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Previously on You:
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Henry Forty Quinn-Goldberg.
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We're a family.
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Now that the baby's here,
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at least our white picket purgatory
feels logical.
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Hey, Natalie. Hi.
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My heart's not really in it.
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How could it be when you stole it?
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No. Husband, father. I can't.
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Sorry. I'm just looking for a friend.
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Everyone has to find their way
in Madre Linda.
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Even around Sherry and her mafia?
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It'll be easier
if you can get them to accept you.
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- I have this fantasy of opening a bakery.
- There's a space available.
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Call me if you wanna see it.
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Natalie. I wanted to see
the place you were talking about.
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You can have this place up crazy fast.
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This place could be a raging success.
So, what do you think?
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Hey, Love. Hey, you okay?
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Joe, I think we need to go
to couples therapy.
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So, what brings you in?
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- What?!
- Shh. Don't wake him up.
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Love, what did you do?
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What did you do?
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We had a fight.
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Obviously.
You wouldn't be here if you hadn't.
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Yeah. I caught him cheating.
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Good, we're diving right in.
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It's okay, Henry. I won't let
anything happen to you, I promise.
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Love, I told you, nothing happened.
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If anything, she came on to me.
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You kept a box.
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I know what that means.
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I know you.
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So you kill her?
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Technically, I didn't cheat.
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"Technically"?
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I caught him about to cheat.
It's the same thing.
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The difference is
that I almost did a bad thing
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and she did a terrible thing.
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I can't say what she did,
so I'm the villain.
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I'm not saying I'm blameless.
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But she went crazy.
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What does that mean, "crazy"?
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You're the shrink, that's your job.
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She flew off the handle...
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and broke a vase.
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A vase.
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- It was priceless.
- Cheap and tacky.
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Impossible to undo.
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Don't fight, don't make it worse.
There's no telling how she'll react.
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Okay.
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I broke a vase.
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It's just, sometimes, I get passionate.
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What are you doing?
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Her phone, Love.
Her trackable, traceable phone.
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Did you even think about that
before you buried an ax in our neighbor?
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No. No, I didn't plan it
like some psychopath.
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I... Fuck.
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There's this too.
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I, um...
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- I signed the lease for the bakery.
- You signed a lease for our crime scene?
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Give me this.
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I thought it would be good,
a reason I was here with her.
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I know there's a mess to clean up,
but I couldn't leave
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and let somebody come in here.
And now we have...
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- You know, time to cover it up.
- We have no time. There's no time.
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I'm not good at this.
You backed me into a corner,
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- and I was trying to protect our family...
- Let me focus!
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I got it!
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So you have a new baby?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, Henry.
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- Sometimes we call him Forty.
- His name's Henry.
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A good therapist would dig
into why our child is named
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after her dead addict brother.
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So, Joe, how have you found
the transition to fatherhood?
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A tangle of dread and failure.
Oh, and, also, murder.
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It's great.
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A little challenging.
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- For both of us.
- For me more than him.
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He's been... and he'd admit...
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checked out, going through the motions.
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And it's like, "Why...?
Why isn't his heart in it?
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And why won't he try?"
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- I have been trying.
- You're saying you've been all in?
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When you're only truly present
maybe 50% of the time?
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Textbook. She'd rather make it
about me and Henry
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than look at her part in this.
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Okay. Love, we need a story.
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A reason she died.
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She was unstable and unhappy,
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- and she killed herself.
- With an ax?
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She fell off a cliff
and hit her head. I don't know!
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She needs to disappear.
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Shh.
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Never to be found, never to be autopsied.
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Her phone, her iPad,
her car are impossible to hide.
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So we need to move her...
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things somewhere
and her body somewhere else.
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Okay. Uh...
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Where?
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There's a state forest
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30 minutes from here.
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We bury her in the woods.
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That worked so well with Candace.
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I think, she's been holding
my past relationships against me.
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Well, you do have a pattern.
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Don't bite, don't bite.
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And you don't?
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You wanna throw Candace
in my face right now?
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Okay. Okay. All right.
Let's talk about how we handled that.
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What did you do with her body?
Or Delilah's, for that matter.
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- Because you have never shared.
- I told you, I took care of it.
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And I am asking you
how you took care of it.
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It's safer if you don't know, okay?
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Shit! Okay.
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You know, in L.A.,
there was this man named Jasper...
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who came after me
because of Will Bettelheim's debts.
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And he needed to disappear.
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- What did you do?
- I broke him down into smaller parts.
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- How? With, like, a saw?
- Yes.
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Also, it was...
You know, eventually, it had to be...
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In the end, a meat grinder was the way
to get him in a bag.
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At Anavrin?
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- Yeah.
- Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
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Are you fucking kidding me?
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- I used that thing all the time!
- What is your idea?
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Do you have a better one?
Of course you don't
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because you murdered our neighbor
in a fit of rage.
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No regard for the consequences.
This, today, Love, look.
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This? You did this.
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You put our family in danger, Love.
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- Where are you going?
- To take care of the baby.
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You can deal with Natalie. You cared more
about her than your own son anyway.
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- Shh! It's okay. It's okay.
- I was wrong, Natalie.
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I thought you were a threat
to my marriage.
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But the real problem
with my marriage is my fucking wife.
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- So we don't know where to go from here.
- "You" don't know where to go from here.
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He may not know either,
but when you speak in "we,"
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you leave no room
for his individual experience or yours.
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The "we" is codependence
masquerading as love.
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I'm...
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- Sorry.
- Don't be.
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If you don't know
how to communicate healthily,
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it's because it was never modeled for you.
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Oh, funny,
it's already "blame-the-parents o'clock."
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I'll be honest with you.
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I don't think this fight has anything
to do with Joe's so-called cheating.
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She doesn't?
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- You don't?
- Mm-mm. Not really.
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Do you know what it is about?
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Not yet. But keep talking.
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So why don't you tell me
what you went through, alone,
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in the aftermath of the argument.
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- Well, I...
- Actually...
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I'd like to hear from Joe first.
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She would?
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Maybe she can sense the inequity here.
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Yeah, well, like I said, nothing was ever
going to happen with this woman.
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But, after the fight,
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I felt obligated...
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to get rid of her for good.
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"Obligated"?
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Forced.
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By your wife?
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Yes.
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How did that make you feel?
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Fuck Love. Fuck her. Fuck this.
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Fuck whoever made these bags.
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Where is that little perforated line?
Which end is it?
