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[pager beeps, hums]

[Meredith] It's impossible to describe
the panic that comes over you

when you're a surgeon and your pager
goes off in the middle of the night.

[pager beeps]

[Meredith] Your heart starts to race.

[Arizona] Please don't be mine.

[Meredith] Your mind freezes.

Your fingers go numb.

Not mine.

[Arizona] Wake up!

- [Callie] I'm up.
- They're paging you.

[Meredith] You're invested.

[pager beeps]

I'm sleeping!

[Meredith] They're someone's mom,
someone's dad, someone's kid.

And now it's on you.

Because that someone's life
is now in your hands.

Robbins,
Karev's with your patient in Trauma two

Torres, come with me.

We have a 15-year-old female,
she fell off the roof of her house.

- Now, I think that...
- She's gonna be OK, right?

Please, I just need to know,
is she gonna be OK?

And this is her mother. Mrs. Boyd,

I need to bring Dr. Torres
up to speed right now, OK.

She's never been in any accident before,
she's never even broken any bones.

Oh. You paged me here at 4:00 a.m.
for a couple of broken bones?

More like 50.

[girl moans in pain]

[Meredith] As surgeons,

we're always invested in our patients.

Laura Young, 30 weeks pregnant.
Car accident, head CT showed a subdural.

Shepherd's coming in.
Baby's in distress, OB's on its way.

- It really hurts!
- [Arizona] Hold on. Move the wand up.

- What?
- OK, baby's brain is hemorrhaging.

She needs a crash-C
while Shepherd handles the bleed.

Get ready to grab
a rail and start running.

[Meredith]
But when your patient's a child...

All right, get another unit of packed
cells and meet me in the OR.

You're not just invested.

[Arizona] Whoa, whoa, whoa.
We need the OR!

[Meredith] You're responsible.

- We need it too.
- We're already on our way.

There's only one OR
prepped this time of night.

- Which is why we need it.
- Mine's got a subdural.

- Fifty broken bones!
- [Arizona] Stroke in the womb!

- Oh!
- Whoa!

All right. Get another OR ready now!

[Meredith] Responsible
for whether or not that child survives,

has a future.

And that's enough to terrify anyone.

What's her status?

Mom's heart rate
and, uh, BP has been fluctuating,

but she's ready for you.

All right, let's prep her
for a craniotomy.

Apgar's only four.
We need to get to NICU now.

- Right, drain's in a good position.
- [Alex] She's breathing over the vent.

[Alex] Maybe we should
consider extubate her.

Yeah, but watch for apnoeic episodes

and keep an eye out for her CBC.

There's still too much blood
draining from her head.

- [Arizona] What time is it, Karev?
- Uh, half past eight.

Half past eight.

I've already been awake for five hours
and my day hasn't started.

Rough way to start your morning.

A stroke before you're even born.
Rough way to start a life.

Yeah.

Hey. I brought you some coffee.
Oh. You already have one.

Oh, no, I want your coffee,
I need your coffee.

Okay, when we see Cristina,
she's gonna be mad.

She's gonna be mad at me
for not paging her in here last night.

Possibly mad at you
for not waking her up either.

Now, I'm handling this.

Do not engage her, do not provoke her.
Simply ignore. All right?

Oh, that's your plan?
Ignore the scalpel-hungry animal?

Yep, until I come up
with something better.

[Arizona] OK. I know
this is the first time on

a Peds rotation with me for some of you.

Not for others.

But I wanted you to understand
that I run my Peds unit

a little differently
than you maybe used to.

This is not general surgery in miniature.

These are the tiny humans.

These are children.

They believe in magic. They play pretend.

There is fairy dust in their IV bags.

They hope and they cross their fingers
and they make wishes.

And that makes them
more resilient than adults.

They recover faster, survive worse.

They believe.

In Peds, we have... miracles and magic.

In Peds, anything is possible.

- Morning, Dr. Robbins.
- [Arizona] Good morning, Dr. Wallace.

I see that you've already introduced
yourself to Mr. And Mrs. Boyd?

Yes. Reminds me of Hillary at that age.

Such an overachiever.

Dr. Yang, why don't you present?

Yeah.

[Cristina clears throat]

Excuse me, little...

doctor boy.

Uh, Hillary Boyd, 15 years old.
Fell off the roof of her house.

Fifty-two acute fractures were diagnosed
when she was admitted last night.

