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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,086 --> 00:00:04,873 - We want to foster you. - I would really like that. 2 00:00:04,898 --> 00:00:07,507 Previously on "A Million Little Things"... 3 00:00:07,747 --> 00:00:09,941 I don't think I can be back in time for dinner. 4 00:00:09,966 --> 00:00:12,529 I don't think she's at the office. 5 00:00:12,554 --> 00:00:14,884 I'm looking for a few heavy hitters 6 00:00:14,909 --> 00:00:17,209 to do some segments for my show. 7 00:00:17,234 --> 00:00:20,202 I don't think that I want to condense helping people 8 00:00:20,227 --> 00:00:21,881 into five-minute segments. 9 00:00:21,906 --> 00:00:24,185 You would be a great fit. 10 00:00:24,210 --> 00:00:26,273 But I think it's good that you have someone. 11 00:00:26,298 --> 00:00:30,195 Florence, it is really nice to meet you. 12 00:00:30,519 --> 00:00:33,225 Oh, merci, Javi. 13 00:00:33,250 --> 00:00:35,600 Let's hear it again for Javier Mendez. 14 00:00:35,625 --> 00:00:37,193 Javi? 15 00:00:37,413 --> 00:00:39,381 Keke sent me this video. 16 00:00:41,596 --> 00:00:43,976 His name was George Floyd. 17 00:00:48,744 --> 00:00:50,625 Tyrell, will you get that, please? 18 00:00:50,824 --> 00:00:52,703 Yeah, totally. 19 00:00:53,617 --> 00:00:55,310 Hey. No more phone. 20 00:00:55,335 --> 00:00:57,144 My father-in-law and his bad knees 21 00:00:57,169 --> 00:00:58,835 are on the other side of that door. 22 00:01:03,095 --> 00:01:05,476 Tyrell, hi. 23 00:01:05,936 --> 00:01:08,025 Hi, honey. 24 00:01:08,050 --> 00:01:09,443 - You good? - Yes. 25 00:01:09,468 --> 00:01:10,896 Good. 26 00:01:10,921 --> 00:01:13,119 - Hi. - You need me to look at your doorbell? 27 00:01:13,144 --> 00:01:15,797 - 'Cause I rang it twice. - Only twice? 28 00:01:15,822 --> 00:01:17,033 You're welcome. 29 00:01:17,058 --> 00:01:19,228 I am so sorry that we're late, 30 00:01:19,253 --> 00:01:21,994 but this one was circling the block 31 00:01:22,019 --> 00:01:23,754 trying to find a good spot. 32 00:01:23,779 --> 00:01:25,478 Ooh. What's the rush? 33 00:01:25,503 --> 00:01:26,932 The country is still gonna be broken 34 00:01:26,956 --> 00:01:29,172 no matter what time you get to the protest. 35 00:01:29,197 --> 00:01:30,978 Keke's one of the BLM youth organizers, 36 00:01:31,003 --> 00:01:33,068 so I can't be late. 37 00:01:33,093 --> 00:01:34,338 Keke? 38 00:01:34,363 --> 00:01:36,115 You mean the girl you're seeing and spending money on 39 00:01:36,139 --> 00:01:38,227 who refuses to be called your girlfriend? 40 00:01:38,252 --> 00:01:39,621 That Keke? 41 00:01:39,646 --> 00:01:41,126 I'm starting to understand 42 00:01:41,151 --> 00:01:43,564 why you didn't answer on the first ring. 43 00:01:44,016 --> 00:01:45,496 I was thinking that maybe I should 44 00:01:45,521 --> 00:01:48,126 bring Theo with me to the protest today. 45 00:01:48,151 --> 00:01:49,689 You know, it might be good for him to see 46 00:01:49,713 --> 00:01:51,793 what exercising social responsibility looks like 47 00:01:51,818 --> 00:01:53,646 instead of just hearing about it. 48 00:01:53,736 --> 00:01:55,898 Yeah. That's a good idea. 49 00:01:55,923 --> 00:01:57,728 Maybe I should go, too. 50 00:01:59,293 --> 00:02:04,341 Look, whatever happens as we move forward, 51 00:02:04,403 --> 00:02:06,579 I think it's important for Theo to still see us 52 00:02:06,604 --> 00:02:08,317 as a united front. 53 00:02:09,425 --> 00:02:11,671 Plus, I just really want to be there 54 00:02:11,696 --> 00:02:13,645 to support our friends. 55 00:02:15,284 --> 00:02:16,372 Okay. 56 00:02:16,529 --> 00:02:17,573 Yeah. 57 00:02:17,598 --> 00:02:18,921 Let's go together. 58 00:02:25,642 --> 00:02:27,557 All I'm saying is, no matter what, 59 00:02:27,582 --> 00:02:29,149 they are my parents. 60 00:02:29,174 --> 00:02:32,525 And family support is a wonderful thing. 61 00:02:32,550 --> 00:02:34,191 - _ - Uh, but I think the question 62 00:02:34,216 --> 00:02:36,068 that your fiancée may be asking herself is, 63 00:02:36,093 --> 00:02:38,617 "If the in-laws are there for the proposal, 64 00:02:38,642 --> 00:02:40,216 then what are they not there for?" 65 00:02:40,241 --> 00:02:43,497 Yes, exactly. See, they'll always be right there. 66 00:02:43,522 --> 00:02:45,326 Uh, Bill, I would love to continue, 67 00:02:45,351 --> 00:02:47,232 but, unfortunately, that is all the time we have. 68 00:02:47,256 --> 00:02:50,051 So, uh, congratulations... and I hope the four of you 69 00:02:50,082 --> 00:02:51,989 have a very happy life together. 70 00:02:52,014 --> 00:02:55,237 This has been "A Fix in Five" with Dr. Maggie Bloom. 71 00:02:55,262 --> 00:02:57,841 And you are... off the air. 72 00:02:57,866 --> 00:03:00,085 I told you after a couple weeks, you'd get the hang of this. 73 00:03:00,109 --> 00:03:02,583 Are you kidding me? That was terrible. 74 00:03:02,608 --> 00:03:06,128 You can't give sound mental health advice in five minutes. 75 00:03:06,153 --> 00:03:09,014 I mean, I didn't even offer him any information 76 00:03:09,039 --> 00:03:12,085 on boundaries, which Bill clearly needs. 77 00:03:12,110 --> 00:03:15,505 See? You're helpful and entertaining. 78 00:03:15,605 --> 00:03:17,868 And about the five minutes... 79 00:03:17,893 --> 00:03:20,942 Dr. Stacy wants me to remind you that, 80 00:03:20,967 --> 00:03:24,570 and I quote, "You were hired to do a five-minute segment. 81 00:03:24,595 --> 00:03:26,605 It's not a suggestion. It's the time limit. 82 00:03:26,630 --> 00:03:28,190 So please stick with it." 83 00:03:28,215 --> 00:03:29,560 She said "please"? 84 00:03:29,585 --> 00:03:31,021 I added that part. 85 00:03:31,974 --> 00:03:33,739 Yeah. 86 00:03:34,189 --> 00:03:36,191 Okay, I'll s-see you later. 87 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:38,261 Keke said she's sorry she can't meet up 88 00:03:38,286 --> 00:03:40,288 at the restaurant to help us make posters, 89 00:03:40,313 --> 00:03:41,880 but she and the other organizers 90 00:03:41,905 --> 00:03:43,285 still need to set stuff up. 91 00:03:43,310 --> 00:03:45,573 So, what I'm hearing is, once again, 92 00:03:45,598 --> 00:03:47,557 we're not gonna meet your fake girlfriend. 93 00:03:47,582 --> 00:03:49,448 - Oh! - Wait, no. She's a real person. 94 00:03:51,865 --> 00:03:54,364 - Ahh. - What? No "good morning"? 95 00:03:54,489 --> 00:03:55,966 Good morning, Pop. 96 00:03:55,991 --> 00:03:58,082 Actually, you're just in time. 97 00:03:58,107 --> 00:03:59,694 We were talking about why we're going today, 98 00:03:59,718 --> 00:04:01,792 and, Gina, you were up next. 99 00:04:01,817 --> 00:04:04,130 Oh. Okay. Uh... 100 00:04:04,636 --> 00:04:07,683 Actually, this is my first protest, 101 00:04:07,899 --> 00:04:09,926 and I'm going... 102 00:04:10,660 --> 00:04:12,227 for my dad. 103 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:13,949 That's really nice. 104 00:04:14,065 --> 00:04:15,066 How about you? 105 00:04:15,091 --> 00:04:16,320 Have you been to a lot of protests? 106 00:04:16,344 --> 00:04:18,128 Oh, yeah. I've been going my whole life. 107 00:04:18,153 --> 00:04:21,244 My parents took me to protest Vietnam 108 00:04:21,269 --> 00:04:24,935 when I was little, and they kept on till the war was over. 109 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:27,702 I still go to every one I can till this day. 110 00:04:27,727 --> 00:04:29,983 Sounds like you got some competition there, big man. 111 00:04:30,008 --> 00:04:32,703 You... You been in a lot of protests, too? 112 00:04:33,242 --> 00:04:35,187 Go on. Tell him. 113 00:04:36,991 --> 00:04:39,602 I'm not going to the damn protest. 