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MASHA: Namaste.
Welcome to Tranquillum House.
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I'm Masha.
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[FRANCES SOBBING]
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Are you saying they don't want the book?
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TONY: It's not normal to be screaming,
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"Dead to the fucking world"
at the top of your lungs.
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JESSICA: We're going
'cause we have issues, Benjamin.
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- With us.
- [ENGINE REVVING]
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TONY: What are you in for?
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Weight loss, esteem building,
mind and body transformation.
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I mean, I already feel better.
I really do.
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Is this not fantastic?
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What's that?
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DELILAH: Blood draw. Standard practice.
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Did she give you any idea
what to expect?
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FRANCES: Suffering.
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♪ Dramatic music playing ♪
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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪
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♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You make my world seem right ♪
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♪ You make my darkness bright, oh, yes ♪
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♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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[ZOE PANTING]
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[BREATHES SHARPLY]
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[BREATHES HEAVILY]
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[SOBS]
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[INHALES, EXHALES DEEPLY]
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FRANCES: Hey, there.
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- Hey! [CRIES AND SNIFFLES]
- Are you okay?
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Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm fine. I just, um...
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just a little panic attack.
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They come and go. And sometimes
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I just feel like I'm gonna
freak out so I didn't want to,
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you know,
disrupt the session or anything.
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Oh, well, that session is
officially disrupted, anyway.
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Your dad's back there
holding your mom back,
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- I think she wants to, uh...
- [ZOE CHUCKLES]
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...claw Masha's eyes out.
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Something about death, or something,
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I didn't quite catch it.
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Yeah, yeah, um,
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it's... it's my brother Zach.
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He... he stopped living three years ago.
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Kind of why we're here. Um... [SNIFFLES]
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It would've been
his 21st birthday this week.
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Or our 21st. We were... we were twins.
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But, uh, he...
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stopped living the day before
our 18th birthday. So...
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Oh, God.
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There you have it,
the Marconi family baggage,
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which was also searched,
by the way. [SLIGHT CHUCKLE]
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Yes. Oh.
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I'm sorry, honey.
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It's okay. We really weren't close.
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So... [SLIGHT CHUCKLE]
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- Are you all right?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
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Just needed some air.
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- Hello.
- Hello.
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- Could I talk to my daughter...
- Yes.
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- ...please?
- Mom, Mom, it's fine.
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I'm fine. Frances, I'm fine.
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I was actually just gonna go for a run.
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We're runners. [CHUCKLES]
Um, I'll... see you.
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She was telling me about your son.
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Oh.
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I'm so sorry.
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Thank you.
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TONY: Yeah, I didn't read anything about
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getting my fucking bags gone through.
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Anybody else read anything about that?
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- 'Cause I didn't read anything...
- Hey.
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- ...about that.
- Maybe you could take a breath.
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TONY: The fuck?
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I am not taking a breath.
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It's a fucking crime is what it is.
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Tossing our cells for contraband?
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Not giving our shit back,
that's a violation
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of our human rights, lady.
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Now, I've got prescription
medication in my wash bag
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and I'm gonna need it back,
like right-fucking-now.
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You feel me?
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Yao. Would you go and retrieve
Tony's medicine?
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Yeah, very good, thank you.
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MASHA: Would you like
your vodka as well?
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Or do you take it separately?
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- Fuck you.
- Hey, now.
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- Let's just take it easy.
- Fuck you, too.
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JESSICA: Yeah, this is not
what I signed up for.
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- Just like, FYI.
- MASHA: We're okay.
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Part of the healing
is finding the wound.
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That's why you picked us, right?
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What do you mean, she “picked" us?
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She accepts less than ten percent
of her applicants.
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We're just an equation.
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We complement each other's demons.
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What a fuckin' crock.
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What is it you look for in your guests?
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- Damage.
- Potential.
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FRANCES: Tomato, to-mah-toe.
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Is that how
you're feeling about yourself,
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Frances? Is it?
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About things? About your life?
Tomato, to-mah-toe, whatever.
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I know women like you.
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- You don't.
- FRANCES: You're so driven.
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And you're so committed...
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to perfection that
you're not even human anymore.
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And you whittle away everybody else
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so you don't have to see
your own bumps and bruises.
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Maybe some of these...
guests did come for struggle.
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But I get enough of
that in my day-to-day life.
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I didn't come here to open a vein.
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I came here to have
a little bit of fucking fun.
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I'd like to talk to you in private,
if I may.
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[LIGHTS MATCH]
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Look, obviously,
you're a very smart person...
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building this whole...
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thing. [BREATHES]
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But uh, it just doesn't make any sense.
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There's not a qualified
professional in the world
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who would confiscate
somebody's medication.
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You're a drug addict, Tony.
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There's many places you could go
to detox or rehab.
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But you came here.
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Maybe to fix what caused
you to become a drug addict.
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I know. I know what caused it, okay?
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Three spinal surgeries, a blown knee.
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That's just a story.
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One that's keeping you numb
and checked out of your entire life.
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Okay. Yeah, day one
and you know all this, right?
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[CHUCKLES, SNIFFS]
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You're divorced, yes?
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Yeah.
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You have, two children?
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[EXHALES]
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How's your relationship with them?
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[TONY CHUCKLES]
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- This is it, right?
- This is what you do?
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You get people to talk about their shit,
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and then you use it against them.
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Huh? You gonna plug me
into an ATM machine now?
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Are you happy with your life?
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Am I happy with my life?
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Mm-hmm.
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Who the fuck is happy with their life?
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[BREATHES HEAVILY]
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Just give me my medicine, please.
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[SIGHS]
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MASHA: Have it. [LID THUDS ON TABLE]
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Right now!
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And another one, in the morning.
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Every day.
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I don't want you sick, Tony.
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Hmm? I just want you...
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safe, healed.
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Whole.
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And I think that's what you want.
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[BREATHES HEAVILY]
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I never wanted to take your pills, Tony.
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Just your secret.
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♪ Ominous music playing ♪
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[SIGHS IN RELIEF]
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♪ Ominous music continues ♪
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[SIGHS]
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[CRICKETS CHIRPING]
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- [GASPS] Oh, shit!
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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- Jesus!
- I'm sorry.
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- [SIGHS] Oh, you scared me to death.
- I'm so sorry.
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You shouldn't sneak up on people
in the dark like that.
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I wasn't sneaking.
I just... You know, I read in the...
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in the... the pamphlet,
uh, to be mindful
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of others that they might
be meditating and try not to...
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to disturb. So that's...
that's what that...
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Yeah. Well. I'm not meditating,
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just despondently staring
into the gaping void.
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Hey, um... the... the... like,
welcoming thing, that was...
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- It was bat shit.
- Yeah.
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- Yeah.
- Okay, cool.
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'Cause I thought I was just
like losing my mind... okay.
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- [FRANCES CHUCKLES]
- Hey, um,
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you probably don't want to hear this.
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Uhm, you know, people come
to retreats to get away
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from it all and I have to say...
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- I am such a huge fan.
- Oh.
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JESSICA: I've read
Nathaniel's Kiss like, three times.
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I think it's the most romantic book...
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in the world.
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Thank you for that.
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So, what's, uh, what's your crisis?
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What's my what?
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The British dude, he said that, uh,
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Masha like picked us all
for a particular crisis.
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With all your success, I just...
was wondering, I...
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Now I'm realizing that...
I am kinda crossing a line.
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So, I'm gonna...
just gonna take it back.
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It's okay, I... I'm just
here for a little R&R.
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Maybe, my crisis is
I don't have a crisis.
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- [CHUCKLES]
- Mm-hmm [CHUCKLING] Oh.
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- So are you writing anything new...
- What's your crisis?
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Oh, uh. Marriage counseling.
