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♪ Can I take your hand?
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♪ Do you understand?
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♪ You found my heart broken
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♪ And you helped me
make it whole ♪
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♪ I'm starting to feel
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♪ I found something real
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♪ The thought
of you fills me ♪
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♪ With a warmth
I've never known ♪
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♪ Hold
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♪ My heart...
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Floyd, I need you.
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Floyd, you're not still asleep
up there, are you?
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♪ Hold
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♪ Mm
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♪ My heart
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♪ Till it grows
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♪ Old
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♪ Our love stays the same
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♪ Through time's
endless change ♪
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♪ Ooh, I promise
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♪ From now till death
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♪ You'll never be alone
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♪ Hold
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♪ My heart
till it grows old ♪
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♪ Ooh
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♪ Say you'll
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♪ Love me
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♪ Say you'll hold me
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♪ Through the stormy weather
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♪ We'll be together
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♪ Always
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♪ Say
you ♪
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♪ Love me
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♪ Say
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♪ You'll hold me
through the stormy weather ♪
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♪ We'll be together
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♪ Always
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♪ Always
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♪ Hold, ooh
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♪ My heart
till it grows old ♪
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♪ Ooh,
hold ♪
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Mm.
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I could stay here forever.
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I am very open to that idea.
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This is all I need.
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Oh, I have to...
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Yeah, absolutely.
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Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi...
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Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi gently...
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Um...
Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi
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Speaks Farsi...
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Speaking Farsi...
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Everything okay?
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Family stuff.
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*NEW AMSTERDAM *
Season 03 Episode 04
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Episode Title: "This Is All I Need"
Aired on: March 23, 2021
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- You wanted to see me, sir?
- Whoa, prompt.
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Good, I like that.
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Already demonstrating you've
got what it takes.
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To do what, exactly?
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To take over Dr. Kapoor's
department.
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Dr. Agnes Kao, interim chair
of neurology.
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Sorry, I like to keep things
on the move.
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- We'll work on that.
- I can't take over
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- Dr. Kapoor's department.
- Why not?
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I just finished
my fellowship.
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I just took the boards.
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- So how'd you do?
- 99th percentile, but...
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- You're gonna be great.
- But...
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Behold, the king of cardiac,
the duke of hearts
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- returns to New Amsterdam.
- Stop.
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Sorry, it's too much?
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- Excuse me.
- I'm sorry.
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You need to find someone else
until Dr. Kapoor comes back.
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Someone qualified.
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You know, I'm trying to give
her her own department,
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- and she's playing hardball.
- Been there.
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What if I were just
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the interim-interim chair
of neurology?
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Would that make you
more comfortable?
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Only marginally.
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Sold. You got it.
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Now get out there,
and go get 'em, tiger.
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Yeah, how you holding up?
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Well, I'll take the fifth on
that, but at least I'm here.
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Well, I would love to be here
to witness
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- your triumphant return.
- But?
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I'm off to Connecticut.
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Assuming I survive rush hour
on the FDR
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and awkward silences with
Georgia's parents,
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I'm finally bringing home Luna.
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I can't wait to see the look
on her face
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- when she sees me again.
- That's great, Max.
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- What should I...
- Oh.
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Uh, see Helen for instructions
on your royal return.
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Got it.
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So, um...
where is he?
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He's out there.
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Got it, okay.
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- Good luck.
- Thank you.
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Linus Wilding?
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You Linus?
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Hi, how you doing?
I'm Dr. Frome.
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You can just call me Iggy.
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I didn't do anything wrong.
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No, I know.
I know that, I know.
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I'm just here to talk.
That's all.
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So, burning question.
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You ever run away before?
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- No?
- You ever wanted to?
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Okay.
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So then I got to assume that
something big,
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something major happened,
right?
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To make you want to do it
now.
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And I know that this is hard to
talk about,
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but I have to ask...
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did somebody hurt you,
physically?
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I didn't run away, okay?
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My mom, she...
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she threw me out.
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Okay.
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Well, maybe you can help me
understand this, then.
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Why did she call the police and
file a missing persons report?
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Okay.
Hi.
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I'm so grateful you found
him, Dr. Frome.
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- I haven't slept in days.
- Yeah, I can only imagine.
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Um...
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did you manage to bring
the things I...
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Yes, everything
you asked for.
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Linus's birth certificate,
immunization forms,
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and recent school ID.
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Oh, great, thank you.
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Okay.
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Ms. Wilding, can you think
of any reason why
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there's confusion about the
events that led Linus to leave?
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Did you guys have a fight?
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- Anything?
- No.
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Four weeks ago,
I sent him off to camp,
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and he never came home.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay, here's what I think
we should do:
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The three of us should
have a chat,
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maybe clear up any of this
confusion that's going on.
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- Absolutely.
- Okay.
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I think now would be
a good time.
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Are you okay with that?
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Linus.
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What's going on here?
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Well, I think your son
is feeling a little...
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I don't know who that is,
but that is definitely not my son.
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I'm...
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I'm fairly confident that is.
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He looks like my son,
Dr. Frome, I know.
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But they are not the same.
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No, that boy is an imposter.
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A mother knows.
A mother can tell.
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That's not my son.
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- There he is, in the flesh.
- Good to see you, Max.
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No place I'd rather be.
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Hey. Calvin.
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I hope your drive wasn't
too bad.
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Yeah, it was okay.
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We've got Luna's stuff all
packed up, ready to go.
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Oh, that's very sweet.
Thank you, thank you, Gwen.
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Where is she hiding?
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Oh, she's just
in the living room,
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- playing.
- Oh, great.
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Please say you'll stay
for lunch.
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I'm perfecting
my bread machine.
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No, I couldn't...
Couldn't say no to that.
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Of course.
I, um...
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I would love that.
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All this one-on-one time
with her was priceless.
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Luna!
Guess who's here.
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Luna!
Dada's here.
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Hammond Sims, 25-year-old
male, possible kidney stones.
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More like boulders.
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You'll be all right, brother.
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How long have you had
this pain for?
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It's been a minute.
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Thought to come in
when it first hit...
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But the nightclub got wiped out
by the 'rona.
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No health insurance.
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Oh, yeah, you and half
the city.
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Oh, snap.
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Okay, okay, we're gonna get
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- you dialed in...