114 00:04:39,742 --> 00:04:41,483 I was just her ride. 115 00:04:41,508 --> 00:04:44,675 I'm not wasting my time totin' around some sign, 116 00:04:44,700 --> 00:04:46,932 thinking throwing a bunch of paint on some poster board's 117 00:04:46,956 --> 00:04:48,523 gonna change the world. 118 00:04:49,523 --> 00:04:51,639 That's a view. 119 00:04:51,664 --> 00:04:53,971 If you can find a jackhammer big enough 120 00:04:53,996 --> 00:04:57,422 to break up the foundation of this country, then I'll go. 121 00:04:58,014 --> 00:05:00,374 'Cause that's the only thing that's gonna make a difference. 122 00:05:01,935 --> 00:05:04,670 So, was it Walter's bright side that drew you in? 123 00:05:06,287 --> 00:05:08,114 All I'm saying is, 124 00:05:08,139 --> 00:05:10,533 I fought for this country in Vietnam, 125 00:05:10,558 --> 00:05:13,605 came back to a bunch of kids protesting, 126 00:05:13,630 --> 00:05:16,813 and nothing being different. 127 00:05:16,953 --> 00:05:21,117 I was drawn to him for a number of reasons. 128 00:05:21,459 --> 00:05:22,819 Well, I think the people in charge 129 00:05:22,844 --> 00:05:24,236 need to see that our lives matter 130 00:05:24,261 --> 00:05:26,295 from as many people as possible. 131 00:05:26,320 --> 00:05:29,434 I read an article this morning about George Floyd's daughter. 132 00:05:29,459 --> 00:05:32,969 Her mom hasn't been able to tell her how he died. 133 00:05:33,245 --> 00:05:36,074 I mean, how do you explain that to a 7-year-old? 134 00:05:38,560 --> 00:05:40,084 6. 135 00:05:41,643 --> 00:05:43,240 His daughter's 6. 136 00:05:53,545 --> 00:05:55,043 Oh. 137 00:05:56,405 --> 00:05:57,680 Hey, man. What's going on? 138 00:05:57,705 --> 00:05:59,205 What's going on is, I made the mistake 139 00:05:59,229 --> 00:06:01,013 of falling in love with a woman 140 00:06:01,038 --> 00:06:03,355 before asking if she owned a fanny pack. 141 00:06:04,364 --> 00:06:06,366 I know today's protest is about Black lives, 142 00:06:06,391 --> 00:06:09,002 but maybe we could, uh, organize a separate one 143 00:06:09,027 --> 00:06:10,802 to protest all the things that should have stayed 144 00:06:10,826 --> 00:06:11,914 in the '80s. 145 00:06:14,407 --> 00:06:15,723 Oh. Uh-oh. 146 00:06:15,748 --> 00:06:18,765 I can tell by your silence somebody else has a fanny pack. 147 00:06:19,862 --> 00:06:22,163 Anyway, Gina asked us to get supplies. 148 00:06:22,188 --> 00:06:25,102 Uh, anything specific you want us to do? 149 00:06:25,171 --> 00:06:26,347 Want you to do? 150 00:06:26,372 --> 00:06:28,319 Just wanted to see if there was a plan, uh, 151 00:06:28,344 --> 00:06:30,954 and if, uh, you know, you need anything. 152 00:06:31,608 --> 00:06:33,415 If I need anything? 153 00:06:33,789 --> 00:06:35,458 Feels like you're just repeating everything I'm saying, 154 00:06:35,482 --> 00:06:37,527 but in question form. 155 00:06:37,552 --> 00:06:39,858 Yeah, because I'm wondering why you're asking me. 156 00:06:39,883 --> 00:06:43,016 Y-You... You understand that this isn't my protest, right? 157 00:06:45,013 --> 00:06:46,790 Uh, yeah. 158 00:06:47,551 --> 00:06:49,906 Yeah. Yeah, that... That's why we're going. 159 00:06:49,931 --> 00:06:51,822 Yeah, but please tell me you get that this is work 160 00:06:51,846 --> 00:06:54,065 that we all need to do, so you're gonna have to 161 00:06:54,090 --> 00:06:55,808 do more than just hitting up your Black friends 162 00:06:55,832 --> 00:06:57,915 so that you can be their plus-one, Gary. 163 00:06:58,159 --> 00:06:59,421 I'm sorry. 164 00:06:59,446 --> 00:07:01,305 Didn't mean to, uh... 165 00:07:02,184 --> 00:07:03,833 I'm... I'm just trying to help. 166 00:07:03,858 --> 00:07:05,512 And the last time you tried to help, 167 00:07:05,537 --> 00:07:07,618 I ended up in the back of a police car. 168 00:07:07,775 --> 00:07:09,445 You know, I... Actually, I gotta go. 169 00:07:11,866 --> 00:07:13,657 Is he all right? 170 00:07:13,682 --> 00:07:15,141 I don't know. 171 00:07:16,044 --> 00:07:18,195 I was just trying to make a plan... 172 00:07:18,220 --> 00:07:20,327 Go to the protest and pepper in 173 00:07:20,352 --> 00:07:22,743 some of my delightful comic stylings. 174 00:07:23,232 --> 00:07:24,810 It's a very emotional time. 175 00:07:24,835 --> 00:07:27,001 A lot going on for him. 176 00:07:28,337 --> 00:07:29,946 And for me. 177 00:07:29,971 --> 00:07:31,774 I have a lady friend who wears a fanny pack. 178 00:07:31,799 --> 00:07:34,515 - You know... - Let's power through it, okay? 179 00:07:36,543 --> 00:07:37,710 Hey. 180 00:07:39,005 --> 00:07:40,516 You okay? 181 00:07:41,548 --> 00:07:42,741 No. 182 00:07:44,924 --> 00:07:47,224 I can't go to this protest. 183 00:07:53,246 --> 00:07:58,246 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 184 00:08:01,804 --> 00:08:04,997 Hey. Will you talk to me? 185 00:08:08,411 --> 00:08:11,327 I don't trust myself right now, Gina. 186 00:08:11,352 --> 00:08:13,511 George Floyd is never gonna see his daughter 187 00:08:13,536 --> 00:08:15,103 graduate from elementary school. 188 00:08:15,128 --> 00:08:17,453 He's never gonna get to take her to a Daddy Daughter Dance. 189 00:08:20,624 --> 00:08:23,645 His murder kind of feels like the last straw for me. 190 00:08:24,025 --> 00:08:25,764 And... 191 00:08:26,925 --> 00:08:29,670 all the talking I've been doing with Dr. Heller, I just... 192 00:08:30,491 --> 00:08:32,147 I know... 193 00:08:32,776 --> 00:08:36,055 that if a cop so much as blows a whistle wrong... 194 00:08:37,585 --> 00:08:38,898 Hey. 195 00:08:41,129 --> 00:08:45,021 I think you should do whatever you need to do. 196 00:08:51,669 --> 00:08:54,367 Hey, don't let me forget. Theo wants us to pick up glitter. 197 00:08:54,392 --> 00:08:56,773 You mean "multi-colored glitter." 198 00:08:56,798 --> 00:08:58,886 He texted me in case you messed up. 199 00:08:58,911 --> 00:09:00,253 Ouch. 200 00:09:00,278 --> 00:09:02,353 Speaking of messed up, 201 00:09:02,378 --> 00:09:05,084 are Eddie and Katherine really both going today? 202 00:09:05,109 --> 00:09:06,305 I don't know if you saw the news, 203 00:09:06,329 --> 00:09:08,331 but other people are gonna be there. 204 00:09:08,356 --> 00:09:10,881 Yeah, I know that, but with everything that's happened... 205 00:09:10,906 --> 00:09:12,581 And I'm not just talking about the divorce... 206 00:09:12,605 --> 00:09:14,181 - The... - The what? 207 00:09:14,206 --> 00:09:15,878 What are you talking about? 208 00:09:15,903 --> 00:09:17,275 Nothing. 209 00:09:18,209 --> 00:09:20,353 Unless... Unless you know what I'm talking about. 210 00:09:20,378 --> 00:09:22,673 - I know everything. - Well, then, why don't you say it? 211 00:09:22,698 --> 00:09:24,068 Well, I'm gonna need to hear you say it 212 00:09:24,092 --> 00:09:25,462 before I say it because I don't know 213 00:09:25,486 --> 00:09:28,158 if we have the same level of security clearance. 214 00:09:28,611 --> 00:09:30,352 I knew you knew something. 215 00:09:30,395 --> 00:09:31,891 Spill it, Mendez. 216 00:09:31,916 --> 00:09:33,158 All right. 217 00:09:33,630 --> 00:09:35,027 Katherine kissed... 