Yeah. Well, Ben and I just...
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a little bit of a bumpy patch.
[CHUCKLES]
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- I know that road.
- JESSICA: Oh, you're married?
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[INHALES]
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Not currently. Have been. Twice. Uh,
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optimist-masochist. Fine line. [INHALES]
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“He saw her." [CHUCKLES]
That's my favorite part of, um,
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Nathaniel's Kiss.
You wrote, um, “He saw her.
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"And until then, she never knew.
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"She'd never been seen before.
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It was like coming home."
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[CHUCKLES] It's a little clunky.
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No. No, it's not.
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It's the most wonderful feeling
in the world.
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To be seen. [CHUCKLES]
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You want a little grown-ass lady advice?
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- You can take it or leave it?
- I'll take it.
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I wouldn't look to novels,
or music, or movies,
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to tell you the truth about love.
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They lie.
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And we're just a pack of dirty liars.
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Right? [CHUCKLES] I mean, yeah.
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Hustlers of the heart.
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Did you just make that up?
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I... Yeah, I guess I did.
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- God! You're good.
- [CHUCKLES]
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Oh... [SIGHS]
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I'm gonna... get back to...
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Ye... um, thanks.
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[CLEARS THROAT]
I'll see you tomorrow, I guess?
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- Maybe it won't be as...
- Weird?
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- Yeah. [CHUCKLING]
- Yeah. Let's hope.
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[CHUCKLING] Good night.
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Good night.
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- [JESSICA CLEARS THROAT]
- [FOOTSTEPS RECEDING]
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[CRICKETS AND BIRDS CHIRPING]
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[GOAT BLEATING]
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[BIRD TWEETING]
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Hi, baby.
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- Let's have a quiet day today.
- [GOAT BLEATS]
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♪ Suspenseful music playing ♪
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[MASHA PANTING]
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[PANTING CONTINUES]
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- [BREATHES]
- [MOBILE NOTIFICATION RINGS]
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♪ Eerie music playing ♪
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_
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♪ Eerie music continues ♪
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[BIRDS CHIRPING]
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NAPOLEON: Oh, what shower pressure.
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- Fantastic.
- [SQUIRTS LOTION]
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I had a spectacular sleep.
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[CLAPS HANDS TOGETHER]
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It's going to be
a fantastic day, I can feel it.
259
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You should shower if you're
going to do so before breakfast.
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They want us promptly there at seven.
261
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I am absolutely famished, by the way.
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Which I take as a good sign.
My metabolism is engaged
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and firing.
264
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I think I might skip breakfast
and go for a run... instead.
265
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Uh, I think brekkie is mandatory.
266
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It's a very precise regimen here.
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I suggest we surrender to it, pumpkin.
268
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There's only so much
surrendering I can do, Leon.
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You go. Don't be late for breakfast.
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You certainly wouldn't want
to break a rule.
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What's that supposed to mean?
272
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Look, it means rules
are meant to be followed.
273
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How else to ensure
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the survival of a civilized society?
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You have to seek out
the wonderful, Heather,
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because it doesn't just come knocking.
277
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Maybe life will surprise you.
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You know what you said to me?
Right after. Do you remember?
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You said, “Things happen for a reason."
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[CHUCKLES IRONICALLY] What...
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What reason?
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As much as I love you, and I do, I do...
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- Finish it.
- I'm angry.
284
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- NAPOLEON: At me?
- Yeah.
285
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For being so constantly upbeat.
286
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For trying to make sense of
of the most incomprehensible.
287
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But mostly, for making me feel so alone.
288
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You make me feel so fucking alone.
289
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You ask, "Why are we here?"
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I'm here because I miss liking you.
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[NAPOLEON EXHALES]
292
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I know, you didn't deserve that.
293
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Hmm. But I got it just the same.
294
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[BIRDS CHIRPING]
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♪ You Are My Sunshine
by Jimmie Davis playing ♪
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♪ The other night, dear ♪
297
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♪ As I lay sleeping ♪
298
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♪ I dreamed I held you in my arms ♪
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♪ But when I woke, dear,
I was mistaken ♪
300
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♪ And I hung my head and cried ♪
301
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♪ You are my sunshine ♪
302
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♪ My only sunshine ♪
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♪ You make me happy
when skies are grey ♪
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♪ You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you ♪
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[INHALES] Yes!
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♪ Guitar solo ♪
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[SNIFFS]
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- [CHUCKLES]
- Hi, there, handsome.
309
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Hey, honey. I am unfortunately
gonna have to postpone my trip.
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I'm so sorry.
311
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- Oh, no. What happened?
- It's Ari.
312
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He was in a car accident.
313
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Oh, my God. Is he okay?
314
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[SIGHS] They put him into
an induced coma
315
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to help with his healing.
316
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I'm trying to get him
transferred to a better hospital...
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FRANCES: Here, you go detective,
you can keep it.
318
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I told him I loved him. [SCOFFS]
319
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He's an imaginary person
and I... I told him I loved him.
320
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MAN: This happens to a lot of women
of your age and circumstance.
321
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[EXHALES]
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NAPOLEON: Good morning.
323
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This should be on Instagram.
324
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BEN: Woo!
325
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Oh, this is so adorable. So healthy.
326
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It... It's like a dream.
The perfect breakfast.
327
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Yes, if you can't have substance,
style will do,
328
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I suppose.
329
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How we doing, everybody?
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I lost weight!
331
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Y'know, I was meaning to say.
332
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BEN: Why you trying to lose weight?
You're not fat.
333
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Thank you. But I'd...
I'd still like to be thinner.
334
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But why? I don't get it.
335
00:17:14,660 --> 00:17:17,386
Why is everybody so obsessed
with that kind of thing?
336
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I don't think we are, Ben.
And... If you're looking for
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commonality, I think we're
all obsessed with being a little
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better than we were yesterday.
A little less lousy,
339
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a little less in the toilet.
340
00:17:27,738 --> 00:17:30,366
I could be wrong, but isn't
that the essence of life?
341
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Identifying your hump
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and then hurling yourself over it.
343
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Told you, she's, like, a gifted writer.
344
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Good morning, good morning, everybody.
345
00:17:39,430 --> 00:17:41,996
What fell off the chuckwagon?
That's not me.
346
00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:44,706
Uh... hey, guys, look,
I know I came in a little rough
347
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to the dock yesterday
and I apologize, okay?
348
00:17:47,690 --> 00:17:49,166
And if I offended any of you
349
00:17:49,190 --> 00:17:53,626
and I probably offended most
of you, sorry. New day, huh?
350
00:17:53,650 --> 00:17:57,046
Mm. Seems like someone
got his meds back.
351
00:17:57,070 --> 00:17:58,370
You know what, Lars?
352
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I did.
353
00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:02,740
Thanks for caring.
354
00:18:05,830 --> 00:18:07,403
Who are you, really?
355
00:18:08,290 --> 00:18:10,106
You mean, like, deep down?
356
00:18:10,130 --> 00:18:13,236
He does look familiar, right?
Like, I've seen your face.
357
00:18:13,260 --> 00:18:15,606
Probably on Dateline or something.
358
00:18:15,630 --> 00:18:16,816
DELILAH: People!
359
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All right! Today's schedule.
360
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We will all begin
with a little dirt-digging.
361
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In the afternoon...
362
00:18:22,851 --> 00:18:23,996
What do you mean, dirt-digging?
363
00:18:24,020 --> 00:18:26,326
Soil bacteria has special qualities.
364
00:18:26,350 --> 00:18:28,799
It can fight anxiety,
depression, maybe even cancer.
365
00:18:29,020 --> 00:18:33,126
I'm not... I'm not that big
on dirt or bacteria.
366
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It's kind of a Protestant thing.
