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Previously on You:
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It's been three days
since the disappearance of Natalie Engler.
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- Falco.
- We found the ring.
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Okay.
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Love, this is my son, Theo.
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Didn't know you had a son.
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I'm still very unclear
as to why you decided to volunteer here.
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I'm at the hospital.
Henry has the measles.
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- Who do you think it was?
- Not closed yet, are you?
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Can't tell you
how sorry we are for exposing Henry.
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We hope you won't hold it against us.
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- Hey, Gil.
- Yep?
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Well, this came sooner than expected.
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The proverbial paint is hardly dry.
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Breathing.
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It's more than I can say for Natalie.
Meaning, you did the right thing.
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Controlled your impulses.
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So I won't be frustrated
with you, Love. No.
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This is growth,
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and it's important I show you
I recognize it...
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No. Appreciate it.
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I'll set aside the fact that we're using
our son's baby monitor as surveillance.
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It's twisted but smart.
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Hey, Gil. Hey, buddy.
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Hey there.
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Hey.
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She hit me.
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I'm so sorry.
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"Slipped and hit your head" is
off the table.
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Your wife. She knocked me out.
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Can't say it was a shock.
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I was shocked.
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I said, "Gil? Nice guy Gil?"
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'Course she told me what you said.
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Not that it justified what she did.
The thing is, if you could have seen...
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what she went through
in the hospital with our baby...
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Here.
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Still, she should not have done this.
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That's for sure.
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It's a proofing room.
Something about temperature and humidity.
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Keeps the dough from getting a tough skin.
I'm not sure I understand any of it.
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That's Margaret with her gardening.
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Seeds and soil pH and...
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Friendly chatter's
a reflex with this guy.
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You may have assaulted the one person
who might give us a pass for this.
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Love and I are very embarrassed.
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Is there any chance
we could keep this between us?
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We will not tell a soul
how you recklessly endangered our son.
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- I don't know I would put it like that.
- No? How?
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Well, it's just... No judgment.
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But to dose an infant
with chemicals we know nothing about?
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- I mean, I call that reckless.
- Hmm.
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Actually, your son has naturally
gained immunity, so...
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I'd say it was beneficial.
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You know what? I'm sorry.
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- I'm sorry, I get carried away.
- No, no, no.
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You might be right, yeah.
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- Our child is fine.
- Yeah.
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Here.
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Here, let me help you up.
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Ooh.
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So, what do you say, bygones?
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Okay.
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Sure. Bygones.
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He's lying.
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- Are you absolutely sure?
- I'm cool!
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I'm cool. Let me out, please?
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No doubt. He'll go straight to the police.
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- Fuck.
- Guys, let's be grown-ups about this!
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- Now what?
- Come on!
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Here we go. Coming in hot, Henry. Hey.
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Got to bank to the left.
Here. Open. There we go.
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Peek in our window,
you see your typical suburban family
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having a typical morning.
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You know, it can be blissful...
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watching our son discover
the pleasures of sweet potatoes.
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All I really need.
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I did have a thought.
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Mutually-assured destruction.
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Get something that he doesn't want
anyone else to know about
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and he can't expose us.
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- He opens his mouth, we open ours.
- Worked for me once before.
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It would have, Benji.
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- He may look like a choirboy...
- So did Dahmer.
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A plan in place,
a Monday's worth of returns.
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I got lots of time to learn what Gil's
hiding behind the Mr. Rogers persona.
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Okay. All right. So Google
out of my boss's eagle-eyeline.
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Kids are gonna commit hara-kiri.
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No child sacrifice in the library, please.
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Gil is MIA. He was our reader today,
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and I told Lansing
I'd run the boys to the dentist.
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- He did not just say "Gil."
- That's so not like Gil.
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He's their favorite. Man's a saint.
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Except for that one dark thing
about him that Dante knows?
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You know better than that.
Not even the saints were saints.
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Hey, sorry. I couldn't help but overhear.
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- I could read to the kids.
- I've got it.
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Okay.
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Joe Goldberg? Hi.
Did I know you work here?
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Did I know you had
your breasts enhanced in 2017?
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Vlogged your recovery
from Adderall addiction?
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Brother's a roadie
for 5 Seconds of Summer?
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Cool to post this?
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This is stupid!
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Hey, hello? Hey!
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- Hey, you...
- I could have one of everything.
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Well, I wouldn't tell.
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But my ass would.
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God, I envy you, Love.
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I have so many photo shoots,
next thing you know,
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people will be calling me "brave"
and then unfollowing
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'cause I'm no longer aspirational.
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Mind if I post this?
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Oh.
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Perfect. Okay, ciao.
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Ciao.
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- Fuck.
- Love, listen.
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That ring, it was supposed
to look like she left it there,
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then moved on,
but of course they want to look there.
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- What if we missed something else?
- We control what we can.
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We keep up appearances.
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We volunteer to help with the search.
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- God.
- It's gonna be okay.
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Okay.
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I'll see you at home.
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A man in a cage is a problem.
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Few hundred citizens combing the woods
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where we buried
and exhumed Natalie Engler?
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Full-stop crisis.
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I don't understand why I would go to this!
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- Theo, can you be reasonable?
- You can't make me volunteer!
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- That's implied in the word "volunteer"...
- Theo! Keep your voice down.
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Dad, they're making you look pathetic.
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I am not going.
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When you're ready to talk like a person
above the age of 6, I'll be inside.
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Hey, was the idea to be so loud,
the whole neighborhood could hear?
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'Cause that was gauche.
You sounded like a brat.
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You little peeping Tom. You spying on me?
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What's up with all the dad theatrics?
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Um...
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So, apparently, Sherry Conrad
and her creepy little squad
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are teaming up with the cops
to go search some state park
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to, like, I don't know,
find Natalie out there stacking rocks?
