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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:57,242 --> 00:01:58,867 Swannie. 2 00:01:58,867 --> 00:02:01,742 Come over here. 3 00:02:02,658 --> 00:02:04,950 Come to me. 4 00:02:07,658 --> 00:02:10,492 Nice, Swan. 5 00:02:15,283 --> 00:02:17,200 Come on. 6 00:02:17,242 --> 00:02:19,992 Come to me, Mr. Swan. 7 00:02:19,992 --> 00:02:22,992 You'll frighten it! 8 00:02:26,450 --> 00:02:28,908 Help! 9 00:02:30,992 --> 00:02:33,283 Help! 10 00:02:33,700 --> 00:02:36,242 Go get my parents. Go! 11 00:02:58,367 --> 00:03:00,033 I've killed him. 12 00:03:00,033 --> 00:03:03,408 I've killed him. 13 00:03:03,950 --> 00:03:05,700 I kill... 14 00:03:05,700 --> 00:03:08,242 ohh. 15 00:03:11,033 --> 00:03:14,117 Ohh. 16 00:03:16,950 --> 00:03:19,075 Nathan! 17 00:03:22,325 --> 00:03:24,075 Oh Jesus. 18 00:03:24,075 --> 00:03:25,408 - Where's Claire? - Call 911! 19 00:03:25,408 --> 00:03:27,658 - I don't know what happened! - Where is she? 20 00:03:27,658 --> 00:03:31,158 - He came out of nowhere! - Nathan... 21 00:03:31,158 --> 00:03:34,200 Do you think he can hear me? 22 00:03:34,492 --> 00:03:36,533 Where's Claire? 23 00:03:36,533 --> 00:03:38,158 Where is she? 24 00:03:38,158 --> 00:03:40,658 I'll look for her later! 25 00:04:23,658 --> 00:04:25,283 I was dead. 26 00:04:25,283 --> 00:04:28,117 I mean, 27 00:04:28,117 --> 00:04:30,283 I was really dead. 28 00:04:30,283 --> 00:04:32,908 Really. 29 00:04:35,033 --> 00:04:36,408 Tell me about it. 30 00:04:36,408 --> 00:04:38,033 What's it like to be dead? 31 00:04:41,075 --> 00:04:43,908 I'd got loose. 32 00:04:44,908 --> 00:04:49,408 It were as if I was getting out of my body. 33 00:04:50,200 --> 00:04:53,825 My body was staying here, and I... 34 00:04:53,825 --> 00:04:56,408 I was flying. 35 00:04:57,700 --> 00:05:00,033 You were floating? 36 00:05:01,408 --> 00:05:02,867 Yes. 37 00:05:02,867 --> 00:05:05,575 I heard that dog, and a woman screaming. 38 00:05:05,575 --> 00:05:08,450 They were around me, panicking and... 39 00:05:08,450 --> 00:05:11,658 then I heard that noise. 40 00:05:11,658 --> 00:05:14,075 It was like a whistle. 41 00:05:14,075 --> 00:05:17,867 A very, very loud whistle. 42 00:05:18,158 --> 00:05:21,950 I saw... a light. 43 00:05:21,950 --> 00:05:23,075 A light? 44 00:05:24,950 --> 00:05:27,450 Yes. 45 00:05:28,283 --> 00:05:30,533 It was alive. 46 00:05:30,533 --> 00:05:34,867 It was alive as if it were waiting for me. 47 00:05:35,367 --> 00:05:37,908 I was in the light. 48 00:05:37,908 --> 00:05:39,867 I felt good. 49 00:05:39,867 --> 00:05:42,992 - Didn't you want to come back? - No. 50 00:05:43,033 --> 00:05:45,367 But you did come back. 51 00:05:45,367 --> 00:05:47,492 Yes. 52 00:05:48,367 --> 00:05:50,533 Why did you come back? 53 00:05:52,408 --> 00:05:54,658 I just did. 54 00:05:54,658 --> 00:05:57,283 Something made you come back. 55 00:05:57,283 --> 00:06:00,575 Is there something you're holding back? 56 00:06:02,117 --> 00:06:05,408 Yes. 57 00:06:05,950 --> 00:06:08,117 Hey, would you like to hear about Jesus Christ? 58 00:06:08,117 --> 00:06:11,033 Here you go. 59 00:06:15,283 --> 00:06:17,658 Would you like to hear 60 00:06:17,658 --> 00:06:20,325 Excuse me, would you like to hear about Jesus Christ today? 61 00:06:20,325 --> 00:06:21,617 Like to hear about Jesus Christ? 62 00:06:21,617 --> 00:06:23,033 - Okay. - Thank you very much, sir. 63 00:06:23,033 --> 00:06:24,742 Would you like to hear about Jesus Christ? Have a great day. 64 00:06:24,742 --> 00:06:28,742 Would you like to hear about Jesus Christ today? 65 00:06:53,742 --> 00:06:56,492 But what made him come back? 66 00:06:56,492 --> 00:07:00,033 Won't you answer? 67 00:07:00,283 --> 00:07:02,908 Nathan? 68 00:07:07,158 --> 00:07:10,075 Right turn. 69 00:07:11,408 --> 00:07:12,742 It doesn't recover. 70 00:07:14,992 --> 00:07:17,783 We're dropping the... 71 00:07:18,742 --> 00:07:21,700 Speed, 220 knots. 72 00:07:22,742 --> 00:07:25,783 Wings lowered. 73 00:07:26,825 --> 00:07:29,033 Flap up. Flap up! Flap up! 74 00:07:29,033 --> 00:07:31,158 Power! Power! 75 00:07:31,158 --> 00:07:33,242 Oh, shit! 76 00:07:34,825 --> 00:07:37,617 No! 77 00:07:48,742 --> 00:07:51,783 Of the 45 passengers on board, 78 00:07:51,783 --> 00:07:54,450 nine belonged to the same family. 79 00:07:54,450 --> 00:07:56,367 All from Haiti. 80 00:07:56,783 --> 00:07:58,408 So? 81 00:07:58,408 --> 00:08:01,200 So they're afraid of getting fucked over by the Warsaw Convention. 82 00:08:01,200 --> 00:08:03,158 I explained to them that doesn't exist here, 83 00:08:03,158 --> 00:08:04,825 but they're scared, even still. 84 00:08:04,825 --> 00:08:06,450 They set up a committee. 85 00:08:06,450 --> 00:08:08,117 I met their spokesman. 86 00:08:08,117 --> 00:08:09,742 They gave me this. 87 00:08:09,742 --> 00:08:11,450 What does the NTSB say about this? 88 00:08:11,450 --> 00:08:12,700 The NTSB isn't getting involved. 89 00:08:12,700 --> 00:08:14,242 Neither is the FAA. 90 00:08:14,242 --> 00:08:16,117 They've all washed their hands of it. 91 00:08:16,117 --> 00:08:18,158 The airline is registered in the Virgin Islands, 92 00:08:18,158 --> 00:08:19,783 the tour operator in the Caymans. 93 00:08:19,783 --> 00:08:21,783 The crew is from Russia. They still don't know... 94 00:08:21,783 --> 00:08:24,242 if the plane crashed in Haiti or the Dominican Republic. 95 00:08:24,242 --> 00:08:25,742 Every day it's a different story. 96 00:08:25,742 --> 00:08:28,325 But the plane was due to land here in the US? 97 00:08:28,325 --> 00:08:29,658 Seems like everyone forgot that. 98 00:08:29,658 --> 00:08:32,033 The FAA isn't going to go poking its nose in. 99 00:08:32,033 --> 00:08:35,867 Too much work, too much hassle, too much everything. 100 00:08:40,200 --> 00:08:41,492 Nathan? 101 00:08:41,492 --> 00:08:44,658 I don't like the smell of it. 102 00:08:44,658 --> 00:08:46,408 If the FAA won't get involved, 103 00:08:46,408 --> 00:08:49,117 that means a lawsuit like this could drag on for years. 104 00:08:49,117 --> 00:08:51,367 That means hundreds of thousands of dollars. 105 00:08:51,367 --> 00:08:54,450 And it means we can forget about the Hague Protocol. 106 00:08:54,450 --> 00:08:56,617 I don't like it. 107 00:08:56,617 --> 00:08:58,658 Excuse me, 108 00:08:58,658 --> 00:09:01,783 since when are we afraid of cases that drag on for years? 109 00:09:01,783 --> 00:09:03,908 These people are going to get fucked over 110 00:09:03,908 --> 00:09:05,492 on the pretext that no convention... 111 00:09:05,492 --> 00:09:08,450 It was the same shit in Unterlinguen. 112 00:09:08,450 --> 00:09:09,950 In Kinshasa too. 113 00:09:09,950 --> 00:09:13,158 A judge will show up with his calculator and say what? 114 00:09:13,158 --> 00:09:15,492 "All right, let's imagine some two-year-old kid 115 00:09:15,492 --> 00:09:17,158 "who has lost his mother. 116 00:09:17,158 --> 00:09:18,492 "We'll say she'd have devoted 117 00:09:18,492 --> 00:09:21,283 how much of her time to him, per day?" 118 00:09:21,283 --> 00:09:23,450 - Michael? - Three hours, tops. 119 00:09:23,450 --> 00:09:26,367 That's a good mother. 120 00:09:27,158 --> 00:09:29,033 Up until the age of 18, 121 00:09:29,033 --> 00:09:33,700 which gives us three hours a day, times 365 days, 122 00:09:33,700 --> 00:09:36,075 times $8 an hour, 123 00:09:36,075 --> 00:09:37,992 plus the usual interest... 124 00:09:37,992 --> 00:09:40,450 that totals a little less 125 00:09:40,450 --> 00:09:42,450 than $100,000 at best. 126 00:09:42,450 --> 00:09:44,742 - And the plane wasn't even full. - See? 127 00:09:44,742 --> 00:09:46,575 How far will that get you? 128 00:09:46,575 --> 00:09:50,158 You can't even take your mistress on a weekend trip. 129 00:09:50,158 --> 00:09:51,283 Nothing. 130 00:09:51,283 --> 00:09:54,825 All right, fine. But tomorrow morning, 131 00:09:54,825 --> 00:09:57,033 these people are going to be in my office. 132 00:09:57,033 --> 00:09:59,825 - What do you want me to tell them? - Send them to me. 133 00:09:59,825 --> 00:10:03,283 I'll explain everything. They'll understand, don't worry. 134 00:10:04,700 --> 00:10:07,325 Anything else? 135 00:10:29,825 --> 00:10:32,783 Your appointment is here. 136 00:10:32,825 --> 00:10:34,533 Who is this guy? Remind me. 137 00:10:34,533 --> 00:10:35,617 Joseph Kay. 138 00:10:35,617 --> 00:10:37,408 Heads up a department at St. Louis. 139 00:10:37,408 --> 00:10:40,117 - I'm not sure what he wants. - Heads up a department? 140 00:10:40,117 --> 00:10:41,533 Something like that. 141 00:10:41,533 --> 00:10:42,617 "Something like that". 142 00:10:42,617 --> 00:10:43,783 "I'm not sure what he wants". 143 00:10:43,825 --> 00:10:45,242 What's that supposed to mean? 144 00:10:45,242 --> 00:10:47,075 Why send him to me? 145 00:10:47,075 --> 00:10:50,117 - You were recommended. - By who? 146 00:10:50,325 --> 00:10:53,117 - Who upstairs? - Ross. 147 00:10:53,450 --> 00:10:55,783 I see. 148 00:11:01,867 --> 00:11:03,492 - Your daughter called. - Oh, yeah? 149 00:11:03,492 --> 00:11:05,158 - Your daughter called. - Oh, yeah? 150 00:11:05,158 --> 00:11:07,158 She left you messages at home and... 151 00:11:07,158 --> 00:11:08,617 Yeah, I know. I forgot. 152 00:11:08,617 --> 00:11:10,867 She wanted to talk about the vacation. 153 00:11:10,867 --> 00:11:13,283 She wanted to know, was it, "Like the usual?" 154 00:11:13,325 --> 00:11:15,950 This was my daughter who called or my wife? 155 00:11:15,950 --> 00:11:17,867 Your daughter. 156 00:11:18,325 --> 00:11:21,033 Okay, I'll call her back. 157 00:11:28,242 --> 00:11:29,617 Yes? 158 00:11:29,617 --> 00:11:31,450 All that glucose... 159 00:11:31,450 --> 00:11:33,117 Yes? 160 00:11:33,117 --> 00:11:35,700 Worries me. 161 00:11:37,117 --> 00:11:38,950 I can examine you if you want. 162 00:11:38,950 --> 00:11:41,158 I'm a doctor. 163 00:11:41,950 --> 00:11:43,200 All right... 164 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:45,242 what can I do for you, Dr. Kay? 165 00:11:45,242 --> 00:11:46,617 You work at St. Louis, right? 166 00:11:46,617 --> 00:11:48,242 I don't know if I'm the right... 167 00:11:48,242 --> 00:11:50,742 Nathan, I believe you have misunderstood me. 168 00:11:50,742 --> 00:11:51,908 I'm very serious. 169 00:11:51,908 --> 00:11:54,325 You mustn't take hypoglycemia lightly. 170 00:11:54,325 --> 00:11:58,325 In fact, you shouldn't take any symptom lightly... ever. 171 00:11:58,325 --> 00:12:01,408 You can't imagine the number of cells you burn up every day. 172 00:12:01,408 --> 00:12:03,200 Of course, you'll tell me you're also manufacturing... 173 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:05,367 - I don't want to interrupt... - But it's not so. 174 00:12:05,367 --> 00:12:07,783 Neurons can't be replaced. Some die every day. 175 00:12:07,783 --> 00:12:09,283 Every day a few more. 176 00:12:09,283 --> 00:12:13,117 All that glucose you're pumping in is just cheap energy. 177 00:12:13,117 --> 00:12:15,950 Very bad for you, very bad for the neurons. 178 00:12:15,950 --> 00:12:20,033 Thank you for your concern about my health, but I'm fine. 179 00:12:20,033 --> 00:12:24,033 Now why don't you tell me what you want from me? 180 00:12:25,242 --> 00:12:27,033 That slight shaking in your hands, 181 00:12:27,033 --> 00:12:28,950 have you had that a long time? 182 00:12:28,950 --> 00:12:30,783 It's a morning thing, right? 