All language subtitles for Reflection.of.You.S01E12.1080p.NF.WEB-DL.DDP2.0.x264-LoveBug

Were you�

with Woo-jae?

Are you back together with Woo-jae?
Is that it?

Just say something.

What should I say?

If I said I'd been here all night,

would you believe me?

Say something. Anything at all.

Or should I ask when you found out
and how much you know?

And despite knowing it all,

how were you able to treat me
no different from before?

Should I ask
what your true intentions are?

Make an excuse at least.

I can neither lie nor make an excuse.

I choose to say what I must
rather than what I want to say.

I know I was wrong.

I can't be so shameless.

It was foolish of me.

I did something utterly terrible.

It's all my fault.

I'm the reason why
Hae-won kept following me

and pestered you.

I'm the reason why
she approached Li-sa and Ho-su.

I'm to blame.

It's all my fault.

I ruined everything.

Why did you do it?

It was a mistake.

Saying anything else would be an excuse.

There was no reason.

I've been atoning for what I did
to you and our kids.

I regret it.

I regret it every single day.

I know that won't change anything,

but please know this.

If I could turn back time,
I'd do it at all costs.

I know it's impossible to forgive me.
I would've felt the same.

I'll do as you say.

If you can't stand being around me,

I'll leave.

Are you alone? No one else came?

Like who?

Have you been here all day?

I asked you a question.

But you already know the answer.

Why did you go to the hospital today?

You didn't have an appointment.

Did you meet with Hui-ju?

What do you want me to do?

Do you want me to break up with you?

Is that it?

If it was that easy,
you should've done it sooner.

You've had many chances.

Before registering our marriage
seven years ago,

or before our wedding.

But now, you say it
as if you're doing me a favor.

You should've died back then.

Then I wouldn't have resented you so much.

But then again,

you're not really who you used to be.

You're as good as dead to me.

I'm going to remember

how I wronged you.

And I'll ask
for your forgiveness until you finally do.

It pains me that I can't even remember
what I need to apologize for.

Watching you break down because of me�

is torturous.

Good.

That's exactly why
I'm keeping both of you close.

RICE & BAR

When did you get here? He's waiting--

He left.

He did?

Gosh.

He ordered a drink

and sat there for five hours straight.

What an annoying customer.

I'll drink twice as much next time.

You look like you want a drink now.

Is it that obvious?

It doesn't feel so great

to be someone whose existence�

is torturous to another.

I'm sure my grandpa didn't raise me
to become someone like this.

You don't feel that great,
and the other is in pain.

So why bother doing it?

I can't help this rage inside me.

Then relieve it like this.
Why let it grow?

There's no cure for that.

I'm so pathetic.

How did I turn out like this?

Don't you ever get mad at yourself

or another person.

It'll just eat away at yourself.

I'm speaking from experience.

If you can't stand
being around me, I'll leave.

Please give me a bit of time.

I'm sorry.

I really am.

I wouldn't have looked all over for you
if I wanted to end things.

You and our family
are all that I've ever fought for.

And I'll never give that up.

Don't you ever�

leave my side again.

EPISODE 12
NOT HELL YET

Something about the foundation's funding
for Mr. Seo's hospital bills

seems a bit odd.

What do you mean?

Around the time of Mr. Seo's accident,

Hyeon-seong was in Ireland too.

It was confirmed that Hui-ju
had attended an art fair at that time.

But we don't know where Hyeon-seong was.

In my opinion--

I don't pay you to give me your opinions.

Just provide me
with the information I want.

How dare you track my son?

We shouldn't rule out
the possibility of an issue--

Having issues isn't the problem.
It's about whether it's fixable or not.

I'm not paying you for nothing.
Just do what I tell you.

They've all been compensated,

and we've given them
more time to move out.

The demolition can begin right away
since there are no residents.

We've also announced

the bidding of the supervision service
for the renovation.

Has Lee Ju-yeong come to school yet?

She's been absent
ever since the incident with her father.

-Should I contact her through her teacher?
-It's okay.

If she continues not to attend,

take her out of the roll
with a grace period.

-You may leave.
-Sir.

Mr. Lee Hyeong-gi has been acting strange.

