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[To Love]

[Episode 35]

Le Le, would you mind if your father and Aunt Fang got married?

Of course not! I really like Aunt Fang.

I'd like to have a little brother sooner.

If it is a little sister, then that's even better.

Same as what was said before, whether or not we get our marriage license,

Old Feng is still my child's father.

He can't run away.

Why would I run away? I am so happy.

Good! You two take care of your own stuff. I won't interfere.

Niya, we each should drink.

- Me too!
- What are you doing butting in on the action, they're having a drink by themselves.

Haven't you had about enough to eat already? Shouldn't you go do your homework?

You two continue drinking, I'll help him with his homework.

Hey!

Bye-bye.

Go do your homework. Let's go.

Do you remember back in college,

the two of us would have a small fight every three days,

a large fight every five days.

The class thought we were going to break off our friendship every day.

But in a few days' time, we'd have our arms around each other's shoulders again going out for a drink

and make up.

For so many years, you've always been by my side.

From dating and then breaking up and running away from home.

The first person I think of is always you.

You're soon becoming a mother,

I'm still not used to it.

That you and Old Feng can be together,

I am really happy about that.

Aren't you annoying? How old are you to be this sentimental?

If you want to be old,

I'm not accompanying you.

Xiao'ou, drink slowly.

I'm happy today. Neither of you are allowed to hold me back.

Don't just drink, try this.

This is something new I learned.

Try it.

How is the taste?

It's so good!

It has been so many days since I had delicious food.

Old Feng, you're the best.

Oh yeah! I forgot to give you your present.

Just some kind intentions.

This is mine.

What is it?

This was so expensive, you don't even know.

You really spent too much money this time.

- This set... has to be at least four-five thousand.
- How much money?!

Xiao'ou, didn't I tell you!

We're a family! Why did you get us that?

Waste of money!

You coming over is the best present there is.

Look—

I bought the present myself.

But the money is from Yan Jin.

Xiao'ou, he's got three heads and six arms,

and has magical abilities. He's almost caught up to Sun Wukong.
(Possesses remarkable abilities, like a legendary monkey king)

He will be okay.

Don't worry too much.

Niya is right.

Don't worry. Yan Jin will definitely come home safe and sound.

That's right. Just in time to kill him.

Teach him how to be ordinary.

That's right.

Drink slowly.

Eat some veggies. They are really good.

I need to use the bathroom.

- I'll go with you. - No need.
- Are you okay?

I'll go.

I told her to not drink a lot.

Right, Boss! Today, Deputy Chief Cheng

was looking for you. What did you guys talk about?

There's evidence that shows

Yan Jin didn't kill Sun Jiayu.

Well... Then, that means, Yan Jin's oral statement was true?

That Old Huang confessed that he lied.

But then he indicated that there was a traitor within the police force.

It's that traitor

who shot and killed Sun Jiayu.

Traitor?

Boss, say, a few years ago,

what exactly happened? How can a traitor appear?

It's not Old Huang saying nonsense again, is it?

Be careful.

Brother Feng,

do you remember, 2013, October 18th?

That day, if you hadn't rushed into the fire to save me,

I wouldn't be here today.

And I wouldn't have met Yan Jin.

I only did what I should have done.

If it were someone else, they'd also have done this.

The fire that day was really big.

You were also hit by a falling beam

on your right shoulder.

It's all passed now. You don't need to bring it up.

If you keep mentioning it, I'll be embarrassed.

That won't do.

Until now, your old injury still hasn't fully healed.

Your kindness, I'll remember for a lifetime.

You—

Listen to me! Just don't go back.

You go sleep with Niya. I'll share the bed with Le Le.

No, I'm okay.

You hurry on back. Don't let Fang Niya be all by herself.

This—

Zhao Tinghui's car is here.

I'll ask them to take me.

When you get home, drink more water.

Go rest early.

Zhao Tinghui,

you'd follow me anyway.

So, I'll just sit in your car.

Once I'm home, I'll give you 20 yuan. I'll send it to you over WeChat.

Be careful, okay?

We'll just trouble you then.

Don't worry about it.

Let me know once you get home.

Let's go.

Old Feng.

I practiced for so long before I could draw it like this.

Always taking advantage to draw when you weren't at home.

My hands are still pretty clumsy. I drew three portraits, but only this one is good enough to look at.

Don't take offense!

This is drawn so beautifully.

You don't say! It really looks like me.

You took so much care.

I really like it.

You like it?

Of course, I like it. Seems like I've lied to you sometime before.

Old Feng,

do you love me?

Why are you asking weird questions?

Just answer me.

Niya, you are my child's mother.

We are a family. Of course, I love my family.

If I wasn't your child's mother,

would you not love me?

What is with you these days?

