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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:13,490 --> 00:01:14,821 Not today, man. 2 00:01:17,828 --> 00:01:19,489 You remember what day it is? 3 00:01:19,580 --> 00:01:21,320 Why are you being so hostile? 4 00:01:21,415 --> 00:01:23,076 Don't... 5 00:01:23,166 --> 00:01:25,031 Oh, my god! 6 00:01:26,253 --> 00:01:27,743 We've got to start going. 7 00:01:37,848 --> 00:01:41,181 We have 176 text messages. 8 00:01:41,268 --> 00:01:42,383 Wow. 9 00:01:42,477 --> 00:01:43,580 Yo, it's Mandy. 10 00:01:43,604 --> 00:01:45,014 Mandy. 11 00:01:45,105 --> 00:01:47,083 Are you coming to my end of the world party tonight? 12 00:01:47,107 --> 00:01:49,460 You know you are. I don't want to hear any of your bullshit. 13 00:01:49,484 --> 00:01:50,564 Oh, we gotta go. 14 00:01:50,652 --> 00:01:53,940 Also, pauly shore's coming. 15 00:01:54,031 --> 00:01:56,317 Um... oh, also, I have ketamine nasal spray. 16 00:01:56,408 --> 00:01:57,818 Not even legal, just for fun. 17 00:01:57,909 --> 00:01:59,820 No, no, no, no, no. 18 00:01:59,911 --> 00:02:01,367 A little left for you, 19 00:02:01,455 --> 00:02:03,195 - come on over. - Ugh, so mean. 20 00:02:03,290 --> 00:02:04,325 What do you think 21 00:02:04,416 --> 00:02:05,826 I should wear to Mandy's tonight? 22 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:08,329 I've got mechanic-on-vacation kind of energy... no? 23 00:02:08,420 --> 00:02:09,910 I could just go, like, 24 00:02:10,005 --> 00:02:11,836 full Santa fe art teacher, right? 25 00:02:11,923 --> 00:02:15,836 Just drape myself in linen for the end of the world. 26 00:02:15,927 --> 00:02:19,511 What is this, Ezra? 27 00:02:19,598 --> 00:02:21,930 I'm just kind of trying to keep in touch 28 00:02:22,017 --> 00:02:23,598 with the people that I love. 29 00:02:23,685 --> 00:02:25,596 Haven't seen him since his bar mitzvah. 30 00:02:25,687 --> 00:02:27,598 And number two, um... 31 00:02:27,689 --> 00:02:29,292 - Is he shirtless? - There's this fuckin' party. 32 00:02:29,316 --> 00:02:30,681 It's kind of the last, like... 33 00:02:30,776 --> 00:02:32,186 - Yes? - Hurrah... 34 00:02:32,277 --> 00:02:33,983 - He's kinda hot. - He's your cousin. 35 00:02:34,071 --> 00:02:35,131 Whatever you call it, so... 36 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:36,565 I know, but... 37 00:02:36,657 --> 00:02:38,697 I was wondering if you could buy me some alcohol. 38 00:02:40,952 --> 00:02:43,694 Okay, so... maybe we don't have to go out 39 00:02:43,789 --> 00:02:45,370 to a party tonight, 40 00:02:45,457 --> 00:02:48,574 but we can do something more spiritual. 41 00:02:48,669 --> 00:02:50,785 What-what if we went to the beach? 42 00:02:50,879 --> 00:02:53,086 Remember when we used to go to the beach? 43 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:54,629 We were so happy then. 44 00:02:54,716 --> 00:02:57,799 That was, like, the last time you really felt free, right? 45 00:02:57,886 --> 00:03:00,377 I don't know what to tell you, it's like... 46 00:03:00,472 --> 00:03:04,090 My whole life, I have been terrified of dying alone, 47 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:07,927 and tonight, I am literally dying alone. 48 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:10,137 But you're not alone, you have me. 49 00:03:10,232 --> 00:03:13,850 Man, you don't count, okay? You're metaphysical. 50 00:03:15,070 --> 00:03:17,277 Look, tonight, I just wanna, like, 51 00:03:17,364 --> 00:03:19,195 get really fucking high, 52 00:03:19,282 --> 00:03:20,567 eat until I puke, 53 00:03:20,659 --> 00:03:21,899 and then die. 54 00:03:21,993 --> 00:03:25,861 I could list so many problems with that idea, 55 00:03:27,124 --> 00:03:29,831 but the first one is, you're out of weed. 56 00:03:35,382 --> 00:03:36,872 Of all the days, you really think 57 00:03:36,967 --> 00:03:38,377 you should be self-medicating today? 58 00:03:39,553 --> 00:03:41,509 Why can't you just be present? 59 00:03:41,596 --> 00:03:43,552 I have an idea. Why don't I give myself 60 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:45,847 the present of doing drugs? 61 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,925 - Hello. - Hi. 62 00:03:48,019 --> 00:03:49,579 Were you trying to go to the weed store? 63 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:50,761 Yeah. 64 00:03:50,856 --> 00:03:52,221 I kind of bought it out. 65 00:03:52,315 --> 00:03:54,681 Oh, like, you bought all the drugs inside? 66 00:03:54,776 --> 00:03:56,456 They gave me a deal, I just cleaned 'em out 67 00:03:56,486 --> 00:03:57,851 'cause I just was like, 68 00:03:57,946 --> 00:03:59,982 I don't wanna be without on the last day. 69 00:04:01,199 --> 00:04:03,110 All right, well, I guess I'll, uh... 70 00:04:03,201 --> 00:04:04,441 I mean, I could give you some. 71 00:04:04,536 --> 00:04:06,401 I'm not gonna use all of it, obviously. 72 00:04:06,496 --> 00:04:08,096 It's not like I'm saving for a rainy day. 73 00:04:09,249 --> 00:04:11,661 Yeah, sure, that... That would be cool. 74 00:04:11,752 --> 00:04:13,062 I just don't want to do it in this alleyway, 75 00:04:13,086 --> 00:04:14,326 it feels a little shady 76 00:04:14,421 --> 00:04:16,377 and kinda disrespectful to the medicine. 77 00:04:16,465 --> 00:04:17,921 If you want to come to my spot, 78 00:04:18,008 --> 00:04:19,293 it's pretty dope. 79 00:04:19,384 --> 00:04:21,304 It's like a very quick walk if you wanna join me. 80 00:04:23,472 --> 00:04:24,507 Yeah, sure. 81 00:04:24,598 --> 00:04:25,598 - Great. - Why not? 82 00:04:25,682 --> 00:04:26,722 A few minutes with someone 83 00:04:26,767 --> 00:04:27,869 on the last day of earth? Why not? 84 00:04:27,893 --> 00:04:29,804 Right, yeah. Cool, man. 85 00:04:29,895 --> 00:04:31,122 - Yeah, just come with me. - Okay. 86 00:04:31,146 --> 00:04:32,761 - It's right here. - All right. 87 00:04:32,856 --> 00:04:33,971 You live around here? 88 00:04:34,065 --> 00:04:35,501 Yeah, just, uh... Just down the block. 89 00:04:35,525 --> 00:04:37,686 - Me too. Is this your spot? - Yeah. 90 00:04:40,113 --> 00:04:41,444 So, yeah, it's just right up here. 91 00:04:42,491 --> 00:04:44,072 Your... your house? Or... 92 00:04:44,159 --> 00:04:46,400 It's not my actual abode, my... 93 00:04:46,495 --> 00:04:49,737 My house is, uh, you know, a couple blocks away. 94 00:04:49,831 --> 00:04:50,831 Yeah. 95 00:04:50,916 --> 00:04:52,185 This is public land, it's not mine, 96 00:04:52,209 --> 00:04:53,540 but who's gonna arrest me today? 97 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:56,747 So, yeah, I figured, like, uh... 98 00:04:56,838 --> 00:04:58,718 I mean, there's... There's enough for everybody, 99 00:04:58,757 --> 00:05:01,840 and also, like, I have some dmt, you know? 100 00:05:01,927 --> 00:05:03,212 So I was gonna maybe do that, 101 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:04,383 but then I was like, 102 00:05:04,471 --> 00:05:05,948 "maybe that's just like a hat on a hat." 103 00:05:05,972 --> 00:05:07,575 You know I mean? What's the point in doing... 104 00:05:07,599 --> 00:05:08,639 - Sure. - Dmt when you're 105 00:05:08,725 --> 00:05:11,216 about to actually experience real death? 106 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:13,518 I have also cbd suppositories 107 00:05:13,605 --> 00:05:15,141 that, um, my girlfriend... 108 00:05:15,232 --> 00:05:16,347 My ex-girlfriend... 109 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:18,272 She used to get, like, pretty bad, uh, 110 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:20,146 cramps when she had her menses. 111 00:05:20,237 --> 00:05:21,647 - Ah. - So, if, I don't know, 112 00:05:21,738 --> 00:05:23,174 do either of you guys have your period, 113 00:05:23,198 --> 00:05:24,598 or are either of you in your menses? 114 00:05:26,868 --> 00:05:29,951 Sorry, who, uh... Who are you talking to? 115 00:05:30,038 --> 00:05:32,575 I'm talking to you and the childlike woman 116 00:05:32,666 --> 00:05:34,827 that I'm now looking at with the black hat on. 117 00:05:39,214 --> 00:05:42,422 Guys, honestly, I don't appreciate whispering, like... 118 00:05:42,509 --> 00:05:43,589 I'm so... 119 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:44,779 I'm so sorry, it's just... This really... 120 00:05:44,803 --> 00:05:47,215 No one's ever acknowledged me before. 121 00:05:47,305 --> 00:05:49,091 No one's ever seen me. 122 00:05:49,182 --> 00:05:50,409 Is this an abusive relationship? 123 00:05:50,433 --> 00:05:51,468 Uh, no, she's... 124 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,266 She's metaphysical, is the thing. 125 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:54,353 Um, younger self. 126 00:05:54,437 --> 00:05:55,552 So it's, uh... 127 00:05:55,647 --> 00:05:57,012 Oh. Yeah, okay, that makes sense. 128 00:05:57,107 --> 00:05:59,814 You're her younger self. Yeah. 129 00:05:59,901 --> 00:06:01,128 I know it sounds crazy. 130 00:06:01,152 --> 00:06:02,267 Doesn't sound crazy to me. 131 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:03,852 I had my younger self here. 132 00:06:03,947 --> 00:06:06,734 - Ah. What... - Where did he go? 133 00:06:06,825 --> 00:06:08,986 He fell off the side of a mountain on a hike. 134 00:06:11,538 --> 00:06:12,948 He lost his footing. 135 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:17,699 If you don't want to be with your younger self, 136 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:18,874 you don't have to be. 137 00:06:19,796 --> 00:06:21,286 If you wanna be truly alone, 138 00:06:22,090 --> 00:06:23,580 you can be truly alone. 139 00:06:27,554 --> 00:06:29,169 Um, okay. So, which one of these... 140 00:06:29,264 --> 00:06:31,024 Can we just, uh... I think we'll just grab... 141 00:06:31,099 --> 00:06:32,509 Yeah, grab, uh... grab a couple 142 00:06:32,601 --> 00:06:33,995 - of those 'melos. - Thank you, 'cause, uh... 143 00:06:34,019 --> 00:06:35,288 I like to call the caramels, "melos." 144 00:06:35,312 --> 00:06:36,472 Yeah, that's cool. 145 00:06:36,563 --> 00:06:38,019 But they might be uppers, 146 00:06:38,106 --> 00:06:39,642 - s0 heads up. - Okay. And, um... 147 00:06:39,733 --> 00:06:41,769 And, uh, yeah, grab a couple store-bought, 148 00:06:41,860 --> 00:06:43,350 those rollupz, those rollies. 149 00:06:43,445 --> 00:06:45,527 - Thank you so much. - And it was nice to meet you. 150 00:06:45,614 --> 00:06:48,196 Hey, uh... hey, have a nice, uh, trip, man. And, um... 151 00:06:48,283 --> 00:06:51,650 Hey, actually, I don't know if I wanna be alone. Can I... 152 00:06:51,745 --> 00:06:53,585 Can I crash with you guys? Can I come with you? 153 00:06:54,664 --> 00:06:55,699 We gotta go. 154 00:06:57,542 --> 00:06:59,578 That was truly terrifying. 155 00:06:59,669 --> 00:07:02,160 Yeah, that dude was real dark. 156 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:04,959 Oh, you're... You're calling him dark? 157 00:07:05,050 --> 00:07:08,292 You guys had the same exact plan for tonight, verbatim. 158 00:07:08,386 --> 00:07:11,093 Talk about a ghost of Christmas future. 159 00:07:11,181 --> 00:07:12,842 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 160 00:07:12,933 --> 00:07:13,968 Nate: Liza. 161 00:07:30,951 --> 00:07:32,066 Go. 162 00:07:32,786 --> 00:07:33,946 Like, go. 163 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:39,573 - Hey. - Hey. 164 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:45,040 You... you cross this bridge often? 165 00:07:45,715 --> 00:07:48,206 Yeah, I do, actually. 166 00:07:48,301 --> 00:07:50,337 I live just up the hill. 167 00:07:50,428 --> 00:07:52,714 - Oh, you moved. - Did. 168 00:07:55,558 --> 00:07:57,344 Um... 169 00:07:57,435 --> 00:07:58,891 I'm sorry. I, um... 170 00:08:00,271 --> 00:08:02,683 That I haven't been in touch. 171 00:08:04,025 --> 00:08:05,765 Yeah, you just stopped. 172 00:08:05,860 --> 00:08:07,020 And I just... 173 00:08:08,571 --> 00:08:10,277 Stopped too, I guess. 174 00:08:10,365 --> 00:08:11,821 Well, it's nice to see you... 175 00:08:11,908 --> 00:08:13,148 See you now. 176 00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:16,989 - You look good. - No, I don't. 177 00:08:17,080 --> 00:08:19,287 But thank you. 178 00:08:21,876 --> 00:08:23,912 How are you, Nate? 179 00:08:24,004 --> 00:08:27,462 Or is that a stupid question to ask today? 180 00:08:28,550 --> 00:08:29,630 Yeah, I don't know. 181 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:32,170 You, um... you going to... 182 00:08:32,762 --> 00:08:34,172 Mandy's tonight? 183 00:08:34,264 --> 00:08:36,346 Yeah. I don't know if I'm gonna... 184 00:08:39,644 --> 00:08:41,305 Make it, but... 185 00:08:41,396 --> 00:08:43,057 You have a full night ahead of you? 186 00:08:43,148 --> 00:08:44,558 Yeah, pretty full. 187 00:08:44,649 --> 00:08:46,810 Just gonna get, like, fucked up, 188 00:08:46,901 --> 00:08:49,267 and then, if all goes well... 189 00:08:50,113 --> 00:08:51,603 Puke. 190 00:08:51,698 --> 00:08:53,780 And that's why you have parties. 191 00:08:53,867 --> 00:08:55,573 Oh, right, yeah. 192 00:08:55,660 --> 00:08:57,446 I prefer, uh... 193 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:58,868 A solo journey... 194 00:09:00,749 --> 00:09:01,829 As you know. 195 00:09:05,295 --> 00:09:08,207 It's really nice to see you, though. 196 00:09:08,298 --> 00:09:10,129 Yeah, it's good to see you too, Liza. 197 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:12,920 Bye, Nate. 198 00:09:24,397 --> 00:09:25,762 What was that? 199 00:09:28,151 --> 00:09:29,151 I just, I... 200 00:09:30,195 --> 00:09:33,733 I panic, man. I I become so... 201 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:35,654 Fucking emotionally, like... 202 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:40,068 I didn't expect to see that dude today. 203 00:09:40,163 --> 00:09:41,699 And, like... 204 00:09:41,790 --> 00:09:44,623 I loved him. I loved him so much 205 00:09:44,709 --> 00:09:47,701 and I fucked everything up. I... just... 206 00:09:47,796 --> 00:09:48,831 It's my whole life. 207 00:09:48,922 --> 00:09:50,662 My whole life has just been 208 00:09:50,757 --> 00:09:54,500 a series of regret after regret after regret. 