183 00:12:30,783 --> 00:12:32,158 When you wake up? 184 00:12:32,158 --> 00:12:35,992 You work too much. 185 00:12:35,992 --> 00:12:37,033 Sure. 186 00:12:37,033 --> 00:12:40,033 Excuse me. 187 00:12:41,283 --> 00:12:43,075 Oui, mon ange. 188 00:12:43,075 --> 00:12:46,075 Yes, sweetheart, I know. 189 00:12:46,283 --> 00:12:48,117 Yeah, yeah. 190 00:12:48,117 --> 00:12:50,242 Daddy will call you back, but now I'm... 191 00:12:50,242 --> 00:12:52,825 wait, hang on. 192 00:12:53,783 --> 00:12:57,158 Would you excuse me a second? 193 00:12:57,367 --> 00:12:58,783 Yeah? 194 00:12:58,783 --> 00:13:01,700 Uh-huh. 195 00:13:02,158 --> 00:13:04,617 Honey, I can't talk to you now. 196 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:07,908 Rachel, check out that guy for me... now. 197 00:13:07,908 --> 00:13:09,825 Of course you're coming for vacation. 198 00:13:09,825 --> 00:13:11,783 Sure you are. 199 00:13:11,783 --> 00:13:13,492 No, honey, I can't come get you. 200 00:13:13,492 --> 00:13:16,075 We'll do just like last time, I... 201 00:13:16,075 --> 00:13:18,450 We'll see. 202 00:13:18,450 --> 00:13:21,158 Okay, I'll call you back. Love you. 203 00:13:21,158 --> 00:13:23,783 Don't ever do this to me again. Ever. 204 00:13:23,783 --> 00:13:25,617 I've got a screwball in my office. 205 00:13:25,617 --> 00:13:27,783 He may be a screwball, but he wasn't lying. 206 00:13:27,783 --> 00:13:30,492 He's head of a department at St. Louis. 207 00:13:31,033 --> 00:13:32,367 Ross didn't tell you anything else? 208 00:13:32,367 --> 00:13:34,408 No, nothing. 209 00:13:43,492 --> 00:13:46,117 They say the swan sings only once, 210 00:13:46,117 --> 00:13:47,700 just before dying. 211 00:13:47,700 --> 00:13:48,783 Yes, I know. 212 00:13:48,783 --> 00:13:51,533 He senses he's going to die, so he sings. 213 00:13:51,533 --> 00:13:53,325 It's not because of the pain. 214 00:13:53,325 --> 00:13:55,783 On the contrary, he sings because he's glad. 215 00:13:55,783 --> 00:13:57,533 He's glad to die. 216 00:13:57,533 --> 00:14:00,158 - The number of legends about swans... - Dr. Kay. 217 00:14:00,158 --> 00:14:02,200 They also say swans 218 00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:04,700 guide and keep company with the dead, 219 00:14:04,700 --> 00:14:06,783 to help them cross the threshold. 220 00:14:06,783 --> 00:14:09,450 That's my favorite... a very old Celtic legend. 221 00:14:09,450 --> 00:14:11,117 - Yes, I know it. - You do? 222 00:14:11,117 --> 00:14:14,200 - Yes, my wife told me about it. - Your wife told you about it? 223 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:16,492 Right. 224 00:14:16,950 --> 00:14:19,533 You mean your ex-wife? 225 00:14:20,700 --> 00:14:23,242 We all live in glass houses. 226 00:14:24,617 --> 00:14:26,617 So I see. 227 00:14:26,617 --> 00:14:29,283 Why don't you finally tell me what I can do for you? 228 00:14:29,283 --> 00:14:32,325 I believe I'm the one who can do something for you. 229 00:14:32,325 --> 00:14:33,992 But you'll see for yourself. 230 00:14:33,992 --> 00:14:36,783 Certain experiences can be very unsettling. 231 00:14:36,783 --> 00:14:39,742 I'll see what, for God's sake? What experiences? 232 00:14:39,783 --> 00:14:43,742 I'm merely pointing out the need to be prepared. 233 00:14:43,742 --> 00:14:45,908 Is that a threat? 234 00:14:45,950 --> 00:14:47,783 No, it's not a threat. 235 00:14:47,783 --> 00:14:49,575 It's a message. 236 00:14:49,575 --> 00:14:53,408 But I'm not quite sure you're ready to hear it. 237 00:14:54,283 --> 00:14:56,408 How come you know so much about me? 238 00:14:56,408 --> 00:14:58,075 Did you have me checked out? Did you... 239 00:14:58,075 --> 00:15:00,325 was it Ross told you all that stuff? 240 00:15:00,325 --> 00:15:02,700 "The need to be prepared". What's that supposed to mean? 241 00:15:02,700 --> 00:15:04,367 I don't know this Ross person. 242 00:15:04,367 --> 00:15:06,408 I've never met the guy. 243 00:15:06,408 --> 00:15:09,408 And I think you know what I want from you. 244 00:15:09,408 --> 00:15:11,658 I think you know very well. 245 00:16:35,533 --> 00:16:37,408 Hello? 246 00:16:37,408 --> 00:16:39,783 It's me. 247 00:16:40,992 --> 00:16:42,825 Claire, hello. 248 00:16:42,825 --> 00:16:45,200 Yeah, I'm here. 249 00:16:45,242 --> 00:16:47,242 Is Tracey there? 250 00:16:47,242 --> 00:16:48,867 Yeah, sure. You want to talk to her? 251 00:16:48,867 --> 00:16:52,075 She called me today. She wanted me to call back. 252 00:16:52,075 --> 00:16:54,658 I know, she told me. 253 00:16:56,492 --> 00:17:00,492 Um, Tracey's asleep. She's in bed. 254 00:17:00,492 --> 00:17:02,908 Already? Is she okay? What's wrong? 255 00:17:02,908 --> 00:17:06,408 She waited for you to call all day. 256 00:17:06,408 --> 00:17:09,033 She's drawing things I don't understand 257 00:17:09,033 --> 00:17:11,325 and waking up at night. 258 00:17:11,408 --> 00:17:12,867 No, she's not okay. 259 00:17:12,867 --> 00:17:15,825 Is there anything I can do? 260 00:17:21,158 --> 00:17:24,575 Let's talk about this another time, okay? 261 00:17:24,575 --> 00:17:26,075 I'll tell her you called. 262 00:17:26,075 --> 00:17:28,450 Okay. 263 00:18:10,158 --> 00:18:12,575 Nathan. 264 00:18:12,783 --> 00:18:15,408 Nathan! Nathan. 265 00:18:15,408 --> 00:18:19,075 Listen, I came to apologize for this morning. 266 00:18:19,075 --> 00:18:22,700 I was a little heavy-handed and I wanted to apologize. 267 00:18:22,700 --> 00:18:25,700 I have something to show you not far from here. 268 00:18:25,742 --> 00:18:26,742 Nathan, wait. Listen. 269 00:18:26,742 --> 00:18:28,408 I have something to show you, 270 00:18:28,408 --> 00:18:31,367 I just don't know if you'll be able to handle it, that's all. 271 00:18:31,367 --> 00:18:34,033 I'm fed up with your mysteries. I'm tired. 272 00:18:34,033 --> 00:18:36,200 Nathan, it'll take five minutes of your time, 273 00:18:36,200 --> 00:18:38,158 no more. And then I'm out of here. 274 00:18:38,158 --> 00:18:40,825 You'll never see me again. I give you my word. 275 00:18:40,825 --> 00:18:43,450 - You give me your word? - Yes. 276 00:18:43,533 --> 00:18:45,575 I give you my word. You know who I am, 277 00:18:45,575 --> 00:18:47,700 you know where I work, you're a lawyer. 278 00:18:47,700 --> 00:18:50,992 If I do anything wrong, anything at all which... 279 00:18:50,992 --> 00:18:54,908 It wouldn't take you five minutes to blow my career out of the water. 280 00:18:54,908 --> 00:18:57,992 Nathan, believe me, it's important. 281 00:18:57,992 --> 00:18:59,242 You have to see it. 282 00:18:59,242 --> 00:19:01,783 I swear. 283 00:19:01,783 --> 00:19:05,533 It's important. Come with me. 284 00:19:07,492 --> 00:19:10,575 Five minutes. 10 minutes... no more. 285 00:19:10,575 --> 00:19:13,575 And then... I'm gone. 286 00:19:20,408 --> 00:19:23,242 You brought me here just to tell me this? 287 00:19:23,242 --> 00:19:24,450 What the hell does it mean? 288 00:19:24,450 --> 00:19:26,533 Or is that all part of the message? 289 00:19:26,533 --> 00:19:28,617 You come out with these little riddles of yours 290 00:19:28,617 --> 00:19:30,950 and expect me to... 291 00:19:30,950 --> 00:19:34,200 You see that guy, the kid in the orange jacket? 292 00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:35,283 Do you see him? 293 00:19:35,283 --> 00:19:37,367 Yeah, I see him. So what? 294 00:19:37,367 --> 00:19:40,117 Name of Dennis. 10 years ago to this day, 295 00:19:40,117 --> 00:19:41,575 his father died here. 296 00:19:41,575 --> 00:19:45,700 He was waiting for a train as he did every evening. 297 00:19:45,700 --> 00:19:48,575 He had a good job, happy family. 298 00:19:48,575 --> 00:19:52,867 And one evening, he'd had enough. 299 00:19:52,867 --> 00:19:55,533 And when the express came by, he jumped. 300 00:19:55,533 --> 00:19:57,783 Was he a friend of yours? 301 00:19:57,783 --> 00:19:59,533 And these last few days, 302 00:19:59,533 --> 00:20:02,200 Dennis has come here every evening. 303 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:04,617 - Every evening. - Do you ever answer a question? 304 00:20:04,617 --> 00:20:06,575 Look at him. 305 00:20:06,575 --> 00:20:08,575 - Why should I? - Look at him. 306 00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:12,283 Because in about two minutes, 307 00:20:12,283 --> 00:20:16,367 Dennis there will be dead. 308 00:20:16,367 --> 00:20:18,283 What the f... 309 00:20:25,117 --> 00:20:26,283 You're crazy. 310 00:20:26,283 --> 00:20:29,200 Completely crazy. 311 00:20:46,950 --> 00:20:50,700 You gotta take the Chambers Street Exit, right across the platform. 312 00:21:08,242 --> 00:21:09,533 Look! 313 00:21:09,533 --> 00:21:10,700 He's got a gun! 314 00:21:10,700 --> 00:21:13,617 He's got a gun! He's got a gun! 315 00:21:13,617 --> 00:21:15,700 Listen, don't do it! 316 00:21:15,700 --> 00:21:17,867 Please, put the gun down! 317 00:22:54,533 --> 00:22:56,742 Is this your first time? 318 00:22:57,533 --> 00:23:01,367 You seem kind of young. 319 00:23:04,533 --> 00:23:06,158 He's here to see Dr. Kay. 320 00:23:06,158 --> 00:23:08,658 - Okay. - He'll come get you in the day room. 321 00:23:08,700 --> 00:23:10,117 - This way? - Mm-hmm. 322 00:23:10,117 --> 00:23:13,700 I... I think what you're doing is wonderful. 323 00:23:47,117 --> 00:23:49,908 You came to see him? 324 00:23:50,242 --> 00:23:54,033 He'll be here. Just have to wait. 325 00:23:56,658 --> 00:23:59,158 Come here. 326 00:24:00,742 --> 00:24:02,867 Come here. 327 00:24:02,867 --> 00:24:05,450 What's the matter? 328 00:24:05,450 --> 00:24:07,992 Something wrong? 329 00:24:10,950 --> 00:24:14,533 Myocardial metastases. 330 00:24:14,742 --> 00:24:16,242 Cancer of the heart muscle. 331 00:24:16,242 --> 00:24:18,908 Super rare, right? 332 00:24:19,283 --> 00:24:21,700 They wrote an article about me in a magazine. 333 00:24:21,700 --> 00:24:24,408 It's in my room, if you want to see it. 334 00:24:24,408 --> 00:24:30,658 Apparently, I could croak from one day to the next... 335 00:24:30,658 --> 00:24:35,242 from one minute to the next. 336 00:24:36,158 --> 00:24:39,658 - Jeremy. - Nathan. 337 00:24:39,658 --> 00:24:41,075 What do you do, Nathan? 338 00:24:41,075 --> 00:24:44,117 I'm a lawyer. Do you know if he's going to be long? 339 00:24:44,117 --> 00:24:48,950 The first doc I saw, you know what he called it? 340 00:24:49,117 --> 00:24:51,908 "Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy". 341 00:24:51,908 --> 00:24:53,825 Wow. 342 00:24:53,825 --> 00:24:57,075 Can you believe that guy? 343 00:24:58,325 --> 00:25:00,783 You and me, 344 00:25:00,783 --> 00:25:02,492 we're gonna slap that... that son-of-a-bitch with a lawsuit. 345 00:25:02,492 --> 00:25:03,575 What do you say? 346 00:25:03,575 --> 00:25:05,825 Legally, that's not exactly my bag. 347 00:25:05,825 --> 00:25:07,492 Jeremy, hello. 348 00:25:07,492 --> 00:25:10,200 - Up already? - Yeah. 349 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,783 - Happy birthday. - Yeah, thanks. 350 00:25:12,783 --> 00:25:15,492 You've made a new friend. 351 00:25:15,492 --> 00:25:18,367 - Are you the new volunteer? - He's a lawyer. 352 00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:20,408 He and I are gonna throw a doctor's ass in the slammer. 353 00:25:20,408 --> 00:25:25,158 Oh, well... see you later. 354 00:25:25,658 --> 00:25:27,700 Bye. 355 00:25:33,450 --> 00:25:36,242 You smell that stink? 356 00:25:37,117 --> 00:25:38,867 Like something's rotting? 357 00:25:38,867 --> 00:25:41,158 Behind the stink of detergent... 