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Are you looking for something?

I came to see you.

Because I have something to say to you.

Me?

What the heck? Where did he go?

Hey, Gu Jae Hee, where are you?

It sounds like Eun Gyul is looking for me.

Softie!

Hey, are you in there?

Don't go.

Eun Gyul...

Don't think about Eun Gyul when you're with me.

I'm not going to let you go to America.

Stay by my side.

What the heck? Why didn't you answer me when you're in here?

Our cellphones got switched.

Oh... sorry.

Thank you for the ride.

Thank you.

- Here, give it to me. - It's okay.

I'm tired. Why don't you take a shower first?

No, it's okay. You take it first.

Since you're the owner of this room.

- Are you trying to be smart? - I'm not trying to be smart.

If you're not , then do as I say.

If you take a hot shower, it should ease some of your fatigue.

After you're done with your shower... you and I need to talk.

Talk about what?

It's about a secret.

Why don't you take a shower first?

If it's about a secret...

What do I do?

Did he somehow find out that I'm a girl?

I'm not... going to hide my feelings anymore.

Thank you.

- Here, give it to me. - It's okay.

That careless scoundrel...

I definitely get the feeling Tae Joon has something on her.

[Gu Jae Hee! I think you need to be more careful in front of Tae Joon from now on.]

[Because not everyone's a fool like you.]

There's not a speck of cautiousness in that girl.

[You sent the text to the wrong person.]

[The text you meant to send to Jae Hee... it seems you sent it to me.]

Because I was thinking of Tae Joon...

What do I do?

That text...

- I think there's a misunderstanding... - By any chance...

You already know everything, don't you?

Huh?

- About what? - That Jae Hee isn't a guy.

I knew it...

I shouldn't have gotten involved in it.

Since when have you known?

I was wondering if it was possible...

but I knew it for sure when Jae Hee's brother came for a visit.

Then you're saying it's been quite a while.

But why did you keep it a secret all this time?

You really do...

think of Gu Jae Hee as a girl, don't you?

I'm thinking of being honest about everything and laying it all out on the table.

As long as things have turned out this way...

there are no more reasons to hide it any longer.

You think that's wise?

If she realizes that she's been caught by you...

how do you think Jae Hee will react?

Don't you think ultimately... she'll have to leave?

Even though I'd like... for her to leave this school as soon as possible...

Well, I'm just going to go home now.

Where have you been?

Just out.

You said you wanted to talk?

It was nothing.

I'm pretty tired.

If you're not too tired, why don't you and I talk?

Talk about what?

Is it urgent?

What you said to me last night...

what did you mean by that?

What do you mean?

You told me not to think about Eun Gyul in front of you.

If she realized that she's been caught by you too...

how do you think Jae Hee will react?

Don't you think that ultimately... she'll have to leave?

It's just as it sounds.

Don't worry about other people while you're talking to me.

Because that's the kind of stuff that I usually can't stand.

Then...

what about telling me not to go to America?

I felt it would just be annoying to have to adjust to a different roommate.

And who knows what kind of a person will move in?

Rather than that, it's better to have you by my side instead.

- Is that all? - Then what else?

That's all.

Okay...

I understand.

So...

don't think about anything else... and just stay by my side.

Yes, I understand.

I said, just stay with me.

Okay... I got it.

I'll stick right by your side like a piece of chewed up gum.

You promised, okay? Chewed up gum...

[It's not good to work out on an empty stomach.]

[Even if you don't want to, make sure to drink it before you start.]

[Thanks for the drink.]

[Make sure you don't skip breakfast either just because you're not very hungry.]

[P.S. I know you were sleeping, but you shouldn't be drooling like that...]

I didn't drool...

What are you doing? Where are you pointing to?

It's nothing.

Next, Min Hyun Jae.

Min Hyun Jae! Come here.

Kang Tae Joon... do another jump.

Yes.

Isn't there anything you realize?

You're too aggressive about it.

It's good to be offensive about it...

but if you get that close to the bar, before you can even get up on the final board

you're going to meet the bar first.

I'm telling you to play hard to get with the bar like Tae Joon does

instead of just attacking it.

Yes.

Don't you know that Nationals are right around the corner?

You know that the chances of getting into the Olympics ride on that, right?

Both of you get your heads on straight.

