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"A Million Little Things"...

I've moved on,
and so has he.

Why does he still
have this?

You stole our food?

No, no.
I delivered it.

So you should hire me.

Your mother must be
wondering where you are.

She's been sick.

She just, uh --
She just sprained her ankle.

Your podcast that a thousand
people have listened to.

I never pressed stop
when we were talking,

and I must have uploaded
the entire thing.

Ooh. What do we got?
Vicodin.

♪♪

Why are there aspirin
in your oxycodone, Eddie?

I took them.

I want her out of here.

Thank you.

I hope it was worth it.

It's not physically
impossible, Albert.

It's only 500 sandwiches.

It's still a lot.

Well, we're making them,
not eating them.

And they're all going to
kids in need.

Alright, alright, guilt trip me,
why don't you?

Are you sure you're up for all of that?

You sound like
an old man today

with all that talk about your aching back.

Oh, my back will be fine.

You are not getting my job
just yet.

I'm also gonna take
a half a Vicodin.

I could've sworn
they were here.

Shanice: I'd love to hear
more about

how you navigate
Rome's depression.

A few weeks before
I found the note,

I saw a pill on the floor.

And I just threw it away.

I didn't think
anything of it.

But that pill was a clue.

I-I gotta call you back.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Blows ]

Regina: Wow.

You lit candles
and everything.

Despite what you might
be thinking,

this massage is strictly
for your back, okay?
Oh.

Now, how you choose to show
your appreciation to me later,

that's --
that's up to you.

[ Chuckles ]
Come on.

Sit down.

Let me show you what I picked up
watching this dude in the mall.

Yes. Ooh.

Heavy is the head
that wears the crown, huh?

And that crown is putting a lot
of pressure on your S1L1.

Might have learned
a few things.

You were in that LensCrafters
for, like, ever.

[ Chuckles ]

You know, I have been
so caught up at the restaurant,

I haven't asked
how you're doing,

I mean, with your movie
being shut down.

We haven't really talked
about it since the table read.

Would've been filming
at the Garden today.

12-year-old me
would've lost his mind.

And how is
adult you feeling?

I can imagine, some days,

it must be hard for you
to get out of bed.

W-What are you asking me?

Babe, uh...

The Vicodin from
my wrist surgery is missing.

I keep thinking about the pill
I found on the floor...

how I didn't say anything,
how I almost lost you.

So I need to know --
do you have them?

No.

I promise you.

I'm -- I'm okay.

I'm -- I'm --

I'm not in that place
anymore.

Okay.

But if you didn't take them,
who did?

♪♪

[ Breathes deeply ]

♪♪

Did you sleep okay?

Yeah.
No nightmares.

Lucky you.

I had that recurring dreamwhere I get into a skirmish

with Clifford
the Big Red Dog.

[ Laughs ]

Thank you for being
so great last night

when I told you about...
the Iraq stuff.

Well, thank you
for trusting me.

Since we're sharingall our secrets now,

I should tell you what happenedwith me and Clifford

in that flat-bed truck.

Let's just say we went through
a whole lot of peanut butter.

Ew!

[ Both laugh ]

I'm gonna call Dr. Hughes

and make an appointment
for today.

I think I'm ready to tell her
everything I told you.

That's great, Darce.

Should I see if I can get us
a two-for-one deal?

I don't want you to have to
give up peanut butter.

[ Both laugh ]

I'm coming for you.
Soon as I brush my teeth.

Darcy: Deal.

[ Shower running ][ Yawns ]

[ Cellphone beeps ][ Grunts ]

Hey, it's Maggie.

Uh, listen, I was having
a conversation yesterday

with Jamie that accidentally
got mixed up with my podcast.

Look, I swear, I-I didn't know
I was recording

and I maybe might have shared
some stuff

that I shouldn't have
about you and me

and the night we broke up...

uh, stuff that might bother you
if it was out there.

Anyway, uh, call me.

You gotta be kidding me.

[ Cellphone clicks ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Door closes ]

Hey! Did you sweat
all your guilt away?

