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You couldn't even give me the
satisfaction of being pissed!
You had to go
and catch cancer!
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Eric:
Before we messed it all up,
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we had something
good and pure.
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Naomi:
He wasn't ready to be a dad.
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I gave my true self to
an audience for the first time.
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Our first solo show
in 20 years.
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Let's get it, girls.
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♪ Gimme what I need
and I'll be your nasty girl ♪
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♪ Your nasty girl
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Naomi: "It all started --
restarted -- innocently enough,
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with an epic return
at the 2021 BET Awards.
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Then, it fell in a hole.
Literally."
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[ Both scream ]
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Oh.
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You good?
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-Girl.
-Should we call an ambulance?
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"Fortunately,
an ambulance wasn't needed.
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Unfortunately, the whole debacle
was simply the amuse-bouche
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in an endless tasting menu
of embarrassment."
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Told you that hole
was a bad idea.
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"After a few lifeless renditions
of the group's classic hits,
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Jill Da Thrill simply..."
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I forgot my lyrics, yo.
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"Then the audience was hit
with an unplanned intermission
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that lasted seven minutes."
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[ Audience booing ]
♪ You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine ♪
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♪ You make me happy
when skies are gray ♪
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James is a Gremlin
when he doesn't sleep.
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"If it was
just a bad performance,
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the group
could be forgiven."
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Wait, this dude's name is
actually Lando Sarkesian?
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I can't. Ugh.
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"But the underlying problem
is America's unending appetite
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for nostalgia acts,
stuck in time.
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They don't grow,
because they can't.
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In the case
of the Nasty Bitches,
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we find a group
of middle-aged women
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rapping about money, sex,
drugs, and other frivolities
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that, while immature
in 1999,
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feel downright dishonest
in 2021."
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I know a hitman.
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"If seeing out-of-touch rappers
is your thing,
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please queue up
for the next Nasty Bitches show,
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with the Spin Doctors,
at your county fair."
Oh.
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How the hell
do we come back from this?
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♪ Last night took an L,
but tonight I bounce back, boy ♪
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Can we talk about something
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other than how much we suck
for a minute?
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I need to stop shaking
with rage.
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Jeff's memory came back.
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He feels terrible
and all,
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but I can't stand to be
in the same room as him.
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You need
to talk to him.
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I'm sure
you've got questions.
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Of course.
"Why? What went wrong?
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What did I do wrong?"
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You didn't do anything.
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Listen, from a man's
perspective --
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All: Shut up.
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After Lando Sarkesian,
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men are on mute
for the rest of the day.
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You call
that divorce attorney yet?
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You might not go through with
it, but you have to be prepared.
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Women don't prepare
for divorce like men.
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I cussed out a priest.
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Tina and I
are good, though.
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I'm embracing
this next chapter.
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I agreed to do an interview
with Outmagazine.
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Oh, Jill, that's great.
Really.
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Jojo's flying in today
for an audition
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with the Hellman
School of Music.
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And I'm nervous.
I mean, not for her.
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It's just that we have a lot
we need to talk about.
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Mm.
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Well, that review
reeked of misogyny.
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[ Chuckles ]
Misogynoir.
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Sexism.
Racism.
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But it wasn't wrong.
We sucked.
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Just saying. We were feeling
ourselves after the BET Awards,
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and we hopped back onstage
with no preparation.
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What did we expect?
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So, we book another show,
crush it.
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Together: Speak!
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I called around.
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We'd be lucky to open up
for Chuck E. Cheese.
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His band.
The creepy robot things.
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Did they have a name?
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Oh. Are we done, yo?
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Yo, I gave up a solo deal
for us,
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and the only way
I regret it
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is if we throw in the towel
over Lando Sarkesian.
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Munch's Make Believe Band.
That's the name.
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Uh, Chuck E.'s band.
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New music.
Yep.
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What?
We need new music.
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We need a refresh
if we're gonna pop.
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Yep.
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We need to represent
who we are now.
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We need to fly the flag
for real, grown-up women
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who have been through
real life.
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Oh. Amen.
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So, yo,
you got a beat, or what?
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[ Hip-hop music playing]
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-Whoa!
-Whoo!
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Like that.
Uh-huh?
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That's bananas.
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Yeah, it was gonna go
on Muffin's album,
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but it was
a little too hardcore.
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Mnh-mnh. Nah. Next.
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You don't like that?
Mnh-mnh.
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-But are we hardcore?
-We're Nasty Bitches.
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Jill: I mean, but are we?
Anymore? Honestly?
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I-I think the name is starting
to feel a little disingenuous,
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like a lot of my lyrics.
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We're trying
to make a comeback,
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and you want to change
the name of the group?
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That's bad business.
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We were ahead of our time,
like N.W.A.
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The name is subversive.
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In '99,
that's what they called us.
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We took it, we owned it.
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'99? Of today.
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I mean, Hillary -- nasty.
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AOC -- a bitch.
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Kamala -- Take your pick.
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I mean,
our name is a statement.
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It's iconic.
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Listen, it's enough people
out there
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calling Black women
bitches.
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Do we have to, too?
Mm.
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Man, y'all are trippin'.
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You want to switch
our whole steeze up
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just because Valeria
tiptoed her ass into a hole?
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Man, play the next beat.
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A'ight.
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This one right here
is a banger.
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[ Hip-hop music playing]
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Wait for it.
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Ooh!
Wait for it.
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Ooh. [ Hums ]
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Play with it.
[ Chuckles ]
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I'm sorry, but this
doesn't feel right, either.
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Goodness.
This is not how we work.
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I pick the beat, then
I lay out a general concept,
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write some stuff, and then,
boom, we're off to the races.
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Nah, chick,
that was before.
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Excuse me?
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Listen, we're trying to figure
out what we sound like now.
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We all need to be
a part of that.
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We all need a voice.
No, we need a hit,
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which means
I need to do my thing.
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I mean, you and Jill
wrote some great stuff
back in the day,
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but I wrote everything
for Valeria.
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That doesn't mean I can't.
Child, sit down.
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Listen, the only reason
why I didn't write
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every one of my verses
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is because I was too busy
having a good time.
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[ Chuckles ] I didn't have
an egomaniacal need
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to be
the Mozart of hip-hop.
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Wait, so my ego
is the reason why we had hits?
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Okay, look, I think
what Bree is saying --
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Is that I'm every bit just
as dope a lyricist as you.
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That wasn't what I thought
she was saying.
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I'm-a let you walk that back
before you get hurt.
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Uh, I ain't scared of you.
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Please, girl. You don't
want none of this, okay?
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I don't just beat bitches.
I ruin careers.
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Ask Foxy.
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Okay. Let's do it.
Let's battle.
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If I win, though,
we do it a new way.
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We all go off,
write our own verses,
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and each voice gets heard.
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If you win, we'll bow down.
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Okay, okay, okay.
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If y'all are gonna do this,
just keep it clean, okay?
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We're friends.
Friends?
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No, this is hip-hop,
alright?
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[ Hip-hop music plays ]
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♪ This ain't
Milli Vanilli ♪
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♪ You think
we your puppets ♪
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♪ That's the difference
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♪ We tryin' to have
our own voice heard ♪
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♪ But you ain't listenin'
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♪ You so high
on your pedestal ♪
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♪ Thinkin' you got control
of what you let us do ♪
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♪ My pen
is equally incredible ♪
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-Okay.
-Okay.
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♪ I ain't just looks, I'm not
your pretty little ornament ♪
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♪ It's like Miyagi versus
Daniel in the tournament ♪
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♪ Supposed to be a Queens thing,
but you made it difficult ♪
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♪ Supposed to be a team thing,
not you individual ♪
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♪ So maybe go
and get your own deal ♪
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♪ Nobody wanna walk
in your shoes, baby ♪
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♪ We got our own heels
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Yes! Yeah!
♪ Uh-huh
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♪ Unh, ay, yo,
first off, Brianna ♪
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♪ You not on my level ever
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♪ Better go tuck
dem kids in ♪
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♪ And tell 'em
why Daddy left 'em ♪
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♪ Tell 'em no fairy tales
or no happily ever after ♪
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♪ Tell your daughter
her mother ♪
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♪ Was more a stripper
than rapper ♪
Ouch!
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♪ Hey, quiet down
and shape up ♪
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♪ You always second place
up in this race ♪
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♪ But show that model face
without the makeup ♪
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♪ You gave new meaning
to "Around the Way Girl" ♪
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♪ "Nasty" meant lyrics, not
spread your legs to the world ♪
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-Oh! Okay.
-O-Okay. Okay.
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Valeria: Whoo!
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You take that.
You got that one.
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Eric, gimme
something I can bop to.
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[ Hip-hop music playing ]
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♪ Unh
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♪ Oh, you wanna
take it there ♪
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♪ Gloves off,
no playin' fair ♪
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♪ Who's your baby daddy,
when you met him? ♪
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♪ Come on, name the year
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♪ You too busy shadowboxing
in the mirror to be a mom ♪
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♪ I could give you pointers
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♪ But you prolly still
would get it wrong ♪
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♪ You just got a complex
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♪ Everything's a context
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♪ Napoleon, more like dynamite,
with your bomb threats ♪
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♪ I am not the same little
Brianna in that prom dress ♪
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♪ Who caught you rockin'
more than just a mic ♪
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♪ Up in the projects
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♪ My mirror on the wall,
huh ♪
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♪ Say I'm Michael Jackson,
babe ♪
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♪ Your mirror off the wall
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♪ Ugly attitude
breakin' glass ♪
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♪ You just wanna whine
and complain ♪
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♪ Drinking wine like a wino
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♪ I'm just tryin' to shine,
endin' mine on a high note ♪
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♪ Every rapper's sex toy
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♪ You decide
to show up now? ♪
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♪ Bitin' my style so you could
act like you the golden child ♪
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♪ Always late
for interviews ♪
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♪ Too busy
up in the dude ♪
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♪ Now you wanna write
your rhymes ♪
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♪ Before, money
was it for you ♪
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♪ If you wasn't pretty,
everybody'd be dissin' you ♪
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Wow! Wow! Really?
♪ Nobody's missin' you
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♪ Not a visionary
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♪ Nothin' that you say
we wanna listen to ♪
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♪ You gotta be lyrical
to spit the truth ♪
246
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♪ And I can count the years
247
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♪ I couldn't even get you
in the booth ♪
248
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Blah! Eee!
Wow. Okay.
249
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-Ooh!
-Low blows, low blows.
250
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Mm, you got that one.
Okay.
251
00:07:54,344 --> 00:07:56,586
Hey, yo, next one
takes the whole thing.
252
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You know what I want.
253
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Let's go.
