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A girlfriend
once wrote me a note:
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even the harshest places
in nature are perfect.
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There's something about living
by a large body of water.
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So vast and deep that not having
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grown up with the
ocean, it overwhelms me.
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It's too much to take in.
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I know that this same body
of water touches China.
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So many undiscovered
worlds beneath the surface.
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The tide is constantly changing.
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It's like when I'm painting
or making a sculpture.
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A rhythm takes over through
cycles that hopefully lead
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toward a burst of unexpected
inspiration or revelation
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I just dissolve into.
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But for the past
11 or so months,
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I haven't been able
to tap into that.
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For the past 11 or so months,
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there's been Charlie,
but we've drifted apart,
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a chasm between us, I said.
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She refuses to acknowledge it.
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Hannah?
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Hello?
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Hannah, I can see
your bike in here.
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Lulu.
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We met in Prague.
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I was backpacking through Europe
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and she was touring dance
academies with Julie,
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her business partner.
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I was thinking about moving
to LA and meeting her
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tipped my decision in its favor.
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Eventually
somebody is going
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to throw up in the car.
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I mean, it's
happened a few times.
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Not in this car but I've had
different car before this,
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but like, you'll
be talking to them,
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they'll be really drunk so
you'll ask them if they're okay
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- and they say they're fine-
- Can you turn this music up?
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Yeah. Sure.
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I like the song.
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Yeah,
it's cool. K-Pop.
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Princess Pop.
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Do you have a go-to
karaoke song or anything?
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Uh, I don't know.
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I don't really do karaoke.
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Really?
It's so much fun.
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There's this uh, there's
one in little Tokyo
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and it's in the mall and
you can bring your beer
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which is really nice, so,
you only end up spending...
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I'm so glad you're here.
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You know my mom's allergic.
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You could have
asked to bring her.
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Yeah, well I'm
here, so she's here.
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Hannah?
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Come here.
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I am here.
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To my room.
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Charlie.
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Come on.
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Last night I had a dream
that I was in a desert.
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Charlie wasn't around.
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I was free and I looked up
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and written across the
sky were these words.
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You know what?
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Why don't we just go to Mexico?
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What do you mean?
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Like, let's just go to Mexico.
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It's like two hours away
or something, right?
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What would we do?
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Hang on the beach,
eat tacos and stuff.
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It'll be fun, it'll
be like an adventure.
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- Are you sure?
- Yeah, why not?
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Okay.
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Okay.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah?
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Okay, let's go.
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Yeah?
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We're gonna go to Mexico?
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Wait, have you
never been to Mexico before?
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- No.
- What?
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Have you?
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My parents are from
Mexico. I'm Mexican.
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Doesn't mean you've
been to Mexico.
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You're not Mexican-Mexican.
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You didn't grow up there.
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I'm first-generation.
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Do you have any work
lined up this week?
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No, I don't
have any work lined up.
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Do you?
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I have that first teen
workshop on Saturday,
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but I'm just going to
ask Julie to cover it.
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What do you think the
weather's going to be like?
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Well, it's hot here, so
it should be hotter there,
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but we're going to be
by the beach, so it's...
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Do you like not want
to go now or something?
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No, I wanna go.
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What are you doing?
Stop, stop, stop.
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What are you doing? Stop!
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Are you kidding me?
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Did you just throw
the whole thing out?
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I don't want the
border patrol to find it.
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They don't inspect the cars
going in, only going out.
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The cameras probably saw you.
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- What camera-
- Ugh!
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- I'm sorry.
- God, Hannah.
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I don't
wanna go to jail.
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Oh, look. Right
here, right here, right here?
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That's where they shot Titanic.
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Really?
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Yeah.
It's like a studio.
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Huh.
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- This place is freaking dead.
- Yeah.
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In the daytime it's, like,
flooded with tourists.
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- You've been here before?
- Yeah.
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But like years ago.
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I think I was like 12, maybe?
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- It's like a ghost town.
- Dude, get out.
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- Why?
- Just get out.
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- Come on, get out.
- I'm going, I'm going.
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Go, go, go.
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Did
you start the car?
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Nope.
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Turn around.
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- What?
- Walk!
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Come on, go!
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Run, bitch!
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I want to show you something.
