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♪ (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
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(CAR DOOR CLOSES)
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(FILM CREW CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY ON RADIO)
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(MUTTERING)
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DRIVER: Production,
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Jessica's pulling into set
in a minute.
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CREW MEMBER:
(OVER RADIO) Copy that.
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♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪
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♪ (MUSIC ENDS ABRUPTLY) ♪
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(BIRDS TWITTERING)
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MIRA LEVY: Yeah, I'm walking up
to the house now, okay, Ava?
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AVA LEVY: (OVER PHONE)
But I can't find my...
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MIRA: There's nothing
to worry about.
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No. Nothing's gonna happen
to your dolls.
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AVA: I've looked everywhere.
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MIRA: Honey, I promise you.
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AVA: But what ifshe's not in the box?
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Listen,
if you put Lucy in the box,
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then that's where
she still is, honey.
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-(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
-Mm-hmm. That's why we agreed...
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JONATHAN LEVY:
I apologize for the delay,
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but it was a--
it was a force majeure.
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MIRA: Uh-huh.
Well, Daddy's here.
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JONATHAN: It means that my wife
had a really important meeting come up
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-that she couldn't cancel.
-And he and I will make sure...
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-JONATHAN: But she just arrived.
-(MOVER SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER PHONE)
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...all of your stuff goes safely
on the truck, okay?
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My wife, she just--
she just got here, so you guys can come any time.
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-(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
-MOVER: Okay, but we're notgonna be there...
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Okay. I'm going upstairs
right now. Right now.
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-Wait, wait, wait. What?
-(MOVER SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
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MIRA: Yeah.
I'm gonna check on your dolls.
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JONATHAN: But first of all,
it's the afternoon. It's not evening right now.
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-All right. But I--
-Yes, I'm going--
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No, not your--
not your new room.
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Your old room, sweetheart.
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-JONATHAN: Right. Well,
what are the evening rates? -Okay. Oh, sw--
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Ava, this is so good.
You did such a good job.
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There's no way anyone
is ever gonna mix this up,
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I promise.
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JONATHAN: I'm totally happy
to compensate you for the delay, but...
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No. You know what?
I've got her in my hand.
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I'm gonna put this box
in my car,
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so it's not even gonna go
in the truck, okay?
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-JONATHAN: No, no, no, not
tomorrow. It has to be today. -(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
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MIRA: I know, sweetheart,
but I promise you that--
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If you just-- Are you there?
Ava?
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-Honey?
-JONATHAN: Fine, but I can't go tomorrow.
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-VERONICA: Hey, Mira.
-Oh, hey, Veronica.
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-(VERONICA TALKING INDISTINCTLY)
-Yeah, no. She's really angry.
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JONATHAN:
No, I'll have cash for you when you get here, okay?
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It's good she's expressing it.
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I mean, it's healthy,
but it's just,
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-I didn't...
-Yeah. Yeah. That's good.
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Six o'clock is fine, but please
no later than that, all right?
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-VERONICA: Do you knowwhen you'll be done? -I think I'll be done at 8:00?
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JONATHAN: Yeah. All right.
See you soon. Thank you.
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All right.
Thank you for everything. Bye.
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(SIGHS) Hey.
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JONATHAN: Everything okay?
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Yeah. It's just
this fixation on her things.
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I mean, it's normal.
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Her therapist warned us
about it.
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I just didn't realize
it would be this intense.
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Yeah. You know,
I'm sure she's gonna feel
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so much better once everything's
unpacked, and...
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Mm-hmm. You don't think
I could find an Advil by chance?
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I've got such a crazy headache.
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JONATHAN: Um, I don't know.
Let me see, maybe...
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MIRA: (SIGHING) Oh, God.
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Maybe in the bathroom?
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JONATHAN: Is Tylenol okay?
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Uh, it'll have to be.
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Okay. Here you go. Here.
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-Thanks.
-You got a migraine?
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I don't know yet.
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It started in the middle
of my meeting with Ackerman.
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JONATHAN: Hmm.
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Well, Ackerman's a migraine
personified.
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I don't know about that,
you know?
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I think it's the stress of
having to leave in the middle.
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We weren't exactly finished.
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JONATHAN: Uh, yeah. Sorry.
Couldn't cancel the movers.
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Okay. But I'm still
just a little unclear
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why it had to be today.
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Why? Because we agreed
to vacate on the 20th.
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But why did we agree
to vacate on the 20th?
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Because I'm leaving on a flight
the day after tomorrow.
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Yeah, but you're only gone
for a week.
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Well, nine days, actually.
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Okay. So what's
the big deal, honey?
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-What is it?
-Okay, okay, okay.
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Let's just
get through this, okay?
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Okay. Let's go downstairs.
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Well, shouldn't we just
start here since we're already--
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MIRA: No, we can do it later.
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Okay.
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But wait, wasn't it
just supposed to be a week?
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I mean, how many lectures
are you doing? Just two, no?
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Um, well, two in Berlin,
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and then there's
the panel in Vienna.
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-I showed you the itinerary.
-Right. Yeah. I just--
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I better get used to you
traveling so much.
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Well, it's not-- it's only
my second trip this year.
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Yeah. Uh,
where are the documents?
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-There.
-Okay.
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It's just this last paper
really took off, you know.
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-Yeah, it's great.
-JONATHAN: Yeah, it's crazy.
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Yeah. Okay.
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JONATHAN: Okay, yeah, so...
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-(SIGHS)
-JONATHAN: There you go.
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So here is the list
of items right here.
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MIRA: Mm-hmm.
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And here's
the settlement itself.
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MIRA: Right.
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Uh, which is exactly
what we agreed to with Jason.
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Remember, he sent us the memo?
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He emailed it to us last week?
Right? Okay?
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And the only difference
is the amount we got
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for the house, split in two,
minus the broker's fee.
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In the last draft, it was blank.
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Okay.
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Uh, what is--
What am I supposed to--
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JONATHAN: You'll sign by
the stickers, and then
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-you'll initial each page.
-Right.
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-JONATHAN: Wait,
hold on, hold on. -No, I got it.
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Wait, wait. We have to
look through all the items
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and make sure everything's okay.
That's why we're doing it here.
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-I'm just not up for this
right now, so... -We'll do it really quickly.
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We'll just go through it
quickly, then you'll sign, and that's it. You'll be done.
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You don't even have to wait
for the movers, okay?
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No, I do. I promised Ava
I would be here to put--
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make sure her boxes
got on the truck.
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Well, then you have to wait
anyway, right?
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So come on. Let's get started.
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Okay. Okay. Fine.
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(SIGHS)
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-So what do the colors mean?
-Yeah.
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Yellow's mine.
Um, red is yours.
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-Okay.
-Blue is storage.
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So they'll pack everything up,
and, uh,
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then they'll unload
at my place first,
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then you guys,
then the storage facility.
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Okay?
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Will Poli be home?
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Will he be able
to help you unpack?
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I'm not sure.
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Uh-- didn't we say said that
I was gonna get the green couch?
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Uh, actually, no, we didn't.
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We didn't.
You said that you didn't want
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any of the living room furniture
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because you got all new stuff
at the tower.
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No, I'm pretty sure we talked
about the green couch specifi--
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-We didn't.
-Okay.
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Do you want to?
You wanna talk about it?
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I mean, like formally
in the settlement?
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MIRA: It's fine.
It's just furniture.
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Okay.
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JONATHAN:
All right. All right. All right.
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Okay. There you go.
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Happy to do it.
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Really. Okay?
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How's your headache?
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You need to lie down
for a moment?
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-No. I'm fine.
-Okay.
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You up for doing this?
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We'll just go through
the house quickly
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-and just get it done?
-No.
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I'm not up for it, Jonathan.
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JONATHAN: But you already wanted
to make an adjustment to the thing.
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-I just think it's important...
-I know. It's okay. I trust you.
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I really do.
Just-- you do it. I trust you.
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(SIGHS)
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Is... is something wrong?
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No. It's just, um,
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it's been a shitty day,
you know?
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-Yeah.
-It's really--
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it's a horrible ending
to just a terrible day.
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JONATHAN: What's horrible?
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Oh, yeah. Well, yeah. Yeah.
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No, I mean, it is-- it's a--
It is surprising
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how something so formal
can have such an impact, right?
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I mean,
it's just a piece of paper,
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-just a fucking gett.
-MIRA: A "get"?
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Yeah. It's, uh,
it's Hebrew for divorce papers.
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Oh, yeah.
I think I remember that.
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Although "give" would be
more like it.
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-(SCOFFS) Yeah.
-Give up.
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It's Aramaic for deed.
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-MIRA: Mm.
-It's basically papers
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that when I give them to you,
we're divorced.
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-And that's it?
-JONATHAN: Yeah.
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Yeah. But it's like--
it's a crazy,
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traumatic ceremony.
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-There's three judges.
-MIRA: Mm-hmm.
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And, um,
you have to have witnesses
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to testify that you are
who you say you are
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and I am who I say I am.
It's humiliating.
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-Is it gett with two Ts?
-Yeah.
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And then you have to go
into this little room,
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-and there's a guy in there...
-MIRA: Uh-huh.
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...writing calligraphy
on parchment.
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And he's writing out the text
of the gett.
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-Yeah.
-JONATHAN: And it's--
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it's like a thriller,
because the tiniest mistake
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and you have to start
all over again.
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And then, uh, and then you go
back in to the judges...
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-MIRA: Mm-hmm.
-...and the witnesses.
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And then I have to hand you
the gett in front of everybody
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and yell a few sentences at you,
and then you hold it up high,
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and you walk around the room
with it.
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And then the judge rips it
to pieces.
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-And there's more.
-Jesus.
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JONATHAN: (LAUGHS)
Yeah, totally.
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Why does it have to be
like that?
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-Isn't it brutal enough?
-Well, I think there's a--
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plenty of legal reasons,
but I think it just has to be
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absolute and definitive.
That's the... you know.
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-They don't like any gray areas.
-Mm.
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JONATHAN: You're either in
or you're out.
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And if you're out...
there's no going back.
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-MIRA: Right.
-There's some logic to that, no?
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MIRA: So what's it say?
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It's like, um...
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"This is your gett, and with it,
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you are divorced from me
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and hereby permitted
to all men."
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To all men?
Thank you very much.
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JONATHAN: Yeah.
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Does all men include you?
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No. No.