254
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[ Hip-hop music playing ]
♪ Ay, yo, first off, Bree
255
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♪ You a mini version of me
256
00:08:03,344 --> 00:08:06,034
♪ And second of all, Jill
ain't got the skills to be ill ♪
257
00:08:06,034 --> 00:08:08,137
♪ So me writin' your rhymes
is the much better design ♪
258
00:08:08,137 --> 00:08:09,241
♪ I started this group
259
00:08:09,241 --> 00:08:10,862
♪ I coulda left
your ass behind ♪
260
00:08:10,862 --> 00:08:13,310
♪ But my pen hit the pad,
it's only top of the charts ♪
261
00:08:13,310 --> 00:08:14,482
♪ And now,
just like your marriage ♪
262
00:08:14,482 --> 00:08:16,000
♪ You want us
to fall apart ♪
Wow!
263
00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:18,206
♪ It's jealousy, and I can't
even say it any clearer ♪
264
00:08:18,206 --> 00:08:20,034
♪ You spendin' too much time
in the mirror ♪
265
00:08:20,034 --> 00:08:21,793
♪ You're tryin' to be the mommy
or a don ♪
266
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♪ You a copy and a fraud
267
00:08:23,206 --> 00:08:25,517
♪ You Johnny, I'll be Bobby,
my new edition is strong ♪
268
00:08:25,517 --> 00:08:27,965
♪ So, run along, Tyra,
we can't bank on you ♪
269
00:08:27,965 --> 00:08:30,413
♪ And a leader,
we can't put that rank on you ♪
270
00:08:30,413 --> 00:08:32,000
♪ Unh
Ay, yo, stop the beat.
271
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I'm-a go off top.
[ Record scratches ]
272
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♪ It's called
growth and maturity ♪
273
00:08:34,724 --> 00:08:35,862
♪ You stuck in the past
274
00:08:35,862 --> 00:08:37,344
♪ An insecure,
scared little girl ♪
275
00:08:37,344 --> 00:08:38,344
♪ Now I'm spankin' that ass
276
00:08:38,344 --> 00:08:39,517
♪ This is a wake-up call
277
00:08:39,517 --> 00:08:41,103
♪ We ain't here
to go tit for tat ♪
278
00:08:41,103 --> 00:08:42,413
♪ Nasty Bitches
isn't our image ♪
279
00:08:42,413 --> 00:08:43,931
♪ We no longer livin'
like that ♪
280
00:08:43,931 --> 00:08:45,413
♪ But I get it,
you did it to sell records ♪
281
00:08:45,413 --> 00:08:46,724
♪ Now the gimmick is done
282
00:08:46,724 --> 00:08:48,275
♪ Pullin' the wool
over people and critics ♪
283
00:08:48,275 --> 00:08:50,103
♪ Like Xplicit's
the only lyrical one ♪
284
00:08:50,103 --> 00:08:51,448
♪ We 'bout to rewrite
our own stories ♪
285
00:08:51,448 --> 00:08:52,724
♪ And make
the narrative change ♪
286
00:08:52,724 --> 00:08:54,206
♪ To show the whole world
we real queens ♪
287
00:08:54,206 --> 00:08:55,758
♪ Not embarrassed
and ashamed ♪
288
00:08:55,758 --> 00:08:57,896
♪ My marriage has nothin' to do
with the stardom and fame ♪
289
00:08:57,896 --> 00:08:59,517
♪ I honor the pain
and use it to be the goddess ♪
290
00:08:59,517 --> 00:09:00,689
♪ And slaughter the game
291
00:09:00,689 --> 00:09:01,793
♪ A artist
whose gold ain't tarnished ♪
292
00:09:01,793 --> 00:09:03,137
♪ I'm polished and heavy
293
00:09:03,137 --> 00:09:04,655
♪ My knowledge is deadly,
lyrically a problem ♪
294
00:09:04,655 --> 00:09:05,827
♪ I'll demolish your petty
295
00:09:05,827 --> 00:09:06,931
♪ The lesson you taught me
was win ♪
296
00:09:06,931 --> 00:09:08,517
♪ And I'm-a win
for the crew ♪
297
00:09:08,517 --> 00:09:10,827
♪ To teach you the lesson that
everything ain't all about you ♪
298
00:09:10,827 --> 00:09:13,241
[ Both cheering ]
299
00:09:13,241 --> 00:09:16,482
Y'all think y'all can reinvent
y'all selves without me?
300
00:09:16,482 --> 00:09:17,965
Good luck.
301
00:09:17,965 --> 00:09:19,241
[ Scoffs ]
302
00:09:20,379 --> 00:09:22,206
Why you got to be
like that?
303
00:09:22,206 --> 00:09:24,551
Brianna:
Because she be like that.
304
00:09:24,551 --> 00:09:26,586
♪♪
305
00:09:31,448 --> 00:09:34,241
♪♪
306
00:09:34,241 --> 00:09:35,827
Brianna: [ Thinking ]
♪ Superwoman, I was everything♪
307
00:09:35,827 --> 00:09:37,034
♪ Cape with the wedding ring♪
308
00:09:37,034 --> 00:09:38,655
Jeff: [ Groans ]
309
00:09:38,655 --> 00:09:40,482
Ohh.
Brianna:
How's your head?
310
00:09:40,482 --> 00:09:42,793
Oh, my brains feel like
they're about to spill out
311
00:09:42,793 --> 00:09:45,103
all over the floor.
That'd be cool.
312
00:09:46,620 --> 00:09:48,551
You know, we --
we could get a home nurse.
313
00:09:48,551 --> 00:09:50,586
And add more medical debt to
pay off for your cheatin' ass?
314
00:09:50,586 --> 00:09:51,793
No.
315
00:09:51,793 --> 00:09:55,206
I should have never told you
my memory came back.
316
00:09:55,206 --> 00:09:56,620
Thank you.
317
00:09:56,620 --> 00:09:58,241
Hey, y-you know what?
318
00:09:58,241 --> 00:10:00,689
Baby, y-you got to take
time off from this.
319
00:10:00,689 --> 00:10:03,241
I want you to go and maybe --
maybe get your nails done
320
00:10:03,241 --> 00:10:04,758
or a massage, something.
321
00:10:04,758 --> 00:10:06,965
I'll be alright for
a few hours. Seriously.
322
00:10:06,965 --> 00:10:09,689
Just go and do whatever it is
that you've been putting off.
323
00:10:09,689 --> 00:10:12,896
♪♪
324
00:10:12,896 --> 00:10:15,655
Which leads to questions
of child abandonment.
325
00:10:15,655 --> 00:10:17,517
I'm not abandoning
my kids.
326
00:10:17,517 --> 00:10:18,758
It's the standard
custody argument
327
00:10:18,758 --> 00:10:20,482
against touring musicians.
328
00:10:20,482 --> 00:10:23,965
Look, if Jeff is anything,
he's a good dad.
329
00:10:23,965 --> 00:10:26,068
We'll figure all that out.
330
00:10:26,068 --> 00:10:28,034
Everyone who steps foot
into my office
331
00:10:28,034 --> 00:10:29,655
wants to believe
they're not going to war.
332
00:10:29,655 --> 00:10:30,655
But you are.
333
00:10:30,655 --> 00:10:32,172
You are going to war.
334
00:10:32,172 --> 00:10:34,448
How many times
have you said that?
335
00:10:34,448 --> 00:10:37,034
Hundreds.
And almost no one listens.
336
00:10:37,034 --> 00:10:39,137
Bottom line --
divorce is terrible,
337
00:10:39,137 --> 00:10:42,862
so you better be damn sure you
can't reconcile this marriage.
338
00:10:42,862 --> 00:10:45,827
♪♪
339
00:10:45,827 --> 00:10:47,896
What the hell
are you doing here?
340
00:10:47,896 --> 00:10:49,482
I got the same phone call
you did.
341
00:10:49,482 --> 00:10:50,827
Please, continue.
342
00:10:50,827 --> 00:10:54,827
We have some questions
about the vocabulary
343
00:10:54,827 --> 00:10:56,482
that she's learning at home.
344
00:10:56,482 --> 00:10:58,793
Okay. A-And what vocabulary
would that be?
345
00:10:58,793 --> 00:11:00,448
Jeff.
No, no, no. I'm serious.
346
00:11:00,448 --> 00:11:02,655
The "B" word, of course.
347
00:11:02,655 --> 00:11:04,344
Right. Okay.
348
00:11:04,344 --> 00:11:06,172
Listen, um, hmm...
349
00:11:06,172 --> 00:11:09,310
You know, I don't know, uh,
what kind of weak-ass,
350
00:11:09,310 --> 00:11:10,827
like,
Captain & Tennille crap --
I--
351
00:11:10,827 --> 00:11:12,896
No, I got it --
crap that Spotify
352
00:11:12,896 --> 00:11:14,827
is playing for you,
Principal, but my wife
353
00:11:14,827 --> 00:11:17,551
was a multiple-platinum
recording artist at one point,
354
00:11:17,551 --> 00:11:20,620
so this necklace
is not just a recognition
355
00:11:20,620 --> 00:11:23,275
of her vibrant and --
and trailblazing work,
356
00:11:23,275 --> 00:11:26,448
but it's an homage
to her group's tireless effort
357
00:11:26,448 --> 00:11:29,137
to rob a misogynistic slur
of its power
358
00:11:29,137 --> 00:11:31,034
by turning it back
on every listener.
359
00:11:31,034 --> 00:11:33,758
Every deejay,
every radio executive,
360
00:11:33,758 --> 00:11:35,689
every journalist
in the, uh, you know,
361
00:11:35,689 --> 00:11:39,206
entire patriarchal structure
of the music industry
362
00:11:39,206 --> 00:11:43,724
that felt that, uh, a word
like "ho" or "slut" or "bitch"
363
00:11:43,724 --> 00:11:46,413
could be used to put a woman
in her so-called place.
364
00:11:46,413 --> 00:11:49,379
So when I see my daughter
growing up in a world
365
00:11:49,379 --> 00:11:51,793
where she already knows
that she has the freedom
366
00:11:51,793 --> 00:11:54,310
to see that word
and to own that word
367
00:11:54,310 --> 00:11:57,000
and then not give
one single thought
368
00:11:57,000 --> 00:11:58,931
of ever letting that word
define her,
369
00:11:58,931 --> 00:12:00,689
it saddens me deeply
to realize
370
00:12:00,689 --> 00:12:03,620
that this school
is failing to uphold the ideals
371
00:12:03,620 --> 00:12:06,103
of progressive education
and the diversity of opinion
372
00:12:06,103 --> 00:12:07,896
that it claims to champion.
373
00:12:07,896 --> 00:12:10,379
That necklace is art.
374
00:12:10,379 --> 00:12:13,827
And my wife's work
is art.
375
00:12:13,827 --> 00:12:16,103
And if you value
what you say you do,
376
00:12:16,103 --> 00:12:19,517
we shouldn't have
a problem here.
