All language subtitles for Story.of.A.Girl.2017.1080p.WEBRip.x264-RARBG2_English

♪ So you say that
I'm your servant, ♪

♪ Well, that's fine,

♪ that's fine,

♪ I just hope you know
that I'm observant, ♪

♪ I've gotten
under your skin, ♪

♪ you're mine,

♪ So you kill all
the witnesses, ♪

♪ 'Cause who wants to remember
what they've seen? ♪

♪ And I will project
submissiveness, ♪

♪ 'Cause who wants to say
what they really mean? ♪

♪ I just wait for you,

♪ I just wait,

♪ I just wait,

♪ I just wait for you,

♪ I just wait, I just wait,

♪ For you to figure out
who's in charge now. ♪

♪

♪ So you say that
I'm your servant♪

♪ So why should I complain

♪ Cause even though
you hurt me,♪

♪ I still keep hoping
that will change.♪

♪ So you kill all
the witnesses.♪

Deanna Lambert...

You really should speak up
in class more often.

You have a lot of important
things to say.

Thanks, Mr. North.

Keep on writing, ok?

Ok.

Deanna, your locker
smells putrid.

Putrid.

Good word, Spinelli.

Did your SAT tutor
teach it to you?

Gross.

You know, we're not in
middle school anymore.

Right.

'Cause in middle school I was
under the impression

you were my friend.

[ message alert ]

[ Deanna ]: It was
three years ago

when the video of me and
Tommy Webber went viral.

Holy crap.

What?

Deanna hooked up
with Tommy Webber.

No way.

[ phone vibrating ]

Watch me. Hold up.

Yo.

Yo, check this out.

Is that Lambert's little sister?

No way.

Webber, you lucky prick!

[ moaning ]

[ moaning ]

Daddy?

You wanna explain that?!

Daddy, I'm really sorry.

I can't even look at you.

Hang up.

[ on phone ] 911, what's
your emergency?

Hi, I'm sorry, um...
there's no emergency.

That's what she told you.

Which is, on top of everything
else, she lied to us.

No, I'm not saying
she lied to us.

How is this guy Darren's
best friend?

Jesus Christ, he was sitting
at our dinner table

practically every night.

Calm down, sweetie.

Deanna Lambert's
such a nympho.

She totally asked for it.

[ groans ]

I don't know what happened,
ok?

My phone must have been
hacked or something!

You liar!

[ crowd gasps ]

You know my dad saw
that video!

I should have never let you
near my sister!

She started it.

Is that what you
tell yourself?

You sick paedophile loser!

Darren! Darren!

Fight back!

Stop!

It's not worth it! Stop!

It's not worth the trouble!

Dick!

Shhh. Calm down, baby.

Tommy, are you ok?

Listen. The Lamberts are trash.

Everyone had their version of
my story.

I deleted everything I could,
but some stories just stick.

What did you say?

Nothing.

That's what I thought.

You look hot today, Lambert.

Yeah.

I think your tits got bigger
this year.

What up?

Didn't you guys, like,
graduate yesterday?

It's kinda pathetic to still be
hanging around here.

Who's pathetic?

Get off him!

Didn't you guys have
some kittens to torture?

My brother gets off at the
fast bar in like ten minutes.

Let's go get the keg.

[ snaps photo ]

Two more long years
in this hell hole.

Counting the days.

I feel you.

I'm applying for jobs tomorrow.

Wanna come with?

I don't know, D.

I've got big plans to binge
watch every season

of The Walking Dead this summer.

Come on, please?

I'll buy you a beverage.

Oh, beverage incentive.

Now we're talking.

[ deep sigh ]

Did I tell you,

the Spinelli's are doing the 4th of July barbecue again.

No, you didn't tell me.

I'd love to go.

Really?

Yeah.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey.

You're home late.

You better get started
on your homework.

It was the last day
of school.

I know. Just sayin'.

Better stay out of trouble
this summer.

Is that clear?

As root-beer.

Is Darren home yet?

Oh, no honey,
he's still at work.

And Stacey just left for work
and to drop off the car.

Or pick up the car.

I can never remember
how their schedule works.

She got out of here late
as usual.

She's lucky they don't
fire her.

She made employee
of the month.

Twice.

No excuse to slack off.

Well, I'm sure they give her
a little leeway,

being a new mother and all.

You want some beans?

No. Thanks, hon.

Hey, sweetheart, I wanna
make you a plate.

Oh, it's ok. I already ate.

How about some
ice cream then?

Yeah, maybe later.

I got cherry vanilla.

You'll have some,
won't you?

Still my favourite.

Thanks for remembering.

Morning.

We got a busy one
ahead of us.

You don't mind staying a little
bit late if I need you to?

You don't need to pick up
your daughter

from cheerleading camp?

Deanna's not a cheerleader,
Bob.

Oh, that's right.

Well, you're lucky,

because between
Ashley's cheerleading

and Jason's little league,

sometimes I feel like
I'm the family chauffeur.

[ door bell chimes ]

No summer vacation for us, huh?

She needs to get her license.

Morning.

Morning.

Oh my gosh, Mr. Lambert.

Hi, it's good to see you.

Fran.

Mr. Lambert and I worked
together at NPC.

Well, I worked for him.

What can I do for you today?

Any chance you could squeeze in
a quick oil change?

Uh, let me see.

I've got a 9:00 am staff
meeting, you remember,

hell to pay for showing up late.

Sure.

But, I mean, you totally
dodged a bullet.

Nobody is making the commissions
they used to.

Uh huh.

Actually, uh, why don't
you go ahead

and do Fran's oil change first?

It will be 15 minutes.

That's perfect.

Darren?

Your brother went
to work already.

Ok.

You look nice.

And clean.

I'm applying for jobs today.

I could totally hook you up
with Jiffy Save.

Maybe next month.