He's digging into the accident in Ireland.

Should we be concerned about him?

No, sir.

I don't care if he digs into it,

but I'd like to know why he is.

Yes, sir.

I read about contempt

in a book once.

The one who feels it

is subjected to unbelievable pain.

But the one who causes it
doesn't even show changes in their brain.

No wonder they can keep doing it.

Does it hurt?

I was pretty hurt too.

Since we're family,
we should share our pain.

NEUROSURGERY OFFICE
DR. AN MIN-SEO

You're here too.

I was just about to leave.

What is it?
You didn't say you were coming.

I came for Ho-su's therapy

and thought I'd stop by and say hi.

I don't think we're that close.

Leave. I have to tend to my patients.

Why would someone
as bright as you put up with it?

What do you even know?

Since you put up with it, he keeps--

Keeps what?

Keeps putting his hands on you.

That's none of your business.

-But--
-I put up with it because I can.

That's the only issue we have.

And that will become a problem one day.

Don't lecture me.
You even failed to keep your son safe.

Min-seo.

My husband knows that he's wrong,

so he treats me well most of the time.

He's not actually sorry.
He's just worried that you'll leave him.

You know that he's just a coward.

I do.

I'm enduring it
because people are all garbage anyway.

Your husband is no different.

Don't stick your nose in my affairs.

I'm only doing this because we're family.

Family?

I'm afraid you're gravely mistaken.

If you and Hyeon-seong get a divorce,
you and I are pretty much strangers.

Don't be so cocky
thinking you have something on me.

Get out.

I never thought of it like that.

I was just worried.

Was it Ms. Gu?

I doubt you did this
out of loyalty. So why?

Did she promise
to give you money if you served some time?

And did you believe that?

The school will have no problem
carrying out the construction.

Now,

what do you think you'll get?

The compensation?

Do you think you'll get any?

Do you still not get it?

She�

used you.

Sit down.

Sit down and listen to me.

JINI BANK

The compensation fee is in there.

Since your father has bad credit,

it was wise of him
to open a bank account in your name.

You'll only be able to withdraw a small
amount every month for living expenses.

Once you become an adult,
you can do whatever you want with it.

It must be impossible for me to go
to Taerim High School of Arts now, right?

There are many other schools.

There's no reason for you to go
there and endure people's glares.

Do you think Li-sa

has already told everyone
about what my dad did?

What if she has?

Will you continue not going to school?

If you don't graduate, it's your loss.

Ignore the others. Don't miss
the opportunity in front of you.

Opportunities don't come twice.

Can we meet if you're free?

Let's have some coffee.

Is anything wrong?

DELETE

DELETE MESSAGES?

I wondered why you had become so lax.

I signed you up with that volunteer
recruitment for ex-convicts.

We'll begin this weekend.

You need to set an example for them.

They should know that even if they sin,

they can turn over a new leaf
as long as they live on.

Aren't you tired of it?

You should just hate me.

I know you don't want me
to ask you for forgiveness, but--

Don't be ridiculous.

I've already forgiven you, Seon-u.

It's my calling to protect you

and guide you in the right direction,

so you'll never forget what you did
and repeat the same mistake ever again.

For my dear Jeong-seop
who has passed away,

you just need to do as I say.

Okay?

Okay.

See you this weekend.

What are you doing?

INCHEON TO DUBLIN

Why did you look this up?

Running away again?

No. I want to find the old me.

And once I do,
I'm going to ask you for forgiveness.

I should try everything I can.

Aren't you coming to bed?

I'm bombarded with work.

The new staff management system
is so different.

It's a completely new system.

Go to bed first.

I went to the hospital today.

And Seon-u asked
if everything was okay between us.

He called me this afternoon.

-He did?
-He asked me to take care of you

since Ho-su's incident
must've shocked you.

"My sister was forced
to grow up at a young age,

so she never asks for any help."

He told me to cut you some slack
even if you make a mistake.

What's gotten into him today?

What's so bad
about his worrying about you?

I'm glad that he's my brother-in-law.

Compared to you two,

my sister and I are like strangers.

You should be more attentive to her.

She seems to be
going through a tough time.

She makes life difficult for herself.