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Hannah.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Don't show off for me.
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Just like that ass.
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Close your eyes.
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Spin.
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I'm
spinning, I'm spinning.
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Spin
faster, faster, faster.
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Faster, faster, go, go, go.
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Faster, faster, faster, faster.
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Stop.
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What do you see?
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Blue.
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Distance.
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How do you say ocean in Spanish?
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And how
do you say dream?
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Another day at the beach.
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Another
day, another playa.
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Is that we want margaritas?
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Uh huh.
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Uh huh.
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Hey Hannah.
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Hey Charlie.
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Does it look like
I'm taking a shit?
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Yeah, you do.
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- Oh god!
- Oh.
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It's like I'm a ninja.
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You've come to
join me at my tire.
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The princess.
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- You received my invitation.
- I have received
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your invitation
to eat your pussy.
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Look, it's us.
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- The dead birds?
- No.
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- No?
- Two love birds.
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But they're dead.
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There's no perfect
circle on your body.
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The nostril,
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the toe nail,
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the ankle,
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the heel,
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the mole,
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the ear hole,
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the blow hole,
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the gap,
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the O,
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the ass,
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the orangutan,
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the noise,
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the silence.
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When you order water,
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make sure it's bottled and
don't drink from the tap.
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Why? Am I
gonna get the shits?
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Yeah.
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How come you never
talk about boys?
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I don't know.
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Like how come
you never talk about, like,
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what kind of boys
you're attracted to?
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I don't know.
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Am I supposed to?
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I mean, I'd hope you'd share
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that side of yourself with me.
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Do you get service down here?
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Yeah.
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Why? You gotta
text your brother?
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It's been so long since
I've been down here.
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This like, little
stretch of road
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feels like I was just here.
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Reminds you of home?
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You haven't been here for
forever though, right?
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Oh my god, this is the place
where my mom got her tits.
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- What?
- Right here.
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Oh my God. Yeah, that's it!
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Are you serious?
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Hey Julie.
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Hannah and I are kind of
taking an impromptu trip.
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I won't be at the
studio tomorrow
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and likely not
Saturday either...
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Unless
you're up high enough,
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it's hard to see the
earth curve on the edges.
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I've tried breaking
up, taking space,
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giving time, but this
push-pull of intimacy
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and isolation spirals.
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She can't let go.
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I won't cut it off.
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I can't let go.
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She won't cut it off.
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I thought that Charlie could
be the one for a second.
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But the truth is that
the comfort was naive.
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Oh my gosh, we should
totally stay here.
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- No.
- It's so-
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- No, babe, I saw a place that
was nicer a little bit back.
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Nicer? It's so
colorful and kitschy.
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- Why not-
- Hannah, I don't wanna
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get bed bugs or something.
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- We're staying here.
- No...
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You know, my grandma had
a restaurant down here?
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- In La Paz.
- Why don't we go there?
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Mm-mm.
It burned down.
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So what
you're saying is
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we would have eaten there,
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but you weren't
feeling like toast?
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You're so dumb.
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Oh my god, some of this
dark family history.
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Really?
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I guess.
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Why don't you get
your own margarita?
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Maybe I will.
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You know, I've been thinking a
lot about Catholicism lately.
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Really?
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How come?
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I don't know.
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Like when I was a kid, up
until I was a teenager,
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I took it like super seriously.
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Like, I would like talk
to the Virgin Mary.
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Like if she was real,
like right next to me.
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Like an imaginary friend?
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Yeah.
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My parents didn't
treat it so personal
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or at least they didn't,
like, show it to me.
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It was more, you
know, formulaic.
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And then I became more
aware of the formula.
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Then I became more self aware
and it's like, the ritual.
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The Virgin Mary
was my best friend.
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I told her everything.
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About my friends,
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about the boys that make
fun of me at school.
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No.
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Poor little Charlie.
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My dreams, what I wished for,
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I remember begging her
to bring me a lover.
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I was so young,
but I remember...
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It wasn't a man.
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It was the Virgin.
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Your hair was shorter
when I met you.
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I guess I just was
dykier back then.
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I love you.
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- Cheers.
- Salud.
265
00:31:59,294 --> 00:32:00,195
Oh.