377
00:12:19,517 --> 00:12:20,689
[ School bell rings ]
378
00:12:20,689 --> 00:12:23,103
Brianna:
That was pretty dope.
379
00:12:23,103 --> 00:12:24,586
It was all true.
380
00:12:24,586 --> 00:12:26,137
I'm just -- I'm really glad
that, you know,
381
00:12:26,137 --> 00:12:28,620
you're -- you're back
to doing what you love.
382
00:12:30,103 --> 00:12:31,448
I want to show you something.
383
00:12:31,448 --> 00:12:33,517
Now, come on.
You can trust me.
384
00:12:33,517 --> 00:12:35,310
Okay, you know what? I probably
shouldn't have said that,
385
00:12:35,310 --> 00:12:39,379
but I promise --
It'll be worth it.
386
00:12:39,379 --> 00:12:41,551
What is that?
Just -- Just...
387
00:12:41,551 --> 00:12:44,482
This was one of our very first
casks, right when we opened.
388
00:12:44,482 --> 00:12:47,620
Could you read the date
on this bourbon, please?
389
00:12:47,620 --> 00:12:49,586
Our wedding day?
390
00:12:49,586 --> 00:12:51,241
Mm-hmm.
391
00:12:51,241 --> 00:12:54,793
I was gonna wait 'til our 20th
anniversary, but life is short.
392
00:12:55,655 --> 00:12:58,034
[ Laughs ]
Are you sure
you're okay to drink?
393
00:12:58,034 --> 00:12:59,620
Yeah. Well, no.
394
00:12:59,620 --> 00:13:03,034
I -- Look, I don't know,
but we needed this right now.
395
00:13:03,034 --> 00:13:04,551
Baby, I'm sorry, okay?
396
00:13:04,551 --> 00:13:06,103
I-I-I can't say it enough.
397
00:13:06,103 --> 00:13:08,241
I will never stop
saying it.
398
00:13:08,241 --> 00:13:10,103
Look, I just want to drink
and enjoy the fact
399
00:13:10,103 --> 00:13:11,655
that I don't have
the overwhelming urge
400
00:13:11,655 --> 00:13:13,931
to stick my finger
into your eyeball.
401
00:13:13,931 --> 00:13:15,275
Please don't do that,
okay?
402
00:13:15,275 --> 00:13:16,379
Because your nails
are sharp,
403
00:13:16,379 --> 00:13:18,413
and there's a lot
of bacteria under there.
404
00:13:18,413 --> 00:13:21,103
A-And not just yours
specifically, but everyone's.
405
00:13:21,103 --> 00:13:22,517
[ Both laugh ]
406
00:13:22,517 --> 00:13:24,000
I'm just playing.
407
00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:26,206
Oh, I missed that laugh.
408
00:13:26,206 --> 00:13:29,517
Listen, I-I know it's not now,
but I go to bed every night
409
00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:31,655
just hoping
that you can forgive me,
410
00:13:31,655 --> 00:13:33,931
that we can get back
to being us.
411
00:13:33,931 --> 00:13:37,103
♪♪
412
00:13:37,103 --> 00:13:38,448
[ Cellphone buzzing ]
Your mistress?
413
00:13:38,448 --> 00:13:40,137
You got to be kidding me!
414
00:13:40,137 --> 00:13:41,931
[ Hand pounds ]
415
00:13:41,931 --> 00:13:44,034
I can't stop this girl
from calling.
416
00:13:44,034 --> 00:13:45,586
Have you spoken
to her since?
No!
417
00:13:45,586 --> 00:13:48,758
I didn't remember who she was
until two days ago.
418
00:13:48,758 --> 00:13:50,172
I'll never know
if that's true.
419
00:13:50,172 --> 00:13:51,275
Now, why would I lie
about that?
420
00:13:51,275 --> 00:13:52,413
Okay. I get it.
421
00:13:52,413 --> 00:13:53,862
I totally get
why I would lie about it.
422
00:13:53,862 --> 00:13:54,896
I'm just -- Please.
423
00:13:54,896 --> 00:13:56,413
Hey, can we just please --
424
00:13:56,413 --> 00:13:58,034
Baby, can we just talk,
okay?
425
00:13:58,034 --> 00:14:00,655
Hey. You tell me
what I need to do
426
00:14:00,655 --> 00:14:01,931
so that
I can make this right.
427
00:14:01,931 --> 00:14:03,344
Okay. Okay.
You want to talk?
428
00:14:03,344 --> 00:14:04,413
Yes, I do.
Let's talk.
429
00:14:04,413 --> 00:14:05,517
Please.
430
00:14:05,517 --> 00:14:07,620
I went to see
a divorce lawyer today.
431
00:14:07,620 --> 00:14:09,000
What?
432
00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:10,103
What -- You --
433
00:14:10,103 --> 00:14:11,620
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa.
434
00:14:11,620 --> 00:14:13,034
And what'd you talk about?
435
00:14:13,034 --> 00:14:14,241
[ Scoffs ]
What did we --
436
00:14:14,241 --> 00:14:16,310
Horology, French bulldogs,
absinthe.
437
00:14:16,310 --> 00:14:18,068
What do you think
we talked about?
438
00:14:18,068 --> 00:14:20,379
You're divorcing me?
439
00:14:20,379 --> 00:14:23,344
Hey, hey, baby, we --
we -- we got a family.
440
00:14:23,344 --> 00:14:24,931
Do not.
441
00:14:27,103 --> 00:14:28,896
Don't use those kids
as a weapon,
442
00:14:28,896 --> 00:14:29,965
'cause you weren't
thinking about them
443
00:14:29,965 --> 00:14:31,172
when you were having sex
444
00:14:31,172 --> 00:14:33,034
with your one-eighth
Peruvian student.
445
00:14:33,034 --> 00:14:34,931
How long?
446
00:14:34,931 --> 00:14:36,344
Was she the only one?
447
00:14:36,344 --> 00:14:37,310
What does it matter?
448
00:14:37,310 --> 00:14:38,344
Answer!
449
00:14:38,344 --> 00:14:39,965
Yes. Okay?
450
00:14:39,965 --> 00:14:41,206
And three or four months.
451
00:14:41,206 --> 00:14:42,896
And it didn't mean anything
to me.
452
00:14:42,896 --> 00:14:44,758
It was stupid.
I love you.
453
00:14:44,758 --> 00:14:46,896
And I love our family.
454
00:14:46,896 --> 00:14:48,206
We sacrificed too much,
babe --
455
00:14:48,206 --> 00:14:49,724
Uh, we?
456
00:14:49,724 --> 00:14:52,068
[ Scoffs ]
457
00:14:52,068 --> 00:14:55,689
I gave up my life
for this family,
458
00:14:55,689 --> 00:14:57,724
my education
for this family,
459
00:14:57,724 --> 00:14:59,241
and any sense of who I am
460
00:14:59,241 --> 00:15:02,068
and why I was put
on this earth, for you.
461
00:15:02,068 --> 00:15:04,344
I had dreams
outside of this house.
462
00:15:04,344 --> 00:15:07,758
I'm smarter than you, bruh.
That's facts.
463
00:15:07,758 --> 00:15:09,586
I wanted to be a professor,
too.
464
00:15:09,586 --> 00:15:12,172
But instead,
I stroked your back,
465
00:15:12,172 --> 00:15:15,000
nursed these kids
to prop you up.
466
00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:18,206
That'ssacrifice!
467
00:15:18,206 --> 00:15:22,620
♪♪
468
00:15:22,620 --> 00:15:25,586
Baby, listen, okay?
What can I do?
469
00:15:25,586 --> 00:15:29,137
Just -- Just -- Just tell me
what it is that I can do, okay?
470
00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:31,206
Because if there's something
I can do, I will do it,
471
00:15:31,206 --> 00:15:33,034
because I need you.
472
00:15:33,034 --> 00:15:35,931
I know I don't deserve you,
but I need you.
473
00:15:35,931 --> 00:15:37,517
I know the choice
I want you to make,
474
00:15:37,517 --> 00:15:39,517
but I'll respect whatever
it is that you choose.
475
00:15:39,517 --> 00:15:41,000
But it's the not knowing,
Bree.
476
00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:43,827
The not knowing
is killing me.
477
00:15:43,827 --> 00:15:45,965
So, what do you want to do?
478
00:15:45,965 --> 00:15:48,034
Hmm?
Can you forgive me?
479
00:15:48,034 --> 00:15:49,551
Or are we done?
480
00:15:49,551 --> 00:15:58,000
♪♪
481
00:15:58,000 --> 00:15:59,344
I don't know.
482
00:16:08,172 --> 00:16:09,896
You got to understand, when
I was coming up in hip-hop,
you were never gonna get
a male audience
483
00:16:09,896 --> 00:16:12,413
if you didn't look like
someone they'd want to get with.
484
00:16:12,413 --> 00:16:14,896
I mean, it would've been career
suicide if I had come out.
485
00:16:14,896 --> 00:16:16,517
I'm sure
your religious upbringing
486
00:16:16,517 --> 00:16:18,137
didn't help
with your sexuality.
487
00:16:18,137 --> 00:16:20,827
Oh.
My father's a deacon.
488
00:16:20,827 --> 00:16:22,965
Bad enough I was rappin'
in booty shorts.
489
00:16:22,965 --> 00:16:24,793
I remember those.
490
00:16:24,793 --> 00:16:27,310
Was religion the reason
you married a man?
491
00:16:27,310 --> 00:16:28,896
Darren?
492
00:16:28,896 --> 00:16:30,379
[ Exhales sharply ]
493
00:16:30,379 --> 00:16:31,896
Um, I'm sorry.
494
00:16:31,896 --> 00:16:34,965
Um, I didn't know we were
gonna talk about him.
Oh. I--
495
00:16:34,965 --> 00:16:36,517
If you're not comfortable,
we --
496
00:16:36,517 --> 00:16:39,241
He's...innocent
in all of this.
497
00:16:39,241 --> 00:16:41,068
I'd rather leave him
out of it.
498
00:16:41,068 --> 00:16:43,137
That's totally fair.
And noble of you.
499
00:16:43,137 --> 00:16:46,689
So, what would you say
is your coming-out story?
500
00:16:46,689 --> 00:16:50,344
America watched it live onstage
at the BET Awards.
501
00:16:50,344 --> 00:16:52,275
That was the first time
you ever came out?
502
00:16:52,275 --> 00:16:53,517
What, to anyone?
503
00:16:53,517 --> 00:16:55,344
Well, I mean,
my girlfriend, Tina,
504
00:16:55,344 --> 00:16:56,689
and -- and the group.
Mm.
505
00:16:56,689 --> 00:16:57,896
You have a girlfriend?
506
00:16:57,896 --> 00:17:00,379
Yes.
What's that face?
