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♪ The snow's coming down
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Meredith:
The way kids feel at Christmas
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is a pretty close equivalent
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to the way surgeons feel
walking into an OR.
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♪ Lots of people around
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♪ Baby, please come home
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It's a complicated mix
of anxiety and excitement...
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♪ "Deck the Halls"
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...that makes it
almost impossible to sleep.
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♪ 'Cause I remember
when you were here ♪
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The anticipation is the best
and worst part.
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Will this go my way?
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Will I get what I want?
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Will my patient live?
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Will they heal?
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Is Santa real?
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♪ You should be here with me
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Stepping into an OR
is its own kind of magic.
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♪ It's Christmas Day
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♪ Baby, please come home
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♪ Baby, please come home
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♪ Baby, please come home
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The possibility that on this
day, you might save a life...
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Link: I'm going to Minnesota. ...or end it.
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In one hour.
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I have to talk to Amelia,
and it can't wait another day.
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I want to be with her
on Christmas.
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I want our family together
on Christmas morning,
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so I have to -- I have to
tell her I love her
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and that I don't need her
to marry me right this second.
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Right?
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I have to go?
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You have to go.
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Yeah, um,
I will watch Scout.
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Thank you.
[ Laughs ]
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Oh, hey.
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You won't be alone
on Christmas.
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You and Luna
will be invited.
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Always!
You will always be invited.
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I do not like waiting,
especially for David Hamilton.
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Well, I've learned he doesn't
really care what people like.
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[ Elevator bell dings ]Oh, there they are.
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They've cleaned up the place
since I've been here last.
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Not as drab.
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Webber,
it's nice to see you again.
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David.
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Richard,
this is Kai Bartley,
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the lead neuroscientist
on the project.
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Pleasure to meet you,
Dr. Bartley.
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Thanks for accommodating
our team
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and making Grey-Sloan available
on such short notice.
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The project's already
using my surgeons.
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Might as well use
my operating room.
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You know how it is.
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Famous patient,
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trailblazing neurosurgery,
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futuristic equipment.
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Not to mention the great
Meredith Grey walking the halls.
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The people of Minnesota
were asking questions.
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It threatened the work.
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Well, I hope it works,
for your sake and science.
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I wish
you could observe,
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but we can't compromise
the secrecy of the technology.
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It's essential
personnel only.
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I have residents
to teach.
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And I've got
pre-op bloodwork to do,
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so, Dr. Bartley, Dr. Shepherd,
I'll see you at game time.
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Thanks again, Webber.
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Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Brooks to oncology.
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Dr. Brooks to oncology.
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Famous patient?
He's not Bono.
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In Minnesota, he's about
as close as you can get.
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Prince
was from Minnesota.
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Excuse me.
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[ Door opens ]
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Hey.[ Door closes ]
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Excuse me, but only doctors who
actually work in this hospital
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are supposed to be
in the lounge.
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Security risk.
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[ Chuckles ]
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So, we've all been told
to stay away from OR 2.
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I suppose that's where
the super-secret project
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is happening?
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Can't say.
Security risk.
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[ Chuckles ]
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It's good to see you.
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It's good to see you.
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[ Mug thuds ]
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How are you doing?
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[ Chuckles ]
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Oh.
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The holidays are hard,
I know.
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My wife loved Christmas.
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Like collected nutcrackers
kind of loved it.
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This time of year for the boys,
we just...
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We miss her so much,
you know?
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I'm so sorry.
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Hm.
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You know...
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she might
still love Christmas.
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So this is going to sound
completely ridiculous
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and very unscientific,
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and I always thought of myself
as an atheist,
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and I did believe that we start
and end with the body,
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but when I was sick,
I had a dream --
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or what I thought
was a dream.
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I dreamt about Derek
on a beach,
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and it felt so real.
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It felt like
it wasn't a dream.
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I mean, it felt like...
he's here.
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Like he's been with me
this whole time.
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Like he might be here
with me now.
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And today I'm doing
this groundbreaking surgery.
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And it's exactly
the type of thing
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that he would have
loved to do.
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And in the past,
that would have made me sad,
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but somehow, I think
he might just be here,
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hovering over me,
watching the whole thing,
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soaking it all in.
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And that makes me happy.
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And please don't tell anyone
I'm telling you this,
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because I am acutely aware
of how ridiculous it sounds.
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No, not crazy.
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Kind.
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It's very kind of you
to share that with me, Grey.
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♪♪
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You know, I could hear you
on the beach, too.
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Were you talking to me
about my children?
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I was.
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I heard you,
and it helped.
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[ Cellphone buzzes ]
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PICU.
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Good luck with whatever
you're doing today, Grey.
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Thank you.
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And, um,
thank you, Grey.
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Maybe I'll go pick up
a nutcracker after work
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or something.
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Bye.Bye.
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[ Door closes ]
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What, you scheduled the lawyer
for Friday morning?
Mm-hmm.
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Oh, I have
a sleeve gastrectomy,
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and then I'm supposed to
have clinic.
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[ Sighs ] I'm still on shift
on Thursday morning.
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Oh, can you get a sub?
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It's the holidays.
No.
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Um, Monday?
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That's next week.
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Okay, how are we
supposed to fight for Pru
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if we can't even fit it
into our calendars?
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Miranda, we are doing our best
in a world of uncertainty.
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Mm.
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And I will look into
getting a sub.
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Thank you.
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But if I do,
will you at least consider
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taking it easy at work?What?
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I just think we need to go
spend some time as a family.
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We could go look at lights
or ice-skate.
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Come on.
Dean loved Christmas.
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Oh, oh.
We could go caroling.
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[ Chuckling ] We are not
going caroling, Benjamin.
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Yeah, as soon as the words
left my mouth,
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I knew you were gonna
give me that look.
See?
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Jordan: Chief Bailey.
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Oh, Dr. Wright.
Hey. Happy First Day.
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Hey, thank you.
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This is my husband,
Ben Warren.
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-Hey.
-Morning. Oh.
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Okay, sorry.
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Coffee?
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Regular or decaf.
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I wasn't sure which one you
wanted, so I got one of each.
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They also had this holiday
candy cane thing,
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but I felt
that was a bit risky.
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Yeah, well, I have my morning
smoothie, so thank you,
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but I'm sure someone around here
wants it.
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Like me.
Regular?
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I fight fires.
I need this.
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Well, I don't want
to keep you.
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I just wanted to tell you
how happy I am
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to finally learn from you
in person.
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-So, uh, see you in there?
-Mm-hmm.
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Okay.
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Still got it.
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[ Laughing ]
Get out of here.
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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How are you
holding up?
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Megan, maybe you
should take a break.
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Get outside, maybe take a walk,
grab a nap.
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I can sit with him
for a while.
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If he doesn't make it,
neither do I.
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If Farouk dies,
I go with him.
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I'm not sticking around.
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Not interested
in surviving another chapter
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of earth-shattering pain.
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I've survived enough
in this life.
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I'm not willing
to survive this.
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Megan...
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I'm sorry
I said that to you.
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I-I just --
I needed to say it to someone,
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and it can't be my brother
and it can't be my mother
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and it can't be Teddy.
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I just wanted someone to know
that I've loved this life.
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Or parts of it.
I've loved parts of this life.
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But...
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I'm just not willing
to survive this.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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Noah's service was nice.
Packed.
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Yeah.
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You know, some of the guys
from the support group
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are gonna buy a Christmas tree
and some decorations for Danny.
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I mean, we -- we could
contribute some gifts.
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Yeah, sure.
Yeah.
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Owen, Heather and Danny,
eventually, they will be ok--
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I know.
I know, okay?
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I think there's already
some relief for Heather,
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knowing that
he's out of pain.
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[ Cellphone chiming
and buzzing ]
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Winston. 911.
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Yeah.
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[ Megan sobbing ]
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What happened?
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15-year-old MVC, suffered
a catastrophic brain injury.
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He's been
declared brain dead.
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Oh, my God.
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I don't understand.
Is he here? Do we know him?
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Megan?No, no, he's in Tacoma.
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He's an organ donor.
UNOS just called.
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The heart is a match
for Farouk.
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[ Crying ] Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God.
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He's gonna be --
He's gonna be okay.
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Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God. My baby.
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[ Elevator bell dings ]Wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
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Oh, thank you.
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[ Sighs ]
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Oh. You're supposed to be
in Minnesota.
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I came back early
for a surgery.
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Hello, my sweet boy.
What a happy surprise.
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Yeah. [ Laughs ]
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Link went to, um,
get a Christmas tree,
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so I said I would take the kids
to daycare.
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Got it. Okay.
Well, I-I've got him from here.
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[ Elevator bell dings ]Yeah, of course.
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Um...
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Can I ask you,
how is Link doing?
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Things have been
a little...
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How is he?
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He's fine.
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Okay.
Okay.
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Um, a-are you coming
to daycare?
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No.
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Yes.
I just, um --
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I have to, uh,
grab her binky from the car.
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Okay. [ Chuckles ]
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[ Sighs ]
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And I have to call him now,
right?
259
00:10:42,424 --> 00:10:43,643
Because whatever
these feelings are,
260
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they are new and stupid
261
00:10:45,470 --> 00:10:47,951
and need to go back to whatever
dark hole of desperation
262
00:10:47,995 --> 00:10:49,039
they crawled out of.