That's who she is.

She's been like our father
ever since she was young.

But our father wasn't respected at home.

So, to my mother and me�

No. She always strives to look perfect in
others' eyes and only cares about herself.

But still--

She's hypnotized herself.
She listens to no one.

Hui-ju.

Yes?

Don't walk on eggshells
around me. It's not like you.

I believed you
when you said you regretted it.

Tell your brother
that we're completely fine.

That things are great as ever.

Thank you.

Right. Spare me some time tomorrow.

Did you make a reservation?

Yes. Under An Hyeon-seong.

I see. I'll show you to your seat.

Is she with you?

Did Ms. Lee invite you too?

Is Ms. Lee not coming? I thought she was.

I knew you'd feel uncomfortable
if we invited you,

so I asked for her help.

She's not to blame.

I wanted to treat you as a thank-you
for bringing Ho-su back to us.

-The usual, please.
-Yes, sir.

This brandy is
from our restaurant owner's collection.

I was told to serve you this
the next time you came.

It's venison. Their signature dish.

We come here every now and then
because the owner likes Hui-ju's work.

Try it.

It's all thanks to you two
that I've made it this far.

You told me
that being consistent was more important

than my age, and you were right.

At times, perseverance beats talent.

I truly believed
you would become a great artist.

If only you didn't quit midway.

She didn't quit.

She's just taking a break because of me.

She didn't quit painting.

Is that so? I'm curious about your work.

I'm sure you've seen her early work.

I imitated her work
in the beginning because I liked it.

I was pretty good at expressing
destruction and deterioration

through my paintings.

This glass is from our trips.

You remember it. It's your favorite.

Thank you.

What was the name
of this black mushroom again?

You told me that
when we were on our trip to Provence

Trompette de la mort.

I barely recognize the name.

"The trumpet of the dead."

Since the mushrooms look like trumpets.

But shouldn't it be the other way around?

I'm not sure.

Why bother treating me
when you want to rip me to shreds?

This was my husband's idea.
I still don't trust you.

There may be no proof,
but I know that you egged Mr. Lee on.

Then what is this? Are you fattening
me up before the slaughter?

You said watching my downfall
was your definition of revenge.

You and I have
very different definitions of revenge.

Because I'm going
to show you how happy I am.

Are you sure you're happy?

You looked very uncomfortable.

Sitting there like a trophy wife.

You once told me

that marriage is the only chance
to dramatically turn one's life around.

Well� Looking at you,
I can't say you're wrong.

But it's pathetic
that the transformation isn't that great.

You're like a shackled slave

who's greatly mistaken
and thinks she's the owner.

You seem a bit pitiful.

That's rich coming from someone who's
dedicated her entire life to stalking me.

I almost pitied you there.

Thank you for saying that.

That photo you sent me.

You wanted to know who saw it, right?

It was my husband.

We talked it out all thanks to you.

Thank you.

I was surprised to hear
that you had majored in theatre,

but your poker face was remarkable.

They seem to be taking their time.

Are you sure
you don't want to check up on them?

I've forgiven my wife for what she did.

So don't try to bring her down
with her past�

No.

Don't even think
about approaching my family.

But I haven't forgiven her.

So why must I do that?

You're a smart person.

I'm warning you because
I could pay you back tenfold.

Are you okay?

You don't look too good.

Go first. I don't want
to cause any misunderstanding.

Okay.

What if I kill her?

How will you pay me back tenfold?

Will you dig me out of my grave
and chop me into pieces?

Thank you for dinner.

-Anytime.
-No.

I'm not comfortable
with this kind of gathering.

We'll get going then.

Let's go.

I wonder if that dinner was necessary.

I wanted to show them�

that we were doing just fine.

Thank you. And I'm sorry.

Go sleep inside. I'll sleep here.

They looked happy, didn't they?

What makes us so different?

Seeing her reminded me

of how much I wanted to be like her.

One of the people I'm supposed to despise

is someone I admired so much.

And the other one is
someone I loved dearly.

Don't you feel bad
that I have to hate both of them?

-Want to go? Take it.
-Send it right now.

She's here.

What took her so long?
I can't believe her.

What are you doing?

