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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,186 --> 00:00:03,973 - We want to foster you. - I would really like that. 2 00:00:03,998 --> 00:00:06,607 Previously on "A Million Little Things"... 3 00:00:06,847 --> 00:00:09,041 I don't think I can be back in time for dinner. 4 00:00:09,066 --> 00:00:11,629 I don't think she's at the office. 5 00:00:11,654 --> 00:00:13,984 I'm looking for a few heavy hitters 6 00:00:14,009 --> 00:00:16,309 to do some segments for my show. 7 00:00:16,334 --> 00:00:19,302 I don't think that I want to condense helping people 8 00:00:19,327 --> 00:00:20,981 into five-minute segments. 9 00:00:21,006 --> 00:00:23,285 You would be a great fit. 10 00:00:23,310 --> 00:00:25,373 But I think it's good that you have someone. 11 00:00:25,398 --> 00:00:29,295 Florence, it is really nice to meet you. 12 00:00:29,619 --> 00:00:32,325 Oh, merci, Javi. 13 00:00:32,350 --> 00:00:34,700 Let's hear it again for Javier Mendez. 14 00:00:34,725 --> 00:00:36,293 Javi? 15 00:00:36,513 --> 00:00:38,481 Keke sent me this video. 16 00:00:40,696 --> 00:00:43,076 His name was George Floyd. 17 00:00:46,544 --> 00:00:48,425 Tyrell, will you get that, please? 18 00:00:48,624 --> 00:00:50,503 Yeah, totally. 19 00:00:51,417 --> 00:00:53,110 Hey. No more phone. 20 00:00:53,135 --> 00:00:54,944 My father-in-law and his bad knees 21 00:00:54,969 --> 00:00:56,635 are on the other side of that door. 22 00:01:00,895 --> 00:01:03,276 Tyrell, hi. 23 00:01:03,736 --> 00:01:05,825 Hi, honey. 24 00:01:05,850 --> 00:01:07,243 - You good? - Yes. 25 00:01:07,268 --> 00:01:08,696 Good. 26 00:01:08,721 --> 00:01:10,919 - Hi. - You need me to look at your doorbell? 27 00:01:10,944 --> 00:01:13,597 - 'Cause I rang it twice. - Only twice? 28 00:01:13,622 --> 00:01:14,833 You're welcome. 29 00:01:14,858 --> 00:01:17,028 I am so sorry that we're late, 30 00:01:17,053 --> 00:01:19,794 but this one was circling the block 31 00:01:19,819 --> 00:01:21,554 trying to find a good spot. 32 00:01:21,579 --> 00:01:23,278 Ooh. What's the rush? 33 00:01:23,303 --> 00:01:24,732 The country is still gonna be broken 34 00:01:24,756 --> 00:01:26,972 no matter what time you get to the protest. 35 00:01:26,997 --> 00:01:28,778 Keke's one of the BLM youth organizers, 36 00:01:28,803 --> 00:01:30,868 so I can't be late. 37 00:01:30,893 --> 00:01:32,138 Keke? 38 00:01:32,163 --> 00:01:33,915 You mean the girl you're seeing and spending money on 39 00:01:33,939 --> 00:01:36,027 who refuses to be called your girlfriend? 40 00:01:36,052 --> 00:01:37,421 That Keke? 41 00:01:37,446 --> 00:01:38,926 I'm starting to understand 42 00:01:38,951 --> 00:01:41,364 why you didn't answer on the first ring. 43 00:01:41,816 --> 00:01:43,296 I was thinking that maybe I should 44 00:01:43,321 --> 00:01:45,926 bring Theo with me to the protest today. 45 00:01:45,951 --> 00:01:47,489 You know, it might be good for him to see 46 00:01:47,513 --> 00:01:49,593 what exercising social responsibility looks like 47 00:01:49,618 --> 00:01:51,446 instead of just hearing about it. 48 00:01:51,536 --> 00:01:53,698 Yeah. That's a good idea. 49 00:01:53,723 --> 00:01:55,528 Maybe I should go, too. 50 00:01:57,093 --> 00:02:02,141 Look, whatever happens as we move forward, 51 00:02:02,203 --> 00:02:04,379 I think it's important for Theo to still see us 52 00:02:04,404 --> 00:02:06,117 as a united front. 53 00:02:07,225 --> 00:02:09,471 Plus, I just really want to be there 54 00:02:09,496 --> 00:02:11,445 to support our friends. 55 00:02:13,084 --> 00:02:14,172 Okay. 56 00:02:14,329 --> 00:02:15,373 Yeah. 57 00:02:15,398 --> 00:02:16,721 Let's go together. 58 00:02:23,442 --> 00:02:25,357 All I'm saying is, no matter what, 59 00:02:25,382 --> 00:02:26,949 they are my parents. 60 00:02:26,974 --> 00:02:30,325 And family support is a wonderful thing. 61 00:02:30,350 --> 00:02:31,991 - _ - Uh, but I think the question 62 00:02:32,016 --> 00:02:33,868 that your fiancée may be asking herself is, 63 00:02:33,893 --> 00:02:36,417 "If the in-laws are there for the proposal, 64 00:02:36,442 --> 00:02:38,016 then what are they not there for?" 65 00:02:38,041 --> 00:02:41,297 Yes, exactly. See, they'll always be right there. 66 00:02:41,322 --> 00:02:43,126 Uh, Bill, I would love to continue, 67 00:02:43,151 --> 00:02:45,032 but, unfortunately, that is all the time we have. 68 00:02:45,056 --> 00:02:47,851 So, uh, congratulations... and I hope the four of you 69 00:02:47,882 --> 00:02:49,789 have a very happy life together. 70 00:02:49,814 --> 00:02:53,037 This has been "A Fix in Five" with Dr. Maggie Bloom. 71 00:02:53,062 --> 00:02:55,641 And you are... off the air. 72 00:02:55,666 --> 00:02:57,885 I told you after a couple weeks, you'd get the hang of this. 73 00:02:57,909 --> 00:03:00,383 Are you kidding me? That was terrible. 74 00:03:00,408 --> 00:03:03,928 You can't give sound mental health advice in five minutes. 75 00:03:03,953 --> 00:03:06,814 I mean, I didn't even offer him any information 76 00:03:06,839 --> 00:03:09,885 on boundaries, which Bill clearly needs. 77 00:03:09,910 --> 00:03:13,305 See? You're helpful and entertaining. 78 00:03:13,405 --> 00:03:15,668 And about the five minutes... 79 00:03:15,693 --> 00:03:18,742 Dr. Stacy wants me to remind you that, 80 00:03:18,767 --> 00:03:22,370 and I quote, "You were hired to do a five-minute segment. 81 00:03:22,395 --> 00:03:24,405 It's not a suggestion. It's the time limit. 82 00:03:24,430 --> 00:03:25,990 So please stick with it." 83 00:03:26,015 --> 00:03:27,360 She said "please"? 84 00:03:27,385 --> 00:03:28,821 I added that part. 85 00:03:29,774 --> 00:03:31,539 Yeah. 86 00:03:31,989 --> 00:03:33,991 Okay, I'll s-see you later. 87 00:03:34,016 --> 00:03:36,061 Keke said she's sorry she can't meet up 88 00:03:36,086 --> 00:03:38,088 at the restaurant to help us make posters, 89 00:03:38,113 --> 00:03:39,680 but she and the other organizers 90 00:03:39,705 --> 00:03:41,085 still need to set stuff up. 91 00:03:41,110 --> 00:03:43,373 So, what I'm hearing is, once again, 92 00:03:43,398 --> 00:03:45,357 we're not gonna meet your fake girlfriend. 93 00:03:45,382 --> 00:03:47,248 - Oh! - Wait, no. She's a real person. 94 00:03:49,665 --> 00:03:52,164 - Ahh. - What? No "good morning"? 95 00:03:52,289 --> 00:03:53,766 Good morning, Pop. 96 00:03:53,791 --> 00:03:55,882 Actually, you're just in time. 97 00:03:55,907 --> 00:03:57,494 We were talking about why we're going today, 98 00:03:57,518 --> 00:03:59,592 and, Gina, you were up next. 99 00:03:59,617 --> 00:04:01,930 Oh. Okay. Uh... 100 00:04:02,436 --> 00:04:05,483 Actually, this is my first protest, 101 00:04:05,699 --> 00:04:07,726 and I'm going... 102 00:04:08,460 --> 00:04:10,027 for my dad. 103 00:04:10,052 --> 00:04:11,749 That's really nice. 104 00:04:11,865 --> 00:04:12,866 How about you? 105 00:04:12,891 --> 00:04:14,120 Have you been to a lot of protests? 106 00:04:14,144 --> 00:04:15,928 Oh, yeah. I've been going my whole life. 107 00:04:15,953 --> 00:04:19,044 My parents took me to protest Vietnam 108 00:04:19,069 --> 00:04:22,735 when I was little, and they kept on till the war was over. 109 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:25,502 I still go to every one I can till this day. 110 00:04:25,527 --> 00:04:27,783 Sounds like you got some competition there, big man. 111 00:04:27,808 --> 00:04:30,503 You... You been in a lot of protests, too? 112 00:04:31,042 --> 00:04:32,987 Go on. Tell him. 113 00:04:34,791 --> 00:04:37,402 I'm not going to the damn protest. 