I don't wanna talk about it.
367
00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,216
- TONY: You got an excuse for everything.
- Hmm?
368
00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:38,756
- I said, you got an excuse...
- No! Still can't hear,
369
00:18:38,780 --> 00:18:39,911
- your mouths is...
- DELILAH: Okay.
370
00:18:39,935 --> 00:18:41,426
- I get it.
- DELILAH: Team...
371
00:18:41,450 --> 00:18:43,556
Yeah, this is definitely not a team.
372
00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:45,910
I mean, this is like
the opposite of a team.
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[WATER BURBLING]
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[BIRDS CHIRPING]
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♪ Ominous music playing ♪
376
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[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
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[GUNSHOT FIRES]
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♪ Ominous music continues ♪
379
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[GASPING, PANTING]
380
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[EXHALES] Something you need?
381
00:19:20,780 --> 00:19:23,056
Tell me, you pool sit
when you're stressed.
382
00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,649
And you've been down here
every day of late. What's wrong?
383
00:19:27,250 --> 00:19:28,290
[SIGHS]
384
00:19:29,290 --> 00:19:31,862
I received some disturbing messages.
385
00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:34,290
[SIGHS]
386
00:19:35,170 --> 00:19:37,300
- Threats.
- Threats from who?
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00:19:38,090 --> 00:19:39,380
Anonymous.
388
00:19:40,380 --> 00:19:41,550
Should we report it?
389
00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:45,310
To who? The police?
What are they gonna do?
390
00:19:47,560 --> 00:19:48,770
It could be from anyone.
391
00:19:50,140 --> 00:19:53,230
I wasn't a very nice person
in my previous life.
392
00:19:54,270 --> 00:19:56,626
You would've shot me too
if you'd known me then.
393
00:19:56,650 --> 00:19:59,724
No. No, I wouldn't have.
394
00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:03,060
No. You wouldn't have.
395
00:20:06,950 --> 00:20:08,790
You and Delilah okay?
396
00:20:11,710 --> 00:20:13,290
She still gets a little jealous.
397
00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:16,276
She'll have to get over that, won't she?
398
00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:17,300
Hmm?
399
00:20:18,210 --> 00:20:19,260
It's difficult.
400
00:20:19,920 --> 00:20:22,590
That's what life is more
than anything, difficult.
401
00:20:24,890 --> 00:20:26,180
Hmm.
402
00:20:26,850 --> 00:20:30,180
We are and we always will be
403
00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:34,150
profoundly and inextricably bound.
404
00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:37,980
Don't you agree?
405
00:20:39,360 --> 00:20:40,360
[YAO BREATHES]
406
00:20:44,110 --> 00:20:46,729
Love her. And she will feel loved.
407
00:20:52,870 --> 00:20:56,080
[GRUNTING, PANTING]
408
00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:02,196
[GRUNTS] Fuck! That's it, I'm done.
409
00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:04,696
Digging graves is not doing
my back any favors.
410
00:21:04,720 --> 00:21:07,236
What are you talking about?
They dug half of it for us
411
00:21:07,260 --> 00:21:08,986
and you haven't even stood up, yet.
412
00:21:09,010 --> 00:21:11,156
I am still helping and exerting myself.
413
00:21:11,180 --> 00:21:13,286
Not that I've asked for your opinion.
414
00:21:13,310 --> 00:21:14,626
[GRUNTS]
415
00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:16,956
It feels good, doesn't it?
416
00:21:16,980 --> 00:21:20,150
To exhaust the body
with hard, hard work.
417
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,426
Pre-industrial man,
he didn't get depressed
418
00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,176
because he was too busy working.
419
00:21:26,200 --> 00:21:30,636
Would you please lie down
in your ditches?
420
00:21:30,660 --> 00:21:33,136
- Uh...
- [SHOVEL CLANKING]
421
00:21:33,160 --> 00:21:37,250
[TONY PANTING]
422
00:21:39,710 --> 00:21:43,840
♪ Ominous music playing ♪
423
00:21:44,420 --> 00:21:47,316
We spend our lives avoiding
the thought of
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the one true guarantee.
425
00:21:50,140 --> 00:21:54,116
That our time here is limited.
426
00:21:54,140 --> 00:21:56,116
We are terrified of death,
427
00:21:56,140 --> 00:21:59,416
not because it is unknown,
but because it forces us
428
00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:01,690
to confront our deepest regrets.
429
00:22:02,990 --> 00:22:04,190
Be it...
430
00:22:05,950 --> 00:22:07,990
lies we have told...
431
00:22:09,990 --> 00:22:11,540
people we have hurt...
432
00:22:13,370 --> 00:22:15,620
professional failures or...
433
00:22:16,420 --> 00:22:17,460
or simply...
434
00:22:19,250 --> 00:22:21,250
an unfulfilled life.
435
00:22:22,380 --> 00:22:25,244
So, I want you all now
to close your eyes.
436
00:22:26,220 --> 00:22:28,260
Think of your life, past.
437
00:22:29,050 --> 00:22:30,826
- [BREATHES]
- [GRUNTS]
438
00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,906
Imagine that your body,
439
00:22:32,930 --> 00:22:35,706
has returned to the Mother Earth,
440
00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:38,126
and that your soul has been set free.
441
00:22:38,150 --> 00:22:40,060
And your loved ones...
442
00:22:41,940 --> 00:22:44,070
your loved ones are gathered around you.
443
00:22:44,650 --> 00:22:46,360
Marconis, we okay with this?
444
00:22:49,110 --> 00:22:50,410
Yeah. You good, Mom?
445
00:22:51,330 --> 00:22:52,620
I'm fine.
446
00:22:54,330 --> 00:22:57,726
Now, think of all the things
that matter to you.
447
00:22:57,750 --> 00:22:59,766
The events that pre-occupy you.
448
00:22:59,790 --> 00:23:03,476
Everything that you're obsessed about.
That you're worried about,
449
00:23:03,500 --> 00:23:06,236
that is stopping you from having a full
450
00:23:06,260 --> 00:23:09,550
and extraordinary, exceptional life.
451
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:14,100
Think of the relationships
that matter to you.
452
00:23:15,140 --> 00:23:18,390
The people who will mourn you.
453
00:23:21,100 --> 00:23:23,230
What do you want them
to say about your life?
454
00:23:24,860 --> 00:23:27,320
Now... that it is over?
455
00:23:28,990 --> 00:23:31,636
You know, this exercise is ridiculous.
456
00:23:31,660 --> 00:23:34,386
Just lie down, Frances. Contemplate.
457
00:23:34,410 --> 00:23:36,596
What is it gonna take?
What do I have to say
458
00:23:36,620 --> 00:23:37,976
to get out of the dirt hole?
459
00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,436
You wanna hear that if I die today,
460
00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:40,726
nobody would care? Fine.
461
00:23:40,750 --> 00:23:43,297
Because if I did die today,
nobody would care.
462
00:23:43,710 --> 00:23:46,026
Because I'm humiliated and I am alone
463
00:23:46,050 --> 00:23:47,736
and it's only gonna get worse.
464
00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:50,196
And you'll love this.
I pre-paid my own funeral.
465
00:23:50,220 --> 00:23:52,406
Because nobody else
is gonna do it, okay?
466
00:23:52,430 --> 00:23:55,140
Is that enough? Does that count?
Can we stop now?
467
00:23:55,640 --> 00:23:57,837
Frances, this isn't just about you.
468
00:23:58,310 --> 00:24:00,786
[BREATHES ANGRILY]
469
00:24:01,129 --> 00:24:02,879
You now have the chance...
470
00:24:04,230 --> 00:24:05,650
and you have the choice...
471
00:24:06,820 --> 00:24:09,150
to come back and reinvent yourself.
