All language subtitles for Saving.Hope.S04E17.HDTV.x264-BAJSKORV

Shahir: You'll need to take
a shower with antiseptic soap

in the morning to minimize
the risk of infection.

♪ don't say ♪

♪ what you don't need ♪

♪ if you have to leave ♪

♪ if you have to leave ♪

♪ what you saw in me ♪

I'll also prescribe a steroid,

which will reduce the swelling in the brain.

It'll make, you know,
removing the tumor easier.

♪ a soul as sweet ♪

♪ in the mirror that's me ♪

♪ all the miles ♪

Now, this is the surgical
informed consent form.

This is the anesthesia consent form.

- Shahir.
- Hmm?

I know all this.

I'm just being thorough.

This is a very important day for me.

For you?

And for Charlie, of course.

And this is the consent

for retention of pathology specimens.

♪ miles you've come ♪

Pen?

Yes.

♪ to my ghost town ♪

♪ to my ghost town ♪

♪ to my ghost town ♪

Cancer treatment during pregnancy

is highly experimental.

There's an absence of clinical trials

and very little information
on long-term outlook.

I think Hope Zion can change that. And...

[yawns]

[clears throat]

Am I boring you, Dr. Sekara?

Uh, no, no, not at all, Dr. Lin.

Uh, your research pitch sounds awesome.

I think you're a shoo-in
for fellow of the year.

He had a late night.

I did. Because I'm single...

Oh, please don't finish that.

And looking to mingle.

[cellphone vibrates]

And Dr. Harris needs me... thankfully.

What happened to you two?

When you arrived, you were hungry and driven

and just dying to show
me what you were made of.

And now you... you're
yawning like a narcoleptic,

and you're eye-humping Dr. Bishop so hard

you need glasses with birth control.

Dr. Lin!

I just don't want you
to waste the opportunity

that you've been given.

Having fun and enjoying life

is not going to make us bad doctors.

It's not going to make you
the best doctor, either.

Okay, Mr. Sandhu's hip replacement

is at the end of the day,

so you should go see him around noon.

That'll calm him down a bit.

Okay, well, I won't let you down,
Dr. Harris.

Do I look worried?

Actually, yes, you do.

Well, I'm not about my patients.

They're in good hands.

Thank you, Dr. Harris.

Oh, and good luck today.

Thank you.

- Charlie.
- Dawn, please don't ask me if I'm ready.

I always want to say I was born ready,
and then we'll both be

embarrassed for me.

you have always had a knack
for lightening the mood.

- Mm.
- Let's go.

Alex: He was complaining of pain earlier.

It's in my stomach, not my chest.

I haven't eaten since yesterday,

and my appetite's on steroids.

Well, I will bring you a bacon cheeseburger

as soon as you're clear.

As a cardiac surgeon,
I wouldn't recommend that.

See, that's why our
marriage didn't work, Dawn.

You have no respect for bacon.

Pumping function is good.

You won't have a problem
with the anesthesia.

You're in excellent health.

Please explain that to my brain tumor.

Which will be a distant
memory as of noon today.

You have my stamp of approval.

- Charlie?
- Hmm?

Godspeed.

Alex, I'd like to talk to you for a second.

Sure.

Okay, well, I'll go track down Shahir.

He's probably not far,

considering how important today is for him.

Everything okay?

We should postpone your pitch.

The jury will understand,
considering the circumstances.

No, Dawn, I'm ready for this.

And if you're not,
you will jeopardize your shot

at fellow of the year and all the money

and the prestige that goes along with that.

Well, thank you for looking out for me,

but honestly, I could use the distraction.

[cellphone vibrates]

I'm needed in the ICU.

All right. I'll see you at 5:00.

Okay.

Dr. Bell.

Good morning.

It is a good morning.

I had a fun time the other night.

So did I.

We should do it again.

Tonight probably.

You going up?

I am, but you work on this floor,

and you just got off.

Doesn't mean I can't go
for a little adventure

and see the world.

[cellphone vibrating]

Are you gonna get that?

I wasn't planning on it.

You're an emergency doctor.
It could be an emergency.

[bicycle bell rings, crashing]

Whoa! Oh.

Can someone hit 2 for me, please?

