All language subtitles for Angela.Black.S01E05.1080p.STV.WEB-DL.AAC2.0.H.264-BTN

Don't you ever...!

You said you had a better idea.
I'm listening. I kill him.

I've washed these twice,
they still stink of petrol.

How am I supposed to trust
what I see?

SHE GRUNTS

I've been thinking a lot
about Edgewater.

It's like I'm watching someone else.

Get away from the house!

Mum, you're scaring me.

DR GURINDER: 'That wasn't you.
Not who you are right now.'

'How can they say I'm a danger
to my own children?'

Wait.
Give these to the boys for me.

ELI: 'Who is it?'
'Someone I met once.'

'Maybe.'

CHATTER

ED: You too, you too.

Huh, we'll see, we'll see.

Well played, bruv.

Ed.

Hey.

Can I help you?

You're joking, right?

Aren't you gonna say anything?

Sorry, you couldn't help me,
could you?

What's that?
The guy that's just walking out,

you know him, right?
Who, Theo?

Yeah. Yeah, Theo. Theo...
Theo Walters.

Yeah, right, that's it.

Theo Walters. Thanks.

MAN: All right, Theo, mate.
Good luck.

Yeah, you too.

CAR LOCK BEEPS

CAR ENGINE STARTS

ECHOING: 'My name's Ed Harrison.'

'I'll help you get...'

'This won't take long.
It's just through there.

'You don't have another choice.
It's him or you, Angela.'

'That's how it is now.'
'It's been empty for months.'

'You have no other choice, Angela.'

So, here we are.

Was your journey here OK?

Yeah, fine.

We felt this would be a good fit
for you, the location, obviously,

but also with Sam and Max's ages,

there's a good selection of games,
activities...

It's just trying to find the most
comfortable environment for you

and your children
to spend quality time together.

'I have to sit with my own kids
while someone watches me.'

CHRIS:
'We're pushing for another review.'

What if I could proved
that he arranged this whole thing?

'How do you mean?'

That all this time
there's been nothing wrong with me.

He just made it seem that way.
If I could show that,

if I could show it to the police,
to the court...

'I say this to all my clients,

'especially to the ones
who aren't stupid...'

'..don't do anything stupid.'

CHILDREN YELLING

OK, thank you.

CHILDREN LAUGHING

CLOCK TICKING

DOGS BARKING

SAM: You're scaring me!

'Mum!'

'Mum...'

OLIVIER: 'If we make the right
start, the rest will follow.

'The rest will follow.'

DR GURINDER: 'We believe you are
suffering from a mental breakdown.'

OLIVIER: 'You can never really know,
can you?

'What goes on in a person's mind.'

JUDY: A boy called Martin found him.

And they all used to call him
farting Martin.

CHUCKLING

I love you.
I love you too.

TICKING CONTINUES

PHONE DIALS OUT

Hi.

Hi.

GWEN CHUCKLES GENTLY

Well, that was a call
I wasn't expecting to get.

I know...

It's been awhile.

Eight years.
Christ.

Look...
Can we, erm...

I did not try to bang your husband.

I believe you.

He lied to me.

I know that now, it's just that
when you're in it, it's very...

No excuses.

You tried to be my friend, and...

I'm sorry.

You were going through some shit.

I get it.

I'm just glad you're here.

How does Olivier feel
about you seeing me?

Actually, we're separated.

So, now, I'm just trying
to get my life back together.

Oh.

Good. Cos that bastard didn't
like me and I never liked him.

And now I can finally tell you.

Divorce is the way forward.

Take it from me,
you'll never look back.

Oh, so, you and Will are...

Yeah. Rear-view mirror, mate.

I mean, that turd of the marriage
was almost worth it

just for the divorce.

Because once you realise
you're not missing anything,

you appreciate every sweet second
so much more.

I cannot stress enough how much
divorce is the fucking bollocks.

BOTH CHUCKLE GENTLY

God, I've missed you.

