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Do you remember me?
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From the trial.
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Of course.
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You came every day,
sat in the same seat.
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Do you have any idea
how hard it was
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for the parents to... to listen?
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I can't imagine.
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I write to him, to Parker,
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every week, but he won't see me.
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Can you tell me
the truth, Karen?
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Can you tell me what you know
about my daughter?
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Please.
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I never saw her.
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-And I never knew her.
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Look at these pictures.
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Please.
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I think you need to know
she was really someone.
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That her first word was "mama,"
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and she used to fall asleep
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on my husband's chest
when she was little,
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curled up on the couch.
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And she grew up
and she swam for her college.
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She was very,
very close to Olympic selection,
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and now it's just, like...
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It's like I dreamed her.
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I'm so sorry...
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for your loss.
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I hired
a private investigator, and...
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we found these three years ago
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at a gas station in Nevada.
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It's... It's the last
image of her.
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And then three seconds later,
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this man came out
of the bathroom.
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Your man.
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The tattoo artist...
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right there.
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So, one of you is lying.
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I didn't know him then.
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A serial killer...
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right next to her,
and my baby never comes home.
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Can you really not remember?
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No, no.
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Sorry, I just... I just...
I just want to...
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I-I just want to know the truth!
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Karen! Please!
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Tell me the truth!
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Please tell me the truth.
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You ready, Karen?
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For what?
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To be Emma.
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Down to the river To silence me
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Love took me down to the river
To silence me
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Love took me down to the river
To silence me
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Love took me down to the river
To silence me
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Love took me down to the river
To silence me
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Love took me down to the river
To silence me
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My love took me down
To the river to silence me
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And when he left
I could not speak
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I waited for him
'Til the frost did come
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My skin, it turned blue
And my body was numb
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But my heart, it burned out
'Til there was no more
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Still I wait on the ground
I don't know what for
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There There is a heart in me
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This place, it's really mine?
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There's a lot of stuff here.
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Yeah, there was a guy
that was living here.
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He's gone now.
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I'm gonna help you
get through this.
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We're still gonna have
our regular sessions
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and we're gonna keep
working on the memories
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that you can't recall.
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I just don't want you
to get overwhelmed.
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OK?
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OK.
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We talked a lot about this
when you were in prison,
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about the reality of you
living in...
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In Witness Protection.
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You need to live
a quiet life here,
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not attract attention
to yourself,
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and be very careful
who you form attachments to.
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I don't have to tell you
to stay away from young women.
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I'm just saying, keep it simple.
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Nine times out of ten,
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people will believe
what you tell them.
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You know that.
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My number's in that phone.
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I want you to keep it with you
at all times.
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Most people don't ever get
the opportunity
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that you have right now.
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No past, no baggage,
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and at the same time,
the opposite is true.
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Every good thing you ever did
is gone.
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Tell me about Emma Hall.
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Write down three things,
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three qualities
that you want for her.
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What, like, I get to be a...
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princess with a unicorn?
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Write them down.
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Did you finish the letter
to him?
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To Parker?
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It's been seven years
since your daughter,
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since Theresa went missing,
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and that is a very significant
amount of time.
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Officially, missing persons
can be declared as deceased,
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and it's natural
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that a family would struggle
at this time.
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W-We're not struggling.
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We're fine.
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Mom. I thought it would be good
for everyone
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to at least
acknowledge the date.
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Yeah, OK. Yeah,
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I'm fine if you guy
s want to talk it out.
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Mary, I think Jake set this up
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because he feels that we,
you included,
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should talk about
what happens next.
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Don't you feel the need
to draw a line, Mary?
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To begin the process of closure?
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On what?
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Look, we're fine.
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I have the foundation.
I'm with my son every day.
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I'm with my daughter, as well.
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I mean, not... not in...
In reality,
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but every day,
we work very hard to find her.
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And other missing children.
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W-We help a lot of families.
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My wife...
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Well, we don't...
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We're... We're... We're friends.
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Yes. We're just not together.
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We're compassionately
de-married.
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Right, yes.
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And I just...
I guess I keep hoping
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that we will
reach a point where...
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we can grieve together.
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Maybe...
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put a bench somewhere
that means something to us,
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a place that we could all go
as a family
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and just remember our daughter.
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We don't need a bench, Saul.
Theresa's not dead.
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Mary. Do you have certainty,
or do you need certainty?
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I have instinct.