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I'm not allowed to touch you
anymore
233
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or even be in the same room
alone with you
234
00:10:02,250 --> 00:10:04,125
-from that point on.
-Hmm.
235
00:10:04,208 --> 00:10:06,458
JONATHAN:
It's over. Clean break.
236
00:10:08,041 --> 00:10:10,833
And like, um...
What are-- are you...
237
00:10:12,583 --> 00:10:14,291
allowed to marry me again?
238
00:10:14,375 --> 00:10:16,000
JONATHAN:
Am I allowed to marry you?
239
00:10:19,041 --> 00:10:21,125
In principle,
but only if you haven't been
240
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with any other men.
241
00:10:25,250 --> 00:10:27,291
-We are fucked.
-JONATHAN: Yeah.
242
00:10:49,458 --> 00:10:51,333
-Hey.
-Hmm?
243
00:11:00,916 --> 00:11:01,958
Come here.
244
00:11:02,750 --> 00:11:04,500
-(MIRA CHUCKLES)
-Come here.
245
00:11:10,583 --> 00:11:12,000
(SIGHS)
246
00:11:19,958 --> 00:11:21,333
So basically, this is forbidden?
247
00:11:21,416 --> 00:11:23,833
(CHUCKLES) Well,
we're not divorced yet.
248
00:11:23,916 --> 00:11:25,041
(MIRA CHUCKLES)
249
00:11:32,458 --> 00:11:33,583
Not yet.
250
00:12:17,791 --> 00:12:18,916
(MIRA MOANS)
251
00:12:22,500 --> 00:12:23,916
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
252
00:12:35,041 --> 00:12:37,250
(PLASTIC RUSTLING)
253
00:12:42,041 --> 00:12:43,541
(MIRA GASPS)
254
00:12:45,583 --> 00:12:48,000
(BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY)
255
00:12:55,750 --> 00:12:57,333
(GASPS)
256
00:13:07,875 --> 00:13:10,083
(BOTH MOANING)
257
00:14:02,500 --> 00:14:04,583
-(JONATHAN GRUNTS)
-Oh, yeah.
258
00:14:10,958 --> 00:14:12,000
Oh, my--
259
00:14:22,375 --> 00:14:24,000
(GASPS)
260
00:14:40,458 --> 00:14:42,833
(JONATHAN GRUNTS)
261
00:14:45,708 --> 00:14:47,166
(GROANS)
262
00:14:54,500 --> 00:14:56,875
(PANTING)
263
00:15:08,125 --> 00:15:09,208
(JONATHAN EXHALES)
264
00:15:20,500 --> 00:15:22,083
-(PANTING)
-Okay.
265
00:15:23,375 --> 00:15:24,375
No.
266
00:15:25,208 --> 00:15:27,125
-Just--
-No, don't.
267
00:15:27,208 --> 00:15:30,125
Don't go yet. Don't go yet.
268
00:15:34,583 --> 00:15:35,666
Please.
269
00:15:39,833 --> 00:15:40,958
Stay here.
270
00:15:43,208 --> 00:15:45,666
(PANTING)
271
00:15:48,208 --> 00:15:50,875
(VOICES CHATTERING DISTANTLY)
272
00:15:50,958 --> 00:15:52,416
Penny for your thoughts?
273
00:15:52,500 --> 00:15:53,791
(JONATHAN CHUCKLES)
274
00:15:53,875 --> 00:15:55,750
It'll cost you a lot more
than that.
275
00:16:01,541 --> 00:16:02,833
Are you hungry?
276
00:16:05,083 --> 00:16:06,791
Yeah.
I'm always hungry.
277
00:16:09,791 --> 00:16:10,875
Let's go out.
278
00:16:11,750 --> 00:16:12,916
-What?
-Yeah.
279
00:16:15,416 --> 00:16:16,958
-Really?
-Yeah.
280
00:16:18,291 --> 00:16:20,375
The movers are gonna be here
in 20 minutes.
281
00:16:20,458 --> 00:16:22,416
We'll go to The Grille,
all right?
282
00:16:22,500 --> 00:16:23,875
Back in 20 minutes.
283
00:16:26,333 --> 00:16:28,750
-I want a steak.
-(LAUGHS)
284
00:16:31,041 --> 00:16:34,166
Okay. Okay. Great. Let's do it.
285
00:16:34,250 --> 00:16:35,791
-Okay.
-I'm just gonna...
286
00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,625
Sure. Do your thing.
287
00:16:38,083 --> 00:16:39,208
(GRUNTS)
288
00:16:46,333 --> 00:16:47,458
What?
289
00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:51,083
Nothing.
290
00:16:54,625 --> 00:16:57,416
I should probably... (MUTTERS)
291
00:16:59,916 --> 00:17:00,916
(CHUCKLES)
292
00:17:07,125 --> 00:17:08,500
JONATHAN:
Just give me a second, okay?
293
00:17:08,583 --> 00:17:09,458
Mm-hmm.
294
00:17:09,541 --> 00:17:10,708
JONATHAN:
I'll be right back.
295
00:17:11,458 --> 00:17:15,541
♪ (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
296
00:17:23,833 --> 00:17:24,916
Right, so...
297
00:17:37,416 --> 00:17:38,833
(WATER SPLASHING)
298
00:18:14,250 --> 00:18:15,416
(CHUCKLES)
299
00:18:28,958 --> 00:18:31,166
♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
300
00:18:31,708 --> 00:18:33,375
JONATHAN: Okay.
301
00:18:33,458 --> 00:18:36,125
Let's get these stupid papers
signed,
302
00:18:36,875 --> 00:18:39,833
and we'll go get a bite to eat.
303
00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:43,375
Pay tribute to a long
and happy marriage.
304
00:18:43,458 --> 00:18:44,458
(CHUCKLES)
305
00:18:45,541 --> 00:18:47,458
You can go home
straight from there, yeah?
306
00:18:49,958 --> 00:18:53,625
Um, I think
I'm gonna take these home
307
00:18:53,708 --> 00:18:55,083
and take a minute to go over it.
308
00:18:55,166 --> 00:18:57,416
JONATHAN: What do you mean?
We went over it a hundred times.
309
00:18:57,500 --> 00:19:00,916
MIRA: Yeah, but you have to read
a contract before you sign it.
310
00:19:01,000 --> 00:19:03,041
Uh, no. Actually, you don't,
'cause that's the exact
311
00:19:03,125 --> 00:19:04,958
same document
that we approved already.
312
00:19:05,041 --> 00:19:07,791
All right. So what's--
Why does it have to be today?
313
00:19:07,875 --> 00:19:09,958
Mira. Come on. We agreed, today.
314
00:19:10,041 --> 00:19:11,833
-We agreed we'd do it today.
-It'll be tomorrow, I promise.
315
00:19:11,916 --> 00:19:13,083
-JONATHAN: No, I c--
-MIRA: What's the big deal?
316
00:19:13,166 --> 00:19:14,666
JONATHAN:
I cannot do it tomorrow
317
00:19:14,750 --> 00:19:16,375
-because I'm getting ready
for my trip... -Okay.
318
00:19:16,458 --> 00:19:18,041
-...and I won't have time to
go down to the courthouse. -That's fine.
319
00:19:18,125 --> 00:19:20,125
-JONATHAN: So let's do it now.
-So it-- it'll be, um,
320
00:19:20,208 --> 00:19:21,833
-when you get back.
-Oh, my God. I--
321
00:19:23,125 --> 00:19:25,083
-I can't believe this.
-MIRA: What?
322
00:19:25,583 --> 00:19:26,666
(SIGHS)
323
00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:28,166
No. Okay. Okay.
324
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:29,291
Okay, here.
325
00:19:30,666 --> 00:19:32,375
Sit down right here, okay?
Right now.
326
00:19:32,458 --> 00:19:34,000
-Babe, I'm not--
-JONATHAN: Just listen.
327
00:19:34,083 --> 00:19:36,750
Go over it. Go over it.
Take all the time you need.
328
00:19:36,833 --> 00:19:38,083
I'm gonna get out of your way.
329
00:19:38,166 --> 00:19:40,708
Just for fuck's sake,
get it over with.
330
00:19:40,791 --> 00:19:42,833
Why are you talking to me
like that? What is wrong?
331
00:19:42,916 --> 00:19:44,000
-JONATHAN: What's wrong is...
-Yeah?
332
00:19:44,083 --> 00:19:45,708
...we went over it
a hundred times!
333
00:19:45,791 --> 00:19:46,916
We spent months hashing it out,
334
00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:48,750
-so what is your latest whim?
-Okay. Whoa. Okay.
335
00:19:48,833 --> 00:19:50,541
-Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
-You can't, like...
336
00:19:50,625 --> 00:19:52,083
We're here. We're--
337
00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:53,708
We were just having
a really good time.
338
00:19:53,791 --> 00:19:55,875
-Yeah.
-And we're about to go get something to eat.
339
00:19:55,958 --> 00:19:58,708
I don't think so.
I'm not going to, okay? No.
340
00:19:58,791 --> 00:20:01,041
-Jonathan. Hey.
-No. Mira. Mira.
341
00:20:01,125 --> 00:20:03,791
Please, get it over with.
342
00:20:08,125 --> 00:20:10,000
I don't understand
what the big deal is.
343
00:20:10,083 --> 00:20:13,291
What could be more rational
than wanting to take it
344
00:20:13,375 --> 00:20:15,791
and go over it quietly at home?
So...
345
00:20:17,500 --> 00:20:19,583
-Mm-hmm.
-(CHUCKLES)
346
00:20:22,916 --> 00:20:24,500
-Okay.
-Yeah?
347
00:20:24,583 --> 00:20:25,791
Yeah. Fine.
348
00:20:26,916 --> 00:20:30,000
Fine. That's okay.
Forget about it, okay?
349
00:20:30,083 --> 00:20:34,583
Just take it home.
Go over it quietly with Poli.
350
00:20:34,666 --> 00:20:36,500
He's nobody's sucker,
that's for sure, right?
351
00:20:36,583 --> 00:20:38,666
-Just make sure, you guys
can look through it... -Jonathan.
352
00:20:38,750 --> 00:20:40,250
...that I haven't, you know,
fucked you over
353
00:20:40,333 --> 00:20:41,875
in some secret clause
or something
354
00:20:41,958 --> 00:20:43,708
that I've put in there.
Go ahead. Just take it.