263
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Okay.
264
00:10:51,868 --> 00:10:53,043
[ Horns honking ]
265
00:10:53,087 --> 00:10:54,175
Hey, I'm almost
to the airport.
266
00:10:54,218 --> 00:10:55,785
Jo:
Amelia's in Seattle.
267
00:10:55,829 --> 00:10:58,005
Uh, no,
she's in Minnesota.
268
00:10:58,048 --> 00:11:00,268
Dude, I was just in the
elevator with her in Seattle,
269
00:11:00,311 --> 00:11:02,357
so if you want to see her,
do not get on the plane.
270
00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:06,666
[ Sighs ]
271
00:11:06,709 --> 00:11:08,276
The "dude" was a little much,
right?
272
00:11:11,801 --> 00:11:14,412
Winston is starting Farouk
on the induction therapy now.
273
00:11:14,456 --> 00:11:16,588
As soon as we're en route
with the donor heart,
274
00:11:16,632 --> 00:11:17,894
he'll bring him to the OR
and get him ready.
275
00:11:17,938 --> 00:11:19,374
Tacoma's close by.
We'll have plenty of time.
276
00:11:19,417 --> 00:11:20,592
Wait.
Both of you are going?
277
00:11:20,636 --> 00:11:21,898
Yeah, I want to put eyes
on the heart myself,
278
00:11:21,942 --> 00:11:23,595
make sure they don't screw it up
in Tacoma.
279
00:11:23,639 --> 00:11:24,988
Owen: My mom's on her way
to take care of Megan.
280
00:11:25,032 --> 00:11:26,729
Well, I'm coming, too.
My patient.
281
00:11:26,773 --> 00:11:28,557
And we've got things
to discuss.
282
00:11:28,600 --> 00:11:30,515
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
283
00:11:30,559 --> 00:11:32,256
[ Engine starts ]
284
00:11:38,872 --> 00:11:39,960
Are you in pain?
285
00:11:40,003 --> 00:11:41,178
No.
286
00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:45,356
I was praying.
287
00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:47,794
Mm. Well, don't sound
so ashamed.
288
00:11:47,837 --> 00:11:51,798
Well, I've never been entirely
sure what it is I believe in,
289
00:11:51,841 --> 00:11:55,018
so it's -- it's --
it's all very confusing,
290
00:11:55,062 --> 00:11:57,020
this part
where I might die now.
291
00:11:57,064 --> 00:11:58,500
Well, you're not
going to die.
292
00:11:58,543 --> 00:12:00,023
Oh, anything can happen
in there.
293
00:12:00,067 --> 00:12:01,111
You know that.
294
00:12:01,155 --> 00:12:02,852
I hope I don't die today,
295
00:12:02,896 --> 00:12:09,424
but I left notes for my wife
and kids and grandkids.
296
00:12:09,467 --> 00:12:12,427
They're saved in the --
in the draft file of my e-mail.
297
00:12:12,470 --> 00:12:14,690
The passwords are on a Post-it
on the computer.
298
00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,126
I didn't want
to send the notes.
299
00:12:16,170 --> 00:12:17,867
If everything
goes perfectly,
300
00:12:17,911 --> 00:12:22,742
I don't want to have put them
through all that for no reason.
301
00:12:22,785 --> 00:12:24,656
I've been awful to you,
Dr. Grey.
302
00:12:24,700 --> 00:12:26,658
I've been the very worst parts
of myself,
303
00:12:26,702 --> 00:12:28,051
and before you put me under,
304
00:12:28,095 --> 00:12:32,360
I want to be sure
you know both...
305
00:12:32,403 --> 00:12:35,406
how sorry I am
for my behavior
306
00:12:35,450 --> 00:12:37,887
and how grateful I am
to you.
307
00:12:37,931 --> 00:12:40,760
I may have written those notes
to the kids and the grandkids
308
00:12:40,803 --> 00:12:42,762
just to remind you that
I'm a dad and a granddad,
309
00:12:42,805 --> 00:12:44,589
not just a megalomaniac.
310
00:12:44,633 --> 00:12:46,243
So as you're cutting
into my brain today,
311
00:12:46,287 --> 00:12:48,811
please try to remember
there are people who love me,
312
00:12:48,855 --> 00:12:51,422
even if you're
not one of them.
313
00:12:51,466 --> 00:12:53,773
Well, I appreciate
the apology.
314
00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:56,079
I assure you, I have
absolutely every intention
315
00:12:56,123 --> 00:12:58,038
of making history today.
316
00:12:58,081 --> 00:13:01,171
And if this works, you will
not only live, you will heal.
317
00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:07,090
You're sure
you're not in pain?
318
00:13:07,134 --> 00:13:09,266
Only the existential kind.
319
00:13:09,310 --> 00:13:10,746
Okay.
I'll see you soon.
320
00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,403
Bailey:
Last time I checked,
321
00:13:15,446 --> 00:13:18,319
Dr. Webber and I deserved
the respect of punctuality.
322
00:13:18,362 --> 00:13:19,973
It was his fault.
323
00:13:20,016 --> 00:13:21,626
Someone was supposed to
wake me up.
324
00:13:21,670 --> 00:13:23,803
Richard:
Before we hand out assignments,
325
00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:26,414
we'd like to introduce
our new fourth-year resident,
326
00:13:26,457 --> 00:13:29,199
transfer from Minnesota,
Jordan Wright.
327
00:13:29,243 --> 00:13:30,810
Do you mind, sir?
328
00:13:30,853 --> 00:13:32,637
Um...
329
00:13:32,681 --> 00:13:34,030
Alright.
[ Chuckles ]
330
00:13:34,074 --> 00:13:35,858
The floor is yours.
331
00:13:35,902 --> 00:13:37,642
Excuse me.
332
00:13:37,686 --> 00:13:40,645
Um, wow.
Hey, folks.
333
00:13:40,689 --> 00:13:42,647
I would like to say
an official hello
334
00:13:42,691 --> 00:13:44,911
and tell you how excited I am
to be here.
335
00:13:44,954 --> 00:13:48,218
Grey-Sloan's my Yankee Stadium,
so here I am,
336
00:13:48,262 --> 00:13:51,874
facing current legends,
Chief Bailey, Dr. Webber,
337
00:13:51,918 --> 00:13:54,442
and, uh,
future legends.
338
00:13:54,485 --> 00:13:56,531
Okay, um,
that's all I got.
339
00:13:56,574 --> 00:13:58,620
[ Laughing ]
Alright. Good.
340
00:13:58,663 --> 00:13:59,969
He likes sports.
Gross.
341
00:14:00,013 --> 00:14:01,884
Bailey: Alright, assignments.
Listen up.
342
00:14:01,928 --> 00:14:05,105
Some of you will fly solo
using the Webber Method,
343
00:14:05,148 --> 00:14:06,802
and some of you will not.
344
00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,760
Tseng, merry Christmas.
345
00:14:08,804 --> 00:14:11,763
You are on cardio
for a heart transplant.
346
00:14:11,807 --> 00:14:14,462
Perez,
you have an appy in OR 5.
347
00:14:14,505 --> 00:14:16,203
Schmitt and Helm,
348
00:14:16,246 --> 00:14:19,728
you will be doing
an ileostomy takedown in OR 4.
349
00:14:19,771 --> 00:14:20,772
Dr. Wright --
350
00:14:20,816 --> 00:14:22,774
Dr. Wright,
we're assigning you
351
00:14:22,818 --> 00:14:25,081
a solo laparoscopic
sigmoidectomy
352
00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:26,648
for diverticulitis.
353
00:14:26,691 --> 00:14:28,606
I'm not sure, a-are you familiar
with my method --
354
00:14:28,650 --> 00:14:30,826
I'm -- I'm familiar
with it, sir,
355
00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:33,611
and with your blessing,
I'll take a rain check.
356
00:14:34,961 --> 00:14:36,223
[ Clears throat ]
357
00:14:36,266 --> 00:14:37,267
A rain check?
358
00:14:37,311 --> 00:14:38,616
Yeah.
359
00:14:38,660 --> 00:14:40,488
On which part?
360
00:14:40,531 --> 00:14:42,838
I-I'm more than happy
to do the bowel resection,
361
00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:46,755
but respectfully, I'd prefer
not to use the Webber Method.
362
00:14:46,798 --> 00:14:48,713
I'm here to learn
from Chief Bailey,
363
00:14:48,757 --> 00:14:52,892
so I'd like the opportunity
to...learn from Chief Bailey.
364
00:14:55,068 --> 00:14:56,678
Guess I'm scrubbing in.
365
00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:03,903
Amelia: Hey.
366
00:15:03,946 --> 00:15:05,121
Koracick's called me
like 10 times
367
00:15:05,165 --> 00:15:06,296
wanting to know
if we've started.
368
00:15:06,340 --> 00:15:07,558
They're moving Hamilton
up to pre-op.
369
00:15:07,602 --> 00:15:08,951
Okay.
370
00:15:08,995 --> 00:15:10,126
You okay?
371
00:15:12,781 --> 00:15:14,043
Come inside.
