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M_I_SForEver
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[distorted guitar]
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[audience cheering]
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[unintelligible vocals]
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[guitar intensifies]
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[distant traffic]
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[whirring]
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[dripping]
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[heavy breathing]
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[whizzing]
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♪♪
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Lulu!
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♪♪
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Mmm.
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Lou.
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Stop!
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- Lou, it's up time.
- Mm-hmm.
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Up time.
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- Huh?
- Yeah.
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Come on.
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Come on, stop that.
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We got to get right to it
for grizzle.
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- Remember?
- Okay.
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Yo, I got some
smoothie for you.
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You're gonna fuckin' hate it.
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But it's healthy.
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Want some?
I wouldn't recommend it.
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- It's disgusting.
- Mm-hmm.
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[Lou moans]
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Okay, poops.
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Dance time.
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♪♪
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Yes!
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No?
Nah? No?
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Okay.
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[laughter]
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♪ And I would do
anything for love ♪
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♪ But he won't do that ♪
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What's the thing that
he won't do in that song?
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What's left for him to not do?
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Anal.
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- ♪ No, no, but I won't do that ♪
- ♪ He won't do that ♪
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[laughter]
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I used to imagine
Jeff Goldblum was my dad.
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Saw him in "The (fucking) Fly",
I was like,
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"That must be what
my dad looks like."
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Also explains a lot 'cause
the dude's fucking weird.
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But he looks like me, man.
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It's true, yeah.
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Yeah!
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You kinda look
like Jeff Goldblum.
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Why is it okay to use a
toothpick in public but not floss?
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Have you ever tried that?
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- To floss my teeth in public? No.
- To floss in public.
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Like you're just at the dinner
table, you just pull out some...
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I used to imagine
my funeral a lot
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when I was a kid...
...at school in math.
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Fun!
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I used to daydream
about my funeral.
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Then I'd make myself cry!
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Uh, yeah, I think
I'd get cremated.
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- What about you?
- Cremated...
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or, like, just fed to the birds,
ya know?
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Well, you know, now you can get
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ashes put into
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tattoo ink.
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My face on your back,
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where the clown is.
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- What?
- Yeah.
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♪ Scary clown face ♪
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♪ Scary clown face ♪
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Yo, we don't need to,
we don't need to put 'em all out.
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I know, but we just need
to fill 'em up a little bit.
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Okay.
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You want to put out
some different ones?
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Hmm?
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The face of a sale.
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Okay, this one costs, uh,
50 bucks extra because...
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- It's an original artwork.
- I'm gonna spit on.
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Okay, a hundred bucks.
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Ten grand.
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Did you guys sound check?
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No, not yet.
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We're going on at...
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- ...five?
- Did Margaret sound check yet?
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Yo, you sound checked yet?
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No.
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Not looking forward to it.
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Terrified.
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Half my shit is broken down.
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[ringing]
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[muffled speaking]
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[ringing intensifies]
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[loud music]
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[music muffles]
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[muffled quietness]
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[muffled]
Ah.
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[muffled]
Ah.
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[muffled]
[coughs]
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[muffled water]
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[muffled whirring]
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[muffled quietness]
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[muffled speaking]
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It's... it's probably
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a two out of ten
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in terms of his hearing.
He can't...
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He's having trouble even
communicating with me.
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It's...
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[muffled speaking]
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[muffled speaking]
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I gotta see a doctor?
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He...
He can see you now.
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- What?
- He can see you right now.
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- Now?
- Yes, I...
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[muffled speaking]
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Hey, Lulu.
Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby.
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I gotta
deal with some shit, okay?
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Don't worry about anything,
okay?
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Mr. Stone?
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Oh. Oh, yeah.
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[muffled]
Ah.
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[muffled]
Okay, how is that volume?
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Is the volume loud enough?
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Good.
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Can you hear me?
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What?
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You can hear me okay?
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- Volume wise?
- I can hear you.
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Okay.
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I'm gonna say these words.
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I want you to repeat them
back to me.
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I'm gonna start
with just your right ear.
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Okay?
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Bass.
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Bass.
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Mess.
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Mace.
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Car.
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Crave.
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Mop.
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Noisy.
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Search.
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Throat.
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Ditch.
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Fish.
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Talk.
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T...
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Ring.
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Broom.
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Germ.
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Life.
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Team.
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Lid.
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Lid.
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This is your chart, Ruben.
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Now, as far as the volume
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that you can hear,
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you... on your right ear
were twenty-eight percent,
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and on your left ear,
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you were twenty-four percent.
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- It's what?
- In the left ear,
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- you came in at twenty-four percent.
- Okay.
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No matter how...
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loud I made the test,
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I could have put it at eleven,
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you were still going to miss
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seventy to eighty percent of the words
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that I said.
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Okay.
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That is not good.
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Yeah, I see that.
So what...
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What can we do about it?
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How do I get it back?
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Well, um...
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You have to understand
something here.
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Whether or not this is related to
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your exposure to noise
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or it's an autoimmune issue
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doesn't really matter.
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I understand I got a problem.
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I'm asking you what I can do
about it.
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Well, what you can do
about it first
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is to eliminate all exposure
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to loud noises.
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And then we can run some tests
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and we can determine exactly
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what is going on with your ears.
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And if we do, then we can have
our other conversations.
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We can have what?
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Well...
there are implants
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that bypass the cochlea.
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You said implants?
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- Yes.
- Those work?
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For people with severe
hearing loss or
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complete deafness,
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yes, they help.
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Well, then let's do that.
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Well...
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it's not that simple.
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Uh, it's a very involved process
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and it's quite costly.
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How much is it?
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Well, they can run between forty
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and eighty thousand dollars
depending, and...
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they are not covered
by insurance.
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Okay.
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And, um...
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Like, when,
when can you do it?
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You got 'em in stock now?
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Mr. Stone,
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your hearing...
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is deteriorating rapidly.
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Am I right?
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And over the next few days,
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or even hours,
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it's going to continue.
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And the hearing that you have lost
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is not coming back.
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[muffled]
You have to understand
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your first responsibility
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is to preserve
the hearing you have.
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[loud music]
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[ringing]
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[muffled music]
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[muffled sounds]
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[panicked breathing]
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Ruben, what the fuck?
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[muffled speaking]
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Yes, it'll come back.
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I have to...
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There's like a surgery.
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What?
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It's simple.
It's all it is.
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There's an implant.
They put it in your shit.
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It's like a...
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Okay, it'll come back.
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It's fine, Lou.
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It's like forty grand,
eighty grand, whatever,
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but it's...
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...it'll come back.
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Till then, Lou,
we just keep going, okay?
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- No.
- Lou?
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- No.
- Listen to me.
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Let's play tomorrow,
let's see what it's like.
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Let's try it, okay?
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I'm gonna be like a click track.
You can play to me.
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No.
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Huh? You can adj...
It's different,
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but it is what it is, Lou.
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Lou, we have a t...
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Lou, we have a tour booked.
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It's not safe...
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We have a tour booked.
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- We have a tour booked, Lou.
- No.
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It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter.
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- Yes, we do.
- It's not safe, it's not safe.
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We have a tour booked!
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- Ruben.
- I don't fuckin'...
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Yo!
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You got a smoke, please?
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[muffled]
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This is ridiculous.
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He's sleeping.
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Hi.
Hi, Hector?
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Hi, this is Lou.
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Ruben's having a bit of...
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a bit of trouble right now.
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- He's...
- Hey, Hector, what's up?
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He's got some hearing
problems.
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Yeah, I mean I can put him on,
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but he won't be able
to hear you.
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Okay.
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Talk to him.
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Talk to him.
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Hey, Hector,
what's going on, man?
277
00:22:13,052 --> 00:22:14,303
It's Ruben.
278
00:22:14,428 --> 00:22:15,846
I'd say it's good
to hear your voice,
279
00:22:15,971 --> 00:22:17,890
but I can't hear a fuckin' word
you're saying right now.
280
00:22:18,015 --> 00:22:19,600
So this is completely pointless.
281
00:22:19,767 --> 00:22:22,228
Lou wanted me to call you
because I had a cigarette.
282
00:22:22,311 --> 00:22:23,812
Uh...
you know...
283
00:22:23,896 --> 00:22:25,689
not great, not ideal, but...
284
00:22:25,940 --> 00:22:27,441
considering the circumstances,
285
00:22:27,525 --> 00:22:29,068
which are pretty fucked up.
286
00:22:29,985 --> 00:22:30,986
You know, understandable.
287
00:22:31,237 --> 00:22:32,530
I'd say understandable,
288
00:22:32,655 --> 00:22:34,573
for everyone apart from Lou,
it seems.
289
00:22:34,698 --> 00:22:35,491
Um...
290
00:22:35,616 --> 00:22:36,700
I got this, bro.
291
00:22:36,826 --> 00:22:39,078
I know you'd probably be asking
me if I'm steady right now,
292
00:22:39,203 --> 00:22:40,996
if I'm feeling level.
293
00:22:41,080 --> 00:22:42,122
Not completely,
294
00:22:42,206 --> 00:22:43,874
but I'm cool.
295
00:22:43,999 --> 00:22:46,252
You'd tell me serenity
is something you get
296
00:22:46,377 --> 00:22:47,920
when you, uh,
297
00:22:48,003 --> 00:22:49,630
stop wishing
for a different past.
298
00:22:49,755 --> 00:22:51,340
Bro, I love you, man.
299
00:22:51,465 --> 00:22:53,634
Oh, my manager wants the phone back,
300
00:22:53,717 --> 00:22:54,635
so I gotta go.
301
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,011
Okay, love you, bro.
302
00:22:57,805 --> 00:22:58,597
Hey.
303
00:22:58,681 --> 00:23:00,349
Yeah, he can't hear a word.
304
00:23:04,019 --> 00:23:07,022
Well, if you get him to a group,
then how is he gonna hear?
305
00:23:09,900 --> 00:23:11,360
Okay.
306
00:23:13,362 --> 00:23:16,740
Okay, tha... thanks, Hector,
thank you.
307
00:23:16,866 --> 00:23:17,992
When? When?
308
00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,077
Okay, yeah,
I'll make sure it's on loud.
309
00:23:20,202 --> 00:23:22,246
Okay, thank you so much,
thank you.
310
00:23:23,873 --> 00:23:25,249
Okay, bye.
311
00:23:32,464 --> 00:23:33,799
He's gonna call back.
312
00:23:35,384 --> 00:23:36,302
What did he say?
313
00:23:36,385 --> 00:23:37,928
Write it down. Tell... What did he...
314
00:23:43,976 --> 00:23:46,145
"Call back."
315
00:23:48,355 --> 00:23:50,107
He's gonna call back... that's all?