The mask got most of it.

-Has he called you back?
-[ Sighs ] No.

Which means he either
hasn't heard my voicemail

or he's plotting an elaborate
revenge podcast.

Well, Gary might hate you,but the Internet loves you.

Look, check it out.

"Maggie Bloom
truly gets it --

you haven't lived
until you've lost."

Somebody said that?

That they did,

as did a ton
of other people.

Look, look.

Yeah, but, I mean,

it's just a bunch of randos
on the Internet.

Who cares?

Oh! Wait.
Look at that one.

"The best part of quarantine
is Maggie Bloom's podcast."

Aww, thanks!
I love you, too, rando.

Well, whilst we're doinga victory lap,

there's also a whole chainon the mysterious Brit

who ruined you
for all other men.

Your words, not mine.Doesn't make them less true.

Mm.
Ah.

"HerGirlFriday" certainly has
a lot of opinions on it.

"These two are headedfor disaster.

The friends-with-benefits thing
never works out."

I mean,
what does she know?

Yeah, right?

I mean,
we're still friends,

even if our benefitsran out.

Who said our benefits
ran out?

Well, I-I-I just thought,after what happened,

maybe you weren't ready.

I didn't want to assume.

Right. Uh...

Thank you.

I guess I have been a little
nervous about being...

intimate again.

But I don't want to let
that fear rule my life.

Yeah. That would not be
very British Maggie, would it?

Exactly.

What about American Jamie?
How's he feeling about it?

Are you worried
that it might happen again?

No, no.

It's not like lightning's
gonna strike twice, right?

Right, and it's not like

we would be
going out in a thunderstorm

without a raincoat.

Yeah, I might even
wear two next time.

Mm.

I'm glad we're talking
about this.

Yeah, me too.

Um, we could also...
not talk.

Yeah, well, we could
not talk for hours.

Mm.

Well, I don't know about
for hours, but...

the better part
of 12 minutes.

Wow.

We are
suchgood friends.

God, we are, aren't we?

Mm.

How about this?
Is this better?

It's covering my nose.

Katherine: Hey, T,
class starts in two.

I'm already logged on!

What are you doing?

Y-You don't have to
wear that inside.

Conner Evans keeps saying
if I don't,

I'm gonna get
everyone in class sick.

Conner Evans is wrong.

I don't know.
He seemed pretty sure.

Take it off, T.

You're not gonna
get anyone sick.

Oh, Ms. Martin's on.
I'll see you at dinner.

Okay.

What's all this?

The Commonwealth of
Massachusetts has issued

a stay-at-home order,
Daniel.

So the Commonwealth of Gary
has come up with a plan.

Now, if you have
any interest in living,

I suggest you hush up
and listen up.

Can you just
text it to me?

No, I cannot.

Now, if we practice
social distancing,

mask up with everyone
in the outside world,

and keep our gatherings
to six people or fewer,

we should be able to maintain
a safe bubble

within our friend group.

That's just Phase One.

Phase Two -- Dr. Fauci and I
become close personal friends.

You gotta love
a health expert

that sounds like he has
a permanently sore throat.

How long
do we have to do this?

Well, Tony says
a couple weeks,

you know, just until
we flatten the curve.

I mean, how long do we have to
do this presentation?

I'm hungry.
Hey, hey!

I'm the only thing that stands
between you and foster care.

Okay?
[ Chuckles, sniffs ]

[ Laughs ]

Why are you laughing?

You're the one
that got burned.

No, it's just that,
uh [Sniffs]

you did the thing.What thing?

The sniff you do
after you tell a joke.

I don't do that.You totally do.

I really never noticed it
before,

until Maggie talked about it
on her podcast.

Whoa, whoa, whoa.
You heard the podcast?

How?
I tried to download it.

It wasn't there.

[ Cellphone clicks ]

Oh, yeah.
Looks like she took it down.

Honestly, I'm not surprised,
with everything she said.

Well, what'd she say?

Tell me -- everything.
Tell me everything.

Okay.