It's cold.
372
00:15:14,087 --> 00:15:15,958
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
373
00:15:17,046 --> 00:15:18,700
Okay,
I'm just gonna say it.
374
00:15:18,743 --> 00:15:20,441
I think we'll both feel better
if I just say it.
375
00:15:23,444 --> 00:15:26,751
We are drilling a hole
into a renowned surgeon's head
376
00:15:26,795 --> 00:15:29,319
using a piece of equipment
we just invented
377
00:15:29,363 --> 00:15:31,017
to inject
a cellular solution
378
00:15:31,060 --> 00:15:33,802
that has never been tested
on a human being before
379
00:15:33,845 --> 00:15:35,891
to cure what has heretofore
been considered
380
00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:38,154
an entirely
incurable disease.
381
00:15:41,114 --> 00:15:42,637
[ Vomiting ]
382
00:15:50,601 --> 00:15:53,343
You're right.
That made me feel much better.
383
00:15:54,605 --> 00:15:55,693
Let's go.
384
00:15:55,737 --> 00:16:00,307
♪♪
385
00:16:06,226 --> 00:16:08,619
The Webber Method only works
on specific procedures
386
00:16:08,663 --> 00:16:10,143
that have maybe one
or two crucial points
387
00:16:10,186 --> 00:16:11,709
that require supervision.
388
00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,581
The resident operates
to a predetermined point --
389
00:16:13,624 --> 00:16:15,887
Any resident?Only those residents
who've shown
390
00:16:15,931 --> 00:16:18,281
that they can independently
and competently open the patient
391
00:16:18,325 --> 00:16:19,891
and then dissect
to where they need to be.
392
00:16:19,935 --> 00:16:21,023
[ Laughs ]
I'd love to see that list.
393
00:16:21,067 --> 00:16:22,633
Once they get to
394
00:16:22,677 --> 00:16:24,853
the difficult part
of the procedure, they pause.
395
00:16:24,896 --> 00:16:25,985
They wait for their attendings
to arrive,
396
00:16:26,028 --> 00:16:27,421
and then they continue.
397
00:16:27,464 --> 00:16:28,988
Okay, so this is just
for general surgery, right?
398
00:16:29,031 --> 00:16:31,555
As for now, but we're hoping
to implement it
399
00:16:31,599 --> 00:16:32,730
across all specialities.
400
00:16:32,774 --> 00:16:35,516
Hmm. No. No.
Not mine. Not cardio.
401
00:16:35,559 --> 00:16:37,648
No hearts
in baby surgeons' hands.
402
00:16:37,692 --> 00:16:39,085
No. I -- Come --
No, sorry.
403
00:16:39,128 --> 00:16:40,390
You busy?
404
00:16:40,434 --> 00:16:41,739
I have a lobectomy
in a few hours.
405
00:16:41,783 --> 00:16:43,741
Great,
so you can come with me
406
00:16:43,785 --> 00:16:45,917
and watch how the method works
in action.
407
00:16:49,530 --> 00:16:51,140
Teddy:
If everything goes smoothly,
408
00:16:51,184 --> 00:16:54,404
this heart will be the best
Christmas gift for Farouk.
409
00:16:54,448 --> 00:16:56,102
Maybe we can even get him home
by New Year's.
410
00:16:56,145 --> 00:16:57,407
What about Megan?
411
00:16:57,451 --> 00:16:58,713
What about her?
412
00:17:00,628 --> 00:17:02,456
She's not alright.
413
00:17:02,499 --> 00:17:04,545
I've been sitting here
for the last half-hour
414
00:17:04,588 --> 00:17:06,329
trying to figure out how to
talk to the two of you about her
415
00:17:06,373 --> 00:17:08,288
without overstepping.
416
00:17:08,331 --> 00:17:11,334
Her sun is on ECMO and they're
awaiting a new heart.
417
00:17:11,378 --> 00:17:13,684
She's sleep-deprived
and anxious,
418
00:17:13,728 --> 00:17:15,469
like any parent would be.
419
00:17:15,512 --> 00:17:17,427
I've dealt with a lot of anxious
and depressed parents
420
00:17:17,471 --> 00:17:19,647
over the years,
but this is different.
421
00:17:19,690 --> 00:17:22,302
Hayes: Look, Hunt,
I know she's your sister.
422
00:17:22,345 --> 00:17:23,607
This is hard for you to hear,
but...
423
00:17:23,651 --> 00:17:25,740
Listen. Megan is tougher
than you think,
424
00:17:25,783 --> 00:17:28,395
and she's been through way worse
than we could even imagine.
425
00:17:28,438 --> 00:17:29,831
I'm aware,
and I'm still telling you
426
00:17:29,874 --> 00:17:30,962
that she needs
serious help.
427
00:17:31,006 --> 00:17:32,616
She is notalright.
428
00:17:32,660 --> 00:17:34,183
Teddy:
Hayes, this is a good day.
429
00:17:34,227 --> 00:17:36,664
We have a heart for Farouk,
430
00:17:36,707 --> 00:17:38,927
and when he's okay,
she'll be okay.
431
00:17:38,970 --> 00:17:40,363
And what if
he's not okay?
432
00:17:40,407 --> 00:17:41,756
There's still a million things
that can go wrong here.
433
00:17:41,799 --> 00:17:42,757
Hayes.
434
00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:44,280
I know you guys want
to celebrate,
435
00:17:44,324 --> 00:17:45,629
but I need you
to understand
436
00:17:45,673 --> 00:17:46,935
what your sister
just said to me,
437
00:17:46,978 --> 00:17:48,154
and I'm not sure
that it's cured
438
00:17:48,197 --> 00:17:49,764
even with a heart transplant
for her son.
439
00:17:49,807 --> 00:17:51,331
She is profoundly
depressed.
440
00:17:53,463 --> 00:17:55,248
Um, uh,
we're five minutes out.
441
00:17:55,291 --> 00:17:57,076
[ Sighs ]
442
00:17:59,948 --> 00:18:02,690
Devon, an ileostomy takedown's
fairly straightforward.
443
00:18:02,733 --> 00:18:04,431
We'll just start with
an incision around the stoma,
444
00:18:04,474 --> 00:18:05,736
and then through that,
445
00:18:05,780 --> 00:18:07,086
we'll extract the part
of the intestine that --
446
00:18:07,129 --> 00:18:09,131
Do what you have to do.
447
00:18:09,175 --> 00:18:11,394
I'll just be stoked to get some
quality time outdoors again.
448
00:18:11,438 --> 00:18:14,658
After my ulcerative colitis
diagnosis and the surgery,
449
00:18:14,702 --> 00:18:17,270
recovery, and now surgery
to recover from the recovery...
450
00:18:17,313 --> 00:18:19,359
The wound from this procedure
should heal in a month or so.
451
00:18:19,402 --> 00:18:20,621
Too much time
stuck to a bed,
452
00:18:20,664 --> 00:18:22,188
your mind goes
to some ugly places.
453
00:18:22,231 --> 00:18:24,755
I'm sorry, I --
454
00:18:24,799 --> 00:18:26,583
Have we met?
455
00:18:26,627 --> 00:18:28,281
Don't think so.
456
00:18:28,324 --> 00:18:30,370
Your voice,
it's so familiar.
457
00:18:30,413 --> 00:18:31,719
No, I feel like we've --
458
00:18:32,981 --> 00:18:34,374
Oh, my God.
459
00:18:34,417 --> 00:18:35,766
You're Devon Gomez.
460
00:18:35,810 --> 00:18:37,855
I-I listen
to your podcast.
461
00:18:37,899 --> 00:18:39,683
[ Chuckles ]
How about that?
462
00:18:39,727 --> 00:18:40,945
Small world.
463
00:18:40,989 --> 00:18:42,164
What podcast?
464
00:18:42,208 --> 00:18:44,035
He hosts a show called
"On Foot with Devon"
465
00:18:44,079 --> 00:18:46,603
where he -- he basically just
takes a walk and records it.
466
00:18:46,647 --> 00:18:48,866
Every week I go somewhere
I've never been before.
467
00:18:48,910 --> 00:18:51,217
Bonus if it's far from a city
or there's a body of water.
468
00:18:51,260 --> 00:18:52,653
I just take a walk
with my microphone
469
00:18:52,696 --> 00:18:54,263
and talk about what I'm seeing,
and I post it online,
470
00:18:54,307 --> 00:18:55,699
and if people dig it,
that's cool,
471
00:18:55,743 --> 00:18:57,223
and if not, I have a record
of a nice day in my life.
472
00:18:57,266 --> 00:18:59,312
It's like, um -- I don't know,
like a meditation.
473
00:18:59,355 --> 00:19:00,835
It kind of is.Yeah.
474
00:19:00,878 --> 00:19:02,228
Or it was.
475
00:19:02,271 --> 00:19:03,577
I stopped making episodes
after my last surgery
476
00:19:03,620 --> 00:19:05,274
because walking
was too painful,
477
00:19:05,318 --> 00:19:07,450
but I'm hoping that this surgery
lets me get back to it.
478
00:19:07,494 --> 00:19:09,800
Mr. Gomez, we'll be back to
prep you when the OR is ready.
