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[melancholy music playing]
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[man] Where do you live, Jan?
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In Harlow.
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What sort of house is it?
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It’s all… it’s all right.It’s quite a nice house.
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It's one of those estate things, you know.
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Hmm. What does your father do?
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He's a storeman.
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What’s he like, as a person?
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[Janice] Yeah. He’s all right. He’s…
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He’s a good worker, like, y… you know.
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He's had the same jobever since he left the army,
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and he never takes time off.And he’s never late.
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Never ill?
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[Janice] No.
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[sighs]
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[man] What about your mother?
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She a warm person?
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What did you say your name was?
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[man] Mike.
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I don't like it here.
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[Mike] Does it upset your,
mother that, er,
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you've had so many different jobs?
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[Janice] Oh, yeah.
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She says I am irresponsible.
But I mean, sometimes I’d,
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I’d go to lunch and not come back again.
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Wanted to be an 'airdresser once.
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Had a Saturday job for a whilein this place called Eve of Roma,
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down the High Street.
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I never really did any hair, you know,
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just sweeping upand doing things like that.
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[loud noise of train]
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[conductor] Hold tight. Mind the doors.
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Do you live locally?
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When you were on the tubehad you been to work,
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or had you just been shopping?
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I can't really help you unless you tell mesomething about yourself.
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[man] Joan, can l see youa minute, please?
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-I can’t get anything out of her.-Nothing at all? Well…
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Look, I’ve been lookingthrough her handbag
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and I’ve found out where she lives.
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[policewoman] And that is?
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[policeman] Apparentlyshe lives with her parents.
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I think we ought to contact them,don't you?
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Um, excuse me.It doesn’t matter, really.
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I’ll, I'll be all right.I can, you know, find my own way home.
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You don't need to tell my family.
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[policewoman] How do you feel now?
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-I feel all right.-Can I get you a doctor?
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No. No thank you.
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-[policeman] Are you sure?-Yes.
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[dog barking]
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-I think you’d better---That's it, get it in, come on.
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Thank you.
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Thank you for bringing her home.Thank you very much.
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All right.
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[father] What’s all this carry on, then?
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What the hell have you been up to?
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I haven’t been up to anything.
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So the policejust gave you a ride home then?
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[mother] Whatever’s happened, Jan?Whatever’s happened?
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-Nothing, Mum.-[mother] Are you sure?
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Yeah, really nothing.
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[father] What do you mean?There’s something must have happened.
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I was on the… I was justsitting on the tube platform, that’s all.
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[mother] Not feeling well?
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[father] You were just sittingon the tube platform?
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Yeah.
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And the police cameand said, "We'll give you a lift home."
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Sit down. Sit down.
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Don't be so damn ridicu…What… what exactly happened?
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This guard came out of nowhere and he,
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grabbed me arm and stuff and…
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-You know.-[father] He just…
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A guard came and grabbed your armjust for nothing?
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Yeah. He said I'd missed a lot trains.
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Oh, you might as welltalk to the wall as talk to her.
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Well, what happenedafter the guard took you to the policeman?
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[Janice] He said I…he thought I was a bit distressed.
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A bit distressed?But what were you distressed over?
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What was the matter with you?
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I didn’t do anything.
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No one said you did do anything.
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They're only trying to help you.
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-[father] Oh, my god almighty.-[mother] You can't…
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[mother] It's not your boyfriendthat’s upsetting you, is it?
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Oh, Mum. It’s got nothing to dowith Tim, has it.
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[mother] We're not trying to get at you.We're trying to help.
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And your father is too.
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Just think of it on those lines.
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Other than that, I can't thinkwhat we're going to do for you.
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[father] I'm only your father.I'm supposed to know nothing.
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I've never been around the world.I'm just an idiot.
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And you're tell… trying to tell methat, he's good for you, this bloke.
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Well, don't just sit there like an idiot.
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Talk to us, tell us something.
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What have you got to sayabout him, Janice?
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-This good-looking, big student of yours?-Talk to your father, come on.
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That little thing needs dusting, you know.
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That China vase thing.
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[sigh]
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What did she say then?
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[mother] I think you ought to seea doctor, don’t you, Janice?
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[Janice] No. I’m all right.
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[mother] Janice. Janice.
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I don't knowwhat’s going to happen now, I'm sure.
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Come in, Mrs. Bailden. Let mehave your coat before you sit down.
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I like to have these, talks
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with the immediate familyof people in this ward.
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That’s why I asked youand your husband to come.
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Yes, well, of course it’s the parentsthey always blame first, eh, these days?
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They?
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Well. I read the papers, and
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young people, and in the court.
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[Mike] Well, we’re not in court.
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Well, I didn't say we were.
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[mother] But I do want to dothe best I can for Janice,
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because I’m quite certain,
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that she isn’t responsiblefor herself, poor child.
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Well, perhaps you could tell me somethingabout her when she was smaller.
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[mother] Well, this is the thingthat baffles me, doctor, um.
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She really was quite a model child.She was tidy.
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In fact, I used to gointo her bedroom some mornings, and,
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it… it was so tidy it really didn’t lookas if anyone had been in there.
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And she…
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when she laid the table,oh, everything had to be just precise
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and she was this type of girl.
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And I often used to say to heror give her a little reward and say,
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"Oh, there’s Mum's Janice,that's for being like Mum."
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Because that’s the wayI was brought up, you know.
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Would you like a cup of tea, Mike?
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[Mike] Um, just, yeah.
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-Mrs. Bailden. Would you like some tea?-[mother] Yes, I would.
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-[mother] Thank you.-[Mike] Yes, thanks very much.
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[mother] Thank you.
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[Mike] Thank you, Cathy.
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-You see.-[Mike] Would you like some?
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No, thank you.
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How much respectshould these children show you?
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I’ve just noticed nowyour assistant just came in here
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and called you by your Christian name.
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You see, this is the sort of thingthat’s happening nowadays.
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Um, I feelthat a gentleman in your position…
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a little respect should be shown to you.
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Come in here and treat youjust as though you… you’re their equal.
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The behavior is so, um, foreign to me.I just don't understand it.
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Um…
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You see them making lovein the middle of the pavement.
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Well, is this the right placeto do this sort of thing?
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I wouldn’t think so.
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Who’s making this code of living?
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Are we going to be dictated toby these young… the rising generation?
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Do you think this is going to bethe right way to, tackle this thing?
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I mean, have I got to go and dowhat Janice is doing, for instance?
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-I mean.-[Mike] Not yet.
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No, well, there you are.I mean, we’re older than they
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and I do feel that they’ve gotto take a guide from somewhere.
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And where are they goingto take it? From each other?
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But… so in consequence they've got to showa little bit of respect for their elders.
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After all, if we are allgoing to do just this,
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we might as well go back to the jungle.
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[guitar music playing]
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♪ Be on my side
I'll be on your side, baby ♪
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♪ There is no reason for you to hide ♪
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♪ I've been staying here all alone ♪
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♪ Hoping that you'd take me for a ride ♪
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♪ She could drag me
Over the rainbow ♪
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[father] What I want to know is who?
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I suppose it'sone of your coffee bar friends, is it?
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[mother] Well, she doesn't want it.This is for sure.
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Who says I don't want it?
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[mother] Well, you'd bea very stupid child if you did.
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Very stupid indeed.
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[father] What do we do?Get her an abortion?
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[mother] And don't mention that wordin this house, please, if you don't mind.
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It’s disgusting.
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And unchristian.
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You know how I always feel about it.
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And the people that do it,they ought to be put away also.
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[Janice] Well, that's that then, isn't it?
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The point is, you needn't have it.
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[mother] Do you realize what effectthis is going to have on your whole life?
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I’m not going to kill my baby.
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-Because it’s there.-[mother] But you--
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it's me. I'm not killing it.
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And who the hell are you to decide?
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[mother] Who's goingto bring the child up?
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Who’s going to buy and pay for everythingthat will be necessary for the child?
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Have you realized this?
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You can’t even keep yourself, child.
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Without another person.
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-[Janice] I’ll manage.-Is this going to be kind?
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-[Janice] I'll manage.-You’ll manage?
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And how do you thinkyou're going to manage?
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You’ve just no idea what it all means.
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And if you’re going to, be sensible,
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you’ll take our advice and dowhat we know and feel is best for you.
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You say you want it.
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[mother] I say you don’t want it andI know what’s… what’s good for you.
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Anybody would thinkyou were inside my head or something.
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[mother] Yes, well, maybe I am.
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Maybe I… I’ve got… You’re more part of me,
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than anyone else in the world.You know this, don’t you?
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-And so's my baby.-And probably…
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How do you think we’re going to be,to see you walking about in that position?
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-[Janice] I’ll go away. Don't worry---Oh, yes, that’ll be very nice.
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That’s marvelous, isn’t it?We’ve brought you up all these years,
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and you can walk outof the house just like that.
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For just being, a stupid child.
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I mean who says I'm in the wrong, anyway?
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[mother] That's it.
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You're the one,
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to say whether you’re in the wrong or not.
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This is the most important thingyou have got to decide.
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And it’s got to be what you want.
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You see, I wonder sometimeswhether you do know. You say one thing,
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and I know different.It isn’t what you want.
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You say you want it,but I know better than that.
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You’re my daughterand I know exactly what you want.
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It’s just that, um…
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I really like kids and…
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well, I know it's the wrong wayto go about it,
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but I mean, it's…
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it’s there, ain't it?
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[father] I could bloody well kill you.
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D'you see how you’ve upsetyour father, and me?
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Haven't we alwaysdone the best we can for you?
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And tried to guide you,in the way you should go?
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Haven’t we? Have we failed?
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I didn’t say you hadn't.
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You see, you're…you contradict yourself all the time.
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-I am confused.-You are confused, dear.
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And we’ll try to… to help you and,
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and you know we love you.
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-Don't you?-I’m sorry.
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Never mind. [whispers] Never mind.
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[melancholy music playing]
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[Mike speaking indistinctly]
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Um.
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It's very good of youto come along and see me.
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[father] Oh, it's, uh, no bother.I was up anyway.
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No bother at all.
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Mind, um,
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mind you, I don't thinkthe wife likes me coming here.
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[Mike] Why's that do you think?
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Well, I don’t think she likes meto come on my own, you know.
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[Mike] Oh? Why not?
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Oh, well…
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Don’t get me wrong,she’s a good woman, Vera.
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Um, well, truthfully,that’s why I’ve come. I mean,
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she, she's dotedon this, girl of ours, and, um,
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I used to tell her,I used to say to her when Janice…
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she was getting a bit older,
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"You should be more selfish."
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You know, the wayyou, talk to your wife, and, um,
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I used to say to her,"You should get out a bit more."
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How have you always got onwith Janice, Mr. Bailden?
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[father clicks tongue] I wasn'tallowed to, was I?
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Not in on it, you might say.
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I don't follow.
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Well, I always thought that, uh,
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Vera came, between me and Janice.
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Sort of prevented you?
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No, she’d…
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Vera wouldn’t preventnobody doing nothing.
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But when Janice was, a tiny tot,you know, I,
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we used to have bags of fun together.
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When she… when she was very small, but…
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somehow I don’t thinkMrs. Bailden liked this.
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[Mike] Why not?
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Well. Why not?
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Well, frankly, um,
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I… I don’t know whether you know,I came down from the North to work here.
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There was no work up there, and,
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when I met her, she had her own business.
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And, uh, I don’t thinkthey wanted me to marry her.
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They thought I wasafter the business probably.
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Mmh. Do you smoke?
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Uh, yes, thanks.
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Thought you blokes didn't approve of this?
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Have one anyway.
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Um.
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Perhaps you could tell me somethingabout Janice when she was small.
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-Right from the start.-Thank you.
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Yes, she was…
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a very happy child. There was never any,
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unhappiness and there wasnever any naughtiness with her.
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In fact, I'll go as far as to sayin those days,
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it was Janice that kept us together.
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[Mike] Did you need to be kept together?
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Well, uh,
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you know, when you're first marriedand you’re,
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you’re sort of adjustingto one another, and,
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I suppose this is the wayit goes in marriage.
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What about the, sexual relationbetween you and your wife?
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Well, she's…
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I can’t grumble really because she's,she’s been a good mother, and
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she’s looked afterthe children and the house, and…
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Yeah, but I mean the sexual side.
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Well…
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She… she's not like that,
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really, Vera. I mean, um,
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she had a good upbringing, and…
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she's… she's funny about it, really.
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When I say funny, I suppose, I don’t know,
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If I’m standing thereand I’ve had a bath or something, she…
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tells me to get covered upand things like this, you know, aft…
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Even after all these years and…
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But she’s always taught the girls,
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right from wrong, I think,in these matters, you know, about…
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men and…
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Well, you know the waywomen talk to daughters and…
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What about the… actual sexual relationbetween you and her though?
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[exhales slowly]
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Well…
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I suppose it’s… fairly normal.
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Um.
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Well, we’ve… we’ve hadtwo children, haven't we, and…
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[Mike] But I mean, do you,do you find it, uh, satisfying?
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Well.
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Well, frankly, I… I don't knowwhat this has got to do with, uh,
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Janice being sick.
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I mean, my relations with, with Vera.
327
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I mean, she’s a good woman.I… I can't fault Vera.
328
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Well, not really, she's…
329
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Well.
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Probably at times I could have, um…
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She could have done better.I… I don’t know how to put it, but…
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Yeah, I suppose lots of married womenare like this, aren’t they?
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She, um…
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Well, shall I say she's probablydone her duty in that line.
335
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But…
336
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You learn to livewith these things, don't you?
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[loud noise of train]
338
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[melancholy music playing]
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[man] I thought you’d disappeared.
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[Janice] I’ve been ill.
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[man] Ill? Why? What’s been the matter?
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[Janice] Nothing much.
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[man] What do you mean, nothing much?
344
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[Janice] I'm better now.
345
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[man] Are you?
346
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-Tea? Coffee?-[Janice] Tea, please.
347
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So you’re not working then?
348
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What does the old bat thinkabout that then, eh?
349
00:23:59,875 --> 00:24:01,958
See anything of Tony then, lately?
350
00:24:13,833 --> 00:24:16,125
Do you know my mother’s trying to kill me?
351
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[man] What do you mean, Jan?
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She is.
353
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She killed my baby.
354
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[man] Your baby?What are you talking about?
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Son.
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[man] What baby?
357
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My son.
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[man] What’s the matter, Jan?What are you talking about?
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You sit down.
360
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What do you mean,your mother’s trying to kill you?
361
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She…
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she made me go to this hospital.
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[Janice] She is trying to kill me.
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[man] Come along.
365
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[Jan sniffs]
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[man] What makes you think that, Jan?
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[Janice] She…
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She cut out my baby because it was bad.
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And, now…
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And I am young, bad too.
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[man] Why are you bad?
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What’s bad? What do you mean?
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Because… because I'm alwaysin trouble, all the time.
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And I…
375
00:25:47,166 --> 00:25:50,083
Everything I do, I’m in trouble.
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And that’s bad, isn’t it?
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-[Janice] She is going to kill me.-[man] She’s not going to kill you.
378
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Get yourself in a state, don’t you? Eh?
379
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[kettle whistles]
380
00:26:06,083 --> 00:26:07,666
Have some tea, eh?
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00:26:07,750 --> 00:26:09,708
Feel a bit better.
382
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I'll get you some tea.
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[Janice] Do you think I’m mental?
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I don’t know what being mental means.
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00:26:27,708 --> 00:26:29,708
Well, peculiar then.
386
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[man] Well,I suppose you’re a bit peculiar.
387
00:26:32,041 --> 00:26:34,208
I mean, everybody’sa bit peculiar, aren’t they?
388
00:26:35,583 --> 00:26:37,875
I don’t know,I never really thought about it.
389
00:26:39,833 --> 00:26:41,208
[man] Well, why don’t you leave home?
390
00:26:42,500 --> 00:26:44,333
Oh, I can’t.
391
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,958
What do you mean, you can’t?
392
00:26:46,916 --> 00:26:50,125
Well, I can’t.It would upset my mother and…
393
00:26:50,208 --> 00:26:51,791
Well, is that a bad thing?
394
00:26:52,958 --> 00:26:56,458
You see, Tim, when,when it comes to making a decision, like,
395
00:26:56,541 --> 00:26:59,875
you know, a big one,about like leaving home or something,
396
00:27:01,625 --> 00:27:03,833
it feels sort of… [sighs]
397
00:27:03,916 --> 00:27:05,458
It just doesn't feel real,you know.
398
00:27:05,541 --> 00:27:08,791
I don't feel there’s a methat I can choose for.
399
00:27:09,458 --> 00:27:11,291
And it… Thank you.
400
00:27:11,958 --> 00:27:13,916
It wouldn't get me anywhere, you see.
401
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,458
It would get you awayfrom your family for a start, wouldn’t it?
402
00:27:16,541 --> 00:27:18,458
[Janice] And why is that so important?
403
00:27:18,541 --> 00:27:21,166
Well, I mean, there’s nothingto keep you there, is there?
404
00:27:22,250 --> 00:27:23,958
I mean, you can go, can’t you?
405
00:27:24,041 --> 00:27:27,583
I mean, if you want to walk out that door,you can, you can walk out.
406
00:27:29,291 --> 00:27:32,708
It's just so much easier, though,to do what she wants, you know.
407
00:27:32,791 --> 00:27:35,708
[noisy scooter engine]
408
00:27:56,458 --> 00:27:59,708
What's the meaning of this?Coming home this time in the morning.