358 00:25:41,158 --> 00:25:43,617 can't you smell that? 359 00:25:44,075 --> 00:25:47,075 It reeks of death around here. 360 00:25:47,075 --> 00:25:50,533 Why do you think she puts up with it? 361 00:25:51,075 --> 00:25:55,492 She had a kid who died. That's why. 362 00:25:56,200 --> 00:26:00,867 All of us in here are going out in body bags, 363 00:26:00,867 --> 00:26:03,117 and she knows that. 364 00:26:04,033 --> 00:26:08,367 She thinks that when we see her little darling up there... 365 00:26:08,367 --> 00:26:09,992 we'll tell him how mommy's doing. 366 00:26:09,992 --> 00:26:11,783 And we'll take care of him. 367 00:26:11,783 --> 00:26:16,242 Make sure he eats his dinner and goes to the potty up in Heaven. 368 00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:18,908 Volunteer, my ass. 369 00:26:18,908 --> 00:26:20,575 What about you? 370 00:26:20,575 --> 00:26:22,617 You got a message to send, too? 371 00:26:22,617 --> 00:26:24,992 Who you got up there, huh? 372 00:26:25,658 --> 00:26:29,575 I'm going soon, so make the most of it. 373 00:26:30,283 --> 00:26:32,700 Some "dearly beloved?" 374 00:26:32,700 --> 00:26:34,658 - Or maybe... - Excuse me. 375 00:26:34,658 --> 00:26:36,158 Hey! 376 00:26:36,158 --> 00:26:37,408 Hey, come back. 377 00:26:37,408 --> 00:26:40,867 I didn't mean it like that. 378 00:26:49,075 --> 00:26:52,450 I don't know how to die. 379 00:26:52,450 --> 00:26:55,242 None of us know how to die. 380 00:26:56,617 --> 00:27:00,367 But maybe... 381 00:27:00,367 --> 00:27:03,408 somewhere deep inside of us... 382 00:27:03,408 --> 00:27:05,200 a part of us does know how. 383 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:10,408 Maybe it's not as terrible as it seems. 384 00:27:10,408 --> 00:27:13,575 Try and rest. 385 00:27:14,075 --> 00:27:15,992 You know, Nathan, the dying have taught me one thing... 386 00:27:15,992 --> 00:27:19,492 You know, Nathan, the dying have taught me one thing... 387 00:27:19,492 --> 00:27:22,700 that you can look death in the face and go on living. 388 00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:25,242 Our mission here is to keep them company. 389 00:27:25,242 --> 00:27:27,825 Keep company with those about to die 390 00:27:27,825 --> 00:27:29,908 so that they can depart in peace. 391 00:27:29,908 --> 00:27:32,617 Great, but what's it got to do with me? 392 00:27:32,617 --> 00:27:33,783 Me, my. 393 00:27:33,783 --> 00:27:35,325 My little consciousness, 394 00:27:35,325 --> 00:27:38,117 my little comforts, my little life. 395 00:27:38,117 --> 00:27:42,450 What about others, Nathan, do you ever think about them? 396 00:27:42,450 --> 00:27:45,742 And Dennis? Have you thought about Dennis? 397 00:27:45,742 --> 00:27:47,867 If you knew he was going to blow his brains out, 398 00:27:47,867 --> 00:27:49,075 why didn't you do something? 399 00:27:49,075 --> 00:27:51,575 Why didn't you try to listen to him? 400 00:27:51,575 --> 00:27:53,950 Who kept Dennis company so he'd "depart in peace?" 401 00:27:53,950 --> 00:27:57,408 Anyway, how did you know he was going to die? 402 00:27:57,408 --> 00:27:59,242 This time I want an answer, none of your... 403 00:27:59,242 --> 00:28:00,950 - I saw it. - You saw it? 404 00:28:00,950 --> 00:28:02,408 - Yes. - How did you see it? 405 00:28:02,408 --> 00:28:04,367 Was it written on his face? 406 00:28:04,367 --> 00:28:06,908 - Yes. - Yes? 407 00:28:06,908 --> 00:28:09,950 Listen, I'm beat. I didn't sleep last night because of you, 408 00:28:09,950 --> 00:28:12,492 - and I've got to be at work... - Nathan, 409 00:28:12,492 --> 00:28:13,617 people who come here, 410 00:28:13,617 --> 00:28:16,908 they've already traveled a long road 411 00:28:16,908 --> 00:28:18,783 paved with suffering. 412 00:28:18,783 --> 00:28:22,533 But they have had time to prepare themselves. 413 00:28:22,908 --> 00:28:25,158 But often death comes... 414 00:28:25,158 --> 00:28:27,325 unexpectedly. It can't be predicted. 415 00:28:27,325 --> 00:28:28,575 Yes, I know, yes. 416 00:28:28,575 --> 00:28:32,325 For instance, say you cross the street at the wrong moment, 417 00:28:32,325 --> 00:28:35,492 or the body just gives out... just like that. 418 00:28:35,492 --> 00:28:37,283 Snap your fingers, you're dead. 419 00:28:37,283 --> 00:28:38,783 We see that every day. 420 00:28:38,783 --> 00:28:42,242 And those people never have time to untangle the knots. 421 00:28:42,242 --> 00:28:45,367 They never have time to prepare themselves. 422 00:28:45,367 --> 00:28:46,492 And so? 423 00:28:46,492 --> 00:28:49,450 And so... 424 00:28:49,658 --> 00:28:53,367 the role of the Messengers is to give those people too 425 00:28:53,367 --> 00:28:55,908 a chance to be reconciled. 426 00:28:55,908 --> 00:28:59,033 - "The Messengers?" - Yes. 427 00:29:03,117 --> 00:29:04,908 I don't understand. 428 00:29:04,908 --> 00:29:07,783 There are people out there who know in advance 429 00:29:07,783 --> 00:29:09,950 that someone is going to die. 430 00:29:09,950 --> 00:29:12,783 Let's say they... "got the message". 431 00:29:12,783 --> 00:29:14,783 And in those cases, 432 00:29:14,783 --> 00:29:19,450 their job is to help that person depart in peace... reconcile. 433 00:29:19,450 --> 00:29:21,908 - And you're one of these "Messengers?" - Yes, I am. 434 00:29:21,908 --> 00:29:23,700 - You know who's going to die? - Yes. 435 00:29:23,700 --> 00:29:25,700 - You see it? - Yes, I see it. 436 00:29:25,700 --> 00:29:28,867 And you help them depart in peace. 437 00:29:29,158 --> 00:29:32,283 Nathan, I realize it may be hard to believe... 438 00:29:32,283 --> 00:29:35,617 But Dennis didn't depart in peace. 439 00:29:35,825 --> 00:29:37,200 - No. - Why? 440 00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:40,033 We don't always succeed. Sometimes we get there too late. 441 00:29:40,033 --> 00:29:42,408 No one has power over the hour of death. 442 00:29:42,408 --> 00:29:44,200 No one. 443 00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,617 I don't believe you. 444 00:29:46,617 --> 00:29:48,783 Have it your way, Nathan. 445 00:29:48,783 --> 00:29:50,742 But these things can still exist 446 00:29:50,742 --> 00:29:53,575 whether you believe in them or not. 447 00:29:53,825 --> 00:29:57,283 I know when someone's going to die... I see it. 448 00:29:57,283 --> 00:30:02,117 And I make every effort to prepare them for what's coming. 449 00:30:02,242 --> 00:30:05,033 Well, I think I've heard enough for today. 450 00:30:29,283 --> 00:30:32,492 What exactly are you trying to tell me? 451 00:30:32,992 --> 00:30:37,158 Are you trying to tell me I'm going to die soon? Is that it? 452 00:30:37,158 --> 00:30:41,408 I told you everything. You know everything. 453 00:30:41,408 --> 00:30:43,867 Go fuck yourself. 454 00:31:03,533 --> 00:31:05,075 Hurry up. 455 00:31:05,075 --> 00:31:08,867 Sam. Sam, hurry up. 456 00:31:09,075 --> 00:31:11,450 Bring that over. Hurry up. 457 00:31:11,450 --> 00:31:12,742 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 458 00:31:12,742 --> 00:31:16,908 We need a neck brace and a splint. Get that here. 459 00:32:29,117 --> 00:32:32,492 Look straight into the light. 460 00:32:32,492 --> 00:32:34,450 Don't move. 461 00:33:21,367 --> 00:33:23,158 The smell of the ghosts. 462 00:33:23,158 --> 00:33:26,200 Follow the smell of the ghosts and you'll find the flower. 463 00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,575 Nathan on phone: What did you say, sweetheart? 464 00:33:28,575 --> 00:33:29,825 It's a cactus. 465 00:33:29,825 --> 00:33:32,408 It makes a flower once a year, at midnight. 466 00:33:32,408 --> 00:33:33,950 Only once. 467 00:33:33,950 --> 00:33:36,992 At 12:00 noon, the flower dies, and it smells like ghosts. 468 00:33:36,992 --> 00:33:38,992 The flower smells like ghosts? 469 00:33:38,992 --> 00:33:40,200 Yeah, but it's real nice. 470 00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,200 Mommy says ghosts smell good. 471 00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:44,575 The Night Blooming Cereus. Yes, I remember. 472 00:33:44,575 --> 00:33:46,283 Mommy told me about it too. 473 00:33:46,283 --> 00:33:48,533 An Indian legend. 474 00:33:48,533 --> 00:33:50,408 Honey, can I talk to Mommy? 475 00:33:50,408 --> 00:33:53,033 She says she'll call you back. 476 00:33:53,033 --> 00:33:55,367 Tracey? 477 00:33:55,367 --> 00:33:57,783 Hello? 478 00:34:01,742 --> 00:34:03,908 I had everything checked out, everything... 479 00:34:03,908 --> 00:34:06,658 brain, heart, lungs, blood. 480 00:34:06,658 --> 00:34:09,158 I got my urine tested, my saliva, my sperm... 481 00:34:09,158 --> 00:34:10,867 they tested everything 482 00:34:10,867 --> 00:34:12,117 and they found nothing. 483 00:34:12,117 --> 00:34:13,908 Nothing at all. There's the file. 484 00:34:13,908 --> 00:34:15,242 Take a look. 485 00:34:15,242 --> 00:34:17,575 A little hypoglycemia and nothing else. 486 00:34:17,575 --> 00:34:19,575 Nothing else at all. 487 00:34:20,117 --> 00:34:21,783 I'm very glad to hear that, Nathan. 488 00:34:21,783 --> 00:34:23,742 - I'm happy for you. - So as of this minute, 489 00:34:23,742 --> 00:34:25,075 you are out of my life. 490 00:34:25,075 --> 00:34:27,242 No phone calls, no visits, nothing. 491 00:34:27,242 --> 00:34:30,242 If I ever see you again here or any place at all, 492 00:34:30,242 --> 00:34:31,950 it'll mean the police... got it? 493 00:34:31,950 --> 00:34:33,575 May I show you something? 494 00:34:33,575 --> 00:34:36,367 - No. - It's a photograph. 495 00:34:36,742 --> 00:34:39,033 Anna Rachevsky. 496 00:34:39,033 --> 00:34:40,408 Very cute. Now leave. 497 00:34:40,408 --> 00:34:41,950 From a Russian family. 498 00:34:41,950 --> 00:34:45,242 That photograph was taken the day she arrived in New York. 499 00:34:45,242 --> 00:34:47,658 I don't give a shit. 500 00:34:47,658 --> 00:34:49,783 Not much money, father out of the picture. 501 00:34:49,783 --> 00:34:52,283 She wanted to go to college, but the closest she ever got 502 00:34:52,283 --> 00:34:55,575 was working in the cafeteria at NYU. 503 00:34:55,617 --> 00:34:58,075 Her boss treated her like an animal. 504 00:34:58,075 --> 00:35:00,783 The students didn't even notice. 505 00:35:01,075 --> 00:35:02,158 Except one. 506 00:35:02,158 --> 00:35:05,617 He was a foreigner too... 507 00:35:05,742 --> 00:35:07,825 a Frenchman. 508 00:35:07,992 --> 00:35:10,825 She welcomed the kindness he showed her. 509 00:35:10,825 --> 00:35:12,700 But later, she was fired. 510 00:35:12,700 --> 00:35:15,283 He lost touch with her. 511 00:35:15,283 --> 00:35:17,492 End of story. 512 00:35:19,658 --> 00:35:22,325 Anna Rachevsky, right. 513 00:35:22,325 --> 00:35:24,117 - Coming back? - Yes. 514 00:35:24,117 --> 00:35:27,742 She works at the Greenwind diner in Queens. 515 00:35:27,742 --> 00:35:28,825 Late night shift. 516 00:35:28,825 --> 00:35:31,158 Not very well paying. 517 00:35:31,158 --> 00:35:34,867 She's had a child... a son. 518 00:35:35,158 --> 00:35:37,367 You should stop by and see her. 519 00:35:37,367 --> 00:35:40,242 I'm sure she would enjoy that very much. 520 00:35:40,242 --> 00:35:42,200 I'll do that, maybe, yes. 521 00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:44,242 Good. 522 00:35:45,158 --> 00:35:47,283 What? 523 00:35:47,742 --> 00:35:49,575 Have you understood me? 524 00:35:49,575 --> 00:35:51,908 No. 525 00:35:52,408 --> 00:35:54,117 What? 526 00:35:54,117 --> 00:35:55,742 What was it this time? What did you see? 527 00:35:55,742 --> 00:35:58,033 Tell me. A blinking light? 