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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,765 --> 00:00:19,102 (upbeat music) 2 00:00:19,102 --> 00:00:20,854 - In the world of sports it's not uncommon 3 00:00:20,854 --> 00:00:22,897 to star on a team with few stars. 4 00:00:22,897 --> 00:00:24,232 In college basketball it's 5 00:00:24,232 --> 00:00:27,235 Kevin Bradshaw of US International. 6 00:00:27,235 --> 00:00:29,696 - [Rick] He was almost like watching an acrobat. 7 00:00:29,696 --> 00:00:31,072 - [McKinney] He was a scoring machine. 8 00:00:31,072 --> 00:00:33,116 - [Jay] The best scorer that I've ever seen. 9 00:00:33,116 --> 00:00:35,201 - [Rick] He definitely broke records. 10 00:00:35,201 --> 00:00:37,120 - [Reporter] Pete Maravich's 69 point mark 11 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:39,539 became Kevin Bradshaw's 72 pointer. 12 00:00:39,539 --> 00:00:41,791 The record keeps Bradshaw at the top of the list 13 00:00:41,791 --> 00:00:43,543 of scorers in the country but his team 14 00:00:43,543 --> 00:00:45,587 is at the bottom of division one schools. 15 00:00:45,587 --> 00:00:47,088 - [Theodore] Somebody who had them 16 00:00:47,088 --> 00:00:49,799 kind of shooting skills wasn't drafted in the NBA. 17 00:00:49,799 --> 00:00:51,760 - [Jay] He just disappeared. 18 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:53,553 I thought he had got killed. 19 00:00:53,553 --> 00:00:56,264 Didn't know what he was didn't know what he was doing. 20 00:00:57,724 --> 00:00:59,476 - [Kevin] I didn't come home for 20 years for a reason. 21 00:00:59,476 --> 00:01:02,103 (upbeat music) 22 00:01:15,075 --> 00:01:17,577 (calm music) 23 00:01:19,329 --> 00:01:21,456 - [Theodore] Growing up in Gainesville you know 24 00:01:21,456 --> 00:01:23,500 it was rough over in that area. 25 00:01:26,086 --> 00:01:27,295 They just haven't put a whole lot 26 00:01:27,295 --> 00:01:28,797 of emphasis on that side of town. 27 00:01:35,345 --> 00:01:37,472 - [Keith] A lot of things were neglected 28 00:01:37,472 --> 00:01:39,641 and no outlets to do anything. 29 00:01:41,017 --> 00:01:43,686 All we had was a basketball court, a football field. 30 00:01:45,146 --> 00:01:47,690 And that's why you had so much talent at that time 31 00:01:47,690 --> 00:01:49,651 coming out of the East side of Gainesville. 32 00:01:49,651 --> 00:01:52,153 - You have blacks on one side of town 33 00:01:52,153 --> 00:01:53,655 you have whites on the other side. 34 00:01:53,655 --> 00:01:55,615 - It's a whole different period of time then it is now. 35 00:01:55,615 --> 00:01:58,660 I grew up with three channels to watch on television. 36 00:01:58,660 --> 00:02:01,788 - We would take the tire rim out of an old bicycle 37 00:02:01,788 --> 00:02:03,498 and we would nail it to a tree. 38 00:02:03,498 --> 00:02:04,457 There would be roots. 39 00:02:04,457 --> 00:02:05,667 And you didn't have a backboard 40 00:02:05,667 --> 00:02:07,669 you just had to shoot the ball straight in. 41 00:02:07,669 --> 00:02:09,003 So we when we would dribble we would 42 00:02:09,003 --> 00:02:11,464 shave to dribble over those roots. 43 00:02:11,464 --> 00:02:16,469 So when we got on a flat court it was like elementary to us. 44 00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:19,514 - It was amazing to me when we finally went over 45 00:02:19,514 --> 00:02:22,016 to the North side or the other side of Gainesville 46 00:02:22,016 --> 00:02:26,020 and seeing that kids had lights at night. 47 00:02:27,397 --> 00:02:29,190 We couldn't play at night and if we did play at night 48 00:02:29,190 --> 00:02:32,485 somebody had to pull they car up with headlights 49 00:02:32,485 --> 00:02:34,696 so we could play or we could just use the moon. 50 00:02:34,696 --> 00:02:39,701 - That was one of the attributes to why we was so good 51 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:44,998 at playing basketball because of the conditions. 52 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:48,376 (acoustic guitar music) 53 00:02:51,546 --> 00:02:53,673 Kevin, he wasn't that good. 54 00:02:53,673 --> 00:02:55,550 - [Keith] He started off just average. 55 00:02:56,718 --> 00:02:58,219 Nobody really wanted him on a team. 56 00:02:58,219 --> 00:03:01,681 - For Kevin to just come up and to be where 57 00:03:01,681 --> 00:03:04,184 this All American basketball player 58 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:07,437 I mean who would have thought it? 59 00:03:07,437 --> 00:03:09,397 I mean I knew he'd probably make it and he'd be 60 00:03:09,397 --> 00:03:12,108 but I think it became from his determination. 61 00:03:14,694 --> 00:03:17,113 - [Keith] We grew up in a house not a home. 62 00:03:17,113 --> 00:03:18,281 It's a big difference. 63 00:03:20,950 --> 00:03:25,246 My dad was a very intimidating figure, a scary man. 64 00:03:25,246 --> 00:03:27,790 250, ball of hell. 65 00:03:29,292 --> 00:03:31,085 And when he walked the house shook. 66 00:03:32,253 --> 00:03:35,131 My father could speak to you and you would shake. 67 00:03:35,131 --> 00:03:37,759 So we stepped lightly in the house. 68 00:03:37,759 --> 00:03:39,427 It was like walking on eggshells. 69 00:03:44,933 --> 00:03:46,267 - Apparently something was happening. 70 00:03:46,267 --> 00:03:48,603 Kevin would come down to the house my mom's house 71 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:51,773 crying and and didn't want to go back home. 72 00:03:51,773 --> 00:03:54,567 So it I know it was something serious. 73 00:03:54,567 --> 00:03:58,279 But how serious, at the time I was young I didn't know. 74 00:03:58,279 --> 00:04:03,284 - I think my brother for the most part I think he caught 75 00:04:05,453 --> 00:04:10,458 the worst part before he became noticed for basketball. 76 00:04:12,126 --> 00:04:13,461 - If he came to the house 77 00:04:14,629 --> 00:04:16,631 we were going to the basketball court. 78 00:04:16,631 --> 00:04:18,132 We were going out to play ball to do something 79 00:04:18,132 --> 00:04:21,344 to take his mind off of what had just happened 80 00:04:21,344 --> 00:04:23,012 or what he was going through. 81 00:04:25,181 --> 00:04:28,851 - Basketball was for all of us, for all the boys 82 00:04:28,851 --> 00:04:31,312 in the family was like a therapy. 83 00:04:31,312 --> 00:04:33,481 Just to go out to the basketball court and shoot basketball 84 00:04:33,481 --> 00:04:34,983 all the time that was just like a therapy. 85 00:04:34,983 --> 00:04:39,862 No matter how hot, how cold, no lights we would play. 86 00:04:39,862 --> 00:04:41,489 And we played for the love of it. 87 00:04:41,489 --> 00:04:42,949 - From sunup to sundown we are 88 00:04:42,949 --> 00:04:45,285 out there on that basketball court. 89 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:48,329 And that's all we did was play ball constantly. 90 00:04:48,329 --> 00:04:52,667 - It just a way to release and get away, dream. 91 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:55,503 You wanted to be Doctor J. you wanted to be Magic. 92 00:04:55,503 --> 00:04:58,172 You know dream and get away and be happy for a while 93 00:04:58,172 --> 00:05:00,174 'cause after it was over you had to go back home 94 00:05:00,174 --> 00:05:03,678 and face that reality that it wasn't the Huxtables. 95 00:05:03,678 --> 00:05:05,346 It was real. 96 00:05:09,809 --> 00:05:11,978 - Kevin wanted to play basketball. 97 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:15,148 He was a sophomore in high school and he had played 98 00:05:15,148 --> 00:05:17,483 on the freshman team then the sophomore team 99 00:05:17,483 --> 00:05:19,402 and then I came in as the head coach. 100 00:05:19,402 --> 00:05:21,029 - Kevin always seemed to be, 101 00:05:22,530 --> 00:05:24,657 he wasn't the most talkative kid. 102 00:05:24,657 --> 00:05:27,410 His personality seemed to be playing ball. 103 00:05:27,410 --> 00:05:29,203 That's where he seemed to shine. 104 00:05:29,203 --> 00:05:31,164 If there was some way that you could help his game 105 00:05:31,164 --> 00:05:33,207 and help him with the stance and give him 106 00:05:33,207 --> 00:05:37,503 some positive feedback and constructive criticism 107 00:05:37,503 --> 00:05:39,547 I mean he always seemed to relish that. 108 00:05:39,547 --> 00:05:41,424 You could almost see that light turn on 109 00:05:41,424 --> 00:05:43,551 and there was an appreciation there. 110 00:05:43,551 --> 00:05:46,220 - The Jamboree was at East Side High School. 111 00:05:46,220 --> 00:05:48,389 I don't remember exactly how many points that I scored 112 00:05:48,389 --> 00:05:51,392 but that night when the girls started to come 113 00:05:51,392 --> 00:05:55,021 when the scouts started to call right away 114 00:05:56,397 --> 00:05:58,107 when people started to look at me a little differently 115 00:05:58,107 --> 00:06:00,026 after that night that's when I understood 116 00:06:00,026 --> 00:06:03,363 that this is different and now I'm special. 117 00:06:04,906 --> 00:06:07,408 This must be what it's like to be a star. 118 00:06:07,408 --> 00:06:10,578 (contemplative music) 119 00:06:10,578 --> 00:06:13,247 - Kevin was a natural I mean he's just such a scorer. 120 00:06:13,247 --> 00:06:16,584 He was the most unbelievable score I'd ever been around. 121 00:06:16,584 --> 00:06:19,587 He was almost like watching an acrobat. 122 00:06:19,587 --> 00:06:22,882 He would start off doing one thing and then he would end up 123 00:06:22,882 --> 00:06:25,593 in a whole total different position. 124 00:06:25,593 --> 00:06:27,887 But yet his shoulders were always square 125 00:06:27,887 --> 00:06:30,264 and he always had the same follow through. 126 00:06:30,264 --> 00:06:32,600 So it enabled him to be able to shoot balls 127 00:06:32,600 --> 00:06:35,895 that look like for most people he was off balance. 128 00:06:35,895 --> 00:06:38,439 But he was actually right on target. 129 00:06:38,439 --> 00:06:40,650 - He was tough he was physical he lathered up 130 00:06:40,650 --> 00:06:43,111 as good as anybody that I've ever seen. 131 00:06:43,111 --> 00:06:45,279 He played every facet of the game. 132 00:06:45,279 --> 00:06:46,614 He was a great defender. 133 00:06:46,614 --> 00:06:51,619 He was six four plus, skinny but rangy. 134 00:06:52,995 --> 00:06:54,789 - [Rick] For Kevin to make a pass was very unusual. 135 00:06:54,789 --> 00:06:58,793 So he also had a nickname as the black hole 136 00:06:58,793 --> 00:07:01,129 because when it went into him you never saw daylight. 137 00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:03,256 You knew the ball was gone it was gonna be up. 138 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:05,174 Most of the time it was a score. 139 00:07:05,174 --> 00:07:08,302 - This is the best scorer that I've ever seen. 140 00:07:08,302 --> 00:07:11,639 - I was kind of taken back by it all. 141 00:07:11,639 --> 00:07:13,474 I was a young coach and I had 142 00:07:13,474 --> 00:07:16,436 not had a player of that caliber. 143 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:18,980 (upbeat music) 144 00:07:27,321 --> 00:07:28,823 - In the ninth grade I think we lost one game. 145 00:07:28,823 --> 00:07:30,825 We had scored over 100 points. 146 00:07:30,825 --> 00:07:35,455 - It was very exciting, we had two of the best players 147 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:38,541 in the state of Florida with Kevin and Vernon. 148 00:07:38,541 --> 00:07:40,042 - [Kevin] We did everything together. 149 00:07:40,042 --> 00:07:43,045 We hung out, we played ball, we partied, we did everything. 150 00:07:43,045 --> 00:07:46,132 - [Keith] People would often debate even at that time 151 00:07:46,132 --> 00:07:48,468 who were better of the two players. 152 00:07:49,510 --> 00:07:52,680 - They knew the double threat was with 153 00:07:52,680 --> 00:07:55,016 Kevin and Vernon but Kevin was the gun. 154 00:07:55,016 --> 00:07:56,559 He was the guy everybody was shooting 155 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:58,019 for and trying to shut down. 156 00:07:58,895 --> 00:08:00,855 (upbeat music) 157 00:08:00,855 --> 00:08:03,357 - The difference between my junior and senior was 158 00:08:03,357 --> 00:08:05,860 when we started to season everyone 159 00:08:05,860 --> 00:08:09,363 knew who I was and I was the leader. 160 00:08:09,363 --> 00:08:11,199 People that normally would walk by me 161 00:08:11,199 --> 00:08:14,535 now wanted to have a long conversation with me. 162 00:08:14,535 --> 00:08:18,247 People in the church that normally didn't say anything to me 163 00:08:18,247 --> 00:08:20,833 now they were patting me on my back. 164 00:08:20,833 --> 00:08:23,503 - I mean you were popular and popularity, 165 00:08:23,503 --> 00:08:28,007 people want to be round you people want to be with you. 166 00:08:28,007 --> 00:08:29,675 - [Kevin] Drugs started out as fun. 167 00:08:29,675 --> 00:08:34,680 My senior year we would get high before games, after games. 