Oh, that's ok.

I actually need
something sooner.

Hey.

Shit.

I'm leaking again.

I need some new clothes.

Nothing fits me anymore.

I heard nursing helps you lose
the baby weight.

Yeah, why do you think
I've been doing it this long?

You are so lucky Tommy
didn't get you pregnant.

You know that, right?

Mmmhmm.

I don't even know why I bother
getting dressed.

I'll be around later
if you need any help.

Yeah.

Bye, baby girl.

[ baby cooing ]

[ Jason ]: I hate it when
your parents take you on
these long trips.

[ Lee ]: Maybe you could come
with us sometime.

I don't know.

Your stepdad likes me much.

That's not true.

Hey.

Hey.

I didn't know you were
back from...

From Santa Barbara with my mom.

Right, right, right.

Yeah.

It's like 50 degrees here.

Are you coming with?

Yeah, is... is that ok?

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Totally fine.

Let's just go
before I freeze to death.

Sandwich artist?

Well, you are creative.

[ laughs ]

I'm just here to drop off
a resume.

Sure. I'll take a look.

Here.

There you go.

Ok.

My manager will call you.

Ok.

I'm sorry, it's just really
bugging me.

I know I know you.

I don't think so.

Wait, did I meet you at
Jim Freedland's party?

Guys, come on, let's go.

Your name.

It's just so... familiar.

I'm sure I know you
from somewhere.

Was it my viral sex video?

[ fake sexual moaning ]

Does that refresh
your memory?

Come on, Jay.

Sorry.

Woah, D, you need to work
on your interviewing skills.

He totally knew about me.
I could tell.

Your paranoid.

No, I'm not.

It's this pathetic little town.

If this was at my old school
no one would even care.

Can't imagine they get much
foot traffic out here.

This grease pit could be my last
chance for freedom.

Careful, I can smell
your desperation.

If they ask about cashier
experience tell them

you're really good at math
and you're a fast learner.

I'm... I'm just saying.

Good luck.

[ knocking ]
Hello?

We're closed.

[ to himself ] Read the sign.

I'm just here to drop off
a resume?

Really? Great.

Oh, I can come back.

No, no, no.

Come on. Come right in.

Right this way.

Business has been
a little slow.

It seems that pizza doesn't
hold the esteemed position

that it once did
in the family budget.

Either that or the large chains
have succeeded

in pricing me out of the market.

But still, business does
pick up a little in the summer

and I like to have another
person on board.

So, let's see.

Huh.

Babysitting...

hmm.

English honours?

Impressive.

Yeah, everything looks good,
Deanna.

Good.

Michael.

You're not... gluten free,
are you?

[ quietly chatting ]

Nailed it!

I start tomorrow.

I knew you'd find something.

Yeah, well, it's just pizza.

Minimum wage.

Well, I still think it's great.

So what're you gonna do with
your colossal summer earnings?

Don't buy a car
without talking to me first.

I'm moving out.

What? Really?

Seriously? Moving where?

Anywhere but here.

Me, Darren and Stacey.

We're taking April and getting
our own place.

Aargh!

It would be really nice
to take a hot shower

in my own goddamn house
once in a while.

At least you have time
to shower.

You have got the same 24 hours
as everyone else!

[ baby crying ]

I committed the cardinal sin
of doing laundry.

I guess there was no hot water
for his shower.

[ baby crying ]

God, why can't she just go
one day without crying?

Maybe because she's a baby?

I'm really glad you could be
a smart ass about it Deanna,
really.

Ok, I'm sorry.

Hey, it's not like we have
to be here much longer.

What?

I mean, you won't,

and I won't someday soon,
you know?

We'll be out of here.

Look at you, Miss Sunshine
looking on the bright side.

I can barely get
through today.

[ knocking ]

One minute.

Come in.

You wanna go for a run?

Yeah, let me get
my kicks on.

How was work?

Same old, same old.

I got a job.

Hey, that's good.

You can start saving
for college.

Ok, yeah. I will.

What? I'm serious.

No, no, no.

I don't want you stuck here
after you graduate.

Just because I blew it doesn't
mean that-

You could still go one day.

Yeah, maybe.

But you are definitely going.

Oh, what?

You don't want me to get
pregnant

and live in mom and dad's
basement with my girlfriend

and work at the Jiffy Save
my whole life?

Exactly.

Smart ass.

Come downstairs later
and hang?

Let me just check my schedule
real quick.

Yeah, totally free.

Ok, bye.

Bye.

Morning.

Hey, sweetheart.

I was thinking French toast.

Aren't you working today?

They asked people to volunteer
for some days off.

Don't ever work in retail,
honey.

What about pizza?

Mmm, what about it?

I got a job.

Craven's Pizza.

Does your father know?

Mom, it's not a tattoo
or a nose ring.

It's a job.

[ laughs ]

No, you're right.

It's a job.

That's great.

I- I thought you were gonna
babysit this summer.

Well, it's not steady enough.

I mean, Craven's is gonna
give me 40 hours a week.

Are you gonna have
to work nights?

Some, yeah.

I just wish you would
have told me.

Maybe I could have gotten
you something at Spinelli's.

Ok, mom. Thanks.

Craven's will be fine.

Ok, well, French toast
it is then, huh?

I never get a chance
to cook Sunday breakfast

for you kids anymore.

I miss us all eating together
at the table.

Grandma would roll in her grave
if she knew that I work Sundays

while you all stay home
and eat doughnuts,

not one of us in church.

It's ok, mom.

If we can't have church
we'll have French toast.

I think grandma
would understand.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey.

Are Stacey and April
still asleep, honey?

Sort of.

It's after 10:00.

She should be up.

Can't you drink
from a glass?

She was up at 5:00
to feed the baby.

So she wants a reward
for being a good mother?

It's part of the deal when
you decide to get pregnant.