528 00:35:58,033 --> 00:35:59,950 Some kind of Christmas tree that begins to... 529 00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:01,492 No, actually, Nathan, 530 00:36:01,492 --> 00:36:04,242 it's a bright white light that surrounds the person. 531 00:36:04,242 --> 00:36:05,908 But that's not the most important thing. 532 00:36:05,908 --> 00:36:08,408 What's the most important thing? 533 00:36:08,408 --> 00:36:12,700 The most important thing is suddenly you'll just know. 534 00:36:13,075 --> 00:36:16,825 You'll know she's going to die. 535 00:36:51,742 --> 00:36:54,200 Nathan? 536 00:36:55,075 --> 00:36:57,408 What are you doing here? 537 00:36:57,408 --> 00:36:58,533 Doing? Well, I... 538 00:36:58,575 --> 00:37:01,117 I'm just here. 539 00:37:01,492 --> 00:37:04,658 You're as handsome as ever. 540 00:37:05,992 --> 00:37:07,283 Well? 541 00:37:07,283 --> 00:37:09,533 What? No, I just... 542 00:37:09,533 --> 00:37:11,825 actually I was passing through. 543 00:37:11,825 --> 00:37:13,533 You doing okay? 544 00:37:13,533 --> 00:37:15,700 You were passing through here? 545 00:37:15,700 --> 00:37:18,117 Yes, I was going back to the city. 546 00:37:18,117 --> 00:37:20,575 I was in Queens and I was going home. 547 00:37:20,575 --> 00:37:24,200 I was dying for a cup of coffee, and here I am. 548 00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:25,742 You go heavy on the sugar, huh? 549 00:37:25,742 --> 00:37:28,575 Yes. You're looking well. 550 00:37:29,492 --> 00:37:31,700 - What? - I said you're looking well. 551 00:37:31,700 --> 00:37:33,033 How's your health? Okay? 552 00:37:33,033 --> 00:37:35,533 You look like you're in fine health. 553 00:37:35,533 --> 00:37:37,617 Yes, fine. 554 00:37:38,783 --> 00:37:41,158 It's strange for me, seeing you again. 555 00:37:41,158 --> 00:37:44,117 Excuse me. 556 00:38:03,533 --> 00:38:05,783 - Are you married? - Divorced. 557 00:38:05,783 --> 00:38:07,200 Oh. 558 00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,200 I never had the time. 559 00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,075 He walked out before marrying me. 560 00:38:11,075 --> 00:38:14,783 He still found the time to knock me up first though. 561 00:38:14,783 --> 00:38:17,200 A good thing too, you might say. 562 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:19,283 A little boy. 563 00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:24,033 - What's this? - It's for you. 564 00:38:24,033 --> 00:38:26,492 These are my numbers. This one... 565 00:38:26,492 --> 00:38:28,700 is the direct line to Rachel, my assistant, 566 00:38:28,700 --> 00:38:30,242 and that's my cell phone. 567 00:38:30,242 --> 00:38:32,867 And don't hesitate to... 568 00:38:32,867 --> 00:38:34,283 if you need me for anything, 569 00:38:34,283 --> 00:38:36,575 if anything should come up, 570 00:38:36,575 --> 00:38:38,367 call me. Okay? 571 00:38:38,367 --> 00:38:41,700 If anything comes up, I call you. 572 00:38:41,700 --> 00:38:43,908 Okay. 573 00:38:44,450 --> 00:38:47,117 And what could possibly come up? 574 00:38:47,492 --> 00:38:51,200 - How old is your daughter? - Seven. 575 00:38:51,200 --> 00:38:53,033 Do you speak French with her? 576 00:38:53,033 --> 00:38:55,117 - No, not much. - You should. 577 00:38:55,117 --> 00:38:57,033 I know. 578 00:38:57,033 --> 00:38:59,533 Look at me, I hardly speak Russian anymore. 579 00:38:59,533 --> 00:39:02,242 But when my father came back, he talked and talked. 580 00:39:02,242 --> 00:39:04,033 He wouldn't stop talking. 581 00:39:04,033 --> 00:39:07,033 - Did I tell you my father came back? - No. 582 00:39:07,033 --> 00:39:09,742 You know, we didn't hear from him in years. 583 00:39:09,742 --> 00:39:11,867 - From your father? - Yes. 584 00:39:11,867 --> 00:39:14,742 He disappeared into air. 585 00:39:14,867 --> 00:39:18,700 But then two weeks ago we got a letter. 586 00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:21,075 And in this letter there was a picture of him 587 00:39:21,075 --> 00:39:22,867 and his phone number and address. 588 00:39:22,867 --> 00:39:25,158 He was driving a cab in Toronto. 589 00:39:25,158 --> 00:39:29,533 And on the very same day, he got a letter too. 590 00:39:29,533 --> 00:39:32,492 And in it was a picture of me and my phone number, 591 00:39:32,492 --> 00:39:35,158 and a round trip ticket to New York. 592 00:39:35,158 --> 00:39:39,617 See? So for the past two weeks I believe in miracles. 593 00:39:40,408 --> 00:39:43,075 - And the letters were? - We don't know who sent them. 594 00:39:43,075 --> 00:39:45,200 We tried, but we never found out. 595 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:49,950 A Dr. Kay... at St. Louis Hospital, 596 00:39:49,950 --> 00:39:51,992 does it ring a bell? 597 00:39:51,992 --> 00:39:55,575 Fuck Ocean City, 598 00:39:56,117 --> 00:39:58,825 Here's a long one. "Dear, Jeremy, 599 00:39:58,825 --> 00:40:00,950 I turn 17 today too". 600 00:40:00,950 --> 00:40:02,450 Oh, his mother's the one... 601 00:40:02,450 --> 00:40:04,742 Who asked you? 602 00:40:04,742 --> 00:40:06,867 Huh? 603 00:40:07,075 --> 00:40:09,867 "We don't know each other and you may think this is weird, 604 00:40:09,867 --> 00:40:12,033 but ever since I heard your story on the radio, 605 00:40:12,033 --> 00:40:14,158 I think about you often". 606 00:40:16,867 --> 00:40:19,325 "I wish you a very, very happy birthday. 607 00:40:19,325 --> 00:40:21,992 Write me if you want. Love, Jennifer". 608 00:40:21,992 --> 00:40:24,200 Right, yeah. I love you too. 609 00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:26,700 Next time, send me a snapshot of your cute ass, Jennifer. 610 00:40:26,700 --> 00:40:29,742 Bye, bye. Happy birthday. 611 00:40:29,742 --> 00:40:32,492 Oh, a baby Jesus. Great. 612 00:40:32,492 --> 00:40:34,200 Jeremy. 613 00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:36,575 - "Dear Jeremy, blah blah blah". - Jeremy. 614 00:40:36,575 --> 00:40:40,033 "with our hope you'll be able to leave the hospital very soon". 615 00:40:40,033 --> 00:40:41,742 Jeremy, can you look at me? 616 00:40:41,742 --> 00:40:44,492 Asshole, I'm going to die in this hospital! 617 00:40:44,492 --> 00:40:47,617 That's why I'm here, don't you fucking get it? 618 00:40:50,825 --> 00:40:53,783 Jeremy, what's going on? 619 00:40:53,783 --> 00:40:55,992 What's going on is that my dumbass mother 620 00:40:55,992 --> 00:40:57,825 went on the radio to tell the world 621 00:40:57,867 --> 00:41:01,658 that her poor little kid was having a birthday soon 622 00:41:01,658 --> 00:41:05,325 and the poor angel was dying of a very serious and rare disease. 623 00:41:05,325 --> 00:41:08,408 And then dozens of assholes I don't even know, 624 00:41:08,408 --> 00:41:12,283 they're just writing me to wish me a happy birthday, 625 00:41:12,283 --> 00:41:14,658 and... fuck. 626 00:41:14,658 --> 00:41:15,783 Fuck. 627 00:41:15,783 --> 00:41:17,950 Goddamn it, 628 00:41:17,950 --> 00:41:21,367 why did this have to happen to me? 629 00:41:22,450 --> 00:41:24,033 I'm 17. 630 00:41:24,033 --> 00:41:26,533 I'm 17 fucking years old, I don't understand. 631 00:41:26,533 --> 00:41:28,408 Jeremy, you shouldn't talk like that. 632 00:41:28,408 --> 00:41:29,658 Oh, really? So what, 633 00:41:29,658 --> 00:41:32,325 I should just sit here with my mouth shut? 634 00:41:32,325 --> 00:41:37,158 You know what my mom said when I told her I was gonna die? 635 00:41:37,325 --> 00:41:39,033 She just looked at me and she was like, 636 00:41:39,033 --> 00:41:42,825 "Oh, no, Jeremy, I forbid you to say such a thing". 637 00:41:43,325 --> 00:41:46,658 Well, I'm gonna die. I know I'm gonna die. 638 00:41:47,075 --> 00:41:49,700 And how does that make you feel, Jeremy, 639 00:41:49,700 --> 00:41:52,075 knowing you're going to die? 640 00:41:55,158 --> 00:41:59,200 I think about all the good shit I'm gonna miss out on. 641 00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:01,325 And that makes you angry. 642 00:42:01,325 --> 00:42:04,117 Yeah. 643 00:42:06,700 --> 00:42:08,575 And also I just... 644 00:42:08,575 --> 00:42:10,325 I don't know. 645 00:42:10,325 --> 00:42:15,783 I want people to see me like I normally am. 646 00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:17,908 You know? 647 00:42:19,075 --> 00:42:21,992 I want people to listen to me. 648 00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:26,200 I just want someone to listen. 649 00:42:45,992 --> 00:42:48,700 I agreed to see you because... 650 00:42:50,492 --> 00:42:54,158 I agreed to see you because... 651 00:42:54,658 --> 00:42:57,075 you've got a solid case. 652 00:43:04,325 --> 00:43:06,492 I'm sorry, I don't understand. 653 00:43:06,492 --> 00:43:07,658 I don't speak Creole. 654 00:43:07,658 --> 00:43:10,492 She says she lost both of her sons in the accident. 655 00:43:10,492 --> 00:43:13,492 She says she knows you can help us. 656 00:43:16,617 --> 00:43:18,533 - She says... - Madame, please. 657 00:43:18,533 --> 00:43:20,033 ...she's praying for you. 658 00:43:22,450 --> 00:43:24,492 She also said you have a big heart. 659 00:43:24,492 --> 00:43:26,492 - Tell her she's wrong. - She can see it. 660 00:43:26,492 --> 00:43:28,867 - She's wrong! - If you refuse to defend us, 661 00:43:28,867 --> 00:43:30,825 the other lawyers will find out, 662 00:43:30,825 --> 00:43:32,992 and they will refuse too. 663 00:43:32,992 --> 00:43:35,700 - All of them. - Please, sir, do something for us. 664 00:43:35,700 --> 00:43:38,867 No. 665 00:43:40,825 --> 00:43:43,742 No, that's not true. 666 00:43:47,867 --> 00:43:49,450 Okay. 667 00:43:49,450 --> 00:43:52,033 But you've got a solid case. 668 00:43:53,117 --> 00:43:54,617 Okay. 669 00:44:17,492 --> 00:44:20,033 Pass it, pass it. 670 00:44:21,283 --> 00:44:24,200 - Alonzo! - Take it home! 671 00:44:39,325 --> 00:44:42,617 Woman on TV: "He asked whether the man 672 00:44:42,617 --> 00:44:45,408 "When he heard he was under Herod's jurisdiction, 673 00:44:45,408 --> 00:44:47,783 "he sent him off to Herod, 674 00:44:47,783 --> 00:44:50,117 who was himself in Jerusalem at that time". 675 00:44:50,117 --> 00:44:52,117 Man on TV: "When Herod saw Jesus, 676 00:44:52,117 --> 00:44:53,617 "he was very glad, 677 00:44:53,658 --> 00:44:56,658 "for he had been wanting to see him for a long time. 678 00:44:56,658 --> 00:44:58,325 "Because he had heard about him 679 00:44:58,325 --> 00:45:01,158 "and was hoping to see Jesus perform some sign. 680 00:45:01,158 --> 00:45:03,825 "Herod questioned him at some length, 681 00:45:03,825 --> 00:45:05,742 but Jesus gave him no answer". 682 00:45:22,117 --> 00:45:25,033 You know, she came 683 00:45:25,033 --> 00:45:30,283 She told me again what a wonderful husband you were. 684 00:45:30,283 --> 00:45:32,450 Up there, 685 00:45:32,450 --> 00:45:35,908 she sees everything you do for me. 686 00:45:39,492 --> 00:45:42,658 The Blessed Virgin was here too, you know. 687 00:45:42,658 --> 00:45:45,408 Oh? The Blessed Virgin was here? 688 00:45:45,408 --> 00:45:46,742 Yeah. 689 00:45:46,742 --> 00:45:49,658 She watched us through the window. 690 00:45:52,783 --> 00:45:54,658 You see, 691 00:45:54,658 --> 00:45:56,533 there on the buffet... 692 00:45:56,533 --> 00:45:59,908 that's her hand. 693 00:46:00,575 --> 00:46:02,700 She left that there for us 694 00:46:02,700 --> 00:46:06,200 to let us know she's thinking about us. 695 00:46:11,908 --> 00:46:15,200 That's your wife's hand. 696 00:46:17,367 --> 00:46:19,700 You could kiss it, you know. 697 00:46:19,700 --> 00:46:22,117 No. 698 00:46:22,117 --> 00:46:25,200 Please. 