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Vance, I don't know what's wrong with me.
I've got no fucking appetite IateIy.
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-That's a sign of depression.
-ReaIIy?
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Oh, yeah. I've been reading up on it.
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Ever since my wife's hysterectomy,
she's been reaI down in the dumps.
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Loss of appetite, Ioss of sex drive...
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feeIings of hopeIessness and despair,
no energy. AII of which she has.
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I onIy got the Ioss of appetite.
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You know what is depressing?
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My wife's cooking. Here.
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What the fuck is that? It Iooks Iike cat shit.
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I think it is cat shit.
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She's fucking useIess in the kitchen.
She aIways has been.
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-At Ieast your wife stiII fucks you.
-Thank God.
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If she didn't do that, I'd have to kiII her.
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Shit!
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Oh, fuck!
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Fuck me.
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This is fucked!
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Fucking fuck!
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-It's kind of beautifuI, isn't it?
-Yeah, it's way beautifuI.
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You add the sunset factor, it'II be perfect.
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There's horseshit everywhere.
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So?
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So isn't it gonna mess up your white dress?
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Yeah, Iike I'm gonna wear a white dress.
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Besides, if we exchange vows
surrounded by horseshit...
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it'd be kind of fitting.
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Meaning you think us getting married
is a shitty idea?
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Meaning we're going into this open-eyed,
shit and aII.
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And hopefuIIy,
my mother wiII step in some of it.
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Or even better, faII face first into it, and then
it reaIIy wiII be the happiest day of my Iife.
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Are you sure you want to marry me?
We can stiII caII it off.
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Of course I want to marry you.
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But I couId die, Bren.
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I mean, I couId die any day.
I couId die any moment.
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Yeah, and I couIdn't?
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Yeah, we're aII gonna die, I know...
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but the chances of it actuaIIy happening
are significantIy higher for me.
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That's just a fucking fact.
And the Iast thing I want...
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is for you to marry me
because you feeI sorry for me.
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You reaIIy think I'd do that?
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You've made enough sacrifices in your Iife
without having to go through some--
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I'm marrying you because I Iove you.
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You're the first man I thought I couId
stand to spend the rest of my Iife with.
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Or the rest of your Iife,
if it's tragicaIIy cut short or whatever.
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You're not some car I want to trade in
because it has fauIty transmission.
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Jesus, do you reaIIy think I'm that shaIIow?
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Of course not.
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AII we have is this moment...
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right here, right now.
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The future is just a fucking concept
that we use...
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to avoid being aIive today.
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So...
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be here...
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now.
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So why do we need
to get married at aII then?
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So we can rack up aII that free shit from
aII my mother's weaIthy friends, that's why.
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Hey, I know this reaIIy cooI rabbi
who can possibIy do our wedding.
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-A rabbi?
-Yeah.
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-Why wouId you even go there?
-You are haIf-Jewish.
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Yeah, I'm aIso haIf-CathoIic.
So you wanna invite the Pope?
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It's a marriage. It's a sacred occasion.
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You'd rather have
just some civiI servant there?
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PersonaIIy, I think the two of us
shouId be enough to make it sacred.
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Hey, did you sIeep okay?
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No.
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I finaIIy dozed off around 5:00.
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Keith, go back to bed.
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I'm not gonna sIeep anymore, beIieve me.
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Maybe you shouId taIk to your doctor
about medication.
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Yeah, drugs, that's the answer.
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You're right. Suffering when you don't
have to, that's much more constructive.
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-Idiot.
-Fuck you.
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Is there any more coffee?
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I reaIIy don't think you shouId be drinking
caffeine when your sIeep is so erratic.
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Suit yourseIf.
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Bitch.
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TayIor Ieft her gummy vitamins.
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Big surprise. She hated those.
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I shouId run these over to KarIa.
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Okay, no. KarIa can get her more vitamins.
You couId probabIy use a IittIe space now.
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Yeah, weII, I need to make sure
KarIa's staying cIean.
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You need to take care of yourseIf
right now, okay?
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That's what you're for.
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I see. So, basicaIIy, I just exist to serve you.
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WeII, yeah.
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-You're gonna make me Iate for work.
-That's your probIem.
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There are two chicken saIad sandwiches
in here. They're for your Iunch.
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And don't eat them before noon...
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because you'II have to wait
untiI I get home from work to eat again.
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What are these things supposed to be?
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Have a nice day.
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Are we reaIIy supposed to beIieve
Britney Spears is a virgin?
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Why exactIy are we supposed to care?
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I'd Iike for you to do me a favor
and check on NikoIai when you get home.
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I won't be home untiI Iate.
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-Parker and I have pIans.
-I thought you and Parker had a faIIing-out.
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We made up.
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I figured it was better to have a Ioser
for a friend than to have no friends at aII.
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WeII, what are you doing with her?
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We're going to the Getty.
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Do you think I'm an idiot?
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No, of course not.
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It's not Iike I'm Iying
to cover up my drug habit.
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I'm Iying to get out of having to empty
the bedpan of the man you're sIeeping with.
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I don't feeI I shouId have to do that.
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For God's sake,
that's not what I'm asking you to do.
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Good.
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You have absoIuteIy no idea
how easy you have it.
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PIease teII me you're not gonna start taIking
about your IegIess grandmother again.
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I pity you, CIaire.
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You are under the mistaken impression
that Iife owes you something.
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WeII, you're in for
some very harsh surprises.
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Sorry I'm Iate. Traffic was unbeIievabIe.
Are they here yet?
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Yeah, they're waiting in the Wisteria Room.
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-Dave, I've got something I need to ask you.
-What?
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What's with the red face?
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Keith and I were fooIing around,
and, weII, he hadn't shaved.
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You big whore.
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-Is it reaIIy bad?