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You don't want to join?
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I've been waiting
for this opportunity to join a cabal
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of soulless, bulimic yoga moms.
I think it's my calling.
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They're convinced that he killed her.
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I don't want him helping
the villagers sharpen their pitchforks.
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You should go. Optics are a thing.
If you don't go, both of you look bad.
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Hey, hey, hey.
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I will be your search buddy. Hmm?
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Tie my shoes and everything?
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If necessary.
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Brat.
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Hey, you should get this fixed by the way.
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This "Hands Across
Madre Linda" exercise in the woods
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has me dangerously distracted.
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What if we did leave something
for John and Betty Volunteer to find?
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But we weren't careless, were we?
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Focus! One thing at a time.
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Need to find Gil's fatal flaw.
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"Geology rocks." "Schist happens."
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If I've mined anything, it's that
"Rock Star" Professor Gil Brigham
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has a taste for geologist humor.
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Once taught at Burgess College
in Columbus, Ohio.
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Left in his second year. In October. Hmm.
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It's abrupt.
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Did he transgress with a co-ed?
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"Sophomore Burgess student
victim of campus attack."
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Could it be...?
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Hmm.
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Four hours in
and the only fault I can find
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is Gil's sense of humor.
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Spotless academic career, church,
a dedication to his kids so deep
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he may be the inspiration
for those World's Greatest Dad mugs.
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Never misses a game, a birthday...
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Look, he volunteers
at the children's ward...
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And shit! The library.
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Better account for today.
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Sorry to miss today. A little work crisis.
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Sorry to disappoint the kids.
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- Who are we stalking?
- Hey.
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- No, no, I'm just...
- You seen Peer Gynt?
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Yes. In that I stole it for Ellie.
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Yeah, I may have taken it home for a read.
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You took a 2500-dollar book
that isn't supposed to leave?
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You know how when you know a rule exists,
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but you don't think it applies to you
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because you're quick
and careful, and you work here.
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For those of us who didn't grow up
with first editions for coasters...
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I'm sorry,
you think that I come from money?
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Look what you've done to me, Love.
I smell like the rich now.
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Just let me say this.
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There were no first editions
on the shelves growing up
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because there were no... shelves.
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- Right. You were poor.
- Practically homeless.
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A bookstore owner took me in
and let me work for free,
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and I slept in a cage in his basement.
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No, wait. Marienne, hang on.
Wait, I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry. Stop. That crossed the line.
It was an exaggeration.
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We straddled the poverty line
my entire childhood,
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and I escaped with books.
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I learned all about them,
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like you wanna know everything
about that one beautiful thing.
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It saves your miserable life.
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So I...
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I misjudged a little, maybe.
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Generally, my favorite apologies
are stiff and grudging...
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Fair.
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I'm sorry.
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Ah...
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And I guess I might have
to like you after all, Goldberg.
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- Perish the thought.
- Hmm.
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Since we're friends now,
what else did you take?
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A Dickens, a Shelley,
a signed early Strand.
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- Nothing.
- Mm-hm.
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Make sure that's still true
when I look real hard tomorrow.
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Okay?
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- Thought we had a deal!
- We did. I'm sorry.
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You know, you can't keep me in here
like some animal.
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People know that I was coming here.
So you can let me out or the police can.
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- When they come looking...
- No one's gonna save you. We...
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We already made excuses on your behalf.
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Uh...
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I'm sorry, Gil.
I want to let you out, man.
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I won't tell a soul.
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I promise.
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I told you, we can keep this between us.
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Say...
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we knew something about you.
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Something you really don't want
anyone to know.
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Right, I see.
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Okay, I keep your secret, you keep mine.
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And this time,
you'll keep your end of the deal?
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Yes.
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Okay. Okay.
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Just... Give me a minute to think.
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I got it!
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Okay, listen.
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Couple years back, our church group went
to a festival for Christ in Vegas.
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Christ? Vegas?
Strong starter ingredients.
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We raised funds for the Santoses,
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who'd lost their home to a fire.
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And now, there's this woman, Cheryl.
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Christ. Vegas. Cheryl.
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Real, you know, fun-lover.
You know the type.
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Anyway, everyone else had gone to bed,
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but she and I have
a little more in our tanks.
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00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:34,581
So...
250
00:14:35,958 --> 00:14:40,045
So we take the 600 dollars
that we'd raised, and...
251
00:14:41,046 --> 00:14:43,757
A room with a pile of blow
and a dominatrix dressed as a nun.
252
00:14:43,841 --> 00:14:45,593
Why didn't I start here this morning?
253
00:14:45,676 --> 00:14:47,511
We put it all on red.
254
00:14:51,724 --> 00:14:52,892
And lost.
255
00:14:54,768 --> 00:14:56,562
That sucks. Then what?
256
00:14:56,645 --> 00:15:00,190
Then we had to recoup it
from our own savings that Monday.
257
00:15:03,319 --> 00:15:05,029
- That's it?
- "That's it?"
258
00:15:05,112 --> 00:15:10,159
- We gambled and lost the Santoses' money.
- And you returned it... It was a Monday?
259
00:15:10,242 --> 00:15:11,660
Yeah, but we lied.
260
00:15:12,202 --> 00:15:13,913
You know, we were selfish.
261
00:15:13,996 --> 00:15:16,624
If people knew that, are you kidding me?
262
00:15:20,044 --> 00:15:21,211
Okay.
263
00:15:21,295 --> 00:15:24,214
Okay, fine. I slept with her.
264
00:15:25,382 --> 00:15:26,382
I did.
265
00:15:27,176 --> 00:15:29,303
Real rough-style too.
266
00:15:31,805 --> 00:15:35,017
- Can you define "rough style"?
- You know, when...
267
00:15:35,976 --> 00:15:37,978
I'm trying to give you something.