- Get away from me!
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Stop!
No, stop!
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Guy's on K2!
Call security!
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- Ahh!
- Casey!
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I will kill you!
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I see you!
I see you all!
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I see you all!
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Brunstetter's in surgery.
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Fractured ocular orbit.
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That guy just snapped.
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I knew he was on something
when we admitted him.
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I should've paged security
right then.
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No, it's on me.
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I should've gotten there
faster or been closer...
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Hey.
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This is not your fault.
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Or yours or yours.
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How many of us have been
attacked while on the job?
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Assaulted...
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slapped, bit, kicked, clawed.
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Come on.
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How many of you feel unsafe
working here?
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They said they were gonna
install metal detectors.
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I heard
more security cameras.
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Yeah, we keep waiting for
someone else to protect us.
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And now one of our own.
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We all deserve to feel safe.
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And today, I am gonna
make that happen.
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- Incoming!
- Oh, got another one.
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Here we go.
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No, no,
flight 117 isn't gonna work
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because I need
to leave New York now
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to get there in time.
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Yes, I appreciate
it's short notice, ma'am,
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but that's partly due
to the fact
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that I waited 45 minutes
to talk to you.
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I'm back and reporting
for duty.
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Yeah, yes, I'll gladly hold
one more time.
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Wait, you're back...
like, here?
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Max didn't tell you
I was starting today?
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No,
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which is odd,
because he's usually so great
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about communicating
important information.
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Did he say
what I was supposed to do?
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He said you have instructions
for my royal re...
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Why don't I just pop
up to cardio and jump in
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where they need me?
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Sounds great, thank you.
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Is everything good with you?
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I'm just trying to book
a last-minute flight to Iran,
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but no one's willing to help,
so...
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Iran?
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It's my brother.
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Yes, n...
Yes, I'm here.
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No. No, no, no, no, no, no.
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A layover isn't going to work
because it's time sensitive.
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Sorry, can I speak to
your supervisor, please?
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God, she's so big.
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- And she uses a fork.
- She's like a real person.
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When you see the floor
after she's done,
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it won't seem as impressive.
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What about peas?
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She used to love peas
for lunch.
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Dada misses seeing you chomp
on those peas...
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Mm.
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- Yeah...
- What?
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Luna's perhaps not as much of
a pea aficionado these days.
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- No, she hates them.
- Truly.
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00:13:00,505 --> 00:13:03,226
- Really?
- That's new.
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Anyway, what she really loves
is sausage.
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- Sausage? No.
- Yeah.
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- Gwen, show him the thing.
- Yeah.
263
00:13:15,564 --> 00:13:19,919
♪ Sausage, sausage,
sausage, sa... ♪
264
00:13:21,222 --> 00:13:24,141
♪ Sausage, sausage, boop!
Boo-do-do ♪
265
00:13:24,225 --> 00:13:26,484
Wow!
266
00:13:41,285 --> 00:13:43,856
There's nothing wrong
with me. I feel fine.
267
00:13:43,940 --> 00:13:47,120
I know you do,
but I'd like to run some tests, okay?
268
00:13:47,352 --> 00:13:48,539
You don't understand.
269
00:13:48,624 --> 00:13:51,828
He was supposed to come home
from camp, and he never did.
270
00:13:53,036 --> 00:13:54,562
Doesn't make any sense.
271
00:13:54,646 --> 00:13:56,651
And then that other kid
just shows up,
272
00:13:56,735 --> 00:13:58,828
claiming to be my son.
273
00:13:58,912 --> 00:14:02,757
Yana, I need you to take
a deep breath and hold it.
274
00:14:11,506 --> 00:14:13,076
And exhale.
275
00:14:13,161 --> 00:14:15,163
Doing great, Yana.
Good job.
276
00:14:16,633 --> 00:14:18,331
So scary.
277
00:14:19,976 --> 00:14:24,367
This random person trying to
convince me he's my son.
278
00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:27,017
Pretending.
279
00:14:28,867 --> 00:14:30,555
You're sure they're related?
280
00:14:30,639 --> 00:14:32,078
Yes, I'm sure.
I checked.
281
00:14:32,163 --> 00:14:34,124
Linus is definitely her son.
282
00:14:34,544 --> 00:14:37,007
There's gotta be
a better explanation.
283
00:14:39,343 --> 00:14:40,843
There is.
284
00:14:46,698 --> 00:14:49,704
So, you won't believe how
fast HCC works
285
00:14:49,788 --> 00:14:51,010
when you threaten
to call the media.
286
00:14:51,094 --> 00:14:52,794
We're getting new
security cameras.
287
00:14:52,878 --> 00:14:55,580
Better. They finally agreed
to cough up some cash
288
00:14:55,664 --> 00:14:58,539
for actual security
around here.
289
00:14:58,623 --> 00:15:00,019
Excuse me.
290
00:15:00,103 --> 00:15:01,281
Is there a Dr. Bloom?
291
00:15:01,365 --> 00:15:02,543
Ta-da.
292
00:15:02,627 --> 00:15:04,259
Yes, officers.
Welcome.
293
00:15:04,344 --> 00:15:07,634
Thinking we would plant
you here, there,
294
00:15:07,719 --> 00:15:09,637
and how 'bout over there?
295
00:15:12,289 --> 00:15:15,078
Private hospitals have had cops
in the ED for years.
296
00:15:15,162 --> 00:15:16,728
About time we got our own.
297
00:15:16,813 --> 00:15:18,817
Problem solved.
298
00:15:22,272 --> 00:15:24,538
Speaking Spanish...
299
00:15:33,702 --> 00:15:34,924
Put me in, coach.
300
00:15:35,008 --> 00:15:36,410
Floyd, hey!
So great to see you.
301
00:15:36,495 --> 00:15:37,974
We just heard you were
coming back.
302
00:15:38,962 --> 00:15:41,707
- Just heard, like...
- Ten minutes ago?
303
00:15:41,792 --> 00:15:43,869
Hm.
Should've seen that coming.
304
00:15:43,954 --> 00:15:45,844
Max isn't great
with communication.
305
00:15:45,929 --> 00:15:48,314
Yeah, so I hear.