507
00:17:00,379 --> 00:17:02,793
Nothing. I just think
a lot of our readers
508
00:17:02,793 --> 00:17:05,172
will be very sad
to hear that,
509
00:17:05,172 --> 00:17:09,000
and incredibly jealous
of this...Tina.
510
00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:10,620
Well, she's great.
511
00:17:10,620 --> 00:17:12,310
Well,
just one last question --
512
00:17:12,310 --> 00:17:15,206
How does it feel to be
thehottest lesbian
513
00:17:15,206 --> 00:17:16,275
in the world right now?
514
00:17:16,275 --> 00:17:18,034
Didn't know that.
[ Chuckles ]
515
00:17:18,034 --> 00:17:21,551
Um, I'm --
I'm just trying to be me.
516
00:17:21,551 --> 00:17:23,931
[ Recorder clicks ]
517
00:17:23,931 --> 00:17:26,448
Listen, this goes
against everything
518
00:17:26,448 --> 00:17:27,655
I learned at J-school,
519
00:17:27,655 --> 00:17:29,172
but I'm going out
with some friends tonight
520
00:17:29,172 --> 00:17:31,172
I think
you'd really hit it off with.
521
00:17:31,172 --> 00:17:33,620
Off the record.
I promise.
522
00:17:33,620 --> 00:17:34,793
[ Chuckles ]
523
00:17:34,793 --> 00:17:36,275
Mara:
A baby celesbian.
524
00:17:36,275 --> 00:17:37,482
Alicia,
what do you get for that?
525
00:17:37,482 --> 00:17:39,448
A solid-gold toaster
with diamond dials?
526
00:17:39,448 --> 00:17:41,827
Jill was simply brave enough
to share her story with me.
527
00:17:41,827 --> 00:17:43,413
Patti: See?
She comes on all innocent,
528
00:17:43,413 --> 00:17:45,000
and then slides in
and breaks our hearts.
529
00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:47,103
What?
She's not so innocent.
530
00:17:47,103 --> 00:17:49,310
You two dated?
[ Laughter ]
531
00:17:49,310 --> 00:17:51,517
Honey, we've all dated.
532
00:17:51,517 --> 00:17:54,758
Probably 85% of the women
in this bar have dated.
533
00:17:54,758 --> 00:17:56,586
But you did say
you've never been
534
00:17:56,586 --> 00:17:58,172
to a bar like this before,
correct?
535
00:17:58,172 --> 00:17:59,206
Never.
536
00:17:59,206 --> 00:18:00,655
Like, never a gay bar
537
00:18:00,655 --> 00:18:02,103
or never a gay bar this good?
538
00:18:02,103 --> 00:18:03,310
Mara, be nice.
539
00:18:03,310 --> 00:18:04,827
It's cool.
540
00:18:04,827 --> 00:18:06,482
I've never been
to a gay anything.
541
00:18:06,482 --> 00:18:07,551
[ Laughter ]
542
00:18:07,551 --> 00:18:08,620
Mara:
We have to keep her.
543
00:18:08,620 --> 00:18:10,344
We'll be the only pack
of Gold Star Lesbians
544
00:18:10,344 --> 00:18:11,827
with a Catholic rapper
celesbian.
545
00:18:11,827 --> 00:18:14,517
Sweetie, we're gonna set you up
with some Audre Lorde,
546
00:18:14,517 --> 00:18:16,758
get you an appointment
at Sally Hershberger --
547
00:18:16,758 --> 00:18:18,586
Make sure you don't become
a pillow princess
548
00:18:18,586 --> 00:18:19,586
right out the gate.
549
00:18:19,586 --> 00:18:21,000
A pillow...
550
00:18:22,241 --> 00:18:23,482
Oh.
551
00:18:23,482 --> 00:18:25,137
[ Laughter ]
552
00:18:25,137 --> 00:18:27,448
We just want to be
sure you give as good
as you get, sweetie.
553
00:18:27,448 --> 00:18:29,793
Because you're gonna be able
to get anything you want.
554
00:18:29,793 --> 00:18:31,896
And I want to dance.
555
00:18:31,896 --> 00:18:33,551
Jill's gonna help me
get laid tonight.
556
00:18:33,551 --> 00:18:37,620
[ Laughter, indistinct chatter ]
557
00:18:37,620 --> 00:18:39,241
♪ You make me feel
558
00:18:39,241 --> 00:18:41,137
♪ So good, so good
559
00:18:41,137 --> 00:18:43,724
♪ That's just the way
you make me feel ♪
560
00:18:43,724 --> 00:18:45,551
♪ So, so, so, so
561
00:18:45,551 --> 00:18:48,310
♪ That's just the way
you make me feel ♪♪
562
00:18:48,310 --> 00:18:49,965
Jill: [ Thinking ]
♪ I was born to the pulpit♪
563
00:18:49,965 --> 00:18:51,137
♪ Then became a prisoner♪
564
00:18:51,137 --> 00:18:53,000
[ Ringtone plays ]
565
00:18:55,896 --> 00:18:57,827
[ Ringtone stops ]
566
00:18:57,827 --> 00:19:00,310
♪ ...to the pulpit,
then became a prisoner♪
567
00:19:00,310 --> 00:19:02,551
♪ Now break the shackles
and become my own minister♪
568
00:19:02,551 --> 00:19:04,724
♪ In my church, sometimes
vodka's the holy water♪
569
00:19:04,724 --> 00:19:07,586
[ Cellphone chiming ]
570
00:19:07,586 --> 00:19:11,896
♪♪
571
00:19:11,896 --> 00:19:13,551
[ Texting ]
572
00:19:15,034 --> 00:19:16,344
[ Cellphone whooshes ]
573
00:19:16,344 --> 00:19:23,551
♪♪
574
00:19:23,551 --> 00:19:25,482
[ Soft piano music plays ]
575
00:19:25,482 --> 00:19:28,586
♪♪
576
00:19:28,586 --> 00:19:30,793
Hey.
Where is everybody?
577
00:19:30,793 --> 00:19:32,275
Oh, they canceled
last minute.
578
00:19:32,275 --> 00:19:33,862
Something you should know
about hip lesbians --
579
00:19:33,862 --> 00:19:36,068
not the most reliable.
580
00:19:36,068 --> 00:19:37,655
So what does that say
about you?
581
00:19:37,655 --> 00:19:40,275
Ah. Well, you're the baby gay,
and I asked you out,
582
00:19:40,275 --> 00:19:42,620
so I have to make sure
you have an okay time.
583
00:19:42,620 --> 00:19:43,827
Not asked you out-out.
584
00:19:43,827 --> 00:19:45,551
Just out in a group thing
585
00:19:45,551 --> 00:19:48,275
that happened to be just me
and, uh...
586
00:19:48,275 --> 00:19:50,103
[ Chuckles ]
Am I digging a hole here?
587
00:19:50,103 --> 00:19:52,448
Because, uh, you're
definitely not saying anything.
588
00:19:52,448 --> 00:19:53,517
I'm definitely
still talking.
589
00:19:53,517 --> 00:19:55,172
It's fine.
I'm good.
590
00:19:55,172 --> 00:19:57,034
The baby gay is good.
591
00:19:57,034 --> 00:19:58,344
Don't worry.
592
00:19:58,344 --> 00:19:59,896
Well,
I have some suggestions,
593
00:19:59,896 --> 00:20:02,551
if you're not sure
what you want.
594
00:20:02,551 --> 00:20:03,827
Um...
595
00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:06,206
Full disclosure --
I, uh, dated the chef.
596
00:20:06,206 --> 00:20:09,206
♪♪
597
00:20:09,206 --> 00:20:12,620
I mean, the only reason
I would come back
598
00:20:12,620 --> 00:20:14,620
to a place my ex worked
599
00:20:14,620 --> 00:20:17,793
would be if I was trying
to show off someone new.
600
00:20:17,793 --> 00:20:19,034
Me too.
601
00:20:21,620 --> 00:20:24,620
Full disclosure --
602
00:20:24,620 --> 00:20:28,000
I'm happy
we're the only ones here.
603
00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,137
[ Breathes deeply ]
604
00:20:30,137 --> 00:20:31,310
Um...
605
00:20:31,310 --> 00:20:32,758
[ Gasps ]
606
00:20:34,620 --> 00:20:36,034
Um...
Mm.
607
00:20:36,034 --> 00:20:38,137
Uh, um, full...
608
00:20:38,137 --> 00:20:40,068
Okay, full disclosure --
609
00:20:40,068 --> 00:20:41,620
Everything that happens
between us
610
00:20:41,620 --> 00:20:44,965
is off the record,
remember?
611
00:20:44,965 --> 00:20:49,137
Um, I-I have to go
to the bathroom.
612
00:20:49,137 --> 00:20:50,655
It's down the hall,
to the left.
613
00:20:50,655 --> 00:20:53,448
♪ Got that look in her eye
like "yeah" ♪
614
00:20:53,448 --> 00:20:55,206
♪ Feelin' like...
615
00:20:55,206 --> 00:20:58,827
♪♪
616
00:20:58,827 --> 00:21:00,965
Jill: Nothing's wrong.
617
00:21:00,965 --> 00:21:03,482
I just wanted to say I miss you.
I miss home.
618
00:21:03,482 --> 00:21:04,965
Then come home.
619
00:21:06,310 --> 00:21:07,724
Soon.
620
00:21:07,724 --> 00:21:08,758
[ Knock on door ]
621
00:21:08,758 --> 00:21:10,103
Who's that?
622
00:21:10,103 --> 00:21:11,620
[ Sighs ]
623
00:21:14,103 --> 00:21:16,172
♪♪
624
00:21:16,172 --> 00:21:17,413
♪ Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
625
00:21:17,413 --> 00:21:19,517
Just...room service.
626
00:21:24,344 --> 00:21:25,517
[ Door opens ]
627
00:21:26,379 --> 00:21:28,448
So, you want to tell me
about Jojo's dad?
628
00:21:28,448 --> 00:21:29,827
[ Sighs ]
629
00:21:32,103 --> 00:21:33,379
Welcome to L.A.
630
00:21:33,379 --> 00:21:34,862
How was
your first plane ride?
631
00:21:34,862 --> 00:21:37,344
Five hours of a screaming baby
next to me.
632
00:21:37,344 --> 00:21:39,620
I'm just happy I'm here.
633
00:21:39,620 --> 00:21:41,724
We got to hustle if we're gonna
make it to Hellman on time.
634
00:21:41,724 --> 00:21:42,793
You nervous?
635
00:21:42,793 --> 00:21:44,620
I got this.
[ Chuckles ]
636
00:21:44,620 --> 00:21:45,793
[ Classical music plays ]
637
00:21:45,793 --> 00:21:47,551
Brickenhoff:
Quite an achievement.
638
00:21:47,551 --> 00:21:50,379
Hellman is one of the most
esteemed music institutions
639
00:21:50,379 --> 00:21:52,000
in the world.