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I should let Love take the fall for this.
But, no, she knows what I've done.
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She knows me. Fuck marriage!
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All right, Natalie.
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This is the story of your disappearance.
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You show my wife the bakery.
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She signs a lease.
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An hour later, you text your husband.
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No emoji, no emotion,
like the rest of your texts with Matthew.
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It's terse, all business.
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The rental in question is
a cute cabin you manage,
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30 minutes out on the border
of the state forest.
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Your car, phone, iPad,
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and all their invasive
location-tracking technologies will take
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a scenic drive to the property.
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Your body is headed somewhere else
but more on that in a moment.
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Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck my life.
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No, no, stop. Reel it in. Think of Henry.
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I cannot get this wrong.
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The point is, Natalie,
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although your stuff will make it
to the cabin, you simply disappear.
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Your last text will be to your sister,
suggesting you are deeply unhappy,
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leaving plenty of room for interpretation.
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Rumor: Did you leave
your cold and distant husband?
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Were you abducted? Assume a new identity?
Who can ever say for sure?
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And in the event
there are traffic cameras in town...
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So you put an end to the other woman
and you feel...
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Emasculated.
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Here's the problem
my wife left us to clean up.
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Natalie, your trackables
and your body need to part ways
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somewhere a person would
reasonably pull over if they were alive.
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And then, well... Then I need to find
some magically perfect place
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to leave you forever.
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Burying you in the woods is
the best I've got.
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If she wanted it her way,
she should have done the hard part.
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This isn't me though.
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I put this behind me.
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I changed... You know what's funny?
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For Love. For her.
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Because I wanted to be good enough
for her. And look at me now.
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I'm worried about Henry.
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I don't recognize Love anymore.
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I don't even recognize myself.
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Maybe you were on to something, Natalie.
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Kids aren't handcuffs.
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When I'm done cleaning up Love's mess,
I am packing my bags,
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taking Henry and getting the fuck out.
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You were going to leave me?
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- Are you insane?
- Uh-uh.
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No.
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You must listen.
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I am listening, every word. How...?
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There's a difference
between a reaction and a response.
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The latter is thoughtful,
the former, impulsive.
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Why does everybody think I'm impulsive?
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Who is "everybody"?
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You know, she's good.
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Uh...
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Does someone else make you feel like this?
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Good morning. Hello?
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Hey, Mom.
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Hey.
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Sleepy Forty.
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Aren't you a little gift?
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Why didn't you answer my calls?
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Oh, I've been busy.
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I signed a new lease
on a cute little bakery in town.
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- A bakery?
- Yeah.
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I need to head to the market.
Can you watch him?
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He should be down for a nap.
I need to start stocking the shop.
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Hold on. A bakery?
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- In a town that's peak keto?
- Yeah, yeah. I will convert them.
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I told you
that Quinn family finances were in flux.
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We'll figure it out.
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As in,
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I can't guarantee
I can help you with a lease, financially.
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Mom, that is very different
than vaguely mentioning "flux."
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It's a three-year lease
with a huge deposit.
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I would have told you
if you'd taken the time to ask.
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Is this another one of your episodes?
250
00:14:05,803 --> 00:14:06,846
"Episodes"?
251
00:14:06,929 --> 00:14:10,516
You know, it all feels a tad impulsive.
252
00:14:11,767 --> 00:14:13,519
So, what is it about these...
253
00:14:14,645 --> 00:14:17,606
labels that are so hurtful?
254
00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:23,028
Well, it's like...
255
00:14:24,154 --> 00:14:25,447
nobody gets me.
256
00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:28,450
Why I do things, how I do them.
257
00:14:29,827 --> 00:14:33,205
It's like, I just wanna be
a good role model for my child.
258
00:14:33,914 --> 00:14:35,583
And that means doing more.
259
00:14:35,666 --> 00:14:38,502
Stay with the feeling. "Nobody gets you."
260
00:14:40,254 --> 00:14:46,051
Shit. It's hard to stay angry
when she's so... But what's not to get?
261
00:14:46,135 --> 00:14:49,013
She's relatable except for the part
where she's an ax murderer.
262
00:14:49,096 --> 00:14:52,224
Is that gettable? Is it my fault
if I don't want to get that?
263
00:14:52,308 --> 00:14:53,308
Um...
264
00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:57,938
I just remembered this moment at the...
265
00:14:59,773 --> 00:15:01,275
at the store.
266
00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:06,071
- Fuck.
- I got you.
267
00:15:06,739 --> 00:15:09,199
- There you go. You need a...?
- Thank you.
268
00:15:09,283 --> 00:15:11,577
- Need a hand with any of this?
- No, I'm good.
269
00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:12,660
All right.
270
00:15:17,333 --> 00:15:18,333
Shameless.
271
00:15:19,543 --> 00:15:20,669
Yeah.
272
00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:24,924
I'm a fem-gen major
if that's any comfort at all.
273
00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:28,719
It's Feminist Gender
and Sexuality Studies.
274
00:15:28,802 --> 00:15:30,846
So I aim to be fluent.
275
00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,014
- Nice.
- Yeah.
276
00:15:33,432 --> 00:15:36,101
I'm Theo, by the way. What's your name?
277
00:15:38,687 --> 00:15:41,982
I'm married.
And half these groceries are for my baby.
278
00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:45,736
Yeah, yeah, if there's one thing
I know about babies,
279
00:15:45,819 --> 00:15:47,196
they really love yeast.
280
00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,239
They just guzzle the stuff.
281
00:15:49,323 --> 00:15:52,534
- That's for the bakery I'm opening.
- Oh, shit. Where is it?
282
00:15:54,036 --> 00:15:57,498
- Um, off Main Street, near Town Square.
- Okay.
283
00:15:57,581 --> 00:16:00,084
- Oh, where Sweet Dreams used to be.
- Yeah.
284
00:16:00,167 --> 00:16:02,127
Before that, it was Curry Home for Dinner.
285
00:16:02,211 --> 00:16:04,380
So the pun name is a requisite.
286
00:16:04,463 --> 00:16:05,547
- Okay.
- Yeah.
287
00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:07,967
- You're from here?
- I am, I am.
288
00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:10,344
And you are new in town.
289
00:16:10,427 --> 00:16:14,139
They haven't converted you
to full-time athleisure yet.
290
00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,224
Congratulations.
291
00:16:15,307 --> 00:16:16,392
Oh.