She talked about
the sniff thing.

[ Laughs ]

And then she --

she talked about some
other stuff, you know,

like how maybe you were
not really over her.

I'm not over her?
She said that?

It's hard to remember.

You know, with her,
it just...flows.

[ Sniffs ]

Okay.

Where you going?

My place.
Colin's out of dog food.

No, he's not.

I just saw a whole other bag
in the pantry.

And I saw some stuff
in your search history.

You want to spend some time
talking about

stuff we stumbled on?

[ Slaps thighs ]
Drive safely.

Yeah.

Doesn't Conner know

you can't get somebody sick
over the Internet?

Of course he knows,
Eddie.

He said it
'cause Theo's Asian.

[ Clatter ]Are you sure?

Yes, I'm sure.

He probably heard it
at home.

I am calling the school.

No. All that'll do
is single Theo out.

I mean, it might actually
make him more of a target.

So, what do we do?I don't know.

I mean, his whole life,
we've been trying to protect him

from what's going on
in the world,

and now it's coming
right into his bedroom.

[ Cellphone vibrating ]

You know what?
Take it. I gotta go.

Alan's bringing his laptop
to my office for my deposition.

My camera's broken.

Okay, don't worry about it.
I'm gonna be here all day.

We'll think of something.
We'll talk to him tonight.

Okay.
[ Door opens ]

[ Cellphone beeps, door closes ]

Hey, Rome.
How's it going?

Ah, I saw those pics
Katherine posted on Instagram.

Theo with
the fringe on top.

Kid's a star, man.

Yeah, thanks again
for that, bud.

Oh, don't thank me.
Thank the studio, man.

Before they pulled the plug,
they paid my costume designer

like 20 grand.

That fringe cost
more than my first car.

[ Chuckles ]
Anyway, so,
how you feeling?

Katherine told Regina
that when you came by

to pick up Theo's costume,

you borrowed some Arnica
for your back.

Uh...yeah, you know,

I don't really buy into that
homeopathic hippie stuff,

but it's been
a real lifesaver.

I'm glad to hear it.

Hey, listen,
when you were over here,

did you happen to see
Gina's Vicodin?

Um, no.
It's weird.

It was, like, right next to
the Arnica, and now it's gone.

And you think I took it?

Did you?

[ Scoffs ]

Dude,
this is ridiculous.

I'm sitting here
in a wheelchair,

rubbing frickin' Arnica
on my back,

and my best friend is accusing
me of stealing his wife's pills?

I don't even take pills,
Rome.

You know why?
'Cause I'm an alcoholic.

Which you should know
'cause you helped me get sober.

What was that?
Oh, yeah, 11 years ago.

Ed, calm down.

Anything else you want to accuse me of?

Is your Boston Globe
missing?

You wanna pin that one
on me, too?

Look, man, I-I'm sorry
if I was out of line.

Yeah, you were.

I was just
looking out for you.

I-I apologize.

Are we good?

You tell me.

We're good.

Let me hit you back
later.

Yeah.

[ Scoffs ]

[ Cellphone beeps ]

How'd that go?

Not good.

Eddie took your pills.

I haven't heard Eddie
that angry

since the last time
we did an intervention.

Totally blew up
in our faces.

Should we tell Katherine?

[ Sighs ]
You know what?

Let me talk to Gary
first,

figure out the best way
to play this.

Are you gonna be okay
at the restaurant if --

Oh, it's Eddie.
Just go make sure he's okay.

No, I'll ask Tyrell
to come by.

He always wants to help.

You're good with Tyrell,
right?

What do you mean?

Well, he said that
his mother was laid off,

and then he said
she was an EMT, and I'm like,

"Who lays off an EMT
in the middle of a pandemic?"

You think
he's hiding something?

The other night
when I offered him a ride home,

he said he'd rather walk,

as if he didn't want me
to see his place.

Well, to be fair, it took me
three or four dates

before I was willing
to show you my place.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Chuckling ]
I love you.

I love you.

[ Keyboard clicking ]

-Hey.
-Oh, hey.