Stop laughing, Na-yeon.

When did I ever?

-It reeks.
-I want to go out.

-What?
-Let's open the windows.

Let's do that.

-What is that?
-It stinks.

-Li-sa, where are you going?
-The restroom.

-Hey.
-Look at her.

She's even throwing away
her textbooks. Shitty attitude.

You didn't text me back,
so I decided to just come here.

I'm sorry.

My sister

was like a mom to me.

I was born into a poor family.

Since everyone else was poor,
I had no aspirations.

I'm only able to live like this
thanks to my sister.

My sister never got
what she wanted before getting married.

She had to support our mom and me.
The only dream she had

was to live in a house
that had an indoor toilet.

Then she met Hyeon-seong.

A sudden luxurious lifestyle
must've flustered her.

She must've felt lost.

It was probably a mistake
she made out of loneliness.

What are you doing?

It's different for her now.
Her family is all that she has.

She will never
get back together with Woo-jae.

It could be a misunderstanding.

Hui-ju is so blessed.

She has a brother who defends her

and a husband
who forgave her for having an affair.

And now you want me to suppress my anger?

How are you all so cruel?

I'm sorry.

How disgusting.

Let me apologize on her behalf.

I can't fathom how much pain
you felt from their betrayal.

But Hui-ju

will never make the same mistake, so�

SEO WOO-JAE

JEONG HUI-JU

Hello?

Hello?

It's me, Woo-jae.

What is it?

I'll send my rough draft
for the project to Ms. Lee.

Right. I'll share mine too once I'm done.

-Goodbye.
-Don't hang up.

You didn't answer me the other day,
so let me ask you one last time.

I left Hae-won and flew to Ireland

because of you.

And it seems to me that you let me
stay with you for the time being.

Am I right?

Seeing how I left without telling her,

I must have planned to return.

So why did I stay in Ireland all alone?

I don't know.

Then�

why did we break up?

The reason why we broke up�

No. The reason why I abandoned you�

Mom, isn't this pretty?

Mom, look at this.

Li-sa, stay here.

How could you come here?

Are you nuts?

Anyone would go nuts in my shoes.

Don't do this. Go home.

Wait for me back home. Okay?

-Don't go.
-Woo-jae, don't do this.

I have no choice right now.
Why are you doing this to me?

Then take me with you.

Take you where? There?

Go home and wait for me.

Woo-jae!

Woo-jae, why are you doing this?
Please don't do this!

Don't leave me.

Please, Woo-jae.
Go wait at home. I'm sorry.

Did you sleep with him?

-What?
-Did you sleep with that bastard?

Did you sleep with that bastard? Tell me!

Do you still love him?

Answer me!

I hated your recklessness.

What are you doing?

I wanted a drink too.

Go somewhere else. I don't want to--

I came to drink together.

Why?

You seemed lonely.

Who? Me?

Yes. That's what I see.

At a brunch cafe in broad daylight�

Did you think no one would notice it here?

So you caught me. Now leave.

Excuse me. One beer, please.

But I also

liked that recklessness of yours.

I may have forgotten many things.

But I still remember
how beautiful your art was

and how incredible you were as a painter.

Done.

Take a look. What do you think?

Is it bad? Is it?

-I like it.
-Really?

In that case�

What does that mean?

"Hae" meaning "ocean"
and "Won" meaning "abundance."

My grandpa named me so
so that I'd be thoughtful and well-off.

I'll come back.

No matter how painful the memories are,

I'll recover them.

HAE-WON

These are just a few body parts,

but they look more dynamic
and intense than his previous work.

I guess working hard at his studio
for days on end paid off.

Once they're made into molds,
they'll be even better.

Gosh, I lost track of time.

You should go.
I'll contact Mr. Seo myself.

He's not in Korea right now.

He's not? Then where is he?

In Ireland.

I trust that he'll finish up
the rest of his pieces,

but why all of a sudden?

He wants to retrieve his memories.

I understand. He must be so frustrated.

Yes.

He promised to recover the memories
no matter how painful they may be.

I'll just have to wait.

IRELAND

LET'S TAKE A RAIN CHECK. I'M BUSY TODAY.