Yep. Mm.

Morning, Dr. Bell.

Dr. Miller.

Have a nice ride in, Dr. Sharpe?

I was a little cold,
but there's a saying in cycling...

"I can't feel my testicles"?

[chuckles] [elevator chimes]

Oh, this is my floor. See you in the O.R.

You should be nicer to him.

He's saving the environment.

Get over here.

Oh.

What?

Hmm.

How's our patient?

She's not showing any signs
of coming out of this coma.

Well, Charlie was like
that for three months.

It can take a while.

There's also this.

That's why I paged you.

Her temperature's up.

Yeah, it has been since yesterday.

It could be a sign of infection.

Check her central line again.

I need blood, urine,
and sputum cultures, please.

[alarms ringing]

- What did you do?
- Nothing.

Her B.P.'s sinking like a stone.

She's bradycardic.

Her O2 SATs are in the 70s.

Heart rate's through the roof.

Her jugular veins are descended.

I'm thinking pulmonary embolism.

Get me clot busters and mannitol.

Come on, Kristine. Stay with me here.

Doll's eye reflex is positive.

Someone page neuro!

[exhales slowly]

It's finally over, Charlie.

Now help me get to my baby.

We did everything we could. It just...

it just happened so fast.

She threw a clot,

and we couldn't restore blood flow in time.

Charlie: She's brain-dead?

Well, I have to run an E.E.G.,
an apnea test,

and a full neuro exam, but yes.

Charlie, what are you doing here?

I paged him.

They were friends.

Oh.

I'm sorry for your loss.

But you should be in
pre-op on a steroid drip.

Yeah, I'm headed straight there.

I just... I need a minute.

Let's clear the room.

Give Charlie a chance to say goodbye.

I've only ever helped
palliative patients cross over.

It's pretty straightforward.

How does it work when you do it?

Oh, I'm pretty sure it's the same.

I... ask them what they want.

They tell me. I try and do it.

All I want is to be reunited with Maddie.

[voice breaking] That's all I've ever wanted
since the accident.

Well, maybe there's something
you need to resolve before you...

you go.

Help me figure out what it is.

Kris, I have surgery in an hour.

You can't leave me here like this.

Please, Charlie.

You're all I have.

[sighs]

All work and no play
makes Maggie a dull girl.

All play and no work make you a cliché.

Oh, ouch.

I'll have you know I'm no longer doing that.

By "that," you mean the
entire nursing staff?

[cellphone vibrates] Meow.

I'm sorry. It's this pitch.
It has me on edge.

I snapped at the residents earlier.

Well, they probably deserved it.

Don't worry. You're gonna be great.

I know you're going to be.

Hot date?

No, it's my ex who wants to talk.

I'll call her after work.

Want to get a drink after? Help me unwind?

It's karaoke night at Clinton's.

That sounds great, actually,

but, uh, I've got plans tonight.

Oh, yeah? With whom?

You don't know her..m.

Did you just say "herm"?

Yep. Buddy Herman.

I call him... "Herm" for short.

Okay, do you want to bring him?

It's been a while since we've done

our "total eclipse of the heart" duet.

Let's give the people what they want.

[hums]

[both laugh]

River Wallace, 32!

Severe abdominal pain and nausea.

History of liver disease.

Hi, River. I'm Dr. Lin. This is Dr. Miller.

Can I have a look at your belly, please?

Yes.

How long has it been this swollen?

A couple of weeks.

Jacob: I'm just gonna
take a little look here.

Okay.

Eyes are jaundiced.

Okay, let's check for fluid thrill.

Billy: What is that?

It's just a cool name
for fluid in the belly.

Okay, that's a positive.

I'm gonna run a F.A.S.T.

See if it's blood or ascitic fluid.

There's something wrong with her neck.

[breathing heavily]

Spider angiomas.

I think I'm gonna be sick.

Okay.

Okay, it's clear. It's not blood.

What's that? You said there
wasn't any blood in her belly.

Uh, there isn't. It means it's
coming from her esophagus.

Someone get Dr. Bishop.

It's okay.

Dr. Harris' technique is immaculate.

Asha, no one's expecting
you to be as good as he is.

I am.

Dr. Mirani.