209 00:09:54,594 --> 00:09:57,631 I am just... I'm such a fucking idiot. 210 00:09:58,556 --> 00:10:00,012 This is what I've been saying. 211 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,761 Tonight's the night. 212 00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:04,763 You can face those regrets and turn them around. 213 00:10:06,523 --> 00:10:07,558 Come on. 214 00:10:07,941 --> 00:10:09,021 Fuck it. 215 00:10:12,737 --> 00:10:13,897 All right. 216 00:10:18,910 --> 00:10:19,990 Fuck it. 217 00:10:21,454 --> 00:10:22,660 Let's go with a bang. 218 00:10:58,950 --> 00:11:00,861 Okay, let's talk regrets. 219 00:11:00,952 --> 00:11:02,067 Okay. 220 00:11:04,164 --> 00:11:05,495 Obviously, the biggest one is dad. 221 00:11:05,582 --> 00:11:06,697 Right. 222 00:11:06,791 --> 00:11:09,248 I'd like to be honest, 223 00:11:09,335 --> 00:11:12,327 even though it's scary, tonight, with him. 224 00:11:12,422 --> 00:11:13,537 Yeah. 225 00:11:13,631 --> 00:11:14,871 And... 226 00:11:15,967 --> 00:11:17,457 Where does that leave mom? 227 00:11:20,430 --> 00:11:21,636 Let's circle back to her. 228 00:11:23,308 --> 00:11:24,969 Hard maybe. Yeah. 229 00:11:25,059 --> 00:11:28,927 Okay, next up, I would like to make amends with ala. 230 00:11:29,022 --> 00:11:30,808 That was a shitty situation. 231 00:11:30,899 --> 00:11:32,514 - Yeah. - Shouldn't have happened. 232 00:11:32,609 --> 00:11:35,225 Yeah. We let some dumb shit get between us, 233 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:37,732 and tonight, that ends. 234 00:11:37,822 --> 00:11:40,689 Next person I would like to engage with 235 00:11:40,783 --> 00:11:43,741 in a way that feels, you know, I guess confrontational, 236 00:11:43,828 --> 00:11:45,193 is Larry. 237 00:11:46,748 --> 00:11:48,488 - Fuck that guy. - Fuck Larry. 238 00:11:48,583 --> 00:11:50,665 That dude was garbage. 239 00:11:50,752 --> 00:11:52,333 And I loved him, 240 00:11:52,420 --> 00:11:55,662 and I never told him that he didn't deserve my love. 241 00:11:55,757 --> 00:11:57,588 So tonight, Larry, 242 00:11:57,675 --> 00:11:59,586 you're gonna get a piece 243 00:11:59,677 --> 00:12:01,542 of this person's noggin. 244 00:12:02,263 --> 00:12:03,924 - Amen. - Thank you. 245 00:12:04,933 --> 00:12:06,013 And then, 246 00:12:06,893 --> 00:12:08,849 you and Nate... 247 00:12:10,647 --> 00:12:11,727 Gonna fuck. 248 00:12:11,814 --> 00:12:13,930 - What? - Gonna fuck. 249 00:12:15,985 --> 00:12:18,351 You're gonna... fuck. 250 00:12:18,446 --> 00:12:19,840 Please stop saying that word, it's really... 251 00:12:19,864 --> 00:12:21,354 It feels inappropriate. 252 00:12:23,660 --> 00:12:26,322 But, yeah, we're gonna fuck. 253 00:12:38,258 --> 00:12:41,216 I love that for you. 254 00:12:50,478 --> 00:12:51,809 - Uh... - Dude... 255 00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:54,721 Where's my car? 256 00:12:55,942 --> 00:12:57,807 Oh, yeah, it was stolen. 257 00:12:59,279 --> 00:13:00,314 What? 258 00:13:00,405 --> 00:13:01,770 Big guy. 259 00:13:01,864 --> 00:13:06,233 Very attractive. Yeah. 260 00:13:06,327 --> 00:13:09,069 He took it. It's gone. Very attractive. 261 00:13:09,163 --> 00:13:12,451 I saw his whole body and... and his beautiful face. 262 00:13:12,542 --> 00:13:15,158 You know, I could, you know, definitely identify him. 263 00:13:15,253 --> 00:13:16,584 Definitely, yeah, um... 264 00:13:16,671 --> 00:13:19,834 Because it took a while, you know, to turn on the car, 265 00:13:19,924 --> 00:13:22,540 and he wanted to pair his phone to the radio, 266 00:13:22,635 --> 00:13:23,715 maybe he had a playlist... 267 00:13:23,803 --> 00:13:26,089 You didn't think to, like, say something? 268 00:13:26,180 --> 00:13:27,920 Oh, no, I didn't think about that. 269 00:13:28,016 --> 00:13:29,301 Derrick, man, we're neighbors, 270 00:13:29,392 --> 00:13:31,272 we're supposed to be looking out for each other. 271 00:13:31,311 --> 00:13:34,178 Yeah, but the world's ending, so I said, 272 00:13:35,064 --> 00:13:36,600 "who gives a fuck, anyway, 273 00:13:36,691 --> 00:13:38,522 "about any of this shit," you know? 274 00:13:38,609 --> 00:13:42,477 2:00 A.M., asteroid hits and then I... 275 00:13:42,572 --> 00:13:44,278 And gone! Gone! 276 00:13:44,365 --> 00:13:46,071 Yeah, yeah, well, I mean, you know, 277 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:48,241 we're all... we're all in the same boat here. 278 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:50,193 Why do you need a car today, anyway? 279 00:13:50,288 --> 00:13:52,244 We have some very big plans for today. 280 00:13:52,332 --> 00:13:54,072 Yeah, we had a pretty epic day plan 281 00:13:54,167 --> 00:13:55,907 that could have really used a vehicle. 282 00:13:56,002 --> 00:13:57,037 Yeah. 283 00:13:57,128 --> 00:13:58,493 All right, then, we're gonna, uh... 284 00:13:58,588 --> 00:13:59,748 I guess we're gonna hoof it. 285 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:01,249 Okay, hoof away. 286 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:03,457 - Okay, man. - Hoof away. 287 00:14:05,970 --> 00:14:07,961 Well, it is a beautiful day to walk. 288 00:14:22,028 --> 00:14:24,565 The last time we saw dad was... 289 00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:27,397 One, two birthdays ago? 290 00:14:27,492 --> 00:14:29,608 Yeah? I thought it was last birthday. 291 00:14:29,702 --> 00:14:32,739 No, last birthday, he had that creative dream workshop. 292 00:14:34,457 --> 00:14:35,788 And the birthday before that, 293 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:37,331 he took us to all-you-can-eat Sushi. 294 00:14:37,418 --> 00:14:39,534 Hey. 295 00:14:39,629 --> 00:14:41,711 Hi, hello? Yes? No? 296 00:14:41,798 --> 00:14:42,833 Sis 297 00:14:42,924 --> 00:14:45,210 - you can see me? - Yeah. 298 00:14:45,301 --> 00:14:47,758 - What am I holding? - Looks like an english muffin. 299 00:14:47,845 --> 00:14:48,885 Okay, what am I doing now? 300 00:14:50,223 --> 00:14:52,159 - Spinning around in circles. - Spinning in a circle. 301 00:14:52,183 --> 00:14:53,423 Okay. What about now? 302 00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:56,888 - Like a... like a coy shrug. - I don't know. 303 00:14:56,979 --> 00:14:58,185 A "coy" shrug? 304 00:14:58,272 --> 00:14:59,387 What about this? 305 00:15:01,484 --> 00:15:04,442 It's like a phone that you're not interested in using. 306 00:15:04,529 --> 00:15:06,895 Ah! Well, hello! 307 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:08,069 It's great to see you. 308 00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:10,614 And it's great to be seen, I guess. 309 00:15:10,701 --> 00:15:12,237 I guess so, yeah. 310 00:15:12,328 --> 00:15:14,910 I'm Manny, even though that's Manny in there. 311 00:15:14,997 --> 00:15:16,533 - He's 92. - Wow. 312 00:15:16,624 --> 00:15:18,239 Ninety-one? Something like that, but... 313 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:20,541 You'rea ys. Yeah. 314 00:15:20,628 --> 00:15:21,993 - Ys. - What's happening? 315 00:15:22,088 --> 00:15:23,498 - Younger self. - Uh-huh. Oh, I see. 316 00:15:23,589 --> 00:15:25,189 - Younger self, I get it. - Younger self. 317 00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:26,839 No, I got it. I just got it. 318 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,666 Why do you think everyone can see us today? 319 00:15:28,761 --> 00:15:29,796 I mean, what... 320 00:15:29,887 --> 00:15:30,948 I think everyone's just operating 321 00:15:30,972 --> 00:15:32,963 on a higher frequency or something. 322 00:15:33,057 --> 00:15:34,576 - That makes sense. - 'Cause it's the last day, 323 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:36,215 - so all of a sudden... - Right. 324 00:15:36,310 --> 00:15:37,550 Everything's just heightened. 325 00:15:37,645 --> 00:15:39,010 I think everything is. “Wow. 326 00:15:39,105 --> 00:15:40,390 This is incredible. 327 00:15:40,481 --> 00:15:41,846 It's so nice to be seen, you know? 328 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:43,477 - I know. - Like, really seen. 329 00:15:43,568 --> 00:15:46,230 It's the stress of not being seen that's endless. 330 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:48,090 When you go into a shop, try to get service... 331 00:15:48,114 --> 00:15:49,320 Young Ugh. 332 00:15:49,407 --> 00:15:50,968 Try to get the manager to show up... nothing. 333 00:15:50,992 --> 00:15:52,482 Right. So are you buying 334 00:15:52,577 --> 00:15:54,067 clothes online mostly, then, or... 335 00:15:54,162 --> 00:15:56,949 Uh, honey, we like to shop. 336 00:15:57,039 --> 00:15:58,449 - Really? - Oh, yeah. 337 00:15:58,541 --> 00:16:00,623 What are you guys doing tonight? What's the story? 338 00:16:00,710 --> 00:16:03,622 Sort of, uh, ticking off regrets one by one, you know. 339 00:16:03,713 --> 00:16:05,453 Better get a rush on that. 340 00:16:05,548 --> 00:16:08,210 - Yeah. - Yeah. Gonna go see dad first. 341 00:16:08,301 --> 00:16:10,917 Ooh! 342 00:16:11,012 --> 00:16:12,406 What are you gonna do the rest of the day? 343 00:16:12,430 --> 00:16:13,966 I'm gonna finish this sandwich, 344 00:16:14,056 --> 00:16:15,451 - make another sandwich... - Uh-huh. Mm. 345 00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,136 Eat that one, take a nap. 346 00:16:17,226 --> 00:16:18,682 - Take care of Manny... - Uh-huh. 347 00:16:18,769 --> 00:16:20,622 Talk to him a little bit about his memories and stuff. 348 00:16:20,646 --> 00:16:22,386 I might just walk around the neighborhood. 349 00:16:22,482 --> 00:16:25,064 Oh! So lovely to meet you. 350 00:16:25,151 --> 00:16:26,378 Yeah, it's great to meet you, too. 351 00:16:26,402 --> 00:16:27,687 Listen, happy last day. 352 00:16:27,778 --> 00:16:29,564 Hey, try to remember me like this. 353 00:16:30,448 --> 00:16:31,563 - No, no. - It's a joke. 354 00:16:31,657 --> 00:16:32,759 That's not how you'll die, is it? 355 00:16:32,783 --> 00:16:33,898 - No. - No, no. 356 00:16:33,993 --> 00:16:35,699 You'll wait to explode like the rest of us. 357 00:16:35,786 --> 00:16:36,946 - Yeah. - Okay, good. 358 00:16:37,038 --> 00:16:38,140 Young Liza: So nice to meet you, Manny. 359 00:16:38,164 --> 00:16:39,224 Bye, guys, nice to meet you. 360 00:16:39,248 --> 00:16:40,248 Bye. 361 00:16:43,461 --> 00:16:45,372 Okay, let's talk about dad. 362 00:16:45,463 --> 00:16:47,454 No, it's fine, we don't need to talk about it. 363 00:16:48,341 --> 00:16:49,831 Oh, my god. 364 00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:51,836 What? 365 00:16:51,928 --> 00:16:53,293 Every time you see him, 366 00:16:53,387 --> 00:16:54,718 you don't have anything prepared, 367 00:16:54,805 --> 00:16:56,617 so you never say any of the things that you want to. 368 00:16:56,641 --> 00:16:58,076 Well, I didn't realize that I needed to have, 369 00:16:58,100 --> 00:16:59,806 like, a powerpoint presentation. 370 00:16:59,894 --> 00:17:02,556 Ugh, you're so aggravating. 371 00:17:02,647 --> 00:17:04,933 Why are you being so intense? 372 00:17:12,490 --> 00:17:13,775 Let's keep walking. 373 00:17:17,537 --> 00:17:19,903 Sorry, dad just gets me riled up. 374 00:17:19,997 --> 00:17:21,362 It's okay. Me, too. 375 00:17:23,543 --> 00:17:24,543 We'll be fine. 376 00:17:25,086 --> 00:17:26,371 Be honest. 377 00:17:26,462 --> 00:17:27,952 Yeah. We'll be fine. 378 00:17:32,969 --> 00:17:33,969 Hey, dad. 379 00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:35,842 Hi, honey. 380 00:17:37,682 --> 00:17:38,888 You parched? 381 00:17:38,975 --> 00:17:40,556 You look parched. 382 00:17:40,643 --> 00:17:41,758 How about a brew? 383 00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:43,888 You know, I'm brewing my own brew now. 384 00:17:43,980 --> 00:17:46,016 I'm actually fine. You sure? 385 00:17:46,107 --> 00:17:47,813 It's hoppy. It's good stuff. Yeah. 386 00:17:47,900 --> 00:17:49,481 Okay. 387 00:17:51,571 --> 00:17:53,107 You talk to your mom? 388 00:17:54,031 --> 00:17:55,066 No. 389 00:17:55,157 --> 00:17:56,567 - I did. - Really? 390 00:17:56,659 --> 00:17:57,899 Yeah. I zoomed her. 391 00:17:58,786 --> 00:17:59,821 Wow. 392 00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:02,779 On the tower, you know, that, uh... 393 00:18:02,873 --> 00:18:04,738 - It's... - L1 was sorry. 394 00:18:04,834 --> 00:18:06,119 Right. And... 395 00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:08,584 I am, you know. 396 00:18:08,671 --> 00:18:09,831 Sure. 397 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:12,834 I know that I wasn't... 398 00:18:14,635 --> 00:18:17,217 But you gotta give me some credit. 399 00:18:17,305 --> 00:18:18,511 I stayed... 400 00:18:19,849 --> 00:18:21,885 And she... she didn't. 401 00:18:22,893 --> 00:18:24,178 And that's... 402 00:18:24,270 --> 00:18:29,105 Well, I mean, she left and you stayed, but... 403 00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:35,523 I don't know, 404 00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:39,528 you were just never really... There to begin with. 405 00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:42,952 You just kind of checked out, man. You were... 406 00:18:44,248 --> 00:18:45,579 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 407 00:18:45,666 --> 00:18:47,327 Yes. Yes, this is... 408 00:18:48,336 --> 00:18:50,622 I want you to know that I... 409 00:18:50,713 --> 00:18:54,547 I didn't... I didn't want to do what I did. 410 00:18:56,010 --> 00:19:00,379 I wanted someone who wasn't your mother. 411 00:19:01,891 --> 00:19:03,973 And I... And I didn't have the courage 412 00:19:04,060 --> 00:19:07,393 to... to leave, and it... 413 00:19:08,689 --> 00:19:09,724 Broke her. 414 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:12,525 Yeah. 415 00:19:13,361 --> 00:19:15,818 And that is... that's on me. 416 00:19:18,699 --> 00:19:20,064 I was just really scared... 417 00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:22,529 Dad. 418 00:19:23,621 --> 00:19:25,577 I know. I mean, I didn't know. 419 00:19:25,665 --> 00:19:28,077 But I know. I know. 420 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:29,953 I felt really alone... 421 00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:32,000 All the time. 422 00:19:32,797 --> 00:19:33,957 Even when you were there. 