Oh, left my mask
in the car.

I'll be right back.No, wait.

Been to any
frat parties lately?

You're the only
human contact I've had

in the last two weeks.

I'm okay with it
if you are.

-Sure.
-[ Chuckles ]

Okay.

Okay,
let's get started here.

Thanks again for this.

All I have to do
is remove the password,

save you the trouble
of having to type in

"SonofJorEl7" every time.

Son of Jor-El?
I think we just figured out

why you haven't had
any human contact.

[ Both chuckle ]

[ Keyboard clacks ]

Oh, my gosh.

Is that little Alan?

With my baby brother.

Was it picture day?

No. I used to dress like
I had my own accounting firm.

[ Laughs ]

You remind me of Theo.How is the little guy?

Ah, something happened
with him this morning.

One of the kids in his class
told him

that he should be
wearing a mask.

But isn't he going to
school remotely?

Yeah.

Oh.

I'm sorry.

I'm sure you have
other things to do today.

You have me on retainer,
remember?

I told Tyrell he could
hang out at the bar.

Oh, sure.

Hey. I didn't think I'd see you
until after school.

Yeah.
The Internet's out at home,

so I thought
I'd finish classes here,

if that's okay with you.

Of course.

You know, I was thinking
I would bring

you and your mom
dinner tonight.

I'd love to
finally meet her.

And I'm sure she'd like to know
who you've been

spending
so much time with.

Uh, that'd be cool,

but I don't think
she'll be home by then.

Oh. I thought Rome said
she sprained her ankle.

Yeah, she did,
but she's all good now.

I can just take it
when I leave.

And I won't even charge you
a delivery fee.

How about that?

[ Chuckles ]
It's no problem.

I'll -- I'll bring it by.
Just text me your address.

Is something wrong?

Nope.
Just sent it.

Cool.

Study.
You got it.

Hey, friend!
Do you want some cereal?

Maggie:
Uh, I'll just --

And don't do that thing
where you'll say

you'll just have
some of mine.

I want all of mine.

[ Cereal clatters,
knock on door ]

[ Whistles ]

Uh, hello.
Can I help you?

Ah, you came all the way
from jolly old England

to be my doorman.
How thoughtful.

I think we burned
more calories in there
than I did on my run.

Gary.
[ Gasps ]

Oh! Gary.
Sorry -- Sorry, mate.

I didn't recognize you
with the -- the -- the mask.

Anyway, welcome...
to your home.

I've been trying
to call you.

Did you get my message?[ Door closes ]

Did I ever.

Alright.

Right, I'm gonna
leave you guys to it,

give you guys a little bit
of, uh, privacy.

Okay.
Got my cereal.

Sorry. Just forgot a spoon.

[ Drawer opens ][ Chuckles ]

Ah. Wrong drawer.

Did you say on your podcast
that, uh, I'm not over you?

-Well --
-Uh, actually, that was me.

An interesting conclusion from
a guy I literally just met.

Do you know what?
Don't need a spoon.

It's just cereal.

I am so sorry.
I feel terrible.

And I took it down.

But just let me, uh,
tell you what happened.

So, Jamie found the ring --

you know, the one that
you almost proposed --

I'm familiar.

And so we were just talking
about how beautiful it was

and how or why
you might still have it.

And you said this
onthe podcast?

That I immediately
took down

and I-I didn't know
that I was recording

and then I didn't realize
that I had uploaded it,

which, if you think about it,
is actually kinda funny.

Unless you really
think about it,

in which case,
it's not funny at all.

You realize Darcy's gonna think
I'm holding on to it

because I'm somehow
holding on to us?

Which I'm not.

I'm over you.
I am so over you.

The more I say it, the more
it sounds like I'm not,

but for the record, I am.

So if you're done sabotaging
my relationship,

I'm just gonna go.
[ Clears throat ]

Jamie:
Nice to meet you!

[ Door opens ]

He seems like a keeper.

[ Door slams ]

Oh, God, I should've
used a spoon.