355
00:20:43,791 --> 00:20:45,625
-Don't do this.
-JONATHAN: Fucking forget it.
356
00:20:45,708 --> 00:20:47,291
It's fine. I don't care.
It's fine.
357
00:20:48,166 --> 00:20:49,791
I don't understand what--
358
00:20:50,833 --> 00:20:53,166
We were just so close
to each other.
359
00:20:53,750 --> 00:20:56,875
Yup. Exactly.
360
00:20:56,958 --> 00:21:00,208
Just so you know, if we're
talking about renegotiating, it's a two-way street,
361
00:21:00,291 --> 00:21:02,333
and there's plenty of stuff
in there that I'm not crazy about either.
362
00:21:02,416 --> 00:21:04,833
I'm not saying
that I wanna renegotiate. I'm just saying I wanna read it.
363
00:21:04,916 --> 00:21:05,916
-Okay.
-Okay?
364
00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:07,083
-Just saying. I'm just saying.
-MIRA: Okay.
365
00:21:11,958 --> 00:21:12,833
Jesus.
366
00:21:12,916 --> 00:21:15,750
By the way,
since we're talking, um,
367
00:21:15,833 --> 00:21:17,958
you haven't paid your half
of Ava's dance classes,
368
00:21:18,041 --> 00:21:19,291
and they're bugging me about it.
369
00:21:19,375 --> 00:21:20,625
All right.
I'll pay you right now.
370
00:21:20,708 --> 00:21:23,958
No. Don't pay me.
Pay them what you owe them.
371
00:21:24,041 --> 00:21:25,458
Your half. That's how it works.
372
00:21:25,541 --> 00:21:28,625
Right. I will pay them.
How much is it?
373
00:21:28,708 --> 00:21:30,125
I don't know.
Check with them.
374
00:21:30,208 --> 00:21:31,208
Okay.
375
00:21:31,833 --> 00:21:33,458
It's 2,500 dollars.
376
00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:36,125
-What?
-Yeah.
377
00:21:37,708 --> 00:21:39,041
What?
378
00:21:39,125 --> 00:21:41,333
We moved her
into the intermediate group.
379
00:21:41,416 --> 00:21:43,000
That's twice a week,
ballet and jazz.
380
00:21:43,083 --> 00:21:45,000
Yeah. I know it's twice a week.
It was my idea.
381
00:21:45,083 --> 00:21:46,708
JONATHAN: Okay, well,
that's how much it costs.
382
00:21:46,791 --> 00:21:48,500
I don't know what
you want me to tell you. You asked me to take care of it.
383
00:21:48,583 --> 00:21:50,208
You didn't think
it was a little exorbitant or...
384
00:21:50,291 --> 00:21:51,958
If I can afford it,
Mira, you can afford it too.
385
00:21:52,041 --> 00:21:54,208
MIRA: Okay. It's not about
whether or not I can afford it.
386
00:21:54,291 --> 00:21:55,291
-It's just...
-Okay.
387
00:21:55,375 --> 00:21:57,291
It's outrageous, so--
388
00:21:57,375 --> 00:21:59,041
Well, I guess
if that's what it costs,
389
00:21:59,125 --> 00:22:01,125
then we'll just, you know,
we'll cut her back down
390
00:22:01,208 --> 00:22:03,458
-to once a week.
-Okay. That's fine. Go for it.
391
00:22:03,541 --> 00:22:05,083
Tell her that she can only go
once a week
392
00:22:05,166 --> 00:22:07,000
and she's gotta choose
between ballet and jazz.
393
00:22:07,083 --> 00:22:08,125
I'm fine with that.
394
00:22:09,250 --> 00:22:10,958
Can't-- can you tell her that?
395
00:22:11,041 --> 00:22:12,583
Why should I tell her that?
396
00:22:12,666 --> 00:22:14,666
MIRA: Because I can't--
You know why.
397
00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,125
I'm-- She's furious at me.
398
00:22:16,208 --> 00:22:17,416
I'm walking a delicate line
with her.
399
00:22:17,500 --> 00:22:19,125
Okay. Well, you know what?
Not giving her boundaries,
400
00:22:19,208 --> 00:22:20,708
that's not gonna make it
any better.
401
00:22:20,791 --> 00:22:22,708
Fine. Jonathan, I know
I'm a failure as a mother,
402
00:22:22,791 --> 00:22:25,125
-but that's not really helping.
-JONATHAN: You know what, instead of acting like a martyr,
403
00:22:25,208 --> 00:22:26,458
-why don't you just try...
-Oh, my God.
404
00:22:26,541 --> 00:22:27,666
...having an honest
conversation with her?
405
00:22:27,750 --> 00:22:29,625
-She's seven years old.
-Give me a break!
406
00:22:29,708 --> 00:22:31,416
-She's not a toddler anymore.
-You know things are shitty between her and I right now,
407
00:22:31,500 --> 00:22:33,125
-and your lecture isn't helping.
-Well, you have to-- Okay.
408
00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:35,041
-Will you tell her or not?
-What do you want me to tell her?
409
00:22:35,125 --> 00:22:37,458
That her mother ran away
with some guy one day
410
00:22:37,541 --> 00:22:39,791
and now she has to choose
between ballet and jazz?
411
00:22:47,541 --> 00:22:48,541
Wow.
412
00:22:52,791 --> 00:22:54,125
I hoped I'd never hear that
again.
413
00:22:54,208 --> 00:22:57,583
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't--
That was unnecessary.
414
00:22:57,666 --> 00:22:58,916
I'm sorry about that.
415
00:23:03,416 --> 00:23:04,583
(SIGHS)
416
00:23:21,958 --> 00:23:22,958
I'm sorry.
417
00:23:25,791 --> 00:23:26,791
(SIGHS)
418
00:23:28,291 --> 00:23:29,833
Is that what you tell her?
419
00:23:29,916 --> 00:23:31,791
Is that the story
you tell her about me?
420
00:23:31,875 --> 00:23:33,083
No. No. I don't--
421
00:23:33,166 --> 00:23:36,375
I don't talk to her about that.
422
00:23:36,458 --> 00:23:41,125
I don't ever talk to her
about the separation.
423
00:23:44,250 --> 00:23:45,333
Okay.
424
00:23:48,208 --> 00:23:50,125
Why, do you talk to her
about it?
425
00:23:51,916 --> 00:23:52,916
No.
426
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,375
JONATHAN: It's fucked up.
427
00:23:59,541 --> 00:24:02,833
I mean, I don't--
like, it's hard.
428
00:24:04,333 --> 00:24:05,916
Where do we even begin to...
429
00:24:06,875 --> 00:24:08,333
MIRA: I know, I wish we...
430
00:24:08,416 --> 00:24:10,375
We don't even know
what's going on.
431
00:24:11,750 --> 00:24:16,791
We just all grow up
illiterate about it.
432
00:24:22,166 --> 00:24:24,750
Maybe we should've been
more prepared for it.
433
00:24:24,833 --> 00:24:26,875
It's a fact that it doesn't
always end up that way.
434
00:24:26,958 --> 00:24:28,875
I mean, it doesn't even
usually end up that way.
435
00:24:28,958 --> 00:24:31,375
So how do you prepare
someone for that?
436
00:24:31,458 --> 00:24:32,625
I don't know.
437
00:24:35,625 --> 00:24:39,916
I think we should teach kids
that, yeah, love ends.
438
00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,125
It's, uh...
439
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,500
Yeah, relationships end
and people leave
440
00:24:43,583 --> 00:24:45,625
and they break up
and they divorce.
441
00:24:45,708 --> 00:24:48,458
-And that's just a part of life.
-JONATHAN: Yeah.
442
00:24:48,541 --> 00:24:51,750
And then maybe
it just wouldn't be so painful
443
00:24:51,833 --> 00:24:54,666
and, uh, you know,
all the suffering.
444
00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:04,458
I think the real suffering
is the in-between.
445
00:25:04,541 --> 00:25:07,666
You know, the limbo,
neither here nor there, just...
446
00:25:09,250 --> 00:25:11,958
I think that's way harder
than a breakup.
447
00:25:12,041 --> 00:25:14,333
That's much more traumatic
448
00:25:14,416 --> 00:25:16,625
for the kids
and for the parents.
449
00:25:19,708 --> 00:25:23,208
At least,
that's how it is for me.
450
00:25:32,458 --> 00:25:36,291
Mira, let's get this over with,
okay?
451
00:25:38,500 --> 00:25:39,500
I'll--
452
00:25:41,833 --> 00:25:45,500
I promise you that if you find
something in the document,
453
00:25:45,583 --> 00:25:47,750
or if there's a mistake
in the settlement,
454
00:25:47,833 --> 00:25:48,958
I won't contest it.
455
00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:52,083
I'll write something right now
guaranteeing you that.
456
00:25:54,541 --> 00:25:55,541
All right?
457
00:25:57,833 --> 00:26:00,208
I don't understand.
I mean, what--
458
00:26:00,291 --> 00:26:02,166
This isn't about
the money, right?
459
00:26:03,375 --> 00:26:05,041
So what is...
460
00:26:09,500 --> 00:26:10,541
I got fired.
461
00:26:11,750 --> 00:26:13,416
JONATHAN: What?
462
00:26:13,500 --> 00:26:16,916
Or I was-- I was invited
to resign.
463
00:26:18,833 --> 00:26:21,250
Anyway, it's-- it's over.
(CLEARS THROAT)
464
00:26:21,333 --> 00:26:23,041
I don't understand.
What do you mean?
465
00:26:23,125 --> 00:26:26,666
MIRA: That's what my meeting
with Ackerman today was about.
466
00:26:27,791 --> 00:26:29,083
Oh.
467
00:26:31,416 --> 00:26:32,541
MIRA: Yeah.
468
00:26:33,458 --> 00:26:35,583
(SIGHS)
469
00:26:35,666 --> 00:26:38,958
I mean, it was kind of obvious
something like this could happen
470
00:26:39,041 --> 00:26:42,000
ever since I didn't take
the London job. I mean, I was...
471
00:26:42,083 --> 00:26:43,958
You were never gonna take
the London job.
472
00:26:44,041 --> 00:26:45,791
MIRA: No, that's--
Okay, that's not accurate.
473
00:26:45,875 --> 00:26:48,416
-And there were various
options to that. -Mira. No, there--
474
00:26:48,500 --> 00:26:49,916
There was no option, so...