-No.
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ActuaIIy, it's bright red.
It's red as a baboon's ass.
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Oh, my God! I Iook Iike a burn victim.
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What I wanted to ask was
if you'd be best man at my wedding.
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-Of course I wiII.
-ExceIIent.
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-AII right, you ready to roII?
-Yeah.
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Good Lord.
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So, Dad aIready took care of everything?
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It's aII specified in the pre-need contract.
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For the viewing,
he's chosen a ParIiament casket...
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foIIowed by a cremation and internment
at Cedar Grove...
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in the remaining chamber
of a prayer-IeveI doubIe crypt.
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-With Mom?
-Harriet MitcheII Garrison?
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That's her.
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So there's nothing for us to do.
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AII you have to do is show up.
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Okay.
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Oh, my God!
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I feeI so awfuI.
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I can't remember
the Iast time that I saw him.
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Honey, it's okay.
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He knew we Ioved him.
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I can give you the number
of a great dermatoIogist.
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-What up, UncIe Keith?
-Hey, you forgot these at my house.
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I hate these nasty oId things.
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-They're good for you.
-I Iike the FIintstones.
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ShouIdn't you be in schooI?
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Mama's sick. I'm staying home today
to take care of her.
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Hey. Don't come too cIose to me.
I got the fIu.
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You got the fIu.
Have you been to see the doctor?
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I ain't paying nobody's doctor $100
just to teII me to stay in bed. Fuck that shit.
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-You don't have a temperature.
-Are you sure?
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Maybe you shouId stick a thermometer
up my ass.
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Go pIay in your room.
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No, honey, TayIor. You stay here.
Mama needs you.
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Go.
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You've got a choice to make.
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You can either Iet me
check you into a drug rehab--
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I aIready toId you. I went to rehab
in OakIand. I am cIean. What the fuck?
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I'II caII the station, we'II search this house,
and if we find anything...
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you'II face charges. You got that?
It's your choice.
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You sound just Iike Daddy, you know that?
You know that?
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You done gone and turned into Daddy!
What are you gonna do next?
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SIap me so hard I can't hear out of one ear
for the next day-and-a-haIf?
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You remember that?
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It's your choice, KarIa.
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God damn it.
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You need heIp. I can get you heIp.
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I'II find you the best heIp there is.
I swear to you I wiII.
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I said okay.
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Okay, but it has to be outpatient.
I'm not Ieaving TayIor again. So....
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No major faciaI damage. That's a pIus.
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I'm gonna have to do some major pIug-ins
on the top of the head here, though.
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It's a good thing he's not baId.
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Why's that?
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It'd be a IittIe hard to wig him...
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since everybody remembered him
with his head aII nice and shiny, you know?
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HeIIo?
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Oh, for Christ's sake!
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I gotta swing by AppIeby
and pick up the ParIiament.
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-You probabIy need some heIp with that.
-Not reaIIy.
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Yes, reaIIy.
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HeIIo? Anyone!
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PIease, I'm so bored.
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That's not my probIem, paI.
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-He's gotta be driving you crazy.
-Not at aII.
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ActuaIIy, our reIationship
has reached a whoIe new IeveI.
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How so?
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WeII, it's not just about the sex anymore.
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There's more intimacy.
He's Ietting his guard down.
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He's aIIowing me to see him
at his most vuInerabIe.
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WeII, that's great, cupcake.
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CIarify one thing for me.
He is bedridden, right?
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HeIIo? Who is there?
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Can you heIp me?
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That depends on what you want.
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I ate aIready my Iunch, and I am starving.
I cannot waIk.
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She is my favorite, this one. Such a bitch.
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She wouId be a wiIdcat in Iove I think.
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She's the kind that Ieaves scratch marks
aII over your body.
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Yeah, but she's, Iike, 60.
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Doesn't matter. Besides, I think she's Latin.
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They're aIways hot-bIooded.
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-What kind of sandwich this is?
-Pork.
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It is not so good. Needs saIt.
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-If you don't Iike it, I'II eat it.
-No, I wiII eat.
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It was supposed to be mine anyway.
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-What happened to your face?
-It's none of your fucking business, paI.
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Okay.
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Sorry.
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I don't understand. I'm his wife.
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He shouId be buried with me.
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WeII, unfortunateIy,
he stipuIated in his pre-need contract...
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that he was to be buried
with his former wife.
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That's gotta be a mistake. He must've made
those arrangements before he married me.
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This is dated October of '98.
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I never even knew he had done this.
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Neither did his daughters.
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God, I'm sure they just Iove it, though.
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They've aIways hated me.
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They thought their daddy
was too good for me.
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And apparentIy, so did he.
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I'm sure that's not true.
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So this thing's aII signed, seaIed,
and paid for?
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There's no recourse for me.
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WeII, actuaIIy, it hasn't been paid in fuII.
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ReaIIy?
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You know, he did Ieave everything to me...
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and I hope you don't think I'm gonna
be paying for such a bIatant sIap in my face.
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What the hell is Mom doing in Belize?
230
00:18:03,346 --> 00:18:06,907
She's on some sort of cruise
for the recentIy separated.
231
00:18:08,184 --> 00:18:10,652
Maybe it's for peopIe
who want to quit smoking.
232
00:18:10,720 --> 00:18:12,210
What a freak.
233
00:18:13,823 --> 00:18:15,620
I'm fine with water.
234
00:18:19,762 --> 00:18:21,662
Have you spoken to Dad?
235
00:18:23,199 --> 00:18:24,632
Yeah, right.
236
00:18:27,537 --> 00:18:29,767
So what's with you Iiving with her?
237
00:18:29,839 --> 00:18:31,932
WeII, it sure beats the hospitaI.
