All language subtitles for RuPauls.Drag.Race.All.Stars.Untucked.S06E05.WEB-DL.480p-FN.en

I'm kind of gagged
to see you here.

Is it personal?
Is it just drag?

This season
has so many plot twists.

Oh, my God.

I'm gonna go ballistics
in this bitch.

I'm coming for the crown.

RuPaul: This is
All Stars Untucked,

an all-access pass

to the competition
where legendary queens

are back to snatch a spot

in the Drag Race Hall of Fame.

It's a new game,

and all the queens
have the power, officially.

Ru-veal yourself!

And, girl, if you're not
watching All Stars Untucked,

you're only getting
half the story.

RuPaul: I've made
some decisions.

The top All Star
of the week is...

Ginger Minj.

Trinity, Eureka, and A'Keria,

you are safe.

You may leave the stage.

I feel good.

I mean, bitch, I finally got

at least a piece of the top,
you know?

A little redemption,

and luckily, this week
they recognized it.

Just keep reaching
for that win.

You know, I'm ready
for my trajectory

to, like, shoot off the end,

and for me to win a challenge.

I wanna be loved,
you know what I mean?

I want $10.000.

Queens walking.

Re-po Untucked cameras
to the werkroom.

Send the queens
in three, two, one.

Ooh, ooh.

-I just gotta stop.
-Yes.

Oh, God.

I'm finally not in the bottom.

-I'm finally--ooh!
-You're in the top, okay?

From the bottom,
now we're here, bitch.

From the bottom to the...

-...motherfucking top.
-Get away from me.

Ow! Oh!

Aah!

You're a winner, baby!

You can breathe, baby.

Bitch, I was gonna pop there.

Yes, which one's yours,
sweetie?

-With the lime.
-With the lime?

For a winner.

Would you like a straw?

I would love a "strawr."

Oh! Oop!

-I've earned this.
-Yes, you have.

From the bottom to the top,
bitch.

We started from the bottom,
now we're here!

-Ooh, now we here!
-Congratulations, Ginger.

Thank you so much.

-I feel seen.
-Yeah.

Like, after
the last two weeks,

I felt like I was

just kind of going unnoticed
in the competition.

No matter how hard I was trying,
it just wasn't enough.

-Yeah.
-And I'm so happy to be here.

To even be in this spot

is just, like,
not only redemption,

but it's, like,
opened up that light

at the end of the tunnel for me.

This is the beginning
of the rest of your life.

Bitch, okay?

I'm beginning to exist
at this. Listen.

Exactly. You should.

Like, I am so happy that I won.

But it's really strange for me

that I'm not sitting here
with my teammates.

I'm curious how that's working.

Are those--are they all bottoms,

or are they safe and bottoms?

I think Ra'Jah could be safe.

I think Ra'Jah
could be safe, too.

Ra'Jah was the most authentic
in their group.

Now, I'm also from
a conservative state.

My mother is a pastor
of a church,

and a lot of times I felt like

me just being
a flamboyant little boy

was almost like
an embarrassment to her.

That's really hard to hear.

Well, because
that was the challenge,

was they wanted you
to play yourself.

Scarlet kind of gave me
too much character.

So I've always been
a mama's...boy?

[all laugh]

So that's why I see her
in the bottom.

Plus, her look is really sweet,

and it's a really
beautiful moment

with her, you know,
grandparents' love letters,

but it's not
the nicest look to me

as far as standing up
next to everyone else's.

Also, Kylie's
is a really fabulous look,

but I don't get clashing
patterns from it necessarily.

I wanted to catch her
in my butterfly net.

In your group,
it was almost like two adults

having a conversation
with this teenager.

Jan was out of place.

I love my butt,

because there is some cushion
for the pushin'!

Because, you know,
her responses and everything

were, like, really hyper,
really--

Yeah, because even--I mean,
also with Pandora's persona

of, like, her jokes and stuff,
it wasn't, like, a forced joke.

It was like a natural joke
that just kept landing.

Yeah, you and Pandora
were very natural.

Jan just was very that, like--

well, she was just
very strategic

in the way she was talking,
like she does normally.

Like, weirdly, she's
just very--it's like--

I don't know, I'm really proud
of both of them.

I couldn't see either
one of them in the bottom.

I thought that they were fine.

I mean, I'm gonna be real,
Ginger.

I'm a little jealous
that you won.

But I think it's--
and not, like, in a way

that I discredit your win,

because I'm very proud of you,
I'm excited for you.

But there is a part of me
that's, like, sad,

because it's, like,
I keep pushing to the top

and pushing to the top,

and I've yet to win anything,
you know what I mean?

-So I get where you're at--
-I get it.

For me it's almost depressing,

because it's just, like,
it's my whole life.

It's like you can almost get
there, you can almost get there,

but you never get it.

Well, since we're being honest,

that's how I felt last week.

I thought you did well with it,

but I did sit there
and go, oh, well...

I thought the costuming
was done brilliantly.

I think you brought humor
to my queen.

-You looked the part.
-Ooh!

And your interaction
with the dancers,

even though
they were on another level,

I still felt that
you were connected to them.