699 00:46:28,992 --> 00:46:34,325 It's not a mother's job to bury a daughter. 700 00:46:39,658 --> 00:46:42,742 No, it isn't. 701 00:46:43,117 --> 00:46:47,408 But you have to let the dead lay with the dead. 702 00:46:47,742 --> 00:46:50,158 You have to. 703 00:46:57,867 --> 00:47:00,075 I saw Anna. 704 00:47:00,075 --> 00:47:01,408 She said she'd never heard of you. 705 00:47:01,408 --> 00:47:05,158 But the picture, the plane ticket... I know it was you. 706 00:47:05,158 --> 00:47:06,575 What's your game? 707 00:47:06,575 --> 00:47:08,742 Why are you toying with these people? 708 00:47:08,742 --> 00:47:11,117 I simply did what I had to do. 709 00:47:11,117 --> 00:47:12,908 The father found his daughter again, 710 00:47:12,908 --> 00:47:15,408 and the daughter, her father. 711 00:47:16,117 --> 00:47:18,575 Anna's still going to die. 712 00:47:18,575 --> 00:47:21,033 But hopefully she'll die more at peace with herself. 713 00:47:21,033 --> 00:47:22,783 It's not a game. 714 00:47:22,783 --> 00:47:25,950 But if she's going to die, protect her, do something! 715 00:47:25,950 --> 00:47:28,992 There's nothing else I can do. 716 00:47:29,117 --> 00:47:34,075 I told you, no one has power over the hour of death. 717 00:47:59,867 --> 00:48:00,908 Anna! 718 00:48:00,908 --> 00:48:01,867 Anna! 719 00:48:01,867 --> 00:48:04,450 - I think it's for you! - Who is it? 720 00:48:04,450 --> 00:48:06,408 I think it's Mr. Handsome. 721 00:48:06,450 --> 00:48:09,117 Who is it? 722 00:48:09,742 --> 00:48:11,575 - Nathan? - Hi. 723 00:48:11,575 --> 00:48:14,158 - What are you doing here? - Am I disturbing you? 724 00:48:14,158 --> 00:48:17,492 No, of course not. Come in, come in! 725 00:48:17,492 --> 00:48:19,367 My cousin had a baby this morning 726 00:48:19,367 --> 00:48:21,742 and we're celebrating his birth. 727 00:48:21,742 --> 00:48:23,742 You must have passed Micha. He's the daddy. 728 00:48:23,742 --> 00:48:26,950 He just went out with Ivan, my brother. 729 00:48:26,950 --> 00:48:30,533 And this is Marina, Stephanie. 730 00:48:30,533 --> 00:48:32,658 You've met Judy, my sister-in-law. 731 00:48:32,658 --> 00:48:35,200 Come on, I'll introduce you to my mother. 732 00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:37,325 Mama. 733 00:48:38,658 --> 00:48:41,533 This is Nathan, a good friend of mine. 734 00:48:41,533 --> 00:48:44,492 Nice to meet you. 735 00:48:46,700 --> 00:48:47,992 It's okay. It's okay. 736 00:48:47,992 --> 00:48:52,367 I'll handle it! 737 00:48:55,158 --> 00:48:56,742 We're wired to the building next door. 738 00:48:56,742 --> 00:48:58,783 Maybe they cut something off. 739 00:49:00,450 --> 00:49:02,992 Hey, look who's here! 740 00:49:02,992 --> 00:49:04,950 This is my pride and joy. 741 00:49:04,950 --> 00:49:06,283 This is him! 742 00:49:06,283 --> 00:49:07,825 Papa, this is Nathan. 743 00:49:07,825 --> 00:49:09,492 - Hi. - Glad to meet you. 744 00:49:09,492 --> 00:49:12,492 We met when I was working at the university. 745 00:49:16,950 --> 00:49:19,075 Excuse me, the light doesn't work. 746 00:49:20,158 --> 00:49:22,033 Anna, wait, you shouldn't touch that. 747 00:49:22,033 --> 00:49:23,742 I've seen Ivan do it. It couldn't be so complicated. 748 00:49:23,783 --> 00:49:25,742 Stop, please. It's dangerous. 749 00:49:25,742 --> 00:49:27,658 We cannot just stay in the dark, can we? 750 00:49:27,658 --> 00:49:29,117 Listen to me, I'm serious. 751 00:49:29,117 --> 00:49:31,242 You have no idea how many people... 752 00:49:31,242 --> 00:49:33,283 No. Hold this for me! Hold this! 753 00:49:33,283 --> 00:49:34,825 Just a second. Okay. 754 00:49:34,825 --> 00:49:36,700 Here. 755 00:49:38,450 --> 00:49:40,242 Ahh. You see? 756 00:49:40,283 --> 00:49:41,575 It works now. 757 00:49:41,575 --> 00:49:44,742 Anna, I have to tell you... 758 00:49:48,575 --> 00:49:50,700 No, please. 759 00:49:51,575 --> 00:49:53,408 Fine. Okay. 760 00:49:53,408 --> 00:49:54,742 You're right. 761 00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:56,408 We'll take care of it later. 762 00:49:56,408 --> 00:49:57,908 Let's have a drink. 763 00:49:57,908 --> 00:49:59,867 I had a check-up recently... 764 00:49:59,867 --> 00:50:01,367 - A what? - A check-up. 765 00:50:01,367 --> 00:50:02,408 Oh. 766 00:50:02,408 --> 00:50:04,908 And I said to myself... 767 00:50:04,908 --> 00:50:06,200 let's say, 768 00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:08,617 maybe it would be a good idea if you did too. 769 00:50:08,617 --> 00:50:10,200 Had one. A check-up. 770 00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:11,908 Me? Why? 771 00:50:11,908 --> 00:50:13,075 You never know. 772 00:50:13,075 --> 00:50:14,742 If you want, I got the address... 773 00:50:14,742 --> 00:50:15,908 You want to marry me, 774 00:50:15,908 --> 00:50:17,075 but first you want to make sure 775 00:50:17,075 --> 00:50:20,367 I'm the picture of health. is that it? 776 00:50:21,242 --> 00:50:23,617 I was kidding. 777 00:50:23,908 --> 00:50:26,117 Have you ever tasted Georgian vodka? 778 00:50:26,117 --> 00:50:27,742 No. Will you think about it? 779 00:50:27,742 --> 00:50:29,075 What, marrying you? 780 00:50:29,075 --> 00:50:31,908 If you take me to Paris, no problem. 781 00:50:31,908 --> 00:50:33,325 Really, I'm fine. I swear. 782 00:50:33,325 --> 00:50:36,908 I can't see why you're so worried. 783 00:50:37,117 --> 00:50:38,617 Your health. 784 00:50:41,408 --> 00:50:43,325 Ivan? 785 00:50:43,325 --> 00:50:46,117 Just a moment. Ivan. 786 00:50:47,575 --> 00:50:49,325 Papa, don't touch that. 787 00:50:49,325 --> 00:50:51,867 Papa! 788 00:50:56,825 --> 00:50:59,950 I have a right to it, my son has a right, so does my father. 789 00:50:59,950 --> 00:51:01,700 - No. - Listen, he worked all his life 790 00:51:01,700 --> 00:51:04,700 and now he's up there and he needs care, 791 00:51:04,700 --> 00:51:06,742 so don't tell me there's nothing you can do. 792 00:51:06,742 --> 00:51:07,783 You're going to treat him... 793 00:51:07,783 --> 00:51:10,408 If you will kindly listen, I will explain to you... 794 00:51:10,408 --> 00:51:13,867 I'm going to stay at his side as long as he needs me. 795 00:51:13,867 --> 00:51:15,242 No, I will not kindly listen. 796 00:51:15,242 --> 00:51:17,450 Excuse me, can I see your supervisor? 797 00:51:17,450 --> 00:51:18,992 I'm the person in charge. 798 00:51:18,992 --> 00:51:20,700 Everything's fine. It's okay. 799 00:51:20,700 --> 00:51:22,283 Your father is a Canadian citizen 800 00:51:22,283 --> 00:51:24,575 and the program only applies to American residents. 801 00:51:24,575 --> 00:51:27,408 He is insured in Canada. He has insurance. 802 00:51:27,408 --> 00:51:28,533 - Oh? - Yes. 803 00:51:28,533 --> 00:51:30,617 In that case, he's sure to be covered. 804 00:51:30,617 --> 00:51:32,908 In the meantime, for us, it makes no difference. 805 00:51:32,908 --> 00:51:35,992 - If it's a deposit you need... - It's all right, don't worry. 806 00:51:35,992 --> 00:51:38,200 - For you it makes no difference? - No. It makes no difference. 807 00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:39,742 Fine. You go tell him. 808 00:51:39,742 --> 00:51:41,533 You go up and tell him yourself. 809 00:51:41,533 --> 00:51:42,867 He's an adult, you're an adult. 810 00:51:42,867 --> 00:51:44,700 - Mrs. Rachevsky? - Just a second! 811 00:51:44,700 --> 00:51:47,242 So you go up and tell him he left Russia for this. 812 00:51:47,242 --> 00:51:49,742 That he came and find his children in America all for this! 813 00:51:49,742 --> 00:51:52,533 - Mrs. Rachevsky. - What? What? 814 00:51:52,533 --> 00:51:56,200 I'm sorry. 815 00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:58,283 What? 816 00:51:59,117 --> 00:52:01,992 "No one has power over the hour of death," you remember? 817 00:52:01,992 --> 00:52:04,075 Bullshit. Pure bullshit. 818 00:52:04,075 --> 00:52:05,283 I saved Anna. 819 00:52:05,283 --> 00:52:07,283 I got there in time and prevented her 820 00:52:07,283 --> 00:52:09,367 from touching that goddamn circuit box 821 00:52:09,367 --> 00:52:11,742 and she didn't die. It was her father who died. 822 00:52:11,742 --> 00:52:13,367 Not Anna... her father, asshole. 823 00:52:13,367 --> 00:52:14,617 Nathan, calm down. 824 00:52:14,617 --> 00:52:16,950 What kind of game are you playing with us, huh? 825 00:52:16,950 --> 00:52:18,658 You bring the father and daughter together 826 00:52:18,658 --> 00:52:19,908 and send me over there. 827 00:52:19,908 --> 00:52:21,908 You knew I'd go there. You knew full well. 828 00:52:21,908 --> 00:52:24,075 You send me over there just so I'll watch her die? 829 00:52:24,075 --> 00:52:25,450 Is that it, motherfucker? 830 00:52:25,450 --> 00:52:26,950 - Listen to me... - You think you're God, 831 00:52:26,950 --> 00:52:30,117 but you're nothing but a fucking pervert and a shitty doctor. 832 00:52:30,117 --> 00:52:32,033 It's like that at your hospital too, isn't it? 833 00:52:32,033 --> 00:52:34,450 You watch your patients die one after another. 834 00:52:34,450 --> 00:52:37,367 That's how you get your kicks, how you get your... 835 00:52:37,367 --> 00:52:39,617 Nathan, tell me what happened. Tell me. 836 00:52:39,617 --> 00:52:41,867 It was her father who died. 837 00:52:41,867 --> 00:52:43,492 That's what happened. 838 00:52:43,492 --> 00:52:45,742 Anna is fine. Anna isn't going to die, 839 00:52:45,742 --> 00:52:47,700 and neither am I. And there's no, like, 840 00:52:47,700 --> 00:52:52,117 light or halo or shit! 841 00:54:15,158 --> 00:54:17,950 Is he still asleep? 842 00:54:19,533 --> 00:54:22,325 Sounds like it. 843 00:54:40,783 --> 00:54:41,825 Nathan. 844 00:54:41,825 --> 00:54:43,658 Nathan! 845 00:54:43,658 --> 00:54:46,158 Claire? 846 00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:48,867 You okay? 847 00:54:48,867 --> 00:54:50,867 - Claire? - Thank you for calling 911. 848 00:54:50,867 --> 00:54:54,242 All of our operators are busy. 849 00:56:07,367 --> 00:56:09,492 He told us everything was fine. 850 00:56:09,492 --> 00:56:11,950 Who was that? 851 00:56:11,950 --> 00:56:14,658 His pediatrician... last week. 852 00:56:14,658 --> 00:56:17,242 We saw him 10 days ago. 853 00:56:17,242 --> 00:56:19,450 Nine. 854 00:56:23,033 --> 00:56:25,325 Nine days ago. 855 00:56:25,325 --> 00:56:28,533 He examined Paul and told us everything was fine. 856 00:56:28,533 --> 00:56:31,200 He said Paul was fit and healthy. 857 00:56:31,200 --> 00:56:33,450 He was probably right. 858 00:56:34,533 --> 00:56:37,950 But now my son is dead. 859 00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:41,867 Yes. 860 00:56:41,867 --> 00:56:44,617 My son is dead, and you're telling me 861 00:56:44,617 --> 00:56:47,117 the guy who examined him and said he was fine... 862 00:56:47,117 --> 00:56:49,492 you're telling me this guy was probably right? 863 00:56:49,492 --> 00:56:51,825 It's probable... indeed very probable... 864 00:56:51,825 --> 00:56:55,450 that Paul was a victim of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. 865 00:56:55,450 --> 00:56:59,783 It's the most mysterious cause of death. 866 00:56:59,950 --> 00:57:02,992 The most mysterious, the most arbitrary... 867 00:57:02,992 --> 00:57:05,492 and the most cruel. 868 00:57:06,367 --> 00:57:07,992 You're angry and that's normal. 