An intricate and extremely
challenging ORIF surgery

was performed by Dr. Torres and Dr. Hunt
this morning before rounds.

Thank you, Dr. Yang.

[Callie] If she fares well enough today,
I'd like to go in tomorrow

to repair
her subtrochanteric fracture next

Mm. Can anyone tell me the proper dosage
of ceftriaxone for a pediatric patient?

- Fifty milligrams per kilogram per day.
- [Arizona] Mm-hmm.

Dr. Wallace, can you tell me
the proper dose for this patient

if she were 42 kilograms?

Two point one grams per day,
if you carry the decimal.

- OK, who's presenting?
- I am, Dr. Robbins.

- [Arizona] Proceed.
- [Wallace] Wallace Anderson.

Ten years old, almost 11.

Been here for seven months,
in and out over the past two years.

Suffers from short gut syndrome,

which means
he can't properly absorb nutrition.

Exactly. Dr. Percy?

Uh, fifteen intestinal surgeries to date
plus a bowel lengthening procedure

which helped for a while,

but recently he's had to go back
to being fed through TPN.

- Yum.
- How'd he do this morning?

We covered some advanced
algebraic conversions.

Dr. Robbins helps me
with math and science homework

by letting me go on rounds.

[man] We try to keep his life as normal
as we can, even living in a hospital.

But I can skip my homework
on Friday, right?

- Since it's my birthday?
- Since it's your birthday.

What about Dr. Robbins?
It is her birthday, too.

I'm afraid I can't skip
my homework, Wallace,

but I can come celebrate
with you like I promised.

Dr. Robbins.

We've requested a meeting later
with Chief Webber

and a representative
from the hospital board.

And we'd like you there, too.

OK.

So they didn't give you any indication
as to what this meeting was about?

You know as much as I do.

[man] You treated their son, right?

You better pray you didn't do
something to piss them off.

God knows this hospital can't afford
another misstep right now.

It's a pleasure to see you again, Paul.
Bethany, you look lovely.

We didn't think Wallace
would see his ninth birthday,

let alone his tenth.

And now this week, his eleventh.

Which is why we'd like to offer Seattle
Grace Mercy West's Peds Program

a gift... of 25 million dollars.

Uh, twenty-five... million?

Half to go to research, to continue

searching for a cure
for Wallace's condition,

and half to the hospital itself.

Uh... I... I'm...

I mean...

- Twenty-five million dollars?
- Happy birthday, Arizona.

[Arizona] I always knew that
Wallace's parents were wealthy,

but not 25 million dollars wealthy.

I mean, that's... that's libraries
named after you kinda money.

And save babies in Africa

and has dinner at the White House
regularly type money.

[Mark] People don't give me
that kind of money.

You have an unfair advantage,
you work with children.

Oatmeal, side of fruit,
wheat toast, hold the butter.

Thank you.

You know what that money is gonna make

such a difference for so many patients.

It's... It's really amazing.

[Mark] Maybe I should start
doing more cleft palate kids.

Everyone's a sucker for those.

[Callie] Cheese omelet, extra butter,
cinnamon toast, crispy bacon.

- Mine!
- 25 million dollars is pretty cool, right?

- Best birthday gift ever.
- Birthday gift?

Yeah, because the money's a gift.

I mean, technically
it's for the hospital, not Arizona,

but since your birthday's on Friday

Um, how does Little Grey know
about your birthday and I don't?

Birthdays are just days
like any other days.

I don't like them, don't celebrate,
no big deal. 25 million dollars?

That's a big deal.
Crap, I'm gonna be late.

I will see you there.

Mm-hmm. Hmm.

- [door shuts]
- OK, she's downplaying it, right?

I'm... I'm her girlfriend.
I have to do something for her birthday.

- Yes.
- No.

Of course you do.
Oh, Oh, uh, a surprise party!

Whoa, whoa. Bad idea.

Surprise parties are hostile.
They're dark.

People jump out and scream at you.

They never come to any good.

[Richard] Karev.

Morning, Chief.

Um, when you're free, come find me.

- What's that all about?
- He fired me. I refused to be fired.

So I say hello to him every morning
and he says not a word.

- Sounds familiar.
- Haven't heard from Stevens?

Not a word.

They'll come around when they come around.

Chief, you need me?

Uh... I wish I didn't have to saddle you
with this, Karev, but...

