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[♪♪]
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♪ I woke up to the morning sky
first ♪
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Richard: At the start of
Medical School,
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you and your classmates
stand together,
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wearing your lab coats
for the first time,
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and you take an oath.
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♪ When I get up
off this ground ♪
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♪ I shake leaves back down
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- ♪ To the brown, brown, brown ♪
- [ Horns honking ] - [ Indistinct shouting ]
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♪ Till I'm clean
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Crowd: [ Chanting ]
No justice! No peace!
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- [ Horn honks ]
- No justice! No peace!
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No justice! No peace!
No justice! No peace!
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Equality right now!
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- Equality right now!
- Stand up!
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♪ My sisters and my brothers,
see them like no other ♪
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♪ All my favorite colors
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[♪♪]
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♪ It's a good day to be,
a good day for me ♪
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The oath has many versions,
but each boils down to this...
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The practice of medicine
should be humane and kind.
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♪ My sisters and my brothers,
they see them like no other ♪
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♪ All my favorite colors
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
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It turns out there's a catch
they don't tell you about...
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Medicine mimics
the world it lives in.
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
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[ Sighs ]
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[ Door opens ]
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Hey.
Brought coffee.
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You see
Richard's e-mail?
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I can't look at my phone without
50 news alerts popping up.
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It's like it's cursed.
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He told the staff to take time
if they need it.
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To rest, protest.
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Worry about whether
their fiancé's gonna make it
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across country
in one piece?
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Anything.
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He understands.
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[♪♪]
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[ Cellphone chimes ]
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[ Groans ]
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[ Sighs ] If I keep staring
at this wall,
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I'm just gonna burn a hole
into it.
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♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
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I should go.
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And in this world,
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humanity and kindness
are often in short supply.
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♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
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I canceled the few elective
surgeries we had scheduled,
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told the blood bank to be
on high alert,
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and put five vents on standby
for incoming traumas.
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- We'll have the tent outsidefor walk-ups.
- Mm-hmm.
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Mnh. You think
that'll be enough for us?
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- I think it'll have to be.
- [ Sighs ]
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We've just barely got
our bearings in this pandemic...
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Now this.
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Well, revolutions
don't schedule appointments.
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[ Sighs ]
Mnh!
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[ Sighs ]
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You good?
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I... I just want to be doing
something I know how to do.
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Well, you've done everything
you could to prepare.
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Now, look, I'll come back
if you need me.
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It may take me some time
to get here, but I-I'll make it.
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Wait, back...
Back from where?
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I'm protesting, Bailey.
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Something important
is happening out there,
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and I'm
not gonna miss it...
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These moments
save lives, too.
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You go give 'em hell.
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[♪♪]
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I'm so grateful
that you came in today.
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Not that I would ask a Black man
not to march.
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No, but you can text me
eight times,
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asking if I'm coming in, though.
[ Chuckles ]
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Mnh-mnh!
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That was my phone
that did that.
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- Oh, okay.
- It's new.
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- Uh-huh.
- [ Chuckles ]
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No, I almost called in a sub,
honestly,
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but we're barely hanging on
with COVID,
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so I figured
they'll need me.
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Speaking of which,
did you read my proposal
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for setting up the free
COVID testing and treatment site
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for low-income patients?
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I mean,
Ortiz's connections...
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I think we can make
a real impact.
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You know we're barely keeping
the lights on as it is, baby.
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But I will revisit it
when the revenues improve.
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You want us to wait
till COVID's over
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before we can open
a COVID site, Mom?
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Come on. Okay?
Dr. Ortiz
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and I put a lot of really good
time and effort into this.
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She's got great ideas.
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Just let me get through
this week, okay?
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- I'm late for my meeting.
- Ah.
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- Love you.
- This week.
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Avery.
You got a second?
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Hey, everything okay?
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I've been better, mate.
[ Breathes sharply ]
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[♪♪]
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I don't have much time.
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It's all hands on deck
here.
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Probably won't even have
a chance to shower
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before I see you tonight,
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but I just wanted to see
your face.
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Well [sighs]
this is it.
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My exhausted,
driving-for-three-days face.
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I feel like we chose
the worst time ever
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for you to make
this drive.
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Nah. The sooner I'm with you,
the better.
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Well, what'd you think of the
apartment listing I sent you?
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I haven't even looked at it yet.
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Maggie.
[ Chuckles ]
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It's just...
I have not been able to focus
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on anything besides work
and the news and you driving.
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I get it, baby.
I get it.
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But as far as I can tell,
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Seattle real estate is the
Hunger Games with kitchens.
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- [ Chuckles ]
- So, if
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I want this place,
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I'm gonna need to make
an offer soon.
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Okay, I'll look at it.
I promise.
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Alright.
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Next time we talk,
it'll be in person.
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Be careful. Please.
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Extra careful.
Always.
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I love you.
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Love you.
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[ Tablet chimes ]
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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She's still sleeping
most of the time.
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She's very weak.
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But stable.
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Have Schmitt do her
hyperbaric treatment today.
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Do we think that
Schmitt's qualified?
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He'll be fine. I'll put
the fear of God in him.
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That almost sounds fun.
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Woman over P.A.:
Dr. Scott...
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- Let's order an X-ray.
- Yeah.
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They're in the south parking lot
right now.
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Thanks a million, Irene.
I'll be back when I can.
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Alright, hold still.
Hold still.
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Cops did this?
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Neo-Nazis did this.
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"Counter-protesters,"
I think they're called.
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Came at my boy
with a billy club.
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I jumped in between them
just in time.
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Well, he got you good.
Must've been scary.
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I wanted to drop a bomb
on the whole lot of them.
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If I had one,
I would have.
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Oh, man, this rage
I'm feeling?
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That's... That's why we need
stricter gun laws.
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Alright. Well, I can get you
some Valium for the shaking.
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[ Sighs ]
No, I'm good.
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ER's filling up. I just...
I just want to get back to work.
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Am I okay, Avery?
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Almost.
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Next time,
make sure you guys hang
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- in the back of the crowd, yeah?
- [ Laughs ] Next time?
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When they're 18,
they can protest all they want.
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Right now, they're going
straight home.
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Jackson,
I need you out here!
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[♪♪]
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Her name is Nell.
That's all I got.
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She was hit with
a tear gas canister.
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Shot! Not hit... shot!
At close range!
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Oh, shrapnel
went everywhere.
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- E-Easy.
- Oh.
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- Easy.
- Keep it stable.
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Trauma one's open.
Let's move.Okay.
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- Ready?
- Yeah.
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- Let's go.
- Let's go.
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[♪♪]
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[ Siren wailing ]
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*GREY'S ANATOMY*
Season 17 Episode 12
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Episode Title: "Sign O' the Times"
Aired on: April 15, 2021
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Uh, good circulationin
the upper extremities.
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Nell, does your hand feel
numb or tingly?
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Excruciating pain
isn't enough?
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No acute fractures.
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Canister doesn't seemtoo deeply embedded.
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Someone give me
their hand.
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Why?
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I need to squeeze
the hell out of it.
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This thing hurts.
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- Two of morphine, Reuben.
- Reuben: Mm-hmm.
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Non-expanding hematoma,
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but I cannot rule out
a neurovascular injury here.
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So I think we need a CT angio
right away.
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Let's prep to move.
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- Okay, I'm gonnacome with you.
- Wait, wait, wait, wait!
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Y-You're not taking this thing
out of me first?
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We want to make sure
it didn't hit
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any major blood vessels
in your neck.
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Then we're gonna remove it
in the operating room.
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We're gonna move as fast
as we can, alright?
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- Alright.
- You ready for us to move you?
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♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho
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♪ Come on, girl, let's go
[ Chuckles ]
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- ♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho ♪
- Hey, hey, ho, ho
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- ♪ Come on
- ♪ Come on, girl
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- That's right, let's go.
- ♪ Let's go
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Owen: Okay, keep this on
for the next 12 hours,
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then apply
the antibiotic ointment, okay?
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Will this bandage hold?
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I'm going back out.
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I'll get you some extra Coban
to be safe, okay?
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[ Siren wailing in distance ]
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Hey.
Hey.
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Got your page.
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Yeah, someone's en route
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with a rubber bullet injury
to the chest.
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Should be here
any minute.
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Ugh, glass bricks.
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- You get that, Pierce?
- Huh? Yes, yeah.
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Uh, just got
a lot going on today.
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Winston is driving back
as we speak.
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Yeah, you two
aren't wasting any time.
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- I'm happy for you.
- Thanks.
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We're just trying to work out
this living situation.
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- [ Siren wailing, vehicle approaches ]
- Oh, you're worried?
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You're wondering if he prefers
using the bathroom
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with the door wide open?
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Or puts ketchup
on his eggs.
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Who puts ketchup on
their eggs?
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- Over 54% of Americans, actually.
- [ Wailing continues ]
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Okay, rig's here.
Let's go.
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[ Wailing continues ]
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[ Brakes squeal ]
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[♪♪]
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Okay,
we have Guy Houston, 22.
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Took a rubber bullet to
the chest.
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Defibrillated in the field
for V-fib.
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I think "died" is the word
you're looking for.
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Welcome back.
Let's get you inside.
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[ Groans ]
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I need a chest X-ray,
cardiac enzymes,
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and let's get him on
a monitor.
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[♪♪]
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[ Sighs ] We're heading into
the chamber.
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Breathing oxygen...
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feeling light...
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as if you're, uh,
floating on a cloud.
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But not... not like a cloud
in heaven or anything.
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Just, um, floating.
Like...
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just not dead, you know?
249
00:08:45,452 --> 00:08:48,545
- We're healing and recovering.
- [ Door opens ]
250
00:08:48,629 --> 00:08:49,694
What are you doing here?
251
00:08:49,779 --> 00:08:51,764
Uh, post-op surgical wound
infection.
252
00:08:51,849 --> 00:08:53,632
My attending ordered
hyperbaric treatment
253
00:08:53,717 --> 00:08:55,928
- to enhance healing.
- Well, we're next.
254
00:08:56,013 --> 00:08:58,279
And we're also VIP,
so you can go now.
255
00:08:58,364 --> 00:09:01,452
Schedule's packed today,
so they're doubling up.
256
00:09:01,537 --> 00:09:02,897
Crap,
is that Meredith Grey?
257
00:09:02,982 --> 00:09:04,600
Maybe.
But don't talk to her.
258
00:09:04,685 --> 00:09:06,214
I'm under strict orders
from the Chief
259
00:09:06,299 --> 00:09:08,569
to not cause Dr. Grey
any stress.
260
00:09:08,866 --> 00:09:10,186
Of course, no problem.