Likewise.

I'm so sorry.
You don't have to be.

That's the thing about friends,
Ange.

You can ditch 'em, and then you can
pick up the phone eight years later,

and you don't have to answer
any questions.

Apart from one, maybe.

What are you drinking?

DOOR CLOSES

SHE EXHALES

WOMAN OVER PA:
'Contract cleaners, aisle seven.

'That's contract cleaners
to aisle seven.'

CARD READER BEEPS

Sorry, it's, er... been declined.

Oh. It should be OK.

It does this sometimes.
Just try it again.

Yeah, that didn't work.

I've only got 25 on me.
We can put things back.

Er, yeah. Sure, OK.

Your joint account
has been suspended.

He can do that?
Yeah.

Er... Looks like your husband
set it up.

It says here you'd previously
given authorisation.

I-I don't remember doing that
when he set it up.

I'm sorry, it's, er...

Has your signature here.
We're separated. I can't ask him...

What am I gonna do?

Well, we could set up a new account
in your name only.

OK, let's do that.

Does it have an overdraft?

Er, yep.
A £1,500 overdraft.

So, you'd like to go ahead
with that?

Yes.
OK, let's get started.

Er... What name should I put
on the account?

Angela Meyer.
Actually, erm...

Angela Black.

CHILDREN YELLING, CHATTER

So, what do you say?
I mean, when they get here?

Who am I supposed to say you are?

I'll tell them I'm working with you
to help you get better.

Hey! Hey!

Mummy! Mum!
Hey!

Oh, come here.
Oh, I have missed you so much.

Come and sit down.

Mummy, we brought them.
Daddy said you bought them for us.

I did.

I'm really glad you like them.

They're really soft, aren't they?

Mm.

Do you know why I chose them?
No. No.

Have you ever heard the story
of the lion and the boar?

BOTH: No.
Well, it was a really hot,

sweltering, summer's day.

And there's this little patch
of water in the middle of nowhere.

And a lion and a boar...
both get to it at the same time,

both thirsty as anything.

And so they start to argue about
who gets to have the first drink.

They argue and argue...

until they get so tired
from arguing,

they have to stop for breath.

And now they've stopped...

..they see all these...

these vultures...

circling above them,
waiting for them to collapse

so they can just eat them.

So, what happens is,
the lion and the boar...

decide to make up.

They decide that it's better to be
friends than to fight all the time

and end up a snack for the vultures.

But couldn't the lion
just eat the boar?

Well, haven't you heard
of the rules of the jungle?

No.
No.

The lion can't just go around eating
whoever he wants.

It's like school.

There are rules,
and you have to play by them.

We have to meet like this
for a little while, and then...

and then eventually...

hopefully, you guys can come
and stay with me sometime.

How long?

I don't know.

But Daddy said you're ill

and it would take a long time
for you to get better.

He said we had to be careful
around you.

I am just fine, OK?

I promise I am fine.

I really, really am. And...

..I'm doing all I can

to get everything back to normal
as soon as possible.

OK?

OK.
OK?

Oh, it's so good to see you.
It's so good to see you.

SHE SIGHS

SOFTLY: It's so good to see you.

Now, what you after?

Erm... whatever you think.

Whatever I think?

I think you'd look good with a plum.

I love plum.

OK. Let's go with plum.
OK.

Sorry, I'm terrible with names,
it's, er...

Angela.
OK.

Don't worry,
I've not been in before. OK.

SHE CHUCKLES GENTLY

I know Theo.

Theo?

Walters.

OK...

He doesn't know I'm here.
He, erm...

He came into my life recently,
and, er...

I saw your picture with him
on his profile page,

and I just wanted to find out
what I was dealing with.

Is that weird?
Er, yeah. Kind of.

I mean, everyone googles someone
they're dating, but...

not being funny,
this is a bit next level.

I've just got a really strange
feeling about him,

and I thought, you know,
you being his ex...

Hand.