316
00:23:50,191 --> 00:23:51,567
Fuckin' Hector.
317
00:23:54,111 --> 00:23:55,779
What are we gonna do now?
318
00:24:04,371 --> 00:24:06,874
What do you wanna do, Lou?
319
00:24:07,082 --> 00:24:08,459
Huh?
320
00:24:14,298 --> 00:24:15,674
[muffled]
321
00:24:28,062 --> 00:24:29,355
Fuck this.
322
00:24:33,025 --> 00:24:36,028
[phone vibrating]
323
00:24:37,613 --> 00:24:38,781
It's Hector.
324
00:24:43,327 --> 00:24:45,037
Hey.
325
00:24:45,412 --> 00:24:46,413
Yeah, he's here.
326
00:24:49,166 --> 00:24:50,709
Not so good.
327
00:24:54,630 --> 00:24:55,631
Oh...
328
00:24:55,881 --> 00:24:57,091
Okay.
329
00:24:57,216 --> 00:24:58,008
Uh...
330
00:24:58,133 --> 00:24:58,926
yeah, what, what,
331
00:24:59,009 --> 00:25:00,970
what is it and...
332
00:25:01,303 --> 00:25:02,137
What?
333
00:25:02,638 --> 00:25:03,556
What's the plan?
334
00:25:03,639 --> 00:25:04,431
Uh...
335
00:25:05,724 --> 00:25:07,393
Well, we're, we're in Missouri,
336
00:25:07,476 --> 00:25:08,269
so that's gonna take
337
00:25:08,394 --> 00:25:10,938
a few days.
I don't... I don't really know.
338
00:25:12,398 --> 00:25:13,482
No, no...
339
00:25:13,566 --> 00:25:15,151
No, we'll leave right away.
340
00:25:16,026 --> 00:25:17,111
Okay, yeah.
341
00:25:18,154 --> 00:25:20,573
Okay, thank you. Thank you so much.
I really, really appreciate it.
342
00:25:20,698 --> 00:25:22,032
Thank you.
343
00:25:22,616 --> 00:25:24,201
No, yeah, I'll tell him.
344
00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:26,162
Okay.
Bye.
345
00:25:31,584 --> 00:25:32,376
What?
346
00:25:37,298 --> 00:25:38,299
He's found a place.
347
00:25:45,848 --> 00:25:48,517
♪♪
348
00:25:49,852 --> 00:25:51,770
[low rumble]
349
00:26:01,780 --> 00:26:04,575
♪♪
350
00:26:22,801 --> 00:26:25,596
♪♪
351
00:27:39,336 --> 00:27:41,630
Is that him?
352
00:27:51,182 --> 00:27:52,641
Ruben.
353
00:27:53,642 --> 00:27:55,311
Hi, I don't...
I'm sorry, I don't know that.
354
00:27:55,436 --> 00:27:56,729
I'm Ruben.
355
00:27:57,062 --> 00:27:58,397
This is Lou.
356
00:27:58,522 --> 00:27:59,815
Hi, I'm... I'm Lou.
357
00:27:59,940 --> 00:28:01,066
I'm sorry, I read lips.
358
00:28:01,192 --> 00:28:02,151
My name is Lou.
359
00:28:02,276 --> 00:28:05,070
- Lou. I'm Joe.
- Hi, Joe.
360
00:28:05,196 --> 00:28:06,655
You mind if I borrow him
for a minute?
361
00:28:06,780 --> 00:28:07,573
No.
362
00:28:07,990 --> 00:28:09,950
All right, you mind
watching my beast here for me
363
00:28:10,075 --> 00:28:11,035
while we have a talk?
364
00:28:11,243 --> 00:28:12,244
Well, okay.
365
00:28:12,369 --> 00:28:14,538
- Lou, this is Louie.
- Oh.
366
00:28:14,663 --> 00:28:15,956
He's my hearing dog.
367
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:17,583
He let me know you were here.
368
00:28:18,292 --> 00:28:19,835
I named it after Louie Aparicio
369
00:28:19,919 --> 00:28:21,545
from the White Sox in '59.
370
00:28:22,546 --> 00:28:23,839
You want to be
best friends with him,
371
00:28:23,964 --> 00:28:25,132
- give him one of these.
- Oh, sure.
372
00:28:25,257 --> 00:28:26,383
- Okay?
- Yeah.
373
00:28:29,970 --> 00:28:30,763
Yo, what about...
374
00:28:31,180 --> 00:28:32,139
Lou, you coming?
375
00:28:32,223 --> 00:28:33,015
No, no, you.
376
00:28:33,182 --> 00:28:34,558
- You sure?
- Yeah.
377
00:28:34,683 --> 00:28:35,768
I won't be long, okay?
378
00:28:35,893 --> 00:28:37,061
Okay.
379
00:28:38,354 --> 00:28:40,064
You be a good boy!
380
00:28:41,065 --> 00:28:42,775
[whimper]
381
00:29:21,355 --> 00:29:22,898
Okay.
Uh...
382
00:29:23,399 --> 00:29:24,191
Test.
383
00:29:25,818 --> 00:29:26,902
Oh.
384
00:29:41,625 --> 00:29:43,544
Okay.
So,
385
00:29:43,669 --> 00:29:44,920
it works.
386
00:29:46,380 --> 00:29:47,798
Is this okay for you?
387
00:29:48,799 --> 00:29:50,009
Yeah, can you hear me?
388
00:29:50,134 --> 00:29:52,178
No. No, I'm gonna read your lips.
389
00:29:52,261 --> 00:29:54,388
I might miss some things,
but I'm gonna try, okay?
390
00:29:54,930 --> 00:29:56,724
- Okay.
- Just try, try to speak clearly.
391
00:29:57,057 --> 00:29:57,850
Yeah.
392
00:30:01,145 --> 00:30:02,521
How are you, Ruben?
393
00:30:06,525 --> 00:30:08,027
I'm okay.
394
00:30:12,698 --> 00:30:14,116
You're an addict?
395
00:30:15,951 --> 00:30:17,203
Yeah.
396
00:30:19,371 --> 00:30:21,040
What sort of drugs?
397
00:30:23,125 --> 00:30:24,752
What'd I take?
398
00:30:25,085 --> 00:30:26,504
Mm-hmm.
399
00:30:29,131 --> 00:30:31,675
Everything.
400
00:30:31,884 --> 00:30:33,344
Um...
401
00:30:34,887 --> 00:30:36,263
Mainly heroin.
402
00:30:37,389 --> 00:30:38,182
Heroin.
403
00:30:40,184 --> 00:30:43,854
Have you thought about using
since you lost your hearing?
404
00:30:58,202 --> 00:31:00,538
Today is not a good day.
405
00:31:07,878 --> 00:31:10,005
I'm not thinking clear today.
406
00:31:13,259 --> 00:31:15,469
Let's talk about me.
407
00:31:16,387 --> 00:31:17,304
I'm an alcoholic.
408
00:31:18,681 --> 00:31:20,266
I lost my hearing in
the Vietnam War
409
00:31:20,391 --> 00:31:22,518
when a bomb exploded near me.
410
00:31:23,811 --> 00:31:25,729
I still remember the music
I was listening to
411
00:31:25,855 --> 00:31:26,981
when that bomb went off.
412
00:31:28,691 --> 00:31:29,775
After that,
413
00:31:30,693 --> 00:31:32,111
I lost everything else...
414
00:31:32,736 --> 00:31:33,654
my wife,
415
00:31:34,071 --> 00:31:35,573
my kid.
416
00:31:36,031 --> 00:31:38,284
Not because of being deaf,
mind you, Ruben.
417
00:31:38,576 --> 00:31:39,368
It was the beer.
418
00:31:42,621 --> 00:31:44,165
How long you been clean?
419
00:31:46,125 --> 00:31:47,293
Four years.
420
00:31:47,418 --> 00:31:48,961
- Four?
- Mmm.
421
00:31:50,588 --> 00:31:52,506
And you need some help
right now?
422
00:31:53,674 --> 00:31:55,342
Yo, I should check on Lou.
423
00:31:57,469 --> 00:31:59,263
How long you two
been together?
424
00:32:00,806 --> 00:32:02,266
Four years.
425
00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,666
You play music, right?
426
00:32:28,042 --> 00:32:29,210
- No.
- No?
427
00:32:29,293 --> 00:32:30,294
No, not anymore.
428
00:32:30,628 --> 00:32:32,296
Not until I get the implant.
429
00:32:32,421 --> 00:32:33,797
Implant?
430
00:32:34,173 --> 00:32:36,425
Yeah. Sorry, you know about
these implants they got now?
431
00:32:36,550 --> 00:32:37,760
It's like... it's like, uh...
432
00:32:37,843 --> 00:32:39,303
they have implants.
433
00:32:39,428 --> 00:32:41,013
I know. Yes.
434
00:32:42,556 --> 00:32:43,516
Expensive.
435
00:32:44,058 --> 00:32:46,685
Yeah, thank you,
yes, they are.
436
00:32:46,810 --> 00:32:48,062
So...
437
00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:51,857
You should understand
that, uh...
438
00:32:51,941 --> 00:32:53,400
this is a Deaf community,
439
00:32:53,818 --> 00:32:55,694
not just my program,
but we're part
440
00:32:55,986 --> 00:32:58,364
of a larger Deaf community.
441
00:32:58,489 --> 00:33:00,032
And my program,
442
00:33:00,449 --> 00:33:01,867
and the people in it,
443
00:33:01,951 --> 00:33:02,868
they benefit
444
00:33:02,993 --> 00:33:05,162
tremendously from that Deaf community.
445
00:33:05,329 --> 00:33:06,747
We work with them
446
00:33:06,831 --> 00:33:08,457
and they work with us.
447
00:33:08,958 --> 00:33:09,875
But...
448
00:33:09,959 --> 00:33:11,168
it's very important,
449
00:33:11,418 --> 00:33:12,753
if you want to be here,
450
00:33:12,878 --> 00:33:14,463
to understand
that we're looking for
451
00:33:14,588 --> 00:33:15,840
a solution to...
452
00:33:16,549 --> 00:33:17,633
to this...
453
00:33:19,301 --> 00:33:20,302
...not this.
454
00:33:24,139 --> 00:33:25,850
Why don't you go
invite Lou in here?
455
00:33:30,145 --> 00:33:32,064
Sure.
456
00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:35,651
Lou!
457
00:33:43,117 --> 00:33:44,869
This guy wants to
talk to you.
458
00:33:45,327 --> 00:33:46,495
Okay.
459
00:33:50,374 --> 00:33:51,292
Well...
460
00:33:51,625 --> 00:33:54,670
I think it's important that you stay here
with us right now, Ruben,
461
00:33:54,795 --> 00:33:56,088
learn some sign language,
462
00:33:56,797 --> 00:33:58,132
find some solid ground.
