- I'm nearly finished.

- Sorry.

[in English]I put it out.

- [Bea]Say again.

[Bea] Feuilles...

Anyway, that was why we liked
it,
the colours in autumn.

- Yeah.
- We only come in the summer.

Once you started school, yes,
but we first saw the house in
autumn.

[in English]We come each autumn
to holiday to visit my aunt.

- [Bea]Does she live in the
village?
- Yeah, all her life.

- [Bea]Oh, it's a nice village.
- [Clément]Mm.

We don't... We never got to know
anyone.

Yeah.

Let's open another bottle of
wine.
Clément can choose.

- OK, cool.
- Yeah? They're... They're next
door.

Take an expensive one.

They're wrapped in paper.

- Won't Dad mind?
- Well, someone's got to drink
it.

You're drunk.

Let's go away tomorrow, shall
we?
Would you like that?

- To Lagrasse?
- Can Clément come?

- Yes, if he wants to.
- Have you been?

- [Bea]It's very pretty.
- No, I don't think so.

They have proper ice cream, like
Italy.

Yeah, we can pretend to be on
holiday.

- Before we collect your father.
- [cork pops]

- Oh.
- We're picking up Dad?

Yes, but we'll pass the airport
on the way home.

Why didn't you tell me?

That was the moment.
It was in Lagrasse that time.

The bridge, the sun...

Autumn.

And then finding this house
in the forest,

that was the French dream.

It was then.

Why is Dad coming?

Oh, because he wants to sign
some things
for the sale. Then it's done.

Good riddance.

It's a holiday house. It was a
project
to keep the marriage together.

- Mum...
- Some people have sex.

We bought houses.

- I was better at that.
- Mum, for fuck's sake.

Elliot, you've drunk too much.

You just say things.
It's not appropriate.

- [Bea]We're on holiday.
- Well, no, we're not.

We're in France.
French people talk about these
things.

- Or is that only in Paris?
- [Clément]I don't know.

[Elliot]You're being vulgar.

I thought you liked carrots.

[church bell rings]

Wait a moment.

We'll see you on the bridge.

Which bridge?

I think they were supposed
to be up there.

There are steps?
No, no, we have to go back the
same way.

Oh.

[both laugh]

[Clément whoops, echoing]

- [whoops]
- [Bea laughs]

- [Clément]Whoa!
- [Bea]Whoo-oo!

[Clément] C'est ça, oui.

[Bea]Whoo-oo!

My father says that you can know
the quality of a bridge

if it has a good echo.

If the echo is netor pure, pas
flou.

- Pure.
- Mm.

And all the time my mother shout
at us
for dinner or not to be bad,
but...

..she shouted two times or more.

Because we cannot hear or
because we didn't want to stop
playing.

And she shouts twice, like an
echo.

And my father laughed and he
says,
"She is un voûte, un arc,
parfait."

She's perfect.

C'est idiot mais...

- [Bea] How is yours?
- [Clément] Good.

[roar of aeroplane engines]

You put up the notice for the
sale?

Bea?

I did it.

And you've been helping?

He's been all over it.

[Philip]Sounds like
there's nothing left to do.

Please stop the car.

Stop the car. Just...

- What's wrong with you?
- Sorry.

[♪ "Rusalka" by Dvo ák]

What is it?

- It's good.
- It's Rusalka.

- You've seen it?
- Yes.

With Mum?

No, not with Mum.

[front door opens and closes]

[Bea climbs stairs]

[Elliot]Mum?

I'm in the bath.

Did you see it?

[Bea]What?

The deer.

Where you got out, it's where
we hit something when we
arrived.

Oh.

- [Elliot]Did you?
- No, Elliot, I didn't.

I wasn't looking.
I just... wanted to walk.

What's happening?

- Mum?
- Yes?

Can I come in?

[Elliot descends stairs]

Maybe I'll go and look for him.

I could do with a walk.

Haven't you walked enough today?

[front door opens and closes]

[tools clatter]

[engine fails to start]

- Monsieur.
- Merci.

I'm sorry about your mother.

It's easy to forget what you
want,
Elliot, out of life, out of...

You put things away.

There are circumstances
where that can happen.

- It's not always your fault.
- I know.

No. That goes in there.

Certain things you push away
don't really go away.

Your mother has given up things
and maybe she didn't need to.

She's not happy.

Is this about Mum?

No.

- We were having a conversation.
- Who was it about, then?

- Did you do the attic?
- It wasn't about Elliot, was
it?

The attic?

You said leave it to you.

[sighs]

[Philip]Did you enjoy the wine?

Come on.

What will you do with the bike
when you fix it?

- [in English]To see your
mother?

Is that kind of bike allowed
on the motorway?

Do you think you can know things
before you know them?

[Clément]Like what?

Don't know.

Something good or bad,
I don't think it matters, but
it's...

..like the air changes
or something inside of you.

[Clément]Maybe.

[Elliot]What are you doing?

Clément!

Clément?

Clément!

You fucking twat! You fucking
twat!

Why did you do that?
Why did you do that?

It's allowed.

- Whoo!
- You're gonna get cold. Get...

[Clément]What is a twat?

[Elliot]I don't know.
Something to do with a nun.

Oopla!

When I was little...

..the hot tap broke
on the kitchen sink...

..and very hot water sprayed
over Mum.

There was steam.
It must have been boiling.

She wouldn't stop.