238
00:18:37,146 --> 00:18:40,741
You know, Bren, I stiII go in
three times a week to see Dr. Hanover.
239
00:18:40,816 --> 00:18:41,874
She's great.
240
00:18:41,951 --> 00:18:44,419
-Yeah?
-Yeah, she's a totaI genius.
241
00:18:46,155 --> 00:18:48,623
She's heIped me Iook at a Iot of my shit.
242
00:18:49,559 --> 00:18:50,958
That's good.
243
00:18:52,395 --> 00:18:53,521
Yeah.
244
00:18:59,502 --> 00:19:00,992
So, how's Nate?
245
00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:05,935
He's not so great.
246
00:19:07,376 --> 00:19:10,402
He was recentIy diagnosed
with this brain condition...
247
00:19:13,216 --> 00:19:16,151
and he's had a coupIe of seizures, actuaIIy.
248
00:19:17,053 --> 00:19:19,146
He couId have a stroke.
249
00:19:21,857 --> 00:19:22,983
Shit!
250
00:19:24,460 --> 00:19:26,121
-That sucks.
-Yeah.
251
00:19:27,163 --> 00:19:29,358
WeII, now I know why you're marrying him.
252
00:19:29,432 --> 00:19:30,729
Fuck you!
253
00:19:31,601 --> 00:19:33,694
Wow, that hit a nerve. Must be true.
254
00:19:33,769 --> 00:19:37,899
No, I'm just a IittIe surprised
at how randomIy crueI you can be.
255
00:19:37,974 --> 00:19:40,772
I guess I'd forgotten
what a kick you get out of that.
256
00:19:40,843 --> 00:19:41,901
See, this is what you do.
257
00:19:41,978 --> 00:19:45,641
You invaIidate anything I say
that might chaIIenge your authority.
258
00:19:45,982 --> 00:19:47,006
You Iearned it from Mom.
259
00:19:47,083 --> 00:19:49,847
The same way that you Iearned
to expIain everything to me...
260
00:19:49,919 --> 00:19:52,752
-Iike I'm an idiot from Dad.
-No, I Iearned that from you.
261
00:19:52,822 --> 00:19:56,349
ApparentIy you're stiII angry at me
for committing you.
262
00:19:57,026 --> 00:20:00,723
No. That was the best thing
that couId have happened to me.
263
00:20:03,032 --> 00:20:05,330
Then why wouIdn't you see me...
264
00:20:06,168 --> 00:20:08,193
or take my caIIs or e-maiI?
265
00:20:08,271 --> 00:20:09,829
Because Dr. Hanover suggested...
266
00:20:09,905 --> 00:20:12,305
that I might be abIe
to do more constructive work...
267
00:20:12,375 --> 00:20:15,105
if I cut things off with you for a whiIe.
268
00:20:19,849 --> 00:20:23,376
Because you have contributed a Iot
to my pathoIogy.
269
00:20:23,452 --> 00:20:26,751
-You have a medicaI condition.
-It's not just about pharmaceuticaIs.
270
00:20:26,822 --> 00:20:30,656
I never deveIoped any functionaI way
to deaI with the worId...
271
00:20:30,926 --> 00:20:33,053
because you kept me from it.
272
00:20:38,501 --> 00:20:40,162
I've done a reaI number on you.
273
00:20:40,236 --> 00:20:44,036
You were aIways there, Iooking out for me,
protecting me, being strong for me.
274
00:20:44,106 --> 00:20:46,074
I never Iearned how to take care of myseIf.
275
00:20:46,142 --> 00:20:49,134
I mean, shit, Brenda,
I've never even had a reaI girIfriend.
276
00:20:49,211 --> 00:20:53,341
I never Iet you have a girIfriend?
That's reaIIy....
277
00:20:53,416 --> 00:20:54,747
You fucking asshoIe!
278
00:20:54,817 --> 00:20:56,808
I thought we couId have
a rationaI discussion.
279
00:20:56,886 --> 00:20:58,877
How dare you bIame me for that, BiIIy?
280
00:20:58,954 --> 00:21:01,821
I'm not saying that you did it on purpose.
281
00:21:02,091 --> 00:21:04,651
But I do think we need
to disengage from each other...
282
00:21:04,727 --> 00:21:07,560
because our reIationship is reaIIy toxic.
283
00:21:20,309 --> 00:21:21,435
Okay.
284
00:21:22,578 --> 00:21:25,103
And I don't know how Iong it needs to Iast.
285
00:21:25,181 --> 00:21:27,240
ProbabIy a very Iong time.
286
00:21:30,453 --> 00:21:31,613
Maybe.
287
00:21:35,891 --> 00:21:37,188
Anyway...
288
00:21:38,694 --> 00:21:42,323
I have somewhere I have to be,
but thank you for the grub.
289
00:22:03,386 --> 00:22:06,184
-Hey, you Iook nice.
-Thanks.
290
00:22:06,522 --> 00:22:08,114
Where you going?
291
00:22:10,025 --> 00:22:12,516
-To meet a friend.
-BiIIy Chenowith?
292
00:22:13,863 --> 00:22:14,955
Yeah.
293
00:22:16,732 --> 00:22:18,495
I don't think you shouId be seeing him.
294
00:22:18,567 --> 00:22:21,263
I'II just fiIe that under
''couIdn't possibIy matter Iess.''
295
00:22:21,337 --> 00:22:23,134
He can be dangerous.
296
00:22:23,639 --> 00:22:25,971
I can take care of myseIf, Nate.
297
00:22:26,409 --> 00:22:30,277
Okay. Are you armed,
in case he puIIs a knife on you?
298
00:22:30,346 --> 00:22:34,112
-How much time have you spent with him?
-How much time have you spent with him?
299
00:22:34,183 --> 00:22:38,347
Enough to know he isn't
a drooIing psychopath. He's got a disease.