Hey, who wants French toast?

Me.

Me too.

Ray?

I hope you're not making
any for Stacey.

Or maybe we should make
this a hotel.

We could do room service.

Yeah.

You know what? Never mind.

We're gonna go out
for breakfast.

Oh no you don't.

Not after your mother's cooked
for you.

Oh, it's alright, Ray.

I haven't really started.

No, it's not alright.

Don't be like that to mom
just 'cause you hate Stacey.

Excuse me for wanting something
better for you than this!

Who died?

Would you like some
French toast, honey?

Sure.

No, never mind.

We're gonna go out.

Hi. Come on.

We are?

Yeah.

Ok.

Pick up some orange juice
while you're out.

Hi.

Hope I'm not late.

No, you're right on time.

As you can see, we're in
the middle of a big rush.

Does it ever get busy?

Yeah, we have our regulars.

Oh, this is Tommy.

Tommy, Deanna.

Deanna, Tommy.

Tommy is a pizza-making
Jedi master.

I taught him everything
he knows.

Hey, DD.

You two know each other?

Yeah.

In the biblical sense.

Back to work, Webber.

And you come with me.

We got some paperwork
to fill out.

And you get a shirt.

Just the essentials.

Wow, I needed that.

I hope you don't smoke,
it's a disgusting habit.

I quit last year.

Oh, good for you.

Quitting is on my to-do list.

I have an older brother.

We quit together.

Cool.

Isn't it illegal to smoke
in a restaurant?

Oh, technically yes.

I don't know if I can do this.

Don't say that, I'll stop
I won't smoke-

Oh, no, actually it's not that.

Oh.

Well, what is it then?

Is he here every night?

Well, no, not...
not every night.

Was it a recent break-up?

You're too young to have
a past.

It was like three years ago.

Three years?

That would have made you...
a felony.

Yeah, it's a long story.

Hmm.

Of all the gin joints...

No? Nothing?

Listen, you never have
to be nice to Tommy.

I'm here most of the time
anyway.

I have no life.

I'll keep an eye out for you.

You still want the gig,
right?

Um...

ok.

Oh, thank god.

Great.

I'm gonna get you a shirt now.

[ music begins ]
♪♪

♪ There's a song
that's singing ♪

♪ Find it in the back
of your mind ♪

♪

♪ You'll get the rhythm
if you listen ♪

♪ The melody don't take
much time ♪

♪

♪ When it goes ooooo

♪ Don't yah feel better?

♪

♪ When it sings
lalala love ♪

♪ Don't you feel fine?

♪

♪ All of the time to sit
and watch the world go by ♪

♪

♪ There's a tune
that's humming ♪

♪ Feel it in the pulse
of your heart ♪

♪

♪ There's a drum
that's drumming ♪

♪ Always was from
the start ♪

♪

♪ When it goes ooooo

[ Tommy ]: You're not even gonna say hi to me, DD?

Nobody calls me that anymore.

I wanted to message you
a couple times, but...

you're like a virtual ghost.

What happened to community
college, Sherlock?

Don't tell me you graduated
in just three short years.

Nah, college wasn't for me.

Girls were too stuck up.

Oh, what, they weren't impressed
with your erudition?

I like your pony tail.

Oh, you're still here?

Oh, I'm just waiting
for my brother.

You take that in
every night?

Are you kidding me?
This is my third Giuseppe.

I am about to turn
into a pumpkin.

Can I give you a lift?

Oh, no, he'll be here.

You don't have to wait.

So, was it awful?

Are you never coming back?

I need the money.

Of course.

I mean, why else would anybody
work here?

My brother and I are getting
our own place.

Really?

Oh, there he is.

Alright, well, good work today,
kiddo.

[ Radio ]: ♪ Dylan
doesn't want to party ♪

♪ Don't drink, just pour

♪ I need another
whiskey water ♪

Who was that guy?

Michael?

♪

My boss.

He's after you already?

It's not like that.

Yeah, well if he's slimy I want
you to quit right now.

I'm pretty sure he's gay.

It just seemed-

It's called affection,
you might have heard of it?

Anyway, if you were on time

he wouldn't have needed
to wait with me.

Ok, I'm sorry.

Stacey can get you from now on
right from work.

How was it, by the way?

You smell so much like onions.

It's bad.

How was your day off?

Uh, it was good.

We, uh, drove into the city

and we checked out some places
for rent.

What? I thought you-

I thought you had to save up

like a couple thousand
dollars first,

for like first and last and
the deposit and everything.

Yeah, we're thinking about
asking Stacey's mom for help.

Stacey's barely talked to
her mom since April was born.

Why would you ask anything
from her?

You'll just owe her forever.

Calm down.

We probably won't ask her.

All we did was talk about it.

But you know we have to get
out of the basement.

Yeah, I know.

I do, too.

I got news for you.

You're above ground.

[ baby cooing ]

♪ Lullaby and goodnight,

♪ See the moon
on the water, ♪

♪ Close your eyes,
shut them tight, ♪

♪ There's a whip-o-will
on high, ♪

♪ Lullaby and goodnight,

♪ 'Cause the angels
are whisperin' ♪

[ radio ]: Mayor Anderson campaigned on creating more jobs

in the community

He said, "I would like to see

"a greater number of living
wage jobs in town."

Blah, blah, blah.

... Growing up, there were
more opportunities.

[ turns radio off ]

Where are you going?

Jason's.

With Lee?

No, just me and Jason.

Why?

Because Lee can't come.

Why not?

Because she's busy.

Lee doesn't mind you being alone with her boyfriend?

I think it's the way
he flicks his cigarette.

That's not exactly
proof of gayness.

Well, like, sometimes he, like,
I dunno.

He- he enunciates his words
in like a kind of gay way,

but it's not like that over
the top queen-y way, you know?

I mean, it's cool you like
the people you work with.