Yes, Dr. Hamza?

Why is my surgery...

Dr. Harris' surgery bumped to this evening?

I don't know.

Oh, so you have no idea

why your hip replacement
has taken his place?

N-no.

Do you know anything?

Depends who you ask.

Shahir.

I'm looking for you.
But I can see you already heard.

- You bumped our surgery?
- Yeah.

Dr. Mirani worked overnight.
She's almost at her 30-hour max.

We need to get her into the
O.R. while she's still fresh.

What about me?

You're always fresh.

Yes, that's true.

Shahir, look, my brain can wait.

It's her first lead surgery.

Come on. You remember your first time.

Yeah, I do.

- Okay.
- The blood you vomited...

it's coming from ruptured
veins in your esophagus

caused by your liver disease.

Can you fix them?

It's a relatively simple procedure.

We're gonna go through your throat

and inject a solution
into the abnormal veins,

which will clot and shrink them.

Now, we rarely see liver
failure in patients so young.

Yeah, I, uh, caught hep "B" at a nail salon.

They weren't cleaning their tools properly.

I guess that's what you get

when you pay 15 bucks for a mani-pedi.

Her doctors caught it late.

Her liver was already in rough shape.

Are you on a transplant list?

- At the top, actually.
- Good.

Just waiting for this thing to go off.

[chuckles] Could be any time now.

And we want you in top
shape when that happens.

That sounds... really good.

Babe, what's wrong?

Uh, just [exhales] I'm
having a bit of trouble

[inhales] catching my breath.

Okay, the diuretics aren't
working fast enough.

I think the fluid in your belly

is putting pressure on your lungs.

Your breathing won't get
better unless we drain it.

I'll prepare a paracentesis.

Okay.

Okay, relax. Stay calm.

We'll take care of you... of both of you.

[sighs] Okay.

Dev: Oh, hey, you don't want that one.

It's expired, see?

Mm.

That's disgusting.

Expire dates are just a recommendation.

Yeah, well, it's kind of
hard to have steady hands

when your stomach's doing back flips.

Not to mention the other possible outcome.

Now who's being disgusting?

I'm just saying you don't
want anything to distract you

from those power tools.

Yeah, I still can't believe Dr. Harris

is bumping his own surgery for me.

I'm sorry. What did you just say?

Excuse me.

Jeremy: This is a local anesthetic.

It'll numb the area so
you won't feel anything.

Maybe you can put some of that in my hand.

My husband keeps trying to squeeze it off.

Sorry, babe. Just trying to be supportive.

I know.

Maggie: I'm gonna use the ultrasound
to guide the drainage tube

so we avoid the organs, okay?

How long have you two been married?

- Two years.
- 26 years.

[chuckles]

You guys need to check your story.

Well, our families moved

next door to each other when we were 5.

Two weeks later, I asked her to marry me

with a ukulele string tied in a knot.

[river chuckles]

We had the ceremony on the
tracks behind our house,

and the train came before
I could say "I do,"

hence the discrepancy.

Can you feel that?

No.

Yeah, we stayed friends all
through high school, college.

And then we decided if
we're both single at 30,

we'd get together.

Yeah.

I mean, it was a little bit weird at first,

but it didn't take long for me to fall hard.

I mean, look at him. He's the best.

I'm gonna need you to look
away for a second, okay?

Maggie: Hold on.

Why is her heart racing like that?

That's not River's heartbeat.

That's your baby's.

Our what?

By the looks of it,

this little peanut is about 25 weeks along.

How... how is that possible?

My doctor said that I was infertile

because of my liver damage.

That's often the case, but not always.

Yeah, liver damage can mirror
the symptoms of pregnancy...

missed periods, nausea, bloating, headaches.

It's a miracle, River.

That's what this is. [chuckles]

We're gonna have a baby.

This complicates things.

Let's give them a moment before
we tell them the bad news.

Male announcer:
Dr. Carter, to obstetrics, please.

Dr. Carter, please report to obstetrics.

Hey. I tried to call you.

Why did you bump your surgery?

Asha's been on for 24 hours.

The truth.

Kristine needs my help to cross over.

Charlie, come on.