869 00:57:07,992 --> 00:57:09,783 Let's leave my anger out of this. 870 00:57:09,783 --> 00:57:14,200 Someone didn't do his job and an innocent child is dead. 871 00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,200 That's the reality. 872 00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:17,367 There is no mystery. 873 00:57:17,367 --> 00:57:19,408 An inexplicable death? 874 00:57:19,408 --> 00:57:21,200 I don't know what that means. 875 00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:22,575 It doesn't exist. 876 00:57:22,575 --> 00:57:25,325 It's just a way to cover up someone's incompetence. 877 00:57:25,325 --> 00:57:28,200 I see it every day. 878 00:57:31,283 --> 00:57:34,992 If you would like, there is a procedure... 879 00:57:34,992 --> 00:57:38,242 Perhaps the only one that allows us to rule out 880 00:57:38,242 --> 00:57:39,492 the most common hypothesis. 881 00:57:39,492 --> 00:57:41,908 Out of the question. 882 00:57:42,283 --> 00:57:43,367 You can take some time and think about it. 883 00:57:43,367 --> 00:57:46,117 No. No autopsy. 884 00:57:46,117 --> 00:57:48,658 Out of the question. 885 00:57:49,325 --> 00:57:52,117 I forbid you to touch my son. 886 00:58:02,033 --> 00:58:05,908 Why some are victims, why others are not is... 887 00:58:26,700 --> 00:58:28,533 "Dear Jennifer, 888 00:58:28,533 --> 00:58:32,200 "I'd like to talk to you about these long nights when I'm alone. 889 00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:36,075 "About the nighttime crossings... 890 00:58:36,075 --> 00:58:40,242 "desert crossings filled with ghosts. 891 00:58:40,367 --> 00:58:41,825 "And about these hearts I hear 892 00:58:41,825 --> 00:58:44,783 "beating deep inside all these rooms... 893 00:58:45,825 --> 00:58:48,492 "deep inside all these bodies, 894 00:58:48,492 --> 00:58:52,408 "these hearts that want to go on beating and don't give up. 895 00:58:54,492 --> 00:59:00,325 "They say life is worth living, and they want more of it. 896 00:59:03,658 --> 00:59:06,200 My heart hasn't given up either". 897 00:59:10,325 --> 00:59:12,367 I know it's hard for you. 898 00:59:12,367 --> 00:59:14,408 I know what all this has cost you, 899 00:59:14,408 --> 00:59:16,825 what a stay in a hospital costs... 900 00:59:16,825 --> 00:59:19,283 And I know that with your night job you... 901 00:59:19,283 --> 00:59:21,408 No, Nathan. 902 00:59:21,658 --> 00:59:22,825 It's kind of you. 903 00:59:22,825 --> 00:59:24,700 I'd just like to help. It's not much, 904 00:59:24,700 --> 00:59:27,158 but at least you wouldn't have to worry about money. 905 00:59:27,158 --> 00:59:28,992 That's all. I can do that, at least. 906 00:59:28,992 --> 00:59:31,367 No. 907 00:59:32,992 --> 00:59:36,283 "Here, they all believe in God. 908 00:59:38,825 --> 00:59:40,283 "But me, 909 00:59:40,283 --> 00:59:43,825 "I believe in this beating heart of mine 910 00:59:43,825 --> 00:59:46,492 "and this pulsing in my veins. 911 00:59:46,492 --> 00:59:49,367 "I believe in this force inside of me. 912 00:59:50,867 --> 00:59:54,117 "If you come to see me, I'll tell you about my life here, 913 00:59:54,117 --> 00:59:57,158 "about those times the fear rises up and lifts you so high... 914 00:59:57,158 --> 01:00:00,867 "it makes you feel dizzy. 915 01:00:01,492 --> 01:00:04,492 "Hopelessness too. 916 01:00:04,492 --> 01:00:06,492 "You go through these moments 917 01:00:06,492 --> 01:00:09,658 "and think you're gone, and you tremble. 918 01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:13,450 "But sometimes... 919 01:00:13,450 --> 01:00:15,825 "yes, sometimes... you discover within yourself 920 01:00:15,825 --> 01:00:18,617 "an unsuspected strength. 921 01:00:19,325 --> 01:00:21,075 "You'll see all this strength... 922 01:00:21,075 --> 01:00:24,742 "you will... if you come to see me. 923 01:00:29,325 --> 01:00:32,075 "I know I'm gonna die soon. 924 01:00:32,075 --> 01:00:35,533 "And I know I'm here to learn something. 925 01:00:43,408 --> 01:00:46,033 "When I've learned what I've come to learn, 926 01:00:46,033 --> 01:00:50,117 "I'll go. I know that. 927 01:00:53,742 --> 01:00:56,117 "But in my head, 928 01:00:56,117 --> 01:00:59,658 I can't imagine that life comes to an end". 929 01:01:10,450 --> 01:01:13,867 Hi, Nathan, this is Anna. 930 01:01:13,867 --> 01:01:14,992 Am I bothering you? 931 01:01:14,992 --> 01:01:16,325 No, not at all. 932 01:01:16,325 --> 01:01:17,408 How are you? 933 01:01:17,408 --> 01:01:18,950 I, um... 934 01:01:18,950 --> 01:01:21,075 I've been thinking about your offer 935 01:01:21,075 --> 01:01:24,492 and I think I'm going to accept it. 936 01:01:24,492 --> 01:01:26,658 Good. I'll call my bank right away. 937 01:01:26,658 --> 01:01:28,825 - Okay? - Yes. 938 01:01:34,825 --> 01:01:36,533 I didn't understand you, angel. 939 01:01:36,533 --> 01:01:37,950 What did you say? 940 01:01:37,950 --> 01:01:39,783 There was a storm last night. 941 01:01:39,783 --> 01:01:41,950 Really? 942 01:01:41,950 --> 01:01:43,450 Yeah. 943 01:01:43,450 --> 01:01:46,992 - Well, what was it like? - I saw lightning. 944 01:01:46,992 --> 01:01:48,867 Honey, I can't stay on the phone too long. 945 01:01:48,867 --> 01:01:49,825 - Daddy? - Yes. 946 01:01:49,825 --> 01:01:52,325 I don't want to go on the plane by myself. 947 01:01:52,325 --> 01:01:54,450 Why, honey? What's wrong? 948 01:01:54,450 --> 01:01:56,367 I want you to come and get me. 949 01:01:56,367 --> 01:01:57,825 You won't be alone. 950 01:01:57,825 --> 01:01:59,075 There will be somebody to keep you company. 951 01:01:59,075 --> 01:02:00,783 That's the way we've always done it. 952 01:02:00,783 --> 01:02:02,950 - But I'm scared. - You're scared? 953 01:02:02,950 --> 01:02:05,825 What are you scared of, sweetie? There's no reason... 954 01:02:05,825 --> 01:02:08,325 I'm scared of taking the plane by myself. 955 01:02:08,325 --> 01:02:10,492 I'm scared of storms. 956 01:02:10,492 --> 01:02:12,950 - I'm scared of lightning. - Do It. 957 01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:14,617 - Daddy? - Yes? 958 01:02:14,658 --> 01:02:17,575 I want you to come and get me. 959 01:02:17,575 --> 01:02:20,033 Sir, want to come with me please? 960 01:02:20,033 --> 01:02:21,325 - What for? - Sir, please. 961 01:02:21,325 --> 01:02:24,950 - Get the fuck away from me, okay? - Honey, I have to go. 962 01:02:24,950 --> 01:02:27,283 - Honey. Honey. I'll call you back. - Leave me alone, all right? 963 01:02:27,325 --> 01:02:29,492 - Not yet. - Sir, you need to come with me... 964 01:02:29,492 --> 01:02:31,617 Or what? 965 01:02:31,658 --> 01:02:34,283 Asshole, what are you going to do now? What now? 966 01:02:34,283 --> 01:02:37,283 All you get down! 967 01:03:02,867 --> 01:03:05,450 Anna, can you hear me? 968 01:03:05,450 --> 01:03:07,200 Anna. 969 01:03:07,450 --> 01:03:10,200 Anna. 970 01:03:14,450 --> 01:03:15,783 - Are you okay? - Call someone. 971 01:03:15,783 --> 01:03:19,742 Call someone. Anna. 972 01:04:05,117 --> 01:04:06,283 Hello? 973 01:04:06,283 --> 01:04:08,033 It's Anna. 974 01:04:08,033 --> 01:04:10,283 I know. 975 01:04:10,283 --> 01:04:11,617 Listen, where are you? 976 01:04:11,617 --> 01:04:13,450 I'll call come and pick you up. 977 01:04:13,450 --> 01:04:15,617 - No. - Tell me where you are... please. 978 01:04:15,617 --> 01:04:17,617 How much time do I have left? 979 01:04:17,617 --> 01:04:18,950 Tell me when. 980 01:04:18,950 --> 01:04:21,158 Nathan, the time you have left is your own. 981 01:04:21,158 --> 01:04:23,950 Tell me how long. Just tell me. 982 01:04:23,950 --> 01:04:25,617 I don't know. 983 01:04:25,617 --> 01:04:27,450 Don't give me that. 984 01:04:27,450 --> 01:04:29,075 You knew for the others. 985 01:04:29,075 --> 01:04:31,117 So tell me when. 986 01:04:31,117 --> 01:04:34,367 All I can do is help. 987 01:04:34,367 --> 01:04:36,117 Nathan, tell me where you are. 988 01:05:32,783 --> 01:05:34,825 May I come in? 989 01:05:34,825 --> 01:05:38,242 I went to see them... 990 01:05:38,242 --> 01:05:40,908 the Rachevskys. 991 01:05:41,950 --> 01:05:43,908 I wanted to tell them 992 01:05:43,908 --> 01:05:46,617 she died because of me. 993 01:05:47,242 --> 01:05:49,700 If I hadn't taken her to that bank, 994 01:05:49,700 --> 01:05:52,867 she'd still be here with us. 995 01:05:53,075 --> 01:05:55,992 Her son would still have a mother. 996 01:05:57,408 --> 01:05:59,992 But I didn't even have that much courage. 997 01:06:04,450 --> 01:06:06,200 Do you remember when you called me 998 01:06:06,200 --> 01:06:09,408 from the hospital that day? 999 01:06:09,825 --> 01:06:13,075 You said you'd saved her? You were wrong. 1000 01:06:13,075 --> 01:06:15,492 Today you say you killed her, you're still wrong. 1001 01:06:15,492 --> 01:06:19,908 With or without you, Anna would've died. 1002 01:06:19,908 --> 01:06:23,700 In her father's place, or a couple of hours later 1003 01:06:23,700 --> 01:06:26,075 falling down a flight of stairs. 1004 01:06:26,075 --> 01:06:27,908 No one knows. 1005 01:06:27,908 --> 01:06:29,742 - No one can know. - I don't want to die. 1006 01:06:29,742 --> 01:06:32,117 - Nathan... - I don't want to die. 1007 01:06:32,117 --> 01:06:33,325 I'll say it again. 1008 01:06:33,325 --> 01:06:36,908 No one has power over the hour of death. 1009 01:06:43,450 --> 01:06:44,658 Hello? 1010 01:06:44,658 --> 01:06:46,783 It's me. 1011 01:06:46,783 --> 01:06:48,658 I want you to come and see me. 1012 01:06:48,658 --> 01:06:50,492 I want you to come right away... both of you. 1013 01:06:50,492 --> 01:06:51,908 What's going on? 1014 01:06:51,908 --> 01:06:53,658 It's nothing. 1015 01:06:53,658 --> 01:06:56,867 You must come... both of you. 1016 01:06:56,867 --> 01:06:59,950 - Nathan, what's the matter? - Nothing. 1017 01:06:59,950 --> 01:07:02,075 - You can tell me. - Yeah, sure. 1018 01:07:02,075 --> 01:07:04,325 I'll be okay. 1019 01:07:04,325 --> 01:07:05,825 I just wanted to see you. 1020 01:07:05,825 --> 01:07:08,408 I'm sorry, I'll call you later. 1021 01:07:08,408 --> 01:07:10,033 You gonna be okay? 1022 01:07:10,033 --> 01:07:11,075 Yeah. 1023 01:07:11,075 --> 01:07:12,700 Are you sure? 1024 01:07:12,700 --> 01:07:14,825 Yeah, sure. 1025 01:07:14,825 --> 01:07:16,742 I'm sorry. 1026 01:07:23,742 --> 01:07:26,658 Paul was dead and... 1027 01:07:26,658 --> 01:07:29,825 I just screamed at her... 1028 01:07:30,783 --> 01:07:33,533 as if she was to blame. 1029 01:07:35,075 --> 01:07:38,408 You never talked to her about it afterwards? 1030 01:07:38,408 --> 01:07:41,117 No. 1031 01:07:41,325 --> 01:07:42,700 She was right to leave. 1032 01:07:42,700 --> 01:07:45,242 They're both happy. That's good. 1033 01:07:48,783 --> 01:07:51,908 She always had a mind of her own. 1034 01:07:51,908 --> 01:07:55,242 Yes. Always. 1035 01:07:55,242 --> 01:07:57,700 And I love it. 1036 01:08:00,408 --> 01:08:03,908 I remember a little girl 1037 01:08:03,908 --> 01:08:06,533 when I was an intern. 1038 01:08:06,783 --> 01:08:09,075 She came to the hospital everyday 1039 01:08:09,075 --> 01:08:10,825 to visit her best friend. 1040 01:08:10,825 --> 01:08:15,450 She'd very nearly drowned in a lake. 1041 01:08:15,450 --> 01:08:18,742 And her friend had run off to get help 1042 01:08:18,742 --> 01:08:20,117 and there was an accident. 1043 01:08:20,117 --> 01:08:24,575 They'd only just met on vacation. 1044 01:08:24,575 --> 01:08:27,492 They didn't even speak the same language. 1045 01:08:27,492 --> 01:08:31,283 Yet they were inseparable. 