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A mother's sense of her child,
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and my daughter
is still out there.
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- I know it.
- How?
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Because I don't feel she's gone.
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Always said
you needed therapy, Mom.
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Took this to get you here.
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Mary, do you understand
Saul's need to mourn?
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- Yeah. I do.
- Good.
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I guess I've just always
been the optimist
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in the marriage.
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Now you're gonna see me cry.
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I love that you're in touch
with your emotions.
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I literally feel
everybody's pain.
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Except for mine,
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'cause I don't have any pain.
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Not anymore.
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I have you.
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All of you.
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I see the things I did
as acts of compassion.
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Young women trapped in ideals
put upon them...
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Perfect girls from perfect homes
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when we all know
nobody's perfect.
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You killed nine women,
Mr. Parker.
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You shattered the bones
in their hands and feet
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so they couldn't
defend themselves,
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and then you beat them to death
with your hammer.
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If you need a monster,
I'll be your monster.
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But the truth is...
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those girls were begging
for their freedom.
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Mom, stop listening
to that shit.
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This shit is how
I'm gonna nail Parker.
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It's how I'm gonna find Theresa.
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Well, I don't want you going
by yourself.
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It's a maximum-security prison,
Mom.
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I'm gonna come with you.
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After four years,
he's finally agreed to see you?
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I want to know why.
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Let Parker sit down with you
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after he already took
my other kid?
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Never gonna happen.
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Hey, hey, hey
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Hey, hey, hey
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My baby come
And seen me yesterday
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I don't want to spend...
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She don't care...
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And that's why
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And that is why
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Hi.
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Your hair is so pretty.
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I said, "Why?"
She says we...
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Get up.
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Just leave me be.
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Get up, bitch.
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And that is why I love you
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Hey, hey, hey
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-Please.
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You're a dirty, filthy liar
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who lives in a house full of
slutty trash who no one wants,
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that are so dirty and disgusting
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that your own moms and daddies
didn't even want you.
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You know, bad things happen
to little girl liars.
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My mom did want me.
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Honey, nobody wants you.
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Nobody.
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I mean,
except for the trashy boys.
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What are you doing?
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Smile, bitch,
this is going on the Internet.
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Stop! Please,
don't put that in my hair!
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-Just stop!
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Do... do you want to be
on her story?
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Get out!
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Get out of here,
you little bitches.
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Don't show it...
That you're afraid.
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I see it. They see it, too.
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It's dangerous to be afraid.
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You're not from here, are you?
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You following me?
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Why'd you help me?
You don't even know me.
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I know girls like that.
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My mama died.
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She had a heart attack.
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That's why I don't have her
looking out for me.
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It's late. You should get home.
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I don't have a home.
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Not a real one.
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I'm in a group home
for foster kids.
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Yeah, me, too.
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When I was your age.
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When you get out,
it gets better.
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I went to live with someone...
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kind, someone good.
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- No one's gonna come for us.
- You don't know that.
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Well, you don't know this place.
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There's stuff there... bad stuff.
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We don't matter.
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If things happen to us...
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it doesn't matter, either.
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I got to... I got to get home.
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Stay away from those girls.
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I don't know why
anyone would come here.
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This place is rotten.
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I wanted a fresh start.
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You shouldn't have picked
Saint James.
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Yeah, well, I'm here,
and now I'm going home to sleep.
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I'm Jess.
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You got a name?
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Emma.
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Hall.
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No one ever stood by me
like that, Emma Hall.
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Shame on them.
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Hi.
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Hi, little one.
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Hey.
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How'd you get out here?
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I got you.
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OK.
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I'm sorry.
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These are the last words
I'll ever say to you.
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I thought about
never saying them.
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I thought about trying
to erase you from my life.
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But I can't.
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So I have to write them down,
make myself end what was ours,
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because I have to start again.
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I have to forget you.
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I still don't know
how I'll do that,
267
00:23:53,141 --> 00:23:56,941
but I have to live without you,
and you without me,
268
00:23:57,019 --> 00:23:59,229
and we both have to
let each other go.
269
00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:02,733
We both have to leave
the darkness we were in,
270
00:24:02,817 --> 00:24:06,567
even if being without you feels
like the stars have gone out.