409
00:27:59,791 --> 00:28:02,541
Waking up the whole neighborhoodwith that wretched machine.
410
00:28:02,625 --> 00:28:06,958
[mother] When you've, been out this lengthof time, you can damn well stop now.
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[Tim] Jan.
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00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:11,791
What’s up?
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00:28:12,833 --> 00:28:14,291
She won't let me in.
414
00:28:39,083 --> 00:28:40,791
[scooter accelerates noisily]
415
00:28:49,458 --> 00:28:51,416
Janice. Are you there?
416
00:28:58,541 --> 00:29:00,500
Looks like she's gone.
417
00:29:03,541 --> 00:29:05,291
[mother] It was Friday, wasn’t it?
418
00:29:05,375 --> 00:29:07,250
No, wait a minute, it was Saturday because
419
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I always used to say, well, um,
420
00:29:09,250 --> 00:29:12,208
"It’s Sunday tomorrowso you can stay out a bit later tonight."
421
00:29:12,291 --> 00:29:14,125
"You haven't gotto get up in the morning."
422
00:29:14,208 --> 00:29:15,750
She was out of work anyway.
423
00:29:15,833 --> 00:29:18,166
Well, I had no intentionof locking her out.
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00:29:18,250 --> 00:29:19,750
[Mike] But she didn't have a key.
425
00:29:19,833 --> 00:29:23,833
Well, I must admit I wanted to give hera bit of a fright. Shake her up a bit.
426
00:29:23,916 --> 00:29:26,041
Because, after all,how did we know where she'd been?
427
00:29:26,125 --> 00:29:27,583
[Mike] Did you ask her?
428
00:29:27,666 --> 00:29:31,375
Did I get the chance? Before I could getdown stairs, she was away.
429
00:29:31,458 --> 00:29:33,583
[mother] In a temper, I've no doubt.
430
00:29:33,666 --> 00:29:36,416
[father] I tell you what. Your motherwouldn’t have stood for it, Vera.
431
00:29:36,500 --> 00:29:38,541
[mother] Well,we’re living in another world.
432
00:29:38,625 --> 00:29:39,916
Times have changed.
433
00:29:40,500 --> 00:29:43,375
Children are more free today. Um,
434
00:29:43,458 --> 00:29:48,500
what's more, they sort of expect itand I suppose,
435
00:29:48,583 --> 00:29:50,416
they deserve it. I don't know.
436
00:29:50,500 --> 00:29:52,833
This is how the world is today, isn’t it?
437
00:30:07,250 --> 00:30:09,000
[clink of cutlery on crockery]
438
00:30:27,583 --> 00:30:28,958
[Janice] Mum, I'm sorry.
439
00:30:29,041 --> 00:30:31,166
Janice is late down this morning.
440
00:30:33,583 --> 00:30:36,000
Seems to please herself nowadays,doesn't she?
441
00:30:38,625 --> 00:30:42,625
Don't… Stop bloody ignoring me.I'm here right in front of you.
442
00:30:42,708 --> 00:30:43,958
[mother] Weren't last night, were you?
443
00:30:44,041 --> 00:30:45,833
I'm fucking standing here now, aren't I?
444
00:30:45,916 --> 00:30:46,916
[father] Hey, hey, hey.
445
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:50,083
You'll just cut that out.If you want anything to eat, get it.
446
00:30:50,166 --> 00:30:52,541
Now. And if you don't want it, do without.
447
00:30:52,625 --> 00:30:54,458
[mother] We've not hada wink of sleep all night,
448
00:30:54,541 --> 00:30:57,708
wondering where you were. And look at you.
449
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-[mother] I begin to wonder whether---[Janice] Please, Mum.
450
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[father] And don't be just standing there,
451
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looking stupid.
452
00:31:03,333 --> 00:31:04,750
-…ashamed of yourself.-[Janice] She locked me out.
453
00:31:04,833 --> 00:31:07,208
[father] Who's she?She never locked you out.
454
00:31:07,291 --> 00:31:08,583
-[Janice] She bloody did.-I did not.
455
00:31:08,666 --> 00:31:09,875
[father] It must have suited youto go away.
456
00:31:09,958 --> 00:31:11,250
I was coming down to open that door
457
00:31:11,333 --> 00:31:14,375
and you were awayas fast as you could jolly well get.
458
00:31:14,458 --> 00:31:17,416
In fact, your father and I have decidedyou’ll have to see a doctor.
459
00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:19,625
There’s somethingobviously going wrong with you.
460
00:31:19,708 --> 00:31:21,416
What? You cut my baby out.
461
00:31:21,500 --> 00:31:23,166
[father] Hey, hey, hey, hey!Put that knife down.
462
00:31:23,250 --> 00:31:26,750
If anybody’s, killing anybodyor upsetting anybody,
463
00:31:26,833 --> 00:31:28,166
it's you that’s upsetting me.
464
00:31:28,250 --> 00:31:30,500
Janice, look nobody’sgoing to touch you, love.
465
00:31:30,583 --> 00:31:31,583
[mother] I just don’t know.
466
00:31:31,666 --> 00:31:33,458
[father] Put the knife down.Give it to me.
467
00:31:33,541 --> 00:31:34,541
Give me the knife.
468
00:31:34,625 --> 00:31:36,125
-She did.-Give me that knife.
469
00:31:36,208 --> 00:31:37,125
[mother] Put it down.
470
00:31:37,208 --> 00:31:38,125
-Do as your father tells you.-[dishes smashing]
471
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[father] You bloody bitch, you.
472
00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:42,708
This is just about the lot.I’ve had enough of you.
473
00:31:43,416 --> 00:31:45,583
-Bitch, you're just stupid…-[Janice cries]
474
00:31:45,666 --> 00:31:47,833
-Sit still.-[cries] Leave me.
475
00:31:47,916 --> 00:31:50,041
[father] It’s not a bloody doctorshe wants. It’s the police,
476
00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:51,875
and I’m fed up with the lot of it.
477
00:31:55,291 --> 00:31:57,375
You are a wicked girl, Janice.
478
00:31:57,458 --> 00:32:02,000
You've done this to our household.You've upset everybody, yourself.
479
00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:03,541
You’re so wicked. You really are.
480
00:32:03,625 --> 00:32:06,291
-[crying] I’m not.-You are.
481
00:32:06,375 --> 00:32:10,208
No self-respecting personwould behave the way you have.
482
00:32:12,541 --> 00:32:14,125
Do you know where you’ve been all night?
483
00:32:14,208 --> 00:32:16,416
I don’t suppose you do,by the look of you.
484
00:32:16,500 --> 00:32:18,041
Do you know where you’ve been?
485
00:32:18,125 --> 00:32:19,500
Who… who were you with?
486
00:32:19,583 --> 00:32:22,916
They must have beenterrible people. Look at you.
487
00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,208
You look as ifyou’ve been dragged through the gutter.
488
00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:29,083
I just don't knowwhat’s going to happen, I really don’t.
489
00:32:30,208 --> 00:32:33,625
You’d better alter your waysand very, very quickly.
490
00:32:33,708 --> 00:32:37,166
There must be something wrongwith you, child. There must be.
491
00:32:39,875 --> 00:32:41,291
I just don’t know.
492
00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:44,875
Sending me out of my mind, you really are.
493
00:32:58,333 --> 00:32:59,750
-Excuse me.-[man] Yes.
494
00:32:59,833 --> 00:33:04,833
Good morning. I’m bringing my daughterto Dr. Donaldson’s ward.
495
00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:06,125
Could you tell me where it is?
496
00:33:06,208 --> 00:33:09,833
Yes. If you go down this corridor, turn
497
00:33:09,916 --> 00:33:13,125
into the first corridoron the right, right to the very end.
498
00:33:13,208 --> 00:33:15,750
-Turn right again…-Not bad in here.
499
00:33:46,625 --> 00:33:47,833
-Are we right?-[woman] Yes.
500
00:33:47,916 --> 00:33:51,000
I’m Mrs. Bailden and this is, uh, Janice.
501
00:33:51,083 --> 00:33:54,000
-Morning.-Would you come this way, please?
502
00:33:57,750 --> 00:33:59,208
If you just wait there a moment.
503
00:34:17,833 --> 00:34:19,416
-[mother] Good morning, doctor.-Hello.
504
00:34:19,500 --> 00:34:23,916
I’m Mrs. Bailden and this is, uh,Janice, my daughter.
505
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:25,791
-Hello.-[father] Morning.
506
00:34:27,916 --> 00:34:30,291
So, have a seat here, shall we?
507
00:34:39,458 --> 00:34:42,875
I won't even introduce youto everybody because, uh…
508
00:34:43,958 --> 00:34:46,416
[mother] Is this the, um,is this the ward?
509
00:34:46,500 --> 00:34:47,541
Yeah.
510
00:34:47,625 --> 00:34:50,333
I wasn't expecting to seeanything just quite like this.
511
00:34:50,416 --> 00:34:55,875
It’s not, sort of,the usual run of a hospital ward, is it?
512
00:34:55,958 --> 00:34:58,708
[Mike] Hmm. Do you mind that, Janice?
513
00:34:58,791 --> 00:35:01,375
-[Janice] Sorry?-[Mike] Do you mind us not being like a…
514
00:35:03,625 --> 00:35:04,666
usual ward?
515
00:35:05,583 --> 00:35:07,250
[Janice] I don't really care.
516
00:35:08,750 --> 00:35:10,750
That’s the attitude of the young.
517
00:35:10,833 --> 00:35:13,500
-It's the attitude.-[Janice] Well, I don’t really care.
518
00:35:13,583 --> 00:35:15,208
Well, you've got to care because--
519
00:35:15,291 --> 00:35:17,750
[Mike] No, it's all right,you know. It, I mean…
520
00:35:17,833 --> 00:35:19,916
-[Mike] It’s okay. It's okay.-It doesn't matter. No.
521
00:35:20,666 --> 00:35:24,833
-Dr. Gibbs. He's your GP.-Oh. Yes, that’s right.
522
00:35:24,916 --> 00:35:28,291
Um. He didn't explain this to you?
523
00:35:28,375 --> 00:35:32,125
Um, not really,not in detail. You know, I mean,
524
00:35:32,208 --> 00:35:35,250
he did more or less give me the detailsof what was happening, you know.
525
00:35:35,333 --> 00:35:38,208
Well, he thought that, uh, this would be
526
00:35:38,291 --> 00:35:41,166
the right place for Janice to come to.
527
00:35:41,250 --> 00:35:45,916
Um, and we don't, um,give physical treatments here.
528
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:47,916
No pills or…
529
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:51,041
[Mike] This is what, I mean, this is whyit’s not like an ordinary hospital.
530
00:35:51,125 --> 00:35:53,666
They’re not sedatedor, you know, tranquilized in any way?
531
00:35:53,750 --> 00:35:55,041
[Mike] Very, very rarely.
532
00:35:55,125 --> 00:35:57,125
Hmm. Yes.
533
00:35:57,208 --> 00:35:59,625
-[father] What about discipline here?-[mother] …look so miserable.
534
00:35:59,708 --> 00:36:02,041
What… what about the discipline, doctor?
535
00:36:02,125 --> 00:36:03,375
I mean…
536
00:36:03,458 --> 00:36:09,125
[Mike] Well, I mean, do they seem like,uh, an undisciplined lot to you?
537
00:36:09,208 --> 00:36:10,875
No, but, um…
538
00:36:12,083 --> 00:36:15,166
How do you teach them right from wrong?
539
00:36:15,250 --> 00:36:17,916
You know, right from wrong, sort of thing?
540
00:36:18,708 --> 00:36:21,375
[Mike] You know, I mean,people have different standards.
541
00:36:21,458 --> 00:36:23,125
Personal standards,about this sort of thing.
542
00:36:23,208 --> 00:36:27,000
Hmm. They are, you know,as far as them sleeping,
543
00:36:27,083 --> 00:36:28,375
you know what happens about that, I mean--
544
00:36:28,458 --> 00:36:31,375
[Mike] Oh, well, the, the, the…
545
00:36:31,458 --> 00:36:34,583
male patients have one dormitoryand the female patients
546
00:36:34,666 --> 00:36:36,250
-have another dormitory.-Oh, they do, I just wondered you know.
547
00:36:36,833 --> 00:36:38,291
Perhaps you'd better meet with…
548
00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:40,625
Um, Brent.
549
00:36:40,708 --> 00:36:43,375
Could you comeand meet Mr. and Mrs. Bailden,
550
00:36:43,458 --> 00:36:44,583
they’re a bit worried about…
551
00:36:44,666 --> 00:36:46,291
-[mother] Hello.-How are you?
552
00:36:46,375 --> 00:36:48,708
-I'm all right and you?-Doing good. I'm all right.
553
00:36:48,791 --> 00:36:50,541
Good, that's fine.
554
00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:52,041
How long have you been here?
555
00:36:52,125 --> 00:36:54,125
Er, 43 years.
556
00:36:54,208 --> 00:36:56,166
[mother] Heavens,now that seems a life time.
557
00:36:56,250 --> 00:36:57,125
No, no, I've been here about six months.
558
00:36:57,208 --> 00:36:59,166
It seems like 43 years, does it?
559
00:36:59,250 --> 00:37:01,416
Well, that happens to us all when we're,
560
00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:03,625
you know, not doingperhaps the things we want to do.
561
00:37:03,708 --> 00:37:06,416
This is Jan and I hopeyou're going to look after her for me.
562
00:37:06,500 --> 00:37:08,291
-Will you? Help to make her better.-Yeah, sure.
563
00:37:08,375 --> 00:37:09,916
-Will you help her?-Yes.
564
00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:11,458
I’m sure you will.
565
00:37:11,541 --> 00:37:14,250
Look a bit cheerful, Jan,for heaven’s sake.
566
00:37:14,333 --> 00:37:16,333
Perhaps it'll help you tooif you get friendly.
567
00:37:16,416 --> 00:37:17,708
This'll be nice, won’t it?
568
00:37:17,791 --> 00:37:21,166
Help each other. That’ll be lovely, eh?
569
00:37:21,916 --> 00:37:23,625
-[Janice] I don’t really know.-[mother] Come on.
570
00:37:25,791 --> 00:37:27,541
-Bye-bye, dear.-Bye mum.
571
00:37:27,625 --> 00:37:28,708
And do as you’re told, won't you?
572
00:37:28,791 --> 00:37:30,000
-And be a good girl.-Yeah.
573
00:37:30,083 --> 00:37:32,625
And come backnice and well for me. All right?
574
00:37:32,708 --> 00:37:34,833
-[father] Cheerio, love.-Goodbye, Dad.
575
00:37:36,916 --> 00:37:38,125
Come this way.
576
00:37:45,791 --> 00:37:46,791
[talking indistinctly]
577
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:56,375
What's she doing?
578
00:37:57,416 --> 00:37:58,250
[woman] Sleeping.
579
00:38:08,833 --> 00:38:10,791
[Mike] What do you think about
580
00:38:11,458 --> 00:38:15,791
the meaning of the word sin?What do you think it means?
581
00:38:17,791 --> 00:38:21,875
Hmm. Well, in my case…
582
00:38:21,958 --> 00:38:25,791
In my case, sin is,is just not hurting other people.
583
00:38:27,791 --> 00:38:29,375
Like I did before.
584
00:38:30,958 --> 00:38:34,458
[Mike] And, what aboutwhen other people hurt you?
585
00:38:35,958 --> 00:38:37,916
Well, they don’t.
586
00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:39,500
[Mike] They don’t?
587
00:38:39,583 --> 00:38:42,541
Not… Maybe I’ve been extra lucky,you know, but…
588
00:38:44,291 --> 00:38:46,166
They don’t seem to hurt me.
589
00:38:46,958 --> 00:38:49,083
Maybe people have beentoo lenient with me. I don’t know,
590
00:38:49,166 --> 00:38:51,500
but I don’t feel that people have hurt me.
591
00:38:52,416 --> 00:38:54,291
Not like I’ve hurt my parents.
592
00:38:54,375 --> 00:38:55,750
Are you sure?
593
00:38:58,250 --> 00:38:59,291
[Janice] Yeah.
594
00:39:01,708 --> 00:39:05,000
What about when you, lost your baby?
595
00:39:07,708 --> 00:39:09,041
[groans]
596
00:39:12,500 --> 00:39:15,375
Well, you said something once about,
597
00:39:15,458 --> 00:39:17,875
feeling there was somebody elseinside you.
598
00:39:18,583 --> 00:39:19,750
Yeah, right.
599
00:39:20,791 --> 00:39:21,958
-I do.-[Mike] Is that…
600
00:39:22,041 --> 00:39:23,916
Is that the bad one?
601
00:39:26,250 --> 00:39:27,291
Hmm.
602
00:39:30,875 --> 00:39:32,583
Yes, it's…
603
00:39:34,208 --> 00:39:38,166
It’s almost like I don’t have any sort ofcontrol on what I am doing, you know.
604
00:39:39,583 --> 00:39:45,125
But just suppose that this bad sideis, a part of yourself?
605
00:39:45,208 --> 00:39:46,166
[Janice] Yeah.
606
00:39:46,250 --> 00:39:47,750
And…
607
00:39:47,833 --> 00:39:52,875
you don't think, do you, that havingto keep it down, all the time,
608
00:39:52,958 --> 00:39:55,541
could be something to do with,
609
00:39:55,625 --> 00:39:57,958
why you feel unreal?
610
00:39:59,041 --> 00:40:02,708
[man on TV] Two RAF Canberra bombers
collided in mid-air
611
00:40:02,791 --> 00:40:05,958
over a golf coursenear Mansfield in Nottinghamshire today.