So it was--props to you.

And I'm, like, over here
trying to keep up

and going, uh.

And I feel like
I'm not being seen.

So I get it, and I don't think
that that is a bad thing.

I think jealousy is a natural
emotion, and we all feel it.

I mean, I hate being jealous.

I just--I wanna win a challenge.

And so just this'll be
the kick in my ass

to be, like, honey,
my homegirl can do it,

I should be able to do it, too,
you know what I'm saying?

So do y'all think it's, like,

this, like, battle of
the big girls situation, or--

Battle of the bulge.
[laughs]

It's kind of a thing

where it's like there's only
room for one big girl at a time.

There can only be one
fat, white, sassy girl.

Right.

And with Ginger,
honestly, it's just like

we're very pinned
against each other naturally,

and most of the time
it's like,

oh, there can only be
one big girl in the top three.

Well, I don't believe that,
and I think that--

and I don't--when I say
I'm jealous that you won,

it ain't because it's you
and it's a big girl that won.

I'm jealous that I didn't win,
you see what I'm saying?

Yeah.

Because I want to win
something, you know?

And I also really like

that we are
in this competition together.

Because I feel like we're able
to stand next to each other

and show that we have
very different things to offer.

There was one thing that
I did regret in our table talk,

and it was when
you started talking

about being openly HIV positive.

I wish that I would have asked
a couple more questions,

because you talked about people

not being educated
about, you know, HIV positivity

and how you can be undetectable.

Like, what experiences have
you had with those situations?

There were a lot of people
who did not know

that one, they had prep,

two, that, you know,

they could get medicine
in their own cities,

that, you know,
they could seek out help,

and three, that being,
you know, undetectable

means that
you're untransmittable.

You could still have
a sexual encounter

or be in a relationship

and not fear
on my behalf and yours

that you're gonna
contract something.

And once you get your hands
on the medicine, you are able--

you have control over your life
at that point.

When it comes to my status,

I always say something
in the beginning,

and I open that door for people
to have that concern.

So I'm okay with it.

I really commend you
and appreciate it,

because coming from a small town
in east Tennessee,

you know, there was--

I mean, there are HIV positive
people there,

but they're so closeted
about it.

Listening to Trinity
talk about her status,

it's so important.

Because so many people
are embarrassed by that,

and there's a stigma
in our society

that puts you in this box
a lot of times,

and that's an unfair place
to be put.

Hearing you talk about it,

I just respect you,
I appreciate you.

I love you so much for that.

-Don't make--
-I'm sorry,

I just--you know what?

You're just--

Bitch, go, you.

I just hope that Trinity feels
my love for her in this moment,

because I see her.

Go, you, bitch.

I have to say, something
that I found interesting

is when you said

that you had lived your life
as a trans woman.

-Yeah, Kiki.
-I didn't know that.

I had no clue.

Kiki definitely had sex in drag,

and I'm gonna
keep it real with you.

I used to live my life
as a transgender woman,

believe it or not.

-Really?
-Yes.

Oh, so that's who Kiki is!

Yeah, so that's who Kiki is,
honey.

So I went through the stages
when I was younger.

I thought that was something
that I wanted to do,

but I felt like
in order to do it,

I needed to live it
to know for myself.

And, yes, it was fun
to get in drag,

but mentally, I know
I'm not a woman in the head.

I'm not.

And I stand up for trans women
on a regular

because I know
how hard it can be

to be pushed out
or try to find work, or even--

oh, my God, and let's not
even speak on to be loved.

Yeah.

The main reason why
I did not go through with it

was the fact that
mentally in my head,

I knew I wasn't equipped
to be a woman.

So it was just too many things
that wouldn't allow me

to fully go through
with transition in my life.

I've never actually talked
about this in public before,

but when I was growing up,
I never felt like a boy. Ever.

Every time we played house,
I was mommy.

I've always felt like a mother,
but I've never pictured my--

like, when you have the fantasy
in your head,

I've never pictured myself
as a female figure,

more as a feminine figure.

And when I was growing up,
it was really hard for me

because I didn't know
if I was trans,

if that's how I identified.

It was even more
confusing for me

when I started to really
look into it and think about it.

And it wasn't until I heard
about gender-fluid, nonbinary,

and really started--
you know, when I first heard it,

I was like, that sounds made up.

What are they
coming up with now?

-Yeah, I did, too.
-You know what I mean?

I'm like, this sounds
a little silly.

What are we grasping at?

And I pulled it up on the
Internet and I read about it,

and I just broke down in tears,

because I was like,
"This is me."

"This is exactly who I have been
my entire life,

and I never knew it."

And it was in that moment
that I was, like, oh, my God,

I suddenly feel
like I know myself.

I suddenly feel like
I'm beautiful

and I am perfectly, like,
valid and worthy,

and I can go out in public
knowing who I am.

It took me a long time

to get to the place
where I was happy with me

and knew that what
I had to offer was enough.

That makes me love you
so much more, Ginger.

I'm really surprised by this
gender-fluid news from Ginger.

I didn't know that.

And I love getting to know more
about her gender expression.

