All language subtitles for The bold typess05e04

Previously on "The Bold Type"...

I mean, you're allowed to feel
whatever you need to feel.

Yeah, I don't want
to feel any of those things.

This is, um,

absolutely the hardest thing
that I've ever been through.

What I don't need is pity,
so let's get loose and party.

The portraits are stunning.

But I'm afraid it's not
the right fit for us.

How can Darby claim she
cares and then just say no?

We could print off your portraits,

plaster them to the side of the bow.

- That's vandalism.
- It's activism.

This is amazing.

I want to go on that trip to Iceland

we've been trying to go on for 10 years.

Well you say that now,
but then work gets in the way.

It won't.

I am not the future of "Scarlet,"
you are.

- Is that a performance review?
- Yes. I got threes.

- From who?
- I mean, I has to be Addison.

But I really want to keep you.
How can I do that?

I just want what you had a mentor,
a Jacqueline Carlyle.

Give me another chance
to be that for you.

I have to let "Yes Girl" know in a week.

Then give me a week.

♪ Hello, hello, hello ♪

♪ How's my little lady
in the New York snow? ♪

♪ Yeah, he says I love you,
I love you loads ♪

♪ Because I'm a certified gambler ♪

♪ Messing with things ♪

Jane, what are you doing here?

I thought you needed a personal day?

Nope, came in.
But you can pretend I didn't.

Actually can't do that,

Jacqueline expects more from me now.

Are we feeling better?

Andrew, I hate the royal "we."

It is condescending
and it's bad grammar...

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

Andrew?

Jane?

Do not eat that cookie.

Okay, first of all,

it's clearly a carob flaxseed tart.

- Second of all, it is...
- [SCREAMS]

What the hell? You owe me $8.

Hey, Jane.

Hey. Have you lost your damn mind?

Maybe. Shit.

_

[SERENE MUSIC]

♪ ♪

[INAUDIBLE SPEECH]

[KETTLE WHISTLING]

What are you doing? It's 4:00 a.m.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Sorry.

I, um, I'm learning how to manage.

- What's happening?
- Jane is managing.

What?

Ugh. Okay, guys.

I did take a sleeping pill,
so if you watch "Dateline,"

you know this could get violent quickly.

Look, I just lost Scott,

so there goes one of my feature
writers for the vertical

and now Addison has a job
opportunity that she might take,

so I only have a week
to convince her to stay,

so I have to learn to
be Jacqueline ASAP.

Okay, Jane, you know we love you, right?

- Yeah.
- Well, I'm 27,

I'm getting a divorce,

and I sleep in a closet.

I also have a very important
shoot to style tomorrow

and I need a win.
So you're going to go to bed

and if you wake me up again
I'm going to murder you

and I'm going to blame the pills.

- I will dispose of the body.
- Roommate law.

- But what...
- No. - No, no, no.

I'm going to go to the office.

- You're a psycho.
- BOTH: No hair dryer.

Okay, I came in
super early to work on this.

So, which of these stories
do you not want to write?

Marjorie Taylor Greene.
She denied Sandy Hook,

got elected, and honestly
I'm scared of her, so...

Okay, then this might surprise you,

but that is the story you should write.

What?

Jacqueline used to always
make me write pieces

that scared me, so...

Uh, okay.

Are you sure? I just...

- Yeah, I am.
- Okay.

You're going to do great.

And, if you need any help,
I will be here,

so all you have to do is
just call out my name.

Just be like "Jane." [CHUCKLES]

Yeah, okay. Thanks.

Have a good day.

[CLEARS THROAT]

[UPBEAT MUSIC]

I love this brand.

This is exactly the kind
of thing that I wish

was around when I was a kid.

Fast and affordable fashion for all.

And I'm going to make it look badass

'cause I am single and
scrappy and psyched to style.

- Oh, nice S alliteration.
- Thank you.

- Post-divorce party glow?
- Sutton 2.0, get used to it.

I will, because Villadar
is funneling a lot

of ad revenue into "Scarlet,"

so I'm glad that you're on your A game.

You know Villadar is terrible
for the environment, right?

This is the landfill behind
one of their factories.

[PHONE BUZZING]

Oh.

Your dad is in the lobby, Ms. Thunberg.

Keep your phone on so you can
keep in touch with me, okay?

- Okay, I will.
- All right.