266
00:32:01,163 --> 00:32:02,030
Ugh.
267
00:32:08,203 --> 00:32:09,571
I have to pee.
268
00:32:09,606 --> 00:32:10,740
Be right back.
269
00:33:45,367 --> 00:33:46,836
Strong like bull.
270
00:33:48,738 --> 00:33:51,841
I wanna go back to Prague.
271
00:33:51,874 --> 00:33:53,610
I wanna travel more.
272
00:33:54,877 --> 00:33:59,716
I wanna show you Budapest.
273
00:34:02,184 --> 00:34:05,755
You know, we were
different people back then.
274
00:34:07,522 --> 00:34:09,592
Then we can start over.
275
00:34:12,294 --> 00:34:14,363
Don't forget about me.
276
00:35:15,490 --> 00:35:16,358
Charlie.
277
00:35:19,327 --> 00:35:20,562
Charlie, stop.
278
00:35:20,596 --> 00:35:21,731
Come on.
279
00:35:21,764 --> 00:35:22,699
Come on.
280
00:35:22,732 --> 00:35:24,634
No come on, we're going back.
281
00:35:24,667 --> 00:35:26,703
- I'm not gonna spin.
- Spin, spin!
282
00:35:28,738 --> 00:35:30,773
Okay, I'm spinning.
283
00:35:30,807 --> 00:35:32,274
What do you see?
284
00:35:33,575 --> 00:35:34,644
I see red.
285
00:35:36,579 --> 00:35:37,412
Red.
286
00:35:52,061 --> 00:35:55,798
Come on!
287
00:36:37,506 --> 00:36:38,373
Sit down.
288
00:37:11,140 --> 00:37:13,676
Come on, you look creepy.
289
00:37:43,005 --> 00:37:44,539
Why did you bring me here?
290
00:37:47,610 --> 00:37:48,878
- Why did you ask me-
- You're drunk-
291
00:37:48,911 --> 00:37:50,646
- To Mexico with you?
292
00:37:55,918 --> 00:37:57,086
I don't know.
293
00:38:02,457 --> 00:38:04,060
Why don't you know?
294
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:34,016
Oh no, no, no, don't eat that.
295
00:39:43,826 --> 00:39:46,095
No, don't eat that, go away.
296
00:39:47,229 --> 00:39:50,166
It's not for kitties.
It's not for you.
297
00:40:27,036 --> 00:40:27,903
Hannah.
298
00:40:40,016 --> 00:40:40,850
Oh my god.
299
00:41:12,081 --> 00:41:12,948
Ah, babe.
300
00:41:15,217 --> 00:41:16,185
You're sick.
301
00:41:17,953 --> 00:41:18,821
You're warm.
302
00:41:24,093 --> 00:41:25,795
My stomach hurts.
303
00:41:27,096 --> 00:41:29,265
- Did you drink the water?
- I shat everywhere.
304
00:41:33,769 --> 00:41:35,304
Maybe when you were
brushing your teeth?
305
00:41:35,337 --> 00:41:36,205
No.
306
00:42:13,943 --> 00:42:16,278
My mom would buy me a
Gatorade when I was sick.
307
00:42:17,413 --> 00:42:18,781
Didn't make me feel better,
308
00:42:18,814 --> 00:42:20,149
but it seems to
help other people.
309
00:42:38,300 --> 00:42:39,235
Oh, Hannah.
310
00:42:43,005 --> 00:42:44,106
Move your, move your...
311
00:42:49,945 --> 00:42:51,714
Let's get you to bed.
312
00:42:58,954 --> 00:43:00,956
I always have to
act like her mother.
313
00:43:03,492 --> 00:43:05,227
I always had to
be my own mother.
314
00:43:06,328 --> 00:43:08,164
Something I finally
accepted when I realized
315
00:43:08,197 --> 00:43:10,366
that nobody was going
to do anything for me.
316
00:43:16,772 --> 00:43:17,439
Lulu.
317
00:44:49,131 --> 00:44:51,200
Can you
get me a piece of gum?
318
00:44:52,868 --> 00:44:54,069
It's in my bag.
319
00:44:56,372 --> 00:44:58,507
My mouth tastes like shit.