What is all this?

As Stevens left no forwarding address

and as you are officially her next of kin,

this is her unpaid balance
of her medical bills.

Unpaid balance? I... I don't get it.
We work here at the hospital.

Yeah, and insurance doesn't take care
of everything.

I'm sorry. But accounting's been
pressuring me since the merger

and I can't ignore it any longer.

What's yours in for?

Delivered her yesterday,
stroked out at ten weeks premature.

- Yours?
- Born with its insides on the outside.

Two days post-op. Resilient little guy.

More bleeding overnight.

- Should we try FFP?
- At this point, we should try anything.

Get me a repeat MRI and page me
if she becomes bradycardic

or starts having apnoea spells.
I'll be on rounds.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Um, I was picking up
some labs from Dr. Bailey

and I saw you had these waiting.

Thought I'd bring them by,
save you the trip.

Thanks.

Are you OK?

I overheard a little bit of
your conversation with the Chief...

I'm trying to save a baby here.
Get out of my face.

Oh.

Got it.

- He's still sleeping?
- No.

- He had a bad night.
- I can still go on rounds.

- I feel better. Just give me a second.
- Oh, you know what?

[Arizona] How about
if you take a rest for now,

and you can join me
for evening rounds instead?

OK.

He listens to you more than he does to me.

Well, yeah. She's a doctor, Mom.

And you're just... a mom.

Oh. OK.

How about you close your eyes
and you let me do what moms do, OK?

Bad dreams, bad dreams, go away.

Good dreams, good dreams, here to stay.

Bad dreams, bad dreams, go away.

Good dreams, good dreams, here to stay.

You have to do it three times
for it to work.

Oops. One more.

I want you to repeat his chemistries
and get an abdominal series.

He's had bad nights before, but I want
to make sure we're not missing anything.

- How's she doing?
- Touch and go. How's the baby?

- Same.
- Any news from the family?

No, I left a message.
Haven't heard back yet.

[Derek] ICP is elevated,
BP won't stabilize.

A hundred mikes of fentanyl, please.
Laura?

Laura, can you hear me?

My baby... Where's my baby?

- She's struggling, but hanging on.
- Can I see her?

[Derek] I'm sorry, no.
You're too unstable to move.

- And so is the baby.
- I just want to hold her.

Please, I want to hold my baby.

I need you to stay calm, OK?

What if she dies,
before I get to hold her? She can't.

She can't go
before she's ever even been held.

[Derek] It's OK, it's OK...

Push ten of diazepam
and get me some supplemental O2.

Crap. 911. It's her baby!

She's bradying down and she lost access.

- I'll start a CPAP.
- Dr. Robbins?

- Not right now.
- I think you'll want to see this.

- It's the X-rays on Wallace Anderson.
- All right. Show me.

- See? He has dilated loops of bowel.
- Flip.

Flip.

Damn it. Damn it.

He has another bowel obstruction
and he's not compensating.

OK, I got this, go.

- A nurse just checked that.
- A nurse checked it.

I'm gonna check it. And three other people
in the OR will check it. We're thorough.

[woman] Honey,
please let them do their jobs.

Uh, Mr. And Mrs. Boyd?

We thought you should know that
Hillary's tox screen from yesterday

showed signs of psilocybin
in her bloodstream.

[Mr. Boyd] What does that mean?

Well, it means that when she fell
from the roof, she was, uh...

- Shrooming.
- Yeah.

- Magic mushrooms.
- What?

Hillary!

- Mushrooms?
- Come on, can everybody please chill out?

- What in God's name were you thinking?
- You know, I can't believe...

You're a disappointment, young lady.

A big, big disappointment.

Dad, please, OK?
The last thing I am is a disappointment.

I get straight A's. I'm on honor roll.
I run the student council.

I basically am the school paper.
And I tutor kids with reading problems.

OK? I'm every parent's dream come true,
including yours.

I was exploring the bounds
of my consciousness

with the help of a mushroom.

I made a calculated risk
going on the roof.

Falling off, well,
that was a low-probability event.

Even low-probability events
occasionally occur, and this one did.

So, yeah, you're bummed I miscalculated

'cause it reminds you
of your own fallibility.

I'm bummed, too.
Let's just leave it at that.

Cap refill's five seconds.
Push one of epi.

It's not working.
Heart rate's down to the 60s.

- Starting compressions.
- Can I help?