268
00:15:38,062 --> 00:15:39,980
- Got to do better, Gil.
- Fuck!
269
00:15:43,067 --> 00:15:44,067
Fuck.
270
00:15:45,569 --> 00:15:48,405
So I managed to rolling-pin
the only saint in Madre Linda?
271
00:15:48,489 --> 00:15:50,032
Not even the saints are saints.
272
00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:53,786
But, look, I... I don't know.
273
00:15:53,869 --> 00:15:55,287
My mom's taking Henry tomorrow.
274
00:15:55,371 --> 00:15:57,790
- With everything...
- It's a good idea.
275
00:15:57,873 --> 00:15:59,873
"Committee to Find Natalie Engler"
276
00:15:59,917 --> 00:16:03,087
is organizing a search party in
Redwood State Park, which is Natalie's...
277
00:16:03,170 --> 00:16:04,588
Better give her a frozen one.
278
00:16:05,839 --> 00:16:08,133
In case of an earthquake, right? Or...
279
00:16:08,759 --> 00:16:10,678
we're taken in for questioning.
280
00:16:12,471 --> 00:16:13,471
Joe?
281
00:16:15,349 --> 00:16:18,227
- Tell me not to panic.
- There's nothing for them to find.
282
00:16:18,310 --> 00:16:19,353
What if they do?
283
00:16:20,020 --> 00:16:24,316
What if they get a search warrant
or they start looking around?
284
00:16:24,400 --> 00:16:26,151
"What's in this basement?"
285
00:16:26,235 --> 00:16:29,321
Why is it feeling
like this has become my fault?
286
00:16:29,405 --> 00:16:32,408
It's your fault
your mommy left you here, Goldberg.
287
00:16:34,952 --> 00:16:36,537
We need to get rid of Gil.
288
00:16:36,620 --> 00:16:38,789
We can't have this hanging over our heads.
289
00:16:38,872 --> 00:16:39,872
I know.
290
00:16:40,624 --> 00:16:44,128
Okay, so we built the cage
so that we could stop and think.
291
00:16:44,962 --> 00:16:46,588
What if we've done that and now...?
292
00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:52,761
- What? And now what?
- What you gonna do, Goldberg?
293
00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:55,180
He's gonna cry.
294
00:16:55,264 --> 00:16:57,766
Just like he cries for his mommy
in bed very night.
295
00:16:58,809 --> 00:17:01,186
We didn't want... to do this.
296
00:17:01,270 --> 00:17:04,189
- We did this to protect our family.
- It had to be done.
297
00:17:04,273 --> 00:17:07,568
You were protecting me.
You're a good boy, Joey.
298
00:17:07,651 --> 00:17:10,070
What if the only option is for Gil to...?
299
00:17:12,322 --> 00:17:13,657
She's not coming for you.
300
00:17:13,741 --> 00:17:15,826
No one is coming to save you.
301
00:17:16,452 --> 00:17:17,578
Yeah.
302
00:17:18,829 --> 00:17:20,581
Give me a better idea.
303
00:17:20,664 --> 00:17:24,209
- I can't believe you're saying this.
- I'm just asking questions.
304
00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:25,878
You're saying, "I don't know."
305
00:17:25,961 --> 00:17:28,297
You hit him and put him in a cage
when we could've...
306
00:17:28,380 --> 00:17:29,923
- Sued him.
- The cage was your idea.
307
00:17:30,007 --> 00:17:32,593
- No, no, no. We are not going to...
- How...?
308
00:17:32,676 --> 00:17:35,971
You are not making me kill anyone!
309
00:17:38,724 --> 00:17:40,768
We are not doing that to our son.
310
00:18:03,123 --> 00:18:04,333
I shouldn't.
311
00:18:05,626 --> 00:18:08,462
Not exactly getting my run in down here.
312
00:18:11,048 --> 00:18:14,718
Used to be my son Alan and I
got out there every morning.
313
00:18:15,969 --> 00:18:17,679
Before he went off to Dartmouth.
314
00:18:20,766 --> 00:18:22,893
- He'd get a kick out of this.
- He would?
315
00:18:22,976 --> 00:18:25,729
Come on. His pops knocked down a peg?
316
00:18:27,147 --> 00:18:28,147
You know...
317
00:18:28,941 --> 00:18:30,692
sons and their fathers.
318
00:18:31,318 --> 00:18:32,736
Yeah, I'm new to it.
319
00:18:32,820 --> 00:18:35,697
You kidding?
This idea that you have to mold them
320
00:18:35,781 --> 00:18:37,991
into a good strong man...
321
00:18:38,075 --> 00:18:39,284
How'd you?
322
00:18:40,327 --> 00:18:41,327
Mm.
323
00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:45,707
I came to realize it's a lot simpler
than I was making it.
324
00:18:45,791 --> 00:18:47,459
Here's what you do as a parent:
325
00:18:47,543 --> 00:18:51,588
You keep them healthy and safe
and be a good person.
326
00:18:53,382 --> 00:18:57,678
That's it. Protect, be good,
get out of the way.
327
00:18:57,761 --> 00:18:59,471
To be honest, I'm jealous.
328
00:19:00,556 --> 00:19:01,890
You have it all ahead of you.
329
00:19:11,775 --> 00:19:12,775
Hey, um...
330
00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:18,115
whatever happens here,
I just hope I get to see them again.
331
00:19:23,787 --> 00:19:28,292
...hoping we can buy another 30 acres
of this wonderful property on the coast
332
00:19:28,375 --> 00:19:31,837
that apparently gets
this great fog Pinot thrives in.
333
00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:35,257
Sweetie, hand me
those fleece-y p.j.'s in case it's cold.
334
00:19:35,340 --> 00:19:38,760
Butt Paste. He's been a bit red lately.
So I'm gonna...