320
00:46:11,513 --> 00:46:12,915
For a
year I kept a tally
321
00:46:12,948 --> 00:46:14,316
of the bruises she'd give me.
322
00:46:15,317 --> 00:46:18,554
On my legs, my neck, my ass.
323
00:46:23,225 --> 00:46:25,027
We'd make our
experience physical,
324
00:46:26,462 --> 00:46:28,497
a representation
of our likeness.
325
00:46:31,567 --> 00:46:36,205
Her peach skin against my
olive, browning like bananas.
326
00:46:52,722 --> 00:46:54,923
What happens to the soul
327
00:46:54,957 --> 00:46:58,360
when all the contact of
force and seizure absolves?
328
00:51:33,636 --> 00:51:35,237
How you feelin'?
329
00:51:44,346 --> 00:51:45,213
Are you hungry?
330
00:51:56,391 --> 00:51:57,894
So I finally heard from Julie.
331
00:51:57,927 --> 00:52:00,228
She has to fly to
Louisiana today.
332
00:52:00,262 --> 00:52:01,263
Her mom broke her hip.
333
00:52:02,865 --> 00:52:04,232
What does that mean?
334
00:52:05,500 --> 00:52:06,803
It means I have
to go to the studio.
335
00:52:06,836 --> 00:52:07,837
I have the workshop
tomorrow night.
336
00:52:07,870 --> 00:52:09,639
I don't have a choice.
337
00:56:25,962 --> 00:56:26,829
Woo hoo.
338
00:56:31,300 --> 00:56:32,835
Come here, kitty.
339
00:56:36,072 --> 00:56:37,139
Baby?
340
00:56:37,173 --> 00:56:38,841
Have you seen Lu?
341
00:56:38,874 --> 00:56:39,742
No.
342
00:56:41,811 --> 00:56:43,646
Lu?
343
00:56:43,679 --> 00:56:44,546
Lulu?
344
00:56:50,086 --> 00:56:51,120
Where is she?
345
00:56:56,558 --> 00:56:59,028
Lu?
346
00:56:59,061 --> 00:56:59,929
Lu?
347
00:57:02,665 --> 00:57:03,531
Lulu?
348
00:57:05,101 --> 00:57:06,135
Hey, Lu?
349
00:57:07,670 --> 00:57:09,905
Lu?
350
00:57:09,939 --> 00:57:11,874
Here kitty, kitty, kitty, kitty.
351
00:57:11,907 --> 00:57:13,642
- Have you seen her?
- No.
352
00:57:13,676 --> 00:57:14,542
Lu?
353
00:57:15,277 --> 00:57:16,912
Where is she?
354
00:57:16,946 --> 00:57:17,813
Lu.
355
00:57:17,847 --> 00:57:19,081
Excuse me?
356
00:57:19,115 --> 00:57:20,316
Have you guys seen a little cat?
357
00:57:21,183 --> 00:57:22,618
White and brown...
358
00:57:27,790 --> 00:57:29,025
Lu?
359
00:57:29,058 --> 00:57:29,925
Lu-Bear?
360
00:57:32,094 --> 00:57:33,095
Lu?
361
00:57:33,129 --> 00:57:34,797
Hannah.
362
00:57:34,830 --> 00:57:36,065
Lu.
363
00:57:36,098 --> 00:57:39,769
Hannah, stop.
364
00:57:39,802 --> 00:57:40,669
Lu!
365
00:57:42,104 --> 00:57:43,272
Lu!
366
00:57:43,305 --> 00:57:44,840
Let's just go
back to the hotel.
367
00:58:35,124 --> 00:58:36,826
We'll just leave
the door open.
368
00:58:36,859 --> 00:58:38,194
She might come back tonight.
369
00:58:40,863 --> 00:58:42,665
Hannah, we still need
to leave by 10, okay?
370
00:58:42,698 --> 00:58:43,866
We're not leaving without her.
371
00:58:43,899 --> 00:58:45,801
I don't want to either, but
I have to be in LA by six.
372
00:58:45,835 --> 00:58:47,770
If not, there's no one
to teach the workshop.
373
00:58:56,812 --> 00:59:00,015
Let's just go to bed. We'll
find her in the morning.
374
00:59:22,104 --> 00:59:23,205
Lu?
375
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:25,708
Lu?