Alex, the last time she asked for my help,

I turned her away,
and then she wrapped her car around a tree.

Well, you can't blame yourself for that.

I kind of do.

A little bit.

One last ghost.

How can I help?

You told me a few months ago

that you had a patient
that couldn't cross over.

Is that what you called it?

Cross over, pass on...

I prefer "pop," but, you know,

it's dealer's choice, really.

Well, you tried everything,

but he didn't pop until he was
removed from life support.

Could that be what's keeping Kristine here?

It makes sense.

I don't know, but even if that was the case,

there's no one to pull the plug.

Let me work on that.

I don't know if she's
helping because she cares

or just to get rid of me, but...

Either way, I'm grateful.

I'm sorry for any tension
I might have caused

between the two of you.

Alex and I have weathered so many storms

it would take a hurricane to break us apart.

Now, you said that you didn't
have any immediate family.

What about long-lost relatives?

I have a great aunt who lives in Flint.

But I'm not even sure if she's still alive.

It's a start.

Okay, let's, uh, take a few minutes.

Excuse me.

You're about seven hours early, Alex.

I need to talk to you about something.

What is it?

How long would it take to have a consent

and capacity hearing to
review Kristine Field's case?

She died. I hadn't heard.

Yes, uh, had a stroke this morning.

Shahir pronounced brain death,
but there are no next of kin,

so I need the board to rule
to withdraw life support.

Is that what she wanted?

Yes. She told Charlie.

Uh, well, Charlie, as her friend,

can apply to be a public guardian,

but that could take a week
or so to file that paperwork.

A week?

Yeah, these things take time, Alex.

Okay, well, there's got
to be something we can do.

Why can't you just drain
her belly like you said?

Because it could cause premature labor,

and the baby is barely viable as it is.

We'll up the diuretics, turn our attention

to fixing the bleeding in your esophagus.

We want you as healthy as possible

so you can carry the baby to full term

and then have your transplant.

What do you mean, "and then"?

River, we don't do transplants
on pregnant women.

I'm sorry. Nobody does.

There must be a way.

I-I've done the research.

It's a 50-50 chance that you
wouldn't survive the anesthetic,

and even if you did,
there could be birth defects.

But she's next on the list.

Which is why we need to have a conversation

about the realities of your condition.

What realities?

If the procedure causes
you to go into labor,

I need you guys to really think

about whether you could care
for a baby that premature.

Jeremy: Especially considering
all the care River needs,

and will need, even after your transplant.

We want you to do whatever
you have to do to save him...

Or her.

I don't...

We didn't ask.

We don't know.

It's a girl.

It's a girl.

Our little miracle baby girl.

[breathes shakily]

Okay.

I'm ready.

All right. Let's get you up to endoscopy.

- Ready?
- Yeah.

Why do I feel like whatever comes their way,

they'll be fine?

The benefits of marrying
your best friend, I guess.

Maggs, I need you to sign off
on your patient in bed one.

Okay.

Yeah.

Yes, I understand that, but if I could...

if I could just speak with her.

I realize that. Okay.

Thank you...

for nothing.

[replaces receiver]

Hey.

I managed to track down
Kristine's great aunt Gertie.

The only problem is she has Alzheimer's.

She doesn't even have legal
capacity over herself.

I need you to come with me right now.

Dawn called in a favor with H.R.

They dug up a name... someone who was listed

on Kristine's benefits a few years ago.

This is him. Arlo?

Hi.

You must be Alex?

Yes, thank you for coming.

Arlo Fields, this is Charlie Harris.

Thank you for being a friend
to my wife in her final days.

Your wife?

Uh, my ex-wife.

Sorry, I never really got
used to calling Kristine that.

We're very sorry for your loss.

Well, you know, I haven't seen her in years,

but I'm not sure I'm ready
to see her on life support.

Well, if it helps, she's not in any pain.

Good. She's suffered enough.

Oh, this is my family here.

This is my wife, uh, Julia.

- Nice to meet you.
- You too.

Hello. Hi.

What's your name?

Maddie.

Maddie's mine and Kristine's little girl.

[siren wails]

Maddie, let's go for a walk
so your dad can talk to the doctors.

Yeah.

Why don't you and Julia go to the café

and get yourself a little breakfast?