114 00:04:37,542 --> 00:04:39,283 I was just her ride. 115 00:04:39,308 --> 00:04:42,475 I'm not wasting my time totin' around some sign, 116 00:04:42,500 --> 00:04:44,732 thinking throwing a bunch of paint on some poster board's 117 00:04:44,756 --> 00:04:46,323 gonna change the world. 118 00:04:47,323 --> 00:04:49,439 That's a view. 119 00:04:49,464 --> 00:04:51,771 If you can find a jackhammer big enough 120 00:04:51,796 --> 00:04:55,222 to break up the foundation of this country, then I'll go. 121 00:04:55,814 --> 00:04:58,174 'Cause that's the only thing that's gonna make a difference. 122 00:04:59,735 --> 00:05:02,470 So, was it Walter's bright side that drew you in? 123 00:05:04,087 --> 00:05:05,914 All I'm saying is, 124 00:05:05,939 --> 00:05:08,333 I fought for this country in Vietnam, 125 00:05:08,358 --> 00:05:11,405 came back to a bunch of kids protesting, 126 00:05:11,430 --> 00:05:14,613 and nothing being different. 127 00:05:14,753 --> 00:05:18,917 I was drawn to him for a number of reasons. 128 00:05:19,259 --> 00:05:20,619 Well, I think the people in charge 129 00:05:20,644 --> 00:05:22,036 need to see that our lives matter 130 00:05:22,061 --> 00:05:24,095 from as many people as possible. 131 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:27,234 I read an article this morning about George Floyd's daughter. 132 00:05:27,259 --> 00:05:30,769 Her mom hasn't been able to tell her how he died. 133 00:05:31,045 --> 00:05:33,874 I mean, how do you explain that to a 7-year-old? 134 00:05:36,360 --> 00:05:37,884 6. 135 00:05:39,443 --> 00:05:41,040 His daughter's 6. 136 00:05:51,345 --> 00:05:52,843 Oh. 137 00:05:54,205 --> 00:05:55,480 Hey, man. What's going on? 138 00:05:55,505 --> 00:05:57,005 What's going on is, I made the mistake 139 00:05:57,029 --> 00:05:58,813 of falling in love with a woman 140 00:05:58,838 --> 00:06:01,155 before asking if she owned a fanny pack. 141 00:06:02,164 --> 00:06:04,166 I know today's protest is about Black lives, 142 00:06:04,191 --> 00:06:06,802 but maybe we could, uh, organize a separate one 143 00:06:06,827 --> 00:06:08,602 to protest all the things that should have stayed 144 00:06:08,626 --> 00:06:09,714 in the '80s. 145 00:06:12,207 --> 00:06:13,523 Oh. Uh-oh. 146 00:06:13,548 --> 00:06:16,565 I can tell by your silence somebody else has a fanny pack. 147 00:06:17,662 --> 00:06:19,963 Anyway, Gina asked us to get supplies. 148 00:06:19,988 --> 00:06:22,902 Uh, anything specific you want us to do? 149 00:06:22,971 --> 00:06:24,147 Want you to do? 150 00:06:24,172 --> 00:06:26,119 Just wanted to see if there was a plan, uh, 151 00:06:26,144 --> 00:06:28,754 and if, uh, you know, you need anything. 152 00:06:29,408 --> 00:06:31,215 If I need anything? 153 00:06:31,589 --> 00:06:33,258 Feels like you're just repeating everything I'm saying, 154 00:06:33,282 --> 00:06:35,327 but in question form. 155 00:06:35,352 --> 00:06:37,658 Yeah, because I'm wondering why you're asking me. 156 00:06:37,683 --> 00:06:40,816 Y-You... You understand that this isn't my protest, right? 157 00:06:42,813 --> 00:06:44,590 Uh, yeah. 158 00:06:45,351 --> 00:06:47,706 Yeah. Yeah, that... That's why we're going. 159 00:06:47,731 --> 00:06:49,622 Yeah, but please tell me you get that this is work 160 00:06:49,646 --> 00:06:51,865 that we all need to do, so you're gonna have to 161 00:06:51,890 --> 00:06:53,608 do more than just hitting up your Black friends 162 00:06:53,632 --> 00:06:55,715 so that you can be their plus-one, Gary. 163 00:06:55,959 --> 00:06:57,221 I'm sorry. 164 00:06:57,246 --> 00:06:59,105 Didn't mean to, uh... 165 00:06:59,984 --> 00:07:01,633 I'm... I'm just trying to help. 166 00:07:01,658 --> 00:07:03,312 And the last time you tried to help, 167 00:07:03,337 --> 00:07:05,418 I ended up in the back of a police car. 168 00:07:05,575 --> 00:07:07,245 You know, I... Actually, I gotta go. 169 00:07:09,666 --> 00:07:11,457 Is he all right? 170 00:07:11,482 --> 00:07:12,941 I don't know. 171 00:07:13,844 --> 00:07:15,995 I was just trying to make a plan... 172 00:07:16,020 --> 00:07:18,127 Go to the protest and pepper in 173 00:07:18,152 --> 00:07:20,543 some of my delightful comic stylings. 174 00:07:21,032 --> 00:07:22,610 It's a very emotional time. 175 00:07:22,635 --> 00:07:24,801 A lot going on for him. 176 00:07:26,137 --> 00:07:27,746 And for me. 177 00:07:27,771 --> 00:07:29,574 I have a lady friend who wears a fanny pack. 178 00:07:29,599 --> 00:07:32,315 - You know... - Let's power through it, okay? 179 00:07:34,343 --> 00:07:35,510 Hey. 180 00:07:36,805 --> 00:07:38,316 You okay? 181 00:07:39,348 --> 00:07:40,541 No. 182 00:07:42,724 --> 00:07:45,024 I can't go to this protest. 183 00:07:51,046 --> 00:07:56,046 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 184 00:07:57,104 --> 00:08:00,297 Hey. Will you talk to me? 185 00:08:03,711 --> 00:08:06,627 I don't trust myself right now, Gina. 186 00:08:06,652 --> 00:08:08,811 George Floyd is never gonna see his daughter 187 00:08:08,836 --> 00:08:10,403 graduate from elementary school. 188 00:08:10,428 --> 00:08:12,753 He's never gonna get to take her to a Daddy Daughter Dance. 189 00:08:15,924 --> 00:08:18,945 His murder kind of feels like the last straw for me. 190 00:08:19,325 --> 00:08:21,064 And... 191 00:08:22,225 --> 00:08:24,970 all the talking I've been doing with Dr. Heller, I just... 192 00:08:25,791 --> 00:08:27,447 I know... 193 00:08:28,076 --> 00:08:31,355 that if a cop so much as blows a whistle wrong... 194 00:08:32,885 --> 00:08:34,198 Hey. 195 00:08:36,429 --> 00:08:40,321 I think you should do whatever you need to do. 196 00:08:46,969 --> 00:08:49,667 Hey, don't let me forget. Theo wants us to pick up glitter. 197 00:08:49,692 --> 00:08:52,073 You mean "multi-colored glitter." 198 00:08:52,098 --> 00:08:54,186 He texted me in case you messed up. 199 00:08:54,211 --> 00:08:55,553 Ouch. 200 00:08:55,578 --> 00:08:57,653 Speaking of messed up, 201 00:08:57,678 --> 00:09:00,384 are Eddie and Katherine really both going today? 202 00:09:00,409 --> 00:09:01,605 I don't know if you saw the news, 203 00:09:01,629 --> 00:09:03,631 but other people are gonna be there. 204 00:09:03,656 --> 00:09:06,181 Yeah, I know that, but with everything that's happened... 205 00:09:06,206 --> 00:09:07,881 And I'm not just talking about the divorce... 206 00:09:07,905 --> 00:09:09,481 - The... - The what? 207 00:09:09,506 --> 00:09:11,178 What are you talking about? 208 00:09:11,203 --> 00:09:12,575 Nothing. 209 00:09:13,509 --> 00:09:15,653 Unless... Unless you know what I'm talking about. 210 00:09:15,678 --> 00:09:17,973 - I know everything. - Well, then, why don't you say it? 211 00:09:17,998 --> 00:09:19,368 Well, I'm gonna need to hear you say it 212 00:09:19,392 --> 00:09:20,762 before I say it because I don't know 213 00:09:20,786 --> 00:09:23,458 if we have the same level of security clearance. 214 00:09:23,911 --> 00:09:25,652 I knew you knew something. 215 00:09:25,695 --> 00:09:27,191 Spill it, Mendez. 216 00:09:27,216 --> 00:09:28,458 All right. 217 00:09:28,930 --> 00:09:30,327 Katherine kissed... 