218 00:09:35,052 --> 00:09:36,594 Alan! I know! 219 00:09:36,619 --> 00:09:38,648 What is... What? I... 220 00:09:38,673 --> 00:09:41,656 So, is your security clearance high enough to open this cage? 221 00:09:41,681 --> 00:09:43,125 Come on, Tyrell! 222 00:09:43,150 --> 00:09:44,548 Coming! 223 00:09:45,036 --> 00:09:46,579 All right, baby, we're headed out. 224 00:09:46,603 --> 00:09:47,823 All right. 225 00:09:47,848 --> 00:09:49,501 We're gonna go change the world. 226 00:09:49,526 --> 00:09:51,079 You guys enjoy watching "SportsCenter". 227 00:09:51,103 --> 00:09:53,111 Hey, Tyrell, hold on for a sec. 228 00:09:53,507 --> 00:09:55,944 I need to talk to you before you go. 229 00:09:58,142 --> 00:09:59,916 Okay. 230 00:09:59,941 --> 00:10:03,099 Okay, we'll, um, wait for you by the elevators. 231 00:10:03,124 --> 00:10:04,125 Okay. 232 00:10:06,656 --> 00:10:08,205 I need to talk to you about today... 233 00:10:08,230 --> 00:10:10,628 What to expect, how to handle yourself. 234 00:10:10,653 --> 00:10:12,152 - I know what you're gonna say. - No, you don't. 235 00:10:12,176 --> 00:10:13,980 Yeah, you're gonna tell me how to be with the police. 236 00:10:14,004 --> 00:10:15,456 - I know all this. - Yeah, well, I need to know 237 00:10:15,480 --> 00:10:16,971 that you heard it from me, so you're gonna shut up 238 00:10:16,995 --> 00:10:18,900 and listen for a second, okay? 239 00:10:21,669 --> 00:10:22,821 When you are out there today, 240 00:10:22,845 --> 00:10:25,033 you are gonna see some things... 241 00:10:25,712 --> 00:10:27,283 that anger you. 242 00:10:27,514 --> 00:10:30,343 Do not engage the police. 243 00:10:30,368 --> 00:10:31,761 Don't even talk to 'em. 244 00:10:31,786 --> 00:10:34,434 You stay as close to Regina and Florence as you can. 245 00:10:34,459 --> 00:10:36,176 I know your phone's usually charged, but double check it, 246 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:37,533 triple check it. 247 00:10:37,558 --> 00:10:40,865 And you contact me if anything happens. 248 00:10:41,075 --> 00:10:43,595 There are police out there 249 00:10:43,620 --> 00:10:46,455 looking for a reason to take your life. 250 00:10:47,516 --> 00:10:51,321 Young man, do not give them a reason. 251 00:10:51,346 --> 00:10:53,830 Your job is not to be a hero today. 252 00:10:54,521 --> 00:10:56,740 Your job is to come home. 253 00:10:59,353 --> 00:11:00,834 Okay. 254 00:11:00,869 --> 00:11:02,357 I'll be careful. 255 00:11:02,517 --> 00:11:04,402 Good. 256 00:11:04,465 --> 00:11:05,988 Now, go change the world. 257 00:11:15,762 --> 00:11:18,895 Well, Tiffany, it's a tough time, 258 00:11:18,920 --> 00:11:21,408 and feeling anxious is natural, 259 00:11:21,433 --> 00:11:24,262 even for those of us who usually aren't. 260 00:11:24,397 --> 00:11:28,401 Uh, one way to help manage anxiety is exercise. 261 00:11:28,426 --> 00:11:30,313 I actually really enjoy running. 262 00:11:30,338 --> 00:11:31,431 Me, too. 263 00:11:31,456 --> 00:11:33,689 I went for a run this morning. 264 00:11:34,283 --> 00:11:35,697 Yeah. 265 00:11:36,062 --> 00:11:37,759 But after learning about Ahmaud Arbery, 266 00:11:37,784 --> 00:11:39,408 I just don't feel safe doing it. 267 00:11:39,791 --> 00:11:42,433 And I'm not sleeping well 268 00:11:42,458 --> 00:11:44,923 because I keep thinking about Breonna Taylor. 269 00:11:45,428 --> 00:11:48,689 What happened to her happened in her bed. 270 00:11:49,164 --> 00:11:52,733 As a Black woman, I don't feel safe in my own body... 271 00:11:52,758 --> 00:11:55,267 anywhere, especially right now, 272 00:11:55,292 --> 00:11:57,972 - and I-I don't know how to fix it. - I'm really sorry. 273 00:11:58,935 --> 00:12:01,150 Uh, do you have a therapist? 274 00:12:01,820 --> 00:12:06,627 I-I met with a couple people, but none of them felt right. 275 00:12:06,652 --> 00:12:10,656 It just didn't feel like we have the same life experiences. 276 00:12:10,681 --> 00:12:14,099 I-I think it would help you to have a-a therapist 277 00:12:14,124 --> 00:12:15,821 - who could validate and support you. - Oh, gosh. 278 00:12:15,845 --> 00:12:18,678 I actually have a colleague that I think that you would really like. 279 00:12:18,703 --> 00:12:19,929 Really? 280 00:12:19,954 --> 00:12:22,842 In addition to being an exceptional therapist... 281 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:24,874 Dr. Madison is also a Black woman, 282 00:12:24,899 --> 00:12:26,243 and so I think that she might be able 283 00:12:26,267 --> 00:12:28,399 to identify with you more closely. 284 00:12:28,451 --> 00:12:30,507 Uh, let me give you her number. It's... 285 00:12:30,532 --> 00:12:33,032 I had to cut you off 10 seconds ago. 286 00:12:33,481 --> 00:12:37,427 I'm really sorry, but Dr. Stacy was... 287 00:12:37,452 --> 00:12:38,914 vocal. 288 00:12:40,952 --> 00:12:43,955 W... D-Do you at least have a contact for Tiffany? 289 00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:46,274 I want to give her my colleague's information. 290 00:12:46,678 --> 00:12:49,464 Well, Dr. Stacy doesn't really like 291 00:12:49,489 --> 00:12:52,000 when people try to do that sort of thing. 292 00:12:52,442 --> 00:12:53,921 What sort of thing? Helping people? 293 00:12:53,946 --> 00:12:55,967 I... Mm. I'm sorry. 294 00:12:55,992 --> 00:12:58,774 I just... I need to talk to Dr. Stacy myself. 295 00:12:59,430 --> 00:13:02,958 Is that something you might want to do after hours? 296 00:13:06,930 --> 00:13:08,893 - Hey, Gary. - Gina. 297 00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:11,374 Darce and I are setting up with Ed, Katherine, and Theo. 298 00:13:11,399 --> 00:13:13,288 I gotta grab the rest of the stuff from my car. 299 00:13:13,313 --> 00:13:14,774 "Oh, we can help you"... 300 00:13:14,799 --> 00:13:17,336 - I'm Florence, by the way. - Oh, I know who you are. 301 00:13:17,361 --> 00:13:19,991 We've heard all about you. Welcome to the family. 302 00:13:20,016 --> 00:13:23,547 I'm Gary... the popular, funny stepson. 303 00:13:24,282 --> 00:13:25,867 - After you. - Yeah. 304 00:13:25,892 --> 00:13:27,633 - Just wait up, Gary. - Yeah. 305 00:13:27,861 --> 00:13:30,872 Um... just, with everything going on... 306 00:13:30,897 --> 00:13:33,029 R-Rome was... was worried... 307 00:13:33,054 --> 00:13:34,978 that today might be too much for him. 308 00:13:35,602 --> 00:13:36,662 Oh. 309 00:13:36,687 --> 00:13:38,531 Yeah, so, he's not coming. 310 00:13:38,556 --> 00:13:40,204 Yeah, okay. 311 00:13:40,671 --> 00:13:42,710 I just don't think I can limit everything I have to say 312 00:13:42,734 --> 00:13:44,736 - to one sign. - Well, then, don't. 313 00:13:44,971 --> 00:13:46,929 Wait, wait, wait. Hold on, Mom. Stop. 314 00:13:46,954 --> 00:13:48,845 - I don't see any... - Glitter? 315 00:13:49,175 --> 00:13:51,849 Ah, you are the best. 316 00:13:51,874 --> 00:13:54,195 Apparently, glitter's the best, but I'm a close second. 317 00:13:57,805 --> 00:13:59,155 Alan! 318 00:14:09,502 --> 00:14:11,869 Hey. Um... Tyrell invited me 319 00:14:11,894 --> 00:14:14,444 to join him and Regina at the protest. I didn't... 320 00:14:15,550 --> 00:14:17,639 I didn't realize so many people would be here. 321 00:14:21,169 --> 00:14:22,388 Hm. 322 00:14:23,671 --> 00:14:27,276 Well, um... today is about as many people 323 00:14:27,301 --> 00:14:28,911 coming together as possible, right? 324 00:14:28,936 --> 00:14:31,193 Totally. It's all about the numbers. 