292
00:16:16,475 --> 00:16:18,936
Yeah, L.A. runs strong in these veins.
293
00:16:19,645 --> 00:16:20,771
Damn, girl.
294
00:16:21,563 --> 00:16:25,150
So you got a new town, new baby,
295
00:16:25,234 --> 00:16:27,987
new bakery, banging body.
296
00:16:29,989 --> 00:16:31,657
You're just doing it all.
297
00:16:33,742 --> 00:16:34,868
It's a tax.
298
00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:43,794
What were you feeling when
this stranger paid you so much attention?
299
00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,006
Guilty.
300
00:16:48,632 --> 00:16:50,050
'Cause it felt so good.
301
00:16:52,219 --> 00:16:53,762
And then really sad
302
00:16:54,388 --> 00:16:57,433
'cause I didn't want that from a stranger.
303
00:16:57,516 --> 00:16:59,309
I wanted that from my husband.
304
00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:03,439
And just like that,
she's the victim again. Masterful.
305
00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:05,399
How does that sit with you?
306
00:17:08,402 --> 00:17:09,402
I'm flattered.
307
00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:11,529
Mm.
308
00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:14,074
Your face tells a different story.
309
00:17:14,908 --> 00:17:16,452
If anything, you seem repulsed.
310
00:17:16,535 --> 00:17:18,203
Dumb, back-stabbing face.
311
00:17:18,287 --> 00:17:19,872
No. What...? No.
312
00:17:19,955 --> 00:17:24,960
No, no, no. Look, I haven't been
as present as I would like...
313
00:17:26,378 --> 00:17:27,421
lately.
314
00:17:27,504 --> 00:17:29,214
Parenthood is an adjustment.
315
00:17:31,008 --> 00:17:32,134
But I'm...
316
00:17:32,926 --> 00:17:36,013
- I'm here, right?
- True.
317
00:17:36,096 --> 00:17:38,515
Maybe being here is already
a radical concession,
318
00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:40,893
given you were on the verge
of leaving for good.
319
00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:44,521
So why didn't you?
320
00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:46,439
Leave her?
321
00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:54,490
Maybe I'll take Henry some place
like this lovely rental cabin of yours.
322
00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:56,033
Pretty, quiet.
323
00:17:56,700 --> 00:18:02,081
You could have helped me vanish, Natalie.
But now... it's time to vanish you.
324
00:18:02,164 --> 00:18:04,666
Your husband won't suspect
you're missing for a day.
325
00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:07,002
All that remains is
a cryptic text to your sister,
326
00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:12,341
then I gotta hike ten miserable miles,
catch a ride home and start packing.
327
00:18:13,133 --> 00:18:14,343
Oh, what's this?
328
00:18:15,969 --> 00:18:18,680
"Tell me I shouldn't fuck
the boring neighbor"?
329
00:18:19,807 --> 00:18:21,642
"Boring neighbor"?
330
00:18:23,977 --> 00:18:26,313
Is that all I was to you?
331
00:18:27,397 --> 00:18:28,982
Is that all you were?
332
00:18:30,234 --> 00:18:34,196
A restless housewife? A stereotype?
Maybe Love was right about you.
333
00:18:34,279 --> 00:18:39,785
No, no, no. She had no right to kill you.
Still, things could've gotten messy fast.
334
00:18:39,868 --> 00:18:43,789
Maybe I would've made a mess.
Maybe Love was right. No, she wasn't.
335
00:18:43,872 --> 00:18:46,625
- Shit.
- It's not a trick question.
336
00:18:48,168 --> 00:18:49,294
Why didn't you run?
337
00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:55,050
Well, because...
338
00:18:58,220 --> 00:19:03,142
I couldn't convince myself
that Henry would be better off.
339
00:19:05,102 --> 00:19:06,478
He needs both of us.
340
00:19:08,230 --> 00:19:11,859
So you stayed for the child,
not for your wife.
341
00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:19,741
Unfortunately, that's our time for today.
342
00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:21,243
I'm giving you homework.
343
00:19:24,496 --> 00:19:25,539
"How to talk."
344
00:19:26,039 --> 00:19:30,794
The reflective listening exercise will
help structure difficult conversations.
345
00:19:31,461 --> 00:19:33,714
Slow down, respond...
346
00:19:34,506 --> 00:19:36,675
- instead of react.
- That's Love's homework.
347
00:19:36,758 --> 00:19:39,428
Mine is to prevent her
from murdering this therapist.
348
00:19:39,511 --> 00:19:42,222
And I'd like to see you
as soon as possible,
349
00:19:42,306 --> 00:19:46,185
given we are in a bit
of a triage situation.
350
00:19:46,768 --> 00:19:47,686
Is it that bad?
351
00:19:47,769 --> 00:19:50,647
You want me to tell you
whether or not you should be together.
352
00:19:53,859 --> 00:19:57,487
The truth is, the easiest thing is
to end this marriage.
353
00:19:57,571 --> 00:20:00,824
Either one of you have
the power to do it tonight.
354
00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:04,828
You must choose to stay together
every minute from now until death,
355
00:20:04,912 --> 00:20:06,538
and that takes a lot of will
356
00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:09,041
and something both of you are willing
to fight for.
357
00:20:09,958 --> 00:20:13,086
So far, I've only heard you fight
to be right.
358
00:20:14,379 --> 00:20:15,964
You need a deeper purpose.
359
00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:18,926
Henry. If nothing else, Love and I...
360
00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:20,802
And don't say "Henry."
361
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:23,639
If children were enough reason
to stay married,
362
00:20:23,722 --> 00:20:26,016
we'd have no divorced parents.
363
00:20:26,099 --> 00:20:27,099
Shit.
364
00:20:34,566 --> 00:20:36,818
What's the only thing worse
than couples therapy?
365
00:20:37,361 --> 00:20:38,695
Coming home afterward.
366
00:20:40,447 --> 00:20:44,409
Dr. Chandra's "How to talk" worksheet is
mostly about how to listen,
367
00:20:44,493 --> 00:20:46,995
which may be useful if we ever talk again.
368
00:20:47,788 --> 00:20:50,832
Okay, so Sherry's wedding cake
was lemon-raspberry.
369
00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:55,462
So I think that gluten-free, sugar-free,
370
00:20:55,545 --> 00:20:59,716
fucking happiness-free cupcakes,
that should be a safe bet.
371
00:21:01,426 --> 00:21:03,303
Andrew and Jackson's kid's party.