♪ ♪

Kat, stop.

I specifically said that we
couldn't do the Zuri exhibit.

It could make The Belle look bad,

so you project it on the building.

Which isn't technically illegal.
I looked it up.

Well, my bosses are technically pissed.

Look, I hate to do this,

but we're going to have to let you go.

What...

- Wait, really?
- I don't have much of a choice.

I'll get you your last paycheck and...

Hold on. I get that you're mad.

But... [SIGHS]

I tried to do the right thing.

Darby, you should've seen
the reaction on the street,

it was incredible. Like, people thought

The Belle was so cool.

Except we didn't do it. You did.

Yeah. Um, okay,
if you give me a couple days

I can prove that this projection

was actually a really
positive thing for The Belle.

- You can prove that?
- Yeah.

I can, because it was.

Okay. I can buy you a couple of days.

Oh, and Kat,

don't punch it until you're
dressed and ready to go.

Jane, is everything all right?

Yep, just being a boss.

No, sorry,
I was talking about your hair.

Did your dryer break?

- Can I help you?
- Uh, yeah.

Jacqueline wants to talk,

so you and I should
huddle and set up a time.

No, go away. Unhuddled.
I have so much work to do

and I don't want to see
Jacqueline until I'm organized.

- Okay, well, Jacqueline wants...
- Ichabod, go.

Jacqueline, Jane and I huddled

and she's ready right now.

Bye.

Jane. Nick at security told me

that you came in this morning at 4:30.

Yes, I have a lot to do. I just...

I want to make sure that we're
still cranking out material

and, you know, that the rest of
the troops are producing, so...

And how's Addison?

She is great. Yeah.

We just had a good one-on-one,
trying to be involved

and supportive, inspiring like you.

So, uh, anything else?

Jane.

Jaqueline,

that's really sweet,
but I'm not going to cry.

I mean, I admit I was a little
blindsided by the reviews,

but I'm feeling great, you know?

I'm not going to cry.

Okay.

Your pen is leaking.

I have a great idea.

I want you to go home. Right now.

- And take tomorrow off also.
- Wha...

You have been pressing
since the reviews,

working nonstop,
and I think you need to relax.

Just reset, try a meditation app.

Jacqueline, but I can't.

'Cause I have my vertical
and my employees, so I...

Which will all benefit if you do this.

You know that I want
what's best for you, right?

Trust me. Go.

♪ ♪

As you take a deep breath in,

ask yourself,

what is your purpose?

[SERENE MUSIC]

- See yourself as the person you'd like to be.
- _

Calm, confident.

- This is insane.
- What?

I was acting so neurotic I
was sent home by Jacqueline.

Meanwhile,
Addison wants me to be Jacqueline.

Jacqueline.

You know, the person
who knows exactly what to say

when you have a problem,
or her speeches are always empowering

but they also make you
feel taken care of.

I mean,
how am I supposed to channel that?

Usually I'd say wine,

but that's going in the work fridge.

I wish that there was some,
like, magic potion

and it would take me out of
my head and put me into hers.

- There is.
- Besides wine?

Well, by all means don't tell us,
I don't care.

Microdosing

according to some people,

small, controlled amounts of mushrooms,

you know, just opens your mind,

helps with creativity,
self-confidence, vision.

And it's still illegal in New York,

but it's growing psychotherapy,

and my dad is all about the stuff.

And you know what?

I could really use some right about now.

- What's wrong?
- I don't know. I just...

I feel like I did the right thing

and now I have to prove to
The Belle that what I did

was good for their image
just to keep my job, and...

I don't know. I just feel weird.

- I get that.
- Yeah.

Well, I mean, anything that
helps with my self-confidence

and vision, I'm in for.

Same.

- You're going to microdose?
- Yeah.

If it keeps my mind off
Richard and on my career, down.

[SQUEALS] Okay, this is really exciting.

♪ ♪

Wait, you know where to get mushrooms?

Yeah.

Our freezer.

[UPBEAT MUSIC]

So how did I not know

that you keep shrooms in the freezer?

- Because you don't cook.
- That's it.

Hey, um, why are you wearing
onion goggles to grate ginger?

For lewks.

It's like "Breaking Bad" in this bitch.

You do know we're not tripping, right?

Like, we're probably not even

going to get high,
just a little clarity.