612
00:40:06,041 --> 00:40:08,666
Their crews bailed outand are in hospital in Mansfield.
613
00:40:08,750 --> 00:40:10,000
Oh, shit!
614
00:40:10,083 --> 00:40:14,000
Wreckage was scatteredover a wide area, but there are no--
615
00:40:14,083 --> 00:40:15,458
[woman] Hey!
616
00:40:16,041 --> 00:40:17,208
Elton John’s on.
617
00:40:17,291 --> 00:40:20,083
[woman 1] Bugger it.We were watching that.
618
00:40:20,750 --> 00:40:23,208
But you said I could watch Elton John.
619
00:40:23,291 --> 00:40:24,291
[woman 2] I don't remember that.
620
00:40:24,375 --> 00:40:26,416
[woman 1] Hey, bugger this.We were watching that.
621
00:40:27,875 --> 00:40:29,166
[Janice] But it’s only the news.
622
00:40:29,250 --> 00:40:32,875
[man on TV] …proceed two Anglo-French Puma
helicopters…
623
00:40:32,958 --> 00:40:35,500
But you said I could watch it, all of you.
624
00:40:35,583 --> 00:40:37,208
[woman 3] No, we didn't.We're watching this.
625
00:40:37,291 --> 00:40:40,750
-[man] Sit down.-[woman 3] Sit down now.
626
00:40:40,833 --> 00:40:43,833
[Janice] No, you bloody saidI could watch Elton John.
627
00:40:45,333 --> 00:40:46,500
-Hey, don't touch it.-[man] Here you are.
628
00:40:46,583 --> 00:40:48,750
Come on everybody,now you go and sit down.
629
00:40:49,333 --> 00:40:50,625
It's not as if I didn't ask.
630
00:40:50,708 --> 00:40:52,666
You're all being hypocrites,for god's sake.
631
00:40:52,750 --> 00:40:55,000
-Every one of you.-[woman 2] Pipe down and leave it.
632
00:40:55,083 --> 00:40:57,750
Trying… I won't put anything on.I’ll turn the fucking thing off.
633
00:40:57,833 --> 00:41:00,333
Uh! Oh.
634
00:41:00,416 --> 00:41:03,416
-[Janice upset] You said…-[glass breaks]
635
00:41:05,125 --> 00:41:07,666
[woman 3] Hey! Hold it!
636
00:41:10,791 --> 00:41:11,625
[woman 4] All right.
637
00:41:11,708 --> 00:41:13,625
They told me I could…[shouts incoherently]
638
00:41:13,708 --> 00:41:16,333
You're just as bad as my bloody mother!
639
00:41:16,416 --> 00:41:18,458
[Mike] Well, all right,maybe they are, but…
640
00:41:18,541 --> 00:41:22,916
[Janice] You'll pay for it.I did those rude things.
641
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,041
[woman 4] That's right.
642
00:41:28,416 --> 00:41:29,958
[Mike] Come and sit down.
643
00:41:30,041 --> 00:41:33,083
That’s another kiss.Or shall we make it two?
644
00:41:33,166 --> 00:41:34,000
[woman] There’s nothing--
645
00:41:34,083 --> 00:41:34,916
Yes, I’ll remind you about
646
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,541
blackened hook cherry jamfrom the Hungarian People’s Republic.
647
00:41:38,625 --> 00:41:40,833
Yes. From…there's a city there, called Budapest.
648
00:41:41,416 --> 00:41:44,208
[mumbling]
649
00:41:44,291 --> 00:41:45,750
[woman] Would you like to comeand sit down, David?
650
00:41:45,833 --> 00:41:48,333
-[huffs]-[woman] Want to come sit down?
651
00:41:48,416 --> 00:41:51,750
[mumbling]
652
00:41:52,708 --> 00:41:53,541
Yes.
653
00:41:54,125 --> 00:41:57,458
[man] And they hada little gold coiled serpent
654
00:41:57,541 --> 00:41:59,208
of the Pharaohs.
655
00:42:00,333 --> 00:42:02,416
What's happened to that project?
656
00:42:04,125 --> 00:42:06,125
It was good in 1,500 years…
657
00:42:06,208 --> 00:42:08,000
[woman] Before this…
658
00:42:08,083 --> 00:42:10,541
[man] And the University of Cambridgecame in with…
659
00:42:10,625 --> 00:42:11,958
[Mike] And then, what did you do?
660
00:42:12,041 --> 00:42:15,458
They, they…When they say…They, they, yeah, they…
661
00:42:15,541 --> 00:42:18,416
they think I’m, being bad,
662
00:42:18,500 --> 00:42:23,541
and I think I’m being myself.
663
00:42:24,291 --> 00:42:27,458
And they say that myself is crazy and,
664
00:42:27,541 --> 00:42:30,000
and destructive of myself.
665
00:42:31,916 --> 00:42:33,875
[Mike] Why do you think they say this?
666
00:42:33,958 --> 00:42:35,375
Do you think they believe it?
667
00:42:35,458 --> 00:42:38,833
Because they don't…Because they don't, they don't,
668
00:42:39,625 --> 00:42:41,750
know who I am.
669
00:42:41,833 --> 00:42:43,791
The self… The…
670
00:42:43,875 --> 00:42:47,208
the me that they say I am destroying,
671
00:42:48,500 --> 00:42:50,333
is them.
672
00:42:53,416 --> 00:42:55,250
[woman] Do you want to destroy them?
673
00:43:00,375 --> 00:43:03,041
I want to destroy them in me, yes.
674
00:43:04,291 --> 00:43:06,250
I don't want them in me.
675
00:43:07,375 --> 00:43:10,125
I really don't want them in me.
676
00:43:12,166 --> 00:43:13,291
Yeah, but…
677
00:43:15,166 --> 00:43:18,875
she said, her mother’s trying to kill her.
678
00:43:18,958 --> 00:43:20,458
[woman] And I believe her.
679
00:43:21,541 --> 00:43:23,333
Well, maybe she's right, yeah.
680
00:43:23,416 --> 00:43:26,333
But I just said why.How is she trying to do it?
681
00:43:27,500 --> 00:43:29,041
Because it's very wrong.
682
00:43:29,125 --> 00:43:31,250
[man] Why don’t you tell her to fuck off?
683
00:43:31,958 --> 00:43:34,375
Well, my mother's one of these women that…
684
00:43:36,166 --> 00:43:37,541
I mean, she’s…
685
00:43:37,625 --> 00:43:40,875
she’s a good woman.She’s always been a good woman and she…
686
00:43:42,250 --> 00:43:44,875
When things get bad, you know, she…
687
00:43:44,958 --> 00:43:46,208
Like I was…
688
00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:50,500
not pregnant. I had a baby.
689
00:43:50,583 --> 00:43:51,916
And she killed it.
690
00:43:53,583 --> 00:43:54,958
[woman] If they say that you are bad,
691
00:43:55,041 --> 00:43:57,833
the only way to be goodis by saying that you’re bad,
692
00:43:57,916 --> 00:43:59,750
by agreeing that you're bad,
693
00:43:59,833 --> 00:44:02,041
so therefore you are good…
694
00:44:02,625 --> 00:44:05,500
You are, um, good to be bad.
695
00:44:05,583 --> 00:44:08,333
Because at leastyou are admitting that you are bad.
696
00:44:08,416 --> 00:44:11,958
-[Mike] Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.-But if you… if they say that you are bad,
697
00:44:12,041 --> 00:44:14,500
and, uh, you…you don’t agree that you're bad,
698
00:44:14,583 --> 00:44:17,750
then you're bound to be bad,and that's really bad. [laughs]
699
00:44:19,583 --> 00:44:21,958
[woman 2] There's a way of, uh,
700
00:44:22,041 --> 00:44:26,250
You can, uh, look at someoneand, uh, deny their existence.
701
00:44:27,208 --> 00:44:29,000
Just in looking at them.
702
00:44:29,791 --> 00:44:30,750
[man] So they say.
703
00:44:30,833 --> 00:44:34,375
[woman] If you are born with a motherwho just doesn’t see you,
704
00:44:34,458 --> 00:44:38,083
who’s got an ideaof who you are and doesn’t even bother
705
00:44:38,166 --> 00:44:40,333
to be curiousabout what you turn out to be,
706
00:44:40,416 --> 00:44:42,083
but knows already who you are.
707
00:44:42,166 --> 00:44:44,458
[Mike] And even if…even if it… You’re not the baby,
708
00:44:44,541 --> 00:44:46,791
and it’s your mother. I mean,it does a little bit, doesn't it?
709
00:44:46,875 --> 00:44:49,125
I mean, it doesn't destroy you, but you…
710
00:44:49,208 --> 00:44:53,083
you do depend on other people, as, um,
711
00:44:53,166 --> 00:44:56,208
reflecting you as alive in the long term.
712
00:44:58,041 --> 00:44:59,833
[woman] But if somebodycould totally ignore me
713
00:44:59,916 --> 00:45:02,583
like they totally ignored herwhen she came home in the morning,
714
00:45:03,458 --> 00:45:06,458
I wouldn't…my identity would just shatter.
715
00:45:06,541 --> 00:45:08,416
I know, because my mother used to say,
716
00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:11,083
"This isn’t the real you"if you'd stay out all night,
717
00:45:11,166 --> 00:45:13,458
but the real youdoesn't stay out all night.
718
00:45:13,541 --> 00:45:16,916
-But the real me…-[laughing]
719
00:45:17,750 --> 00:45:21,041
Just think about this, doctor, really. Um.
720
00:45:21,125 --> 00:45:22,916
There seems to be some connection
721
00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:26,041
between the whole society of things today.
722
00:45:26,125 --> 00:45:30,875
The permissiveness,and the drug taking and, um,
723
00:45:32,291 --> 00:45:38,000
just thinking that they can marchand demonstrate for the least thing.
724
00:45:38,083 --> 00:45:42,416
And it all seems to betied up somehow. You know, they're…
725
00:45:42,500 --> 00:45:45,166
To an end which I just don’t know.
726
00:45:45,250 --> 00:45:48,333
What end can it be?Where can it lead them?
727
00:45:48,416 --> 00:45:52,333
I feel that there must be more control
728
00:45:52,416 --> 00:45:55,875
over our younger generation. Because--
729
00:45:55,958 --> 00:45:58,750
You feel that control is the answer?
730
00:45:58,833 --> 00:46:00,458
-More control?-[mother] I think so.
731
00:46:00,541 --> 00:46:04,875
One of Janice’s feelings isthat she is being controlled.
732
00:46:07,208 --> 00:46:09,666
I find this very hard to take,you know doctor,
733
00:46:09,750 --> 00:46:14,583
because you’re saying now, again,that it is the parents… it is my fault.
734
00:46:14,666 --> 00:46:17,791
And that I've been the cause of this.It’s very hard to take, you know,
735
00:46:17,875 --> 00:46:21,416
when you have, in fact,done the best you can for your child.
736
00:46:21,500 --> 00:46:26,541
It’s very, um, dishearteningand upsetting and disturbing and,
737
00:46:26,625 --> 00:46:28,708
you know, I'm very conscious of this and…
738
00:46:28,791 --> 00:46:32,541
[Mike] Yes, yes, I can see that,but, I mean, after all Janice, uh,
739
00:46:32,625 --> 00:46:36,000
in trouble. I mean that in itselfis sufficiently upsetting, isn't it?
740
00:46:36,083 --> 00:46:36,916
This is terrible. Yes.
741
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:40,458
And, uh, I sometimeslie in bed at night and think, well,
742
00:46:40,541 --> 00:46:44,125
one can never get backon this even keel that we were on.
743
00:46:44,208 --> 00:46:46,208
Well, is it a matter of getting back?
744
00:46:46,291 --> 00:46:50,666
[mother] Well, for my part, yes,because we were a happy family.
745
00:46:50,750 --> 00:46:52,416
[mother] We didn’t have all this upheaval.
746
00:46:52,500 --> 00:46:54,750
-Yes. But you were all together.-[mother] Yes.
747
00:46:54,833 --> 00:46:58,541
Jan wants to, separateand go off and live her own life.
748
00:46:58,625 --> 00:47:02,708
[mother] If this… If this… You feelwhen she’s had this therapy,
749
00:47:02,791 --> 00:47:05,416
she can do, she's capable of doing,
750
00:47:05,500 --> 00:47:08,333
I will be very willing to let her go
751
00:47:08,416 --> 00:47:11,791
and… and see what happens then.
752
00:47:11,875 --> 00:47:16,208
-Um, because I do…-Yes, but you’ve also got to be capable,
753
00:47:16,291 --> 00:47:22,208
of accepting it. Because when you separatefrom your… from your daughter,
754
00:47:22,291 --> 00:47:24,833
it isn’t just herthat’s got to be capable of doing it,
755
00:47:24,916 --> 00:47:27,000
you’ve got to be capable of doing it too.
756
00:47:27,083 --> 00:47:29,666
Certainly, I mean, um, from a good girl
757
00:47:29,750 --> 00:47:32,000
behaving quite normally,
758
00:47:32,083 --> 00:47:34,458
quite happy with the situation in life.
759
00:47:34,541 --> 00:47:37,125
[Mike] Yes, but what do you call"quite happy"? Is it… is… is…
760
00:47:37,208 --> 00:47:41,000
Do you really thinkthen she agrees with you?
761
00:47:41,083 --> 00:47:43,750
I did feel that therewas nothing wrong until--
762
00:47:43,833 --> 00:47:48,541
[Mike] Is it only when she agrees with youthat you do feel there's nothing wrong?
763
00:47:49,875 --> 00:47:53,666
Yes, but she didn’t do the diabolicalthings that she’s doing now.
764
00:47:53,750 --> 00:47:55,458
And she is doing diabolical things.
765
00:47:55,541 --> 00:47:58,750
Yes, but… perhapswhat you call a diabolical thing
766
00:47:58,833 --> 00:48:01,125
is simply somethingthat you don't agree with.
767
00:48:03,125 --> 00:48:06,208
Such as having abortion?Do you think that's…
768
00:48:06,291 --> 00:48:08,291
Would you agree with itif it was your daughter?
769
00:48:08,375 --> 00:48:10,416
[Mike] Was that her decision?
770
00:48:11,291 --> 00:48:14,500
What… what elsewas there for her? What was there?
771
00:48:14,583 --> 00:48:18,000
It would've only ruined her life,wouldn't it? And if…
772
00:48:18,083 --> 00:48:21,625
I… I'm quite certain of thisand everyone around her.
773
00:48:21,708 --> 00:48:25,333
Yes, but, uh,that's another point, isn't it?
774
00:48:27,416 --> 00:48:31,041
Well, all I can say is whatever I did,I did the best for her.
775
00:48:31,125 --> 00:48:33,166
And this is what I feltwas the best for her.
776
00:48:33,916 --> 00:48:36,083
But, I mean, they can't have it both ways.
777
00:48:36,166 --> 00:48:37,000
They can't…
778
00:48:37,083 --> 00:48:39,000
Well, nobody can have itboth ways, can they?
779
00:48:39,083 --> 00:48:40,166
No. They can't take it from you--
780
00:48:40,250 --> 00:48:43,208
In some ways, you see,I think that you want it both ways.
781
00:48:43,958 --> 00:48:46,041
'Cause you want herto stand on her own feet.
782
00:48:46,125 --> 00:48:47,791
-[mother] I do want her…-But you also want her to do
783
00:48:47,875 --> 00:48:49,250
what you want.
784
00:48:51,166 --> 00:48:54,750
[mother] Not so much what I want,but what I feel is good for her.
785
00:48:54,833 --> 00:48:56,666
-Because---That's the same thing, isn’t it?
786
00:48:57,541 --> 00:48:58,375
[mother] Well maybe--
787
00:48:58,458 --> 00:49:02,250
Because what you feel is good for her,she may not agree with. She may--
788
00:49:02,333 --> 00:49:05,375
[mother] Yes, but then I… I realizethat she is not yet responsible enough
789
00:49:05,458 --> 00:49:07,416
to know, what is good for her.
790
00:49:07,500 --> 00:49:08,458
Yeah but, if…
791
00:49:08,541 --> 00:49:11,208
When she becomes responsible,then she does know,
792
00:49:11,291 --> 00:49:13,541
and I feel that you’re rather reluctant,
793
00:49:13,625 --> 00:49:16,333
to admit that that might ever be the case.
794
00:49:16,416 --> 00:49:18,416
[mother] And you think that the behavior
795
00:49:18,500 --> 00:49:21,250
that's gone before this last episode,
796
00:49:21,333 --> 00:49:24,375
um, is an act of a responsible person?You think--
797
00:49:24,458 --> 00:49:28,166
It is the act of a personwho is seeking responsibility,
798
00:49:28,250 --> 00:49:31,500
but is being frustrated in finding it.
799
00:49:32,583 --> 00:49:36,625
[mother] Oh, well, it’s very nicethat she can come to this sort of place
800
00:49:36,708 --> 00:49:39,375
and that you're going to help mesort this out.
801
00:49:42,375 --> 00:49:44,000
-And…-[Janice] Mmh.
802
00:49:44,083 --> 00:49:46,833
And whenyour feelings are involved as well
803
00:49:46,916 --> 00:49:49,375
and your feelings about being at all,
804
00:49:49,458 --> 00:49:52,583
not just, you know,whether it's nice or not.
805
00:49:52,666 --> 00:49:53,583
Yes.
806
00:49:53,666 --> 00:49:59,625
Then in a way, being madand cutting yourself off from the world,
807
00:49:59,708 --> 00:50:04,208
is the only placethat you can really be private.