376
00:59:32,248 --> 00:59:33,115
Lu?
377
00:59:34,817 --> 00:59:37,353
Here kitty, kitty, kitty, kitty!
378
00:59:40,089 --> 00:59:40,956
Lu?
379
00:59:47,129 --> 00:59:47,997
Lu?
380
00:59:49,865 --> 00:59:52,401
Come here kitty,
kitty, kitty, kitty.
381
00:59:52,434 --> 00:59:53,302
Lu?
382
00:59:56,038 --> 00:59:59,275
Here kitty, kitty,
kitty, kitty, kitty.
383
01:00:02,178 --> 01:00:03,045
Lu?
384
01:00:06,782 --> 01:00:07,449
Lu?
385
01:01:43,312 --> 01:01:46,248
My first
girlfriend's name was Mary.
386
01:01:46,282 --> 01:01:48,250
At first I kept her a
secret from my family
387
01:01:48,284 --> 01:01:50,185
until I realized that
they didn't care.
388
01:01:53,355 --> 01:01:55,924
And at that same
moment I came out
389
01:01:55,958 --> 01:01:58,861
I realized I was over
her and moved on to Fay
390
01:01:58,894 --> 01:02:02,331
then Cassie and
Joanne, then Jeff.
391
01:02:02,364 --> 01:02:03,299
She's a man now.
392
01:02:04,433 --> 01:02:05,868
And apparently was
when we were dating,
393
01:02:05,901 --> 01:02:07,036
but they never told me.
394
01:02:17,012 --> 01:02:18,615
None of my past
girlfriends ever seemed
395
01:02:18,648 --> 01:02:21,083
to what they were doing
when we were together,
396
01:02:22,217 --> 01:02:23,385
but they all seem
to figure it out
397
01:02:23,419 --> 01:02:25,321
sometime shortly
after we broke up.
398
01:02:27,657 --> 01:02:29,958
Somehow I'm the
common denominator
399
01:02:29,992 --> 01:02:33,228
to their self discoveries while
I've never had to question
400
01:02:33,262 --> 01:02:35,431
anything about what
I'm doing or who I am.
401
01:02:36,666 --> 01:02:37,866
My name is Charlie.
402
01:02:38,567 --> 01:02:40,903
I co-own my own business.
403
01:02:40,936 --> 01:02:42,271
My favorite food is pizza.
404
01:02:43,305 --> 01:02:45,107
I quit smoking three times.
405
01:02:46,442 --> 01:02:48,510
I know where I'll build
my future house in Malibu.
406
01:02:50,680 --> 01:02:52,214
I'll never have children,
407
01:02:54,183 --> 01:02:56,485
and I'll never let another
girl string me along
408
01:02:56,518 --> 01:02:59,088
because she's too afraid
to tell me how she feels.
409
01:03:09,398 --> 01:03:11,634
I've never been afraid
to tell anyone anything
410
01:03:13,168 --> 01:03:15,504
until Hannah came along
and fucked up my flow.
411
01:06:04,106 --> 01:06:04,774
Hm.
412
01:06:33,803 --> 01:06:34,837
Hola.
413
01:06:34,871 --> 01:06:35,738
Um...
414
01:06:55,858 --> 01:06:57,559
Bebo's
nephew was planning
415
01:06:57,594 --> 01:06:59,561
to go to Tijuana in the morning,
416
01:06:59,596 --> 01:07:01,330
but he offered to
take me tonight.
417
01:07:02,599 --> 01:07:04,734
I usually have a
hard time being able
418
01:07:04,767 --> 01:07:06,669
to tell if someone's
attracted to me,
419
01:07:07,569 --> 01:07:10,305
but I could tell that he was
420
01:07:10,339 --> 01:07:13,208
by the way he was
nervous at first.
421
01:07:13,241 --> 01:07:15,277
He would lean away from me
422
01:07:15,310 --> 01:07:17,212
whenever he would
look my direction.
423
01:07:18,380 --> 01:07:20,515
I thought it was cute
because it reminded me
424
01:07:20,549 --> 01:07:24,587
of farting on Charlie and
how mad it would make her.
425
01:07:27,222 --> 01:07:29,157
I don't know what I
would do without you.