335
00:19:41,221 --> 00:19:43,765
Worried?
If you think this vineyard business
336
00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:46,560
is going to jeopardize the bakery,
it's the opposite.
337
00:19:46,643 --> 00:19:51,315
- This is how empires are born.
- Yeah, it's actually not that. I, um...
338
00:19:54,860 --> 00:19:56,904
Does Dad still have that guy Cy?
339
00:19:56,987 --> 00:20:00,616
Probably has that little snake digging
into me right now.
340
00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:01,700
Why, what's up?
341
00:20:03,118 --> 00:20:04,953
I know it was something.
342
00:20:05,037 --> 00:20:07,122
Oh, it's no big. I just...
343
00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:11,210
I got a weird vibe from the guy
I rent the bakery from.
344
00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:14,680
I wanna make sure he's legit.
I don't want to put in all of this work
345
00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:17,257
just to have the property seized
by the IRS.
346
00:20:18,091 --> 00:20:19,509
I'll get you his number.
347
00:20:36,276 --> 00:20:39,905
I did something you're not gonna
be totally... psyched about.
348
00:20:42,157 --> 00:20:43,157
Try me.
349
00:20:45,827 --> 00:20:46,827
My mom...
350
00:20:47,537 --> 00:20:51,250
gave me a number for a guy
that my dad uses to look into people.
351
00:20:53,752 --> 00:20:55,003
You involved your family?
352
00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:58,674
I didn't tell them anything. Okay?
353
00:21:00,592 --> 00:21:03,971
I contacted him directly.
I didn't tell him why. He's discreet.
354
00:21:05,847 --> 00:21:09,309
- You're mad at me anyway.
- I'm not mad. I'm worried.
355
00:21:10,394 --> 00:21:11,395
I'm worried.
356
00:21:12,229 --> 00:21:14,356
- That we can't deal with this?
- That you'll hate me
357
00:21:14,439 --> 00:21:16,400
if we don't do it the right way.
358
00:21:16,483 --> 00:21:20,070
The look on your face when you said
you thought Henry would be hurt if...
359
00:21:23,407 --> 00:21:24,866
I'm sorry. I...
360
00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:27,035
I scared you.
361
00:21:27,869 --> 00:21:28,869
No.
362
00:21:30,580 --> 00:21:31,580
Joe...
363
00:21:32,249 --> 00:21:33,625
it broke my heart.
364
00:21:33,709 --> 00:21:37,462
I see how hard
you're trying to be a good dad.
365
00:21:38,297 --> 00:21:42,009
You're scared one little move is
gonna magically fuck it all up.
366
00:21:42,092 --> 00:21:46,179
No, I know it's not magic
because I saw it growing up, how...
367
00:21:46,930 --> 00:21:50,934
What kids are exposed to sticks.
Fucks them up for life.
368
00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:53,603
You've been through a lot.
You're not fucked up for life.
369
00:21:55,188 --> 00:21:56,188
I know.
370
00:21:56,732 --> 00:21:59,609
But I don't wanna roll the dice
with Henry.
371
00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:01,695
I... You know I understand.
372
00:22:02,738 --> 00:22:05,699
I think about it with Forty.
If he'd grown up differently, maybe...
373
00:22:08,869 --> 00:22:09,869
I get it.
374
00:22:11,121 --> 00:22:12,121
I'm just...
375
00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:14,666
trying to fix this.
376
00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:18,836
Hey.
377
00:22:19,254 --> 00:22:20,255
I love you.
378
00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:37,939
Hey, Cy.
No, of course I'm not busy. What is it?
379
00:22:44,988 --> 00:22:46,031
Really?
380
00:22:47,449 --> 00:22:49,076
Oh, that's rich.
381
00:22:49,159 --> 00:22:52,871
I cheated to get my son
into Dartmouth? Why?
382
00:22:52,954 --> 00:22:56,041
Alan is a stellar student.
Not the world's best test-taker...
383
00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:59,252
Dartmouth received perfect test scores
from your son.
384
00:22:59,336 --> 00:23:03,673
No. He got in on his GPA,
his essay and community service.
385
00:23:03,757 --> 00:23:07,302
And his perfect SAT score.
And there's also...
386
00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:10,972
Yeah, all-American water polo
until a career-ending injury.
387
00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:14,976
- That isn't my son's transcript.
- No? 'Cause there's also this.
388
00:23:16,561 --> 00:23:19,356
That's 50 K you donated
to a Bennett's Fund
389
00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:22,192
to help underprivileged kids have
a shot at college.
390
00:23:22,275 --> 00:23:25,195
- You're good at this.
- What's that got to do with anything?
391
00:23:25,278 --> 00:23:29,699
There is no Bennett's Fund.
Or there is, but for kids like Alan.
392
00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:30,992
Disturbingly good.
393
00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:33,078
That's 25,000 to a Frye family
394
00:23:33,161 --> 00:23:36,706
whose all-star cheerleader Vicky
graduated with Alan.
395
00:23:36,790 --> 00:23:40,877
What? Did they agree to vouch
they build houses in Haiti or some shit?
396
00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:47,342
Wait, wait, wait.
397
00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:48,760
- Wait a second.
- What?
398
00:23:50,178 --> 00:23:52,139
You had no idea, did you?
399
00:23:55,308 --> 00:23:56,308
Why...?
400
00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:58,478
Why would my wife...?
401
00:24:01,106 --> 00:24:02,106
Oh, God.
402
00:24:02,732 --> 00:24:03,732
Oh, no.
403
00:24:04,234 --> 00:24:05,234
Alan.
404
00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:06,987
Not again.
405
00:24:08,155 --> 00:24:10,532
He promised he would be good.
406
00:24:10,615 --> 00:24:14,119
This is worse
than some college scandal.