Yeah, Michael's cool.

I should get a job.

You?

Nah, you're right.

It would totally cut into
my binge watching schedule.

I should get home.

I don't wanna go.

Just crash here.

Yeah, I don't think so.

My mom won't care.

My dad would.

He thinks we're making out
and snorting coke

and piercing each other's
nipples or something.

Imagine how disappointed
he'd be to know the truth.

[ birds cawing ]

DD?

Hey, DD?

Wanna hang out after closing?

I have some killer kush.

You think guys like that?

You wanna know the thing
that's really nice?

When a girl is clean.

Like, fresh.

Like she just got out
of the shower.

Yeah, just like that.

[ Darren ]: Did Tommy
get the beer?

[ Friend ]: I think so.

[ Darren ]: Webber, hurry up,
game's about to start.

Do you see how beautiful
you are?

[ Friend ]: Darren, are your
parents home?

[ Darren ]: No, just
my little sister.

Come on, DD, it'll be fun.

I know you don't have
a boyfriend.

How do you know that?

Just a hunch.

Don't call me DD.

And besides, Stacey is picking
me up after work

and if she sees you she'll tell
Darren and he'll kick your ass.

[ laughs ]

I'm scared.

Tommy, you're supposed
to be on the register.

Sometime today,
I'm hoping.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, gotcha.

Is he bothering you?

Tell me if he's bothering you.

No, he's nobody.

You sure?

Yeah, thanks.

Ok.

Hey.

Hey honey.

You know, it just pisses me off that she didn't ask permission.

She's been such a good girl.

She got practically
straight A's.

Did you see her report card?

Her honours English teacher
told me she might be eligible

for a merit scholarship.

Doesn't that place
serve alcohol?

Yes, but what-

Seems like a good way
to get into trouble.

Hanging around there
at night?

And whatever happened
to babysitting?

I guess she changed her mind.

I'm sure she was planning
to mention it.

Yeah, like you mentioned Stacey

getting pregnant three weeks
after you find out?

I mean, don't I have a right
to know what goes on

in my own house?

Maybe if you asked questions,
talked to them more,

they would tell you things.

I ask questions.

You interrogate.

Well, you would too if you
had seen what I did.

You need to let it go.

It was so long ago.

Thirteen years old,
you know?

It was a crime.

She was a child.

That is the point!

And so was he.

Well, that's debatable.

I can't keep doing this.

♪

♪ And the good times

You don't want any of this.

You're too young and sweet.

[ laughs ]

You have no idea what happens
in junior high, do you?

It's been a while.

[ coughing ]

Give me that.

You can't tl your brother
about this.

You promise?

It's none of Darren's business.

I have my own life.

Come here.

I want to see your pretty face
up close.

You're prettier than any
other girls in high school.

They're all so made up
and fake.

Not like you.

Ok.

You started it, remember?

[ phone vibrating ]

[ birds cawing ]

So, we're leaving tomorrow.

My church organized
this family camping thing

for, like, two weeks.

Sounds fun.

Eh, I know, it's kinda...
weird.

No, really. It sounds nice.

Your whole family together.

So DD doesn't love me
any longer.

I'm wondering, do you have
a boyfriend?

Shut up. She's way
too old for you.

Um, why are you so mean
to him?

He's not bad.

Never mind him.

Advice?

It's about sex, right?

Ok, you don't have
to say it so loud.

Like, he wants to have it
and you don't, right?

Yeah.

Well, if you don't want to,
then don't.

It's not like Jason's gonna
force you or anything.

I know, Deanna.

Like...

Well, so then what's
the problem?

I don't know.

Maybe I kinda want to.

Kinda want to... what?

Go on a date with me?

As if I'd let her ruin
her life.

Can you please
leave us the hell alone?

Fine. I think I can take
a subtle hint.

How about you come back
and see me some other time?

If you can't see through
a jerk like Tommy,

you shouldn't even be thinking
about having sex.

I'm talking about Jason.

Wait... that's, like, Tommy?

Like, Tommy, Tommy?

Yes.

Why didn't you tell me
he worked here?

I was going to.

Woah. He's not like I pictured.

But, I mean, I get it.

He kinda has this energy-

You want my advice?

I can't believe you want
my advice.

But you asked, so...

My advice is you're not
missing anything.

And in a couple years
you'll be in college

and Jason and I will be
here working crap-ass jobs

and hanging at the strip mall

so why waste your time
on either of us?

Why are you saying this?

Deanna...

Have fun on your spiritual
camping quest or whatever.

Maybe you'll find the answers
you're looking for.

Deanna, are you serious?

Like...

Tommy, can you Twitter

or whatever it
is you do on that thing

to all your millions of
adoring fans and tell them

we're having a two-for-one
pizza sale, pepperoni pizza,

next Saturday?

I need a new marketing strategy.

New?

Mmmhmm.

Catch you on the flip side,
DD.

You know, I'd ask you to do
the same,

but look at this thing.

I mean, come on.

My god, it's like a dinosaur.

Hello?

It's for you.

The '90's are calling.

Shut up.

It's all I need.

I don't do Twitter
or any of that.

Doesn't that make you like a
freak of nature in high school?

Yeah.

Oh.

I gotta fix this thing.

Can I ask you a question?

I'm an open book.

You're like an adult with
freedom and money, right?

In theory, yes.

So then why would you choose
to live here?

Are you kidding me?

I love this place.

Really? Why?

It's got everything I need.

It's got the beach, it's got
Jiffy Save, Starbucks,

rent I can almost afford.

And the fog.

Don't you love the fog?

When you say "love",

you mean hate with the white hot
passion of a thousand suns,

then yeah,
I love the fog.

Oh Deanna, you are
so adorably cynical.

Oh, there's your ride.

Have a great night.

See ya.

♪ This is something else.