168 00:08:36,057 --> 00:08:38,684 - They used to have a thing they called season women. 169 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:40,728 During basketball season the girls 170 00:08:40,728 --> 00:08:43,397 wanted to get with the guys that played basketball. 171 00:08:43,397 --> 00:08:45,399 If you were good now that just add to it. 172 00:08:45,399 --> 00:08:47,902 You could probably have any girl you wanted. 173 00:08:47,902 --> 00:08:49,904 - If I were to score 30 points I could get 174 00:08:49,904 --> 00:08:51,447 any and everything that I wanted meaning 175 00:08:51,447 --> 00:08:56,452 money, girls, drugs, alcohol, weed, cocaine. 176 00:08:58,454 --> 00:09:02,083 And by the time I understood that I was medicating myself 177 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:04,252 with drugs I was deep deep into it. 178 00:09:06,879 --> 00:09:10,591 Once you score 30 points you can no longer average 20. 179 00:09:10,591 --> 00:09:13,094 Then you're not the same, then your average. 180 00:09:13,094 --> 00:09:14,637 If I were to walk out of a game 181 00:09:15,805 --> 00:09:18,099 with 20 points I would be depressed 182 00:09:18,099 --> 00:09:19,600 as crazy as that may sound. 183 00:09:19,600 --> 00:09:21,727 - People used to think it was so great. 184 00:09:21,727 --> 00:09:24,105 Kevin Bradshaw is your brother oh he's did this. 185 00:09:24,105 --> 00:09:25,982 I knew my brother. 186 00:09:25,982 --> 00:09:27,608 I knew him the person he was. 187 00:09:27,608 --> 00:09:29,068 I knew what he was going through privately 188 00:09:29,068 --> 00:09:32,655 And so it was not what people try to make it out to be. 189 00:09:34,115 --> 00:09:38,452 I remember waiting for my brother to come home after 190 00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:41,122 a basketball game in high school. 191 00:09:41,122 --> 00:09:43,958 And he would never come through the front door. 192 00:09:43,958 --> 00:09:46,127 I would always have to leave the window open 193 00:09:46,127 --> 00:09:48,170 because he would come home drunk or high. 194 00:09:49,088 --> 00:09:50,464 He was never happy. 195 00:09:50,464 --> 00:09:52,633 - He was holding a lot of stuff inside 196 00:09:52,633 --> 00:09:54,635 that he really wouldn't let people know about. 197 00:09:54,635 --> 00:09:57,179 And I think that's why he was so angry. 198 00:09:57,179 --> 00:09:58,806 Any little thing would set him off. 199 00:09:58,806 --> 00:10:03,436 And Kevin he wasn't afraid to fight. 200 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:09,108 - It was a different ballgame on the southeast side of town 201 00:10:09,108 --> 00:10:10,776 as far as the way the blacks were treated. 202 00:10:10,776 --> 00:10:12,862 There was not a lot of mixing between 203 00:10:12,862 --> 00:10:14,989 the races as for his relationships. 204 00:10:14,989 --> 00:10:17,158 I didn't hate white's at the beginning. 205 00:10:17,158 --> 00:10:20,369 I think gradually as time went on I began to hate. 206 00:10:21,829 --> 00:10:23,873 Well I'm in seventh grade in middle school 207 00:10:23,873 --> 00:10:26,208 and I have a question that I wanted to ask. 208 00:10:26,208 --> 00:10:29,545 I was excited and I made a mistake when I asked it. 209 00:10:29,545 --> 00:10:33,299 And then when I completed, finished asked my question 210 00:10:33,299 --> 00:10:36,135 she said you know all you niggers are the same. 211 00:10:36,135 --> 00:10:37,511 All you niggers are dumb. 212 00:10:37,511 --> 00:10:41,015 Immediately I remember stuttering from that point on. 213 00:10:41,015 --> 00:10:44,310 So the first opportunity you have to do something 214 00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:46,228 to a white person you can justify it. 215 00:10:49,690 --> 00:10:53,486 During the 70's they would bring kids from different parts 216 00:10:53,486 --> 00:10:58,491 of the city to go to school over there with the black kids. 217 00:10:59,700 --> 00:11:02,203 On the last day of school the bell 218 00:11:02,203 --> 00:11:04,747 would ring and as these students were headed 219 00:11:04,747 --> 00:11:06,707 to the bus the white students, 220 00:11:06,707 --> 00:11:11,712 the black kids would swing on them beat him up. 221 00:11:13,381 --> 00:11:15,841 I knew it was absolutely wrong and the people 222 00:11:15,841 --> 00:11:20,846 that we did it to had done nothing to deserve this. 223 00:11:21,722 --> 00:11:22,890 It was something I don't remember 224 00:11:22,890 --> 00:11:25,393 reading about it in the papers. 225 00:11:25,393 --> 00:11:27,937 I was there to experience it for three years 226 00:11:27,937 --> 00:11:30,731 in middle school this was never really talked about. 227 00:11:30,731 --> 00:11:33,025 Maybe because the tension between 228 00:11:33,025 --> 00:11:36,070 the races in Gainesville at that time. 229 00:11:37,071 --> 00:11:39,615 (upbeat music) 230 00:11:47,915 --> 00:11:50,626 Gainesville was crazy for the Gators. 231 00:11:50,626 --> 00:11:53,295 It was Gator Town. 232 00:11:59,093 --> 00:12:00,720 - [Adolph] A lot of people were expecting 233 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:02,763 Kevin to go to the University of Florida. 234 00:12:02,763 --> 00:12:04,056 He was highly recruited. 235 00:12:04,056 --> 00:12:05,766 He was practicing with the team 236 00:12:05,766 --> 00:12:07,101 on a daily basis pretty much. 237 00:12:07,101 --> 00:12:09,562 - The University of Florida really liked Kevin. 238 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,231 You got the state's top scorer I mean-- 239 00:12:12,231 --> 00:12:15,067 - A young athlete and the kind of talent he had 240 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:18,446 and he had a lot of schools that were pursuing him. 241 00:12:18,446 --> 00:12:20,448 - [Adolph] When you come for that visit of course 242 00:12:20,448 --> 00:12:22,783 they're gonna roll out the red carpet for you. 243 00:12:22,783 --> 00:12:26,746 The girls, the limo. 244 00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:28,956 - At that time pretty much we had been recruited heavily. 245 00:12:28,956 --> 00:12:31,751 There are certain females at every school 246 00:12:31,751 --> 00:12:36,505 that are known to help support the basketball program. 247 00:12:36,505 --> 00:12:38,299 Let's put it that way. 248 00:12:38,299 --> 00:12:40,468 It was pretty much what do you need what do you want? 249 00:12:40,468 --> 00:12:42,011 If it's drugs the drugs are there. 250 00:12:42,011 --> 00:12:44,764 If it's sex the sex is there. 251 00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:47,016 So that blew my mind as a young man. 252 00:12:47,975 --> 00:12:51,145 (contemplative music) 253 00:12:52,980 --> 00:12:55,524 - His parents wanted him to to go to 254 00:12:55,524 --> 00:12:57,526 a predominantly black college. 255 00:12:57,526 --> 00:12:58,819 He struggled with that. 256 00:12:58,819 --> 00:13:01,781 He wanted to be there for his mom of course 257 00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:05,117 and he wanted to try to make his father happy too. 258 00:13:05,117 --> 00:13:06,494 He put them first. 259 00:13:06,494 --> 00:13:08,996 - Norm Sloan came to my high school. 260 00:13:08,996 --> 00:13:11,165 He first goes off about my grades 261 00:13:11,165 --> 00:13:14,668 then he puts the scholarship on the table. 262 00:13:14,668 --> 00:13:16,504 And he said sign this. 263 00:13:17,463 --> 00:13:19,173 And I looked at him and told him 264 00:13:19,173 --> 00:13:21,175 I wanted to speak to my parents about it. 265 00:13:21,175 --> 00:13:23,511 And one of the things that insulted me the most 266 00:13:23,511 --> 00:13:26,305 about the conversation with Norm Sloane was 267 00:13:26,305 --> 00:13:29,183 when he saw my grades he told me what a terrible student 268 00:13:29,183 --> 00:13:32,061 I was but then he said it can be fixed. 269 00:13:32,061 --> 00:13:34,396 But according to your grades I don't think you're capable 270 00:13:34,396 --> 00:13:38,317 of taking these regular classes so it's your choice. 271 00:13:38,317 --> 00:13:40,194 And I just told him I'm not gonna sign it. 272 00:13:40,194 --> 00:13:43,197 - And he called me and said that he would like to 273 00:13:43,197 --> 00:13:46,033 join the force because he liked the institution, 274 00:13:46,033 --> 00:13:50,204 not too far from home and the whole ball of wax. 275 00:13:50,204 --> 00:13:52,832 - It was a black college and he thought that 276 00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:54,708 the experience there was going to be 277 00:13:54,708 --> 00:13:57,711 a better experience than going anywhere else. 278 00:13:59,380 --> 00:14:02,842 - It was not my choice for him but he felt like 279 00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,051 he would be more comfortable there 280 00:14:04,051 --> 00:14:06,512 and so he chose Bethune Cookman. 281 00:14:06,512 --> 00:14:09,056 - Kevin danced to his own beat a little bit. 282 00:14:10,182 --> 00:14:12,393 - Me going to Bethune Cookman I had 283 00:14:12,393 --> 00:14:14,895 no idea would caused such controversy. 284 00:14:16,272 --> 00:14:18,858 The majority of people in Gainesville thought I was crazy 285 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:22,528 for choosing Bethune Cookman over the University of Florida. 286 00:14:22,528 --> 00:14:24,864 The University of Florida ran the city. 287 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:28,617 So for me to go against that big machine 288 00:14:28,617 --> 00:14:32,246 was ridiculous in many people's mind. 289 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:38,085 - We're a small close knit community in Gainesville 290 00:14:38,085 --> 00:14:39,920 and everybody feels like that you're 291 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:41,755 one of theirs you got to stay here. 292 00:14:41,755 --> 00:14:43,632 - The majority of people just turned their backs on me. 293 00:14:43,632 --> 00:14:46,927 - People who gravitated towards him one day 294 00:14:46,927 --> 00:14:50,598 and the next day wanted nothing to do with him. 295 00:14:51,932 --> 00:14:53,934 - Even some blacks were saying I was crazy for choosing 296 00:14:53,934 --> 00:14:57,313 to go to an all black school which kind of confused me. 297 00:14:57,313 --> 00:14:59,982 I was sure that the majority of 298 00:14:59,982 --> 00:15:01,567 the black people would understand okay 299 00:15:01,567 --> 00:15:04,153 I was taking my talent to a black University. 300 00:15:04,153 --> 00:15:07,781 - People will just walk up to him and call him a nigger. 301 00:15:07,781 --> 00:15:10,784 You're nothing, you'll never make nothing out your life. 302 00:15:10,784 --> 00:15:13,162 - I couldn't go anywhere without being 303 00:15:13,162 --> 00:15:15,789 looked at or talked to a certain way. 304 00:15:15,789 --> 00:15:17,625 (contemplative music) 305 00:15:17,625 --> 00:15:19,084 When I left to go off to Bethune Cookman 306 00:15:19,084 --> 00:15:21,670 it was a relief because I felt the pressure 307 00:15:21,670 --> 00:15:24,798 of not being wanted in Gainesville anymore. 308 00:15:27,301 --> 00:15:29,637 It was like a weight was lifted off my shoulder. 309 00:15:33,015 --> 00:15:34,808 - This big smile starting out. 310 00:15:34,808 --> 00:15:35,643 Wait a minute. 311 00:15:37,353 --> 00:15:40,606 The Daytona Beach area has so much to offer our visitors 312 00:15:40,606 --> 00:15:42,983 but I would have to say that the biggest attraction 313 00:15:42,983 --> 00:15:45,694 will always be our world famous beach. 314 00:15:45,694 --> 00:15:48,364 (upbeat music) 315 00:15:51,825 --> 00:15:53,035 - Everybody looked at Daytona Beach 316 00:15:53,035 --> 00:15:54,536 as spring break, a place to go. 317 00:15:54,536 --> 00:15:58,540 Spring Break only happens over on the beach side. 318 00:15:58,540 --> 00:16:00,668 There's no happening over on the college side. 319 00:16:00,668 --> 00:16:03,671 - The first time I started second guessing myself 320 00:16:03,671 --> 00:16:06,006 about the decision of going to Bethune Cookman 321 00:16:06,006 --> 00:16:09,009 probably was after I arrived on campus, 322 00:16:09,009 --> 00:16:11,303 and I was there for maybe two weeks, 323 00:16:11,303 --> 00:16:12,513 and then I started to understand 324 00:16:12,513 --> 00:16:14,390 that this is not the University of Florida 325 00:16:14,390 --> 00:16:16,016 where I have all these resources. 326 00:16:16,016 --> 00:16:17,184 - They didn't have the money. 327 00:16:17,184 --> 00:16:18,185 They didn't have the scholarships. 