407
00:24:14,202 --> 00:24:17,205
Alan did something to this Vicky.
408
00:24:17,289 --> 00:24:18,373
It was a payoff.
409
00:24:19,207 --> 00:24:23,920
His beloved Alan is a very bad young man
who hurts girls.
410
00:24:24,713 --> 00:24:27,591
It was Alan in Ohio, right?
411
00:24:28,675 --> 00:24:30,802
The girl who was attacked...
412
00:24:32,053 --> 00:24:33,305
sexually assaulted.
413
00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:35,557
The reason you left.
414
00:24:37,058 --> 00:24:38,852
And he did it again.
415
00:24:40,645 --> 00:24:44,608
I believed
that it was just a onetime mistake.
416
00:24:44,691 --> 00:24:47,068
I made my mistakes at that age, so I...
417
00:24:50,697 --> 00:24:51,698
I did nothing.
418
00:24:53,950 --> 00:24:55,577
Now another girl got hurt.
419
00:24:56,703 --> 00:24:59,414
I made poor Margaret feel
like she had to do all this.
420
00:25:02,834 --> 00:25:06,046
Gil said fatherhood was
just about protecting them
421
00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:07,464
and getting out of the way,
422
00:25:07,547 --> 00:25:11,593
but that's clearly not enough
to keep his son from going wrong.
423
00:25:11,676 --> 00:25:14,721
Which is terrifying
but also exactly what we needed
424
00:25:14,804 --> 00:25:16,556
to get Gil to play ball.
425
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:21,311
Our next move is to propose
his imminent relocation from Madre Linda.
426
00:25:21,394 --> 00:25:25,357
Too bad for Ellie, my boss busted me,
so this book's back to the library.
427
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:26,650
I'll try again.
428
00:25:26,733 --> 00:25:30,111
Now, as for Gil,
I wonder if he's marinated long enough.
429
00:25:31,988 --> 00:25:34,282
What? No. No, no, no.
430
00:25:39,746 --> 00:25:40,997
Oh, my God!
431
00:25:43,250 --> 00:25:44,501
Get it off. Get it off him.
432
00:25:45,252 --> 00:25:46,586
- Get it off him!
- I'm trying!
433
00:25:47,712 --> 00:25:49,464
I'm trying. I'm trying.
434
00:25:55,387 --> 00:25:57,931
Joe, we can't just sit here all night.
435
00:25:58,890 --> 00:26:00,976
I... I need you to talk to me.
436
00:26:02,602 --> 00:26:06,898
We need to do something about this.
We need to come up with some plan.
437
00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:10,485
Joe, I really need you to listen to me.
438
00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:12,236
Joe.
439
00:26:13,572 --> 00:26:15,240
Joseph Quinn-Goldberg!
440
00:26:16,491 --> 00:26:17,492
Hey.
441
00:26:18,076 --> 00:26:19,411
This is not our fault.
442
00:26:21,288 --> 00:26:22,288
He did this.
443
00:26:23,873 --> 00:26:25,083
It was his decision.
444
00:26:25,959 --> 00:26:28,211
We did everything to keep our promise.
445
00:26:29,087 --> 00:26:30,880
Why the fuck did he have to...
446
00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,717
kill himself? Oh, my God.
447
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:36,094
He's already ruined his family.
448
00:26:40,348 --> 00:26:41,474
Fuck.
449
00:26:46,938 --> 00:26:48,898
The search is starting soon.
450
00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:51,776
Okay, okay.
451
00:26:52,902 --> 00:26:55,071
I will make an appearance for us.
452
00:26:56,364 --> 00:26:59,951
And then I will be back
as soon as I can. Okay?
453
00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:01,035
Okay.
454
00:27:02,078 --> 00:27:03,705
Okay, okay, okay.
455
00:27:06,416 --> 00:27:07,416
Oh, my God.
456
00:27:08,251 --> 00:27:09,251
Joe.
457
00:27:10,962 --> 00:27:11,963
I have a plan.
458
00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:36,946
In case you find something.
459
00:27:54,130 --> 00:27:56,716
Hi, can you guys hear me okay? Hi.
460
00:27:57,342 --> 00:27:59,886
Okay. Fine.
461
00:27:59,969 --> 00:28:02,472
Thank you all for showing up.
462
00:28:02,555 --> 00:28:06,810
If I may say on behalf
of Natalie's beautiful family,
463
00:28:06,893 --> 00:28:08,645
we are so grateful
464
00:28:08,728 --> 00:28:11,773
to each and every one of you.
465
00:28:11,856 --> 00:28:15,443
Natalie is a fixture of Madre Linda.
466
00:28:15,527 --> 00:28:18,071
We need her,
467
00:28:18,154 --> 00:28:20,281
and now she needs us.
468
00:28:21,199 --> 00:28:23,201
So good luck out there and...
469
00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:25,161
Sorry.
470
00:28:29,666 --> 00:28:31,710
Hashtag, "Natalie, come home."
471
00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:56,401
The story you came up with, Love,
is fit for a steamy psychodrama.
472
00:28:56,484 --> 00:28:59,821
Gil Brigham,
Madre Linda's answer to Ned Flanders,
473
00:28:59,904 --> 00:29:00,989
had a secret.
474
00:29:01,906 --> 00:29:05,618
But it was when you used
the phrase "two birds, one stone"
475
00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:08,413
that I saw your true brilliance.
476
00:29:10,165 --> 00:29:13,293
Two bodies, one story,
if we get this part right.
477
00:29:13,376 --> 00:29:15,754
And we will. I will.
478
00:29:15,837 --> 00:29:16,880
I have to.
479
00:29:16,963 --> 00:29:20,008
It's on me to protect you and Henry.
480
00:29:20,091 --> 00:29:22,135
There's no one else who will.
481
00:29:23,678 --> 00:29:25,847
Here are your flags. Drop them as you go.