261
00:09:10,271 --> 00:09:13,975
Just, uh,
floating like...
262
00:09:14,455 --> 00:09:16,112
[ Sighs ]
263
00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:18,374
Are you gonna make room
or not?
264
00:09:19,007 --> 00:09:21,433
[ Sighs ]
265
00:09:26,498 --> 00:09:28,503
[ Door closes, air hisses ]
266
00:09:28,712 --> 00:09:30,790
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
267
00:09:33,124 --> 00:09:34,734
Haven't even finished
this supply run...
268
00:09:34,819 --> 00:09:35,874
You're already coming in
for more.
269
00:09:35,958 --> 00:09:37,883
Yeah, well,
it's just one of those years.
270
00:09:37,968 --> 00:09:39,233
Wait, can I fix that?
271
00:09:39,318 --> 00:09:41,467
Because it looks like
you lost a bar fight.
272
00:09:41,552 --> 00:09:42,643
Thank you.
273
00:09:42,728 --> 00:09:44,254
[ Coughing ]
274
00:09:44,339 --> 00:09:46,301
Wow. Okay.
275
00:09:46,386 --> 00:09:48,476
It's not like there's
a deadly virus going around...
276
00:09:48,561 --> 00:09:49,561
Spread by droplets.
277
00:09:49,646 --> 00:09:51,022
Oh, sorry.
278
00:09:51,107 --> 00:09:53,373
It's [clears throat]
the bloody tear gas, I swear.
279
00:09:53,458 --> 00:09:55,217
How are your sons?
280
00:09:55,771 --> 00:09:57,022
They're alright.
281
00:09:57,107 --> 00:09:59,359
Irene came to pick them up,
despite their complaining.
282
00:09:59,444 --> 00:10:01,069
They wanted to stay out?
283
00:10:01,216 --> 00:10:03,010
Yeah, they want to be
a part of the change,
284
00:10:03,095 --> 00:10:04,577
not just watch it
on a screen.
285
00:10:04,819 --> 00:10:06,476
But you wouldn't let them?
286
00:10:06,561 --> 00:10:08,087
After this? No way.
287
00:10:08,255 --> 00:10:09,781
[ Telephone rings in distance ]
288
00:10:09,866 --> 00:10:11,219
[ Indistinct conversations ]
289
00:10:11,304 --> 00:10:12,438
You think that's
a mistake?
290
00:10:12,523 --> 00:10:15,486
No, I, uh...
I see both sides.
291
00:10:15,571 --> 00:10:17,702
You know, protesting the
policein front of the police
292
00:10:17,787 --> 00:10:21,334
is scary,
and so is doing nothing.
293
00:10:21,920 --> 00:10:23,609
Guess I've just buried
too much family
294
00:10:23,694 --> 00:10:25,753
to see anybody else's side
but my own.
295
00:10:25,853 --> 00:10:26,991
Right.
296
00:10:27,425 --> 00:10:29,688
Woman over P.A.: Captain
Emerson, call Radiology.
297
00:10:29,773 --> 00:10:32,388
- Captain Emerson, call Radiology.
- [ Sighs ]
298
00:10:32,472 --> 00:10:34,172
[ Telephone rings in distance ]
299
00:10:34,256 --> 00:10:37,124
[ Woman speaking indistinctly ]
300
00:10:37,295 --> 00:10:38,481
Yes.
301
00:10:38,565 --> 00:10:39,830
Chad Anderson, 40s,
302
00:10:39,914 --> 00:10:41,527
no past medical history,
according to him.
303
00:10:41,611 --> 00:10:42,639
EMTs brought him.
304
00:10:42,724 --> 00:10:44,487
He evidently collapsed
while jogging.
305
00:10:44,571 --> 00:10:46,397
I've given him O2,
but he's still experiencing
306
00:10:46,482 --> 00:10:48,741
shortness of breath,
as well as foot irritation.
307
00:10:49,266 --> 00:10:51,796
Look, I'm fine, okay?
308
00:10:51,881 --> 00:10:53,594
As I was trying to
explainto your nurse here...
309
00:10:53,678 --> 00:10:54,769
Dr.Tseng.
310
00:10:54,854 --> 00:10:56,593
She's a second-year
surgical resident.
311
00:10:56,678 --> 00:10:57,915
- Yeah, but...
- Pull your mask up.
312
00:10:57,999 --> 00:10:59,053
Yeah.
313
00:10:59,138 --> 00:11:01,295
Okay, look, I was just trying to
tell her that it's...
314
00:11:01,458 --> 00:11:03,561
I... Sometimes, I get
shortness of breath when I run.
315
00:11:03,646 --> 00:11:04,655
It's not a big deal.
316
00:11:04,740 --> 00:11:06,527
I mean, you know, my...
My inhaler's expired,
317
00:11:06,612 --> 00:11:08,290
so you just, you know,
318
00:11:08,375 --> 00:11:09,641
you put me on
a nebulizer treatment
319
00:11:09,725 --> 00:11:11,632
and you write me a new
prescription for albuterol,
320
00:11:11,716 --> 00:11:13,069
and there'll be one less guy
in the room.
321
00:11:13,153 --> 00:11:14,116
Mm-hmm.
322
00:11:14,201 --> 00:11:18,014
Dr. Tseng, has his oxygen
saturation been above 92?
323
00:11:18,118 --> 00:11:19,624
Hovering around 88.
324
00:11:19,709 --> 00:11:21,497
Mr. Anderson,
is it possible
325
00:11:21,582 --> 00:11:23,272
that you've been exposed to
COVID-19?
326
00:11:23,357 --> 00:11:25,667
No.
Uh, it's... That's a no.
327
00:11:25,752 --> 00:11:27,452
Hm. Mask up.
328
00:11:27,657 --> 00:11:28,834
Hospital policy.
329
00:11:28,919 --> 00:11:32,181
Move him to an isolated room
and give him a full workup...
330
00:11:32,266 --> 00:11:35,750
Chest X-ray, lower extremity
duplex, and a COVID test.
331
00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:37,577
Page me with the results.
332
00:11:37,662 --> 00:11:41,104
Okay, hey. Doc, look,
I'll take the workup, okay,
333
00:11:41,189 --> 00:11:42,269
but I don't care what
your little test says
334
00:11:42,353 --> 00:11:44,010
'cause I know that
it's not real.
335
00:11:44,095 --> 00:11:45,099
What's not real?
336
00:11:45,184 --> 00:11:46,362
COVID.
337
00:11:46,447 --> 00:11:47,495
Do I look like
a sheep, alright?
338
00:11:47,579 --> 00:11:48,975
I know it's a scam.
339
00:11:49,274 --> 00:11:51,514
[♪♪]
340
00:11:53,866 --> 00:11:55,413
Richard:
How's she doing?
341
00:11:55,515 --> 00:11:57,859
Hopefully, it's confined to
just soft tissue damage.
342
00:11:57,944 --> 00:11:59,435
Well, her clavicle
felt intact.
343
00:11:59,706 --> 00:12:01,397
[ Machinery whirring ]
344
00:12:01,522 --> 00:12:03,578
We were marching
peacefully.
345
00:12:03,663 --> 00:12:05,469
You know, she
was marching peacefully.
346
00:12:05,554 --> 00:12:08,807
Can you imagine firing
poison gas at this woman?
347
00:12:09,406 --> 00:12:11,846
Still marching
at her age?
348
00:12:11,930 --> 00:12:14,240
What was it like
out there today?
349
00:12:14,450 --> 00:12:15,976
It was beautiful.
350
00:12:16,068 --> 00:12:17,594
At first.
351
00:12:17,679 --> 00:12:19,902
And then it was frightening
and then messy,
352
00:12:20,032 --> 00:12:22,037
but it was still beautiful.
353
00:12:22,121 --> 00:12:23,299
I mean, there were
young people
354
00:12:23,383 --> 00:12:24,779
handing out water
and masks.
355
00:12:24,863 --> 00:12:26,345
It was...
It was organized.
356
00:12:26,429 --> 00:12:30,393
There was this...
this feeling in the air.
357
00:12:30,477 --> 00:12:31,873
It's...
358
00:12:31,957 --> 00:12:36,303
You have to put yourself
on the line to be part of it,
359
00:12:36,411 --> 00:12:38,851
but good trouble
lights you up, you know?
360
00:12:38,980 --> 00:12:40,114
Yeah, sure.
361
00:12:40,269 --> 00:12:41,842
[ Computer beeping ]
362
00:12:41,999 --> 00:12:43,482
Oh, scans are up.
363
00:12:43,708 --> 00:12:45,973
Ah. Okay.
364
00:12:46,058 --> 00:12:48,716
Oh, well, no vascular
involvement, thank God.
365
00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:50,239
See?
It tore through
366
00:12:50,323 --> 00:12:51,762
- the trapezius muscle.
- Yeah.
367
00:12:51,868 --> 00:12:54,351
Well, let's book an OR
and extract the canister.
368
00:12:54,436 --> 00:12:55,462
Yeah.
369
00:12:55,546 --> 00:12:58,647
[♪♪]
370
00:12:59,375 --> 00:13:01,598
Don't see
any pericardial fluid.
371
00:13:01,682 --> 00:13:02,860
[ Monitor beeping ]
372
00:13:02,944 --> 00:13:03,992
That's a good thing.
373
00:13:04,076 --> 00:13:06,908
Okay, so was it a...
A heart attack?
374
00:13:06,992 --> 00:13:08,562
Because my dad's
had two of those.
375
00:13:08,646 --> 00:13:09,650
Kind of.
376
00:13:09,734 --> 00:13:12,261
It's called
commotio cordis.
377
00:13:12,345 --> 00:13:13,774
Basically, the rubber bullet
must've hit you
378
00:13:13,858 --> 00:13:15,132
at the exact right moment
379
00:13:15,217 --> 00:13:17,038
to interrupt
your heart's normal rhythm.
380
00:13:17,123 --> 00:13:18,433
The same thing happens
with a heart attack.
381
00:13:18,517 --> 00:13:20,392
Yeah, you were lucky
that EMTs were nearby.
382
00:13:20,515 --> 00:13:22,520
Everything was so chill,
you know?
383
00:13:22,605 --> 00:13:24,874
Then there was gas and...
And screaming
384
00:13:24,959 --> 00:13:27,057
and people running
in all directions.
385
00:13:27,142 --> 00:13:30,397
We couldn't even tell which way
the cops wanted us to go.
386
00:13:30,482 --> 00:13:32,802
But I swear,
we didn't do anything wrong.
387
00:13:32,887 --> 00:13:34,370
Yeah,
I'm sure you didn't.
