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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:11,481 --> 00:00:12,703 [LAUGHS] 2 00:00:13,194 --> 00:00:15,476 Stop, don't look at me! 3 00:00:15,501 --> 00:00:16,625 But I love you. 4 00:00:16,650 --> 00:00:18,890 Ugh! It's the only warm thing I have. 5 00:00:18,915 --> 00:00:21,148 It's gonna be so cold. I can't wear this. 6 00:00:21,173 --> 00:00:23,070 Where did you even get that? 7 00:00:23,095 --> 00:00:24,515 Vegas? 8 00:00:26,028 --> 00:00:28,070 Here, wear this. It was Dad's. 9 00:00:28,095 --> 00:00:29,656 What? I'm not gonna wear this. 10 00:00:29,681 --> 00:00:31,659 I just think maybe you can and it's fine. 11 00:00:31,684 --> 00:00:33,328 I'm not gonna wear your dad's sweater 12 00:00:33,353 --> 00:00:34,945 to a memorial for your dad. 13 00:00:34,970 --> 00:00:36,828 What would be a more fitting occasion? 14 00:00:36,853 --> 00:00:39,335 Can't I just, like, wear one of your things or something? 15 00:00:39,360 --> 00:00:41,976 It's just wool. It's just yarn. 16 00:00:42,001 --> 00:00:43,881 - You're just being difficult. - [SIGHS] 17 00:00:46,414 --> 00:00:48,187 - [EXHALES] - [NICHOLAS LAUGHING] 18 00:00:51,192 --> 00:00:52,602 - Stop. - [NICHOLAS CONTINUES LAUGHING] 19 00:00:52,626 --> 00:00:54,460 What the hell are you doing? 20 00:00:54,485 --> 00:00:55,579 Take that off. 21 00:00:55,604 --> 00:00:57,093 You told me to... 22 00:00:57,118 --> 00:00:58,259 [KNOCKING] 23 00:00:58,284 --> 00:00:59,443 Ohh! 24 00:00:59,468 --> 00:01:00,781 Hello. 25 00:01:02,063 --> 00:01:04,835 Dad died at 7:24 a.m. 26 00:01:05,166 --> 00:01:07,070 Which is almost now. 27 00:01:07,095 --> 00:01:08,992 I don't think we should be alone. 28 00:01:09,017 --> 00:01:11,531 So can we have a minute of silence? 29 00:01:11,556 --> 00:01:12,750 Yeah. Genevieve! 30 00:01:12,775 --> 00:01:14,775 We're doing a minute of silence. 31 00:01:16,484 --> 00:01:17,725 Whoa. 32 00:01:18,964 --> 00:01:20,480 Yeah, yeah. 33 00:01:20,505 --> 00:01:22,492 Yeah, let's do a minute of silence. 34 00:01:22,566 --> 00:01:24,679 Should I, um... just sit on bed or... 35 00:01:24,704 --> 00:01:27,148 - Shh! - Is it... Is it starting? 36 00:01:37,163 --> 00:01:40,750 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 37 00:01:41,082 --> 00:01:42,281 Today I'm gonna donate 38 00:01:42,306 --> 00:01:44,234 a lot of money to a cancer charity, 39 00:01:44,259 --> 00:01:47,007 so I can post the receipt on social media. 40 00:01:47,032 --> 00:01:48,032 Okay. 41 00:01:48,057 --> 00:01:51,156 I also want to write letters to Dad... 42 00:01:51,181 --> 00:01:54,585 then burn them as part of our ceremony. 43 00:01:54,610 --> 00:01:56,696 All right, Genevieve, what do you got? What do you need? 44 00:01:56,720 --> 00:01:58,640 Mostly I just wanna be sad without worrying about 45 00:01:58,665 --> 00:02:00,406 someone trying to make me feel better. 46 00:02:00,431 --> 00:02:02,351 Great. Let's do it. Let's cure cancer. 47 00:02:02,376 --> 00:02:04,209 - [CHUCKLING] - Let's burn our feelings 48 00:02:04,234 --> 00:02:05,742 and ignore Genevieve. 49 00:02:05,767 --> 00:02:07,390 - Thank you. - MATILDA: Good. 50 00:02:07,415 --> 00:02:09,054 I'm leaving now. 51 00:02:11,482 --> 00:02:13,665 Are you wearing Dad's sweater the same way you would wear 52 00:02:13,689 --> 00:02:16,476 a Justin Bieber T-shirt to a Justin Bieber concert? 53 00:02:16,501 --> 00:02:18,531 Okay. He tricked me. 54 00:02:18,556 --> 00:02:21,695 I did, I did trick him. I'm a funny trickster. 55 00:02:22,270 --> 00:02:24,231 Darren Moss. 56 00:02:24,256 --> 00:02:26,671 Husband, father... 57 00:02:26,932 --> 00:02:29,328 friend, organ donor. 58 00:02:29,353 --> 00:02:31,148 Now, let's all honor him 59 00:02:31,173 --> 00:02:34,164 by sharing moving letters from the heart. 60 00:02:34,189 --> 00:02:35,614 What? 61 00:02:35,639 --> 00:02:37,257 What? We're not sharing them. 62 00:02:37,282 --> 00:02:38,757 Are we? We're not sharing them. 63 00:02:38,782 --> 00:02:40,180 Just burning them in the fire, aren't we? 64 00:02:40,204 --> 00:02:42,492 That's silly. How will we know what everyone wrote? 65 00:02:43,398 --> 00:02:45,062 [SIGHS] Okay. 66 00:02:46,020 --> 00:02:47,679 Wow. 67 00:02:47,704 --> 00:02:51,718 One year. Where has the time gone? 68 00:02:51,743 --> 00:02:54,396 "Dad, you told me that no matter what happens, 69 00:02:54,421 --> 00:02:56,232 "you'll always watch over me. 70 00:02:56,257 --> 00:02:58,920 "I remember thinking that was very nice at the time 71 00:02:58,945 --> 00:03:00,248 "but recently... 