463
00:33:59,508 --> 00:34:00,968
What do you think?
464
00:34:01,802 --> 00:34:02,761
Man, it sounds great,
465
00:34:02,845 --> 00:34:04,930
but we don't have
a lot of money right now.
466
00:34:05,055 --> 00:34:06,182
Well, sometimes our church
467
00:34:06,265 --> 00:34:07,933
sponsors deaf people in need, and
468
00:34:08,017 --> 00:34:08,851
right now,
469
00:34:08,934 --> 00:34:10,519
you fit the bill, Ruben.
470
00:34:11,103 --> 00:34:12,021
We're really not
471
00:34:12,146 --> 00:34:13,522
- churchgoing people.
- Sorry, I... I read...
472
00:34:13,647 --> 00:34:15,065
Sorry, Ruben, I read lips.
I can't...
473
00:34:15,149 --> 00:34:16,484
What'd you say?
474
00:34:17,568 --> 00:34:18,736
We're not religious,
475
00:34:18,819 --> 00:34:19,904
either of us.
476
00:34:20,196 --> 00:34:21,405
Very much not into religion,
477
00:34:21,530 --> 00:34:23,032
no offense, you know.
478
00:34:23,157 --> 00:34:25,117
Religion plays no part
in this, Ruben.
479
00:34:25,242 --> 00:34:26,660
The church helps
480
00:34:26,744 --> 00:34:28,704
people in need,
not religious people.
481
00:34:28,829 --> 00:34:30,956
The important thing is that
you want to stay here.
482
00:34:31,081 --> 00:34:31,874
Mmm.
483
00:34:32,625 --> 00:34:33,501
Yeah.
484
00:34:33,584 --> 00:34:34,835
Lou?
485
00:34:35,001 --> 00:34:37,213
Do you think Ruben
needs help right now?
486
00:34:41,383 --> 00:34:43,302
You understand, if, uh...
487
00:34:43,802 --> 00:34:45,137
Ruben were to stay here,
488
00:34:45,262 --> 00:34:46,972
he'd have to do it on his own.
489
00:34:47,847 --> 00:34:49,224
Members live in a house
490
00:34:49,308 --> 00:34:50,518
separate from the outside world.
491
00:34:50,643 --> 00:34:52,102
No contact to the outside world,
492
00:34:52,228 --> 00:34:54,063
no phones.
493
00:34:54,188 --> 00:34:55,648
I've found that
in all cases,
494
00:34:55,773 --> 00:34:57,398
that's the way it works best.
495
00:34:57,525 --> 00:34:58,983
Yo, hold up a minute, okay?
496
00:34:59,108 --> 00:35:00,110
Let me catch up.
497
00:35:00,610 --> 00:35:01,362
Okay?
498
00:35:02,570 --> 00:35:04,240
{\an8}Can you help Ruben commit
to that, Lou?
499
00:35:06,282 --> 00:35:07,576
You want, you want to
try this for a couple days?
500
00:35:07,701 --> 00:35:08,619
We have our own home.
501
00:35:08,744 --> 00:35:10,412
We can stay in the RV.
502
00:35:10,663 --> 00:35:11,664
No, I'm sorry to say,
503
00:35:11,747 --> 00:35:13,165
that's not the way
that it works here, Ruben.
504
00:35:13,290 --> 00:35:15,209
Well, that's a problem, then.
505
00:35:16,001 --> 00:35:18,045
Do you have anywhere you can
be during this time, Lou?
506
00:35:19,964 --> 00:35:22,007
Yo, that's that, man.
We're done.
507
00:35:22,591 --> 00:35:23,384
We're done.
508
00:35:23,509 --> 00:35:24,718
Thanks a lot for
your time, bro.
509
00:35:24,844 --> 00:35:25,678
Appreciate it, okay?
510
00:35:25,803 --> 00:35:27,346
We're out, baby.
Let's go.
511
00:35:56,667 --> 00:35:57,626
Hey.
512
00:35:58,043 --> 00:35:59,044
Lou...
513
00:36:00,337 --> 00:36:01,672
I'm thinking
we should still go hit
514
00:36:01,797 --> 00:36:03,174
our fuckin' show
in Dayton.
515
00:36:03,299 --> 00:36:05,342
Okay? I can, I can
fuckin' watch you
516
00:36:05,426 --> 00:36:06,218
for cues.
517
00:36:06,385 --> 00:36:08,053
I know it was rocky last time
but we did...
518
00:36:08,137 --> 00:36:09,054
we weren't on the same page.
519
00:36:09,138 --> 00:36:10,890
Now you know what's up,
I can fuckin' watch you.
520
00:36:11,015 --> 00:36:12,933
And I know this shit
inside out.
521
00:36:13,601 --> 00:36:15,269
Okay, yo.
I can fuckin' make it work
522
00:36:15,352 --> 00:36:17,646
until we have enough
for surgery.
523
00:36:17,980 --> 00:36:19,940
Okay?
We're gonna get there.
524
00:36:21,150 --> 00:36:22,943
Yo, seriously,
we're good to go.
525
00:36:23,277 --> 00:36:24,695
Lou.
526
00:36:25,112 --> 00:36:26,655
Hmm?
527
00:36:27,198 --> 00:36:28,908
Hey, I'll deal with this shit.
528
00:36:29,366 --> 00:36:30,159
I'll deal with it.
529
00:36:30,284 --> 00:36:31,744
You know I fucking will.
It's just money.
530
00:36:31,869 --> 00:36:32,953
You know that, right?
531
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:33,871
Huh?
532
00:36:36,499 --> 00:36:38,417
Come here.
533
00:36:45,341 --> 00:36:48,219
[muffled]
534
00:36:49,678 --> 00:36:52,681
[loud banging]
535
00:36:54,225 --> 00:36:55,809
Ruben!
536
00:36:58,020 --> 00:36:59,021
Ruben!
537
00:36:59,522 --> 00:37:00,564
Ruben!
538
00:37:00,731 --> 00:37:01,607
Stop it!
539
00:37:05,569 --> 00:37:07,029
[screaming]
540
00:37:08,572 --> 00:37:10,074
Ruben!
541
00:37:25,089 --> 00:37:26,215
Lou, look at me,
I'm not going back
542
00:37:26,340 --> 00:37:27,675
to that fuckin' place,
okay?
543
00:37:30,427 --> 00:37:31,303
I know.
544
00:37:31,470 --> 00:37:33,013
I know.
I'm...
545
00:37:37,017 --> 00:37:39,103
Well, then fuckin'
support me.
546
00:37:39,270 --> 00:37:42,356
How's about that?
Fuckin' support me, Lou.
547
00:37:42,481 --> 00:37:43,440
Huh?
548
00:37:46,026 --> 00:37:46,986
You don't want to be here?
549
00:37:48,154 --> 00:37:49,280
Of course I do.
550
00:37:49,405 --> 00:37:50,447
I knew it.
I fuckin' knew it.
551
00:37:50,573 --> 00:37:51,782
I fuckin' knew this was coming.
552
00:37:51,866 --> 00:37:52,825
I fuckin' knew it.
553
00:37:52,950 --> 00:37:54,535
This is about
the fuckin' album, huh?
554
00:37:55,703 --> 00:37:57,037
What happened?
You get a better offer?
555
00:37:57,371 --> 00:37:58,247
- What are you talking about?
- Huh?
556
00:37:58,372 --> 00:37:59,165
- What are you saying?
- I can't hear,
557
00:37:59,290 --> 00:38:01,417
I can't hear you.
I can't fucking hear you!
558
00:38:01,500 --> 00:38:03,502
Do you understand me?
I can't, I'm fuckin' deaf.
559
00:38:03,794 --> 00:38:04,920
I'm fucking deaf!
560
00:38:05,004 --> 00:38:06,130
No fucking hearing!
561
00:38:06,380 --> 00:38:07,214
Okay?
562
00:38:07,339 --> 00:38:08,507
Okay?
563
00:38:12,761 --> 00:38:15,097
No, what I need, what I need is
a fucking gun in my mouth.
564
00:38:15,222 --> 00:38:17,433
What I need is a fucking gun
in my fucking mouth!
565
00:38:17,683 --> 00:38:18,517
Okay?!
566
00:38:24,148 --> 00:38:25,482
Look, I'm sorry.
567
00:38:25,733 --> 00:38:27,026
Lou, I'm just fucked up a little.
568
00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:29,153
I just need a little...
I need a minute to think.
569
00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:30,154
Okay?
570
00:38:31,030 --> 00:38:32,072
[phone ringing]
571
00:38:32,198 --> 00:38:34,074
There's gotta be another way.
572
00:38:34,408 --> 00:38:35,201
Lou?
573
00:38:38,704 --> 00:38:39,497
Hello?
574
00:38:40,206 --> 00:38:41,207
Hey.
575
00:38:43,709 --> 00:38:44,877
Oh, really?
576
00:38:46,670 --> 00:38:47,546
Oh.
577
00:38:47,630 --> 00:38:48,881
Who is that?
578
00:38:49,173 --> 00:38:51,091
Okay, well,
I need to get ready. Okay.
579
00:38:51,175 --> 00:38:52,468
No, I'll get a cab.
580
00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:55,095
Yeah, it's fine.
581
00:38:56,347 --> 00:38:57,640
Okay, bye.
582
00:38:58,682 --> 00:39:00,351
What's going on?
583
00:39:00,768 --> 00:39:01,727
Huh?
584
00:39:02,144 --> 00:39:03,479
What's going on?
585
00:39:03,896 --> 00:39:06,649
I'm getting on a plane
and you're gonna go back to that place.
586
00:39:12,488 --> 00:39:13,614
Just slow down, okay?
587
00:39:13,697 --> 00:39:14,615
Slow down!
588
00:39:14,740 --> 00:39:16,033
Yo, chill dude,
we're gonna be a minute.
589
00:39:16,158 --> 00:39:17,535
Just chill.
Okay?
590
00:39:18,786 --> 00:39:19,995
Just slow down a minute.
591
00:39:20,830 --> 00:39:21,622
Lou.
592
00:39:21,914 --> 00:39:23,707
Lou.
This is so fucked up.
593
00:39:23,833 --> 00:39:25,501
Who's gonna be looking out
for you over there?
594
00:39:25,751 --> 00:39:26,544
Hmm?
595
00:39:26,669 --> 00:39:27,795
- Who's gonna look out for you?
- It's okay.
596
00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:29,255
- Don't say that guy.
- It's okay. It's okay.
597
00:39:29,380 --> 00:39:30,548
Lou, I need, I need more
of a plan, Lou.
598
00:39:30,673 --> 00:39:31,757
- Ruben.