423 00:19:35,841 --> 00:19:37,331 And as much I didn't wanna be, 424 00:19:37,426 --> 00:19:40,338 I was like the parent. 425 00:19:40,429 --> 00:19:42,135 And that's really fucking hard, man. 426 00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,263 I could never be the kid. 427 00:19:46,936 --> 00:19:49,143 Well, be that... be that now. 428 00:19:51,273 --> 00:19:52,683 What? 429 00:19:52,775 --> 00:19:54,982 Anything you wanna get rid of, 430 00:19:55,069 --> 00:19:59,278 I want... I want you to give it to me. 431 00:19:59,365 --> 00:20:01,902 - For real? - Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. 432 00:20:01,992 --> 00:20:03,402 Okay. Whoa. 433 00:20:05,246 --> 00:20:07,532 I... the body has to take so much in. 434 00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:09,614 You know, it has to take so much in. 435 00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:11,540 And we don't always know how to handle it. 436 00:20:11,627 --> 00:20:14,243 Like, on a... On a cellular level. 437 00:20:14,338 --> 00:20:16,795 And so it just rattles around 438 00:20:16,882 --> 00:20:19,339 like this energy pinball. 439 00:20:19,427 --> 00:20:22,043 I like to call it "the dense body." 440 00:20:22,138 --> 00:20:24,094 Feel it, feel it. Where is it? Where is it? 441 00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:26,718 It lives in there. Do it with me. Feel it. 442 00:20:26,809 --> 00:20:28,140 Feel it. Where is it? 443 00:20:28,227 --> 00:20:29,512 Where does it hurt? 444 00:20:30,020 --> 00:20:31,510 Smash it out. 445 00:20:31,605 --> 00:20:33,709 Give it all. Come on, give it all to me, Liza. Give it all. 446 00:20:33,733 --> 00:20:35,644 - Give it all. Come on. - Standing. 447 00:20:35,735 --> 00:20:36,815 - Come on. - Okay. 448 00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:39,018 - Whoo! - Uh-oh, what's that now? 449 00:20:39,113 --> 00:20:40,353 - Give it to me. - Okay. 450 00:20:40,448 --> 00:20:42,313 Give it all. Give it all. Yeah! 451 00:20:42,408 --> 00:20:45,024 Uh-oh. Okay. Whoo! Whoo! 452 00:20:45,119 --> 00:20:47,610 I want it all so you don't have to carry it anymore. 453 00:20:47,705 --> 00:20:50,538 Because it is... it 1s mine! 454 00:20:50,624 --> 00:20:51,830 Give it to Mel 455 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:53,498 give it to me. 456 00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:55,042 Give it to me. 457 00:20:56,088 --> 00:20:58,500 Give it to me. 458 00:21:08,684 --> 00:21:10,390 Oh... 459 00:21:10,478 --> 00:21:13,311 - Whew. - Thanks, dad. 460 00:21:13,397 --> 00:21:16,560 I'm gonna drive to the ocean, set sail on the open sea, 461 00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:18,436 swim naked with the dolphins. 462 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:20,438 You wanna come? 463 00:21:21,030 --> 00:21:22,770 No, I'm good. 464 00:21:22,865 --> 00:21:27,404 Yeah. Maybe you can just be the kid tonight, huh? 465 00:21:34,084 --> 00:21:35,119 Who's that? 466 00:21:40,174 --> 00:21:41,174 Bye, dad. 467 00:21:42,218 --> 00:21:43,218 Bye, dad. 468 00:21:50,726 --> 00:21:54,139 Whoo! Whoo! Whoo! 469 00:21:59,735 --> 00:22:02,317 So, should we talk about mom yet? 470 00:22:04,949 --> 00:22:06,029 No, not yet. 471 00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,341 Mm. 472 00:22:25,219 --> 00:22:26,299 It's a little on the nose. 473 00:22:29,390 --> 00:22:30,550 Let's go. 474 00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:33,637 Woman: My mom called me today, 475 00:22:33,727 --> 00:22:36,093 and she said, "sweetie, the world's ending, 476 00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,678 and everything's going crazy. 477 00:22:37,773 --> 00:22:38,773 What's going on?" 478 00:22:38,858 --> 00:22:40,473 And I said, "yeah, it's too bad. 479 00:22:40,568 --> 00:22:41,728 You know, it is what it is." 480 00:22:41,819 --> 00:22:44,401 She said, "you seem pretty calm about this." 481 00:22:44,488 --> 00:22:46,103 "Yeah. Every time you call me, 482 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:47,638 "it feels like the end of the world." 483 00:22:48,534 --> 00:22:50,445 Uh, do we have any administrative 484 00:22:50,536 --> 00:22:52,151 assistants in the house? 485 00:22:52,246 --> 00:22:54,612 Make some noise if you love bureaucracy. 486 00:22:54,707 --> 00:22:56,914 Come on, make some noise, people. Come on. 487 00:22:57,001 --> 00:23:00,038 Hi. Hey. How you guys doing tonight? 488 00:23:00,129 --> 00:23:01,619 - Good. - Uh, yeah. 489 00:23:01,714 --> 00:23:03,250 You know, as good as we can be. 490 00:23:03,340 --> 00:23:05,422 All right. Uh, what do you do? 491 00:23:05,509 --> 00:23:08,251 Um, I invented an app, and I sold it. 492 00:23:08,345 --> 00:23:10,506 She's actually a very gifted coder. 493 00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:11,633 Okay. 494 00:23:11,724 --> 00:23:13,385 Got a little woman in stem over here. 495 00:23:13,475 --> 00:23:16,342 Let's make some noise for women in stem. 496 00:23:16,437 --> 00:23:18,519 Awesome. 497 00:23:18,606 --> 00:23:21,018 This is kind of my first time doing this, 498 00:23:21,108 --> 00:23:22,439 if I'm being honest. 499 00:23:22,526 --> 00:23:26,235 I've been a teacher in the la public school system, 500 00:23:26,322 --> 00:23:29,155 but I've always dreamed of being a standup, so... 501 00:23:29,241 --> 00:23:31,653 This kid asked me, "oh, what's the homework today?" 502 00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:33,655 I said, "do whatever you want." 503 00:23:33,746 --> 00:23:35,611 You know, there's no assignments today! 504 00:23:35,706 --> 00:23:36,786 Assignments. 505 00:23:36,874 --> 00:23:38,080 Everything is, um... 506 00:23:38,167 --> 00:23:40,453 Yeah, the only assignment is death. 507 00:23:40,544 --> 00:23:41,544 Well... 508 00:23:43,213 --> 00:23:45,545 Well, that's... That's sort of been my time. 509 00:23:46,634 --> 00:23:48,545 Thanks. Thank you. 510 00:23:48,636 --> 00:23:49,796 Pretty cool. 511 00:23:49,887 --> 00:23:53,971 Um, well, listen, I'll be here, uh, all night, 512 00:23:54,058 --> 00:23:55,719 however long the night lasts. 513 00:23:55,809 --> 00:23:56,809 Oh, well... 514 00:23:56,894 --> 00:23:59,055 So, um... Hey, where are you from? 515 00:24:03,943 --> 00:24:05,899 Wait. Is that that same dude? 516 00:24:09,573 --> 00:24:10,779 Yeah. Keep walking. 517 00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:35,429 I don't know how long it's been 518 00:24:39,853 --> 00:24:43,516 or how long it will be 519 00:24:47,403 --> 00:24:51,396 those kind of things aren't up to me 520 00:24:54,034 --> 00:24:58,118 when we die where do we go? 521 00:25:01,709 --> 00:25:06,578 What kind of feelings that I should show 522 00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:12,000 which direction we would go 523 00:25:13,554 --> 00:25:16,045 how much I loved you 524 00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:27,349 and I wish that we could grow 525 00:25:33,115 --> 00:25:35,197 Wow! We were not expecting this 526 00:25:35,284 --> 00:25:36,945 when we were walking up this street. 527 00:25:38,746 --> 00:25:40,577 That was fucking incredible. 528 00:25:40,664 --> 00:25:42,780 If you had a hat down, I'd give you all my money. 529 00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:44,535 If I had any. 530 00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:46,036 I started off busking, 531 00:25:46,128 --> 00:25:48,210 and I figured this would be a way to go. 532 00:25:48,297 --> 00:25:49,912 - So beautiful. - Love it. 533 00:25:50,007 --> 00:25:51,372 Sharon: Thank you. 534 00:25:51,467 --> 00:25:54,083 Well, it means a lot that you're here to hear this song 535 00:25:54,178 --> 00:25:57,215 'cause I wrote it as a... As a duet. 536 00:25:57,306 --> 00:25:59,012 Oh, no way. Yeah. 537 00:25:59,099 --> 00:26:00,555 For my friend Rita. 538 00:26:00,642 --> 00:26:02,553 Oh, cool. 539 00:26:02,644 --> 00:26:04,180 Yeah. 540 00:26:04,271 --> 00:26:07,138 She, um... she's passed away. 541 00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:09,439 And so, um, I haven't been 542 00:26:09,526 --> 00:26:11,687 able to sing it with her, but... 543 00:26:11,779 --> 00:26:14,145 Would you wanna sing it with me? 544 00:26:14,239 --> 00:26:15,695 Oh, no, no, no. Yeah. 545 00:26:15,783 --> 00:26:17,614 - No, thank you. - That'll be fun. 546 00:26:17,701 --> 00:26:19,054 - Yeah. Come on. - No, no, please. No. 547 00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:20,739 She's so good. 548 00:26:20,829 --> 00:26:22,239 No, no, I really... 549 00:26:22,331 --> 00:26:24,171 - I'm sure you are. - She used to be in a band. 550 00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:25,329 In high school. 551 00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:26,827 When is there ever a better day? 552 00:26:26,919 --> 00:26:28,409 - It's true. - Uh... yeah. 553 00:26:28,504 --> 00:26:31,587 Today is certainly just the fuck-it of all days. 554 00:26:32,841 --> 00:26:35,082 - It's a fuck-it song, so... - Okay. 555 00:26:35,177 --> 00:26:36,792 - Well, why don't you sing? - Okay. 556 00:26:36,887 --> 00:26:38,172 She's... she's good. 557 00:26:38,263 --> 00:26:39,503 - She's good. - I'll help, then. 558 00:26:39,556 --> 00:26:40,700 - You'll do it? Young Yeah. 559 00:26:40,724 --> 00:26:41,839 You'll both do it? 560 00:26:41,934 --> 00:26:43,890 I'll get there. I'll get there. 561 00:26:43,977 --> 00:26:46,013 - You'll catch on. Young Yeah. 562 00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:59,485 I don't know long it's been 563 00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:07,991 or how long it'll be 564 00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:17,459 promises stranded on an island where you lay 565 00:27:18,846 --> 00:27:22,885 I can't forget that day 566 00:27:22,975 --> 00:27:25,307 you got it. 567 00:27:25,394 --> 00:27:29,763 Tears rolled down your face 568 00:27:31,066 --> 00:27:35,400 there was nothing left to say 569 00:27:37,239 --> 00:27:40,197 How much I loved you 570 00:27:40,284 --> 00:27:47,156 and I wish that we could grow 571 00:27:49,877 --> 00:27:53,495 how much I loved you 572 00:27:53,589 --> 00:28:00,586 and I wish that we could grow 573 00:28:03,765 --> 00:28:07,132 how much I loved you 574 00:28:07,227 --> 00:28:14,099 and I wish that we could grow 575 00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:20,729 how much I loved you 576 00:28:20,824 --> 00:28:27,787 and I wish that we could grow 577 00:28:36,006 --> 00:28:38,372 - That was so beautiful. - Oh, man. 578 00:28:38,467 --> 00:28:41,459 - Thank you so much. - Sharon: Thank you. 579 00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:45,091 It's a shame. I feel like we could've been great friends. 580 00:28:45,182 --> 00:28:47,013 I know. 581 00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:48,806 Well, um... 582 00:28:48,894 --> 00:28:50,850 Well, maybe in the next one. 583 00:28:52,606 --> 00:28:54,187 Yeah, maybe I'll just see you later. 584 00:28:57,611 --> 00:28:59,476 - Bye. - Bye, thank you. 585 00:29:00,906 --> 00:29:01,986 Young We did it! 586 00:29:03,158 --> 00:29:04,158 Cool. 587 00:29:05,410 --> 00:29:07,526 Young Okay, next up, ala. 588 00:29:10,457 --> 00:29:12,743 Man, I really fucked up. 589 00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:14,165 I've just been a shitty friend, 590 00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:17,165 just been self-absorbed and stubborn. 591 00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:20,543 She did kind of worry about him. 592 00:29:20,634 --> 00:29:22,215 Yeah, and I wouldn't hear it. 593 00:29:22,302 --> 00:29:23,838 Let a dude get in the middle... 594 00:29:24,888 --> 00:29:26,298 Of a really good thing. 595 00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:30,262 How very 1990s of me. 596 00:29:30,352 --> 00:29:32,809 She wasn't completely innocent either, though. 597 00:29:34,398 --> 00:29:37,481 Aw. I love this side of you. 598 00:29:43,282 --> 00:29:45,523 Yeah, I don't think I can do this. 599 00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:48,450 What? Yes, you can. 600 00:29:48,537 --> 00:29:50,698 It's just... it's gonna be so uncomfortable, man. 601 00:29:50,789 --> 00:29:53,201 And, like, who knows if she even wants to see me. 602 00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:54,498 This was a terrible idea. 603 00:29:54,584 --> 00:29:55,770 Honestly, I don't know why I even listen to you. 604 00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:57,204 Oh, my god! 605 00:29:57,296 --> 00:29:59,457 When have I ever steered you wrong? 606 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:03,040 I don't know, I've never really let you steer before. 607 00:30:03,719 --> 00:30:04,879 I got you. 608 00:30:28,410 --> 00:30:29,866 - Listen... - It's done. It's... 609 00:30:29,953 --> 00:30:32,365 - Sorry. - I'm sorry. You go. 610 00:30:32,456 --> 00:30:34,142 - Okay, it's just that... - I just feel that... 611 00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:35,906 - Sorry. - You go. 612 00:30:37,377 --> 00:30:39,459 I feel like you weren't really listening to me 613 00:30:39,546 --> 00:30:42,128 when I was trying to explain to you what you are worth. 614 00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:43,421 I know. 615 00:30:43,508 --> 00:30:44,902 But you wanted something different for yourself. 616 00:30:44,926 --> 00:30:46,237 I was, like, a lesser version of myself at the time. 617 00:30:46,261 --> 00:30:47,363 You were. And so when I saw you 618 00:30:47,387 --> 00:30:48,656 letting yourself be subjected to... 619 00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,283 I'm actually embarrassed, you know what I mean. 620 00:30:50,307 --> 00:30:51,717 This kind of subpar experience... 621 00:30:51,808 --> 00:30:53,139 Say my truth for a second... 622 00:30:53,226 --> 00:30:54,557 Yes, I want that. Right? 623 00:30:54,644 --> 00:30:55,975 You also sort of abandoned me. 624 00:30:56,063 --> 00:30:57,428 That abandonment was part of it... 625 00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:59,308 It was so annoying to be the friend 626 00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:01,139 that's with a shitty dude. 627 00:31:01,234 --> 00:31:03,087 And you were with a shitty dude. He was the worst... 