Well, sorry to surprise you,
306
00:15:48,399 --> 00:15:51,720
but I am back, I'm here,
I'm ready for action, and, uh,
307
00:15:51,805 --> 00:15:53,116
yeah, just put me wherever
you want.
308
00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:54,612
I'll do
that triple valve replacement.
309
00:15:54,696 --> 00:15:56,423
Oh, Alvarez is already
on that one.
310
00:15:56,507 --> 00:15:57,511
Oh, okay, well.
311
00:15:57,595 --> 00:15:59,094
Can't expect to start
at the top.
312
00:16:00,001 --> 00:16:02,830
What about the aortic valve
replacement in OR 2?
313
00:16:02,915 --> 00:16:04,214
That's you.
314
00:16:04,298 --> 00:16:06,361
It's been crazy around here.
315
00:16:06,446 --> 00:16:08,306
COVID cut
our elective surgeries in half.
316
00:16:08,391 --> 00:16:11,612
Wow, okay.
Um, hell, I'll do anything.
317
00:16:11,696 --> 00:16:13,440
What about the
mediastinal node biopsy?
318
00:16:13,524 --> 00:16:16,032
Okay, I know how
this looks...
319
00:16:17,752 --> 00:16:19,140
Duke, wow.
320
00:16:19,265 --> 00:16:20,965
Well, Duke,
he's still a resident.
321
00:16:21,050 --> 00:16:23,534
- I could supervise.
- Already assigned.
322
00:16:23,649 --> 00:16:25,216
Wow.
323
00:16:26,363 --> 00:16:28,822
Hey, go set up your office,
324
00:16:28,907 --> 00:16:30,501
and I'll page you
if something comes up.
325
00:16:30,693 --> 00:16:33,261
I don't really have
an office.
326
00:16:36,156 --> 00:16:37,943
No, it's on reserve.
327
00:16:38,027 --> 00:16:39,797
They're just waiting
on the visa.
328
00:16:40,290 --> 00:16:41,686
Well, couldn't you...
329
00:16:42,258 --> 00:16:45,516
Y... okay, yes, I understand.
330
00:16:46,066 --> 00:16:49,022
Yeah.
Yes, I'll have my phone on.
331
00:16:50,582 --> 00:16:52,077
Hey.
332
00:16:52,476 --> 00:16:54,090
Just wanted to check in on you
333
00:16:54,174 --> 00:16:55,830
after that phone call
this morning.
334
00:16:55,914 --> 00:16:57,327
It's fine.
335
00:16:58,170 --> 00:17:00,131
I didn't know you spoke
Farsi.
336
00:17:00,317 --> 00:17:01,866
Well, I do.
337
00:17:03,247 --> 00:17:05,687
I don't know what's going on,
but I'm here.
338
00:17:05,974 --> 00:17:07,149
Let me help.
339
00:17:08,446 --> 00:17:11,362
I need an immigration lawyer,
not a trauma surgeon.
340
00:17:12,455 --> 00:17:15,078
Well, I definitely didn't
come here to make things worse.
341
00:17:15,163 --> 00:17:17,984
I've spent this day wrangling
travel agents and visas,
342
00:17:18,069 --> 00:17:19,854
and it's been nothing short
of a bureaucratic nightmare.
343
00:17:19,938 --> 00:17:22,553
I'm barely holding it together.
344
00:17:22,637 --> 00:17:26,122
So I'm sorry, but I really
don't want to talk about it...
345
00:17:31,211 --> 00:17:32,452
With anyone.
346
00:17:36,520 --> 00:17:38,437
Best immigration lawyer
in Manhattan.
347
00:17:44,655 --> 00:17:48,535
"The dear deer dart
and play,
348
00:17:48,619 --> 00:17:51,312
while the crow crows
the night away."
349
00:17:51,397 --> 00:17:52,235
Sorry to interrupt.
350
00:17:52,319 --> 00:17:53,975
Cal, do you think you could
help get her
351
00:17:54,059 --> 00:17:55,259
in the car real quick with me?
352
00:17:59,935 --> 00:18:01,548
Come on, Luna.
353
00:18:01,632 --> 00:18:03,679
We're gonna see Grampy
and Grammy real soon.
354
00:18:05,462 --> 00:18:07,119
I mean, maybe stay
another few minutes.
355
00:18:07,203 --> 00:18:08,555
I think she just needs a nap.
356
00:18:08,639 --> 00:18:10,862
Yeah, I know. I just think
I need to get her home.
357
00:18:10,946 --> 00:18:13,470
Okay.
All righty.
358
00:18:15,907 --> 00:18:17,477
Oof.
359
00:18:17,561 --> 00:18:18,913
All right.
Thank you, Cal.
360
00:18:18,997 --> 00:18:21,046
No go.
No go!
361
00:18:21,130 --> 00:18:22,874
Mama here.
362
00:18:34,274 --> 00:18:37,845
We found small lesions
in your mother's brain.
363
00:18:38,069 --> 00:18:41,377
And they are the reason why
she has been so confused.
364
00:18:43,196 --> 00:18:44,806
Okay.
365
00:18:45,502 --> 00:18:48,390
It's a rare
misidentification disorder
366
00:18:48,475 --> 00:18:50,651
known as Capgras syndrome.
367
00:18:54,116 --> 00:18:56,774
But what does that even mean?
368
00:18:56,905 --> 00:19:00,912
Well, it's like her brain's
facial recognition system
369
00:19:00,996 --> 00:19:02,937
has been rewired.
370
00:19:03,390 --> 00:19:05,308
And the emotional ties
that she should feel
371
00:19:05,392 --> 00:19:08,920
when she looks at you are lost.
372
00:19:09,066 --> 00:19:10,285
She doesn't feel them.
373
00:19:12,486 --> 00:19:15,489
She thinks
you're an imposter.
374
00:19:17,099 --> 00:19:18,669
But... but I'm not.
375
00:19:18,753 --> 00:19:20,149
I mean, I'm me.
376
00:19:20,233 --> 00:19:23,152
She was fine when I went
to camp, and...
377
00:19:24,846 --> 00:19:28,461
I don't understand
what's happening.
378
00:19:28,545 --> 00:19:30,594
If the lesions were
in a different spot,
379
00:19:30,678 --> 00:19:33,292
maybe we could do surgery,
but in your mother's case,
380
00:19:33,376 --> 00:19:34,943
it's not an option.