218 00:09:30,352 --> 00:09:31,894 Alan! I know! 219 00:09:31,919 --> 00:09:33,948 What is... What? I... 220 00:09:33,973 --> 00:09:36,956 So, is your security clearance high enough to open this cage? 221 00:09:36,981 --> 00:09:38,425 Come on, Tyrell! 222 00:09:38,450 --> 00:09:39,848 Coming! 223 00:09:40,336 --> 00:09:41,879 All right, baby, we're headed out. 224 00:09:41,903 --> 00:09:43,123 All right. 225 00:09:43,148 --> 00:09:44,801 We're gonna go change the world. 226 00:09:44,826 --> 00:09:46,379 You guys enjoy watching "SportsCenter". 227 00:09:46,403 --> 00:09:48,411 Hey, Tyrell, hold on for a sec. 228 00:09:48,807 --> 00:09:51,244 I need to talk to you before you go. 229 00:09:53,442 --> 00:09:55,216 Okay. 230 00:09:55,241 --> 00:09:58,399 Okay, we'll, um, wait for you by the elevators. 231 00:09:58,424 --> 00:09:59,425 Okay. 232 00:10:01,956 --> 00:10:03,505 I need to talk to you about today... 233 00:10:03,530 --> 00:10:05,928 What to expect, how to handle yourself. 234 00:10:05,953 --> 00:10:07,452 - I know what you're gonna say. - No, you don't. 235 00:10:07,476 --> 00:10:09,280 Yeah, you're gonna tell me how to be with the police. 236 00:10:09,304 --> 00:10:10,756 - I know all this. - Yeah, well, I need to know 237 00:10:10,780 --> 00:10:12,271 that you heard it from me, so you're gonna shut up 238 00:10:12,295 --> 00:10:14,200 and listen for a second, okay? 239 00:10:16,969 --> 00:10:18,121 When you are out there today, 240 00:10:18,145 --> 00:10:20,333 you are gonna see some things... 241 00:10:21,012 --> 00:10:22,583 that anger you. 242 00:10:22,814 --> 00:10:25,643 Do not engage the police. 243 00:10:25,668 --> 00:10:27,061 Don't even talk to 'em. 244 00:10:27,086 --> 00:10:29,734 You stay as close to Regina and Florence as you can. 245 00:10:29,759 --> 00:10:31,476 I know your phone's usually charged, but double check it, 246 00:10:31,500 --> 00:10:32,833 triple check it. 247 00:10:32,858 --> 00:10:36,165 And you contact me if anything happens. 248 00:10:36,375 --> 00:10:38,895 There are police out there 249 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:41,755 looking for a reason to take your life. 250 00:10:42,816 --> 00:10:46,621 Young man, do not give them a reason. 251 00:10:46,646 --> 00:10:49,130 Your job is not to be a hero today. 252 00:10:49,821 --> 00:10:52,040 Your job is to come home. 253 00:10:54,653 --> 00:10:56,134 Okay. 254 00:10:56,169 --> 00:10:57,657 I'll be careful. 255 00:10:57,817 --> 00:10:59,702 Good. 256 00:10:59,765 --> 00:11:01,288 Now, go change the world. 257 00:11:11,062 --> 00:11:14,195 Well, Tiffany, it's a tough time, 258 00:11:14,220 --> 00:11:16,708 and feeling anxious is natural, 259 00:11:16,733 --> 00:11:19,562 even for those of us who usually aren't. 260 00:11:19,697 --> 00:11:23,701 Uh, one way to help manage anxiety is exercise. 261 00:11:23,726 --> 00:11:25,613 I actually really enjoy running. 262 00:11:25,638 --> 00:11:26,731 Me, too. 263 00:11:26,756 --> 00:11:28,989 I went for a run this morning. 264 00:11:29,583 --> 00:11:30,997 Yeah. 265 00:11:31,362 --> 00:11:33,059 But after learning about Ahmaud Arbery, 266 00:11:33,084 --> 00:11:34,708 I just don't feel safe doing it. 267 00:11:35,091 --> 00:11:37,733 And I'm not sleeping well 268 00:11:37,758 --> 00:11:40,223 because I keep thinking about Breonna Taylor. 269 00:11:40,728 --> 00:11:43,989 What happened to her happened in her bed. 270 00:11:44,464 --> 00:11:48,033 As a Black woman, I don't feel safe in my own body... 271 00:11:48,058 --> 00:11:50,567 anywhere, especially right now, 272 00:11:50,592 --> 00:11:53,272 - and I-I don't know how to fix it. - I'm really sorry. 273 00:11:54,235 --> 00:11:56,450 Uh, do you have a therapist? 274 00:11:57,120 --> 00:12:01,927 I-I met with a couple people, but none of them felt right. 275 00:12:01,952 --> 00:12:05,956 It just didn't feel like we have the same life experiences. 276 00:12:05,981 --> 00:12:09,399 I-I think it would help you to have a-a therapist 277 00:12:09,424 --> 00:12:11,121 - who could validate and support you. - Oh, gosh. 278 00:12:11,145 --> 00:12:13,978 I actually have a colleague that I think that you would really like. 279 00:12:14,003 --> 00:12:15,229 Really? 280 00:12:15,254 --> 00:12:18,142 In addition to being an exceptional therapist... 281 00:12:18,167 --> 00:12:20,174 Dr. Madison is also a Black woman, 282 00:12:20,199 --> 00:12:21,543 and so I think that she might be able 283 00:12:21,567 --> 00:12:23,699 to identify with you more closely. 284 00:12:23,751 --> 00:12:25,807 Uh, let me give you her number. It's... 285 00:12:25,832 --> 00:12:28,332 I had to cut you off 10 seconds ago. 286 00:12:28,781 --> 00:12:32,727 I'm really sorry, but Dr. Stacy was... 287 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:34,214 vocal. 288 00:12:36,252 --> 00:12:39,255 W... D-Do you at least have a contact for Tiffany? 289 00:12:39,280 --> 00:12:41,574 I want to give her my colleague's information. 290 00:12:41,978 --> 00:12:44,764 Well, Dr. Stacy doesn't really like 291 00:12:44,789 --> 00:12:47,300 when people try to do that sort of thing. 292 00:12:47,742 --> 00:12:49,221 What sort of thing? Helping people? 293 00:12:49,246 --> 00:12:51,267 I... Mm. I'm sorry. 294 00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:54,074 I just... I need to talk to Dr. Stacy myself. 295 00:12:54,730 --> 00:12:58,258 Is that something you might want to do after hours? 296 00:13:02,230 --> 00:13:04,193 - Hey, Gary. - Gina. 297 00:13:04,218 --> 00:13:06,674 Darce and I are setting up with Ed, Katherine, and Theo. 298 00:13:06,699 --> 00:13:08,588 I gotta grab the rest of the stuff from my car. 299 00:13:08,613 --> 00:13:10,074 "Oh, we can help you"... 300 00:13:10,099 --> 00:13:12,636 - I'm Florence, by the way. - Oh, I know who you are. 301 00:13:12,661 --> 00:13:15,291 We've heard all about you. Welcome to the family. 302 00:13:15,316 --> 00:13:18,847 I'm Gary... the popular, funny stepson. 303 00:13:19,582 --> 00:13:21,167 - After you. - Yeah. 304 00:13:21,192 --> 00:13:22,933 - Just wait up, Gary. - Yeah. 305 00:13:23,161 --> 00:13:26,172 Um... just, with everything going on... 306 00:13:26,197 --> 00:13:28,329 R-Rome was... was worried... 307 00:13:28,354 --> 00:13:30,278 that today might be too much for him. 308 00:13:30,902 --> 00:13:31,962 Oh. 309 00:13:31,987 --> 00:13:33,831 Yeah, so, he's not coming. 310 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:35,504 Yeah, okay. 311 00:13:35,971 --> 00:13:38,010 I just don't think I can limit everything I have to say 312 00:13:38,034 --> 00:13:40,036 - to one sign. - Well, then, don't. 313 00:13:40,271 --> 00:13:42,229 Wait, wait, wait. Hold on, Mom. Stop. 314 00:13:42,254 --> 00:13:44,145 - I don't see any... - Glitter? 315 00:13:44,475 --> 00:13:47,149 Ah, you are the best. 316 00:13:47,174 --> 00:13:49,495 Apparently, glitter's the best, but I'm a close second. 317 00:13:53,105 --> 00:13:54,455 Alan! 318 00:14:02,602 --> 00:14:04,969 Hey. Um... Tyrell invited me 319 00:14:04,994 --> 00:14:07,544 to join him and Regina at the protest. I didn't... 320 00:14:08,650 --> 00:14:10,739 I didn't realize so many people would be here. 321 00:14:14,269 --> 00:14:15,488 Hm. 322 00:14:16,771 --> 00:14:20,376 Well, um... today is about as many people 323 00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:22,011 coming together as possible, right? 