72 00:03:00,273 --> 00:03:02,248 "my life hasn't been great, 73 00:03:02,273 --> 00:03:04,123 "and I'm worried you're disappointed. 74 00:03:04,148 --> 00:03:07,928 "If so, I want to tell you that I'm doing my best, 75 00:03:07,953 --> 00:03:10,228 "and since that's all you've ever asked of me, 76 00:03:10,253 --> 00:03:13,490 "it would be pretty hypocritical to be disappointed. 77 00:03:13,863 --> 00:03:16,365 "And Nicholas and Genevieve are fine. 78 00:03:16,390 --> 00:03:19,037 Warm regards, Matilda." 79 00:03:22,271 --> 00:03:24,576 [KISSES, EXHALES] 80 00:03:26,984 --> 00:03:28,584 GENEVIEVE: Um... 81 00:03:31,263 --> 00:03:34,138 "Hey, Dad, what's up? 82 00:03:34,421 --> 00:03:37,912 "So, lately, um, I've been trying not to think about 83 00:03:37,937 --> 00:03:40,087 "nihilistic existential dread 84 00:03:40,112 --> 00:03:42,904 and instead just imagine you meeting John Lennon." 85 00:03:42,929 --> 00:03:45,049 I know you were really looking forward to that. 86 00:03:45,773 --> 00:03:48,216 I hope you're not disappointed. 87 00:03:48,581 --> 00:03:50,904 They say never meet your idols. 88 00:03:52,443 --> 00:03:53,904 "So... 89 00:03:54,570 --> 00:03:55,903 "controversial statement, 90 00:03:55,928 --> 00:03:59,053 "but I actually thought a lot more about Mom today. 91 00:03:59,386 --> 00:04:01,099 "I know. Very rude. 92 00:04:01,124 --> 00:04:03,638 "But it's just that there's still so many things 93 00:04:03,663 --> 00:04:04,865 "that remind me of you 94 00:04:04,890 --> 00:04:07,420 "that it feels like you're still around. 95 00:04:07,583 --> 00:04:09,154 "And... 96 00:04:09,179 --> 00:04:11,763 "without you, Mom's the one who really feels gone. 97 00:04:12,721 --> 00:04:15,170 And you were the keeper of Mom stories." 98 00:04:18,251 --> 00:04:20,083 That's all I wrote. 99 00:04:24,416 --> 00:04:26,529 Nicholas, it's your turn. 100 00:04:27,355 --> 00:04:29,170 Um... 101 00:04:31,357 --> 00:04:32,576 No, can I just burn mine? 102 00:04:32,601 --> 00:04:33,810 I don't wanna read it aloud. 103 00:04:33,835 --> 00:04:35,865 Are you afraid you'll look gay? 104 00:04:35,890 --> 00:04:37,513 [CHUCKLES] I just... 105 00:04:37,538 --> 00:04:39,859 No, it's just embarrassing what I wrote. It's just all... it's not good. 106 00:04:39,883 --> 00:04:41,772 This is a safe space. 107 00:04:41,797 --> 00:04:44,350 How about I go first and then you can decide? 108 00:04:44,375 --> 00:04:45,639 Okay. 109 00:04:45,664 --> 00:04:47,170 ALEX: Uh... 110 00:04:47,195 --> 00:04:48,620 Um... 111 00:04:49,766 --> 00:04:50,967 "Dear Darren... 112 00:04:50,992 --> 00:04:52,772 "Uh, I want you to know 113 00:04:52,797 --> 00:04:54,577 "that in our short time together 114 00:04:54,602 --> 00:04:56,788 "I felt seen by you. 115 00:04:58,384 --> 00:05:02,131 "Thank you for being open and welcoming 116 00:05:02,156 --> 00:05:04,381 "even in your last days. 117 00:05:04,406 --> 00:05:05,881 "That must have been hard. 118 00:05:05,906 --> 00:05:09,131 "To be vulnerable around someone new. 119 00:05:10,208 --> 00:05:12,311 I'll always admire that about you." 120 00:05:12,336 --> 00:05:13,811 [LAUGHS SOFTLY] 121 00:05:23,605 --> 00:05:25,873 Nicholas, do you wanna go? 122 00:05:29,404 --> 00:05:31,163 Yeah, so I... Um, the thing is... Okay. 123 00:05:31,188 --> 00:05:33,561 The thing is, I-I didn't write nothin'. 124 00:05:33,586 --> 00:05:35,038 You didn't write anything? 125 00:05:35,063 --> 00:05:36,163 NICHOLAS: No. Well, no. 126 00:05:36,188 --> 00:05:37,999 I had a different understanding of the task. 127 00:05:38,024 --> 00:05:39,920 Yeah. I thought we're just burning them. 128 00:05:39,945 --> 00:05:41,420 I wrote "Dad. Yay." 129 00:05:41,445 --> 00:05:42,584 Um... 130 00:05:42,609 --> 00:05:44,116 Yeah, I've ruined it, haven't I? 131 00:05:44,141 --> 00:05:45,553 I've ruined it a bit. 132 00:05:45,578 --> 00:05:47,811 Let's just say something now. 133 00:05:47,836 --> 00:05:49,319 Say something from the heart. 134 00:05:49,344 --> 00:05:51,116 - The heart? - Yeah, or... 135 00:05:51,141 --> 00:05:53,592 Maybe just share like a nice memory. 136 00:05:56,451 --> 00:05:57,889 Uh... Okay. 137 00:05:57,914 --> 00:05:59,834 Um... 138 00:05:59,859 --> 00:06:01,554 Yeah, I mean, I had all day to write something 139 00:06:01,578 --> 00:06:03,452 and I couldn't come up with anything. 