328 00:16:18,185 --> 00:16:21,480 They didn't have the materials. 329 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:23,023 - You look forward to doing certain things 330 00:16:23,023 --> 00:16:26,193 or you're promised certain things if you come to my school 331 00:16:26,193 --> 00:16:28,862 and then when you get there then 332 00:16:28,862 --> 00:16:31,407 it's something entirely different. 333 00:16:31,407 --> 00:16:32,992 (upbeat music) 334 00:16:32,992 --> 00:16:35,202 - [Jack] The school sits red in the middle of the ghetto. 335 00:16:35,202 --> 00:16:37,329 - A southern black school you go to 336 00:16:37,329 --> 00:16:38,539 is gonna be in the projects. 337 00:16:38,539 --> 00:16:40,207 You could probably throw a rock to the projects. 338 00:16:40,207 --> 00:16:43,711 - Around Bethune Cookman you only have liquor stores. 339 00:16:43,711 --> 00:16:46,839 - We had the ABC Liquor Lounge, we had the 440 club. 340 00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:49,341 - The gas station that you have is next 341 00:16:49,341 --> 00:16:51,385 to Bethune Cookman where they sell nothing but beer. 342 00:16:51,385 --> 00:16:52,261 - [Kenny] If you go down Second Avenue 343 00:16:52,261 --> 00:16:54,054 the way they tell us not to go 344 00:16:54,054 --> 00:16:55,931 that whole street going through those projects 345 00:16:55,931 --> 00:16:57,516 was nothing but a lot of drugs. 346 00:16:57,516 --> 00:17:00,185 - So it wasn't nothing positive around Bethune Cookman. 347 00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:03,272 - And then I started to continue to get 348 00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:06,191 the negative feedback from Gainesville. 349 00:17:06,191 --> 00:17:08,569 And there are a few articles written and that's when 350 00:17:08,569 --> 00:17:10,571 I think I started to feel shameful 351 00:17:10,571 --> 00:17:13,073 about signing with the small school versus 352 00:17:13,073 --> 00:17:15,701 the University of Florida. 353 00:17:17,578 --> 00:17:19,705 The success at Bethune Cookman I couldn't enjoy 354 00:17:19,705 --> 00:17:21,874 because you couldn't compare it to the success of my 355 00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:24,418 peers that played at University of Florida. 356 00:17:24,418 --> 00:17:27,629 Vernon had told me that wherever I chose 357 00:17:27,629 --> 00:17:29,882 to go to school he would go there. 358 00:17:29,882 --> 00:17:32,259 But after he signed with the University of Florida 359 00:17:32,259 --> 00:17:33,927 we kind of lost touch with each other. 360 00:17:33,927 --> 00:17:36,597 And I'm looking at my best friend being a star on television 361 00:17:36,597 --> 00:17:39,767 and you're not on the local news. 362 00:17:39,767 --> 00:17:41,477 So even if you're averaging the same amount of points 363 00:17:41,477 --> 00:17:44,438 and you're doing the same thing no one knows it. 364 00:17:44,438 --> 00:17:46,148 - Nobody cared if you went to Bethune Cookman 365 00:17:46,148 --> 00:17:48,942 and played basketball or football who cares? 366 00:17:48,942 --> 00:17:51,278 - [Kevin] It got to a point that no matter what I did 367 00:17:51,278 --> 00:17:54,281 at Bethune on the court I wasn't satisfied. 368 00:17:54,281 --> 00:17:56,950 (somber music) 369 00:17:58,619 --> 00:18:00,996 - Daytona Beach at that time was like wide open. 370 00:18:00,996 --> 00:18:03,457 It was the 80's and a lot of things were moving. 371 00:18:03,457 --> 00:18:05,751 It was a death trap really because 372 00:18:05,751 --> 00:18:08,128 it would consume your whole life. 373 00:18:08,128 --> 00:18:10,589 All you want to do is go party and do different things. 374 00:18:10,589 --> 00:18:12,633 - Kevin was the best basketball player on the team. 375 00:18:12,633 --> 00:18:14,802 He didn't have no problem with the ladies. 376 00:18:14,802 --> 00:18:17,471 - [Kevin] I think women became an addiction to me then. 377 00:18:20,015 --> 00:18:22,309 I could do drugs, alcohol, and be with a woman 378 00:18:22,309 --> 00:18:25,312 and yet have so much pain inside. 379 00:18:25,312 --> 00:18:28,440 - Now they have the big fences around and the security. 380 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:30,484 Back then you were be in practice 381 00:18:30,484 --> 00:18:31,944 and people would be from the city 382 00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:34,363 would be right there in the gym. 383 00:18:34,363 --> 00:18:37,157 - We had one security guard to take care of the campus. 384 00:18:37,157 --> 00:18:40,661 - The drug dealers wanted to hang around him. 385 00:18:40,661 --> 00:18:42,663 So it was easy for him to score drugs. 386 00:18:42,663 --> 00:18:44,164 He'd leave off with those guys 387 00:18:44,164 --> 00:18:46,667 and when he come back you know he's so high. 388 00:18:46,667 --> 00:18:49,628 - He'd just disappear and I say you're doing something. 389 00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:51,630 Now what it is I don't have any idea 390 00:18:51,630 --> 00:18:53,340 but whatever it is it's wrong. 391 00:18:54,675 --> 00:18:57,678 But by time I start preaching to him it was late. 392 00:19:00,013 --> 00:19:01,223 - I think he averaged like 393 00:19:01,223 --> 00:19:02,558 17 points a game his freshman year. 394 00:19:02,558 --> 00:19:04,643 People started knowing who he was. 395 00:19:04,643 --> 00:19:07,020 So once people knew we was then 396 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:10,691 you have to have that little chip on the shoulder 397 00:19:10,691 --> 00:19:12,151 and I thought he had that chip. 398 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:15,070 That's what made him a great athlete I think. 399 00:19:15,070 --> 00:19:17,030 He didn't take no crap from his teammates. 400 00:19:17,030 --> 00:19:18,198 - If you are nice and easy you 401 00:19:18,198 --> 00:19:20,742 ain't gonna last long in basketball. 402 00:19:20,742 --> 00:19:22,870 You don't want them crazy but you want them tough. 403 00:19:22,870 --> 00:19:25,038 - Lot of little things happened around campus. 404 00:19:25,038 --> 00:19:26,707 You might have a fight in the dorms. 405 00:19:26,707 --> 00:19:27,833 They might beat up somebody in 406 00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:29,042 the dorms or something like that. 407 00:19:29,042 --> 00:19:31,253 - No he wasn't a evil person but boy when 408 00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:35,048 he get mad though you can't stop him. 409 00:19:35,048 --> 00:19:36,884 - So this particular night I went 410 00:19:36,884 --> 00:19:38,552 to this club down in the bottom. 411 00:19:38,552 --> 00:19:41,388 We got drunk, we got high and then I got in 412 00:19:41,388 --> 00:19:44,391 a confrontation with a man from Daytona. 413 00:19:44,391 --> 00:19:48,103 And I proceeded to go out to the car 414 00:19:48,103 --> 00:19:52,274 get a gun which was in the car which we usually had around. 415 00:19:52,274 --> 00:19:54,735 - He's sitting there on the back of a car 416 00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:58,906 like mad and drunk and crying with a gun on his lap. 417 00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:02,451 Kevin goes in and take a chair and sit in the middle 418 00:20:02,451 --> 00:20:05,913 of the dance floor just sit there with the gun. 419 00:20:07,372 --> 00:20:09,208 - I was so out of it and I was like just going off 420 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,752 and daring anyone to come near me and touch me. 421 00:20:11,752 --> 00:20:13,921 I cocked the gun and I was sitting there with it. 422 00:20:13,921 --> 00:20:15,422 And it's like suicide. 423 00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:19,760 I was out of my mind during that time. 424 00:20:25,599 --> 00:20:27,267 - He never went to class. 425 00:20:27,267 --> 00:20:30,229 He never got up in the morning. 426 00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,773 - His grade average start academically 427 00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:35,317 started dropping down and we called him in. 428 00:20:35,317 --> 00:20:38,445 - The night that coach McLaren explained to me 429 00:20:38,445 --> 00:20:41,281 that I would be dismissed from school 430 00:20:41,281 --> 00:20:44,076 because of my grades and because of my behavior I lost it. 431 00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:48,664 I went off on him, cursed him, begged in. 432 00:20:48,664 --> 00:20:52,584 Meeting I went over to the dorm I destroyed my room. 433 00:20:52,584 --> 00:20:56,129 And then I didn't know what the hell I was gonna do. 434 00:20:56,129 --> 00:20:58,966 I couldn't go back to Gainesville because of the shame. 435 00:21:00,300 --> 00:21:02,094 It goes back to you believing that 436 00:21:02,094 --> 00:21:04,304 what everyone was saying about you is true. 437 00:21:04,304 --> 00:21:07,307 You're a failure, your dumb, 438 00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:09,810 you didn't take advantage of your talent. 439 00:21:11,603 --> 00:21:12,980 I didn't have any money. 440 00:21:12,980 --> 00:21:15,482 I had a daughter that was on the way 441 00:21:15,482 --> 00:21:17,818 and the only way I could support my family 442 00:21:17,818 --> 00:21:19,987 in a legal way and make enough money 443 00:21:19,987 --> 00:21:23,490 to support them would be join the military. 444 00:21:23,490 --> 00:21:26,785 (acoustic piano music) 445 00:21:46,471 --> 00:21:50,350 One word to describe life on the ship would be disaster. 446 00:21:52,060 --> 00:21:54,855 Too many rules, chain of command, 447 00:21:54,855 --> 00:21:56,356 people are talking to you like crap 448 00:21:56,356 --> 00:21:58,859 and having you sweep floors. 449 00:21:58,859 --> 00:22:00,902 No one's giving me credit for the fact 450 00:22:00,902 --> 00:22:03,196 that I can jump or shoot a basketball. 451 00:22:03,196 --> 00:22:04,364 That's a different life than what 452 00:22:04,364 --> 00:22:08,035 I had experienced being a star athlete. 453 00:22:08,035 --> 00:22:09,202 - When you're in the military trouble 454 00:22:09,202 --> 00:22:11,079 come from all different angles. 455 00:22:11,079 --> 00:22:12,831 It can be a personality thing. 456 00:22:12,831 --> 00:22:14,333 It can be a color thing. 457 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:16,543 - All of a sudden I had to be responsible for my actions. 458 00:22:16,543 --> 00:22:18,378 And there are consequences that 459 00:22:18,378 --> 00:22:20,213 you have to pay and you pay them. 460 00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:23,508 (acoustic piano music) 461 00:22:25,385 --> 00:22:26,887 The worst thing about being in the ship cell 462 00:22:26,887 --> 00:22:30,891 is just been isolated and having to talk to yourself. 463 00:22:30,891 --> 00:22:32,893 Because there's no one to curse out or argue. 464 00:22:32,893 --> 00:22:35,562 And you pretty much are looked at like a stupid person 465 00:22:35,562 --> 00:22:38,231 if you're doing it by other shipmates. 466 00:22:41,610 --> 00:22:43,570 I really wanted to get out of the Navy. 467 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:49,076 The way I was told to get kicked off was to 468 00:22:49,076 --> 00:22:51,620 walk up to the captain and tell him that 469 00:22:51,620 --> 00:22:56,249 I like being with men and that I found him attractive. 470 00:22:56,249 --> 00:22:58,460 I was going to walk up to this man and tell him that. 471 00:22:58,460 --> 00:23:01,129 But when my friends told me about it 472 00:23:01,129 --> 00:23:03,090 and they understood I was serious 473 00:23:03,090 --> 00:23:05,258 they took me off for a beer and kind of talked me out of it. 474 00:23:05,258 --> 00:23:07,427 They could see that I was depressed and pissed off and angry 475 00:23:07,427 --> 00:23:09,888 and they knew that I was close to doing it. 476 00:23:16,311 --> 00:23:18,063 - I was a engine man in the Navy. 477 00:23:18,063 --> 00:23:19,940 I did have a reputation of being 478 00:23:19,940 --> 00:23:23,944 a hard ass, asshole, dickhead. 479 00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:25,779 If you messed up basically that's 480 00:23:25,779 --> 00:23:28,281 where they send you down to see Earl. 481 00:23:28,281 --> 00:23:30,659 Earl the prison camp engine room. 482 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:34,454 Once you was in there it's like a prison camp. 483 00:23:35,789 --> 00:23:38,792 Kevin was a big knucklehead when he came to me. 484 00:23:38,792 --> 00:23:41,503 Walk around like he was a space cadet. 