271
00:24:33,389 --> 00:24:35,599
Well, you come upstairs
But not to talk
272
00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:39,813
You stay a little while then
You do a little walk on home
273
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:44,321
I hear you downstairs
Smoking cigarettes
274
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:45,610
I hear you talking shit
275
00:24:45,693 --> 00:24:49,453
'Cause you ain't got nothing
To talk about at all
276
00:24:51,908 --> 00:24:54,078
So, Emma Hall.
277
00:24:55,870 --> 00:24:58,410
I was in Seattle. I-I cut
in some really good places.
278
00:24:58,497 --> 00:25:02,377
That's a place I'd like
to go to someday.
279
00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:04,840
Don't let us keep you, Thomas.
280
00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:09,966
You did notice this is
Saint James, Louisiana, right?
281
00:25:10,051 --> 00:25:11,761
I wanted to start over.
282
00:25:11,844 --> 00:25:14,144
Only two reasons
anyone starts over...
283
00:25:14,222 --> 00:25:15,852
A breakup or a breakdown.
284
00:25:15,932 --> 00:25:17,602
I'm really good on details.
I work hard.
285
00:25:17,683 --> 00:25:20,103
I-I can cut and I can sweep
the floor, I can make coffee.
286
00:25:20,186 --> 00:25:21,663
If you need me to step up
because of the baby,
287
00:25:21,687 --> 00:25:22,517
then I can do that, too.
288
00:25:22,605 --> 00:25:23,874
You gonna save the world
while you're at it?
289
00:25:23,898 --> 00:25:26,478
Yeah, maybe on the weekends.
290
00:25:31,948 --> 00:25:33,908
I'm really good at cutting.
291
00:25:33,991 --> 00:25:35,531
I want to rent that chair.
292
00:25:35,618 --> 00:25:37,288
It is a good chair.
293
00:25:37,370 --> 00:25:39,290
I need to stay busy.
294
00:25:40,748 --> 00:25:42,878
You got some money for my chair?
295
00:25:42,959 --> 00:25:45,669
So... So no one else
can turn my head.
296
00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:50,724
Thank you for taking
this meeting.
297
00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:53,640
I'm hoping that John can be
a real big help to the Trust,
298
00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:56,259
on a voluntary basis, of course.
299
00:25:57,765 --> 00:26:00,555
Um, and I wanted to say before
we start that I'm so sorry
300
00:26:00,685 --> 00:26:03,095
there's still no news about
your daughter, Mrs. Barlow.
301
00:26:06,482 --> 00:26:07,982
Prison was a real epiphany.
302
00:26:09,026 --> 00:26:11,236
When you're away
from everything you know
303
00:26:11,320 --> 00:26:13,490
and there's nowhere else to go,
304
00:26:13,572 --> 00:26:16,952
no one else to blame,
you've got to look to yourself,
305
00:26:17,034 --> 00:26:19,454
and I was able to do that.
306
00:26:19,537 --> 00:26:22,247
To think about what I had done
307
00:26:22,331 --> 00:26:24,541
and the lives
that I had impacted.
308
00:26:24,625 --> 00:26:27,245
-The women you raped.
309
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:32,630
Our organization
supports ex-offenders
310
00:26:32,717 --> 00:26:34,887
in their post-prison lives.
311
00:26:34,969 --> 00:26:37,179
John genuinely wants to change.
312
00:26:37,263 --> 00:26:39,813
He's been recommended
for early release.
313
00:26:39,890 --> 00:26:42,690
He's been employed
at the Allfoods supermarket.
314
00:26:42,768 --> 00:26:44,768
He recently received
a commendation.
315
00:26:44,854 --> 00:26:46,944
This is, for my display work.
316
00:26:47,023 --> 00:26:51,613
I-I can tell you things
317
00:26:51,694 --> 00:26:55,994
about how the world thinks it is
and how it really is.
318
00:26:56,073 --> 00:26:57,583
Safety is a dream.
319
00:26:57,658 --> 00:26:59,618
That makes sense.
320
00:26:59,702 --> 00:27:02,712
But because of
men like you, right?
321
00:27:05,791 --> 00:27:08,541
I-I was every woman's
worst nightmare.
322
00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:10,627
I was the boogeyman.
323
00:27:10,713 --> 00:27:12,723
I stalked my victims.
324
00:27:12,798 --> 00:27:14,758
I was a predator.
325
00:27:14,842 --> 00:27:17,092
But now I am well.
326
00:27:17,178 --> 00:27:20,718
And... And you want to work here
with us?