472
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,336
When you hear the sound of the chimes,
473
00:24:12,360 --> 00:24:13,910
I invite you...
474
00:24:15,030 --> 00:24:17,022
to rebirth yourself...
475
00:24:17,740 --> 00:24:21,694
out of the Earth and into your new life.
476
00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:26,420
[BELL CHIMES]
477
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:45,230
- That was interesting.
- Could you just be open, please?
478
00:24:46,940 --> 00:24:48,030
Okay.
479
00:24:48,690 --> 00:24:51,756
YAO: All right! Next up
is the hike this afternoon.
480
00:24:51,780 --> 00:24:53,934
Yeah, I... I don't think
I'm up for a hike.
481
00:24:54,450 --> 00:24:56,886
Of course. It's not mandatory,
though highly recommended.
482
00:24:56,910 --> 00:24:58,596
We can schedule you
for some acupuncture,
483
00:24:58,620 --> 00:25:00,926
- maybe, it'll help with your back.
- Oh, that would be lovely.
484
00:25:00,950 --> 00:25:03,056
Jessica, your session with Masha is now.
485
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:06,530
- Is that mandatory?
- YAO: Yes. Yes, it is.
486
00:25:09,170 --> 00:25:10,380
[FRANCES SIGHS]
487
00:25:13,220 --> 00:25:14,340
[SIGHS]
488
00:25:15,300 --> 00:25:17,196
This is absolutely incredible.
489
00:25:17,220 --> 00:25:21,456
You know, I toured
the Acupuncture Houses, uh, in Beijing.
490
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:23,576
I was doing some research
for one of my books.
491
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:26,076
- But have you been?
- Oh, Lulu's been everywhere.
492
00:25:26,100 --> 00:25:27,916
- Oh.
- I trained in Oregon.
493
00:25:27,940 --> 00:25:30,956
Oh! La-di-dah-di. [CHUCKLES]
494
00:25:30,980 --> 00:25:32,110
[CHUCKLES]
495
00:25:32,570 --> 00:25:34,475
[SIGHS] Oh.
496
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:36,966
The Bai Hui point.
497
00:25:36,990 --> 00:25:38,386
It's where all energies converge.
498
00:25:38,410 --> 00:25:39,716
- Is that right?
- That's right.
499
00:25:39,740 --> 00:25:41,950
- [FRANCES CHUCKLES]
- Try to keep still, Frances.
500
00:25:43,660 --> 00:25:45,726
Oh. I felt that.
501
00:25:45,750 --> 00:25:47,266
Yeah, I'm just taking some blood.
502
00:25:47,290 --> 00:25:48,816
Oh. Why?
503
00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:50,396
For your blood sugar.
504
00:25:50,420 --> 00:25:51,936
Ah. Okay. Well, next time maybe
505
00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:54,026
give me a heads-up
before you shiv my lipids.
506
00:25:54,050 --> 00:25:56,156
- Okay. [CHUCKLING]
- Okay, good one. [CHUCKLES]
507
00:25:56,180 --> 00:25:58,326
[CHUCKLES] You're funny. I like you.
508
00:25:58,350 --> 00:26:01,085
Well... that makes one of us. [CHUCKLES]
509
00:26:02,390 --> 00:26:04,246
Can I ask you two a question?
510
00:26:04,270 --> 00:26:05,786
GLORY: Mm-hmm, of course.
511
00:26:05,810 --> 00:26:08,996
I mean, is Masha crazy
or is she the real deal?
512
00:26:09,020 --> 00:26:10,386
GLORY: Masha?
513
00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:16,030
Masha is the realest of them all.
Hundred percent.
514
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,466
Why are you here?
515
00:26:21,490 --> 00:26:24,056
Oh, I thought we had
our one-on-one, but I can come...
516
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:27,686
- Oh, no.
- Why are you at Tranquillum?
517
00:26:27,710 --> 00:26:29,356
Oh! [LAUGHS NERVOUSLY]
518
00:26:29,380 --> 00:26:30,670
What are you hoping to gain?
519
00:26:31,630 --> 00:26:32,840
Um...
520
00:26:34,590 --> 00:26:37,121
Transformation, for one thing.
521
00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:41,640
I'm really... interested
in fixing what's broken,
522
00:26:42,350 --> 00:26:44,350
- you know?
- And what would that be?
523
00:26:46,230 --> 00:26:47,570
[GULPS]
524
00:26:47,594 --> 00:26:48,799
Uh...
525
00:26:51,190 --> 00:26:52,706
You are very nervous.
526
00:26:52,730 --> 00:26:54,820
[LAUGHS NERVOUSLY] Yeah, I am.
527
00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:56,950
There is no reason to be.
528
00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:01,490
Tell me.
529
00:27:03,410 --> 00:27:07,226
What is particularly making
you anxious right now?
530
00:27:07,250 --> 00:27:09,056
♪ Ominous music playing ♪
531
00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:10,380
You.
532
00:27:13,090 --> 00:27:14,920
You're, like, super smart
533
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:16,952
and intuitive.
534
00:27:18,090 --> 00:27:19,616
And very fucking hot, by the way.
535
00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:21,415
I'm sorry, but you are, and I'm, uh...
536
00:27:23,060 --> 00:27:26,350
I'm okay. I'm fine. Um... [GULPS]
537
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:29,036
And I'm okay with people looking at me
538
00:27:29,060 --> 00:27:31,166
on the outside, you know, I've basically
539
00:27:31,190 --> 00:27:32,956
cultivated that but,
540
00:27:32,980 --> 00:27:35,626
being seen on the inside, which...
541
00:27:35,650 --> 00:27:38,756
you strike me as very... capable of, um,
542
00:27:38,780 --> 00:27:40,450
- it just makes me...
- MASHA: You came here afraid.
543
00:27:42,700 --> 00:27:45,950
You were afraid before
you knew of my existence.
544
00:27:48,250 --> 00:27:50,306
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
545
00:27:50,330 --> 00:27:51,960
When I was, uh...
546
00:27:52,790 --> 00:27:53,920
lying in that ditch,
547
00:27:54,670 --> 00:27:55,840
you know, um,
548
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,220
imagining my own death,
549
00:27:59,090 --> 00:28:00,720
I thought about comments.
550
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:04,810
Not my family.
551
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:07,680
Comments.
552
00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:11,560
Saying how tragic it was
that someone so...
553
00:28:13,060 --> 00:28:14,360
young and...
554
00:28:16,610 --> 00:28:17,610
pretty...
555
00:28:18,320 --> 00:28:19,400
died like that.
556
00:28:20,490 --> 00:28:22,820
And for a second,
it made me feel better.
557
00:28:23,870 --> 00:28:24,886
For a second.
558
00:28:24,910 --> 00:28:26,240
Then I realized
559
00:28:26,830 --> 00:28:29,346
my Instagram account
would be deleted a week later
560
00:28:29,370 --> 00:28:34,476
and everyone would move on,
forget about me.
561
00:28:34,500 --> 00:28:38,316
You want your life... to be important,
562
00:28:38,340 --> 00:28:39,606
to mean something.
563
00:28:39,630 --> 00:28:41,010
Yeah.
564
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:44,550
But that's not
what you really came here for.
565
00:28:45,760 --> 00:28:46,970
Um, it's not?
566
00:28:50,890 --> 00:28:52,690
Why doesn't he love you anymore?
567
00:28:57,190 --> 00:28:58,650
[WHISPERS] I don't know.
568
00:29:00,940 --> 00:29:02,200
It's unfair.
569
00:29:04,620 --> 00:29:05,700
[SOBBING] Mm-hmm.