No cake pops, promise?

I promise.

Can I have my magazine?

What do you say?

Please and thank you.

Good girl.

[chuckles]

She's, uh... she's really into science.

She must have gotten that from her mother.

Something wrong?

We didn't realize that Maddie was...

Well, I don't really know how to say this.

Charlie: Kristine told me that, um,

Maddie had been in a car
accident with a drunk driver.

She was.

She told me Maddie died.

She what?

Yes, Kristine was in an
accident with Maddie,

but she was the one that
was driving... drunk.

And, uh, it wasn't the first time.

That's why I left her.

And you took Maddie with you.

Well, I had to protect her.

You didn't have any kind of relationship

with her after that?

Kristine never saw Maddie?

Well, I tried to reach
out for a couple years.

I invited her to every birthday party,

dance recitals, but she never came.

She... she never even called.

I'd completely lost track of
her until you called me today.

Will you excuse me?

Sure.

You know, uh, Maddie hasn't
seen her mother since she was 4.

And... and we told her in
the car on the way over

why we were coming here.

But I... I don't think she understood.

All right, let's get that
octreotide infusion flowing.

We need her portal pressure down.

Will do.

Jeremy: You need something, Dr. Williams?

Cassie: Dr. Lin paged me.

I'm on baby duty.

I thought Dr. Bishop could use a buddy.

Dr. Sekara's performing an
esophagogastroduodenoscopy

before, if you'd prefer...

No, if you can say the word, you can stay.

Cassie: Okay, then.

River, this is Dr. Williams.

She's gonna be assisting us.

Maggie: Okay, let's work fast.

I don't want us to be here
any longer than we need to.

Do you want to help me with the monitors?

Cassie: Yeah, what are these for?

This is a fetal heart-rate monitor,

and that's a to-co to
watch her contractions.

She's in labor?

Nope, she's not.

And I want to keep it that way.

Jeremy: Nurse, will you
page the lab for me, please?

Make sure they have plenty
of O-positive on standby.

If any of these mucosa tear,

and we'll have a ton of bleeding.

Okay, settle in, little peanut.

Dr. Williams, would you like
to administer the lidocaine?

Sure.

Your esophagus is frozen.

All right. Here we go.

Endoscope, please.

You played me.

You made me jeopardize my health. For what?

I-I don't know what you're talking about.

You used the fact that I was
a father to manipulate me,

sell me some sob story
about your dead little girl

and the bastard who drove you off the road.

Charlie, stop it!

Maddie's alive!

Game's over. I'm done.

Why would you say those things?

Why, Charlie?

Charlie, what is it?

I think I know why Kristine is still here.

Jeremy: All right, there they are.

In the sub-mucosa of the distal esophagus.

Cassie: Wow, the veins are... is...

is there a less gross word than "engorged"?

There's less gross. Not as accurate.

How's that sodium tetradecyl sulfate coming?

Loading up. 0.75 milliliters.

3% concentration.

Good.

All right.

Why don't we start with that bad boy there.

Just injecting the solution
into the base of the varix.

How's our baby, Dr. Lin?

So far, so good.

Hmm.

There's nothing like that sound.

[heart beating]

Do you want to have kids?

In general. Not with me.

Not... just not right this second.

Better not be. I have my hands full.

Wow, it coagulates so quickly.

Yeah, it's like esophageal whack-a-mole.

Flush, please.

Dr. Bishop, can I do the next one?

Feeling brave. I like it.

[alarm ringing]

Sharpe?

It's not mama. She's stable.

Everyone stop what you're doing.

River's having contractions.

[River moaning]

I need an I.V. bolus and
100 megs indomethacin now.

- Okay.
- Dr. Lin, should we be doing that,

considering her pulmonary
function is already compromised?

We don't have a choice.

These contractions need to stop.
The baby is barely viable.

Okay, River, River,
it's gonna be all right, okay?

- Sharpe?
- I'm in.

Dr. Lin, we need to get back in there.

She's still bleeding.

Give me a minute. Please.

It's not working.

Another 0.25 milligrams
indomethacin right now.

Okay.

Okay, come on, little girl.

- [moans]
- Relax.

- Got it?
- Yeah.