Doubt it. At this rate, this kid's
not gonna last more than an hour.

She's only 30 weeks.
Pretty young to survive.

So, what? You're just gonna stand there
and watch her die?

- Pretty much.
- That sucks!

It is what it is. It's protocol.

[beeping]

Beeping drives me nuts.

[beeping stops]

- I mean...
- Kid's gonna die.

Deal with it or get out.

Hey there, girl.

I got you. Yeah.

It's OK. You're not alone.

No, you're not. You're not alone.

Wait. Hold on. Are you saying you can't
do more surgery on him or you won't?

It's not a question of if I can.
It's whether or not I should.

In my opinion,

Wallace isn't strong enough
to handle another operation.

But with surgery,
how long would he have then?

Uh, I'm not confident that he'll even
make it off the table.

But if he did, how long?

- I strongly advise against...
- How long?

Maybe two months. I...

I'm... sorry,

but the moment that we've been
fighting for two years...

it's here.

So you need to prepare yourselves,

and you need to prepare Wallace.

You think I've been pouring
all this money into research

so that you can find a cure
for some other kid?

- [Arizona] Mr. Anderson...
- No.

- You have to do this surgery.
- Mr. Anderson I'm...

You buy our son two more months!

You buy him more time
so that we can buy him a cure!

I'm sorry.

[Mrs. Anderson] What are we gonna do?

Robbins.

These aren't people
who hear the word "no".

If they want surgery for their son,
they'll get surgery for their son,

whether or not you're the one to do it.

You've been with this boy since day one.

I believe you can do this successfully.

Don't walk away now

unless you know beyond
a shadow of a doubt that you can't.

- The surgery's a bad idea, Chief.
- But is it impossible?

In your hands,

is it impossible?

- OK.
- OK?

OK. I'll do it.

I'll try.

- Oh, is that the preemie?
- Oh, yeah. I was just...

I tried everything.

I just thought maybe somebody
should hold her before, you know, she...

- Kangaroo.
- [Alex] What?

The way you're holding the baby,
it's called a Kangaroo hold.

There's been cases where the Kangaroo
has helped babies thrive.

But look, Karev.
Look at the numbers. Look at this.

- [Alex] Huh. Heart rate's going up.
- [Miranda] Yeah, it is.

And her temperature is normal.

Karev, you may have just kick-started
this baby's entire system.

Just by holding her?

- Take off your shirt.
- What? No. Take off your shirt.

No, no.

T... The Kangaroo hold is most effective
when there's skin-on-skin contact.

It's usually the mom,
but you're gonna have to do.

I'm not kidding! Take off your shirt!

[Owen] Well, looks like
you used pretty much

every piece of hardware in the hospital.

[Callie] Makes you think twice
about shrooming on a roof, huh?

Some mouth on this one.
If I talked to my parents like that...

Oh. My father would've...
You don't even want to know.

I had perfect grades. Perfect record.

I said whatever I wanted,
did whatever I wanted.

Parents couldn't do a thing about it.

[Jackson] Wanna hear about my childhood?

No? OK. I'll just, uh,
think about it quietly in my own head.

All right, nail's in. Everything's tight.
Let's take a look.

- Fantastic.
- [rapid beeping]

[Jackson] End-tidal CO2
just dropped from 34 to 22.

Come on, give me a break here, Hillary.

[Cristina] She has a new murmur.

[rapid beeping continues]

- An air embolus in her heart.
- [Callie] Flood the field with saline.

[Owen] Bone wax, page Cardio
and set up a chest tray.

And put her in Trendelenburg.
I can aspirate it.

No, no. We wait for Cardio
and we try to find the source.

It'll take me 30 seconds. It might take
Cardio half an hour to get here.

I've done this before!
I know what I'm doing!

- She could arrest at any moment!
- Dr. Yang, no! End of discussion!

[Miranda] See, it's the
skin-to-skin contact.

The baby can feel your warmth better,
sense your heartbeat better.

See that? The baby's own heart
is picking up in response.

Karev, what are you doing?

He's saving a baby's life, that's what.

Dr. Bailey, I... Oh.

No shirt. He's wearing no shirt.

- Have you started to lactate yet?
- [Alex] Bailey made me!

Is this the room for the calendar shoot?
I was told it was downstairs.

All right. That's enough. Everybody out.
Let Karev do what he's doing in private.