808
00:50:06,208 --> 00:50:07,041
Hmm.
809
00:50:07,541 --> 00:50:09,583
You mean it’s like, it's your,
810
00:50:09,666 --> 00:50:11,333
your own little bit of safety?
811
00:50:11,416 --> 00:50:12,291
Yeah.
812
00:50:12,375 --> 00:50:16,250
So I mean, one of the things isthat you can't really stand
813
00:50:16,333 --> 00:50:18,166
your parents’ disapproval.
814
00:50:18,916 --> 00:50:22,166
Actually, it upsets you so much…
815
00:50:23,541 --> 00:50:27,333
that you feelyou’ve either got to, do what they say,
816
00:50:27,833 --> 00:50:31,458
or else it throws you into,
817
00:50:31,541 --> 00:50:33,166
into confusion.
818
00:50:34,083 --> 00:50:36,500
And… and you’ve got to be able to, I mean,
819
00:50:36,583 --> 00:50:39,166
we’ve got to find a way to help you,
820
00:50:39,250 --> 00:50:42,791
to both stand up to them…
821
00:50:43,625 --> 00:50:44,833
[Janice] Hmm.
822
00:50:44,916 --> 00:50:46,333
and not hate them,
823
00:50:46,416 --> 00:50:48,791
for… for disapproving of you either.
824
00:50:50,625 --> 00:50:51,833
Yeah.
825
00:50:53,458 --> 00:50:54,916
And this takes time.
826
00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:58,375
We have a fairly long agenda on…to get through this morning.
827
00:50:58,458 --> 00:51:04,500
And as the time is now five past ten,er, let us get on to the first item,
828
00:51:04,583 --> 00:51:07,041
which is the question of whetherDr. Donaldson's appointment
829
00:51:07,125 --> 00:51:10,541
as registrar shall be renewed or not.
830
00:51:10,625 --> 00:51:12,416
Erm.
831
00:51:12,500 --> 00:51:14,208
Dr. Carswell, as consultant
832
00:51:14,291 --> 00:51:16,500
in Doctor Donaldson’sdivision, perhaps you can--
833
00:51:16,583 --> 00:51:18,833
He's done some very interesting work.
834
00:51:19,458 --> 00:51:22,291
Experimental and imaginative.
835
00:51:22,375 --> 00:51:26,083
And I think that many of us would benefitfrom his, theoretical conclusions.
836
00:51:26,166 --> 00:51:30,000
All the same, I thinkthere is something to be said for,
837
00:51:30,083 --> 00:51:32,583
keeping a man like that in circulation.
838
00:51:33,583 --> 00:51:34,791
You know?
839
00:51:35,833 --> 00:51:37,166
Another hospital and…
840
00:51:37,250 --> 00:51:40,708
You do realize this man,has asked to stay on, don’t you?
841
00:51:40,791 --> 00:51:42,791
[Dr. Carswell] Yes, they informed me.
842
00:51:42,875 --> 00:51:47,416
The stateof Donaldson’s actual ward is, uh,
843
00:51:47,500 --> 00:51:50,125
not one to which Dr. Carswellis highly sympathetic.
844
00:51:51,291 --> 00:51:55,041
For your information, I have taken greatand sympathetic interest in Dr. Donaldson,
845
00:51:55,125 --> 00:51:57,041
his method and treatment.
846
00:51:57,583 --> 00:52:00,000
I have watched his workwith the patients in his charge,
847
00:52:00,083 --> 00:52:02,208
and if this were a medical convention,
848
00:52:02,291 --> 00:52:05,625
I would defend him as a highly originaland imaginative psychiatrist.
849
00:52:06,208 --> 00:52:08,958
The fact that,in your opinion, shock therapy,
850
00:52:09,041 --> 00:52:11,125
drug treatment, and all the rest of it,
851
00:52:11,208 --> 00:52:14,416
are highly successful forms of, er,
852
00:52:14,500 --> 00:52:16,708
treating his patients,of course had no bearing on the matter.
853
00:52:17,375 --> 00:52:19,708
Well, I don’t know,but I don’t wish to appear heartless,
854
00:52:19,791 --> 00:52:22,083
but it does seem to me that there’sspecial pleading going on
855
00:52:22,166 --> 00:52:23,291
from the gentleman on my left,
856
00:52:23,375 --> 00:52:26,333
as far as Dr. Donaldson’s wardis concerned.
857
00:52:26,416 --> 00:52:31,500
Now, I hear, in fact, we all administersome 1,500 patients in this hospital.
858
00:52:31,583 --> 00:52:33,250
[man] It’s a valuable matter, you know.
859
00:52:33,333 --> 00:52:35,291
-Not only---But I’m sorry, as far as this
860
00:52:35,375 --> 00:52:38,125
committee meeting is concernedit is an administrative matter.
861
00:52:38,208 --> 00:52:40,500
Now if we’re to allow some 30 people
862
00:52:40,583 --> 00:52:43,666
to be treated in a totally different wayfrom the other,
863
00:52:43,750 --> 00:52:46,000
what, 1200 people in this hospital…
864
00:52:46,083 --> 00:52:49,458
[man] You see, I do thinkthis is a point. It seems to be,
865
00:52:49,541 --> 00:52:53,208
dividing the… the…the issue, the fact that this is not,
866
00:52:53,291 --> 00:52:57,041
this is not a bureaucratic decision,should a man go at the end of two years.
867
00:52:57,125 --> 00:52:59,791
-Could you add anything to this?-What?
868
00:52:59,875 --> 00:53:01,916
I said, could you add anythingto the discussion?
869
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:03,500
Yes, quite willing to.
870
00:53:03,583 --> 00:53:04,958
[man] Oh, good.
871
00:53:05,041 --> 00:53:08,416
And as far as I understandDr. Carswell’s point of view,
872
00:53:08,500 --> 00:53:10,916
it is in fact that the appointmentshould not be renewed.
873
00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:12,375
[Dr. Carswell] That's correct.
874
00:53:13,166 --> 00:53:14,333
In that case, Mr. Pullen,
875
00:53:14,416 --> 00:53:16,875
would you be kind enough to askDr. Donaldson to step into the room?
876
00:53:16,958 --> 00:53:18,583
-Certainly, sir.-Thank you.
877
00:53:21,541 --> 00:53:23,375
[Mr. Pullen] Dr. Donaldson,would you come in, please.
878
00:53:25,666 --> 00:53:27,125
Care to take a seat.
879
00:53:27,208 --> 00:53:28,416
[chair of meeting] Good morning,Dr. Donaldson.
880
00:53:28,500 --> 00:53:30,375
Good morning. Thank you.
881
00:53:30,458 --> 00:53:32,666
[chair] I don’t think I need to introducethe members of the committee to you.
882
00:53:32,750 --> 00:53:34,708
-No.-Good.
883
00:53:34,791 --> 00:53:37,958
[chair of meeting] Erm, Dr. Donaldson,we have received your application
884
00:53:38,041 --> 00:53:43,500
for renewal of your appointmentand in accordance with our usual custom,
885
00:53:43,583 --> 00:53:45,875
we wish you bon voyage and good luck
886
00:53:45,958 --> 00:53:48,875
in any other appointmentyou care to take up elsewhere.
887
00:53:49,833 --> 00:53:53,375
Erm. I thought there was, uh,
888
00:53:54,291 --> 00:53:57,083
I thought there was goingto be a discussion about this.
889
00:54:10,750 --> 00:54:12,833
[Janice] I'm not worrying. I just want toknow where we're going.
890
00:54:12,916 --> 00:54:15,625
[woman] I'm taking you somewhere wherethey'll make you better.
891
00:54:15,708 --> 00:54:16,541
[Janice] But where?
892
00:54:16,625 --> 00:54:20,125
[woman] Oh, don't worry, you spendmost of your time worrying.
893
00:54:22,833 --> 00:54:24,250
Will you come in now, Jan?
894
00:54:31,583 --> 00:54:34,000
[woman] Hello, Jan. How are you?
895
00:54:35,375 --> 00:54:38,083
Would you like to takeyour cardigan and your shoes off?
896
00:54:38,166 --> 00:54:39,750
Don't want an injection.
897
00:54:39,833 --> 00:54:41,833
[woman] Don’t worry, it won't hurt.
898
00:54:42,416 --> 00:54:43,583
Take it off.
899
00:54:45,833 --> 00:54:47,166
[nurse] And your cardigan.
900
00:54:50,708 --> 00:54:52,375
[woman] And on the bed.
901
00:54:53,083 --> 00:54:54,625
-Now, this is--.-You won't give me an injection, will you?
902
00:54:54,708 --> 00:54:56,958
[woman] Don't worry. We do this every day.
903
00:55:02,083 --> 00:55:03,291
[woman] Just down a little.
904
00:55:07,333 --> 00:55:09,416
Lie down. Leg up.
905
00:55:09,500 --> 00:55:11,083
Give me your arm.
906
00:55:11,166 --> 00:55:12,416
Don’t give me an injection.
907
00:55:13,125 --> 00:55:14,583
It's just going to be a small prick,
908
00:55:14,666 --> 00:55:16,291
and then you’ll feelyourself going to sleep.
909
00:55:16,375 --> 00:55:17,833
[Janice] Don't want to go to sleep.
910
00:55:17,916 --> 00:55:19,583
[woman] Now, just a little prick.
911
00:55:19,666 --> 00:55:21,208
Put your head down.
912
00:55:21,291 --> 00:55:23,083
Look away.
913
00:55:24,875 --> 00:55:26,916
Just a little prick coming now.
914
00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:30,541
-Now, there you go, that’s it.-[Janice] Ouch! Ouch!
915
00:55:30,625 --> 00:55:33,416
-[nurse] It's all right, Janice.-Don't want it.
916
00:55:34,541 --> 00:55:35,583
[nurse] There you are, that’s all.
917
00:55:35,666 --> 00:55:37,583
-[woman] Now, here you go.-I don't want…
918
00:55:40,500 --> 00:55:42,500
-[woman] Count if you like.-I don’t want it.
919
00:55:42,583 --> 00:55:45,291
[woman] One, two, three, four, five.
920
00:55:45,375 --> 00:55:46,708
Don't want it.
921
00:55:46,791 --> 00:55:49,458
[woman] Now, are you feeling tired?
922
00:55:49,541 --> 00:55:50,750
Don’t want to go to sleep.
923
00:55:50,833 --> 00:55:52,666
[woman] Now you're going to sleep.
924
00:55:52,750 --> 00:55:54,625
Don't want to go to sleep.
925
00:55:56,625 --> 00:55:59,541
[woman] There you are. There you are.
926
00:56:16,750 --> 00:56:19,000
-She’s quite relaxed now.-[man] Yeah.
927
00:56:36,375 --> 00:56:37,208
[man] All right?
928
00:56:43,708 --> 00:56:44,875
[nurse talks softly]
929
00:56:46,041 --> 00:56:48,625
[machine pumping gas]
930
00:56:59,916 --> 00:57:01,000
[nurse] Ready?
931
00:57:05,458 --> 00:57:06,291
Right.
932
00:57:28,625 --> 00:57:30,375
Okay.
933
00:57:36,125 --> 00:57:37,916
This is a different type of ward,
934
00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:40,416
and it’s a different type of treatment.
935
00:57:40,500 --> 00:57:45,500
Our first objectiveis to get people in Janice’s condition
936
00:57:45,583 --> 00:57:48,291
out of hospital and back to normal life.
937
00:57:48,375 --> 00:57:51,375
[father] Well, w… w… what were they doingin the other ward then?
938
00:57:51,458 --> 00:57:54,375
The other ward has been closedfor administrative reasons, Mr. Bailden.
939
00:57:55,208 --> 00:57:57,000
In any case, I…
940
00:57:57,083 --> 00:57:59,666
I don’t think Janice was responding there,
941
00:57:59,750 --> 00:58:02,375
but I’m really very optimisticabout her chances here.
942
00:58:02,458 --> 00:58:03,583
It’s nice to hear you say that.
943
00:58:03,666 --> 00:58:06,583
I think I can promise youwe'll have her back to you very soon.
944
00:58:06,666 --> 00:58:11,375
I’m glad to say the, days of long staysin mental hospitals are over.
945
00:58:11,458 --> 00:58:13,666
Especially for young people.It's quite unnecessary.
946
00:58:14,583 --> 00:58:19,208
[father] Well, excuse me asking…asking you doctor, but, uh,
947
00:58:19,291 --> 00:58:21,333
what is the matter with Janice?
948
00:58:22,208 --> 00:58:23,791
Well.
949
00:58:23,875 --> 00:58:28,500
The indications arethat it’s a schizophrenic condition.
950
00:58:28,583 --> 00:58:29,916
There's many forms and symptoms
951
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:32,333
and I don’t want tobother you with all that.
952
00:58:32,416 --> 00:58:34,666
The important thing is not to worry.
953
00:58:34,750 --> 00:58:37,166
We’ll eliminate the symptoms and then,
954
00:58:37,250 --> 00:58:39,958
when the time comes,we’ll provide her with,
955
00:58:40,041 --> 00:58:41,958
any necessary drugs for use at home.
956
00:58:48,250 --> 00:58:49,458
[father] Thank you very much, Sister.
957
00:58:49,541 --> 00:58:51,333
-Thanks a lot.-Bye-bye.
958
00:58:51,416 --> 00:58:52,875
-Bye-bye, Janice.-Come on.
959
00:58:53,708 --> 00:58:56,791
[talking softly]
960
00:58:56,875 --> 00:58:58,791
-Yes.-But pills and…
961
00:58:58,875 --> 00:59:02,125
Well, it's important. Obviously,they are important.
962
00:59:03,791 --> 00:59:05,458
What's the matter?
963
00:59:05,541 --> 00:59:07,250
What are they whispering for?
964
00:59:07,333 --> 00:59:08,708
They’re not whispering.
965
00:59:12,916 --> 00:59:15,625
Come on. You and I, we'll go on ahead.
966
00:59:15,708 --> 00:59:16,791
All right.
967
00:59:37,333 --> 00:59:39,416
[loud factory noise]
968
00:59:39,500 --> 00:59:42,125
[man talking on radio]
969
01:00:12,500 --> 01:00:17,041
[talking in the background]
970
01:00:18,958 --> 01:00:20,208
[Tim] You'll see.
971
01:00:20,958 --> 01:00:21,791
Come on.
972
01:00:22,708 --> 01:00:24,291
[Janice] What's up here…
973
01:00:49,625 --> 01:00:52,125
Well, what do you think?
974
01:00:55,000 --> 01:00:56,250
Do you like it?
975
01:00:59,583 --> 01:01:00,958
[Janice] Very much, yeah.
976
01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:04,166
[Tim] Well, it’s yours.
977
01:01:10,416 --> 01:01:11,875
Actually, Tim,
978
01:01:12,916 --> 01:01:15,791
I’d… I'd rather not take it home with me.
979
01:01:15,875 --> 01:01:17,125
[Tim] Why not?
980
01:01:20,750 --> 01:01:22,541
They could never accept it.
981
01:01:24,250 --> 01:01:25,125
Come here.
982
01:01:29,000 --> 01:01:32,000
Look at that out there.That's your mum and dad.
983
01:01:32,583 --> 01:01:33,708
Get that.
984
01:01:35,500 --> 01:01:37,875
Early to bed, early to rise, out to work.
985
01:01:37,958 --> 01:01:40,166
That’s your mum and dad.
986
01:01:40,833 --> 01:01:42,083
Do as they’re told.
987
01:01:42,166 --> 01:01:43,916
That’s what they got to do to you.
988
01:01:44,625 --> 01:01:45,958
And that’s normal.
989
01:01:46,041 --> 01:01:47,833
You see, that’s normal.
990
01:01:49,666 --> 01:01:52,458
But is it sane?I mean, do you think it’s sane?
991
01:01:55,416 --> 01:01:56,833
[Tim] 'Cause I don't.
992
01:01:59,166 --> 01:02:00,583
Punctual.
993
01:02:01,791 --> 01:02:03,750
Passive in their place.
994
01:02:04,791 --> 01:02:07,833
So that they can go out there,out to one of those factories,
995
01:02:07,916 --> 01:02:10,041
and do a day's work.
996
01:02:10,125 --> 01:02:11,666
That's what it’s about.
997
01:02:13,208 --> 01:02:16,125
That's what it isand that’s what families are.
998
01:02:16,208 --> 01:02:19,000
-[Janice] What?-[Tim] Like bloody training camps.
999
01:02:19,750 --> 01:02:23,458
Aren't they? To get youto do the same thing.
1000
01:02:24,916 --> 01:02:26,666
Where are you in all this?
1001
01:02:27,250 --> 01:02:29,333
Eh, I mean, where are you?
1002
01:02:29,416 --> 01:02:33,375
You see, you can’t change it.You can put your mark on it.
1003
01:02:33,458 --> 01:02:37,750
[lighthearted music playing]
1004
01:02:42,208 --> 01:02:44,166
[Janice] He looks like he's crying.
1005
01:02:57,500 --> 01:02:59,791
Aw. Think I'll have a quick leak.
1006
01:03:03,916 --> 01:03:06,041
[groans] I needed that.
1007
01:03:06,125 --> 01:03:08,041
[laughs]
1008
01:03:10,500 --> 01:03:12,250
[spray can rattles]
1009
01:03:14,958 --> 01:03:17,791
[Janice] Oh, look at that. Watch. Watch.
1010
01:03:18,541 --> 01:03:20,125
[Tim] Fantastic.