485 00:23:41,503 --> 00:23:42,796 Tell him to do something he give 486 00:23:42,796 --> 00:23:45,006 you that oh go fuck off look. 487 00:23:45,006 --> 00:23:46,466 - I thought it was crazy I didn't like him. 488 00:23:46,466 --> 00:23:49,803 - It had a lot to do with well you're black 489 00:23:49,803 --> 00:23:52,764 I'm black so you ain't gonna make me do too much. 490 00:23:52,764 --> 00:23:56,435 And I be like Kevin you know this is a job. 491 00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:59,312 - His famous sentence was just because you're black 492 00:23:59,312 --> 00:24:00,814 and I'm back don't think I won't 493 00:24:00,814 --> 00:24:03,150 throw your black ass under the boat. 494 00:24:03,150 --> 00:24:04,526 You better do your job. 495 00:24:04,526 --> 00:24:05,986 - You ain't at home with mother. 496 00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:08,196 Kevin you in the Navy, you a man. 497 00:24:08,196 --> 00:24:11,158 You got to do what the man got to do, suck it up. 498 00:24:11,158 --> 00:24:13,160 - We even had a physical confrontation 499 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:15,662 once in the diesel room. 500 00:24:15,662 --> 00:24:17,622 He didn't write me up and he just told me 501 00:24:17,622 --> 00:24:19,875 if you want to do this game tomorrow we can do it again. 502 00:24:19,875 --> 00:24:22,210 - It was just tough love you know. 503 00:24:27,340 --> 00:24:29,217 And after awhile me and Kevin got to going 504 00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:31,344 so I invited him to my house. 505 00:24:31,344 --> 00:24:34,014 - McKinney I looked at him like Fred Sanford. 506 00:24:34,014 --> 00:24:36,683 The he speaks he's from Southeast Saint Louis. 507 00:24:36,683 --> 00:24:39,019 We had a lot of the same thoughts we had the same mentality 508 00:24:39,019 --> 00:24:40,854 but we'd never discussed race before. 509 00:24:40,854 --> 00:24:44,524 - Kevin had never met my wife or my kid. 510 00:24:44,524 --> 00:24:47,486 - And then his Scottish beautiful 511 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:49,696 white woman opens the door. 512 00:24:49,696 --> 00:24:52,866 - He's like oh how you doing Mrs. McKinney? 513 00:24:52,866 --> 00:24:54,159 But he had to look like I can't believe 514 00:24:54,159 --> 00:24:56,036 married to a white woman. 515 00:24:56,036 --> 00:24:58,038 - This white woman from Scotland I just don't get it. 516 00:24:58,038 --> 00:24:59,206 I don't see the connection. 517 00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:00,999 I'm assuming like this had to be a joke 518 00:25:00,999 --> 00:25:03,543 because McKinney was a little bit of a prankster as well. 519 00:25:03,543 --> 00:25:05,587 - When I first seen him the big dumb looking 520 00:25:05,587 --> 00:25:08,548 guy from Florida, that's the look he had on his face. 521 00:25:08,548 --> 00:25:10,258 - But then when I sat down and saw his two daughters 522 00:25:10,258 --> 00:25:13,220 and his wife then I understood it was real. 523 00:25:13,220 --> 00:25:17,557 - And I think that helped him start to get at ease 524 00:25:17,557 --> 00:25:21,061 with people and take the damn chip off your shoulder. 525 00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:22,521 - You know I had certain perception or 526 00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:24,523 certain belief about whites at the time. 527 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:28,401 It just further helped me understand it has to do with 528 00:25:28,401 --> 00:25:30,862 who you are not not the color of your skin. 529 00:25:33,573 --> 00:25:34,741 - [Announcer] They were selected as cadets 530 00:25:34,741 --> 00:25:36,576 partly for their physical fitness. 531 00:25:36,576 --> 00:25:39,037 And one way they are kept in tip top condition 532 00:25:39,037 --> 00:25:41,289 is by the intramural sports program. 533 00:25:41,289 --> 00:25:44,793 - The first time McKinney talked to me about basketball 534 00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:46,878 they were getting ready to form a ship's team. 535 00:25:46,878 --> 00:25:49,464 He asked me if I could play and I told him 536 00:25:49,464 --> 00:25:51,132 I used to play a little bit and he said 537 00:25:51,132 --> 00:25:53,760 the same thing that most people have said in my past. 538 00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:56,096 That I didn't look like I could play any effing basketball. 539 00:25:56,096 --> 00:26:01,101 - Kevin look more like that cartoon that big vulture. 540 00:26:02,435 --> 00:26:05,939 He just had that look like he was uncoordinated. 541 00:26:05,939 --> 00:26:07,232 - I told him at the beginning no 542 00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:09,150 I'm not really that interested in playing. 543 00:26:09,150 --> 00:26:11,903 But because he was my boss he kind of 544 00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:13,947 persuaded me that by coming over-- 545 00:26:13,947 --> 00:26:15,490 - The only reason you came out there 546 00:26:15,490 --> 00:26:17,659 truthfully was to prove me wrong. 547 00:26:17,659 --> 00:26:19,619 - Hadn't said a whole lot to anybody 548 00:26:19,619 --> 00:26:22,080 and nobody really knew who he was. 549 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:24,958 Came out and man. 550 00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:27,919 - I've never seen a guy hit so many baskets 551 00:26:27,919 --> 00:26:30,088 where there's nothing but the bottom of the net. 552 00:26:30,088 --> 00:26:31,590 - Once I picked up a basketball the love 553 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:34,134 was right back to me and I loved it. 554 00:26:34,134 --> 00:26:35,302 I stayed away from it and I feared it 555 00:26:35,302 --> 00:26:37,470 but once I picked it up and I started playing 556 00:26:37,470 --> 00:26:40,265 and then I was playing with these guys who were just fun. 557 00:26:40,265 --> 00:26:42,100 Like I said it wasn't for money 558 00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:44,853 or a scholarship it was just for ships team. 559 00:26:44,853 --> 00:26:46,980 - When we stepped out on the hardwood floor 560 00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:50,984 it wasn't about me being a Chief and Kevin being an E2. 561 00:26:50,984 --> 00:26:54,654 It was about me being T and Kevin being Kevin. 562 00:26:54,654 --> 00:26:57,449 - Whether we won or lost there was never an argument. 563 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,492 - We were truly brothers on the court. 564 00:27:01,536 --> 00:27:03,496 - On the submarines one person 565 00:27:03,496 --> 00:27:05,498 had to depend on the other person. 566 00:27:05,498 --> 00:27:07,167 Dream team was a family. 567 00:27:07,167 --> 00:27:09,628 - Love of the game just came right back to me. 568 00:27:13,006 --> 00:27:16,468 - [McKinney] We went from sand lot to having a ship's team 569 00:27:17,677 --> 00:27:20,680 to a base team to where we considered ourselves 570 00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:22,974 the Dream Team, our travelling team. 571 00:27:22,974 --> 00:27:25,060 - It consisted of guys from my ship 572 00:27:25,060 --> 00:27:28,021 from the base all over San Diego. 573 00:27:28,021 --> 00:27:31,566 What we did was travel around play on different tournaments. 574 00:27:31,566 --> 00:27:33,151 Group of guys that just played 575 00:27:33,151 --> 00:27:34,569 basketball for the right reasons. 576 00:27:34,569 --> 00:27:36,071 - We were unbeatable. 577 00:27:36,071 --> 00:27:39,324 Wherever we went we just blew people off the floor. 578 00:27:39,324 --> 00:27:41,201 Each one of us had a specific trait 579 00:27:41,201 --> 00:27:43,578 when it came to playing basketball. 580 00:27:43,578 --> 00:27:44,871 Kevin was a scorer. 581 00:27:44,871 --> 00:27:46,081 - [McKinney] He was a scoring machine. 582 00:27:46,081 --> 00:27:49,918 - The score would be 25 to 25 and Kevin 583 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:51,836 would have had all 25 of those points. 584 00:27:51,836 --> 00:27:53,880 And he was a monster man this kid could 585 00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:55,590 get up and down the floor he was a greyhound. 586 00:27:55,590 --> 00:27:58,385 - Everybody knew who to give the ball to. 587 00:27:58,385 --> 00:28:00,720 It wasn't rocket science you know what I'm saying? 588 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:02,555 - There wasn't a whole lot of teams 589 00:28:02,555 --> 00:28:05,558 especially in the San Diego area that could beat us. 590 00:28:05,558 --> 00:28:08,353 - Every year that we played Brad just 591 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:10,897 kept taking this game to another level. 592 00:28:10,897 --> 00:28:14,442 And he went to play All Navy I think he played 593 00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:17,612 if I'm not mistaken he played with David Robinson. 594 00:28:17,612 --> 00:28:20,782 - And I was always surprised when 595 00:28:20,782 --> 00:28:23,201 I would go out and I would find in places 596 00:28:23,201 --> 00:28:25,870 I least expected these really talented guys. 597 00:28:25,870 --> 00:28:29,708 And I remember Kevin striking me as one of those guys that 598 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:31,376 man you know maybe you're just not in 599 00:28:31,376 --> 00:28:32,419 the right place at the right time 600 00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:33,712 'cause man you can really play. 601 00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:37,132 - I'm playing with this this awesome guy 602 00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:39,426 this seven foot two All American 603 00:28:39,426 --> 00:28:41,761 and he's complimenting my game. 604 00:28:41,761 --> 00:28:45,098 - I used to call him PAM 'cause would score so quickly. 605 00:28:45,098 --> 00:28:49,936 He could he could put up numbers at a ridiculous pace 606 00:28:49,936 --> 00:28:53,940 and he had no conscious would shoot it at the drop of a dime 607 00:28:53,940 --> 00:28:56,109 and so I called him PAM point a minute man. 608 00:28:56,109 --> 00:28:57,736 - David Robinson influenced me by just 609 00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:01,948 treating the sport for what it was, a basketball game. 610 00:29:01,948 --> 00:29:04,617 Because my idea of a top athlete at the time 611 00:29:04,617 --> 00:29:05,827 was a person that if you can put 612 00:29:05,827 --> 00:29:07,454 the ball in the hoop then you're special. 613 00:29:07,454 --> 00:29:10,331 And Dave Robeson did not walk around like he was special. 614 00:29:10,331 --> 00:29:11,499 He walked around like he was just 615 00:29:11,499 --> 00:29:13,835 the next man on a regular job. 616 00:29:13,835 --> 00:29:17,172 (acoustic guitar music) 617 00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:21,342 - Hanging around these guys they took Kevin 618 00:29:21,342 --> 00:29:23,970 out of the riffraff part of the Navy. 619 00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:28,641 All they did play basketball go to camps and tournaments. 620 00:29:28,641 --> 00:29:31,978 That kept his mind busy where he wasn't getting in trouble. 621 00:29:31,978 --> 00:29:36,983 - Military it took away a lot of the elements. 622 00:29:38,151 --> 00:29:39,319 - We didn't have to get drunk or high 623 00:29:39,319 --> 00:29:40,987 after a big victory to celebrate it. 624 00:29:40,987 --> 00:29:42,655 Or we didn't have to get drunk of high 625 00:29:42,655 --> 00:29:45,158 after loss to heal our wounds. 626 00:29:45,158 --> 00:29:47,786 - On the road trips Kevin never wanted to hang out with us. 627 00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:50,330 He would always just go back to the room and 628 00:29:50,330 --> 00:29:51,831 be content with that. 629 00:29:51,831 --> 00:29:53,500 The rest of us we were ready to go to the casino. 630 00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:55,460 But Kevin was different. 631 00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:58,004 - He's got a nickname by the name of Milk and Cookies 632 00:29:58,004 --> 00:30:00,673 He would always say when you guys come back 633 00:30:00,673 --> 00:30:02,842 make sure you bring me some milk and cookies. 634 00:30:02,842 --> 00:30:04,177 Bring me some milk and cookies. 635 00:30:04,177 --> 00:30:07,305 - I mean when we thought about Kevin at the store 636 00:30:07,305 --> 00:30:09,724 that's what we got him. 637 00:30:09,724 --> 00:30:11,726 - He was a milk and cookies type of guy. 638 00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:14,145 - And everybody in San Diego County 639 00:30:14,145 --> 00:30:15,480 talked about Kevin Bradshaw. 640 00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,357 - [Wilson] Until he caught the eye of 641 00:30:18,525 --> 00:30:20,485 one the college assistant coaches. 