388
00:13:34,454 --> 00:13:36,764
Your X-ray and your echo
both look good,
389
00:13:36,848 --> 00:13:38,592
but I do want to admit you
for observation and bloodwork
390
00:13:38,676 --> 00:13:40,561
just to make sure
your heart's okay.
391
00:13:40,646 --> 00:13:43,247
I-I, uh... I s... I should
probably call my mom.
392
00:13:43,332 --> 00:13:45,207
[ Cellphone vibrating ]
393
00:13:45,291 --> 00:13:47,078
Uh, I will be right back.
394
00:13:47,162 --> 00:13:48,384
Keep him on telemetry
395
00:13:48,468 --> 00:13:50,386
and do cardiac enzymes
every two hours.
396
00:13:50,470 --> 00:13:51,569
[ Vibrating stops ]
397
00:13:51,692 --> 00:13:53,624
Hey. What happened to
not speaking
398
00:13:53,709 --> 00:13:55,499
until we see each other
in person?
399
00:13:55,584 --> 00:13:56,523
Winston:
The landlord called,
400
00:13:56,607 --> 00:13:57,829
and he said
he wants to rent to a doctor,
401
00:13:57,913 --> 00:13:59,148
but he has a few offers
402
00:13:59,233 --> 00:14:00,875
and he needs to
make a decision today.
403
00:14:00,959 --> 00:14:02,137
Did you look
at the listing?
404
00:14:02,221 --> 00:14:03,442
I did.
405
00:14:03,526 --> 00:14:05,053
I'm not a fan.
406
00:14:05,137 --> 00:14:07,708
It has glass bricks.
And only two windows.
407
00:14:07,792 --> 00:14:08,976
And glass bricks.
408
00:14:09,061 --> 00:14:10,624
Um, okay, well,
409
00:14:10,708 --> 00:14:12,524
I told him
I'm gonna take it.
410
00:14:14,015 --> 00:14:15,411
[♪♪]
411
00:14:15,495 --> 00:14:16,870
Maggie, you know
I need a better option
412
00:14:16,954 --> 00:14:18,588
than a hotel
or a backyard tent.
413
00:14:18,672 --> 00:14:19,894
It's just for now.
414
00:14:19,978 --> 00:14:21,591
You know, I just want to be
in the same city.
415
00:14:21,675 --> 00:14:22,853
[ Siren chirps ]
416
00:14:22,937 --> 00:14:24,333
Hey, Maggie.
417
00:14:24,417 --> 00:14:26,422
And for the record, no judgment...
418
00:14:26,506 --> 00:14:27,510
- Maggie...
- Do you like glass bricks?
419
00:14:27,594 --> 00:14:29,005
Maggie, I can't...
I can't talk now.
420
00:14:29,090 --> 00:14:30,731
I'm being pulled...
I'm being pulled over.[ Siren chirps ]
421
00:14:30,815 --> 00:14:32,834
Wait, what? You're being
pulled over by the...
422
00:14:32,919 --> 00:14:34,343
By the police, yes.
I got to go.
423
00:14:34,427 --> 00:14:35,649
No, no, no, no.
Winston, don't hang up.
424
00:14:35,733 --> 00:14:36,954
Turn on your camera
if you can,
425
00:14:37,038 --> 00:14:38,695
but do not hang up
the phone.
426
00:14:38,779 --> 00:14:40,591
I will stay on the line
with you.
427
00:14:40,825 --> 00:14:46,888
[♪♪]
428
00:14:46,988 --> 00:14:49,037
[ Monitor beeping ]
429
00:14:49,199 --> 00:14:50,943
[ Seat clatters ]
430
00:14:51,028 --> 00:14:53,642
[ Beeping continues ]
431
00:14:53,968 --> 00:14:55,326
Is she mean?
432
00:14:55,712 --> 00:14:57,050
Dr. Grey?
433
00:14:57,189 --> 00:14:58,318
Excuse me?
434
00:14:58,403 --> 00:15:01,322
Uh, sorry.
It's just what I heard.
435
00:15:01,407 --> 00:15:03,587
I also heard that
she's the best. [ Sighs ]
436
00:15:03,691 --> 00:15:05,347
But she got sick before
my first day,
437
00:15:05,432 --> 00:15:07,099
so I never got a chance
to see it.
438
00:15:09,767 --> 00:15:12,833
I intubated a COVID patient
on the fly the other day.
439
00:15:14,380 --> 00:15:16,646
Never could've done that
a couple years ago.
440
00:15:16,730 --> 00:15:19,562
And my Lembert sutures,
which she taught me,
441
00:15:19,646 --> 00:15:23,000
they're...
They're getting better.
442
00:15:23,084 --> 00:15:27,091
Every win I've had,
any time I do something right,
443
00:15:27,175 --> 00:15:29,528
I hear her voice
in my head.
444
00:15:29,612 --> 00:15:31,487
[♪♪]
445
00:15:31,571 --> 00:15:33,968
She's the most influential
teacher I've ever had.
446
00:15:34,052 --> 00:15:35,709
Even when she's asleep.
447
00:15:35,793 --> 00:15:40,404
And, yes,
she can be toughsometimes.
448
00:15:40,623 --> 00:15:42,977
[♪♪]
449
00:15:43,061 --> 00:15:45,052
There's always a reason.
450
00:15:46,891 --> 00:15:49,665
I really hope I get to
operate with her one day.
451
00:15:52,548 --> 00:15:54,553
Yeah, me too.
452
00:15:54,637 --> 00:15:58,732
[♪♪]
453
00:15:58,816 --> 00:16:01,894
[ Police radio chatter ]
454
00:16:05,351 --> 00:16:07,472
[ Whispering ]
Alright.
455
00:16:09,217 --> 00:16:13,732
Music off, hat off,
hands on the wheel.
456
00:16:15,477 --> 00:16:18,048
License and registration,
sir.
457
00:16:18,226 --> 00:16:19,274
[ Vehicles passing ]
458
00:16:19,358 --> 00:16:20,492
[ Dog barks softly ]
459
00:16:20,576 --> 00:16:22,414
How you doing today,
Officer?
460
00:16:22,499 --> 00:16:24,489
Oh, just takin' 'er easy.
461
00:16:26,669 --> 00:16:29,047
Can you tell me why
you pulled me over?
462
00:16:29,324 --> 00:16:31,939
I saw...
Speed limit said it's 45...
463
00:16:32,023 --> 00:16:33,636
Set the cruise to 40.
464
00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:35,507
Maggie: Winston, are you there?
465
00:16:35,591 --> 00:16:37,461
I can't hear anything.
466
00:16:37,546 --> 00:16:39,508
I'm gonna need you
to turn off your phone, sir.
467
00:16:39,695 --> 00:16:41,383
Oh, it's just
my fiancée.
468
00:16:41,467 --> 00:16:43,602
[ Chuckling ]
She's up in Seattle.
469
00:16:43,686 --> 00:16:45,808
Your phone, sir.
470
00:16:47,339 --> 00:16:50,171
She, uh, she worries about me
on the long drive.
471
00:16:50,256 --> 00:16:51,826
Can I leave it on?
472
00:16:51,911 --> 00:16:55,461
[ Echoing ] Mr. Ndugu,
are you failing to comply?
473
00:16:55,546 --> 00:16:57,072
[ Distorted
police radio chatter ]
474
00:16:57,287 --> 00:16:59,422
Winston.
475
00:16:59,545 --> 00:17:01,342
If... If... If you're still there,
476
00:17:01,443 --> 00:17:02,839
just keep me on the line.
477
00:17:02,923 --> 00:17:04,014
[♪♪]
478
00:17:04,098 --> 00:17:06,524
[ Dog barks ]
479
00:17:06,833 --> 00:17:08,235
I'm reaching for my phone.
480
00:17:08,320 --> 00:17:11,021
[♪♪]
481
00:17:11,105 --> 00:17:12,109
Maggie: Winston?
482
00:17:12,193 --> 00:17:14,412
Winston?[ Cellphone beeps ]
483
00:17:14,497 --> 00:17:16,183
Oh, no, no.
484
00:17:16,922 --> 00:17:18,100
[ Whimpers ]
485
00:17:18,286 --> 00:17:20,886
[ Line ringing ]
486
00:17:24,452 --> 00:17:26,717
[ Monitor beeping ]
487
00:17:26,802 --> 00:17:27,802
[ Sighs ]
488
00:17:28,686 --> 00:17:29,864
Army Navy, please.
489
00:17:30,021 --> 00:17:31,304
Pick-ups, Bokhee.
490
00:17:31,389 --> 00:17:34,147
My mom mention getting an e-mail
from me at all?
491
00:17:34,232 --> 00:17:35,991
I sense you want me to
say yes.
492
00:17:36,076 --> 00:17:37,836
[ Sighs ] She probably hasn't
even opened it.
493
00:17:37,920 --> 00:17:39,427
I don't know why
I haven't learned.
494
00:17:39,512 --> 00:17:41,517
The only ideas that
get through to her are her own.
495
00:17:41,601 --> 00:17:43,084
It's hard being
a problem-solver
496
00:17:43,168 --> 00:17:45,042
when the problems
are so complex.
497
00:17:45,126 --> 00:17:47,654
I could never do her job.
498
00:17:47,738 --> 00:17:50,613
Yeah, well, it'd be easier if
she wouldn't ignore good advice
499
00:17:50,697 --> 00:17:52,136
from people
trying to help her.
500
00:17:52,220 --> 00:17:54,530
Wouldn't even bother me as much
if it was just me.
501
00:17:54,614 --> 00:17:57,402
Alma Ortiz and I worked really
hard on a lot of good ideas
502
00:17:57,486 --> 00:17:58,926
based on
her previous experience.
503
00:17:59,010 --> 00:18:00,884
Well, listen,
give her time.
504
00:18:00,968 --> 00:18:02,451
We're all feeling
next-level stress.
505
00:18:02,535 --> 00:18:04,192
Something tells me that
after a week,
506
00:18:04,276 --> 00:18:06,063
she'll be
a little more open.
507
00:18:06,147 --> 00:18:09,153
[ Scoffs ] We just pulled a hunk
of metal out of this woman,
508
00:18:09,237 --> 00:18:12,734
and you're seriously
being super positive right now?
509
00:18:12,819 --> 00:18:14,768
You know, you barely missed
getting hit yourself.
510
00:18:14,852 --> 00:18:16,204
Yeah, it should have never
happened.
511
00:18:16,288 --> 00:18:19,085
I'm just thankful that
the damage isn't worse.
512
00:18:19,170 --> 00:18:21,306
What got me...
Well, you saw her.