479
00:19:09,844 --> 00:19:10,975
And it will be an honor.
480
00:19:11,019 --> 00:19:12,412
And a privilege.
481
00:19:12,455 --> 00:19:13,891
Never knew
I had a groupie.
482
00:19:13,935 --> 00:19:15,066
[ Laughs ]
483
00:19:15,110 --> 00:19:16,242
It's nice.
484
00:19:16,285 --> 00:19:17,895
It's nice to meet you,
Dr. Schmitt.
485
00:19:17,939 --> 00:19:19,070
Yes.
486
00:19:22,596 --> 00:19:23,858
Why aren't you
in pre-op?
487
00:19:23,901 --> 00:19:25,207
-They couldn't take him.
-Why?
488
00:19:25,251 --> 00:19:26,556
Amelia: Is there a problem
with the equipment?
489
00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:28,471
I checked everything last night.
It looked fine.
490
00:19:28,515 --> 00:19:29,646
The equipment
is not the problem.
491
00:19:29,690 --> 00:19:30,691
David is the problem.
492
00:19:30,734 --> 00:19:32,127
Hamilton:
Dr. Bartley, I'm fine.
493
00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:33,389
If you were fine,
494
00:19:33,433 --> 00:19:34,390
you wouldn't be asking me
to keep it a secret.
495
00:19:34,434 --> 00:19:35,391
It's one degree.
496
00:19:35,435 --> 00:19:36,436
-Keep what secret?
-What?
497
00:19:36,479 --> 00:19:39,003
Fever.
He has a low-grade fever.
498
00:19:39,047 --> 00:19:41,267
99.6 is not a fever.
499
00:19:41,310 --> 00:19:43,399
99.6 is nerves.
500
00:19:43,443 --> 00:19:45,096
I am in charge
of this project.
501
00:19:45,140 --> 00:19:47,882
I am paying
your salaries --
502
00:19:47,925 --> 00:19:49,231
-Oh, my God.
-It's a cramp!
503
00:19:49,275 --> 00:19:52,495
Existential pain.
And I believed you!
504
00:19:52,539 --> 00:19:55,455
Existential pain,
my ass.
505
00:19:55,498 --> 00:19:57,196
Ooh!Your abdomen is rock hard.
506
00:19:57,239 --> 00:19:58,371
He needs a CT.
507
00:20:04,855 --> 00:20:06,030
Teddy: Megan, it's Teddy.
508
00:20:06,074 --> 00:20:07,989
I got the heart.
It's perfect.
509
00:20:08,032 --> 00:20:10,296
We're on our way back now.
It's going to be okay.
510
00:20:10,339 --> 00:20:13,168
I love you. Okay, bye.
511
00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:14,648
Teddy: Farouk is prepped,
512
00:20:14,691 --> 00:20:16,998
and Winston's gonna bring him
up to the OR any minute.
513
00:20:17,041 --> 00:20:18,173
Megan's gonna be okay.
514
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:19,435
Okay.
515
00:20:21,437 --> 00:20:23,352
It's a beautiful
and healthy heart.
516
00:20:24,875 --> 00:20:26,094
It's perfect.
517
00:20:28,096 --> 00:20:29,706
Owen: And for the record,
Megan does get help.
518
00:20:29,750 --> 00:20:30,925
She goes to therapy.
519
00:20:30,968 --> 00:20:32,361
She's living with us
while she's here and --
520
00:20:32,405 --> 00:20:34,407
When's the last time she
actually spent a night at home?
521
00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:36,322
'Cause every morning
when I'm doing pre-rounds,
522
00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:38,672
she's sitting there in that
uncomfortable chair in the PICU,
523
00:20:38,715 --> 00:20:40,282
looking like she hasn't
closed her eyes all night.
524
00:20:41,327 --> 00:20:42,893
[ Groans ]
525
00:20:42,937 --> 00:20:44,852
Sir, are you okay?
526
00:20:44,895 --> 00:20:46,288
Teddy:
What's happening, Owen?
527
00:20:46,332 --> 00:20:48,029
[ Horn blares, tires screech ]
528
00:20:48,072 --> 00:20:48,986
He's passed out!
529
00:20:51,250 --> 00:20:52,294
[ Screaming ]
530
00:20:57,473 --> 00:20:59,475
[ All grunting ]
531
00:20:59,519 --> 00:21:01,869
Teddy: Aah! Aah!
Oh, my God.
532
00:21:01,912 --> 00:21:02,957
Owen:
Teddy! Teddy!
533
00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:04,654
Yes. I'm fine!
I'm fine!
534
00:21:04,698 --> 00:21:06,047
There's --
Nothing's broken!
535
00:21:06,090 --> 00:21:07,353
Hayes?
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
536
00:21:09,529 --> 00:21:10,573
Sir?
537
00:21:10,617 --> 00:21:13,097
Sir, sir?
Can you hear me?
538
00:21:13,141 --> 00:21:14,273
He has a blown pupil.
539
00:21:14,316 --> 00:21:15,578
He must have had
a massive stroke.
540
00:21:15,622 --> 00:21:16,797
The cooler!I got it. I got it.
541
00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:18,407
Okay.No cracks or dents.
542
00:21:18,451 --> 00:21:20,279
Alright, phones. We need --
We need to try to call for help.
543
00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:21,497
Yeah. [ Grunts ]
544
00:21:21,541 --> 00:21:22,977
Mine's --
Mine's no good.
545
00:21:23,020 --> 00:21:24,457
I can't get a signal.
546
00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:25,675
Alright, hang on.
547
00:21:25,719 --> 00:21:27,155
I got it.
548
00:21:27,198 --> 00:21:28,635
I-I have one bar.
549
00:21:28,678 --> 00:21:32,639
Let me try.
No, it won't go through.
550
00:21:32,682 --> 00:21:34,423
I got to try to figure out
how to get out
551
00:21:34,467 --> 00:21:35,903
and maybe find some better
reception or maybe --
552
00:21:35,946 --> 00:21:37,992
No, no, no. Wait, wait.
Don't move.
553
00:21:38,035 --> 00:21:39,646
We seem to be in a ditch.
554
00:21:39,689 --> 00:21:41,082
What?
Hayes, what can you see?
555
00:21:43,214 --> 00:21:44,999
Nobody bloody move.
556
00:21:45,042 --> 00:21:50,396
♪♪
557
00:21:50,439 --> 00:21:55,836
♪♪
558
00:21:55,879 --> 00:21:58,012
They're about 25 minutes out
with the heart,
559
00:21:58,055 --> 00:21:59,970
so we're going to get him on
the table and start immediately.
560
00:22:00,014 --> 00:22:01,232
Okay.
561
00:22:03,278 --> 00:22:05,193
Megan,
I-I think you should
562
00:22:05,236 --> 00:22:07,848
sit this one out
in the waiting room.
563
00:22:07,891 --> 00:22:09,763
She will.
I'll be with her.
564
00:22:09,806 --> 00:22:11,330
Okay.
Okay.
565
00:22:16,465 --> 00:22:19,686
Bye, baby.
I'll see you soon, okay?
566
00:22:23,429 --> 00:22:24,386
Okay.
567
00:22:24,430 --> 00:22:25,822
Alright, let's go.
568
00:22:25,866 --> 00:22:35,789
♪♪
569
00:22:35,832 --> 00:22:38,400
Levi: Hey, Mr. Gomez.
570
00:22:38,444 --> 00:22:40,620
Any questions before
we begin your anesthesia?
571
00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:42,883
Call me Devon.
And I'm ready.
572
00:22:42,926 --> 00:22:44,841
On Dasher, on Dancer,
right?
573
00:22:44,885 --> 00:22:48,149
Hey, would you mind if I listen
to your podcast while I operate?
574
00:22:48,192 --> 00:22:50,586
Most surgeons like to listen
to music while they work,
575
00:22:50,630 --> 00:22:52,936
but I always try to imagine
that I'm outside,
576
00:22:52,980 --> 00:22:56,244
not stuck under
these fluorescent lights.
577
00:22:56,287 --> 00:22:58,377
Keeps me grounded,
focused.
578
00:22:58,420 --> 00:23:00,466
Absolutely.
I'd be honored.
579
00:23:01,902 --> 00:23:03,382
Helm, he's ready.
580
00:23:03,425 --> 00:23:04,992
Okay, Devon.
581
00:23:05,035 --> 00:23:06,602
Here we go.
582
00:23:06,646 --> 00:23:08,474
Count backwards
from 10.
583
00:23:08,517 --> 00:23:14,871
[ Muffled ]
10...9...8...7...
584
00:23:14,915 --> 00:23:16,917
Devon: Hey, folks.
Welcome to "On Foot."
585
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:19,180
Thanks for joining me
on my walk today.
586
00:23:19,223 --> 00:23:21,182
Uh, so my buddy told me
there's a waterfall
587
00:23:21,225 --> 00:23:23,532
about a quarter mile
north of here.
588
00:23:23,576 --> 00:23:25,795
Uh, let's make our way to it.
589
00:23:25,839 --> 00:23:27,188
[ Footsteps crunching]
590
00:23:27,231 --> 00:23:28,232
I'm gonna go scrub.