- I need...
599
00:39:31,882 --> 00:39:33,968
I need more from you, Lou.
600
00:39:41,976 --> 00:39:44,144
I need more of a plan, Lou.
601
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,272
You can't just fuckin'...
602
00:39:56,448 --> 00:39:57,366
Ah, Jesus.
603
00:39:57,449 --> 00:39:58,450
Lou, come on.
604
00:39:58,534 --> 00:39:59,326
Ruben.
605
00:39:59,451 --> 00:40:00,828
Ruben.
606
00:40:01,871 --> 00:40:03,372
You hurt yourself...
607
00:40:03,455 --> 00:40:05,166
Ruben. You hurt yourself,
608
00:40:05,916 --> 00:40:07,001
you hurt me.
609
00:40:07,543 --> 00:40:08,711
I'll hurt myself, too.
610
00:40:08,878 --> 00:40:09,753
I'll hurt myself, too.
611
00:40:09,837 --> 00:40:11,046
Don't say that.
612
00:40:11,797 --> 00:40:13,507
Promise.
613
00:40:13,632 --> 00:40:15,301
Say it, Rubi,
or all of this is for shit.
614
00:40:15,426 --> 00:40:16,719
Say it!
Promise!
615
00:40:16,886 --> 00:40:18,220
Go back there right now.
616
00:40:18,304 --> 00:40:19,138
Promise, say it!
617
00:40:19,263 --> 00:40:20,431
I'll promise if you...
618
00:40:20,514 --> 00:40:21,932
No, say it, promise.
619
00:40:26,103 --> 00:40:27,479
Go back to that place.
620
00:40:27,605 --> 00:40:29,231
I, only if, I need...
621
00:40:29,732 --> 00:40:31,150
I need you to wait for me.
622
00:40:31,942 --> 00:40:34,153
Okay? You're it for me, Lou.
You're my fuckin' heart.
623
00:40:34,236 --> 00:40:35,529
You're it for me.
624
00:40:35,613 --> 00:40:37,907
Okay?
You gotta wait for me.
625
00:40:45,998 --> 00:40:47,208
Fuck.
626
00:40:50,628 --> 00:40:52,046
Listen to me, listen, listen.
627
00:40:52,129 --> 00:40:54,173
When you get there,
I need you to,
628
00:40:55,466 --> 00:40:57,384
I need you to write to me, okay?
629
00:40:57,510 --> 00:40:58,802
Yeah?
Will you write me
630
00:40:58,928 --> 00:41:00,304
and tell me you're okay?
631
00:41:00,679 --> 00:41:02,306
Huh? Promise me?
632
00:41:02,431 --> 00:41:03,766
And listen, if it's...
633
00:41:03,933 --> 00:41:05,768
If it's bullshit, you just get
your ass back here.
634
00:41:05,851 --> 00:41:07,228
I'll fix it, I swear to God.
635
00:41:07,311 --> 00:41:08,479
You know
I'll fuckin' fix this.
636
00:41:08,604 --> 00:41:10,147
This is not that hard, okay?
637
00:41:10,272 --> 00:41:11,899
Just come back here.
638
00:41:15,736 --> 00:41:17,404
- I love you.
- You're my fucking heart.
639
00:41:17,738 --> 00:41:18,656
Okay?
640
00:41:21,367 --> 00:41:22,993
Motherfucker.
641
00:41:23,118 --> 00:41:24,954
Oh, motherf...
642
00:41:33,295 --> 00:41:34,296
Fuck.
643
00:41:38,884 --> 00:41:40,344
Motherfucker.
644
00:41:47,268 --> 00:41:48,686
Oh.
645
00:41:54,900 --> 00:41:55,985
Fuck.
646
00:41:57,611 --> 00:41:59,071
Motherfucker.
647
00:42:54,001 --> 00:42:55,085
What's up?
648
00:42:57,087 --> 00:42:57,922
Yo.
649
00:42:58,172 --> 00:42:59,089
Hey.
650
00:43:27,993 --> 00:43:28,994
You want my car keys?
651
00:43:40,256 --> 00:43:41,257
If I ask for 'em back,
652
00:43:41,382 --> 00:43:42,925
I want 'em back, okay?
653
00:43:47,012 --> 00:43:48,556
We're not doing that.
654
00:45:03,589 --> 00:45:05,174
Your name.
655
00:45:06,342 --> 00:45:07,593
My name's Ruben.
656
00:45:07,968 --> 00:45:09,386
I'm an addict.
657
00:45:09,512 --> 00:45:11,305
I have four years clean now.
658
00:45:12,181 --> 00:45:13,098
I'm sorry I don't...
659
00:45:13,557 --> 00:45:15,017
talk sign language.
660
00:45:15,226 --> 00:45:16,143
That's it.
661
00:45:50,594 --> 00:45:53,556
[muffled vibrations]
662
00:46:08,529 --> 00:46:11,490
[loud eating and banging]
663
00:46:27,256 --> 00:46:29,633
[muffled noises]
664
00:46:55,493 --> 00:46:56,535
Oh...
665
00:46:57,453 --> 00:46:58,454
Fuck.
666
00:46:59,872 --> 00:47:02,917
[snoring]
667
00:47:06,504 --> 00:47:09,548
[muffled quietness]
668
00:48:30,421 --> 00:48:32,590
[children playing]
669
00:49:17,051 --> 00:49:18,344
What?
670
00:49:21,764 --> 00:49:22,515
Okay.
671
00:50:05,474 --> 00:50:07,142
Um...
I don't...
672
00:50:07,268 --> 00:50:08,894
Sorry.
673
00:50:30,791 --> 00:50:32,209
Ruben.
674
00:50:33,252 --> 00:50:34,086
Ru-ben.
675
00:50:38,007 --> 00:50:39,842
[children giggling]
676
00:50:47,308 --> 00:50:50,311
[children groaning]
677
00:51:10,331 --> 00:51:11,582
Oh.
678
00:51:29,725 --> 00:51:30,559
Okay.
679
00:51:35,981 --> 00:51:37,107
Yeah.
680
00:51:47,576 --> 00:51:49,495
[muffled]
681
00:51:58,128 --> 00:52:02,633
♪♪
682
00:52:32,371 --> 00:52:33,414
Uh, I'm coming.
683
00:52:33,664 --> 00:52:34,832
Okay?
One minute.
684
00:52:35,457 --> 00:52:36,917
I'll be back.
685
00:54:25,276 --> 00:54:26,068
Oh, hey, Joe.
686
00:54:31,824 --> 00:54:33,284
What was that
all about, Ruben?
687
00:54:36,954 --> 00:54:38,080
Oh, with your roof?
688
00:54:39,248 --> 00:54:40,166
I was fixing your roof.
689
00:54:40,249 --> 00:54:41,667
It's like, one of the eaves is...
690
00:54:41,750 --> 00:54:43,294
I was trying to fix your roof.
691
00:54:44,336 --> 00:54:45,462
You don't need to fix
692
00:54:45,546 --> 00:54:46,839
anything here.
693
00:54:53,137 --> 00:54:54,138
Okay.
694
00:54:58,893 --> 00:55:00,227
I've got a little, uh...
695
00:55:00,311 --> 00:55:01,353
assignment for ya.
696
00:55:01,437 --> 00:55:02,479
Okay?
697
00:55:03,314 --> 00:55:04,648
You get up early, right?
698
00:55:05,900 --> 00:55:07,526
Yeah, pretty early, yeah.
699
00:55:09,236 --> 00:55:10,279
I'll have hot coffee
700
00:55:10,905 --> 00:55:11,906
waiting for you
701
00:55:12,198 --> 00:55:13,574
at 5:30.
702
00:55:14,742 --> 00:55:16,202
Early enough for you?
703
00:55:20,122 --> 00:55:21,499
I don't know.
I guess.
704
00:55:21,624 --> 00:55:23,083
Okay, 5:00.
705
00:55:24,084 --> 00:55:25,127
And I'll, uh,
706
00:55:26,086 --> 00:55:27,755
provide a room for you.
707
00:55:28,672 --> 00:55:29,465
What for?
708
00:55:29,882 --> 00:55:32,593
And there's nothing that needs
to be accomplished in this room.
709
00:55:32,968 --> 00:55:35,554
All I want you to do
is just...
710
00:55:36,764 --> 00:55:37,765
...sit.
711
00:55:41,769 --> 00:55:42,561
All I ask
712
00:55:42,686 --> 00:55:45,022
is if and when you
cannot just sit,
713
00:55:45,314 --> 00:55:46,524
you turn yourself to the
714
00:55:46,607 --> 00:55:47,483
pen and paper
715
00:55:47,650 --> 00:55:49,485
that I'm gonna supply for you.
716
00:55:50,444 --> 00:55:51,862
And I want you to...
717
00:55:53,656 --> 00:55:54,657
...write.
718
00:55:56,450 --> 00:55:58,077
Doesn't matter what you write,
how you write,
719
00:55:58,160 --> 00:55:59,912
whether it's spelled correctly.
720
00:56:00,538 --> 00:56:02,665
Or if it's just a big...
[blows raspberry]
721
00:56:02,832 --> 00:56:03,833
...mess.
722
00:56:04,875 --> 00:56:06,252
I don't care.
723
00:56:06,335 --> 00:56:08,379
No one will read it, okay?
724
00:56:09,171 --> 00:56:11,173
But I want you to keep writing
725
00:56:11,257 --> 00:56:13,133
continuously without stopping
726
00:56:13,217 --> 00:56:15,219
until you feel like
you can...
727
00:56:18,180 --> 00:56:19,807
sit again.
728
00:56:35,698 --> 00:56:36,991
Does it have to be writing?
729
00:56:37,116 --> 00:56:38,659
Writing, yes.
No drawing.
730
00:56:38,784 --> 00:56:40,035
Writing, yes.
731
00:56:45,457 --> 00:56:46,458
And if...
732
00:56:46,834 --> 00:56:47,626
...sometime in the future,
733
00:56:48,043 --> 00:56:50,629
it feels like it's a little bit
too difficult for you,
734
00:56:51,213 --> 00:56:52,965
you should come and find me.
735
00:56:54,216 --> 00:56:55,885
I'll be in my apartment
736
00:56:56,635 --> 00:56:59,513
doing the same thing as you,
okay, Ruben?
737
00:57:05,019 --> 00:57:06,395
I'll be writing, too.
738
00:57:10,065 --> 00:57:10,983
Okay.
739
00:58:44,201 --> 00:58:45,870
Ah!
740
00:58:54,879 --> 00:58:56,172
Ah!
741
00:58:58,424 --> 00:58:59,675
Ah!
742
00:59:04,597 --> 00:59:05,848
Mmm, nice.