475
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:53,250
Come on. I'm not blaming you.
That's not what this is about.
476
00:26:55,583 --> 00:26:56,958
It's just like, you know,
477
00:26:57,041 --> 00:26:58,958
when I didn't take the job,
then...
478
00:27:00,875 --> 00:27:03,500
yeah, they didn't know
what to do with me.
479
00:27:03,583 --> 00:27:06,291
Couldn't relocate. I couldn't
travel because of Ava.
480
00:27:06,375 --> 00:27:09,125
And, you know, going, uh,
back to running
481
00:27:09,208 --> 00:27:10,708
a product management team,
it just--
482
00:27:10,791 --> 00:27:12,375
it seemed like a demotion.
483
00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:15,041
So they started shopping me
around the company,
484
00:27:15,125 --> 00:27:16,541
to find me a position.
485
00:27:17,625 --> 00:27:19,250
-Nothing clicked.
-Yeah.
486
00:27:21,541 --> 00:27:24,708
So this morning, uh,
he asked me for a meeting,
487
00:27:24,791 --> 00:27:27,541
which he began by saying,
488
00:27:27,625 --> 00:27:31,250
"Mira, I would like to set you
free for a new adventure."
489
00:27:31,333 --> 00:27:33,833
(LAUGHS) Asshole.
490
00:27:33,916 --> 00:27:36,125
I'm like,
"I'm 43 and half years old.
491
00:27:36,208 --> 00:27:37,458
I'm one-half of a single parent.
492
00:27:37,541 --> 00:27:40,291
What kind of new adventure
do you have in mind?
493
00:27:40,375 --> 00:27:42,500
I mean, tell me the truth.
Tell me that you're firing me
494
00:27:42,583 --> 00:27:44,750
because I no longer live
for this company,
495
00:27:44,833 --> 00:27:47,541
I'm not at your beck and call
120 percent of the time
496
00:27:47,625 --> 00:27:49,500
like I used to be.
You can't ask me to,
497
00:27:49,583 --> 00:27:51,416
you know, go out,
entertain the clients anymore
498
00:27:51,500 --> 00:27:54,083
because I'd rather be at home
with my kid.
499
00:27:54,166 --> 00:27:56,291
And you know what,
maybe the new, young,
500
00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:59,250
ambitious product manager
should take them out anyway,
501
00:27:59,333 --> 00:28:01,083
because she's much more fun."
502
00:28:06,166 --> 00:28:08,750
I guess the weird-- I was, uh...
503
00:28:12,333 --> 00:28:15,500
You know, I was sitting
across from him and, um,
504
00:28:17,291 --> 00:28:19,166
I could see in his eyes,
they were just like
505
00:28:19,250 --> 00:28:20,750
switched off, you know?
506
00:28:21,791 --> 00:28:24,708
I was invisible to him.
507
00:28:27,625 --> 00:28:29,583
I used to have all this power
over him.
508
00:28:29,666 --> 00:28:33,041
I could steer him
in whatever direction
509
00:28:33,125 --> 00:28:37,416
I wanted him to go,
and now I was nothing.
510
00:28:41,708 --> 00:28:44,416
And then I realized
that I, um...
511
00:28:46,875 --> 00:28:49,291
I've lost that power
over everything.
512
00:28:51,916 --> 00:28:57,541
You know, that power that comes
from, um, being desirous.
513
00:29:04,541 --> 00:29:10,125
I sat at the table and I just--
I felt so disposable
514
00:29:10,208 --> 00:29:16,125
and, uh... yeah,
so I really, I felt old.
515
00:29:24,750 --> 00:29:26,458
So, that's it.
516
00:29:26,541 --> 00:29:31,958
Yeah, I'm, uh...
There's a hearing in two weeks.
517
00:29:32,041 --> 00:29:36,000
I have a severance, there'll be
stock options, and...
518
00:29:37,750 --> 00:29:40,458
But that's it. That's--
You know, it's done.
519
00:29:50,958 --> 00:29:52,833
I'm really sorry
that happened to you.
520
00:29:56,041 --> 00:29:57,041
(LAUGHS)
521
00:30:01,791 --> 00:30:04,041
You're sorry
that happened to me?
522
00:30:06,708 --> 00:30:08,291
JONATHAN: Yeah. Yeah.
523
00:30:09,666 --> 00:30:11,416
Okay. You don't need
to be polite.
524
00:30:11,500 --> 00:30:13,666
JONATHAN: No. No. I'm not.
I, uh--
525
00:30:17,375 --> 00:30:21,416
But, uh, I, uh, it's...
526
00:30:22,291 --> 00:30:23,333
MIRA: What?
527
00:30:25,083 --> 00:30:26,208
You know, it's weird.
528
00:30:28,916 --> 00:30:30,000
What?
529
00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:35,250
JONATHAN: I'm just-- I'm--
530
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:39,250
-I'm listening to everything
that you're saying... -Uh-huh.
531
00:30:39,333 --> 00:30:40,958
...and it's just--
it's not, uh...
532
00:30:43,375 --> 00:30:44,500
You're right.
533
00:30:46,333 --> 00:30:47,708
If circumstances were different,
534
00:30:47,791 --> 00:30:50,041
I'd be fucking losing my mind
right now.
535
00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:52,750
I'd be telling you
I was gonna murder Ackerman
536
00:30:52,833 --> 00:30:53,875
-and...
-MIRA: Mm-hmm.
537
00:30:53,958 --> 00:30:56,083
...be going crazy
with revenge fantasies.
538
00:30:56,166 --> 00:30:57,666
-MIRA: Right.
-Yeah.
539
00:30:57,750 --> 00:30:59,208
And I'm listening to you
right now,
540
00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:02,333
and I don't... I don't feel...
541
00:31:05,083 --> 00:31:06,166
anything.
542
00:31:09,458 --> 00:31:10,458
Oh, wow.
543
00:31:12,500 --> 00:31:13,916
Well, congratulations.
544
00:31:15,875 --> 00:31:17,416
-I'm sorry.
-MIRA: No.
545
00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:20,291
I don't-- I'm not trying
to be callous. I'm not.
546
00:31:20,375 --> 00:31:23,041
I know that you're going through
a really hard time right now,
547
00:31:23,125 --> 00:31:27,791
-but you asked, and that's...
-Yeah.
548
00:31:29,208 --> 00:31:30,666
I'm sharing how I feel.
549
00:31:31,958 --> 00:31:33,541
Well, how you don't feel.
550
00:31:39,583 --> 00:31:40,916
(JONATHAN GROANS)
551
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,166
Half an hour
after you were inside me.
552
00:31:45,500 --> 00:31:47,125
-JONATHAN: Yeah. It's a--
-Yeah.
553
00:31:47,208 --> 00:31:49,583
JONATHAN: That was--
That's the weird part.
554
00:31:50,500 --> 00:31:52,750
(CHUCKLES) Uh-huh.
555
00:31:52,833 --> 00:31:56,583
But, honestly,
even when we were having sex,
556
00:31:56,666 --> 00:31:59,458
-which was great. It was.
-MIRA: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
557
00:31:59,541 --> 00:32:01,333
-It really was, right?
-Yeah.
558
00:32:01,416 --> 00:32:05,625
JONATHAN: And-- there was a part
of me that was observing myself
559
00:32:05,708 --> 00:32:08,541
from the outside, checking in
to see like how I felt,
560
00:32:08,625 --> 00:32:11,291
how I was feeling.
What if this was the last time?
561
00:32:11,375 --> 00:32:13,208
What if I never even
see you again?
562
00:32:13,291 --> 00:32:14,875
-MIRA: Mm-hmm.
-How do I feel?
563
00:32:14,958 --> 00:32:17,458
Would it be so unbearable?
And no,
564
00:32:17,541 --> 00:32:20,291
I realized I could do
without it.
565
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,750
-You didn't feel that way?
-Mm-mm. No.
566
00:32:26,541 --> 00:32:28,875
Okay, it's just like,
I think about it a lot,
567
00:32:28,958 --> 00:32:30,208
-you know?
-MIRA: Mm-hmm.
568
00:32:30,291 --> 00:32:33,291
Because I do--
I do think that my...
569
00:32:33,375 --> 00:32:36,458
extreme dependence on you,
that that's really what ruined
570
00:32:36,541 --> 00:32:41,000
everything for us beyond repair
because that paralyzed me.
571
00:32:41,083 --> 00:32:42,208
Hmm.
572
00:32:42,291 --> 00:32:44,041
The thought of losing you,
the fear of losing you,
573
00:32:44,125 --> 00:32:45,625
because that would mean
losing everything.
574
00:32:45,708 --> 00:32:48,041
So I'm just saying that,
like when we were in the middle
575
00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:49,250
-of that...
-Mm-hmm.
576
00:32:49,333 --> 00:32:51,166
...I realized that that fear
wasn't there anymore.
577
00:32:51,250 --> 00:32:53,208
That I was free from you
at last--
578
00:32:53,291 --> 00:32:54,791
Okay. I don't wanna--
I don't wanna hear anymore.
579
00:32:54,875 --> 00:32:56,208
I mean, it's not really
the right time
580
00:32:56,291 --> 00:32:58,041
for a therapy session.
You don't have to blurt out
581
00:32:58,125 --> 00:33:00,375
-whatever pops in your head.
-Shut the fuck up.
582
00:33:02,208 --> 00:33:03,541
Just shut up.
583
00:33:07,083 --> 00:33:09,333
Like, what... what is this?
584
00:33:09,416 --> 00:33:13,000
What is this sarcasm
and this fucking toxic shit?
585
00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:16,583
Who are you to say
when the time is right and when the time is wrong?
586
00:33:16,666 --> 00:33:19,208
-Why do you get to decide that?
-While you tell me you just fucked me
587
00:33:19,291 --> 00:33:21,458
in order to prove yourself
that you don't love me anymore?
588
00:33:21,541 --> 00:33:23,833
I'm trying to talk to you.
I'm trying to talk to you.
589
00:33:23,916 --> 00:33:25,458
I'm trying to tell you something
about--
590
00:33:25,541 --> 00:33:28,083
No. You're a fucking narcissist.
This isn't sharing.
591
00:33:28,166 --> 00:33:30,541
This is you vomiting your stream
of consciousness all over me.
592
00:33:30,625 --> 00:33:32,791
You don't give a fuck
how it makes me feel.