327
00:27:20,806 --> 00:27:24,476
I... No, volunteer.
There... There would be no cost.
328
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:25,940
Work, volunteer.
329
00:27:26,103 --> 00:27:30,023
Y-You want to do something
with us here?
330
00:27:30,107 --> 00:27:31,857
I can tell you everything
331
00:27:31,942 --> 00:27:35,742
about the gaps where
ladies think that they're safe.
332
00:27:35,821 --> 00:27:37,951
I drove a cab,
I worked as a cleaner,
333
00:27:38,032 --> 00:27:39,912
I cut keys for women.
334
00:27:39,992 --> 00:27:41,792
I was all over social media, I...
335
00:27:41,869 --> 00:27:44,079
- Can I stop you?
- Yes, please.
336
00:27:44,163 --> 00:27:45,873
I'm trying
to get my head around this.
337
00:27:45,956 --> 00:27:48,706
You are offering what?
338
00:27:48,793 --> 00:27:51,133
Awareness raising.
339
00:27:51,212 --> 00:27:53,262
Our foundation's about victims.
340
00:27:53,339 --> 00:27:55,089
We counsel, we offer support,
341
00:27:55,174 --> 00:27:56,554
we help find missing persons.
342
00:27:58,677 --> 00:27:59,677
We're not a fit for you.
343
00:28:00,679 --> 00:28:02,969
Well, hold on now.
344
00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:05,387
Maybe there is something
you could do for me.
345
00:28:05,476 --> 00:28:07,686
Tell me,
346
00:28:07,770 --> 00:28:10,060
why did you do
the things you did?
347
00:28:11,774 --> 00:28:14,284
Why did you choose
the women you chose?
348
00:28:14,360 --> 00:28:17,490
I mean, what was it?
Why one and not another?
349
00:28:19,031 --> 00:28:24,411
Um, I don't like to talk,
um, in that personal way.
350
00:28:24,495 --> 00:28:26,365
I want to talk about the gaps,
351
00:28:26,455 --> 00:28:28,955
you know, offer advice...
352
00:28:29,041 --> 00:28:31,131
Ideas that you could put
into a pamphlet.
353
00:28:31,210 --> 00:28:33,840
I'm not interested
in a general sense.
354
00:28:33,921 --> 00:28:35,131
I want to know...
355
00:28:36,465 --> 00:28:39,295
what makes a woman your victim.
356
00:28:41,470 --> 00:28:43,180
Do you know
why I started this trust?
357
00:28:44,306 --> 00:28:45,676
Your daughter went missing.
358
00:28:45,766 --> 00:28:46,846
No.
359
00:28:49,270 --> 00:28:50,560
She was taken.
360
00:28:51,772 --> 00:28:53,822
Seven years ago.
361
00:28:53,899 --> 00:28:57,739
Now, I know who did it,
but I can't prove that.
362
00:28:57,820 --> 00:29:02,780
So this whole trust is for her
363
00:29:02,867 --> 00:29:05,077
and others like her,
364
00:29:05,161 --> 00:29:07,961
and we work so hard
to help families
365
00:29:08,038 --> 00:29:10,668
whose lives have been...
366
00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:13,379
destroyed by men like you.
367
00:29:13,461 --> 00:29:16,631
- Maybe we should wrap this up.
- So, I-I'm glad you've changed.
368
00:29:16,714 --> 00:29:19,724
I hope people can change,
but what I would like to know is
369
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:23,510
what was it about my daughter
made a man take her from me?
370
00:29:24,930 --> 00:29:26,310
I'm looking for insight.
371
00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:29,100
You can't give it?
372
00:29:29,185 --> 00:29:30,895
You won't give it?
373
00:29:30,978 --> 00:29:32,898
Good luck.
374
00:29:32,980 --> 00:29:34,360
Be a good person.
375
00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:38,985
But I can't have you here
with us.
376
00:29:40,654 --> 00:29:42,824
I mean,
you understand that, right?
377
00:29:42,907 --> 00:29:43,947
Don't you?
378
00:29:56,378 --> 00:29:58,048
How did you find me?
379
00:29:58,130 --> 00:30:00,220
I followed you.
380
00:30:01,217 --> 00:30:02,677
When? The other night?
381
00:30:04,136 --> 00:30:05,176
Maybe.
382
00:30:05,304 --> 00:30:07,104
You got trouble
with those girls again, or...?
383
00:30:07,181 --> 00:30:09,101
Mnh-mnh.