140 00:06:03,477 --> 00:06:06,038 The idea that I could improv is a bit of a reach, isn't it? 141 00:06:06,063 --> 00:06:07,334 I mean... 142 00:06:07,359 --> 00:06:09,202 I'm not Wayne Brady. 143 00:06:10,834 --> 00:06:13,034 MATILDA: Uh, you still have to burn the paper. 144 00:06:14,616 --> 00:06:16,378 Okay. 145 00:06:23,398 --> 00:06:25,206 You're being so weird today. 146 00:06:25,231 --> 00:06:27,182 Yes, all I wanted was them to have a nice day 147 00:06:27,207 --> 00:06:29,151 and instead I've been so weird. 148 00:06:29,176 --> 00:06:30,668 Do you wanna talk about this weirdness? 149 00:06:30,692 --> 00:06:32,452 - Absolutely not. - [CELL PHONE RINGING] 150 00:06:37,005 --> 00:06:38,401 Hello, Mother. 151 00:06:38,426 --> 00:06:40,581 Did I tell you that I'm seeing a therapist? 152 00:06:40,606 --> 00:06:42,882 I mean, I don't know, maybe. 153 00:06:42,907 --> 00:06:45,175 You tell me everything, and yet, nothing. 154 00:06:45,200 --> 00:06:47,096 Well, it's basically, just a friend 155 00:06:47,121 --> 00:06:49,026 I have to pay to listen to me talk. 156 00:06:49,051 --> 00:06:50,862 I had this big breakthrough. 157 00:06:50,887 --> 00:06:52,736 - I did a test and it turns out - Would you make some tea 158 00:06:52,760 --> 00:06:54,489 - that I'm an empath. - for everyone, please? 159 00:06:54,513 --> 00:06:55,863 Can you imagine? 160 00:06:55,888 --> 00:06:57,533 - [PENNY CONTINUES, INDISTINCT] - I'd love some tea. 161 00:06:57,557 --> 00:07:00,191 I mean, you're the only person I even like. 162 00:07:00,216 --> 00:07:03,683 Or maybe some methylenedioxymethamphetamine? 163 00:07:03,708 --> 00:07:06,683 PENNY: Well, I did blame myself for your father leaving. 164 00:07:06,708 --> 00:07:09,191 I mean, I just took all of that burden on. 165 00:07:09,216 --> 00:07:12,379 It turns out, the only thing that was wrong with me 166 00:07:12,404 --> 00:07:13,793 is I was wronged by him, 167 00:07:13,818 --> 00:07:15,246 because he knew my weaknesses 168 00:07:15,271 --> 00:07:16,668 and he took advantage. 169 00:07:16,693 --> 00:07:18,004 And what was that? 170 00:07:18,029 --> 00:07:19,926 I'm too nice. I did this test. 171 00:07:19,951 --> 00:07:21,933 So it has been confirmed. 172 00:07:21,958 --> 00:07:23,449 We're going to bed now. 173 00:07:23,474 --> 00:07:24,574 Ma, I gotta go. 174 00:07:24,599 --> 00:07:26,199 PENNY: Oh, they don't wanna say hi? 175 00:07:26,224 --> 00:07:27,785 - NICHOLAS: No. - PENNY: Oh, fine. 176 00:07:27,810 --> 00:07:29,394 Well, I'm too busy to talk now anyway 177 00:07:29,419 --> 00:07:31,387 because I'm ordering lunch from a new place. 178 00:07:31,412 --> 00:07:33,519 The food is so fresh, the menu changes every day, 179 00:07:33,544 --> 00:07:34,816 so we'll talk later. 180 00:07:34,841 --> 00:07:36,941 Goodbye. You're going to bed? 181 00:07:36,966 --> 00:07:39,090 - BOTH: Mm-hmm. - Well, that's very sudden, isn't it? 182 00:07:39,115 --> 00:07:41,324 Are you sure you don't want some lemon sorbet? 183 00:07:42,564 --> 00:07:43,629 No. 184 00:07:43,654 --> 00:07:44,691 Are you sure you're not going to bed 185 00:07:44,715 --> 00:07:46,799 to be all alone and sad and devastated? 186 00:07:46,824 --> 00:07:49,585 Not in the dramatic way you're imagining. 187 00:07:51,530 --> 00:07:53,176 Okay, then, good night. 188 00:07:54,773 --> 00:07:56,013 Good night. 189 00:07:58,767 --> 00:08:00,582 That's too much tea for two people to drink 190 00:08:00,607 --> 00:08:02,183 and then go straight to bed. 191 00:08:02,208 --> 00:08:03,644 It's okay. 192 00:08:03,669 --> 00:08:05,285 Think we should stay up for awhile. 193 00:08:05,310 --> 00:08:07,277 Stay up? You, why? 194 00:08:07,810 --> 00:08:10,676 I think we have a lot to talk about. 195 00:08:10,701 --> 00:08:12,402 Oh, no. 196 00:08:12,577 --> 00:08:14,472 Oh, no. I'm in big trouble. 197 00:08:14,497 --> 00:08:16,121 [ALEX CHUCKLES] 198 00:08:17,678 --> 00:08:19,105 - [TOOTHBRUSH VIBRATING] - Matilda? 199 00:08:19,130 --> 00:08:21,075 Do you wanna sleep in here tonight? 200 00:08:21,100 --> 00:08:22,911 - Why? - Well, 'cause I think 201 00:08:22,936 --> 00:08:24,616 maybe I don't wanna be alone. 202 00:08:27,198 --> 00:08:28,621 [SPITS] 203 00:08:29,987 --> 00:08:32,597 I have to sleep on the side furthest from the door. 204 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:37,666 Genevieve? 