Why are you thinking like that?

I haven't really thought about it.

I promised myself that I would be a good mother and wife.

But now I have you and Le Le.

I was willing to change myself.

If I'm not doing well anywhere,

you can tell me.

Don't cry.

Niya, you are doing a good job.

Your appearance is Le Le's and my fortune.

Also, you're pregnant with our baby.

I am really happy.

Are you angry?

Just then in front of Xiao'ou, I didn't confess to you.

Don't think like that.

Haven't I said? I'm the child's father.

I can't run away.

Don't cry.

I didn't think too much.

I just thought that since you are currently pregnant,

if you were to plan the wedding and all that, I was afraid that you would be tired.

If you really mind, then let's get our marriage license

and get married.

It's fine.

It's probably just that I'm pregnant and my hormones aren't stable,

so my emotions are up and down.

I also think with my big stomach I won't look good in a wedding dress.

I don't want to be compared to Xiao'ou.

We can talk again after I give birth.

Sure, I'll listen to you.

Oh yeah!

Years ago, how did you and Old Feng get to know each other?

You didn't listen closely early? You're not being focused enough at work.

In order to save you and your grandma,

he must have injured his right shoulder pretty seriously.

It was pretty serious.

Later, the people from the fire department came.

He left without even leaving his name.

I spent a lot of effort going through twists and turns to find him.

Can you stop the car, I need to throw up.

Are you okay?

I'm all right. I might just be a little carsick.

I'll get some air and it'll be fine.

Keep it draped on. Be careful not to catch a cold.

Thank you.

It must be tiring keeping an eye on me.

Can your body handle it?

I'm fine.

I got used to it. It's work.

It's better if you stay up late less and eat fewer instant noodles.

You should drink less alcohol.

When Yan Jin's back and the case is solved,

let's have a good round of drinks.

But with just your body and alcohol tolerance,

before we've started going hard, you'll probably already be drunk.

Isn't that true?

I remember once you drank for me.

In this aspect of drinking alcohol, I'm really not as good as you.

Oh, do you still remember?

When we first met, you got me drunk?

I remember.

You, at the time, were wearing a white shirt

and a denim jacket. Quite handsome!

Much more handsome than you are now.

As soon as you entered the private KTV room, you sat by my side.

That's right. I had just sat down,

and you and Fang Niya started pouring alcohol into me.

Within half an hour, two bottles of red wine!

I was extremely dizzy, but the two of you were totally fine, and could still even sing.

To be honest, that day, it was because I heard you sing, "I am Willing,"

I liked you.

I just remember that day you sang some oldie.

What was it called? "Your eyes deceived my heart?"

- Your heart.
- That is my heart.

I remember that song's chorus was super high and super hard to sing.

That day, you sang until your voice broke,

but still continued singing. Made me laugh.

♪ Your eyes deceived your heart ♪

♪ Don't pretend you still care about my pain and life ♪

♪ Still care about my tears ♪

♪ Still care about my hollow eye ♪

♪ And lie to me saying that everything unhappy was just a misunderstanding ♪

That's it. That's the tortured expression.

It's obvious that the song is a tortured one.

Your mood today isn't bad,

like your personality has changed.

It's not because... you've found traces of Yan Jin?

If it were really like that, that'd be great.

A few days ago, what I said in front of the media,

didn't cause you any trouble, did it?

It's fine.

I have a lot of troubles already anyway, what's one more from you?

There's no point.

Who made you be Ji Xiao'ou?

Flying into a flame like a moth, isn't that your way of loving someone?

Actually, if you think about it, a person's life on earth is really quite short.

If you really are in love, then bravely let go and love.

It's a sky lantern.

I remember you said to me before, if you see a sky lantern, make a wish immediately.

It will come true.

You make a wish, too.

It's getting cold. Let's go back.

Remember to get a glass of water and put it on your bedside table.

Thank you for taking me home.

Good night.

Suppose Yan Jin didn't kill Zhan Yu and also didn't push Old Huang down the mountain,

then could this person in black and this janitor be the same person?

Hello, Deputy Chief Cheng,

can you come to my office later?

I think I know who you're trying to look for.

Feng Weixing's date of injury is October 18th,

which is a couple of days before your operation.

According to what Ji Xiao'ou said, his right shoulder was severely injured,

but he didn't report it and rather continued to participate in the operation.

If your police force doesn't have any police officers used to using their left hand to hold a gun,

then the matter of his right shoulder's injury is very suspicious.

If it's really like that, that is terrifying.

Old Feng is a recognized good man on our team.

Two years ago because of Ji Xiao'ou, I also had contact with him.

Truthfully, I don't want to believe that he is the one doing this.

The last time I spoke with you about this, I was thinking.