628 00:31:03,111 --> 00:31:04,692 A little baby who needs my friend... 629 00:31:04,780 --> 00:31:06,620 - And your feelings were... - Which isn't fair. 630 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:08,442 It isn't fair and that is why I feel like 631 00:31:08,533 --> 00:31:09,693 I needed you to recognize 632 00:31:09,785 --> 00:31:11,065 how I was developing psychically, 633 00:31:11,119 --> 00:31:12,305 which you didn't really pay attention to. 634 00:31:12,329 --> 00:31:13,364 Yes. Okay. 635 00:31:13,455 --> 00:31:14,570 And that is an ability 636 00:31:14,664 --> 00:31:15,975 that I scoffed at for a long time... 637 00:31:15,999 --> 00:31:17,185 Ala: And that is something that I was trying 638 00:31:17,209 --> 00:31:18,289 to use for your benefit. 639 00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:19,412 And I know that now. 640 00:31:19,503 --> 00:31:20,783 And today, I want you to see it. 641 00:31:23,256 --> 00:31:25,121 - Thank you. - That makes a lot of sense. 642 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:27,924 I, like... I actually feel so heard. 643 00:31:28,011 --> 00:31:29,571 - I do, too. - Thank you for hearing me. 644 00:31:29,596 --> 00:31:30,596 Wow. 645 00:31:30,639 --> 00:31:32,049 Wow. Wow. 646 00:31:32,140 --> 00:31:33,242 I have literally been saying that 647 00:31:33,266 --> 00:31:34,369 in my head for, like, seven years. 648 00:31:34,393 --> 00:31:35,508 Ala: Years. 649 00:31:35,602 --> 00:31:37,038 - I was so scared... - I was so scared of you. 650 00:31:37,062 --> 00:31:38,456 Ala: I was so sacred. You were so scary. 651 00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:40,041 That time, on the street, I saw you on the street 652 00:31:40,065 --> 00:31:41,851 and I didn't walk up to you. It was so weird. 653 00:31:41,942 --> 00:31:43,127 - No! - I saw you, and I was like, 654 00:31:43,151 --> 00:31:44,337 "oh!" I lost it and I was just, like, 655 00:31:44,361 --> 00:31:45,396 "what is this life?" 656 00:31:45,487 --> 00:31:46,589 Like, I just want go talk to you 657 00:31:46,613 --> 00:31:47,840 'cause, like... 658 00:31:47,864 --> 00:31:49,634 You're my best friend. You were my best friend. 659 00:31:49,658 --> 00:31:50,864 I know. 660 00:31:50,951 --> 00:31:52,066 You were like a limb. 661 00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:53,304 That kills me, dude, 662 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:54,818 that you saw me and then you couldn't 663 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:56,449 say hi to me because I was such a dick. 664 00:31:56,540 --> 00:31:58,747 Oh, my god, you're talking to this stupid girl, 665 00:31:58,834 --> 00:32:00,574 and I was like, "is that your friend?" 666 00:32:00,669 --> 00:32:02,500 No, I don't have any. 667 00:32:02,587 --> 00:32:03,918 I don't either. 668 00:32:04,005 --> 00:32:07,293 I've just been sitting in the drudge of solitude. 669 00:32:07,384 --> 00:32:09,966 And I was seeing that because I... 670 00:32:10,053 --> 00:32:11,509 Of your gift. 671 00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:12,990 And honestly, like, I don't want to brag about it. 672 00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:14,826 I don't need to be like, "I have this thing," but... 673 00:32:14,850 --> 00:32:16,932 And I haven't witnessed it, but I'm just... 674 00:32:17,018 --> 00:32:18,178 I'm hearing you tell me that, 675 00:32:18,270 --> 00:32:19,705 and if you tell me that, then I believe you. 676 00:32:19,729 --> 00:32:23,142 I have developed psychically to the place 677 00:32:23,233 --> 00:32:25,645 where I am capable of extraordinary things. 678 00:32:25,735 --> 00:32:27,130 And it doesn't come without hard work. 679 00:32:27,154 --> 00:32:28,269 I trained, you know. 680 00:32:28,363 --> 00:32:30,570 I'm reiki 1 certified. “Wow. 681 00:32:30,657 --> 00:32:32,363 Yeah, that just came in the mail. 682 00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:33,970 But, like, everyone is operating on this, 683 00:32:33,994 --> 00:32:35,450 like, other level today... 684 00:32:35,537 --> 00:32:37,198 - Up here. - ..And I see now. 685 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:39,951 Your gift is real. And I am sorry. 686 00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:41,406 You see the future, man. 687 00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:43,241 - That is cool. - It's crazy. 688 00:32:43,336 --> 00:32:46,043 And so when I knew that Larry was a piece of shit 689 00:32:46,131 --> 00:32:47,667 and he... Honestly, like, I'm sorry, 690 00:32:47,757 --> 00:32:49,193 I feel like now we can take space from it 691 00:32:49,217 --> 00:32:50,582 and see that he was... 692 00:32:50,677 --> 00:32:52,759 - The fucking worst! - He was a trash person. 693 00:32:52,846 --> 00:32:54,757 - I know. - Whatever happened to Nate? 694 00:32:54,848 --> 00:32:56,509 Remember Nate? He was good. 695 00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:58,035 It's funny you should ask about Nate. 696 00:32:58,059 --> 00:32:59,412 Well, there's so much to catch up on. 697 00:32:59,436 --> 00:33:00,471 Some shit went down 698 00:33:00,562 --> 00:33:02,042 - after we stopped speaking. - I know. 699 00:33:02,105 --> 00:33:04,517 We got drunk... oh, you know. Oh, fuck, of course you know. 700 00:33:04,608 --> 00:33:06,724 I want you to go through it with me 701 00:33:06,818 --> 00:33:08,604 because it's helpful as confirmation 702 00:33:08,695 --> 00:33:10,435 almost for, like, how I practice. 703 00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:12,316 Sure. So we got very drunk one night... 704 00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:13,442 Yeah. 705 00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:17,742 And, um, he ended up, like, 706 00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:19,569 telling me that he loved me. 707 00:33:19,664 --> 00:33:21,950 L... loved you. Oh, my god. 708 00:33:22,042 --> 00:33:23,748 And to come out of that mouth... 709 00:33:23,835 --> 00:33:25,146 I know, that's what I'm feeling right now. 710 00:33:25,170 --> 00:33:26,455 With those eyes. 711 00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:29,583 - It was like la-la-la-la-la. - God. 712 00:33:29,674 --> 00:33:30,818 And then we end up, like, of course, like, 713 00:33:30,842 --> 00:33:31,944 - hooking up a little bit. - Yep. 714 00:33:31,968 --> 00:33:33,959 And it was... fireworks. 715 00:33:34,054 --> 00:33:35,590 - Fucking beyond. - Dynamite. 716 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:36,920 Earthquakes. Earthquakes. 717 00:33:37,933 --> 00:33:39,373 And then I freaked out. Yeah. Yeah. 718 00:33:39,434 --> 00:33:42,176 And I shut down and pushed him away. 719 00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:43,870 And he was so vulnerable that, of course, 720 00:33:43,897 --> 00:33:45,012 he was, like, humiliated. 721 00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:46,250 And then it just made everything so weird, 722 00:33:46,274 --> 00:33:47,376 we couldn't be friends anymore. 723 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:48,503 Then he started dating somebody else. 724 00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:49,642 What happened? 725 00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:51,476 Remind me, I mean. Yeah. I saw him. 726 00:33:51,571 --> 00:33:52,731 - Yup. - Today. 727 00:33:52,822 --> 00:33:55,313 - Mm-hmm. Yep. - After years of not speaking. 728 00:33:55,408 --> 00:33:57,220 But he also was like, "I'm going to Mandy's party." 729 00:33:57,244 --> 00:33:58,359 "Mandy's party." 730 00:33:58,453 --> 00:34:01,991 I'd like to tell Nate that I... love him. 731 00:34:02,082 --> 00:34:03,492 - You love him. - I've always been 732 00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:04,789 in love with him. Yes! 733 00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:07,913 The time is now because, I got to tell you, 734 00:34:08,004 --> 00:34:10,837 your afterlife is honestly unfair. 735 00:34:10,924 --> 00:34:12,524 It is unjust how good it is. 736 00:34:12,551 --> 00:34:15,008 Like, I can't. Ooh! I kind of wanna tell you, 737 00:34:15,095 --> 00:34:16,335 but I don't want to fuck it up 738 00:34:16,429 --> 00:34:17,714 because of, like, ripple effect. 739 00:34:17,806 --> 00:34:19,637 No, you obviously have to tell me now. 740 00:34:19,724 --> 00:34:22,340 I'm gonna tell you one word, just one word. 741 00:34:24,145 --> 00:34:25,351 Chalamet. 742 00:34:26,815 --> 00:34:28,897 - Shut up. - Life partners. 743 00:34:28,984 --> 00:34:30,975 - No. For life? - Life partners. 744 00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:32,309 For life, for that life. 745 00:34:32,404 --> 00:34:34,110 - In the afterlife? - In the afterlife. 746 00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:36,028 - Timothée. - Timothée. 747 00:34:36,992 --> 00:34:38,357 Chalamet. 748 00:34:39,536 --> 00:34:41,618 “Wow! 749 00:34:41,705 --> 00:34:44,321 Also, I see a lot of dairy... 750 00:34:45,417 --> 00:34:47,282 With zero consequences. 751 00:34:47,377 --> 00:34:50,710 I am lactose tolerant and fucking Timmy? 752 00:34:50,797 --> 00:34:51,832 That's right. 753 00:34:51,923 --> 00:34:54,665 - Holy shit. - Thank you for coming by. 754 00:34:54,759 --> 00:34:56,124 Thank you for receiving me. 755 00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:57,379 Ah. 756 00:34:57,470 --> 00:34:59,256 You're so fucking stupid, I love you so much. 757 00:34:59,347 --> 00:35:01,588 You're so stupid, I love you, you fuck. Okay. 758 00:35:02,976 --> 00:35:05,092 - Bye. Bye. Ooh! - Bye. 759 00:35:06,021 --> 00:35:07,306 _ala: Oh! 760 00:35:14,988 --> 00:35:16,148 Fucking a, man. 761 00:35:17,657 --> 00:35:18,657 That was cool. 762 00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:21,233 - She is so great. - She is the coolest. 763 00:35:21,328 --> 00:35:22,534 Feels so good to be honest, 764 00:35:22,621 --> 00:35:23,781 - you know. - Right? 765 00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:26,366 You were so scared, 766 00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:28,494 I mean, so scared to confront things. 767 00:35:28,585 --> 00:35:32,624 And then it's like, "who's direct? This guy." 768 00:35:34,090 --> 00:35:35,421 Hey, can I be direct? 769 00:35:35,508 --> 00:35:36,793 Sure. 770 00:35:36,885 --> 00:35:38,671 Can you stop walking in front of me? Please. 771 00:35:38,762 --> 00:35:40,172 I'm not walking in front of you. 772 00:35:43,391 --> 00:35:44,801 Thank you. 773 00:35:44,893 --> 00:35:46,224 See, I like this. 774 00:35:47,103 --> 00:35:48,513 I like being next to you. 775 00:35:54,027 --> 00:35:56,484 - Where are you going? - You gotta stay next to me. 776 00:35:56,571 --> 00:35:57,811 - No. - Come on. 777 00:35:58,490 --> 00:35:59,570 Come on. 778 00:36:02,577 --> 00:36:05,910 Oh, she burns. She burns good. 779 00:36:13,963 --> 00:36:15,248 Is that Mandy? 780 00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:25,047 It can't be. 781 00:36:25,141 --> 00:36:27,382 - No. - I don't think so. 782 00:36:27,477 --> 00:36:28,683 She's home. She's preparing. 783 00:36:36,444 --> 00:36:38,355 Okay, who's next? 784 00:36:38,446 --> 00:36:39,446 Young Larry. 785 00:36:42,909 --> 00:36:44,945 Hey. Hi. 786 00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,698 Sorry. Um, do you know if the getty's open today? 787 00:36:47,789 --> 00:36:49,404 Uh... 788 00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:52,584 Liza? 789 00:36:54,170 --> 00:36:55,285 It's sal. 790 00:36:57,215 --> 00:37:00,799 Sal benedetti. First kiss. 791 00:37:02,095 --> 00:37:03,210 - Yeah. - Oh, my god. 792 00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:06,011 - By the la quinta. - La quinta, yeah. 793 00:37:06,099 --> 00:37:09,011 - Cast party. - Cast party for the music man! 794 00:37:09,102 --> 00:37:10,387 Sal: Ohl! 795 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:14,437 I wouldn't have recognized, but you really, um... 796 00:37:14,524 --> 00:37:16,419 - I grew up. Yeah, I grew up. - You have grown up. 797 00:37:16,443 --> 00:37:17,979 - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 798 00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:19,559 You were so good in theater. 799 00:37:19,654 --> 00:37:20,939 Whatever... did anything happen? 800 00:37:21,030 --> 00:37:23,442 Thank you. No, I, um... I do sex therapy. 801 00:37:23,533 --> 00:37:26,696 I do climax therapy, specifically. 802 00:37:30,749 --> 00:37:34,116 - Ah. - And today's been... busy. 803 00:37:34,210 --> 00:37:36,041 Is it a sort of a water-based... 804 00:37:36,129 --> 00:37:39,917 No. I had a client that wanted to make love in the pool... 805 00:37:40,008 --> 00:37:41,043 On. 806 00:37:41,134 --> 00:37:43,170 So I was there to sort of facilitate. 807 00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:45,343 So you're in the water with them? 808 00:37:45,430 --> 00:37:48,092 I was... not every client needs me to be that close, 809 00:37:48,183 --> 00:37:50,640 but I do dip in for some. Yeah. 810 00:37:50,727 --> 00:37:52,843 - You dip in? - Yeah. I, uh... yeah. 811 00:37:52,937 --> 00:37:54,598 But you don't "dip in"? 812 00:37:54,689 --> 00:37:55,769 No. No, no, no. 813 00:37:55,857 --> 00:37:57,334 I don't partake in the love making, no. 814 00:37:57,358 --> 00:37:58,598 - Okay. - Not at all. 815 00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:00,854 - Wow, - It's so insane to see you. 816 00:38:00,945 --> 00:38:04,028 Oh, wow, what a pleasure to see you in... 817 00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:05,776 In the flesh, in so much flesh. 818 00:38:05,867 --> 00:38:07,732 Thank you. 819 00:38:07,827 --> 00:38:09,112 Sal benedetti. 820 00:38:09,204 --> 00:38:11,911 Listen, when you do go out tonight... 821 00:38:13,625 --> 00:38:15,081 Really breathe through it 822 00:38:15,168 --> 00:38:16,783 and let whatever comes... 