205 00:08:37,913 --> 00:08:39,347 Yeah? 206 00:08:39,372 --> 00:08:40,722 MATILDA: Are you crying? 207 00:08:40,747 --> 00:08:42,918 Um... kind of. 208 00:08:42,943 --> 00:08:44,394 MATILDA: Really? 209 00:08:44,995 --> 00:08:48,152 - No. Are you? - No. 210 00:08:50,369 --> 00:08:53,644 What were you thinking about during the moment of silence? 211 00:08:54,011 --> 00:08:56,144 Dad. What were you thinking about? 212 00:08:56,169 --> 00:08:57,707 North Korea. 213 00:08:59,391 --> 00:09:01,621 - Genevieve! - Wh... Okay. 214 00:09:01,646 --> 00:09:03,549 I know we're supposed to be sad, 215 00:09:03,574 --> 00:09:06,152 and I am sad every single day, 216 00:09:06,177 --> 00:09:07,824 I just didn't feel it today. 217 00:09:07,849 --> 00:09:09,457 Neither did I. 218 00:09:09,687 --> 00:09:11,543 It was just so much pressure. 219 00:09:11,568 --> 00:09:13,864 It's like when you're supposed to have fun on New Year's Eve. 220 00:09:13,888 --> 00:09:15,105 Hmm. 221 00:09:16,850 --> 00:09:19,332 What are your thoughts on North Korea? 222 00:09:19,357 --> 00:09:21,644 Pretty interesting place, no? 223 00:09:21,669 --> 00:09:23,558 ALEX: It's not healthy to keep things in. 224 00:09:23,583 --> 00:09:26,358 You know, pain gets stuck in your body, causes cancer. 225 00:09:26,383 --> 00:09:27,629 My dad's cancer, 226 00:09:27,654 --> 00:09:29,527 causes my cancer, causes your cancer. 227 00:09:29,552 --> 00:09:31,113 When will the cycle end? 228 00:09:31,138 --> 00:09:32,677 Why won't you tell me what you're feeling? 229 00:09:32,701 --> 00:09:33,701 Do you even know? 230 00:09:33,726 --> 00:09:35,450 I know Matilda blew her nose on this blanket. 231 00:09:35,474 --> 00:09:36,474 I know that. 232 00:09:36,499 --> 00:09:39,597 I'm just trying to make sure there's nothing you wanna talk about. 233 00:09:39,622 --> 00:09:42,676 Like what, politics? Fracking? Mutual Funds? 234 00:09:42,701 --> 00:09:43,949 I don't know what they are. 235 00:09:43,974 --> 00:09:45,332 You're being annoying. 236 00:09:45,357 --> 00:09:46,716 I just don't know what you want me to say. 237 00:09:46,740 --> 00:09:48,668 Yeah, my dad died and it was sad. 238 00:09:48,693 --> 00:09:51,066 But also it's not like a unique experience, 239 00:09:51,091 --> 00:09:52,801 you know, people's dads die. 240 00:09:52,826 --> 00:09:54,153 Okay, well, would you say 241 00:09:54,178 --> 00:09:56,887 your relationship with your dad was complicated? 242 00:09:56,912 --> 00:09:59,004 Yes. Very complicated. 243 00:09:59,029 --> 00:10:01,551 But then he died and that really uncomplicated things. 244 00:10:01,576 --> 00:10:03,894 Okay, because sometimes, 245 00:10:03,919 --> 00:10:06,012 and I don't wanna make you feel bad... 246 00:10:06,037 --> 00:10:07,512 [SCOFFS] Well, here we bloody go. 247 00:10:07,537 --> 00:10:09,543 But sometimes you're kind of closed off 248 00:10:09,568 --> 00:10:10,957 and emotionally unavailable. 249 00:10:10,982 --> 00:10:13,340 - [LAUGHS] - And it's challenging, okay? 250 00:10:13,365 --> 00:10:14,597 It's really challenging. 251 00:10:14,622 --> 00:10:15,661 What, you're mad at me for not being 252 00:10:15,685 --> 00:10:17,879 more emotionally available for my dead dad? 253 00:10:17,904 --> 00:10:19,129 I'm not mad at you. 254 00:10:19,154 --> 00:10:20,739 I'm just trying to give you a space to talk. 255 00:10:20,763 --> 00:10:22,965 And it's up to you to occupy it. 256 00:10:22,990 --> 00:10:24,508 Ugh. When you said that, I feel like 257 00:10:24,541 --> 00:10:26,916 I felt something important in my body shut down. 258 00:10:27,509 --> 00:10:29,504 Oh, my God, they're secretly awake. 259 00:10:29,529 --> 00:10:30,872 Can we go in there? I wanna go in there. 260 00:10:30,896 --> 00:10:32,363 No, we're not doing that right now. 261 00:10:32,388 --> 00:10:34,168 Ugh. You're a leech. You're a little leech. 262 00:10:34,193 --> 00:10:36,080 Okay. I decided what I want actually 263 00:10:36,105 --> 00:10:37,801 on the anniversary of my dad's death, 264 00:10:37,826 --> 00:10:39,551 my very special day, 265 00:10:39,576 --> 00:10:42,082 is just, please, to do some hugging? 266 00:10:48,273 --> 00:10:49,652 [KISSES] 267 00:10:49,677 --> 00:10:51,707 I was thinking about Drea. 268 00:10:51,732 --> 00:10:53,168 What? 269 00:10:53,492 --> 00:10:55,324 During the minute of silence. 