642 00:30:20,485 --> 00:30:22,403 - When it was all said and done 643 00:30:22,403 --> 00:30:24,155 when Kevin got out of the Navy 644 00:30:24,155 --> 00:30:26,032 he got a scholarship for two years 645 00:30:26,032 --> 00:30:28,660 because he had two years of eligibility and he went out 646 00:30:28,660 --> 00:30:31,496 to USIU and just broke every record they had. 647 00:30:33,039 --> 00:30:35,875 (classical music) 648 00:30:39,212 --> 00:30:41,172 - [Announcer] The United States International University 649 00:30:41,172 --> 00:30:44,425 a school that epitomizes what San Diego is all about. 650 00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:48,596 An international campus head quartered in San Diego, 651 00:30:48,596 --> 00:30:52,058 USIU spans four major countries in the world 652 00:30:52,058 --> 00:30:55,562 that share in this tradition of a high level of education. 653 00:30:55,562 --> 00:30:57,856 - General McLennan called me and he said 654 00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,566 Susan I have a favor to ask you. 655 00:30:59,566 --> 00:31:01,526 Kevin wants to study physical education 656 00:31:01,526 --> 00:31:03,236 and he's apparently a very good player 657 00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:07,198 but he has a grade point of an average of 1.97. 658 00:31:07,198 --> 00:31:10,076 If you will take him into your program and work with him 659 00:31:10,076 --> 00:31:12,579 then I think we can bring him into the University. 660 00:31:12,579 --> 00:31:17,542 And so I think two nights a week we had study sessions. 661 00:31:17,542 --> 00:31:22,046 And he was very nice, very respectful, yes Dr. Bandy. 662 00:31:22,046 --> 00:31:25,133 And so it was it was a good beginning. 663 00:31:25,133 --> 00:31:27,093 - [Woody] The team wasn't very good 664 00:31:27,093 --> 00:31:28,595 but they had Kevin Bradshaw. 665 00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:31,306 He would light it up every night. 666 00:31:31,306 --> 00:31:34,142 - [Wilson] He just basically took over 667 00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:36,227 the whole game the majority of the time. 668 00:31:36,227 --> 00:31:37,604 - I couldn't believe what I was looking at 669 00:31:37,604 --> 00:31:40,773 in San Diego County, tremendous talent. 670 00:31:40,773 --> 00:31:42,609 What impressed me the most was his 671 00:31:42,609 --> 00:31:46,821 vertical when he jumped and shot. 672 00:31:46,821 --> 00:31:48,323 And he was making everything. 673 00:31:48,323 --> 00:31:50,658 - USIU was a very entertaining team 674 00:31:50,658 --> 00:31:54,787 because we scored points and fans love to see that. 675 00:31:54,787 --> 00:31:56,789 - It was fast it was furious. 676 00:31:56,789 --> 00:31:59,125 If you scored 100 points a game even if you were losing 677 00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:02,629 you would get a lot of attention for the offense. 678 00:32:02,629 --> 00:32:04,631 - We wanted to scorer and we got notoriety for that 679 00:32:04,631 --> 00:32:07,133 and Kevin led the nation as everybody knows 680 00:32:07,133 --> 00:32:08,635 in scoring that particular year. 681 00:32:08,635 --> 00:32:09,636 - [Woody] Fans used to say who is 682 00:32:09,636 --> 00:32:11,262 this little school from USIU? 683 00:32:11,262 --> 00:32:12,764 They scoring 100 points. 684 00:32:12,764 --> 00:32:14,265 - All of a sudden the phone was ringing 685 00:32:14,265 --> 00:32:16,643 all over the country wanting to play us. 686 00:32:16,643 --> 00:32:20,021 No name school so to speak didn't draw 687 00:32:20,021 --> 00:32:22,482 in the big school arenas even though 688 00:32:22,482 --> 00:32:23,942 they sold their tickets out. 689 00:32:23,942 --> 00:32:26,277 Well now they're after us because 690 00:32:26,277 --> 00:32:28,154 everybody wants to watch us play. 691 00:32:31,324 --> 00:32:33,868 We didn't really know when I was there 692 00:32:33,868 --> 00:32:35,620 when I signed on with the school 693 00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:38,206 that there were financial problems in the background. 694 00:32:38,206 --> 00:32:40,291 So what eventually happened when the university 695 00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:42,043 did go bankrupt we were on the road. 696 00:32:43,169 --> 00:32:44,671 It was all over the news and it was even on 697 00:32:44,671 --> 00:32:48,383 the major news national stations. 698 00:32:48,383 --> 00:32:50,176 May have been one of the first schools 699 00:32:50,176 --> 00:32:53,721 with a division one program that filed for bankruptcy. 700 00:32:53,721 --> 00:32:55,515 - People were leaving the university. 701 00:32:55,515 --> 00:32:57,850 I wasn't paid for three months. 702 00:32:57,850 --> 00:33:01,688 Then they began to assess different programs and 703 00:33:01,688 --> 00:33:04,565 one of them was the the athletic program which they cut. 704 00:33:04,565 --> 00:33:06,693 - We went from having I believe five, 705 00:33:06,693 --> 00:33:09,195 six coaches to just one coach. 706 00:33:09,195 --> 00:33:11,739 We went from having an athletic trainer to no trainer. 707 00:33:11,739 --> 00:33:14,867 So we were going to the opposing teams gym 708 00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:16,869 and their trainer would have to tape my ankles. 709 00:33:16,869 --> 00:33:18,371 We didn't have any resources. 710 00:33:18,371 --> 00:33:20,540 - And we had a practice facility in a warehouse. 711 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:22,375 - [Jeff] We'd be practicing on one end of the court. 712 00:33:22,375 --> 00:33:23,543 On the other end of the court they had 713 00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,045 50 or 60 year old women doing aerobics. 714 00:33:28,715 --> 00:33:30,883 - The school depended on money. 715 00:33:30,883 --> 00:33:33,052 That's how we made our money at the university 716 00:33:33,052 --> 00:33:36,681 was playing the big schools like Arkansas, Oklahoma. 717 00:33:41,019 --> 00:33:43,896 - When the bankruptcy hit we had some parents 718 00:33:43,896 --> 00:33:48,609 pull their kids out of school including some of my players. 719 00:33:48,609 --> 00:33:51,237 Night after night double team. 720 00:33:51,237 --> 00:33:52,739 They had great basketball players amongst 721 00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,700 every division one team and they ended up on Kevin. 722 00:33:55,700 --> 00:33:59,912 His background showed the fighter in him 723 00:33:59,912 --> 00:34:02,040 because when he went out every night 724 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:05,877 he just got beat up a lot and that's why we would kind of 725 00:34:07,253 --> 00:34:11,466 sit down together after a game 'cause he was wounded. 726 00:34:11,466 --> 00:34:12,925 He was a wounded warrior. 727 00:34:18,765 --> 00:34:21,392 (upbeat music) 728 00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:26,773 - [Reporter] The LA gear college basketball report. 729 00:34:26,773 --> 00:34:30,401 - Welcome back once again to ABC's college basketball. 730 00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:32,111 In the world of sports it's not uncommon 731 00:34:32,111 --> 00:34:34,113 to star on a team with few stars. 732 00:34:34,113 --> 00:34:37,784 Cecil Fielder hit 51 home runs for the Detroit Tigers. 733 00:34:37,784 --> 00:34:39,285 In college basketball it's Kevin 734 00:34:39,285 --> 00:34:41,454 Bradshaw of US international. 735 00:34:41,454 --> 00:34:43,498 - The school file for bankruptcy I believe in December. 736 00:34:43,498 --> 00:34:46,292 And I broke the record in January. 737 00:34:46,292 --> 00:34:49,295 - We had been getting a lot of national attention 738 00:34:49,295 --> 00:34:50,838 for a little school because we were 739 00:34:50,838 --> 00:34:52,799 running and scoring a lot of points. 740 00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:55,468 We walked into the gym and the media 741 00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:58,137 was everywhere just everywhere and it was 742 00:34:58,137 --> 00:35:01,474 at Loyola Marymount and it was just packed that night. 743 00:35:01,474 --> 00:35:04,644 And there was something special about that night though 744 00:35:04,644 --> 00:35:06,979 because the game started out and it was 745 00:35:06,979 --> 00:35:08,981 just a firecracker game and we were hitting 746 00:35:08,981 --> 00:35:11,359 and they were it but Kevin was hitting everything. 747 00:35:11,359 --> 00:35:14,153 - We started taking down his points 748 00:35:14,153 --> 00:35:16,864 just marking it on a piece of paper a the other games. 749 00:35:16,864 --> 00:35:20,159 At this game we stopped because I didn't want to miss 750 00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:24,038 no moment or what he was doing and he was amazing. 751 00:35:24,038 --> 00:35:26,332 It's like he would kick the ball let it bounce 752 00:35:26,332 --> 00:35:27,834 off his knee and it would go in the hoop. 753 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,460 He could not miss a shot. 754 00:35:29,460 --> 00:35:31,629 - Four or five minutes away from half 755 00:35:31,629 --> 00:35:33,631 and this guy sitting next to me 756 00:35:33,631 --> 00:35:36,676 he says coach I need to tell you something. 757 00:35:36,676 --> 00:35:41,389 Bradshaw has like 45 points before half. 758 00:35:41,389 --> 00:35:43,808 Do you know that Maravich was at 759 00:35:43,808 --> 00:35:46,561 the same pace Pistol Pete? 760 00:35:46,561 --> 00:35:49,856 I said you're kidding me, we had no idea. 761 00:35:49,856 --> 00:35:52,191 - I had no idea who Pistol Pete was. 762 00:35:52,191 --> 00:35:53,734 I just went in like I normally did. 763 00:35:53,734 --> 00:35:57,029 I mean that year I had scored over 50 points five times. 764 00:35:57,029 --> 00:35:59,157 - And of course we all know what a legend 765 00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:02,869 Pistol Pete Maravich was and I was thinking in my head. 766 00:36:04,328 --> 00:36:08,374 Uh oh so we took it to the team. 767 00:36:08,374 --> 00:36:11,377 And in that particular time the team got excited because 768 00:36:11,377 --> 00:36:15,047 what the university was going through wasn't too exciting. 769 00:36:15,047 --> 00:36:17,049 So that night could have become memorable 770 00:36:17,049 --> 00:36:19,886 for everybody forever and they were so fired up. 771 00:36:19,886 --> 00:36:23,347 I never saw him come together with such emotion 772 00:36:23,347 --> 00:36:27,101 to go back out there on the floor and help Kevin. 773 00:36:27,101 --> 00:36:28,728 So we went back out and I remember 774 00:36:28,728 --> 00:36:32,064 the reporters were now buzzing up and down the table. 775 00:36:32,064 --> 00:36:33,566 Fans were starting to buzz. 776 00:36:33,566 --> 00:36:36,444 So right off the bat you know Kevin 777 00:36:36,444 --> 00:36:39,530 struggled at first because they were just all over him. 778 00:36:39,530 --> 00:36:40,948 They started double teaming. 779 00:36:40,948 --> 00:36:42,950 They were picking him up at full court. 780 00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:45,912 Wherever he went he was running out of gas. 781 00:36:45,912 --> 00:36:49,081 And we got into the mid 60's and I looked up 782 00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:51,250 and there was about two minutes to go. 783 00:36:51,250 --> 00:36:54,378 And the record I believe was 69. 784 00:36:54,378 --> 00:36:58,049 Every time Kevin scored Loyola Jim was rooting for him. 785 00:36:58,049 --> 00:36:59,759 It just turned like that. 786 00:36:59,759 --> 00:37:01,928 - Every time he was score everybody would stand up. 787 00:37:01,928 --> 00:37:03,888 And my players are running out of gas 788 00:37:03,888 --> 00:37:05,598 'cause some of them weren't even being guarded. 789 00:37:05,598 --> 00:37:08,267 Sure enough it got down to about a minute, 790 00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,728 under that and he was at 68. 791 00:37:10,728 --> 00:37:15,733 He scored the 69th and 70th on free throws. 792 00:37:16,943 --> 00:37:18,444 - [Announcer] Ladies and gentlemen Kevin Bradshaw 793 00:37:18,444 --> 00:37:21,447 has just set a new all time NCAA 794 00:37:21,447 --> 00:37:24,325 single game scoring record of 70 points. 795 00:37:24,325 --> 00:37:27,161 - We were drained, it was a different game. 796 00:37:27,161 --> 00:37:29,330 And his players rushed up to him and then that 797 00:37:29,330 --> 00:37:32,792 the papers were going crazy because it was 72 points. 798 00:37:32,792 --> 00:37:35,419 On a record that some people never thought 799 00:37:35,419 --> 00:37:38,923 would be broken and here it is today it's still there. 