743
00:59:05,973 --> 00:59:07,808
Nice, nice, nice.
744
00:59:07,933 --> 00:59:09,768
So fuckin' stupid.
745
00:59:17,401 --> 00:59:19,653
It's so fuckin' stupid.
746
00:59:23,532 --> 00:59:25,201
You fuckin' idiot.
747
00:59:38,380 --> 00:59:40,216
I'm a fuckin' idiot.
748
00:59:40,883 --> 00:59:43,886
[muffled hip-hop]
749
01:00:39,859 --> 01:00:41,986
[muffled tapping]
750
01:01:50,054 --> 01:01:52,890
♪♪
751
01:02:22,461 --> 01:02:25,130
♪♪
752
01:02:35,586 --> 01:02:36,920
Hey.
753
01:02:38,672 --> 01:02:40,340
You think he's okay?
754
01:02:43,510 --> 01:02:44,511
You okay?
755
01:02:44,595 --> 01:02:45,429
No.
756
01:02:45,512 --> 01:02:47,639
Not feeling better? Come on over.
757
01:02:49,433 --> 01:02:51,185
Look at those flowers.
758
01:03:00,819 --> 01:03:02,112
He's quick.
759
01:03:15,792 --> 01:03:18,003
Alright, come here, my friend.
760
01:03:19,755 --> 01:03:21,381
See, I knew he had it.
761
01:03:46,823 --> 01:03:49,576
A, B, C, D, E, F, G,
762
01:03:49,660 --> 01:03:52,287
H, I, J, K, L, M, N...
763
01:03:52,371 --> 01:03:54,373
R, S, T, U, V,
764
01:03:54,456 --> 01:03:56,458
W, X, Y, Z.
765
01:04:01,213 --> 01:04:02,673
He won.
766
01:04:03,173 --> 01:04:04,716
-No, no, he won.
-It was close.
767
01:04:04,800 --> 01:04:06,718
No, he won. You can go
again if you want to.
768
01:04:06,802 --> 01:04:08,637
Again! Again! Again! Again!
769
01:04:13,642 --> 01:04:14,518
A, B, C, D,
770
01:04:14,601 --> 01:04:16,853
G, H, I, J, K, L,
771
01:04:16,937 --> 01:04:18,480
T, U, V,
772
01:04:18,564 --> 01:04:19,565
O, Q...
773
01:04:19,648 --> 01:04:21,608
R, S, T, U, V, W,
774
01:04:21,692 --> 01:04:23,652
X, Y, Z.
775
01:04:23,735 --> 01:04:24,736
Yes!
776
01:04:27,614 --> 01:04:28,615
See?
777
01:04:29,575 --> 01:04:30,576
Good job! You did it!
778
01:05:17,581 --> 01:05:19,082
No, I thought...
779
01:05:20,125 --> 01:05:21,960
I thought you said you were smart.
780
01:05:22,919 --> 01:05:26,006
But your wife and your daughter
are better, right?
781
01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:28,258
See?
782
01:05:28,342 --> 01:05:29,343
He knows!
783
01:05:30,552 --> 01:05:32,387
He already knows.
784
01:05:43,940 --> 01:05:45,817
I don't like it completely shaved.
785
01:05:45,901 --> 01:05:48,153
I prefer it with a little hair.
786
01:05:59,081 --> 01:06:00,457
Whoa, not too much.
787
01:06:00,540 --> 01:06:01,667
Natural, got it.
788
01:06:01,750 --> 01:06:03,627
Trimmed and all, ya know?
789
01:06:08,632 --> 01:06:09,633
Lovely.
790
01:06:09,716 --> 01:06:11,093
Who is she?
791
01:06:15,055 --> 01:06:16,556
Okay, okay.
792
01:06:20,394 --> 01:06:22,145
Where do you want it?
793
01:06:24,773 --> 01:06:26,400
Right here.
794
01:06:32,406 --> 01:06:33,740
I like it.
795
01:06:45,752 --> 01:06:46,962
Cool. Thank you.
796
01:07:05,689 --> 01:07:08,024
My bad.
797
01:07:08,108 --> 01:07:09,484
Watch me.
798
01:07:11,069 --> 01:07:12,446
Slowly.
799
01:08:27,493 --> 01:08:29,662
I feel a little bit old today.
800
01:08:32,121 --> 01:08:34,040
- You are old.
- [laughs] Yeah.
801
01:08:36,835 --> 01:08:37,920
I love your name sign...
802
01:08:38,045 --> 01:08:39,129
...Ruben.
803
01:08:42,424 --> 01:08:44,259
That first day you were here
804
01:08:44,802 --> 01:08:46,637
you reminded me of an owl.
805
01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:50,293
O-W-L?
806
01:08:50,348 --> 01:08:51,392
{\an8}Owl.
807
01:08:51,711 --> 01:08:52,712
Fuck you.
808
01:09:02,402 --> 01:09:04,737
And you've become very important
809
01:09:04,946 --> 01:09:06,866
to a lot of people around here.
810
01:09:08,868 --> 01:09:09,701
You know?
811
01:09:09,826 --> 01:09:10,828
It's true.
812
01:09:11,036 --> 01:09:12,288
Thank you.
813
01:09:14,665 --> 01:09:16,375
I'd like to offer you a...
814
01:09:17,168 --> 01:09:18,169
...a way that
815
01:09:18,294 --> 01:09:20,295
maybe you can continue on here
816
01:09:20,462 --> 01:09:21,463
with us.
817
01:09:22,798 --> 01:09:23,883
I imagine you're starting
818
01:09:23,966 --> 01:09:25,384
to think about the future
819
01:09:25,718 --> 01:09:26,802
a little bit?
820
01:09:27,094 --> 01:09:28,804
- Future?
- Future.
821
01:09:29,597 --> 01:09:30,848
I know I am.
822
01:09:33,808 --> 01:09:34,602
But, uh...
823
01:09:34,727 --> 01:09:36,187
I do think there's a way
824
01:09:36,312 --> 01:09:38,438
you could maybe stay
and work here,
825
01:09:39,356 --> 01:09:41,317
maybe with my program,
826
01:09:42,317 --> 01:09:43,486
maybe...
827
01:09:44,027 --> 01:09:45,446
...with the kids at school.
828
01:09:47,031 --> 01:09:48,115
Maybe both.
829
01:09:52,620 --> 01:09:53,661
Anyway...
830
01:09:55,205 --> 01:09:56,415
you, uh...
831
01:09:56,749 --> 01:09:58,292
you think about it,
you know?
832
01:11:19,081 --> 01:11:20,291
What the fuck?
833
01:13:15,739 --> 01:13:18,742
[muffled vibrations]
834
01:13:32,423 --> 01:13:35,426
[fast drumming]
835
01:14:22,139 --> 01:14:22,932
Her?
836
01:14:23,974 --> 01:14:24,975
Yeah.
837
01:14:29,299 --> 01:14:30,466
Sexy.
838
01:14:31,190 --> 01:14:32,942
Yeah.
Cute.
839
01:14:34,693 --> 01:14:35,903
What do you think, huh?
840
01:14:35,986 --> 01:14:36,987
Yo, what do you think?
841
01:14:37,696 --> 01:14:39,031
This?
842
01:14:41,408 --> 01:14:42,451
Yeah.
843
01:14:44,036 --> 01:14:45,329
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
844
01:14:45,412 --> 01:14:46,288
Wait, yo, it's easy.
845
01:14:46,413 --> 01:14:47,206
It's easy. Just...
846
01:14:47,289 --> 01:14:48,290
...slowly.
847
01:14:49,124 --> 01:14:51,210
Yo...
...It's for her, huh?
848
01:14:51,293 --> 01:14:52,211
It's for her.
849
01:14:52,336 --> 01:14:53,337
We need money.
850
01:14:53,462 --> 01:14:55,047
We need money.
851
01:14:55,381 --> 01:14:57,091
Huh?
It's for us.
852
01:15:00,302 --> 01:15:01,595
I'm leveling with you.
853
01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:03,013
It's for her.
854
01:15:22,366 --> 01:15:23,659
Yo.
For this... for this?
855
01:15:24,285 --> 01:15:25,077
For this,
856
01:15:25,161 --> 01:15:26,704
remember it's, uh... it's, uh...
857
01:15:27,079 --> 01:15:28,789
cash.
Okay? Not check.
858
01:15:29,165 --> 01:15:29,957
Cool.
859
01:15:30,040 --> 01:15:31,041
Yo?
860
01:15:31,083 --> 01:15:32,084
You okay?
861
01:15:32,668 --> 01:15:34,044
Sure?
862
01:17:02,508 --> 01:17:04,552
Hi, is that Prince Audiology?
863
01:17:04,677 --> 01:17:05,886
Can you hear me?
864
01:17:10,850 --> 01:17:12,226
It's Stone, Ruben Stone.
865
01:17:12,309 --> 01:17:13,894
R-U-B-E-N,
866
01:17:14,770 --> 01:17:17,231
Stone, S-T-O-N-E.
867
01:17:17,982 --> 01:17:19,483
I'm confirming an appointment.
868
01:17:24,071 --> 01:17:25,364
Yeah, I can hold.
869
01:18:09,825 --> 01:18:12,828
[piano muffles]
870
01:18:52,660 --> 01:18:53,661
So, listen.
871
01:18:53,744 --> 01:18:55,162
- What did you say? Write it down.
- Yeah, yeah.
872
01:18:55,287 --> 01:18:56,664
I can't hear you.
Write it down.
873
01:19:19,103 --> 01:19:20,813
I got a proposition for you.
874
01:19:21,480 --> 01:19:22,815
What's that?
875
01:19:23,107 --> 01:19:24,650
What if I give it to you
at this price...
876
01:19:27,486 --> 01:19:29,947
...but on one condition.
877
01:19:32,491 --> 01:19:34,243
I have the option
of coming back to you
878
01:19:34,368 --> 01:19:35,619
within eight weeks.
879
01:19:36,412 --> 01:19:37,371
Okay?
880
01:19:37,454 --> 01:19:40,332
I get to buy it back off you
for ten percent more than this.
881
01:19:40,708 --> 01:19:42,960
But everything has to be
in its current condition.
882
01:19:43,043 --> 01:19:45,421
Everything has to be exactly
like it is now.
883
01:19:46,505 --> 01:19:47,590
Hmm?
884
01:19:47,923 --> 01:19:49,133
What do you think?
885
01:19:50,259 --> 01:19:51,260
Why would you want
to do that?
886
01:19:51,385 --> 01:19:52,761
Dude, I can't hear you.
I'm deaf.
887
01:19:52,887 --> 01:19:54,680
So... It's...
take it or leave it.
888
01:19:54,763 --> 01:19:56,182
What's it gonna be?