513
00:18:21,427 --> 00:18:22,736
She wasn't fazed.
514
00:18:22,851 --> 00:18:26,719
She was... She was energized.
You know what I mean?
515
00:18:26,804 --> 00:18:29,521
There's power in gathering
like that,
516
00:18:29,605 --> 00:18:33,703
I mean, where the truth brings
so many people together.
517
00:18:33,788 --> 00:18:34,657
I mean...
518
00:18:34,741 --> 00:18:36,671
Well, you know.
519
00:18:36,874 --> 00:18:38,966
[ Respirator hissing ]
520
00:18:39,050 --> 00:18:40,794
Actually, no, I don't.
521
00:18:40,878 --> 00:18:43,405
Honestly, I've never
been to a real protest.
522
00:18:43,489 --> 00:18:45,359
I mean, I've protested
plenty of things...
523
00:18:45,452 --> 00:18:48,453
I've boycotted businesses,
signed petitions.
524
00:18:48,538 --> 00:18:51,805
[ Sighs ] Done surgeries
for free, given talks.
525
00:18:51,889 --> 00:18:54,459
It seems like every time folks
took to the streets,
526
00:18:54,543 --> 00:18:56,157
I always had
a reason not to.
527
00:18:56,241 --> 00:18:57,898
I had to work,
I had to study.
528
00:18:57,982 --> 00:19:01,728
I could always see how useful
money was to the cause,
529
00:19:01,812 --> 00:19:03,338
you know,
so I guess I always felt
530
00:19:03,422 --> 00:19:06,080
that writing a check was
a worthwhile substitute.
531
00:19:06,164 --> 00:19:07,864
And, hell, maybe it is.
532
00:19:07,948 --> 00:19:09,852
In this country, at least.
533
00:19:11,256 --> 00:19:12,739
You think that's a cop-out?
534
00:19:12,823 --> 00:19:15,089
I try not to judge
the way that anyone handles
535
00:19:15,173 --> 00:19:17,265
the traumas that come
with living here.
536
00:19:17,349 --> 00:19:18,788
And that includes you.
537
00:19:18,872 --> 00:19:20,268
And your mother.
538
00:19:20,352 --> 00:19:21,356
Clamp.
539
00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:22,705
[ Beeping continues ]
540
00:19:22,789 --> 00:19:24,968
[ Line ringing ]
541
00:19:25,052 --> 00:19:26,796
Winston: Hi, you've
reached Dr. Winston Ndugu.
542
00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:28,232
[ Breathing heavily ][
Monitor beeping rapidly ]
543
00:19:28,316 --> 00:19:29,494
Dr. Pierce! Just... J
ust... Come on.
544
00:19:29,578 --> 00:19:30,974
- Dr. Pierce!
- [ Line ringing ]
545
00:19:31,058 --> 00:19:32,410
- He's in V-fib again!
- [ Ringing stops ]
546
00:19:32,494 --> 00:19:33,866
Owen: Let's push a
6-milligram bolus of adenosine.
547
00:19:33,950 --> 00:19:35,241
Oh, Ortiz! I need you to
keep calling this number.
548
00:19:35,325 --> 00:19:36,632
It's my fiancé, Winston.
549
00:19:36,731 --> 00:19:38,140
- If he picks up, you tell me.
- Owen: He's still in V-tach.
550
00:19:38,224 --> 00:19:39,569
If he doesn't,
just keep calling.
551
00:19:39,654 --> 00:19:41,084
Just do not stop.
552
00:19:41,169 --> 00:19:42,640
- Everything okay?
- He got pulled over.
553
00:19:42,724 --> 00:19:45,256
I want the officer to know that
someone is checking in on him.
554
00:19:45,341 --> 00:19:46,555
Mm.
555
00:19:46,794 --> 00:19:48,122
Let's charge to 200!
556
00:19:48,237 --> 00:19:49,618
[ Beeping continues ]
557
00:19:50,730 --> 00:19:52,608
Mask up, Mr. Anderson.
558
00:19:52,693 --> 00:19:53,906
Mm. Sorry, I forgot.[ Door closes ]
559
00:19:53,990 --> 00:19:55,342
The whole
"coro-no-virus."
560
00:19:55,427 --> 00:19:56,217
Sir...
[ Chuckles ]
561
00:19:56,301 --> 00:19:58,567
...I need you to
listen to me.
562
00:19:58,651 --> 00:20:01,439
Your COVID test
came back positive.
563
00:20:01,523 --> 00:20:04,326
Additionally, you have
564
00:20:04,411 --> 00:20:06,256
ground glass opacities
in your lungs.
565
00:20:06,341 --> 00:20:08,138
That's why
you're having trouble breathing.
566
00:20:08,223 --> 00:20:12,013
And your toes aren't red
because you run without socks.
567
00:20:12,230 --> 00:20:14,844
Y-You have what's being referred
to as "COVID-toe."
568
00:20:14,928 --> 00:20:15,802
"COVID-toe"?
569
00:20:15,886 --> 00:20:17,586
- Yes.
- Really?
570
00:20:17,670 --> 00:20:19,762
That's the best you got?
[ Laughing ] COVID-toe?
571
00:20:19,846 --> 00:20:21,503
Are you guys even trying?
[ Chuckles ]
572
00:20:21,587 --> 00:20:24,506
This ultrasound of your leg
reveals a clot
573
00:20:24,590 --> 00:20:26,942
that we need to treat
immediately, so...
574
00:20:27,027 --> 00:20:28,466
Okay, well,
whose leg is that?
575
00:20:28,550 --> 00:20:29,816
I'm sorry?
576
00:20:29,900 --> 00:20:30,991
Well, see, I'm a...
I'm a runner.
577
00:20:31,075 --> 00:20:33,167
We don't get blood clots.
But it's a...
578
00:20:33,251 --> 00:20:34,557
That's a...
That's a nice try, though.
579
00:20:34,641 --> 00:20:35,646
Mr. Anderson, please.Okay. Look.
580
00:20:35,730 --> 00:20:37,176
You know what
I've figured out?
581
00:20:37,261 --> 00:20:38,781
Huh? [ Sniffles ]
582
00:20:38,865 --> 00:20:40,348
I figured out that
this little cold
583
00:20:40,432 --> 00:20:42,132
that y'all are
so terrified of...
584
00:20:42,216 --> 00:20:44,700
Biggest moneymaker
since crypto-currency.
585
00:20:44,784 --> 00:20:46,354
And speaking of, h-how
do you get your kickbacks?
586
00:20:46,438 --> 00:20:47,616
I mean,
is it like a flat fee
587
00:20:47,700 --> 00:20:49,009
from every patient
that you diagnose,
588
00:20:49,093 --> 00:20:50,924
or is it like a...
A percentage deal, or...?
589
00:20:51,008 --> 00:20:53,013
My m...
590
00:20:53,097 --> 00:20:54,710
[ Stammering ]
591
00:20:54,794 --> 00:20:56,799
Um, I...
592
00:20:56,883 --> 00:20:58,888
Be back in a moment.
I need to answer a page.
593
00:20:58,972 --> 00:21:00,324
Yeah, yeah.
Take your time.[ Door opens ]
594
00:21:00,408 --> 00:21:01,586
[♪♪]
595
00:21:01,670 --> 00:21:02,718
[ Sniffles ]
596
00:21:02,802 --> 00:21:07,244
[♪♪]
597
00:21:07,328 --> 00:21:08,898
What?! What?!
598
00:21:08,982 --> 00:21:10,944
Okay.
599
00:21:11,028 --> 00:21:12,728
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
600
00:21:12,812 --> 00:21:14,295
W-What?!
601
00:21:14,379 --> 00:21:15,426
Stop.
602
00:21:15,510 --> 00:21:20,214
[♪♪]
603
00:21:20,298 --> 00:21:21,345
[ Wheezing softly ]
604
00:21:21,475 --> 00:21:23,249
[ Door opens ]
605
00:21:23,891 --> 00:21:25,620
Okay, let's try this.
606
00:21:26,782 --> 00:21:29,790
Your blood oxygen is
dangerously low.
607
00:21:29,891 --> 00:21:31,837
Your lungs
are getting worse.
608
00:21:31,922 --> 00:21:34,219
And if untreated,
the clot in your leg
609
00:21:34,368 --> 00:21:36,926
could travel to your lungs
and killyou.
610
00:21:37,010 --> 00:21:39,102
We're seeing cases like
yoursall of the ti... [ Chuckles ]
611
00:21:39,186 --> 00:21:41,452
Sir, this is not
just a cold.
612
00:21:41,536 --> 00:21:43,193
It's not asthma.
613
00:21:43,277 --> 00:21:45,717
This won't magically
go away.
614
00:21:45,801 --> 00:21:49,069
Sir, please,
let us admit you
615
00:21:49,153 --> 00:21:50,897
so that we canstart you
on steroids...[ Scoffs ]
616
00:21:50,981 --> 00:21:53,029
...and... and put you
on blood thinners.
617
00:21:53,113 --> 00:21:56,859
Look, because even if
you are a little bit wrong,
618
00:21:56,943 --> 00:21:59,079
it could be fatal.
619
00:21:59,163 --> 00:22:00,254
[ Clicks tongue, sniffs ]
620
00:22:00,338 --> 00:22:01,342
You know,
I'm still waiting on
621
00:22:01,426 --> 00:22:03,518
that albuterol prescription,
Doc.
622
00:22:03,602 --> 00:22:05,781
[ Wheezing ]
623
00:22:05,865 --> 00:22:07,914
[♪♪]
624
00:22:07,998 --> 00:22:09,567
Thank you.
625
00:22:09,651 --> 00:22:10,873
[ Clears throat ]
626
00:22:10,957 --> 00:22:12,875
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
627
00:22:12,959 --> 00:22:13,832
200 joules!
628
00:22:13,916 --> 00:22:15,834
200. Stand clear.
629
00:22:15,918 --> 00:22:17,227
[ Thump ]
630
00:22:17,311 --> 00:22:19,403
[ Sighs ] Still V-fib.
Go again.
631
00:22:19,487 --> 00:22:20,491
- Charge.
- Charge.
632
00:22:20,575 --> 00:22:21,536
[ Paddles whine ]Clear.
633
00:22:21,620 --> 00:22:23,407
[ Thump ]
634
00:22:23,491 --> 00:22:25,366
Okay, he's back to
normal sinus rhythm.
635
00:22:25,450 --> 00:22:27,615
[ Sighs ]
So, what are you thinking?
636
00:22:29,339 --> 00:22:31,623
I think the rubber bullet
bruised his heart.