♪ Shit, I'm still young
myself, ♪

♪ Haven't figured out what this
whole living thing's about... ♪

Hey.

Hey.

It's still early,
we should go out.

Girl's night, you know?

We never do that.

Like, drinks and karaoke
and acting stupid, right?

I'm working on getting you
a fake I.D.

What about April?

Darren put her down
before I left.

And your parents are home.

Come on, it'll be fun.

You can invite your friend.

What's her name? Lee?

No, we...

she's away.

♪

Ok.

Fine.

Shit.

I guess we're going home.

[ soft music plays ]
♪♪

♪ So,

♪ part the dark
and chase it gone, ♪

♪ You're the sweet
and sunny one, ♪

♪ As bright as any star

♪ tonight,

♪ You smile like a beam
of light, ♪

♪ You can show me a ray,

♪ Show me a ray

What're you doing?

Laundry.

Want me to do your nails?

Hell yeah.

Ok.

What colour do you want?

Um, I think there's
a blue in there.

Oh my god, did you know
you have a box

of hot pepper red in here?

Oh, yeah.

I remember I got that
a while ago

'cause I thought I needed
a change.

Then I got pregnant and I
figured that was enough change.

Maybe you can exchange it for
blonde highlights or something.

Yeah.

Or maybe Darren can come home
to a hot redhead

in his bed tonight.

♪

Yeah, let's do it.

♪ There's a war
inside of me, ♪

♪ Do I cause
new heartbreak, ♪

♪ I'll write a
new broken song, ♪

♪ Do I push it down,

♪ Or let it run me right
into the ground ♪

♪ I feel like I wouldn't
like me? ♪

♪ If I met me

♪

♪ Well I can't
stop talking? ♪

♪ For fear of listening
to unwelcome sound? ♪

♪

♪ And you haven't called me
in weeks? ♪

♪ And honestly it's bringing
me down? ♪

♪ I feel like I wouldn't
like me if I met me? ♪

♪ I feel like you wouldn't
like me if you met me? ♪

♪ And don't you worry,
there's still time ♪

♪ There's nothing to live for
when I'm sleeping alone ♪

Oh my god.

Darren is gonna freak.

You totally do not look
like you.

I know, I could be anyone.

I hear Darren's car!

You're home!

Yeah, so?

Just come downstairs.

Why... why are you still up?

I have to show you something.

♪

Hey, baby.

What's your name?

Hey, that looks great,
babe.

That's all you're gonna say?

[ turns tv on ]

What?

I said you look great.

You do.

You look hot, I mean.

Forget it. It's just hair.

[ turns tv off ]

You know, while you guys were
playing dress-up

I was working.

I gotta take a shower.

Screw you, Darren.

rafor table three.

We're running low
on pepperoni.

Push the salad bar.

I think they're gonna know
the difference.

Great. Thank you.

You're welcome.

Here you go.

Let me know if you guys need
anything else.

[ laughing ]

Oh, my god!

No way.

Deanna Lambert works here?

He's delusional.

I guess Tommy must be as good
as he says he is.

Hey, Spinelli.

Tommy, we've got a keg
at Suzette's.

You should come by
after work.

Yeah, I gotta work late.

How much do we owe you?

Uh, this one's on the house.

Oh, big shot in an apron.

I look good, right?

You ok?

Yeah, yeah. I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Were you crying?

I just have a headache is all.

The mean girls just left,
just so you know.

Ok.

Alright, I'm driving you home.

I can just imagine explaining
to your parents

why I let you walk home alone

when they find your blood-soaked
body lying in a ditch.

Come on.

Wow, such a pleasant
thought.

Not sure they'd care.

Have you always been
such an optimist?

Trust me, that's the G-rated
version.

I grew up on a steady diet
of B horror movies.

Wes Craven classics.

Oh, Craven Pizza.

Got it.

Really? Just now?

Ok, can you take me
to the Jiffy Save?

That's where my brother's
girlfriend works.

Sure, no problem.

And trust me, your parents
would care.

Excuse me?

Excuse me, um,
have you seen Stacey?

She left early,
wasn't feeling well.

Are you sure?

'Cause her car's still here.

I'm sure she left at 9:30,
probably got a ride.

[ heavy rock music ]
♪♪

Stacey!

It's been so long since you
partied with us, girl.

Dude, she's practically
married now with a baby.

Ha!

If he liked it then he should
have put a ring on it.

The guy's a clown.

In the doghouse.

♪

Your hands are so soft.

They smell so good.

What's that?

It's probably diaper cream.

What's happened to you?

That's Darren's sister.

I was supposed to pick her up.

Here quick, put your
head down, ok?

She's not gonna see you.

♪

[ honks horn ]

Hey, pretty lady.

Need a ride?

I'm not gonna jump you
or anything.

Unless you want me to.

Stacey didn't show up, huh?

Obviously.

She always was
kind of a flake.

Seriously, get in.

Come on.

Seatbelt.

The place looks exactly
the same.

Your old man still wanna
kill me?

He'll take that to his grave.

Oh, right.

Still crazy.

He's not crazy.

He was unemployed.

But not anymore.

Ok, well...

Goodnight.

Hey. Nice of you guys to finally
show up.

What're you talking about?

I waited 45 minutes
and Stacey never came.

You mean she isn't with you?

No.

Wha-

The car is still
at the Jiffy Save.

They said she left at 9:30.

Oh, Jesus.

Hey, where could she be?

[ phone vibrating ]

[ voice mail ] Hey,
you reached Stacey.

Leave me a message.

[ baby cooing ]

Nothing?

Not even a note?

No.

What kind of mother
just leaves her baby?

Don't jump to conclusions,
Ray.

She could be in trouble.

She's just looking
for attention.

I don't wanna hear it, guys.

Are you sure you don't wanna
call the police, honey?

Yeah, I did.