Am I still going to be able to
channel my inner Jacqueline?

That was the point.

Hope so.

Honestly, it's such a small amount,

my biggest concern is that we
won't feel anything at all.

But feels like a good place to start.

So since it's such a low dose,
we don't want to waste

any shroom magic on a janky subway ride,

and my shift doesn't start till 11,

so I'm going to bring a thermos to work.

Well, I'm working from home, so...

Honey, no. No.

You have to get your
space prepped first.

Create a mental oasis,
set your intention,

and then when you're ready,
drink your tea, okay?

Wow, you're like a shroom Sherpa.

- Our shroompa.
- I'm your shroompa loompa.

Shroompa loompa. How does that dance go?

[LAUGHTER]

♪ ♪

Guys, everybody is doing it wrong.

- It goes like this.
- [LAUGHTER]

♪ ♪

Ah.

- How's your morning going?
- Move over, Rachel Zoe.

Sutton Brady...
no, Hunter, is in the house...

Sorry.

Oh, bagels at Zabar's. I'm jealous.

All right, well, text me from the rink

and tell me about your dad's spin, okay?

[CHUCKLES] All right, bye.

Hey, so are you sure you don't
want to go meet up with them?

I can handle the shoot.

No, I need to let them have their space.

Yeah, space, by asking about breakfast

and wanting updates on Jasper's skating.

I thought you were Sutton
2.0 focused on your career?

I am. I'm a stylist with vision

and right now it is very clear to me

that you want to be with them.

I cleaned the apartment,
I drank the tea,

and I am ready to find my mentor mojo.

Looks like by the time I get to work,

I will have generated

some social media buzz for The Belle,

use that to drum up some press for them.

Yes, and you're so good at that.

- Thank you.
- _

- [PHONE WHISTLES]
- _

[PHONE BUZZING]

- Addison, hi.
- Hey, Jane.

Just curious if you're coming in.

I, um, I'm in the field today.

'Cause I was really hoping

to get some help with this article.

Oh, uh, sure. Yeah.

- Uh, just give me a minute.
- Great.

Okay. Yeah, okay. Bye.

- You okay?
- Yeah, I just didn't want

Addison to know that
Jacqueline sent me home

and now she needs help on her story

and wants face time with me.

- All right, so give it to her.
- Do you think I'll be okay?

Yeah. Jane, come on,
this is why you microdosed.

You might be great.

Yeah. Yeah.

Totally, I'll be fine.

Do not eat that cookie.

First of all,
it's actually a carob flaxseed tart,

- and second of all, it's...
- [SCREAMS]

What the hell?

[UPBEAT POP MUSIC]

♪ ♪

Hey, Jane.

- Have you lost your mind?
- Maybe.

♪ Clap, clap, clap clap clap clap ♪

Sutton!

♪ Walk into the room like a boss ♪

♪ Slow clap ♪

♪ Putting on a little extra sauce ♪

♪ Slow clap ♪

♪ Clap, clap, clap clap clap clap ♪

[LOUD STAPLING]

Hey, um,

can we just discuss the article?
I'm having...

Hold on one minute.

♪ Clap, clap, clap, clap, slow clap ♪

♪ Walk into the room like a boss,
slow clap ♪

♪ Putting on a little extra sauce,
slow clap ♪

[HUMMING, GIGGLING]

- What are you doing?
- I love this poof.

It's like a furry little planet
that loves and supports me.

Okay, Sutton, I think we took too much.

I mean, Andrew's carob tart
literally had a heartbeat.

- Feels so good on my lips.
- We're tripping balls!

Jane.

You came in. I assume you meditated

or whatever you needed to do to reset?

Yes, I am.

Okay, great.

Well, I am just about to
do a prelim layout meeting,

which I would love for you to sit in on.

Shall we?

We shall.

♪ ♪

Here you go, Jane.

♪ ♪

[CYNDI LAUPER'S
"GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN" PLAYING]

♪ ♪

Do you hear that?

Yeah, that's just my ringtone
for when Carly texts me.

The girl loves her some Cyndi.

♪ ♪

[ALONG TO THE MELODY] ♪ Thank you ♪

♪ For joining me today ♪

♪ I'd like to walk you both
through this layout display ♪

♪ Pay attention
'cause when we're all done ♪

♪ I'd like thoughts from everyone ♪

♪ Yeah,
I'd like thoughts from everyone ♪

♪ ♪

And finally, for our accessories shoot,

we really need this piece to pop.