324 00:14:22,036 --> 00:14:24,293 Totally. It's all about the numbers. 325 00:14:24,318 --> 00:14:27,321 Worked for the bus boycott, and it's gonna work here. 326 00:14:27,346 --> 00:14:29,174 Now, I just need a bigger set of hands 327 00:14:29,199 --> 00:14:30,678 to get this glitter open. 328 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:32,855 Okay. I'll get that for you, pal. 329 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:34,018 Here we go. 330 00:14:34,043 --> 00:14:35,566 I can handle that. 331 00:14:36,928 --> 00:14:39,060 How are you feeling about today? 332 00:14:39,352 --> 00:14:41,223 Whew. Anxious. 333 00:14:41,248 --> 00:14:42,677 Nervous. 334 00:14:42,945 --> 00:14:44,294 And heartbroken. 335 00:14:44,319 --> 00:14:46,035 Mm. 336 00:14:46,060 --> 00:14:48,714 And to be honest, a little ashamed 337 00:14:48,739 --> 00:14:50,849 that this is my first protest. 338 00:14:52,389 --> 00:14:54,739 The important thing is that you're here now. 339 00:14:54,911 --> 00:14:56,864 Yeah. 340 00:14:56,889 --> 00:15:00,325 But I-I should have gotten involved a long time ago. 341 00:15:00,798 --> 00:15:02,548 I just felt like my whole life, 342 00:15:02,573 --> 00:15:04,403 I've been straddling two worlds. 343 00:15:04,725 --> 00:15:06,944 After my parents got divorced, 344 00:15:06,969 --> 00:15:10,016 I went to mostly all-white schools, 345 00:15:10,041 --> 00:15:11,993 was raised by... mainly by my mom 346 00:15:12,018 --> 00:15:14,028 and her side of the family. 347 00:15:14,387 --> 00:15:16,954 I didn't know how to fit in half the time, 348 00:15:16,979 --> 00:15:19,880 let alone be political or... 349 00:15:20,763 --> 00:15:23,787 I'd experience racism in school, 350 00:15:23,812 --> 00:15:26,268 and then go home to my mom, 351 00:15:26,293 --> 00:15:28,817 who looked just like the people who hurt me. 352 00:15:29,730 --> 00:15:32,638 I didn't know how to articulate what it was like for me. 353 00:15:33,806 --> 00:15:37,552 You know, and I didn't want to hurt her or worry her. 354 00:15:38,976 --> 00:15:41,979 But in not saying something, 355 00:15:42,004 --> 00:15:45,653 it felt like I wasn't being true to my other half. 356 00:15:48,203 --> 00:15:51,293 Is that why you said you were going for your father? 357 00:15:51,427 --> 00:15:52,841 Yeah. 358 00:15:53,522 --> 00:15:56,341 And not just him... His entire side of the family. 359 00:15:57,063 --> 00:15:58,989 To make them proud. 360 00:15:59,718 --> 00:16:02,608 To prove to them that I haven't forgotten who I am. 361 00:16:02,633 --> 00:16:04,523 You're also going for you, Gina. 362 00:16:06,159 --> 00:16:07,817 This is yours, too. 363 00:16:08,422 --> 00:16:09,572 I know. 364 00:16:13,557 --> 00:16:16,905 But sometimes, I feel like I don't have the right to say that. 365 00:16:17,561 --> 00:16:18,856 Yeah. 366 00:16:18,881 --> 00:16:21,053 Which is why I said it. 367 00:16:30,643 --> 00:16:33,061 - I'll be back. - Yeah. 368 00:16:34,752 --> 00:16:37,372 Hey, Alan, can you help me glue this? 369 00:16:37,397 --> 00:16:38,974 I'm too young to use a glue gun, 370 00:16:38,999 --> 00:16:40,772 and glitter won't stick on its own. 371 00:16:41,380 --> 00:16:43,165 Um... 372 00:16:45,546 --> 00:16:47,944 Yeah. Yeah. Come around here. 373 00:16:49,522 --> 00:16:51,334 Uh-oh. 374 00:16:51,359 --> 00:16:53,303 Alright. You ready for this? 375 00:16:53,328 --> 00:16:55,356 Now, just put that down. Be really careful. 376 00:16:55,381 --> 00:16:58,622 Hey, if you want, I can just ask him to leave. 377 00:16:58,647 --> 00:17:00,126 No. 378 00:17:00,188 --> 00:17:03,713 That would just make Theo have more questions. 379 00:17:03,855 --> 00:17:04,897 Perfect. 380 00:17:05,101 --> 00:17:07,369 It still needs a little more glitter. 381 00:17:07,394 --> 00:17:08,805 More glitter? All right. 382 00:17:08,830 --> 00:17:10,830 - When in doubt, more glitter, right? - Not enough. 383 00:17:11,293 --> 00:17:13,889 I like to live dangerously. Okay. 384 00:17:14,061 --> 00:17:15,706 Yeah. Okay. 385 00:17:15,768 --> 00:17:16,856 Okay. 386 00:17:17,076 --> 00:17:20,077 That was Keke. She said Boston Common is already packed, 387 00:17:20,102 --> 00:17:22,167 so we should get going if we still want to find them. 388 00:17:22,191 --> 00:17:25,604 Uh... people are still working on their posters. 389 00:17:25,629 --> 00:17:26,999 No problem. I can just head out now 390 00:17:27,023 --> 00:17:28,928 and see you guys when you get there? 391 00:17:31,024 --> 00:17:32,852 Hold up! 392 00:17:33,438 --> 00:17:35,440 You think that we're gonna come all the way here 393 00:17:35,465 --> 00:17:37,119 and not meet the famous Keke, 394 00:17:37,144 --> 00:17:39,177 who may or may not be your boo? 395 00:17:42,469 --> 00:17:44,114 Lead the way, young man. 396 00:17:45,164 --> 00:17:47,253 I'll tell the others we're going ahead. 397 00:17:52,428 --> 00:17:53,864 Last one! 398 00:17:53,889 --> 00:17:55,666 There's one more sign left! 399 00:17:55,691 --> 00:17:57,375 - Who wants it? You want it? - Where are Gina and Rome? 400 00:17:57,399 --> 00:17:59,682 Yeah. There we go. Hold it high, 401 00:17:59,707 --> 00:18:01,772 not just because the glitter's not dry yet. 402 00:18:01,797 --> 00:18:04,077 People love your posters, T. 403 00:18:04,102 --> 00:18:05,403 They went really fast. 404 00:18:05,428 --> 00:18:06,583 Yeah. 405 00:18:06,608 --> 00:18:09,822 Uh... I have to go to the bathroom. 406 00:18:09,847 --> 00:18:12,600 Theo, I specifically asked... 407 00:18:12,625 --> 00:18:13,870 Sorry, Mom. When you asked, 408 00:18:13,895 --> 00:18:15,549 I was focused on justice. 409 00:18:15,574 --> 00:18:18,874 - All right. We'll meet you back here. - Sure, yeah. 410 00:18:23,929 --> 00:18:25,512 Beautiful day, huh? 411 00:18:25,537 --> 00:18:27,098 It's the best. 412 00:18:28,155 --> 00:18:29,684 No peace! 413 00:18:30,534 --> 00:18:32,715 This is a caller who really needs someone 414 00:18:32,740 --> 00:18:35,888 that can identify with her lived experience. 415 00:18:35,913 --> 00:18:38,794 Okay, listen, Maggie, that's not the point. 416 00:18:38,819 --> 00:18:41,013 Whether your friend is good or not, 417 00:18:41,038 --> 00:18:43,388 we're not going to give out free promotion. 418 00:18:43,413 --> 00:18:45,919 Ads are how radio stations make money, 419 00:18:45,944 --> 00:18:47,599 which is how I pay your salary. 420 00:18:47,624 --> 00:18:49,098 You got it? 421 00:18:49,743 --> 00:18:50,907 Got it. 422 00:18:50,932 --> 00:18:52,200 Good. 423 00:18:52,225 --> 00:18:54,977 Great use of my lunch break, Claudia. Thanks. 424 00:19:00,807 --> 00:19:02,303 Well, in addition to real estate, 425 00:19:02,328 --> 00:19:03,945 I do a lot of work with immigration, 426 00:19:03,970 --> 00:19:05,574 which is how I met Tyrell, 427 00:19:05,599 --> 00:19:07,122 and I work with this AAPI group 428 00:19:07,147 --> 00:19:08,410 trying to combat violence, 429 00:19:08,435 --> 00:19:10,203 which has really gone up this year. 430 00:19:10,228 --> 00:19:12,755 And I also teach this kind of kickboxing class 431 00:19:12,780 --> 00:19:14,671 on the side, but that's just for fun. 432 00:19:14,695 --> 00:19:16,389 I'm also an avid runner. 433 00:19:16,414 --> 00:19:19,013 Wow, you really pack it in. 434 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:20,954 Yeah, what else? Um, there's... 435 00:19:20,979 --> 00:19:22,285 Hey. Where's, uh... 436 00:19:22,310 --> 00:19:23,505 Where's Theo? 437 00:19:23,840 --> 00:19:25,681 What do you mean? You took him to the bathroom. 