591
00:23:28,276 --> 00:23:30,365
[ Birds chirping]
592
00:23:30,409 --> 00:23:32,498
Man:
Some cricoid pressure, please.
593
00:23:32,541 --> 00:23:35,501
Oh, wow.
It's Schmitt and Helm.
594
00:23:35,544 --> 00:23:37,590
Wow. Feels like
just yesterday
595
00:23:37,633 --> 00:23:40,114
he was dropping his glasses
into an abdomen.
596
00:23:40,157 --> 00:23:41,985
[ Chuckles ]
597
00:23:42,029 --> 00:23:44,423
Uh, how are you
so calm?
598
00:23:44,466 --> 00:23:46,990
Schmitt's come
a long way.
599
00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:47,904
They all have.
600
00:23:47,948 --> 00:23:49,645
[ Beeping ]
601
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:52,256
Oh. Perez is getting ready
to do his endoloop
602
00:23:52,300 --> 00:23:54,955
for his appy in OR 5.
603
00:23:54,998 --> 00:23:57,261
That is insane.
604
00:23:57,305 --> 00:23:58,785
I-I mean,
not literally.
605
00:23:58,828 --> 00:24:00,482
You know,
just exciting.
606
00:24:00,526 --> 00:24:02,310
Wow.
607
00:24:02,353 --> 00:24:03,703
Wow.
608
00:24:05,792 --> 00:24:06,967
Bailey: Aha.
609
00:24:07,010 --> 00:24:08,708
Jordan: Any observations,
Dr. Bailey?
610
00:24:08,751 --> 00:24:10,666
No. No, no.
611
00:24:10,710 --> 00:24:12,407
You're doing great.
612
00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:15,018
As a matter of fact,
flawless.
613
00:24:15,062 --> 00:24:18,544
Thank you, and next, I'll walk
down this dissection inferiorly.
614
00:24:18,587 --> 00:24:20,154
[ Chuckles ]
615
00:24:20,197 --> 00:24:23,200
Dr. Wright, clearly, this isn't
your first sigmoidectomy.
616
00:24:23,244 --> 00:24:27,074
Oh, no, no, no, I've done
probably 40, give or take.
617
00:24:27,117 --> 00:24:31,426
Trust me when I say
I'm happier here in the OR
618
00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,472
than at my desk
doing paperwork,
619
00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:37,214
but your work
is thorough
620
00:24:37,258 --> 00:24:39,695
and your technique
is at an expert level.
621
00:24:39,739 --> 00:24:41,741
Before every surgery,
I sketch it.
622
00:24:41,784 --> 00:24:44,221
I draw the anatomy and I draw
what I will do to it.
623
00:24:44,265 --> 00:24:45,875
I even sketch out
every step
624
00:24:45,919 --> 00:24:47,877
and even every possible
complication,
625
00:24:47,921 --> 00:24:49,749
and then I will draw
the solutions.
626
00:24:49,792 --> 00:24:52,360
You're right. I do know this
surgery from start to finish.
627
00:24:52,403 --> 00:24:54,405
Then why didn't you want
to do it on your own?
628
00:24:56,538 --> 00:24:58,105
I study every move
my attendings make
629
00:24:58,148 --> 00:24:59,759
so I can anticipate
what they need.
630
00:24:59,802 --> 00:25:03,023
I'm not here to learn
this surgery, Dr. Bailey.
631
00:25:03,066 --> 00:25:04,503
I'm here to learn you.
632
00:25:06,548 --> 00:25:08,071
Then carry on.
633
00:25:08,115 --> 00:25:11,553
But I prefer blunt dissection
when you're in this area,
634
00:25:11,597 --> 00:25:13,903
just so you know.
635
00:25:13,947 --> 00:25:15,862
Thank you, Dr. Bailey.
636
00:25:18,081 --> 00:25:21,607
Okay, Wilson, one hand
by the fetus's head,
637
00:25:21,650 --> 00:25:23,391
the other one
by the buttocks.
638
00:25:23,434 --> 00:25:25,349
Lower. Good.
Okay.
639
00:25:25,393 --> 00:25:29,266
Now push down and try the
forward somersault technique.
640
00:25:29,310 --> 00:25:30,703
[ Groans ]
641
00:25:30,746 --> 00:25:31,878
I am so sorry!
642
00:25:31,921 --> 00:25:32,966
You were doing it right.
643
00:25:33,009 --> 00:25:34,881
Sylvia, I know
this is uncomfortable,
644
00:25:34,924 --> 00:25:37,274
but if you still want
to have a vaginal birth,
645
00:25:37,318 --> 00:25:39,407
we need to try
and turn the baby around, okay?
646
00:25:39,450 --> 00:25:41,191
Okay.
Wilson?
647
00:25:41,235 --> 00:25:42,192
Okay.
648
00:25:42,236 --> 00:25:43,585
[ Screams ]
649
00:25:43,629 --> 00:25:45,152
Should we try more gel?
650
00:25:45,195 --> 00:25:46,588
No, it's --[ Knock on door ]
651
00:25:46,632 --> 00:25:48,155
Uh, yeah.
We'll take a break.
652
00:25:48,198 --> 00:25:49,460
Oh, thank God.
653
00:25:49,504 --> 00:25:51,593
[ Both chuckle ]
654
00:25:51,637 --> 00:25:54,248
I swear part of OB
is just torturing women.
655
00:25:54,291 --> 00:25:55,641
Did you talk to Amelia?
656
00:25:55,684 --> 00:25:56,859
When I was going
to Minnesota,
657
00:25:56,903 --> 00:25:58,295
I knew exactly
what I was gonna say,
658
00:25:58,339 --> 00:25:59,427
but now that
I'm in Seattle --
659
00:25:59,470 --> 00:26:00,384
The city
makes a difference?
660
00:26:00,428 --> 00:26:01,864
Just listen.
661
00:26:01,908 --> 00:26:03,170
[ Sighs ]
662
00:26:05,302 --> 00:26:06,869
I love you.
663
00:26:06,913 --> 00:26:09,698
I love you so much,
664
00:26:09,742 --> 00:26:12,222
and nothing else matters to me
except you and Scout.
665
00:26:12,266 --> 00:26:14,268
You two are my life,
666
00:26:14,311 --> 00:26:15,922
and I don't care about
being married anymore.
667
00:26:15,965 --> 00:26:17,750
I just need you.
668
00:26:17,793 --> 00:26:20,317
And I'm sorry it took me so long
to see it from your side.
669
00:26:20,361 --> 00:26:22,015
But I'm not perfect.
Neither are you.
670
00:26:22,058 --> 00:26:25,627
We -- We've both made mistakes,
but now we're both here,
671
00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:30,153
perfect for each other
at the right time.
672
00:26:30,197 --> 00:26:33,069
I love you now
and I have always loved you.
673
00:26:33,113 --> 00:26:34,680
So let's be together.
Let's try.
674
00:26:34,723 --> 00:26:36,812
However it needs to be,
however it works,
675
00:26:36,856 --> 00:26:38,988
let's be together
right now.
676
00:26:41,948 --> 00:26:44,472
Something like that?
677
00:26:44,515 --> 00:26:45,865
Uh-huh.
678
00:26:45,908 --> 00:26:47,954
Yeah, it's, um...
679
00:26:47,997 --> 00:26:49,782
It's perfect.
680
00:26:49,825 --> 00:26:51,871
Okay.
681
00:26:51,914 --> 00:26:54,177
Okay, thanks.
682
00:26:54,221 --> 00:26:55,962
I'm gonna go find her.
683
00:26:58,225 --> 00:26:59,400
[ Sighs ]
684
00:27:01,402 --> 00:27:04,274
Hamilton: Did you read the
research Dr. Bartley provided
685
00:27:04,318 --> 00:27:07,190
about the relationship
between anxiety, stress,
686
00:27:07,234 --> 00:27:08,627
and Parkinson's pain?
687
00:27:08,670 --> 00:27:10,803
Multiple articles
have been written.
688
00:27:10,846 --> 00:27:13,370
They are very interesting.
Please stay still.
689
00:27:13,414 --> 00:27:15,459
I-I'm merely suggesting
that the abdominal pain
690
00:27:15,503 --> 00:27:16,722
could be psychosomatic.
691
00:27:16,765 --> 00:27:19,638
And I'm merely suggesting
you stay still.
692
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:23,642
We have a 72-hour window
the FDA has provided us
693
00:27:23,685 --> 00:27:25,600
to get this surgery
accomplished.
694
00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:27,994
David, I swear to God.
695
00:27:28,037 --> 00:27:30,257
Hamilton:
I'm holding still.
696
00:27:30,300 --> 00:27:32,738
He lied to you about his pain
on the day of a surgery
697
00:27:32,781 --> 00:27:35,044
that has cost him
tens of millions of dollars.
698
00:27:35,088 --> 00:27:37,481
Who does that?He's stubborn
and he doesn't want a setback.
699
00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:41,268
Free air.
His bowel's perfed.
700
00:27:41,311 --> 00:27:42,661
We need to do
an immediate ex lap.
701
00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:44,663
So that's it.
We're -- We're done.
702
00:27:44,706 --> 00:27:45,925
We're not done.