So, Jane...

[VOICE ECHOING] This,

or this,

or this?

[MUFFLED MELLOW MUSIC]

- The first one.
- Oh, bold choice.

Yeah, I like the colors.

All right, that is it.

I'm sure you're both
busy so I won't keep you.

Yep, I have the Villadar shoot.

Mm, yes.

Is there something else?

Nope.

[QUIRKY MUSIC]

- Hey.
- Hi.

I was wondering if we
could discuss my piece now?

Yes, I will be with you
in just a minute.

I just have to...

- Sutton.
- Close the door.

- Are you okay?
- I think so.

- But also, whoa.
- I know.

I mean, I thought we weren't
supposed to feel anything.

I definitely feel something.

Also, don't look
at the spring jumpsuits.

- They're very aggro.
- Ah!

Oh, my God.

I was supposed to come
here to mentor Addison,

and now I'm literally hiding
from her in a fashion closet.

[LAUGHS]

- Okay, don't be mad at me.
- What?

After Kat said that she was afraid
we weren't going to feel anything,

I was like "Oh, my God,
I'm afraid of that too."

I really wanted the shoot
to be inspired, you know?

Because work is my life right now, so...

- You added more.
- Yeah, but only like a dusting.

- Like a splash.
- No.

Like a little cinnamon
on a whiskey sour.

Sutton, no.

♪ ♪

- [PHONE BUZZING]
- [CLEARS THROAT]

Oh. Hey.

- Don't drink the tea!
- Don't do it, regrets!

- Too late. Why?
- No. Sutton added extra.

Are you serious right now?

I think we might need an ambulance.

Flashing lights, people in uniforms?

It's a maybe for me. It could be fun.

Okay, I'm going to go ahead

and say that we don't need an ambulance.

Everybody just... just calm down.

I think what's happening

is we're all just experiencing
a little bit of anxiety,

but, you know,
I've been there and I know what to do.

So give me a minute,
I'm going to get my shift covered

and I will be to you ASAP.

Hurry.

My poof.

Do you think she's here yet?

I wanted to say something
to you upstairs.

On the 18th,
Ian and I are going on vacation.

Reykjavík, Prague, Paris.
Three countries, 17 days.

But while I'm gone,
I am planning to ask Jane to be

the interim editor in
chief and I would love it

if you would be a steadying
influence for her.

Of course.

That's why she was in
the layout meeting.

Yeah, I've been trying to ease
in some new things for her

and if I do this,

I will start some more
intensive training soon.

If you do this?

Jane has enormous potential,

but leading a place like "Scarlet,"

you really have to be
able to inspire people,

bring out their best.

That's the toughest part of the job.

Jane got critical reviews from Addison.

Mm.

Before I pull the trigger, I just...

I just want to see
how she handles that, you know?

Andrew.

I actually have a little
emergency in the fashion closet

and if you walk with me,
I don't have to check in

with reception, so should we fly?

Okay, we can fly.
But what's the emergency?

Oh, is it Jane?

Because she's been acting
a little crazy lately.

You know she knocked an
$8 tart out of my hand?

- $8?
- Yeah.

Jane does need a little help.

Well, she needs, like, an army of help.

Oh, is this still happening?
What is that about?

- Me and Jane?
- Yeah.

Oh, I don't know.

You know, she's got that,
like, try hard, overachiever,

obsessed with Jacqueline thing.
It's just a little annoying.

So you hate each other because
you're the same person?

- Excuse me, what?
- Andrew, come on. It's okay.

Sometimes I think people, relationships,

they hold up a metaphorical
mirror into our souls

and they make us uncomfortable,
but if you embrace it,

I think you might find that
you two actually really relate.

Oh, actually, thank you so much,

but this is where you stop.

♪ ♪

- BOTH: [GASP] Kat.
- Hi.

How's everyone doing?

I think I feel okay,
but do you think my hands

are too big for my body?

Show me.

Nope, normal hands. You're good.

- Wow.
- How are you doing?

Hi. You've got to help us.

I can't get off this poof
and I think it's permanent.

Okay. So you can't get off the poof?

- No.
- Poof? [LAUGHS]

Because you can't get off...

[LAUGHING]

You can't get off the poof!