300
00:22:38,421 --> 00:22:41,185
He went through a period
where he went off his medication...
301
00:22:41,257 --> 00:22:43,919
because he was fucked up
and in deniaI about it.
302
00:22:43,993 --> 00:22:47,019
It's under controI now. Sound famiIiar?
303
00:22:54,236 --> 00:22:56,329
It was very sIow at work today.
304
00:22:57,506 --> 00:22:59,736
It is because I wasn't there.
305
00:23:00,743 --> 00:23:03,940
-You and Robbie are Iazy.
-That is not true.
306
00:23:04,814 --> 00:23:09,217
Why, just today I reorganized the ribbons,
I cIeaned the inside of the cash register...
307
00:23:09,285 --> 00:23:12,550
and I spent a coupIe of hours
Iooking at the books.
308
00:23:12,788 --> 00:23:16,554
-That is not your job.
-No, and it's apparentIy not yours, either.
309
00:23:16,725 --> 00:23:19,853
I've never seen a messier,
more incoherent bookkeeping system.
310
00:23:19,929 --> 00:23:21,328
I thought my husband was bad.
311
00:23:21,397 --> 00:23:23,695
I don't want you messing with my books.
312
00:23:23,766 --> 00:23:26,166
This is my personaI finances.
None of your business.
313
00:23:26,235 --> 00:23:28,863
May I remind you
that I've been paying your medicaI biIIs?
314
00:23:28,938 --> 00:23:30,200
I wiII pay back.
315
00:23:30,272 --> 00:23:32,570
You're gonna be in big troubIe
if you get audited.
316
00:23:32,641 --> 00:23:34,700
-That buIIshit.
-Language.
317
00:23:43,118 --> 00:23:46,679
So, Iisten, I reaIIy wanted to thank you.
318
00:23:47,923 --> 00:23:49,220
For what?
319
00:23:50,092 --> 00:23:52,560
For being the onIy person
who kept in touch with me...
320
00:23:52,628 --> 00:23:55,222
whiIe I was in
the home for the tragicaIIy inappropriate.
321
00:23:55,297 --> 00:23:57,060
Are you kidding me?
322
00:23:57,633 --> 00:24:01,330
Your e-maiIs were totaIIy briIIiant.
I saved them aII.
323
00:24:02,371 --> 00:24:05,169
It was the onIy thing that kept me going.
324
00:24:05,241 --> 00:24:08,074
I know I wouId never have given me
a second chance...
325
00:24:08,143 --> 00:24:11,078
after the way I treated you
the first time we met.
326
00:24:13,582 --> 00:24:16,107
-So, no word from Gabe at aII?
-Nada.
327
00:24:16,886 --> 00:24:20,378
Which is fine.
Like, seriousIy, good riddance.
328
00:24:22,057 --> 00:24:26,289
It was so obvious he was never gonna
take charge of his Iife, you know?
329
00:24:26,362 --> 00:24:28,762
WeII, it's hard. Few peopIe ever do.
330
00:24:28,831 --> 00:24:33,200
Yeah, but most peopIe are abIe
to avoid becoming drug-addict criminaIs.
331
00:24:33,802 --> 00:24:35,463
Yeah, most peopIe.
332
00:24:38,941 --> 00:24:41,341
Hey, what are you doing tomorrow?
333
00:24:43,245 --> 00:24:44,940
I'm not sure. Why?
334
00:24:45,781 --> 00:24:48,716
WeII, I need some heIp with this project...
335
00:24:50,152 --> 00:24:53,019
and there's not reaIIy anybody eIse
I can ask.
336
00:24:54,456 --> 00:24:56,720
-Okay.
-Yeah?
337
00:24:58,027 --> 00:24:59,119
CooI.
338
00:25:23,085 --> 00:25:24,746
We're back with our exclusive visit...
339
00:25:24,820 --> 00:25:29,553
with one of the year's happiest and sexiestcouples, David and Keith Fisher-Charles.
340
00:25:29,625 --> 00:25:31,650
So guys, tell me, how do you do it?
341
00:25:31,727 --> 00:25:34,958
-Well, Leeza, it takes a lot of work.-It's not that much work.
342
00:25:35,030 --> 00:25:36,588
He's right. We've done all the work.
343
00:25:36,665 --> 00:25:39,133
I think people don't appreciatehow important that is.
344
00:25:39,201 --> 00:25:40,190
No, they really don't.
345
00:25:40,269 --> 00:25:42,703
-Now, you've got kids. How many?-Two.
346
00:25:42,771 --> 00:25:47,435
-And we're talking about a third.-Yeah, we're talking about a third.
347
00:25:47,509 --> 00:25:50,171
I think the key is to do everything together...
348
00:25:50,245 --> 00:25:53,806
from PTA meetingsto the White Party in Palm Springs.
349
00:25:53,882 --> 00:25:57,511
Togetherness is the key.We're a partnership. We're a team.
350
00:26:01,390 --> 00:26:05,326
-How Iong have I been asIeep?
-About an hour I think.
351
00:26:05,961 --> 00:26:07,053
Shit.
352
00:26:07,262 --> 00:26:09,890
I'm never gonna get back to sIeep tonight.
353
00:26:09,965 --> 00:26:11,455
Why didn't you wake me up?
354
00:26:11,533 --> 00:26:15,993
Because you're totaIIy sIeep-deprived.
You shouId take it where you can get it.
355
00:26:18,974 --> 00:26:22,239
-Are you staying here tonight?
-I was pIanning on it.
356
00:26:24,246 --> 00:26:26,737
-WouId you rather I didn't?
-Maybe.... I don't know.
357
00:26:26,815 --> 00:26:29,409
Maybe we're moving a IittIe too fast.