637
00:22:31,708 --> 00:22:33,234
His troponin levels
are elevated.
638
00:22:33,327 --> 00:22:34,549
We gotta get him to
the CCU.
639
00:22:34,633 --> 00:22:36,029
All this from
a rubber bullet?
640
00:22:36,155 --> 00:22:38,466
It wasn't
a "rubber" bullet.
641
00:22:38,550 --> 00:22:40,421
It's a metal bullet
encased in rubber
642
00:22:40,506 --> 00:22:41,991
fired from a gun
at a human being.
643
00:22:42,075 --> 00:22:44,559
They're not meant to be fired
close range or directly.
644
00:22:44,643 --> 00:22:46,648
They can bejust as
dangerous. Still no answer.
645
00:22:46,732 --> 00:22:47,736
[ Line rings ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
646
00:22:47,820 --> 00:22:50,043
- Owen: Damn it.
- V-fib again?!
647
00:22:50,127 --> 00:22:52,132
He's unstable. He keeps
going in and out of sinus.
648
00:22:52,216 --> 00:22:53,089
Charge.
Yep.
649
00:22:53,173 --> 00:22:54,221
Charge.
Clear!
650
00:22:54,305 --> 00:22:55,570
[ Thud ]
651
00:22:55,654 --> 00:22:56,788
[ Monitor beeping ]
652
00:22:56,872 --> 00:22:58,660
Maggie:
He's in V-fib storm.
653
00:22:58,744 --> 00:23:00,488
The myocardial contusion
is causing
654
00:23:00,572 --> 00:23:02,838
a closed loop of misfiring
in his heart.
655
00:23:02,922 --> 00:23:04,971
It's not gonna stop until
we get him ablated.
656
00:23:05,055 --> 00:23:08,061
Push 100 mg of lido,
give him an amiodarone bolus,
657
00:23:08,145 --> 00:23:09,540
and get him up to
the IR suite.
658
00:23:09,624 --> 00:23:11,803
- We'll meet you up there, okay?
- Okay.
659
00:23:11,887 --> 00:23:13,153
Still no answer.
660
00:23:13,237 --> 00:23:14,589
Alright.
661
00:23:14,673 --> 00:23:16,025
- Page Richard Webber.
- Owen: Ready? Let's move.
662
00:23:16,109 --> 00:23:17,423
Tell him to meet me in
the IR suite,
663
00:23:17,507 --> 00:23:19,367
and tell him it's urgent.
664
00:23:23,726 --> 00:23:25,827
Intern Chee:
Ever work in a warehouse?
665
00:23:25,912 --> 00:23:27,220
Not that I recall.
666
00:23:27,359 --> 00:23:28,712
My patient does.
667
00:23:29,008 --> 00:23:30,316
Forklift injury.
668
00:23:30,401 --> 00:23:31,797
They're
surprisingly common.
669
00:23:32,169 --> 00:23:33,608
It's good to know.
670
00:23:33,692 --> 00:23:35,262
[ Choking ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
671
00:23:35,346 --> 00:23:36,568
Hey, uh...
Uh... uh...
672
00:23:36,652 --> 00:23:37,687
You might want to up
his sedation.
673
00:23:37,771 --> 00:23:39,136
Sedation, right.
Uh...
674
00:23:39,220 --> 00:23:40,267
Quick, before he...
675
00:23:40,351 --> 00:23:41,573
- Oh! Oh!
- Crap!
676
00:23:41,657 --> 00:23:43,357
That's what
I was worried about.
677
00:23:43,441 --> 00:23:45,446
[ Panting ]
[ Sighs ]
678
00:23:45,530 --> 00:23:46,752
Okay.
679
00:23:46,836 --> 00:23:48,928
[ Line ringing ]Come on. C...
680
00:23:49,012 --> 00:23:49,972
[ Line ringing ]
681
00:23:50,056 --> 00:23:51,104
Maggie.
682
00:23:51,188 --> 00:23:52,523
What's wrong?
Okay.
683
00:23:52,608 --> 00:23:54,700
Winston is on his way
back here from Boston.
684
00:23:54,808 --> 00:23:56,552
- Mm-hmm.
- He is driving, he's on the road,
685
00:23:56,637 --> 00:23:57,805
and we were on the phone.
686
00:23:57,890 --> 00:23:59,140
We were...
687
00:24:00,220 --> 00:24:02,625
And the police
pulled him over,
688
00:24:02,710 --> 00:24:04,766
and I told him to
keep me on the line.
689
00:24:04,851 --> 00:24:06,969
But the police
made him hang up,
690
00:24:07,054 --> 00:24:08,792
and now I can't
get a hold of him.
691
00:24:09,017 --> 00:24:10,953
It's been...
692
00:24:11,198 --> 00:24:12,672
[ Voice breaking ]
It's been 20 minutes,
693
00:24:12,756 --> 00:24:14,031
and I don't know
where he is.
694
00:24:14,116 --> 00:24:16,259
And I have a patient who could
go into V-fib at any second,
695
00:24:16,343 --> 00:24:17,957
so I have to get in there
and do an ablation.
696
00:24:18,041 --> 00:24:20,046
But this is how it happens,
right? Just like this?
697
00:24:20,131 --> 00:24:22,920
So, I-I-I-I need somebody
to go and find him now. Look.
698
00:24:23,005 --> 00:24:24,662
Right now.
Alright, Maggie.
699
00:24:24,747 --> 00:24:26,708
Alright. Okay?
700
00:24:26,793 --> 00:24:29,538
What you should do now
is take care of your patient.
701
00:24:29,630 --> 00:24:31,710
What if he tries to call
me and I don't pick up? - No.
702
00:24:31,794 --> 00:24:33,364
- Or what if he doesn'tcall...
- Yeah.
703
00:24:33,448 --> 00:24:34,365
...and the police
just take him... take him?[ Stammering ]
704
00:24:34,449 --> 00:24:36,028
Look,
just give me your phone.
705
00:24:36,201 --> 00:24:37,692
I'll give it
some more time.
706
00:24:37,777 --> 00:24:40,514
If there's still no word,
I will get into my car,
707
00:24:40,599 --> 00:24:42,279
and I will look for him
myself.
708
00:24:42,364 --> 00:24:43,600
[ Sighs ]
709
00:24:43,685 --> 00:24:45,299
- Give me your phone.
- Okay.
710
00:24:45,515 --> 00:24:46,996
Yeah?
711
00:24:47,099 --> 00:24:48,429
[ Sighs ]
Mm-hmm.
712
00:24:48,514 --> 00:24:49,825
- Okay.
- Mm.
713
00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:51,817
[ Exhales sharply ]
714
00:24:51,901 --> 00:24:52,809
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
715
00:24:52,894 --> 00:24:54,334
Oh, my God!
716
00:24:54,419 --> 00:24:55,946
Oh, God, his intestines
are popping out!
717
00:24:56,030 --> 00:24:57,469
Okay, okay, okay.
Let me think.
718
00:24:57,554 --> 00:24:59,342
What do we do?
What do we do?
719
00:24:59,427 --> 00:25:01,084
I don't know what to do.
720
00:25:01,169 --> 00:25:02,514
Meredith: [ Echoing ] Schmitt.
This isn't anyone's fault.
721
00:25:02,598 --> 00:25:03,770
This isn't
anyone's fault.
722
00:25:03,855 --> 00:25:05,301
The patient nearly
extubated himself
723
00:25:05,386 --> 00:25:06,434
- and caused an evisceration...
- and caused an evisceration.
724
00:25:06,518 --> 00:25:08,175
It is
a horrible complication...
725
00:25:08,260 --> 00:25:09,569
But it can be fixed.
726
00:25:09,668 --> 00:25:11,662
What is the first step?
What is the first step?
727
00:25:11,747 --> 00:25:12,794
Chee, he dehisced.
728
00:25:12,878 --> 00:25:14,036
I need you to hold down
the patient
729
00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:15,645
so he doesn't extubate
himself.
730
00:25:15,730 --> 00:25:18,592
Paralyze him with cis
and push more Versed.
731
00:25:18,677 --> 00:25:20,421
And then, I need you
to get on the intercom.
732
00:25:20,506 --> 00:25:21,543
And say what?
733
00:25:21,628 --> 00:25:24,155
Tell them to depressurize
the chamber
734
00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,496
and call for an OR now.
735
00:25:26,581 --> 00:25:27,903
No... No attending?
736
00:25:27,988 --> 00:25:30,668
We are stuck in this chamber
until it depressurizes,
737
00:25:30,753 --> 00:25:33,606
so we are on our own,
but we do not panic.
738
00:25:33,691 --> 00:25:36,470
Now, we need to put him under,
so push more meds.
739
00:25:36,554 --> 00:25:38,426
[ Both panting ]
740
00:25:38,511 --> 00:25:40,081
Now!
741
00:25:40,166 --> 00:25:41,823
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
742
00:25:42,023 --> 00:25:44,376
Okay. [ Sighs ]
743
00:25:44,461 --> 00:25:46,988
[ Monitor beeping,
respirator hissing ]
744
00:25:47,073 --> 00:25:48,504
There it is.
745
00:25:48,589 --> 00:25:50,202
We're ready
for the needle.
746
00:25:50,384 --> 00:25:51,809
[ Knocking on window ]
747
00:25:53,332 --> 00:25:54,423
He's stable.
748
00:25:54,656 --> 00:25:55,660
Go. Do your call.
749
00:25:55,745 --> 00:25:57,315
We'll page you
if he goes into V-fib.
750
00:25:57,400 --> 00:25:58,965
- Are you sure?
- Maggie, go.
751
00:25:59,142 --> 00:26:06,979
[♪♪]
752
00:26:07,063 --> 00:26:08,067
Winston?
753
00:26:08,152 --> 00:26:09,575
Hey.
Oh, my God.
754
00:26:09,660 --> 00:26:10,708
Are you okay?
Where are you?
755
00:26:10,792 --> 00:26:11,753
I'm... I'm... I'm fine.
756
00:26:11,838 --> 00:26:12,990
I... They le...
They let me go.
757
00:26:13,074 --> 00:26:15,253
Why did it take them so long
to let you go?
758
00:26:15,338 --> 00:26:18,200
Um, because they... they had me
get out of the car
759
00:26:18,340 --> 00:26:19,387
and take my mask off.
760
00:26:19,472 --> 00:26:21,457
And, uh...
[ Clears throat ]
761
00:26:21,542 --> 00:26:24,026
And then, uh,
they had me do a DUI test.
762
00:26:24,252 --> 00:26:25,865
And then, they checked
the trunk.
763
00:26:25,950 --> 00:26:28,137
And then,
they checked the car.