Okay. I'm done.

I'm done.

You can't get off the poof.

She thinks the clothes are mad at her.

Yeah, that green kimono is a bitch.

All right, I think we need
to switch up your energy.

- Come on. Head here.
- Kay.

Come on. Jane, lay down.

I want everyone to close their eyes,
check in with your body.

Now, I feel like in moments like these,

it's always best to lean into it,
you know?

[MELLOW MUSIC]

Embrace your feelings

and inner light with
open hearts and wonder.

Oh, like a Christmas jewelry ad.

If that's what works for you, then yes.

Okay, everybody inhale.

[ALL INHALE]

- And exhale.
- [ALL EXHALE]

♪ ♪

Now look, we decided to microdose

to open our minds, right?

Well, surprise, we macrodosed,

which means our minds are hella open.

But instead of resisting
that or fighting it,

I say we run towards it.

Allow what we're seeing
and feeling to inspire us.

Allow what we're seeing
and feeling to inspire us.

Yeah.

I mean, I'm so inspired by the
way that people are embracing

#DontTurnAway, and so quickly too.

It's amazing.

I was really anxious about it at first,
but now I feel like

it might be the start of
something really special.

I embrace the world with an open heart.

[ALL SIGH]

- Here I go.
- Oh.

♪ ♪

- Hey, look at you.
- Yeah.

Come on, Jane. Mentor Addison.

I'm going to embrace my
career with an open heart.

I am sorry that I called you a bitch.

[BRIGHT MUSIC]

♪ ♪

- Addison.
- Hey.

How is your Marjorie
Taylor Greene story coming?

Honestly, I gave up.

Yeah, I just find her
scary and depressing

and I tried telling you about it,

but couldn't get to you.

Um, I'm sorry. I was slammed.

Yeah.

Anyways, I went with an article
on the Hype House.

Okay. I will take a look.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

[SIGHS]

♪ ♪

Look at you.

Wow.

You're so beautiful.

♪ ♪

[GASPS]

Oh, my God, this is awesome.

Hey, Darby.

Yeah, I got us an op-ed in "The Cut."

I know, I know.

And they loved the installation,

they love The Belle.

I think this will really
impress your bosses.

Yeah, you know what's crazy
is I'm also seeing, like,

a bunch of people are posting
about all of the other things

that people turn away from,
and I just...

I feel like...

Yeah, sure. Mm-hmm.

I can do the 5:00 p.m. shift tomorrow.

Yeah, absolutely.

[MELANCHOLIC MUSIC]

♪ ♪

Okay, what the hell
am I doing with my life?

I put everything into my career.
Everything.

It's why I didn't start
dating Richard sooner,

it's part of the reason why I
don't want to have children,

and companies like Villadar
are killing the planet.

And do I want to be involved in that?

What does that say about me as a person?

Why are you looking at yourself
in the mirror like that?

- I look weird, right?
- What are you talking about?

I look, like, washed out and like, flat.

I mean, do I always look like this?
I mean, who am I?

Okay, I thought that this
was supposed to help us,

not make us question
literally everything?

Okay, hold on.
Sometimes questioning things is good.

- You know?
- Yeah.

Maybe we need to shed who we are now

to become who we're supposed to be.

- Or maybe it's just a bad trip.
- That can happen?

Oh yeah, if you're in a bad headspace,

it can get pretty gnarly.

How do I know if that's
what's happening?

We get to the end.

I'm going to need help getting
there with some white wine.

[SIGHS]

♪ ♪

[BRIGHT MUSIC]

♪ ♪

Jane.

I brought you a little coffee.

[MELLOW MUSIC]

Why?

I just thought you could use it.
How's it going?

That's why you got me a coffee.

Um, well, today's your lucky day

because things are going horribly.

I'm supposed to prove to Addison

that I can be her Jacqueline

and I'm failing, so you're welcome.

Okay.

When I first joined drag choir,

I was replacing a really legendary queen

and I really wanted to prove
that I could fill her shoes,

but I couldn't hit a high C.

So I tried and tried
until my throat hurt

and then my roommate
threatened to move out.

Anyway, doesn't matter.

The night before the show,
you know what happened?

- You hit the note?
- No.

I admitted to the queens
that it was out of my range.

And honestly,
it was one of the most liberating things

I've ever done.