325 00:14:31,218 --> 00:14:34,221 Worked for the bus boycott, and it's gonna work here. 326 00:14:34,246 --> 00:14:36,074 Now, I just need a bigger set of hands 327 00:14:36,099 --> 00:14:37,578 to get this glitter open. 328 00:14:37,603 --> 00:14:39,755 Okay. I'll get that for you, pal. 329 00:14:39,780 --> 00:14:40,918 Here we go. 330 00:14:40,943 --> 00:14:42,466 I can handle that. 331 00:14:43,828 --> 00:14:45,960 How are you feeling about today? 332 00:14:46,252 --> 00:14:48,123 Whew. Anxious. 333 00:14:48,148 --> 00:14:49,577 Nervous. 334 00:14:49,845 --> 00:14:51,194 And heartbroken. 335 00:14:51,219 --> 00:14:52,935 Mm. 336 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:55,614 And to be honest, a little ashamed 337 00:14:55,639 --> 00:14:57,749 that this is my first protest. 338 00:14:59,289 --> 00:15:01,639 The important thing is that you're here now. 339 00:15:01,811 --> 00:15:03,764 Yeah. 340 00:15:03,789 --> 00:15:07,225 But I-I should have gotten involved a long time ago. 341 00:15:07,698 --> 00:15:09,448 I just felt like my whole life, 342 00:15:09,473 --> 00:15:11,303 I've been straddling two worlds. 343 00:15:11,625 --> 00:15:13,844 After my parents got divorced, 344 00:15:13,869 --> 00:15:16,916 I went to mostly all-white schools, 345 00:15:16,941 --> 00:15:18,893 was raised by... mainly by my mom 346 00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:20,928 and her side of the family. 347 00:15:21,287 --> 00:15:23,854 I didn't know how to fit in half the time, 348 00:15:23,879 --> 00:15:26,780 let alone be political or... 349 00:15:27,663 --> 00:15:30,687 I'd experience racism in school, 350 00:15:30,712 --> 00:15:33,168 and then go home to my mom, 351 00:15:33,193 --> 00:15:35,717 who looked just like the people who hurt me. 352 00:15:36,630 --> 00:15:39,538 I didn't know how to articulate what it was like for me. 353 00:15:40,706 --> 00:15:44,452 You know, and I didn't want to hurt her or worry her. 354 00:15:45,876 --> 00:15:48,879 But in not saying something, 355 00:15:48,904 --> 00:15:52,553 it felt like I wasn't being true to my other half. 356 00:15:55,103 --> 00:15:58,193 Is that why you said you were going for your father? 357 00:15:58,327 --> 00:15:59,741 Yeah. 358 00:16:00,422 --> 00:16:03,241 And not just him... His entire side of the family. 359 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:05,889 To make them proud. 360 00:16:06,618 --> 00:16:09,508 To prove to them that I haven't forgotten who I am. 361 00:16:09,533 --> 00:16:11,423 You're also going for you, Gina. 362 00:16:13,059 --> 00:16:14,717 This is yours, too. 363 00:16:15,322 --> 00:16:16,472 I know. 364 00:16:20,457 --> 00:16:23,805 But sometimes, I feel like I don't have the right to say that. 365 00:16:24,461 --> 00:16:25,756 Yeah. 366 00:16:25,781 --> 00:16:27,953 Which is why I said it. 367 00:16:37,543 --> 00:16:39,961 - I'll be back. - Yeah. 368 00:16:41,652 --> 00:16:44,272 Hey, Alan, can you help me glue this? 369 00:16:44,297 --> 00:16:45,874 I'm too young to use a glue gun, 370 00:16:45,899 --> 00:16:47,672 and glitter won't stick on its own. 371 00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:50,065 Um... 372 00:16:52,446 --> 00:16:54,844 Yeah. Yeah. Come around here. 373 00:16:56,422 --> 00:16:58,234 Uh-oh. 374 00:16:58,259 --> 00:17:00,203 Alright. You ready for this? 375 00:17:00,228 --> 00:17:02,256 Now, just put that down. Be really careful. 376 00:17:02,281 --> 00:17:05,522 Hey, if you want, I can just ask him to leave. 377 00:17:05,547 --> 00:17:07,026 No. 378 00:17:07,088 --> 00:17:10,613 That would just make Theo have more questions. 379 00:17:10,755 --> 00:17:11,797 Perfect. 380 00:17:12,001 --> 00:17:14,269 It still needs a little more glitter. 381 00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:15,705 More glitter? All right. 382 00:17:15,730 --> 00:17:17,730 - When in doubt, more glitter, right? - Not enough. 383 00:17:18,193 --> 00:17:20,789 I like to live dangerously. Okay. 384 00:17:20,961 --> 00:17:22,606 Yeah. Okay. 385 00:17:22,668 --> 00:17:23,756 Okay. 386 00:17:23,976 --> 00:17:26,977 That was Keke. She said Boston Common is already packed, 387 00:17:27,002 --> 00:17:29,067 so we should get going if we still want to find them. 388 00:17:29,091 --> 00:17:32,504 Uh... people are still working on their posters. 389 00:17:32,529 --> 00:17:33,899 No problem. I can just head out now 390 00:17:33,923 --> 00:17:35,828 and see you guys when you get there? 391 00:17:37,924 --> 00:17:39,752 Hold up! 392 00:17:40,338 --> 00:17:42,340 You think that we're gonna come all the way here 393 00:17:42,365 --> 00:17:44,019 and not meet the famous Keke, 394 00:17:44,044 --> 00:17:46,077 who may or may not be your boo? 395 00:17:49,369 --> 00:17:51,014 Lead the way, young man. 396 00:17:52,064 --> 00:17:54,153 I'll tell the others we're going ahead. 397 00:17:59,328 --> 00:18:00,764 Last one! 398 00:18:00,789 --> 00:18:02,566 There's one more sign left! 399 00:18:02,591 --> 00:18:04,275 - Who wants it? You want it? - Where are Gina and Rome? 400 00:18:04,299 --> 00:18:06,582 Yeah. There we go. Hold it high, 401 00:18:06,607 --> 00:18:08,672 not just because the glitter's not dry yet. 402 00:18:08,697 --> 00:18:10,977 People love your posters, T. 403 00:18:11,002 --> 00:18:12,303 They went really fast. 404 00:18:12,328 --> 00:18:13,483 Yeah. 405 00:18:13,508 --> 00:18:16,722 Uh... I have to go to the bathroom. 406 00:18:16,747 --> 00:18:19,500 Theo, I specifically asked... 407 00:18:19,525 --> 00:18:20,770 Sorry, Mom. When you asked, 408 00:18:20,795 --> 00:18:22,449 I was focused on justice. 409 00:18:22,474 --> 00:18:25,774 - All right. We'll meet you back here. - Sure, yeah. 410 00:18:30,829 --> 00:18:32,412 Beautiful day, huh? 411 00:18:32,437 --> 00:18:33,998 It's the best. 412 00:18:35,055 --> 00:18:36,584 No peace! 413 00:18:37,434 --> 00:18:39,615 This is a caller who really needs someone 414 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:42,788 that can identify with her lived experience. 415 00:18:42,813 --> 00:18:45,694 Okay, listen, Maggie, that's not the point. 416 00:18:45,719 --> 00:18:47,913 Whether your friend is good or not, 417 00:18:47,938 --> 00:18:50,288 we're not going to give out free promotion. 418 00:18:50,313 --> 00:18:52,819 Ads are how radio stations make money, 419 00:18:52,844 --> 00:18:54,499 which is how I pay your salary. 420 00:18:54,524 --> 00:18:55,998 You got it? 421 00:18:56,643 --> 00:18:57,807 Got it. 422 00:18:57,832 --> 00:18:59,100 Good. 423 00:18:59,125 --> 00:19:01,877 Great use of my lunch break, Claudia. Thanks. 424 00:19:07,707 --> 00:19:09,203 Well, in addition to real estate, 425 00:19:09,228 --> 00:19:10,845 I do a lot of work with immigration, 426 00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:12,474 which is how I met Tyrell, 427 00:19:12,499 --> 00:19:14,022 and I work with this AAPI group 428 00:19:14,047 --> 00:19:15,310 trying to combat violence, 429 00:19:15,335 --> 00:19:17,103 which has really gone up this year. 430 00:19:17,128 --> 00:19:19,655 And then I also kind of teach this kind of kickboxing class 431 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,571 on the side, but that's just for fun. 432 00:19:21,595 --> 00:19:23,289 I'm also an avid runner. 433 00:19:23,314 --> 00:19:25,913 Wow, you really pack it in. 434 00:19:26,460 --> 00:19:27,854 Yeah, what else? Um, there's... 435 00:19:27,879 --> 00:19:29,185 Hey. Where's, uh... 436 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:30,405 Where's Theo? 437 00:19:30,740 --> 00:19:32,581 What do you mean? You took him to the bathroom. 