482
00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:40,153
Hi, Matthew.
483
00:29:40,987 --> 00:29:41,987
Hello.
484
00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:45,909
- How are you holding up?
- Hmm.
485
00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:48,536
I never really know
how to answer that question
486
00:29:48,620 --> 00:29:50,872
when I'm out searching for my wife.
487
00:29:52,373 --> 00:29:55,960
It's your... I'm sorry. I was just...
I just wanted to know...
488
00:29:57,378 --> 00:29:59,088
I'm sorry this is happening.
489
00:30:00,173 --> 00:30:01,382
I really am.
490
00:30:01,466 --> 00:30:03,510
Well, I guess I have you to thank.
491
00:30:05,386 --> 00:30:08,556
For getting Theodore to come.
He told me you talked to him.
492
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:12,519
- He called you a kind person.
- I barely said anything. I just...
493
00:30:13,645 --> 00:30:15,146
He seems like a good kid.
494
00:30:18,024 --> 00:30:19,024
Excuse me.
495
00:30:30,620 --> 00:30:34,624
Yo, why is everyone so scared
of Sherry Conrad?
496
00:30:35,250 --> 00:30:39,838
She is fucking pathetic, right?
497
00:30:40,839 --> 00:30:43,716
I hear that her husband,
498
00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:47,804
he has to take pharmaceutical molly
just so he can get it up for her.
499
00:30:48,471 --> 00:30:49,471
Yeah.
500
00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:53,893
Oh, and please tell me
you saw that speech, right?
501
00:30:57,313 --> 00:30:59,065
I have to pee. Be right back.
502
00:31:02,193 --> 00:31:03,193
Okay.
503
00:31:39,814 --> 00:31:41,941
Awful, you know?
504
00:31:42,025 --> 00:31:45,403
But if I was married
to a robot like Matthew Engler,
505
00:31:45,486 --> 00:31:47,030
probably disappear too.
506
00:31:48,031 --> 00:31:50,700
- Did you forget your bullhorn, Sherry?
- Theo!
507
00:31:50,783 --> 00:31:53,244
If you have a theory,
make sure everyone hears it.
508
00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:55,038
Everyone knows what you're doing.
509
00:31:55,121 --> 00:31:57,457
You're trying to cash in
on someone else's tragedy,
510
00:31:57,540 --> 00:32:00,001
- so you can sell your vegan panties...
- Hey! Theo!
511
00:32:00,084 --> 00:32:01,878
And get all these likes on Instagram.
512
00:32:01,961 --> 00:32:03,546
Count to ten, okay? Relax.
513
00:32:06,341 --> 00:32:07,884
Hey, Sherry, are you okay?
514
00:32:10,178 --> 00:32:12,764
He's having a very hard day.
He doesn't mean it.
515
00:32:12,847 --> 00:32:13,848
Right, Theo?
516
00:32:16,351 --> 00:32:17,602
You've done so much.
517
00:32:18,561 --> 00:32:20,521
How about we just get back to it?
518
00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:23,107
- Thank you.
- Of course.
519
00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:25,108
Let's go.
520
00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:32,200
- So that happened.
- "A hard day"?
521
00:32:33,910 --> 00:32:35,328
Fucking seriously?
522
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:03,606
Does it hurt, Joe?
523
00:33:06,693 --> 00:33:08,778
No idea why they did this to you?
524
00:33:08,861 --> 00:33:10,154
It doesn't matter.
525
00:33:10,238 --> 00:33:12,907
Counselors say I'm a lost cause.
I heard them.
526
00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:14,325
Hey, no, no.
527
00:33:15,034 --> 00:33:16,703
No kid is a lost cause.
528
00:33:17,870 --> 00:33:19,080
Especially not you.
529
00:33:24,752 --> 00:33:28,423
You know, if I were to adopt,
I would want an older kid.
530
00:33:28,506 --> 00:33:32,760
You know why?
Because... you know who they are.
531
00:33:33,970 --> 00:33:36,055
The whole messy truth.
532
00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:39,767
And that's beautiful and worthwhile.
533
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:42,895
And exactly what I would want in my life.
534
00:33:44,772 --> 00:33:46,899
No matter what happened in the past,
535
00:33:48,526 --> 00:33:51,988
someone out there will want you too.
You're a good kid.
536
00:34:11,924 --> 00:34:12,924
Excuse me, sir.
537
00:34:13,968 --> 00:34:14,969
You calling Uber?
538
00:34:17,805 --> 00:34:18,931
It's gonna rain. Get in.
539
00:34:28,733 --> 00:34:30,651
Is that your best friend Sherry?
540
00:34:36,866 --> 00:34:39,327
You know, it is really hard to stay mad
541
00:34:39,410 --> 00:34:42,371
at the one person
that I can actually stand talking to.
542
00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:44,791
Hmm. Stepdad still a brick wall?
543
00:34:47,376 --> 00:34:48,795
He's got a lot going on.
544
00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:57,595
But he's not a murderer.
545
00:35:01,974 --> 00:35:03,976
Hey, how did you deal with it?
546
00:35:04,060 --> 00:35:05,061
Like...
547
00:35:05,645 --> 00:35:08,231
all the attention and the rubbernecking?
548
00:35:08,314 --> 00:35:10,566
- You mean, about my brother?
- Yeah.
549
00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:14,862
- I read the Vanity Fair article, so...
- Mm-hm.
550
00:35:14,946 --> 00:35:18,866
He insisted that I cut his hair because
I was the only one that did it right.
551
00:35:19,450 --> 00:35:22,245
And he loved the Ninja Turtle movie.
552
00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:25,915
Uh, he always wanted to fast-forward
where the red one got hurt
553
00:35:25,998 --> 00:35:27,667
because it made him too sad.