372
00:21:03,387 --> 00:21:06,473
We're still going to that?
Don't you think that...?
373
00:21:06,556 --> 00:21:08,767
Wait. Do you have some packing
and running to do?
374
00:21:11,061 --> 00:21:15,983
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Let me try it again. I'm sorry.
375
00:21:22,906 --> 00:21:26,576
What I'm hearing is that you think
376
00:21:26,660 --> 00:21:29,997
that Natalie and us should be
the only people
377
00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:34,001
who mysteriously
don't attend today's party.
378
00:21:34,584 --> 00:21:35,711
Not better.
379
00:21:35,794 --> 00:21:38,297
- That's not what I'm saying.
- No?
380
00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:42,134
What I'm hearing is that you would
really like some alone time.
381
00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:45,387
So I'm gonna go take Henry
and let you work in peace.
382
00:21:49,057 --> 00:21:50,058
Not what I said.
383
00:22:05,365 --> 00:22:06,950
You two again.
384
00:22:07,034 --> 00:22:08,493
Yes, us again.
385
00:22:09,202 --> 00:22:10,329
There you go.
386
00:22:11,788 --> 00:22:13,165
That was a quick read.
387
00:22:13,248 --> 00:22:15,876
Need me to find another beautiful woman
to recommend the next one?
388
00:22:15,959 --> 00:22:17,544
I already found one.
389
00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:21,256
I was hoping you could show me
the rare books section.
390
00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:23,175
What makes you think we have one?
391
00:22:23,258 --> 00:22:25,427
A dumbwaiter indicates a basement
392
00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:28,305
where a mole-rat person looks after
the valuable books.
393
00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:29,639
But I'm guessing...
394
00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,683
We don't have anyone down there right now.
395
00:22:31,767 --> 00:22:32,809
Okay, yeah.
396
00:22:32,893 --> 00:22:35,437
Well, maybe you could escort us.
397
00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,105
We'll be very quick.
398
00:22:38,398 --> 00:22:39,398
I promise.
399
00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:49,117
And here we are.
400
00:22:50,827 --> 00:22:52,996
Yikes. These poor books.
401
00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:55,540
You looking for anything specific?
402
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:59,753
You know what,
I think I'll know it when I see it.
403
00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:01,046
Mind if I take a look?
404
00:23:01,129 --> 00:23:02,381
- Please.
- Okay.
405
00:23:09,721 --> 00:23:11,848
I thought you said
no one worked down here.
406
00:23:11,932 --> 00:23:15,394
Oh, I do, sometimes.
407
00:23:15,977 --> 00:23:17,396
When it's slow upstairs.
408
00:23:17,479 --> 00:23:19,356
Interesting. Keep her talking.
409
00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:22,109
So... you're an artist.
410
00:23:22,192 --> 00:23:24,861
I'm a librarian who draws.
411
00:23:24,945 --> 00:23:26,571
Looks like more than that to me.
412
00:23:26,655 --> 00:23:30,033
Anything other
than Victorian science books down here?
413
00:23:30,117 --> 00:23:31,368
Okay, nosy.
414
00:23:31,451 --> 00:23:34,037
I illustrate books sometimes.
415
00:23:34,121 --> 00:23:37,332
- It's just a side hustle though.
- Bingo.
416
00:23:40,252 --> 00:23:44,673
So is there anywhere that I can see
your work, like online maybe or...?
417
00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:46,299
Why?
418
00:23:46,842 --> 00:23:50,470
- You write a kids' book?
- No, I'm just a connoisseur.
419
00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:51,554
Here we go.
420
00:23:54,307 --> 00:23:56,476
Wildflowers of New York.
421
00:23:57,644 --> 00:24:02,065
Do you need a 100-year-old gardening book
instead of a new one upstairs?
422
00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:04,943
Nothing beats the classics.
I can have this back in a few days.
423
00:24:05,026 --> 00:24:07,279
No. You're not supposed
to take these ones home.
424
00:24:07,362 --> 00:24:09,072
Okay. I can read it upstairs.
425
00:24:09,156 --> 00:24:11,992
I think he should calm down
in just a bit. Right, Henry?
426
00:24:12,075 --> 00:24:13,702
That's okay. Just take it.
427
00:24:14,578 --> 00:24:16,830
- Thank you, thank you.
- Yeah, sure.
428
00:24:16,913 --> 00:24:18,665
Glad someone's got my back.
429
00:24:21,585 --> 00:24:23,753
Less than ideal to steal, of course.
430
00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:27,507
But Ellie needs cash,
and I can't touch Quinn funds
431
00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:30,343
for fear of them finding out where she is.
432
00:24:32,387 --> 00:24:36,057
And let's be honest,
it feels good to fix something.
433
00:24:37,601 --> 00:24:40,145
Especially when everything else feels
so unfixable.
434
00:24:40,854 --> 00:24:43,231
Oh, shit. I knew it, we're late.
435
00:24:43,315 --> 00:24:45,400
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
436
00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:47,903
- Is this really the life I want?
- Hi.
437
00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:50,280
- Welcome.
- The only thing worse than a kid's party
438
00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:51,448
is a rich kid's party.
439
00:25:02,417 --> 00:25:03,793
A little bit to the right.
440
00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,004
One more.
441
00:25:06,087 --> 00:25:07,631
Oh, you're early.
442
00:25:08,340 --> 00:25:09,508
Hi. Yeah, I...
443
00:25:09,591 --> 00:25:12,052
- We thought that...
- Oh, it's fine. Fine.
444
00:25:12,135 --> 00:25:14,137
Most of the gang's here to help set up.
445
00:25:15,222 --> 00:25:16,222
Um...
446
00:25:16,765 --> 00:25:20,060
Yeah, I'm gonna...
I'm gonna put these somewhere.
447
00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:23,647
Hey, boys! Look who's here.
448
00:25:25,023 --> 00:25:27,776
- Hey!
- Yo, Joe! Let's get you drunk!
449
00:25:27,859 --> 00:25:30,028
Stop. But seriously...
450
00:25:31,321 --> 00:25:34,407
- how drunk do you wanna be for this?
- Love!
451
00:25:34,491 --> 00:25:36,618
- We didn't think we'd see you today.
- Oh.
452
00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:40,288
- You left in such a hurry the other night.
- Oh, yeah, I'm sorry for ghosting.
453
00:25:40,372 --> 00:25:43,500
My mom was watching the baby,
and Dottie has an expiration time.
454
00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:45,502
Alcohol? Pills?