No matter what it takes, beat Kang Tae Joon at the Nationals.

- Pick three cards. - Three?

Okay.

I picked them.

Gu Jae Hee, come here.

Jong Min is doing a tarot reading, and he's totally good!

Really? You know how to do tarot readings?

There's nothing I can't do.

- He's coming... he's coming... he's coming! - Hey!

Do you really have to do that?

I have to do this for something to come to me!

- Anyways... did you choose your cards? - Yeah, these three.

At the upcoming game at the Nationals... you're going to score a goal.

Really?

- What else? What else? - Secondly...

Pretty soon... you're going to get something for free.

That's amazing!

Hey... on my way here this morning, I found 500 won!

And lastly...

This one is love...

Is there someone you like lately?

That's... no comment.

I'm not doing it anymore!

- Hey... do one for Jae Hee too. - What?

I don't want to! Why would I do one for Jae Hee?

Why are acting like this is going to cost you anything when it's not? Just do it!

Fine. Sit down.

He's already gone... but if you want it that bad

why don't you pick just one card?

- This one. - That one?

This is absolutely the worst!

Gu Jae Hee... I think you're going to have to be careful.

My lips feel so dry.

This says that there are dark shadows all around you.

How scary! Take that with you.

I don't want to!

Gu Jae Hee, be careful.

Hey, that's all a farce. How absurd... how can Jong Min see the future?

Don't you know that he can't even see what's right in front of him?

Don't believe it. There's nothing to believe.

I'm not worried about it.

Of course you shouldn't worry about something as stupid as that.

But I hope that he was right about your things.

He said you were going to score a goal at the Nationals game coming up.

- No, forget it. I don't want it. - Why? That would be great.

No, I definitely don't want it.

If I score, I'm going to score by my own skills.

Cha Eun Gyul doesn't put all his expectations on what a tarot card says.

But what is that anyways? It looks fun.

This? Want to give it a try?

- Step on it, step on it. - Like this?

- Isn't it fun? - Yeah.

That's right. I've decided on the ceremony I'm going to do after I score my first goal.

What is it? Show me.

Watch this... hang on to this for me.

Goal!

What is that?

What are you doing with your hands?

Gu! (Nine)

Gu?

Gu Jae Hee's 'Gu'!

So what I'm saying is, just wait and see.

I'm supposed to meet up with the guys from the soccer team. I'm going to get going, okay?

Gu...

Hey, Kang Tae Joon!

Hey!

Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?

- Yeah, I'm okay. - Why did this fall down all of a sudden?

You're okay?

I don't know if I should be saying this...

What is it?

I saw Hyun Jae on the second floor earlier...

And Hyun Jae kept glancing down below...

So?

I don't think that it can be either...

but I was wondering if Hyun Jae had some sort of a grudge against you...

Gu Jae Hee... are you writing a novel?

That's not it...

But you have no talent... when it comes to writing novels.

It's just because I'm concerned.

It was just a coincidence... and isn't it okay since no one was hurt?

- Sherlock Jae Hee? - Sherlock Jae Hee, my butt.

I'll stop, Watson Tae Joon.

Okay, let's just eat.

This says that there are dark shadows looming all around you.

But still...

I think you should be careful for the time being.

Okay. Just go back to eating.

I never once thought about retiring. I'm going to take rehab training.

Then... I guess Tae Joon will be remaining by your side and helping you out a lot.

We agreed not to bring up Tae Joon.

What does it matter? The whole country knows about it.

Even if the whole country knows about it, there's such a thing as privacy.

I broke up with Tae Joon.

It's okay. You don't have to talk about that.

Why?

Even if that's how the kids are these days...

you just told us that the two of you are dating!

It's not such a big deal.

We broke up.

I dated him briefly because Tae Joon kept following me around everywhere

but he's really not that interesting, and not my style.

I like people that are more fun and interesting.

But Tae Joon acts too much like an old man, so I just dumped him.

Can I... write an article on this?

- You can't! - Go ahead.

[Miracle is another name for hard work.]

Whatever.

Hey... what are you doing?

Hey! What are you? An elementary school kid?

Why are you getting so angry?

Forget it.

Hey!

Here, take this.

What is this?

It was your birthday recently.

Don't get too emotional about it though.

It's like paying taxes since we're sharing the same room.

Then...

Why were you born... why were you born...