270 00:10:55,349 --> 00:10:56,472 Oh. 271 00:10:56,497 --> 00:10:58,222 Um, I see. 272 00:10:58,699 --> 00:11:01,011 - Is that bad? - No. 273 00:11:01,036 --> 00:11:02,918 What were you thinking? 274 00:11:03,100 --> 00:11:04,816 I miss her. 275 00:11:04,841 --> 00:11:05,910 What do you miss? 276 00:11:05,935 --> 00:11:06,989 I don't think I'm supposed to talk about 277 00:11:07,013 --> 00:11:09,051 how I miss my ex-girlfriend 278 00:11:09,076 --> 00:11:11,691 on the day that our dad died. 279 00:11:12,115 --> 00:11:15,004 No. It-it's fine. I wanna know. 280 00:11:15,029 --> 00:11:17,394 I miss how she would never try to figure out 281 00:11:17,419 --> 00:11:19,715 how to help me or fix anything. She just... 282 00:11:19,740 --> 00:11:21,885 always tried to find the next interesting thing 283 00:11:21,910 --> 00:11:23,519 for us to talk about. 284 00:11:25,741 --> 00:11:27,701 - I'm sorry, Matilda. - [SIGHS DEEPLY] 285 00:11:30,339 --> 00:11:32,965 Why did I have to be born straight? 286 00:11:32,990 --> 00:11:35,028 Life is a cruel mistress. 287 00:11:35,158 --> 00:11:37,950 - Are you straight? - Yeah, I think so. 288 00:11:37,975 --> 00:11:40,879 Well, how do you know if you've never had sex? 289 00:11:40,904 --> 00:11:42,286 All right, no need to bully a girl 290 00:11:42,311 --> 00:11:44,364 on the day her dad died. 291 00:11:44,389 --> 00:11:45,778 No, silly. 292 00:11:45,803 --> 00:11:47,590 It's just that, you don't have 293 00:11:47,615 --> 00:11:49,731 anyone to talk to about this stuff. 294 00:11:49,756 --> 00:11:53,247 So the responsibility has fallen on me to teach you. 295 00:11:53,272 --> 00:11:56,184 No, the responsibility has fallen upon the internet. 296 00:11:56,546 --> 00:11:58,411 Okay, um... 297 00:11:58,436 --> 00:11:59,926 How about this? Uh... 298 00:11:59,951 --> 00:12:02,465 What's something you miss about your dad? 299 00:12:02,490 --> 00:12:03,490 [SIGHS] 300 00:12:03,515 --> 00:12:05,099 Look, I know what you're doing and it's nice, 301 00:12:05,123 --> 00:12:06,466 but I don't like talking about these things 302 00:12:06,490 --> 00:12:07,491 because my opinions change 303 00:12:07,515 --> 00:12:09,130 and I don't wanna be locked into my words. 304 00:12:09,154 --> 00:12:10,997 I won't hold you to anything, okay? 305 00:12:11,022 --> 00:12:12,504 I just wanna hear about him. 306 00:12:16,150 --> 00:12:18,411 I liked that he always wore a belt. 307 00:12:18,436 --> 00:12:19,646 - [LAUGHING] - What? No. You said... 308 00:12:19,670 --> 00:12:20,715 - You said... - Oh, my God! 309 00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:21,795 You said I can say anything. 310 00:12:21,819 --> 00:12:23,403 I cannot be the only one 311 00:12:23,428 --> 00:12:24,887 in this relationship with feelings. 312 00:12:24,912 --> 00:12:26,731 I'm so glad that we've pivoted towards you. 313 00:12:26,756 --> 00:12:28,184 Let's unpack. 314 00:12:28,209 --> 00:12:29,395 [ALEX GRUNTS] 315 00:12:29,420 --> 00:12:30,747 [CHUCKLES] 316 00:12:30,772 --> 00:12:32,356 You watched your dad get sick and die 317 00:12:32,381 --> 00:12:34,731 and you never talk about it. 318 00:12:34,899 --> 00:12:37,122 You can make jokes and distract yourself with the girls. 319 00:12:37,147 --> 00:12:38,475 But you cannot sit here and tell me 320 00:12:38,499 --> 00:12:39,811 that you didn't feel anything today. 321 00:12:39,835 --> 00:12:41,037 I can't say I didn't feel anything. 322 00:12:41,061 --> 00:12:42,872 I'm not a monster. I just... 323 00:12:42,897 --> 00:12:45,083 Actually, can you let go of my hands? That is... 324 00:12:45,602 --> 00:12:46,973 That was revolting. 325 00:12:46,998 --> 00:12:49,833 Could you just promise me we'll never do that again? Please? 326 00:12:49,858 --> 00:12:50,895 - Yes. - Okay. 327 00:12:50,920 --> 00:12:53,642 I just... I don't know... I just feel like... 328 00:12:53,667 --> 00:12:56,045 Sometimes I don't know how to articulate why I'm upset. 329 00:12:56,086 --> 00:12:57,849 So, like, why talk through all the options 330 00:12:57,874 --> 00:13:00,520 when maybe I'm just an abstract feeler? 331 00:13:00,545 --> 00:13:01,894 [CHUCKLES] 332 00:13:01,919 --> 00:13:03,982 Is that why you didn't write anything today? 333 00:13:04,007 --> 00:13:05,474 No, I just... 334 00:13:05,499 --> 00:13:08,365 [LAUGHS] literally thought we were burning them. 335 00:13:08,390 --> 00:13:10,060 Why didn't you write anything today? 336 00:13:10,085 --> 00:13:11,412 I don't, like, believe in magic. 