640
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:53,655
Pinch me if you see
one of us, okay?
641
00:21:53,655 --> 00:21:54,689
But be warned.
642
00:21:54,689 --> 00:21:56,034
Jojo:
Don't look at the walls.
643
00:21:56,034 --> 00:21:58,206
This is highly competitive.
644
00:21:58,206 --> 00:22:01,482
You will likely not see
these people again.
645
00:22:01,482 --> 00:22:03,931
We definitely
not in Atlanta.
646
00:22:03,931 --> 00:22:06,310
See, this is how rich people
stay thin.
647
00:22:06,310 --> 00:22:07,862
Gimme.
648
00:22:07,862 --> 00:22:10,275
Go introduce yourself.
649
00:22:10,275 --> 00:22:11,551
Finley Rutherford.
650
00:22:11,551 --> 00:22:12,586
Jojo.
651
00:22:12,586 --> 00:22:14,344
Uh, what's your discipline?
652
00:22:14,344 --> 00:22:15,482
Discipline?
653
00:22:15,482 --> 00:22:17,344
What instrument
do you play?
Piano.
654
00:22:17,344 --> 00:22:18,655
What's your conservatory?
655
00:22:18,655 --> 00:22:20,241
Grandma's living room?
656
00:22:20,241 --> 00:22:21,586
-Miss?
-Yeah?
657
00:22:21,586 --> 00:22:23,241
I'd love a gin martini
when you get a chance.
658
00:22:23,241 --> 00:22:24,793
Do you want to die?
659
00:22:24,793 --> 00:22:27,586
Cone of silence -- My dad did
say that the audition song
660
00:22:27,586 --> 00:22:30,448
is Bach's "Prelude & Fugue
Number 2 in C minor."
661
00:22:30,448 --> 00:22:31,620
From memory?
662
00:22:31,620 --> 00:22:33,068
Grandma didn't teach you
that one, Jojo?
663
00:22:33,068 --> 00:22:34,068
[ Chuckles ]
664
00:22:34,068 --> 00:22:36,241
Everything cool
over here?
665
00:22:36,241 --> 00:22:37,931
Are you serious?!
This is your mom?!
666
00:22:37,931 --> 00:22:40,413
Look, okay,
yes, I am Xplicit Lyrics,
667
00:22:40,413 --> 00:22:42,620
but I'm here
as a very proud mom.
668
00:22:42,620 --> 00:22:44,241
Xplicit what?
669
00:22:44,241 --> 00:22:46,344
No, you're the lady
that J.Lo crushed
670
00:22:46,344 --> 00:22:47,655
when she fell
in that hole.
671
00:22:47,655 --> 00:22:49,931
She ain't J.Lo, okay?
672
00:22:49,931 --> 00:22:51,068
[ Chuckles ]
673
00:22:51,068 --> 00:22:52,448
Jojo:
I should go practice.
674
00:22:52,448 --> 00:22:54,896
What?
Good luck tomorrow.
675
00:22:54,896 --> 00:22:57,310
♪♪
676
00:22:57,310 --> 00:23:02,448
[ Bach's "Prelude & Fugue
Number 2 in C minor" playing ]
677
00:23:02,448 --> 00:23:04,206
[ Music stops ]
678
00:23:04,206 --> 00:23:06,000
[ Fingers crack ]
679
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:07,724
[ Door opens ]
680
00:23:07,724 --> 00:23:10,689
[ Bach's "Prelude & Fugue
Number 2 in C minor" playing ]
681
00:23:10,689 --> 00:23:12,586
[ Music stops ]
682
00:23:12,586 --> 00:23:14,068
What?
683
00:23:14,068 --> 00:23:15,482
Of all the pieces
they could have picked,
684
00:23:15,482 --> 00:23:16,793
they chose this one.
685
00:23:16,793 --> 00:23:18,241
Oh, you got this.
686
00:23:18,241 --> 00:23:20,413
You're every bit as talented
as those other kids.
687
00:23:20,413 --> 00:23:22,689
They went
to elite prep schools.
688
00:23:22,689 --> 00:23:24,137
Don't compare yourself
to them.
689
00:23:24,137 --> 00:23:26,758
That is literally
the point of competition.
690
00:23:26,758 --> 00:23:29,448
They have connections.
They've been on planes.
691
00:23:29,448 --> 00:23:31,827
They got new shoes that
aren't their grandmother's.
692
00:23:31,827 --> 00:23:35,241
They don't have 15 pair
of clean J's like you do, okay?
693
00:23:35,241 --> 00:23:37,551
I can't wear Jordans here.
694
00:23:37,551 --> 00:23:39,137
Come on, Jojo.
You really gonna let
695
00:23:39,137 --> 00:23:41,758
a bunch of snotty jackasses
get in your head?
696
00:23:41,758 --> 00:23:43,206
I didn't raise you
that way.
697
00:23:45,172 --> 00:23:47,862
You're here,
supporting me for once.
698
00:23:47,862 --> 00:23:50,275
Can we not turn that
into you being Michelle Obama?
699
00:23:50,275 --> 00:23:52,655
Why you always
got to take shots?
700
00:23:52,655 --> 00:23:54,655
I can't believe
I thought I could do this.
701
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,965
Jojo...
702
00:23:57,965 --> 00:23:59,206
you can't give up.
703
00:23:59,206 --> 00:24:00,896
Didn't you just give up
on a solo career?
704
00:24:00,896 --> 00:24:02,310
I don't have to explain
my choices to you.
705
00:24:02,310 --> 00:24:05,206
You've never explained
anyof your choices to me.
706
00:24:05,206 --> 00:24:06,931
Like who my dad is.
707
00:24:06,931 --> 00:24:10,275
This never happens to me.
I never get nervous.
708
00:24:10,275 --> 00:24:13,689
But, you know, you're
also usually nothere.
709
00:24:13,689 --> 00:24:15,758
Well, I definitely
don't want to screw you up
710
00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:17,103
more than I have.
711
00:24:18,310 --> 00:24:20,137
Good luck.
712
00:24:20,137 --> 00:24:21,931
♪♪
713
00:24:21,931 --> 00:24:23,310
Naomi: [ Thinking ]
♪ Your heartbeat♪
714
00:24:23,310 --> 00:24:24,620
♪ Is like
the first verse that I wrote♪
715
00:24:24,620 --> 00:24:26,000
♪ The birth of a GOAT♪
716
00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:27,896
♪ I look at you
for purpose and hope♪
717
00:24:29,758 --> 00:24:30,965
[ Sighs ]
718
00:24:36,448 --> 00:24:37,793
[ Engine starts ]
719
00:24:41,551 --> 00:24:46,206
[ "C.R.E.A.M."/"As Long
as I've Got You" playing ]
720
00:24:46,206 --> 00:24:50,068
♪♪
721
00:24:50,068 --> 00:24:51,275
That's dope.
722
00:24:51,275 --> 00:24:52,448
[ Music stops ]
Jojo: [ Sighs ]
723
00:24:52,448 --> 00:24:53,965
I can't play this.
724
00:24:55,206 --> 00:24:56,310
[ Door closes ]
725
00:24:56,310 --> 00:24:57,517
You came back.
726
00:24:57,517 --> 00:24:59,413
I did.
727
00:24:59,413 --> 00:25:01,517
Look, I'm nervous
before every show.
728
00:25:01,517 --> 00:25:03,379
Rituals help me.
729
00:25:03,379 --> 00:25:06,275
Every place I play,
I got a place I eat.
730
00:25:06,275 --> 00:25:09,034
So, let me share
my L.A. ritual with you --
731
00:25:09,034 --> 00:25:12,172
tacos from El Matador.
732
00:25:12,172 --> 00:25:13,413
I'm starving.
733
00:25:16,068 --> 00:25:17,551
Ah.
734
00:25:26,965 --> 00:25:28,103
Oh, my God.
735
00:25:28,103 --> 00:25:29,206
Mm-hmm.
736
00:25:29,206 --> 00:25:30,724
So good.
737
00:25:30,724 --> 00:25:34,689
When I went to Nashville, I
couldn't find a Black person.
738
00:25:34,689 --> 00:25:36,965
Or a good place
to get my hair done.
739
00:25:36,965 --> 00:25:38,379
Or real hip-hop.
740
00:25:38,379 --> 00:25:40,034
Atlanta is special.
741
00:25:40,034 --> 00:25:42,344
Different than
everywhere else.
742
00:25:42,344 --> 00:25:44,103
And, baby,
you were right --
743
00:25:44,103 --> 00:25:46,586
You're not like
those other kids.
744
00:25:46,586 --> 00:25:48,517
And as Black women,
745
00:25:48,517 --> 00:25:52,137
the world tries to make us
feel like different means worse.
746
00:25:52,137 --> 00:25:55,137
I mean,
it's harder being us, yes,
747
00:25:55,137 --> 00:25:57,689
but it breeds
something special.
748
00:25:57,689 --> 00:26:00,068
It breeds magic.
749
00:26:00,068 --> 00:26:02,517
And they're scared of it
because they don't have it.
750
00:26:02,517 --> 00:26:04,034
But they want it.
751
00:26:04,034 --> 00:26:06,689
And, Jojo, that's what
you got to show 'em.
752
00:26:06,689 --> 00:26:08,275
Your magic.
753
00:26:08,275 --> 00:26:10,655
But you also got to feel
crazy fresh
754
00:26:10,655 --> 00:26:12,827
when you slay tomorrow.
755
00:26:15,448 --> 00:26:17,448
♪ New shoes
756
00:26:17,448 --> 00:26:19,482
[ Both chuckle ]
757
00:26:23,344 --> 00:26:24,344
[ Chuckles ]
758
00:26:24,344 --> 00:26:26,000
Thank you.
759
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:27,379
Do you, baby.
760
00:26:27,379 --> 00:26:31,172
Show them what Black girls
from Atlanta are all about.
761
00:26:31,172 --> 00:26:34,000
Number 23.
Next, please.
762
00:26:37,862 --> 00:26:39,344
[ Softly ] Jojo.
763
00:26:50,206 --> 00:26:52,827
[ Bach's "Prelude & Fugue
Number 2 in C minor" playing ]
764
00:26:52,827 --> 00:27:00,965
♪♪
765
00:27:00,965 --> 00:27:09,275
♪♪
766
00:27:09,275 --> 00:27:14,310
[ "C.R.E.A.M."/"As Long
as I've Got You" playing ]
767
00:27:14,310 --> 00:27:16,862
[ Indistinct whispering ]
768
00:27:16,862 --> 00:27:19,689
♪♪
769
00:27:19,689 --> 00:27:21,793
[ "Crush on You" plays ]
770
00:27:21,793 --> 00:27:30,482
♪♪
771
00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:33,034
[ "Bodak Yellow" plays ]
772
00:27:33,034 --> 00:27:41,310
♪♪
773
00:27:41,310 --> 00:27:49,689
♪♪
774
00:27:49,689 --> 00:27:51,724
[ "Nasty Girl" plays ]
775
00:27:51,724 --> 00:27:59,551
♪♪
776
00:27:59,551 --> 00:28:02,000
♪ Now you know you wanna be
with a nasty girl ♪
777
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:04,310
♪ Know you wanna spend time
in my nasty world ♪
778
00:28:04,310 --> 00:28:07,000
♪ Gimme what I need,
and I'll be your nasty girl ♪
779
00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:08,068
♪ Your nasty girl
780
00:28:08,068 --> 00:28:09,551
♪ Y-Your nasty girl
781
00:28:09,551 --> 00:28:12,206
Yes, Jojo!