438 00:19:32,606 --> 00:19:35,061 Yeah, but then I decided to go 439 00:19:35,086 --> 00:19:37,148 and he said he was gonna come back and meet you guys. 440 00:19:37,172 --> 00:19:38,300 Oh, my God. 441 00:19:38,325 --> 00:19:39,866 - Theo! - Maybe... Maybe he stopped 442 00:19:39,891 --> 00:19:42,153 along the way. I'm gonna check. You guys wait here. 443 00:19:42,178 --> 00:19:43,463 Yeah. Okay, we'll call if we see him, okay? 444 00:19:43,487 --> 00:19:45,350 - Okay. Theo! - Theo! 445 00:19:45,811 --> 00:19:47,465 Theo! T! 446 00:19:47,490 --> 00:19:49,902 - Theo! - Theo! 447 00:19:49,927 --> 00:19:51,217 Theo! 448 00:19:51,242 --> 00:19:52,808 - Theo! - T! 449 00:19:53,628 --> 00:19:54,977 Hey. Hey, hey. 450 00:19:55,002 --> 00:19:57,405 Isn't... Isn't that one of his signs over there? 451 00:19:57,827 --> 00:20:00,478 And judging on the amount of glitter, I'd say yeah. 452 00:20:00,721 --> 00:20:02,263 Thank you! 453 00:20:03,618 --> 00:20:04,942 Oh. There's my dad. 454 00:20:04,967 --> 00:20:07,185 Theo. There you are. 455 00:20:07,210 --> 00:20:09,184 Uh, I think he headed in the wrong direction 456 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:10,402 and lost sight of you. 457 00:20:10,427 --> 00:20:13,375 - Oh, no. I'm not... - No, that's my dad. 458 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:14,965 Alan's just my mom's friend. 459 00:20:14,990 --> 00:20:17,271 Hey. What's going on? 460 00:20:17,538 --> 00:20:20,106 Um, sorry. My mistake. 461 00:20:20,131 --> 00:20:21,307 Thank you. 462 00:20:21,350 --> 00:20:23,662 He thought you were my dad. 463 00:20:26,921 --> 00:20:28,096 Yeah. 464 00:20:29,607 --> 00:20:31,360 Ha-ha... 465 00:20:36,757 --> 00:20:38,585 Rome, sit down. 466 00:20:38,647 --> 00:20:41,107 And not just because you're blocking the TV. 467 00:20:45,635 --> 00:20:47,629 You're being too hard on yourself. 468 00:20:49,030 --> 00:20:51,250 Nothing wrong with sitting this one out. 469 00:20:51,537 --> 00:20:53,339 Waste of time, anyway. 470 00:20:54,643 --> 00:20:55,882 There's nothing I would like more 471 00:20:55,906 --> 00:20:57,952 than to be out there right now. 472 00:21:01,154 --> 00:21:04,177 When Gina and I were trying to adopt Eve's baby... 473 00:21:05,251 --> 00:21:08,211 it felt so right. 474 00:21:08,885 --> 00:21:12,637 Like... I was meant to help a child navigate 475 00:21:12,662 --> 00:21:14,621 being Black in America. 476 00:21:18,102 --> 00:21:20,646 Maybe it's best I'm not his dad. 477 00:21:21,671 --> 00:21:22,909 I heard what you said to Tyrell. 478 00:21:22,933 --> 00:21:24,154 It was perfect. 479 00:21:24,179 --> 00:21:26,564 Oh, I'm just repeating what you used to say to me. 480 00:21:26,589 --> 00:21:29,462 Like I said... perfect. 481 00:21:30,396 --> 00:21:32,615 But I should be there with him. 482 00:21:33,310 --> 00:21:35,181 Right now. 483 00:21:35,206 --> 00:21:37,009 But I can't. 484 00:21:37,034 --> 00:21:38,535 And it's not because of what might happen today 485 00:21:38,559 --> 00:21:40,256 or what might happen tomorrow. 486 00:21:40,281 --> 00:21:44,256 It's because of what might happen a month from now. 487 00:21:45,858 --> 00:21:46,859 A year from now. 488 00:21:46,884 --> 00:21:48,524 What are you talking about? 489 00:21:48,587 --> 00:21:50,153 I was reading about this dude. 490 00:21:50,178 --> 00:21:52,136 He was a protestor out in Ferguson. 491 00:21:52,313 --> 00:21:54,008 On the front lines. 492 00:21:54,274 --> 00:21:57,896 A hero, showing his kids by example. 493 00:21:57,925 --> 00:22:01,015 Three years later, he killed himself. 494 00:22:01,259 --> 00:22:03,851 And you think it was because he went to a protest? 495 00:22:03,876 --> 00:22:05,437 No, I think it's because of what followed him 496 00:22:05,461 --> 00:22:07,261 home from the protest, Pop. 497 00:22:07,649 --> 00:22:10,304 The only reason it didn't get me last time 498 00:22:10,329 --> 00:22:11,939 is because I got lucky. 499 00:22:15,855 --> 00:22:17,442 And as I've been dealing with my depression, 500 00:22:17,466 --> 00:22:20,256 I'm realizing it's not just something I'm pre-disposed to. 501 00:22:20,444 --> 00:22:21,965 It's this country. 502 00:22:21,990 --> 00:22:23,864 This world and all the things... 503 00:22:23,889 --> 00:22:26,459 All the things, every day, 504 00:22:26,841 --> 00:22:28,626 making me feel like an unwanted guest 505 00:22:28,651 --> 00:22:30,610 in my own home. 506 00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,201 Believe me, I understand. 507 00:22:38,226 --> 00:22:40,184 Mm? 508 00:22:41,088 --> 00:22:43,511 I was 11 years old when your grandfather showed me 509 00:22:43,536 --> 00:22:46,303 Emmett Till's photo in Jet magazine. 510 00:22:47,151 --> 00:22:48,892 It's still there. 511 00:22:49,372 --> 00:22:51,201 Burned into my mind. 512 00:22:51,715 --> 00:22:54,805 I've been looking at this a whole lot longer than you. 513 00:22:55,819 --> 00:22:57,959 I saw it here, 514 00:22:59,029 --> 00:23:01,154 I saw it in Vietnam, 515 00:23:02,312 --> 00:23:04,140 and I came back home and saw it 516 00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:08,735 over and over and over again. 517 00:23:10,806 --> 00:23:12,851 That's what it's meant to be us. 518 00:23:14,372 --> 00:23:18,332 To live feeling like death is breathing on your back. 519 00:23:21,155 --> 00:23:24,594 And they're still out there thinking posters can fix that. 520 00:23:27,033 --> 00:23:29,678 I never knew you felt like that. 521 00:23:30,365 --> 00:23:32,404 Didn't want you to know. 522 00:23:33,717 --> 00:23:35,709 Maybe I was wrong for that. 523 00:23:39,766 --> 00:23:42,709 Well, I feel like I have a responsibility 524 00:23:42,734 --> 00:23:45,660 to see Tyrell do this and make sure 525 00:23:45,685 --> 00:23:48,973 that everything I know he's feeling 526 00:23:48,998 --> 00:23:50,756 doesn't get the best of him. 527 00:23:55,601 --> 00:23:57,647 I'm scared for him, Pop. 528 00:24:03,748 --> 00:24:05,140 All right. 529 00:24:07,055 --> 00:24:09,405 Where you going? We were just having a moment. 530 00:24:10,318 --> 00:24:12,451 I got a protest to get to. 531 00:24:13,008 --> 00:24:14,247 I thought you didn't believe in that. 532 00:24:14,271 --> 00:24:15,841 I don't. 533 00:24:16,063 --> 00:24:18,365 I'm not going to protest. 534 00:24:19,806 --> 00:24:21,895 I'm going to be there for you. 535 00:24:33,930 --> 00:24:36,760 You need to get busy making tons of stuff. 536 00:24:36,785 --> 00:24:38,674 You have Joan from Hartford who is worried 537 00:24:38,699 --> 00:24:40,603 people treat her differently for being too pretty. 538 00:24:40,627 --> 00:24:42,672 ... with Dr. Maggie Bloom, from her studio 539 00:24:42,697 --> 00:24:44,446 - in Boston, Massachusetts. - Is that... Is this real? 540 00:24:44,470 --> 00:24:46,352 The caller or the problem? 541 00:24:46,402 --> 00:24:48,125 Oh! You're on. 542 00:24:49,942 --> 00:24:52,640 Uh, you're listening to "A Fix in Five" 543 00:24:52,665 --> 00:24:54,754 with Dr. Maggie Bloom, 544 00:24:54,779 --> 00:24:58,328 and my caller for this segment is, um... 545 00:25:01,326 --> 00:25:02,994 Joan from Hartford. 546 00:25:03,019 --> 00:25:04,703 Too pretty. 547 00:25:06,653 --> 00:25:08,358 Actually, uh, I'm... 548 00:25:08,383 --> 00:25:10,596 I'm not going to take a caller. 