- What is he doing, exactly?
- Out.

Out.

[rapid beeping continues]

This is ridiculous.
You're wasting time here.

- We should deal with the heart problem.
- We're following protocol.

Cardio's on its way, and we can
find the source of the embolus this way.

Screw it.

Dr. Yang, the patient is not coding.

- You're not qualified to do this.
- Opening the left chest.

- Oh, Yang, really?
- Turn on the fluoro.

Dr. Yang!

Will someone step on the fluoro,
or do you want me to go in blind?

Dr. Yang, put down that scalpel!

- Thank you.
- [Owen] Cristina!

- Scissors.
- Cristina!

- [Owen] Cristina!
- Cardio's here, Yang.

It's done. I'm done.

Air embolus out.

- The patient was crashing.
- She was not crashing.

It was a procedure I've done before.
I handled it, and she's fine.

What if she wasn't?

You could've lacerated her heart
or cut the phrenic nerve.

She could have died on that table.
What then?

It would have been your license!

All so you could prove what, exactly?

I did it to stabilize the patient.
You were watching her vitals drop.

Waiting for a CT surgeon,

who would have taken
a more minimally invasive approach.

I could've done a thoracotomy myself
if I had thought it was indicated.

I've been around the block once or twice!
I kind... I kind of know what I'm doing!

- I'm aware of that, I was just...
- You just thought every...

You just thought...
You just thought

everything would be better
if you took charge.

You know I have to report this
to the Chief,

at a time when he is scouring
this place for people to fire.

Well, he's not gonna fire me.

Oh.

Of course not,
'cause you're... you're invincible!

No, he's not gonna fire me because the
last time I did an open thoracotomy

for an embolus was with him, in his OR.

Only he was giving me words of
encouragement, not screaming in my ear!

For the record, you rocked in there.
Hunt's jealous he didn't do it himself.

Shut up.

OK. You won't believe
what just happened in surgery with...

Hey. You OK?

Tell me I'm great.

- What?
- I need for you to tell me I'm great.

- You're great.
- I mean really tell me.

Because I'm about to go
in on a surgery right now,

that I'm not sure I should be going in on,

and I can't think like that, right?

I can't go into the OR
feeling like... this.

So, I need you to tell me I'm great.

Make me... Make me hear it.

You are great.

You... are... great.

Thank you.

Hey, there. You ready to go?

- I'm gonna take you to the OR myself.
- I've been here a while now, Dr. Robbins.

And I've seen kids go home and go away.

Like Evan, the kid from down the hall,
with asthma, last month?

He died the day before he was
supposed to be discharged.

- You're not Evan.
- And Chloe, the heart girl?

She was here for three weeks
before she died.

- No one says you're gonna die.
- I've been here for seven months.

I've been here the longest
of anyone on the floor, by double.

- Wallace...
- They say it's like going to sleep.

Maybe it is.

But what if I go to sleep

and I have nightmares?

[Arizona] More traction, please?

Damn it. The mesentery's really friable.

Percy, a little help on the suction.

This is not a good idea.

This surgery was not a good idea.

Can we get a washcloth
for Dr. Robbins, please?

- No, it's fine.
- Just take a moment.

Thank you.

Pickups, please.

- I left two messages.
- I'm sorry. I was in surgery.

- There were complications.
- I don't care, OK.

I operated on Wallace tonight
when I knew better.

I keep retracing every step,
every suture, going over it and over it.

- He didn't make it?
- He did. He's in recovery.

That's not the point.

What I needed from you tonight
was a little support, for once.

- And you weren't here.
- OK, you're scared.

So you're picking a fight.
You get that, yeah?

Yeah. Yeah, fine. Whatever.

But I've helped you
through crisis after crisis,

and once I thought
that I could come here tonight and get...

- [Cristina] Let it go! It's done!
- I have every right to be mad.

You never pulled a stunt like that
with another attending.

I... I seem to recall Callie was there,
she still didn't stop me.

Guys, not now.

You... You took advantage of me

and you took advantage
of our relationship.

Please, the kid was dying.

- Whoa, whoa. What kid? What happened?
- [Owen] So you didn't hear?

No, I didn't.

Cristina, she performed
an unauthorized and unnecessary

thoracotomy against my orders.

- She what?
- I saved the patient's life.

[Arizona] Wait, so, you were there
and you didn't tell me?