782
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,724
Y'all ain't gonna clap
for my daughter?
783
00:28:16,724 --> 00:28:19,413
That was unbelievable, baby.
784
00:28:19,413 --> 00:28:21,551
Not just unbelievable.
785
00:28:21,551 --> 00:28:22,655
I'm in!
786
00:28:22,655 --> 00:28:24,103
What?!
[ Chuckles ]
787
00:28:24,103 --> 00:28:27,379
Yes, my girl! Yes!
788
00:28:27,379 --> 00:28:28,758
Thank you.
789
00:28:28,758 --> 00:28:30,344
For the tacos.
790
00:28:30,344 --> 00:28:31,482
For the advice.
791
00:28:31,482 --> 00:28:32,724
For these J's.
792
00:28:32,724 --> 00:28:34,931
Yes. You did that.
793
00:28:34,931 --> 00:28:36,344
I'm so proud.
794
00:28:36,344 --> 00:28:38,931
[ Chuckles ]
795
00:28:38,931 --> 00:28:41,413
Yo, I like
that you're trying,
796
00:28:41,413 --> 00:28:44,275
and I like
where we're going,
797
00:28:44,275 --> 00:28:48,586
but...I know you say
you don't remember.
798
00:28:48,586 --> 00:28:50,517
Like, you're not keeping
a secret from me.
799
00:28:50,517 --> 00:28:53,103
You actually don't know.
800
00:28:53,103 --> 00:28:54,551
What is it, Jojo?
801
00:28:54,551 --> 00:28:58,758
I need any information you have
so I can look for myself.
802
00:28:58,758 --> 00:29:01,275
I need to know
who my dad is.
803
00:29:01,275 --> 00:29:05,000
♪♪
804
00:29:09,758 --> 00:29:11,206
[ Tires squeal ]
805
00:29:11,206 --> 00:29:13,965
To what
do I owe the honor?
806
00:29:13,965 --> 00:29:15,206
I can't write.
807
00:29:15,206 --> 00:29:16,724
But I can't be wrong either.
808
00:29:16,724 --> 00:29:19,310
So I couldn't tell Naomi that
I didn't want to write my verse,
809
00:29:19,310 --> 00:29:22,310
so I'm here asking for help
so I can have a verse
810
00:29:22,310 --> 00:29:24,931
and also prove Naomi wrong,
which is always awesome.
811
00:29:24,931 --> 00:29:26,379
You can write.
812
00:29:26,379 --> 00:29:30,551
I have stage presence, star
power, but I don't got bars.
813
00:29:30,551 --> 00:29:33,310
I sell the steak, Papi.
I don't kill the cow.
814
00:29:33,310 --> 00:29:35,068
If we don't pop
in this comeback,
815
00:29:35,068 --> 00:29:38,655
I am gonna be hosting
"Celebrity Wipeout"
with Chuck E. Cheese.
816
00:29:38,655 --> 00:29:40,517
Listen, you are
a great producer.
817
00:29:40,517 --> 00:29:43,344
You have helped so many artists
find their voices.
818
00:29:43,344 --> 00:29:44,344
I'm here.
819
00:29:44,344 --> 00:29:45,620
Help me.
820
00:29:45,620 --> 00:29:46,931
Okay.
821
00:29:46,931 --> 00:29:48,379
I need one thing.
822
00:29:48,379 --> 00:29:50,379
I say this
to all my artists.
823
00:29:50,379 --> 00:29:54,034
First, I need you to admit
that you have something to say,
824
00:29:54,034 --> 00:29:56,517
that you have a voice,
whether you know it or not.
825
00:29:56,517 --> 00:29:59,241
I have a voice.
I have something to say.
826
00:29:59,241 --> 00:30:00,896
Leggo.
827
00:30:00,896 --> 00:30:03,275
Valeria: ♪ I'm a real queen,
boys feed me grapes♪
828
00:30:03,275 --> 00:30:06,172
♪ Keep me laced, all I got
is millionairess taste♪
829
00:30:06,172 --> 00:30:08,517
It's all just old.
830
00:30:08,517 --> 00:30:10,206
Where did you find this?
831
00:30:10,206 --> 00:30:13,172
I got everything
you guys ever recorded.
832
00:30:13,172 --> 00:30:15,034
All the verses
y'all had flown in
833
00:30:15,034 --> 00:30:17,482
because you couldn't be
in the studio together.
834
00:30:17,482 --> 00:30:19,241
Never listened to it.
835
00:30:19,241 --> 00:30:20,896
Thought it might help you
catch your swagger.
836
00:30:20,896 --> 00:30:23,344
I'm catching nothing.
837
00:30:23,344 --> 00:30:25,758
Come on.
838
00:30:25,758 --> 00:30:27,206
Let's get outta here.
839
00:30:27,206 --> 00:30:29,310
Go get something to eat,
clear our minds,
840
00:30:29,310 --> 00:30:31,551
come back, refocus.
841
00:30:32,793 --> 00:30:35,172
Wait, am I dressed right?
842
00:30:35,172 --> 00:30:37,241
Where we're going,
nobody gives a crap.
843
00:30:37,241 --> 00:30:38,551
Trust.
844
00:30:38,551 --> 00:30:39,793
Valeria:
I didn't even know
845
00:30:39,793 --> 00:30:41,482
they had a Puerto Rican
restaurant in L.A.
846
00:30:41,482 --> 00:30:43,379
Mm. It's amazing
what you find
847
00:30:43,379 --> 00:30:44,724
when you leave
Mulholland Drive.
848
00:30:44,724 --> 00:30:47,931
And this?
This is good.
849
00:30:47,931 --> 00:30:49,448
I come here a lot.
850
00:30:49,448 --> 00:30:51,620
Reminds me of the place
we used to go to in Queens.
851
00:30:51,620 --> 00:30:53,620
The Freakin' Rican!
852
00:30:53,620 --> 00:30:55,827
This is the best thing
I've ever had in my life.
853
00:30:55,827 --> 00:30:57,931
I haven't had a carb
in 10 months.
854
00:30:57,931 --> 00:30:59,517
Tastes like home.
Thank you.
855
00:30:59,517 --> 00:31:01,103
You ever miss it?
856
00:31:01,103 --> 00:31:02,896
What? Queens?
857
00:31:02,896 --> 00:31:04,034
Queens.
858
00:31:04,034 --> 00:31:05,896
And us, in Queens.
859
00:31:05,896 --> 00:31:08,344
Only look forward, Papi.
860
00:31:08,344 --> 00:31:10,758
You for real?
861
00:31:10,758 --> 00:31:13,172
Or is that
just a defense thing?
862
00:31:13,172 --> 00:31:14,862
You know me.
863
00:31:14,862 --> 00:31:17,482
My mother left me at a shelter
on Metropolitan Avenue
864
00:31:17,482 --> 00:31:20,931
in a diaper and a onesie with
the Puerto Rican flag on it.
865
00:31:20,931 --> 00:31:23,965
Whoever left me,
all they left me was this --
866
00:31:23,965 --> 00:31:26,241
this food, this culture.
867
00:31:26,241 --> 00:31:29,586
Whoever left me wanted me
to know I'm Borinqueña.
868
00:31:29,586 --> 00:31:31,413
She wanted me
to be proud of that.
869
00:31:31,413 --> 00:31:33,655
Are you? Proud?
870
00:31:33,655 --> 00:31:36,689
When I'm in
a place like this.
871
00:31:36,689 --> 00:31:39,827
But I'm not reminded
of who I am every day out here.
872
00:31:39,827 --> 00:31:41,344
I wear my hair straight.
873
00:31:41,344 --> 00:31:43,379
White boys love me.
874
00:31:43,379 --> 00:31:45,655
Black men --
Y'all need to chill.
875
00:31:45,655 --> 00:31:47,068
[ Chuckles ]
Here we go.
876
00:31:47,068 --> 00:31:48,724
I'm a celebrity -- kinda.
877
00:31:48,724 --> 00:31:50,103
I'm welcome wherever,
878
00:31:50,103 --> 00:31:52,689
but celebrated nowhere
in L.A.
879
00:31:52,689 --> 00:31:54,724
I get
why you brought me here.
880
00:31:54,724 --> 00:31:55,931
Maybe you're right.
881
00:31:55,931 --> 00:31:57,965
Maybe I've been hustling
so long,
882
00:31:57,965 --> 00:31:59,862
I forgot where I came from.
883
00:32:01,551 --> 00:32:04,827
But I don't look back,
really.
884
00:32:04,827 --> 00:32:06,793
And I don't do regret.
885
00:32:08,482 --> 00:32:10,137
I still don't believe you.
886
00:32:10,137 --> 00:32:13,137
[ "Right On" plays]
887
00:32:13,137 --> 00:32:15,758
Mmmm...
888
00:32:15,758 --> 00:32:18,344
I haven't heard this song
in forever!
889
00:32:19,482 --> 00:32:21,448
When's the last time
you danced?
890
00:32:21,448 --> 00:32:22,482
Huh?
891
00:32:22,482 --> 00:32:26,206
[ Music continues ]
892
00:32:26,206 --> 00:32:33,000
♪♪
893
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:34,655
Okay, I miss it!
894
00:32:34,655 --> 00:32:35,655
What?
895
00:32:35,655 --> 00:32:37,137
I miss Queens!
896
00:32:37,137 --> 00:32:38,379
What?
897
00:32:38,379 --> 00:32:40,482
[ Loudly ]
I miss Queens!
898
00:32:40,482 --> 00:32:41,965
Louder!
899
00:32:41,965 --> 00:32:43,689
I miss Queens!!
900
00:32:43,689 --> 00:32:45,896
[ Chuckles ]
901
00:32:45,896 --> 00:32:48,275
That, I believe.
902
00:32:48,275 --> 00:32:54,724
♪♪
903
00:32:54,724 --> 00:32:56,068
[ Car alarm chirps ]
904
00:32:59,241 --> 00:33:00,827
Where do you think
you're going?
905
00:33:00,827 --> 00:33:02,413
Thought you could just
take me to dinner,
906
00:33:02,413 --> 00:33:05,586
drive me down memory lane,
and I'd just let you hit?