381
00:19:37,032 --> 00:19:40,710
Well, there's gotta be some
medicine she can take, right?
382
00:19:41,732 --> 00:19:44,564
Yeah, I've already
prescribed it,
383
00:19:44,648 --> 00:19:48,261
but the meds will only stop her
symptoms from getting worse.
384
00:19:49,552 --> 00:19:50,937
Uh...
385
00:19:51,022 --> 00:19:54,796
Linus, there's no easy way
to say this.
386
00:19:55,718 --> 00:19:58,590
Your mother is never going
to recognize you again.
387
00:20:01,749 --> 00:20:03,702
Her condition is permanent.
388
00:20:04,538 --> 00:20:07,608
So she's never
gonna know who I am?
389
00:20:12,852 --> 00:20:14,366
I am so sorry.
390
00:20:14,647 --> 00:20:16,900
But... but she's my mom.
391
00:20:17,132 --> 00:20:20,296
I mean, I don't have
anyone else who...
392
00:20:20,380 --> 00:20:22,765
well, what am I supposed to do?
Where...
393
00:20:23,145 --> 00:20:25,647
Where will I go?
She's my mom.
394
00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:38,788
Okay.
395
00:20:39,391 --> 00:20:42,687
Where are we on the pain scale
now, big guy?
396
00:20:44,360 --> 00:20:46,017
Seven.
397
00:20:46,101 --> 00:20:47,497
That's better.
398
00:20:47,581 --> 00:20:49,312
Zero would be better.
399
00:20:49,397 --> 00:20:51,370
Let's up his morphine
2 milligrams.
400
00:20:53,891 --> 00:20:56,070
These kidney stones
ain't no joke.
401
00:20:56,154 --> 00:20:58,464
Don't worry, it'll pass.
402
00:20:58,548 --> 00:21:00,768
Get it?
"Pass."
403
00:21:02,726 --> 00:21:04,989
Come on.
It's funny because it's true.
404
00:21:06,556 --> 00:21:09,214
What? Nothing?
Wow.
405
00:21:09,298 --> 00:21:11,042
Tough crowd.
406
00:21:11,126 --> 00:21:12,345
Can we talk?
407
00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:20,048
What's going on?
408
00:21:23,268 --> 00:21:24,577
It's the cops.
409
00:21:24,661 --> 00:21:26,772
But they're here for us.
410
00:21:27,403 --> 00:21:28,926
To keep us safe.
411
00:21:32,626 --> 00:21:34,805
You know what I see?
412
00:21:34,889 --> 00:21:37,503
I see the people
who've been stopping me
413
00:21:37,587 --> 00:21:38,852
since I was 12 years old,
414
00:21:38,936 --> 00:21:41,072
making me sit on curbs
and face walls.
415
00:21:41,156 --> 00:21:44,249
I got handcuffed coming home
from work one day in my scrubs.
416
00:21:44,333 --> 00:21:45,555
In my scrubs.
417
00:21:45,639 --> 00:21:47,818
Casey, come on.
You know that I would never...
418
00:21:47,902 --> 00:21:49,820
Ask Weber and ask Mariana,
Lauren.
419
00:21:49,904 --> 00:21:51,343
We all got stories.
420
00:21:51,427 --> 00:21:52,692
Hell, why don't you ask
your little friend
421
00:21:52,776 --> 00:21:54,607
who's always up in here
using our showers?
422
00:21:54,691 --> 00:21:55,913
Yeah.
423
00:21:55,997 --> 00:21:57,393
I noticed.
424
00:21:57,477 --> 00:21:59,220
Ask her if she feels
any safer
425
00:21:59,304 --> 00:22:00,396
with all these cops
hanging around
426
00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:01,527
watching everything she does.
427
00:22:01,611 --> 00:22:02,876
Okay. Right.
428
00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:05,367
So what are we supposed
to do next time
429
00:22:05,460 --> 00:22:07,185
there's another assault, huh?
430
00:22:07,269 --> 00:22:08,708
Brunstetter's still upstairs
431
00:22:08,792 --> 00:22:10,362
getting his eye socket
repaired.
432
00:22:10,446 --> 00:22:11,711
You think he'd want
them gone?
433
00:22:11,795 --> 00:22:13,409
You think cops make
trans people feel safe?
434
00:22:13,493 --> 00:22:15,411
Casey, I'm not blind, okay?
435
00:22:15,495 --> 00:22:17,108
I know that there
are bad cops...
436
00:22:17,192 --> 00:22:19,284
You didn't just try to "not
all cops" me now, did you?
437
00:22:19,368 --> 00:22:21,286
But it's not all cops.
438
00:22:21,370 --> 00:22:22,418
And you know that.
439
00:22:22,502 --> 00:22:24,420
- And we need them here.
- "We"?
440
00:22:24,504 --> 00:22:26,117
Tell me who's "we."
441
00:22:26,201 --> 00:22:28,598
Because the undocumented,
they're gonna stay away.
442
00:22:28,682 --> 00:22:30,948
The homeless,
they're gonna stay away, too.
443
00:22:31,032 --> 00:22:32,863
And what about the next patient
who comes in here
444
00:22:32,947 --> 00:22:34,168
under the influence?
445
00:22:34,252 --> 00:22:36,083
You suddenly want these cops
feeling compelled
446
00:22:36,167 --> 00:22:38,129
to make arrests because, hell,
they're already here?
447
00:22:38,213 --> 00:22:40,523
What could possibly go wrong?
448
00:22:51,879 --> 00:22:55,015
They're not making us feel
any safer, Lauren.
449
00:22:55,099 --> 00:22:57,537
It's just a different kind
of unsafe.
450
00:23:56,944 --> 00:23:59,036
Got a diaphragmatic repair.
451
00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:00,864
40-year-old model rocket
enthusiast
452
00:24:00,948 --> 00:24:02,213
ironically failed to launch.
453
00:24:02,297 --> 00:24:04,520
I'll need an OR.
Oh, and another set of hands.
454
00:24:04,604 --> 00:24:06,609
Right in here,
but we're short staffed.
455
00:24:06,693 --> 00:24:08,088
I'm available.
456
00:24:08,172 --> 00:24:09,176
Who are you?