554
00:35:29,001 --> 00:35:31,212
The shit that doesn't sell magazines.
555
00:35:33,005 --> 00:35:35,925
The part where he was
a whole fucking human being.
556
00:35:37,176 --> 00:35:38,845
The big,
557
00:35:39,762 --> 00:35:41,931
beautiful, sensitive fucking heart.
558
00:35:42,515 --> 00:35:44,725
He was the only person
who ever really knew me.
559
00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:48,145
You know...
560
00:35:49,689 --> 00:35:50,689
publicity...
561
00:35:51,899 --> 00:35:53,985
it has a way of flattening.
562
00:35:54,068 --> 00:35:56,988
Flattening you
and the people you love into types.
563
00:35:57,071 --> 00:36:01,159
And it's really hard because nobody
will ever let you forget what happened.
564
00:36:02,285 --> 00:36:03,285
Yeah.
565
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:20,595
Rain snuck up on us.
566
00:36:20,678 --> 00:36:22,930
If it clears up soon,
we'll send people back out.
567
00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:26,350
You can be honest.
Today accomplished absolutely nothing.
568
00:36:26,434 --> 00:36:28,519
Besides something exciting
for the social media feeds
569
00:36:28,603 --> 00:36:30,771
of people that barely knew my wife.
570
00:36:31,397 --> 00:36:33,608
The search was always a long shot,
571
00:36:33,691 --> 00:36:36,485
and you had no belief whatsoever
we'd find anything. None.
572
00:36:36,569 --> 00:36:39,739
I've seen everything
up to this point, okay?
573
00:36:39,822 --> 00:36:42,116
And, yes, usually, you're right.
574
00:36:42,909 --> 00:36:45,077
Which isn't necessarily a bad thing.
575
00:36:45,620 --> 00:36:48,581
I mean, if we did find something...
576
00:36:48,664 --> 00:36:52,752
It would probably be something
that indicated she's not alive anymore.
577
00:36:57,006 --> 00:36:58,341
I know this is hard.
578
00:36:59,425 --> 00:37:02,261
And I'd just say to you,
let us keep working.
579
00:37:20,529 --> 00:37:21,781
Dearest Megy,
580
00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:25,493
my heart aches as I write this.
581
00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:27,787
You stood by me in spite of my flaws
582
00:37:27,870 --> 00:37:30,539
and Lord knows you don't deserve
what I've done to you.
583
00:37:30,623 --> 00:37:33,084
I strayed. No excuse.
584
00:37:33,167 --> 00:37:37,046
Idiot me thought Natalie could
provide something I was missing.
585
00:37:37,129 --> 00:37:40,716
When it became clear
she'd never belong exclusively to me,
586
00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:42,051
I lost control.
587
00:37:42,593 --> 00:37:44,804
I do not know what came over me.
588
00:37:44,887 --> 00:37:49,642
Next thing I knew, I was standing there,
with an ax, her body on the ground.
589
00:37:49,725 --> 00:37:51,852
And when I put her in the ocean,
590
00:37:52,561 --> 00:37:55,106
I felt like I was possessed
by someone else.
591
00:37:55,815 --> 00:37:59,443
But I am guilty all the same,
and I can't live with what I've done.
592
00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:03,656
I'm sorry I hurt you.
And I'm sorry you found me like this.
593
00:38:03,739 --> 00:38:06,867
I failed all of you. But especially Alan.
594
00:38:07,576 --> 00:38:10,955
Didn't want to see in him
what I saw in myself.
595
00:38:11,038 --> 00:38:13,499
Maybe you can mold him into a better man.
596
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:16,377
Tell him and the girls I love them.
597
00:38:18,629 --> 00:38:23,050
And know that I love you, Megy.
598
00:38:24,218 --> 00:38:25,928
More than you'll ever know.
599
00:38:27,930 --> 00:38:28,930
Forgive me,
600
00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,518
Your Gily.
601
00:38:34,020 --> 00:38:38,899
Yeah, well, someone wrote a think piece
about my parents' divorce.
602
00:38:39,358 --> 00:38:40,276
Yeah.
603
00:38:40,359 --> 00:38:43,070
It was about the first wives
of tech superstars
604
00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:45,948
and how Silicon Valley discards women.
605
00:38:48,409 --> 00:38:51,412
Thought that was the worst thing
that ever happened to me.
606
00:38:51,495 --> 00:38:55,041
Yeah, look at you now.
Got a family tragedy all your own.
607
00:38:58,002 --> 00:39:00,421
I'm not trying to sound flip. It's just...
608
00:39:02,298 --> 00:39:04,592
- Welcome to the club.
- Mm. Do I get a gift bag?
609
00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:10,848
Or does terrible family tragedy
make people more fuckable?
610
00:39:11,390 --> 00:39:14,685
'Cause... Could really use
a silver lining.
611
00:39:14,769 --> 00:39:16,020
Um...
612
00:39:16,896 --> 00:39:19,357
In my experience, yes, but...
613
00:39:20,191 --> 00:39:22,818
you end up resenting
the people who think that fucking you
614
00:39:22,902 --> 00:39:25,738
was somehow gonna make them
more interesting.
615
00:39:25,821 --> 00:39:28,449
Like it's gonna rub off on them
or something.
616
00:39:29,325 --> 00:39:31,619
Don't let people like that define you.
617
00:39:39,001 --> 00:39:40,336
Find the people that get you.
618
00:39:41,212 --> 00:39:42,421
Lean on them.
619
00:39:42,505 --> 00:39:45,633
Forty... My brother, he never really...
620
00:39:46,926 --> 00:39:47,926
got that.
621
00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:56,602
So how do you know who those people are?
622
00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:58,396
You just do.
623
00:40:05,486 --> 00:40:06,529
Um...
624
00:40:10,157 --> 00:40:11,367
- Don't do that.