I was going to, but you were all,
"Tell me I'm great."

So it's my fault Yang went rogue
on a child?

No, you know what?
It wasn't rogue. It was brilliant.

It wasn't! You know, uh... I'm done.

You got lucky today, Cristina,
and you may think you can get away

with whatever you want,
but I'm telling you one of these days,

that luck is gonna run out.

[pager beeps]

Look... What?

Oh! OK. So you're leaving, too?

Yes, because I have a patient.

Bitches.

[Arizona] All right.
Start an epi drip now.

More irrigation. Keep it coming.
Give me a Babcock clamp.

I can't have a light...
Can somebody get me more light?

Pressure's dropping to 68 over 40.
Pulse is racing.

Come on, Wallace.

- What happened to the Anderson boy?
- He's in septic shock.

His body was too unstable
to handle the surgery.

Which is what I said in the first place.

- Well, maybe I can help.
- No! No, you can't.

Because as long as you're standing there
breathing over my shoulder,

I feel like I'm operating on a stack
of dollar bills. 25 million dollar bills.

What I need to be invested
in right now is this kid.

So, please, get the hell out of my OR!

More suction now!

How'd it go?

Damn it.

I'll let them know
you did everything you could.

Wait, Dr. Robbins.

Don't we have to tell the parents,
let them know that he didn't make it...

- No.
- What do you mean, no?

I mean no.

I will not be speaking
to Wallace's parents.

Mr. Jennings and the Chief
will take care of that formality.

Because as far as they are concerned and
as far as the Andersons will be concerned,

I just killed their son. I'm a liability.

Because if they were to ask me,
the truth is,

I'd tell them I did just kill their son.
And they should sue. I am responsible.

But that's not in the best interest
of the hospital.

- Am I close?
- I think we're on the same page.

My luck will run out?
It has nothing to do with luck.

He's just being an ass.
You know, I rocked that embolus.

- What?
- He cares about you.

- So?
- So maybe he's a little bit right.

I get it.

I mean, I'm dying to get
out of this bed and cut.

But you did an unauthorized
procedure in an OR.

I mean, you're an amazing surgeon,
but if anything had gone wrong,

that would have been your career.

And he cares about your career.

He's in love with you.

I hate married, happy you.

Go to work. And don't cut anybody open
without permission.

You should have seen Yang
in that surgery. She was fearless.

And you are hopeless.
She's completely out of your league.

Oh, I'm hopeless, huh?

I'm just stupid.

He's married.
And have I mentioned, a total ass

to pretty much everyone at all times.

Karev? Did you stay here all night?

Uh, yeah. I guess I did.

Go home, get some rest.
The nurse will take over for you.

No, I... I'm OK.

I'm good here.

Well, you'd be good in Peds,
you know that?

Well, you get invested,
you have good instincts,

you stick to your instincts.

You'd be good in Peds, Karev.

Yeah, I know, they say
I can have visitors tomorrow.

Cool. And, um...

Do you have any loopies?
Or whatever you have.

They only have me on two milligrams
of morphine at a time.

I know. How lame is that?

Hey, little pusher girl,
I'm Hillary's doctor,

and now I have Hillary's phone,

so I'm gonna give this number
to the police.

How lame is that?

- What the hell?
- OK.

I know you think you can do anything
and say anything and handle anything.

And that's, you know, almost true.

Except for the fact
that you fell off a roof.

Because you were so high, that you,
what, you thought you could fly?

In surgery, you almost died
of a heart complication,

because your body is so strung out from
all the crap you've been putting in it

that it almost shut down completely.

OK? That doesn't make you smarter
than everyone else.

It makes you an idiot.

The only reason why you're alive is...

You know what? It's 'cause you're lucky.

So just... grow up.

Surprise!

I...

I... I...

Oh.

Told ya.

OK, in retrospect, I realize now
that surprise parties are hostile.

And this was a bad idea.
Please, stop crying. I'm sorry.

- I'm sorry about the party.
- Wallace died.

He was supposed to be turning 11 today,

and instead, he's lying in a morgue.

Oh... God.

Um...

I'm... I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I can't... I can't stay.

No, it's OK. It's OK.
I'll take care of it.

You don't have to stay.
Just... I understand.

We're all surgeons.
Everyone will understand.

OK. Just go.

Might as well take advantage, huh?

Party's a dud,
but at least there's free booze, right?