And the hospital.

Let's just hang out for now.

Ok.

Did you call her mom?

They didn't hear anything.

I suppose she's just taking
a little break.

It's hard.

Hormones.

They make a young mother crazy.

What're you gonna do?

I don't know.

[ quietly sobbing ]

I'm sorry.

It's ok.

You know, she was acting
kinda funny the other night.

And she wanted to go out, like,
partying or something.

Maybe she just decided to blow
off some steam, you know?

Like you guys used to do
before the baby.

Yeah, well why does she have
to go out all night?

Why didn't she call?

Or text?

Or send me a message.

I... I need to...

drive around the neighbourhood.

Check out some friend's houses.

I can't just stand around
and wait.

Shoot.

Hey.

Oh, I thought you went
to work already.

I did.

When I got there I told them
I had a family emergency

and I came home.

Let me take the baby
while you make a bottle.

No, it's ok. I can do it.

I'm sure you can, but I do know
how to hold a baby.

Where are you going?

Down the hallway,
if that's ok.

Yeah, Deanna's gonna
fix you a bottle.

Right now.

Gonna fix it right up.

Soon daddy's gonna be back,

and did I tell you grandma needs
a new windshield?

A little pebble smacked it
on the highway.

Ever since, the crack has
been growing bigger and bigger,

just like you.

Growing bigger and bigger.

But a cracked windshield,
that's not a good thing.

Not like you, April.

♪ Lullaby and goodnight,

♪ See the moon on
the water, ♪

♪ Close your eyes,
shut them tight, ♪

♪ As the whip-o-will
on high, ♪

Hey, what's going on?

I was just about to give
her a bottle.

♪ There's a light
in the eyes, ♪

♪ Of my beautiful daughter,

♪ There's a star
in the sky, ♪

♪ For my little
baby girl. ♪

I think she's
ready for her nap.

What're you doing?

I think I know where
Stacey went.

Where?

You know how she is
about lighthouses?

I'm gonna check out that hostel
where I took her

for her birthday last year.

Ok, well I've already called
into work

and told them that I'm not
coming in today, so I-

You're not coming with me.

You seriously think you're
gonna drive three hours

with April screaming
her head off in the back?

You haven't slept
for like 24 hours.

Don't be such a drama queen.

I deal with April all the time.

Anyway, she likes car rides.

Fine, go without me.

Come on, Deanna.

Don't be like that.

You're not even packing
the right stuff for her!

Dude, she needs like twice-

Look!

This is definitely something
that I have to do alone.

You and me?

We can't do everything
together anymore.

Why?

Couldn't I live with you guys?

Shit, Deanna!

Don't do this right now!

I'm serious!

I could- I can watch April
in the afternoons

and I could clean the house and
help with rent and everything!

[ laughs ]

It's not a joke!

We're not playing house,
Deanna!

This is our life!

This is April's life!

I know!

I could help you guys,
I really could.

I take better care of that baby
than her own mother does!

Hey, listen!

Ok, I know you're miserable
right now, ok?

I know.

I-

I know.

You're gonna have to find
your own way out.

Ok?

Stop.

I have to go.

I'll be back soon.

Ten minutes, ok?

No problem.

Bye bye.

My niece is having
car trouble.

You guys good closing up
without me?

I think so.

It's not rocket science.

Lucky for you.

Are you ok alone with him?

Yeah.

Because if not
you can leave now.

Go. We've got it covered.

Ok.

Hey, DD,

give me that friend of
yours's phone number, will ya?

Stop calling me that.

I mean it.

If you're talking about Lee,
she's taken.

Oh, you're jealous, huh?

You don't want to see me
with another lady, I get that.

Seriously though, why did you
and your friend get in a fight

the other night?

None of your business.

Ok, fine.

I'm just trying to be nice.

I guess I'm just mean
old Tommy,

the guy who ruined your life.

It wasn't a fight, exactly.

I was just a total bitch
for no good reason.

Glad to hear I'm not
the only one

who brings out the best in you.

You need a ride?

Don't wanna drain the battery.

So...

Ok, stop.

Can you just...

I don't want to right now.

What? You used to love
doing that.

Hey!

What's wrong?

I didn't used to love
doing that.

Ok, it seemed like you did.

I thought I made
you feel good, too.

I don't remember
feeling anything.

What'd I do?

Tommy, I was 13!

I know, ok?

I never meant to hurt you.

What was I to you, Tommy?

What did you think of me?

I- I liked you.

I thought you were cute.

You thought I was
an easy target.

No!

I mean, you started it.

Remember?

Yeah.

I just wanted to kiss you.

Come on.

We were having fun.

It's not like you said "no"
or anything.

I never said "yes", either.

You know, this whole situation
messed with my head, too, ok?

Your dad and your brother
threatening me?

And I lost my best friend.

I'm sorry, ok?

I guess I should have been
more careful.

Can you get back in the car?

Please?

[ voice mail ] Hey, it's Jay.

Uh, just leave me a message

and I'll get back to you
as soon as I can.

[ beep ]

Jay, I really need
to talk to you.

Please call me back
as soon as possible.

I'm cold.

Do you have a shirt?

Yeah.

Thanks.

[ heavy rock music plays ]
♪♪

[ heavy rock music plays ]
♪♪

Hey.

If that stuff with Tommy
never happened

would you have asked me out?

You know there's no good
answer to that question, right?

Right.

I'd be a great girlfriend.

Yeah.

I know.

♪

♪

No...no.

♪

No, D.

Like, seriously.

I can't.

Why?

You need to go.

Oh my god.

Oh my god,
are you ok?

Where have you been?

Kim's.

Is Darren with you?

No.

Isn't he at work?

No, he's been driving all over
the place looking for your ass!

God, you look
and smell repulsive.

Where were you?

At Kim's.

Who the hell is Kim?

You remember, Corvette Kim?