- Yep.
625
00:40:15,496 --> 00:40:18,499
Oh, shit. I got a text from my dad.
626
00:40:18,582 --> 00:40:20,459
Whoa. They think they found something.
627
00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:24,630
They think they might have just found
a murder weapon.
628
00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:37,601
Morning, everybody.
629
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:41,522
I'm Detective Falco
with the Madre Linda Police Department.
630
00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:44,608
There's been a development
in the Natalie Engler investigation.
631
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:47,862
New evidence points to a suspect
in her disappearance
632
00:40:47,945 --> 00:40:50,990
- and potentially her murder.
- We are hardly criminal masterminds.
633
00:40:51,073 --> 00:40:52,073
Gily?
634
00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:55,286
I got your text, honey.
635
00:40:55,369 --> 00:40:58,456
I don't know why you insisted
on the kids staying with my mother.
636
00:40:59,623 --> 00:41:02,835
But sometimes
all it takes is a good story.
637
00:41:03,836 --> 00:41:06,547
Make it solid, sexy, relatable.
638
00:41:10,050 --> 00:41:12,553
Give them just enough evidence.
639
00:41:12,636 --> 00:41:14,930
It has come to our attention
that Mrs. Engler
640
00:41:15,014 --> 00:41:16,849
was involved
in an extramarital relationship
641
00:41:16,932 --> 00:41:19,185
with Madre Linda resident Gil Brigham,
642
00:41:19,268 --> 00:41:21,604
a professor at Stanford University.
643
00:41:22,188 --> 00:41:26,025
In a letter, Mr. Brigham confessed
he murdered Mrs. Engler and disposed...
644
00:41:26,108 --> 00:41:31,113
And the town of Madre Linda settles
into begrudging acceptance
645
00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:34,533
that the sordid tale
of suburban ennui, sex and murder
646
00:41:34,617 --> 00:41:36,160
has come to an end
647
00:41:36,243 --> 00:41:40,164
'cause, well, what bored suburbanite
isn't gonna buy that?
648
00:41:50,257 --> 00:41:51,926
We did it, Love.
649
00:41:52,009 --> 00:41:54,970
Let's be honest,
rebuilding the cage was crazy.
650
00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:58,098
Could've really backfired.
And yet it worked.
651
00:41:58,641 --> 00:42:00,100
We slowed down.
652
00:42:01,060 --> 00:42:02,353
Reflected.
653
00:42:02,436 --> 00:42:03,687
Responded.
654
00:42:04,772 --> 00:42:07,775
Proved we're a team. For Henry.
655
00:42:20,454 --> 00:42:22,665
You look terrible, Herr Gynt.
656
00:42:31,924 --> 00:42:32,925
Oh.
657
00:42:33,008 --> 00:42:35,928
- Sorry, a lot of long nights.
- Yeah, it's fine.
658
00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:40,307
Dante was an absolute liability
when their younger was small.
659
00:42:40,391 --> 00:42:42,643
Just forgot the Dewey Decimal System,
660
00:42:42,726 --> 00:42:47,147
despite it literally being printed
on every aisle, in Braille.
661
00:42:47,231 --> 00:42:48,732
She's being nice to me.
662
00:42:48,816 --> 00:42:51,569
Weird to think disclosing
one's shit childhood could do that.
663
00:42:51,652 --> 00:42:54,572
Hers must not have been
exactly roses either.
664
00:42:54,655 --> 00:42:56,156
You have a kid, right?
665
00:42:57,575 --> 00:42:59,994
- Mm-hm.
- How do you balance it?
666
00:43:00,077 --> 00:43:03,372
She's with her dad these days.
667
00:43:03,455 --> 00:43:05,666
And she throws that away. Curious.
668
00:43:05,749 --> 00:43:08,168
Guess I don't need to ask if you've heard
669
00:43:08,252 --> 00:43:12,131
about the whole awful Gil Brigham thing.
670
00:43:12,214 --> 00:43:14,550
Yeah. Yeah, it's terrible.
671
00:43:14,633 --> 00:43:15,633
Truly.
672
00:43:16,885 --> 00:43:18,721
Does mean we need a new reader.
673
00:43:18,804 --> 00:43:20,806
- You still interested?
- Sure.
674
00:43:21,432 --> 00:43:22,933
- Of course.
- Great.
675
00:43:23,017 --> 00:43:26,145
Oh, and I have a new rec for you.
676
00:43:27,855 --> 00:43:28,939
David Copperfield.
677
00:43:29,023 --> 00:43:31,734
You know, hardscrabble orphan
down on his luck.
678
00:43:31,817 --> 00:43:33,444
Figured you could relate.
679
00:43:33,527 --> 00:43:35,237
She's teasing me, isn't she?
680
00:43:35,321 --> 00:43:38,616
- Ha.
- Anyway, if you wanted to apply
681
00:43:38,699 --> 00:43:42,077
your wizard-level book repair skills,
have at it.
682
00:43:42,786 --> 00:43:47,041
It's almost like
you're flirting with me?
683
00:43:47,124 --> 00:43:50,002
No. No, you wouldn't.
Well, not consciously.
684
00:43:51,086 --> 00:43:54,423
This necklace thing, nervous habit?
685
00:43:54,506 --> 00:43:59,303
Why would you be nervous unless...?
It couldn't be about me. Could it?
686
00:43:59,386 --> 00:44:00,721
You okay there, Joe?
687
00:44:00,804 --> 00:44:03,599
Oh, shit. What was I just doing?
688
00:44:03,682 --> 00:44:05,893
- I'm totally fine.
- Great.
689
00:44:06,810 --> 00:44:09,480
I cannot be thinking
about you like this. No.
690
00:44:13,525 --> 00:44:16,111
No, no, no. This is bad.
53416
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