337 00:13:11,437 --> 00:13:12,546 You know, I didn't think the notes 338 00:13:12,570 --> 00:13:14,310 were going to Dad's ghost. 339 00:13:14,335 --> 00:13:16,459 Why didn't you write anything today? 340 00:13:16,484 --> 00:13:18,926 Stop Good Will Hunting me! 341 00:13:18,951 --> 00:13:20,185 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 342 00:13:20,210 --> 00:13:21,943 Okay, listen. Okay. Come here. 343 00:13:21,968 --> 00:13:23,771 Listen. Here... Here's why, okay? 344 00:13:23,796 --> 00:13:25,552 Don't you think that, like... 345 00:13:25,577 --> 00:13:27,271 Don't you think that it would be, like, 346 00:13:27,296 --> 00:13:29,685 selfish for me to be sad today? 347 00:13:29,710 --> 00:13:31,920 [LAUGHS] No, you had your dad die. 348 00:13:31,945 --> 00:13:34,209 Yeah, but not like they did. 349 00:13:35,448 --> 00:13:37,654 Why are you tryin' to be a tough guy, huh? 350 00:13:37,679 --> 00:13:39,799 Suddenly I'm dating Vin Diesel? 351 00:13:39,824 --> 00:13:41,432 No, I'm not Vin Diesel. 352 00:13:41,457 --> 00:13:43,271 No, I'm literally not Vin Diesel. 353 00:13:43,296 --> 00:13:45,123 I just like... [TUTS] 354 00:13:46,688 --> 00:13:48,552 I just... Guess I feel, like, their sadness 355 00:13:48,577 --> 00:13:50,341 is more credible than mine. 356 00:13:50,366 --> 00:13:53,474 I-I... I feel like I'm like a guest in their grief. 357 00:13:57,396 --> 00:13:58,943 Do you wanna have sex? 358 00:13:58,968 --> 00:14:00,013 - Yeah. - Yeah? 359 00:14:00,038 --> 00:14:01,045 Yeah! 360 00:14:01,070 --> 00:14:03,060 Actually, I kinda do. 361 00:14:06,242 --> 00:14:08,209 Wow. Um... 362 00:14:09,307 --> 00:14:11,505 Oh, when my dad left, you know, 363 00:14:11,530 --> 00:14:14,365 that was a bit of a shock, because, well... 364 00:14:14,538 --> 00:14:17,451 Well, I didn't really know that parents could just leave. 365 00:14:17,476 --> 00:14:20,005 But my mum, she... she was so devastated 366 00:14:20,030 --> 00:14:21,755 that I thought, "Oh, you know, 367 00:14:21,780 --> 00:14:24,568 maybe this is her thing to be sad about." 368 00:14:24,593 --> 00:14:26,060 And so I kept quiet. 369 00:14:26,085 --> 00:14:27,834 But she, um... 370 00:14:27,859 --> 00:14:30,504 Yeah, she didn't seem to notice that I was keeping quiet. 371 00:14:30,529 --> 00:14:34,638 And then, the only thing that, um, made her feel better 372 00:14:34,663 --> 00:14:36,670 was talking about, um... 373 00:14:36,695 --> 00:14:38,795 how much of a shit guy Darren was. 374 00:14:38,820 --> 00:14:42,924 Um, and I thought, like, "Yeah, okay. Sure," you know. 375 00:14:42,949 --> 00:14:46,323 But then I would come here and actually, um, 376 00:14:46,348 --> 00:14:48,862 I'd see him with the girls, and actually, like... 377 00:14:48,887 --> 00:14:52,176 he'd be a very good guy, and, um... 378 00:14:53,037 --> 00:14:54,605 Well, that was pretty... 379 00:14:57,579 --> 00:14:58,933 It is what it is. 380 00:14:59,786 --> 00:15:01,379 Want some Brie? 381 00:15:07,088 --> 00:15:09,301 Ever talked to anyone about this? 382 00:15:09,326 --> 00:15:12,543 To who? Who are these people listening to my sad feelings? 383 00:15:12,568 --> 00:15:15,238 ALEX: I don't know, people. You know, family? 384 00:15:15,263 --> 00:15:17,043 - Friends? - NICHOLAS: Hmm. 385 00:15:17,864 --> 00:15:20,308 Yeah, I hear you. Um... and-and, uh, 386 00:15:20,333 --> 00:15:22,769 let's not make this a referendum on my likability 387 00:15:22,794 --> 00:15:25,222 but I've never really had friends. 388 00:15:25,515 --> 00:15:26,755 Hey. 389 00:15:26,997 --> 00:15:28,566 Well, like, not like you do. 390 00:15:28,591 --> 00:15:29,980 ALEX: That's not true. 391 00:15:30,005 --> 00:15:32,066 I'm sure you've had plenty of friends. 392 00:15:32,091 --> 00:15:35,301 I went to, like, movies and I traded stickers, but... 393 00:15:35,768 --> 00:15:39,277 it wasn't like sharing my feelings. 394 00:15:39,302 --> 00:15:42,361 Okay. W-what about Penny? 395 00:15:42,386 --> 00:15:45,058 Have I told my mum all the ways that I think she's failed me? 396 00:15:45,083 --> 00:15:47,324 No. No, that's never come up. 397 00:15:48,901 --> 00:15:51,332 What's your thoughts about penises? 398 00:15:51,362 --> 00:15:52,746 Um... 399 00:15:52,771 --> 00:15:55,097 I mean, I'm-I'm intrigued, 400 00:15:55,122 --> 00:15:58,198 which is insane considering what they look like. 401 00:15:58,223 --> 00:16:00,148 [BOTH GIGGLE] 402 00:16:00,399 --> 00:16:02,918 MATILDA: Sometimes, they curve. 