907
00:33:05,586 --> 00:33:07,482
It ain't like that.
The night's still young.
908
00:33:07,482 --> 00:33:09,103
Time to put in work.
909
00:33:09,103 --> 00:33:11,551
Yo, Swizz flew in
this beat for us.
910
00:33:11,551 --> 00:33:13,275
You got this.
911
00:33:13,275 --> 00:33:15,068
Alright,
just you and me here.
912
00:33:15,068 --> 00:33:17,620
Tell me how you feel.
Tell me who you are.
913
00:33:17,620 --> 00:33:20,379
Let's show the world what
Valeria Mendez is all about.
914
00:33:20,379 --> 00:33:22,103
No regrets.
915
00:33:22,103 --> 00:33:25,586
[ Hip-hop music playing]
916
00:33:25,586 --> 00:33:29,620
♪♪
917
00:33:29,620 --> 00:33:31,448
♪ Oh, oh, oh♪
918
00:33:31,448 --> 00:33:33,758
♪ Ay, oh, oh, oh♪
919
00:33:33,758 --> 00:33:36,172
♪ Ay, oh, oh, oh♪
920
00:33:36,172 --> 00:33:37,620
♪ Ay♪
921
00:33:37,620 --> 00:33:38,827
That's it.
922
00:33:38,827 --> 00:33:40,137
[ No audio ]
923
00:33:40,137 --> 00:33:43,241
♪♪
924
00:33:43,241 --> 00:33:44,931
That's what
I'm talking about!
925
00:33:44,931 --> 00:33:46,482
That's what's up!
926
00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:49,000
That's the V I know.
[ Clapping ]
927
00:33:51,827 --> 00:33:53,000
[ Sighs ]
928
00:33:54,655 --> 00:33:58,724
♪♪
929
00:33:58,724 --> 00:34:00,655
We shouldn't.
930
00:34:00,655 --> 00:34:03,620
I promised myself that I would
never do this again with you.
I can't -- Yeah.
931
00:34:03,620 --> 00:34:06,034
I get it.
932
00:34:06,034 --> 00:34:07,206
Do you ever wonder?
933
00:34:07,206 --> 00:34:09,413
No.
Ido.
934
00:34:09,413 --> 00:34:12,965
Sometimes, uh, it could have
been different between --
I --
935
00:34:12,965 --> 00:34:14,896
I don't care.
I...
936
00:34:14,896 --> 00:34:15,965
I don't believe you.
937
00:34:15,965 --> 00:34:17,620
Believe what you want.
938
00:34:17,620 --> 00:34:18,793
Alright,
but for what it's worth,
939
00:34:18,793 --> 00:34:20,620
I think you would've made
a great mother.
940
00:34:20,620 --> 00:34:24,344
♪♪
941
00:34:24,344 --> 00:34:26,862
I didn't want to be
a mother.
942
00:34:26,862 --> 00:34:28,413
I wanted a career.
943
00:34:28,413 --> 00:34:31,103
So I did what I did.
944
00:34:31,103 --> 00:34:32,793
And I don't regret it.
945
00:34:32,793 --> 00:34:34,793
I've never once
regretted it.
946
00:34:34,793 --> 00:34:35,965
What about us?
947
00:34:35,965 --> 00:34:37,896
Are you
really asking me that?
948
00:34:37,896 --> 00:34:40,827
For, like, a real reason?
949
00:34:40,827 --> 00:34:43,172
Or just because we danced
and ate some mofongo
950
00:34:43,172 --> 00:34:45,137
and you're feeling
nostalgic?
951
00:34:47,827 --> 00:34:50,172
Only look forward, right?
952
00:34:50,172 --> 00:34:58,965
♪♪
953
00:35:08,655 --> 00:35:14,620
♪ And I am haunted by my youth
♪ Oh, but my joy of today
954
00:35:14,620 --> 00:35:19,482
♪ Is that we can all be proud
to say ♪
955
00:35:19,482 --> 00:35:21,137
♪ To be young...
956
00:35:21,137 --> 00:35:22,551
Get in here.
957
00:35:22,551 --> 00:35:25,620
♪ ...gifted, and Black
958
00:35:25,620 --> 00:35:27,172
♪ Is where it's at
959
00:35:27,172 --> 00:35:28,551
[ Chuckling ]
960
00:35:28,551 --> 00:35:31,275
♪ Is where it's at
961
00:35:31,275 --> 00:35:35,103
♪ Is where it's at
962
00:35:35,103 --> 00:35:36,344
You ready
to do the thing?
963
00:35:36,344 --> 00:35:38,620
[ Hip-hop music playing]
964
00:35:38,620 --> 00:35:41,724
♪ Yeah, love is a marvelous
crime, and I'm happy to sin ♪
965
00:35:41,724 --> 00:35:43,896
♪ Look at life in the eyes
of God and imagine it's him ♪
966
00:35:43,896 --> 00:35:46,482
♪ Walk on the clouds,
jump over the moon, be a star ♪
967
00:35:46,482 --> 00:35:48,655
♪ So proud of my creation,
how beautiful you are ♪
968
00:35:48,655 --> 00:35:51,137
♪ If the earth shifts, know it's
just your first kicks in me ♪
969
00:35:51,137 --> 00:35:53,551
♪ And tears in my eyes
is the joy that it gives me ♪
970
00:35:53,551 --> 00:35:55,551
♪ Your heartbeat is like
the first verse that I wrote ♪
971
00:35:55,551 --> 00:35:56,793
♪ The birth of a GOAT
972
00:35:56,793 --> 00:35:58,620
♪ I look at you
for purpose and hope ♪
973
00:35:58,620 --> 00:36:00,517
I'm just getting
to know you.
974
00:36:00,517 --> 00:36:03,344
Just give me some time,
and then I promise
975
00:36:03,344 --> 00:36:05,137
I will try and help
you find your father.
976
00:36:05,137 --> 00:36:07,344
♪ All the secrets of the past,
let 'em burn into ash ♪
977
00:36:07,344 --> 00:36:09,862
♪ And every bad memory,
I'm-a turn into cash ♪
978
00:36:09,862 --> 00:36:12,137
♪ Love is a set of emotions,
yeah, you changed my life ♪
979
00:36:12,137 --> 00:36:14,517
♪ Sober and a better mom,
yeah, you changed me twice ♪
980
00:36:14,517 --> 00:36:15,965
♪ A broken home
couldn't break me ♪
981
00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:18,206
♪ Money, happiness on
the surface shortchanged me ♪
982
00:36:18,206 --> 00:36:19,620
♪ You thought
it woulda changed me ♪
983
00:36:19,620 --> 00:36:21,931
♪ Pretty girl, insecure,
no mirror could save me ♪
984
00:36:21,931 --> 00:36:23,172
♪ Now I'm with a bunch
of queens ♪
985
00:36:23,172 --> 00:36:24,586
♪ Look at what it made me
986
00:36:24,586 --> 00:36:26,620
♪ I often thought I was lost
and just an orphan ♪
987
00:36:26,620 --> 00:36:28,551
♪ I tried to floss
my problems away ♪
988
00:36:28,551 --> 00:36:30,068
♪ Lookin' for real love,
like Mary J. ♪
989
00:36:30,068 --> 00:36:31,448
♪ This my life
Whoo!
990
00:36:31,448 --> 00:36:33,586
♪ Now I got a whole lot to say,
adjust my mic ♪
991
00:36:33,586 --> 00:36:35,655
♪ From feelin' alone
and bein' out on my own ♪
992
00:36:35,655 --> 00:36:36,862
♪ Still want the money
and fame ♪
993
00:36:36,862 --> 00:36:38,103
♪ We ballin' outta control
994
00:36:38,103 --> 00:36:39,413
♪ And it's a new lease on life
995
00:36:39,413 --> 00:36:40,931
♪ It's queens to the death
996
00:36:40,931 --> 00:36:43,103
♪ It's queens on my right,
and it's queens on my left ♪
997
00:36:43,103 --> 00:36:44,379
♪ I'm tryin' to be the best
998
00:36:44,379 --> 00:36:46,344
♪ Give my mother my regards,
no regrets ♪
999
00:36:46,344 --> 00:36:48,068
♪ I am just everything
I was meant ♪
1000
00:36:48,068 --> 00:36:50,413
♪ It's four crowns now,
and I wear mine proudly ♪
1001
00:36:50,413 --> 00:36:53,000
♪ Lost for so long,
but I'm glad that I found me ♪
1002
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:54,793
♪ Faded pictures
in a broken glass ♪
1003
00:36:54,793 --> 00:36:56,379
♪ Superwoman, I was everything
1004
00:36:56,379 --> 00:36:57,758
♪ Cape with the wedding ring
1005
00:36:57,758 --> 00:36:59,896
♪ Dates with the lingerie,
dinner with my ass out ♪
1006
00:36:59,896 --> 00:37:02,517
♪ Never had to ask twice,
sex 'til you passed out ♪
1007
00:37:02,517 --> 00:37:04,206
♪ And I woulda gave you
new thrills ♪
1008
00:37:04,206 --> 00:37:07,137
♪ Somebody's sleepin' in my bed
on repeat playing Dru Hill ♪
1009
00:37:07,137 --> 00:37:09,241
♪ I hate to bust Shorty bubble,
but we vowed ♪
1010
00:37:09,241 --> 00:37:11,620
♪ For better or for worse,
forever over hurt ♪
1011
00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:14,206
♪ My ring is on the nightstand
while I'm at the nightclub ♪
1012
00:37:14,206 --> 00:37:16,586
♪ Just as a reminder
of what a good wife was ♪
That's right.
1013
00:37:16,586 --> 00:37:18,896
♪ Lookin' at the back door
while I'm at the front one ♪
That's right.