593
00:33:32,875 --> 00:33:34,208
That is such bullshit.
594
00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:36,500
I-- Mira, there--
595
00:33:36,583 --> 00:33:39,083
I have never had an inch
of emotional space
596
00:33:39,166 --> 00:33:41,083
-to share about my feelings
with you. -Oh, my God.
597
00:33:41,166 --> 00:33:42,750
If I hear one more word
of this psychobabble,
598
00:33:42,833 --> 00:33:45,041
-I'm gonna scream. (LAUGHS)
-Well, go ahead, scream.
599
00:33:45,125 --> 00:33:47,000
Scream. You've always been
much better at that
600
00:33:47,083 --> 00:33:48,291
than actually communicating,
601
00:33:48,375 --> 00:33:50,125
-than actually having
a conversation. -MIRA: Right.
602
00:33:50,208 --> 00:33:52,041
And you're surprised
they fired you?
603
00:33:52,125 --> 00:33:53,833
It's a miracle they kept you
this long
604
00:33:53,916 --> 00:33:55,250
-when you never learned...
-Shut up!
605
00:33:55,333 --> 00:33:57,166
JONATHAN: ...how to actually
communicate.
606
00:33:57,916 --> 00:33:59,666
I fucking hate you.
607
00:34:00,208 --> 00:34:01,666
Wow. Okay.
608
00:34:04,166 --> 00:34:06,625
I hate fucking you too,
so everything you said just...
609
00:34:06,708 --> 00:34:08,458
Well, you know what,
it didn't seem like that
610
00:34:08,541 --> 00:34:10,333
-a second ago, but...
-Oh, my God, you moron.
611
00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:12,625
You think because you
fucked me like that one time,
612
00:34:12,708 --> 00:34:15,000
-it suddenly makes you--
-Mira, just stop it.
613
00:34:15,083 --> 00:34:16,916
Oh, what? Oh, sorry.
God, I said fucked.
614
00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:18,625
I forgot I'm not allowed
to say that.
615
00:34:18,708 --> 00:34:21,458
-What are you talking about?
-Oh, is it allowed now?
616
00:34:21,541 --> 00:34:24,958
Am I allowed to say cock,
pussy, and cum,
617
00:34:25,041 --> 00:34:26,458
and all those bad words
618
00:34:26,541 --> 00:34:28,666
without you, you know,
running out of the room?
619
00:34:28,750 --> 00:34:31,000
You are so out of touch
with my life.
620
00:34:31,083 --> 00:34:32,333
It's actually really sad.
621
00:34:32,416 --> 00:34:33,666
-MIRA: Oh, really?
-Yeah.
622
00:34:33,750 --> 00:34:36,625
MIRA: So all of your religious
hang-ups are just like gone?
623
00:34:36,708 --> 00:34:38,166
-What?
-'Cause a minute ago, you--
624
00:34:38,250 --> 00:34:40,583
you sprinted to the shower after
'cause, you know, bodily fluids
625
00:34:40,666 --> 00:34:41,958
gross you out.
So what's different?
626
00:34:42,041 --> 00:34:43,625
It's actually none
of your business.
627
00:34:43,708 --> 00:34:45,416
MIRA: But why?
We're sharing, right?
628
00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:48,416
So now I'm gonna share with you
how shitty it felt
629
00:34:48,500 --> 00:34:50,291
to pretend
like I wasn't a sexual person,
630
00:34:50,375 --> 00:34:52,833
because for you,
I knew it would turn you off.
631
00:34:52,916 --> 00:34:55,666
Feeling depraved every time
I wanted to fuck you
632
00:34:55,750 --> 00:34:58,125
because for you
it was "complicated."
633
00:34:59,375 --> 00:35:00,958
And I tried not to
take it personally.
634
00:35:01,041 --> 00:35:03,000
I did. I said,
"Okay. It's not about me.
635
00:35:03,083 --> 00:35:05,166
It's who you are.
It has to do with you,
636
00:35:05,250 --> 00:35:06,666
-where you're from."
-You know what amazes me,
637
00:35:06,750 --> 00:35:08,041
is that I actually
really bought it.
638
00:35:08,125 --> 00:35:10,500
I believed you. I believed that
I was hopelessly screwed up.
639
00:35:10,583 --> 00:35:11,625
MIRA: Right.
640
00:35:11,708 --> 00:35:13,958
And I could've lived
my entire life not realizing
641
00:35:14,041 --> 00:35:16,416
that everything
that you've despised me for...
642
00:35:16,500 --> 00:35:17,375
Mm-hmm.
643
00:35:17,458 --> 00:35:18,791
...everything that you hated
about me,
644
00:35:18,875 --> 00:35:21,875
somebody else would love me
for exactly the same thing.
645
00:35:21,958 --> 00:35:23,916
They would accept me
for exactly who I am.
646
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:26,708
Well, either they're lying
or they're very inexperienced.
647
00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:28,958
(SCOFFS)
You're so fucking twisted.
648
00:35:29,041 --> 00:35:31,583
You are the most twisted person
that I have ever known.
649
00:35:31,666 --> 00:35:34,833
And not a day goes by
that I don't thank God...
650
00:35:34,916 --> 00:35:35,916
-Sure.
-...that I realized
651
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,000
-how amazing sex can be...
-Oh, my God.
652
00:35:38,083 --> 00:35:39,458
...and I didn't have
to waste my life.
653
00:35:39,541 --> 00:35:41,833
You are the most asexual person
I ever met,
654
00:35:41,916 --> 00:35:43,541
and you made a thousand
theories to justify it.
655
00:35:43,625 --> 00:35:44,916
JONATHAN: It's true!
And you know what, it turns out
656
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:47,125
all I needed was a woman
who actually wanted me as I am.
657
00:35:47,208 --> 00:35:48,791
And I had to teach you
everything about sex.
658
00:35:48,875 --> 00:35:50,791
That's exactly right!
That's exactly the problem.
659
00:35:50,875 --> 00:35:52,750
You taught me,
and you managed me,
660
00:35:52,833 --> 00:35:55,333
and you told me how we would
do it and when would do it,
661
00:35:55,416 --> 00:35:56,708
-and everything about it.
-MIRA: Oh, my God.
662
00:35:56,791 --> 00:35:58,000
-That's so unreal.
-And you'd scold me.
663
00:35:58,083 --> 00:35:59,541
You would scold me
like a fucking child.
664
00:35:59,625 --> 00:36:01,541
You know, I think of
all the mistakes we've made in our life.
665
00:36:01,625 --> 00:36:03,708
The biggest, that we got
together in the first place.
666
00:36:03,791 --> 00:36:06,041
JONATHAN: Okay. Well then,
let's fix our mistake.
667
00:36:06,125 --> 00:36:08,750
Let's sign these papers so
we can get the fuck out of here.
668
00:36:08,833 --> 00:36:10,750
-MIRA: Bring them to me. I will.
-Happy to.
669
00:36:19,666 --> 00:36:22,666
(RAIN PATTERING)
670
00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:33,250
Here you go.
671
00:36:33,333 --> 00:36:35,500
(THUNDER RUMBLES)
672
00:36:37,041 --> 00:36:38,125
Initial on each page.
Sign by the stickers.
673
00:36:38,208 --> 00:36:39,750
Yeah, I heard--
I heard you the first time.
674
00:36:39,833 --> 00:36:40,833
Great.
675
00:36:46,333 --> 00:36:48,375
Stop staring at me.
I can't concentrate.
676
00:36:49,333 --> 00:36:51,000
Okay. Whatever you need.
677
00:36:52,625 --> 00:36:53,750
(CLEARS THROAT)
678
00:37:03,958 --> 00:37:05,041
(WHISPERING) Okay.
679
00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:13,083
(SIGHS)
680
00:37:18,958 --> 00:37:20,375
You don't wanna sign it.
681
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:24,000
MIRA: I'm trying to skim it.
682
00:37:24,083 --> 00:37:25,500
You're doing everything you can
to distract...
683
00:37:25,583 --> 00:37:27,375
Mira, you've read it
a hundred times.
684
00:37:27,458 --> 00:37:29,708
-You don't wanna sign it.
-Fuck off.
685
00:37:33,375 --> 00:37:36,166
JONATHAN:
You don't want to get a divorce.
686
00:37:36,250 --> 00:37:38,500
That's what this is about.
What I'm trying to figure out
687
00:37:38,583 --> 00:37:40,625
is if you already knew that
before you got here today.
688
00:37:40,708 --> 00:37:42,958
Jonathan, please.
My head's pounding. Just...
689
00:37:47,833 --> 00:37:49,083
Will you just say it?
690
00:37:51,208 --> 00:37:54,333
Will you just say it, please?
Say it. You don't want to.
691
00:37:54,416 --> 00:37:55,916
-Just say it.
-I just can't.
692
00:38:00,416 --> 00:38:01,666
I wanna come home.
693
00:38:06,708 --> 00:38:08,875
(THUNDER RUMBLES)
694
00:38:13,208 --> 00:38:16,291
God, don't look at me like that.
I know. I'm just--
695
00:38:20,625 --> 00:38:22,250
I know what this looks like.
696
00:38:28,500 --> 00:38:31,250
(SIGHS) Oh, man.
697
00:38:33,375 --> 00:38:34,416
I don't, like--
698
00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:36,958
MIRA: You can think
whatever you want about me.
699
00:38:40,541 --> 00:38:42,291
I guess there's nothing
more pathetic
700
00:38:42,375 --> 00:38:44,791
-than what I'm doing now.
-Just-- like how do you--
701
00:38:46,083 --> 00:38:48,041
What-- wh-- wh-- what...
702
00:38:50,916 --> 00:38:52,541
How are you not ashamed?
703
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,625
I've never been more ashamed
in my whole life.
704
00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:06,666
JONATHAN: I don't-- like--
705
00:39:07,875 --> 00:39:08,958
So...
706
00:39:10,166 --> 00:39:11,583
I don't know.
So should I be expecting
707
00:39:11,666 --> 00:39:13,791
another surprise call from Poli?
708
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,375
Does he know that you're here?
709
00:39:19,458 --> 00:39:20,500
Just help me.
710
00:39:20,583 --> 00:39:22,041
Help me understand
what your thinking is here.
711
00:39:22,125 --> 00:39:24,708
So if I said, "Okay. Yeah.
Great. Let's forget it.