549 00:25:10,621 --> 00:25:12,841 Instead, I want to let you know 550 00:25:12,866 --> 00:25:15,235 that this is going to be my last segment. 551 00:25:15,260 --> 00:25:17,708 A therapist has to be able to spend the time it takes 552 00:25:17,733 --> 00:25:19,563 to provide real solutions, 553 00:25:19,588 --> 00:25:22,038 and five-minute segments don't allow me to do that. 554 00:25:22,063 --> 00:25:23,826 So, let me just say this very quickly. 555 00:25:23,851 --> 00:25:26,804 Tiffany, I am sorry that we got cut off earlier, 556 00:25:26,829 --> 00:25:29,092 but if you are still listening, please reach out to me 557 00:25:29,117 --> 00:25:32,164 so that you can get the help that you deserve. 558 00:25:32,618 --> 00:25:33,929 Okay. 559 00:25:34,812 --> 00:25:36,553 Signing off for the last time, 560 00:25:36,578 --> 00:25:39,748 uh, two and a half minutes early, I might add. 561 00:25:39,773 --> 00:25:43,865 This has been "A Fix in Five" with Dr. Maggie Bloom. 562 00:25:45,944 --> 00:25:48,173 I have Dr. Stacy calling for you. 563 00:25:48,198 --> 00:25:51,593 Um, tell her I don't have the time. 564 00:25:59,296 --> 00:26:02,077 Don't slow down, Dad. Only two more blocks. 565 00:26:02,768 --> 00:26:05,780 Hey, I'm really sorry about what happened back there. 566 00:26:05,805 --> 00:26:07,116 When Tyrell invited me, 567 00:26:07,141 --> 00:26:09,310 I didn't realize you and your family would be there. 568 00:26:09,335 --> 00:26:12,222 - I didn't mean to... - It's okay, Alan, really. 569 00:26:13,531 --> 00:26:15,576 But, um... 570 00:26:15,835 --> 00:26:19,099 I think it might be best if we kept our distance 571 00:26:19,124 --> 00:26:20,604 for a little while, 572 00:26:20,731 --> 00:26:23,692 so the next time I see you, I can actually see you. 573 00:26:25,515 --> 00:26:26,821 Yeah, about that. 574 00:26:26,846 --> 00:26:29,326 Uh, I probably should tell you. 575 00:26:30,403 --> 00:26:32,749 I've kinda started seeing someone else. 576 00:26:33,766 --> 00:26:35,272 Oh. 577 00:26:36,361 --> 00:26:38,136 My goldfish. 578 00:26:38,161 --> 00:26:39,792 I mean, at this point, she's staying over every night. 579 00:26:39,816 --> 00:26:42,036 Ha-ha. Hilarious. 580 00:26:42,147 --> 00:26:44,994 Deep down inside, I know it was the right decision, 581 00:26:45,019 --> 00:26:48,171 but... doesn't make the fact that I'm sitting here on my sofa 582 00:26:48,196 --> 00:26:50,085 any less frustrating. 583 00:26:50,540 --> 00:26:51,561 I hear you. 584 00:26:51,586 --> 00:26:53,804 And what you're saying makes a lot of sense. 585 00:26:53,829 --> 00:26:55,744 I'm really proud of you for putting 586 00:26:55,769 --> 00:26:57,335 your mental health first. 587 00:26:57,360 --> 00:26:59,680 Yeah, thanks, Maggie. I... 588 00:26:59,705 --> 00:27:01,200 Hey, Maggie, can I call you back? 589 00:27:01,225 --> 00:27:02,533 Yeah, sure. No problem. 590 00:27:03,659 --> 00:27:06,009 Hey, Pop. Is everything okay? 591 00:27:06,541 --> 00:27:07,716 Rome? 592 00:27:07,741 --> 00:27:09,436 Dad, can you hear me? 593 00:27:09,715 --> 00:27:11,847 Rome, she got hurt! 594 00:27:11,909 --> 00:27:14,259 What? W-Who? Who? Florence? 595 00:27:14,284 --> 00:27:15,545 Regina. 596 00:27:15,570 --> 00:27:17,567 They're taking her to the hospital now. 597 00:27:17,592 --> 00:27:19,152 You better get here. 598 00:27:26,185 --> 00:27:27,621 Rome! Tyrell, where is she? 599 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:28,670 They're looking at her right now. 600 00:27:28,694 --> 00:27:30,754 I'm telling you, Rome, we were marching peacefully. 601 00:27:30,779 --> 00:27:32,781 The cops just started pepper-spraying everybody, 602 00:27:32,806 --> 00:27:33,841 so we started running. 603 00:27:33,866 --> 00:27:36,825 This older guy, he tripped, Gina went to help him up, 604 00:27:36,850 --> 00:27:39,284 and this cop pushed her down with his nightstick. 605 00:27:39,309 --> 00:27:40,762 Her head hit the pavement. Oh, my God. 606 00:27:40,786 --> 00:27:42,770 Rome, we tried. They won't let anyone in. 607 00:27:42,795 --> 00:27:44,231 Wait, you're not with Gina? 608 00:27:44,473 --> 00:27:47,410 Hey. Uh, excuse me, sir, my wife, Regina Howard, 609 00:27:47,435 --> 00:27:48,784 she's inside. I need to see her. 610 00:27:48,809 --> 00:27:50,364 Sorry. No visitors beyond this point. 611 00:27:50,389 --> 00:27:52,521 - You're gonna have to wait outside. - No, no. You don't understand. 612 00:27:52,545 --> 00:27:55,170 I-I... She got hurt in the protests. 613 00:27:55,195 --> 00:27:57,240 I am sorry, but because of COVID restrictions, 614 00:27:57,265 --> 00:27:59,484 we can only let people needing medical attention inside. 615 00:27:59,566 --> 00:28:02,497 Well... Well, in that case, I'm dying of a heart attack. 616 00:28:02,522 --> 00:28:03,732 - Sir... - I'm trying to tell you 617 00:28:03,756 --> 00:28:05,958 as nicely as possible, I need to see my wife! 618 00:28:05,983 --> 00:28:08,037 - Hey, Rome, come over here. - Look, I am not going anywhere 619 00:28:08,061 --> 00:28:09,686 - until I see Gina! - But, R-Rome, come on. 620 00:28:09,710 --> 00:28:11,074 Can I please see my wife?! 621 00:28:11,099 --> 00:28:12,841 Just shut up for a second and listen to me. 622 00:28:12,866 --> 00:28:14,102 Come on. 623 00:28:14,127 --> 00:28:15,650 Pull out your phone, okay? 624 00:28:15,675 --> 00:28:17,131 I just gave one of the nurses your phone number. 625 00:28:17,155 --> 00:28:18,971 She's gonna call you any second. 626 00:28:18,996 --> 00:28:20,979 Just stand over here where the cell service is good, 627 00:28:21,003 --> 00:28:22,685 and you'll be able to see Gina. 628 00:28:24,063 --> 00:28:25,848 There she is now. 629 00:28:26,095 --> 00:28:28,107 Thank you. We'll be waiting right here. 630 00:28:29,718 --> 00:28:31,162 Thank you. 631 00:28:31,187 --> 00:28:33,403 Okay, man, I'll just keep trying... I guess. 632 00:28:33,428 --> 00:28:34,560 Yeah. 633 00:28:36,565 --> 00:28:38,474 Albert says Gina hasn't come back. 634 00:28:39,214 --> 00:28:41,477 Yeah, Ed and Katherine are headed home with Theo. 635 00:28:41,502 --> 00:28:43,232 They haven't heard from her, either. 636 00:28:44,045 --> 00:28:45,699 What do we do? Do we... 637 00:28:45,724 --> 00:28:47,048 Should we go look for them? 638 00:28:47,073 --> 00:28:48,923 No. Once you establish a rally point, 639 00:28:48,948 --> 00:28:50,297 you stick to it. 640 00:28:52,097 --> 00:28:54,964 Wow. That was very sexy. 641 00:28:54,989 --> 00:28:56,125 Oh, was it? 642 00:28:56,150 --> 00:28:58,535 - And she peeled off her fanny pack? - Yeah. 643 00:29:00,069 --> 00:29:01,323 Later on, I'm gonna give you 644 00:29:01,348 --> 00:29:03,698 the highest level security clearance. 645 00:29:03,723 --> 00:29:05,072 Mm-hmm. 646 00:29:08,499 --> 00:29:11,091 - Today was a day, huh? - Mm-hmm. 647 00:29:12,139 --> 00:29:14,253 You know, I'm surprised at how many people showed up. 648 00:29:15,474 --> 00:29:17,035 I mean, that was incredible, right? 649 00:29:17,060 --> 00:29:19,583 Yeah. It's too bad Rome couldn't make it. 650 00:29:21,237 --> 00:29:23,786 He was so angry with me this morning. 651 00:29:25,241 --> 00:29:26,661 Hm. 652 00:29:26,686 --> 00:29:29,177 Hey, can I ask you something? 