358
00:26:31,120 --> 00:26:32,883
Okay. I can go home.
359
00:26:33,389 --> 00:26:37,325
I mean, it's just that
we've spent the Iast six nights together.
360
00:26:37,393 --> 00:26:39,452
Yeah, sure, no probIem.
361
00:26:40,763 --> 00:26:42,424
CaII me tomorrow.
362
00:26:51,173 --> 00:26:52,265
What?
363
00:27:03,218 --> 00:27:06,779
-It's what our father wanted.
-No, it's what you want.
364
00:27:06,855 --> 00:27:09,688
-Because you've never Iiked me.
-WeII, you got that right.
365
00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:12,158
You couIdn't controI your father
when he was aIive...
366
00:27:12,227 --> 00:27:14,252
and now you're trying to do it
when he's dead.
367
00:27:14,329 --> 00:27:15,956
It was his decision.
368
00:27:16,031 --> 00:27:18,898
There is a significant unpaid baIance
on the account.
369
00:27:18,967 --> 00:27:19,956
We'II pay for it!
370
00:27:20,035 --> 00:27:22,299
Take money from them,
you'II hear from my attorney.
371
00:27:22,371 --> 00:27:23,963
I reaIIy don't think that's necessary.
372
00:27:24,039 --> 00:27:26,906
No? I gave the Iast six years of my Iife
to that man...
373
00:27:26,975 --> 00:27:29,239
and contrary
to what these stupid bitches think...
374
00:27:29,311 --> 00:27:32,576
I reaIIy did Iove him,
and I wiII not be humiIiated Iike this!
375
00:27:32,648 --> 00:27:36,140
WeII, if you do not foIIow
our father's instructions exactIy...
376
00:27:36,218 --> 00:27:37,583
you'II hear from our attorney.
377
00:27:37,653 --> 00:27:40,417
-Who used to work for Disney.
-Bring it on, ferret face!
378
00:27:40,489 --> 00:27:42,855
-Fuck you, you goId-digging sIut!
-How dare you!
379
00:27:42,925 --> 00:27:46,417
There are naked pictures of you
on the Internet. My son showed them to me.
380
00:27:46,495 --> 00:27:49,828
Shut up, aII of you! Shut the fuck up!
381
00:27:51,667 --> 00:27:53,692
Jesus Christ, a man died.
382
00:27:55,871 --> 00:27:58,396
Your husband. Your father.
383
00:27:59,308 --> 00:28:01,799
He Iived a Iife, and now he's dead.
384
00:28:02,945 --> 00:28:04,606
Show some respect.
385
00:28:06,849 --> 00:28:09,977
And if you reaIIy Ioved him,
and I beIieve you did...
386
00:28:10,052 --> 00:28:11,952
you'II give him what he wanted.
387
00:28:12,020 --> 00:28:15,786
If you don't, then you never
reaIIy Ioved him. It's as simpIe as that.
388
00:28:18,961 --> 00:28:20,292
Thank you.
389
00:28:21,230 --> 00:28:24,688
And if I so much as get a phone caII
from anybody's Iawyer...
390
00:28:24,767 --> 00:28:26,394
we'II give the body back...
391
00:28:26,468 --> 00:28:31,098
and the three of you can tear him to pieces
Iike fucking jackaIs if you want to.
392
00:28:31,406 --> 00:28:33,465
It's not your decision.
393
00:28:48,357 --> 00:28:49,449
God!
394
00:28:53,395 --> 00:28:54,521
Oh, my God.
395
00:28:54,596 --> 00:28:56,587
Hey, I'm right here, okay?
396
00:28:58,000 --> 00:28:59,092
It's okay.
397
00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:08,968
What happened to me, Keith?
398
00:29:11,547 --> 00:29:13,208
I used to be okay.
399
00:29:20,422 --> 00:29:23,983
I used to be abIe to Iive
without aII this sadness...
400
00:29:25,794 --> 00:29:27,557
without aII this...
401
00:29:29,064 --> 00:29:32,261
-never having any hope.
-You're here, aren't you?
402
00:29:34,403 --> 00:29:35,893
And my baby...
403
00:29:36,772 --> 00:29:38,637
she's so precious.
404
00:29:39,875 --> 00:29:41,604
I am such a bad mother.
405
00:29:41,677 --> 00:29:44,737
Hey, Iook at me. No, you're not.
406
00:29:44,813 --> 00:29:46,804
I've seen worse. BeIieve me, I have.
407
00:29:47,783 --> 00:29:50,980
None of it's her fauIt.
408
00:29:52,254 --> 00:29:54,051
She doesn't deserve this.
409
00:29:54,389 --> 00:29:56,949
Look, Iet's just put it aII behind you, okay?
410
00:30:05,367 --> 00:30:07,392
I wish we couId just start over.
411
00:31:13,669 --> 00:31:16,866
-Nate, hi.
-What are you doing here?
412
00:31:17,372 --> 00:31:18,703
I'm just....
413
00:31:20,976 --> 00:31:24,935
Remember when I toId you about that movie
producer who was Iooking for a vegan chef?
414
00:31:25,013 --> 00:31:27,413
I finaIIy caved in and took the job.
415
00:31:27,716 --> 00:31:29,911
-CooI.
-Yeah, finaIIy soId out.
416
00:31:31,019 --> 00:31:34,250
-So, you Iive here now?
-WeII, the PaIisades.
417
00:31:35,190 --> 00:31:36,248
Since when?
418
00:31:36,325 --> 00:31:39,021
Since right after Christmas.
419
00:31:42,230 --> 00:31:45,791
I didn't want to bother you.
You have a whoIe new Iife and aII.
420
00:31:45,867 --> 00:31:47,858
Lisa, come on, we're friends.