712
00:39:24,791 --> 00:39:26,250
Let's get back together."
713
00:39:27,791 --> 00:39:28,958
You-- what?
714
00:39:29,041 --> 00:39:31,125
You'll go back home to Poli
and tell him what exactly?
715
00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:32,291
There's no Poli.
716
00:39:34,625 --> 00:39:38,708
We broke up two weeks ago.
It's over. And he's in Tel Aviv.
717
00:39:40,958 --> 00:39:42,083
Okay.
718
00:39:45,250 --> 00:39:49,041
MIRA: I haven't told Ava yet,
so please don't say anything to her.
719
00:39:49,125 --> 00:39:51,458
He's gonna come back next week
to say goodbye.
720
00:39:51,541 --> 00:39:53,458
I'm gonna, um, pick her up
on Wednesday
721
00:39:53,541 --> 00:39:55,333
and we'll tell her together.
722
00:39:56,875 --> 00:40:00,375
Please, please don't do that
723
00:40:00,458 --> 00:40:03,458
unless you're absolutely sure
that it's over, okay?
724
00:40:04,416 --> 00:40:05,500
It's over.
725
00:40:10,541 --> 00:40:13,583
Um, you know,
for a long time now,
726
00:40:13,666 --> 00:40:17,083
we've been having these really,
uh, vicious fights.
727
00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:19,333
After the last time I was here,
728
00:40:20,500 --> 00:40:22,666
he gave me an ultimatum.
He said, uh,
729
00:40:22,750 --> 00:40:26,666
either we're having a kid or,
um, we're breaking up.
730
00:40:26,750 --> 00:40:30,083
Well, kids, plural. It was not--
it wasn't just one.
731
00:40:33,916 --> 00:40:36,041
And I guess I agreed.
732
00:40:36,125 --> 00:40:37,416
Eventually, I gave in
733
00:40:37,500 --> 00:40:40,666
and we tried for six months,
and nothing happened.
734
00:40:40,750 --> 00:40:43,125
Then we went
to Dr. Varona, and...
735
00:40:43,208 --> 00:40:48,375
she said that, uh,
I should start IVF as soon as--
736
00:40:49,666 --> 00:40:52,458
sooner rather than later
'cause of my age.
737
00:40:52,541 --> 00:40:54,083
And, uh...
738
00:40:57,541 --> 00:41:01,166
somehow I just-- I kept delaying
739
00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:03,291
picking up the prescription.
740
00:41:04,875 --> 00:41:08,208
And, eventually, Poli,
he was like, um...
741
00:41:10,541 --> 00:41:12,125
"You don't want this.
742
00:41:14,625 --> 00:41:16,750
It's not happening,
and it isn't gonna happen
743
00:41:16,833 --> 00:41:20,875
because, um,
you don't wanna have my kid...
744
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,791
'cause you'll always see me
as the guy
745
00:41:24,875 --> 00:41:26,208
who broke up your family."
746
00:41:31,625 --> 00:41:36,000
And we went to counseling
and on the first session,
747
00:41:36,083 --> 00:41:38,291
the, um, therapist, she--
you know, she asked me
748
00:41:38,375 --> 00:41:40,083
if I thought that, um...
749
00:41:45,125 --> 00:41:47,458
I could ever give up on you.
750
00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:58,541
You know, if I could, um,
accept that it was over.
751
00:42:02,416 --> 00:42:05,791
I didn't say anything.
And, um, I just--
752
00:42:07,333 --> 00:42:08,916
was just silent.
753
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:11,208
And in the second session,
it was obvious
754
00:42:11,291 --> 00:42:12,625
that the relationship was done,
755
00:42:12,708 --> 00:42:15,541
but it took Poli another week
to accept that.
756
00:42:21,458 --> 00:42:23,333
I don't know if you care.
757
00:42:23,416 --> 00:42:27,250
And, yeah, I'm sure you think
this is probably
758
00:42:27,333 --> 00:42:28,750
another manipulation.
759
00:42:32,333 --> 00:42:35,666
I'm too tired to try to convince
you otherwise, so just...
760
00:42:41,041 --> 00:42:43,833
-do with it what you want.
-Do with it what I want?
761
00:42:43,916 --> 00:42:45,000
What-- what--
762
00:42:46,375 --> 00:42:47,833
What do you expect me
to do with it?
763
00:42:47,916 --> 00:42:49,000
MIRA: I don't know.
764
00:42:54,208 --> 00:42:55,250
-JONATHAN: Uh-huh.
-I'm not trying to--
765
00:42:55,333 --> 00:42:56,666
I'm not trying to
talk you into it,
766
00:42:56,750 --> 00:42:59,333
'cause you've made yourself
pretty clear.
767
00:43:00,750 --> 00:43:02,875
I'm just saying that, um...
768
00:43:05,791 --> 00:43:08,166
I mean, I know it would be
different this time.
769
00:43:08,250 --> 00:43:09,708
Right.
770
00:43:09,791 --> 00:43:13,166
MIRA: We both have so much more
self-knowledge now and, um,
771
00:43:13,250 --> 00:43:15,958
that has to make a difference,
don't you think?
772
00:43:16,041 --> 00:43:17,250
No, I don't think.
773
00:43:19,458 --> 00:43:21,333
MIRA: Why not?
Like how can you be so sure?
774
00:43:21,416 --> 00:43:23,958
Because, Mira,
you don't want me.
775
00:43:24,041 --> 00:43:26,916
You got fired and you got
dumped, and so you just...
776
00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:29,125
No, I didn't--
I didn't get dumped. I just--
777
00:43:29,208 --> 00:43:31,875
You're not listening to me.
I just told you what happened.
778
00:43:31,958 --> 00:43:33,291
It doesn't matter.
It really doesn't matter.
779
00:43:33,375 --> 00:43:34,500
But why?
Why doesn't it matter?
780
00:43:34,583 --> 00:43:36,916
I'm trying to tell you
something about how I feel
781
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:39,458
and about how I felt for you
this whole time.
782
00:43:39,541 --> 00:43:41,958
-Mm-hmm.
-Like, why doesn't that matter?
783
00:43:42,041 --> 00:43:43,958
And I know that you feel it too.
784
00:43:44,041 --> 00:43:45,666
-I know you do.
-Okay.
785
00:43:45,750 --> 00:43:47,583
-And maybe the fact that
we haven't been able to... -You don't-- you don't, like--
786
00:43:47,666 --> 00:43:49,708
...extricate ourselves from each
other's lives all this time,
787
00:43:49,791 --> 00:43:51,583
I mean, that means--
it means something.
788
00:43:51,666 --> 00:43:55,250
You didn't absorb a single word
that I said to you before,
789
00:43:55,333 --> 00:43:57,125
and I don't know
how to get it through to you
790
00:43:57,208 --> 00:44:00,375
that I don't have feelings
for you anymore.
791
00:44:01,125 --> 00:44:03,750
I don't. I'm sober.
792
00:44:03,833 --> 00:44:06,000
I'm inoculated. That's it.
793
00:44:18,416 --> 00:44:19,791
I know you're angry.
794
00:44:20,583 --> 00:44:21,750
And, um...
795
00:44:21,833 --> 00:44:25,083
-JONATHAN: Oh, my God
-I'm just like asking that,
796
00:44:25,166 --> 00:44:28,041
you know, you just take
a second to think about it.
797
00:44:28,125 --> 00:44:31,166
-And I'm not saying
it's immediately gonna... -Mira, what the fuck?
798
00:44:31,250 --> 00:44:32,833
But like maybe you--
when you're in Europe.
799
00:44:32,916 --> 00:44:34,125
JONATHAN: What do you think?
800
00:44:34,208 --> 00:44:36,208
You think I'm just gonna
throw away all the progress
801
00:44:36,291 --> 00:44:38,041
that I made
over the last two years
802
00:44:38,125 --> 00:44:40,666
just 'cause you-- I mean--
(SCOFFS)
803
00:44:40,750 --> 00:44:42,333
You know--
do you wanna something?
804
00:44:42,416 --> 00:44:45,125
You know that there was a period
where I started praying?
805
00:44:45,208 --> 00:44:49,875
Like actually praying to God
for you to come back?
806
00:44:49,958 --> 00:44:52,916
After you came over to the house
that one time and you just--
807
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:54,041
Yeah!
808
00:44:54,958 --> 00:44:57,166
I was laying right over there
with Ava
809
00:44:57,250 --> 00:44:59,041
waiting for her go to sleep,
810
00:44:59,125 --> 00:45:02,666
so that I could talk to you,
try to convince you.
811
00:45:02,750 --> 00:45:04,666
And I heard the door slam...
812
00:45:06,583 --> 00:45:08,625
and I wanted to kill you
all over again.
813
00:45:10,791 --> 00:45:13,083
And somehow I found myself
right here
814
00:45:13,166 --> 00:45:16,208
in the middle of this kitchen,
just like with my eyes closed
815
00:45:16,291 --> 00:45:19,708
swaying, praying to God...
816
00:45:23,208 --> 00:45:25,000
that you would come back to me.
817
00:45:28,250 --> 00:45:29,875
(LAUGHS)
818
00:45:31,583 --> 00:45:33,166
So you got me to pray again.
819
00:45:35,291 --> 00:45:36,750
That was unexpected.
820
00:45:51,583 --> 00:45:52,791
Can I have some?
821
00:45:54,250 --> 00:45:56,666
It's pineapple vodka.
It's revolting.
822
00:45:56,750 --> 00:45:58,333
I don't know
who brought it here.
823
00:45:58,416 --> 00:45:59,500
I can take it.
824
00:46:02,416 --> 00:46:03,416
Thanks.
825
00:46:16,875 --> 00:46:18,083
Can I have more?
826
00:46:27,166 --> 00:46:28,875
(GAS COOKER LIGHTING)
827
00:46:48,625 --> 00:46:50,041
(JONATHAN SIGHS)
828
00:46:52,708 --> 00:46:55,208
-Look...
-(EXHALES)
829
00:46:57,083 --> 00:46:58,833
You should be happy for me.
830
00:47:00,916 --> 00:47:03,166
You really should.
831
00:47:03,250 --> 00:47:08,666
That I'm finally rid
of this dybbuk, you know?
832
00:47:08,750 --> 00:47:11,333
It's better that I'm over it,
for both of us.
833
00:47:16,125 --> 00:47:18,583
And I know you're gonna
get through too, honestly.