No matter how hard we try,

sometimes we're going to struggle.

And being honest

doesn't make you weak,
it actually makes you strong.

[CLEARS THROAT]

Andrew, did... did we just...

Yes, Jane, we bonded.

Deal with it.

[CHUCKLES]

♪ ♪

Hey, Addison.

So you know when I told you

that I was too busy to see you today?

I lied.

The real reason that I couldn't help you

was because I wasn't feeling well.

- Are you sick?
- No.

I was kind of tripping.

Yeah, you seemed wound up and...

Wait, literally or figuratively?

Uh, both. I know, it's kind of crazy.

But when I thought that
I was going to lose you,

I panicked and I got really in my head

because I want to be the kind
of mentor that you deserve.

And my friend said that
microdosing might help,

so I tried it and it was
just a little stronger

than I thought it would be.

I want to be transparent
about that with you

because I do really
want to do right by you.

♪ ♪

I want to be your Jacqueline,

but I can't be someone that I'm not.

I can only be Jane.

And who's that?

Someone who's really new at managing,

and who even when she tries her hardest

doesn't get it right every time.

But I'm going to do everything
that I can to support you

and to try to be a good mentor to you.

And, you know, I do know a few things.

Okay. Like what?

♪ ♪

Wow. You've been busy.

Yeah, well, Timothy helped me a lot.
We used Villadar boxes.

Oh, okay, so, uh,
what are we doing here?

Okay, so you always told me
that a good stylist

brings out a brand's core values.

Chanel is sophistication,
Moschino is eccentricity,

and, um,
I tried to do that with Villadar.

So Villadar's core value is abundance?

I mean, 'cause this is a little messy.

Well, they do create
a lot of waste, so...

Waste?

So you're styling to evoke trash?

No. I mean, obviously I would like to be

a little more subtle than that.

But the truth is,
Oliver, Carly was right.

I mean,
this brand is destroying the planet.

Remember she showed us

that photo of the fast fashion landfill?

Okay, Villadar is not going
to be happy with this.

We have to rethink this.

And honestly,
I'm a little surprised that...

Have you been drinking?

Barely. Just to take the edge off.

At work? And then you created this?

Oliver, I really don't think
that the wine is the issue here.

I think it might be.

Sutton, is this job important to you?

What? Oliver, yes.

This job is everything to me.

Then you need to go home.

- But I...
- Right now.

Okay.

[UPBEAT MUSIC]

♪ Put your back in it ♪

♪ What you waiting for? ♪

♪ Put your back in it ♪

♪ What you waiting for? ♪

♪ Put your back in it ♪

Hey.

Wow.

- Is everything okay?
- I'm fine.

You look amazing.

Oh, thanks.

And I promise I'll bring it
back tomorrow dry cleaned,

garment bagged, the whole thing.

- Don't even worry about it.
- It was so wild.

I felt this shift and I needed
to feel like myself again

and I just have this gut
feeling that I need to leave

where I am to get to

where I'm supposed to be and wow,
do I sound crazy?

No, that sounds amazing.

[SOMBER MUSIC]

Hey, are you sure you're okay?

I don't know, I just...

The Villadar situation was
really complicated for me.

I tried to do the right
thing and then Oliver is...

I need to go home. Can we go home?

Yeah. Come on.

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Yeah, I understand what you mean.

- Hey, boo.
- Hi.

Sutton and I are going to head home.

Do you want to come with?

Actually, I'm going to stay here.

We're going to finish this article.

- Okay. Bye.
- Bye.

Come on.

You know, what I was saying is
I've written so many stories

about people that scared me,
but I think that

when you do that,
your voice shines through.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

♪ ♪

- You're in early.
- Hey, yeah.

Um, listen, I just wanted
to apologize for yesterday.

I know I put us in a bad spot.

Yeah, you did.

I still think that Villadar
is ruining the planet,

but I didn't have to
go about it that way.

It's just that it's
been a crazy year for me

and so much is changing,

but fashion has always been my constant.

And then when I realized
we were supporting a brand

that was bad, I just...

I kind of felt even more lost, you know?

Um, we're reconsidering
our ties to Villadar.

Really?

- Really.
- Oh, my God, that's amazing.

But I am also reconsidering
this hands-off approach

that I've had with you.

What do you mean?

The drinking at work.