457
00:24:09,260 --> 00:24:10,757
Floyd Reynolds,
cardiothoracic.
458
00:24:10,842 --> 00:24:12,571
Ever worked
a diaphragm before?
459
00:24:12,655 --> 00:24:14,181
Once or twice.
460
00:24:21,142 --> 00:24:24,975
And we have liftoff.
461
00:24:25,059 --> 00:24:26,237
Diaphragm is exposed.
462
00:24:26,321 --> 00:24:28,544
Oof, rocket did some damage.
463
00:24:28,628 --> 00:24:30,589
Yeah,
one small step for mankind,
464
00:24:30,673 --> 00:24:33,374
one huge abdominal tear
for James Feller.
465
00:24:33,458 --> 00:24:35,028
Biological mesh.
466
00:24:35,112 --> 00:24:37,074
You know, a monofilament
mattress suture
467
00:24:37,158 --> 00:24:38,423
might work better.
468
00:24:38,507 --> 00:24:40,033
Mesh will provide
a tension-free closure.
469
00:24:40,117 --> 00:24:41,426
Yeah, but why not close it
470
00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:44,298
without introducing
a foreign object, you know?
471
00:24:44,382 --> 00:24:45,561
Because the uneven edges
472
00:24:45,645 --> 00:24:47,780
of the monofilament closure
would pucker.
473
00:24:47,864 --> 00:24:50,217
Eh, sutures could be laid
down to minimize it.
474
00:24:50,301 --> 00:24:52,263
- I'm sorry, Doctor...?
- Reynolds.
475
00:24:52,347 --> 00:24:53,873
Dr. Reynolds was chair
of cardiothoracic...
476
00:24:53,957 --> 00:24:55,353
Oh, it's fine, Kat.
477
00:24:55,437 --> 00:24:57,050
Chair or no chair, I asked
for another set of hands,
478
00:24:57,134 --> 00:24:58,051
not a second opinion.
479
00:25:00,485 --> 00:25:02,142
This is my OR,
and surgeries will be done
480
00:25:02,226 --> 00:25:03,404
the way I want them.
481
00:25:03,488 --> 00:25:05,621
Now, you can either
get on board or get out.
482
00:25:08,711 --> 00:25:10,716
On board it is.
483
00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:12,065
Mesh.
484
00:25:12,149 --> 00:25:14,228
No, it's above and beyond.
Truly.
485
00:25:14,313 --> 00:25:15,764
Thank you.
486
00:25:15,872 --> 00:25:17,177
Okay, you too.
Buh-bye.
487
00:25:19,548 --> 00:25:22,075
Okay, so Linus's cousin in Ohio
488
00:25:22,159 --> 00:25:23,903
is going to take him in
permanently.
489
00:25:23,987 --> 00:25:25,557
That's good news, right?
490
00:25:25,641 --> 00:25:29,430
It's better than foster care.
That's true.
491
00:25:29,514 --> 00:25:32,430
Or worse yet,
a runaway shelter.
492
00:25:34,824 --> 00:25:37,569
Oh, man.
493
00:25:37,653 --> 00:25:39,702
So what's wrong?
494
00:25:39,786 --> 00:25:41,268
It's Yana.
495
00:25:41,352 --> 00:25:42,443
I can't stop thinking
about Yana.
496
00:25:42,527 --> 00:25:43,923
I mean, she's still convinced
497
00:25:44,007 --> 00:25:46,447
that her son is out there
somewhere, right?
498
00:25:46,531 --> 00:25:47,927
And she's never gonna stop
looking for him,
499
00:25:48,011 --> 00:25:49,929
and we will never be able to
convince her of the truth.
500
00:25:50,013 --> 00:25:51,583
That's just facts.
501
00:25:51,667 --> 00:25:53,364
It's all just so...
502
00:25:59,588 --> 00:26:00,720
What?
503
00:26:01,503 --> 00:26:02,768
What?
504
00:26:02,852 --> 00:26:04,117
You're looking at me.
505
00:26:04,224 --> 00:26:05,928
Oh, yeah.
506
00:26:07,465 --> 00:26:08,644
Yeah, I think this is usually
the time
507
00:26:08,728 --> 00:26:10,167
when Vijay says
something profound
508
00:26:10,251 --> 00:26:12,604
and gives me like a...
a good idea.
509
00:26:12,688 --> 00:26:13,779
Well, I don't know
what to say!
510
00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:14,998
Just try something.
Throw it at me.
511
00:26:15,082 --> 00:26:16,216
Try what?
512
00:26:16,300 --> 00:26:17,783
Yana thinks that Linus is
an imposter,
513
00:26:17,867 --> 00:26:19,655
and you'll never be able to
convince her that he isn't.
514
00:26:19,739 --> 00:26:21,047
I just said that.
515
00:26:21,131 --> 00:26:22,483
Just like you'll never be
able to convince me
516
00:26:22,567 --> 00:26:23,702
that I can fill
Dr. Kapoor's shoes.
517
00:26:23,786 --> 00:26:24,964
These are facts!
518
00:26:25,048 --> 00:26:26,139
I can't do this,
519
00:26:26,223 --> 00:26:28,054
and Linus may as well be dead.
520
00:26:28,138 --> 00:26:30,883
So no, I don't know
what to say.
521
00:26:30,967 --> 00:26:33,190
That's...
522
00:26:33,274 --> 00:26:34,670
that's genius.
523
00:26:34,754 --> 00:26:36,367
What is?
524
00:26:36,451 --> 00:26:37,716
Therapeutic fibbing.
525
00:26:37,800 --> 00:26:39,805
That is a great success
in similar syndromes.
526
00:26:42,892 --> 00:26:44,157
Wait, no.
527
00:26:44,241 --> 00:26:46,507
You want to tell her that
her son is dead?
528
00:26:46,591 --> 00:26:48,292
I didn't mean that literally.
529
00:26:48,376 --> 00:26:49,510
Look, all she wants
is a way to move on.
530
00:26:49,594 --> 00:26:51,382
Right?
A way to get on with her life.
531
00:26:51,466 --> 00:26:53,558
Oh, what about Linus?
532
00:26:53,642 --> 00:26:56,517
He lost his mom, and he knows
that she's not dead.