823 00:38:17,754 --> 00:38:18,834 Come. 824 00:38:18,922 --> 00:38:21,004 Thank you. 825 00:38:21,090 --> 00:38:23,706 You're welcome. And that's for free. 826 00:38:25,678 --> 00:38:27,384 All right. Wow. “Wow. 827 00:38:28,848 --> 00:38:30,384 - See you, sal. - Bye, Liza. 828 00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:33,425 See you in the next one. 829 00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:36,227 I hope so. And you know what? You will. 830 00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:39,605 Rock on. 831 00:38:44,447 --> 00:38:46,403 Man, sal benedetti. 832 00:38:47,909 --> 00:38:49,740 You had terrible taste in men. 833 00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:50,863 Yeah, truly. 834 00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:55,955 - Hey, can I tell you a secret? - Mm-hmm. 835 00:38:56,042 --> 00:38:58,624 I considered fucking that dude in the tent today. 836 00:38:58,711 --> 00:38:59,791 What? 837 00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:02,620 Ugh, Jesus, dude. 838 00:39:03,466 --> 00:39:05,172 Honestly, what is your type? 839 00:39:05,260 --> 00:39:06,500 Oh, you know, 840 00:39:06,594 --> 00:39:08,926 anyone who will give me a modicum of attention, 841 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:11,220 paired with the promise of rejection. 842 00:39:11,307 --> 00:39:13,923 A little seductive, a little sociopathic. 843 00:39:14,018 --> 00:39:17,510 You know, someone who could potentially love me, 844 00:39:17,605 --> 00:39:19,141 but also prove to me that, ultimately, 845 00:39:19,232 --> 00:39:20,597 I'm unworthy of love. 846 00:39:22,026 --> 00:39:23,186 I don't believe that. 847 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:25,772 Oh, no. 848 00:39:26,573 --> 00:39:27,779 You wanna be loved. 849 00:39:29,409 --> 00:39:31,445 Like, really loved. 850 00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:36,871 Today, we take no prisoners. 851 00:39:36,958 --> 00:39:39,199 Today, we see what that looks like. 852 00:40:24,756 --> 00:40:25,836 What the... 853 00:40:27,967 --> 00:40:29,457 They say, "go with vintage. 854 00:40:29,552 --> 00:40:31,912 Go with vintage.” you couldn't just get a Bluetooth speaker. 855 00:40:36,142 --> 00:40:37,678 Fuck this. 856 00:40:45,234 --> 00:40:46,234 Hey! 857 00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:48,320 Hey. 858 00:40:48,404 --> 00:40:50,360 You're not using this anymore? 859 00:40:50,990 --> 00:40:52,150 No. 860 00:40:53,284 --> 00:40:54,319 Cool. 861 00:41:12,261 --> 00:41:13,967 Hey, hey, Liza. 862 00:41:14,055 --> 00:41:15,636 You here to tell me you love me? 863 00:41:15,723 --> 00:41:19,432 No. I'm here to... 864 00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:24,770 To remind you of... 865 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:28,019 The... the... the mess 866 00:41:28,111 --> 00:41:30,773 you left when you went away. 867 00:41:30,863 --> 00:41:34,026 Because it's not fair, dude, 868 00:41:34,117 --> 00:41:35,448 to... 10... 10... 869 00:41:36,411 --> 00:41:39,403 Deny me of the cross I bear 870 00:41:40,373 --> 00:41:41,988 that you fucking gave to me. 871 00:41:42,083 --> 00:41:43,493 Right. Right. 872 00:41:43,584 --> 00:41:45,495 That makes a lot of sense. 873 00:41:45,586 --> 00:41:46,792 And I hear you. 874 00:41:46,879 --> 00:41:48,744 I hear everything you're saying, 875 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:51,001 because there's nothing coming out of those speakers. 876 00:41:51,092 --> 00:41:52,798 I know. I found it on the street, 877 00:41:52,885 --> 00:41:54,546 but I thought it was a cool visual. 878 00:41:54,637 --> 00:41:57,470 - Oh, okay. - I think it's broken. 879 00:41:57,557 --> 00:41:59,284 I'm on my way down. Can I get you anything to drink? 880 00:41:59,308 --> 00:42:00,548 No, I'm fine. 881 00:42:00,643 --> 00:42:01,849 Not a seltzer water, 882 00:42:01,936 --> 00:42:03,892 flamin' hot cheetos, something like that? 883 00:42:03,980 --> 00:42:05,891 No, I don't eat cheetos, man. 884 00:42:05,982 --> 00:42:07,017 You know that about me. 885 00:42:07,108 --> 00:42:08,518 Those some bright-ass lips, 886 00:42:08,609 --> 00:42:10,440 you've been eating something red. 887 00:42:10,528 --> 00:42:12,689 Uh, I love you. Okay. 888 00:42:14,907 --> 00:42:16,613 He said he loved me. 889 00:42:19,746 --> 00:42:21,611 Larry... 890 00:42:21,706 --> 00:42:24,618 I feel like I never got the opportunity to tell you 891 00:42:24,709 --> 00:42:26,950 that you really hurt me, you know? 892 00:42:27,045 --> 00:42:29,707 And, like, what we had was real, 893 00:42:29,797 --> 00:42:31,316 and you made me feel like it wasn't real. 894 00:42:31,340 --> 00:42:32,876 And when you just, like, ghost a person 895 00:42:32,967 --> 00:42:35,174 and don't respond to any of my texts, 896 00:42:35,261 --> 00:42:37,422 like, I had no closure on us. 897 00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:40,550 Us. That's right. No closure. 898 00:42:40,641 --> 00:42:41,869 I think that's important, to have closure, 899 00:42:41,893 --> 00:42:43,224 and you didn't get that from me. 900 00:42:43,311 --> 00:42:44,596 I'm here. I'm here. 901 00:42:44,687 --> 00:42:45,972 Lay it on me, let me receive you. 902 00:42:46,064 --> 00:42:47,725 You know, this has been happening all day. 903 00:42:47,815 --> 00:42:49,646 - This? - Yeah, girls coming over 904 00:42:49,734 --> 00:42:51,725 and telling me "like it is." 905 00:42:51,819 --> 00:42:54,231 Yes, I did cheat on you... Seven times. 906 00:42:54,322 --> 00:42:58,361 Seven times? You told me you cheated on me two times. 907 00:42:58,451 --> 00:43:00,567 Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah, with women, yeah. 908 00:43:00,661 --> 00:43:02,447 But it's not about the number, okay? 909 00:43:02,538 --> 00:43:03,573 It's about what we did 910 00:43:03,664 --> 00:43:05,059 in those positions that we did it in. 911 00:43:05,083 --> 00:43:06,664 Sure, you don't like to get weird, 912 00:43:06,751 --> 00:43:08,412 you don't like to play with my butt, 913 00:43:08,503 --> 00:43:10,915 and they do, and that's fine, 914 00:43:11,005 --> 00:43:13,291 'cause that's not what you're into, okay? 915 00:43:13,382 --> 00:43:15,213 You don't like to get weird on the brown line. 916 00:43:15,301 --> 00:43:16,711 No, I don't. 917 00:43:16,803 --> 00:43:18,885 I don't travel on the brown line. 918 00:43:18,971 --> 00:43:21,713 And that's one of my main forms of transportation. 919 00:43:22,975 --> 00:43:24,244 And the women that I cheated on you with 920 00:43:24,268 --> 00:43:25,829 and some of the others, they knew that about me. 921 00:43:25,853 --> 00:43:27,331 And I was just getting some things out. 922 00:43:27,355 --> 00:43:28,640 The time we went to Anguilla. 923 00:43:28,731 --> 00:43:30,892 We never went to Anguilla. 924 00:43:32,276 --> 00:43:33,766 Yeah, I know we never went to... 925 00:43:33,861 --> 00:43:36,147 I was saying, like, in a... 926 00:43:37,156 --> 00:43:38,566 We never went to... you didn't? 927 00:43:38,658 --> 00:43:40,239 No! 928 00:43:40,326 --> 00:43:41,428 I tried to take us on a vacation 929 00:43:41,452 --> 00:43:42,452 for our anniversary, 930 00:43:42,537 --> 00:43:43,764 you said that you had to "work..." 931 00:43:43,788 --> 00:43:44,823 "Work." that's right. 932 00:43:44,914 --> 00:43:46,779 And then I walked in on you... 933 00:43:46,874 --> 00:43:48,102 Putting that work in. 934 00:43:48,126 --> 00:43:49,161 Yeah, you were working. 935 00:43:49,252 --> 00:43:51,743 Look, we never went on vacation, okay? 936 00:43:51,838 --> 00:43:53,999 You definitely asked me to. 937 00:43:54,090 --> 00:43:56,172 And when you come home and you find me 938 00:43:56,259 --> 00:43:58,375 going to town on some lady, 939 00:43:58,469 --> 00:44:00,334 that's... that's low. 940 00:44:00,429 --> 00:44:02,135 - Yeah. - That's very low. 941 00:44:02,223 --> 00:44:04,305 You're just repeating shit I say. 942 00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:07,259 Ain't that like me? To just repeat things you say. 943 00:44:07,353 --> 00:44:09,014 - Yes. - I'm ashamed of me. 944 00:44:09,105 --> 00:44:10,505 'Cause I'm not just cheating on you, 945 00:44:10,565 --> 00:44:12,584 I'm cheating on myself, and I'm cheating on the people 946 00:44:12,608 --> 00:44:14,086 that count on me the most. 947 00:44:14,110 --> 00:44:15,420 Don't do that. Don't do that with your voice. 948 00:44:15,444 --> 00:44:16,524 You're not crying. 949 00:44:16,612 --> 00:44:19,069 It's not you, okay? It's 100... 950 00:44:19,157 --> 00:44:20,818 It's partly you, but it's me. It's... 951 00:44:20,908 --> 00:44:23,194 No, no, it's me because it's we. 952 00:44:23,953 --> 00:44:25,068 It's all of us, really. 953 00:44:25,163 --> 00:44:26,994 What world are we living in, huh? 954 00:44:27,081 --> 00:44:29,197 We got to get it together as a people. 955 00:44:29,292 --> 00:44:31,374 We got to stand up! 956 00:44:31,460 --> 00:44:33,542 And we got to say no! 957 00:44:33,629 --> 00:44:34,744 To what? 958 00:44:34,839 --> 00:44:37,080 Temptation, also the temptations. 959 00:44:37,175 --> 00:44:38,381 If you put temptations on 960 00:44:38,467 --> 00:44:40,708 when a lady walks through this door, panties drop. 961 00:44:40,803 --> 00:44:43,670 Larry! Get down here, Larry. I need to talk to you. 962 00:44:43,764 --> 00:44:45,720 I got to get some things off my chest. 963 00:44:45,808 --> 00:44:47,494 - Larry? You hiding? - Yeah, he's here. 964 00:44:47,518 --> 00:44:50,726 - Larry: No, I'm not hiding. - So sorry to interrupt. 965 00:44:50,813 --> 00:44:53,646 I have some things that I need to get off my chest. 966 00:44:53,733 --> 00:44:54,768 You know what? 967 00:44:54,859 --> 00:44:56,044 And all I'm going to say is I walked 968 00:44:56,068 --> 00:44:57,683 that brown fine line... yeah. 969 00:44:57,778 --> 00:44:59,393 And it was not worth it, okay? 970 00:44:59,488 --> 00:45:01,717 That's actually very good for me to hear because I didn't. 971 00:45:01,741 --> 00:45:03,026 You're welcome. 972 00:45:03,117 --> 00:45:04,469 And I've sort of regretted it because I felt like 973 00:45:04,493 --> 00:45:06,324 if I could have held that space for you, 974 00:45:06,412 --> 00:45:07,822 that butt-play space... 975 00:45:07,914 --> 00:45:11,657 What we need to do in a time like this is come together. 976 00:45:11,751 --> 00:45:15,539 Black, white, brown, purple or Asian. 977 00:45:15,630 --> 00:45:17,166 Puerto rican or Haitian. 978 00:45:17,256 --> 00:45:19,838 Huh, I don't give a damn if you're from the zulu nation. 979 00:45:19,926 --> 00:45:21,236 - Oh, my god. - What are you talking about? 980 00:45:21,260 --> 00:45:22,716 I was... those were, is an amalgam 981 00:45:22,803 --> 00:45:24,213 of lyrics, from multiple songs. 982 00:45:24,305 --> 00:45:25,616 I came here to do this, I got to go. 983 00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:27,075 - Yeah, do it, do it. Get it. - I need an apology. 984 00:45:27,099 --> 00:45:28,379 You treated me like a side piece. 985 00:45:28,434 --> 00:45:29,890 You said I was the main piece. 986 00:45:29,977 --> 00:45:31,330 - Okay, I... - And that trip to Anguilla, 987 00:45:31,354 --> 00:45:32,915 - you said to my face... - She went to Anguilla. 988 00:45:32,939 --> 00:45:34,520 You were the one from Anguilla. 989 00:45:34,607 --> 00:45:37,019 I thought... you're right. You didn't go to Anguilla. 990 00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:38,895 - Yeah, I know, Larry! - Oh, okay. 991 00:45:49,330 --> 00:45:51,241 I can't believe you were into that guy. 992 00:45:51,332 --> 00:45:53,288 I know. 993 00:45:53,376 --> 00:45:56,038 What can I say, I'm a sucker for compliments. 994 00:45:56,128 --> 00:45:58,585 And he was, like, strangely good at that, 995 00:45:58,673 --> 00:46:00,083 and, I don't know, 996 00:46:01,133 --> 00:46:02,293 hard to come by. 997 00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:06,423 I compliment you all the time. 998 00:46:07,515 --> 00:46:09,380 You don't count. 999 00:46:09,475 --> 00:46:11,011 Young Liza: Stop saying I don't count. 1000 00:46:13,271 --> 00:46:14,636 Okay, let's shake it off. 1001 00:46:22,488 --> 00:46:23,488 Three down. 1002 00:46:24,740 --> 00:46:25,775 Three down. 1003 00:47:18,336 --> 00:47:19,451 - Bless you. - Bless you. 1004 00:47:22,506 --> 00:47:26,419 - Man 1: It's unsanitary. - Man 2: It doesn't matter. 1005 00:47:26,510 --> 00:47:28,125 Man 1: And it encourages racoons. 1006 00:47:28,220 --> 00:47:29,323 Excuse me, ma'am. Can I ask you a question? 1007 00:47:29,347 --> 00:47:30,490 Can I ask you two a question? 1008 00:47:30,514 --> 00:47:31,970 Yeah. Do you think that the garbage 1009 00:47:32,058 --> 00:47:33,548 is going to be collected tomorrow? 1010 00:47:33,642 --> 00:47:34,745 Do you think that the garbage... 1011 00:47:34,769 --> 00:47:35,871 You don't know these people. 1012 00:47:35,895 --> 00:47:37,305 No. 1013 00:47:37,396 --> 00:47:39,596 Yeah, I'm going to say, like, 100% chance of not coming. 1014 00:47:39,648 --> 00:47:41,513 All I ask is that you rinse your recycling. 1015 00:47:41,609 --> 00:47:42,711 You probably rinse your recycling. 1016 00:47:42,735 --> 00:47:43,837 No one does that. Do you do it? 1017 00:47:43,861 --> 00:47:45,943 - Do you rinse it out. - You should. 1018 00:47:46,030 --> 00:47:48,487 Well, I know that I am supposed to, 1019 00:47:48,574 --> 00:47:50,735 but I do have a lot of guilt that I don't. 1020 00:47:50,826 --> 00:47:53,238 Let me tell you something. This is all a big hoax, okay? 1021 00:47:53,329 --> 00:47:54,614 The world is not ending, okay? 1022 00:47:54,705 --> 00:47:56,058 Man 2: Listen to this. Listen to this. 1023 00:47:56,082 --> 00:47:58,368 There is no such thing as "NASA," okay? 1024 00:47:58,459 --> 00:47:59,978 Don't you think they would have come up 1025 00:48:00,002 --> 00:48:01,867 with a better name than "NASA"? 1026 00:48:01,962 --> 00:48:04,169 Okay, you actually believe the animations 1027 00:48:04,256 --> 00:48:05,462 that you see on the news? 1028 00:48:05,549 --> 00:48:07,540 - You think that's real? - It is real. 1029 00:48:07,635 --> 00:48:09,717 Do the math. It's all fake. 1030 00:48:09,804 --> 00:48:11,465 All of that is fake. 1031 00:48:11,555 --> 00:48:12,715 The moon landing was fake. 1032 00:48:12,807 --> 00:48:14,172 The meteor is fake. 1033 00:48:14,266 --> 00:48:15,301 I have a quick question, 1034 00:48:15,393 --> 00:48:16,745 and then we do have to be on our way. 1035 00:48:16,769 --> 00:48:17,849 What? 1036 00:48:17,937 --> 00:48:21,850 So, um, you are, uh, an environmentalist 1037 00:48:21,941 --> 00:48:24,978 who also denies science? 