653 00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:33,380 Your dad calls you Junior, and during that talent show, 654 00:29:33,405 --> 00:29:34,457 they called you Javi. 655 00:29:34,482 --> 00:29:36,589 I call you Gary. 656 00:29:38,018 --> 00:29:39,628 What's up with that? 657 00:29:41,388 --> 00:29:43,346 Yeah. That's fair. 658 00:29:46,872 --> 00:29:51,852 I was born Javier Mendez, Jr. 659 00:29:51,877 --> 00:29:54,294 I'm my father's son, and I'm proud of it. 660 00:29:54,967 --> 00:29:56,925 As you recently experienced firsthand, 661 00:29:56,950 --> 00:30:00,997 there is a lot of my dad in me, but unlike him, 662 00:30:01,022 --> 00:30:04,765 people don't assume that I'm Mexican... ever. 663 00:30:05,082 --> 00:30:07,129 Until they realize he is my dad. 664 00:30:07,476 --> 00:30:09,597 Well, I wasn't 100% sure until I met him. 665 00:30:12,611 --> 00:30:14,831 Before he, uh, drove a truck, 666 00:30:14,856 --> 00:30:17,403 he was a custodian at my elementary school. 667 00:30:17,790 --> 00:30:19,618 And at first it was awesome, right? 668 00:30:19,643 --> 00:30:22,083 'Cause we could say hi to each other in the hallway every day. 669 00:30:23,162 --> 00:30:26,552 But then the other kids figured out who he was. 670 00:30:27,438 --> 00:30:29,106 And that's when the jokes started. 671 00:30:31,936 --> 00:30:36,927 It was very racist and awful. 672 00:30:37,406 --> 00:30:40,161 - Kids can be so mean. - Kids are the worst. 673 00:30:40,474 --> 00:30:41,739 Yeah. 674 00:30:41,764 --> 00:30:44,816 Except, of course, for Liam, who is top-notch. 675 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:47,317 That's a good save. 676 00:30:47,889 --> 00:30:49,198 It's the summer before middle school. 677 00:30:49,222 --> 00:30:50,441 I go off to camp, right? 678 00:30:50,466 --> 00:30:53,113 And I have this counselor who is awesome. 679 00:30:53,138 --> 00:30:54,246 He makes everybody laugh. 680 00:30:54,271 --> 00:30:56,071 He doesn't care what anybody thinks. 681 00:30:56,265 --> 00:30:58,167 He knows all the words to "Ice Ice Baby". 682 00:30:59,683 --> 00:31:02,216 - And his name... - Was Gary. 683 00:31:02,618 --> 00:31:03,706 No. 684 00:31:03,731 --> 00:31:05,621 No, his name was Vanilla Ice. 685 00:31:05,646 --> 00:31:07,190 Yeah, that's why he knew all the words to the song... 686 00:31:07,214 --> 00:31:09,477 - It was... it was... it was his song. - Oh, yeah. 687 00:31:09,567 --> 00:31:11,957 Yeah. Yeah, it was Gary. 688 00:31:13,262 --> 00:31:14,960 So, summer ends, and, uh, 689 00:31:14,985 --> 00:31:17,997 I show up... First day at a new school. 690 00:31:18,705 --> 00:31:23,378 I got there early, and I found my homeroom teacher, 691 00:31:23,403 --> 00:31:25,817 and I tell her that, uh... 692 00:31:26,518 --> 00:31:30,589 there's a typo on the attendance sheet. 693 00:31:30,614 --> 00:31:34,893 Where it says "Javier", it should say "Gary". 694 00:31:40,047 --> 00:31:42,223 When I brought my first report card home, 695 00:31:42,248 --> 00:31:45,732 I remember my dad saying, 696 00:31:45,757 --> 00:31:49,099 "How can they evaluate you if they don't even know your name?" 697 00:31:50,934 --> 00:31:53,266 And the look on my face... 698 00:31:54,390 --> 00:31:55,914 told him everything. 699 00:31:58,255 --> 00:31:59,526 He didn't get mad. 700 00:32:01,896 --> 00:32:04,669 He just nodded and, uh... 701 00:32:04,694 --> 00:32:09,554 understood why I had done what I did. 702 00:32:16,174 --> 00:32:17,871 He hasn't called me Javi since. 703 00:32:17,896 --> 00:32:20,019 Not once. It's always Junior. 704 00:32:21,399 --> 00:32:22,886 And a whole lot of Mijo. 705 00:32:27,559 --> 00:32:29,231 I think... 706 00:32:30,056 --> 00:32:34,014 that my dad just wanted to give his half-Mexican son 707 00:32:34,039 --> 00:32:36,044 the best shot of making it... 708 00:32:36,911 --> 00:32:38,581 in a pretty White world. 709 00:32:40,331 --> 00:32:42,403 Hmm. 710 00:32:43,589 --> 00:32:46,028 Maybe that's why Rome was so upset. 711 00:32:46,934 --> 00:32:49,551 How? I've... I've never told him that story. 712 00:32:49,576 --> 00:32:50,785 He doesn't know about my name. 713 00:32:50,810 --> 00:32:53,192 - He... - No, but, um... 714 00:32:53,859 --> 00:32:55,861 he knows you get to choose. 715 00:33:00,820 --> 00:33:02,344 Right. 716 00:33:02,369 --> 00:33:04,416 Yes, Rome. I'm fine. 717 00:33:05,599 --> 00:33:08,210 Although, I think maybe they need to test me again, 718 00:33:08,235 --> 00:33:12,008 because I don't remember buying such a fancy phone case. 719 00:33:13,801 --> 00:33:16,211 Babe, you're using the nurse's cellphone. 720 00:33:16,777 --> 00:33:18,017 I knew that. 721 00:33:18,813 --> 00:33:21,278 I'm fine, babe. I promise. 722 00:33:22,747 --> 00:33:25,152 But she was so nice to let me use her phone. 723 00:33:25,177 --> 00:33:26,519 Thank you, man. 724 00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:31,801 So, tell me what happened. 725 00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:37,410 You okay? 726 00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:39,146 No. 727 00:33:41,647 --> 00:33:44,258 If I had gotten to the protest five minutes sooner... 728 00:33:44,283 --> 00:33:47,627 Then you'd both be laying in hospital beds right now. 729 00:33:50,376 --> 00:33:53,441 It was nice to see you at a protest. 730 00:33:54,770 --> 00:33:56,706 Well, that's a nicer greeting than you would've given me 731 00:33:56,730 --> 00:33:59,124 when I came back from 'Nam. 732 00:33:59,299 --> 00:34:02,207 We weren't supposed to be there in the first place. 733 00:34:07,161 --> 00:34:09,441 My brother was also there. 734 00:34:11,310 --> 00:34:14,074 And he wasn't lucky enough to come back. 735 00:34:15,575 --> 00:34:17,503 I didn't know. 736 00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:21,902 I'm sorry. 737 00:34:22,758 --> 00:34:25,038 Sometimes I wonder if 738 00:34:25,063 --> 00:34:27,891 we had started protesting earlier and louder, 739 00:34:27,916 --> 00:34:29,910 if he'd still be here. 740 00:34:30,782 --> 00:34:34,177 And I would also like to think that because of our efforts, 741 00:34:34,202 --> 00:34:36,714 we got you home. 742 00:34:37,964 --> 00:34:39,487 Thank you. 743 00:34:48,452 --> 00:34:50,709 Okay. She's okay. 744 00:34:51,306 --> 00:34:53,388 She's being discharged. 745 00:34:54,476 --> 00:34:56,156 That's good. 746 00:34:56,181 --> 00:34:58,357 I'll give you two a minute. 747 00:34:58,709 --> 00:35:00,904 Just get over there already. 748 00:35:01,360 --> 00:35:03,188 What about you, son? 749 00:35:04,677 --> 00:35:06,365 You okay? 750 00:35:23,597 --> 00:35:25,077 Yeah. 751 00:35:25,104 --> 00:35:27,448 Well, I'm glad you're alright, Gina. 752 00:35:27,473 --> 00:35:29,654 Let us know if you need anything, okay? 753 00:35:30,215 --> 00:35:31,904 Bye. 754 00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:34,716 How is she? 755 00:35:35,664 --> 00:35:37,675 Pretty banged up, 756 00:35:37,700 --> 00:35:40,181 but, I mean, they let her go home, 757 00:35:40,206 --> 00:35:42,773 so she must be okay. 758 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:48,474 Thanks for being so understanding about Alan. 759 00:35:49,625 --> 00:35:52,115 I had no idea he was gonna be there. 760 00:35:52,583 --> 00:35:53,890 I know. 761 00:35:57,348 --> 00:35:59,132 And just so you know, I told him that 762 00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:01,333 we shouldn't see each other again for a while. 763 00:36:06,908 --> 00:36:08,576 What is it? 764 00:36:10,472 --> 00:36:12,257 I should've known about the mask. 765 00:36:16,154 --> 00:36:18,673 When that kid in Theo's class said he needed to wear one, 766 00:36:18,698 --> 00:36:20,395 I should've known what that meant. 