455
00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:50,257
It's no judgment. I could only imagine
what she's been through. Oh!
456
00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:54,678
I could cry right now.
Being a mom of twins...
457
00:25:54,761 --> 00:25:58,723
Losing one would be like... losing both.
458
00:26:00,183 --> 00:26:01,768
I made cupcakes.
459
00:26:01,851 --> 00:26:03,520
- You made those?
- Gorgeous.
460
00:26:03,603 --> 00:26:08,358
Yes. I am also opening a bakery.
A cute little spot on Main Street.
461
00:26:08,441 --> 00:26:10,443
I love that.
462
00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,320
So brave.
463
00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:15,323
You've heard
that spot hasn't had much success,
464
00:26:15,407 --> 00:26:17,242
- but it's never had you, mama.
- Yeah.
465
00:26:17,325 --> 00:26:20,287
I was hoping you lovelies would be
my guinea pigs.
466
00:26:24,082 --> 00:26:27,377
Don't worry, they're organic
and, like, everything-free.
467
00:26:28,753 --> 00:26:29,879
They're lemon-raspberry.
468
00:26:29,963 --> 00:26:34,926
You know, I'm not really a fan
of lemon or raspberry.
469
00:26:37,095 --> 00:26:39,431
- Already hit my macro.
- I'm fasting.
470
00:26:39,514 --> 00:26:40,599
Oh!
471
00:26:40,682 --> 00:26:42,892
We should get our kids in their costumes.
472
00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,063
Screw your liver.
473
00:26:47,147 --> 00:26:50,150
Seventy percent of G-clearance happens
in the peripheral tissue.
474
00:26:50,233 --> 00:26:54,321
This is what fun looks like
in Madre Linda: glorified productivity.
475
00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:57,365
I want the best for my son.
No denying, this beats a group home,
476
00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:00,201
but there's gotta be
a third bowl of porridge.
477
00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:01,828
Bottom line, 45-minute orgasm.
478
00:27:01,911 --> 00:27:04,456
- No way.
- Sick. I'll invest.
479
00:27:04,539 --> 00:27:06,583
Things I've learned
in the past ten minutes:
480
00:27:06,666 --> 00:27:11,379
ejaculating too much can deplete focus,
so Cary patented "injaculating."
481
00:27:11,463 --> 00:27:14,633
Sherry started nicknaming me
"The Stallion."
482
00:27:14,716 --> 00:27:17,677
And Gil is only
a hair less outsider than me.
483
00:27:17,761 --> 00:27:22,015
Judging by the gasps he gives
every time Cary says the word "ejaculate,"
484
00:27:22,098 --> 00:27:24,309
I'd guess that Gil waited till marriage.
485
00:27:24,392 --> 00:27:27,062
- Daddy! Daddy!
- Thank you, tiny intruder.
486
00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:29,230
Hey. Having fun?
I want you to meet someone.
487
00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:32,067
This is Joe. Joe, this is Zoe. Zoe, Joe.
488
00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:35,362
I've seen you at the library.
I read to the kids there.
489
00:27:35,445 --> 00:27:37,155
You and Henry should join. It's fun.
490
00:27:37,238 --> 00:27:38,531
- We can carpool.
- Maybe.
491
00:27:38,615 --> 00:27:41,868
Rather lose another finger than carpool
with Mormon Neville Longbottom.
492
00:27:41,951 --> 00:27:45,038
So far, nothing about this place
worth fighting for.
493
00:27:45,121 --> 00:27:48,166
- Oh, my God!
- Uh-oh. Sherry's siren song.
494
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:50,251
Duty calls, men.
495
00:27:50,335 --> 00:27:53,129
Don't eat sugar! Honey, no!
496
00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:55,006
Go ahead. I can watch the little guy.
497
00:27:55,090 --> 00:27:56,841
Yeah? Okay. Thank you.
498
00:27:56,925 --> 00:27:59,010
- Sure, no problem.
- Nice guy.
499
00:27:59,094 --> 00:28:01,721
Maybe I'm still looking
for reasons to run.
500
00:28:01,805 --> 00:28:04,766
Get that... No, baby. Oh, baby girl, no!
501
00:28:05,475 --> 00:28:08,561
You have completely spiked
their blood sugar, Love.
502
00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:12,065
- No, they're sugar-free.
- There's sugar in raspberries.
503
00:28:12,148 --> 00:28:15,068
- We don't let them eat fruit. Come on.
- Oh.
504
00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:17,821
Let's go, babies. This way.
505
00:28:19,572 --> 00:28:20,782
Cary, I am so sorry.
506
00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:22,867
That's fine. They're kids.
507
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:27,831
Hey, I'll give the wife
a little you-know-what later,
508
00:28:27,914 --> 00:28:30,792
and she'll just lose all memory of this.
509
00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:35,338
Don't worry. I got the twins wearing
those Vital Rings of Matthew's.
510
00:28:35,422 --> 00:28:36,423
Matthew...
511
00:28:38,758 --> 00:28:39,592
See?
512
00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:42,220
Heart rates and blood sugar,
totally normal.
513
00:28:43,972 --> 00:28:45,598
Does this have GPS?
514
00:28:45,682 --> 00:28:48,351
Oh, yeah. Leave it to Matthew.
515
00:28:48,435 --> 00:28:51,771
He could give a shit about your health,
he's just horny for the data.
516
00:28:51,855 --> 00:28:54,983
It's pretty spotty,
but it gives you the general idea.
517
00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:58,069
- We all wear them.
- No.
518
00:28:58,153 --> 00:28:59,696
No, no.
519
00:28:59,779 --> 00:29:03,950
If Matthew has access to Natalie's ring,
he'll be able to see exactly where she is.
520
00:29:04,033 --> 00:29:07,036
Do you think they could see
that her heart stopped?
521
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:09,200
- I didn't invent the fucking ring.
- Stop!
522
00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:12,333
Hey. Hey, man.
523
00:29:12,417 --> 00:29:15,754
No, listen to me.
We need to stop production, then.
524
00:29:15,837 --> 00:29:18,517
He hasn't put it together yet,
but it's only a matter of time.
525
00:29:18,548 --> 00:29:22,886
Natalie's been gone over 24 hours.
Our window is rapidly closing.
526
00:29:33,313 --> 00:29:36,691
- What? Are you bringing him?
- Wanna leave him in the car?
527
00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:38,485
That's Bad Parenting 101.