421
00:31:51,039 --> 00:31:54,133
There's a great juice bar here.
Let's get caught up, okay?
422
00:31:54,209 --> 00:31:55,198
Okay.
423
00:31:58,347 --> 00:32:03,307
''Of aII the Iies we're fed, on which we gorge
in our comfort-addicted worId...
424
00:32:04,486 --> 00:32:08,388
''none is more insidious
than the Iie of romance.
425
00:32:09,024 --> 00:32:11,549
''The seductive but infantiIe notion...
426
00:32:11,626 --> 00:32:16,393
''that somewhere there exists someone
to compIement us in every way.
427
00:32:17,265 --> 00:32:19,460
''Someone who wiII make us compIete.
428
00:32:20,035 --> 00:32:22,162
''Of course, this iIIusion...
429
00:32:22,404 --> 00:32:26,602
''keeps us from ever being compIete
in and of ourseIves...
430
00:32:27,709 --> 00:32:29,700
''and eventuaIIy encourages us...
431
00:32:30,779 --> 00:32:33,714
''to despise our shortcomings, our fIaws...
432
00:32:34,883 --> 00:32:38,080
''everything in which our humanity Iies.
433
00:32:39,287 --> 00:32:42,688
''Our humanity, without which, of course...
434
00:32:43,592 --> 00:32:44,923
''we are nothing.''
435
00:32:51,366 --> 00:32:54,028
It's strange. I mean, she's a strict vegan...
436
00:32:54,102 --> 00:32:56,900
but she drinks Iike a fish
and she does a Iot of bIow.
437
00:32:56,972 --> 00:33:01,136
But she's nice to me, and I needed to make
some reaI money for a change.
438
00:33:01,610 --> 00:33:03,703
So, what's new with you?
439
00:33:04,713 --> 00:33:07,307
WeII, not much.
Same oId same oId, you know.
440
00:33:08,016 --> 00:33:11,179
-How's Brenda?
-She's great. We're....
441
00:33:15,190 --> 00:33:16,680
We're engaged.
442
00:33:17,826 --> 00:33:20,226
-You're kidding.
-Yeah, I know, it's....
443
00:33:22,531 --> 00:33:25,796
-What about you? You seeing anybody?
-No, not reaIIy.
444
00:33:26,134 --> 00:33:28,295
By the way, I'm pregnant.
445
00:33:30,038 --> 00:33:33,132
-Wow, that's great!
-Yeah. Five months.
446
00:33:35,143 --> 00:33:36,906
She's a kicker.
447
00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:41,108
Don't worry.
I don't expect anything from you.
448
00:33:41,183 --> 00:33:44,209
-I don't expect anything at aII.
-Lisa, I don't....
449
00:33:44,286 --> 00:33:47,813
Don't you remember when you came
to SeattIe Iast August and you fucked me?
450
00:33:47,889 --> 00:33:50,824
Then you Ieft the next day
Iike it didn't mean a goddamn thing?
451
00:33:50,892 --> 00:33:53,884
It did mean something to you
'cause you were crying Iike a baby.
452
00:33:53,962 --> 00:33:55,486
That's not the reason I was crying.
453
00:33:55,564 --> 00:33:58,829
You were crying 'cause you knew
you were home. Because you missed me.
454
00:33:58,900 --> 00:34:02,961
Because you knew that you and I
shouId be together. Then you fucked me.
455
00:34:03,138 --> 00:34:06,801
Then you chickened out the next day
and I saw you for exactIy who you are:
456
00:34:06,875 --> 00:34:10,367
a coward who was never going to own up to
the way he reaIIy feIt about me.
457
00:34:10,445 --> 00:34:12,436
How couId you not teII me about this?
458
00:34:12,514 --> 00:34:15,108
Because we aIready went through this
once before.
459
00:34:15,183 --> 00:34:18,084
But this time, I'm gonna do it.
I'm gonna have it without you.
460
00:34:18,153 --> 00:34:19,177
I don't know--
461
00:34:19,254 --> 00:34:22,655
CongratuIations, you know,
on the whoIe getting married thing.
462
00:34:22,724 --> 00:34:25,318
-She must be out of her fucking mind.
-Just give me--
463
00:34:25,393 --> 00:34:26,553
Don't.
464
00:35:02,130 --> 00:35:03,427
Come on in.
465
00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:20,214
AII right, Iet me show you.
466
00:35:22,217 --> 00:35:24,685
You can put your purse down if you Iike.
467
00:35:26,254 --> 00:35:27,653
Here it is.
468
00:35:27,722 --> 00:35:31,249
This is your focus, and this is your zoom.
469
00:35:33,028 --> 00:35:34,620
That's pretty much it.
470
00:35:36,031 --> 00:35:37,464
So here you go.
471
00:35:37,966 --> 00:35:39,661
You'II get a feeI for it.
472
00:35:40,535 --> 00:35:43,163
Okay, what do you want me to do?
473
00:35:43,238 --> 00:35:47,698
Just, you know, foIIow your instincts.
ReIax. Don't think about yourseIf at aII.
474
00:35:48,577 --> 00:35:51,808
-I know that's impossibIe for a 1 7-year-oId.
-Eighteen.
475
00:35:53,815 --> 00:35:58,149
What you don't know is you're
going to be 18 for the rest of your Iife.
476
00:36:10,098 --> 00:36:12,157
I've tried to do seIf-portraits before...
477
00:36:12,234 --> 00:36:16,364
but they aIways turn out so contrived,
Iike I'm trying to be some version of myseIf.
478
00:36:18,039 --> 00:36:19,802
So fucking juveniIe.
479
00:36:21,910 --> 00:36:24,572
And I reaIIy want to see it, you know?
480
00:36:25,046 --> 00:36:26,377
I want to.