Happy birthday.

If you're feeling really grateful, you know when my birthday is, right?

There are exactly 182 days left.

You're going to take your bike?

Let's just walk together. You never really took your bike anyways.

This is all part of my training.

I think my lower body training is lacking since I missed so much of it lately.

It's too boring to go by myself.

- I'm late for my morning training too. - Just walk with me.

Why are you being like this?

It's just that yesterday...

Anyway, it's just too boring to go by myself.

If you find it that boring, listen to some music on your way.

I'll let you borrow mine.

I'm going to borrow your bike.

Hey! Gu Jae Hee!

Hey!

I wonder if I'm overreacting?

I guess Tae Joon is going to be late for no reason because of me.

There's nothing wrong with it.

What to do? Hey! Hey!

Why is he coming down so fast?

What do I do?

What the heck?

- Hey... are you okay? - Huh? Yeah...

Let me see... check if you're hurt anywhere.

I'm not hurt... it's okay.

Hey... you really saved my life.

That's a relief.

Were you in a race on that bike or something?

That's...

Hey! Your foot!

What do we do? You're hurt!

No... this is no big deal.

Hey!

I'm okay.

I'm okay.

You were really lucky.

Luckily, you haven't been badly injured.

See? What did I tell you? I told you it was nothing.

Then is Eun Gyul able to play in the match?

When is the match?

Next Thursday.

You can't play in that match.

You can't overdo it for a while, and you have to rest your foot.

It's a very important match!

Even if it's the most important match, when I say he can't, he can't.

It's okay.

What do you mean, it's okay?

I'm sorry... it's because of me.

I'm fine. Don't worry.

And who knows? Maybe I'll be fine by tomorrow.

I'm normally really quick to recover from things.

When I started walking, I used to get bruises and break everything

but I always healed very quickly.

Why did you do that?

I should have been the one to fall and get hurt instead.

Hey... if you were in my place, would you have just let me get hurt?

This is different than me liking you.

I'm saying it was a given just like water floats on oil.

So don't worry about it too much.

Water doesn't float on oil... it's oil that floats on water.

Really?

Hey... when did it change like that?

Anyway... don't push yourself too hard and get plenty of rest. Got it?

Hey... this isn't a huge deal. Watch this.

Hey!

See? It's better already.

I have to go meet the guys from the soccer team.

Why don't you just go on ahead?

Should I come with you?

No, it's okay. I'm perfectly fine.

Okay...

I'll see you later.

Ouch... that hurts!

It's okay... it's just a relief that Jae Hee didn't get hurt.

Yeah, Cha Eun Gyul...

I wonder if I overdid it?

Hey, Min Hyun Jae!

I really don't want to have to say this to you...

but all the weird things that are happening lately...

you have something to do with them, don't you?

Am I right or wrong?

Because of you, Eun Gyul is hurt!

Hey...

What kind of nonsense is that?

I sincerely wish that it was nonsense.

But if something like this happens one more time...

I'm going to investigate it to the end and see if this really is nonsense or not.

You seriously...

Min Hyun Jae...

What does that mean? What does it mean, I got hurt because of you?

Did you do that to the bike?

How could a person...

Were you that pathetic of a person?

Why can't you say anything? Because of you, Jae Hee...

I mean, even if it wasn't Jae Hee...

don't you know that someone could have been seriously hurt?

Say something instead of just quietly standing there!

Try to make an excuse for it or something at least!

I'm sorry.

Hey, Min Hyun Jae...

I'm really disappointed in you.

Are you okay?

Huh?

I heard you got in an accident on the bike. How did it happen?

You shouldn't have taken my bike.

You're not hurt anywhere?

No, I'm okay.

That's a relief.

But... Eun Gyul got a little hurt while he was trying to rescue me.

Eun Gyul?

Is he seriously hurt?

He's not seriously hurt...

but he may not be able to play in the match for the Nationals.

Eun Gyul must be really disappointed.

He worked so hard to win his spot on the National team...

But what happened with the bike?

It hasn't been that long since I had maintenance done on it.

Where did she go?

Seol Han Na?

Here I am running into you again!

Don't you think this is such a coincidence? Would it be okay if I sat down?

You already sat down...

Are you okay from your second surgery?

This is nothing... Even though I'm like this, my body is like steel.

It must be nice... to be made of steel.