426
01:07:33,395 --> 01:07:35,397
- Uh...
- Why are you in San Quintin?
427
01:07:35,430 --> 01:07:38,433
Um, I came down
with my girlfriend.
428
01:07:38,467 --> 01:07:40,435
We were traveling and uh,
429
01:07:40,469 --> 01:07:42,772
- she just had to go back early.
- Oh.
430
01:07:45,808 --> 01:07:46,676
Alone?
431
01:07:47,877 --> 01:07:50,178
Uh, yeah I'm alone.
432
01:07:50,212 --> 01:07:52,514
She had, she had to
go back for work.
433
01:07:52,547 --> 01:07:53,448
Yeah.
434
01:07:53,482 --> 01:07:54,784
We actually broke up, so...
435
01:07:54,817 --> 01:07:55,685
Oh.
436
01:07:56,551 --> 01:07:58,888
Sorry to hear that.
437
01:08:00,823 --> 01:08:02,592
You're, you're from Los Angeles?
438
01:08:02,625 --> 01:08:04,794
Yeah, yeah,
I'm from Los Angeles.
439
01:08:05,762 --> 01:08:06,896
Oh cool.
440
01:08:06,929 --> 01:08:07,730
Have you
been there before?
441
01:08:07,764 --> 01:08:09,231
Oh, yeah.
442
01:08:09,264 --> 01:08:10,733
- I love Los Angeles.
- Really?
443
01:08:10,767 --> 01:08:11,768
Yeah.
444
01:08:11,801 --> 01:08:12,935
Cheers.
445
01:08:12,969 --> 01:08:18,173
Salud.
446
01:08:19,709 --> 01:08:21,276
Yeah?
447
01:08:21,309 --> 01:08:22,679
It's actually really sweet.
448
01:08:23,813 --> 01:08:24,981
- It feels strong-
- Yeah.
449
01:08:25,014 --> 01:08:26,481
- At the same.
- It's got a bite
450
01:08:26,515 --> 01:08:28,584
at the end of it.
451
01:08:28,618 --> 01:08:30,218
No, it's really good.
452
01:08:30,252 --> 01:08:31,654
Yeah, it's nice.
453
01:08:32,622 --> 01:08:33,589
And...
454
01:08:33,623 --> 01:08:35,725
You know, it's
so funny because
455
01:08:35,758 --> 01:08:36,993
right before I met Charlie,
456
01:08:37,026 --> 01:08:39,629
I was kinda feeling
like I was finally
457
01:08:39,662 --> 01:08:41,631
ready to start dating a guy.
458
01:08:41,664 --> 01:08:43,365
Not like a guy in particular,
459
01:08:44,466 --> 01:08:46,435
but I just had never
been with a guy.
460
01:08:46,468 --> 01:08:48,604
- Oh?
- And I joined
461
01:08:48,638 --> 01:08:51,808
some dating apps to
try and meet some guys,
462
01:08:51,841 --> 01:08:54,342
but I didn't want it
to be cheap, you know?
463
01:08:54,376 --> 01:08:56,578
Well, you know, 'cause like
a lot of apps are like...
464
01:08:56,612 --> 01:08:57,680
Oh, no, no.
465
01:09:03,318 --> 01:09:04,587
You wanna dance?
466
01:09:04,620 --> 01:09:06,889
Sure.
467
01:12:08,838 --> 01:12:11,040
A girlfriend
once sent me a note:
468
01:12:12,808 --> 01:12:16,411
even the harshest places
in nature are perfect.
469
01:12:18,214 --> 01:12:21,784
Stasis leaves flowing water,
470
01:12:23,085 --> 01:12:26,022
camera moves, you move.
471
01:12:26,055 --> 01:12:27,857
Nature undulates.
472
01:12:32,194 --> 01:12:34,764
At 23 I'm beginning to recognize
473
01:12:34,797 --> 01:12:37,033
my patterns of inconsistency,
474
01:12:38,533 --> 01:12:42,071
the ebb and flow of reaching
out and going inward.
475
01:12:43,205 --> 01:12:45,775
My clumsy hands
too often reckless
476
01:12:45,808 --> 01:12:47,610
when feeling around in the dark,
477
01:12:49,845 --> 01:12:53,649
I'm still largely ignorant
to the history here.