764
00:26:28,222 --> 00:26:30,054
You know, and then I had to
unpack all my stuff,
765
00:26:30,138 --> 00:26:33,448
and, uh, the police dog
sniffed it over. What?
766
00:26:33,533 --> 00:26:36,539
And then the dog sniffed me,
and they let me go.
767
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:38,662
So, I'm g... I'm good.
Tha... That's what took so long.
768
00:26:38,746 --> 00:26:40,751
W-W-W-Why did the...
I mean, I...
769
00:26:40,858 --> 00:26:42,776
Were you, like,
swerving on the road?
770
00:26:42,861 --> 00:26:45,693
No, no, no.
Uh, my... my bike rack
771
00:26:45,778 --> 00:26:48,262
was obscuring
my license plate, and...
772
00:26:48,593 --> 00:26:49,640
And then, they saw me.
773
00:26:49,849 --> 00:26:51,593
So, it just turned into
774
00:26:51,678 --> 00:26:53,117
one of those things,
I guess.
775
00:26:53,202 --> 00:26:54,555
They can't do that.
They...
776
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:55,862
Maggie, I'm a little bit
shaken up right now.
777
00:26:55,946 --> 00:26:57,387
I don't know if I'm good to
drive yet.
778
00:26:57,471 --> 00:26:58,818
I don't know if I'm...
I don't think I'm...
779
00:26:58,902 --> 00:27:00,385
[ Vehicle door slams ]
780
00:27:01,133 --> 00:27:04,444
♪ Starting to see me
in a new light ♪
781
00:27:04,599 --> 00:27:07,082
Uh, Maggie, I'm not good.
782
00:27:07,166 --> 00:27:08,301
[ Whispering ] Okay.[ Exhales sharply]
783
00:27:08,385 --> 00:27:10,738
I'm... I'm not okay yet,
you know?
784
00:27:10,822 --> 00:27:12,489
[ Sighs ]
785
00:27:12,574 --> 00:27:14,884
Uh...
786
00:27:15,038 --> 00:27:16,830
[ Breathes deeply ]
787
00:27:16,915 --> 00:27:18,216
[ Laughs ] I just gotta breathe
a little bit, you know?
788
00:27:18,300 --> 00:27:20,653
Okay, okay.
Okay, listen, you're okay.
789
00:27:20,738 --> 00:27:23,981
You are okay, and I am here
with you as long as you need.
790
00:27:24,066 --> 00:27:25,381
- Alright. Okay? - Breathe, baby.
- ♪ And I feel like ♪
791
00:27:25,465 --> 00:27:28,957
- ♪ I've forgotten who I am ♪
- Breathe. You are okay.
792
00:27:29,823 --> 00:27:33,676
- [ Breathing deeply ]
- ♪ The me before you and I began ♪
793
00:27:33,761 --> 00:27:38,567
♪ Starting to see me
in a new light ♪
794
00:27:38,652 --> 00:27:39,743
I need saline.
795
00:27:39,828 --> 00:27:40,789
His bowels
are drying out.
796
00:27:40,874 --> 00:27:42,201
That's why
I asked for saline.
797
00:27:42,286 --> 00:27:45,114
♪ ...behind me
till I'm out of sight
798
00:27:45,199 --> 00:27:46,614
Pour it!
799
00:27:46,779 --> 00:27:48,442
And what are
Dr. Grey's vitals?
800
00:27:48,527 --> 00:27:49,966
What's wrong with
Dr. Grey?
801
00:27:50,051 --> 00:27:52,317
Nothing, but your patient
isn't the only one in here,
802
00:27:52,402 --> 00:27:53,929
and I don't want
two emergencies.
803
00:27:54,014 --> 00:27:55,575
So, could you please
read her vitals?
804
00:27:55,660 --> 00:27:56,692
♪ Whoa-oh
805
00:27:56,777 --> 00:27:58,473
BP... 120 over 75.
806
00:27:58,558 --> 00:28:01,128
- O2 sats are 95%.
- Good.
807
00:28:01,392 --> 00:28:03,354
Stay that way.
808
00:28:03,439 --> 00:28:05,090
I think I got it
all in.
809
00:28:05,175 --> 00:28:06,619
- Meredith: Don't put too much pressure.
- Don't put too much pressure.
810
00:28:06,703 --> 00:28:08,724
I need to avoid
bowel ischemia
811
00:28:08,809 --> 00:28:10,363
and abdominal compartment
syndrome.
812
00:28:10,447 --> 00:28:11,646
♪ Starting to see me
813
00:28:11,731 --> 00:28:12,880
Nice work, Schmitt.
Nice work, Schmitt.
814
00:28:12,964 --> 00:28:14,577
♪ In a new light
815
00:28:14,662 --> 00:28:17,270
Jackson: [ Clicks tongue ] Well,
our surgery was successful.
816
00:28:17,355 --> 00:28:18,751
I was able to remove
the canister
817
00:28:18,836 --> 00:28:20,363
to get your wound cleaned out
quite nicely.
818
00:28:20,447 --> 00:28:22,017
No vascular damage.
819
00:28:22,102 --> 00:28:23,585
We'll want to go back in
in a few days
820
00:28:23,670 --> 00:28:25,284
just to get everything
nice and closed up.
821
00:28:25,368 --> 00:28:28,244
Yeah, a centimeter in
the other direction
822
00:28:28,329 --> 00:28:30,116
and it could have been
much worse.
823
00:28:30,234 --> 00:28:31,668
Could have been better.
824
00:28:31,753 --> 00:28:33,184
Could have been you.
825
00:28:33,269 --> 00:28:34,270
[ Laughs ]
826
00:28:34,355 --> 00:28:37,325
Eventually, you're gonna, uh,
need some physical therapy
827
00:28:37,410 --> 00:28:39,347
just to help get
your full range of motion back.
828
00:28:39,432 --> 00:28:40,356
[ Knock on door ]
829
00:28:40,441 --> 00:28:42,098
Sorry to interrupt.
Just wanted to check
830
00:28:42,183 --> 00:28:43,884
how the toughest patient
in the hospital is doing.
831
00:28:43,968 --> 00:28:45,060
Richard:
Well, you found her.
832
00:28:45,144 --> 00:28:46,627
Takes a gas canister
at full velocity
833
00:28:46,712 --> 00:28:48,083
- and still cracking jokes in the ER.
- Mm-hmm.
834
00:28:48,167 --> 00:28:49,172
Never seen the like of it.
835
00:28:49,256 --> 00:28:50,090
How you feeling?
836
00:28:50,175 --> 00:28:51,135
Never better.
837
00:28:51,220 --> 00:28:52,355
Well, we did our best.
838
00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:53,857
You might have a little bit
of scarring.
839
00:28:53,941 --> 00:28:56,668
Oh, I'm not worried about
a scar.
840
00:28:56,753 --> 00:28:58,453
Just go with
the rest of them.
841
00:28:58,612 --> 00:28:59,921
Ferguson...
842
00:29:00,006 --> 00:29:03,883
I tore my ACL
running from a tank.
843
00:29:03,968 --> 00:29:07,496
Standing Rock,
well, frostbite.
844
00:29:07,727 --> 00:29:11,137
And these are just
the two most recent ones.
845
00:29:11,876 --> 00:29:12,880
[ Breathes deeply ]
846
00:29:12,973 --> 00:29:14,793
I think I got that beat.
847
00:29:15,809 --> 00:29:19,715
WTO protests, 1999.
848
00:29:19,857 --> 00:29:22,387
They fired tear gas into
the crowd,
849
00:29:22,472 --> 00:29:24,184
a few of us
ducked into a building,
850
00:29:24,269 --> 00:29:27,188
but they pushed the door closed
before I could get inside.
851
00:29:27,273 --> 00:29:30,366
I shattered my clavicle
and tore off some skin.
852
00:29:30,552 --> 00:29:32,818
Hmm.
When was your first?
853
00:29:32,903 --> 00:29:34,690
Oh, first march?
854
00:29:34,775 --> 00:29:37,955
- Free South Africa. 1988.
- Mm.
855
00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:40,133
I got started
a little late.
856
00:29:40,218 --> 00:29:41,700
Yourself?
857
00:29:41,850 --> 00:29:43,465
1963.
858
00:29:43,550 --> 00:29:45,033
'63, as in...?
859
00:29:45,118 --> 00:29:46,918
The March on Washington.
860
00:29:47,003 --> 00:29:49,009
My mother took me.
I was 11.
861
00:29:49,094 --> 00:29:52,107
You... Dr. King's
"I have a dream" speech?
862
00:29:52,192 --> 00:29:54,567
You were there? In person?
863
00:29:54,652 --> 00:29:55,973
I was.
864
00:29:56,428 --> 00:29:59,825
It was August, and hot.
[ Chuckles ]
865
00:29:59,910 --> 00:30:04,128
To be honest, I remember
Mom taking me to cool my feet
866
00:30:04,213 --> 00:30:05,918
in the Reflecting Pool
more than anything.
867
00:30:06,003 --> 00:30:09,090
But I do remember him
on that stage...
868
00:30:09,833 --> 00:30:12,839
The sound of his voice
sweeping over us.
869
00:30:12,924 --> 00:30:15,090
The power of it.
The holiness.
870
00:30:15,175 --> 00:30:18,801
It felt like...
possibility.
871
00:30:19,648 --> 00:30:24,215
Like, if, this can happen,
anything can happen.
872
00:30:24,903 --> 00:30:28,998
Possibility like that
was rare.
873
00:30:29,269 --> 00:30:31,578
And it's worth a few scars.
874
00:30:32,023 --> 00:30:34,926
[♪♪]
875
00:30:35,104 --> 00:30:38,075
Bailey: He thinks COVID is
a scam to trick people
876
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:39,512
into thinking
they need treatment,
877
00:30:39,596 --> 00:30:40,879
and then
we make them sicker
878
00:30:40,964 --> 00:30:43,477
by not treating them
for the things they dohave.
879
00:30:45,455 --> 00:30:47,808
I'm sorry. I mean,
who is getting this money?
880
00:30:48,001 --> 00:30:50,006
You. Me.
All of us.
881
00:30:50,091 --> 00:30:51,705
And who does he think
is paying us?
882
00:30:51,790 --> 00:30:53,098
[ Laughing ]
The government.
883
00:30:53,183 --> 00:30:54,082
[ Both laugh ]
884
00:30:54,190 --> 00:30:56,192
Oh, and we gettin' rich.
885
00:30:56,277 --> 00:30:58,717
I mean, every patient that
we admit... ka-ching.
886
00:30:58,802 --> 00:31:00,938
I mean, why not money?