[alarm beeping] No, damn it.

Okay, you're gonna have to help me turn her.

Aah!

River, River, breathe deeply for me, okay?

- C-clamp stirrups.
- On it.

We're gonna deliver this baby now.

That kind of break in reality...

Kristine has some deep-seated psych issues.

Yeah, I practically tore her head off,

and now I need her to trust me.

[elevator chimes]

Well, just get her upstairs,
and I'll do the rest.

Okay.

Kris, we need to talk.

I know how to help you.

You can't say those things about me...

about my daughter...
and then just take them back.

I don't know what I was thinking, okay?

Maybe it's... maybe it's the tumor.

Maybe...

[sighs]

Maybe I really am starting to lose it.

But after my surgery,
I might not be able to see you.

And if that happens...

I'll be stuck here.

Yeah.

Maybe forever.

I think I know how to
get you back to Maddie.

But you have to trust me.

I have the informed consent form here,

but there's no rush.

Are you sure this is what she wanted?

She talked to Charlie about this,

and she didn't want to be
kept alive after brain death.

I-I still don't know what I'm gonna say

to Maddie about all this.

Tell her the truth.

Tell her that Kristine loved her

and that she never stopped
thinking about her.

But she was too sick to be her mom.

And... and that's not her fault.

You... you seem to know a lot about this.

My father committed
suicide when I was a kid.

It turns out he was sick... terminal.

I really wish I'd known that at the time.

It would have made a world
of difference to me.

Kristine grew up in the foster-care system.

She got bounced around a lot,
which was probably a good thing,

considering some of the
families they put her with.

She started drinking when she was 13.

She never mentioned that to Charlie.

Well, why would she...

When she fought so hard for her sobriety?

[voice breaking]
And when she was sober, she...

She was the most amazing woman.

She was incredible with Maddie.

Maddie was the light of her life.

I can't imagine what Kristine felt

struggling with her sobriety

on top of all the other baggage
mothers carry with them.

There were terrible times.

But whenever Maddie talks about her, she...

she only talks about the good stuff.

I hope she finally finds peace.

Me too.

Maddie: Daddy.

Arlo: Sweetie.

Sweetie!

Come here. Come here and sit with me.

[sobs]

I need to talk to you about mommy.

She loved you so much, Maddie.

She loved you so much.

Thank you.

Now's our time to say goodbye.

[sniffles]

But not forever.
She will always be with you.

She loved you, Maddie.

[cries]

River: There she is... our little girl.

Billy: What should we name her?

How about Mireya?

It's spanish. It means "miracle."

Do you like it?

It's perfect.

Is River okay?

Yes.

But, Billy...

Oh, no.

She was born with no vitals.

And we couldn't resuscitate her.

I'm so sorry.

[sighs]

Have either of you seen Dr. Lin?

It's her turn to pitch.

I think she's in the lounge.

Okay.

Ah, Dr. Mirani,

congratulations on your
first lead ortho surgery.

Thanks, Dr. Bell.

We're going out to celebrate after shift,

in case you want to join us.

Thank you for the invitation,

but I will be hearing
fellowship pitches all evening.

And I'm also your boss.

- Right.
- Okay.

[indistinct P.A. announcement]

[sighs]

[sniffles]

Maggie.

Hey, I got your text. What's wrong?

Life's too short.

Today I met two beautiful people,

and they fell in love after
a lifetime of friendship.

They went through something horrible,

and they had each other.

Come here. It's okay.

I thought that all that
mattered was this job.

[sniffles]

What if we could be like them?

What if we could have each other?

It makes sense. We love each other.

You have kids. I'm great with kids.

Maggie, think about what you're saying.

I have... thought about it.

And life's too short.

Maggie...

You know that I adore you, but...

I know. It's not there yet,
but it could be eventually.

What you're feeling is not about me.

This is about your patient
and her husband and her kid.

Well, we could try.

What do we have to lose?

We're both single. [chuckles]

Maggie...

Stop.

Are you seeing someone?

Who is it?

It doesn't matter.

Yeah, it does.

Dawn.

[cellphone vibrates]

I have to go pitch my research project...

to your girlfriend. [sighs]

Maggie.

Hey.