1038 00:48:25,069 --> 00:48:26,109 Man 1: That's right, lady. 1039 00:48:26,153 --> 00:48:29,236 "Science" is bullshit, okay? 1040 00:48:29,323 --> 00:48:30,759 Man 2: I'm also stressed out. Yeah. 1041 00:48:30,783 --> 00:48:32,463 It's an intense day, and emotions run high. 1042 00:48:32,493 --> 00:48:34,013 And, listen, I mean, she had to talk me 1043 00:48:34,078 --> 00:48:35,568 down off a couple of ledges myself. 1044 00:48:35,663 --> 00:48:37,324 I have learned from her today that, 1045 00:48:37,415 --> 00:48:39,997 yeah, it's important to kind of connect, 1046 00:48:40,084 --> 00:48:43,997 since this might be the last moment you can. 1047 00:48:44,088 --> 00:48:45,999 - She's right. It's... - Makes sense. 1048 00:48:46,090 --> 00:48:47,876 Man 2: It's not about this dumb shit. 1049 00:48:47,967 --> 00:48:49,361 Yeah, it's not about, you know, 1050 00:48:49,385 --> 00:48:50,716 who has a better lawn 1051 00:48:50,803 --> 00:48:52,134 or who's recycling. 1052 00:48:52,221 --> 00:48:53,782 Oh, this guy, he loves his lawn, you know. 1053 00:48:53,806 --> 00:48:55,246 - Yeah. - Man 1: What's that supposed 1054 00:48:55,307 --> 00:48:56,368 - to mean? - Oh, you love to get that... 1055 00:48:56,392 --> 00:48:57,802 Excuse me just a second. 1056 00:48:57,893 --> 00:48:59,121 They've created a nice moment and you're shitting on it. 1057 00:48:59,145 --> 00:49:00,330 We're gonna go. We're gonna go. 1058 00:49:00,354 --> 00:49:01,264 Man 1: I'll punch you right in your face. 1059 00:49:01,355 --> 00:49:02,390 Let's fucking fight. 1060 00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:03,708 You're going to kick me in the dick? 1061 00:49:03,732 --> 00:49:04,960 Like you did last year on the fourth of July? 1062 00:49:04,984 --> 00:49:06,711 - That was an accident. - That's a cheap shot. 1063 00:49:06,735 --> 00:49:08,213 - That was an accident. - That was a cheap shot. 1064 00:49:08,237 --> 00:49:09,517 You kicked me right in the dick. 1065 00:49:12,867 --> 00:49:15,028 Young Do you think there's any way he's right? 1066 00:49:15,119 --> 00:49:16,359 About recycling? Yeah. 1067 00:49:16,454 --> 00:49:18,365 You are supposed to wash out the containers. 1068 00:49:18,456 --> 00:49:20,321 Young No, about this being a hoax? 1069 00:49:20,416 --> 00:49:21,643 Like, do you think there's any way... 1070 00:49:21,667 --> 00:49:23,999 No. What? No. 1071 00:49:27,756 --> 00:49:29,337 Eee =r a =r = 1072 00:49:29,425 --> 00:49:30,881 are you scared? 1073 00:49:32,845 --> 00:49:34,176 Of... 1074 00:49:34,263 --> 00:49:37,175 Oh, of, like, the end? 1075 00:49:37,266 --> 00:49:38,756 Yeah, I guess a little. 1076 00:49:38,851 --> 00:49:40,887 Helps to have this party to look forward to. 1077 00:49:40,978 --> 00:49:42,468 Yeah, definitely. 1078 00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:49,854 And the person at the party. 1079 00:49:49,945 --> 00:49:52,025 Can I tell you the thing I'm actually most scared of? 1080 00:49:54,867 --> 00:49:55,867 Mom. 1081 00:50:00,206 --> 00:50:01,867 Young Well... 1082 00:50:01,957 --> 00:50:04,118 Fear is nothing more than an obstacle 1083 00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:06,121 that stands in the way of progress. 1084 00:50:07,588 --> 00:50:09,795 Was that in our quote calendar in high school? 1085 00:50:09,882 --> 00:50:11,338 Young Yeah, November. 1086 00:50:13,302 --> 00:50:18,342 It's just, mom's so intense and stubborn. 1087 00:50:19,391 --> 00:50:20,671 Young That sounds familiar. 1088 00:50:24,271 --> 00:50:25,386 So you'll go? 1089 00:50:28,067 --> 00:50:29,273 I guess. 1090 00:50:29,360 --> 00:50:30,725 "I guess" is not "yes." 1091 00:50:35,199 --> 00:50:36,234 Okay. 1092 00:50:37,952 --> 00:50:38,987 Yes. 1093 00:50:40,079 --> 00:50:41,159 Yes. 1094 00:50:42,957 --> 00:50:44,037 You could've called. 1095 00:50:45,668 --> 00:50:47,704 Wow, I could have called. 1096 00:50:47,795 --> 00:50:48,830 That is so classic. 1097 00:50:48,921 --> 00:50:50,148 Yes, sometime over the last few years, 1098 00:50:50,172 --> 00:50:51,441 there could have been a phone call. 1099 00:50:51,465 --> 00:50:53,025 I'm sorry. Was your phone unserviceable? 1100 00:50:53,050 --> 00:50:54,415 - I tried. - You tried? 1101 00:50:54,510 --> 00:50:56,717 You mean by, like, leaving a voice message, 1102 00:50:56,804 --> 00:50:59,199 one time in which there wasn't even a skeleton of an apology. 1103 00:50:59,223 --> 00:51:02,841 More than once. And anyway, I'm unclear about what I did. 1104 00:51:02,935 --> 00:51:04,220 - You're unclear? - Guys. 1105 00:51:04,311 --> 00:51:06,472 Yes, it's like if I sneeze wrong, you would decide 1106 00:51:06,564 --> 00:51:08,725 it was intentionally positioned to hurt you. 1107 00:51:08,816 --> 00:51:10,335 Okay. Yeah, here we go. This is fun. 1108 00:51:10,359 --> 00:51:12,295 This is when you start to make fun of my being sensitive. 1109 00:51:12,319 --> 00:51:13,354 - Guys. - Like, that's not 1110 00:51:13,445 --> 00:51:14,485 triggering for me, at all. 1111 00:51:14,572 --> 00:51:16,358 I am also incredibly sensitive. 1112 00:51:16,448 --> 00:51:18,188 Okay, yeah. And then make it about yourself. 1113 00:51:18,284 --> 00:51:19,553 And you want to talk about triggering? 1114 00:51:19,577 --> 00:51:22,114 You constantly alluding to my "narcissism"? 1115 00:51:22,204 --> 00:51:24,445 Oh, well, only a narcissist 1116 00:51:24,540 --> 00:51:26,781 would use her own narcissism to make herself... 1117 00:51:26,875 --> 00:51:28,562 That's not even the definition of narcissism. 1118 00:51:28,586 --> 00:51:29,701 This 1s about me. 1119 00:51:29,795 --> 00:51:31,535 Yes, that's more the definition. 1120 00:51:31,630 --> 00:51:33,233 - Oh, my god. You are... - People say narcissism... 1121 00:51:33,257 --> 00:51:36,420 Hey, shut the fuck up! 1122 00:51:37,303 --> 00:51:38,509 Both of you. 1123 00:51:38,596 --> 00:51:40,587 I need my mom. 1124 00:51:40,681 --> 00:51:44,970 And I am trapped inside this grown person who has no idea 1125 00:51:45,060 --> 00:51:47,176 how to ask for what she needs. 1126 00:51:47,271 --> 00:51:49,683 So just please... 1127 00:51:54,236 --> 00:51:55,351 Sorry. 1128 00:51:55,446 --> 00:51:56,652 I'm sorry. 1129 00:51:58,616 --> 00:52:00,572 It's just... 1130 00:52:00,659 --> 00:52:03,526 You know, you came back after all those years, 1131 00:52:03,621 --> 00:52:07,205 and I feel like, I like, took the bait. 1132 00:52:07,291 --> 00:52:09,122 It wasn't bait. You made it very clear 1133 00:52:09,209 --> 00:52:10,540 the damage had been done. 1134 00:52:10,628 --> 00:52:12,869 Okay, so then what? You just completely tap out. 1135 00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:15,124 Wouldn't say I completely tapped out. 1136 00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:18,707 You didn't return her phone calls... twice. 1137 00:52:18,802 --> 00:52:20,417 - Three times. - Three times. 1138 00:52:23,140 --> 00:52:24,220 I didn't? 1139 00:52:33,859 --> 00:52:34,939 I don't know. 1140 00:52:36,153 --> 00:52:37,768 Um... 1141 00:52:39,740 --> 00:52:43,949 I'm not sure I was meant to be a mom. 1142 00:52:46,789 --> 00:52:50,498 It's a really weird thing as a woman to face, 1143 00:52:50,584 --> 00:52:52,825 especially after you've already had a kid. 1144 00:52:55,631 --> 00:53:02,048 But it's... Just not in my bones. 1145 00:53:02,137 --> 00:53:04,924 I thought if I played the role long enough, that it would, 1146 00:53:05,015 --> 00:53:06,971 I don't know, settle in or whatever. 1147 00:53:08,769 --> 00:53:10,430 I was in such a bad place 1148 00:53:10,521 --> 00:53:12,182 when I found out about your dad's... 1149 00:53:14,149 --> 00:53:16,811 All that after a lifetime 1150 00:53:16,902 --> 00:53:19,234 of crippling anxiety and depression, it... 1151 00:53:24,702 --> 00:53:27,193 When I left, it wasn't because I didn't love you. 1152 00:53:29,373 --> 00:53:30,954 I loved you so... 1153 00:53:31,041 --> 00:53:33,407 I love you so... 1154 00:53:38,549 --> 00:53:40,790 But I still always felt like I was failing you, 1155 00:53:40,884 --> 00:53:42,090 like I could never live up, 1156 00:53:42,177 --> 00:53:44,133 like you were better off without me. 1157 00:53:45,180 --> 00:53:46,295 - I wasn't. - I wasn't. 1158 00:53:53,230 --> 00:53:56,267 But I, uh... I get it. 1159 00:53:56,358 --> 00:53:57,393 I mean, I... 1160 00:53:59,987 --> 00:54:01,648 I feel all those feelings, too. 1161 00:54:03,115 --> 00:54:05,527 I mean, not about you, about me. 1162 00:54:09,830 --> 00:54:11,366 I'm sorry. 1163 00:54:13,417 --> 00:54:14,827 Accept her apology. 1164 00:54:16,253 --> 00:54:18,335 I don't know if that was like an actual apology. 1165 00:54:18,422 --> 00:54:20,538 It was more like, "I'm sorry you're also fucked up." 1166 00:54:22,426 --> 00:54:23,541 Was it an apology? 1167 00:54:28,724 --> 00:54:30,214 I accept your apology. 1168 00:54:38,484 --> 00:54:41,942 Your dad reached out today to me on zoom. 1169 00:54:42,029 --> 00:54:43,064 Yeah. 1170 00:54:43,155 --> 00:54:44,515 I think he was trying to apologize. 1171 00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:46,320 I don't know. He was muted. 1172 00:54:46,366 --> 00:54:47,366 Oh, no. 1173 00:54:51,622 --> 00:54:52,702 Do you feel better? 1174 00:54:55,834 --> 00:54:57,199 I feel sad. 1175 00:54:58,462 --> 00:54:59,918 Why? That went so great. 1176 00:55:01,757 --> 00:55:03,372 I know, it's just now I... 1177 00:55:05,177 --> 00:55:06,713 Wish I had more time, you know. 1178 00:55:08,263 --> 00:55:10,675 Okay. We're not getting down in the dumps, all right? 1179 00:55:10,766 --> 00:55:12,302 Best of the night is yet to come. 1180 00:55:13,477 --> 00:55:14,512 Okay. 1181 00:55:14,603 --> 00:55:16,093 So let's just focus on the party. 1182 00:55:16,188 --> 00:55:17,188 Right. 1183 00:55:17,272 --> 00:55:19,308 Party is fun, party is sexy. 1184 00:55:19,399 --> 00:55:21,139 Party is happy. 1185 00:55:21,235 --> 00:55:22,504 Party is fun, 1186 00:55:22,528 --> 00:55:23,813 party is sexy, party is... 1187 00:55:25,948 --> 00:55:27,609 Oh, my god. There he is. Oh, my god, 1188 00:55:27,699 --> 00:55:28,905 - he's coming after us! - What? 1189 00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:57,520 Okay. 1190 00:55:57,604 --> 00:55:58,935 I think we lost him. 1191 00:55:59,022 --> 00:56:00,728 That was insane. 1192 00:56:01,650 --> 00:56:03,481 People are crazy today. 1193 00:56:03,569 --> 00:56:05,150 We gotta get to this party, man. 1194 00:56:05,237 --> 00:56:06,693 - Yeah. - These streets are not safe. 1195 00:56:06,780 --> 00:56:08,361 - Okay. - Okay. 1196 00:56:10,325 --> 00:56:12,407 Let's practice what you're gonna say to Nate. 1197 00:56:12,494 --> 00:56:14,701 "Hey, Nate. It's me Liza." 1198 00:56:14,788 --> 00:56:16,403 Young Why are you saying your name? 1199 00:56:16,498 --> 00:56:18,079 It's not a phone call. 1200 00:56:18,166 --> 00:56:20,908 Okay. So I start, "hey, Nate. What's up, Nate?" 1201 00:56:21,003 --> 00:56:22,105 "What's up, Nate? What's up, Nate?" 1202 00:56:22,129 --> 00:56:23,231 Young Liza: Just... just be cool. 1203 00:56:23,255 --> 00:56:24,440 Just, just, like this. Like... 1204 00:56:24,464 --> 00:56:25,579 What? 1205 00:56:25,674 --> 00:56:28,081 "Sup, Nate?" 1206 00:56:29,469 --> 00:56:30,549 "Sup, Nate?" 1207 00:56:31,471 --> 00:56:32,756 Try it. 1208 00:56:32,848 --> 00:56:34,284 Are you serious? Young No, be serious. 1209 00:56:34,308 --> 00:56:37,345 Okay, okay, okay. "'Sup, Nate?" "'Sup, Nate?" 1210 00:56:37,436 --> 00:56:38,913 - Yeah, that's good. - "You look good tonight." 1211 00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:40,393 Young "I like that shirt." 1212 00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:41,666 "I like that shirt on you." I did like that shirt on him. 1213 00:56:41,690 --> 00:56:42,917 - Young I know. - Oh, my god, Celine. Hi. 1214 00:56:42,941 --> 00:56:44,181 - Hey! - Hey. 1215 00:56:44,276 --> 00:56:46,437 Oh, listen, man, I'm sorry I didn't text you back 1216 00:56:46,528 --> 00:56:47,672 earlier about the outfit thing. 1217 00:56:47,696 --> 00:56:49,527 Celine: Don't even worry about it. 1218 00:56:49,615 --> 00:56:51,384 I can't even remember what I was talking about. 1219 00:56:51,408 --> 00:56:52,773 That feels like it was years ago. 1220 00:56:52,868 --> 00:56:55,575 Is that what you, uh, landed on? For the party? 1221 00:56:55,662 --> 00:56:57,402 Oh, you did not hear. 1222 00:56:57,831 --> 00:56:58,866 Yeah. 1223 00:56:59,291 --> 00:57:00,406 Hear what? 1224 00:57:00,500 --> 00:57:03,412 So I guess Mandy did too much ketamine, 1225 00:57:03,503 --> 00:57:05,869 which the desired amount of ketamine? 1226 00:57:05,964 --> 00:57:08,000 Whatever that is, she did, like, eight times that. 1227 00:57:08,091 --> 00:57:09,376 They found her in a cave. 1228 00:57:09,468 --> 00:57:12,050 Some hikers found her just, like, all by herself. 1229 00:57:12,137 --> 00:57:14,879 Um, she did have a purse, 1230 00:57:14,973 --> 00:57:17,680 and in her purse, there were just two dead rabbits. 1231 00:57:17,768 --> 00:57:19,178 She had written out this, 1232 00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:20,600 you know, manifesto. 1233 00:57:20,687 --> 00:57:22,040 There was, like, red string everywhere, 1234 00:57:22,064 --> 00:57:23,349 trying to find their killer. 1235 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:25,180 So they airlifted her out of there. 1236 00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:26,481 She actually had, like, 1237 00:57:26,568 --> 00:57:27,670 pretty good sources, too. She had cited it all. 1238 00:57:27,694 --> 00:57:29,014 Not just from, like, the Internet. 1239 00:57:30,030 --> 00:57:31,215 And, like, gone to a library and stuff. 1240 00:57:31,239 --> 00:57:32,854 I personally, I'm kind of, like, 1241 00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:34,590 I'm on board, like, because we're learning 1242 00:57:34,660 --> 00:57:35,803 all sorts of stuff right now. 1243 00:57:35,827 --> 00:57:36,971 Like, they're declassifying crazy shit. 1244 00:57:36,995 --> 00:57:38,110 Did you know that the CIA 1245 00:57:38,205 --> 00:57:40,241 wrote all of Bob Dylan's songs? 