478
01:12:53,683 --> 01:12:56,118
I just see what is
visible on the surface.
479
01:12:57,687 --> 01:13:01,590
Agriculture, low-income
families living in homes,
480
01:13:01,624 --> 01:13:05,761
amid various states of
completion and disrepair,
481
01:13:05,795 --> 01:13:10,666
abandoned half-constructions,
dogs without tags,
482
01:13:10,700 --> 01:13:14,670
cactus, wildlife, open roads.
483
01:13:16,939 --> 01:13:18,841
The tranquil environment,
484
01:13:18,874 --> 01:13:22,078
the hum of the local
birds and bugs,
485
01:13:22,111 --> 01:13:25,181
our neighbor's generator
lull me into a trance
486
01:13:25,214 --> 01:13:27,750
in the evening's setting sun,
487
01:13:27,783 --> 01:13:32,520
soothe me, rest my speeding
heart, my scattered mind,
488
01:13:32,554 --> 01:13:34,790
my anxious palpitations,
489
01:13:34,824 --> 01:13:38,661
my chest, breasts
and grass and sand
490
01:13:38,694 --> 01:13:39,862
and the dimming pastel,
491
01:13:39,895 --> 01:13:45,101
infinity turns starlight, my
whole body upon the ground.
492
01:13:46,568 --> 01:13:48,671
The spirits here are rooted
in the depths of that
493
01:13:48,704 --> 01:13:53,575
which is beneath and around
and within and above my soul,
494
01:13:53,609 --> 01:13:58,614
it spreads beyond my flesh
into the sand and shrubs
495
01:13:59,749 --> 01:14:01,684
and wet air of this
coast, this young coast,
496
01:14:01,717 --> 01:14:06,722
10,000 years in eternity
and eternity is here.
497
01:14:11,694 --> 01:14:16,699
And I feel this now and
I feel this now, now,
498
01:14:17,833 --> 01:14:20,169
now I feel I've
always felt this.
499
01:14:20,202 --> 01:14:23,672
I've always moved as
it has and always will,
500
01:14:23,706 --> 01:14:27,810
despite awareness,
operates eternal fluid
501
01:14:27,843 --> 01:14:29,779
through chaos and calm.
502
01:14:30,846 --> 01:14:34,350
As stasis of renewal
and destruction,
503
01:14:34,383 --> 01:14:37,153
entropy and evolution,
504
01:14:37,186 --> 01:14:41,090
my mind dissolving
into infinite feeling,
505
01:14:41,123 --> 01:14:46,128
being, swing-step and deeper,
deeper, lighter, lighter,
506
01:14:47,730 --> 01:14:50,332
fertile mind, fertile heart,
507
01:14:50,366 --> 01:14:55,171
beat water waves crash
in sensuous abandon.
508
01:14:55,204 --> 01:14:59,775
The borders of geography,
the borders of nationality,
509
01:14:59,809 --> 01:15:03,279
the borders of identity,
the weight of masculine
510
01:15:03,312 --> 01:15:07,183
and feminine immeasurable
along the shore.
511
01:15:07,216 --> 01:15:11,353
It's pandrogeny of
eternity with clear coitus
512
01:15:11,387 --> 01:15:15,858
where one does not end
and one does not begin.
513
01:15:15,891 --> 01:15:20,896
Without ceremony, all
a symbol, all as it is
514
01:15:22,264 --> 01:15:26,368
and where it is, my body,
my body, my body, my body.
515
01:15:27,203 --> 01:15:29,071
Aye, aye.
516
01:15:29,105 --> 01:15:30,973
Aye, aye.
517
01:15:31,006 --> 01:15:32,708
No, no.
518
01:15:32,741 --> 01:15:33,609
No, no.
519
01:15:34,777 --> 01:15:35,644
Is, is.
520
01:15:36,712 --> 01:15:37,379
Is, is.
521
01:15:38,380 --> 01:15:39,248
Oh, oh.
522
01:15:40,249 --> 01:15:41,117
Oh, oh.
523
01:15:42,384 --> 01:15:43,285
Some, some.
524
01:15:44,286 --> 01:15:49,291
Some, some.
525
01:16:41,010 --> 01:16:46,010
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