Look, I'd hardly call myself his ex.

We only had a few dates.

Then he shows up on my birthday,

outside this place,
with a bottle of champagne.

Started posting pictures of us like
we're that couple in The Notebook.

He was a fucking weirdo.

Right.

Then when it came to ending it,
it was a massive pain in the tits.

Cos he was having
these huge money problems.

He was totally skint
and proper losing his shit.

Halloween, right...

It's two in the morning,
and I'm so hammered, I just...

I just go for it.

Tell him, mate,
this is not working out.

And he's getting all weird
and needy and then his phone goes.

His car showroom got burned down.

Mantle Motors?
Serious.

While I'm sitting there,
breaking his heart,

someone's torching his business
to the ground.

Oh, God.
Mm.

And then a few days later,
he's calling and texting again,

sending all kinds of expensive shit,
like nothing's happened.

But I'm like, I don't care how
much your insurance pay-out is,

you're a nutter.
I had to ghost him.

The world is full of some absolute
mentalists, I tell you.

Yeah.
You're not wrong there.

This was Halloween?

Yeah.

Weird old evening.

What do you think?

I think you're right.
I think I look good with plum.

I knew you would. Other hand.

Just, erm...

do me a favour, will you?

What's that?

Avoid Theo Walters.

Don't worry. I think he'll be
the one wanting to avoid me.

THEO: Oh, you've spoken to him?

He said he'd have them ready today.

I've been over twice.

All right.
Just get it done, yeah?

Call you back.

Sorry, can I help you?

I'm not scared of you.

OK?

Why are you doing this?

Sorry, I don't know
what you're talking about.

What kind of person does this
to someone?

Someone that's suffered like I have?

Go on. Say something.

Say something.

I know what you did that night...

on Halloween.

Well, it's nice to finally meet you,
Theo.

It's me.

How did you find me?

The hospital.

It was a condition of your release.

I had to sign off
on your living arrangements.

What do you want?

To talk.

Can you move, please?

You're still the mother
of our children.

You'll still be in their lives.

Can you blame me for taking an
interest in how you're recovering?

You want more time with our boys,
but...

but you don't think about how all
this affects them?

That is not fair.
They're scared.

Scared? Our boys are scared
for their mother.

Because I'm only allowed to see them

with some stranger watching over us
in a fucking contact centre.

I just wanna see them on my own.

But you know that isn't possible.

What?

You're here cos I saw Ed.

Or should I say, Theo.
Oh, God, this again.

I'm right, aren't I?

I just wanna make sure
you're looking after yourself.

You don't give a shit about me.

If you did,
you wouldn't have cut me off.

You've already taken our boys,
now I have nothing and I'm alone.

This was a mistake.

If you really care about me,

why don't you let me be
a part of their lives?

Why don't you just meet me
in the middle?

Just behave yourself.

SHE COUGHS, RETCHES

I just don't feel safe staying
there after he turned up.

It's not a problem. I mean it.

Well, thank you.

My spare room is full of crap,
so I hope that's OK.

Honestly, anywhere is great.

As long as you don't mind
sharing your house with a lunatic.

You're not a lunatic.

People back at the psychiatric ward
might disagree with you.

We don't have to talk about it
anymore if you don't want to.

It's fine.

I just feel...

I don't know. I feel like
I should have done something.

You didn't know. Nobody did.

I didn't want anyone to.

I knew something wasn't right,
but I thought it was me.

That's what we do, isn't it?
Blame ourselves.

It's so bizarre,
talking about it now.

All the years we were together,
and I couldn't say a word.

I just... let myself believe it
was my fault, you know?

I knew he had a temper,

and I'd provoked him,
I'd pushed him.

And I told myself...

he loved me, really. Underneath.

He just got angry sometimes,
and that was that.

And then 25 days,
on my own, in that place,

and I think about every time
he hit me, and I just...

..I can't understand why.

What I can't understand
is why you aren't more angry?