I think Zhan Yu's case has a lot of contradictory points.

Old Zhao, are you willing to hear me ramble a bit?

- Go ahead.
- The lighter inside the body bag,

the cigarette butt at the dismemberment crime scene seems to be pinched in the center at the waist.

These look like strong evidence. But if you think carefully, they actually really don't conform with Yan Jin's logic for doing work.

Killing a person, transporting the corpse, dismembering the corpse, throwing away the corpse;

every stage is done flawlessly, yet why are there so many low-level mistakes?

Also, all of this evidence has one common characteristic,

which is to deliberately identify Yan Jin.

According to Old Huang and Yan Jin's oral statement, what we can clearly specify is that

Old Huang witnessed with his own eyes the traitorous police officer shoot Sun Jiayu.

This point was something the two of them had communicated when they had met. Old Huang promised Yan Jin,

when he gets rid of Xiao Meiren, he will tell him the identity of the mole.

But the next day, Old Huang incidentally ran into someone who tried to kill him.

It's very likely that only because the person in black secretly heard their conversation

that they decided to kill him.

Suppose that the janitor and the person in black are the same person,

then during New Year's Eve's night he was also going to murder Yan Jin.

Only he accidentally killed Zhan Yu. And having no alternative, he decided to cast the blame onto Yan Jin.

But there's one point.

That person in black must have had an opportunity to eavesdrop on Old Huang and Yan Jin's conversation.

- Otherwise, all of this is empty talk.
- Of course.

If the murderer really is Feng Weixing,

but on the night of New Year's Eve, he has proof of not being at the scene.

Whether Feng Weixing really is the traitor, it definitely requires one more step of verification.

Let's not rashly draw conclusions.

But I believe that as long as we cooperate well,

the end result will be something else.

I don't want to do tests! I don't want to! I don't want to do tests!

I'm fine. I am not sick!

From the test results,

Feng Le Le's leukemia has relapsed.

It's not possible.

I preciously treated him.

He... He didn't get sick even once.

How could he relapse?

Doctor, did you make a mistake?

I understand what you both are feeling.

But leukemia has a very high chance of relapsing within the first five years.

This is hard for us to predict.

Doctor, then what should we do?

After leukemia relapses, the difficulty of treatment will be even greater.

Looking at the present situation,

to cure him completely, we'll want a bone marrow transplant as soon as possible.

You should go fill out the hospitalization paperwork first.

I will contact the bone marrow bank today.

Old Feng, open the door.

Old Feng!

I'm coming.

What is it?

Nothing.

Drink some water.

Old Feng. Old Feng!

Just talk to me about what you are feeling, or cry it out.

Don't just keep it to yourself.

Isn't it just looking for bone marrow?

If there isn't any in the country, we can look abroad. I'm sure we'll find a compatible one!

Even if we do,

what about the surgery fee? That's a large sum of money.

Don't worry about the money.

I'll sell my apartment.

No.

I can't use your money.

I will figure it out myself.

Old Feng.

Old Feng!

Old Feng.

Old Feng, what's wrong?

Old Feng.

You have to think it through.

Think about me and Le Le, and the child in my stomach!

Old Feng.

Old Feng! Open the door! Old Feng!

If you don't open the door soon, Old Feng, I will break it.

Old Feng—

With you and Le Le here, how can I not think it through?

Silly girl.

A match will definitely be found.

Le Le will get better.

You scared me to death.

Don't be scared.

Boss.

Say, we haven't had any news of Yan Jin,

why aren't you worried?

Once we're at the mountain, there will always be a path onward.
(Everything will turn out okay once we reach that point.)

What's the point of being impatient?

When will this end?

Hey. What are you secretly looking at?

You didn't do anything today except look at that notebook.

You watch tonight.

I'm going to get some fresh air.

Watch carefully.

[Feng Weixing]

Eldest Brother!

It's me.

You still know I'm your eldest brother?

Eat slowly.

Say, if, at this time, I could get a bowl of Second Brother-edition instant noodles,

how great would that be?

What kind of time is this, you're still in the mood to make jokes?

You know with you running away like this, jumping into the Yellow River can't even wash you clean.

How is Xiao'ou?

Zhao Tinghui is keeping an eye on her. She's fine.

Tell me. Why did you run?

To live.

Zhao Tinghui supposedly found the

newest evidence that proves I killed Zhan Yu. It points directly at me.

If I don't run, what am I going to do?

Then, did you kill Zhan Yu?

Do you not believe me?

Or have our friendly sentiments gone bad and expired?

If you really think I killed Second Brother and Zhan Yu, just kill me now.

It's better dying by your hands than Zhao Tinghui's. Here.

Okay, okay.

I only had one sentence, but you had ten sentences waiting for me.