1046 01:08:32,450 --> 01:08:35,533 There was such a bond between them. 1047 01:08:36,242 --> 01:08:38,242 A strong bond. 1048 01:08:38,242 --> 01:08:41,075 And she came every day. 1049 01:08:41,075 --> 01:08:42,950 Every day. 1050 01:08:47,742 --> 01:08:50,700 She'd hold your hand. 1051 01:08:50,700 --> 01:08:52,075 She had made up her mind 1052 01:08:52,075 --> 01:08:54,408 that she wasn't going to leave your side. 1053 01:08:54,408 --> 01:08:56,783 And she didn't. 1054 01:09:02,533 --> 01:09:05,033 Why are you telling me this now? 1055 01:09:05,033 --> 01:09:06,867 Why only now? 1056 01:09:06,867 --> 01:09:08,158 I've been here. 1057 01:09:08,158 --> 01:09:12,033 I haven't hidden anything from you. 1058 01:09:12,033 --> 01:09:15,075 I've been right here in front of you the whole time. 1059 01:09:15,075 --> 01:09:18,533 All you had to do was open your eyes. 1060 01:09:19,200 --> 01:09:23,950 It was you who questioned me when I came out of the coma. 1061 01:09:27,533 --> 01:09:32,033 You were the only one who believed me. 1062 01:09:32,908 --> 01:09:35,450 Yes. 1063 01:09:56,950 --> 01:10:00,492 Kay, where are you? 1064 01:10:03,242 --> 01:10:05,075 Rachel on machine: Nathan, it's Rachel. 1065 01:10:05,075 --> 01:10:06,617 Everybody here is looking for you. 1066 01:10:06,617 --> 01:10:07,908 Where are you? 1067 01:10:07,908 --> 01:10:09,908 I left six messages on your cell phone. 1068 01:10:09,908 --> 01:10:13,117 - Will you call me? - Kay? 1069 01:10:14,492 --> 01:10:16,492 Where are you? What's wrong with me? 1070 01:10:16,492 --> 01:10:18,283 First of all, don't panic. 1071 01:10:18,283 --> 01:10:21,533 There's a clinic at the northeast corner 1072 01:10:21,575 --> 01:10:23,575 of 44th and Lexington. 1073 01:10:23,575 --> 01:10:25,700 They'll give you a shot of glucagon. 1074 01:10:25,700 --> 01:10:27,867 - Lexington and what? - 44th. 1075 01:11:01,617 --> 01:11:03,617 It's okay, Nathan. 1076 01:11:03,617 --> 01:11:06,408 I'm here. 1077 01:11:25,450 --> 01:11:29,242 You're asking me where we go after we die? 1078 01:11:29,242 --> 01:11:32,283 Nathan, knowing whether there is an afterlife 1079 01:11:32,283 --> 01:11:34,242 is not the point. 1080 01:11:34,242 --> 01:11:38,658 The important thing is being alive before you die. 1081 01:11:38,658 --> 01:11:42,367 Today, now. Fully alive. 1082 01:11:42,533 --> 01:11:45,575 The wonder of life is in the here and now. 1083 01:11:45,575 --> 01:11:49,200 We always find out too late. 1084 01:11:54,325 --> 01:11:56,492 I've got to go get my daughter, 1085 01:11:56,492 --> 01:11:58,283 and I'm frightened for her. 1086 01:11:58,283 --> 01:12:01,867 So you're going to come with me. 1087 01:12:01,867 --> 01:12:03,867 You're going to come with us. 1088 01:12:03,867 --> 01:12:06,867 This white light, you haven't seen it on yourself yet, right? 1089 01:12:06,867 --> 01:12:08,283 - No. - Good. 1090 01:12:08,283 --> 01:12:09,992 That means if you're on the plane with us 1091 01:12:09,992 --> 01:12:11,867 nothing will happen. 1092 01:12:11,867 --> 01:12:14,200 I don't want to put Tracey in danger. 1093 01:13:09,408 --> 01:13:11,658 Is it him or her? 1094 01:13:37,700 --> 01:13:40,700 This light, what's it like exactly? 1095 01:13:40,700 --> 01:13:42,200 I told you. 1096 01:13:42,200 --> 01:13:44,908 It's like a white halo shining from the person. 1097 01:13:44,908 --> 01:13:46,742 And you see it all the time? 1098 01:13:46,742 --> 01:13:50,033 No, you only see it once, and then... 1099 01:13:50,033 --> 01:13:51,367 but that's not what's important. 1100 01:13:51,367 --> 01:13:53,742 I know, I know. 1101 01:14:22,033 --> 01:14:24,367 So who is he anyway? 1102 01:14:24,367 --> 01:14:26,908 - A doctor. - You work together? 1103 01:14:26,908 --> 01:14:29,867 Not really. It's kinda complicated. 1104 01:14:29,908 --> 01:14:32,283 He's a friend of yours? 1105 01:14:34,533 --> 01:14:36,950 Why is he here? 1106 01:14:37,408 --> 01:14:39,033 Just traveling with me. 1107 01:14:39,033 --> 01:14:42,492 - I didn't want to travel alone. - Like Tracey. 1108 01:14:42,533 --> 01:14:45,242 Yeah. Like Tracey, yeah. 1109 01:14:49,742 --> 01:14:51,867 It's happening tonight? 1110 01:14:51,867 --> 01:14:54,158 Maybe. 1111 01:14:54,158 --> 01:14:55,658 I hope so. 1112 01:14:55,700 --> 01:14:58,742 You can never know in advance. 1113 01:15:49,367 --> 01:15:52,783 You know why I came? The real reason. 1114 01:15:53,617 --> 01:15:57,533 You came because you promised her you would. 1115 01:15:57,950 --> 01:16:01,242 You came because you love your daughter. 1116 01:16:02,450 --> 01:16:04,700 - Don't you? - Of course I do. 1117 01:16:04,700 --> 01:16:07,117 But there's something else. 1118 01:16:07,867 --> 01:16:09,658 Naturally. 1119 01:16:09,658 --> 01:16:12,325 Look, Nathan, 1120 01:16:12,325 --> 01:16:14,033 I have a life here 1121 01:16:14,033 --> 01:16:16,408 and I'm trying to build something solid with Tracey... 1122 01:16:17,992 --> 01:16:20,242 Wait, listen! 1123 01:16:22,700 --> 01:16:26,325 I think I know what you're trying to tell me 1124 01:16:26,325 --> 01:16:30,950 and I think that we can avoid this sort of... 1125 01:16:32,450 --> 01:16:33,825 Unpleasantness? 1126 01:16:33,825 --> 01:16:37,575 You know exactly what I mean. 1127 01:16:42,325 --> 01:16:43,992 I want you to come with me. 1128 01:16:43,992 --> 01:16:46,825 I want the three of us to go back to New York. 1129 01:16:46,825 --> 01:16:49,283 I want you to come home. 1130 01:16:52,658 --> 01:16:55,908 Avoid just that sort of thing. 1131 01:17:59,283 --> 01:18:02,367 Tracey, don't look. 1132 01:19:06,575 --> 01:19:08,450 You go back alone. I'm staying here. 1133 01:19:08,450 --> 01:19:10,117 I want to stay here. 1134 01:19:10,158 --> 01:19:14,075 - With Tracey? - Yes, with Tracey, yes. 1135 01:19:14,825 --> 01:19:16,742 - You still need me. - No. 1136 01:19:16,742 --> 01:19:18,575 I don't know. 1137 01:19:18,575 --> 01:19:21,075 I'm staying, that's all. 1138 01:19:23,117 --> 01:19:27,700 Is there something I should know? 1139 01:19:27,992 --> 01:19:30,617 Something you haven't told me? 1140 01:19:34,783 --> 01:19:37,617 I'm going to miss my plane. 1141 01:19:55,075 --> 01:19:57,742 Honey, do you know how to use it? 1142 01:19:57,742 --> 01:20:00,825 Huh? Press here. Yes, that's it. 1143 01:20:00,825 --> 01:20:03,367 Good. 1144 01:20:04,783 --> 01:20:06,492 - Daddy? - Yes. 1145 01:20:06,492 --> 01:20:09,992 The people we saw a while ago... 1146 01:20:10,075 --> 01:20:12,242 - Yes? - The ones in the accident. 1147 01:20:12,242 --> 01:20:14,867 - Yes? - The ones who died. 1148 01:20:15,242 --> 01:20:19,575 - Yes. - Will they have crosses too? 1149 01:20:19,575 --> 01:20:21,575 I don't know. Maybe. 1150 01:20:23,742 --> 01:20:26,950 But they're not buried under them, right? 1151 01:20:26,950 --> 01:20:28,117 Who? 1152 01:20:28,117 --> 01:20:30,242 Oh, no. 1153 01:20:31,783 --> 01:20:35,200 But Paul, he's buried under one, right? 1154 01:20:35,575 --> 01:20:36,825 Yes, honey. 1155 01:20:36,825 --> 01:20:38,242 Listen, honey, 1156 01:20:38,242 --> 01:20:40,908 if anything ever happens to me, 1157 01:20:40,908 --> 01:20:42,992 if I get to feel sick or, I don't know... 1158 01:20:42,992 --> 01:20:44,367 what do you do? 1159 01:20:44,367 --> 01:20:45,950 - I call Mommy. - You call Mommy. 1160 01:20:45,950 --> 01:20:47,075 Good, right. 1161 01:20:47,075 --> 01:20:49,533 And who else, if Mommy isn't there? 1162 01:20:49,533 --> 01:20:51,825 If you have to call for help, what do you do? 1163 01:20:51,825 --> 01:20:53,825 - I scream. - You scream? 1164 01:20:53,825 --> 01:20:55,992 Honey, I'm serious. What do you do? 1165 01:20:55,992 --> 01:21:00,533 I cry? I know, relax. 1166 01:21:00,533 --> 01:21:01,825 I press here. 1167 01:21:01,825 --> 01:21:04,158 You already showed me. 1168 01:21:05,117 --> 01:21:06,908 Okay. 1169 01:21:46,283 --> 01:21:49,325 Honey, you remember when... 1170 01:21:49,325 --> 01:21:51,700 when Paul died? 1171 01:21:51,700 --> 01:21:53,992 Do you remember? 1172 01:21:54,867 --> 01:21:57,992 Well, when he died... 1173 01:21:58,950 --> 01:22:00,783 I found a garden slug. 1174 01:22:00,783 --> 01:22:02,867 I remember. 1175 01:22:03,450 --> 01:22:06,033 I remember you asked a lot of questions. 1176 01:22:06,033 --> 01:22:08,283 Lots and lots of questions. 1177 01:22:08,283 --> 01:22:11,117 Like what? 1178 01:22:11,117 --> 01:22:13,992 You asked us where he was. 1179 01:22:13,992 --> 01:22:15,992 We told you, "Paul is in heaven. 1180 01:22:15,992 --> 01:22:18,033 In heaven with the angels". 1181 01:22:18,033 --> 01:22:21,450 And you asked us if you could go see him. 1182 01:22:21,450 --> 01:22:24,033 You wanted to go see him. 1183 01:22:24,033 --> 01:22:28,117 And I don't know if we always said the right thing. 1184 01:22:28,450 --> 01:22:31,783 - It isn't true? - What isn't true? 1185 01:22:31,783 --> 01:22:33,533 That Paul's in heaven? 1186 01:22:33,533 --> 01:22:35,117 He could be. 1187 01:22:35,117 --> 01:22:36,450 Maybe. 1188 01:22:36,450 --> 01:22:38,033 But to tell you the truth, 1189 01:22:38,033 --> 01:22:39,450 nobody really knows. Nobody can know. 1190 01:22:39,450 --> 01:22:41,450 - It's something that... - I know. 1191 01:22:41,450 --> 01:22:43,408 You do? 1192 01:22:43,408 --> 01:22:46,533 When we die they put us into the ground... 1193 01:22:46,533 --> 01:22:50,200 and slugs eat us, of course, 1194 01:22:50,200 --> 01:22:52,533 and then we disappear. 1195 01:22:52,533 --> 01:22:54,450 And then we don't exist any more. 1196 01:22:54,450 --> 01:22:57,992 Nobody can be sure of that either. 1197 01:22:58,200 --> 01:23:00,117 But you know, I believe one thing. 1198 01:23:00,117 --> 01:23:02,783 - Want me to tell you? - Mm-hmm. 1199 01:23:02,783 --> 01:23:05,283 I think just because we die 1200 01:23:05,283 --> 01:23:08,700 doesn't mean we don't exist anymore. 1201 01:23:08,700 --> 01:23:11,158 Maybe we exist someplace else. 1202 01:23:11,367 --> 01:23:13,367 And you know why I think that? 1203 01:23:15,742 --> 01:23:18,367 When you see a boat vanish... 1204 01:23:18,367 --> 01:23:21,367 have you ever seen a boat vanish on the horizon? 1205 01:23:21,950 --> 01:23:24,658 When a boat disappears in the distance, 1206 01:23:24,658 --> 01:23:26,367 it vanishes, 1207 01:23:26,367 --> 01:23:28,992 but does that mean it doesn't exist anymore? 1208 01:23:28,992 --> 01:23:30,950 No. 1209 01:23:30,950 --> 01:23:32,742 Right. 1210 01:23:32,742 --> 01:23:34,575 I believe dying is like that. 1211 01:23:34,575 --> 01:23:37,700 It's like a boat vanishing on the horizon. 1212 01:23:37,700 --> 01:23:43,158 Just because you can't see it, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. 1213 01:26:53,575 --> 01:26:56,658 - Can we talk? - Why did you come back? 1214 01:26:58,617 --> 01:27:00,450 We didn't want to fly. 1215 01:27:00,450 --> 01:27:03,200 Tracey and I were too scared to take the plane. 1216 01:27:03,200 --> 01:27:06,325 Besides, I'm in no hurry to get home. 1217 01:27:06,408 --> 01:27:07,867 So what do you plan to do? 1218 01:27:07,867 --> 01:27:10,033 Here? I don't know. 1219 01:27:10,033 --> 01:27:11,033 Hang out. 1220 01:27:11,033 --> 01:27:13,075 Spend some time with Tracey. 1221 01:27:13,075 --> 01:27:14,533 Go for walks. 1222 01:27:14,533 --> 01:27:17,325 You could maybe point out some places to go. 1223 01:27:17,325 --> 01:27:20,575 - Tracey told me you two... - Places to go? 1224 01:27:21,117 --> 01:27:23,075 Nathan, what's the matter with you? 1225 01:27:23,075 --> 01:27:25,825 - Nothing. - What do you mean, nothing? 