533
00:26:56,601 --> 00:26:58,432
Yeah, he's looking
for a relationship with her.
534
00:26:58,516 --> 00:27:01,131
He's looking for a connection.
That's it, so...
535
00:27:01,511 --> 00:27:02,991
why don't we give him one?
536
00:27:07,264 --> 00:27:08,573
One of you took it!
537
00:27:08,657 --> 00:27:10,706
Hey.
538
00:27:10,790 --> 00:27:12,577
Thanks for getting rid
of those cops.
539
00:27:12,661 --> 00:27:14,535
Yeah, yeah.
Back to covering our own butts.
540
00:27:14,619 --> 00:27:16,712
- Give it back!
- And right on cue.
541
00:27:16,796 --> 00:27:19,192
It's my phone.
I know you took it!
542
00:27:19,276 --> 00:27:21,020
- And I want it back.
- Sir, can you just...?
543
00:27:21,104 --> 00:27:22,121
But sir... sir!
544
00:27:22,206 --> 00:27:23,719
You told us you left your phone
at the bar.
545
00:27:23,803 --> 00:27:25,155
- Not true.
- Everyone stay back.
546
00:27:25,239 --> 00:27:26,939
- Where's my phone?
- No, Casey, I mean it.
547
00:27:27,023 --> 00:27:29,028
If anyone else is getting hurt
today, it's gonna be me.
548
00:27:29,112 --> 00:27:30,203
Think you can just
hold me here?
549
00:27:30,287 --> 00:27:31,640
Sir, sir.
I need you to look at me.
550
00:27:31,724 --> 00:27:33,380
We're gonna get you
sobered up,
551
00:27:33,464 --> 00:27:34,730
and we're gonna get you
out of here.
552
00:27:34,814 --> 00:27:36,427
But right now, I need you
to return to your bed.
553
00:27:36,511 --> 00:27:38,298
I do not need to sober up.
554
00:27:38,382 --> 00:27:40,387
What I need is my damn phone.
555
00:27:40,471 --> 00:27:42,085
No, you need to return
to your bed.
556
00:27:42,169 --> 00:27:43,564
Can you do that for me?
557
00:27:43,648 --> 00:27:45,741
I'm not getting back
in that stupid bed.
558
00:27:45,825 --> 00:27:46,872
And you can't make me.
559
00:27:46,956 --> 00:27:48,700
This is my ED.
560
00:27:48,784 --> 00:27:50,136
I make the rules.
561
00:27:50,220 --> 00:27:53,310
Now put your damn mask on,
and get back in your bed!
562
00:28:13,678 --> 00:28:16,859
I bet this whole "I'm a tank"
thing you got going on
563
00:28:16,943 --> 00:28:19,818
comes in pretty handy when you
mess up someone's drink.
564
00:28:19,902 --> 00:28:22,865
Actually, I was a bouncer.
565
00:28:22,949 --> 00:28:25,386
Not sure how I missed that.
566
00:28:39,182 --> 00:28:40,752
Thank you for the lawyer.
567
00:28:40,836 --> 00:28:42,403
Did she help?
568
00:28:44,318 --> 00:28:45,710
It was too late.
569
00:28:50,986 --> 00:28:52,858
My brother died.
570
00:28:56,286 --> 00:28:57,810
Half-brother.
571
00:29:00,682 --> 00:29:04,341
We weren't close,
but...
572
00:29:04,425 --> 00:29:07,431
I mean, I wanted to be,
I just...
573
00:29:07,515 --> 00:29:09,822
I just thought
that I had time.
574
00:29:12,215 --> 00:29:13,785
According to Islam,
575
00:29:13,869 --> 00:29:16,919
he needed to be buried
before the next sundown.
576
00:29:17,003 --> 00:29:18,831
But I ran out of time.
577
00:29:21,137 --> 00:29:24,056
I keep...
578
00:29:24,140 --> 00:29:25,881
I keep running out of time.
579
00:29:28,623 --> 00:29:33,454
And I... I nearly got there,
but then my visa...
580
00:29:35,064 --> 00:29:36,155
What does it matter?
581
00:29:36,239 --> 00:29:38,984
I don't want to make excuses
anymore.
582
00:29:39,068 --> 00:29:41,030
About him...
583
00:29:41,114 --> 00:29:42,898
about you.
584
00:29:50,775 --> 00:29:52,777
What was your brother's name?
585
00:29:55,432 --> 00:29:58,134
Farhad.
586
00:30:13,102 --> 00:30:14,541
Sorry.
587
00:30:14,625 --> 00:30:17,324
We haven't visited since...
588
00:30:19,935 --> 00:30:21,502
Since the funeral.
589
00:30:27,812 --> 00:30:30,166
She just thinks
we're at the park.
590
00:30:30,250 --> 00:30:33,212
She doesn't realize...
591
00:30:33,296 --> 00:30:34,950
"Mama here."
592
00:30:38,998 --> 00:30:40,959
I want to do the right thing,
but I...
593
00:30:41,043 --> 00:30:42,740
I don't know what that is.
594
00:30:48,355 --> 00:30:51,927
I love her so much.
I just don't know...
595
00:30:52,011 --> 00:30:54,973
if I'm enough...
596
00:30:55,057 --> 00:30:56,580
without you.
597
00:31:01,934 --> 00:31:06,329
I don't know if
I'm ever gonna be enough.
598
00:31:17,093 --> 00:31:18,010
Hi.
599
00:31:18,095 --> 00:31:21,362
Just came by to check in.
600
00:31:21,649 --> 00:31:23,348
I know this has been a lot,
601
00:31:23,433 --> 00:31:25,644
with the diagnosis
and your son.
602
00:31:25,870 --> 00:31:27,266
I can't believe he's gone.
603
00:31:30,005 --> 00:31:31,662
And the strangest thing is,
604
00:31:32,199 --> 00:31:34,222
a part of me feels...
605
00:31:34,631 --> 00:31:36,324
relieved
606
00:31:36,707 --> 00:31:38,418
to finally know the truth.
607
00:31:40,894 --> 00:31:42,441
Is that awful of me?
608
00:31:43,332 --> 00:31:44,727
No.
609
00:31:44,812 --> 00:31:45,991
No.