Oh, I'm angry.
Yes, but that man hit you.

He controlled you, and he pushed you
to the bloody edge,

and now he's taking your kids.
Ange, this...

Just if I let myself go down
that road,

I don't know what I do, but...

I wouldn't stop.

I'd keep going into God knows what,
and... I can't.

What's the point?

That fucking animal
has taken advantage of you.

But what can I do?

I say to anyone that might husband
conspired with someone

to have me committed,
to take our children,

how does that make me look?

Conspired with someone?
What do you mean?

It's been a long day.

OK.

You know...

I can't really understand what you
went through, going through.

I don't pretend to.

But...

they're your kids, Ange.

Keep fighting however you can.
Don't stop.

Don't let that bastard take them.

Thanks. Really.

For everything.

As I said, it's full of crap.

But...
It's perfect.

Thanks. All right.
Well, I'll see you in the morning.

Good night.
Sleep well.

CAR APPROACHES

Mrs Meyer?

Yes, hello.
Thanks for calling.

I'm Lewis Aird.

Now, your social worker's explained
the situation.

I want you to know
and there to step in

if there's any kind of trouble, OK?
Thank you.

SHE CLEARS THROAT

CHATTER ON POLICE RADIO

DOORBELL CHIMES

Mr Meyer, good morning.
Hello.

Angela.

Sorry you feel this is necessary.

Wait here.

I've packed everything.
Clothes, jewellery...

Everything's in here. Excuse me.

Right.

I'd like to look in the house
to make sure.

Why?
You think I'm keeping your earrings?

Or holding back your little sketches
all for myself?

I just want what's mine.

It's all in there.
Sir. Just step aside, please.

Sure.

FAINT CHATTER

PHONE RINGS

RINGING CONTINUES

Do you mind if I...
No. Can you stay here with me, sir?

Really?
Mm-hm.

Probably the office.

PHONE RINGS

Ah...

RINGING CONTINUES
I, er...

I'm-I'm sorry, I...

OK, be quick.
Thank you.

RINGING CONTINUES

RINGING STOPS

SHE GASPS

CREAK, THUD

Can I call you back?

Right. Thank you.

MAN OVER RADIO:
'..are you on-site, over?' Yeah.

FAINT CHATTER

There's nothing in there.

What, and you expect me
to just take your word for it?

You can't stand this, can you?

What would you do to me right now
if he wasn't there?

You want to waste everyone's time,
go right ahead.

PC AIRD: Thank you.

There's only one copy of this one.

So contact the school,
get another one.

Why should I?

Fine.

SHE SCOFFS

Handbag?

Seriously?

Could be anything in there.

OK. Let him check.

No.

I'm seeing the boys on Friday.

I'm sure they can't wait to see you
in that contact centre.

Thanks again.
No probs. Best of luck.

I've just been looking through
my husband's bank statements.

And the night of Halloween, erm,
I remembered, because I met him,

that's when we first met,
the night of Halloween.

'There was a fire
at Ed's car dealership.

'Next morning,
Olivier's clothes stank of petrol.'

I'm sorry, I'm not following.

Ed and Olivier are working together.

'I can show you the bank statements,
I can show you his real name.'

OK. Slow down, slow down. Erm...

'Let's, let's get something
set up for next week.'

Well, no. Er...

That's not soon enough.

And it might be a good idea for you
to bring your caseworker along.

Why?

'Well, just, I think just given
your history, it will be... good.'

You don't believe me?

'That's not what I meant.'

You think I'm crazy.

'No, Mrs Meyer.'
I get it.

I would, too.

Sorry I wasted your time.

What number?

Actually, I wanted to talk to you
about your CCTV.

Huh?
The cameras.

I want to take a look
at what's on them.

Night of the 31st.
What?

I want to look at your CCTV footage
from the night of Halloween.

We don't do that.

Well, what does it matter to you?
I just want to look.

Well, then, talk to the manager.