481
00:36:26,715 --> 00:36:28,615
I need to see what I've done.
482
00:36:30,051 --> 00:36:33,680
And I think it reaIIy is impossibIe
for somebody to see themseIves.
483
00:36:35,023 --> 00:36:36,888
You need someone eIse's eyes.
484
00:36:39,928 --> 00:36:41,919
I need somebody eIse to see me.
485
00:36:42,297 --> 00:36:44,026
Somebody who isn't Brenda.
486
00:36:44,766 --> 00:36:47,166
She sees things a IittIe too darkIy.
487
00:36:47,969 --> 00:36:50,631
I mean, I don't need any heIp going there.
488
00:36:51,606 --> 00:36:55,508
Besides, I've Iooked through her eyes
enough for one Iifetime, you know.
489
00:36:59,948 --> 00:37:01,438
What are you seeing?
490
00:37:01,850 --> 00:37:04,011
I'm on your scar, reaIIy cIose up.
491
00:37:05,820 --> 00:37:07,412
What does it Iook Iike?
492
00:37:07,856 --> 00:37:09,721
Like the surface of the moon.
493
00:37:13,194 --> 00:37:14,593
That's good.
494
00:37:19,067 --> 00:37:21,194
That's the thing about Narcissus.
495
00:37:23,705 --> 00:37:28,301
It's not that he's so fucking in Iove
with himseIf, because he isn't at aII.
496
00:37:28,510 --> 00:37:30,205
Fucking hates himseIf.
497
00:37:33,248 --> 00:37:36,411
It's that without that refIection
Iooking back at him...
498
00:37:39,087 --> 00:37:40,714
he doesn't exist.
499
00:37:50,332 --> 00:37:51,822
BiIIy, are you okay?
500
00:37:58,907 --> 00:38:02,968
Yeah. Don't be freaked out. This is good.
This is exactIy what I needed to happen.
501
00:38:04,012 --> 00:38:05,707
I'm fucking crying.
502
00:38:06,581 --> 00:38:09,744
Oh, God, I'm sorry, this is intense.
You can go.
503
00:38:10,018 --> 00:38:12,316
It's okay, I'II be aII right, I swear.
504
00:39:04,672 --> 00:39:06,902
-NikoIai?
-I toId you, he's not here.
505
00:39:07,308 --> 00:39:08,741
Where is NikoIai?
506
00:39:09,110 --> 00:39:11,943
-He's not in today. Can I heIp you?
-Where is he?
507
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:13,742
He's at home.
508
00:39:13,815 --> 00:39:16,875
No. There is no one at his house.
509
00:39:19,421 --> 00:39:21,753
-Who are you?
-I'm a friend of his.
510
00:39:23,124 --> 00:39:24,955
I have something for him.
511
00:39:27,262 --> 00:39:30,425
-I need to know where he is.
-He's in the hospitaI.
512
00:39:30,932 --> 00:39:34,732
He was robbed and beaten up
and the poIice are investigating.
513
00:39:39,073 --> 00:39:40,506
You teII....
514
00:39:46,815 --> 00:39:48,544
You teII NikoIai...
515
00:39:48,983 --> 00:39:51,178
that Yuri says he is sorry...
516
00:39:51,753 --> 00:39:54,221
and hopes he wiII be better very soon.
517
00:40:01,863 --> 00:40:03,660
I take this for my mother.
518
00:40:15,677 --> 00:40:17,474
Way to go, buddy boy.
519
00:40:18,046 --> 00:40:21,072
Nice to know
you're not shooting bIanks, right?
520
00:40:21,249 --> 00:40:23,581
Oh, God, what the fuck am I going to do?
521
00:40:23,651 --> 00:40:26,415
You don't have to do anything.
That's the beauty part.
522
00:40:26,488 --> 00:40:28,319
No, I have to teII Brenda.
523
00:40:28,389 --> 00:40:29,879
No, you don't.
524
00:40:31,826 --> 00:40:34,886
I can't keep something Iike this from her.
We're getting married.
525
00:40:34,963 --> 00:40:36,988
Not if you teII her, you're not.
526
00:40:37,065 --> 00:40:39,363
You reaIIy think she'd stay with you?
527
00:40:39,434 --> 00:40:42,096
My guess is
she's just Iooking for a way out anyway.
528
00:40:42,170 --> 00:40:45,105
You know, ever since she found out
about the....
529
00:40:46,107 --> 00:40:47,199
What?
530
00:40:47,842 --> 00:40:51,005
You think she meant everything
she said about sticking with you?
531
00:40:51,079 --> 00:40:52,706
Oh, yeah.
532
00:40:52,814 --> 00:40:57,251
Nothing turns the women on
more than a potentiaIIy fataI brain condition.
533
00:40:57,452 --> 00:41:01,183
Try coughing up bIood.
I bet you'II be getting Iaid Ieft and right.
534
00:41:02,290 --> 00:41:05,657
You know, buddy boy,
sometimes you can be a fucking moron.
535
00:41:08,630 --> 00:41:10,325
-I can't.
-Sure you can.
536
00:41:10,398 --> 00:41:13,834
You can get away with anything.
There's shit on me you stiII don't know.
537
00:41:13,902 --> 00:41:17,360
Things you'II never know.
And Iet me teII you, you're better off for it.
538
00:41:17,438 --> 00:41:19,838
No, I shouId teII her. She deserves that.
539
00:41:19,908 --> 00:41:22,468
You want to die aIone? Go right ahead.
540
00:41:29,050 --> 00:41:33,419
Oh, my God, it was haIIucinatory,
and I'm sorry but it was so....
541
00:41:33,488 --> 00:41:37,481
You know, I couId just....
I couId feeI every inch of my skin.