1011
01:03:26,000 --> 01:03:29,125
[Tim] Spray it on really thick.On the top.
1012
01:03:29,208 --> 01:03:30,791
I’m trying.
1013
01:03:39,708 --> 01:03:41,291
-[Janice] Tim.-What?
1014
01:03:41,375 --> 01:03:43,708
You look amazing with blue hair.
1015
01:03:43,791 --> 01:03:46,166
You bastard.
1016
01:03:50,458 --> 01:03:52,500
[laughing]
1017
01:03:54,791 --> 01:03:55,833
[Janice laughs] Sorry.
1018
01:03:57,041 --> 01:03:59,083
[Tim] You little cow.
1019
01:04:06,666 --> 01:04:07,583
[Janice laughs] No!
1020
01:04:46,291 --> 01:04:48,083
[father] Vera!
1021
01:04:54,958 --> 01:04:58,791
[inaudible]
1022
01:05:00,958 --> 01:05:02,958
What the hell do you think you’re up to?
1023
01:05:03,583 --> 01:05:05,500
Have you seen that garden down there?
1024
01:05:06,333 --> 01:05:08,291
And it’s nothing to laugh at.
1025
01:05:08,375 --> 01:05:09,875
Have you seen the state my gnomes are in?
1026
01:05:11,375 --> 01:05:14,750
[father] They’re like the bleedingseven dwarfs in Technicolor.
1027
01:05:14,833 --> 01:05:17,500
And don’t be laughing at me.It’s not a laughing matter.
1028
01:05:18,708 --> 01:05:21,000
And stop playing with the wallpaper.
1029
01:05:21,083 --> 01:05:22,833
God knowswhat you will be playing with next.
1030
01:05:23,500 --> 01:05:25,750
Your mother can take youto work on Monday.
1031
01:05:25,833 --> 01:05:29,041
And I'll pick you up.You'll not get out of this bloody house.
1032
01:05:29,125 --> 01:05:32,250
You stupid bloody bitch.You're raving mad.
1033
01:05:37,708 --> 01:05:40,958
Now, I hope you're going to enjoy thisbecause I spent a long time preparing it.
1034
01:05:41,041 --> 01:05:42,625
We’ll never eat all that, Mum.
1035
01:05:42,708 --> 01:05:45,041
We had a big Sunday dinner,you know. We'll never eat it all.
1036
01:05:45,125 --> 01:05:49,750
[mother] Oh well, it is there and…if it wasn’t there you couldn’t have it,
1037
01:05:49,833 --> 01:05:53,500
and it is. So if you can’t eat it,just leave it, all right?
1038
01:05:53,583 --> 01:05:55,291
[father] Can I cut your meatfor you, love?
1039
01:05:55,375 --> 01:05:57,500
[woman] She can feed herself,you know, Dad.
1040
01:05:57,583 --> 01:05:59,708
[father] You like Granddad doing this,don’t you, eh?
1041
01:06:00,291 --> 01:06:02,875
All right dear. Got everything?
1042
01:06:06,208 --> 01:06:09,000
Come on, I want to seeit all cleared up, don't forget?
1043
01:06:09,083 --> 01:06:10,666
-All right.-And you will, won't you?
1044
01:06:10,750 --> 01:06:12,875
You just prove to Mummythat you can eat it.
1045
01:06:13,916 --> 01:06:15,333
Because you knowyou're on my side, aren't you?
1046
01:06:15,416 --> 01:06:18,875
Mum said you didn't want any,and you do, don't you?
1047
01:06:20,708 --> 01:06:21,750
Thank you.
1048
01:06:23,625 --> 01:06:25,833
-[mother] How’s Derek?-Oh, he's fine.
1049
01:06:25,916 --> 01:06:28,125
Thought perhaps, we mighthave seen him this afternoon.
1050
01:06:28,208 --> 01:06:29,625
Well, he was going to come,
1051
01:06:29,708 --> 01:06:32,625
but some overtime came up,so he thought he might as well do it.
1052
01:06:32,708 --> 01:06:34,958
Hmm. Think he ought to tryand put himself out a bit,
1053
01:06:35,041 --> 01:06:36,458
now and again and come down.
1054
01:06:37,041 --> 01:06:39,708
-Think he'll know his way?-[woman] Well.
1055
01:06:39,791 --> 01:06:42,083
[mother] Well, if he doesn't want to come,this is fine. I mean--
1056
01:06:42,166 --> 01:06:44,416
[woman] Well it's not a questionof not wanting to, but, I mean,
1057
01:06:44,500 --> 01:06:48,500
naturally, you know,money does come first, doesn't it?
1058
01:06:48,583 --> 01:06:50,208
Hmm, with a lot of people, it does.
1059
01:06:50,291 --> 01:06:52,000
Of course, if you can earna bit extra money.
1060
01:06:52,083 --> 01:06:53,916
[father] Unless he wants toborrow something, of course.
1061
01:06:54,000 --> 01:06:56,333
But, I should say that comingto see your mother and father,
1062
01:06:56,416 --> 01:06:58,791
um, comes before quite a few things.
1063
01:06:59,375 --> 01:07:01,166
[woman] Well, if he could come, he would.
1064
01:07:01,250 --> 01:07:03,416
-[mother] Oh. That’s all right, then.-[father] Want some more, love?
1065
01:07:03,500 --> 01:07:05,166
[mother] As long as I’ve gotyour assurance on that,
1066
01:07:05,250 --> 01:07:06,708
I can feel very much happier.
1067
01:07:08,125 --> 01:07:12,000
[mother] Eat all that up, then we can…I’ve got a surprise for you then.
1068
01:07:12,583 --> 01:07:15,833
You’d better eat it up, or your Nanawill put it in my sandwiches all week.
1069
01:07:15,916 --> 01:07:16,875
Won’t she?
1070
01:07:16,958 --> 01:07:18,833
[mother] Don’t you believe him,that isn’t true.
1071
01:07:25,708 --> 01:07:28,125
Is Jan going to stay upin her room all day then, or what?
1072
01:07:29,125 --> 01:07:30,500
Well, I hope she'll be down later,
1073
01:07:30,583 --> 01:07:34,000
but she has takento staying in her room longer now.
1074
01:07:34,083 --> 01:07:38,625
Since she’s been, um, out at this job,she seems to need the rest.
1075
01:07:38,708 --> 01:07:39,541
Yes.
1076
01:07:39,625 --> 01:07:41,791
-After all, you know, she’s been very ill.-Oh, I know.
1077
01:07:41,875 --> 01:07:43,958
[mother] She's been a very sick child.
1078
01:07:44,041 --> 01:07:45,750
I don't know whyyou’re wasting your breath,
1079
01:07:45,833 --> 01:07:47,541
because Barbara knows.
1080
01:07:47,625 --> 01:07:49,583
She hasn't been to see Jan,but she knows all about it,
1081
01:07:49,666 --> 01:07:51,666
and what’s good for Jan and everything.
1082
01:07:52,750 --> 01:07:54,958
Probably through herthat Jan's in the state she’s in.
1083
01:07:55,041 --> 01:07:58,291
You always resented mefor being independent, that’s what it was.
1084
01:07:58,375 --> 01:08:00,291
[father] Me,resented you being independent?
1085
01:08:00,375 --> 01:08:01,416
Yeah. She should have got out as well.
1086
01:08:01,500 --> 01:08:03,291
[father] I was worried about the exampleyou were setting your sister,
1087
01:08:03,375 --> 01:08:04,333
that's what I was worried about.
1088
01:08:04,416 --> 01:08:06,125
She’d had any senseshe’d have got out as well.
1089
01:08:06,208 --> 01:08:08,458
-[father] So don’t you talk about upsets.-[mother] She doesn't want to do that.
1090
01:08:08,541 --> 01:08:10,166
-And, keep that advice to yourself.-She doesn’t want to get out.
1091
01:08:10,250 --> 01:08:13,458
The reason she didn’t get out,she’s too bloody weak. That’s her problem.
1092
01:08:13,541 --> 01:08:17,250
She respected her parents.And you call that weakness, don’t you?
1093
01:08:17,333 --> 01:08:18,416
Oh, Mum.
1094
01:08:18,500 --> 01:08:21,791
Can’t spend the rest of our livesjust trying to please you and him, can we?
1095
01:08:22,583 --> 01:08:23,791
[father] Look, just because you left home,
1096
01:08:23,875 --> 01:08:25,708
there’s no reasonwhy she should have left home.
1097
01:08:25,791 --> 01:08:27,833
[Barbara] Bloody pity you won't let herstand on her own feet.
1098
01:08:27,916 --> 01:08:29,416
-And shut up anyway.-[mother] You don’t do too badly.
1099
01:08:29,500 --> 01:08:30,750
And don't be arguingin front of the children.
1100
01:08:30,833 --> 01:08:32,708
-I’m trying to have my tea.-[Barbara] You’re doing all the arguing.
1101
01:08:32,791 --> 01:08:34,125
So just button it.
1102
01:08:37,791 --> 01:08:41,000
[Barbara] Jan. How are you, love?
1103
01:08:42,791 --> 01:08:45,000
-All right?-I’m okay.
1104
01:08:52,083 --> 01:08:53,541
[mother] Have a nice sleep, dear?
1105
01:08:55,291 --> 01:08:56,625
Yes, thank you.
1106
01:08:59,666 --> 01:09:01,583
[Barbara] You know, you canalways come and live with me.
1107
01:09:01,666 --> 01:09:03,625
If you feel like a change.
1108
01:09:05,416 --> 01:09:07,583
-[mother] She doesn’t want to.-[Barbara] How do you know?
1109
01:09:07,666 --> 01:09:09,083
[mother] Well, ask her then.
1110
01:09:09,583 --> 01:09:11,333
What do you think, Jan?
1111
01:09:13,125 --> 01:09:15,458
You don’t wantsomeone like me around, Barb.
1112
01:09:16,250 --> 01:09:20,041
[mother] Can’t you get it into your headthat she’s been a very sick girl,
1113
01:09:20,125 --> 01:09:23,583
and she'd have a fine time, wouldn’t she,galivanting around with you all the time?
1114
01:09:23,666 --> 01:09:26,416
[Barbara] Yeah. Be rottenif she had a good time, wouldn’t it?
1115
01:09:26,500 --> 01:09:29,291
It's a pity you haven't given mea bit more help with her.
1116
01:09:29,375 --> 01:09:33,000
And come round and seen how she isfrom time to time, bit more often.
1117
01:09:33,083 --> 01:09:33,916
Not once did you go
1118
01:09:34,000 --> 01:09:35,666
and see her in the hospital,and I think that was disgusting.
1119
01:09:35,750 --> 01:09:37,916
You didn’t even let me knowhow bad she was, did you?
1120
01:09:38,000 --> 01:09:40,416
Look! Your sister wasn’t well.
1121
01:09:40,500 --> 01:09:42,000
She is your sister and if anyone--
1122
01:09:42,083 --> 01:09:45,041
As far as you were concernedthis was a phase she was going through.
1123
01:09:45,125 --> 01:09:46,666
I don’t call this a phase. Look at her.
1124
01:09:46,750 --> 01:09:49,166
Just who do you think you’re talking to?
1125
01:09:49,708 --> 01:09:51,333
[Barbara] I’m talking to my mother.Is that all right?
1126
01:09:51,416 --> 01:09:54,458
-Oh, you do realize it is your mother?-Yes, I do.
1127
01:09:54,541 --> 01:09:57,750
It’s not just some…somebody you’ve just met in the street?
1128
01:09:57,833 --> 01:10:00,458
You’re only telling hershe doesn’t know what she is doing.
1129
01:10:00,541 --> 01:10:02,208
-Look, I’m allowed to give an opinion.-I think she knows what she's doing.
1130
01:10:02,291 --> 01:10:04,750
That’s your own flesh and blood.Look at the state of her.
1131
01:10:04,833 --> 01:10:06,291
Fancy letting her get like that.
1132
01:10:06,375 --> 01:10:07,875
[father] Well, I’ll tell you what.I'm sorry you’re my flesh and blood,
1133
01:10:07,958 --> 01:10:10,000
because I don’t thinkyou are at times, the way you carry on.
1134
01:10:10,083 --> 01:10:12,166
I'm bloody sorry I'm yours,don't you worry.
1135
01:10:12,250 --> 01:10:13,291
[father] You’ve always beena bloody rebel, you have.
1136
01:10:13,375 --> 01:10:14,833
Don't use that languagein front of the children either.
1137
01:10:15,833 --> 01:10:17,500
[mother] If you don't consider them, I do.
1138
01:10:17,583 --> 01:10:19,958
I wouldn't talk like thatin front of them.
1139
01:10:22,333 --> 01:10:23,625
You’ve done this to her, you know.
1140
01:10:23,708 --> 01:10:25,583
-You think so, do you?-Yes. Yes, I do.
1141
01:10:25,666 --> 01:10:28,833
It’s a very terrible thing to sayto your mother after I’ve brought you up.
1142
01:10:28,916 --> 01:10:31,250
It might be a terrible thing to say,but it’s the truth, anyway.
1143
01:10:31,333 --> 01:10:33,333
Well, all I hopeis that it doesn't happen to you.
1144
01:10:33,958 --> 01:10:35,708
That your children don't turn out--
1145
01:10:35,791 --> 01:10:37,208
[Barbara] This wouldn’t… this wouldn'thappen to my children.
1146
01:10:37,291 --> 01:10:38,541
I don’t know how you can go on--
1147
01:10:38,625 --> 01:10:40,125
[father] So you know betterthan the doctors now, do you?
1148
01:10:40,208 --> 01:10:44,125
You know betterthan them who are trained professionals?
1149
01:10:44,208 --> 01:10:46,166
[Barbara] Look at her.She’s lost about a stone.
1150
01:10:46,250 --> 01:10:47,625
I wouldn’t even have recognized her.
1151
01:10:47,708 --> 01:10:50,041
She’ll lose another bloody stonethe way you're carrying on.
1152
01:10:50,125 --> 01:10:52,500
[mother] I’m not going to havethese children upset any more.
1153
01:10:53,291 --> 01:10:56,500
Never mind, dears. Would you likesome jelly? Nan’s made some nice jellies.
1154
01:10:56,583 --> 01:10:59,125
-Would you like me to go and get some?-Just pass it off, just like that, yes.
1155
01:10:59,208 --> 01:11:01,208
Mind your own business, will you?
1156
01:11:01,291 --> 01:11:03,041
Be quiet for five minutes,
1157
01:11:03,125 --> 01:11:04,791
or else get out and go.
1158
01:11:04,875 --> 01:11:07,125
-I've had just about enough of you today.-Yeah. I can't get out quick enough.
1159
01:11:07,208 --> 01:11:09,666
All right, dears, I'll goand get you a jelly, shall I?
1160
01:11:10,791 --> 01:11:13,166
Yeah, that’s the answer to all, isn’t it?Go and get a jelly.
1161
01:11:13,250 --> 01:11:16,375
And there’s no needto be sarcastic about it.
1162
01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:18,333
None, whatsoever.
1163
01:11:18,416 --> 01:11:20,666
[Barbara] Haven’t you two ever stoppedto realize why she’s like this?
1164
01:11:20,750 --> 01:11:22,125
Can’t you see why?
1165
01:11:22,208 --> 01:11:24,875
Because she’s sick, isn’t she?
1166
01:11:24,958 --> 01:11:27,625
-You must be too close to it to realize.-I didn’t make her sick.
1167
01:11:27,708 --> 01:11:29,125
-[father] Probably.-I wish she’d come home with me.
1168
01:11:29,208 --> 01:11:30,500
-That’s why they’ve sent her out.-I’d make her a bit happier than that.
1169
01:11:30,583 --> 01:11:32,625
Because they knowwhat a good mother and father she’s got.
1170
01:11:32,708 --> 01:11:34,583
You must be joking.
1171
01:11:34,666 --> 01:11:37,625
[father] Oh, you’re a cheekybloody bitch, you are.
1172
01:11:37,708 --> 01:11:39,083
Words just fail me with you.
1173
01:11:39,166 --> 01:11:42,000
Yeah, 'cause you don’t like the truth,do you? It bloody hurts, doesn't it?
1174
01:11:42,083 --> 01:11:44,458
Oh, shut up, for Christ's sake.
1175
01:11:44,541 --> 01:11:47,583
And don't tell me to shut up.You’re not talking to Jan now, you know.
1176
01:11:51,791 --> 01:11:53,916
[Barbara] What are you goingto do about this anyway?
1177
01:11:56,166 --> 01:11:58,083
-What am I going to do about it?-[Barbara] Yes. You.
1178
01:11:58,166 --> 01:11:59,833
Well, I'm not goingto tell you to begin with,
1179
01:11:59,916 --> 01:12:02,083
because it’s none of your businesswhat I do about it.
1180
01:12:02,166 --> 01:12:04,375
[father] What have you donesince you’ve left here?
1181
01:12:04,458 --> 01:12:07,833
Ten years moving from one flat to another.You must have moved three times.
1182
01:12:07,916 --> 01:12:10,250
Well, at least we've improved ourselves,haven't we?
1183
01:12:10,333 --> 01:12:11,708
-I’ll tell you what, if this…-[Barbara] It’s regular.
1184
01:12:11,791 --> 01:12:14,833
If this husband of yours turns outhalf as good as me, he’ll be a good 'un.
1185
01:12:14,916 --> 01:12:16,541
-Take my word for it.-[Barbara] Martin’s twice the man you are,
1186
01:12:16,625 --> 01:12:17,458
let me tell you.