- Oliver, it was a glass.
- And the retreat.

You don't think I know what
really happened, do you?

You were bombed.

Why do you think I was calling yesterday

to check on Carly and Jasper?

Because you miss being with them.

I was also calling to check on him,

make sure a glass of wine at
lunch doesn't turn into six.

Yes, Jasper is doing better

and maybe I shouldn't worry about him,
but I still do.

I know how dangerous
substance abuse can be.

And I think that you know
better than anybody else

how much it hurts

to watch someone that you
love have to go through that.

So I was worried about him,

and I'm worried about you.

♪ ♪

- Darby.
- Kat.

Great work. Management
loved "The Cut" article.

- Cool.
- Obviously, you can keep your job.

Yeah, I was actually
wondering if you had a moment

- to talk about that.
- Of course. What's going on?

So, listen, I really appreciate you.

And, I mean,
this place has given me stability

at a time when I really needed it.

But I think #DontTurnAway has
potential to be really big

and create change in a sustainable way.

And in order to really do that,
I think I need to commit to it,

full-time.

So this is my notice.

And don't worry,
I already covered my shifts

for the next two weeks.

I'm sorry to see you go.

Oh, you're not just really
happy to get rid of me?

The woman who got The Belle
to change their policy

on hiring the formerly incarcerated?

- Wait, wait, really?
- Yeah.

I'll miss her. Good luck, Kat.

[GENTLE MUSIC]

♪ ♪

Addison struggled with
the story at first.

She didn't want to write it.

- But you helped her.
- Well, I just was honest

about struggles I was
facing and encouraged her

to open up about her own and
use that to fuel the story.

She's the one who chose to
write it as a personal letter.

Dear Marjorie Taylor Greene.
It's really terrific.

- How does Addison feel?
- Happy.

Yeah, she actually just
turned down another job offer

to stay at "Scarlet."

Wow, you had a big day yesterday.

This is not easy to
mentor young writers,

and you really stepped up, Jane.

You ready to do it again?

- Yeah, sure.
- Good.

Because I am going on vacation
on the 18th, and when I do,

I need you to be fully prepared
to do everything I do here.

♪ ♪

Oh, my God. Jacqueline.

[LAUGHS]

Everything that Jacqueline does?

What does that even mean?

I don't know. But it's a lot, right?

Dude, it means that they're grooming you

to take over "Scarlet" Magazine, Jane.

I know. It's... it's all happening.

And you know what else is happening?

- These shots.
- Hey, I'm down.

- You want to know why I'm down?
- Why?

- 'Cause I don't have a job.
- Hey.

- But you know what I do have?
- What?

I have a mission,
and I am okay with that.

There you go.

You know what,
I'm actually going to hold off, okay?

No, that doesn't work for me.

See, technically I am your boss,
so I say you drink.

- Do we drink too much?
- Us?

- [LAUGHS]
- No.

Who's out here drinking
"three drinks a week?"

No one. No one.
We drink the correct amount.

- Yes, cheers.
- Cheers.

Do I drink too much?

What's going on, boo?

I just...

Well, Oliver said some things
to me today that scared me.

What?

That I remind him of Jasper
when he had a problem.

- Oh, honey.
- I mean, look, the truth is,

I've been drinking more since
Richard and I separated.

I just sort of felt like it
was a reasonable way to cope.

But I don't know,
with my family and my mom,

I mean, do you guys think it's problem?

I mean, we're your best friends,
so I don't think

that we're really capable
of answering that question.

Yeah, I...

Well, I wish that somebody
would because I'd like to know.

Well, have you ever been in therapy?

No.

Well, I mean, your life has been

a lot lately, you know?

Your decision not to have kids,
getting divorced,

and your mom falling off the wagon.

- Yes, very extra.
- Yeah.

So maybe it would be a good idea

to talk to a therapist...
and a real therapist, not us.

Yeah, listen to the shroompa.
She is wise.

- Okay. I'll try therapy.
- I think that's smart.

And I know that we are
supposed to be celebrating

the biggest night of my career,
but in honor of you, no shots.

- Wow, you really do love me.
- We do.

- So much.
- [LAUGHS]

Maybe some tea though?

- Jane.
- Should we get to brewing?

Queen of psychedelics.

Hey, will you pour those
back in the bottle?

Just, we don't want to waste it.

♪ ♪

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