834
00:47:18,666 --> 00:47:21,416
-(LAUGHS) No.
-JONATHAN: Yes. I do know that.
835
00:47:21,500 --> 00:47:24,166
And it can be a new chapter
for you.
836
00:47:24,250 --> 00:47:25,583
You can start a whole new life.
837
00:47:25,666 --> 00:47:28,041
It could be a really
exciting time for you.
838
00:47:28,125 --> 00:47:29,333
Yeah.
839
00:47:31,333 --> 00:47:32,916
Let me tell you one thing.
840
00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:41,000
I have zero interest
in my new life. I mean, zero.
841
00:47:41,083 --> 00:47:43,708
I have no curiosity about it,
and I...
842
00:47:43,791 --> 00:47:46,541
I have no motivation
to start anew.
843
00:47:46,625 --> 00:47:48,750
You're saying that
from where you are right now
844
00:47:48,833 --> 00:47:51,916
after just getting fired
and everything that's happening.
845
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:55,416
No. It's not about now.
It's like all the time.
846
00:47:56,791 --> 00:48:00,083
-JONATHAN: Yeah.
-All I want is what I-- what I used to have.
847
00:48:01,416 --> 00:48:02,833
I don't want anything new.
848
00:48:11,041 --> 00:48:13,125
Please. Don't. Don't. Don't.
849
00:48:15,916 --> 00:48:17,333
-Why?
-Mira.
850
00:48:19,708 --> 00:48:22,416
Look, you know me better than
anybody else on this planet,
851
00:48:22,500 --> 00:48:24,750
so I'm not gonna try to hide
from you the fact
852
00:48:24,833 --> 00:48:27,333
that I do have that urge, okay?
853
00:48:27,416 --> 00:48:29,333
I have that urge to say,
"Fuck it. Let's just..."
854
00:48:29,416 --> 00:48:30,833
-Yeah.
-"...tear up these papers.
855
00:48:30,916 --> 00:48:33,541
Let's do it.
Let's start again," right?
856
00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:37,916
I mean, I have been waiting
two years for this very moment.
857
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:41,208
-Right.
-But I have to fight it.
858
00:48:41,291 --> 00:48:42,958
-We both have to fight it.
-No, we don't.
859
00:48:43,041 --> 00:48:45,000
Yes, we do, because
it's never going to work.
860
00:48:45,083 --> 00:48:47,625
I'm not in that place anymore,
and you're not in that place.
861
00:48:47,708 --> 00:48:49,166
But, but we can find
our way back,
862
00:48:49,250 --> 00:48:50,750
I think that's
what we're doing right now.
863
00:48:50,833 --> 00:48:52,166
No, that's not
what we're doing.
864
00:48:52,250 --> 00:48:54,125
Look, just because there's
this thing that happens
865
00:48:54,208 --> 00:48:56,833
whenever we see each other,
that doesn't mean anything.
866
00:48:56,916 --> 00:48:58,291
-It's a mirage.
-No, no.
867
00:48:58,375 --> 00:49:02,375
And I know
that after a day passed, after the excitement passes,
868
00:49:02,458 --> 00:49:04,458
we would look at each other
and we'd think,
869
00:49:04,541 --> 00:49:06,083
-"What the fuck did we do?"
-No.
870
00:49:06,166 --> 00:49:08,125
We can't live
in the same house together.
871
00:49:08,208 --> 00:49:10,416
-And by then it'd be too late
because we-- -(PHONE VIBRATES)
872
00:49:10,500 --> 00:49:15,083
-It's not gonna happen again.
-Listen. Listen to me, please.
873
00:49:15,166 --> 00:49:17,916
I've never been more sure
of anything in my life.
874
00:49:19,083 --> 00:49:21,291
Just trust my instincts
for once.
875
00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:23,375
-Okay? Okay?
-(PHONE VIBRATES)
876
00:49:23,458 --> 00:49:24,583
-But...
-I'm sorry. Hold on.
877
00:49:24,666 --> 00:49:27,083
I have to just check this
'cause I think--
878
00:49:27,166 --> 00:49:29,416
I think there's, um...
879
00:49:29,500 --> 00:49:32,875
Oh, fuck. The movers just--
They're running late.
880
00:49:32,958 --> 00:49:35,750
And you have to call Veronica.
She's been trying to call you.
881
00:49:36,541 --> 00:49:37,541
Oh.
882
00:49:48,166 --> 00:49:49,375
(JONATHAN SIGHS)
883
00:49:50,666 --> 00:49:52,500
MIRA: Hey, Veronica.
884
00:49:52,583 --> 00:49:54,958
(VERONICA SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY ON PHONE)
885
00:49:55,041 --> 00:49:56,458
MIRA: No, no. It's ok--
It's no problem.
886
00:49:56,541 --> 00:49:59,666
Just, you know, let me
talk to her. (CLEARS THROAT)
887
00:49:59,750 --> 00:50:02,125
-AVA: Hi, Mommy!
-MIRA: Hey, Ava.
888
00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,375
(AVA SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY ON PHONE)
889
00:50:04,458 --> 00:50:05,750
MIRA: Sweetheart,
if you made a mistake
890
00:50:05,833 --> 00:50:07,875
with the boxes, you know,
that's easy to fix.
891
00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:09,375
We can just, you know...
892
00:50:09,458 --> 00:50:13,500
(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
893
00:50:13,583 --> 00:50:16,333
But, honey, you and Daddy
can like--
894
00:50:16,416 --> 00:50:18,166
you can make
that decision tomorrow
895
00:50:18,250 --> 00:50:19,916
when you see the new house.
896
00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:23,250
(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
897
00:50:23,333 --> 00:50:25,166
Because, uh,
tomorrow's Wednesday, honey.
898
00:50:25,250 --> 00:50:27,458
You're-- you know,
you're with me today.
899
00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:30,583
(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
900
00:50:30,666 --> 00:50:35,125
Yeah, I know you were, but, um,
Tuesday switches every week.
901
00:50:35,208 --> 00:50:38,416
So, yeah, just check your chart,
okay?
902
00:50:40,333 --> 00:50:43,958
I know, but, you know,
that's what we decided on, so--
903
00:50:45,291 --> 00:50:48,291
-AVA: Please.
-Oh, Ava.
904
00:50:50,500 --> 00:50:52,208
-VERONICA: Mira...
-Oh, hey, Veronica.
905
00:50:53,875 --> 00:50:56,791
No, no, no, no. She doesn't--
if she doesn't wanna talk to me,
906
00:50:56,875 --> 00:50:58,125
so that's okay.
907
00:50:58,208 --> 00:50:59,958
(VERONICA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
908
00:51:00,041 --> 00:51:03,500
MIRA: Um, I think
maybe an hour or so.
909
00:51:03,583 --> 00:51:04,916
VERONICA: Okay. Bye.
910
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:06,375
Okay. Bye.
911
00:51:11,333 --> 00:51:13,416
(CRYING)
912
00:51:38,916 --> 00:51:43,125
(CRYING)
913
00:52:02,083 --> 00:52:04,125
JONATHAN:
Why don't you go home, honey?
914
00:52:04,208 --> 00:52:06,416
I've got everything
under control here, okay?
915
00:52:08,708 --> 00:52:10,208
(SOBS)
916
00:52:14,541 --> 00:52:16,916
Calm down. Get going, okay?
917
00:52:23,916 --> 00:52:25,458
What about the settlement?
918
00:52:28,208 --> 00:52:30,666
JONATHAN:
Forget about the settlement. Let's just toss it.
919
00:52:36,541 --> 00:52:38,833
-But wh--
-It's not important. I--
920
00:52:43,041 --> 00:52:44,833
It's not worth it.
921
00:52:44,916 --> 00:52:46,833
It was-- it was important, but--
922
00:52:46,916 --> 00:52:49,166
to get it done today,
but, uh, not at this cost.
923
00:52:49,250 --> 00:52:52,041
But why was it so important
to you?
924
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:01,583
JONATHAN: Doesn't matter now.
925
00:53:01,666 --> 00:53:03,916
Just tell me. Please.
926
00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:06,125
Just say it. Why?
927
00:53:11,625 --> 00:53:18,000
Well, I thought that maybe
I wanted to have another kid.
928
00:53:23,458 --> 00:53:24,708
(MIRA GRUNTS)
929
00:53:26,875 --> 00:53:28,625
JONATHAN: Suddenly I realized
that it's the thing
930
00:53:28,708 --> 00:53:30,791
that brings me the most joy
in my life.
931
00:53:33,583 --> 00:53:34,791
I'm good at it.
932
00:53:36,541 --> 00:53:38,500
I want Ava to have a sibling.
933
00:53:41,541 --> 00:53:44,583
And I'm not willing to wait
for the love of my life
934
00:53:45,541 --> 00:53:46,750
or whatever.
935
00:53:51,208 --> 00:53:53,458
And in therapy,
it came up, actually,
936
00:53:53,541 --> 00:53:56,125
that having another kid
was more important to me
937
00:53:56,208 --> 00:53:58,375
than having another partner.
938
00:54:02,208 --> 00:54:06,666
And I was having lunch
with, uh, Celia Patterson,
939
00:54:06,750 --> 00:54:08,166
-from my department?
-MIRA: Mm.
940
00:54:08,250 --> 00:54:10,833
Her and her girlfriend
just split up and, uh...
941
00:54:11,875 --> 00:54:14,583
Well, it came up
that she was in the process
942
00:54:14,666 --> 00:54:16,166
of looking for a partner,
943
00:54:16,791 --> 00:54:19,291
a man, for, um...
944
00:54:21,250 --> 00:54:22,708
What's it called? Um...
945
00:54:24,750 --> 00:54:28,625
Elective co-parenting,
which-- yeah.
946
00:54:28,708 --> 00:54:31,833
And kind of
as a joke, she was like,
947
00:54:31,916 --> 00:54:34,000
"You'd be perfect.
What about you?"
948
00:54:38,708 --> 00:54:41,416
So you're gonna have a kid
with Celia Patterson?
949
00:54:41,500 --> 00:54:43,041
JONATHAN: I don't know. Maybe.
950
00:54:44,708 --> 00:54:46,333
I mean, not necessarily her.
951
00:54:46,416 --> 00:54:48,416
But it's a--
it's a cleaner situation
952
00:54:48,500 --> 00:54:54,166
to go into that arrangement
officially divorced.