Right.

Go ahead and gloat.
Surprise parties never come to any good.

- I think this party speaks for itself.
- I don't get it.

You know, the best birthday of my life

was the surprise party
that my parents threw.

I... I loved it. So much.

How old were you at this party?

- Seven.
- Mm. Like I said.

Speaks for itself.

If there's... If there's anything we can
get for you, uh, help you with, please,

just... just, uh, let us know.

I... I'd be happy to oversee any packing
you need done from his room.

I've already arranged for a car.

It's ready to take you home anytime.

Arizona.

Dr. Robbins,
this is a very sensitive time.

- [Richard] Let her be.
- Excuse me?

I said...

let her be.

It just doesn't feel real.

Any of it. It just...

It just doesn't feel real.

Bethany, would you like to see him?

I have to admit, I'm impressed.

I never would have pegged you
for the babysitting type.

- Are you heading home?
- No, I got the baby.

Well, I'm sure
somebody else could take a shift.

I can't leave, OK?

Wow.

Are you really so messed up that
you can't let one person be nice to you?

Ever?

I can't go.

I can't go home,
I can't get lzzie to call me back.

She's gone.

Could be dead, for all I know.

She left me with a $200,000
medical bill and I... I...

I can't do anything about it.

About any of it.

But I can sit here
and I can hold this baby.

That I can do.

Then I'll sit here with you
for a little while.

♪ I'm all right. Don't I seem to be? ♪

♪ Aren't I swinging on the stars?
Don't I wear them on my sleeve? ♪

Yang! Doctor...

Can I "Cristina" you,
or are we not there yet?

That's a no? OK.

Dr. Yang, let me just tell you that

that was incredibly hot
in the OR yesterday.

Very, deeply hot. It was hot! You are hot.

Uh, you're drunk and you're in my room.

I am in fact inebriated, but it's legal,
you know, and even if I wasn't,

you're the rule-breaker,
which I think we established in surgery.

Really? You think that was hot?

Would it be really,
really bad if I just...

'Cause of the embolus thing,
and you in general, could I just?

Uh, no! I'm involved.

I'm involved.

Time to meet your mommy.

Say I'm dreaming
Say I'm better than you left me

♪ Say you're sorry, I can take it ♪

♪ She's so beautiful ♪

♪ Say you'll wait ♪

♪ Say you won't
Say you love me, say you don't ♪

[Meredith] They say the bigger
your investment, the bigger your return.

♪ Learn to let it bend before it breaks ♪

- Surgery yesterday?
- Mm-hmm.

It wasn't just...

It was me. Can't you see that?

See what?

See what? I...

I can't just ignore
what happened, Cristina.

OK.

I'm sorry. Look, I know, um...

I know I overstepped so...

Come home with me.

Please?

[Meredith] But you have to be willing
to take a chance.

OK.

♪ Ready, or not ♪

♪ I hear a clock tock-ticking away ♪

Bad dreams, bad dreams, go away.

Good dreams, good dreams, here to stay.

♪ In place ♪

Good dreams, good dreams, here to stay.

Bad dreams, bad dreams, go away.

Good dreams, good dreams, here to stay.

Bad dreams, bad dreams, go away.

Good dreams, good dreams, here to stay.

Stay.

- You have to do it three times for...
- [Mr. Anderson] For it to work.

I know.

[sniffles]

[Mr. Anderson] She is the reason
that we will still be giving

Seattle Grace Mercy West
25 million dollars.

Not because of you or your ass kissing.

It's because of her... her.

[Meredith] You have to understand...

you might lose it all.

♪ And all you really want is ♪

The Chief still won't talk to me.

Oh, he will.

When did you become such an optimist?

This is married, happy me.

Can we? Are you OK to?

Yes, we can.

[Meredith] But if you take that chance...

- [Derek] Are you healed?
- [Meredith] I'm healed.

♪ And all you want
Is everything beautiful ♪

♪ And all you want ♪

[Meredith] If you invest wisely...

the payoff might just surprise you.

Oh! I'm awake! I'm... I'm See? I'm...

I'm totally awake. I'm... There's... hats!

And gifts! And... And... And donuts!

And lingerie.

Really?

I love you.

♪ Well, maybe what you want
Is right here... ♪

You do?

I do.

♪ Well, maybe what you want
Is right here ♪

[Callie] I love you, too.

[closing theme music playing]