570
00:29:09,410 --> 00:29:15,040
♪ Ominous music playing ♪
571
00:29:21,050 --> 00:29:24,470
♪ acoustic guitar playing ♪
572
00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:36,400
TONY: Attractive.
573
00:29:37,230 --> 00:29:38,376
[FRANCES COUGHS]
574
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:41,666
If you don't mind,
I'm social distancing.
575
00:29:41,690 --> 00:29:43,176
Actually, I do mind.
576
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,296
Well, then fine. I have my cramps.
577
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:48,466
You can't have both cramps
and hot flashes...
578
00:29:48,490 --> 00:29:50,040
I don't think.
579
00:29:50,540 --> 00:29:52,830
For you, I can. So bye-bye.
580
00:29:54,540 --> 00:29:56,686
- You know what, lady?
- [SIGHS] Here we go.
581
00:29:56,710 --> 00:29:58,670
One of the reasons I came
to this funny farm,
582
00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:01,486
my entire adult life
people have been telling me
583
00:30:01,510 --> 00:30:02,986
to fuck off.
584
00:30:03,010 --> 00:30:04,606
- Well...
- TONY: And in the very short time
585
00:30:04,630 --> 00:30:06,066
that we've known each other,
586
00:30:06,090 --> 00:30:07,760
you've practically medaled at it.
587
00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:10,736
You know what, I'm not fucking off.
588
00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:13,206
All right?
This place practically screams,
589
00:30:13,230 --> 00:30:14,746
"welcome mat."
590
00:30:14,770 --> 00:30:16,548
I'm going to enjoy the nature.
591
00:30:17,310 --> 00:30:20,916
I'm going to enjoy the food.
I'm gonna enjoy the... pool.
592
00:30:20,940 --> 00:30:21,956
I'm even gonna enjoy you
593
00:30:21,980 --> 00:30:23,876
bobbing up and down
like a cork in the pool.
594
00:30:23,900 --> 00:30:26,150
You know why?
Because every day is a gift.
595
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,990
This whole place
is my fucking gift, lady.
596
00:30:30,990 --> 00:30:33,649
Did I hear something?
I could have... I...
597
00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:36,306
I just thought...
Did anyone say something?
598
00:30:36,330 --> 00:30:40,726
I don't see anybody. No. Nobody.
599
00:30:40,750 --> 00:30:43,050
Nobody. Nobody.
600
00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:45,800
[LAUGHS]
601
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:51,010
Son of a...
602
00:30:54,390 --> 00:30:56,770
[GASPS, COUGHS] You bastard! [COUGHS]
603
00:30:57,560 --> 00:31:00,730
- I'm sorry, what did you say?
- [COUGHS] Ugh!
604
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:04,126
Okay, let's take this to
a higher plane, shall we?
605
00:31:04,150 --> 00:31:05,716
You're gonna start with your hands out
606
00:31:05,740 --> 00:31:08,336
in front or behind you.
Eyes on the ground.
607
00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:10,716
Six to eight feet in front of you.
608
00:31:10,740 --> 00:31:13,563
We're gonna start with your right foot,
move it forward one step.
609
00:31:14,490 --> 00:31:17,806
Think right step, left step...
610
00:31:17,830 --> 00:31:20,710
Right. Left. Right.
611
00:31:21,750 --> 00:31:22,936
So how did it go?
612
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:26,026
- Yeah, oh, uh...
- Wait, was she amazing?
613
00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:27,316
I bet she was. [LAUGHS]
614
00:31:27,340 --> 00:31:29,106
I think both of
y'all are a little star-struck.
615
00:31:29,130 --> 00:31:33,116
Oh, no. I'm... I'm actually,
not a star-struck person.
616
00:31:33,140 --> 00:31:35,406
[SIGHS] I used to work on Broadway,
so I've met stars,
617
00:31:35,430 --> 00:31:36,866
real stars.
618
00:31:36,890 --> 00:31:38,916
I met Alan Cumming. [CHUCKLES]
619
00:31:38,940 --> 00:31:40,746
So, I'm not star-struck.
620
00:31:40,770 --> 00:31:43,496
- Wow, Broadway.
- What'd you do on Broadway?
621
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:46,256
Oh, I did, um... wardrobe, um,
622
00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:48,216
hair and make-up, props.
I kinda actually...
623
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,240
I did it all.
624
00:31:49,950 --> 00:31:51,346
Yeah, till I had my girls.
625
00:31:51,370 --> 00:31:52,466
And my husband, he didn't want me to
626
00:31:52,490 --> 00:31:54,855
work anymore. He made enough money...
627
00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:57,676
so, you know, he just...
he didn't like the idea
628
00:31:57,700 --> 00:31:59,234
of a nanny raising our kids.
629
00:31:59,960 --> 00:32:02,460
That's nice. At least you had
that time with your kids.
630
00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:05,300
What did you say?
631
00:32:06,090 --> 00:32:07,067
Huh?
632
00:32:07,091 --> 00:32:09,066
CARMEL: Well, they're still my kids.
633
00:32:09,090 --> 00:32:11,986
Just because they're off
with someone else, they're still...
634
00:32:12,010 --> 00:32:13,373
they're still my kids.
635
00:32:14,810 --> 00:32:15,906
BEN: What did I say?
636
00:32:15,930 --> 00:32:20,172
You... you said, had, past tense. But...
637
00:32:21,060 --> 00:32:25,635
Seems like she... had a past
and now it's tense. [LAUGHS]
638
00:32:25,940 --> 00:32:28,070
Is that really something to be proud of?
639
00:32:28,940 --> 00:32:30,349
These bloody breeders.
640
00:32:31,530 --> 00:32:34,096
Biggest threat to the planet
is overpopulation and they keep
641
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:35,812
pumping them out without an apology.
642
00:32:36,740 --> 00:32:38,607
It's incredible you're still single.
643
00:32:39,710 --> 00:32:41,146
Crazy.
644
00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:42,370
[SIGHS] Whatever.
645
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:45,340
[MUFFLED CHATTERING]
646
00:32:51,180 --> 00:32:54,776
♪ Let's Live by Aaron Neville playing ♪
647
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:57,060
[BIRD CHIRPING]
648
00:32:57,850 --> 00:32:59,980
♪ Why torture yourself? ♪
649
00:33:01,890 --> 00:33:03,456
- ♪ When you know ♪
- [FRANCES SNORING]
650
00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:07,206
♪ You're in love ♪
651
00:33:07,230 --> 00:33:09,086
♪ Throw your pride in the ocean ♪
652
00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:14,256
♪ And be happy beneath the stars above ♪
653
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:18,766
- [SNORING CONTINUES]
- ♪ Confess your feelings ♪
654
00:33:18,790 --> 00:33:22,806
♪ To the one you love ♪
655
00:33:22,830 --> 00:33:23,807
[SNORING, GAGS]
656
00:33:23,831 --> 00:33:25,226
♪ And let's live ♪
657
00:33:25,250 --> 00:33:27,646
- [CHOKES]
- ♪ Before it's too late ♪
658
00:33:27,670 --> 00:33:30,420
- [FRANCES COUGHS]
- Are you fucking kidding me? Are you...
659
00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:33,566
♪ Why deprive yourself? ♪
660
00:33:33,590 --> 00:33:36,156
- Hey, hey, hey.
- No, no, no. Come here.
661
00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:40,996
- Hey!
- [FRANCES CONTINUES CHOKING]
662
00:33:41,020 --> 00:33:43,536
- [COUGHS]
- You all right? Hey?
663
00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:46,496
- You okay?
- I don't know I... [COUGHS]
664
00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:50,876
- Just take deep breaths.
- Deep breaths. In and...
665
00:33:50,900 --> 00:33:52,836
- [EXHALES] Oh, good.
- [COUGHS] Oh God!