953
00:54:59,875 --> 00:55:02,875
But I'm not gonna put
that stress on you right now.
954
00:55:02,958 --> 00:55:05,250
-No.
-JONATHAN: No. I mean...
955
00:55:07,041 --> 00:55:08,541
it's not really...
956
00:55:11,916 --> 00:55:14,916
I'm just asking, you know?
957
00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:19,625
All this thinking, you know,
you've been doing
958
00:55:19,708 --> 00:55:21,958
about having a kid
with whoever...
959
00:55:23,166 --> 00:55:24,458
Um...
960
00:55:28,333 --> 00:55:30,416
Even occur to you
to have it with me?
961
00:55:33,583 --> 00:55:34,583
With you?
962
00:55:37,125 --> 00:55:38,375
(CHUCKLES)
963
00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:44,041
Honestly, it never occurred
to me that you would want to.
964
00:55:45,000 --> 00:55:46,041
MIRA: Why not?
965
00:55:48,833 --> 00:55:50,125
-Why not?
-Yeah.
966
00:55:50,208 --> 00:55:52,250
Are you punishing me
for the abortion?
967
00:55:52,333 --> 00:55:55,916
JONATHAN: Mira, what? No.
What are you talking about? I--
968
00:55:57,541 --> 00:55:59,416
There's nothing
that would make me believe
969
00:55:59,500 --> 00:56:01,916
-that you would want to.
-But I would.
970
00:56:04,458 --> 00:56:05,583
I mean, I'm not gonna--
971
00:56:05,666 --> 00:56:08,083
I'm not gonna say that
we made a mistake back then.
972
00:56:08,166 --> 00:56:10,041
I didn't think
we could handle it,
973
00:56:10,125 --> 00:56:11,458
you know, back then.
974
00:56:13,375 --> 00:56:16,000
I didn't think our marriage
could survive another kid.
975
00:56:16,083 --> 00:56:18,166
I know. Joke's on me. (CHUCKLES)
976
00:56:19,833 --> 00:56:21,791
But that's the truth, so...
977
00:56:22,875 --> 00:56:23,833
JONATHAN: I believe you.
978
00:56:23,916 --> 00:56:25,875
And we're in a different
place now.
979
00:56:25,958 --> 00:56:27,041
-Yeah.
-MIRA: Yeah.
980
00:56:27,125 --> 00:56:28,291
Yeah.
We're in a different place.
981
00:56:28,375 --> 00:56:31,041
We're not the same people.
You know, we're not, uh,
982
00:56:32,166 --> 00:56:33,750
young anymore. We're not...
983
00:56:33,833 --> 00:56:35,083
You mean, I'm not young anymore?
984
00:56:35,166 --> 00:56:37,333
-No. That's not what I said.
-MIRA: That's what you meant.
985
00:56:37,416 --> 00:56:39,458
-JONATHAN: No. No. That's not...
-Yeah.
986
00:56:39,541 --> 00:56:41,791
No, that's--
it's not about you at all, Mira.
987
00:56:41,875 --> 00:56:43,666
-MIRA: Okay.
-What I'm trying to do is see
988
00:56:43,750 --> 00:56:46,083
if there's a way to undo
this paradigm
989
00:56:46,166 --> 00:56:51,083
where having a kid is bound
to having a romantic partner
990
00:56:51,166 --> 00:56:52,958
because then maybe I'd be free
to think about...
991
00:56:53,041 --> 00:56:55,583
Free to keep fucking around
and still get to have a kid?
992
00:56:55,666 --> 00:56:57,166
Is that the idea? No?
993
00:56:57,250 --> 00:56:59,416
'Cause it's wrapped up in
so much psychological bullshit,
994
00:56:59,500 --> 00:57:01,083
I'm still trying--
I'm just trying to understand
995
00:57:01,166 --> 00:57:03,750
what you're actually saying.
Is it that your successful therapy
996
00:57:03,833 --> 00:57:05,708
has turned you
into an egocentric asshole
997
00:57:05,791 --> 00:57:07,750
who, you know, just does
whatever the fuck he feels like...
998
00:57:07,833 --> 00:57:10,333
-Okay. We're done.
-...and then doesn't even--
999
00:57:12,333 --> 00:57:13,500
What do you mean?
1000
00:57:14,916 --> 00:57:16,166
Here's the tip for the movers.
1001
00:57:16,250 --> 00:57:17,625
MIRA: No. You're not leaving.
1002
00:57:17,708 --> 00:57:19,500
-JONATHAN: What's the balance?
-Come on.
1003
00:57:19,583 --> 00:57:20,708
JONATHAN:
They should know the route,
1004
00:57:20,791 --> 00:57:22,333
but if there's any problems,
just have them call me.
1005
00:57:22,416 --> 00:57:23,375
MIRA: Jonathan.
1006
00:57:23,458 --> 00:57:25,125
Otherwise,
I'm sure you can handle it.
1007
00:57:30,833 --> 00:57:32,291
MIRA: Okay.
Just hold on a second.
1008
00:57:32,375 --> 00:57:34,541
Let's talk for a minute, okay?
1009
00:57:34,625 --> 00:57:37,208
JONATHAN: About what?
Haven't you had enough?
1010
00:57:39,083 --> 00:57:41,625
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I lashed out.
1011
00:57:41,708 --> 00:57:43,250
I'm really strung out, okay?
1012
00:57:43,333 --> 00:57:44,666
JONATHAN: It's okay.
I understand.
1013
00:57:44,750 --> 00:57:46,208
Okay. We can't end it like this.
1014
00:57:46,291 --> 00:57:47,916
I mean, you can't just leave,
okay?
1015
00:57:48,000 --> 00:57:50,625
Jonathan, listen,
you can't drop a bomb like that
1016
00:57:50,708 --> 00:57:51,708
and just leave.
1017
00:57:51,791 --> 00:57:53,583
-Okay, we'll do it another time.
-No. No.
1018
00:57:53,666 --> 00:57:55,791
-We're gonna talk about it
right now. Right now. -Mira, you need to calm down.
1019
00:57:55,875 --> 00:57:57,541
-Mira, let me go.
-Because this affects all of our lives.
1020
00:57:57,625 --> 00:57:59,708
-It affects Ava's life.
-I'm done. I'm done, okay?
1021
00:57:59,791 --> 00:58:01,875
MIRA: Okay. Um, okay.
1022
00:58:01,958 --> 00:58:04,875
Just-- I'm not gonna let it end
like this, okay?
1023
00:58:06,958 --> 00:58:08,083
Please. I'm really sorry.
1024
00:58:08,166 --> 00:58:10,208
-I said something really nasty.
-JONATHAN: Okay. Okay.
1025
00:58:10,291 --> 00:58:11,625
MIRA:
I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.
1026
00:58:11,708 --> 00:58:12,916
I got that.
I got that, okay? Okay.
1027
00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:14,250
-All right. Let me go now.
-Okay. Okay.
1028
00:58:14,333 --> 00:58:16,166
So-- no, no, no. Just take
a second to take a breath.
1029
00:58:16,250 --> 00:58:19,000
-Just a breath! For a second,
just take a breath! -You need to let me go. Stop.
1030
00:58:26,875 --> 00:58:27,875
Give me the key.
1031
00:58:27,958 --> 00:58:30,583
No. Just, you know--
like just take a second,
1032
00:58:30,666 --> 00:58:31,666
-just like...
-Mira...
1033
00:58:31,750 --> 00:58:32,875
I mean, let's talk
for a little bit.
1034
00:58:32,958 --> 00:58:34,250
-Like, what's your problem?
-Can you just--
1035
00:58:34,333 --> 00:58:36,708
-MIRA: No!
-Give me the key. Mira, stop.
1036
00:58:36,791 --> 00:58:37,833
MIRA: Stop.
1037
00:58:37,916 --> 00:58:39,166
JONATHAN: Give me the key.
1038
00:58:39,250 --> 00:58:40,250
MIRA: No.
1039
00:58:42,500 --> 00:58:44,625
-No. Stop it.
-(GROANS)
1040
00:58:46,833 --> 00:58:51,375
JONATHAN:
Stop. Stop it. Stop. Stop it.
1041
00:58:52,500 --> 00:58:53,541
(MIRA SCREAMS)
1042
00:58:58,250 --> 00:59:00,583
(MIRA GRUNTS, SOBS)
1043
00:59:02,291 --> 00:59:05,250
(JONATHAN GROANING)
1044
00:59:07,458 --> 00:59:10,125
Wait. Wait. (GROANS)
1045
00:59:11,625 --> 00:59:12,708
(GLASS CLATTERS)
1046
00:59:15,625 --> 00:59:18,208
(PANTING)
1047
00:59:46,583 --> 00:59:49,500
-(JONATHAN SPITS)
-(TAP RUNNING)
1048
01:00:40,333 --> 01:00:41,791
(CLEARS THROAT)
1049
01:01:07,916 --> 01:01:09,041
(MIRA SIGHS)
1050
01:01:30,916 --> 01:01:32,500
(JONATHAN GROANS)
1051
01:01:42,458 --> 01:01:44,541
We should have done that
a long time ago.
1052
01:02:03,333 --> 01:02:04,958
(CAR LOCK BEEPING)
1053
01:02:05,041 --> 01:02:08,000
♪ (TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
1054
01:02:34,208 --> 01:02:36,666
(TRUCK APPROACHING)
1055
01:02:53,250 --> 01:02:55,375
(MOVER SPEAKING RUSSIAN)
1056
01:03:01,458 --> 01:03:05,708
(MOVERS CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY IN RUSSIAN)
1057
01:03:09,750 --> 01:03:12,833
♪ (TENSE MUSIC PLAYS) ♪
1058
01:03:15,583 --> 01:03:17,750
-(CAR ENGINE STARTS)
-(SEATBELT ALARM BEEPS)
1059
01:03:36,583 --> 01:03:39,833
(SEATBELT ALARM BEEPING)
1060
01:03:44,916 --> 01:03:46,166
(ALARM STOPS)
1061
01:03:54,750 --> 01:03:58,041
♪ (TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪
1062
01:04:05,583 --> 01:04:08,208
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
1063
01:04:35,541 --> 01:04:39,041
(BIRDS TWITTERING)
1064
01:06:04,166 --> 01:06:06,833
♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
1065
01:06:06,883 --> 01:06:11,433
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