1014
00:37:18,896 --> 00:37:21,068
♪ A happy life's here, the
question is, do you want one? ♪
1015
00:37:21,068 --> 00:37:23,620
♪ Adam and Eve ate the apple,
I was raised in the rotten one ♪
1016
00:37:23,620 --> 00:37:26,034
♪ "Sister Act 2," I was saved,
but I'm not a nun ♪
1017
00:37:26,034 --> 00:37:28,137
♪ Hell got my ankles while
heaven's holdin' my wrists ♪
1018
00:37:28,137 --> 00:37:30,517
♪ If they both pullin' on me,
my decision is split ♪
1019
00:37:30,517 --> 00:37:31,620
♪ I was born to the pulpit
1020
00:37:31,620 --> 00:37:33,206
♪ Then became a prisoner
1021
00:37:33,206 --> 00:37:35,551
♪ Now I break the shackles
and become my own minister ♪
1022
00:37:35,551 --> 00:37:37,758
♪ In my church, sometimes
vodka's the holy water ♪
1023
00:37:37,758 --> 00:37:39,379
♪ The offering plate's
got millions ♪
1024
00:37:39,379 --> 00:37:40,862
♪ I'm no longer
preacher's daughter ♪
1025
00:37:40,862 --> 00:37:42,482
♪ Sodom and Gomorrah,
pick your poison ♪
1026
00:37:42,482 --> 00:37:44,862
♪ You livin' in the land of the
sinners, makin' the choices ♪
1027
00:37:44,862 --> 00:37:47,344
♪ The queer revolution
raisin' our proud voices ♪
1028
00:37:47,344 --> 00:37:49,689
♪ And heaven only knows
how the rest gonna go ♪
1029
00:37:49,689 --> 00:37:50,793
♪ All the money in the world
1030
00:37:50,793 --> 00:37:52,068
♪ My girls gonna run dat
1031
00:37:52,068 --> 00:37:53,310
♪ The household
and the boardroom ♪
1032
00:37:53,310 --> 00:37:54,448
♪ My girls gonna run dat
1033
00:37:54,448 --> 00:37:55,896
♪ Tell the men to bow down now
1034
00:37:55,896 --> 00:37:57,000
♪ My girls gonna run dat
1035
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:58,137
♪ The kingdom
and the crown now ♪
1036
00:37:58,137 --> 00:37:59,586
♪ My girls gonna run dat
1037
00:37:59,586 --> 00:38:01,931
♪ Ay, you getting money,
put your hands in the air now ♪
1038
00:38:01,931 --> 00:38:04,206
♪ You independent,
put your hands in the air now ♪
1039
00:38:04,206 --> 00:38:06,724
♪ You a good woman,
hands in the air now ♪
1040
00:38:06,724 --> 00:38:09,034
♪ You want it all, put
your hands in the air now ♪
1041
00:38:09,034 --> 00:38:10,103
Yay!
1042
00:38:10,103 --> 00:38:11,206
Together:
♪ Hands in the air now
1043
00:38:11,206 --> 00:38:12,586
♪ Na-na-na-na
1044
00:38:12,586 --> 00:38:13,793
♪ Hands in the air now
♪ My girls gonna run dat
1045
00:38:13,793 --> 00:38:15,931
I love that!
You better bring the thing.
1046
00:38:15,931 --> 00:38:17,655
That's gonna murder radio.
1047
00:38:17,655 --> 00:38:19,448
Yo, it don't matter
if it does.
1048
00:38:19,448 --> 00:38:21,724
We did it.
1049
00:38:21,724 --> 00:38:22,689
Queens.
1050
00:38:22,689 --> 00:38:24,413
Wait, what?
1051
00:38:24,413 --> 00:38:26,344
We not Nasty Bitches.
1052
00:38:26,344 --> 00:38:27,931
We're Queens.
1053
00:38:27,931 --> 00:38:29,379
Right?
Queens. That's it.
1054
00:38:29,379 --> 00:38:31,758
-Yes.
-Queens forever!
1055
00:38:31,758 --> 00:38:33,620
-Whoo!
-Whoo!
1056
00:38:33,620 --> 00:38:35,448
Eric:
The ladies are back, yo.
1057
00:38:35,448 --> 00:38:36,931
And, yeah,
they switched their name up,
1058
00:38:36,931 --> 00:38:38,862
but I got mountains of old,
unreleased Nasty Bitches verses
1059
00:38:38,862 --> 00:38:41,689
we could put out as,
like, a retro album.
1060
00:38:44,068 --> 00:38:45,689
Going through it right now.
1061
00:38:45,689 --> 00:38:47,931
I'll hit you up
tomorrow, boy.
1062
00:38:51,793 --> 00:38:53,965
[ Hip-hop music playing]
1063
00:38:55,103 --> 00:38:56,344
Naomi:
♪ My songs like therapy♪
1064
00:38:56,344 --> 00:38:57,620
♪ Every verse is a plight♪
1065
00:38:57,620 --> 00:38:58,793
♪ I've loved
and I've lost some♪
1066
00:38:58,793 --> 00:39:00,413
♪ Ignored all the cautions♪
1067
00:39:00,413 --> 00:39:02,793
♪ Heart on my sleeve,
but the sleeve is a short one♪
1068
00:39:02,793 --> 00:39:05,137
♪ I'm playing house wit' a man
who ain't my spouse♪
1069
00:39:05,137 --> 00:39:06,344
♪ A life grows inside me ♪
1070
00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:07,793
♪ There isn't any doubt -- ♪
1071
00:39:07,793 --> 00:39:08,931
♪ I'm playing house wit' -- ♪
1072
00:39:08,931 --> 00:39:10,172
♪ A life grows inside me ♪
1073
00:39:10,172 --> 00:39:11,517
♪ There isn't any doubt -- ♪
1074
00:39:11,517 --> 00:39:12,586
♪ I'm playing house wit' -- ♪
1075
00:39:12,586 --> 00:39:13,862
♪ A life grows inside me ♪
1076
00:39:13,862 --> 00:39:15,103
♪ There isn't any doubt,
but we --♪
1077
00:39:15,103 --> 00:39:16,172
♪ I'm playing house wit' -- ♪
1078
00:39:16,172 --> 00:39:17,448
♪ A life grows inside me ♪
1079
00:39:17,448 --> 00:39:18,517
♪ There isn't any doubt♪
1080
00:39:18,517 --> 00:39:19,827
♪ But we can't tell the world♪
1081
00:39:19,827 --> 00:39:20,931
♪ 'Cause his girl'll
prolly leave♪
1082
00:39:20,931 --> 00:39:23,517
Jojo is yours?
1083
00:39:23,517 --> 00:39:26,241
Naomi had your baby?!
1084
00:39:26,241 --> 00:39:30,034
♪♪
1085
00:39:30,034 --> 00:39:32,517
Man on television:
...the crew of a U.S. spy plane
1086
00:39:32,517 --> 00:39:34,862
after receiving a letter
that the U.S. was very sorry
1087
00:39:34,862 --> 00:39:37,620
for the plane's
unauthorized landing.
1088
00:39:37,620 --> 00:39:40,620
[ Sighs ]
1089
00:39:40,620 --> 00:39:42,103
I'm tired.
1090
00:39:42,103 --> 00:39:44,482
Really tired.
1091
00:39:44,482 --> 00:39:48,517
All I do anymore
is think, worry,
1092
00:39:48,517 --> 00:39:51,448
stressed about
what you did.
1093
00:39:51,448 --> 00:39:53,724
If I stay,
I look pathetic.
1094
00:39:53,724 --> 00:39:57,724
If I leave, my life with
my family changes forever.
1095
00:39:57,724 --> 00:39:58,896
I don't know.
1096
00:39:58,896 --> 00:40:02,827
I just know
I'm tired of thinking.
1097
00:40:02,827 --> 00:40:04,758
I need a change.
1098
00:40:04,758 --> 00:40:07,137
And you were right.
1099
00:40:07,137 --> 00:40:09,068
I can't live like this.
1100
00:40:09,068 --> 00:40:12,551
So [Sighs]
1101
00:40:12,551 --> 00:40:14,689
I'm gonna let it go.
1102
00:40:14,689 --> 00:40:16,068
What you did.
1103
00:40:16,068 --> 00:40:18,172
I am gonna try and let it go
1104
00:40:18,172 --> 00:40:22,103
and see if you, me, and
this family can move past it.
1105
00:40:22,103 --> 00:40:25,689
I can't make any promises.
1106
00:40:25,689 --> 00:40:28,827
I don't know if I can.
I just...
1107
00:40:28,827 --> 00:40:30,379
[ Sighs ]
1108
00:40:30,379 --> 00:40:32,620
I'm gonna try.
1109
00:40:32,620 --> 00:40:34,724
I love you, Jeff,
1110
00:40:34,724 --> 00:40:37,586
and I love our family.
1111
00:40:39,517 --> 00:40:41,655
I'm willing to try.
1112
00:40:45,689 --> 00:40:49,517
Okay, so...?
1113
00:40:49,517 --> 00:40:50,965
[ Scoffs ]
1114
00:40:50,965 --> 00:40:52,793
Really?
1115
00:40:52,793 --> 00:40:55,241
You have nothing to say?
1116
00:40:55,241 --> 00:40:57,103
[ Scoffs ]
1117
00:40:57,103 --> 00:40:58,965
Are you kidding me?!
Jeff!
1118
00:41:01,793 --> 00:41:03,000
Jeff!
1119
00:41:04,655 --> 00:41:06,034
[ Sighs ]
1120
00:41:06,034 --> 00:41:08,034
[ Remote clicks ]
1121
00:41:08,034 --> 00:41:09,482
Jeff?
1122
00:41:12,068 --> 00:41:13,551
Jeff?
1123
00:41:13,551 --> 00:41:21,931
♪♪
1124
00:41:21,931 --> 00:41:22,931
[ Gasps ]
1125
00:41:22,931 --> 00:41:24,344
Jeff.
1126
00:41:26,344 --> 00:41:32,448
♪ She said
I just want someone true ♪
1127
00:41:32,448 --> 00:41:38,241
♪ She said I just want someone
to smoke with me, babe ♪
1128
00:41:38,241 --> 00:41:40,965
♪ And lay with me, babe
1129
00:41:40,965 --> 00:41:44,103
♪ And laugh with me, babe
1130
00:41:44,103 --> 00:41:46,965
♪ I just want
the simple things ♪
1131
00:41:46,965 --> 00:41:50,172
♪ To smoke with me, babe
1132
00:41:50,172 --> 00:41:52,896
♪ And laugh with me, baby
1133
00:41:52,896 --> 00:41:55,896
♪ And lay with me, babe
1134
00:41:55,896 --> 00:41:59,000
♪ 'Cause I just want
the simple things ♪
1135
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:02,172
♪ And I just want you
1136
00:42:02,172 --> 00:42:05,482
♪ Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
1137
00:42:05,482 --> 00:42:08,275
♪ I want you
1138
00:42:08,275 --> 00:42:10,793
♪ You
1139
00:42:10,793 --> 00:42:14,034
♪ Smoke with me, baby
1140
00:42:14,034 --> 00:42:17,344
♪ Lay with me baby, now
1141
00:42:17,344 --> 00:42:20,172
♪ Laugh with me, baby, now
1142
00:42:20,172 --> 00:42:23,172
♪ I just want
the simple things ♪
1143
00:42:23,172 --> 00:42:26,310
♪ Smoke with me, baby
1144
00:42:26,310 --> 00:42:29,103
♪ Lay with me, baby, now
1145
00:42:29,103 --> 00:42:32,034
♪ Laugh with me, baby
1146
00:42:32,034 --> 00:42:34,931
♪ I just want
the simple things ♪
1147
00:42:34,931 --> 00:42:38,827
♪ I just want you
1148
00:42:41,034 --> 00:42:43,448
♪ I just want you
1149
00:42:43,448 --> 00:42:44,482
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