610
00:31:46,152 --> 00:31:49,004
When I thought
he was still out there,
611
00:31:49,590 --> 00:31:52,168
all alone, lost,
612
00:31:52,593 --> 00:31:55,144
needing me,
and I couldn't find him, it...
613
00:31:55,857 --> 00:31:57,988
it was excruciating.
614
00:31:59,469 --> 00:32:01,953
Now...
615
00:32:02,115 --> 00:32:03,943
Now you can grieve.
616
00:32:07,303 --> 00:32:08,870
I get it.
617
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:13,527
Yeah.
618
00:32:16,008 --> 00:32:17,273
So, listen,
619
00:32:17,357 --> 00:32:21,625
I know that this might not
be the best time, but...
620
00:32:21,709 --> 00:32:24,149
there's actually
someone here
621
00:32:24,233 --> 00:32:26,195
that is going through
the exact same thing,
622
00:32:26,808 --> 00:32:28,754
if you wanted to talk to him.
623
00:32:29,094 --> 00:32:30,668
Now?
624
00:32:31,587 --> 00:32:32,839
Yeah.
625
00:32:33,101 --> 00:32:35,411
I think that it would be great
for you to talk to someone
626
00:32:35,496 --> 00:32:37,621
who knows what this feels like.
627
00:32:38,173 --> 00:32:39,830
You know?
628
00:32:39,915 --> 00:32:42,439
But only if you want to.
It's up to you.
629
00:32:45,627 --> 00:32:47,746
Yeah?
Okay.
630
00:32:58,493 --> 00:33:01,137
- You!
- She doesn't want to see me.
631
00:33:01,227 --> 00:33:02,840
No, no, no.
Yana, hang on, listen.
632
00:33:02,924 --> 00:33:04,581
Just hear him out, okay?
633
00:33:04,665 --> 00:33:06,148
He broke into my house!
634
00:33:06,232 --> 00:33:07,989
I know, I know, and that
must have been really scary.
635
00:33:08,073 --> 00:33:12,394
But I'm asking you if you would
please let him explain.
636
00:33:12,497 --> 00:33:13,672
That's all.
637
00:33:20,115 --> 00:33:22,422
Thank you.
Good, okay.
638
00:33:24,467 --> 00:33:26,078
Okay.
639
00:33:29,385 --> 00:33:31,379
I, uh...
640
00:33:32,379 --> 00:33:33,558
I did break in.
641
00:33:35,018 --> 00:33:36,498
And I'm real sorry about that.
642
00:33:38,513 --> 00:33:39,906
Tell her why.
643
00:33:43,138 --> 00:33:44,464
I, uh...
644
00:33:45,957 --> 00:33:47,189
I...
645
00:33:47,371 --> 00:33:49,949
I just lost my mom.
646
00:33:50,798 --> 00:33:52,144
And, uh...
647
00:33:53,540 --> 00:33:54,805
it was sudden.
648
00:33:55,152 --> 00:33:57,925
And ...didn't know
649
00:33:58,284 --> 00:34:01,175
what to do,
where to go, but...
650
00:34:02,157 --> 00:34:05,527
your place...
Your place, it felt safe.
651
00:34:05,943 --> 00:34:08,574
Felt familiar.
652
00:34:09,957 --> 00:34:11,472
Like home.
653
00:34:14,778 --> 00:34:16,636
I'm sorry about your mom.
654
00:34:17,019 --> 00:34:19,214
I know how hard that must be.
655
00:34:20,088 --> 00:34:21,742
I just really miss her.
656
00:34:24,414 --> 00:34:25,807
What was she like?
657
00:34:30,403 --> 00:34:31,665
I know.
658
00:34:32,970 --> 00:34:34,988
Go on.
Tell her.
659
00:34:48,246 --> 00:34:49,925
She was...
660
00:34:51,119 --> 00:34:52,839
one of a kind.
661
00:34:54,557 --> 00:34:56,258
She was funny
662
00:34:56,910 --> 00:35:00,816
and smart and honest.
663
00:35:04,504 --> 00:35:05,789
I lost my son, you know.
664
00:35:20,061 --> 00:35:21,550
You on the list?
665
00:35:21,991 --> 00:35:23,604
Am I what?
666
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:25,199
You on the list?
667
00:35:26,067 --> 00:35:28,069
It's cool.
He's with me.
668
00:35:29,107 --> 00:35:30,449
I'm with her.
669
00:35:31,081 --> 00:35:34,012
I just came by to check
on Brunstetter.
670
00:35:34,097 --> 00:35:37,081
No ocular damage,
and the bone is stabilized.
671
00:35:37,165 --> 00:35:40,258
- He's gonna be okay.
- Good, great.
672
00:35:40,342 --> 00:35:45,175
And what can you tell me
about them?
673
00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:48,139
- We defunded the police.
- What?
674
00:35:48,379 --> 00:35:49,833
While I was in Connecticut?
675
00:35:49,917 --> 00:35:51,269
All these bouncers,
676
00:35:51,353 --> 00:35:53,315
who know a thing or two
about de-escalation,
677
00:35:53,399 --> 00:35:55,360
were out of work
thanks to COVID.
678
00:35:55,444 --> 00:35:58,015
Now they have a job
that comes with healthcare.
679
00:35:58,099 --> 00:35:59,712
Is this gentleman
bothering you?
680
00:35:59,796 --> 00:36:01,453
I was just leaving.
681
00:36:18,902 --> 00:36:19,950
Seriously?
682
00:36:20,034 --> 00:36:21,169
I heard about your day.
683
00:36:21,253 --> 00:36:23,083
And I came to apologize.
684
00:36:23,167 --> 00:36:24,476
Epic fail on my part,
685
00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:27,087
but then I pictured Cassian
686
00:36:27,171 --> 00:36:29,525
not even knowing who you were.
687
00:36:29,609 --> 00:36:32,049
Sorry, sorry.
688
00:36:32,133 --> 00:36:33,268
Thanks.
689
00:36:33,352 --> 00:36:34,921
It's kind of funny.
690
00:36:35,005 --> 00:36:37,315
Right?
Sorry.
691
00:36:37,399 --> 00:36:38,360
What did...
This is, like,
692
00:36:38,444 --> 00:36:40,231
- the worst apology ever.
- I know.
693
00:36:40,315 --> 00:36:43,060
Sorry, again.