403 00:16:02,943 --> 00:16:06,285 They start one way and make a turn. 404 00:16:06,656 --> 00:16:08,316 [SNICKERS] 405 00:16:09,480 --> 00:16:10,855 What about pubic hair? 406 00:16:10,880 --> 00:16:12,191 Mine or theirs? 407 00:16:12,216 --> 00:16:13,844 'Cause mine is ready to present. 408 00:16:13,869 --> 00:16:16,269 Though I'm not, I'm not sure why. 409 00:16:18,006 --> 00:16:19,730 I'm gonna buy you condoms. 410 00:16:19,755 --> 00:16:21,316 I know about condoms. 411 00:16:21,341 --> 00:16:23,293 But you don't know what the guy 412 00:16:23,318 --> 00:16:24,576 knows about condoms. 413 00:16:24,601 --> 00:16:26,691 So I've decided to get you 414 00:16:26,716 --> 00:16:30,793 a discreet monthly delivery to your nightstand. 415 00:16:30,818 --> 00:16:33,873 Monthly is very ambitious, Matilda. 416 00:16:33,898 --> 00:16:35,289 [BOTH GIGGLE] 417 00:16:38,025 --> 00:16:39,746 [CELL PHONE RINGING] 418 00:16:41,337 --> 00:16:43,597 - Oh, it's my mum. - Don't pick that up. 419 00:16:43,622 --> 00:16:45,833 Why? No, but it's a ringing phone. I don't make the rules. 420 00:16:45,857 --> 00:16:47,254 No, I don't understand you. 421 00:16:47,279 --> 00:16:48,638 Why on Earth would you answer that now? 422 00:16:48,662 --> 00:16:49,880 - Well, I mean, it could... - Think about what 423 00:16:49,904 --> 00:16:51,067 we're talking about, Nicholas. 424 00:16:51,091 --> 00:16:52,668 - What if it's a nice call? - Nicholas. 425 00:16:52,693 --> 00:16:54,903 Maybe she saw my high school bully at the market looking sad. 426 00:16:54,927 --> 00:16:56,333 - Oh, my God. No way. - [RINGING CONTINUES] 427 00:16:56,357 --> 00:16:58,051 - No. You don't care. - Okay. 428 00:16:58,076 --> 00:16:59,466 Fine, fine. I'm ma... I'm making... 429 00:16:59,490 --> 00:17:01,558 - I made her go away. - Great. 430 00:17:01,583 --> 00:17:03,066 [RINGING STOPS] 431 00:17:05,774 --> 00:17:07,208 Yeah, I'm gonna call her back now, actually. 432 00:17:07,232 --> 00:17:08,676 - Oh, my God. [SIGHS] - No, I am. 433 00:17:08,701 --> 00:17:10,808 NICHOLAS: No, I am gonna call her back, yeah. 434 00:17:10,833 --> 00:17:12,257 [LINE RINGING] 435 00:17:12,282 --> 00:17:13,872 [BEEPS] 436 00:17:13,897 --> 00:17:15,857 Surprised you bothered to call back. 437 00:17:16,473 --> 00:17:18,691 Yeah, sorry, it's just been a long day. 438 00:17:18,716 --> 00:17:21,207 Well, mine's just started and I'm all alone 439 00:17:21,232 --> 00:17:22,605 and I cannot stop thinking about 440 00:17:22,630 --> 00:17:25,433 how my ex-husband died before I got closure. 441 00:17:25,458 --> 00:17:28,301 Yeah, I know. That is... That's a lot to be dealing with. 442 00:17:28,326 --> 00:17:30,582 And you know what sickens me the most? 443 00:17:30,789 --> 00:17:32,246 - That I still care. - What? 444 00:17:32,271 --> 00:17:33,504 You can't let her say this. 445 00:17:34,718 --> 00:17:36,747 Babe, you have to put a stop to this. 446 00:17:36,772 --> 00:17:37,935 He's up there, he's up there 447 00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:40,677 right now, and he's just basking in my pain. 448 00:17:42,189 --> 00:17:44,583 Well, I mean, if you think now is the right time 449 00:17:44,608 --> 00:17:45,614 to confront her, then... 450 00:17:45,639 --> 00:17:46,647 - No. That's not... - NICHOLAS: No? 451 00:17:46,671 --> 00:17:47,833 - Okay. - No. 452 00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:49,420 PENNY: I think Darren was a bit of a sadist 453 00:17:49,444 --> 00:17:51,263 or he was a sociopath. 454 00:17:51,288 --> 00:17:52,474 We'll never know for sure. 455 00:17:52,936 --> 00:17:53,997 NICHOLAS: Ugh. No. 456 00:17:54,022 --> 00:17:55,497 Mum, you can't say these things. 457 00:17:55,522 --> 00:17:57,130 He was still a good dad. 458 00:17:57,155 --> 00:17:58,928 PENNY: I don't subscribe to the idea that you can't 459 00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:01,661 - speak ill of the dead. - No. Mum, stop. 460 00:18:01,686 --> 00:18:05,943 I don't like it when you say mean things about my dad, okay? 461 00:18:05,975 --> 00:18:08,685 You can't keep doing this. 462 00:18:08,835 --> 00:18:10,114 Well, if you're in a mood, 463 00:18:10,139 --> 00:18:12,458 I think I might take myself off somewhere else. 464 00:18:13,045 --> 00:18:14,506 - [LINE DISCONNECTS] - [SIGHS] 465 00:18:14,531 --> 00:18:15,950 Oh, my God. 466 00:18:16,289 --> 00:18:18,185 Oh, my God. She hung up on me. No. 467 00:18:18,210 --> 00:18:19,893 Actually, that doesn't feel good. 468 00:18:19,918 --> 00:18:21,169 Why did you think this feels... 