HONEY, CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE FREE.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

Excuse me.

Don't sleep here. Go sleep at home.

Jeong-yeon?

Jeong-yeon?

Did you call me?

Did you just call my name?

Yes.

Jeong-yeon.

Gu Jeong-yeon, right?

Come on.

Why would you be calling my name?

Sorry?

"Call my name

as I have called hers."

"I will go to you and become your flower."

It was my favorite poem
back in high school.

What is it, Mr. Yoon?
Why did you call my name?

What's so special about calling your name?
Isn't that what names are for?

Then say it again.

"Jeong-yeon."

Call me even more tenderly.

You're creeping me out.

This is strange.

Why do you look handsome?

What? Why don't you look ugly anymore?

I must have gone nuts.

You're just drunk.

I'm fine. I'm good.

I'm not leaving.

I'm going to stay here with him.

NEW LUXURIOUS TOWNHOUSES

Why keep these at home
when Ju-yeong is there?

Is this where you spent your deposit?

This is so frustrating. You never learn.

Do you really not know?
Or are you purposely--

Ms. Gu.

Have you eaten yet?
I made some beef stew yesterday.

-I'm not hungry.
-Have some first.

If you're still mad afterward,
then get mad.

If you get upset with someone,

eat and take a nap.
Then you will feel better.

We tend to feel irritable
not because of what they did

but because we're tired.

God�

How is it that you know everything?

See?

Why did you take it out on me?

Right?

-How dare you?
-Jeong-yeon.

Okay.

Goodness.

We shouldn't send him
to kindergarten for now.

The teachers don't look
comfortable either.

Change schools.

Better yet, hire a private tutor
who'll teach him English

so he can go abroad next year.

Where's Hui-ju?

Li-sa's dance exam is today. She's there.

Replace her too if you can.

Mom.

There are many women who can
replace her as a mother, a wife,

and especially my daughter-in-law.

Ho-su might hear you. Watch what you say.

One should be most calculating
when choosing whom to marry.

I only said yes
since you vehemently refused

to marry anyone else
or have kids if it wasn't with her.

You take after me, but you got
your taste in women from your dad.

Can you please�

Please.

It's been over a decade, and Hui-ju is
the mother of your grandchildren.

Yet you still treat her with contempt.

What would that make
this life I've chosen to lead?

You can start afresh. What's the problem?

You're still young.
Why let her wrap you around her finger?

Because I love her.

I love her more than

she loves me.

You lunatic.

That's exactly why
I told you to be more calculating.

In a relationship,
one side is bound to love the other more.

It's impossible for the feeling
to be exactly mutual.

So why does she have
the upper hand? You lack nothing!

-Hey.
-Grandma.

Ho-su, it's okay.

Sleep more.

He's a saint. He truly is.

He's seriously

forgiven you for everything?
Is that even possible?

I don't know either.

Is it really possible?

He must only have doubts and no proof.
Then it's possible.

Nowadays, it's not easy to forgive

because proof is left
on all of our devices.

Gosh, Hui-ju. You are truly blessed
with a wonderful husband.

Hey, this is the epitome of true love.

I envy you.

I should be a better wife.

How is Ho-su doing?

Crazy bastards who mess with children
should get the death penalty.

I think this is the punishment I get
for doing what I did in the past.

Don't you say that out loud.
You need to be shameless.

In-laws blame the mom first
if anything happens to her kid.

And your mother-in-law
is the chief director? Good grief.

She's always been eager to kick me out,

even before this incident happened.

But she won't allow it
if I demand a divorce.

-Why not?
-I can only leave

if they kick me out
for something I've done.

I have no freedom of choice.

How could someone like her
give birth to your husband?

What about you?
How did it go with that guy?

Thought you'd never ask.

It's over! Damn it.

You should never rekindle an old flame.
The breakup just gets messier.

And I caused that.

I feel too terrible
to even say that I'm sorry.

Even friends need
to benefit from each other.

But I'm always the one

crying on your shoulder.
You must be sick of me.

I can't say that I'm not.

But I'll allow it if it's you.

Why?

Don't you remember?

We're both crazy bitches.

Did you hear?

You know, about the old man in room 305.