1187
01:12:17,541 --> 01:12:18,458
He’s what?
1188
01:12:18,541 --> 01:12:20,875
-He’s bloody well twice the man you are.-He’s what?
1189
01:12:20,958 --> 01:12:23,250
Are you trying to tell methat I’m not a man?
1190
01:12:24,125 --> 01:12:25,916
Is this what…is this what you're telling me?
1191
01:12:26,000 --> 01:12:27,791
You're not quite such a big manas you like to think you are.
1192
01:12:27,875 --> 01:12:32,333
I don't think I'm a big man,but I’m a responsible man. A normal man.
1193
01:12:32,416 --> 01:12:34,375
I brought the family up in a normal way.
1194
01:12:34,458 --> 01:12:36,416
-[father] Now I'm beginning to wonder.-[Barbara] Do you think so?
1195
01:12:36,500 --> 01:12:37,750
[father] I'm beginning to wonder.
1196
01:12:37,833 --> 01:12:39,583
[Barbara] You're not sucha marvelous family, are you?
1197
01:12:39,666 --> 01:12:42,416
I couldn't wait to get outand look at the state she's ended up in.
1198
01:12:42,500 --> 01:12:43,500
[father] Shut up.
1199
01:12:44,541 --> 01:12:46,750
Throw that bloody jellyover her head, if I was there.
1200
01:12:46,833 --> 01:12:49,208
Now, we’re not going to takeany notice of your mother,
1201
01:12:49,291 --> 01:12:52,333
and Grandpop making all this noise.
1202
01:12:52,416 --> 01:12:54,166
We're going to have the jelly now.Do you want some?
1203
01:12:54,250 --> 01:12:57,125
That's right,let’s all have the jelly. Come on.
1204
01:12:57,208 --> 01:13:01,041
Barbara if you don’t stop it, you'llhave to leave this house now. I mean it.
1205
01:13:01,125 --> 01:13:02,250
I'm leaving it, don't worry.
1206
01:13:02,333 --> 01:13:04,916
When I've finished sayingwhat I’ve got to say, I shall go.
1207
01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:07,666
You have yours, love. There you are, dear.
1208
01:13:07,750 --> 01:13:10,791
I think it’s disgusting behaviorin front of your own dear children.
1209
01:13:10,875 --> 01:13:12,125
I don't know how you can do it.
1210
01:13:12,208 --> 01:13:14,791
Doesn’t it ever occur to youwhy she’s in this state?
1211
01:13:14,875 --> 01:13:17,333
Don’t you ever think you could be wrong?
1212
01:13:17,416 --> 01:13:19,208
[father] Well,you're never wrong, are you?
1213
01:13:19,291 --> 01:13:22,041
Well, I’m not wrong about this.I know why she’s like this.
1214
01:13:22,125 --> 01:13:24,250
[father] Well, before you come roundcriticizing your mother,
1215
01:13:24,333 --> 01:13:27,041
now have a look at your own two children.They’re terrified through you…
1216
01:13:27,125 --> 01:13:28,333
-Terrified?-Raising your bloody voice.
1217
01:13:28,416 --> 01:13:30,041
There’s nothing wrongwith my children, thank you.
1218
01:13:30,125 --> 01:13:32,416
-They’re quite all right.-[father] That's what you think.
1219
01:13:32,500 --> 01:13:33,708
Stop it. I’ve had just about enough of it.
1220
01:13:33,791 --> 01:13:36,625
I’m not going to stop it and let youshout at me, don't you worry.
1221
01:13:36,708 --> 01:13:38,833
And don't shout at mebecause I shall set about you,
1222
01:13:38,916 --> 01:13:40,708
as old as you are.
1223
01:13:40,791 --> 01:13:42,416
And don’t you forget it, my girl.
1224
01:13:42,500 --> 01:13:44,541
[father] The trouble is they didn't havebloody belts when they were little.
1225
01:13:44,625 --> 01:13:46,083
[mother] …or else out you go.
1226
01:13:46,166 --> 01:13:48,083
[father] Now listen,I've got something to tell you, my girl.
1227
01:13:49,125 --> 01:13:52,250
I’m going to mark your cardright now for you.
1228
01:13:52,333 --> 01:13:54,625
Do you think we’ve spent a lifetime,
1229
01:13:54,708 --> 01:13:57,041
building a house like this,
1230
01:13:57,125 --> 01:13:59,375
to be spoken to like this?
1231
01:13:59,458 --> 01:14:02,083
Or hasn't it everentered your bloody head?
1232
01:14:02,791 --> 01:14:05,250
This is a lifetime’s workwhen you’ve got children.
1233
01:14:05,333 --> 01:14:07,916
-[Barbara] Yeah, I know that.-[father] You wouldn't realize this.
1234
01:14:08,000 --> 01:14:10,333
[Barbara] …thrust down our throatevery five minutes, do we?
1235
01:14:10,416 --> 01:14:13,333
I haven’t made her like this.This is what you’ve done over years,
1236
01:14:13,416 --> 01:14:14,875
not what I’ve done in one afternoon.
1237
01:14:14,958 --> 01:14:17,041
-[father] You reckon do you?-Yes. I bloody well do.
1238
01:14:17,125 --> 01:14:20,125
The best thing… the best thingyou can do is to shut up.
1239
01:14:20,208 --> 01:14:21,666
[Janice shouts] Stop!
1240
01:14:24,791 --> 01:14:25,625
[Barbara] Jan.
1241
01:14:26,791 --> 01:14:30,333
Jan. Jan, I’ve got a spare room.
1242
01:14:30,416 --> 01:14:32,958
Come and stay with me, please.Will you, please?
1243
01:14:33,041 --> 01:14:36,708
Get away from them. Jan, please, will you?
1244
01:14:36,791 --> 01:14:38,875
Come on, come with me.
1245
01:14:40,541 --> 01:14:44,416
[mother] Barbara, just go. Just go.
1246
01:14:44,500 --> 01:14:46,458
Just leave me. I… I…
1247
01:14:46,541 --> 01:14:48,375
I want to get youout of my sight for a little while.
1248
01:14:48,458 --> 01:14:49,875
I shall go, but I’m going to come back.
1249
01:14:49,958 --> 01:14:51,125
I'm not going to let herto stay in this dump.
1250
01:14:51,208 --> 01:14:53,500
-[mother] Go. This minute. Leave us.-Get away from--
1251
01:14:53,583 --> 01:14:57,166
[father shouting] Go on,get out of it, you… Go on!
1252
01:14:57,250 --> 01:14:59,958
Give her her bloody bagor whatever she’s left behind then.
1253
01:15:07,333 --> 01:15:09,916
That’s it. Don’t bother to do it up.
1254
01:15:11,250 --> 01:15:12,125
Right. Come on.
1255
01:15:12,208 --> 01:15:14,958
[mother] Fine thing when your childrenhave to leave the house like this.
1256
01:15:15,041 --> 01:15:17,083
Give us a kiss before you go, dear.
1257
01:15:17,166 --> 01:15:19,291
Bye-bye, darling. Bye-bye.
1258
01:15:21,083 --> 01:15:22,208
Bye-bye.
1259
01:15:32,041 --> 01:15:35,041
[melancholy music playing]
1260
01:17:13,791 --> 01:17:16,250
[clock ticking]
1261
01:17:38,583 --> 01:17:40,666
[glass breaking]
1262
01:17:43,916 --> 01:17:47,291
We heard this clatter,in the middle of the night.
1263
01:17:47,875 --> 01:17:50,541
And we didn't know what the hell it was,and when we went down,
1264
01:17:50,625 --> 01:17:53,416
we found Janice,and she'd broken my clock.
1265
01:17:54,083 --> 01:17:56,250
And it wasn’t just an ordinary clock.
1266
01:17:56,750 --> 01:18:00,041
I'd done 25 years' loyal servicefor this clock.
1267
01:18:00,125 --> 01:18:02,958
And Mr. Prendergastpresented it to me personally.
1268
01:18:03,583 --> 01:18:05,791
[mother] Never mind, dear.She'll have to replace it.
1269
01:18:05,875 --> 01:18:07,291
-[father] You can’t replace it.-[mother] When she gets work again.
1270
01:18:07,375 --> 01:18:09,458
It doesn’t matter how longit takes her to save up.
1271
01:18:09,541 --> 01:18:11,250
She'll have to replace it.
1272
01:18:12,125 --> 01:18:13,541
Well, Janice?
1273
01:18:16,041 --> 01:18:17,250
Time.
1274
01:18:17,333 --> 01:18:18,458
[doctor] Time?
1275
01:18:18,958 --> 01:18:20,958
It was killing time.
1276
01:18:21,041 --> 01:18:22,708
[father] Killing time?
1277
01:18:22,791 --> 01:18:25,291
You should be doing bloody time.
1278
01:18:26,125 --> 01:18:28,500
[doctor] But you’d found work,hadn’t you? You were…
1279
01:18:29,125 --> 01:18:30,791
Was the job all right?
1280
01:18:31,375 --> 01:18:32,833
Would you like it?
1281
01:18:34,083 --> 01:18:36,250
[father] Well,I tell you this. This is her lot.
1282
01:18:36,833 --> 01:18:38,916
She can’t go anywhere…
1283
01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:41,541
Well, she just can't go anywhereon her own, can she?
1284
01:18:42,791 --> 01:18:46,041
What made you do it, Janice,when we thought you were out of this,
1285
01:18:46,125 --> 01:18:48,166
and it was all over for good?
1286
01:18:50,541 --> 01:18:53,416
I might just as well comeback in here, mightn’t I, doctor?
1287
01:18:53,500 --> 01:18:55,041
[doctor] Why do you say that?
1288
01:18:55,708 --> 01:18:59,000
If I don’t love them, got to go somewhere.
1289
01:19:01,833 --> 01:19:04,541
I think perhapswe might have a word outside.
1290
01:19:17,208 --> 01:19:20,166
[doctor] Now there’s nothingto worry about. But, probably we ought to…
1291
01:19:21,625 --> 01:19:23,125
[man] Ah, Dr. Garfield.
1292
01:19:23,750 --> 01:19:25,125
[nurse] Hello, Jan.
1293
01:19:25,208 --> 01:19:28,291
How do you feel about comingback to us for a little while then?
1294
01:19:30,583 --> 01:19:31,916
Hate you all.
1295
01:19:49,791 --> 01:19:51,916
[talking softly]
1296
01:19:52,750 --> 01:19:54,291
[Janice softly] Did something wrong.
1297
01:19:55,041 --> 01:19:55,875
Must’ve done something.
1298
01:19:56,458 --> 01:19:58,708
You know what she’s doing, don’t you?
1299
01:19:58,791 --> 01:20:01,666
-Put that down for a minute and listen.-I’m trying to read.
1300
01:20:01,750 --> 01:20:03,583
[mother] Yeah. She’s going out with men.
1301
01:20:03,666 --> 01:20:05,916
What’s more,she’s letting them interfere with her.
1302
01:20:06,000 --> 01:20:07,916
[Janice] I’m not. I’m bloody not.
1303
01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:10,375
-And don’t get swearing at me neither.-And what do I do?
1304
01:20:10,458 --> 01:20:12,916
[mother] You're turning into a loose girland you look it too.
1305
01:20:13,000 --> 01:20:15,416
You look as if you’re turninginto a loose girl.
1306
01:20:15,500 --> 01:20:18,000
You’re doing what…I know what you get up to these days.
1307
01:20:18,083 --> 01:20:19,541
I know what you all get up to.
1308
01:20:19,625 --> 01:20:22,291
But don’t get coming to mewhen you’ve got trouble.
1309
01:20:22,375 --> 01:20:24,333
-Because I don’t want to know.-Is sex wrong, or something?
1310
01:20:24,416 --> 01:20:28,000
Sex isn’t wrong.No. Sex isn’t wrong at all.
1311
01:20:28,083 --> 01:20:31,458
It’s very beautiful. In its right place.
1312
01:20:31,541 --> 01:20:33,083
[Janice] And where's that then?
1313
01:20:33,166 --> 01:20:34,375
In marriage.
1314
01:20:34,458 --> 01:20:36,833
'Course that’s something you don’t wantto know anything about either, is it?
1315
01:20:36,916 --> 01:20:38,500
How do you know what I do?
1316
01:20:38,583 --> 01:20:41,041
[mother] You’re my daughter, how… how…
1317
01:20:41,125 --> 01:20:43,000
Why should I worryabout what happens to you?
1318
01:20:43,083 --> 01:20:47,250
Sex. Sex. Sex. All the time. You can’tthink I go out and do anything else.
1319
01:20:47,333 --> 01:20:49,958
Dirty Sunday papers.You’re disgusting, the pair of you.
1320
01:20:50,041 --> 01:20:52,041
[mother] I hopeyou never regret those words.
1321
01:20:52,125 --> 01:20:55,375
I tell you what I shall do. I’ll go outand pick up a man this minute,
1322
01:20:55,458 --> 01:20:58,000
a tramp, anybody, a man on the street,
1323
01:20:58,083 --> 01:20:59,000
and I’ll let him have me.
1324
01:20:59,083 --> 01:21:00,875
[father] Cheekylittle bloody cow, you are.
1325
01:21:00,958 --> 01:21:02,916
-You bloody bitch.-[Janice screams]
1326
01:21:03,000 --> 01:21:06,458
Don’t you dare talk like thatin this bloody house again.
1327
01:21:06,541 --> 01:21:09,916
Dirty little whore, that's what you are.
1328
01:21:10,750 --> 01:21:15,208
What I think you needis rest and quiet. Plenty of that, hmm?
1329
01:21:15,291 --> 01:21:18,458
And Dr. Garfield will comeand see you in the ward tomorrow.
1330
01:21:20,208 --> 01:21:22,125
I’ve had hundreds of men, you know.
1331
01:21:23,291 --> 01:21:26,750
Sh… she’s a whore. You want to watch her.You… you want to stop her.
1332
01:21:27,250 --> 01:21:30,666
I think you can see inside me, in there.See what she’s doing.
1333
01:21:31,666 --> 01:21:34,375
You can have me if you want to.It doesn’t really matter.
1334
01:21:35,208 --> 01:21:38,541
Can’t have me if I don’t exist,can you? Not… not me.
1335
01:21:39,750 --> 01:21:42,500
[Janice] 'Cause if you do away with herthat leaves me, doesn’t it?
1336
01:21:43,708 --> 01:21:46,083
That’s if you want me to exist.
1337
01:21:46,166 --> 01:21:49,083
Yes, of course we want you to exist, Jan.
1338
01:21:50,791 --> 01:21:52,750
I don’t know what it feels like.
1339
01:21:53,583 --> 01:21:57,291
Why, it’s findinga place in the world. In society.
1340
01:21:57,375 --> 01:21:59,250
You know, making relationships.
1341
01:21:59,333 --> 01:22:00,958
Getting married. Having a family.
1342
01:22:02,666 --> 01:22:04,375
I’m mad then?
1343
01:22:04,458 --> 01:22:07,000
[nurse sighs] Well, you are ill.
1344
01:22:23,291 --> 01:22:24,375
[man] Hello.
1345
01:22:25,291 --> 01:22:26,125
[Janice] Hello.
1346
01:22:29,708 --> 01:22:31,375
[man] Just brushing up here.
1347
01:22:32,083 --> 01:22:33,541
[laughs]
1348
01:22:34,541 --> 01:22:35,500
Here you are.
1349
01:22:36,250 --> 01:22:37,833
Would you like a cigarette?
1350
01:22:49,958 --> 01:22:53,000
[man] Will you do me a favor?Get that shovel a minute.
1351
01:22:55,041 --> 01:22:57,666
Here you are.I’ll just push these leave onto it.
1352
01:23:02,375 --> 01:23:04,083
You know, just dump them in there.
1353
01:23:07,833 --> 01:23:08,875
Here we go.
1354
01:23:14,500 --> 01:23:15,625
All right.
1355
01:23:41,458 --> 01:23:43,208
[man] Are you in here then?
1356
01:23:43,291 --> 01:23:46,291
[Janice] Yeah.Came of my own accord, though.
1357
01:23:47,916 --> 01:23:49,541
They brought me in here.
1358
01:23:52,041 --> 01:23:53,958
I’ve had that electric shock treatment.
1359
01:23:55,166 --> 01:23:57,208
-So have I.-But you don’t feel anything, do you?
1360
01:23:57,291 --> 01:24:00,375
Not a drop. Luck.
1361
01:24:01,666 --> 01:24:04,416
You don't feel anything. Feel a bit dazed?
1362
01:24:06,291 --> 01:24:08,416
Makes the old memory go off a bit.
1363
01:24:08,500 --> 01:24:09,750
Watch your feet.
1364
01:24:11,708 --> 01:24:14,250
If we’re in here.They know what they're doing.
1365
01:24:15,208 --> 01:24:16,125
That's the main thing.
1366
01:24:17,166 --> 01:24:18,666
[man] Always remember,
1367
01:24:19,833 --> 01:24:21,458
must have discipline.
1368
01:24:22,750 --> 01:24:24,625
Must discipline yourself,
1369
01:24:24,708 --> 01:24:26,291
not abuse yourself.
1370
01:24:29,000 --> 01:24:31,500
Look at me. I'm better now.
1371
01:24:32,666 --> 01:24:34,250
I'm off out soon.
1372
01:24:35,541 --> 01:24:37,500
But the other thing I like,
1373
01:24:37,583 --> 01:24:40,625
is you don’t get treated like a child.
1374
01:24:40,708 --> 01:24:42,791
Get treated like an adult.