But... your head must be made of steel too?

- Excuse me? - I thought I told you not to acknowledge me.

Well, actually...

Here... why don't you have some of this?

I saw the article.

I heard it's a serious injury.

I was hurt in a serious car accident three years ago

and was told that I'd never be able to play any sports either.

But all that... is nonsense.

You can see that when you look at me. I'm living evidence.

I started playing sports again right away...

and I even won the 1500m competition at the Nationals.

Want to see?

See what?

- Here... the scar... - Why are you sticking your butt out?

I'm not talking about my butt!

Han Na... let's be friends.

I don't know about anything else...

but I'll make you smile at least once every time I see you.

No thanks.

Well.... since life at the hospital is boring, I'll just think of you like a tabloid magazine.

Tabloid magazine...

Han Na, I... I'll do everything I can to make you smile!

I'll put my life on it, okay?

I wonder if I should check out the bookstore?

Oh my gosh!

Kang Tae Joon and Seol Han Na... they broke up!

- What? Seriously? - Let me see!

- Wow... he was found boring? - He should've treated her better...

Kang Tae Joon!

I heard you got dumped by Seol Han Na?

Why did you do that? You should've treated her better.

Why are you guys being like that? You don't even know what happened.

What do you mean we don't know? It's all written on here.

'I don't like boring men!'

Kang Tae Joon is not just boring...

he's the dullest out them all! He's a Grandpa style!

Tae Joon, Grandpa style?

What are you guys doing?

I told you guys to remain quiet during class!

Hurry up and get back to your seat!

Where's Min Hyun Jae?

- Hyun Jae's not here. - What?

He's skipping class?

That's strange... he didn't even miss it during the hurricane...

I saw Hyun Jae on the second floor earlier...

and Hyun Jae kept checking down the stairs...

Scandal and everything...

I don't know where his head is at these days.

No, not at all.

Tae Joon's record is almost back to normal.

And he's almost back to his previous condition, so please be patient and just watch.

Hello.

Oh Jae Hee... come here.

This kid here is Tae Joon's roommate.

Say hello, this is Tae Joon's Father.

Hello! I'm Tae Joon's friend, Gu Jae Hee.

Can I talk to you for a moment?

That kid normally doesn't talk to me about anything.

I have no idea what he's thinking lately.

All he's doing is splashing his name around with some senseless scandals.

Do you not believe in Tae Joon?

I think Tae Joon has his own plans.

If you believe in Tae Joon a little bit more...

There aren't any parents in this world who don't believe in their own child.

Then why...

It wasn't him, but I who made a mistake.

I was just wondering... if it's because of me.

That kid... thinks that his Mother's death is my fault.

He's not wrong about it either...

Hey, Cha Eun Gyul, you idiot!

I told you to be careful, didn't I?

Do you not know how important this opportunity is to you?

You think another great opportunity like this will come to you again?

I'm sorry.

Just why in the world did he do that?

Hey, kiddo!

You're not supposed to be in here. You should leave quickly.

Where is Tae Joon?

Tae Joon?

Tae Joon is...

Who are you?

Are you Tae Joon's sister?

Tae Joon's not here?

Saying only what she wants to say...

No one's going to deny that she's Tae Joon's little sister

with that rude attitude...

The person you are trying to reach...

Hey... your brother isn't answering his phone.

Why don't you just go back home?

Even families need a visitation approval before they can come in here.

- I said, go home, little Kang Tae Joon. - No!

That kid... thinks that his Mother's death is my fault.

He's not wrong about it either.

Hey... is it okay for you to be walking around like that?

He told you not to overdo it for a while.

No... I have to move around like this for a quicker recovery.

- But where's Tae Joon? - He's not back yet.

Really?

Tae Joon's little sister is here.

Tae Joon's little sister?

Where?

I thought I was going to suffocate to death!

She said she was Tae Joon's little sister...

I thought she'd be in big trouble if she got caught, so I brought her.

I'm not Tae Joon's little sister.

Tae Joon is my boyfriend.

And my brother's name is...

Get in there. Get in there!

Is no one in here? Why didn't anyone answer?

- Hello. - Hello.

Cha Eun Gyul... What are you doing here?

No one's in your room right now, right?

Yes.

Min Hyun Jae that scoundrel... just where the heck did he go?