She just kept trying
to put the tap back on.

It was like there was something
strange
in the house;

not Mum, but a wild animal.

I was frightened.

I begged her to stop. I was
crying.

And she fainted.

So I ran outside to get help
and a neighbour came with a
spanner,

a tool to turn the tap off with.

Mum was sat at the table
holding her hand by the wrist.

Her face was so white.

I'd forgotten, but...

..now I remember.

I remember the density of the
air.

Like we were underwater.

And this feeling
that something was broken.

Not the taps.

Something else.

[in English]Is that what you
thought
was going to happen?

What?

You said you can know something
before it happens.

[in English]I don't know.

[sobs]

[Philip]Well, it's stupid
to take it back.

[Bea]I'm stupid.
I'm the bloody stupid one!

- [glass smashes]
- Oh, shit.

For God's sake.

Oh, God.

I can't take this any more.

You can't take what?

Can't take marriage?

It's not a marriage.

But it's all I've got.

- [Bea]Ow!
- Bea, stop it.

Ow.

Oh, God!

Oh, God! Oh, God!

[sobs]

[Bea]Wash your hands, Elliot.

Take your jacket off.

Not at the table, Elliot.

Pass your plate.

- What happened to your hand?
- Your mother's offering you the
gravy.

- What happened?
- Just take it.

I can't go through
another meal like this.

Tell Elliot
what you pushed away, Philip.

Tell him what you gave up.

- Beatrice.
- Tell him.

Tell all of us what you put
away.

Tell Elliot.

I broke a glass, that's all.
It's just a wretched glass.

No point buying decent things
when your mother just...

Shut up!

- Just shut up!
- Don't talk to me like that.

[front door closes]

Elliot, sit down.

[Elliot climbs stairs]

[sobs]

[yells]

[Bea] It was just a distraction, wasn't it, buying houses?

One at a time.

Each one a bit bigger than the
last.

Then two. Had to have two.

On the ladder.

I tried.

[Bea] What did you try?

[Philip] To be happy.

I saw you eyeing the waiters.

I didn't understand it at first.

- Young men in cafés.
- No.

You hid it really well,
but I saw you, Philip, I saw
you.

Far back inside you.

The looks.

The longing.

Behind the shutters.

Please, Beatrice.

[Bea] I've always felt it.

That...

..the love that you had...

..was all I could expect.

[Philip] Beatrice.

[Bea]
And that what I had for you...

..was all you wanted.

Your father isn't going to be
there
when we get back.

He's not living with us any
more.

Is that why you burned
everything?

I didn't burn everything.

You burned the chest, the
photos.

- What did you think you were
doing?
- Oh, shut up, Elliot.

They were mine too.

- [Bea]It's not about you.
- Then who is it about?

- Hm? Who is it about?
- It's about me.

It's about me!

Oh, God! Oh, no.

Leave me alone!

Oh, God.

I feel like I'm drowning.

It's all my fault.

I didn't tell him about you and
Clément.

You didn't tell...

You didn't tell me
about you and Clément either.

- Tell you what?
- Elliot...

- Tell you what?
- Elliot.

- I don't want to talk about it.
- I want to talk about it.

I don't want to talk about it.

Elliot!

Shit.

[Elliot]So how will you get to
Paris?

[Clément]By train.

[Elliot]So why don't you?

[Clément]Where are we going?

[Elliot]I want to find the
deer.

[Clément]This is stupid.
Putain.

What will you do if you find it?

I'll bury it.

It was here somewhere. There was
a bang,
we hit it and then it limped
away.

[yells]

Qu'est-ce qu'il y a là? Huh?

Clément.

[distant thunder]

[thunder]

[♪ "Rusalka" by Dvo ák]

[♪ "Catch the Wind" by Oliver
Daldry]

♪ We were foolish, we were kind, so caught up inside of time

♪ And the emptiness dividing us by all we had to find

♪ We'd be focusing our minds on what we couldn't leave behind

♪ In all the fire and smoke
we could not catch the wind

♪ I would smile at you and hope that one day upon the ropes

♪ You'd learn to live and cope with the love you couldn't show

♪ At the bottom of the oak
where you oh, so softly spoke

♪ Though we've been lucky all
our lives

♪ We'll never catch the wind

♪ Raise a glass, my dear, my
love

♪ Every time you think of love

♪ And the frustration you would hide

♪ And you've been lucky all your life, but you'll never catch the wind

♪ Well, I took all your foolish ways
and I played all your childish
games

♪ Oh, it was never hard to save every time you weren't so brave

♪ You've never seen that face but in my heart it's you I crave

♪ You did all you want,
you'll never catch the wind

♪ I know all is said and done

♪ And we don't talk and oh, not once
do I regret I fill my lungs

♪ With every single song I've
sung

♪ Oh, we were never meant to
end,
how I even thought to think it

♪ Now it's beating at my limbs, I'll never catch the wind

♪ Raise a glass, my dear, my
love

♪ Every time you think of love

♪ And the frustration you would hide

♪ And you've been lucky all your life,
I've been so lucky all my life

♪ We've been so lucky all our
lives

♪ But we'll never

♪ Catch the wind

♪ Raise a glass, my dear, my
love

♪ Every time you think of love

♪ And the frustration you would hide

♪ And you've been lucky all your life,
I've been so lucky all my life

♪ We've been so lucky all our
lives

♪ But we'll never

♪ Catch the wind

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