528
00:29:41,988 --> 00:29:44,032
Witnessing us dig up a body isn't?
529
00:29:44,657 --> 00:29:48,077
He has barely any depth perception,
which you should know.
530
00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:54,709
What I'm hearing is, even as I am doing
everything in my power to save my child,
531
00:29:54,793 --> 00:29:57,003
my parenting skills aren't up
to your standards.
532
00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:58,838
Is this important right now?
533
00:30:13,061 --> 00:30:14,145
Oh, fuck!
534
00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,651
Why does she look like that?
535
00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:22,487
I had to remove her teeth.
536
00:30:24,781 --> 00:30:27,659
Right. Dental records. Yeah.
537
00:30:29,744 --> 00:30:31,412
Where did you put them?
538
00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:35,542
The teeth? Don't wanna find them
in a hidey-hole in my house.
539
00:30:35,625 --> 00:30:38,586
You won't. It's safer if you don't know.
540
00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:51,516
- What?
- Might want to wait in the car with Henry.
541
00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:53,726
I can handle it. Just fucking do it.
542
00:30:54,769 --> 00:30:55,769
We'll see.
543
00:31:09,826 --> 00:31:12,078
It's cracked. Maybe that's good.
544
00:31:12,161 --> 00:31:15,415
Could've just broken when...
In the bakery when she fell.
545
00:31:15,498 --> 00:31:16,541
But what if it didn't?
546
00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:20,670
Still have to move it.
The body can't be where the ring died.
547
00:31:20,753 --> 00:31:22,130
- So just...
- Yeah.
548
00:31:45,403 --> 00:31:48,615
I put the ring on the sink
so it looked like she washed her hands.
549
00:31:51,743 --> 00:31:52,743
What now?
550
00:31:54,370 --> 00:31:55,496
I know where to go.
551
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,843
You said we needed a permanent solution.
We're on the edge of town.
552
00:32:08,927 --> 00:32:10,887
They're pouring a foundation tomorrow.
553
00:32:12,388 --> 00:32:14,557
Under a slab of cement is permanent.
554
00:32:14,641 --> 00:32:17,226
- How did you know we'd rebury her?
- I didn't.
555
00:32:17,852 --> 00:32:21,481
I drove past it yesterday,
so I looked into it. A backup plan.
556
00:32:23,691 --> 00:32:25,526
How many of those do you have?
557
00:32:26,277 --> 00:32:29,489
Do you just drive around
making mental notes
558
00:32:29,572 --> 00:32:32,784
of good places to disappear people?
559
00:32:32,867 --> 00:32:35,703
Considering who I'm married to, yeah.
560
00:32:36,371 --> 00:32:38,081
I kind of have to.
561
00:32:38,164 --> 00:32:39,666
Oh, I'm the psycho.
562
00:32:39,749 --> 00:32:43,086
How did you get rid of her so fast?
How did you know where to go?
563
00:32:43,169 --> 00:32:46,839
- What were you planning for?
- What are you insinuating?
564
00:32:56,057 --> 00:32:59,727
Why is she doing this now?
We have a body to take care of.
565
00:32:59,811 --> 00:33:02,563
If this is a partnership,
I'm better off alone.
566
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:05,984
- Love?
- Why don't you love me anymore?!
567
00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:09,612
- You know why, you just won't say it.
- I don't know what you're talking about.
568
00:33:09,696 --> 00:33:12,824
You had a hook to my throat.
And then I said I was pregnant.
569
00:33:13,574 --> 00:33:16,494
And then we just went on
and pretended like it didn't happen.
570
00:33:16,577 --> 00:33:20,456
No, no, no, we didn't!
It was a bad moment. For both of us.
571
00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:23,918
- It was a bad moment a lifetime ago.
- Fuck you. Fuck you.
572
00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:26,587
You act all pure and noble,
573
00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:29,757
like you have reasons
for what you do when you do it.
574
00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:31,968
But when I do it, I'm crazy, right?
575
00:33:32,051 --> 00:33:34,012
I'm some manic nutjob.
576
00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:35,388
"But, oh, wait! Oh, wait!
577
00:33:35,471 --> 00:33:38,433
She's a mom now,
I guess I can't slit her throat."
578
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:44,981
He... is the only reason I'm alive.
579
00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:49,485
How do you think that makes me feel?
I can't trust you.
580
00:33:49,569 --> 00:33:52,780
I can't trust you either!
581
00:33:52,864 --> 00:33:54,323
I was trying to...
582
00:33:54,407 --> 00:33:57,535
Yes, yes. Yes, I did things.
583
00:33:58,286 --> 00:34:02,707
But I've worked hard to be better
and I am not that person anymore.
584
00:34:02,790 --> 00:34:03,790
But now,
585
00:34:04,375 --> 00:34:07,795
I will be burying bodies
until I'm 70 years old!
586
00:34:08,671 --> 00:34:12,008
Because if I'm not 100% into you
all of the time,
587
00:34:12,091 --> 00:34:15,386
you will keep killing people!
588
00:34:15,470 --> 00:34:19,390
If I'm not enough for you, you'll kill me.
589
00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:21,267
You said that out loud?
590
00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:25,438
I want you to listen closely.
591
00:34:25,521 --> 00:34:29,942
Fifty percent of my married clients want
to kill each other.
592
00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:31,069
It's normal.
593
00:34:31,152 --> 00:34:33,112
And here's the better news,
594
00:34:33,196 --> 00:34:35,198
neither one of you is gonna kill
your spouse.
595
00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:38,326
You're many things,
but you are not murderers.
596
00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:44,165
The intensity here is a very good sign.
597
00:34:44,248 --> 00:34:48,044
You're not fighting to be right,
you're fighting for your lives.
598
00:34:48,127 --> 00:34:50,338
Deeper. Right?
599
00:34:51,089 --> 00:34:53,466
- Scarier.
- Joe.
600
00:34:54,425 --> 00:34:57,887
Can you think of any times
when you felt as violent as you did
601
00:34:57,970 --> 00:34:59,639
toward Love in your fight?
602
00:35:03,184 --> 00:35:04,184
A few.
603
00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:06,062
No, I'm pregnant!
604
00:35:07,688 --> 00:35:09,232
I'm not a violent person.
605
00:35:10,441 --> 00:35:13,986
What if sometimes you are?
What if that's normal?
606
00:35:18,699 --> 00:35:20,284
Stop. Stop!
607
00:35:21,828 --> 00:35:24,622
I don't wanna hurt anyone.