666
00:33:52,860 --> 00:33:55,136
- Oh.
- What happened?
667
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,596
I don't know. Ah... you... you
were sleeping, you were snoring
668
00:33:58,620 --> 00:34:00,886
and then all of a sudden, you...
you were choking. It was...
669
00:34:00,910 --> 00:34:02,040
so weird.
670
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:04,766
[CLEARS THROAT] I don't
understand how you just...
671
00:34:04,790 --> 00:34:07,476
...just start choking. [COUGHS]
672
00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:08,976
I don't know.
Do you have a medical condition?
673
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:10,436
No.
674
00:34:10,460 --> 00:34:12,090
Not that I know of, I don't...
675
00:34:13,170 --> 00:34:16,121
- Oh, that was scary.
- [EXHALES] Oh, what is that?
676
00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:18,236
What?
677
00:34:18,260 --> 00:34:20,826
- Is that a grape?
- No. No, I don't...
678
00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:22,076
Is that...
679
00:34:22,100 --> 00:34:23,786
- Don't! What are you doing?
- I don't... I don't think so.
680
00:34:23,810 --> 00:34:25,600
FRANCES: Keep... Damn it.
681
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:29,360
- It is a grape.
- Huh.
682
00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:31,836
Ah... [SIGHS]
683
00:34:31,860 --> 00:34:33,546
How did it a grape get in my...
684
00:34:33,570 --> 00:34:35,490
I don't know. Yeah.
685
00:34:38,910 --> 00:34:44,056
[EXHALES] Oh. Did you put
a grape into my mouth?
686
00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:45,306
- No. What are you...
- Oh, my God!
687
00:34:45,330 --> 00:34:47,056
I... No...
688
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:48,266
Did you throw a grape into mouth?
689
00:34:48,290 --> 00:34:50,106
I know, I tossed the grape in your mouth
690
00:34:50,130 --> 00:34:52,476
but it was an accident, okay?
You were snoring and I just...
691
00:34:52,500 --> 00:34:53,776
you know, I just wanted to wake you up.
692
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:55,736
- And...
- [COUGHS]
693
00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:57,606
- I'm sorry.
- You could've killed me.
694
00:34:57,630 --> 00:34:59,276
I could take that shot all day long
695
00:34:59,300 --> 00:35:01,510
and the odds of it going in are like...
696
00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:05,100
- Do you want a grape?
- What?
697
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:10,690
I do not want a grape. I'm not gonna...
698
00:35:11,570 --> 00:35:12,980
Don't you...
699
00:35:18,530 --> 00:35:20,160
How do you like it?
700
00:35:24,830 --> 00:35:25,950
TONY: Who's Paul?
701
00:35:26,910 --> 00:35:28,476
FRANCES: Who's what?
702
00:35:28,500 --> 00:35:33,686
Paul. You were...
You were saying his name, Paul,
703
00:35:33,710 --> 00:35:35,760
- when you were sleeping.
- No, I wasn't.
704
00:35:37,050 --> 00:35:39,890
- Yes, you were.
- No, I wasn't.
705
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:44,062
[CHUCKLES, BREATHES DEEPLY]
706
00:35:44,319 --> 00:35:45,360
Got it.
707
00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:46,890
[GROANS, EXHALES]
708
00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:49,520
So who is he?
709
00:35:49,850 --> 00:35:51,440
[FRANCES EXHALES HEAVILY]
710
00:35:53,900 --> 00:35:55,956
I don't know. I can honestly say,
711
00:35:55,980 --> 00:35:58,836
I don't know who Paul is, but I do know
712
00:35:58,860 --> 00:36:00,570
that it's none of your business.
713
00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:03,700
Well, which is it?
714
00:36:07,450 --> 00:36:09,460
[SIGHS, INHALES DEEPLY]
715
00:36:11,170 --> 00:36:12,790
Paul Drabble. Uh...
716
00:36:13,500 --> 00:36:14,500
Is a man I met...
717
00:36:15,300 --> 00:36:17,800
online,
a man I fell in love with online.
718
00:36:19,420 --> 00:36:22,696
A man who did not fall in love with me,
719
00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:24,560
either online or offline.
720
00:36:25,430 --> 00:36:26,770
Allegedly from...
721
00:36:28,270 --> 00:36:31,520
Canada, who had a fake child,
722
00:36:32,350 --> 00:36:34,270
that got a fake illness...
723
00:36:35,570 --> 00:36:37,110
and then he convinced me to...
724
00:36:37,940 --> 00:36:40,740
send him... quite a bit of real money.
725
00:36:41,820 --> 00:36:43,346
[GROANS] Oh, I'm sorry.
726
00:36:43,370 --> 00:36:45,096
I mean, you know, it's not like
727
00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:47,790
I had to date online.
I get asked out by men...
728
00:36:48,410 --> 00:36:51,056
all the time.
There's multiple sources that say
729
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,806
I'm... I'm very good in bed,
even enthusiastic.
730
00:36:53,830 --> 00:36:55,186
Well, you don't have to talk about this
731
00:36:55,210 --> 00:36:56,776
if it makes you feel uncomfortable.
732
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,356
Doesn't make me uncomfortable.
Does it make you uncomfortable?
733
00:36:58,380 --> 00:36:59,396
Yeah, a little.
734
00:36:59,420 --> 00:37:00,630
[FRANCES CHUCKLES]
735
00:37:03,340 --> 00:37:06,050
There's a part of me
that thinks it was worth it.
736
00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:11,020
You know, six months of love
and... companionship.
737
00:37:11,730 --> 00:37:14,060
I don't know, half a year of
that, feeling like that...
738
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,690
Not a bad deal. Right?
739
00:37:22,070 --> 00:37:23,700
Maybe you could put
it in one of your books.
740
00:37:24,740 --> 00:37:26,466
It'll make a good story, no?
741
00:37:26,490 --> 00:37:28,188
- Yeah, maybe.
- [CHUCKLES]
742
00:37:29,830 --> 00:37:31,210
I take it you've never read me.
743
00:37:32,330 --> 00:37:34,226
Well, uh, yeah. You know what?
744
00:37:34,250 --> 00:37:35,516
I read a snippet.
745
00:37:35,540 --> 00:37:37,589
- [SCOFFS] Snippet.
- Yesterday.
746
00:37:38,340 --> 00:37:40,736
When I was taking
a piss on this massive tree,
747
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:43,430
found an article
all about your Beating Heart.
748
00:37:44,260 --> 00:37:45,470
Wait, what?
749
00:37:46,140 --> 00:37:47,576
Isn't that what it's called?
The Beating...
750
00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:48,875
- The Beating Heart?
- No!
751
00:37:49,430 --> 00:37:50,786
- It was.
- No.
752
00:37:50,810 --> 00:37:52,810
- The... That's what they said.
- No, it's not.
753
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:55,706
It can't... No, because it can't be
754
00:37:55,730 --> 00:37:56,900
because it's not...
755
00:37:58,020 --> 00:37:59,166
It's not published yet.
756
00:37:59,190 --> 00:38:00,836
And so it's still in manuscript format.
757
00:38:00,860 --> 00:38:02,296
[HESITATES]
I don't know what to tell you.
758
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:04,780
Maybe the guy got
a leaked copy or something.
759
00:38:06,370 --> 00:38:07,596
I'd be stoked, actually.
760
00:38:07,620 --> 00:38:08,966
It means he really wanted
to read it, right?
761
00:38:08,990 --> 00:38:10,466
You're in demand.
762
00:38:10,490 --> 00:38:11,726
I would take it as a compliment.
763
00:38:11,750 --> 00:38:14,056
- What did it say?
- I don't... I don't remember.
764
00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:15,806
Just what... You... I know you're lying.