703
00:27:45,968 --> 00:27:47,927
We can't inject the cells
in the FDA window --
704
00:27:47,970 --> 00:27:49,624
not if he needs
an emergent surgery.
705
00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:52,322
The impact of the anesthesia
alone is...
706
00:27:52,366 --> 00:27:55,238
Okay, so we'll get a new window
from the FDA.
707
00:27:55,282 --> 00:27:56,805
So we're not done,
we're delayed.
708
00:27:56,849 --> 00:27:58,981
Hamilton: I've had
enough patients to know
709
00:27:59,025 --> 00:28:01,114
the results should be in
by now.
710
00:28:04,421 --> 00:28:05,727
Teddy:
They'll try to contact us,
711
00:28:05,771 --> 00:28:07,511
and then when they
don't hear from us,
712
00:28:07,555 --> 00:28:09,862
they'll send a rescue unit.
We just have to wait.
713
00:28:09,905 --> 00:28:11,515
No, we can't wait.
Not if we want to save Farouk.
714
00:28:11,559 --> 00:28:13,692
By the time they get here,
that heart won't be viable.
715
00:28:13,735 --> 00:28:15,258
Ah!
[ Sighs ]
716
00:28:15,302 --> 00:28:18,218
Hayes, can you --
can you open your window?
717
00:28:18,261 --> 00:28:19,610
No, it's not working.
718
00:28:19,654 --> 00:28:21,003
Okay.
Let me see.
719
00:28:21,047 --> 00:28:23,310
[ Groans ]
Hold on. Hold on.
720
00:28:23,353 --> 00:28:25,355
Okay, let me see.What do you have?
721
00:28:25,399 --> 00:28:28,228
Okay, okay.
Use this.
722
00:28:28,271 --> 00:28:30,186
Use that end
to smash the bottom.
723
00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:31,753
It'll shatter the glass,
okay?
724
00:28:31,797 --> 00:28:33,146
-Okay.
-Hit it hard. Don't tap.
725
00:28:33,189 --> 00:28:34,321
Cover your eyes.
Yep.
726
00:28:38,064 --> 00:28:40,066
You okay?
Okay, good.
727
00:28:40,109 --> 00:28:41,632
Hayes, you go,
and we'll follow,
728
00:28:41,676 --> 00:28:42,808
unless somebody
has a better plan.
729
00:28:42,851 --> 00:28:45,288
-Okay. Take this.
-Okay.
730
00:28:45,332 --> 00:28:46,550
I'm gonna go on three,
okay?
731
00:28:46,594 --> 00:28:48,509
Ready?
One, two...
732
00:28:48,552 --> 00:28:51,555
[ Creaking ]Aah! Aah!
733
00:28:58,954 --> 00:29:01,478
Okay, don't -- don't -- don't --
don't move! Don't move.
734
00:29:01,522 --> 00:29:03,002
Owen: Okay, they must have
put out a distress call.
735
00:29:03,045 --> 00:29:04,568
Somebody's coming.When?
736
00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:06,048
I don't know.So what, we just do nothing
until then?
737
00:29:06,092 --> 00:29:07,702
I don't --
I don't know, Teddy.
738
00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:08,834
How will they even know
where to look?
739
00:29:08,877 --> 00:29:10,183
I don't know!
740
00:29:10,226 --> 00:29:11,706
I don't have answers
right now,
741
00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:13,447
but they must know
that we're in this area,
742
00:29:13,490 --> 00:29:15,057
so somebody will be coming
to find us.
743
00:29:15,101 --> 00:29:17,843
What we can do, all we can do
is try to stay alive till then.
744
00:29:17,886 --> 00:29:19,235
No, that's not all
we can do.
745
00:29:19,279 --> 00:29:20,976
We're here
because a child died
746
00:29:21,020 --> 00:29:24,240
and the family had the grace
to give this heart to us.
747
00:29:24,284 --> 00:29:27,026
We're here for Farouk,
so this car may fall,
748
00:29:27,069 --> 00:29:29,637
but we cannot
let this heart fall.
749
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:30,943
We've got
about three hours
750
00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:32,509
before this heart
stops being viable,
751
00:29:32,553 --> 00:29:34,163
so two of us
are gonna stay in the car.
752
00:29:34,207 --> 00:29:36,122
Lean on opposite sides,
that'll stabilize the weight.
753
00:29:36,165 --> 00:29:37,732
One of us can climb out
with the cooler.
754
00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:39,038
What about the other two?
755
00:29:39,081 --> 00:29:41,127
Stay in the car
and wait till help comes.
756
00:29:41,170 --> 00:29:42,345
Well, Teddy
should go first.
757
00:29:42,389 --> 00:29:43,869
She can climb out,
take the heart,
758
00:29:43,912 --> 00:29:45,784
flag down a car,
and call for help, okay?
759
00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:47,655
Owen,
he's a single parent.
760
00:29:47,698 --> 00:29:50,266
His kids have already
lost their mother.
761
00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:51,877
Listen, he goes
and this car slips,
762
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,966
then our kids
lose both their parents.
763
00:29:54,009 --> 00:29:56,098
Look, we've all got kids
we want to be there for.
764
00:29:56,142 --> 00:29:57,708
We all have lives
we want to keep,
765
00:29:57,752 --> 00:30:00,102
so we're all getting out
of this car alive.
766
00:30:00,146 --> 00:30:01,364
Just need to --
767
00:30:01,408 --> 00:30:02,583
Wait, wait, wait!
Nobody move.
768
00:30:02,626 --> 00:30:04,628
[ Creaking ]Do you hear that?
769
00:30:04,672 --> 00:30:05,891
I think the car's pulling
the tree out of the ground.
770
00:30:05,934 --> 00:30:08,676
What? Aah! Aah!
771
00:30:08,719 --> 00:30:10,112
[ Siren wailing ]
772
00:30:10,156 --> 00:30:13,072
Hey, I just watched Perez
ask a scrub nurse
773
00:30:13,115 --> 00:30:15,248
whether he should use
2-oh Vicryl or 3-oh Vicryl
774
00:30:15,291 --> 00:30:16,858
to close an appy.Better her than us.
775
00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:18,686
When was the last time
you did an appy?
776
00:30:18,729 --> 00:30:21,036
I go away for a few weeks,
now the residents are attending?
777
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:22,864
This place falls apart
without you.
778
00:30:22,908 --> 00:30:24,735
I almost just had a panic attack
in the gallery just now.
779
00:30:24,779 --> 00:30:26,128
How is Bailey
okay with this?
780
00:30:26,172 --> 00:30:27,042
It's progress, Maggie.
781
00:30:27,086 --> 00:30:28,478
The residents are excited
782
00:30:28,522 --> 00:30:30,263
in a way they have not been
in a long time.
783
00:30:30,306 --> 00:30:32,352
You plan on letting them
cut into brains without you?
784
00:30:32,395 --> 00:30:34,093
Oh, absolutely not.Yeah.
785
00:30:34,136 --> 00:30:35,964
I --
What are you doing here?
786
00:30:36,008 --> 00:30:38,358
I thought you had your big,
super-secret surgery today?
787
00:30:38,401 --> 00:30:39,968
I did,
and then I didn't,
788
00:30:40,012 --> 00:30:41,883
so I thought I would find you
and tell you about my new crush,
789
00:30:41,927 --> 00:30:44,277
but somehow the vibe
does not feel right.
790
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:45,495
I'm -- I'm gonna
find you later.
791
00:30:45,539 --> 00:30:46,627
Maggie: Yeah.
792
00:30:48,455 --> 00:30:50,239
You can't report this
to the FDA.
793
00:30:50,283 --> 00:30:51,806
Just repair the bowel
794
00:30:51,850 --> 00:30:53,982
and tell them we had
an equipment malfunction.
795
00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:55,810
I cannot lie to the FDA.
796
00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:57,203
I'm gonna
tell them everything,
797
00:30:57,246 --> 00:30:58,682
and they'll just give us
a new window.
798
00:30:58,726 --> 00:30:59,945
Do you know how long
that will take?
799
00:30:59,988 --> 00:31:01,294
I'll lose weeks!
800
00:31:01,337 --> 00:31:03,339
You're a rule-breaker, Grey,
so break the rules!
801
00:31:03,383 --> 00:31:04,993
I cannot compromise
this project.
802
00:31:05,037 --> 00:31:07,648
You're compromising my only
chance at getting my life back.
803
00:31:07,691 --> 00:31:09,432
You're not the only one
with Parkinson's.
804
00:31:09,476 --> 00:31:10,999
There are
10 million people
805
00:31:11,043 --> 00:31:13,088
living around the world
with this disease.
806
00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:16,570
They don't have your money
or your access to healthcare.
807
00:31:16,613 --> 00:31:18,354
They still live.
They travel.
808
00:31:18,398 --> 00:31:20,356
They spend time
with their families.
809
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:21,836
They work
as long as they can.
810
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:23,490
Their lives
are as productive
811
00:31:23,533 --> 00:31:25,187
and as meaningful
as anyone else's.
812
00:31:25,231 --> 00:31:27,059
The only thing stopping you
from living with this disease
813
00:31:27,102 --> 00:31:29,496
is your own ego.