1375
01:24:44,958 --> 01:24:48,750
If you start roughing things up,away go the old privileges.
1376
01:24:50,000 --> 01:24:51,583
I’ve seen it in the Army.
1377
01:24:51,666 --> 01:24:53,375
Soldiers get bolshie,
1378
01:24:53,958 --> 01:24:55,541
and bolshie they are.
1379
01:24:56,291 --> 01:24:58,708
-And where does it end up?-[Janice mumbling]
1380
01:24:58,791 --> 01:25:00,250
In the glasshouse.
1381
01:25:01,500 --> 01:25:03,875
None of that nonsense here, you know.
1382
01:25:04,625 --> 01:25:08,041
They give you a chance,and you can make a go of it.
1383
01:25:09,416 --> 01:25:11,333
Have you nearly finished your brushing up?
1384
01:25:11,916 --> 01:25:13,291
[man] Yes, nearly.
1385
01:25:14,458 --> 01:25:16,041
Shall we go for a bit of a walk?
1386
01:25:17,041 --> 01:25:18,541
[man] Go for a walk?
1387
01:25:20,375 --> 01:25:22,000
Yes. Nothing wrong with that.
1388
01:25:28,708 --> 01:25:30,500
Makes them a bit nervous.
1389
01:25:31,291 --> 01:25:32,291
[Janice] Who?
1390
01:25:33,208 --> 01:25:35,333
The staff. They don't like it.
1391
01:25:35,416 --> 01:25:36,916
[Janice] Whatever for?
1392
01:25:37,958 --> 01:25:40,000
It's just a bit dodgy, that's all.
1393
01:25:40,083 --> 01:25:43,583
Supposing that you and mewere attracted, or anybody else,
1394
01:25:43,666 --> 01:25:48,083
in the hospital were attractedto one another and we, you know.
1395
01:25:48,166 --> 01:25:49,958
I mean, it'd be us, wouldn't it?
1396
01:25:52,083 --> 01:25:54,166
Yeah,but you’re a sick person, aren’t you?
1397
01:25:54,750 --> 01:25:55,916
Oh.
1398
01:25:56,000 --> 01:25:57,958
While you’re hereyou’re under their charge.
1399
01:25:58,041 --> 01:25:59,958
You’ve got to look at it their way.
1400
01:26:01,583 --> 01:26:03,958
You can't go on like you do outside.
1401
01:26:04,041 --> 01:26:06,375
I don’t go on when I’m outside.
1402
01:26:07,041 --> 01:26:09,458
Come off it. I can see you do.
1403
01:26:09,541 --> 01:26:10,458
What?
1404
01:26:10,541 --> 01:26:12,791
You’ve had more pricks in youthan a secondhand dartboard.
1405
01:26:12,875 --> 01:26:13,708
[laughs]
1406
01:26:17,541 --> 01:26:20,625
See, you're laughing at it now. I know.
1407
01:26:20,708 --> 01:26:22,250
-That’s just your opinion.-Am I right?
1408
01:26:22,333 --> 01:26:23,458
No.
1409
01:26:24,291 --> 01:26:27,541
There’s nothing wrong in asking youto go for a walk. I’m not promiscuous.
1410
01:26:27,625 --> 01:26:28,583
[laughs]
1411
01:26:29,375 --> 01:26:30,750
Tomorrow afternoon.
1412
01:26:32,291 --> 01:26:34,458
-Same time.-[Janice] All right.
1413
01:26:35,125 --> 01:26:36,125
But, um,
1414
01:26:38,416 --> 01:26:41,166
it doesn’t do to be, uh,telling everybody.
1415
01:26:41,875 --> 01:26:43,041
Keep it quiet.
1416
01:26:44,416 --> 01:26:46,000
And we’ll go for a walk.
1417
01:26:47,041 --> 01:26:49,041
[Janice] All right. I won’t tell anybody.
1418
01:26:49,125 --> 01:26:50,208
Well done.
1419
01:26:50,708 --> 01:26:52,416
We’ll go for a walk.
1420
01:26:52,500 --> 01:26:53,333
[Janice] Right.
1421
01:26:55,625 --> 01:26:57,500
-[Janice] Ta-ta.-Great.
1422
01:27:14,916 --> 01:27:16,625
Jan.
1423
01:27:16,708 --> 01:27:19,000
Er, I'd like a little word in the office.
1424
01:27:19,083 --> 01:27:20,000
What about?
1425
01:27:20,083 --> 01:27:23,416
Oh, just, see how things are.
1426
01:27:25,000 --> 01:27:27,875
-And that is, hmm?-Come on.
1427
01:27:31,458 --> 01:27:33,041
[turns key in the lock]
1428
01:27:40,125 --> 01:27:41,375
[turns key in lock]
1429
01:27:43,958 --> 01:27:45,666
What's it about, Sister?
1430
01:27:47,916 --> 01:27:49,500
[sister] It’s about Paul Morris.
1431
01:27:51,458 --> 01:27:53,125
He's going out soon.
1432
01:27:53,833 --> 01:27:56,375
-[Janice] Yes, I know. He told me.-Ah.
1433
01:27:58,750 --> 01:28:01,500
Quite a little friendshipyou've struck up there.
1434
01:28:02,250 --> 01:28:03,916
[Janice] No, not really.
1435
01:28:04,000 --> 01:28:05,916
Oh, good.
1436
01:28:06,416 --> 01:28:10,791
'Cause, it's… it's not reallyquite the thing, Jan, is it?
1437
01:28:10,875 --> 01:28:12,250
[Janice] Isn’t it?
1438
01:28:12,333 --> 01:28:14,083
Ah, you know it’s not.
1439
01:28:14,750 --> 01:28:16,541
[Janice] You sound like my mother.
1440
01:28:17,208 --> 01:28:20,125
That’s nothing to be ashamed of. Sit down.
1441
01:28:23,958 --> 01:28:25,500
You see, Jan.
1442
01:28:25,583 --> 01:28:28,083
We don’t want youto be taken advantage of.
1443
01:28:28,166 --> 01:28:30,291
I know what I’m doing.
1444
01:28:30,375 --> 01:28:32,083
I didn’t say you didn’t.
1445
01:28:32,166 --> 01:28:34,791
Look, have I beenmisbehaving or something?
1446
01:28:34,875 --> 01:28:38,000
Oh, no. Just a little, self-willed.
1447
01:28:38,083 --> 01:28:41,708
A little, uh, thoughtless. That's all.
1448
01:28:42,541 --> 01:28:44,166
Oh, I see.
1449
01:28:44,250 --> 01:28:46,250
You see Jan, in hospital,
1450
01:28:46,333 --> 01:28:49,000
it isn’t quite the thing,I mean, you and Paul.
1451
01:28:49,583 --> 01:28:51,875
[sighs] I've heard,I don’t suppose it’s anything serious,
1452
01:28:51,958 --> 01:28:54,333
but I have heard that, um,
1453
01:28:54,416 --> 01:28:58,875
after one of your little walks together,he isn't, um, quite as well.
1454
01:28:59,958 --> 01:29:02,666
-Do you know what I mean, Jan?-No.
1455
01:29:02,750 --> 01:29:05,583
When you go for your little walksI want you to remember this.
1456
01:29:05,666 --> 01:29:07,166
Think about what I’ve said.
1457
01:29:08,125 --> 01:29:09,416
[Janice] What are you saying?
1458
01:29:09,500 --> 01:29:10,875
Well.
1459
01:29:12,250 --> 01:29:14,708
The fact is that all sorts of friendships,
1460
01:29:15,833 --> 01:29:17,833
they grow.
1461
01:29:17,916 --> 01:29:19,125
You know that, Jan.
1462
01:29:19,208 --> 01:29:22,375
They grow into deeper waters,
1463
01:29:22,458 --> 01:29:25,083
things that youcan’t get out of so easily.
1464
01:29:25,166 --> 01:29:27,333
And you might find yourselfup to your neck in it.
1465
01:29:27,416 --> 01:29:29,125
I don't think I've ever known.
1466
01:29:29,208 --> 01:29:30,458
[sister] That's fine.
1467
01:29:30,541 --> 01:29:32,250
I knew you would be sensible, Jan.
1468
01:29:33,208 --> 01:29:34,708
You're a bright girl.
1469
01:29:35,875 --> 01:29:37,083
Well.
1470
01:29:39,166 --> 01:29:41,041
I’m glad we had this little chat.
1471
01:29:41,125 --> 01:29:42,666
It's cleared the air.
1472
01:29:42,750 --> 01:29:43,791
[Janice] Oh.
1473
01:29:48,625 --> 01:29:50,333
[door slams open]
1474
01:29:57,333 --> 01:29:59,833
[crashing]
1475
01:29:59,916 --> 01:30:01,166
Stop that!
1476
01:30:02,000 --> 01:30:04,666
Don't, Janice. Don't, Janice.
1477
01:30:05,875 --> 01:30:07,458
Janice, you’ll be all right.
1478
01:30:09,250 --> 01:30:10,916
Hold. We've got you.
1479
01:30:14,750 --> 01:30:18,750
[nurse talks indiscernibly to Janice]
1480
01:30:18,833 --> 01:30:21,166
Come on. Just sit. Just sit.
1481
01:30:21,250 --> 01:30:24,041
Sit down with me.
1482
01:30:24,625 --> 01:30:28,333
[Janice mumbles to herself]
1483
01:30:30,541 --> 01:30:33,541
[talking indistinctly]
1484
01:30:33,625 --> 01:30:34,541
No. I don’t want it.
1485
01:30:34,625 --> 01:30:37,500
-No. No.-Open your mouth. Open your mouth, Jan.
1486
01:30:37,583 --> 01:30:39,958
It’s good for you, Janice. Oops.
1487
01:30:40,041 --> 01:30:41,708
Have some water. There you are.
1488
01:30:41,791 --> 01:30:43,666
-Just a little water.-No.
1489
01:30:43,750 --> 01:30:47,250
There you are, that's it. It’s all right.
1490
01:30:48,833 --> 01:30:50,041
[nurse] Okay.
1491
01:30:50,125 --> 01:30:51,416
-You'll be all right, darling.-Oh.
1492
01:30:51,500 --> 01:30:52,791
-Lie down.-I didn’t want it.
1493
01:30:52,875 --> 01:30:54,583
Come on, Nurse. Thank you.
1494
01:30:57,875 --> 01:30:59,958
[talking softly]
1495
01:31:03,416 --> 01:31:05,541
Oh. It hurts.
1496
01:31:06,916 --> 01:31:09,458
It will go. It will be all right.
1497
01:31:09,541 --> 01:31:11,416
I can't see anything.
1498
01:31:12,750 --> 01:31:14,291
I can only hear your voice.
1499
01:31:14,375 --> 01:31:18,333
I’m next to you, love, don't worry.You're safe now.
1500
01:31:18,416 --> 01:31:20,000
They’re pulling at me again.
1501
01:31:20,083 --> 01:31:21,833
-Bloody wires.-Try and relax, Janice.
1502
01:31:21,916 --> 01:31:23,750
Try and relax, love.
1503
01:31:25,416 --> 01:31:28,208
They’ve got those wires attachedto my head again, going into me.
1504
01:31:28,291 --> 01:31:31,000
-Right inside me, into my brain.-No wires.
1505
01:31:31,083 --> 01:31:32,791
There are no wires.
1506
01:31:33,666 --> 01:31:35,791
This great big machine.
1507
01:31:35,875 --> 01:31:37,666
What machine, Janice?
1508
01:31:38,416 --> 01:31:41,708
Great big machine in the centerof the world that controls us all.
1509
01:31:41,791 --> 01:31:43,708
Controls Sister, and you, and me.
1510
01:31:43,791 --> 01:31:47,833
-There’s no machine here. Don’t be silly.-I can hear it throbbing and…
1511
01:31:47,916 --> 01:31:50,166
Now don’t be silly, you are quite safe.
1512
01:31:51,375 --> 01:31:53,958
Controlling us all.Controlling you and sister and me.
1513
01:31:54,041 --> 01:31:56,250
Now don’t be frightened, love.Don't be frightened.
1514
01:31:56,333 --> 01:31:57,875
-Can you see the walls throbbing?-There's no machine.
1515
01:31:57,958 --> 01:31:59,541
There's no machine around.
1516
01:31:59,625 --> 01:32:01,041
It's throbbing, I'm throbbing.
1517
01:32:01,125 --> 01:32:04,291
Look here, don't be silly.There’s no machine around. You mustn’t…
1518
01:32:04,375 --> 01:32:05,791
-You mustn’t be silly.-It's gonna kill me.
1519
01:32:05,875 --> 01:32:07,125
Nothing’s going to kill you.
1520
01:32:07,208 --> 01:32:09,375
Nothing. Nothing’s going to happen to you.
1521
01:32:09,458 --> 01:32:11,250
You mustn’t be silly.
1522
01:32:11,333 --> 01:32:13,291
We won’t let anybody come to you.
1523
01:32:13,375 --> 01:32:15,625
-I'm so scared.-We won’t let anybody hurt you.
1524
01:32:15,708 --> 01:32:18,291
Nobody. Come.
1525
01:32:18,375 --> 01:32:19,875
Just relax.
1526
01:32:21,166 --> 01:32:22,666
Just relax.
1527
01:32:22,750 --> 01:32:25,625
That’s it. That’s it.
1528
01:32:25,708 --> 01:32:27,125
You go to sleep.
1529
01:32:27,208 --> 01:32:29,708
Try, try and relax, Janice.
1530
01:32:30,875 --> 01:32:32,583
That’s it, love.
1531
01:32:33,083 --> 01:32:35,791
[melancholy music playing]
1532
01:32:37,666 --> 01:32:40,875
[woman] Just ready for this.Thank you very much, Nurse.
1533
01:32:42,041 --> 01:32:43,250
That all right?
1534
01:32:51,833 --> 01:32:54,458
[talking in background]
1535
01:32:56,958 --> 01:33:00,666
I really don't know what to thinkabout all this, Janice. Really, I don't.
1536
01:33:00,750 --> 01:33:02,750
It’s getting on top of me.
1537
01:33:03,958 --> 01:33:05,458
Look.
1538
01:33:05,541 --> 01:33:07,458
That nurse that was upset,
1539
01:33:07,541 --> 01:33:09,666
she was entitled to be upset.
1540
01:33:11,041 --> 01:33:15,625
I mean, after all these years now, are youbeginning to realize who’s been right?
1541
01:33:15,708 --> 01:33:18,083
Us or do you still think you're right?
1542
01:33:18,708 --> 01:33:19,916
[Janice] I don't know.
1543
01:33:20,000 --> 01:33:21,583
You don't know.
1544
01:33:21,666 --> 01:33:23,291
She doesn’t know.
1545
01:33:24,625 --> 01:33:26,750
You only attacked the staff nursewith a chair, that’s all,
1546
01:33:26,833 --> 01:33:28,416
and you say you don't know.
1547
01:33:30,208 --> 01:33:33,291
[mother] Then there's this boy.What’s going on there?
1548
01:33:33,375 --> 01:33:36,208
We’re very concernedand worried about him.
1549
01:33:37,416 --> 01:33:39,375
I didn’t do anything with that boy.
1550
01:33:39,458 --> 01:33:42,875
[mother] It was nothing?Yet it ended up with you going wild.
1551
01:33:43,833 --> 01:33:46,041
-I didn't go wild.-[mother] What was it then?
1552
01:33:46,125 --> 01:33:48,333
I mean, when we came in here today, I…
1553
01:33:48,416 --> 01:33:51,208
I couldn't lookthat nurse straight in the face.
1554
01:33:53,333 --> 01:33:54,416
Don’t look so miserable.
1555
01:33:54,500 --> 01:33:57,500
We’re not really getting at you. Cheer up.
1556
01:33:59,000 --> 01:34:00,250
Look, love.
1557
01:34:01,875 --> 01:34:04,583
Try and behave yourself,for god’s sake, will you?
1558
01:34:05,541 --> 01:34:08,291
I mean, you have to collaborate with them.
1559
01:34:10,583 --> 01:34:12,458
Because if you don’t,
1560
01:34:12,541 --> 01:34:14,375
you could be in here forever.
1561
01:34:17,708 --> 01:34:19,208
I know.
1562
01:34:19,875 --> 01:34:24,208
Sometimes I think it's if I do cooperatethat's how I’ll be in here forever.
1563
01:34:30,958 --> 01:34:32,625
Good afternoon. Can I help you?
1564
01:34:32,708 --> 01:34:36,833
Uh, I want to see Janice Bailden.She’s in this ward in here.
1565
01:34:36,916 --> 01:34:40,791
Yes, she… she’s with her parents now.Shall I give her a message?
1566
01:34:40,875 --> 01:34:43,625
Oh, no, that’s all right.I’ll wait, thanks. Thank you.
1567
01:34:51,375 --> 01:34:54,208
Look, I’ll put it this way to you.
1568
01:34:54,291 --> 01:34:58,083
It's like falling and breaking your leg,or having a broken arm.
1569
01:34:58,166 --> 01:35:00,625
There’s nothing to be ashamed of.
1570
01:35:00,708 --> 01:35:02,583
I’m not ashamed.
1571
01:35:03,500 --> 01:35:05,208
This is just it. You’re not ashamed.
1572
01:35:05,291 --> 01:35:07,833
Even this would be understandable,
1573
01:35:07,916 --> 01:35:11,416
but you're not.You're a law unto yourself, aren't you?
1574
01:35:11,500 --> 01:35:13,000
You don't have to be ashamed.