438 00:19:25,706 --> 00:19:28,161 Yeah, but then I decided to go 439 00:19:28,186 --> 00:19:30,248 and he said he was gonna come back and meet you guys. 440 00:19:30,272 --> 00:19:31,400 Oh, my God. 441 00:19:31,425 --> 00:19:32,966 - Theo! - Maybe... Maybe he stopped 442 00:19:32,991 --> 00:19:35,253 along the way. I'm gonna check. You guys wait here. 443 00:19:35,278 --> 00:19:36,563 Yeah. Okay, we'll call if we see him, okay? 444 00:19:36,587 --> 00:19:38,450 - Okay. Theo! - Theo! 445 00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:40,565 - Theo! - T! 446 00:19:40,590 --> 00:19:43,002 - Theo! - Theo! 447 00:19:43,027 --> 00:19:44,317 Theo! 448 00:19:44,342 --> 00:19:45,908 - Theo! - T! 449 00:19:46,728 --> 00:19:48,077 Hey. Hey, hey. 450 00:19:48,102 --> 00:19:50,505 Isn't... Isn't that one of his signs over there? 451 00:19:50,927 --> 00:19:53,578 And judging on the amount of glitter, I'd say yeah. 452 00:19:53,821 --> 00:19:55,363 Thank you! 453 00:19:56,718 --> 00:19:58,042 Oh. There's my dad. 454 00:19:58,067 --> 00:20:00,285 Theo. There you are. 455 00:20:00,310 --> 00:20:02,284 Uh, I think he headed in the wrong direction 456 00:20:02,308 --> 00:20:03,502 and lost sight of you. 457 00:20:03,527 --> 00:20:06,475 - Oh, no. I'm not... - No, that's my dad. 458 00:20:06,500 --> 00:20:08,065 Alan's just my mom's friend. 459 00:20:08,090 --> 00:20:10,371 Hey. What's going on? 460 00:20:10,638 --> 00:20:13,206 Um, sorry. My mistake. 461 00:20:13,231 --> 00:20:14,407 Thank you. 462 00:20:14,450 --> 00:20:16,762 He thought you were my dad. 463 00:20:20,021 --> 00:20:21,196 Yeah. 464 00:20:22,707 --> 00:20:24,460 Ha-ha... 465 00:20:29,857 --> 00:20:31,685 Rome, sit down. 466 00:20:31,747 --> 00:20:34,207 And not just because you're blocking the TV. 467 00:20:38,735 --> 00:20:40,729 You're being too hard on yourself. 468 00:20:42,130 --> 00:20:44,350 Nothing wrong with sitting this one out. 469 00:20:44,637 --> 00:20:46,439 Waste of time, anyway. 470 00:20:47,743 --> 00:20:48,982 There's nothing I would like more 471 00:20:49,006 --> 00:20:51,052 than to be out there right now. 472 00:20:54,254 --> 00:20:57,277 When Gina and I were trying to adopt Eve's baby... 473 00:20:58,351 --> 00:21:01,311 it felt so right. 474 00:21:01,985 --> 00:21:05,737 Like... I was meant to help a child navigate 475 00:21:05,762 --> 00:21:07,721 being Black in America. 476 00:21:11,202 --> 00:21:13,746 Maybe it's best I'm not his dad. 477 00:21:14,771 --> 00:21:16,009 I heard what you said to Tyrell. 478 00:21:16,033 --> 00:21:17,254 It was perfect. 479 00:21:17,279 --> 00:21:19,664 Oh, I'm just repeating what you used to say to me. 480 00:21:19,689 --> 00:21:22,562 Like I said... perfect. 481 00:21:23,496 --> 00:21:25,715 But I should be there with him. 482 00:21:26,410 --> 00:21:28,281 Right now. 483 00:21:28,306 --> 00:21:30,109 But I can't. 484 00:21:30,134 --> 00:21:31,635 And it's not because of what might happen today 485 00:21:31,659 --> 00:21:33,356 or what might happen tomorrow. 486 00:21:33,381 --> 00:21:37,356 It's because of what might happen a month from now. 487 00:21:38,958 --> 00:21:39,959 A year from now. 488 00:21:39,984 --> 00:21:41,624 What are you talking about? 489 00:21:41,687 --> 00:21:43,253 I was reading about this dude. 490 00:21:43,278 --> 00:21:45,236 He was a protestor out in Ferguson. 491 00:21:45,413 --> 00:21:47,108 On the front lines. 492 00:21:47,374 --> 00:21:50,996 A hero, showing his kids by example. 493 00:21:51,025 --> 00:21:54,115 Three years later, he killed himself. 494 00:21:54,359 --> 00:21:56,951 And you think it was because he went to a protest? 495 00:21:56,976 --> 00:21:58,537 No, I think it's because of what followed him 496 00:21:58,561 --> 00:22:00,361 home from the protest, Pop. 497 00:22:00,749 --> 00:22:03,404 The only reason it didn't get me last time 498 00:22:03,429 --> 00:22:05,039 is because I got lucky. 499 00:22:08,955 --> 00:22:10,542 And as I've been dealing with my depression, 500 00:22:10,566 --> 00:22:13,356 I'm realizing it's not just something I'm pre-disposed to. 501 00:22:13,544 --> 00:22:15,065 It's this country. 502 00:22:15,090 --> 00:22:16,964 This world and all the things... 503 00:22:16,989 --> 00:22:19,559 All the things, every day, 504 00:22:19,941 --> 00:22:21,726 making me feel like an unwanted guest 505 00:22:21,751 --> 00:22:23,710 in my own home. 506 00:22:29,622 --> 00:22:31,301 Believe me, I understand. 507 00:22:31,326 --> 00:22:33,284 Mm? 508 00:22:34,188 --> 00:22:36,611 I was 11 years old when your grandfather showed me 509 00:22:36,636 --> 00:22:39,403 Emmett Till's photo in Jet magazine. 510 00:22:40,251 --> 00:22:41,992 It's still there. 511 00:22:42,472 --> 00:22:44,301 Burned into my mind. 512 00:22:44,815 --> 00:22:47,905 I've been looking at this a whole lot longer than you. 513 00:22:48,919 --> 00:22:51,059 I saw it here, 514 00:22:52,129 --> 00:22:54,254 I saw it in Vietnam, 515 00:22:55,412 --> 00:22:57,240 and I came back home and saw it 516 00:22:57,265 --> 00:23:01,835 over and over and over again. 517 00:23:03,906 --> 00:23:05,951 That's what it's meant to be us. 518 00:23:07,472 --> 00:23:11,432 To live feeling like death is breathing on your back. 519 00:23:14,255 --> 00:23:17,694 And they're still out there thinking posters can fix that. 520 00:23:20,133 --> 00:23:22,778 I never knew you felt like that. 521 00:23:23,465 --> 00:23:25,504 Didn't want you to know. 522 00:23:26,817 --> 00:23:28,809 Maybe I was wrong for that. 523 00:23:32,866 --> 00:23:35,809 Well, I feel like I have a responsibility 524 00:23:35,834 --> 00:23:38,760 to see Tyrell do this and make sure 525 00:23:38,785 --> 00:23:42,073 that everything I know he's feeling 526 00:23:42,098 --> 00:23:43,856 doesn't get the best of him. 527 00:23:48,701 --> 00:23:50,747 I'm scared for him, Pop. 528 00:23:56,848 --> 00:23:58,240 All right. 529 00:24:00,155 --> 00:24:02,505 Where you going? We were just having a moment. 530 00:24:03,418 --> 00:24:05,551 I got a protest to get to. 531 00:24:06,108 --> 00:24:07,347 I thought you didn't believe in that. 532 00:24:07,371 --> 00:24:08,941 I don't. 533 00:24:09,163 --> 00:24:11,465 I'm not going to protest. 534 00:24:12,906 --> 00:24:14,995 I'm going to be there for you. 535 00:24:24,830 --> 00:24:27,073 You need to get busy making tons of stuff. 536 00:24:27,182 --> 00:24:29,074 You have Joan from Hartford who is worried 537 00:24:29,099 --> 00:24:31,003 people treat her differently for being too pretty. 538 00:24:31,027 --> 00:24:33,072 ... with Dr. Maggie Bloom, from her studio 539 00:24:33,097 --> 00:24:34,846 - in Boston, Massachusetts. - Is that... Is this real? 540 00:24:34,870 --> 00:24:36,752 The caller or the problem? 541 00:24:36,802 --> 00:24:38,525 Oh! You're on. 542 00:24:40,342 --> 00:24:43,040 Uh, you're listening to "A Fix in Five" 543 00:24:43,065 --> 00:24:45,154 with Dr. Maggie Bloom, 544 00:24:45,179 --> 00:24:48,728 and my caller for this segment is, um... 545 00:24:51,726 --> 00:24:53,394 Joan from Hartford. 546 00:24:53,419 --> 00:24:55,103 Too pretty. 547 00:24:57,053 --> 00:24:58,758 Actually, uh, I'm... 548 00:24:58,783 --> 00:25:00,996 I'm not going to take a caller. 