I just, um...
694
00:36:43,144 --> 00:36:44,888
I had kind of a day myself.
695
00:36:44,972 --> 00:36:48,283
I got nothing left in the tank.
696
00:36:48,367 --> 00:36:51,242
You got nothing left.
697
00:36:51,326 --> 00:36:54,724
I'm living out of my suitcase,
with my mom,
698
00:36:54,808 --> 00:36:57,117
my marriage was over
before it ever began,
699
00:36:57,201 --> 00:37:01,557
and the one place
that I ever felt right
700
00:37:01,641 --> 00:37:03,686
doesn't have a place for me.
701
00:37:05,906 --> 00:37:07,780
I know lots of places that
would happily give you
702
00:37:07,864 --> 00:37:09,086
their cardio department.
703
00:37:09,170 --> 00:37:11,915
I don't care
about other places, man.
704
00:37:11,999 --> 00:37:13,269
I care about here.
705
00:37:13,354 --> 00:37:16,665
Look, you wanna stick me in the
classroom, teaching interns,
706
00:37:16,750 --> 00:37:18,320
I'm there.
707
00:37:18,658 --> 00:37:20,663
You want me to assist
in general surgeries,
708
00:37:20,747 --> 00:37:21,664
I'll take it.
709
00:37:21,748 --> 00:37:23,622
That's a huge step down
for you.
710
00:37:23,706 --> 00:37:26,579
Huge step down from what?
I'm already there.
711
00:37:28,581 --> 00:37:32,327
What I need is a hand
getting back up.
712
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:59,919
In Korea, women in mourning
wear white bows in their hair.
713
00:38:00,003 --> 00:38:01,747
This is the best I could do
in K-town.
714
00:38:03,311 --> 00:38:04,576
May I?
715
00:38:04,660 --> 00:38:06,665
Yeah.
716
00:38:23,244 --> 00:38:25,641
We had the same father.
717
00:38:25,725 --> 00:38:28,513
♪ Don't let your mind
get weary ♪
718
00:38:28,620 --> 00:38:30,448
He was younger than me.
719
00:38:31,705 --> 00:38:35,324
I didn't even know that he
existed till six years ago.
720
00:38:37,306 --> 00:38:39,660
I only met him once.
721
00:38:41,567 --> 00:38:43,049
But once was all it took.
722
00:38:43,133 --> 00:38:45,597
♪ Don't let your heart get
heavy ♪
723
00:38:45,818 --> 00:38:49,172
I knew he was my brother.
724
00:38:49,668 --> 00:38:51,272
Without a doubt.
725
00:38:57,191 --> 00:39:00,558
Is this what your family does
when someone dies?
726
00:39:01,014 --> 00:39:02,888
Martha and Tim Shinnler?
727
00:39:03,066 --> 00:39:04,981
No, they wouldn't know
a Korean mourning custom
728
00:39:05,066 --> 00:39:07,982
- from a hole in the ground.
- Wait, Shinnler?
729
00:39:09,856 --> 00:39:12,209
I was adopted.
730
00:39:12,449 --> 00:39:14,516
When I was three.
731
00:39:14,714 --> 00:39:16,909
I shortened my name right
after college.
732
00:39:16,993 --> 00:39:18,520
As far as the hairclip,
I learned about that
733
00:39:18,604 --> 00:39:20,348
in my Korean lit class.
734
00:39:20,432 --> 00:39:22,393
Huh.
735
00:39:22,477 --> 00:39:24,221
So your family's...
736
00:39:24,305 --> 00:39:26,152
German Irish.
737
00:39:27,439 --> 00:39:29,658
I actually had to teach myself
to be Korean.
738
00:39:31,477 --> 00:39:33,051
Still really don't know how.
739
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:37,551
♪ In you,
that's where you'll find ♪
740
00:39:37,876 --> 00:39:42,927
So what else did you learn in
these college classes of yours?
741
00:40:03,695 --> 00:40:06,350
Leyla, we should talk.
742
00:40:07,566 --> 00:40:10,442
I knew using your showers
was too good to last.
743
00:40:11,939 --> 00:40:14,899
Well, get it over with.
744
00:40:17,672 --> 00:40:20,988
Grab your stuff.
It's not safe out here.
745
00:40:35,202 --> 00:40:37,552
This is my secret spot.
746
00:40:42,620 --> 00:40:44,057
Why do this for me?
747
00:40:45,517 --> 00:40:46,996
I protect my people.
748
00:40:55,570 --> 00:40:57,532
Here we go, you ready?
749
00:40:57,616 --> 00:41:00,186
- Yeah.
- Here it is.
750
00:41:00,701 --> 00:41:02,319
This is home.
751
00:41:02,569 --> 00:41:03,973
You remember this place?
752
00:41:04,057 --> 00:41:05,409
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
753
00:41:05,493 --> 00:41:07,542
There's a couch over there,
right?
754
00:41:07,803 --> 00:41:10,153
This is our kitchen.
Remember the kitchen?
755
00:41:10,237 --> 00:41:11,633
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
756
00:41:11,717 --> 00:41:15,637
This is where you're gonna
throw lots of food at Dada
757
00:41:15,721 --> 00:41:17,160
until he figures out
what you want,
758
00:41:17,244 --> 00:41:19,249
which I guess is not peas
anymore.
759
00:41:19,333 --> 00:41:22,116
And this is our sleepy room.
760
00:41:22,259 --> 00:41:24,090
This is my bed.
761
00:41:24,338 --> 00:41:27,608
And this,
this bed is for you.
762
00:41:27,693 --> 00:41:28,920
You like it?
763
00:41:29,005 --> 00:41:30,400
Yeah.
764
00:41:35,915 --> 00:41:38,842
And this place...
765
00:41:41,094 --> 00:41:42,530
this is just for you.
766
00:41:42,943 --> 00:41:46,045
I know it's not much,
767
00:41:46,142 --> 00:41:48,101
but, uh...
768
00:41:49,921 --> 00:41:52,053
Dada here.
769
00:41:54,788 --> 00:41:56,576
Yeah.
770
00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:02,726
Yeah, Dada here.
771
00:42:13,126 --> 00:42:16,175
Dada's always here.
772
00:42:16,260 --> 00:42:18,480
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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