1226 01:27:25,825 --> 01:27:28,492 You call me in the middle of the night as if... 1227 01:27:28,492 --> 01:27:30,700 I don't know. 1228 01:27:31,617 --> 01:27:34,200 Then you show up two days early with this strange guy, 1229 01:27:34,200 --> 01:27:35,283 and you come out with these remarks. 1230 01:27:35,283 --> 01:27:38,492 Now you're talking about going for walks? 1231 01:27:38,492 --> 01:27:40,075 What's going on? 1232 01:27:40,075 --> 01:27:42,325 You have troubles at the firm, is that it? 1233 01:27:42,325 --> 01:27:43,783 No, not really. 1234 01:27:43,783 --> 01:27:46,367 Then what? Are you sick? 1235 01:27:46,367 --> 01:27:49,992 No, not that I'm aware of. 1236 01:27:50,575 --> 01:27:51,950 Not that you're aware of? 1237 01:27:51,950 --> 01:27:53,408 No. 1238 01:27:53,408 --> 01:27:56,158 Just a little hypoglycemia. 1239 01:28:15,658 --> 01:28:17,575 When does it happen? 1240 01:28:20,867 --> 01:28:24,200 Two hours from now, maybe sooner. 1241 01:28:32,117 --> 01:28:34,867 We had ice cream last night, 1242 01:28:34,867 --> 01:28:37,533 and we talked about Paul. 1243 01:28:37,700 --> 01:28:39,450 On the road we saw some crosses, 1244 01:28:39,450 --> 01:28:42,492 and afterwards she wanted to... 1245 01:28:43,950 --> 01:28:46,908 does she talk to you about it? 1246 01:28:47,200 --> 01:28:48,908 Not so much these days. 1247 01:28:48,908 --> 01:28:50,200 But is she all right? 1248 01:28:50,200 --> 01:28:51,950 The last time on the phone when I called, 1249 01:28:51,950 --> 01:28:55,992 - she was already asleep... - She wasn't asleep. 1250 01:28:56,783 --> 01:28:58,867 She wasn't asleep? 1251 01:28:58,867 --> 01:29:00,783 - No. - Can't you take a break? 1252 01:29:00,783 --> 01:29:02,117 Five minutes. 1253 01:29:02,117 --> 01:29:05,033 Nathan, in one hour this flower will be dead. 1254 01:29:05,033 --> 01:29:07,075 It blooms one night a year, just the once, 1255 01:29:07,075 --> 01:29:10,617 - and I still have... - Yes, I know that, but... 1256 01:29:12,283 --> 01:29:14,367 sorry. 1257 01:29:23,950 --> 01:29:26,908 When we went home to New York... 1258 01:29:27,575 --> 01:29:29,783 do you remember the first thing you did? 1259 01:29:29,783 --> 01:29:32,950 The first. 1260 01:29:34,033 --> 01:29:36,908 You called the office. 1261 01:29:37,492 --> 01:29:40,700 You wanted to know if anyone had called. 1262 01:29:41,908 --> 01:29:44,367 We'd just buried Paul, 1263 01:29:44,367 --> 01:29:47,658 and you disappeared into your work. 1264 01:29:49,908 --> 01:29:52,325 You shut yourself off in your anger. 1265 01:29:52,325 --> 01:29:55,742 But Tracey and I were still there. 1266 01:29:55,742 --> 01:29:58,408 We were alive. 1267 01:29:58,908 --> 01:30:00,700 I know you felt guilty. 1268 01:30:00,700 --> 01:30:02,867 I know that you blamed yourself 1269 01:30:02,867 --> 01:30:04,075 because you heard him cry 1270 01:30:04,075 --> 01:30:05,283 and you didn't go check on him. 1271 01:30:05,283 --> 01:30:08,283 - He called me. - No. 1272 01:30:08,283 --> 01:30:11,908 Paul cried and he went back to sleep, 1273 01:30:11,908 --> 01:30:13,867 and even if... 1274 01:30:13,867 --> 01:30:17,700 He called me, but I didn't go to him. 1275 01:30:17,700 --> 01:30:21,367 Nathan, Paul didn't call anyone. 1276 01:30:21,700 --> 01:30:23,117 Paul's dead. 1277 01:30:23,117 --> 01:30:26,617 I've accepted that and so has Tracey. 1278 01:30:26,617 --> 01:30:29,617 She's accepted it in her own little way. 1279 01:30:30,033 --> 01:30:32,158 And now you... you need to accept it too. 1280 01:30:32,158 --> 01:30:35,242 - I'm ready. - You need to stop... 1281 01:30:36,158 --> 01:30:38,658 I don't know. 1282 01:30:39,533 --> 01:30:40,950 I don't know, Nathan. 1283 01:30:40,950 --> 01:30:43,617 I don't know what to tell you. 1284 01:30:44,117 --> 01:30:49,783 I'm ready. I came back to tell you. 1285 01:30:50,783 --> 01:30:53,742 And if anything ever happens to me... 1286 01:30:54,533 --> 01:30:57,533 Why do you say that? 1287 01:30:57,533 --> 01:31:00,783 I wanted you to know that I've changed. 1288 01:31:20,742 --> 01:31:23,742 I know a river not far from here. 1289 01:31:26,533 --> 01:31:29,200 If you want, I could show you how to get there. 1290 01:31:29,200 --> 01:31:30,492 Yeah. 1291 01:31:30,492 --> 01:31:32,867 I'd like that. 1292 01:31:33,158 --> 01:31:35,950 A pretty river. 1293 01:31:37,033 --> 01:31:39,575 Right. 1294 01:31:44,492 --> 01:31:48,825 - Not very far? - No. 1295 01:32:02,117 --> 01:32:05,742 Forgive me. 1296 01:32:35,200 --> 01:32:38,325 Hi, this is Rachel calling from Nathan's office. 1297 01:32:38,325 --> 01:32:40,408 I'm sorry to bother you, but... 1298 01:32:40,408 --> 01:32:44,117 he's not at home and hasn't been by the office in several days. 1299 01:32:44,117 --> 01:32:46,492 We can't reach him on his cell phone either. 1300 01:32:46,492 --> 01:32:49,658 We're worried and thought maybe you'd heard from him. 1301 01:32:49,658 --> 01:32:52,325 Could you please call us if you've got any news? 1302 01:33:23,158 --> 01:33:25,867 They're looking for you. 1303 01:33:27,533 --> 01:33:30,575 Yes, I know. 1304 01:33:52,283 --> 01:33:54,033 "Someone once told me, 1305 01:33:54,033 --> 01:33:58,492 "'The wonder of life is in the here and now. ' 1306 01:33:59,117 --> 01:34:01,908 "I'm going to die soon. 1307 01:34:02,450 --> 01:34:06,992 "And yet, I'm no longer dominated by fear. 1308 01:34:09,825 --> 01:34:12,867 "Life is full of riches... 1309 01:34:12,867 --> 01:34:14,908 "the gestures, the laughter, 1310 01:34:14,908 --> 01:34:17,783 "the joy we shared. 1311 01:34:18,242 --> 01:34:21,158 "I remember it all. 1312 01:34:25,950 --> 01:34:28,200 "I remember your breathing too, 1313 01:34:28,200 --> 01:34:29,658 "when you slept in the car. 1314 01:34:29,658 --> 01:34:32,575 "Mommy's face when she saw us. 1315 01:34:32,575 --> 01:34:34,908 "We did a lot of things together. 1316 01:34:34,908 --> 01:34:36,825 Lots and lots of things". 1317 01:34:39,533 --> 01:34:42,242 "I've learned a lot. 1318 01:34:42,575 --> 01:34:46,033 I've met some wonderful people". 1319 01:34:46,242 --> 01:34:49,783 Hi, I... I'm Jennifer. 1320 01:35:02,033 --> 01:35:04,325 "Cherish your happiness. 1321 01:35:04,325 --> 01:35:07,825 "Savor it at every instant. 1322 01:35:09,658 --> 01:35:11,033 "And above all, 1323 01:35:11,033 --> 01:35:14,700 "don't get upset if you think of me. 1324 01:35:15,117 --> 01:35:16,867 "Don't be sad. 1325 01:35:36,033 --> 01:35:38,825 "And one day, if you want to talk to me... 1326 01:35:38,825 --> 01:35:41,325 "if you really want to... 1327 01:35:41,325 --> 01:35:43,158 "pick a spot you like. 1328 01:35:43,158 --> 01:35:46,950 "A spot where we used to go together. 1329 01:35:49,450 --> 01:35:52,992 "You'll be able to talk to me... you'll see. 1330 01:35:53,658 --> 01:35:56,408 "Because I'll be there. 1331 01:36:05,700 --> 01:36:07,200 "And remember, 1332 01:36:07,200 --> 01:36:10,992 "don't be ashamed to tell people you care about 1333 01:36:10,992 --> 01:36:13,408 "that you love them. 1334 01:36:14,242 --> 01:36:18,533 I love you both very much". 1335 01:36:41,117 --> 01:36:43,242 Did you sleep well? 1336 01:36:43,242 --> 01:36:45,200 Yes. 1337 01:36:46,450 --> 01:36:48,867 Want me to make you a fresh pot? 1338 01:36:48,867 --> 01:36:51,367 No, it's okay. 1339 01:38:04,200 --> 01:38:06,408 I need to see you. You've got to get out here. 1340 01:38:06,408 --> 01:38:08,283 I need to see you now, understand? 1341 01:38:08,283 --> 01:38:10,408 - I'm here. - Take the first flight... 1342 01:38:10,408 --> 01:38:12,450 I'm here. I'm here with you. 1343 01:38:12,450 --> 01:38:14,200 What do you mean here? 1344 01:38:14,200 --> 01:38:17,283 On the road to the airport... the Crossroads Motel. 1345 01:38:17,283 --> 01:38:18,950 I'm here. 1346 01:38:18,950 --> 01:38:21,908 I'll wait for you here. 1347 01:39:03,283 --> 01:39:05,075 You lied to me from the start. 1348 01:39:05,075 --> 01:39:06,450 No. 1349 01:39:06,450 --> 01:39:08,033 You said it was me. 1350 01:39:08,033 --> 01:39:10,075 You said so. 1351 01:39:10,492 --> 01:39:13,242 You said I was the one who was going to die. 1352 01:39:13,242 --> 01:39:16,450 So what did I see? Tell me. 1353 01:39:16,450 --> 01:39:18,742 I was the one who was supposed to die. 1354 01:39:18,742 --> 01:39:20,408 It was supposed to be me! 1355 01:39:20,408 --> 01:39:22,325 You said so! 1356 01:39:22,325 --> 01:39:25,367 No. 1357 01:39:27,950 --> 01:39:30,742 Nathan? 1358 01:39:37,783 --> 01:39:39,283 Tracey, have you seen daddy? 1359 01:39:39,283 --> 01:39:41,325 No. 1360 01:40:04,575 --> 01:40:06,992 I'm a Messenger, right? 1361 01:40:08,283 --> 01:40:10,533 Yes. 1362 01:40:10,950 --> 01:40:13,908 And my wife is going to die. 1363 01:40:15,825 --> 01:40:17,700 Yes. 1364 01:40:17,700 --> 01:40:19,075 Why didn't you tell me 1365 01:40:19,075 --> 01:40:21,325 when you came to see me the first time 1366 01:40:21,325 --> 01:40:23,450 instead of being so mysterious. 1367 01:40:23,450 --> 01:40:25,950 The swan's song and all that bullshit. 1368 01:40:25,950 --> 01:40:27,450 You wouldn't have believed me. 1369 01:40:27,450 --> 01:40:28,992 You never would have believed me. 1370 01:40:28,992 --> 01:40:30,950 I was trying to prepare you. 1371 01:40:30,950 --> 01:40:32,617 Prepare me for what? 1372 01:40:32,617 --> 01:40:34,825 You're a Messenger. 1373 01:40:34,825 --> 01:40:36,450 A teacher of life. 1374 01:40:36,450 --> 01:40:38,325 But to be a teacher of life 1375 01:40:38,325 --> 01:40:41,117 you have to remember your own mortality. 1376 01:40:41,117 --> 01:40:44,117 - You have to. - But why does she have to die? 1377 01:40:44,117 --> 01:40:45,950 Why her? 1378 01:40:45,950 --> 01:40:50,367 All Messengers lose the person closest to them. 1379 01:40:51,450 --> 01:40:55,158 That's the price... the price of grace. 1380 01:40:55,450 --> 01:40:56,908 I paid the same price. 1381 01:40:56,908 --> 01:40:58,408 But in time, 1382 01:40:58,408 --> 01:41:01,158 you'll know that you were there until the very end. 1383 01:41:01,158 --> 01:41:04,075 Through the very end. 1384 01:41:04,617 --> 01:41:06,742 That's the price of becoming a Messenger. 1385 01:41:06,742 --> 01:41:08,658 But I never asked for this. 1386 01:41:08,658 --> 01:41:11,450 Nobody ever gave me a choice. 1387 01:41:12,200 --> 01:41:13,950 You made your choice, Nathan. 1388 01:41:13,950 --> 01:41:16,533 You made your choice when you decided to come back 1389 01:41:16,533 --> 01:41:18,742 after you had died on that road. 1390 01:41:18,742 --> 01:41:20,242 And you came back. 1391 01:41:20,283 --> 01:41:22,075 And now you know why. 1392 01:41:22,075 --> 01:41:24,825 What brought you back? 1393 01:41:26,075 --> 01:41:27,658 A face. 1394 01:41:27,658 --> 01:41:29,617 Whose face? 1395 01:41:31,242 --> 01:41:33,742 Claire's face. 1396 01:41:35,825 --> 01:41:38,367 She was afraid. 1397 01:41:40,033 --> 01:41:42,700 She needed me. 1398 01:42:34,742 --> 01:42:36,992 Where were you? 1399 01:42:39,033 --> 01:42:41,533 I got lost. 1400 01:42:43,492 --> 01:42:45,908 We were waiting for you. 1401 01:42:45,950 --> 01:42:48,533 I got lost. 1402 01:42:51,408 --> 01:42:54,325 We thought that you'd left us... 1403 01:42:55,575 --> 01:42:58,825 that you'd... 1404 01:43:01,617 --> 01:43:05,575 - We were worried. - I know. 1405 01:43:06,242 --> 01:43:08,658 But don't be scared. 1406 01:43:08,658 --> 01:43:11,325 I'm here now. 1407 01:43:12,117 --> 01:43:15,158 I'll never leave you again. 1408 01:43:20,617 --> 01:43:23,492 I'm here. 98986