549 00:25:01,021 --> 00:25:03,241 Instead, I want to let you know 550 00:25:03,266 --> 00:25:05,635 that this is going to be my last segment. 551 00:25:05,660 --> 00:25:08,108 A therapist has to be able to spend the time it takes 552 00:25:08,133 --> 00:25:09,963 to provide real solutions, 553 00:25:09,988 --> 00:25:12,438 and five-minute segments don't allow me to do that. 554 00:25:12,463 --> 00:25:14,226 So, let me just say this very quickly. 555 00:25:14,251 --> 00:25:17,204 Tiffany, I am sorry that we got cut off earlier, 556 00:25:17,229 --> 00:25:19,492 but if you are still listening, please reach out to me 557 00:25:19,517 --> 00:25:22,564 so that you can get the help that you deserve. 558 00:25:23,018 --> 00:25:24,329 Okay. 559 00:25:25,212 --> 00:25:26,953 Signing off for the last time, 560 00:25:26,978 --> 00:25:30,148 uh, two and a half minutes early, I might add. 561 00:25:30,173 --> 00:25:34,265 This has been "A Fix in Five" with Dr. Maggie Bloom. 562 00:25:36,344 --> 00:25:38,573 I have Dr. Stacy calling for you. 563 00:25:38,598 --> 00:25:41,993 Um, tell her I don't have the time. 564 00:25:49,696 --> 00:25:52,477 Don't slow down, Dad. Only two more blocks. 565 00:25:53,168 --> 00:25:56,180 Hey, I'm really sorry about what happened back there. 566 00:25:56,205 --> 00:25:57,516 When Tyrell invited me, 567 00:25:57,541 --> 00:25:59,710 I didn't realize you and your family would be there. 568 00:25:59,735 --> 00:26:02,622 - I didn't mean to... - It's okay, Alan, really. 569 00:26:03,931 --> 00:26:05,976 But, um... 570 00:26:06,235 --> 00:26:09,499 I think it might be best if we kept our distance 571 00:26:09,524 --> 00:26:11,004 for a little while, 572 00:26:11,131 --> 00:26:14,092 so the next time I see you, I can actually see you. 573 00:26:15,915 --> 00:26:17,221 Yeah, about that. 574 00:26:17,246 --> 00:26:19,726 Uh, I probably should tell you. 575 00:26:20,803 --> 00:26:23,149 I've kinda started seeing someone else. 576 00:26:24,166 --> 00:26:25,672 Oh. 577 00:26:26,761 --> 00:26:28,536 My goldfish. 578 00:26:28,561 --> 00:26:30,192 I mean, at this point, she's staying over every night. 579 00:26:30,216 --> 00:26:32,436 Ha-ha. Hilarious. 580 00:26:32,547 --> 00:26:35,394 Deep down inside, I know it was the right decision, 581 00:26:35,419 --> 00:26:38,571 but... doesn't make the fact that I'm sitting here on my sofa 582 00:26:38,596 --> 00:26:40,485 any less frustrating. 583 00:26:40,940 --> 00:26:41,961 I hear you. 584 00:26:41,986 --> 00:26:44,204 And what you're saying makes a lot of sense. 585 00:26:44,229 --> 00:26:46,144 I'm really proud of you for putting 586 00:26:46,169 --> 00:26:47,735 your mental health first. 587 00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:50,080 Yeah, thanks, Maggie. I... 588 00:26:50,105 --> 00:26:51,600 Hey, Maggie, can I call you back? 589 00:26:51,625 --> 00:26:52,933 Yeah, sure. No problem. 590 00:26:54,059 --> 00:26:56,409 Hey, Pop. Is everything okay? 591 00:26:56,941 --> 00:26:58,116 Rome? 592 00:26:58,141 --> 00:26:59,836 Dad, can you hear me? 593 00:27:00,115 --> 00:27:02,247 Rome, she got hurt! 594 00:27:02,309 --> 00:27:04,659 What? W-Who? Who? Florence? 595 00:27:04,684 --> 00:27:05,945 Regina. 596 00:27:05,970 --> 00:27:07,967 They're taking her to the hospital now. 597 00:27:07,992 --> 00:27:09,552 You better get here. 598 00:27:14,285 --> 00:27:15,721 - Rome! - Tyrell, where is she? 599 00:27:15,746 --> 00:27:16,770 They're looking at her right now. 600 00:27:16,794 --> 00:27:18,854 I'm telling you, Rome, we were marching peacefully. 601 00:27:18,879 --> 00:27:20,881 The cops just started pepper-spraying everybody, 602 00:27:20,906 --> 00:27:21,941 so we started running. 603 00:27:21,966 --> 00:27:24,925 This older guy, he tripped, Gina went to help him up, 604 00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:27,384 and this cop pushed her down with his nightstick. 605 00:27:27,409 --> 00:27:28,862 - Her head hit the pavement. - Oh, my God. 606 00:27:28,886 --> 00:27:30,870 Rome, we tried. They won't let anyone in. 607 00:27:30,895 --> 00:27:32,331 Wait, you're not with Gina? 608 00:27:32,573 --> 00:27:35,510 Hey. Uh, excuse me, sir, my wife, Regina Howard, 609 00:27:35,535 --> 00:27:36,884 she's inside. I need to see her. 610 00:27:36,909 --> 00:27:38,464 Sorry. No visitors beyond this point. 611 00:27:38,489 --> 00:27:40,621 - You're gonna have to wait outside. - No, no. You don't understand. 612 00:27:40,645 --> 00:27:43,270 I-I... She got hurt in the protests. 613 00:27:43,295 --> 00:27:45,340 I am sorry, but because of COVID restrictions, 614 00:27:45,365 --> 00:27:47,584 we can only let people needing medical attention inside. 615 00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:50,597 Well... Well, in that case, I'm dying of a heart attack. 616 00:27:50,622 --> 00:27:51,832 - Sir... - I'm trying to tell you 617 00:27:51,856 --> 00:27:54,058 as nicely as possible, I need to see my wife! 618 00:27:54,083 --> 00:27:56,137 - Hey, Rome, come over here. - Look, I am not going anywhere 619 00:27:56,161 --> 00:27:57,786 - until I see Gina! - But, R-Rome, come on. 620 00:27:57,810 --> 00:27:59,174 Can I please see my wife?! 621 00:27:59,199 --> 00:28:00,941 Just shut up for a second and listen to me. 622 00:28:00,966 --> 00:28:02,202 Come on. 623 00:28:02,227 --> 00:28:03,750 Pull out your phone, okay? 624 00:28:03,775 --> 00:28:05,231 I just gave one of the nurses your phone number. 625 00:28:05,255 --> 00:28:07,071 She's gonna call you any second. 626 00:28:07,096 --> 00:28:09,079 Just stand over here where the cell service is good, 627 00:28:09,103 --> 00:28:10,785 and you'll be able to see Gina. 628 00:28:12,163 --> 00:28:13,948 There she is now. 629 00:28:14,195 --> 00:28:16,207 Thank you. We'll be waiting right here. 630 00:28:17,818 --> 00:28:19,262 Thank you. 631 00:28:19,287 --> 00:28:21,503 Okay, man, I'll just keep trying... I guess. 632 00:28:21,528 --> 00:28:22,660 Yeah. 633 00:28:24,665 --> 00:28:26,574 Albert says Gina hasn't come back. 634 00:28:27,314 --> 00:28:29,577 Yeah, Ed and Katherine are headed home with Theo. 635 00:28:29,602 --> 00:28:31,332 They haven't heard from her, either. 636 00:28:32,145 --> 00:28:33,799 What do we do? Do we... 637 00:28:33,824 --> 00:28:35,148 Should we go look for them? 638 00:28:35,173 --> 00:28:37,023 No. Once you establish a rally point, 639 00:28:37,048 --> 00:28:38,397 you stick to it. 640 00:28:40,197 --> 00:28:43,064 Wow. That was very sexy. 641 00:28:43,089 --> 00:28:44,225 Oh, was it? 642 00:28:44,250 --> 00:28:46,635 - And she peeled off her fanny pack? - Yeah. 643 00:28:48,169 --> 00:28:49,423 Later on, I'm gonna give you 644 00:28:49,448 --> 00:28:51,798 the highest level security clearance. 645 00:28:51,823 --> 00:28:54,165 Mm-hmm. 646 00:28:56,599 --> 00:28:59,191 - Today was a day, huh? - Mm-hmm. 647 00:29:00,239 --> 00:29:02,353 You know, I'm surprised at how many people showed up. 648 00:29:03,574 --> 00:29:05,135 I mean, that was incredible, right? 649 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,683 Yeah. It's too bad Rome couldn't make it. 650 00:29:09,337 --> 00:29:11,886 He was so angry with me this morning. 651 00:29:13,341 --> 00:29:14,761 Hm. 652 00:29:14,786 --> 00:29:17,277 Hey, can I ask you something? 