814
00:31:29,539 --> 00:31:30,889
Is that what you said
to your mother?
815
00:31:30,932 --> 00:31:32,934
What does my mother
have to do with this?
816
00:31:32,978 --> 00:31:34,240
Oh, come on, Meredith.
817
00:31:34,283 --> 00:31:36,851
If our procedure
is even a little successful,
818
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,940
it'll have
huge ramifications
819
00:31:38,984 --> 00:31:40,855
for the treatment of other
neurodegenerative diseases.
820
00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:42,465
The funding will pour in.
821
00:31:42,509 --> 00:31:44,772
You know that.
822
00:31:44,815 --> 00:31:47,296
You never wanted
to cure me.
823
00:31:47,340 --> 00:31:49,559
You want
to cure Alzheimer's.
824
00:31:52,214 --> 00:31:54,086
[ Footsteps crunching]Devon: You know, this is
my favorite time of day.
825
00:31:54,129 --> 00:31:56,305
The sun burns the fog
that settled overnight,
826
00:31:56,349 --> 00:31:58,438
so there's water vapor...A little more traction.
827
00:31:58,481 --> 00:31:59,569
Okay.
I get it.
828
00:31:59,613 --> 00:32:01,397
His footsteps
are like ASMR,
829
00:32:01,441 --> 00:32:02,529
which puts people
to sleep.
830
00:32:02,572 --> 00:32:03,965
You really
shouldn't play this
831
00:32:04,009 --> 00:32:05,749
while your hands
are in someone's body.
832
00:32:05,793 --> 00:32:06,750
And when you're
lead surgeon,
833
00:32:06,794 --> 00:32:08,100
you can choose.
834
00:32:08,143 --> 00:32:09,275
Suction. And you look up,
835
00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:10,276
and the light
hitting the leaves
836
00:32:10,319 --> 00:32:11,320
looks like stained glass.
837
00:32:11,364 --> 00:32:12,974
Okay.
838
00:32:13,018 --> 00:32:14,758
Page Dr. Webber, please.
839
00:32:14,802 --> 00:32:18,588
And walking through it is just,
well, so peaceful.
840
00:32:18,632 --> 00:32:20,895
Dr. Schmitt,
according to the method,
841
00:32:20,939 --> 00:32:23,724
we are supposed to wait
to continue until he arrives.
842
00:32:23,767 --> 00:32:25,856
This dissection is routine
for me at this point.
843
00:32:25,900 --> 00:32:28,207
I'll get it started,
and Webber will be here soon.
844
00:32:28,250 --> 00:32:30,513
So wherever you are listening,
845
00:32:30,557 --> 00:32:33,038
I hope that you're feeling
this peace, too.
846
00:32:33,081 --> 00:32:35,997
I should have put on the holiday
one from last season.
847
00:32:36,041 --> 00:32:37,433
He trudges
through the snow.
848
00:32:37,477 --> 00:32:38,652
He's bleeding.
849
00:32:38,695 --> 00:32:39,827
From where?
850
00:32:39,870 --> 00:32:42,047
[ Monitors beeping ]Aah!
851
00:32:42,090 --> 00:32:44,136
I can't see! Suction!
852
00:32:44,179 --> 00:32:46,138
Where is it?
Where is it?!
853
00:32:51,186 --> 00:32:53,797
[ Wind whistling ]
854
00:32:53,841 --> 00:32:55,016
We don't have much time.
855
00:32:55,060 --> 00:32:57,149
Altman, tell my kids
to call their aunt.
856
00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:59,325
Tell them I love them.
Tell them they'll be okay.
857
00:33:02,589 --> 00:33:04,243
Listen.
We'll stabilize the car.
858
00:33:04,286 --> 00:33:06,071
Just get back to the road
and bring help.
859
00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:11,424
I love you.
860
00:33:11,467 --> 00:33:13,904
I love you. Go.
861
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:19,127
[ Teddy grunting ]Okay.
862
00:33:21,347 --> 00:33:22,652
[ Grunts ] Okay.
863
00:33:22,696 --> 00:33:23,827
♪ I'm on the edge of tomorrow
864
00:33:23,871 --> 00:33:25,438
I'm out. I'm out.
865
00:33:25,481 --> 00:33:27,396
Hayes: Get the cooler.
Save Farouk.
866
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:29,746
♪ I don't know what's coming
867
00:33:29,790 --> 00:33:32,706
♪ Oh, what's coming over me
868
00:33:32,749 --> 00:33:34,925
[ Breathing heavily ]Teddy, go!
869
00:33:34,969 --> 00:33:36,536
♪♪
870
00:33:36,579 --> 00:33:40,105
♪ There's a howl
in the heavens ♪
871
00:33:40,148 --> 00:33:42,803
♪ And there are tears
in my eyes ♪
872
00:33:42,846 --> 00:33:48,591
♪ Oh, what a strange time
to feel alive ♪
873
00:33:48,635 --> 00:33:49,679
Hey.
874
00:33:49,723 --> 00:33:51,942
He's headed
into surgery now.
875
00:33:51,986 --> 00:33:53,553
How long will it take?
876
00:33:53,596 --> 00:33:55,685
A few hours.
Depends.
877
00:33:55,729 --> 00:33:58,340
Look, I know this complication
is frustrating,
878
00:33:58,384 --> 00:34:02,170
but we made it this far,
and it's still gonna happen.
879
00:34:02,214 --> 00:34:04,129
How can you be so sure?
880
00:34:04,172 --> 00:34:05,347
♪ And I know where my body is
881
00:34:05,391 --> 00:34:07,393
Close your eyes.Why?
882
00:34:10,787 --> 00:34:12,702
Fine.
883
00:34:12,746 --> 00:34:14,356
[ Sighs ]
884
00:34:16,358 --> 00:34:19,970
You are on Peaks Island
885
00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:22,886
off the coast of Maine
in late summer.
886
00:34:22,930 --> 00:34:25,150
You're standing
on the beach,
887
00:34:25,193 --> 00:34:27,935
which is also surrounded
888
00:34:27,978 --> 00:34:31,460
by huge, amazing trees.
889
00:34:31,504 --> 00:34:36,074
It's nighttime, so it's cool,
but the breeze is warm.
890
00:34:37,771 --> 00:34:40,121
And when you look up...
891
00:34:40,165 --> 00:34:42,906
stars...
892
00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:45,344
forever and ever.
893
00:34:45,387 --> 00:34:47,824
♪ I can see the hope
894
00:34:47,868 --> 00:34:50,827
Hearing the waves...
895
00:34:50,871 --> 00:34:52,090
a calm exists...
896
00:34:52,133 --> 00:34:55,049
♪ Like diamonds
in the dead of night ♪
897
00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:57,660
...like no other.
898
00:34:57,704 --> 00:35:02,796
♪ And the wind is wild,
are you listening? ♪
899
00:35:02,839 --> 00:35:04,014
♪ Are you listening?
900
00:35:04,058 --> 00:35:06,669
Did you just
guide-mediate me?
901
00:35:06,713 --> 00:35:08,018
♪ Oh, what a strange time
902
00:35:08,062 --> 00:35:10,847
Did it work?
903
00:35:10,891 --> 00:35:12,414
It didn't notwork.
904
00:35:12,458 --> 00:35:14,503
♪ To feel alive
905
00:35:14,547 --> 00:35:18,899
♪ Oh, what a strange time
906
00:35:18,942 --> 00:35:22,207
♪ To feel alive
907
00:35:22,250 --> 00:35:26,167
♪ Oh, what a strange time
908
00:35:26,211 --> 00:35:29,518
♪ To feel alive
909
00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:33,870
♪ Oh, what a strange time
910
00:35:33,914 --> 00:35:38,092
♪ To feel alive
911
00:35:39,659 --> 00:35:43,315
♪ Shine on
912
00:35:43,358 --> 00:35:48,581
♪ Long after the light is gone
913
00:35:50,757 --> 00:35:55,196
♪ I will shine on
914
00:35:55,240 --> 00:35:57,155
♪ Shine on
915
00:35:59,418 --> 00:36:01,202
Irrigation.Irrigation.
916
00:36:01,246 --> 00:36:02,856
Dr. Michael:
Urgent page from OR 4.
917
00:36:02,899 --> 00:36:04,249
They're calling
anyone available.
918
00:36:04,292 --> 00:36:06,686
Anyone?Any attending.
919
00:36:06,729 --> 00:36:08,166
Go ahead.
I'm good to close up.
920
00:36:08,209 --> 00:36:09,210
Okay.
921
00:36:11,691 --> 00:36:13,606
Dr. Grey!
He's hypotensive!
922
00:36:13,649 --> 00:36:15,782
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]
923
00:36:20,308 --> 00:36:22,789
Devon: Okay.
It's definitely close.
924
00:36:22,832 --> 00:36:25,226
I can hear the water.
It's getting louder, and...
925
00:36:25,270 --> 00:36:27,707
[ Birds chirping]
926
00:36:27,750 --> 00:36:29,752
I think we'll be there soon,
folks.
927
00:36:29,796 --> 00:36:32,712
Initiate the massive transfusion
protocol, right now!
928
00:36:32,755 --> 00:36:34,017
I'm coming down!