Where's Tae Joon?

- At the gym! - At the library!

- At the library! - At the gym!

What are you saying? Where are you saying he went to?

He said he was headed to the library, but just called to say he's at the gym.

When Tae Joon gets back in, tell him I want to talk to him about Hyun Jae.

Yes.

And if Min Hyun Jae comes back to the room, send him to see me.

Yes.

I'm going.

- Goodbye! - Goodbye!

I thought we were going to get caught!

I said, it's hard to breathe in here!

I know, it must have been frustrating in there!

But... if you're not Tae Joon's sister, who's your brother?

My brother?

Min Hyun Jae.

- What? - What?

[Genie High School - Athletic Club withdrawal form.]

[Min Hyun Jae]

Where did everyone go...

What the heck? You're here!

I went all the way to your dorm for nothing.

I was going to practice jumping some more.

Have you heard anything about Hyun Jae?

You know... maybe a problem in the family or with his girlfriend or something?

No, I haven't.

With the competition looming ahead...

his record just keeps dropping! It's a total disaster!

But it's a relief that your condition seems to be good at least.

- I've still got ways to go. - Oh my... look at you being greedy.

Want to have some ramen before you go?

No, I'm okay.

Your Father was here earlier.

He seemed to be very worried about you

with that whole Canada deal and all.

I'm going to get going now.

Okay...

What's wrong with him?

Hyun Ji, have some of this too. Here.

What a good eater you are.

I'm going to eat this later.

- Okay. - Don't worry, there's a lot there.

Hyun Jae!

Hyun Ji!

You...

How did you get all the way here? I told you, I'll come see you at home.

You say that you're going to come everyday!

But where's Tae Joon?

Didn't you say you were in the same room as Tae Joon?

You said you were really close with Tae Joon.

Call him and tell him to come quickly.

Tell him that I'm here.

- That's... - Don't worry.

Hyun Jae and Tae Joon are totally best friends.

But... I think Tae Joon's training right now.

I know... that's too bad.

I know that Tae Joon really wanted to meet Hyun Jae's little sister too.

Really?

Yes, he did. I'll get you his autograph later.

You're serious, right?

Hyun Ji...

Let's get going. I'll take you home.

Bye!

Hyun Ji, here.

Here, it's heavy.

Eat this and wait at home until Mom gets home, okay?

Go on in. I'm going to get going now, okay?

Already?

You're not coming inside?

You always do that.

Next time... next time.

Your hair looks so pretty!

I'm going, okay?

Hyun Jae...

when are you going to win the gold medal?

You said when you win the gold medal, our whole family can be together.

Wait just a little bit longer.

Then Mom doesn't have to go to work either?

I hope you win the gold medal soon.

You're not scared being at home by yourself?

It's okay. I can wait until Mom gets home from work if I have the TV on.

Since you're going to win the gold medal soon.

Yeah...

Promise.

Promise.

- Copy. - Copy!

- Stamp. - Stamp!

Okay...

I'm going to get going, okay?

Go inside.

Thanks.

For being nice to my little sister.

After what I've done to you...

- What I did... - Your sister was really cute.

I won't expect to be forgiven for what I did.

Just why in the world did you do it?

Because I had a reason for having to win.

Because all I could think of was winning.

I believed...

that there was nothing that you can't do as long as you worked hard.

If there was a wall I couldn't jump over, I felt a bliss when I made it over.

Maybe that's why I chose High Jumping as my subject.

Since it's something where you have to jump over yourself.

But...

While watching Kang Tae Joon...

I realized for the first time that it wasn't going to work.

All my hard effort... was too pathetic compared to his talent.

Kang Tae Joon to me is a wall that I can't jump over.

Well...

I ultimately showed how low I hit the ground...

There's no such thing as fruitless effort.

I don't know whether you'll be able to jump over Tae Joon or not...

but ultimately in the end... all of the effort will pay off.

As much as you try, I mean.

I committed an unforgivable sin to you.

What I did...

I won't try to just glide over it.

I'll take responsibility for it all.

Of course, you will.

You know what's going to happen until my leg is all healed up, right?

You're going to be my slave.

I'm going to order you around all I want from now on...

so you'd be wise to prepare yourself for it.

Hey... do you understand?

Why aren't you answering, slave?

You can come in. There's no one else in here.