889
01:20:03,772 --> 01:20:06,901
[low rumble]
890
01:20:38,182 --> 01:20:41,060
[drill whirring]
891
01:20:51,779 --> 01:20:54,240
[silence]
892
01:22:10,858 --> 01:22:11,650
You're back?
893
01:22:14,570 --> 01:22:16,113
Have a seat here.
894
01:22:17,016 --> 01:22:18,309
Thank you.
895
01:22:29,084 --> 01:22:29,877
Um...
896
01:22:31,504 --> 01:22:33,547
...I did the deed.
897
01:22:34,381 --> 01:22:35,925
The deed?
898
01:22:40,387 --> 01:22:42,306
Surgery.
899
01:22:51,023 --> 01:22:52,566
How'd you get the money?
900
01:22:53,317 --> 01:22:54,527
I sold my RV
901
01:22:54,693 --> 01:22:55,694
and other shit.
902
01:22:59,073 --> 01:23:00,741
- Okay.
- Look, Joe,
903
01:23:00,866 --> 01:23:01,700
I really
904
01:23:01,784 --> 01:23:03,994
don't want to explain myself
right now.
905
01:23:04,495 --> 01:23:05,496
Okay?
906
01:23:07,039 --> 01:23:08,749
It's time.
Okay?
907
01:23:08,833 --> 01:23:10,960
It's time.
I gotta do something.
908
01:23:11,961 --> 01:23:12,962
Right?
909
01:23:13,128 --> 01:23:14,088
Trying to save my f...
910
01:23:14,171 --> 01:23:15,589
fuckin' life.
911
01:23:17,591 --> 01:23:18,676
So, that's what
I'm doing.
912
01:23:18,968 --> 01:23:20,970
Okay? No one else is gonna
save my life.
913
01:23:21,887 --> 01:23:22,888
Right?
914
01:23:24,557 --> 01:23:26,016
If I just sit here and diddle around,
915
01:23:26,141 --> 01:23:27,226
what am I gonna have?
Nothing.
916
01:23:28,352 --> 01:23:29,144
Okay?
917
01:23:30,229 --> 01:23:32,565
And all this shit?
Like, what does it matter? What does it matter?
918
01:23:32,690 --> 01:23:33,566
It just passes.
919
01:23:34,066 --> 01:23:34,984
Yo.
920
01:23:35,067 --> 01:23:36,318
If I disappear,
921
01:23:36,819 --> 01:23:38,070
like, who cares?
922
01:23:38,821 --> 01:23:40,072
Nobody cares, man.
923
01:23:40,406 --> 01:23:41,198
Seriously.
924
01:23:41,323 --> 01:23:42,283
Yo, and that's okay.
925
01:23:42,491 --> 01:23:43,450
That's life.
926
01:23:44,451 --> 01:23:45,411
That's life.
927
01:23:46,370 --> 01:23:47,872
No, for real. Okay?
928
01:23:48,289 --> 01:23:49,165
It just passes.
929
01:23:49,290 --> 01:23:50,082
It just fuckin'...
930
01:23:50,166 --> 01:23:51,375
fucking passes.
931
01:23:56,422 --> 01:23:58,132
I wonder, uh...
932
01:23:58,716 --> 01:24:01,010
all these mornings
you've been sitting in my study,
933
01:24:02,011 --> 01:24:03,095
sitting,
934
01:24:05,306 --> 01:24:06,515
have you...
935
01:24:07,016 --> 01:24:08,017
had any...
936
01:24:09,226 --> 01:24:10,477
moments of...
937
01:24:10,853 --> 01:24:12,354
...stillness?
938
01:24:17,318 --> 01:24:18,777
Because you're right, Ruben,
939
01:24:19,487 --> 01:24:20,529
the world does keep moving,
940
01:24:20,613 --> 01:24:22,656
and it can be a damn...
941
01:24:22,740 --> 01:24:23,741
...cruel place.
942
01:24:25,618 --> 01:24:26,869
But for me...
943
01:24:29,580 --> 01:24:31,248
those moments of...
944
01:24:31,624 --> 01:24:33,042
...stillness,
945
01:24:33,167 --> 01:24:34,502
that place,
946
01:24:34,585 --> 01:24:35,419
that's the...
947
01:24:35,503 --> 01:24:37,213
...kingdom of God.
948
01:24:41,342 --> 01:24:43,135
And that place
949
01:24:43,677 --> 01:24:45,262
will never abandon you.
950
01:24:48,724 --> 01:24:50,017
But...
951
01:24:53,729 --> 01:24:54,772
I see you've made your
952
01:24:54,855 --> 01:24:55,773
choice.
953
01:24:55,940 --> 01:24:56,982
Right?
954
01:24:58,359 --> 01:24:59,527
Yeah.
955
01:25:01,987 --> 01:25:03,948
And I sincerely hope
956
01:25:04,657 --> 01:25:06,826
that it brings you happiness, Ruben.
957
01:25:11,065 --> 01:25:12,399
Thank you.
958
01:25:17,628 --> 01:25:18,671
I was wondering, Joe.
959
01:25:18,754 --> 01:25:20,381
I don't know if it's possible,
960
01:25:23,384 --> 01:25:24,552
but, uh...
961
01:25:25,177 --> 01:25:26,637
I need money,
962
01:25:26,971 --> 01:25:27,763
to, uh...
963
01:25:27,888 --> 01:25:29,306
just to buy back my RV.
964
01:25:30,140 --> 01:25:31,141
You know?
965
01:25:31,559 --> 01:25:33,269
You know, me...
me and Lou.
966
01:25:33,352 --> 01:25:34,895
This is where we live.
967
01:25:35,062 --> 01:25:37,940
It's our home. Our home.
968
01:25:38,482 --> 01:25:39,275
And I can...
969
01:25:39,400 --> 01:25:40,484
I can totally pay you back.
970
01:25:41,026 --> 01:25:42,194
Just, uh...
971
01:25:42,903 --> 01:25:44,196
Now I got an issue with time.
972
01:25:51,871 --> 01:25:52,997
Ruben.
973
01:25:55,583 --> 01:25:58,669
I don't understand the situation
that you've put yourself in.
974
01:25:59,378 --> 01:26:00,504
But...
975
01:26:00,754 --> 01:26:02,131
from where I'm sitting...
976
01:26:02,840 --> 01:26:03,924
you look
977
01:26:04,008 --> 01:26:04,842
and sound
978
01:26:04,884 --> 01:26:05,843
like an addict.
979
01:26:06,468 --> 01:26:07,303
No, I don't.
980
01:26:07,428 --> 01:26:08,304
Yo, no.
981
01:26:08,971 --> 01:26:09,889
I'm not...
982
01:26:09,972 --> 01:26:10,806
It's not...
983
01:26:10,890 --> 01:26:11,807
Not an addi...
984
01:26:12,892 --> 01:26:13,809
It's fine. Okay?
985
01:26:13,893 --> 01:26:14,852
My situation,
986
01:26:14,935 --> 01:26:15,811
it's cool.
987
01:26:15,936 --> 01:26:16,770
Okay?
988
01:26:17,354 --> 01:26:19,940
Seriously, my girlfriend's dad is rich,
989
01:26:20,024 --> 01:26:21,650
he can give me...
give me the money.
990
01:26:21,901 --> 01:26:23,068
Okay?
This is nothing.
991
01:26:23,152 --> 01:26:24,862
You can't imagine how nothing this is.
992
01:26:25,821 --> 01:26:26,780
Seriously.
993
01:26:29,783 --> 01:26:30,743
I'm fucking stupid...
994
01:26:30,868 --> 01:26:32,077
I'm... I'm sorry to ask.
995
01:26:32,369 --> 01:26:33,162
I'm sorry.
996
01:26:33,496 --> 01:26:34,455
Okay?
997
01:26:35,623 --> 01:26:36,624
Okay.
998
01:26:43,797 --> 01:26:45,841
Please can I stay here for just...
999
01:26:47,468 --> 01:26:48,719
three, four weeks?
1000
01:26:48,844 --> 01:26:50,012
Till they...
1001
01:26:50,888 --> 01:26:51,805
activate?
1002
01:26:59,230 --> 01:27:00,189
Ruben.
1003
01:27:01,732 --> 01:27:02,775
As you know,
1004
01:27:03,442 --> 01:27:04,276
everybody here
1005
01:27:04,360 --> 01:27:05,903
shares in the belief that
1006
01:27:05,986 --> 01:27:07,905
being deaf is not a handicap.
1007
01:27:08,447 --> 01:27:10,366
Not something to fix.
1008
01:27:12,743 --> 01:27:14,453
It's pretty important
around here.
1009
01:27:17,498 --> 01:27:18,707
All these kids...
1010
01:27:20,835 --> 01:27:22,002
all of us,
1011
01:27:22,837 --> 01:27:24,505
need to be reminded of it
1012
01:27:25,381 --> 01:27:26,590
every day.
1013
01:27:30,344 --> 01:27:31,136
And my house
1014
01:27:31,178 --> 01:27:33,430
is a house built on that belief,
1015
01:27:33,556 --> 01:27:34,890
and built on trust.
1016
01:27:37,852 --> 01:27:39,854
And when that trust is violated,
1017
01:27:40,396 --> 01:27:41,730
things happen.
1018
01:27:48,779 --> 01:27:50,823
And I can't have that.
1019
01:27:52,324 --> 01:27:54,368
There are too many others
1020
01:27:54,451 --> 01:27:55,452
to consider.
1021
01:27:58,831 --> 01:27:59,623
And so,
1022
01:28:00,666 --> 01:28:01,917
in your current state,
1023
01:28:02,459 --> 01:28:03,544
at this time,
1024
01:28:05,337 --> 01:28:08,340
I'm going to have to ask you to pack up
your bags, today,
1025
01:28:09,967 --> 01:28:12,136
and find another place to be, Ruben.
1026
01:28:26,775 --> 01:28:28,068
Cool.
1027
01:29:17,618 --> 01:29:19,495
[moaning]
1028
01:29:45,145 --> 01:29:46,856
Ah.
1029
01:30:12,965 --> 01:30:15,926
♪♪
1030
01:31:04,016 --> 01:31:07,019
[thunder]
1031
01:31:33,212 --> 01:31:34,547
Are you ready?
1032
01:31:36,757 --> 01:31:38,008
Okay.
1033
01:31:47,643 --> 01:31:48,853
Here we go.
1034
01:31:50,312 --> 01:31:52,356
[silence]
1035
01:32:00,114 --> 01:32:01,699
[distorted]
Can you hear me?
1036
01:32:08,164 --> 01:32:09,123
Say again.
1037
01:32:09,331 --> 01:32:11,000
- Can you hear me?