384
00:30:09,183 --> 00:30:10,893
Good.
385
00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:14,100
I've got, um...
386
00:30:16,524 --> 00:30:18,284
I got things to do.
387
00:30:18,359 --> 00:30:20,859
You want to do them together?
388
00:30:22,530 --> 00:30:23,860
No.
389
00:30:24,823 --> 00:30:26,953
I'm busy. I got... I got stuff.
I got a lot of stuff.
390
00:30:29,411 --> 00:30:31,211
I saw her in the window.
391
00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:36,375
She's Bella Sharp's kitten.
392
00:30:38,546 --> 00:30:40,456
You gonna tell Bella Sharp?
393
00:30:40,548 --> 00:30:42,338
Not if you hang with me.
394
00:30:57,523 --> 00:30:58,823
Do you believe in monsters?
395
00:31:00,901 --> 00:31:03,951
Abel says
there's a swamp monster...
396
00:31:04,029 --> 00:31:07,909
10 foot tall, skin all scale
like an alligator.
397
00:31:07,992 --> 00:31:10,702
One red eye, one black.
398
00:31:10,786 --> 00:31:12,196
And you believe that?
399
00:31:13,956 --> 00:31:16,996
- My God!
- What?
400
00:31:17,084 --> 00:31:19,674
- We all believe in monsters.
- Come on!
401
00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:22,263
You're the one who told me
not to be afraid of anything.
402
00:31:24,133 --> 00:31:25,383
So easy. I'm not.
403
00:31:25,467 --> 00:31:26,837
-Yes, you are.
404
00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:28,097
Who's Abel?
405
00:31:33,559 --> 00:31:35,189
I can't talk about Abel.
406
00:32:05,007 --> 00:32:06,797
I'd live here if I could.
407
00:32:09,553 --> 00:32:10,643
I'd never go back
408
00:32:10,721 --> 00:32:12,261
and they'd never know
where I've gone.
409
00:32:13,599 --> 00:32:15,269
But you'll know
where to find me.
410
00:32:26,278 --> 00:32:27,568
Come.
411
00:32:30,115 --> 00:32:31,325
Come.
412
00:32:39,208 --> 00:32:42,418
That's my pot of money
that never runs out.
413
00:32:44,129 --> 00:32:47,969
And that's the giant
that walks behind me.
414
00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:51,930
She's invisible,
but I couldn't draw invisible.
415
00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:54,312
She eats anyone who's mean.
416
00:32:55,432 --> 00:32:57,102
She's my swamp monster.
417
00:33:00,729 --> 00:33:02,399
You got dreams?
418
00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:07,438
Must be something you want.
419
00:33:10,030 --> 00:33:12,950
To go back and be with someone
I don't have anymore.
420
00:33:16,829 --> 00:33:18,499
I'm happy you're here
421
00:33:19,915 --> 00:33:21,665
with me in Saint James.
422
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:27,213
Yeah, well, I don't think
I'm gonna be here much longer.
423
00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:42,939
You're my true friend,
Emma Hall.
424
00:33:53,198 --> 00:33:55,278
I can't give you nothing better.
425
00:34:07,463 --> 00:34:09,303
Thank you.
426
00:35:02,518 --> 00:35:05,648
Mrs. Barlow, I'm so sorry.
427
00:35:35,676 --> 00:35:36,966
You OK?
428
00:35:37,052 --> 00:35:39,472
-Have you left here?
429
00:35:39,555 --> 00:35:41,385
Have you left the cabin?
430
00:35:41,473 --> 00:35:43,183
You been listening to the radio?
431
00:35:43,267 --> 00:35:44,767
-You've been online?
432
00:35:47,062 --> 00:35:49,112
Have you talked to anybody
from your past, Emma?
433
00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:56,738
No. Sometimes I want to. No.
434
00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:59,032
So you don't know?
435
00:35:59,116 --> 00:36:01,196
What is it?
436
00:36:08,709 --> 00:36:10,129
Look.
437
00:36:10,210 --> 00:36:13,340
Something very bad has happened,
and I need you to trust
438
00:36:13,422 --> 00:36:14,732
that we'll get
through this together.
439
00:36:14,756 --> 00:36:16,006
Do you trust me?
440
00:36:16,091 --> 00:36:18,261
You're scaring me.
441
00:36:19,928 --> 00:36:21,758
Christopher Parker's dead.