929
00:36:34,061 --> 00:36:35,628
[ Suction hissing ]
930
00:36:35,671 --> 00:36:42,243
♪♪
931
00:36:42,287 --> 00:36:43,331
[ Waterfall roaring]
932
00:36:43,375 --> 00:36:45,290
[ Flatline ]
933
00:36:45,333 --> 00:36:47,683
[ Footsteps crunching]
934
00:36:51,034 --> 00:36:52,384
Yeah, I think...
935
00:36:52,427 --> 00:36:54,690
Ah! Ah, there it is.
936
00:36:54,734 --> 00:36:56,518
[ Chuckles] Holy moly.
937
00:36:56,562 --> 00:36:59,086
Holy moly. Wow!
938
00:36:59,129 --> 00:37:00,957
[ Water rushing]
939
00:37:01,001 --> 00:37:02,611
[ Flatline ]
940
00:37:02,655 --> 00:37:06,049
It's been so long since I've
seen a waterfall in person.
941
00:37:06,093 --> 00:37:07,747
Oh, this is just the best.
942
00:37:07,790 --> 00:37:09,705
Yeah, I'm gonna stay here
a while, you guys.
943
00:37:09,749 --> 00:37:11,316
I'm gonna stay here a while.Bailey: Turn that off.
944
00:37:11,359 --> 00:37:12,795
[ Click ]
945
00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:20,020
[ Flatline ]
946
00:37:20,063 --> 00:37:21,500
[ Flatline stops ]
947
00:37:21,543 --> 00:37:23,980
I need to know
what happened, now.
948
00:37:26,505 --> 00:37:27,941
[ Exhales shakily ]
949
00:37:27,984 --> 00:37:30,335
We were doing
the dissection.
950
00:37:30,378 --> 00:37:32,685
Everything looked good.
951
00:37:32,728 --> 00:37:35,557
Uh, Dr. Schmitt put traction
on the IMA.
952
00:37:35,601 --> 00:37:37,559
Why did you not call
for an attending?
953
00:37:37,603 --> 00:37:40,170
We did,
but, um, Levi --
954
00:37:40,214 --> 00:37:45,915
Dr. Schmitt started the
dissection instead of waiting.
955
00:37:45,959 --> 00:37:48,309
He thought he could
just get it started,
956
00:37:48,353 --> 00:37:51,181
but then
there was a bleed.
957
00:37:51,225 --> 00:37:53,445
Uh, Dr. Schmitt identified
it was coming
958
00:37:53,488 --> 00:37:58,058
from the base of the IMA
at the aorta.
959
00:37:58,101 --> 00:38:01,931
We attempted to control it,
but, um, it was too late.
960
00:38:10,113 --> 00:38:11,289
Bailey: Schmitt?
961
00:38:12,942 --> 00:38:14,074
Call it.
962
00:38:18,687 --> 00:38:21,821
The time of death --No. You call it, Schmitt.
963
00:38:21,864 --> 00:38:26,826
This is your patient, your OR,
your hands that operated.
964
00:38:26,869 --> 00:38:28,784
Call it.
965
00:38:43,364 --> 00:38:45,497
Levi:
Time of death, 1:19.
966
00:38:47,890 --> 00:38:50,328
Meredith:
I often ask my kids...
967
00:38:50,371 --> 00:38:51,938
[ "Carol of the Bells" plays ]
968
00:38:51,981 --> 00:38:54,941
...do they prefer Christmas Eve
or Christmas Day?
969
00:38:54,984 --> 00:38:55,985
Bailey:
This is on you.
970
00:38:57,117 --> 00:38:59,249
I go back and forth
on that question.
971
00:39:01,077 --> 00:39:03,993
♪ Hark, how the bells,
sweet silver bells ♪
972
00:39:04,037 --> 00:39:06,735
♪ All seem to say
"Throw cares away" ♪
973
00:39:06,779 --> 00:39:07,910
♪ Christmas is here
974
00:39:07,954 --> 00:39:11,131
As a person,
I prefer Christmas Eve,
975
00:39:11,174 --> 00:39:14,003
when life is all possibility...
976
00:39:14,047 --> 00:39:17,920
falling asleep with unopened
presents under a tree,
977
00:39:17,964 --> 00:39:20,053
filled with excitement
for tomorrow.
978
00:39:20,096 --> 00:39:23,012
♪♪
979
00:39:23,056 --> 00:39:26,364
♪ On, on they send,
on without end ♪
980
00:39:26,407 --> 00:39:28,888
But as a surgeon,
I prefer Christmas Day...
981
00:39:28,931 --> 00:39:31,804
♪ Ding, dong, ding
982
00:39:31,847 --> 00:39:34,459
...the point where possibility
meets reality.
983
00:39:34,502 --> 00:39:38,245
♪♪
984
00:39:38,288 --> 00:39:39,768
♪ Throw cares away
985
00:39:39,812 --> 00:39:42,684
♪ Hark, how the bells,
sweet silver bells ♪
986
00:39:42,728 --> 00:39:45,426
♪ All seem to say
"Throw cares away" ♪
987
00:39:45,470 --> 00:39:48,081
♪ Christmas is here,
bringing good cheer ♪
988
00:39:48,124 --> 00:39:50,866
♪ To young and old,
meek and the bold ♪
989
00:39:50,910 --> 00:39:52,694
♪ Oh, how they pound,
raising the sound ♪
990
00:39:52,738 --> 00:39:54,043
Wait, wait! Stop!
991
00:39:54,087 --> 00:39:56,132
♪ O'er hill and dale,
telling their tale ♪
992
00:39:56,176 --> 00:39:58,004
You've tried your best.
993
00:39:58,047 --> 00:39:59,962
You call to close.
994
00:40:00,006 --> 00:40:02,225
You finish the surgery
with the proper suture.
995
00:40:02,269 --> 00:40:03,923
♪ Merry, merry, merry,
merry Christmas ♪
996
00:40:03,966 --> 00:40:05,707
Hayes, just go!
997
00:40:05,751 --> 00:40:07,796
Tell Teddy and Megan and my kids
that I love them.
998
00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:09,232
And my mom.No, no.
999
00:40:09,276 --> 00:40:10,625
Tell them I love them all
so much.
Absolutely not!
1000
00:40:10,669 --> 00:40:12,801
No child deserves to grow up
without a parent.
1001
00:40:12,845 --> 00:40:15,325
I'm not listening.I'll be right behind you!
1002
00:40:15,369 --> 00:40:17,327
When the car tips,
there'll be a few seconds.
1003
00:40:17,371 --> 00:40:18,981
I might just make it.No, the weight won't be enough.
1004
00:40:19,025 --> 00:40:20,722
We can go together.It won't work.
It won't work.
1005
00:40:20,766 --> 00:40:24,639
You're closest to the window.
This is the only way, okay?
1006
00:40:24,683 --> 00:40:25,771
I'm not leaving you.
1007
00:40:25,814 --> 00:40:27,033
Think of your kids,
Hayes, okay?
1008
00:40:27,076 --> 00:40:28,251
Please.
1009
00:40:29,731 --> 00:40:31,429
If I don't make it,
just --
1010
00:40:31,472 --> 00:40:33,996
I need you to do something
for me, okay?
1011
00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:36,651
I gave Noah Young the drugs
that he needed to die,
1012
00:40:36,695 --> 00:40:38,479
and I promised him that
I would give the same drugs
1013
00:40:38,523 --> 00:40:40,307
to three other
dying soldiers.
1014
00:40:40,350 --> 00:40:43,049
It's the right thing
to do, Hayes.
1015
00:40:43,092 --> 00:40:44,180
I already have the meds.
1016
00:40:44,224 --> 00:40:45,965
They're in my truck,
glove compartment.
1017
00:40:46,008 --> 00:40:48,315
Call Noah's wife,
Heather.
1018
00:40:48,358 --> 00:40:49,882
She has their names.
She'll help you, okay?
1019
00:40:49,925 --> 00:40:50,926
And soon...
1020
00:40:50,970 --> 00:40:52,101
Okay?!
1021
00:40:52,145 --> 00:40:53,407
...you'll see if it all worked.
1022
00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,496
Move.
Move before it takes us both!
1023
00:40:55,540 --> 00:40:56,889
Move! Go!
1024
00:40:56,932 --> 00:40:58,456
But whichever you prefer...
1025
00:40:58,499 --> 00:41:00,153
Go!
1026
00:41:00,196 --> 00:41:01,546
...I can promise you this.
1027
00:41:01,589 --> 00:41:03,722
No!
1028
00:41:03,765 --> 00:41:05,680
Hunt!
1029
00:41:05,724 --> 00:41:08,335
[ Vehicle rolling ]♪ Merry, merry, merry,
merry Christmas ♪
1030
00:41:08,378 --> 00:41:12,731
...eventually,
the holiday is over.
1031
00:41:12,774 --> 00:41:20,521
♪♪
1032
00:41:20,565 --> 00:41:22,305
[ Wind whistling ]
1033
00:41:41,803 --> 00:41:50,203
♪♪
1034
00:41:50,246 --> 00:41:58,646
♪♪
1035
00:41:58,690 --> 00:42:06,959
♪♪
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