- Whoa.
1038
01:32:12,418 --> 01:32:13,711
How does it sound?
1039
01:32:16,755 --> 01:32:18,799
Uh, sounds weird.
1040
01:32:20,134 --> 01:32:22,136
Okay, well, let's try
1041
01:32:22,261 --> 01:32:23,762
making an adjustment.
1042
01:32:28,726 --> 01:32:30,311
How about now?
How's that?
1043
01:32:31,395 --> 01:32:32,521
Oh, that's bad.
1044
01:32:32,730 --> 01:32:33,981
Um...
1045
01:32:36,734 --> 01:32:38,652
It's... bad.
1046
01:32:40,529 --> 01:32:42,448
Do you want to describe
what you're hearing?
1047
01:32:42,531 --> 01:32:43,782
It's, um...
1048
01:32:45,493 --> 01:32:46,660
It's like...
1049
01:32:47,036 --> 01:32:48,329
...high.
High.
1050
01:32:50,080 --> 01:32:51,248
Um...
1051
01:32:56,170 --> 01:32:57,796
Can you change the...
1052
01:33:00,549 --> 01:33:01,842
Well, I can try and make
1053
01:33:01,967 --> 01:33:03,135
another adjustment.
1054
01:33:07,473 --> 01:33:08,891
How's that?
1055
01:33:12,645 --> 01:33:13,437
Okay.
1056
01:33:13,771 --> 01:33:17,066
Ruben, this is not sound
like you remember,
1057
01:33:17,274 --> 01:33:18,651
and it's the implants
1058
01:33:18,734 --> 01:33:19,693
in your head that's
1059
01:33:19,777 --> 01:33:20,861
tricking your brain
1060
01:33:20,945 --> 01:33:21,862
into thinking that you're
1061
01:33:21,946 --> 01:33:23,823
actually hearing,
1062
01:33:24,240 --> 01:33:25,157
when
1063
01:33:25,241 --> 01:33:26,992
in reality your ears
1064
01:33:27,076 --> 01:33:28,202
aren't working still.
1065
01:33:31,247 --> 01:33:32,039
So, uh,
1066
01:33:32,122 --> 01:33:33,499
I would suggest that you
1067
01:33:33,582 --> 01:33:34,708
take it easy
1068
01:33:34,834 --> 01:33:36,877
for the next few weeks and...
1069
01:33:37,419 --> 01:33:38,420
just...
1070
01:33:39,463 --> 01:33:41,507
get adjusted to...
1071
01:33:41,590 --> 01:33:42,800
how things sound.
1072
01:33:47,012 --> 01:33:48,013
And just...
1073
01:33:48,097 --> 01:33:49,473
...take your time.
1074
01:33:54,854 --> 01:33:57,815
♪♪
1075
01:34:46,530 --> 01:34:48,949
[distorted ambulance siren]
1076
01:35:01,837 --> 01:35:05,674
[distorted bells, bikes, traffic]
1077
01:35:38,624 --> 01:35:39,667
[distorted bell ringing]
1078
01:35:48,634 --> 01:35:49,802
[distorted]:
Oui?
1079
01:35:50,427 --> 01:35:51,220
Bonjour?
1080
01:35:52,263 --> 01:35:54,181
Yeah, hi, is that, um...
1081
01:35:54,723 --> 01:35:56,642
Is, is Lou there?
1082
01:35:57,685 --> 01:35:59,186
Hein?
C'est qui?
1083
01:35:59,603 --> 01:36:01,188
Who... who is this?
1084
01:36:02,606 --> 01:36:04,024
This is Ruben.
1085
01:36:04,900 --> 01:36:05,985
Qui?
1086
01:36:06,861 --> 01:36:08,154
It's Ruben.
1087
01:36:10,030 --> 01:36:11,115
Oh.
1088
01:36:11,198 --> 01:36:12,324
Hmm.
1089
01:36:30,759 --> 01:36:31,677
Hey.
1090
01:36:32,720 --> 01:36:34,221
Bonjour, uh...?
1091
01:36:34,763 --> 01:36:35,723
Ruben.
1092
01:36:35,806 --> 01:36:36,932
Come in.
1093
01:36:41,437 --> 01:36:43,147
You are hungry, Ruben?
1094
01:36:46,275 --> 01:36:47,568
Yes?
1095
01:37:00,122 --> 01:37:01,540
Uh, Louise is not here.
1096
01:37:05,002 --> 01:37:06,295
Uh, you are hearing?
1097
01:37:06,420 --> 01:37:08,088
Y... You are hearing?
1098
01:37:08,172 --> 01:37:09,048
Yeah.
1099
01:37:09,173 --> 01:37:10,341
I... I had an operation.
1100
01:37:11,050 --> 01:37:12,635
Wow!
Yes?
1101
01:37:16,972 --> 01:37:18,641
Oh!
What is this?
1102
01:37:19,975 --> 01:37:21,101
Oh, that's very good.
1103
01:37:21,185 --> 01:37:23,354
Louise told me
your wish for this.
1104
01:37:26,148 --> 01:37:27,399
Oh.
1105
01:37:30,402 --> 01:37:31,862
And so, uh...
1106
01:37:33,781 --> 01:37:35,449
So, you're back to your drums now?
1107
01:37:36,283 --> 01:37:37,910
Uh, not yet.
1108
01:37:37,993 --> 01:37:39,578
I gotta, I gotta, um,
1109
01:37:39,703 --> 01:37:41,163
I gotta deal with some stuff first,
1110
01:37:41,247 --> 01:37:42,498
you know?
1111
01:37:42,623 --> 01:37:43,415
Just gotta...
1112
01:37:43,707 --> 01:37:44,917
gotta settle some things.
1113
01:37:45,459 --> 01:37:47,211
Yes, settle...
1114
01:37:47,461 --> 01:37:48,546
...like what?
1115
01:37:48,671 --> 01:37:50,464
You know, just like
1116
01:37:50,840 --> 01:37:51,966
getting back into it
1117
01:37:52,049 --> 01:37:54,218
- and also some financial stuff.
- Yes.
1118
01:37:54,301 --> 01:37:55,594
You know,
I just gotta figure it all out.
1119
01:37:55,719 --> 01:37:56,595
Mm-hmm.
1120
01:37:57,721 --> 01:37:58,722
Yes.
1121
01:37:59,181 --> 01:38:01,016
And Louise knows
that you're here?
1122
01:38:01,141 --> 01:38:02,560
No.
No.
1123
01:38:03,310 --> 01:38:04,645
So, it's a big surprise, oui?
1124
01:38:11,527 --> 01:38:12,570
Well, Louise has been
1125
01:38:12,653 --> 01:38:13,487
quite busy, you know?
1126
01:38:14,738 --> 01:38:16,198
Mm-hmm.
1127
01:38:16,907 --> 01:38:19,368
We're doing a party, so...
1128
01:38:19,910 --> 01:38:21,370
...she'll be back home tonight, that's
1129
01:38:21,912 --> 01:38:23,455
most certainly.
1130
01:38:29,086 --> 01:38:30,087
Oh, you want...
1131
01:38:30,504 --> 01:38:32,590
I'm going to make you some eggs.
1132
01:38:32,923 --> 01:38:34,049
Oh, no, I'm good.
1133
01:38:34,175 --> 01:38:35,801
Do you need any help
with any of this?
1134
01:38:35,926 --> 01:38:37,011
No, no.
1135
01:38:37,136 --> 01:38:38,637
You need some eggs.
1136
01:38:40,055 --> 01:38:40,931
Thanks.
1137
01:38:43,684 --> 01:38:45,561
Where did you grow, Ruben?
1138
01:38:46,770 --> 01:38:48,147
Where did I grow up?
1139
01:38:48,230 --> 01:38:49,690
- Yes.
- Um...
1140
01:38:49,773 --> 01:38:50,733
like, all over.
1141
01:38:51,066 --> 01:38:53,152
You know, Texas, California,
1142
01:38:54,153 --> 01:38:55,404
Arizona, Virginia.
1143
01:38:56,197 --> 01:38:57,364
Yeah.
All over.
1144
01:38:57,573 --> 01:38:59,158
Why so many places?
1145
01:39:00,743 --> 01:39:01,535
It was...
1146
01:39:01,744 --> 01:39:02,828
like, uh...
1147
01:39:02,953 --> 01:39:05,289
my mom was a nurse in the military.
1148
01:39:05,372 --> 01:39:06,790
- Mm-hmm.
- You know.
1149
01:39:06,916 --> 01:39:08,918
So she kept moving around.
1150
01:39:09,376 --> 01:39:10,419
And your father, too?
1151
01:39:10,669 --> 01:39:11,629
No.
1152
01:39:11,712 --> 01:39:12,755
I mean, I don't know.
1153
01:39:13,797 --> 01:39:14,798
I see.
1154
01:39:18,511 --> 01:39:20,679
Uh, I must be honest, I...
1155
01:39:21,555 --> 01:39:23,265
did not always have good feelings
1156
01:39:23,349 --> 01:39:24,350
for you, Ruben,
1157
01:39:24,475 --> 01:39:26,018
all these years.
1158
01:39:27,144 --> 01:39:29,605
I confide it is like if one...
1159
01:39:31,565 --> 01:39:33,901
had stolen something...
1160
01:39:33,984 --> 01:39:34,985
...precious.
1161
01:39:36,362 --> 01:39:37,655
You understand?
1162
01:39:38,239 --> 01:39:39,907
But I know it's not you that took
1163
01:39:39,990 --> 01:39:41,575
Louise from me.
1164
01:39:43,244 --> 01:39:44,870
Her mother did that.
1165
01:39:47,331 --> 01:39:49,542
She took Louise
when she left me.
1166
01:39:50,042 --> 01:39:51,710
And she took her again
1167
01:39:51,836 --> 01:39:53,546
when she killed herself.
1168
01:39:56,674 --> 01:40:00,010
And Louise must have
come back home then,
1169
01:40:00,177 --> 01:40:02,471
but she was hating me so much.
1170
01:40:02,596 --> 01:40:04,181
What could I do?
1171
01:40:04,932 --> 01:40:05,808
And you...
1172
01:40:05,891 --> 01:40:07,017
you...
1173
01:40:08,936 --> 01:40:11,438
Well, you gave her a place
to go.
1174
01:40:12,815 --> 01:40:14,400
Then, and...
1175
01:40:14,859 --> 01:40:16,485
...this is a good thing.
1176
01:40:18,320 --> 01:40:20,823
Don't you see, I didn't like you
much at the time,
1177
01:40:20,906 --> 01:40:22,491
but now I thank you.
1178
01:40:22,616 --> 01:40:24,243
I want to say to you that.