469 00:18:21,194 --> 00:18:22,311 'Cause this doesn't feel good. 470 00:18:22,335 --> 00:18:24,536 - This is dumb! - No, that was good. 471 00:18:24,561 --> 00:18:25,638 You put yourself first. 472 00:18:25,663 --> 00:18:26,872 You set boundaries. 473 00:18:26,897 --> 00:18:28,404 No, I like being there for my mum. 474 00:18:28,429 --> 00:18:29,724 I only said that just then 475 00:18:29,749 --> 00:18:31,700 'cause you were standing there staring at me 476 00:18:31,725 --> 00:18:34,068 with all your pressure and judgment. 477 00:18:34,093 --> 00:18:36,763 When actually being there for my mum is a thing that I like. 478 00:18:36,788 --> 00:18:39,443 You can't be there for everybody all the time. 479 00:18:39,468 --> 00:18:41,052 You're not responsible for her. 480 00:18:41,077 --> 00:18:43,014 Yeah, actually I'm gonna call her back and apologize. 481 00:18:43,038 --> 00:18:44,044 - ALEX: No. - Yes. 482 00:18:44,069 --> 00:18:45,255 - No! - Oh, yes! 483 00:18:45,280 --> 00:18:47,177 Please, let's do this for a lot longer! 484 00:18:47,202 --> 00:18:49,029 ALEX: Okay, fine. Sorry. 485 00:18:49,054 --> 00:18:51,614 Just listen to me for a sec, though, please? 486 00:18:52,370 --> 00:18:54,177 I think that you put everyone's feelings 487 00:18:54,202 --> 00:18:55,693 before your own because you're scared 488 00:18:55,718 --> 00:18:57,521 that if you don't, they're gonna abandon you 489 00:18:57,546 --> 00:18:58,552 like your dad did. 490 00:18:58,577 --> 00:19:00,896 But Darren leaving wasn't your fault. 491 00:19:00,921 --> 00:19:02,995 Okay? And you're allowed to be sad. 492 00:19:03,267 --> 00:19:05,162 Okay? And you're allowed to let other people know 493 00:19:05,186 --> 00:19:07,263 about your feelings even if it makes them sad. 494 00:19:07,288 --> 00:19:08,471 No one is leaving you. 495 00:19:08,496 --> 00:19:10,048 We love you too much. 496 00:19:10,073 --> 00:19:11,073 Okay? 497 00:19:14,288 --> 00:19:16,294 Did you hear that or...? 498 00:19:34,014 --> 00:19:35,794 What you said was very nice. I liked it. 499 00:19:35,819 --> 00:19:37,700 It made me feel good. 500 00:19:55,806 --> 00:19:57,654 [CELL PHONE RINGING] 501 00:19:58,955 --> 00:20:00,266 Well, hello, there. 502 00:20:00,291 --> 00:20:01,768 What's happening with you? 503 00:20:01,793 --> 00:20:05,154 Well, I found out that owls spit up all the mouse bones 504 00:20:05,179 --> 00:20:06,505 that they eat in little pellets, 505 00:20:06,530 --> 00:20:08,405 and if you find one you can build a mouse skeleton. 506 00:20:08,429 --> 00:20:09,607 But they won't give me one. 507 00:20:09,632 --> 00:20:12,802 It's never sports or exercise for you, is it? 508 00:20:13,169 --> 00:20:15,005 - [NICHOLAS LAUGHS] - Literally anything else. 509 00:20:15,030 --> 00:20:18,122 Well, it's quite good to build a mouse skeleton, though, isn't it? 510 00:20:18,147 --> 00:20:19,638 I think it's good! 511 00:20:19,663 --> 00:20:22,943 [LAUGHS] Oh! So I had to go back on Tinder. 512 00:20:22,968 --> 00:20:24,294 What happened to Malcolm? 513 00:20:24,319 --> 00:20:25,333 PENNY: Oh, he's on there. 514 00:20:25,358 --> 00:20:27,060 That's who I'm looking for, to be honest. 515 00:20:27,085 --> 00:20:28,311 I knew that he was up to something, 516 00:20:28,335 --> 00:20:30,129 so I put a location device on his phone. 517 00:20:30,154 --> 00:20:31,419 - What? - PENNY: And he was. 518 00:20:31,444 --> 00:20:32,450 - No. - PENNY: He was. 519 00:20:32,475 --> 00:20:34,122 He was crisscrossing all over town. 520 00:20:34,147 --> 00:20:36,685 And every time he showed up at a new cafe, 521 00:20:36,717 --> 00:20:38,021 there I was. 522 00:20:38,646 --> 00:20:40,771 So I think he worked out what was happening, 523 00:20:40,796 --> 00:20:42,271 and I haven't heard from him since. 524 00:20:42,296 --> 00:20:43,756 It's hard to imagine what you've got planned 525 00:20:43,780 --> 00:20:44,943 to say if you match. 526 00:20:44,968 --> 00:20:46,280 Oh, I think I'd have a lot to say. 527 00:20:46,304 --> 00:20:48,304 - Don't you worry about that. - [NICHOLAS LAUGHING] 528 00:20:48,354 --> 00:20:52,904 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 37984

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