OK, how do I do that?
He's in tonight.

Seven.

Fine. I'll come back then.

Hello?

'It's Theo.'

What do you want?

'I wanna meet.
The forest where we met before.'

Why?

'I wanna explain.'

It's a bit late for that,
the damage is done.

'But what if I could try?

'You know, try and fix it.
Try and help you.'

The pub where we met the first time
on Halloween.

'Cool. I'll head there now.'

'You've reached Theo.

'Leave a message.'
BEEP

'You've reached Theo.

'You've reached Theo.

'Leave a message.'
BEEP

PHONE RINGS

Where are you?
'I'm on my way.'

You're not coming, are you?

Do you know what your problem is,
Angela?

You just don't know
when to leave things alone.

Finally... some honesty.

This is the real you, is it?
'I'm warning you.'

I know what Olivier did for you,
Theo.

I know why you're helping him now.

'This would all be simpler if you
could just stop pushing and pushing.

'Drop it. For your own good.'

How do you know
what I've been doing?

PHONE BEEPS

FAINT: Help!

Help!

Somebody!

Help!

I'm in here. Somebody please, help!

PANTING
Shit.

Thank you.

Oh, thank you.

ANXIOUS BREATHS

You was in earlier, right?

You was the one
asking about the cameras.

Was this you?!

Was this your fault?

I forgot you don't live here
any more.

Was it you,

or your friend Theo,
that smashed the cameras?

What are you talking about?
I know, OK?

At first, I thought you just
paid him off, but then I saw it.

On Halloween, £90 worth of petrol
at the 24 service station,

it's right there
on your bank statement.

Are you admitting to reading
my private property?

The day after Theo's car garage
got burnt down,

I remember washing your clothes
and they stank of petrol.

You did it, didn't you?

He was broke until that fire.

Then all of a sudden,
he gets a massive insurance pay-out.

OK. The CCTV would have shown you
filling up a load of canisters,

but he's been following me,
hasn't he?

So he got rid of the evidence.

Just like you did
when he came to this house.

Aren't you gonna say anything?

You did all that...

just to take my children
away from me.

Can I be honest with you?

It's a... It's a relief.

I feel like a kid
at the swimming pool,

and I've just done the perfect dive,
and I look up...

I'm so happy and proud, and I
realise my parents weren't watching.

There's only me and you here.
Aren't we passed all this now?

I did what I had to do.
You already got custody.

You got what you wanted. You won.
I did what I had to.

Do you have to tear me into pieces?
Get over it.

What did I ever do to deserve that?
SHE YELPS

SHE GROANS

You were going to fucking leave me,
you bitch!

STRUGGLING: I wasn't... I wasn't.

You already did.

You came back after you made me
crawl on my hands and knees!

In the fucking dirt for you!

What kind of man becomes that,

that he ends up grovelling
in front of his own wife?

How could you do that to me?

BREATHLESS: You're hurting me.

SHE WHIMPERS,
GROANS

SHE GASPS,
SHE COUGHS

It's over, it's been done.

I don't want you here,
I don't want you on my doorstep,

I don't want you in my house.

After everything I gave you,
you owe me that respect.

Respect? You're fucking insane.

What did you say?

I said, you are fucking...
Mummy!

Hey, sweetheart.
You should be in bed.

You should be in bed.
I woke up because you were shouting.

Oh, it's OK.
It's nothing to worry about.

We were just having an argument.
Sometimes grown-ups argue.

It doesn't mean we don't love you.

I just want you back here
and everything to be back to normal.

I know, sweetheart. I know.

But... it's OK.

You are gonna be back
with Mummy soon. OK?

I promise you. I promise you.

Come on, let's go.

EXHALES DEEPLY

School in the morning. Go on.

HE SIGHS

RINGING TONE

She came to the house.

Shouting and screaming
on my doorstep.

She woke my son.

But she can't prove anything.

'Are you sure?'

Did everything right my end.

I hope so.

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