1246 00:57:40,332 --> 00:57:43,495 Every one. Every Lyric, every note, the CIA wrote it. 1247 00:57:43,585 --> 00:57:45,371 So, so, so the party? 1248 00:57:45,462 --> 00:57:46,747 Oh, sorry, bleh. 1249 00:57:46,838 --> 00:57:48,669 Long way to say party's off. Yeah, no party. 1250 00:57:48,757 --> 00:57:49,943 Young It's not happening. 1251 00:57:49,967 --> 00:57:51,673 No. No, how could it? 1252 00:57:53,762 --> 00:57:55,252 Oh, you guys are bummed. 1253 00:57:55,347 --> 00:57:56,962 I'm sorry. Um... 1254 00:57:57,057 --> 00:58:00,015 It's okay. It's okay, Celine. 1255 00:58:00,102 --> 00:58:01,217 Um... 1256 00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:02,847 I need to kinda stay, like, 1257 00:58:02,938 --> 00:58:04,474 a little bit more up for today. 1258 00:58:04,564 --> 00:58:06,250 Like, I kinda wanna end things on, like, a high note, 1259 00:58:06,274 --> 00:58:07,585 and you guys are kinda bumming me out. 1260 00:58:07,609 --> 00:58:08,769 But I do really like you 1261 00:58:08,860 --> 00:58:10,046 and I'm sorry, but I have to bounce. 1262 00:58:10,070 --> 00:58:11,070 But I love you. 1263 00:58:11,154 --> 00:58:12,423 You look great, by the way. Okay. 1264 00:58:12,447 --> 00:58:13,562 - Bye. - Bye, guys. 1265 00:58:20,789 --> 00:58:22,154 Hey. 1266 00:58:23,917 --> 00:58:24,952 Hey! 1267 00:58:26,503 --> 00:58:27,583 Hey. 1268 00:58:30,507 --> 00:58:32,088 - Hey, Liza. - Oh, my god. 1269 00:58:32,175 --> 00:58:34,131 - Liza. Liza, look at me. - This is exactly... 1270 00:58:34,219 --> 00:58:36,426 I mean, of course. 1271 00:58:36,513 --> 00:58:39,129 Of course this is how this would... 1272 00:58:40,058 --> 00:58:41,389 - Like... - Okay. 1273 00:58:41,476 --> 00:58:44,263 You are just... You are so fucking naive... 1274 00:58:45,188 --> 00:58:46,394 Hey. 1275 00:58:46,481 --> 00:58:49,393 To think that, like, today could be just not, 1276 00:58:49,484 --> 00:58:52,942 like, a series of soul crushing... 1277 00:58:54,031 --> 00:58:55,271 What it is. 1278 00:58:55,365 --> 00:58:59,153 Like, that I could somehow suddenly just be free. 1279 00:59:00,495 --> 00:59:02,736 - You are free. - I am not free. 1280 00:59:03,957 --> 00:59:05,822 I will never be free. 1281 00:59:05,917 --> 00:59:07,123 You said it yourself. 1282 00:59:07,210 --> 00:59:09,952 I am fucking trapped, man. 1283 00:59:10,047 --> 00:59:11,787 - Okay. - And every time I think I can, 1284 00:59:11,882 --> 00:59:13,213 like, step outside of it... 1285 00:59:13,300 --> 00:59:14,836 Okay, you're making a choice 1286 00:59:14,926 --> 00:59:16,382 - to go down this path. - No. 1287 00:59:16,470 --> 00:59:20,930 No, I made a choice today to not set myself up... 1288 00:59:22,059 --> 00:59:23,174 To be disappointed. 1289 00:59:23,268 --> 00:59:24,758 I make that choice every day, 1290 00:59:24,853 --> 00:59:29,142 and you just can't fucking let me do it. 1291 00:59:29,232 --> 00:59:31,769 'Cause it's a fucking horrible way to live. 1292 00:59:31,860 --> 00:59:34,522 Oh, my god, what do you know? 1293 00:59:34,613 --> 00:59:37,696 To dull life so you never get disappointed? 1294 00:59:37,783 --> 00:59:40,024 Who cares that the party's canceled? 1295 00:59:40,118 --> 00:59:41,358 I do. 1296 00:59:41,453 --> 00:59:42,659 Well, you should grow up. 1297 00:59:42,746 --> 00:59:44,361 You should grow up. 1298 00:59:44,456 --> 00:59:47,289 That's what I've been trying to do. 1299 00:59:47,375 --> 00:59:48,581 - Don't you get it? - Oh, god. 1300 00:59:48,668 --> 00:59:50,078 The rules are really fucking simple. 1301 00:59:50,170 --> 00:59:52,752 I can't grow up unless I have my own feelings, 1302 00:59:52,839 --> 00:59:55,581 but your feelings are so fucking overpowering 1303 00:59:55,675 --> 00:59:58,417 that I can't have any of my own. 1304 00:59:58,512 --> 01:00:01,345 Don't you think I'm upset that the party's canceled? 1305 01:00:01,431 --> 01:00:03,422 I don't know. It's like you're always 1306 01:00:03,517 --> 01:00:05,007 just fucking bright-siding everything. 1307 01:00:05,102 --> 01:00:06,592 I need tonight. 1308 01:00:08,355 --> 01:00:09,970 I need it worse than you do. 1309 01:00:10,065 --> 01:00:11,145 How is that? 1310 01:00:11,775 --> 01:00:13,015 You don't remember? 1311 01:00:13,110 --> 01:00:14,816 When this all started... 1312 01:00:15,904 --> 01:00:18,236 When you were me... 1313 01:00:18,323 --> 01:00:21,861 And life started feeling like it wasn't worth living. 1314 01:00:22,994 --> 01:00:26,031 And every day since, you can't shake it. 1315 01:00:26,748 --> 01:00:28,284 You wanna talk freedom? 1316 01:00:28,375 --> 01:00:29,660 I'm your prisoner, 1317 01:00:29,751 --> 01:00:33,414 and I've been your prisoner this whole fucking time. 1318 01:00:34,923 --> 01:00:36,484 And I thought tonight that... That I could... 1319 01:00:36,508 --> 01:00:37,964 That I could... 1320 01:00:39,344 --> 01:00:40,344 That we could... 1321 01:00:43,723 --> 01:00:44,723 Okay. 1322 01:00:44,766 --> 01:00:47,007 We can still find Nate. 1323 01:00:47,102 --> 01:00:49,218 And we can still make something happen. 1324 01:00:49,312 --> 01:00:50,312 No. 1325 01:00:51,731 --> 01:00:53,642 Liza, please. 1326 01:00:54,985 --> 01:00:56,350 Please. 1327 01:00:58,405 --> 01:00:59,690 I am alone. 1328 01:01:01,992 --> 01:01:03,857 The universe just keeps telling me... 1329 01:01:06,329 --> 01:01:08,911 I am meant to be alone. 1330 01:01:08,999 --> 01:01:10,830 But you're not alone. You have me. 1331 01:01:10,917 --> 01:01:12,202 But you don't count. 1332 01:01:12,294 --> 01:01:15,582 Why do you keep saying that? 1333 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:18,705 I do count! 1334 01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:21,792 I do count, okay? 1335 01:01:21,887 --> 01:01:26,506 All your life, you've been licking your fucking wounds. 1336 01:01:26,600 --> 01:01:30,434 You haven't realized that I'm the biggest wound of all. 1337 01:01:36,818 --> 01:01:38,228 I can't do this. 1338 01:01:42,324 --> 01:01:43,359 Liza. 1339 01:01:47,454 --> 01:01:48,489 Liza! 1340 01:03:38,189 --> 01:03:39,189 Man: Hey! 1341 01:03:39,274 --> 01:03:40,309 Hey, you! Hey! 1342 01:03:41,151 --> 01:03:42,766 - That's my bike. - Shit! 1343 01:03:42,861 --> 01:03:45,147 - The fuck are you doing? - I'm sorry. 1344 01:03:45,238 --> 01:03:46,978 Why you gotta go and steal my bike? 1345 01:03:47,073 --> 01:03:48,483 I'm so sorry. I didn't... 1346 01:03:48,575 --> 01:03:50,511 I didn't realize it belonged to anyone. There was a sign. 1347 01:03:50,535 --> 01:03:52,617 Yes, I left it on the side of the road with a sign 1348 01:03:52,704 --> 01:03:55,070 because I did a scavenger hunt for my girlfriend. 1349 01:03:55,832 --> 01:03:57,413 Oh, fuck. 1350 01:03:57,500 --> 01:03:58,706 It was supposed to lead her 1351 01:03:58,793 --> 01:04:00,033 to the place that we first met. 1352 01:04:00,086 --> 01:04:01,371 Is it too late? What? Where? 1353 01:04:01,463 --> 01:04:03,454 Could you still go? Like, where was it? 1354 01:04:03,548 --> 01:04:04,583 Cheetah's. 1355 01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:07,582 The... the strip club? 1356 01:04:07,677 --> 01:04:09,042 Yes, the strip club. 1357 01:04:09,137 --> 01:04:10,627 Oh, is... Is she, like, a dancer? 1358 01:04:10,722 --> 01:04:12,303 No, she's not a dancer. 1359 01:04:12,390 --> 01:04:14,051 She's an interior designer. 1360 01:04:14,142 --> 01:04:15,632 Ah. 1361 01:04:15,727 --> 01:04:17,012 Of strip clubs. 1362 01:04:17,103 --> 01:04:19,014 - Really? - Yes, really. 1363 01:04:19,105 --> 01:04:20,745 Wow, I didn't realize that was, like, a... 1364 01:04:21,941 --> 01:04:23,681 Yeah, she's really well known. 1365 01:04:23,777 --> 01:04:25,392 I'm super fucking proud of her. 1366 01:04:25,487 --> 01:04:27,068 She's really made a name for herself. 1367 01:04:27,155 --> 01:04:28,361 Sorry. 1368 01:04:28,448 --> 01:04:29,759 Really romantic evening planned, too, 1369 01:04:29,783 --> 01:04:31,819 but I'm not gonna have it now 1370 01:04:31,910 --> 01:04:33,446 'cause I have no idea where she is. 1371 01:04:36,414 --> 01:04:37,699 I lost someone, too. 1372 01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:40,661 So, I... I feel your pain. 1373 01:04:41,503 --> 01:04:43,664 Yeah? Yeah. 1374 01:04:43,755 --> 01:04:44,790 Who'd you lose? 1375 01:04:45,924 --> 01:04:47,255 My, uh... 1376 01:04:48,468 --> 01:04:50,800 Myself, I guess. 1377 01:04:51,805 --> 01:04:53,887 Oh, wow. 1378 01:04:53,973 --> 01:04:58,262 It's like an existential scavenger hunt for your soul. 1379 01:04:59,354 --> 01:05:00,594 Yeah, I guess. 1380 01:05:00,688 --> 01:05:01,803 Oh, I dig that. 1381 01:05:01,898 --> 01:05:04,560 Listen, I'm really sorry again, and, um... 1382 01:05:04,651 --> 01:05:05,795 - No, it's all right. - You know, it's all yours. 1383 01:05:05,819 --> 01:05:07,150 I mean, it's literally yours. 1384 01:05:07,237 --> 01:05:10,400 But, it's, now, also, uh, physically yours and, um... 1385 01:05:10,490 --> 01:05:11,855 Hey, keep looking for her, man. 1386 01:05:11,950 --> 01:05:13,656 Yeah, I will and, and keep, 1387 01:05:13,743 --> 01:05:15,449 you know, looking for yourself, too. 1388 01:05:15,537 --> 01:05:16,822 Thanks. Yeah. 1389 01:05:21,334 --> 01:05:23,074 Oh, shit, she just dropped a pin. 1390 01:05:23,169 --> 01:05:24,169 Huh! 1391 01:05:46,359 --> 01:05:47,895 I think... You know, I'm not there. 1392 01:05:47,986 --> 01:05:48,986 I can get there. 1393 01:05:52,198 --> 01:05:54,234 - Get out of me. - You're laughing. 1394 01:05:56,870 --> 01:05:57,985 Ah, hello. 1395 01:05:58,079 --> 01:05:59,660 - Oh, hi, hi. - Hi. 1396 01:05:59,747 --> 01:06:01,032 Hi, so sorry, I, uh... 1397 01:06:01,124 --> 01:06:02,726 I thought I heard crying and it sounded like, uh... 1398 01:06:02,750 --> 01:06:03,910 Man: Yeah. Woman: You did. 1399 01:06:04,002 --> 01:06:05,646 I'm looking for someone else and it sounded... 1400 01:06:05,670 --> 01:06:06,876 Sounded like her for a moment. 1401 01:06:06,963 --> 01:06:08,544 - Oh. - Sorry. 1402 01:06:08,631 --> 01:06:11,168 - Man: No, it's okay... - Woman: Hey, don't go, stay. 1403 01:06:11,259 --> 01:06:12,590 - No, it's... - Come on in. 1404 01:06:12,677 --> 01:06:14,447 We're actually, you know, what we're doing right now, 1405 01:06:14,471 --> 01:06:16,883 is we're opening up our heart shakers. It's like a... 1406 01:06:16,973 --> 01:06:18,088 Well, our chakras. 1407 01:06:18,183 --> 01:06:19,514 - Our heart chakras. - Chakra... 1408 01:06:19,601 --> 01:06:21,432 I did not want to do it, but... 1409 01:06:21,519 --> 01:06:22,804 You do, though, now. 1410 01:06:22,896 --> 01:06:24,261 Yeah, now, I'm enjoying it. Yeah. 1411 01:06:24,355 --> 01:06:25,720 I didn't wanna do it, but... 1412 01:06:25,815 --> 01:06:28,352 It's actually really, kind of, a healing, opening... 1413 01:06:28,443 --> 01:06:29,933 It's kind of good to do it right now. 1414 01:06:30,028 --> 01:06:31,748 Woman: Yeah, it so nice to just like open up 1415 01:06:31,821 --> 01:06:33,527 with our feelings and... 1416 01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:35,105 We do affirmations... yeah. 1417 01:06:35,200 --> 01:06:36,485 Where we sort of shout things 1418 01:06:36,576 --> 01:06:38,032 that we like about each other. Feet! 1419 01:06:38,620 --> 01:06:39,655 Aw. 1420 01:06:39,746 --> 01:06:40,973 Right? It's nice for them and it feels 1421 01:06:40,997 --> 01:06:42,266 good just to let it flow out of ya. 1422 01:06:42,290 --> 01:06:43,405 - Oral sex. - Ah... 1423 01:06:44,334 --> 01:06:45,334 Thank you. 1424 01:06:45,418 --> 01:06:46,908 Yeah. Well, thank you. Yeah. 1425 01:06:47,003 --> 01:06:48,539 Well, that... that's beautiful. 1426 01:06:48,630 --> 01:06:52,748 Um, really, and I support you in what you're doing today, 1427 01:06:52,842 --> 01:06:54,069 but I think I should probably... 1428 01:06:54,093 --> 01:06:55,173 Oh, we could do you. 1429 01:06:55,261 --> 01:06:56,363 Man: I mean, yeah, that might feel good. 1430 01:06:56,387 --> 01:06:58,423 Eyeballs! You got nice eyes. 1431 01:06:58,515 --> 01:07:03,054 Yeah, and your skin is tight and glistening. 1432 01:07:03,144 --> 01:07:04,580 You got a healthy regimen goin' there, 1433 01:07:04,604 --> 01:07:05,935 for sure, absolutely. 1434 01:07:06,022 --> 01:07:07,512 The bondage straps are cool. 1435 01:07:07,607 --> 01:07:08,972 Oh, yes. 1436 01:07:09,067 --> 01:07:10,419 - That's a groovy thing there. - Those are really good. 1437 01:07:10,443 --> 01:07:12,104 - Bold choice. - Are you done with those? 1438 01:07:12,195 --> 01:07:13,935 Oh, no, this is just a backpack. 1439 01:07:14,030 --> 01:07:15,270 On. 1440 01:07:15,365 --> 01:07:17,071 You could probably still use it. 1441 01:07:17,158 --> 01:07:18,193 I think so. 1442 01:07:18,284 --> 01:07:19,694 Chop it up and use it that way 1443 01:07:19,786 --> 01:07:21,196 if you wanted, you know. Yeah. 1444 01:07:21,287 --> 01:07:23,323 Just hog-tie kind of a thing. 1445 01:07:23,414 --> 01:07:24,850 Man: You wanted to get funky with it. 1446 01:07:24,874 --> 01:07:29,117 Um, anyway, that actually did feel really nice, 1447 01:07:29,212 --> 01:07:31,203 so, thank you, but, um, 1448 01:07:31,297 --> 01:07:34,084 I think I have to get back to looking, um, for her. 1449 01:07:34,175 --> 01:07:35,277 Yeah, actually, you know what, 1450 01:07:35,301 --> 01:07:36,445 if you're looking for something, 1451 01:07:36,469 --> 01:07:38,050 can I just tell you a real quick story? 1452 01:07:38,137 --> 01:07:39,877 I lost a pair of shoes once, 1453 01:07:39,973 --> 01:07:42,589 and I looked around everywhere for these shoes. 1454 01:07:42,684 --> 01:07:45,221 I was really broken up about it because... 1455 01:07:45,311 --> 01:07:46,926 I loved these shoes 1456 01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:48,602 and they were, like, a part of me. 1457 01:07:48,690 --> 01:07:50,351 I actually cried. You know it was like... 1458 01:07:50,441 --> 01:07:52,727 A... a piece of me was missing. 1459 01:07:52,819 --> 01:07:54,059 I looked everywhere for them. 1460 01:07:54,153 --> 01:07:57,020 I couldn't find them and then, ultimately, 1461 01:07:57,115 --> 01:08:00,357 I did find them in the strangest of places. 