This is Darcy.
Leave a message.

[ Beep]Uh, hey, Darce.

You're probably
with Dr. Hughes.

That's fine.
There's no emergency here.

Just, uh --

Just wanted to bring you
up to speed on all things Gary.

[ Cellphone vibrates, beeps ]

Sorry, man.
I saw your texts.

I was just about
to call you back.

Bro, when you brought Eddie
to pick up Theo's costume,

was he acting weird?

It's Eddie, so I need you to be
a little more specific.

Gina's Vicodin is missing
from our bathroom.

Oh, my God.
That's why he pushed --

Oh, God!

Wait.
You -- You knew about this?

I should've.

When we were over there,

he pushed me out of the bathroom.

He made a big deal out of

putting the stupid Arnica on
by himself.

I was gone for two minutes!

Damn it!
Did you ask him about it?

Yes, and he denied
the whole thing.

Just like last time.

[ Sighs ]
We gotta go talk to him.

I'm on my way.

Hey, Dad.
I'm finished with school.

Want to come watch me
shoot a round?

Yeah, bud.

Why don't you go warm up,

and I'll meet you out there
in a minute?

Okay.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Pills rattle ]

♪♪

When I think back
to when I was Theo's age,

the number of Kung Fu
Jackie Chan jokes I heard --

my own classmates mimicking
my parents' accents

behind their backs.

I may not have known
exactly what it was then,

but it still hurt.

Did you ever talk to your
parents about any of this stuff?

No.

They risked so much
moving their lives here

so I could have
a good education,

just for me to
come along and, what,

complain
about a couple jokes?

I couldn't bother them
with that.

Those weren't
real problems.

I can still hear
my dad's words --

"Don't cause trouble.
Just fit in."

"Don't cause trouble, work hard,
be successful."

You know, model minority.

Yeah.

You know, my -- my dad
owned a doughnut shop,

and one morning
he came in,

and he found a slur
written on the window.

Did he call the police?

No, he just got a --
a bucket and some water,

and he washed it off.

He just felt like he had
to take it, you know,

like somehow it was
the price of admission

for coming to
this country.

And it hasn't gotten
any easier.

It's one of the reasons
why I do my pro bono work

in Immigration Law.

I know our parents
did their best,

but I have to do better.

I don't want Theo to have to
pay the same price.

Well, then maybe it's doing
what our parents never did.

Talk to him about it.

Oh, geez.

Hey!
Get out of my yard!

I don't want that China virus
around here.

♪♪

Theo, go inside.

-Why?
-Go inside now.

Okay.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Glass shattering ]

Neighbor:
Hey! Hey!

Get away from my car!

What are you doing?!

Teaching you
some manners!

Dad!
Dad, stop!

Please.

♪♪

Theo, wait!

Look, dude, I know Ed
was gaslighting you

pretty bad this morning,
and I understand

that you're probably
pissed off,

but when we get there,
try not to kill him, okay?

Not right away.

Ease into it.
Find a rhythm.

We have to remember
this is a disease.

Just like your alopecia.

I get nothing for that?
Where'd you go?

I'm sorry, man.

This morning, Gina thought
Itook her pills.

She -- She --
She doesn't...

She doesn't trust me
anymore.

Here we are, over a year later,
and she still sees me

as the guy who tried to
kill himself.

Come on.
That's not true.

You're, like, one of
the strongest guys I know.

And I met Mr. T
at a Celtics game once.

If all of this can happen to
you, it can happen to anybody.

I mean, hell, we almost lost
you and Jon on the same day.

Regina should be
checking in.

That's her version
of "I love you."

-Cheers, ladies.
-Oh, cheers!

Woman: She is just gonna
love it! Oh, my gosh.

I'm predicting it
right now --

Sheryl is gonna hate

what Andrea has done
to her new living room,

and this year's block party
is gonna be super awkward.

20 bucks says tears.
You in?

You still
thinking about Gary?

Yes.

I feel awful.

Ever since I got back,
I just keep messing up

everything
between him and Darcy.