800 00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:40,633 - I thought it was fantastic 801 00:37:40,633 --> 00:37:42,802 'cause I knew he was capable of doing it. 802 00:37:42,802 --> 00:37:45,304 (calm music) 803 00:37:59,151 --> 00:38:03,030 - It was kind of strange because in San Diego 804 00:38:03,030 --> 00:38:04,824 it wasn't as positive as I thought it would be. 805 00:38:04,824 --> 00:38:08,536 - ABC did some stuff about it, ESPN it was out there 806 00:38:08,536 --> 00:38:10,288 but maybe not as big as we all 807 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:11,789 would have liked quite frankly. 808 00:38:11,789 --> 00:38:13,207 - [Reporter] By the end of the game Pete Maravich's 809 00:38:13,207 --> 00:38:16,669 69 point mark became Kevin Bradshaw's 72 pointer. 810 00:38:16,669 --> 00:38:18,504 The record keeps Bradshaw at the top of 811 00:38:18,504 --> 00:38:20,006 the list of scores in the country 812 00:38:20,006 --> 00:38:22,633 but his team is at the bottom of division one schools 813 00:38:22,633 --> 00:38:24,510 and next year won't even be on that list. 814 00:38:24,510 --> 00:38:26,679 - Breaking Pistol Pete's record I know was 815 00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:29,223 one of those records like untouchable and no one wanted 816 00:38:29,223 --> 00:38:30,891 especially a guy like Kevin Bradshaw 817 00:38:30,891 --> 00:38:33,352 from a team like USIU to break a record like that 818 00:38:33,352 --> 00:38:35,396 from a smaller division one school. 819 00:38:35,396 --> 00:38:39,191 - We went from major D1 school from USIU, 820 00:38:39,191 --> 00:38:41,360 school that was going bankrupt. 821 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:43,571 It was not known for sports. 822 00:38:43,571 --> 00:38:45,156 And a lot of people's like it's 823 00:38:45,156 --> 00:38:46,407 not supposed to happen that way. 824 00:38:46,407 --> 00:38:48,534 - Consequences came we got some hate calls 825 00:38:48,534 --> 00:38:52,538 and we got some hate mail and there were some racial 826 00:38:52,538 --> 00:38:57,043 things that were being said mainly from people 827 00:38:57,043 --> 00:38:59,920 who are just fans of the game and couldn't believe 828 00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:03,758 a legend would be broken by somebody in a low major program. 829 00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:06,385 Some of the real purist and some of 830 00:39:06,385 --> 00:39:09,889 the traditional press and fan base thought that 831 00:39:09,889 --> 00:39:13,392 he took like 55 shots or something well so did Pistol Pete. 832 00:39:13,392 --> 00:39:14,894 - I like the way Kevin handled it. 833 00:39:14,894 --> 00:39:18,189 I mean he was just nonchalant okay just this is what I do. 834 00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:20,858 - I don't worry about what the critics say. 835 00:39:20,858 --> 00:39:23,069 My main concern is right now everyone knows who I am. 836 00:39:23,069 --> 00:39:25,780 - So he goes out and he scores but it was not 837 00:39:25,780 --> 00:39:28,908 celebrated as I thought it should have been. 838 00:39:34,246 --> 00:39:37,416 - Everyone was saying we can't wait for draft day. 839 00:39:37,416 --> 00:39:40,419 You're gonna be drafted it's gonna be a great day. 840 00:39:40,419 --> 00:39:45,424 What pick, what round do you think you're gonna go in? 841 00:39:45,424 --> 00:39:49,762 And all the expectations are on you because if you make this 842 00:39:49,762 --> 00:39:51,597 then everyone else is gonna benefit from that. 843 00:39:51,597 --> 00:39:54,100 So family in Florida they're happy for you 844 00:39:54,100 --> 00:39:56,394 but you just saying my God what if this doesn't work out? 845 00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:58,062 I hope I get drafted because if I don't 846 00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,980 I don't have $2 in the bank. 847 00:39:59,980 --> 00:40:01,482 Got to the point where you couldn't sleep. 848 00:40:01,482 --> 00:40:03,943 Instead of the sport been a fun game 849 00:40:03,943 --> 00:40:07,238 it goes back into being a business deal. 850 00:40:08,823 --> 00:40:10,616 Draft comes up in June. 851 00:40:10,616 --> 00:40:13,077 The agency that I was involved with at the time 852 00:40:13,077 --> 00:40:15,621 after leading the nation in scoring, 853 00:40:15,621 --> 00:40:17,331 after scoring the 72 points they thought 854 00:40:17,331 --> 00:40:19,458 it might be a good idea to get him in the gym 855 00:40:19,458 --> 00:40:22,628 three weeks prior and change my jump shot. 856 00:40:22,628 --> 00:40:24,630 Also they thought it might be a good strategy 857 00:40:24,630 --> 00:40:26,841 to show everyone that I could pass versus shoot. 858 00:40:26,841 --> 00:40:30,302 So I am also not playing my natural game which is scoring. 859 00:40:30,302 --> 00:40:31,971 And that goes back to the people pleasing. 860 00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:35,307 Just listening to people that I knew in the back 861 00:40:35,307 --> 00:40:37,309 of my mind I should not be listening to. 862 00:40:41,814 --> 00:40:44,984 Draft day I was at home watching the draft 863 00:40:44,984 --> 00:40:49,155 with my my then wife and two agents. 864 00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:50,823 It was like torture sitting there 865 00:40:50,823 --> 00:40:54,827 and having to watch each and every one be called. 866 00:40:54,827 --> 00:40:57,455 And in my heart and in my soul 867 00:40:57,455 --> 00:41:01,208 I kind of knew that it wasn't going to happen. 868 00:41:01,208 --> 00:41:03,502 If that sounds crazy but you're still hoping. 869 00:41:03,502 --> 00:41:05,671 It was a nightmare. 870 00:41:05,671 --> 00:41:10,676 - I mean I set up and watched the draft that whole night. 871 00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:12,970 His name was never called. 872 00:41:12,970 --> 00:41:14,889 - I wasn't really upset because I didn't get drafted. 873 00:41:14,889 --> 00:41:17,349 I just feel like I let everyone down 874 00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:20,186 and everyone expected me to get drafted 875 00:41:20,186 --> 00:41:22,396 and that's where the shame started to come back in. 876 00:41:22,396 --> 00:41:26,567 - Somebody who broke a record like that who had 877 00:41:26,567 --> 00:41:31,572 them kind of shooting skills wasn't drafted in the NBA. 878 00:41:33,032 --> 00:41:36,368 That was, that blew my mind, I couldn't understand it. 879 00:41:36,368 --> 00:41:39,330 - Seeing kids get drafted around the college that 880 00:41:39,330 --> 00:41:44,335 they couldn't even, they couldn't carry his ball bag. 881 00:41:45,044 --> 00:41:46,504 That's how great he was. 882 00:41:46,504 --> 00:41:49,006 - They're coming to watch him fill it up 883 00:41:49,006 --> 00:41:51,050 and he's passing off trying to prove to everybody 884 00:41:51,050 --> 00:41:52,593 that he can do some other things. 885 00:41:52,593 --> 00:41:54,929 And there's probably a little bit of miscommunication there. 886 00:41:54,929 --> 00:41:56,555 - If he'd have been at a good college 887 00:41:56,555 --> 00:41:58,224 where he could have kind of gone out 888 00:41:58,224 --> 00:42:00,267 and done his thing absolutely could have made it. 889 00:42:00,267 --> 00:42:03,437 - Not going to one college, staying at one college 890 00:42:03,437 --> 00:42:05,773 graduating and playing the four years 891 00:42:05,773 --> 00:42:08,234 I think really hurt him but nobody can 892 00:42:08,234 --> 00:42:10,736 take away the fact he scored 72 in one game 893 00:42:10,736 --> 00:42:12,780 and averaged 37 or 38 points a game 894 00:42:12,780 --> 00:42:15,074 in college which led the nation. 895 00:42:15,074 --> 00:42:17,618 So it doesn't, the numbers don't add up. 896 00:42:17,618 --> 00:42:20,079 - He was told that if he break that record 897 00:42:20,079 --> 00:42:22,414 that he wouldn't play in the NBA. 898 00:42:22,414 --> 00:42:24,959 - Seeing how people treated Hank Aaron 899 00:42:24,959 --> 00:42:27,086 when he broke Babe Ruth's record and my brother 900 00:42:27,086 --> 00:42:30,881 wasn't even on the NBA level yet and I've seen 901 00:42:30,881 --> 00:42:33,425 the backlash that he got and I feel like that affected him 902 00:42:33,425 --> 00:42:35,636 greatly for people even giving him a chance. 903 00:42:35,636 --> 00:42:37,471 - Having the kind of stats that he had 904 00:42:37,471 --> 00:42:41,100 Kevin was one of the best basketball players in the country. 905 00:42:41,100 --> 00:42:43,102 What other reason could there have been? 906 00:42:43,102 --> 00:42:46,397 - I mean I look at some of the NBA teams today 907 00:42:46,397 --> 00:42:49,441 and some of the players that come in the game and 908 00:42:51,443 --> 00:42:53,112 I said to myself it could use 909 00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,947 Bradshaw on that team trust me. 910 00:42:54,947 --> 00:42:57,449 - I think he would have set all kind of records. 911 00:42:57,449 --> 00:42:59,451 - Back then I was very angry very bitter 912 00:42:59,451 --> 00:43:03,247 towards a lot of people but now being older 913 00:43:03,247 --> 00:43:05,249 everything happens for a reason. 914 00:43:08,586 --> 00:43:11,297 Who's to say what would have really happen? 915 00:43:11,297 --> 00:43:14,758 Had my brother gone, didn't go overseas. 916 00:43:14,758 --> 00:43:16,135 I felt like he became a better man 917 00:43:16,135 --> 00:43:17,428 by the path that he took. 918 00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:21,682 - When I didn't get drafted I called home. 919 00:43:21,682 --> 00:43:23,684 My mom trying to console me, 920 00:43:23,684 --> 00:43:25,436 she was trying to say the right things. 921 00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:27,521 And then she gave my dad the phone. 922 00:43:27,521 --> 00:43:29,023 And then my dad he couldn't get through 923 00:43:29,023 --> 00:43:31,650 a full conversation, a sentence with me. 924 00:43:31,650 --> 00:43:34,320 He started to cry and he put the phone down. 925 00:43:34,320 --> 00:43:35,988 Pam leaves me my wife. 926 00:43:37,823 --> 00:43:39,199 I have no place to stay now. 927 00:43:41,952 --> 00:43:43,370 I was sleeping on park benches and I would 928 00:43:43,370 --> 00:43:46,999 walk around downtown San Diego homeless. 929 00:43:46,999 --> 00:43:49,376 No one knew that when I'm calling home 930 00:43:49,376 --> 00:43:51,837 I'm calling from a pay phone. 931 00:43:51,837 --> 00:43:53,172 I was ashamed to tell them. 932 00:43:53,172 --> 00:43:55,215 I was ashamed to tell anyone 933 00:43:55,215 --> 00:43:56,842 that I was sleeping on the streets. 934 00:43:56,842 --> 00:43:59,470 Because after I accomplished all these things 935 00:43:59,470 --> 00:44:02,139 doing all these things that I felt was right, 936 00:44:02,139 --> 00:44:05,351 joining the military to support my wife 937 00:44:05,351 --> 00:44:07,353 getting married to Pam because I thought 938 00:44:07,353 --> 00:44:09,688 it was the right thing to do because she got pregnant. 939 00:44:09,688 --> 00:44:10,898 Of course I felt ashamed 940 00:44:10,898 --> 00:44:12,566 and I didn't want to tell them that. 941 00:44:12,566 --> 00:44:13,734 So I was just done. 942 00:44:17,363 --> 00:44:19,990 - And he was thinking about dropping out of school there. 943 00:44:19,990 --> 00:44:22,660 I told me get your degree, get your degree. 944 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:23,869 They can't take that from you. 945 00:44:23,869 --> 00:44:25,537 That's something you'll always have. 946 00:44:26,872 --> 00:44:30,334 - Imagine being on a campus two years prior 947 00:44:30,334 --> 00:44:34,505 where it's just blossoming with hundreds of people 948 00:44:34,505 --> 00:44:36,006 thousands of people walking around 949 00:44:36,006 --> 00:44:38,217 and it's this positive energy going around 950 00:44:38,217 --> 00:44:41,053 and then all of a sudden you go from thousands 951 00:44:41,053 --> 00:44:42,888 of students to maybe a few hundred. 952 00:44:42,888 --> 00:44:45,182 And then there's no athletes on campus. 953 00:44:45,182 --> 00:44:48,060 Now I sit at a table in the cafeteria by myself 954 00:44:48,060 --> 00:44:51,063 just sitting there saying how did this happen? 955 00:44:54,233 --> 00:44:59,238 - To his credit he did it, he stayed the course. 956 00:44:59,238 --> 00:45:01,365 Even after his basketball career 957 00:45:01,365 --> 00:45:03,909 was over there he stayed and finished. 958 00:45:03,909 --> 00:45:06,078 - He got his degree a year later. 959 00:45:09,748 --> 00:45:11,583 - Was just marvelous yeah. 960 00:45:15,421 --> 00:45:17,631 You didn't know what was going to happen to him 961 00:45:17,631 --> 00:45:22,636 but at least something good. 962 00:45:28,267 --> 00:45:30,978 - After I graduated from school two weeks afterwards 963 00:45:30,978 --> 00:45:33,647 I got a call saying do you want to come to Israel. 