I'm also gender-fluid
and nonbinary.

Like, I go by
they/them pronouns.

I'm very open about it.

Then hearing this,
like, beautiful story

just makes me feel good.

Lip sync assassin is on-site.

Copy that.
Standing by to receive.

May-May came to play!

[laughs]

Who's here?

Y'all got the air condition on.

It feel nice and good.
She feels cool.

Ain't nobody in here.
I'm taking this off.

All right.

Okay. She got her own
little director chair. Mm.

So last time I was here,
I was here for All Stars 5.

Now I'm back for All Stars 6.

It's nice to be home.
[laughs]

I'm just really happy

that Ru decided
to call me back once again.

It's, like, I don't know,

it feels great to be,
like, considered

not only to be an All Star,

but also now
a lip sync assassin.

So I hear that Bianca's here

and she gonna be the gag
before I be the gag.

But I think the girls,
once they see Bianca,

they're gonna be like,
"Wait, what?

Lip sync assassin? Okay."

But I think it's gonna
be a good gag.

All right, y'all,
you gonna have to go now,

because I need to get ready.

So stop looking, go on ahead.

Go on here, go on from here.
[tongue pop]

I'll see you on the stage,
bad bitch.

RuPaul:
I've made some decisions.

Ra'Jah O'Hara, Pandora Boxx,

you are safe.

Kylie, Scarlet, Jan,

you are the bottom queens
of the week.

Thank you, ladies.
You may leave the stage.

Prep the ladies' room
for voting.

Copy. Queens are entering
the werkroom for deliberation.

We're ready to vote.

Copy that. Here we go.

-You all right, girl?
-I don't like this.

We have to vote for someone.

Why we gotta
make the decisions?

I think we need a raise.

Okay, can we get a raise?

Everybody turned the
motherfucking runway tonight.

Everybody put their thoughts
and their minds

and their hearts on the runway.

The person that go home
gonna feel some type of way.

The girls who they pick
gonna feel some type of way.

You know, I find it hard to say
there won't be hard feelings.

That is my--that's my issue,

because I didn't come here
to fall out with nobody.

To know that if I made
a decision to pick you,

that it would be--

you know, you would feel
some animosity towards me--

I'm not gonna say
it's falling out,

but I will say it'll be hard
to take, you know?

And I'm not fucked up
about your comment,

but the sheer fact that
you feel that way bothers me.

I didn't come here to have
any animosity with anybody,

anybody looking at me sideways.

I'm a fan of all of you,

but a choice
does have to be made.

Yeah.

Prepping the main stage
for lip sync.

Top All Star to the main stage
for the lip sync.

Lip sync assassin
to the main stage.

Copy that.

I'm really excited to see
who I'm gonna lip sync against.

Hopefully it's one
of my sisters that I love.

To win this lip sync,
I am going to move my body,

and that's just gonna be enough.

I'm gonna wow the judges.

Whoever gets sent home tonight,

I will take them out to dinner,
because I'm a good sister.

I'm very excited to see
this lip sync assassin,

see who's gonna
try to wrestle $30.000

away from my grubby
little paws.

I'm not going down
without a fight.

RuPaul:
The time has come...

[grunting]
for you to lip sync...

for your life! Yeah!

Ginger Minj.

You're a winner, baby!

Which queen have you chosen
to get the chop?

Scarlet.

Scarlet...

Sashay away.

I'm devastated,
and my heart is broken.

I'm so disappointed.
There's nothing I can say.

We all have a vision
of how this is gonna go,

and this was just
not the way I saw this going.

I know I'm better than that.

I'm a winner,

and I'm just shocked.

[sighs]

I came in this time
with expectations,

and to not meet
those expectations hurts.

"Bubbles pop."

"Keep blowing, love Scarlet."

Right now,
my bubble has popped,

but I'm gonna keep going.

I think I expected
more of myself, you know?

I was not ready to go.

I mean, I guess none of us
are ready to go.

I don't feel like
it was my time,

so this is a lot harder
to swallow.

Oh, this hurts so bad
to put this away.

This hurts so bad.
Are you sure we're packing up?

Do I have to pack up?

I'm proud of what I did here.

I'm just proud of even
coming back to begin with,

because this is an intimidating
room that we're in.

You know, it takes bravery
to come back

and put yourself
in this position again.

My hope for the future

is that I change hearts
and minds with my time here,

although maybe it's cut short.

As silly as it is, maybe this
will resonate with someone,

anything that I've said
or done here will help someone.

RuPaul: Oh, Scarlet?

There's a scarlet letter
waiting for you!

You are not gonna
believe this, honey.

This season, there's
a game within a game.

You wanna play?

Scarlet: Yeah.

Oh, my God.

It's a good thing
I didn't burn those wigs, Mom!

Oh.

We love a twist.

A game within a game?

This is the lifeline
that I wanted so badly.

What the fuck does
she want me to do, though?

I have no idea.

But I am ready to fight,

and I have no reservations.

When you feel
your own oats so hard,

you might be an All Star.

That's wheels up on Scarlet.

Copy.

Stage lights down.

Okay, that's a wrap.

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