887
00:31:01,023 --> 00:31:03,348
I mean, look at how much
coronavirus has given us...
888
00:31:03,433 --> 00:31:05,438
I mean, a full-on
nervous breakdown.
889
00:31:05,523 --> 00:31:06,919
A dead mother.[ Chuckles ]
890
00:31:07,004 --> 00:31:09,009
Constant OCD flare-ups.
891
00:31:09,094 --> 00:31:11,186
Losing seven patients
in one day.
892
00:31:11,271 --> 00:31:13,465
Coming home
at the end of the day
893
00:31:13,550 --> 00:31:17,499
and seeing the heartbreak
on my dad's eyes.
894
00:31:18,428 --> 00:31:19,736
Whoo!
895
00:31:19,922 --> 00:31:22,058
[ Sniffles ]
[ Sighs ]
896
00:31:22,291 --> 00:31:23,512
[ Cellphone chimes ]
897
00:31:23,596 --> 00:31:25,153
[♪♪]
898
00:31:25,242 --> 00:31:26,223
Oh, no.
899
00:31:26,308 --> 00:31:27,312
No.
900
00:31:27,424 --> 00:31:29,129
No, no, no, no.
901
00:31:29,472 --> 00:31:33,168
[♪♪]
902
00:31:33,272 --> 00:31:35,320
What on earth?!
Who discharged him?!
903
00:31:35,405 --> 00:31:36,301
He signed AMA.
904
00:31:36,386 --> 00:31:38,129
Said he was done
and just walked out.
905
00:31:38,214 --> 00:31:39,567
He didn't get very far.
906
00:31:39,652 --> 00:31:41,418
No pulse.
907
00:31:42,518 --> 00:31:44,684
Hurry up with that
crash cart!
908
00:31:47,879 --> 00:31:49,884
♪ Been around the world
909
00:31:49,984 --> 00:31:53,442
We offered him treatment,
could have saved him.
910
00:31:53,596 --> 00:31:54,861
[ Sniffles ]
911
00:31:55,090 --> 00:31:57,690
Instead, he walked away.
912
00:31:57,774 --> 00:31:58,926
[ Sighs ]
913
00:31:59,011 --> 00:32:00,624
♪ Is all I ever see
914
00:32:00,777 --> 00:32:03,505
Most people never feel
what it's like
915
00:32:03,590 --> 00:32:07,005
to be really great at something,
Altman, but we do, right?
916
00:32:07,090 --> 00:32:09,740
I do. I can put
broken people together
917
00:32:09,825 --> 00:32:11,302
with needles and string.
918
00:32:11,387 --> 00:32:13,840
But... I can't fix this.
919
00:32:13,925 --> 00:32:15,115
♪ It's getting hard
to believe ♪
920
00:32:15,199 --> 00:32:18,568
I mean, how do I treat someone
who is offered help
921
00:32:18,653 --> 00:32:20,442
and chooses to walk away?
922
00:32:20,527 --> 00:32:22,793
I want to hope, Altman.
923
00:32:22,890 --> 00:32:25,852
I want to... mnh...
Believe that, you know,
924
00:32:25,937 --> 00:32:27,793
just...
Just a little longer,
925
00:32:27,878 --> 00:32:30,667
and... and... and we'll be over
this brutal hill.
926
00:32:30,752 --> 00:32:31,887
But...
927
00:32:31,972 --> 00:32:35,021
♪ To love now, to love
now [ Trash can lid thumps ]
928
00:32:35,327 --> 00:32:36,810
♪ To love now
929
00:32:36,895 --> 00:32:39,074
I just...
I just don't know.
930
00:32:39,196 --> 00:32:41,027
♪ To love now
931
00:32:41,213 --> 00:32:43,114
♪ To love now
932
00:32:43,199 --> 00:32:47,004
♪ What would it take
for us to love now? ♪
933
00:32:47,436 --> 00:32:48,527
[ Sighs ]
934
00:32:48,612 --> 00:32:51,036
♪ All we got is each other
935
00:32:51,121 --> 00:32:54,214
Hey. 30 minutes without
another episode of V-fib.
936
00:32:54,299 --> 00:32:55,913
The radiofrequency ablation
worked.
937
00:32:56,098 --> 00:32:56,928
♪ What would it take
for us to love now? ♪
938
00:32:57,012 --> 00:32:58,407
Any more word
from Winston?
939
00:32:58,491 --> 00:32:59,495
He's back on the road.
940
00:32:59,579 --> 00:33:01,450
He'll be here
in an hour or two.
941
00:33:01,535 --> 00:33:03,105
I'm glad to hear that.
942
00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:04,810
[ Cellphone vibrating ]♪ It isn't too late
943
00:33:04,894 --> 00:33:06,937
♪ I know we know how
944
00:33:07,022 --> 00:33:09,810
- ♪ What would it take for us to love now? ♪
- [ Cellphone chimes ]
945
00:33:09,894 --> 00:33:12,291
- [ Cellphone vibrating ]
- Whoa, 17 missed calls from "Mom."
946
00:33:12,375 --> 00:33:14,252
I wonder if she even knows
he's here.
947
00:33:14,352 --> 00:33:16,064
[ Scoffs ] Are you up for that,
or do you need me to...?
948
00:33:16,148 --> 00:33:17,869
- I got it.
- Okay.
949
00:33:17,954 --> 00:33:19,992
- ♪ To love now, to love now
- [ Vibrating stops ]
950
00:33:20,077 --> 00:33:21,329
Hello?
951
00:33:21,821 --> 00:33:23,475
Okay, okay, okay.
952
00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:25,048
Your son is okay.
953
00:33:25,133 --> 00:33:26,782
This is Dr. Maggie Pierce.
954
00:33:26,867 --> 00:33:29,163
I was
one of his doctors today.
955
00:33:31,119 --> 00:33:32,645
Oh, hey.
956
00:33:32,730 --> 00:33:34,424
Richard tells me
your new patient Nell
957
00:33:34,509 --> 00:33:35,966
is quite the storyteller.
958
00:33:36,051 --> 00:33:37,644
I'm thinking about going down
there to meet her
959
00:33:37,728 --> 00:33:39,057
before she gets discharged.
960
00:33:39,141 --> 00:33:42,165
- Why don't we have scars, Mom?
- Come again?
961
00:33:42,291 --> 00:33:45,018
My whole life, whenever I see
people marching in the streets,
962
00:33:45,103 --> 00:33:47,021
I hear your voice telling me
that just going to work
963
00:33:47,105 --> 00:33:48,283
is heroic enough,
964
00:33:48,367 --> 00:33:50,024
that we need to fix things
from the inside.
965
00:33:50,108 --> 00:33:52,315
Succeed first, then give.
Like, that's what...
966
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,420
That's what you taught me, right?
And... And here I am.
967
00:33:54,504 --> 00:33:56,049
I'm... I'm successful,
I've given,
968
00:33:56,134 --> 00:33:58,119
and nothing
seems to change.
969
00:33:58,203 --> 00:34:00,730
I know what it's like
to get discouraged, Jackson.
970
00:34:00,814 --> 00:34:02,036
No, I don't...
I don't need a pep talk.
971
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:03,081
That's not what
this is.
972
00:34:03,165 --> 00:34:04,368
I... [ Sighs ]
973
00:34:04,453 --> 00:34:07,334
If our foundation is so good
at fighting the good fight,
974
00:34:07,442 --> 00:34:09,642
then why isn't anything
getting better?
975
00:34:09,838 --> 00:34:11,800
And don't take that
the wrong way, alright?
976
00:34:12,087 --> 00:34:13,961
I'm just saying, maybe
both of us have got this wrong.
977
00:34:14,045 --> 00:34:15,136
I mean, look at what
is happening
978
00:34:15,220 --> 00:34:16,094
in the streets right now.
979
00:34:16,178 --> 00:34:17,731
Why aren't we there?
980
00:34:18,116 --> 00:34:19,599
Why the hell
don't we have scars?
981
00:34:19,684 --> 00:34:21,333
Let's just drop
the "we" business
982
00:34:21,418 --> 00:34:22,622
of this right now, okay?
983
00:34:22,706 --> 00:34:24,232
Youmay not have scars,
Jackson,
984
00:34:24,316 --> 00:34:26,495
but I have decades' worth.
985
00:34:26,579 --> 00:34:28,019
And if you think nothing
has changed,
986
00:34:28,103 --> 00:34:29,281
why don't
you just ask yourself
987
00:34:29,365 --> 00:34:31,302
how many Webbers, Baileys,
or Pierces
988
00:34:31,387 --> 00:34:33,198
you would have seen
walking through these halls
989
00:34:33,282 --> 00:34:35,004
40 years ago...
20 years ago.
990
00:34:35,089 --> 00:34:38,411
You have no idea the battles
that I have fought
991
00:34:38,496 --> 00:34:40,509
and won for that.
992
00:34:40,593 --> 00:34:41,989
And if you don't see
any scars,
993
00:34:42,073 --> 00:34:43,996
it's because I'm damn good
at this job.
994
00:34:44,081 --> 00:34:47,115
Of course you are.
I'm not... criticizing you.
995
00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:48,343
You're incredible.
But I'm saying,
996
00:34:48,427 --> 00:34:50,481
aren't you also annoyed
with all this red tape?
997
00:34:50,566 --> 00:34:52,005
Having to convince
some trustees
998
00:34:52,090 --> 00:34:53,347
when you have
a brilliant idea?
999
00:34:53,432 --> 00:34:54,654
Like,
what about our ideas?
1000
00:34:54,738 --> 00:34:56,047
What about
doing something about
1001
00:34:56,131 --> 00:34:57,744
the Black
maternal mortality rate
1002
00:34:57,828 --> 00:34:58,788
instead of
talking about it?
1003
00:34:58,872 --> 00:35:00,138
What about building
our database
1004
00:35:00,222 --> 00:35:02,668
for the obvious racial bias
in medical training?
1005
00:35:02,753 --> 00:35:04,055
What about building our...
Our medical school
1006
00:35:04,139 --> 00:35:05,121
that we talked about?
1007
00:35:05,206 --> 00:35:06,689
So many things
we could be doing.
1008
00:35:06,862 --> 00:35:09,085
One battle at a time,
Jackson.
1009
00:35:09,170 --> 00:35:10,739
That's how
the world works.
1010
00:35:10,824 --> 00:35:11,887
Nah.
1011
00:35:11,972 --> 00:35:14,301
It shouldn't be that way...
Not anymore, alright?
1012
00:35:14,386 --> 00:35:16,545
I don't want to play a role
in a system that's just broken.