964 00:45:33,647 --> 00:45:34,815 First thing that went to my mind 965 00:45:34,815 --> 00:45:36,316 when I got a phone call to play basketball 966 00:45:36,316 --> 00:45:38,777 in Israel was yeah I'll go try it out. 967 00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:42,906 Maybe I'll be there for a month, two weeks 968 00:45:42,906 --> 00:45:46,118 at the most a year get a little money, 969 00:45:46,118 --> 00:45:48,746 come back to the states and work on my masters. 970 00:45:48,746 --> 00:45:51,248 (calm music) 971 00:45:55,169 --> 00:45:56,670 I got off the airplane with about 20 bucks 972 00:45:56,670 --> 00:45:58,797 in my pocket in a different country. 973 00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:02,301 The living conditions are different. 974 00:46:02,301 --> 00:46:05,179 If you take a middle class neighborhood here 975 00:46:06,638 --> 00:46:10,100 that will be considered an upper scale thing in Israel. 976 00:46:11,310 --> 00:46:14,313 Restaurant that might be considered 977 00:46:14,313 --> 00:46:15,814 not so good in the states will be 978 00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:19,610 a high level restaurant in Israel. 979 00:46:19,610 --> 00:46:21,320 So coming from California 980 00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:23,697 my lifestyle was a little different. 981 00:46:23,697 --> 00:46:26,325 I immediately got on the phone with the guy who had 982 00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:29,661 arranged the contract and told him that I wanted to leave. 983 00:46:31,288 --> 00:46:33,999 I just wasn't used to all the guns that I saw, 984 00:46:33,999 --> 00:46:38,504 the bombs that you could be in a place and it could blow up. 985 00:46:41,173 --> 00:46:43,801 When I first arrived in Israel I was bitter. 986 00:46:43,801 --> 00:46:46,011 You had these flashbacks of playing in 987 00:46:46,011 --> 00:46:48,806 these big arenas and and also meeting people 988 00:46:48,806 --> 00:46:52,059 like Dave Robinson and my good friend Vernon. 989 00:46:52,059 --> 00:46:53,310 So you sitting back and you watching 990 00:46:53,310 --> 00:46:55,229 television and you seeing all these guys. 991 00:46:55,229 --> 00:46:57,731 And then you're playing in this dungeon. 992 00:46:57,731 --> 00:47:00,526 (crowd cheering) 993 00:47:07,032 --> 00:47:11,036 My first week in Israel still you know sobbing and 994 00:47:11,036 --> 00:47:12,871 thinking how the world has screwed me over 995 00:47:12,871 --> 00:47:17,000 and how bad I have it and as I'm walking downtown 996 00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:22,005 by myself this bus, city bus drives by me. 997 00:47:23,173 --> 00:47:24,591 And then all of a sudden it goes up in the air 998 00:47:24,591 --> 00:47:28,262 and then you see all these body parts just shooting out. 999 00:47:28,262 --> 00:47:31,682 I mean it goes up maybe 15 feet in the air. 1000 00:47:31,682 --> 00:47:35,060 And then it just boom, it goes everywhere. 1001 00:47:35,060 --> 00:47:38,689 And that was a moment that I'll never forget because 1002 00:47:38,689 --> 00:47:41,233 I remember thinking like the people that are on that bus 1003 00:47:41,233 --> 00:47:44,069 didn't know that they were gonna be blowing up that day 1004 00:47:44,069 --> 00:47:45,904 and their families didn't know that 1005 00:47:45,904 --> 00:47:48,240 they're not gonna come home and here I was 1006 00:47:48,240 --> 00:47:51,118 excuse my language bitching and complaining 1007 00:47:51,118 --> 00:47:53,912 about I didn't get drafted to the NBA. 1008 00:47:53,912 --> 00:47:58,083 And that put life in more of perspective for me 1009 00:47:58,083 --> 00:48:00,460 and I thought about home I thought about people. 1010 00:48:00,460 --> 00:48:03,714 If I were to blow up with that bus 1011 00:48:05,424 --> 00:48:06,884 a lot of people back home wouldn't know it 1012 00:48:06,884 --> 00:48:09,636 because I'm not in contact with them. 1013 00:48:09,636 --> 00:48:12,806 (contemplative music) 1014 00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:21,440 Israelis are brutally honest. 1015 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:23,066 I was telling them how many points I scored 1016 00:48:23,066 --> 00:48:25,777 average in college and scored 72 points in a game. 1017 00:48:25,777 --> 00:48:28,280 And they pretty much just laughed and said no way 1018 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,116 you're crazy, you didn't score that many points. 1019 00:48:31,116 --> 00:48:33,619 And at a time the way I was playing didn't 1020 00:48:33,619 --> 00:48:37,623 it didn't appear that I could score 72 points 1021 00:48:37,623 --> 00:48:39,416 because I was trying to pass the ball 1022 00:48:39,416 --> 00:48:41,126 and show that I was a team player. 1023 00:48:43,462 --> 00:48:45,923 The manager was honest enough to step to me 1024 00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:48,467 approach me and tell me if you don't do this 1025 00:48:48,467 --> 00:48:51,345 the next practice game yeah we like you 1026 00:48:51,345 --> 00:48:53,305 but we're gonna have to get rid of you. 1027 00:48:54,681 --> 00:48:56,808 And that was the first time I started to say okay 1028 00:48:56,808 --> 00:48:59,853 I need to do what I'm good at which is score the basketball. 1029 00:48:59,853 --> 00:49:01,813 And that's what they loved. 1030 00:49:01,813 --> 00:49:04,316 (upbeat music) 1031 00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:14,034 That game I scored about over 30 points 1032 00:49:14,034 --> 00:49:16,620 and that's when we started to believe 1033 00:49:16,620 --> 00:49:19,456 that I was the scorer that I said I was. 1034 00:49:19,456 --> 00:49:21,166 - He broke a lot of records over there. 1035 00:49:21,166 --> 00:49:25,003 You know Kevin he did a lot and they loved him over there. 1036 00:49:25,003 --> 00:49:27,631 (upbeat music) 1037 00:49:39,059 --> 00:49:41,395 - The manager approached me before 1038 00:49:41,395 --> 00:49:43,188 midway through the basketball season 1039 00:49:43,188 --> 00:49:45,983 and he told me you scored 72 points. 1040 00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:48,193 Do you think you could do that again? 1041 00:49:48,193 --> 00:49:50,862 And I thought probably. 1042 00:49:50,862 --> 00:49:53,699 He said okay if you could score 72 points tonight 1043 00:49:53,699 --> 00:49:56,493 I'll double your salary for two months. 1044 00:49:58,161 --> 00:49:59,079 I needed the money. 1045 00:50:00,330 --> 00:50:03,041 And I ended up scoring 101 points that night. 1046 00:50:03,041 --> 00:50:05,669 (upbeat music) 1047 00:50:30,861 --> 00:50:32,070 I just shot the ball. 1048 00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:35,615 (laughing) 1049 00:50:39,578 --> 00:50:41,580 The night that I scored 101 points 1050 00:50:41,580 --> 00:50:44,249 one of the comments that a reporter had written 1051 00:50:45,417 --> 00:50:48,295 in the paper was he's a great scorer 1052 00:50:48,295 --> 00:50:49,713 but the reason he's not in the NBA 1053 00:50:49,713 --> 00:50:52,382 is because he can't use his left hand. 1054 00:50:52,382 --> 00:50:55,260 And then when I heard back from people in the states 1055 00:50:55,260 --> 00:50:57,262 the comment was oh yeah but 1056 00:50:57,262 --> 00:50:59,765 it's in Europe it's not in the States. 1057 00:50:59,765 --> 00:51:00,932 - They'll love you for your accomplishment 1058 00:51:00,932 --> 00:51:03,101 but still you gonna have a lot 1059 00:51:03,101 --> 00:51:04,770 of people out there also resent you. 1060 00:51:05,937 --> 00:51:07,230 Even through all this success 1061 00:51:07,230 --> 00:51:10,108 over there he wasn't satisfied. 1062 00:51:10,108 --> 00:51:13,570 But you have to find your own inner peace and until 1063 00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:16,948 Kevin find that home just wasn't the place for him. 1064 00:51:16,948 --> 00:51:19,910 And I think that's why he stayed away for so long. 1065 00:51:22,788 --> 00:51:27,459 - First time I met Karen I was out with a basketball player. 1066 00:51:27,459 --> 00:51:29,294 The town that he was playing in 1067 00:51:29,294 --> 00:51:30,837 that's the town that Karen was from. 1068 00:51:30,837 --> 00:51:32,130 I would try to say something to her 1069 00:51:32,130 --> 00:51:34,132 just something like hey how you doing what's up? 1070 00:51:34,132 --> 00:51:36,009 And she didn't respond she just looked at me. 1071 00:51:36,009 --> 00:51:37,511 And then one day she just told me 1072 00:51:37,511 --> 00:51:40,305 like why are you speaking to me I don't know you? 1073 00:51:40,305 --> 00:51:41,973 And I said sure I want to get to know you. 1074 00:51:41,973 --> 00:51:46,978 She said I don't I don't want to get to know you. 1075 00:52:00,826 --> 00:52:02,160 We became friends. 1076 00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:03,662 That was the first woman 1077 00:52:03,662 --> 00:52:05,705 that I actually became a friend with. 1078 00:52:10,001 --> 00:52:11,461 She was there I could call her 1079 00:52:11,461 --> 00:52:14,464 one o'clock in the morning if it was a bad game. 1080 00:52:14,464 --> 00:52:16,508 If I just broken up with one of the girls 1081 00:52:16,508 --> 00:52:18,844 a girlfriend that I had over in Israel 1082 00:52:18,844 --> 00:52:20,720 she told me how she felt about things. 1083 00:52:20,720 --> 00:52:23,140 And that wasn't something I was used to coming from 1084 00:52:23,140 --> 00:52:25,016 anyone and especially from a woman. 1085 00:52:25,016 --> 00:52:27,686 And if I was trying to you know this woman did this 1086 00:52:27,686 --> 00:52:29,646 and she would you know you did this. 1087 00:52:29,646 --> 00:52:31,481 The biggest influence that Karen had on me as a man 1088 00:52:31,481 --> 00:52:34,192 was just to take responsibility for my own actions, 1089 00:52:34,192 --> 00:52:37,028 not to blame everyone and everyone around me 1090 00:52:37,028 --> 00:52:40,407 and to understand that I'm in control of my own destiny. 1091 00:53:14,858 --> 00:53:18,904 Her vision of life was totally different 1092 00:53:18,904 --> 00:53:20,780 from anyone I've ever met before. 1093 00:53:20,780 --> 00:53:22,574 I mean and sports, she hates basketball. 1094 00:53:22,574 --> 00:53:24,868 She could care less what I did on the basketball court. 1095 00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:27,078 It didn't mean anything to her. 1096 00:53:27,078 --> 00:53:30,373 So that's what made her even more special. 1097 00:53:30,373 --> 00:53:33,710 (acoustic piano music) 1098 00:53:40,759 --> 00:53:45,764 When I got injured in 1995 I got cut from my team. 1099 00:53:46,932 --> 00:53:48,767 When it took the spotlight off of me 1100 00:53:48,767 --> 00:53:50,268 I thought it was a curse. 1101 00:53:50,268 --> 00:53:51,895 I believed like something someone 1102 00:53:51,895 --> 00:53:54,272 had put a curse on me or something like that. 1103 00:53:55,607 --> 00:53:58,318 Being homeless in the states is nothing 1104 00:53:58,318 --> 00:54:00,445 compared to being in a different country without a job 1105 00:54:00,445 --> 00:54:02,948 and not having a place to come back to. 1106 00:54:02,948 --> 00:54:04,449 I was like a broken man. 1107 00:54:04,449 --> 00:54:05,951 I was being screwed out of my money 1108 00:54:05,951 --> 00:54:07,494 and she told me these are bad people. 1109 00:54:07,494 --> 00:54:08,787 This is what they're trying to do to you. 1110 00:54:08,787 --> 00:54:11,790 Don't sign anything and come with me. 1111 00:54:11,790 --> 00:54:15,293 And she was living in the North of Israel. 1112 00:54:33,979 --> 00:54:35,188 A young Kevin Bradshaw could have never lived 1113 00:54:35,188 --> 00:54:37,482 in the Kibbutz for a few reasons. 1114 00:54:37,482 --> 00:54:40,777 I would judge these people on their color or their religion. 1115 00:54:40,777 --> 00:54:42,487 Second I would have been violent. 1116 00:54:43,947 --> 00:54:45,448 The first time someone would have said something to me 1117 00:54:45,448 --> 00:54:48,660 or looked at me crazy I would have probably swung on them. 1118 00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:13,143 This woman was working two jobs going to school 1119 00:55:13,143 --> 00:55:17,063 and I set up in her home for about six months. 1120 00:55:18,231 --> 00:55:20,650 And that's when I was at rock bottom. 1121 00:55:20,650 --> 00:55:25,363 I had no money, no connection with the family. 1122 00:55:25,363 --> 00:55:28,033 So I felt I had nothing to live for. 1123 00:55:28,033 --> 00:55:29,868 Kind of overwhelming to even be with Karen 1124 00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:32,871 because here is this good pure person. 