Are the rumors true?

I heard she gives him handjobs for money.

What a crazy bitch.

She's no different from a prostitute.

Shouldn't we report this
to the higher-ups?

I heard Dong-mi has done it
numerous times.

The patient on the fifth floor�

What's so bad about that?

He's alive
and has urges like everyone else.

Imagine his suffering.

What's so bad about relieving that?

She's also a crazy bitch.

No one in this hospital is normal.
They're all crazy.

Let's go.

A crazy bitch?

You're right. I remember.

Even after I inherited
this fishing spot from that old man

and went through
that nasty feud with his children,

only you defended me.

You said I deserved this place

since I stayed by his side
until the very end, unlike his children.

So you own a big share of this place.

Feel free to come here whenever you wish
as long as I own this place.

Yes. Hello.

Yes.

Really?

I see. Thank you.

Li-sa passed with flying colors.
At least that's over with.

You're so elated.

Did you do well on the exam?

Of course. But shouldn't you
be apologizing to me first?

I'm sorry that my dad
is a horrible person.

We've cut ties, though.

Do you really not see him anymore?
Is that possible?

Yes.

I'm better off without him.

I guess.

LEE JU-YEONG
HAS SENT A VIDEO

LEE JU-YEONG

I don't need these anymore.

I'm not going to Taerim.

I'm�

going here instead.

EDUCATIONAL PROGRAM

The dormitory is excellent.

I'll stay at Ms. Gu's
or her mother's during breaks.

What? When did this happen?

You saw how they all bullied me.

I'll be bullied
if I attend Taerim since you'll be there.

I can always make new friends.

Once I graduate, I'll move out
with the money from your dad.

Their visual production department
got many awards.

Many of the students became successful.

This school is much better for me.

-Hey.
-Hi.

I have plans.

This is my treat.

You're early.

I am. Did we have many customers?

Mr. Seo departed for Ireland
yesterday morning.

"Jeong"?

As in Ms. Jeong?

Again?

I can't pass up on stout.

We'll get one of this,
two glasses of stout,

and extra soda bread. Then we're good.

Okay.

When the beer is served,

drink it first before the food comes out.

-Beer first?
-Yes. Slowly.

After that, have the clam chowder.

And don't stuff your face
with the soda bread. Just dip it.

Then you'll slowly get full.

Then no one will know that we're broke.

I told you it'd be enough.

-Slowly?
-Yes.

Eat slowly.

Are you okay?

Did you get hurt?

Let me see.

What's wrong? I heard you did well today.

You met up with a friend too.
What's the matter?

Since when did you care?

Do you even care about me?

Li-sa, how could you say that?

I'm just--

Why would you-- Li-sa!

Gosh.

Why aren't you here yet?

Are you going to keep me waiting?

Of course not. I'm on my way now, Mother.

Did Ho-su take his medication?

I saw that the compensation
was sent to Ju-yeong's account.

Thank you.

I didn't do it to hear that from you.

You once asked

if Woo-jae was hospitalized
in Sligo General Hospital.

He was.

But unlike what you know,
it wasn't just because of the accident.

I heard Ho-su was born in that hospital.

I heard it was very tough

for Hui-ju to give birth to him alone
far away from home.

But do you believe that?

You should check it.

I'm also curious whose name was written

as her guardian.

Ho-su.

Open your mouth.

Let's go to the Cliffs of Moher.

When we look at something so beautiful,

we'll want to live.

Standing way up there,

who would you think of?

I can't do this anymore.

Did I

have feelings for you?

Do you remember?

I don't think there's any need
to try to remember what's already past.

If you don't remember it,
then it's never happened.

Hui-ju.

Jeong Hui-ju.

Jeong Hui-ju!

I'm going to get back
everything that I lost.

Ho-su's my son.

You remember.

Ho-su is my son.

I let her in because I needed a grandson!

Is it clear to you now
who Ho-su's father is?

-Did Mr. Seo get his memories back?
-Jeong Hui-ju!

You have no idea
how passionate Hui-ju can be.

You will never get to know.

You said you loved him, didn't you?

Come back to me.

I won't let you run off this time.

Subtitle translation by: Soo-ji Kim