1179
01:40:27,371 --> 01:40:28,414
But anyhow,
1180
01:40:28,789 --> 01:40:30,082
you're gonna be
so happy to see
1181
01:40:30,166 --> 01:40:31,208
how Louise
1182
01:40:31,792 --> 01:40:33,335
is going great now.
1183
01:40:34,420 --> 01:40:36,297
And that's the most important.
1184
01:40:37,631 --> 01:40:38,757
Isn't it?
1185
01:40:40,426 --> 01:40:41,510
Hmm?
1186
01:40:42,011 --> 01:40:43,137
Okay.
1187
01:41:23,761 --> 01:41:25,513
[window opening]
1188
01:41:28,057 --> 01:41:28,849
Whoa.
1189
01:41:30,142 --> 01:41:32,603
Whoa!
1190
01:41:32,686 --> 01:41:33,854
Hi.
1191
01:41:34,980 --> 01:41:35,981
Can you hear me?
1192
01:41:36,315 --> 01:41:37,942
Yeah.
Loud and clear.
1193
01:41:39,860 --> 01:41:41,070
Oh, look at you, Lulu.
1194
01:41:41,195 --> 01:41:42,613
Holy shit.
1195
01:41:44,532 --> 01:41:45,449
Look at you, huh?
1196
01:41:45,533 --> 01:41:46,534
What?
1197
01:41:46,659 --> 01:41:48,202
You look different.
1198
01:41:51,580 --> 01:41:53,374
Whoa, no scratching, huh?
1199
01:41:54,291 --> 01:41:55,376
Oh, yeah.
1200
01:41:56,544 --> 01:41:57,878
That's good.
1201
01:42:17,648 --> 01:42:18,858
Does it feel weird?
1202
01:42:19,275 --> 01:42:20,901
Yeah.
Does it look weird?
1203
01:42:21,026 --> 01:42:21,819
No.
1204
01:42:22,570 --> 01:42:24,321
No, it doesn't.
It looks really neat.
1205
01:42:25,447 --> 01:42:26,365
Mmm.
1206
01:42:27,741 --> 01:42:28,993
So crazy.
1207
01:42:29,118 --> 01:42:29,994
Mm-hmm.
1208
01:42:31,328 --> 01:42:32,454
How'd you do it?
1209
01:42:32,830 --> 01:42:34,248
Just worked some magic.
1210
01:42:36,625 --> 01:42:38,127
I have to talk to you about it.
1211
01:42:39,420 --> 01:42:41,380
I had to just move
some things around.
1212
01:42:41,547 --> 01:42:42,882
Louise, tu desends?
1213
01:42:44,842 --> 01:42:45,676
Um...
1214
01:42:46,552 --> 01:42:48,429
Did Richard tell you
about this party thing tonight?
1215
01:42:49,430 --> 01:42:50,389
Oh, shit, yeah.
1216
01:42:50,514 --> 01:42:52,600
Yeah, I just have to go
and sort some things out.
1217
01:42:52,725 --> 01:42:54,185
- No, it's great. It's cool.
- Yeah.
1218
01:42:55,311 --> 01:42:56,937
- Go do your thing.
- Okay.
1219
01:42:58,230 --> 01:42:59,315
Do you need anything?
1220
01:42:59,940 --> 01:43:01,233
No, I'm good.
1221
01:43:02,109 --> 01:43:03,569
I'll just be downstairs.
1222
01:43:09,992 --> 01:43:12,995
[distorted party chatter]
1223
01:44:01,502 --> 01:44:02,586
Hey.
1224
01:44:02,753 --> 01:44:04,755
Ruben, mon petite ami.
1225
01:44:06,298 --> 01:44:07,174
What's up?
1226
01:44:08,425 --> 01:44:10,052
- Come again?
- How are you?
1227
01:44:11,011 --> 01:44:13,180
How are you?
1228
01:44:14,056 --> 01:44:15,558
- Did you get some food?
- Hmm?
1229
01:44:15,683 --> 01:44:16,976
Get some food?
1230
01:44:18,018 --> 01:44:19,520
Yeah?
1231
01:45:07,051 --> 01:45:09,470
I would like to make a wish.
1232
01:45:10,805 --> 01:45:14,892
I would like my daughter to
sing a little song with me.
1233
01:45:14,976 --> 01:45:15,977
Papa, no.
1234
01:45:16,060 --> 01:45:18,730
This is my right... It's my birthday!
1235
01:45:19,230 --> 01:45:20,356
Come.
1236
01:45:20,440 --> 01:45:22,233
Oh!
1237
01:45:23,317 --> 01:45:25,611
Some of you knew
1238
01:45:25,695 --> 01:45:27,405
Louise's mother,
1239
01:45:27,488 --> 01:45:29,615
and know that I wrote songs for her...
1240
01:45:29,699 --> 01:45:31,034
...many.
1241
01:45:31,576 --> 01:45:34,704
And this was your favorite
when you were little.
1242
01:45:35,121 --> 01:45:36,748
Do you remember?
1243
01:47:25,039 --> 01:47:28,334
[music distorts]
1244
01:48:00,825 --> 01:48:03,828
[distorted applause]
1245
01:48:25,140 --> 01:48:26,058
Hey.
1246
01:48:29,603 --> 01:48:30,688
You okay?
1247
01:48:31,230 --> 01:48:32,147
- Hmm?
- Yeah.
1248
01:49:04,722 --> 01:49:06,432
Um, sorry.
1249
01:49:06,557 --> 01:49:08,184
I just need some water.
1250
01:49:13,814 --> 01:49:14,732
Are you okay?
1251
01:49:15,357 --> 01:49:17,109
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah?
1252
01:49:17,193 --> 01:49:19,028
Yeah, it's just
a little dry in here.
1253
01:49:24,825 --> 01:49:26,327
{\an8}Hey, that was, uh...
1254
01:49:26,619 --> 01:49:28,037
{\an8}pretty cool tonight.
1255
01:49:29,413 --> 01:49:30,623
{\an8}You sounded fuckin' great.
1256
01:49:30,831 --> 01:49:32,166
- Yeah, right.
- What?
1257
01:49:32,249 --> 01:49:33,792
You're telling me
you weren't feeling it?
1258
01:49:34,210 --> 01:49:35,794
- You were in it.
- Well, yeah, well, that's...
1259
01:49:35,920 --> 01:49:37,796
Straight up, you sounded
amazing singing like that.
1260
01:49:37,922 --> 01:49:39,507
It's my dad's stuff, but...
1261
01:49:40,549 --> 01:49:41,967
{\an8}And you're
speaking French now?
1262
01:49:42,092 --> 01:49:44,678
{\an8}- Oh, my God, barely.
- I didn't know you could do that.
1263
01:49:45,179 --> 01:49:46,931
{\an8}Well, I've mostly forgotten, but...
1264
01:49:47,640 --> 01:49:49,099
{\an8}it's coming back a little.
1265
01:49:50,267 --> 01:49:52,019
{\an8}Yeah, I was thinking, like,
do you remember,
1266
01:49:52,186 --> 01:49:53,812
{\an8}you remember this place
at all?
1267
01:49:55,481 --> 01:49:56,774
I didn't, but...
1268
01:49:57,775 --> 01:49:59,693
...so disconcerting the things that
1269
01:49:59,777 --> 01:50:01,320
your memory holds onto
1270
01:50:01,403 --> 01:50:02,988
without you knowing.
1271
01:50:04,365 --> 01:50:05,157
I don't know, my...
1272
01:50:05,282 --> 01:50:06,951
my mom and I never really
talked about this place.
1273
01:50:07,076 --> 01:50:09,411
It was always some
weird, dreamy idea, but...
1274
01:50:10,454 --> 01:50:11,247
I mean...
1275
01:50:11,497 --> 01:50:12,665
now it's come back a little.
1276
01:50:13,415 --> 01:50:14,375
{\an8}Right.
1277
01:50:16,085 --> 01:50:16,961
{\an8}Yeah.
1278
01:50:18,546 --> 01:50:19,672
{\an8}I told everyone about our
1279
01:50:19,755 --> 01:50:21,757
{\an8}little gypsy life together.
1280
01:50:22,925 --> 01:50:24,051
I miss it.
1281
01:50:24,593 --> 01:50:25,886
{\an8}We gotta get back into it.
1282
01:50:26,178 --> 01:50:27,847
{\an8}You know?
We gotta get back on it,
1283
01:50:27,930 --> 01:50:29,265
{\an8}we gotta get back in the fuckin'...
1284
01:50:29,515 --> 01:50:30,683
{\an8}in the groove, huh?
1285
01:50:31,058 --> 01:50:31,851
{\an8}Don't you think?
1286
01:50:31,934 --> 01:50:33,894
{\an8}I gotta go get the Airstream sorted.
1287
01:50:34,270 --> 01:50:35,563
What do you mean sorted?
1288
01:50:35,688 --> 01:50:37,982
I just, I just got a shit ton
of things to do.
1289
01:50:38,107 --> 01:50:39,108
- You know?
- Right.
1290
01:50:39,191 --> 01:50:40,151
Like with the tour and stuff?
1291
01:50:40,234 --> 01:50:41,527
- Yeah, the fuckin' tour, everything.
- Yeah.
1292
01:50:41,610 --> 01:50:42,736
Like, we just gotta
get back on it,
1293
01:50:42,862 --> 01:50:43,654
- you know, everything,
- Mm-hmm.
1294
01:50:43,779 --> 01:50:44,864
the album, the tour...
1295
01:50:45,531 --> 01:50:47,199
...the, the...
...you know?
1296
01:50:49,451 --> 01:50:50,578
Yeah.
1297
01:50:56,834 --> 01:50:57,877
Hey.
1298
01:51:26,655 --> 01:51:27,907
It's okay, Lou.
1299
01:51:28,782 --> 01:51:29,742
What?
1300
01:51:34,705 --> 01:51:35,789
It's okay.
1301
01:51:41,003 --> 01:51:42,087
What's okay?
1302
01:51:49,553 --> 01:51:51,180
You saved my life.
1303
01:51:54,225 --> 01:51:55,476
You made it...
1304
01:51:56,977 --> 01:51:58,604
you made it beautiful.
1305
01:52:02,525 --> 01:52:03,901
So it's okay.
1306
01:52:05,903 --> 01:52:07,238
What?
1307
01:52:08,614 --> 01:52:10,574
Why are you saying this?
1308
01:52:17,706 --> 01:52:19,625
You saved my life, too, Rubi.
1309
01:53:43,542 --> 01:53:46,545
[distorted street noise]
1310
01:54:11,487 --> 01:54:15,074
[distorted people and traffic]
1311
01:54:38,055 --> 01:54:40,975
[distorted church bells]
1312
01:56:18,606 --> 01:56:23,606
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