1125 00:55:32,871 --> 00:55:36,875 I didn't feel that I should be in the same room with her. 1126 00:55:36,875 --> 00:55:38,835 But sometimes when you hit rock bottom 1127 00:55:38,835 --> 00:55:40,587 that's when you become your best. 1128 00:55:40,587 --> 00:55:42,255 And that's what my life took a turn. 1129 00:55:42,255 --> 00:55:45,383 It started to take a turn from that point. 1130 00:55:49,512 --> 00:55:51,681 I had a gun which is something 1131 00:55:51,681 --> 00:55:56,686 which comes familiar in this story. 1132 00:55:57,562 --> 00:56:00,899 And my plan was to go outside 1133 00:56:00,899 --> 00:56:03,568 and blow my brains out. 1134 00:56:04,444 --> 00:56:08,198 As I was leaving home at the time 1135 00:56:08,198 --> 00:56:10,367 she looked at me and told me that she loved me. 1136 00:56:10,367 --> 00:56:13,078 And she said you're not gonna do anything crazy are you? 1137 00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:15,413 Because she just said I see a different look in you. 1138 00:56:15,413 --> 00:56:16,581 And she felt something. 1139 00:56:18,208 --> 00:56:22,462 And I did too I told her what I was thinking about doing. 1140 00:56:33,765 --> 00:56:38,436 And she told me if I loved her I wouldn't do it. 1141 00:56:43,608 --> 00:56:45,819 And that's why I say she saved my life. 1142 00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:49,489 And she told me I love you you know you have so much 1143 00:56:51,116 --> 00:56:52,951 so many good things inside of you. 1144 00:56:52,951 --> 00:56:54,994 And you're a good person you're a good man 1145 00:56:54,994 --> 00:56:57,455 and I'm with you no matter what. 1146 00:56:57,455 --> 00:57:00,125 So you want to go kill yourself? 1147 00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,168 How selfish is that? 1148 00:57:05,463 --> 00:57:08,925 I left the house had time to myself 1149 00:57:08,925 --> 00:57:11,428 thought about it and came back home. 1150 00:57:12,345 --> 00:57:13,596 I love Karen. 1151 00:57:15,473 --> 00:57:17,642 I didn't know what love was until I met her. 1152 00:57:24,482 --> 00:57:27,819 (acoustic piano music) 1153 00:57:47,338 --> 00:57:51,509 The birth of my son Deshawn was the most special 1154 00:57:51,509 --> 00:57:54,471 occasion in my life because it was the first time 1155 00:57:54,471 --> 00:57:59,476 that I had an opportunity to witness the birth of my child. 1156 00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:04,522 I can't think of a word that would justify or explain 1157 00:58:04,522 --> 00:58:09,527 the feeling that we had when he entered the world. 1158 00:58:23,666 --> 00:58:26,002 This is the best gift I believe a woman 1159 00:58:26,002 --> 00:58:29,172 and God can give to a man is a child. 1160 00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:33,551 In 1985 I don't think I was prepared to be a good parent 1161 00:58:33,551 --> 00:58:35,887 simply because I didn't have parenting skills. 1162 00:58:35,887 --> 00:58:37,847 One I was still involved in drugs. 1163 00:58:37,847 --> 00:58:40,433 Two I was still violent. 1164 00:58:40,433 --> 00:58:42,352 This is the first time that I got 1165 00:58:42,352 --> 00:58:44,729 to experience the whole pregnancy. 1166 00:58:44,729 --> 00:58:46,397 Because Karen and I were married. 1167 00:59:03,581 --> 00:59:06,751 (acoustic piano music) 1168 00:59:10,755 --> 00:59:13,591 I believe my fourth year in Israel was when I accepted 1169 00:59:13,591 --> 00:59:15,760 that this was the place that I wanted to 1170 00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:18,555 play the rest of my basketball career. 1171 00:59:18,555 --> 00:59:20,265 I just fell in love with the culture. 1172 00:59:20,265 --> 00:59:21,891 I fell in love with the people. 1173 00:59:21,891 --> 00:59:24,435 In Israel I was the first African American coach 1174 00:59:24,435 --> 00:59:26,896 at the high school and professional level. 1175 00:59:26,896 --> 00:59:30,108 Some people may look at it as a racist country 1176 00:59:30,108 --> 00:59:32,944 because it's a Jewish state but it's 1177 00:59:32,944 --> 00:59:37,448 the most inclusive place that I've been. 1178 00:59:53,464 --> 00:59:54,799 When I won the three championships 1179 00:59:54,799 --> 00:59:57,176 in Israel it was bittersweet. 1180 00:59:58,803 --> 01:00:02,432 Great memories, great time but again 1181 01:00:02,432 --> 01:00:04,976 the bitter part was not being able to do it 1182 01:00:04,976 --> 01:00:07,353 back home with friends and family. 1183 01:00:08,479 --> 01:00:09,814 Just doing it on your own. 1184 01:00:13,318 --> 01:00:15,445 - Once he went over to Europe to play 1185 01:00:15,445 --> 01:00:17,488 we just kind of lost track of him. 1186 01:00:17,488 --> 01:00:19,949 - Didn't know where he was didn't know what he was doing 1187 01:00:19,949 --> 01:00:22,493 and everybody from Gainesville that I brought up 1188 01:00:22,493 --> 01:00:24,996 had asked about him they didn't know where he was either. 1189 01:00:24,996 --> 01:00:29,292 - When I lost touch with Kevin I thought he had got killed 1190 01:00:29,292 --> 01:00:33,630 because he was so much involved in a lot of craziness. 1191 01:00:33,630 --> 01:00:35,965 - Friends they asked me how can you not go home? 1192 01:00:35,965 --> 01:00:38,801 How can you not see this or see that. 1193 01:00:38,801 --> 01:00:40,803 I didn't come home for 20 years for a reason. 1194 01:00:40,803 --> 01:00:42,847 And I think part of the reason is 1195 01:00:42,847 --> 01:00:47,852 when you are getting healthy it doesn't happen overnight. 1196 01:00:49,062 --> 01:00:50,313 I wasn't ready to come back home. 1197 01:00:50,313 --> 01:00:51,564 It's that simple it's not like 1198 01:00:51,564 --> 01:00:52,523 I couldn't afford to come back home. 1199 01:00:52,523 --> 01:00:54,192 I just wasn't ready. 1200 01:00:54,192 --> 01:00:57,236 After my son was born Deshawn again I became angry because 1201 01:00:57,236 --> 01:00:59,530 I wasn't in contact with my family. 1202 01:01:00,740 --> 01:01:02,700 And my son being born was just that 1203 01:01:02,700 --> 01:01:06,537 thing that tipped me over to say you have to stop this. 1204 01:01:06,537 --> 01:01:08,206 And then the healing began. 1205 01:01:13,586 --> 01:01:15,046 - We've been looking forward to Kevin 1206 01:01:15,046 --> 01:01:19,217 coming home for a long time and I'm just 1207 01:01:20,718 --> 01:01:23,096 I'm really looking forward to seeing him. 1208 01:01:23,096 --> 01:01:24,889 ♪ A little cracked 1209 01:01:24,889 --> 01:01:28,559 ♪ I know we're choking 1210 01:01:28,559 --> 01:01:31,562 - I knew once I came home and opened that door 1211 01:01:31,562 --> 01:01:33,898 there's no turning back. 1212 01:01:33,898 --> 01:01:37,068 ♪ You come with ties 1213 01:01:37,068 --> 01:01:39,737 - If I'm bringing my kid to Gainesville to meet the family 1214 01:01:39,737 --> 01:01:42,073 that means now this relationship is forever. 1215 01:01:42,073 --> 01:01:46,285 ♪ No one will bend until one falls ♪ 1216 01:01:47,787 --> 01:01:50,415 - [Kevin] There's no right formula for this meeting. 1217 01:01:50,415 --> 01:01:52,417 I mean you never know what to expect. 1218 01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:56,087 ♪ You for me and me for you 1219 01:01:58,965 --> 01:02:01,634 - [Kevin] I came home for Christmas in December of 1991 1220 01:02:01,634 --> 01:02:03,928 and that's the last time I had seen my family. 1221 01:02:07,432 --> 01:02:10,601 ♪ It's like trying to teach 1222 01:02:10,601 --> 01:02:13,438 ♪ Blue to a blind man 1223 01:02:13,438 --> 01:02:16,399 ♪ Rude to a kind man 1224 01:02:16,399 --> 01:02:20,403 ♪ Or walking on the son 1225 01:02:20,403 --> 01:02:25,116 ♪ You try and I do all that I can ♪ 1226 01:02:25,116 --> 01:02:29,620 ♪ But teaching blue to a blind man ♪ 1227 01:02:29,620 --> 01:02:34,625 ♪ Can't be done 1228 01:02:38,254 --> 01:02:42,925 ♪ We used our soldiers 1229 01:02:42,925 --> 01:02:47,930 ♪ And it was against the world 1230 01:02:49,682 --> 01:02:54,020 ♪ The toll was taken now 1231 01:02:54,020 --> 01:02:58,024 ♪ We're buried under life-- 1232 01:02:58,024 --> 01:03:01,819 - I can pretty much have a story for every street I pass. 1233 01:03:01,819 --> 01:03:06,699 ♪ One word and watch our egos brawl ♪ 1234 01:03:07,992 --> 01:03:12,163 ♪ No one will bend until one falls ♪ 1235 01:03:12,997 --> 01:03:16,501 ♪ We used to fight but 1236 01:03:16,501 --> 01:03:21,506 ♪ You for me and me for you 1237 01:03:23,466 --> 01:03:28,471 ♪ It's like trying to teach blue to a blind man ♪ 1238 01:03:29,680 --> 01:03:34,393 ♪ Truth a lie and walking on the sun ♪ 1239 01:03:36,646 --> 01:03:41,359 ♪ I try and I do all that I can ♪ 1240 01:03:41,359 --> 01:03:45,696 ♪ But teaching blue to a blind man ♪ 1241 01:03:45,696 --> 01:03:49,158 ♪ Can't be done 1242 01:03:49,158 --> 01:03:52,203 ♪ We can go home 1243 01:03:52,203 --> 01:03:54,163 ♪ You can sleep 1244 01:03:54,163 --> 01:03:59,168 ♪ And I can think for a while 1245 01:04:00,378 --> 01:04:04,882 ♪ We can't go on and on on empty ♪ 1246 01:04:07,385 --> 01:04:12,390 ♪ On endless oceans dry 1247 01:04:16,394 --> 01:04:21,399 ♪ It's like trying to teach blue to a blind man ♪ 1248 01:04:22,108 --> 01:04:25,236 ♪ Rude to a kind man 1249 01:04:25,236 --> 01:04:29,115 ♪ Screaming at the sun 1250 01:04:29,115 --> 01:04:34,078 ♪ You try and I do all that I can ♪ 1251 01:04:34,078 --> 01:04:38,416 ♪ But teaching blue to a blind mind ♪ 1252 01:04:38,416 --> 01:04:43,421 ♪ Can't be done 1253 01:04:44,130 --> 01:04:49,093 ♪ Can't be done 1254 01:04:51,929 --> 01:04:55,892 ♪ Teaching blue to a blind man 1255 01:05:13,951 --> 01:05:16,287 - I'm gonna show you where I played my basketball games. 1256 01:05:16,287 --> 01:05:18,331 All of our home games were played here. 1257 01:05:23,628 --> 01:05:27,131 So these are all the basketball teams from every year. 1258 01:05:31,135 --> 01:05:32,345 Number 22. 1259 01:05:36,015 --> 01:05:36,849 You see that? 1260 01:05:36,849 --> 01:05:38,142 - [Deshawn] Over there? 1261 01:05:38,142 --> 01:05:39,644 - That's how many points I averaged 1262 01:05:39,644 --> 01:05:44,190 and this is my teammate Vernon Maxwell who won 24 games. 1263 01:05:44,190 --> 01:05:45,316 How many did we lose? 1264 01:05:46,150 --> 01:05:46,984 - Seven. 1265 01:05:47,860 --> 01:05:50,112 So that was a long time ago? 1266 01:05:50,112 --> 01:05:53,199 - A very long time ago. (laughing) 1267 01:05:56,035 --> 01:05:58,204 Oh wow that was almost in there man. 1268 01:05:58,204 --> 01:06:01,666 Now do it underhand way, do it underhand. 1269 01:06:01,666 --> 01:06:03,334 Man that was pretty good. 1270 01:06:03,334 --> 01:06:05,336 This is a big goal you know this. 1271 01:06:05,336 --> 01:06:06,837 This is the goal that I played my games on. 1272 01:06:06,837 --> 01:06:08,172 What do you think about the gym? 1273 01:06:08,172 --> 01:06:09,006 Do you like it? 1274 01:06:09,006 --> 01:06:10,508 - I like it. 1275 01:06:10,508 --> 01:06:11,342 - You think you could play here? 1276 01:06:11,342 --> 01:06:12,343 - Yeah. 1277 01:06:12,343 --> 01:06:13,135 - Would you like to play here? 1278 01:06:13,135 --> 01:06:14,011 - Yes. 1279 01:06:14,011 --> 01:06:15,179 - But we live in California. 1280 01:06:15,179 --> 01:06:16,514 - So I could move here. 1281 01:06:16,514 --> 01:06:17,848 - Oh we should move here? 1282 01:06:17,848 --> 01:06:19,058 - No I could move. 1283 01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,727 When I'm a grown up I could move here. 1284 01:06:21,727 --> 01:06:24,981 I have to play basketball like you did. 1285 01:06:24,981 --> 01:06:26,524 - So in high school you want us to move here? 1286 01:06:26,524 --> 01:06:28,359 And then you want to play in this gym. 1287 01:06:28,359 --> 01:06:29,694 What number you gonna wear? 1288 01:06:29,694 --> 01:06:31,195 - 24. 1289 01:06:31,195 --> 01:06:34,824 - Alright, no last shot, last shot we do it on underhand. 1290 01:06:34,824 --> 01:06:36,575 Underhand like this, like this. 1291 01:06:36,575 --> 01:06:38,035 - Yeah I know. 1292 01:06:38,035 --> 01:06:39,537 - You don't have to impress them they'll be okay, last one. 1293 01:06:39,537 --> 01:06:42,206 Oh that was almost, almost I saw that one going in. 1294 01:06:42,206 --> 01:06:45,668 I'm telling you if you do it underhand you gonna make it. 1295 01:06:45,668 --> 01:06:47,670 If you hit it off the glass underhand you gonna make it. 1296 01:06:47,670 --> 01:06:49,380 Wow man you almost made it. 1297 01:06:49,380 --> 01:06:52,550 (contemplative music) 1298 01:07:51,942 --> 01:07:55,279 (acoustic piano music) 1299 01:09:24,201 --> 01:09:27,496 (contemplative music) 99931

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