1462 01:08:00,451 --> 01:08:02,817 They... they were on my bed... 1463 01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:04,402 Because they were on my feet. 1464 01:08:04,497 --> 01:08:05,953 I was lying in bed wearing my shoes. 1465 01:08:06,708 --> 01:08:08,073 And... 1466 01:08:09,711 --> 01:08:11,793 It made me realize, okay, 1467 01:08:11,879 --> 01:08:15,371 why confine shoes to just like an outdoor thing? 1468 01:08:15,466 --> 01:08:16,751 They could be indoors. 1469 01:08:16,843 --> 01:08:20,506 They could be in bed where shoes feel most free. 1470 01:08:20,597 --> 01:08:22,462 You know, most comfortable. 1471 01:08:22,557 --> 01:08:23,557 Best of luck. 1472 01:08:23,641 --> 01:08:26,132 That's a story about shoes. 1473 01:08:26,227 --> 01:08:28,092 You said they... They feel most free. 1474 01:08:28,187 --> 01:08:29,643 Man: Mm. 1475 01:08:29,731 --> 01:08:31,062 Yes, oh, my god. 1476 01:08:31,149 --> 01:08:32,434 I think I just... 1477 01:08:32,525 --> 01:08:35,187 I think I might have just figured out where she is. 1478 01:08:35,278 --> 01:08:36,609 - Oh, yeah? - Because of us? 1479 01:08:36,696 --> 01:08:37,856 - Yeah. - Okay. See? 1480 01:08:37,947 --> 01:08:39,778 - That's amazing. - Thank you so much. 1481 01:08:39,866 --> 01:08:40,926 - Man: Okay. - Thank you. 1482 01:08:40,950 --> 01:08:42,736 - Okay. God speed. - Ah, man. 1483 01:08:44,704 --> 01:08:47,161 I am tripping balls right now. 1484 01:08:47,248 --> 01:08:48,579 Yeah. Yeah. 1485 01:08:48,666 --> 01:08:49,746 Like... 1486 01:08:49,834 --> 01:08:51,040 Like super high. 1487 01:08:54,464 --> 01:08:55,749 Hey, was someone just here? 1488 01:08:57,925 --> 01:08:59,040 I don't think so. 1489 01:09:00,428 --> 01:09:01,463 Okay. 1490 01:09:42,178 --> 01:09:45,090 I love the way you look at me. 1491 01:09:49,644 --> 01:09:51,555 How your eyes get, like, so big. 1492 01:09:54,190 --> 01:09:55,646 And your lip kind of curls 1493 01:09:55,733 --> 01:09:57,769 when you think I'm about say something funny. 1494 01:10:02,990 --> 01:10:04,981 How you laugh with your whole body. 1495 01:10:06,494 --> 01:10:08,701 How no one has taken that from you yet. 1496 01:10:09,789 --> 01:10:12,326 Made you feel embarrassed or... 1497 01:10:13,960 --> 01:10:15,291 Like it's uncool. 1498 01:10:19,257 --> 01:10:21,213 I love how weird your walk is. 1499 01:10:21,300 --> 01:10:22,790 Man, like... 1500 01:10:22,885 --> 01:10:25,627 How big the steps you take are. 1501 01:10:25,722 --> 01:10:28,589 Like you have no uncertainty that you'll get there. 1502 01:10:31,060 --> 01:10:34,769 How you just keep showing up every day. 1503 01:10:34,856 --> 01:10:37,893 To tell me to keep going even when I don't know how to. 1504 01:10:44,157 --> 01:10:46,523 I have never been loved by anyone 1505 01:10:47,410 --> 01:10:49,116 the way you have loved me. 1506 01:10:51,914 --> 01:10:53,324 And I am so sorry... 1507 01:10:55,585 --> 01:10:57,951 That I haven't known how to love you back. 1508 01:11:03,760 --> 01:11:05,296 When I say you don't count, 1509 01:11:05,386 --> 01:11:07,718 I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to me. 1510 01:11:10,349 --> 01:11:12,465 I always forget that... 1511 01:11:12,560 --> 01:11:13,925 It's the same thing. 1512 01:11:16,022 --> 01:11:17,182 You do count. 1513 01:11:19,567 --> 01:11:21,353 You count more than anyone. 1514 01:11:23,196 --> 01:11:24,402 You count more than me. 1515 01:11:29,202 --> 01:11:30,202 No, I don't. 1516 01:11:32,121 --> 01:11:33,121 You do. 1517 01:11:34,874 --> 01:11:37,160 I need you to know that you do. 1518 01:11:37,251 --> 01:11:39,537 For me to count, you have to count, too. 1519 01:11:48,095 --> 01:11:49,095 Okay? 1520 01:11:54,519 --> 01:11:55,634 Okay. 1521 01:12:09,200 --> 01:12:10,485 You think I walk weird? 1522 01:12:12,286 --> 01:12:13,571 That's your takeaway? 1523 01:12:14,997 --> 01:12:16,908 I'm just fucking with you. 1524 01:12:20,837 --> 01:12:22,043 I love you, Liza. 1525 01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:25,625 I love you, Liza. 1526 01:12:34,433 --> 01:12:35,798 Hey, how did you get here, anyway? 1527 01:12:40,690 --> 01:12:41,850 This is John. 1528 01:12:41,941 --> 01:12:44,478 Hi, I'm John. I stole your car. 1529 01:12:44,569 --> 01:12:47,936 It feels really good to get that out, I gotta say. 1530 01:12:48,030 --> 01:12:51,898 I just, uh... 1531 01:12:51,993 --> 01:12:53,713 Sorry, I didn't want the last thing on earth 1532 01:12:55,246 --> 01:12:56,890 I wanted... I wanted it to be a positive thing, 1533 01:12:56,914 --> 01:12:58,450 you know, for me, so... 1534 01:12:58,541 --> 01:13:00,060 You know, I don't know if you have noticed this, 1535 01:13:00,084 --> 01:13:02,020 but I've been trying all day, I've been following you. 1536 01:13:02,044 --> 01:13:03,625 Yeah, no, we did notice. 1537 01:13:03,713 --> 01:13:04,998 Yeah. 1538 01:13:05,089 --> 01:13:08,627 Yeah, I'm not really like, uh, an outdoors person. 1539 01:13:08,718 --> 01:13:10,083 I'm more of an indoors person. 1540 01:13:10,177 --> 01:13:12,418 I spent my... All my time indoors, 1541 01:13:12,513 --> 01:13:14,720 you know, except when I'm, like, stealing stuff. 1542 01:13:14,807 --> 01:13:16,297 Which is, like, every day. 1543 01:13:16,392 --> 01:13:18,223 - Really? - Cool. 1544 01:13:18,311 --> 01:13:20,427 I didn't always wanna lead a life of crime. 1545 01:13:20,521 --> 01:13:22,481 I've actually got a pretty interesting back story. 1546 01:13:22,565 --> 01:13:24,146 It's a very interesting story. 1547 01:13:24,233 --> 01:13:25,973 I used to wanna do musicals. 1548 01:13:26,068 --> 01:13:27,933 And I could do it, you know what I mean? 1549 01:13:28,029 --> 01:13:29,269 'Cause I can sing, you know? 1550 01:13:29,363 --> 01:13:30,899 Like, I can sing. 1551 01:13:30,990 --> 01:13:36,451 Judas, I love you, Judas 1552 01:13:36,537 --> 01:13:39,700 how could you betray me? 1553 01:13:39,790 --> 01:13:41,701 You know? Ah, I should have done musicals. 1554 01:13:41,792 --> 01:13:42,827 Um... 1555 01:13:44,086 --> 01:13:45,451 Are you going to Mandy's party? 1556 01:13:46,672 --> 01:13:47,832 What, you're going? 1557 01:13:47,924 --> 01:13:49,109 I thought it wasn't happening. 1558 01:13:49,133 --> 01:13:50,418 No, I have it on good authority 1559 01:13:50,509 --> 01:13:53,125 that it's very much now happening again, so... 1560 01:13:53,220 --> 01:13:54,801 I can give you a ride. 1561 01:13:54,889 --> 01:13:57,221 - It's my car, man. - Yes, this is your car. 1562 01:13:57,308 --> 01:13:59,219 Um, can I actually get a ride back to my house? 1563 01:13:59,310 --> 01:14:01,392 I got a house full of wild animals. 1564 01:14:01,479 --> 01:14:02,599 You know? It's a long story. 1565 01:14:02,688 --> 01:14:04,178 That's a whole story in and of itself, 1566 01:14:04,273 --> 01:14:07,356 but, uh, they are not... "Domesticated." 1567 01:14:07,443 --> 01:14:09,684 I mean, do you want to drive or you want me to drive? 1568 01:14:09,779 --> 01:14:11,064 You know what? 1569 01:14:11,155 --> 01:14:12,755 Actually, you drive. I've had a long day. 1570 01:14:13,491 --> 01:14:15,197 Oh, my god. 1571 01:14:15,284 --> 01:14:18,902 Am I making sense? Because here's the deal. 1572 01:14:18,996 --> 01:14:21,078 Solids aren't solid, hard isn't hard 1573 01:14:21,165 --> 01:14:22,450 unless you allow it be hard. 1574 01:14:22,541 --> 01:14:24,452 You enter a negotiation. 1575 01:14:24,543 --> 01:14:28,411 That's when I realized that I could chew through metal 1576 01:14:28,506 --> 01:14:30,121 because I didn't allow the metal 1577 01:14:30,216 --> 01:14:31,831 to have power over me. 1578 01:14:31,926 --> 01:14:33,336 Do you know what I'm saying? 1579 01:14:33,427 --> 01:14:36,009 Okay? So, it's psycho... I know. 1580 01:14:36,097 --> 01:14:37,282 Okay, it's a lot. It's a lot to handle, 1581 01:14:37,306 --> 01:14:38,421 it's a lot to process. 1582 01:14:38,516 --> 01:14:39,551 Just think about it. 1583 01:14:39,642 --> 01:14:42,133 Hi, baby, how's it going? “Wow. 1584 01:14:42,228 --> 01:14:43,468 Rhinestone cowgirl 1585 01:14:43,562 --> 01:14:44,972 - oh, you look amazing. - I know. 1586 01:14:45,064 --> 01:14:46,725 Are you... you're good? 1587 01:14:46,816 --> 01:14:48,352 - Yes, yes. - Oh, okay. 1588 01:14:48,442 --> 01:14:50,057 - Are you okay? - Oh, I'm fine. 1589 01:14:50,152 --> 01:14:52,859 Yeah, we had just heard, um, that you might have, um... 1590 01:14:54,365 --> 01:14:56,105 - There's a rumor... - Well, you... 1591 01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:58,691 - But you look great. - I know. 1592 01:14:58,786 --> 01:15:00,026 Keta-who 1593 01:15:00,121 --> 01:15:01,577 keta-what 1594 01:15:01,664 --> 01:15:03,245 keta-who 1595 01:15:03,332 --> 01:15:04,742 keta-what 1596 01:15:04,834 --> 01:15:06,495 keta-where 1597 01:15:06,585 --> 01:15:08,325 - right here. In there. - Right here. 1598 01:15:08,421 --> 01:15:09,501 He had some ketamine, too. 1599 01:15:09,588 --> 01:15:11,249 We guys smoked it and snorted it. 1600 01:15:11,340 --> 01:15:13,672 The thing is, your friends are not cool, 1601 01:15:13,759 --> 01:15:15,044 they're really bumming me out. 1602 01:15:15,136 --> 01:15:16,592 I mean, for real. 1603 01:15:16,679 --> 01:15:18,657 Like, these people are just fucking bumming me out, dude. 1604 01:15:18,681 --> 01:15:21,388 I mean, the facts are it's a wrap. 1605 01:15:21,475 --> 01:15:23,011 And I'm celebrating tonight, 1606 01:15:23,102 --> 01:15:24,967 because I should've been dead a long time ago. 1607 01:15:25,062 --> 01:15:26,623 - Dude. Oh, that I'd... - I mean, for real. 1608 01:15:26,647 --> 01:15:28,137 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1609 01:15:28,232 --> 01:15:29,563 You know what I'm saying? 1610 01:15:29,650 --> 01:15:31,503 Yeah, I've read... I've read lots of things about you. 1611 01:15:31,527 --> 01:15:33,108 You know where we met? “Where? 1612 01:15:33,195 --> 01:15:35,257 - Tiktok, don't stop - Tiktok, tiktok, tiktok... 1613 01:15:35,281 --> 01:15:37,067 You met on tiktok. 1614 01:15:37,158 --> 01:15:40,571 Wow, that's like a whole new meet cute. 1615 01:15:41,787 --> 01:15:44,369 We have decided, as a team, 1616 01:15:44,457 --> 01:15:47,870 that we are going to get pregnant tonight 1617 01:15:51,172 --> 01:15:53,959 through the portal that we're about to all cross through... 1618 01:15:54,050 --> 01:15:55,665 Stop saying you're gonna die. 1619 01:15:55,760 --> 01:15:57,466 After I put it in her port-hole. 1620 01:15:57,553 --> 01:15:59,464 Negat... the front one. Yeah. 1621 01:15:59,555 --> 01:16:01,671 We do need to copulate. 1622 01:16:01,766 --> 01:16:03,097 So, we'll go and we'll be back. 1623 01:16:03,184 --> 01:16:04,640 - Make yourself at home. - All right. 1624 01:16:04,727 --> 01:16:06,246 - Have fun! Do you want this? - Copy, copy. 1625 01:16:06,270 --> 01:16:07,305 - I'm good. - Okay. 1626 01:16:07,396 --> 01:16:08,602 - Take care. - Let's go. 1627 01:16:08,689 --> 01:16:10,270 Okay, bye-bye. 1628 01:16:18,282 --> 01:16:19,692 Ah, okay. 1629 01:16:24,038 --> 01:16:25,278 Uh, hi. 1630 01:16:25,372 --> 01:16:26,452 Hi. 1631 01:16:26,540 --> 01:16:28,246 - You came. - I did, yeah. 1632 01:16:32,922 --> 01:16:34,378 Nate, I, um... 1633 01:16:37,927 --> 01:16:39,042 Listen, I've been meaning 1634 01:16:39,136 --> 01:16:40,672 to tell you something for a long time. 1635 01:16:43,974 --> 01:16:44,974 Okay. 1636 01:16:48,729 --> 01:16:50,219 You have my... 1637 01:16:50,314 --> 01:16:51,583 Favorite sweatshirt still? What? 1638 01:16:51,607 --> 01:16:53,063 No. 1639 01:16:53,150 --> 01:16:55,186 I mean, I actually do have 1640 01:16:55,277 --> 01:16:57,233 your sweatshirt still. 1641 01:16:57,321 --> 01:16:58,924 I would say I'd get it back to you, but... 1642 01:16:58,948 --> 01:17:00,529 Yeah. 1643 01:17:01,492 --> 01:17:02,527 Nate, I... 1644 01:17:06,997 --> 01:17:08,203 I love you. 1645 01:17:11,252 --> 01:17:12,617 I've always loved you. 1646 01:17:13,712 --> 01:17:14,712 And I'm... 1647 01:17:16,674 --> 01:17:18,790 I guess, I'm just not great at... 1648 01:17:19,927 --> 01:17:22,134 Well... um... 1649 01:17:23,097 --> 01:17:24,097 Nobody is. 1650 01:17:25,099 --> 01:17:26,099 You are. 1651 01:17:27,768 --> 01:17:29,099 You were 1652 01:17:29,186 --> 01:17:33,475 and I wasn't able to receive it 1653 01:17:33,566 --> 01:17:37,605 and I'm... Really, I'm so sorry... 1654 01:17:37,695 --> 01:17:39,105 Nah. 1655 01:17:39,196 --> 01:17:40,902 - That I hurt you. I... - It's okay. 1656 01:17:40,990 --> 01:17:42,070 No, it's not. 1657 01:17:42,158 --> 01:17:43,238 - It's really not... - No... 1658 01:17:43,325 --> 01:17:46,533 I mean, it... it sucked, it hurt, but... 1659 01:17:48,873 --> 01:17:50,329 It means a lot to, uh... 1660 01:17:51,792 --> 01:17:53,453 To hear that from you right now. 1661 01:17:55,838 --> 01:17:56,838 'Cause I love you. 1662 01:17:59,300 --> 01:18:01,086 And I never stopped loving you. 1663 01:18:05,014 --> 01:18:06,049 Damn. 1664 01:18:06,140 --> 01:18:07,220 Me, too. 1665 01:18:08,893 --> 01:18:10,303 Really? 1666 01:18:11,187 --> 01:18:12,187 Really. 1667 01:18:14,690 --> 01:18:15,690 Damn. 1668 01:18:15,774 --> 01:18:18,231 What could've been. 1669 01:18:18,319 --> 01:18:19,900 Yeah, if only. 1670 01:18:19,987 --> 01:18:21,667 If you hadn't fucked it up. 1671 01:18:21,697 --> 01:18:24,359 I know, man. I'm a fucking idiot. 1672 01:18:24,450 --> 01:18:25,450 You are. 1673 01:18:34,168 --> 01:18:35,168 I have an idea. 1674 01:18:35,252 --> 01:18:36,287 Okay. 1675 01:18:39,381 --> 01:18:41,872 What if we don't ruin it? 1676 01:18:41,967 --> 01:18:44,253 You mean, just, like, leave it at that? 1677 01:18:45,429 --> 01:18:46,509 Yeah. 1678 01:18:48,057 --> 01:18:49,547 Pick it up in the next one. 1679 01:18:49,642 --> 01:18:50,927 God, I hope so. 1680 01:18:54,480 --> 01:18:55,480 Yeah. 1681 01:18:59,693 --> 01:19:01,775 Hey, you, um, gonna go inside or... 1682 01:19:02,905 --> 01:19:03,905 Um... 1683 01:19:09,370 --> 01:19:10,906 No, I think I'm gonna go home. 1684 01:19:13,123 --> 01:19:15,079 You gonna be okay by yourself tonight, Liza? 1685 01:19:17,544 --> 01:19:18,624 I won't be. 1686 01:19:50,995 --> 01:19:52,030 Ready? 1687 01:19:55,040 --> 01:19:56,075 Yeah. 1688 01:19:58,043 --> 01:19:59,043 You? 1689 01:20:02,381 --> 01:20:03,381 Yeah. 117702