767 00:36:22,658 --> 00:36:26,314 I think my embarrassment over not knowing 768 00:36:26,339 --> 00:36:28,167 was part of the reason why I lost it 769 00:36:28,192 --> 00:36:29,848 on the front end of our neighbor's car. 770 00:36:34,182 --> 00:36:35,855 I've let you two down a lot lately. 771 00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:38,787 - Eddie... - No. No, uh... 772 00:36:39,762 --> 00:36:40,957 I'm not saying that 'cause I want you 773 00:36:40,981 --> 00:36:42,461 to make me feel better about it. 774 00:36:42,486 --> 00:36:44,662 I'm saying that because I should have said it before. 775 00:37:03,894 --> 00:37:06,375 Hey, Claudia. Is everything okay? 776 00:37:06,407 --> 00:37:08,844 I, uh, assumed since we were on Zoom 777 00:37:08,869 --> 00:37:11,173 that I didn't need to clean out my desk. 778 00:37:11,577 --> 00:37:13,840 Dr. Stacy wanted me to inform you 779 00:37:13,865 --> 00:37:16,390 that your on-air antics weren't taken lightly, 780 00:37:16,415 --> 00:37:18,374 that you violated multiple company policies, 781 00:37:18,399 --> 00:37:21,556 and that your services are no longer required. 782 00:37:21,964 --> 00:37:23,414 Yeah, also, I quit. 783 00:37:23,736 --> 00:37:25,361 You totally did! 784 00:37:25,386 --> 00:37:28,302 And she's super pissed. 785 00:37:28,830 --> 00:37:31,659 Which brings me to why I'm calling. 786 00:37:31,684 --> 00:37:33,512 I just sent you Tiffany's contact info 787 00:37:33,537 --> 00:37:36,105 so you can send her your therapist recommendation. 788 00:37:36,271 --> 00:37:39,232 And while I was doing that, I "accidentally" sent you 789 00:37:39,257 --> 00:37:40,910 a list of companies we've worked with 790 00:37:40,935 --> 00:37:44,393 that would love to sponsor a podcast like yours. 791 00:37:44,418 --> 00:37:46,848 Wow. Thanks. 792 00:37:46,873 --> 00:37:48,427 Thank you. 793 00:37:48,763 --> 00:37:51,331 I-I've been here for three years, 794 00:37:51,356 --> 00:37:55,278 and you're the first person I met who genuinely cares. 795 00:37:55,303 --> 00:37:57,337 I knew you wouldn't last. 796 00:38:04,089 --> 00:38:05,481 Who is it? 797 00:38:05,715 --> 00:38:08,544 Whatever version of Gary gets you to open the door. 798 00:38:13,710 --> 00:38:15,877 - Hey. - Hey. 799 00:38:15,902 --> 00:38:17,120 Gina's fine, man. 800 00:38:17,145 --> 00:38:19,278 You didn't need to come all the way over here. 801 00:38:19,741 --> 00:38:21,481 Good. 802 00:38:21,864 --> 00:38:23,685 I came to see you. 803 00:38:24,824 --> 00:38:26,304 Oh? 804 00:38:29,138 --> 00:38:32,958 Uh... To say that I'm sorry. 805 00:38:33,582 --> 00:38:35,974 I didn't realize until today... 806 00:38:40,859 --> 00:38:42,382 When I knocked out that dude 807 00:38:42,407 --> 00:38:44,278 at Sophie's softball game last year, 808 00:38:44,303 --> 00:38:46,435 I didn't realize how much danger I was putting you in, 809 00:38:46,460 --> 00:38:48,956 and... and... and then you were good enough 810 00:38:48,981 --> 00:38:51,549 to explain it to me, and I still didn't get it. 811 00:38:53,654 --> 00:38:56,570 Man, I got a lot of my own stuff that I have been avoiding 812 00:38:56,595 --> 00:38:59,182 for a long time, and... 813 00:39:00,589 --> 00:39:02,518 I want to deal with it. 814 00:39:04,796 --> 00:39:09,373 Coming here is the start... 815 00:39:09,398 --> 00:39:11,187 The start... 816 00:39:11,803 --> 00:39:13,656 of me trying to do better. 817 00:39:15,580 --> 00:39:16,807 You're right. 818 00:39:16,832 --> 00:39:19,182 Today's protest was not just for you. 819 00:39:19,207 --> 00:39:20,774 It was for me, too. 820 00:39:20,836 --> 00:39:22,229 I know that. 821 00:39:24,952 --> 00:39:28,312 A-And that's why I gotta tell you, I'm very... 822 00:39:29,342 --> 00:39:30,703 very disappointed 823 00:39:30,728 --> 00:39:32,975 that you weren't there for me today, man. 824 00:39:34,156 --> 00:39:36,336 Dude, you are an ass. 825 00:39:36,361 --> 00:39:38,307 Which is the third reason that I'm here, 826 00:39:38,332 --> 00:39:39,748 is to make sure that you know that. 827 00:39:39,773 --> 00:39:41,529 - Oh, yeah. I-I do. - Okay. 828 00:39:41,554 --> 00:39:43,273 It's clear. 829 00:39:43,903 --> 00:39:45,367 All right. 830 00:39:45,652 --> 00:39:47,958 Uh, well, in that case, just, uh, do me a solid, 831 00:39:47,983 --> 00:39:50,319 and, uh, make sure my girlfriend's okay. 832 00:39:50,344 --> 00:39:52,742 - Shut... Leave. Leave my house. - Okay. 833 00:39:52,767 --> 00:39:55,324 And, uh, y-you didn't really knock that dude out 834 00:39:55,349 --> 00:39:56,609 at the s-softball game. 835 00:39:56,634 --> 00:39:58,171 You sucker punched the dude, and he got right back up. 836 00:39:58,195 --> 00:40:00,446 He did not... He didn't get right back up. 837 00:40:00,471 --> 00:40:02,810 - You got your ass beat, dude. - Really. 838 00:40:04,727 --> 00:40:06,929 Ah. 839 00:40:11,778 --> 00:40:13,236 Hey. 840 00:40:15,153 --> 00:40:18,459 I, uh, talked to Maggie and Katherine 841 00:40:18,484 --> 00:40:21,231 and Darcy and Florence. 842 00:40:21,785 --> 00:40:23,613 The first time I called Florence, 843 00:40:23,638 --> 00:40:26,007 I accidentally hit "Florist." 844 00:40:26,032 --> 00:40:29,209 It took us a good 90 seconds before either of us realized. 845 00:40:31,697 --> 00:40:35,139 But on the plus side, we have "get well" calla lilies 846 00:40:35,164 --> 00:40:36,774 arriving tomorrow morning. 847 00:40:39,630 --> 00:40:42,371 Oh. And... And by the way, 848 00:40:42,396 --> 00:40:45,007 apparently I was so appreciative of the nurse 849 00:40:45,032 --> 00:40:47,620 who let me use her phone that I agreed to marry her. 850 00:40:49,297 --> 00:40:50,510 We'll work it out. 851 00:40:55,004 --> 00:40:56,989 Okay, just... 852 00:40:57,014 --> 00:40:58,895 say it, Rome. 853 00:41:00,215 --> 00:41:04,308 Just say, "I knew something bad would happen today." 854 00:41:05,879 --> 00:41:07,825 I had to be there. 855 00:41:08,231 --> 00:41:11,093 So, whatever it is you have to say, just say it. 856 00:41:13,664 --> 00:41:15,570 Okay. 857 00:41:17,685 --> 00:41:20,726 When I got the call from my dad that you were hurt, 858 00:41:21,106 --> 00:41:24,065 I got a tiny glimpse of what it must have been like 859 00:41:24,090 --> 00:41:27,528 for you to find my suicide note. 860 00:41:29,593 --> 00:41:31,551 To have to wonder what it would be like 861 00:41:31,576 --> 00:41:34,492 if I just was suddenly gone. 862 00:41:34,739 --> 00:41:37,208 And I am so sorry to put you through that. 863 00:41:37,233 --> 00:41:39,859 We have been through so much together. 864 00:41:41,368 --> 00:41:43,718 But you said it best... 865 00:41:44,202 --> 00:41:48,076 You are not the best part of my life. 866 00:41:48,244 --> 00:41:52,929 Regina Howard, you are my life. 867 00:41:53,922 --> 00:41:55,984 And I love you... 868 00:41:56,009 --> 00:41:58,350 more than anything in this world. 869 00:41:59,398 --> 00:42:01,102 I love you so much. 870 00:42:08,194 --> 00:42:11,415 I'm so glad we got this king-size bed. 871 00:42:11,634 --> 00:42:13,157 'Cause I-I really don't know 872 00:42:13,182 --> 00:42:14,655 where else the nurse would fit. 873 00:42:16,519 --> 00:42:18,491 Be quiet. 874 00:42:22,824 --> 00:42:25,824 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 63553

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