765
00:38:15,830 --> 00:38:17,000
What did it say?
766
00:38:19,290 --> 00:38:20,630
He didn't like it very much.
767
00:38:22,130 --> 00:38:23,856
He... He didn't like... Did he hate it?
768
00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:25,430
What do critics know anyway, huh?
769
00:38:26,130 --> 00:38:27,366
Look at poor Stallone.
770
00:38:27,390 --> 00:38:29,736
Ah, the fucking critics
treat him like garbage
771
00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:31,600
and Rocky is the greatest movie
ever made.
772
00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:39,150
- So they hated it.
- [TONY SCOFFS]
773
00:38:43,190 --> 00:38:44,900
Well. That's that.
774
00:38:45,530 --> 00:38:48,200
[FOOTSTEPS RECEDING]
775
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:51,620
Where are you going?
776
00:38:54,910 --> 00:38:57,266
[LAUGHING AND SCREAMING]
777
00:38:57,290 --> 00:38:59,516
GLORY: Implicitly,
it may seem like a kids' game.
778
00:38:59,540 --> 00:39:01,976
But when it comes to trusting,
779
00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:03,486
when it comes to being ourselves,
780
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:04,800
when it comes to letting go,
781
00:39:06,380 --> 00:39:07,930
kids have a lot to teach us.
782
00:39:08,390 --> 00:39:09,390
NAPOLEON: That's right.
783
00:39:10,010 --> 00:39:11,010
GLORY: Let's give it a go.
784
00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,350
[NAPOLEON CHUCKLES]
785
00:39:14,470 --> 00:39:15,576
NAPOLEON: Okay, come on, Carmel.
786
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:17,480
Come on! [INDISTINCT]
787
00:39:18,690 --> 00:39:21,036
- Okay, you ready? Here we go...
- [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
788
00:39:21,060 --> 00:39:22,706
All right. Come on, Carmel.
789
00:39:22,730 --> 00:39:25,216
[SCREAMS] Oh, my God!
790
00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:28,610
- NAPOLEON: Oh, wow, you got me.
- [CARMEL LAUGHS]
791
00:39:29,450 --> 00:39:31,370
CARMEL: Got you!
792
00:39:32,450 --> 00:39:34,330
[CHEERING]
793
00:39:40,500 --> 00:39:44,380
[WAVES CRASHING]
794
00:39:56,156 --> 00:39:58,432
All right, I wanna do him next.
795
00:39:58,457 --> 00:39:59,933
♪ Suspenseful music playing ♪
796
00:40:00,190 --> 00:40:01,190
Mom.
797
00:40:03,110 --> 00:40:04,876
- Mom!
- Honey!
798
00:40:04,900 --> 00:40:05,900
Honey!
799
00:40:07,950 --> 00:40:09,336
- [HEATHER GASPS]
- [WAVES ROAR]
800
00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:10,660
HEATHER: Take your hands off me.
801
00:40:11,620 --> 00:40:13,096
Just take your fucking hands off me!
802
00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:14,766
NAPOLEON: Please, honey. Please.
803
00:40:14,790 --> 00:40:18,460
- Napoleon, please step back.
- It's okay.
804
00:40:20,620 --> 00:40:21,920
It's okay!
805
00:40:29,050 --> 00:40:31,026
Heather, what's going on?
806
00:40:31,050 --> 00:40:32,826
I just want you to step away.
807
00:40:32,850 --> 00:40:36,286
I'm not gonna do that.
But what I am gonna do,
808
00:40:36,310 --> 00:40:38,310
is hold your hand.
809
00:40:38,730 --> 00:40:43,940
[HEATHER GASPS, BREATHES]
810
00:40:51,110 --> 00:40:53,046
Do you know what
they say about holding hands?
811
00:40:53,070 --> 00:40:54,700
[INHALES]
812
00:40:54,724 --> 00:40:56,136
It's intimate.
813
00:40:56,160 --> 00:40:58,976
It can be more intimate
than lovemaking even.
814
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,620
Do you know why?
815
00:41:01,500 --> 00:41:03,356
There's something intuitive about it,
816
00:41:03,380 --> 00:41:05,920
something knowing about it.
817
00:41:07,340 --> 00:41:10,196
Perhaps, it's... it's
the nerve endings in the
818
00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:13,236
fingertips or the sensory
systems in the hands,
819
00:41:13,260 --> 00:41:15,696
but people feel each other.
820
00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:16,986
They know each other,
821
00:41:17,010 --> 00:41:18,970
even people they've never
even met before.
822
00:41:23,810 --> 00:41:26,900
What do you feel in my hands, Heather?
823
00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:31,650
Somebody who's been where...
where you are, maybe?
824
00:41:33,490 --> 00:41:36,240
Somebody who has stood where you stand?
825
00:41:39,620 --> 00:41:40,750
[RAGGED BREATHING]
826
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,170
You have never stood where I stand.
827
00:41:47,880 --> 00:41:51,010
♪ Somber piano music playing ♪
828
00:41:56,970 --> 00:41:58,060
[ZOE SIGHS]
829
00:42:05,730 --> 00:42:07,206
YAO: Do you think she
was really going to jump?
830
00:42:07,230 --> 00:42:09,456
DELILAH: I don't know. Maybe not today,
831
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:11,506
but she's certainly ideating.
832
00:42:11,530 --> 00:42:13,506
This group is a powder keg, Masha.
833
00:42:13,530 --> 00:42:14,836
I mean... [CLEARS THROAT]
834
00:42:14,860 --> 00:42:17,796
Lars is... Honestly,
I... I don't know what Lars is,
835
00:42:17,820 --> 00:42:20,266
but I know, he's not just
a guest. [INHALES]
836
00:42:20,290 --> 00:42:22,806
He-he's... got some agenda.
I can smell it.
837
00:42:22,830 --> 00:42:24,846
You swept his room?
838
00:42:24,870 --> 00:42:26,646
DELILAH: Top to bottom.
839
00:42:26,670 --> 00:42:29,686
♪ Ominous music playing ♪
840
00:42:29,710 --> 00:42:31,736
Yao, would you sweep it again for me?
841
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,010
YAO: No problem.
842
00:42:34,260 --> 00:42:36,276
Oh. I'm sorry. I didn't realize you were
843
00:42:36,300 --> 00:42:37,640
in a meeting. [CHUCKLES]
844
00:42:38,470 --> 00:42:41,350
No. It's quite all right. Please.
845
00:42:45,140 --> 00:42:46,190
Come on in.
846
00:42:50,230 --> 00:42:51,586
How can I help you?
847
00:42:51,610 --> 00:42:55,490
Um... [EXHALES] I think...
I think I have to go.
848
00:42:57,360 --> 00:42:58,426
I don't...
849
00:42:58,450 --> 00:43:00,636
want to find myself. I don't...
850
00:43:00,660 --> 00:43:03,136
think I'm equipped for the discovery.
851
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:05,806
I just had kind of
a near-death experience myself,
852
00:43:05,830 --> 00:43:08,290
so... guess that's one thing
we have in common, huh?
853
00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:11,300
Mine wasn't as exotic as yours, but...
854
00:43:12,090 --> 00:43:14,300
First, because I almost
choked on a grape.
855
00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:17,470
And, uh... second,
I didn't... I didn't...
856
00:43:18,340 --> 00:43:22,406
I didn't see the little girl,
joyously riding her bike.
857
00:43:22,430 --> 00:43:23,470
I just...
858
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:25,680
I just saw the truth.
859
00:43:26,230 --> 00:43:27,350
Which is...
860
00:43:29,270 --> 00:43:30,216
[EXHALES]
861
00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:31,666
How much time do you got?
862
00:43:31,690 --> 00:43:33,650
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Sit.
863
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:36,650
Frances.