Well, you do have a habit
of showing up

and ruining people's
relationships.

[ Knock on door ][ Chuckles ]

You know, I started this podcast
to help people.

And now
I can't help but feel

like I'm doing more harm
than good.

Yeah, sort of like
Sheryl's neighbor.

Hi.

Darcy.

Can we talk?

Theo?!

[ Exhales ]

T, come down here, please.

I'm sorry, T.
Can we talk about it?

[ Sighs ]

[ Baby crying ]

Katie, I promise you...

I won't ever drink again.

[ Voice breaking ]
I don't believe you.

[ Crying continues ]

[ Sighs ] Theo?!

[ Breathes deeply ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Exhales deeply ]

[ Grunts ]

I just want to say I'm really
sorry about what happened.

I-I-I know
we crossed a line.

No, it's my fault.

I totally overreacted
when I found out

that you were the one
who recommended Dr. Hughes.

I haven't told too many people
what's going on with me,

so I felt --

I guess I was ashamed.

But I really appreciate
the recommendation.

Of course.

Dr. Hughes wants me to try
this alternative program

for female veterans
who suffer from PTSD.

It's some kind of
holistic retreat,

but the way that
she described it,

I felt like I was being
prescribed

a weekend at Burning Man.

[ Both laugh ]

Have you heard of
anything like that?

Great things, actually.

Instead of retrofitting
therapies

that were developed for men,

these programs are designed
around women like you,

uh, who lead
very active lives.

I just...

I need to know that it'll make
things better, not worse.

I know some of the vets
I work with,

they go down this road,
and it gets dark.

I have to
think about my son.

Well, I don't know you
that well,

but from what I've heard,
you're a great mom.

And I know this is scary,
but it sounds like

you can't keep doing
what you've been doing.

If this makes
any difference,

I will be here for you
in any way I can,

um, if you want me to be.

I guess this is why
everybody says

you're amazing
at this stuff.

I'm glad
I could finally help.

I'm -- I'm sorry.
I just have to say something.

Uh, if you're gonna be angry
at anyone about that podcast,

it should be me.

Podcast?
What's he talking about?

[ Smacks lips,
inhales sharply ]

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

Dispatcher: 7A-25, code 6,
105 North Avenue, 52.

Hello?Do you live here?

627, please advise after
you've left the residence.

No, uh...

I was, uh,
just delivering food.

The son ordered food,
so he's still living here.

We must've
just missed him.

So I take it none of y'all
are gonna pay for this?

-Sorry.
-Mm.

[ Police radio chatter ]

Ed?

-Eddie.
-What's going on, man?

I'm sorry.
I stole Gina's pills.

I screwed everything up.

I need help.
[ Sniffles ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

I'll tell you anything
you want to know.

Let's start with how long
it's been going on.

I started taking pills
two months ago.

Two months?!

Yeah. I felt like
being in this chair

was somehow karma
for Alex dying.

Then I found out
I had nothing to do with that.

I couldn't take it,

so I took a pill just to get me
through that night.

[ Sighs ]
And then I took another one

to get me through
the next day.

It's not just
the emotional pain,

it is physical pain, too.

I thought I had it
under control.

I thought
I could handle it,

but clearly I can't.

[ Sighs ]

And the worst part
about it is,

I don't think Theo's ever gonna
look at me the same way again.

He won't come
out of his room.

And that's why you were trying
to free solo your way upstairs?

I can't even reach him
to apologize.

He probably hates me.

I'll go talk to him.

[ Sighs ]

I was just trying to be
the husband and the father

that I was before
any of this happened --

[ Grunts ] Dude!

What the hell
are you doing?

What the hell
are youdoing?

You've been taking pills
for two months,

and I'm just now
hearing about it?

The night we buried Jon,
we agreed that we would talk.

We agreed that we would tell
each other everything,

even the hard stuff,
and I'm only hearing about this

because you stole
Gina's Vicodin?![ Grunts ]

It's not like you couldn't
get me on the phone, Ed.

I was 10 feet away.