442
00:36:21,847 --> 00:36:24,387
He killed himself
yesterday in prison.
443
00:36:31,940 --> 00:36:34,940
- No, he wouldn't do that.
- He did do it.
444
00:36:36,570 --> 00:36:38,160
- I'm here for you.
- No!
445
00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:40,738
-Emma!
446
00:37:06,016 --> 00:37:08,726
You can't leave here.
Do you understand?
447
00:37:11,271 --> 00:37:14,021
You're not safe.
448
00:37:14,107 --> 00:37:16,687
No!
449
00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:25,951
Why do you keep coming here?
450
00:37:26,036 --> 00:37:28,286
I work my nights here.
451
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:34,960
- Where is it?
- Where's what?
452
00:37:35,045 --> 00:37:38,585
Without that necklace,
you're not safe, child.
453
00:37:38,674 --> 00:37:41,974
That was a powerful stone.
It was your protection.
454
00:37:43,804 --> 00:37:46,774
I gave it to someone... a friend.
455
00:37:48,809 --> 00:37:51,689
What kind of friend
do you have here?
456
00:37:57,234 --> 00:37:59,284
You need to lie down now.
457
00:37:59,361 --> 00:38:01,781
You need to relax.
458
00:38:47,451 --> 00:38:52,871
Emma! Open up, please!
Emma, please! Emma!
459
00:38:57,210 --> 00:39:00,510
Emma, please!
460
00:39:05,260 --> 00:39:07,600
You said you were my friend!
461
00:39:20,442 --> 00:39:23,152
Please!
462
00:39:47,928 --> 00:39:49,808
One second.
463
00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:59,355
Mrs. Barlow, hello.
464
00:40:02,901 --> 00:40:04,741
Can I come in, John?
465
00:40:04,820 --> 00:40:07,700
Of course. Yeah. Come in.
466
00:40:09,199 --> 00:40:11,619
Have you changed your mind?
467
00:40:27,259 --> 00:40:29,589
Do you think people
can really change, John?
468
00:40:29,678 --> 00:40:31,638
If you let them.
469
00:40:31,721 --> 00:40:34,471
I believe in
the cycle of rebirth.
470
00:40:36,351 --> 00:40:38,351
I'm not so sure.
471
00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:45,532
I think we can try,
but our natures are our natures.
472
00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:49,320
I think we can have good days
where we try to be better,
473
00:40:49,406 --> 00:40:51,986
but they're just days.
474
00:40:52,075 --> 00:40:54,655
No, Mrs. Barlow,
I think if we know better,
475
00:40:54,744 --> 00:40:56,164
we do better.
476
00:40:56,246 --> 00:40:59,496
Every day,
I wake up and I think,
477
00:40:59,583 --> 00:41:01,793
"What can I do better
for the world?"
478
00:41:01,877 --> 00:41:03,627
I mean,
and at the end of the day,
479
00:41:03,712 --> 00:41:06,172
I think,
"Did I make my good mark?"
480
00:41:10,927 --> 00:41:12,887
I want to believe in you, John.
481
00:41:16,141 --> 00:41:18,691
I ca... I can't tell you how much
that means to me, to...
482
00:41:18,768 --> 00:41:22,808
F-for me to hear you say that,
Mrs. Barlow, because truly,
483
00:41:22,898 --> 00:41:25,438
you have been
such an inspiration to me.
484
00:41:29,863 --> 00:41:33,283
I want you
to do something for me.
485
00:41:33,366 --> 00:41:34,656
A job.
486
00:41:34,743 --> 00:41:36,873
If you like.
487
00:41:36,953 --> 00:41:40,123
I need you
to find someone for me.
488
00:41:40,207 --> 00:41:42,127
I don't know where she is.
489
00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:45,171
I don't even know her name.
490
00:41:48,798 --> 00:41:50,588
But this is who she used to be.
491
00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:52,215
I don't do that.
492
00:41:52,302 --> 00:41:56,182
This is the monster
that took my daughter, Theresa.
493
00:41:58,642 --> 00:42:00,352
I know you have pain,
Mrs. Barlow...
494
00:42:00,435 --> 00:42:02,345
Don't talk about my pain.
495
00:42:02,437 --> 00:42:04,307
Help me.
496
00:42:04,397 --> 00:42:08,487
Help me find this terrible,
terrible woman
497
00:42:08,568 --> 00:42:11,068
before she destroys
someone else's life.