653 00:29:17,780 --> 00:29:21,480 Your dad calls you Junior, and during that talent show, 654 00:29:21,505 --> 00:29:22,557 they called you Javi. 655 00:29:22,582 --> 00:29:24,689 I call you Gary. 656 00:29:26,118 --> 00:29:27,728 What's up with that? 657 00:29:29,488 --> 00:29:31,446 Yeah. That's fair. 658 00:29:34,972 --> 00:29:39,952 I was born Javier Mendez, Jr. 659 00:29:39,977 --> 00:29:42,394 I'm my father's son, and I'm proud of it. 660 00:29:43,067 --> 00:29:45,025 As you recently experienced firsthand, 661 00:29:45,050 --> 00:29:49,097 there is a lot of my dad in me, but unlike him, 662 00:29:49,122 --> 00:29:52,865 people don't assume that I'm Mexican... ever. 663 00:29:53,182 --> 00:29:55,229 Until they realize he is my dad. 664 00:29:55,576 --> 00:29:57,697 Well, I wasn't 100% sure until I met him. 665 00:30:00,711 --> 00:30:02,931 Before he, uh, drove a truck, 666 00:30:02,956 --> 00:30:05,503 he was a custodian at my elementary school. 667 00:30:05,890 --> 00:30:07,718 And at first it was awesome, right? 668 00:30:07,743 --> 00:30:10,183 'Cause we could say hi to each other in the hallway every day. 669 00:30:11,262 --> 00:30:14,652 But then the other kids figured out who he was. 670 00:30:15,538 --> 00:30:17,206 And that's when the jokes started. 671 00:30:20,036 --> 00:30:25,027 It was very racist and awful. 672 00:30:25,506 --> 00:30:28,261 - Kids can be so mean. - Kids are the worst. 673 00:30:28,574 --> 00:30:29,839 Yeah. 674 00:30:29,864 --> 00:30:32,916 Except, of course, for Liam, who is top-notch. 675 00:30:33,277 --> 00:30:35,417 That's a good save. 676 00:30:35,989 --> 00:30:37,298 It's the summer before middle school. 677 00:30:37,322 --> 00:30:38,541 I go off to camp, right? 678 00:30:38,566 --> 00:30:41,213 And I have this counselor who is awesome. 679 00:30:41,238 --> 00:30:42,346 He makes everybody laugh. 680 00:30:42,371 --> 00:30:44,171 He doesn't care what anybody thinks. 681 00:30:44,365 --> 00:30:46,267 He knows all the words to "Ice Ice Baby". 682 00:30:47,783 --> 00:30:50,316 - And his name... - Was Gary. 683 00:30:50,718 --> 00:30:51,806 No. 684 00:30:51,831 --> 00:30:53,721 No, his name was Vanilla Ice. 685 00:30:53,746 --> 00:30:55,290 Yeah, that's why he knew all the words to the song... 686 00:30:55,314 --> 00:30:57,577 - It was... it was... it was his song. - Oh, yeah. 687 00:30:57,667 --> 00:31:00,057 Yeah. Yeah, it was Gary. 688 00:31:01,362 --> 00:31:03,060 So, summer ends, and, uh, 689 00:31:03,085 --> 00:31:06,097 I show up... First day at a new school. 690 00:31:06,805 --> 00:31:11,478 I got there early, and I found my homeroom teacher, 691 00:31:11,503 --> 00:31:13,917 and I tell her that, uh... 692 00:31:14,618 --> 00:31:18,689 there's a typo on the attendance sheet. 693 00:31:18,714 --> 00:31:22,993 Where it says "Javier", it should say "Gary". 694 00:31:28,147 --> 00:31:30,323 When I brought my first report card home, 695 00:31:30,348 --> 00:31:33,832 I remember my dad saying, 696 00:31:33,857 --> 00:31:37,199 "How can they evaluate you if they don't even know your name?" 697 00:31:39,034 --> 00:31:41,366 And the look on my face... 698 00:31:42,490 --> 00:31:44,014 told him everything. 699 00:31:46,355 --> 00:31:47,626 He didn't get mad. 700 00:31:49,996 --> 00:31:52,769 He just nodded and, uh... 701 00:31:52,794 --> 00:31:57,654 understood why I had done what I did. 702 00:32:04,274 --> 00:32:05,971 He hasn't called me Javi since. 703 00:32:05,996 --> 00:32:08,119 Not once. It's always Junior. 704 00:32:09,499 --> 00:32:10,986 And a whole lot of Mijo. 705 00:32:15,659 --> 00:32:17,331 I think... 706 00:32:18,156 --> 00:32:22,114 that my dad just wanted to give his half-Mexican son 707 00:32:22,139 --> 00:32:24,144 the best shot of making it... 708 00:32:25,011 --> 00:32:26,681 in a pretty White world. 709 00:32:28,431 --> 00:32:30,503 Hmm. 710 00:32:31,689 --> 00:32:34,128 Maybe that's why Rome was so upset. 711 00:32:35,034 --> 00:32:37,651 How? I've... I've never told him that story. 712 00:32:37,676 --> 00:32:38,885 He doesn't know about my name. 713 00:32:38,910 --> 00:32:41,292 - He... - No, but, um... 714 00:32:41,959 --> 00:32:43,961 he knows you get to choose. 715 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:50,444 Right. 716 00:32:50,469 --> 00:32:52,516 Yes, Rome. I'm fine. 717 00:32:53,566 --> 00:32:56,310 Although, I think maybe they need to test me again, 718 00:32:56,335 --> 00:33:00,108 because I don't remember buying such a fancy phone case. 719 00:33:01,901 --> 00:33:04,311 Babe, you're using the nurse's cellphone. 720 00:33:04,877 --> 00:33:06,117 I knew that. 721 00:33:06,913 --> 00:33:09,378 I'm fine, babe. I promise. 722 00:33:10,847 --> 00:33:13,252 But she was so nice to let me use her phone. 723 00:33:13,277 --> 00:33:14,619 Thank you, man. 724 00:33:17,940 --> 00:33:19,901 So, tell me what happened. 725 00:33:23,548 --> 00:33:25,510 You okay? 726 00:33:25,940 --> 00:33:27,246 No. 727 00:33:29,747 --> 00:33:32,358 If I had gotten to the protest five minutes sooner... 728 00:33:32,383 --> 00:33:35,727 Then you'd both be laying in hospital beds right now. 729 00:33:38,476 --> 00:33:41,541 It was nice to see you at a protest. 730 00:33:42,870 --> 00:33:44,806 Well, that's a nicer greeting than you would've given me 731 00:33:44,830 --> 00:33:47,224 when I came back from 'Nam. 732 00:33:47,399 --> 00:33:50,307 We weren't supposed to be there in the first place. 733 00:33:55,261 --> 00:33:57,541 My brother was also there. 734 00:33:59,410 --> 00:34:02,174 And he wasn't lucky enough to come back. 735 00:34:03,675 --> 00:34:05,603 I didn't know. 736 00:34:08,114 --> 00:34:10,002 I'm sorry. 737 00:34:10,858 --> 00:34:13,138 Sometimes I wonder if 738 00:34:13,163 --> 00:34:15,991 we had started protesting earlier and louder, 739 00:34:16,016 --> 00:34:18,010 if he'd still be here. 740 00:34:18,882 --> 00:34:22,277 And I would also like to think that because of our efforts, 741 00:34:22,302 --> 00:34:24,814 we got you home. 742 00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:27,587 Thank you. 743 00:34:36,552 --> 00:34:38,809 Okay. She's okay. 744 00:34:39,406 --> 00:34:41,488 She's being discharged. 745 00:34:42,576 --> 00:34:44,256 That's good. 746 00:34:44,281 --> 00:34:46,457 I'll give you two a minute. 747 00:34:46,809 --> 00:34:49,004 Just get over there already. 748 00:34:49,460 --> 00:34:51,288 What about you, son? 749 00:34:52,777 --> 00:34:54,465 You okay? 750 00:35:09,947 --> 00:35:11,427 Yeah. 751 00:35:11,454 --> 00:35:13,798 Well, I'm glad you're alright, Gina. 752 00:35:13,823 --> 00:35:16,004 Let us know if you need anything, okay? 753 00:35:16,565 --> 00:35:18,254 Bye. 754 00:35:19,630 --> 00:35:21,066 How is she? 755 00:35:22,014 --> 00:35:24,025 Pretty banged up, 756 00:35:24,050 --> 00:35:26,531 but, I mean, they let her go home, 757 00:35:26,556 --> 00:35:29,123 so she must be okay. 758 00:35:31,493 --> 00:35:34,824 Thanks for being so understanding about Alan. 759 00:35:35,975 --> 00:35:38,465 I had no idea he was gonna be there. 760 00:35:38,933 --> 00:35:40,240 I know. 761 00:35:43,698 --> 00:35:45,482 And just so you know, I told him that 762 00:35:45,507 --> 00:35:47,683 we shouldn't see each other again for a while. 763 00:35:53,258 --> 00:35:54,926 What is it? 764 00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:58,607 I should've known about the mask. 765 00:36:02,504 --> 00:36:05,023 When that kid in Theo's class said he needed to wear one, 766 00:36:05,048 --> 00:36:06,745 I should've known what that meant. 