608
00:35:24,705 --> 00:35:26,165
I believe you.
609
00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:29,544
So, what's the feeling under the rage?
610
00:35:33,214 --> 00:35:34,465
Fear.
611
00:35:34,549 --> 00:35:36,425
Fear that...?
612
00:35:39,637 --> 00:35:42,765
Joe, stay with the violent thoughts.
613
00:35:44,225 --> 00:35:46,519
You're broken. I could never love you.
614
00:35:46,602 --> 00:35:47,854
You're crazy!
615
00:35:47,937 --> 00:35:50,815
What did you do? What did you do?
616
00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:53,401
If someone...
617
00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:56,195
sees me...
618
00:35:56,279 --> 00:35:58,990
- Why does she look like that?
- I had to remove her teeth.
619
00:35:59,782 --> 00:36:01,576
If someone sees the real me...
620
00:36:05,663 --> 00:36:06,664
they'll go away.
621
00:36:07,665 --> 00:36:08,665
For good.
622
00:36:19,677 --> 00:36:21,053
What about you, Love?
623
00:36:23,389 --> 00:36:26,642
When else have you felt the way
that Joe makes you feel?
624
00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:36,194
When I feel...
625
00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:40,907
- protective.
- What are you fighting to protect?
626
00:36:41,532 --> 00:36:44,160
- My family.
- Why specifically family?
627
00:36:44,744 --> 00:36:45,828
That's what you do.
628
00:36:47,955 --> 00:36:50,208
What do you get from your family?
629
00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:51,584
I don't know.
630
00:36:56,297 --> 00:36:57,840
A family is supposed to...
631
00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:00,760
love you unconditionally.
632
00:37:00,843 --> 00:37:02,720
Why is that so important?
633
00:37:02,803 --> 00:37:05,973
Why does love have to be unconditional?
634
00:37:10,144 --> 00:37:11,354
Because if anyone...
635
00:37:14,523 --> 00:37:15,523
saw...
636
00:37:18,694 --> 00:37:22,823
how ugly I can be...
637
00:37:25,993 --> 00:37:28,329
They'll go away for good.
638
00:37:43,386 --> 00:37:45,930
Fair to say one of the things
you have in common
639
00:37:46,013 --> 00:37:52,311
is fear of abandonment so deep,
it feels downright kill-or-be-killed.
640
00:37:52,395 --> 00:37:54,355
Metaphorically speaking.
641
00:37:54,438 --> 00:37:56,774
When our patterns line up like this,
642
00:37:56,857 --> 00:38:00,111
it's very, very hard
to see the other person
643
00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:03,322
because it's dangerously close
to looking in a mirror.
644
00:38:03,406 --> 00:38:08,119
We're talking about
the worst things, so why do I feel relief?
645
00:38:08,202 --> 00:38:10,204
So how are we, um...
646
00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:12,331
I'm sorry. Joe and I.
647
00:38:12,415 --> 00:38:15,459
...supposed to make this work?
648
00:38:17,378 --> 00:38:19,005
That's the perfect word.
649
00:38:19,088 --> 00:38:21,424
"Work." Because that's what it takes.
650
00:38:22,049 --> 00:38:24,468
Let go of unconditional.
There's no such thing.
651
00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:27,305
There's agreeing
to show up the best we can.
652
00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:29,849
In the best marriages,
653
00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:32,810
each partner challenges the other
every day
654
00:38:32,893 --> 00:38:34,979
to be a better version of themselves.
655
00:38:35,062 --> 00:38:37,315
- Sounds like a lot of fighting.
- Sure.
656
00:38:38,107 --> 00:38:39,567
But is all fighting bad?
657
00:38:40,526 --> 00:38:43,362
Maybe this isn't two opponents in a ring.
658
00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:46,782
Maybe this is two on the same team
659
00:38:46,866 --> 00:38:49,243
fighting for the same thing.
660
00:38:52,204 --> 00:38:53,205
That sounds good.
661
00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:58,711
Having someone on my... team.
662
00:39:00,963 --> 00:39:01,963
Yeah.
663
00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,175
Yeah, that sounds nice.
664
00:39:08,512 --> 00:39:09,764
There you go.
665
00:39:13,100 --> 00:39:15,811
You know what else
they don't tell you about teammates?
666
00:39:15,895 --> 00:39:17,521
The sex is better.
667
00:39:17,605 --> 00:39:21,692
Like, "Don't bother to describe it
to your unmarried friends" better.
668
00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:24,487
The passion fueled by the deepest trust.
669
00:39:24,570 --> 00:39:27,156
And it's fucking primal.
670
00:39:38,250 --> 00:39:39,251
A team.
671
00:39:39,335 --> 00:39:43,130
Is that what this could be?
It does sound really nice.
672
00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:49,345
Love knows me better than anyone ever has.
673
00:39:49,428 --> 00:39:53,182
I'm starting to understand
why that's so terrifying.
674
00:39:54,266 --> 00:39:56,268
Joe. Joe!
675
00:39:58,729 --> 00:40:00,189
- Hey.
- What, what, what?
676
00:40:00,940 --> 00:40:01,940
Look.
677
00:40:04,443 --> 00:40:05,569
Oh.
678
00:40:05,945 --> 00:40:07,238
Oh. Wow.
679
00:40:07,321 --> 00:40:08,781
I think they're the Shermans'.
680
00:40:08,864 --> 00:40:11,367
They put up "lost bunny" signs
the other day.
681
00:40:11,992 --> 00:40:14,370
Look, the mom is protecting her babies.
682
00:40:14,453 --> 00:40:18,541
Look at the bunnies, Henry.
Henry, look at the bunnies.
683
00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,674
Must've gone through there.
I had no idea there was a hole.
684
00:40:27,925 --> 00:40:28,968
Henry...
685
00:40:30,719 --> 00:40:32,096
Do you like that?
686
00:40:39,311 --> 00:40:42,064
And just like that, there you are.
687
00:40:43,858 --> 00:40:46,694
The girl... The woman I fell in love with.
688
00:40:47,820 --> 00:40:53,826
Warm, playful, honest,
and beautifully, radiantly maternal.
689
00:40:55,661 --> 00:40:59,331
I'm such a fool. I've been distant, cruel.
690
00:40:59,415 --> 00:41:01,125
How can you ever forgive me?
691
00:41:01,834 --> 00:41:04,420
I'm so sorry about what I said. Um...