All you had to do was
say something, anything.

Instead you lied.

I couldn't tell you.

I couldn't tell anyone

because doing that would mean
losing everything.

[ Crying ]

♪♪

[ Knock on door ]

Hey, little man.

What are you doing here?

I heard your dad Hulked out
on the car next door.

Yeah.

Neighbor said
something bad, and...

he just got so angry.

I've never seen him
like that.

Can I tell you a story?

When I was about your age,

there was a kid in my class --
Adam Reynolds.

White kid.
He'd always pick on me.

One day, Adam wanted to
start a fight,

so he socked me
right in the jaw.

Pow!

So I defend myself.

One thing led to another,

and we end up
in the principal's office.

And, well,
the principal --

he called the police
before he called our parents.

So by the time my dad
got down to the school,

I was in handcuffs,
Adam wasn't.

I'd neverseen my dad
so mad.

He just started shouting
at the cops, man.

He was like, "You take
those cuffs off of my son!

He's 12 years old,

and you're trying to give him
a criminal record!"

Just kept shouting.

Cop didn't like that.

Next thing you know,
they take the cuffs off me.

They put them on my dad.

My mom had to go
and bail him out.

Seeing my dad that angry
was scary.

And I never understood
why he reacted that way

until I got older
and asked him about it.

And that's when
he told me --

"The system treats people
who look like us differently.

And once you're in the system,
it's reallyhard to get out.

So I did what I had to do
to keep you out, son."

What I'm trying to say is,
my dad did that to protect me

from something that
I didn't understand yet.

Sometimes our parents --

they do things
that we don't understand...

because they love us.

So when you're ready,

you should talk to
your dad.

Tell him how you feel.

Okay?

Okay.
Good.

'Cause somebody'sgot to
tell that brother

to stop getting into fights
with cars.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Laughs ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Cellphone beeps ]

[ Telephone rings ]

[ Speaking Korean ]

Hi, Umma,it's me.

[ Speaking Korean ] Nothing's wrong.

I was just leaving work,

and I was thinking about
making mandu with Theo tonight.

[ Speaking Korean ] No, no,

I mean I want to
teach him how to make it.

I know you don't really
believe in recipes,

but if you were to
write it down,

how would you?

[ Speaking Korean ]

I just don't even know
what I'm gonna do.

For starters, we're gonna
get you back into rehab.

And then we'll take it
one day at a time.

[ Footsteps approaching ]

Hey, how is he?

You raised a smart kid.

[ Sighs ]
He's gonna be okay.

Especially since I greenlit
an extra hour of screen time.

I'm sorry I lied to you.

Not as sorry as you're gonna be
that you lied to Katherine.

Ooh.

She's gonna be home
any minute.

You want us here
when you tell her?

No. I need to do this
on my own.

On the plus side,
she can't hurt you too bad.

You're already
in a wheelchair.

[ Laughs ]
This guy.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Lights click ]

[ Door closes ]

Tyrell,
where have you been?

I was at home,
waiting for you,

but when those agents
came to the door,

I went out
the fire escape.

Why is Child Services
looking for you?

Where's your mom?

Listen, I wasn't trying
to lie to you guys.

My mom really is an EMT,
but she wasn't born here.

A couple weeks ago,
I came home from school,

and she was gone.

They took her.

Who took her?

ICE.

Oh, my God.

You got a nice place.

Mm, we do.
For now.

I'm gonna get you some
fresh towels and sheets.

And...

Uh...

Rome and I were supposed to
adopt a baby.

It just, uh...

It just didn't work out.

So, tonight,
the room is all yours.

The sofa pulls out, and the, uh,
bathroom's down the hall.

Thanks.

[ Sighs ]

Hey, babe.
How'd it go with Eddie?

Well, he's gonna get help.

And he's telling Katherine
as soon as she gets home.

Oh, good.
It's good they're gonna talk.

You know what, Gina?

Last night, when you asked me
if I took your pills...

it made me feel like
you don't believe I'm okay.

And I --
I didn't like that.