767 00:36:09,008 --> 00:36:12,664 I think my embarrassment over not knowing 768 00:36:12,689 --> 00:36:14,517 was part of the reason why I lost it 769 00:36:14,542 --> 00:36:16,198 on the front end of our neighbor's car. 770 00:36:20,532 --> 00:36:22,205 I've let you two down a lot lately. 771 00:36:22,230 --> 00:36:25,137 - Eddie... - No. No, uh... 772 00:36:26,112 --> 00:36:27,307 I'm not saying that 'cause I want you 773 00:36:27,331 --> 00:36:28,811 to make me feel better about it. 774 00:36:28,836 --> 00:36:31,012 I'm saying that because I should have said it before. 775 00:36:50,244 --> 00:36:52,725 Hey, Claudia. Is everything okay? 776 00:36:52,757 --> 00:36:55,194 I, uh, assumed since we were on Zoom 777 00:36:55,219 --> 00:36:57,523 that I didn't need to clean out my desk. 778 00:36:57,927 --> 00:37:00,190 Dr. Stacy wanted me to inform you 779 00:37:00,215 --> 00:37:02,740 that your on-air antics weren't taken lightly, 780 00:37:02,765 --> 00:37:04,724 that you violated multiple company policies, 781 00:37:04,749 --> 00:37:07,906 and that your services are no longer required. 782 00:37:08,314 --> 00:37:09,764 Yeah, also, I quit. 783 00:37:10,086 --> 00:37:11,711 You totally did! 784 00:37:11,736 --> 00:37:14,652 And she's super pissed. 785 00:37:15,180 --> 00:37:18,009 Which brings me to why I'm calling. 786 00:37:18,034 --> 00:37:19,862 I just sent you Tiffany's contact info 787 00:37:19,887 --> 00:37:22,455 so you can send her your therapist recommendation. 788 00:37:22,621 --> 00:37:25,582 And while I was doing that, I "accidentally" sent you 789 00:37:25,607 --> 00:37:27,260 a list of companies we've worked with 790 00:37:27,285 --> 00:37:30,743 that would love to sponsor a podcast like yours. 791 00:37:30,768 --> 00:37:33,198 Wow. Thanks. 792 00:37:33,223 --> 00:37:34,777 Thank you. 793 00:37:35,113 --> 00:37:37,681 I-I've been here for three years, 794 00:37:37,706 --> 00:37:41,628 and you're the first person I met who genuinely cares. 795 00:37:41,653 --> 00:37:43,687 I knew you wouldn't last. 796 00:37:50,439 --> 00:37:51,831 Who is it? 797 00:37:52,065 --> 00:37:54,894 Whatever version of Gary gets you to open the door. 798 00:38:00,060 --> 00:38:02,227 - Hey. - Hey. 799 00:38:02,252 --> 00:38:03,470 Gina's fine, man. 800 00:38:03,495 --> 00:38:05,628 You didn't need to come all the way over here. 801 00:38:06,091 --> 00:38:07,831 Good. 802 00:38:08,214 --> 00:38:10,035 I came to see you. 803 00:38:11,174 --> 00:38:12,654 Oh? 804 00:38:15,488 --> 00:38:19,308 Uh... To say that I'm sorry. 805 00:38:19,932 --> 00:38:22,324 I didn't realize until today... 806 00:38:27,209 --> 00:38:28,732 When I knocked out that dude 807 00:38:28,757 --> 00:38:30,628 at Sophie's softball game last year, 808 00:38:30,653 --> 00:38:32,785 I didn't realize how much danger I was putting you in, 809 00:38:32,810 --> 00:38:35,306 and... and... and then you were good enough 810 00:38:35,331 --> 00:38:37,899 to explain it to me, and I still didn't get it. 811 00:38:40,004 --> 00:38:42,920 Man, I got a lot of my own stuff that I have been avoiding 812 00:38:42,945 --> 00:38:45,532 for a long time, and... 813 00:38:46,939 --> 00:38:48,868 I want to deal with it. 814 00:38:51,146 --> 00:38:55,723 Coming here is the start... 815 00:38:55,748 --> 00:38:57,537 The start... 816 00:38:58,153 --> 00:39:00,006 of me trying to do better. 817 00:39:01,930 --> 00:39:03,157 You're right. 818 00:39:03,182 --> 00:39:05,532 Today's protest was not just for you. 819 00:39:05,557 --> 00:39:07,124 It was for me, too. 820 00:39:07,186 --> 00:39:08,579 I know that. 821 00:39:11,302 --> 00:39:14,662 A-And that's why I gotta tell you, I'm very... 822 00:39:15,692 --> 00:39:17,053 very disappointed 823 00:39:17,078 --> 00:39:19,325 that you weren't there for me today, man. 824 00:39:20,506 --> 00:39:22,686 Dude, you are an ass. 825 00:39:22,711 --> 00:39:24,657 Which is the third reason that I'm here, 826 00:39:24,682 --> 00:39:26,098 is to make sure that you know that. 827 00:39:26,123 --> 00:39:27,879 - Oh, yeah. I-I do. - Okay. 828 00:39:27,904 --> 00:39:29,623 It's clear. 829 00:39:30,253 --> 00:39:31,717 All right. 830 00:39:32,002 --> 00:39:34,308 Uh, well, in that case, just, uh, do me a solid, 831 00:39:34,333 --> 00:39:36,669 and, uh, make sure my girlfriend's okay. 832 00:39:36,694 --> 00:39:39,092 - Shut... Leave. Leave my house. - Okay. 833 00:39:39,117 --> 00:39:41,674 And, uh, y-you didn't really knock that dude out 834 00:39:41,699 --> 00:39:42,959 at the s-softball game. 835 00:39:42,984 --> 00:39:44,521 You sucker punched the dude, and he got right back up. 836 00:39:44,545 --> 00:39:46,796 He did not... He didn't get right back up. 837 00:39:46,821 --> 00:39:49,160 - You got your ass beat, dude. - Really. 838 00:39:51,077 --> 00:39:53,279 Ah. 839 00:39:58,128 --> 00:39:59,586 Hey. 840 00:40:01,503 --> 00:40:04,809 I, uh, talked to Maggie and Katherine 841 00:40:04,834 --> 00:40:07,581 and Darcy and Florence. 842 00:40:08,135 --> 00:40:09,963 The first time I called Florence, 843 00:40:09,988 --> 00:40:12,357 I accidentally hit "Florist." 844 00:40:12,382 --> 00:40:15,559 It took us a good 90 seconds before either of us realized. 845 00:40:18,047 --> 00:40:21,489 But on the plus side, we have "get well" calla lilies 846 00:40:21,514 --> 00:40:23,124 arriving tomorrow morning. 847 00:40:25,980 --> 00:40:28,721 Oh. And... And by the way, 848 00:40:28,746 --> 00:40:31,357 apparently I was so appreciative of the nurse 849 00:40:31,382 --> 00:40:33,970 who let me use her phone that I agreed to marry her. 850 00:40:35,647 --> 00:40:36,860 We'll work it out. 851 00:40:41,354 --> 00:40:43,339 Okay, just... 852 00:40:43,364 --> 00:40:45,245 say it, Rome. 853 00:40:46,565 --> 00:40:50,658 Just say, "I knew something bad would happen today." 854 00:40:52,229 --> 00:40:54,175 I had to be there. 855 00:40:54,581 --> 00:40:57,443 So, whatever it is you have to say, just say it. 856 00:41:00,014 --> 00:41:01,920 Okay. 857 00:41:04,035 --> 00:41:07,076 When I got the call from my dad that you were hurt, 858 00:41:07,456 --> 00:41:10,415 I got a tiny glimpse of what it must have been like 859 00:41:10,440 --> 00:41:13,878 for you to find my suicide note. 860 00:41:15,943 --> 00:41:17,901 To have to wonder what it would be like 861 00:41:17,926 --> 00:41:20,842 if I just was suddenly gone. 862 00:41:21,089 --> 00:41:23,558 And I am so sorry to put you through that. 863 00:41:23,583 --> 00:41:26,209 We have been through so much together. 864 00:41:27,718 --> 00:41:30,068 But you said it best... 865 00:41:30,552 --> 00:41:34,426 You are not the best part of my life. 866 00:41:34,594 --> 00:41:39,279 Regina Howard, you are my life. 867 00:41:40,272 --> 00:41:42,334 And I love you... 868 00:41:42,359 --> 00:41:44,700 more than anything in this world. 869 00:41:45,748 --> 00:41:47,452 I love you so much. 870 00:41:54,544 --> 00:41:57,765 I'm so glad we got this king-size bed. 871 00:41:57,984 --> 00:41:59,507 'Cause I-I really don't know 872 00:41:59,532 --> 00:42:01,005 where else the nurse would fit. 873 00:42:02,869 --> 00:42:04,841 Be quiet. 874 00:42:09,174 --> 00:42:12,174 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 63555

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