1575
01:35:13,833 --> 01:35:15,458
You’d laugh the other side of your face
1576
01:35:15,541 --> 01:35:18,750
if you knew how you had upset usthese last few years.
1577
01:35:19,666 --> 01:35:22,208
It’s not a bit funny, I can tell you.
1578
01:35:22,291 --> 01:35:23,500
To think that
1579
01:35:23,583 --> 01:35:26,875
we have to cometo visiting you in a place like this.
1580
01:35:26,958 --> 01:35:30,041
And another thing.It all comes out of public money,
1581
01:35:30,125 --> 01:35:33,416
it’s all free here for you.
1582
01:35:33,500 --> 01:35:37,083
And I think the least you can dois to show just a little appreciation.
1583
01:35:37,708 --> 01:35:42,166
Do you realizethat we come here twice a week to see you?
1584
01:35:42,250 --> 01:35:45,583
We've never missed since you’ve been here.We don’t have to come.
1585
01:35:45,666 --> 01:35:47,291
We come here because we love you.
1586
01:35:47,375 --> 01:35:50,000
You think you are doingeverybody a big favor, um,
1587
01:35:50,083 --> 01:35:52,708
just being in their presence.
1588
01:35:52,791 --> 01:35:55,083
When, in fact, if you really knewthe truth, my dear,
1589
01:35:55,166 --> 01:35:57,708
it’s far from that. Far from that.
1590
01:35:58,458 --> 01:35:59,750
-You don’t---Mrs. Bailden.
1591
01:35:59,833 --> 01:36:02,583
-You don’t have---Is everything all right?
1592
01:36:02,666 --> 01:36:05,416
-Well, you know we…-[father] Yes, fine. Thank you, nurse.
1593
01:36:05,500 --> 01:36:07,125
It’s a bit difficult sometimes, but…
1594
01:36:07,208 --> 01:36:08,333
Well, she’s lookingmuch better, isn’t she?
1595
01:36:08,416 --> 01:36:11,333
Yes, she is.I… Yes. I suppose she is. Yes.
1596
01:36:11,916 --> 01:36:14,291
[nurse] I will take your cupand perhaps I will see you later, yes?
1597
01:36:14,375 --> 01:36:15,291
[mother] Yes, I'd like to do that.
1598
01:36:15,375 --> 01:36:16,416
-[nurse] Good.-Thank you very much.
1599
01:36:16,500 --> 01:36:18,833
[mother] Thank you.Thank you for looking after her.
1600
01:36:18,916 --> 01:36:20,875
[nurse] Oh, you are welcome.
1601
01:36:23,916 --> 01:36:27,125
-Don’t be so rude.-[father] Damn bloody stupid.
1602
01:36:27,958 --> 01:36:29,958
It’s not funny, not a bit funny.
1603
01:36:30,875 --> 01:36:32,583
[father] Are you listening to us?
1604
01:36:34,166 --> 01:36:35,250
[father] Where are you going now?
1605
01:36:35,333 --> 01:36:37,875
-I'm going for a wee.-[mother] Going for a walk? Where to?
1606
01:36:37,958 --> 01:36:40,041
A wee. A widdle. A piddle.
1607
01:36:40,125 --> 01:36:43,041
-[mother gasps]-[father] That's charming.
1608
01:36:53,416 --> 01:36:56,375
[Tim] Jan. Jan.
1609
01:36:58,875 --> 01:37:00,166
Oh, Tim.
1610
01:37:02,583 --> 01:37:03,416
[Tim] Hey.
1611
01:37:04,666 --> 01:37:06,125
[Janice] What are you doing here?
1612
01:37:06,208 --> 01:37:08,666
-[Tim] I came to see you.-[Janice] Here in the hospital.
1613
01:37:08,750 --> 01:37:10,208
Tell lies about you.
1614
01:37:10,291 --> 01:37:11,500
[Tim] What are you talking about?
1615
01:37:11,583 --> 01:37:14,166
[Janice] You don’t know what they do.
1616
01:37:14,250 --> 01:37:16,208
They say things behind your back.
1617
01:37:16,291 --> 01:37:17,791
[Tim] Who do?
1618
01:37:17,875 --> 01:37:20,500
Sister'd keep you here forever.
1619
01:37:20,583 --> 01:37:23,791
-What are you talking about, Jan?-Don't you understand this? It's no use.
1620
01:37:23,875 --> 01:37:26,375
-[Tim] Calm down---[Janice] You'll be here forever.
1621
01:37:26,458 --> 01:37:28,791
Where’s your coat? Eh?
1622
01:37:28,875 --> 01:37:30,458
-Come on.-My coat’s in the bedroom.
1623
01:37:30,541 --> 01:37:31,750
Where’s your bedroom?
1624
01:37:32,416 --> 01:37:33,416
It's in there.
1625
01:37:33,500 --> 01:37:35,500
-Right, go on. Go and get it. Go on.-If I listen…
1626
01:37:35,583 --> 01:37:38,458
You're not stopping here. You're notstopping here. Come on, get your coat.
1627
01:37:52,875 --> 01:37:54,041
[Tim] Jan.
1628
01:37:54,791 --> 01:37:55,958
Come on.
1629
01:38:00,833 --> 01:38:01,791
[door closes]
1630
01:38:12,833 --> 01:38:14,625
[scooter engine starts]
1631
01:38:35,541 --> 01:38:39,125
But all this time that’s going past,this is what I’m concerned with.
1632
01:38:39,208 --> 01:38:41,166
Can’t you do… send out and find her?
1633
01:38:41,250 --> 01:38:43,125
[doctor] Well, you knowshe's a voluntary patient here, don't you?
1634
01:38:43,208 --> 01:38:47,541
Yes, I know she’s a voluntary patient,but surely somebody must be responsible.
1635
01:38:47,625 --> 01:38:49,416
I mean, voluntary is one thing,
1636
01:38:49,500 --> 01:38:51,625
but you can’t send a person in, like…
1637
01:38:51,708 --> 01:38:52,875
in the state Janice was in.
1638
01:38:52,958 --> 01:38:54,708
Mrs. Bailden, to bring her inagainst her wishes,
1639
01:38:54,791 --> 01:38:56,500
is a very, very serious step.
1640
01:38:56,583 --> 01:38:58,416
I must, in fact, be convinced
1641
01:38:58,500 --> 01:39:01,166
either that she will do harmto herself or another,
1642
01:39:01,250 --> 01:39:04,791
or B, that she is incapableof looking after herself now.
1643
01:39:04,875 --> 01:39:08,625
I can assure you she’s that.She's just that, she's not capable.
1644
01:39:08,708 --> 01:39:12,333
I ought to know.I've been through years of this now,
1645
01:39:12,416 --> 01:39:16,041
and it’s beenabsolutely impossible. Now this.
1646
01:39:16,125 --> 01:39:19,958
Yes, there is a…a procedure under section 29.
1647
01:39:20,041 --> 01:39:22,166
The general practitionersigns the application.
1648
01:39:22,250 --> 01:39:24,541
The general practitioner!
1649
01:39:24,625 --> 01:39:29,541
You, a consultant at a hospitalbeholding to a general practitioner.
1650
01:39:29,625 --> 01:39:33,041
I'm washing my hands of this.You’re the one responsible.
1651
01:39:33,125 --> 01:39:34,791
-[doctor] I’m the only---[father] Quite right as well.
1652
01:39:34,875 --> 01:39:36,333
[doctor] I’m the onlymedical person here--
1653
01:39:36,416 --> 01:39:39,333
Well, I’m afraid you’ll have to bethe only one to do it as well then.
1654
01:39:39,416 --> 01:39:41,166
Just… It'd be as easy as that.
1655
01:39:41,250 --> 01:39:44,833
Because I’m holding you personallyresponsible for my daughter.
1656
01:39:44,916 --> 01:39:47,083
Because I brought her here in good faith
1657
01:39:47,166 --> 01:39:50,125
and I thoughtthat she would be under some control,
1658
01:39:50,208 --> 01:39:51,833
but obviously she hasn’t been.
1659
01:40:00,625 --> 01:40:01,458
[match lighting]
1660
01:40:06,791 --> 01:40:07,625
[gas heater whooshes]
1661
01:40:18,375 --> 01:40:20,750
[melancholy music playing]
1662
01:40:40,041 --> 01:40:43,708
You know, if I have to go backinto hospital then I won't…
1663
01:40:44,833 --> 01:40:46,666
There'd be no more coming out.
1664
01:40:48,791 --> 01:40:49,958
Won't there?
1665
01:40:51,500 --> 01:40:52,708
Why not?
1666
01:41:01,541 --> 01:41:05,083
Well, for one thing, people knowwhat you are there, don’t they?
1667
01:41:07,666 --> 01:41:11,625
They get on with looking after you,and you get on with feeling the pain.
1668
01:41:13,791 --> 01:41:18,041
[Tim] What sort of pain can you feelwhen you're on tran… tranquillizers, Jan?
1669
01:41:22,625 --> 01:41:24,041
It's a long way away.
1670
01:41:24,666 --> 01:41:26,041
It’s very far away.
1671
01:41:28,708 --> 01:41:30,625
But at least I don't feel unreal.
1672
01:41:33,333 --> 01:41:34,916
I don’t feel anything.
1673
01:41:37,500 --> 01:41:38,375
Nothing.
1674
01:42:22,375 --> 01:42:23,833
Mr. Foster?
1675
01:42:23,916 --> 01:42:25,333
[Tim] What do you want?
1676
01:42:25,416 --> 01:42:28,750
I think you have Miss Janice Bailden here.
1677
01:42:28,833 --> 01:42:29,708
[Tim] Yes, that’s right.
1678
01:42:29,791 --> 01:42:32,458
Eh, may we come in?
1679
01:42:38,791 --> 01:42:41,208
-Is that your room at the end there?-Yeah.
1680
01:42:41,291 --> 01:42:45,416
Wait here. I think…We'll just look in, if you don't mind?
1681
01:42:48,208 --> 01:42:51,125
-Is Janice in here?-Er, yes. She’s asleep.
1682
01:42:51,208 --> 01:42:52,875
Now look, young man, I'm a doctor.
1683
01:42:52,958 --> 01:42:55,458
She's a sick girl. A very sick girl.
1684
01:42:55,541 --> 01:42:58,083
I know I can help her.Now, do you mind getting out of my way?
1685
01:42:58,166 --> 01:42:59,208
Look, I live here you know.
1686
01:42:59,291 --> 01:43:01,375
Yes, I know, young man.She’s in need of my help.
1687
01:43:01,458 --> 01:43:03,250
-Oh, yeah.-Where's the switch?
1688
01:43:03,333 --> 01:43:06,250
Now just let me pass, young man,and I'll see to her. No need to worry.
1689
01:43:06,333 --> 01:43:10,000
If you'd just… just letthe doctor look at her.
1690
01:43:12,791 --> 01:43:13,833
[doctor] Janice.
1691
01:43:14,750 --> 01:43:16,125
Janice.
1692
01:43:16,208 --> 01:43:17,625
Wake up, Janice, girl.
1693
01:43:20,958 --> 01:43:22,750
Now, do you recognize me, Janice?
1694
01:43:27,208 --> 01:43:29,708
Janice, I’m the doctor from the hospital.
1695
01:43:29,791 --> 01:43:31,625
You’ve seen me many times.
1696
01:43:33,000 --> 01:43:35,041
Don’t you think she’d befar better off in hospital,
1697
01:43:35,125 --> 01:43:37,125
rather than down here on the floor?
1698
01:43:37,208 --> 01:43:38,791
No, I don’t actually.
1699
01:43:38,875 --> 01:43:40,375
-You don’t?-No.
1700
01:43:40,458 --> 01:43:43,416
You just stay there,and I’ll get the ambulance men.
1701
01:43:43,500 --> 01:43:46,875
[clears throat] And we'll be offin a few moments. Nothing to worry about.
1702
01:43:55,875 --> 01:43:58,458
Well, she'll…obviously, she'll have to come back in.
1703
01:43:58,541 --> 01:44:00,208
-Yes.-In no state to be left here.
1704
01:44:00,291 --> 01:44:02,791
[doctor] If you go and get the men…
1705
01:44:02,875 --> 01:44:04,833
-[man] All right, doctor.-[doctor] Thank you.
1706
01:44:04,916 --> 01:44:06,750
[footsteps moving away]
1707
01:44:12,250 --> 01:44:14,000
The girl’s in the corner.
1708
01:44:18,083 --> 01:44:20,333
[man] Now come along, Janice,everything's all right now.
1709
01:44:20,416 --> 01:44:21,708
-You’ll be all right.-[ambulance man] Your coat.
1710
01:44:21,791 --> 01:44:23,625
[Tim] You haven’t gotany right to do this.
1711
01:44:23,708 --> 01:44:26,333
Look, lad, she either comesof her own free will,
1712
01:44:26,416 --> 01:44:29,083
or we put her on a section. If we do thatshe becomes a compulsory patient.
1713
01:44:29,166 --> 01:44:30,083
Oh, fuck off.
1714
01:44:30,166 --> 01:44:31,958
Look, if… if she’s a compulsory patient,
1715
01:44:32,041 --> 01:44:34,500
you'll be in troublewith the police, I’m telling you.
1716
01:44:34,583 --> 01:44:35,875
-So you might as well---[Tim] Get off!
1717
01:44:35,958 --> 01:44:37,708
[ambulance man] Now come on, lad. Come on.
1718
01:44:37,791 --> 01:44:39,083
[Tim] Get off!
1719
01:44:39,166 --> 01:44:40,833
[ambulance man] Behave yourself. Come on.
1720
01:44:40,916 --> 01:44:41,875
-Behave yourself.-[Tim] Get back!
1721
01:44:41,958 --> 01:44:43,083
-Look after the girl.-[Tim] Bastards.
1722
01:44:43,166 --> 01:44:45,291
-Behave yourself. Get hold of his arms.-[Tim] Back off.
1723
01:44:45,375 --> 01:44:46,666
Get off. Leave.
1724
01:44:46,750 --> 01:44:48,250
[man] Stop it,or we’ll have to have the police in here.
1725
01:44:48,333 --> 01:44:50,125
[Tim] Well, turn it in.
1726
01:44:50,208 --> 01:44:51,750
[man] Just look after the girl.I’ll look after him.
1727
01:44:51,833 --> 01:44:53,875
[ambulance man] Come on love,you’ll be all right.
1728
01:44:53,958 --> 01:44:55,625
[Tim] Get off.
1729
01:44:55,708 --> 01:44:57,750
-I'll cover her legs up.-Okay.
1730
01:44:59,125 --> 01:45:00,416
[ambulance man] Keep your eye on him.
1731
01:45:17,541 --> 01:45:19,208
[Tim] Here. These are hers.
1732
01:45:19,291 --> 01:45:20,791
[man] Uh, thank you.
1733
01:45:31,500 --> 01:45:34,416
Now. In order to illustratesome of the things
1734
01:45:34,500 --> 01:45:36,125
we've been talking about,
1735
01:45:36,208 --> 01:45:39,416
I have brought along a, a young girl.
1736
01:45:39,500 --> 01:45:42,791
In many ways, a very,typical case history.
1737
01:45:42,875 --> 01:45:45,958
From a reasonably happy background.
1738
01:45:46,041 --> 01:45:47,791
Comfortable home.
1739
01:45:47,875 --> 01:45:49,958
Happy childhood.
1740
01:45:50,041 --> 01:45:53,875
No sign of any sort of disturbanceuntil her late teens.
1741
01:45:54,666 --> 01:45:56,458
Then,
1742
01:45:56,541 --> 01:45:59,208
in and out of various jobs for a while.
1743
01:46:00,583 --> 01:46:03,166
Her case notes here include,
1744
01:46:04,208 --> 01:46:06,083
thought blocking,
1745
01:46:06,166 --> 01:46:08,416
over inclusion,
1746
01:46:08,500 --> 01:46:10,541
emotional apathy,
1747
01:46:11,500 --> 01:46:13,375
automatic obedience.
1748
01:46:13,875 --> 01:46:16,500
And as far as we know,
1749
01:46:16,583 --> 01:46:19,708
there's no discernible connectionbetween her various symptoms,
1750
01:46:19,791 --> 01:46:21,208
and her environment.
1751
01:46:22,791 --> 01:46:24,958
Now, I’ll have her in.
1752
01:46:27,583 --> 01:46:29,375
Staff Nurse, would you bring her in.
1753
01:46:34,791 --> 01:46:36,375
[nurse] Come on, Janice.
1754
01:46:39,500 --> 01:46:40,791
[man] Sit down.
1755
01:46:42,000 --> 01:46:43,916
That's it.
1756
01:46:45,583 --> 01:46:47,458
Good morning, Janice.
1757
01:46:48,041 --> 01:46:50,000
How are you this morning?
1758
01:46:51,541 --> 01:46:53,458
You'll notice she doesn't reply.
1759
01:46:54,583 --> 01:46:58,625
This is a, good example of extreme mutism.
1760
01:47:01,833 --> 01:47:05,333
I think the clinical pictureis a fairly clear one.
1761
01:47:05,416 --> 01:47:06,791
And the, uh,
1762
01:47:06,875 --> 01:47:10,125
present condition of the patient,what you might call a,
1763
01:47:10,208 --> 01:47:12,833
logical expectation,
1764
01:47:12,916 --> 01:47:14,833
given the case history.
1765
01:47:17,041 --> 01:47:18,083
Now.
1766
01:47:20,916 --> 01:47:21,958
Any questions?
1767
01:47:25,875 --> 01:47:29,500
[melancholy music playing]
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