Rome, I --No, no, l-let me finish.

I understand
why you did it,

and I want you
to keepdoing it.

I love you so much.

S'up, Rome?

I don't know.[ Door closes ]

What isup?

I read once that there are
10 people in the world

who you're meant to meet,

10 people who will come
into your life in some way

and change you forever.

Yesterday, I accidentally
uploaded a podcast

where I said
some pretty private things

about one of those 10 people.

And I owe him an apology.

I'm not gonna make
the same mistake

and talk about him
all over again.

What I will say is...

I'm really glad that person
came into my life.

If it weren't for him,

I'm not sure I would have
been around long enough

to meet the other nine.

That's beautiful,
Margaret.

[ Whispering ] Shh.
I'm still recording.

Yeah, the thing is,
you're not.

Oh.

Get it together, woman.

Do you remember anything
I just said?

Yeah, something about me
and nine other people.

Huh.

[ Door closes ]

Hey, I got your message.

I'm ready for my update
on all things Gary.

But if it's photos of you
without a beard,

I don't want to see them.

There's something I never
told you about Maggie and me.

I bought her
an engagement ring.

I was gonna give itto her if her cancer
ever got really bad.

Never did.

But she found it...

and that was the night
we broke up.

But the truth is,
I was ready to marry her.

I don't feel that way
anymore.

I wanted you
to hear it from me,

because apparently
Maggie talked about the fact

that I still have the ring
on her podcast,

and now anyone with
day-of downloads knows about it.

Well, as long as they don't
find out what you did

with Clifford
and the peanut butter.

[ Sniffs ]

Did you --Yeah, I heard the podcast.

[ Sighs ]

And here's what
you need to know --

I also have a wedding ring
I don't know what to do with,

so I put it
in a safety deposit box.

And I have a kid

who does not fit
in a safety deposit box.

-No, he doesn't.
-No.

You have a past,
and I have a past.

And when I told you what
happened in mine last night,

you were still here
the next morning.

It made me realize it's time to
start focusing on the future.

I like this plan.

Good, because this is
part of it.

It's a retreat for women
with combat trauma.

Dr. Hughes recommended it
for me, and I want to go.

But it'll take me away
for a little while,

and things might get worse
before they get better.

I'm so proud of you,
Darce.

Your dad served in Vietnam,

and you always say he never
let it get in the way

of him being
a great father.

Now I need to make sure
I'm there for Liam,

and this is how
I can do that.

Whatever it takes,
we will get through this.

And I'm not going anywhere.

I love you.

I love you, too.

♪♪

Well, what else did Maggie say
about me on her podcast?

Oh, yeah.

She said sometimes
you wreck the moment

by talking about
your ex-girlfriends.

I only wreck moments
so that I can save moments.

Mm.
May I see you
in the pantry?

What's in the pantry?

50 Shades of Gary.

[ Chair scrapes ]

[ Laughing ]

But if he's supposed to be
with someone from the state

and he's with us, are wedoing
something illegal?

All I know is
that I couldn't leave him.

Guys, it's okay.
I'll go.

Last thing I want to do is
get you guys in trouble.

I'll figure something out.

♪♪

-Hey.
-Tyrell, wait.

It's fine.

I heard what you said.

I don't want to be
a burden.

You're not.
It's just --

It just took me a second
to wrap my head around it.

But you need a place,
and we have a place,

so you're staying with us
tonight.

Are you sure?

♪ When the secret comes out We are.

[ Door closes ]

♪ Oh, what will I do,
what will I do then? ♪

♪ When the secret comes out

♪ Oh, what will I doin the end? ♪[ Camera shutter clicks ]

♪ Will it be too late?

♪ Will it be too late?

♪ Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm

Katherine.

[ Clears throat ]How was your day?

♪ When the secret comes out [ Sighs ]

What is it?

♪ When the secret comes out

Dakota didn't steal
my pills.

I've been taking them.

♪ Will it be too late?

♪ My mistakes And...

♪ Too great

...now I --
I can't stop.

♪ Will it be too late?

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