498
00:42:11,154 --> 00:42:12,824
Do something good, John.
499
00:42:12,906 --> 00:42:15,656
That doesn't sound like
a good thing, Mrs. Barlow.
500
00:42:15,742 --> 00:42:17,582
Well,
I'm not giving you a choice.
501
00:42:17,661 --> 00:42:19,751
I'm giving you a chance...
502
00:42:19,829 --> 00:42:23,829
The chance
that you wanted to prove to me,
503
00:42:23,917 --> 00:42:25,587
y-your inspiration,
504
00:42:25,669 --> 00:42:27,749
that you could live
a different life,
505
00:42:27,837 --> 00:42:29,417
you could be someone new.
506
00:42:29,506 --> 00:42:30,796
I want to do that, but not...
507
00:42:30,882 --> 00:42:32,382
I don't want to do that
in this way.
508
00:42:32,467 --> 00:42:34,547
I'm sorry. I'm feeling
very uneasy right now.
509
00:42:34,636 --> 00:42:35,926
My stomach...
510
00:42:36,012 --> 00:42:38,392
I-I-I'm beginning
to have pains already.
511
00:42:38,473 --> 00:42:39,683
You got Tylenol.
512
00:42:41,017 --> 00:42:43,557
Take a vacation. Go sick.
513
00:42:43,645 --> 00:42:45,605
Quit your job, I don't care.
514
00:42:45,689 --> 00:42:50,609
You have four weeks
to find this person.
515
00:42:50,694 --> 00:42:54,824
Otherwise, John,
I will make sure
516
00:42:54,906 --> 00:42:59,156
that everyone knows
exactly who you are.
517
00:42:59,244 --> 00:43:03,544
You are the man
that we all dread.
518
00:43:03,623 --> 00:43:05,713
Take it.
519
00:43:07,669 --> 00:43:09,089
Take it.
520
00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:16,092
Good.
521
00:43:18,179 --> 00:43:19,679
Good boy.
522
00:43:34,237 --> 00:43:36,197
Love is a virtuous mind
523
00:43:36,281 --> 00:43:38,741
that creates only peace
and happiness,
524
00:43:38,825 --> 00:43:41,115
whereas attachment
is never virtuous
525
00:43:41,202 --> 00:43:43,542
and causes only pain
and problems.
526
00:43:45,457 --> 00:43:48,787
Swiftly ascending
the other shore,
527
00:43:48,877 --> 00:43:51,917
we find the city of tranquility.
528
00:43:58,636 --> 00:44:00,716
Love is a virtuous mind
529
00:44:00,805 --> 00:44:03,845
that creates only peace
and happiness.
530
00:44:08,271 --> 00:44:10,021
Jess?
531
00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:16,945
Jess?
532
00:44:26,289 --> 00:44:28,749
Jess, I'm sorry.
533
00:44:28,833 --> 00:44:30,383
I'm sorry.
534
00:44:34,172 --> 00:44:35,512
Jess.
535
00:44:37,634 --> 00:44:40,104
I am your friend, Jess.
536
00:44:43,098 --> 00:44:44,768
Jess!
537
00:44:47,936 --> 00:44:49,476
Jess?
538
00:44:54,317 --> 00:44:56,027
Jess?
539
00:45:06,830 --> 00:45:08,460
Jess!
540
00:45:08,540 --> 00:45:10,790
Jess!
541
00:45:10,875 --> 00:45:15,755
No, Jess!
542
00:45:24,305 --> 00:45:28,385
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
543
00:45:37,026 --> 00:45:39,356
No!
544
00:45:41,531 --> 00:45:44,281
No!
545
00:46:30,538 --> 00:46:34,248
My God.
My God.
546
00:46:34,334 --> 00:46:37,804
My God. No, fuck!
547
00:47:05,323 --> 00:47:07,743
Please! No!
548
00:47:53,496 --> 00:47:56,076
Sorry, we're closed.
549
00:47:56,165 --> 00:47:58,075
I just want a little trim.
550
00:48:13,641 --> 00:48:15,691
And then I want to know
the best bar in this town
551
00:48:15,893 --> 00:48:17,103
to go get trashed in.
552
00:48:17,186 --> 00:48:19,686
What's your name?
553
00:48:19,772 --> 00:48:21,442
Theresa.
554
00:48:55,058 --> 00:48:56,928
Tell me a story.
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