Zhao Tinghui is just going by the law.

If you didn't kill anyone, then you shouldn't have run.

It'll be hard to clear your name now that you've run away.

Clear what? What's the point of explaining to him?

Zhao Tinghui is stubborn.

He only looks at the evidence. Only when I

put the evidence in front of his face, then he will know he was wrong.

From what you're saying, you found a lead?

Do you want to hear about it?

Yes.

I can tell you, but I don't know if you'll believe me.

I don't believe it myself.

Stop beating around the bush. Hurry and say it.

To put it simply...

At first, I suspected Liu Wei.

But he already died.

These past couple of days, I reorganized all the clues.

There is one detail I accidentally found.

The bottom of the cleaner's shoe had some yellow paint.

If I hadn't zoomed in, I wouldn't have seen it.

But at the construction site where Old Huang and I met,

there was also an area, sprayed with the same kind of yellow paint.

In addition next to it, there was a series of crescent-shaped footprints.

I don't think this is a coincidence.

I have a bold conjecture.

This janitor had previously been where I and Old Huang had met,

and heard our conversation.

As for why he wants to kill me,

there is only one possibility.

He is the traitor police officer that Old Huang described.

He heard things disadvantageous for himself,

so he wanted to kill me. But in the process, he accidentally Zhan Yu.

In order to reach his goal of taking me down, he framed me.

Who do you suspect?

Feng Weixing.

Because he is the only person connected to both cases.

Also, there's an important piece of information that makes me think it's him.

It's that day when Old Huang called me

to meet with me, Feng Weixing just happened to be at my house.

When did you start touching those things?

You doing this, do you think you're living up to the police uniform you used to wear?

- What are you doing?
- Come with me to the drug rehabilitation center.

Let's go.

I'm not going!

Hello?

Boss Yan, do you still remember me?

I want to meet up.

I will send the address to your phone.

Okay, see you.

My conversation with Old Huang was interrupted by a sudden noise.

When I got there,

I only saw a stray cat, so I didn't think too much about it.

I did notice some yellow paint on the ground.

But it is commonly seen at construction sites.

So I overlooked this detail.

Now when I think about that sound,

it must've been made by someone eavesdropping and running away.

And on the way home after meeting him,

I discovered him following me.

Old Feng, why are you following me?

I saw you being suspicious at your house.

I'm just worried about you. I didn't want you to touch those things that will take your life.

Yan Jin, if you still consider me as an older brother, then give me a full explanation.

This half-year, so far, you've been all muddle-headed. What exactly have you been all busy with?

Do you know how much you hurt Xiao'ou?

It's already at this point. Is it even important anymore?

Do not follow me.

Yan Jin.

Feng Weixing following me had nothing to do with Xiao Meiren's drug trafficking case,

so I didn't bring it up. But now that I think about it,

there seems to be a big mystery.

I told you that you wouldn't believe that.

Come out.

Long time no see, Boss Yan.

Cheng Ruimin, what do you mean by this?

Why are you so worried about?

I naturally have my reasons for bringing Deputy Chief Zhao.

Actually, your analysis and our investigation happen to agree.

But we were missing evidence

to prove that Feng Weixing eavesdropped on your conversation.

Now that you discovered the yellow paint on the cleaner,

the entire logic has already formed a complete chain.

The logic makes sense,

but we're still missing some critical evidence.

Right, Deputy Chief Zhao?

He did so many things.

He must have missed something and is just afraid we can't find the evidence.

Don't underestimate Feng Weixing. Do you remember what I said?

The degree of meticulousness to which Feng Weixing's thoughts are,

it's way beyond our expectations.

I went to his house to find the black shoes he wore when he committed the crime,

but I couldn't. They were probably disposed of by him.

You went to Feng Weixing's house?

Yes. When he wasn't home.

Don't worry. I am quick. He probably didn't notice anything.

Is that what I meant?

Then, what did you mean?

I was also framed, okay?

I had no choice but to go find clues. I didn't steal anything!

But you can only use this method?

Without evidence, can you request a search warrant?

Without a search warrant, neither you or Old Cheng

can go search his house.

Okay, all right. With matters having reached this point,

we should think about what to do next.

If Feng Weixing is the left-handed person that pulled the trigger,

then why did he want to collude with this drug trafficker, Deng Kun?

That's the first step in our investigation.

We should find the reason why,

then that'll be tantamount to having obtained strong evidence of his collusion with drug traffickers.

You said that right on point.

Since we have reached a preliminary united front,

then let's shake hands and make peace.

Zhao Tinghui, is this how you treat a teammate?

Even though there are new developments in this case, before evidence is found,

you are still the number one suspect in Zhan Yu's dismemberment case.

I must catch you.

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