1013
00:35:16,629 --> 00:35:17,784
You sound like
your father.
1014
00:35:17,869 --> 00:35:19,799
Oh, that'd be the worst thing
in the world?
1015
00:35:21,671 --> 00:35:24,198
- Mom... [ Sighs ]
- It's been a long day.
1016
00:35:24,297 --> 00:35:26,346
- I didn't mean...
- ou've already said it, Jackson.
1017
00:35:26,431 --> 00:35:28,131
Don't try to lie
about it now.
1018
00:35:28,216 --> 00:35:29,699
[ Breathes sharply ]
1019
00:35:29,784 --> 00:35:32,311
[ Pen scraping lightly ]
1020
00:35:32,396 --> 00:35:33,804
[ Papers shuffling ]
1021
00:35:33,889 --> 00:35:35,415
[♪♪]
1022
00:35:35,756 --> 00:35:38,588
Emawk's
"Treading Water" plays...
1023
00:35:38,695 --> 00:35:46,695
[♪♪]
1024
00:35:47,911 --> 00:35:49,960
- [ Children laughing ]
- Liam: Nah!
1025
00:35:50,045 --> 00:35:53,296
- ♪ Hold on, I'll be right behind ya ♪
- Hup, hup!
1026
00:35:53,381 --> 00:35:54,735
Austin: Hey, Dad,
wanna get in here?
1027
00:35:54,819 --> 00:35:56,824
Liam keeps kicking the ball
over the fence.
1028
00:35:56,979 --> 00:35:58,635
Because our yard's
too small.
1029
00:35:58,720 --> 00:36:01,408
Come over here for a second,
boys, will ya?
1030
00:36:01,842 --> 00:36:05,806
♪ Closer than before,
but still not there ♪
1031
00:36:06,094 --> 00:36:07,446
I was wrong.
1032
00:36:07,639 --> 00:36:08,773
Not to try
and protect you...
1033
00:36:08,865 --> 00:36:12,176
I'm your Dad.
That's part of the bargain.
1034
00:36:12,416 --> 00:36:14,874
But I was wrong
to tell you to stay home.
1035
00:36:15,317 --> 00:36:17,148
This is your country,
boys,
1036
00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:20,131
and now is a moment.
1037
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:23,567
So, you'll fight,
you'll protest if you want to,
1038
00:36:23,675 --> 00:36:27,398
but only during daylight
and only when I'm with you.
1039
00:36:27,483 --> 00:36:28,512
Sound fair?
1040
00:36:28,597 --> 00:36:31,211
♪ When you get to
the place you're going ♪
1041
00:36:31,296 --> 00:36:33,402
I heard about the one
downtown tomorrow...
1042
00:36:33,487 --> 00:36:35,098
If that's not
too soon.
1043
00:36:35,183 --> 00:36:36,060
Why would it be
too soon?
1044
00:36:36,144 --> 00:36:37,871
Um, your head?
1045
00:36:37,956 --> 00:36:39,744
Oh, yeah.
Forgot about that.
1046
00:36:39,829 --> 00:36:41,094
I think it's
an improvement.
1047
00:36:41,179 --> 00:36:42,357
Oh, do you, now?
1048
00:36:42,442 --> 00:36:43,881
Wha...
Hey!
1049
00:36:43,966 --> 00:36:45,623
[ Laughter ]
1050
00:36:45,708 --> 00:36:47,402
[♪♪]
1051
00:36:47,487 --> 00:36:49,289
♪ Let the water set me free
1052
00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:50,762
Oh, hey.
You need a ride home?
1053
00:36:50,847 --> 00:36:52,332
Um. Uh, thanks.
I'll walk.
1054
00:36:52,417 --> 00:36:53,567
No, let me drive you.
1055
00:36:53,652 --> 00:36:55,231
There's a curfew.
It's just not safe.
1056
00:36:55,316 --> 00:36:56,615
- That's alright. I'll walk.
- [ Siren wailing in distance ]
1057
00:36:56,699 --> 00:36:59,709
- [ Horn honks in distance ]
- Jackson, you can march tomorrow.
1058
00:36:59,794 --> 00:37:01,519
Today's practically over.
1059
00:37:01,604 --> 00:37:02,733
[ Honking, wailing continue
in distance ]
1060
00:37:02,817 --> 00:37:05,285
Yeah, well, it sounds like
they're still marching somewhere.
1061
00:37:05,722 --> 00:37:07,621
I'll walk. [ Sighs ]
1062
00:37:07,706 --> 00:37:10,574
Richard: I remember that day
I first put on my white coat,
1063
00:37:10,701 --> 00:37:12,449
even though it was long ago.
1064
00:37:12,534 --> 00:37:15,520
I took the oath alongside
my classmates,
1065
00:37:15,605 --> 00:37:18,473
and I meant it with every cell
in my body.
1066
00:37:18,558 --> 00:37:20,817
I heard you eviscerated
a patient today.
1067
00:37:21,058 --> 00:37:22,193
What?! No!
1068
00:37:22,277 --> 00:37:23,977
No, I helped put the bowels
back inside.
1069
00:37:24,061 --> 00:37:26,356
Oh, my God, what is
Chee telling people?!
1070
00:37:26,441 --> 00:37:27,751
He's telling people
you were a badass
1071
00:37:27,835 --> 00:37:28,919
and you saved
the man's life.
1072
00:37:29,003 --> 00:37:30,669
[ Laughing ] I'm sorry.
I couldn't help myself.
1073
00:37:30,753 --> 00:37:31,887
[ Sighs ]
1074
00:37:32,065 --> 00:37:33,513
How's Meredith?
1075
00:37:33,598 --> 00:37:34,640
Stable.
1076
00:37:34,724 --> 00:37:36,965
Her ABG
looks even better.
1077
00:37:37,405 --> 00:37:39,845
- ♪ The sound of a morning
- [ Breathes sharply ]
1078
00:37:39,945 --> 00:37:43,746
When the wound split,
I... froze.
1079
00:37:43,831 --> 00:37:46,684
But then, I kept hearing
this voice inside my head
1080
00:37:46,831 --> 00:37:49,331
asking,
"What would Meredith Grey do?"
1081
00:37:49,512 --> 00:37:52,223
- ♪ While I'm treading water
- [ Chuckles ]
1082
00:37:52,307 --> 00:37:53,785
- I know. That's stupid.
- No!
1083
00:37:53,870 --> 00:37:55,646
No, I've...
I've heard
1084
00:37:55,731 --> 00:37:58,505
- that voice before, too.
- ♪ Let the water set me free
1085
00:37:58,590 --> 00:37:59,895
And my advice...
1086
00:37:59,980 --> 00:38:02,661
- Keep listening to it.
- ♪ Let the water set me free
1087
00:38:02,746 --> 00:38:05,301
- ♪ As I tread this water
- Wow.
1088
00:38:05,386 --> 00:38:07,207
You're really going through
with OB-GYN, huh?
1089
00:38:07,292 --> 00:38:09,692
Mm-hmm.
I listened to the voice.
1090
00:38:09,777 --> 00:38:11,482
- ♪ Let the water set me free
- Hey, if you're starting
1091
00:38:11,566 --> 00:38:12,981
your residency all over again,
1092
00:38:13,066 --> 00:38:15,621
- does that mean I'm your boss now?
- No.
1093
00:38:15,706 --> 00:38:16,974
Well, technically,
I'll outrank you.
1094
00:38:17,058 --> 00:38:18,707
Okay, do you want
a ride home or not?
1095
00:38:18,792 --> 00:38:20,869
♪ Tell me that I haven't
reached the end ♪ - [ Chuckles ]
1096
00:38:20,953 --> 00:38:22,546
But this world
has challenged
1097
00:38:22,631 --> 00:38:25,226
that oath so many times,
I barely remember
1098
00:38:25,310 --> 00:38:26,657
- what it said anymore.
- ♪ Tell me that I have
1099
00:38:26,741 --> 00:38:30,333
♪ The strength to go on ♪
1100
00:38:31,070 --> 00:38:35,530
♪ And any time that
I think about going back ♪
1101
00:38:35,654 --> 00:38:37,304
♪ Going back
1102
00:38:37,708 --> 00:38:41,226
♪ Let the wind and the waves
push me home ♪
1103
00:38:41,356 --> 00:38:42,484
I was only thinking
one thing...
1104
00:38:42,568 --> 00:38:44,538
"Do whatever it takes
to get back to Maggie."
1105
00:38:44,663 --> 00:38:46,538
- [ Sighs ]
- "Survive and get home."
1106
00:38:46,622 --> 00:38:48,071
[ Voice breaking ]
I love you so much.
1107
00:38:48,155 --> 00:38:50,324
[♪♪]
1108
00:38:50,408 --> 00:38:52,152
[ Vocalizing ]
1109
00:38:52,257 --> 00:38:55,843
[♪♪]
1110
00:38:56,046 --> 00:38:57,054
So now,
1111
00:38:57,296 --> 00:39:00,398
- every day, I take a new oath...
- ♪ Let the water set me free
1112
00:39:00,483 --> 00:39:03,141
...I pledge to help build
a world worth living in.
1113
00:39:03,390 --> 00:39:05,730
♪ Let the water set me free
1114
00:39:05,815 --> 00:39:08,265
And never stop believing
that world can exist.
1115
00:39:08,350 --> 00:39:09,365
♪ ...set me free
1116
00:39:09,450 --> 00:39:12,148
- ♪ Let the water
- ♪ Let the water set me free
1117
00:39:12,233 --> 00:39:13,565
[ Engine starts ]
1118
00:39:13,649 --> 00:39:15,741
♪ Let the water set me
1119
00:39:15,825 --> 00:39:17,398
♪ Free
1120
00:39:17,483 --> 00:39:19,314
♪ Free
1121
00:39:19,399 --> 00:39:21,143
- ♪ Free ♪ Free,
- ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah
1122
00:39:21,242 --> 00:39:22,515
Female voice:
Calculating route.
1123
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:24,305
- Estimated trip...
- ♪ Let the water set me free
1124
00:39:24,389 --> 00:39:26,179
- 11 hours.
- [ Seat belt clicks ]
1125
00:39:26,264 --> 00:39:28,163
- ♪ The water
-♪ Let the water set me free
1126
00:39:28,248 --> 00:39:29,747
Richard: Not today.
1127
00:39:30,125 --> 00:39:31,874
So far from today.
1128
00:39:31,959 --> 00:39:36,273
- ♪ Let the water set me free
- But someday.
1129
00:39:36,358 --> 00:39:38,445
Captions by VITAC...
1130
00:39:38,537 --> 00:39:40,343
Synchronized by srjanapala
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