She came to Jiffy Save for beer.

I just went to a party with her.

Wait a minute, you went
to a party for two days?

Two days,

and you didn't think
to call or text or even try-

I know! I know!!

I lost my phone.

I feel really bad.

But I'm back, so it's ok.

No, it's not ok.

Mom thought you were dead.

We were all really scared.

That's awful.

I feel awful.

God, I have to go talk
to Darren.

♪

We got the grizzly in the back, right?

What does he go and do?

What does he go and do?

Hey, cutie.

You from around here?

Strong silent type.

I like that.

Pepperoni.

Thank you.

Pepperoni.

You guys all good?

Delicious.

Hey, all you gotta do is be nice
to me and my buddies,

have a good time, we're gonna
leave you a real big tip.

Just the tip, Johnny boy?

Why don't you give her
the whole thing?

[ laughs ]

Very generous. Very generous.

That's not very generous,
I've seen it.

Oh, dude.

What'd you do?

Honey, a little clean up here?

Thank you.

Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

Probably be needing another one
of those.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Cheers.

[ Howling ]

Alright boys, let's hit it.

Hey, sweetie.

Here's my number.

Text me yours.

Hey.

I'm just trying to be friendly.

Why are you being such
a bitch?

What is up?

I'm the bitch?

Yeah.

I'm a bitch?

I'm the bitch!

You've been acting like
a goddamn dog in heat

all afternoon,
but I'm the bitch?!

Hey, hey.

Are you bothering
my waitress?

Was I talking to you?

Get out.

Who the hell are you-

GET OUT!

Let's go.

Now!

Move it!

Michael, Michael, they haven't
paid their bill yet.

That's alright.

Don't come back.

Your pizza sucks!

You ok?

Yeah.

Alright, back to work.

You want to talk about
what happened?

That guy was such a jerk.

Mmmhmm.

I should get going.

Yeah, you look like
you can't wait.

I'm not in a hurry,
you know.

Have you ever done something
really shitty to a friend?

Yes.

No, I mean really shitty?

You doubt me?

Let's examine the facts.

I dropped out of Stanford
in my sophomore year

for no good reason,
mind you,

other than I just did not like
doing homework.

You can imagine
what that did to my parents.

Then I got married
and divorced twice.

I loved both my wives dearly

and I knew the whole time
I was gay.

Talk about doing something
shitty to a friend.

Yeah, that's pretty bad.

Thank you.

You're next.

I just need to get out
of this town.

And you will.

You will.

Eventually.

But don't confuse a new place
with a new you.

I've made that mistake
more than once.

You know, you asked me
before why I stick around here.

Maybe that's why.

Might as well face
myself right here.

It's as good a place as any.

And as for your friend,

it might be worth it to say
"I'm sorry".

Just sayin'.

[ birds cawing ]

Hey.

You're- you're back.

Obviously.

How was the trip?

Oh, it was fine.

If you like getting bitten
by swarms of mosquitos.

It was a nightmare.

Hey, um, we got a lot of
fish and chips,

um, you can share
some of mine if you want.

Oh, that's ok.

Thanks.

How's work and the whole
Tommy situation?

Oh, we're working it out.

Oh, really?

Mmmhmm.

That's good.

Yeah.

So you, um, still moving out,
or are you looking for-

Nah.

I'm not moving out this year.

[ crying ]: I have to go.

Oh my god, Lee,
I'm so sorry.

It's ok.

I- I'm gonna go grab
some salmon thanks.

I'm really, really hungry.

Lee-

It's ok. I'll be right back.

Don't be mad at me.

What?

I'm the one who's sorry.

I just felt like I was gonna
puke all the time

until I told her.

[ sent message alert ]

Oh, hey honey,
you're up.

We didn't hear you come in
last night.

You must have been
asleep already.

I suppose so.

Are April and Stacey here?

Oh, honey, it's a-
it's a long story.

Um, why don't you have
some breakfast first?

How about some oatmeal?

I'm not hungry.

I just want to know
where they are.

Well, Darren's still sleeping.

And uh, well, I'll let-

I'll let him tell
you the details.

Do you want some-

Mom, I don't want any oatmeal.

Where were you last night?

Work.

I didn't hear you come in.

We must have been asleep,
honey.

How'd you get home?

My boss gave me a ride.

I was just telling Deanna
it's a good morning for oatmeal.

Do you want some?

It'll just take me
about five minutes.

Your boss's name is?

Michael.

How old is this Michael?

50-something?

And what's he doing
giving you rides?

He's nice.

Plus, I screwed him.

Deanna!

You think that's funny?

Hey, I'll have some oatmeal.

Not now, Darren.

I don't think it's funny.

I think it sucks.

I think it sucks that you think
I would sleep with my boss.

Hey, isn't your boss gay?

Is he?

Isn't he?

Why didn't you just say so?

And if he wasn't?

What would you think?

That I let him feel me up
for free pizza?

It's not like I don't have
reason to wonder.

You will always hate me
for something I did

when I was 13!

Your father does not
hate you.

What...

that's what you think?

You think I hate you?

Yeah, well what's she
supposed to think, Ray?!

Say something.

What?

What am I supposed to say?

Tell her you love her.

Tell her.

[ door slams ]

You shouldn't have talked to
your father like that, Deanna.

I know.

But that's no excuse,
is it?

Hey. Come on.

Where are Stacey and April?

They are at Stacey's mom's.

I thought they hated
each other.

Yeah, they do.

Well, when are they
coming back?

I don't know.

April will be back tomorrow
for a couple of days.

Stacey wants to come back,
too,

but I told her
I'd think about it.

What do you mean,
you'll think about it?

She left for two days
so she could party.

That's not the kind of girl I
want for the mother of my baby.

Well, too late, dumbass.

She is the mother
of your baby.