Hey.

Punching out early?

I'm just changing into fresh scrubs.

It's a little ritual
I have when I lose someone.

You didn't lose that little girl.

She just wasn't strong enough.

Look, I'm not really in the
mood for feeling better,

but thank you for trying.

- Jeremy, stop.
- I can't.

I can't.

Look, with Charlie and the baby,

I just got to keep moving, all right?

I don't know, I just can't.

Yes, you can.

Remember I told you it
never gets any easier.

It can.

Dr. Lin. Welcome.

Dr. Greengrass, Dr. Bell, Dr. Leroux.

I have prepared a presentation
to support my pitch.

Finally, a little showmanship.

Cervical cancer treatment during pregnancy

is highly experimental.

[sighs]

Dr. Lin. Are you all right?

Sorry, um...

Um...

Currently, the standard management

of stage I-B1 cervical
cancer in pregnant women

is termination of pregnancy.

Dr. Lin, do you need to take a minute?

I'm fine. Sorry, just give me a second.

Uh...

[exhales sharply]

I really think you should take a moment.

I'm fine.

[breathes deeply]

Dr. Lin, take a moment and
come back when you're ready.

Whatever you think, Dr. Bell.

Excuse me.

Ariel, I really cannot deal with this today.

Because they're my kids, too,

and you can't just move them to Vancouver.

Hello?

[siren wails]

You won't believe the day that I am having.

[sighs]

It's looking up, though.

So, Maggie Lin...

has been laser-focused

on winning this fellowship
award since day one.

She's been working her ass off on her pitch,

exhausting herself in the O.R.

And then today, it came time

to cash in on all that hard work.

She fell apart.

She tanked her pitch?

[sighs]

That's, um, 'cause she lost a patient.

I should go talk to her.
Do you know where she is?

No.

Zach, I, um...

I want you to disregard
what's happened between us.

What are you talking about?

It's a small hospital.

I'm the chief of surgery.

I shouldn't be getting
involved with my subordinates.

Dawn, you keep forgetting
I don't work for you.

Dr. Bell. We're reconvening.

Okay, thank you, Richard.

What's going on here?

Nothing.

Not anymore.

I got to go. The jury's waiting.

Dawn.

I walked by the office earlier.

The new color looks good.

It was the right choice.

♪ you were walking through the yard ♪

♪ letting your worries paint your face ♪

♪ I was playing Rob's guitar ♪

Hey, uh, could you just
stop for a minute, please?

♪ still have mine if rent were paid ♪

I'll see you soon, huh?

- ♪ too much milk up in my coffee ♪
- Alex...

What if this doesn't, uh,
take care of the problem?

♪ Some things I never plan to change ♪

I love you, no matter what.

♪ If others won't, will you still love me? ♪

I love you.

See you on the other side.

Mm-hmm.

♪ Just promise me you plan to stay ♪

Take care of him, Shahir.

Of course.

♪ 'Cause I will always love you ♪

[sighs, clears throat]

♪ and give you a reason ♪

[monitor beeping rapidly]

♪ in me to hold on to ♪

♪ the days might not get easier ♪

[monitor flatlines]

♪ though I pray they do ♪

♪ and if I ever feel ♪

♪ I don't have more than I deserve ♪

♪ let me turn to you ♪

♪ I will turn to you ♪

Baby. Babe, hey.

♪ telling me how great it is ♪

♪ telling you how I wish it was ♪

♪ is this old dream best left for kids? ♪

♪ am I too good to give it up? ♪

♪ 'cause I will always ♪

♪ love you ♪

♪ and I will always ♪

♪ want to ♪

♪ give you a reason ♪

♪ in me ♪

♪ to hold on to ♪

♪ the days may not get easier ♪

[monitor beeping steadily]

- ♪ though I pray they do ♪
- All right.

You ready, Charlie?

[breathes deeply]

I was born ready, Wayne.

[chuckles]

♪ and if I ever feel ♪

Okay, chuckles.

♪ I don't have more than I deserve ♪

Count back from 50 for me.

- ♪ let me turn to you ♪
- All right?

50, 49...

♪ I will turn to you ♪

48...

47...

[beeping continues]

♪

Here we go again.

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