692
00:41:04,962 --> 00:41:07,548
Of course you love our son.
693
00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:10,468
Of course that you are all in with him.
694
00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:11,886
It's not just him.
695
00:41:13,929 --> 00:41:15,514
It's not just our son.
696
00:41:23,689 --> 00:41:25,191
This is new.
697
00:41:26,066 --> 00:41:27,066
Exciting.
698
00:41:27,526 --> 00:41:29,278
The joy of being a team.
699
00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:33,574
And I'd be remiss if I didn't admit,
700
00:41:34,325 --> 00:41:36,243
we have an excellent therapist.
701
00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:08,943
I have to tell you something.
702
00:42:12,404 --> 00:42:14,823
I would absolutely kill for you.
703
00:42:21,872 --> 00:42:25,459
Love, I would kill for you too.
704
00:42:27,711 --> 00:42:29,088
And Henry.
705
00:42:29,171 --> 00:42:30,631
Okay, so...
706
00:42:33,634 --> 00:42:35,886
I promise to do everything I can...
707
00:42:37,972 --> 00:42:40,307
to make sure you never have to do that.
708
00:42:42,101 --> 00:42:43,477
I promise too.
709
00:42:47,898 --> 00:42:49,066
Never again.
710
00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,068
Thank you.
711
00:42:58,492 --> 00:42:59,492
Love.
712
00:43:00,452 --> 00:43:05,874
There are going to be things
out of our control, so...
713
00:43:06,917 --> 00:43:09,044
I'm thinking about a way we can...
714
00:43:10,296 --> 00:43:13,966
help each other
to make sure we never go there.
715
00:43:15,259 --> 00:43:17,803
We can make a safe space.
716
00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:19,763
A safe space?
717
00:43:23,142 --> 00:43:24,560
It's very therapized.
718
00:43:24,643 --> 00:43:25,643
Mm.
719
00:43:28,731 --> 00:43:30,357
What'd you have in mind?
720
00:43:33,319 --> 00:43:37,865
Even with therapy,
our wounds may take a long time to heal.
721
00:43:37,948 --> 00:43:40,284
We can't just erase our worst impulses.
722
00:43:41,285 --> 00:43:43,078
But maybe we can control them.
723
00:43:44,455 --> 00:43:50,252
♪ My heart belongs to only you ♪
724
00:43:51,086 --> 00:43:57,259
♪ I've never loved as I love you ♪
725
00:43:57,801 --> 00:44:03,557
♪ You've set a flame
Within me burning... ♪
726
00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,644
We can't be sure
what or who might come at us,
727
00:44:06,727 --> 00:44:10,773
but I know from experience,
this gives us options.
728
00:44:10,856 --> 00:44:16,236
This offers us time to slow down,
reflect and respond.
729
00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:21,575
It feels nice trusting you
with this part of me.
730
00:44:24,536 --> 00:44:31,085
♪ I'll always be your slave, my darling ♪
731
00:44:31,585 --> 00:44:34,546
♪ Through the coming years... ♪
732
00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:35,714
For the most part.
733
00:44:38,175 --> 00:44:44,264
♪ There were some times
When I was doubtful ♪
734
00:44:44,890 --> 00:44:50,562
♪ Of this new love affair ♪
735
00:44:51,605 --> 00:44:56,276
♪ But now my mind is no more doubtful ♪
736
00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:59,029
♪ I've found my heaven ♪
737
00:44:59,113 --> 00:45:04,201
♪ With the help of a prayer... ♪
738
00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:09,498
We're putting down roots,
building a future for our son.
739
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,962
♪ A melody... ♪
740
00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:18,048
You'll dominate
your little corner of this town.
741
00:45:18,132 --> 00:45:19,132
And I...
742
00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:22,094
I'm gonna find mine.
743
00:45:23,387 --> 00:45:24,387
It's time.
744
00:45:28,976 --> 00:45:31,979
- This gonna become an everyday thing?
- I hope so.
745
00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,078
What did you do?
746
00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:52,624
I couldn't help but notice
your rare books need some attention, so...
747
00:45:53,834 --> 00:45:56,462
I have expertise in that area.
748
00:45:56,545 --> 00:45:58,338
Oh, so you want a job.
749
00:45:59,465 --> 00:46:03,177
Well, you know you need a Master's
to work in a library, but...
750
00:46:03,260 --> 00:46:04,428
Do you though?
751
00:46:06,346 --> 00:46:07,973
I will think about it.
752
00:46:09,391 --> 00:46:10,434
Thanks.
753
00:46:41,632 --> 00:46:43,050
Cement is set.
754
00:46:44,092 --> 00:46:45,260
We're in the clear.
755
00:46:47,763 --> 00:46:50,474
- Anything from next door?
- Not that I can see.
756
00:46:51,892 --> 00:46:53,727
She's been gone for days.
757
00:46:53,811 --> 00:46:55,229
He's gotta know by now.
758
00:46:56,647 --> 00:46:58,398
I wish I knew what he was thinking.
759
00:47:12,162 --> 00:47:13,247
Hmm. You.
760
00:47:15,415 --> 00:47:16,625
What are you doing here?
761
00:47:16,708 --> 00:47:18,919
I own the place.
762
00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:20,963
Hang on a second.
Theo, who's there?
763
00:47:22,631 --> 00:47:24,967
- Oh, hi, Love.
- Hi, Matthew.
764
00:47:25,050 --> 00:47:26,760
Uh, Natalie's not here right now.
765
00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:31,306
Oh, no, I came here to see you.
I came here to see both of you.
766
00:47:31,390 --> 00:47:34,434
- I did. I brought you some cupcakes.
- Thank you.
767
00:47:34,518 --> 00:47:36,353
Love, this is my son, Theo.
768
00:47:37,563 --> 00:47:40,482
- I didn't know you had a son.
- Stepson from my first marriage.
769
00:47:40,566 --> 00:47:43,026
Thank you, but we're dealing
with something right now.
770
00:47:43,652 --> 00:47:44,652
Let's go.
771
00:47:45,696 --> 00:47:46,697
- Enjoy.
- Yeah.
772
00:47:47,281 --> 00:47:48,365
Have a good night.
773
00:48:07,301 --> 00:48:08,135
So?
774
00:48:14,433 --> 00:48:17,144
So... they know.
775
00:48:18,103 --> 00:48:19,563
Shit's about to hit the fan.
776
00:48:22,858 --> 00:48:25,611
We've got this. Together.
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