864
00:43:44,540 --> 00:43:45,596
What?
865
00:43:45,620 --> 00:43:50,820
The... truth is that I'm a...
twice-divorced, middle-aged...
866
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:56,242
hot-flashing, menopausal heap.
I've become a punchline.
867
00:43:57,510 --> 00:44:00,276
I have been down
in these dark holes before.
868
00:44:00,300 --> 00:44:03,560
And... the one way out was
that I could write my way out.
869
00:44:04,850 --> 00:44:07,576
Turns out... [LAUGHS]
I'm a one-trick pony
870
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:09,940
that can no longer do her one trick.
871
00:44:11,860 --> 00:44:13,996
You're a car, Frances.
872
00:44:14,020 --> 00:44:15,706
Oh, okay. A... a car?
873
00:44:15,730 --> 00:44:18,426
Hm. And your gas tank is empty.
874
00:44:18,450 --> 00:44:19,836
And you're smoking,
875
00:44:19,860 --> 00:44:21,950
you're churning, you're wheezing.
876
00:44:22,870 --> 00:44:25,830
You can't get going. But...
877
00:44:26,410 --> 00:44:29,210
in a few days, you're gonna refuel.
878
00:44:30,330 --> 00:44:32,960
And I promise you, you're gonna
feel a thousand times better.
879
00:44:34,170 --> 00:44:36,066
I totally expected a metaphor there.
880
00:44:36,090 --> 00:44:37,210
I just thought...
881
00:44:38,336 --> 00:44:40,392
maybe it would be
something a little more
882
00:44:40,550 --> 00:44:44,510
- lyrical.
- Okay. Try this.
883
00:44:47,930 --> 00:44:49,286
Kintsugi.
884
00:44:49,310 --> 00:44:50,666
A bowl? [LAUGHS]
885
00:44:50,690 --> 00:44:54,690
No. The Japanese art
of repairing broken pottery.
886
00:44:55,610 --> 00:44:58,626
The broken pieces are mended
with lacquer,
887
00:44:58,650 --> 00:45:01,200
powdered gold to make
something stronger.
888
00:45:02,870 --> 00:45:04,280
More beautiful.
889
00:45:05,910 --> 00:45:07,620
Does beat a crappy car.
890
00:45:08,660 --> 00:45:09,870
This will be you.
891
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:19,630
I just, uh... I don't think I want it.
892
00:45:21,260 --> 00:45:22,680
It's what you need.
893
00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:29,536
[SNIFFLES] I... I think
I may need a Four Seasons
894
00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:32,366
and a couple of bellinis,
is what I need. [SOBS]
895
00:45:32,390 --> 00:45:34,666
- [WHISPERS]
- Frances, give me one more day.
896
00:45:34,690 --> 00:45:35,900
Please.
897
00:45:36,860 --> 00:45:37,860
One more day.
898
00:45:38,530 --> 00:45:42,046
If tomorrow you... you...
you don't wanna stay, fine.
899
00:45:42,070 --> 00:45:45,200
I'll respect your decision.
But give me one more day. Yes?
900
00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:48,290
I don't think anything is gonna change.
901
00:45:49,290 --> 00:45:51,540
What have you got to lose?
You've come this far.
902
00:45:52,620 --> 00:45:53,620
[SNIFFLES]
903
00:45:55,790 --> 00:45:57,130
Okay.
904
00:45:58,646 --> 00:46:02,285
Just no more metaphors.
Like I can take it.
905
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:07,260
♪ Loyalty by Gabriels playing ♪
906
00:46:10,770 --> 00:46:15,650
♪ We're in deep, me and you ♪
907
00:46:17,020 --> 00:46:21,780
♪ This thing of ours
through and through ♪
908
00:46:23,150 --> 00:46:27,200
♪ We all do things we shouldn't do ♪
909
00:46:28,700 --> 00:46:32,160
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
910
00:46:34,540 --> 00:46:39,340
♪ Aim is lit, hope is dry ♪
911
00:46:41,090 --> 00:46:44,680
♪ God himself can't deny ♪
912
00:46:46,260 --> 00:46:49,986
♪ We all do things we shouldn't do ♪
913
00:46:50,010 --> 00:46:53,100
[NAPOLEON PANTING] Hey, honey.
914
00:46:55,230 --> 00:46:56,746
She wasn't gonna jump.
915
00:46:56,770 --> 00:47:00,570
Stop... trying to shield me
from everything, Dad! I saw!
916
00:47:01,820 --> 00:47:02,966
I fucking saw it.
917
00:47:02,990 --> 00:47:05,676
Honey... You know, as well as I do,
918
00:47:05,700 --> 00:47:06,966
your mother would...
919
00:47:06,990 --> 00:47:08,216
You watch me like I'm the problem.
920
00:47:08,240 --> 00:47:11,096
Do you realize you guys
are the fucked up ones inside?
921
00:47:11,120 --> 00:47:14,136
And all you do is hide it from me.
922
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:16,080
[CRIES] And from each other,
from everybody.
923
00:47:23,380 --> 00:47:28,430
♪ Must admit I've done wrong ♪
924
00:47:29,340 --> 00:47:32,116
♪ Same old shit... ♪
925
00:47:32,140 --> 00:47:35,560
- [LAUGHS]
- One at a time.
926
00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:40,336
Oh, hey. Um, how's... how's Frances?
927
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,270
She's hurting.
928
00:47:44,190 --> 00:47:46,320
You're right, Delilah, this is...
929
00:47:47,450 --> 00:47:50,596
a particularly volatile group.
But they're a brilliant one,
930
00:47:50,620 --> 00:47:52,306
and we need them all.
931
00:47:52,330 --> 00:47:54,370
Let's start the Protocol.
The new Protocol.
932
00:47:56,250 --> 00:47:59,226
O... Okay, but it's, it's only day two.
933
00:47:59,250 --> 00:48:03,106
Mm-hmm. But we have to make it
to day three.
934
00:48:03,130 --> 00:48:04,566
We can't lose any of them.
935
00:48:04,590 --> 00:48:08,156
They haven't fully detoxed.
It hasn't been tested.
936
00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:09,566
They are begging to be saved.
937
00:48:09,590 --> 00:48:11,930
They're on their hands and knees.
You can both see that.
938
00:48:13,430 --> 00:48:15,390
I've made the decision.
939
00:48:16,310 --> 00:48:17,310
All right?
940
00:48:18,190 --> 00:48:19,480
Let's go, my loves.
941
00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:22,110
There is no time to waste.
942
00:48:25,480 --> 00:48:26,966
This is exciting.
943
00:48:26,990 --> 00:48:29,700
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
944
00:48:32,660 --> 00:48:36,660
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
945
00:48:38,460 --> 00:48:43,130
♪ They'll beat youse same old smile ♪
946
00:48:44,090 --> 00:48:49,010
♪ Self-respect's been gone a while ♪
947
00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:54,760
♪ We all do things we shouldn't do ♪
948
00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:59,850
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
949
00:49:00,140 --> 00:49:04,860
♪ vocalizing ♪
950
00:49:05,770 --> 00:49:10,240
♪ vocalizing ♪
951
00:49:10,740 --> 00:49:14,120
♪ Until ♪
952
00:49:14,490 --> 00:49:18,700
♪ Death do us apart ♪
953
00:49:24,670 --> 00:49:29,260
♪ Shallow grave, roses grew ♪
954
00:49:30,050 --> 00:49:34,850
♪ This thing of ours
we know is through ♪
955
00:49:36,140 --> 00:49:40,890
♪ We all do things we shouldn't do ♪
956
00:49:41,810 --> 00:49:45,980
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
957
00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:50,990
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
958
00:49:53,240 --> 00:49:57,490
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
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