What, you think you're gonna
go out and round up

some other chick
to be April's mom?

Maybe.

No.

You need to call her
and tell her to come back.

I don't want to do that.

She wanted you to notice
how amazing and...

and different and mysterious
she looked.

What're you talking about?

Her hair.

Remember how
she dyed her hair?

She was mad about
her hair?

It's like she said when
she looked into the mirror.

She could be anyone,
you know?

No, I honestly don't know.

Well, what if she hadn't
had April?

She could-

She did have April.

Ok, well what if she didn't

and what if she was
in college?

What if she was backpacking
through Europe?

She looked like a different
kind of girl

and she wanted you to see
all the possibilities.

Yeah, ok.

So shoot me.

Because all I can see right
now are responsibilities.

Oh my god, you sound
just like dad.

[ sobbing ]

[ sobbing ]

[ sexual moaning ]

Hang up.

Hang up.

[ ringing ]

911, what's your emergency?

I'm sorry, there's no emergency.

You need to hear
the whole story.

You look so pretty
when you do that, DD.

Really pretty.

What're you doing?

Stop, Tommy. Turn that off.

It's not porn if that's
what you're thinking.

Tommy.

Stop, Tommy, I can't see.

I just want you to see
how beautiful you are.

[ giggles ]

That felt so good.

I gotta take a leak.

[ message sent alert ]

Holy crap.

What?

Deanna hooked up
with Tommy Webber.

No way.

Did someone post this?

No, she just sent it.

Send it to me.

Me too.

You wanna explain that?!

You can't go to high school
as a virgin.

You know that, right?

There you are.

How was Jason's?

Deanna?

[ knocking ]
Deanna...

I'm coming in.

[ birds cawing ]

Hey.

Hey.

What?

Why are you looking at me
like that?

I just figured something out.

What's that?

That it's your day off?

No.

I don't hate you anymore.

I mean, something about you
still pisses me off

but I don't hate you.

Wow. I feel so special.

Thank you.

Is that what you came all
the way down here to say?

Yeah, it is.

Seriously.

Look at me.

What?

It's ok.

I mean, you said
you were sorry

and now I'm saying
I'm sorry, too.

Ok.

Do you feel any different?

Yeah.

I feel horny.

Be serious for one second.

Do you feel any different?

I dunno, maybe.

Really?

Well, you mean it, right?

You're not just yanking
my chain?

Yeah.

I mean it.

Yeah, I think I do
feel different.

How?

Different like I don't feel
like a piece of shit

every time you look
at me, Deanna.

Well, that's good, right?

Yeah.

It's very good.

Thanks.

School starts soon.

Yeah, two more weeks.

Your mom says you've been saving
your paycheques.

Yeah.

One of the guys down at the shop
tipped me off to a good deal.

This one's a beauty.

My person would have
no problem

sending my little girl
out in her.

Wanna take her
for a quick spin?

I can't afford this car.

We'll take her out.

I'll get the keys.

Promise you'll never let anyone
else drive.

I mean, I'd just feel better

if I know that you'll always be
the one in the driver's seat.

Ok, I promise.

A little bit father.

That was good.

Hmm.

My first car was this beat up
old Dodge Dart.

But after I re-built it,
she was a beauty.

My old man was pissed I had
a nicer car than him.

I mean, I don't know. I...

I never really knew
my dad.

I never wanted it to be
that way with you.

I know.

Your first car is a
big responsibility.

You gotta treat it
with respect.

I understand.

Do you?

Because she is precious.

Hey, you ok?

[ crying ]
Yeah.

Who's that?

Who's that?

Hey.

We found a place.

It's a bit of a dump
but we're taking it.

Ok.

Well, I've saved up a couple
thousand dollars

and, um, I want to give
it to you guys.

I can wait to buy a car.

No.

Well, it's my money.

Yeah, it's her money.

Yeah, and it's staying
her money.

Come here.

You don't have to pay us
not to forget about you.

You can keep a toothbrush
at our place.

Yeah, think about all the free
babysitting you'll do.

Yeah, we'll see.

Woo hoo.

Here, I got this babe.

Thanks for talking to him.

He really listens to you.

He respects your opinion.

He does?

Yeah.

He said you really
helped him understand

what I was going through.

I'm really gonna miss you.

You got a car?

Yeah.

Sweet wheels, D.

Yeah, my dad hooked me up
with a really good deal.

That is amazing.

Except now I'm the only one
without a ride.

Well, just say the word.

Word. Word!

[ laughs ]

The shotgun seat
has your name on it.

Nice.

Awesome D!

You have no idea how happy
this makes me.

Isn't it great?

Oh my goodness,
I don't have to-

♪ You said, Girl you
gotta dream, ♪

♪ give it everything

♪ Gotta make em see it
was meant to be ♪

♪ Don't you think you ought
to give it one more shot ♪

♪ You've seen the glory
and the shame ♪

♪ beauty and the pain

♪ Weakness and
the strength ♪

♪ Waiting for the fame

♪ Don't you think you ought
to give it all you got ♪

♪ Because

♪ This is your life

♪ you can fall down
or fly ♪

♪ you can burn out
or shine ♪

♪ if you want

♪ yeah

♪ This is your life

♪ you can live it or die

♪ You can quit now or try
if you want ♪

♪ But don't you give up,

♪ don't give up

♪

♪ You said,

♪ What is there to lose?

♪ Do it if you chose

♪ I got faith in you,
everything you do ♪

♪ I know you are gonna
make it to the top ♪

♪ I can see it in your heart

♪ You have come far

♪ It's everything you are,

♪ everything you are

♪ Don't you think you ought
to give it all you got? ♪

♪ Because

♪ This is your life

♪ you can live it or die

♪ You can quit now
or try if you want ♪

♪ But don't you give up

♪ don't you give,

♪ don't you give

♪ Don't you give up,

♪