You really are working very hard. You're practicing in the evenings too now?

There's not much time left until the competition.

That's very cool.

When everyone's working so hard like this

I feel like I'm the only one wasting my time like a fool sometimes.

So I feel a bit bad about it.

The bike...

Hyun Jae did that too, didn't he?

Huh?

I don't know...

Even while knowing that... you purposely rode my bike...

because you thought I may get hurt.

That's...

Thanks.

I'm always imposing on you like this.

Hey, what the heck?

But don't ever do that again, okay?

You getting hurt because of me... I'd hate that so much more.

Is this the first time you've been hugged by someone?

Why are you so uncultured when you're from America?

Huh?

I'm hungry... let's go get something good to eat.

About Hyun Jae... his little sister was really pretty.

Really?

Yeah, she's so cute. She looks just like Hyun Jae.

When did you meet her?

Sorry for calling you out like this.

I'm the one who's responsible for everything that's been happening lately.

I know that I need to take responsibility and quit the Athletic Club...

I know that...

but I can't do it.

But...

If you tell me to quit, I'll quit.

Did something happen?

I'm sure you've heard everything.

The flower pot and the bike, I did it all. Everything.

I have no idea what you're talking about.

That aside...

there's not much time left until the competition

you think it's okay for you to be so at ease about it?

I noticed you missed all the practices today.

I even did an individual training tonight by myself.

Didn't you say this to me the last time?

Not to be so relaxed about it.

I'm not going to be like that anymore.

Because I don't want to hear I lost because I didn't train enough.

If that's all you came here to say...

I'm going to head back inside.

You have a phone call. [Father]

What? Do you have something to say to me?

No, I have nothing to say.

Then never mind.

But... why don't you ever go home?

It looks like other kids go home every weekend.

It's just a hassle to go back and forth.

Even if it's a hassle... I'm sure your Father waits for you to.

By any chance...

did you meet with my Father?

So the thing is...

You did meet him.

Yeah... earlier today.

I know that this isn't my place...

but since I've already crossed the line, I'll cross it a little bit more.

I think you should make up with your Father.

How long are you going to avoid your Father for?

He's your one and only Father.

Stop it.

I don't want to talk about this.

After listening to your Father speak, I think you're mistaken about some things too.

And...

- About your Mother's death... - If you won't stop...

I'll leave.

I know it too...

that it's not Gu Jae Hee's fault.

Why isn't Dad coming?

He called to say that he'll be here soon.

If you're hungry, want to eat first?

No, it's okay. It's your birthday, we should all eat together.

Okay.

Looks like he's here.

President suddenly got called into an urgent meeting.

I asked me to get this to you.

Mom... I'm home.

Mom... I'm home.

Mom!

Mom... Mom...

Mom?

Mom! Mom, are you okay?

Mom was in the emergency room today.

Yeah, I heard.

I heard it was the flu?

I even had to call 911!

But you've been out drinking all this time?

You still haven't gotten rid of the cough?

I told you, you should go back to the hospital.

This cold is lasting awhile.

Tell your Father to come down and eat.

- Father... - Yeah?

You should take Mom to the hospital.

She just won't listen to me.

But if you were to tell her, you know she'll listen to you.

Didn't the hospital tell her that it was just a cold?

It would be good for her to go to a big hospital and get a whole physical exam.

Okay.

Yeah, it's me.

When did you say that it was going to get passed?

I noticed that the file was missing.

Have you eaten?

Why did you lie to me?

You said that it wasn't any illness to worry about.

Why did you lie?

I'm sorry.

You had plenty of opportunities.

If you had just listened to me in the beginning...

If she had gone to the hospital then...

If she had gotten a proper exam...

If she had just gotten the surgery...

Tae Joon...

Even if you showed an ounce of interest in Mom...

You killed Mom.

[Father]

Yes, this is Kang Tae Joon's cellphone.

Tae Joon!

What is it?

I think you need to get out of here quickly.

Your Father...

he's collapsed.

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I heard that you took care of your Mom like this.

No, you wouldn't know.

I won't be coming back to the hospital again.

Can we just walk like this for a while?

Why do you think that both of us have to be guys?

No matter how I look at it, he's still a guy.

If he catches on to the fact that I know she's a girl

I'm sure she's going to leave.

But it's getting harder and harder to watch her pretend to be a guy.