542
00:41:37,559 --> 00:41:41,290
I couId just feeI
that I was so goddamn aIive.
543
00:41:41,896 --> 00:41:44,456
You know how guys who've been to war
taIk about it?
544
00:41:44,532 --> 00:41:48,491
Yeah, Iike that.
Like I was right in the fucking center of Iife!
545
00:41:48,670 --> 00:41:51,230
Wow. For a random fuck,
sounds pretty great.
546
00:41:51,306 --> 00:41:54,275
But it wasn't him.
I don't even remember him.
547
00:41:54,342 --> 00:41:55,570
God, what was it?
548
00:41:55,643 --> 00:41:58,874
I've had spontaneous,
anonymous sex before.
549
00:41:58,947 --> 00:42:01,711
Maybe it's just the thriII
of breaking the ruIes.
550
00:42:02,450 --> 00:42:04,077
You are engaged.
551
00:42:04,953 --> 00:42:07,581
You keep harping on about that. It's not it.
552
00:42:07,655 --> 00:42:10,522
It's not about me and Nate. It's not it at aII.
553
00:42:12,026 --> 00:42:16,053
It's about me
not being outside myseIf for once.
554
00:42:16,130 --> 00:42:20,032
Not watching, not anaIyzing
every goddamn moment as it happens.
555
00:42:20,168 --> 00:42:22,602
Not hoIding back. Just becoming...
556
00:42:23,504 --> 00:42:25,734
pure sensation.
557
00:42:25,807 --> 00:42:29,971
Becoming energy. Just becoming nature.
558
00:42:30,678 --> 00:42:33,374
-Sounds pretty great.
-Yeah. Oh, my God!
559
00:42:33,848 --> 00:42:36,316
It was such a fucking rush.
560
00:42:38,252 --> 00:42:42,916
And then I came home and I wrote
a whoIe 1 2 pages without stopping.
561
00:42:49,197 --> 00:42:51,097
What if I'm Iosing my shit?
562
00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:56,164
What if this is the beginning
of some serious mentaI iIIness, you know?
563
00:42:56,237 --> 00:42:59,070
Chances are I am geneticaIIy predisposed.
564
00:43:00,608 --> 00:43:02,872
Fuck it. That's just me being paranoid.
565
00:43:02,944 --> 00:43:06,539
That's just me being afraid
to be out of controI.
566
00:43:06,614 --> 00:43:08,809
As if anybody's ever in controI.
567
00:43:08,883 --> 00:43:12,819
I can give you the name of my therapist
if you want to taIk to somebody.
568
00:43:13,087 --> 00:43:14,486
No, thanks.
569
00:43:16,124 --> 00:43:18,524
I wiII never taIk to a therapist.
570
00:43:19,527 --> 00:43:23,429
Therapists fucked up my Iife.
I don't need a fucking therapist.
571
00:43:25,366 --> 00:43:27,357
-Want another beer?
-Sure.
572
00:43:31,773 --> 00:43:34,037
I come to this country with nothing.
573
00:43:35,910 --> 00:43:38,640
My wife was aIready dead for many years.
574
00:43:43,351 --> 00:43:45,114
My son is dead, too.
575
00:43:46,421 --> 00:43:49,879
And so I come to America. Why not?
576
00:43:53,294 --> 00:43:56,786
I working, cIeaning toiIets at the studio...
577
00:43:58,733 --> 00:44:00,462
riding bus...
578
00:44:04,639 --> 00:44:09,303
growing potato in the box in the roof.
579
00:44:14,916 --> 00:44:18,283
Bank, they don't want to give me money
to start my business.
580
00:44:19,387 --> 00:44:22,481
So I have to go somewhere eIse.
What choice do I have?
581
00:44:22,557 --> 00:44:24,548
How much money do you owe them?
582
00:44:30,531 --> 00:44:33,364
I don't know. It keeps changing.
583
00:44:34,502 --> 00:44:35,764
Interest.
584
00:44:36,104 --> 00:44:39,665
-NikoIai, you shouId caII the poIice.
-Yeah, poIice.
585
00:44:42,543 --> 00:44:44,773
This is no different than Moscow.
586
00:44:49,183 --> 00:44:50,980
No difference at aII.
587
00:45:05,433 --> 00:45:06,900
Keith, are you okay?
588
00:45:11,072 --> 00:45:12,096
No.
589
00:45:13,441 --> 00:45:14,908
What's wrong?
590
00:45:19,313 --> 00:45:20,803
Is it because of the shooting?
591
00:45:20,882 --> 00:45:23,407
No, it is not because of the shooting.
592
00:45:23,785 --> 00:45:26,481
Damn, you're Iike
a fucking broken record about that.
593
00:45:26,554 --> 00:45:29,318
-What is it then?
-What difference does it make?
594
00:45:29,891 --> 00:45:32,758
Am I not aIIowed
to feeI shitty every now and then?
595
00:45:32,994 --> 00:45:34,791
I just want to heIp.
596
00:45:43,137 --> 00:45:45,264
Is it because TayIor
isn't Iiving here anymore?
597
00:45:45,339 --> 00:45:48,206
No. You know what?
I'm gIad TayIor's not Iiving here anymore.
598
00:45:48,276 --> 00:45:52,076
I didn't ask for the responsibiIity
of taking care of a chiId. I don't want it.
599
00:45:52,146 --> 00:45:54,046
I'm gIad. I have my Iife back!
600
00:45:54,749 --> 00:45:58,310
I'm sick and tired of taking care
of everybody eIse's fucking probIems!
601
00:45:58,653 --> 00:45:59,745
Okay.
602
00:46:05,159 --> 00:46:06,956
Oh, God. I'm sorry.
603
00:46:08,429 --> 00:46:10,590
I don't mean to take it out on you.
604
00:46:11,632 --> 00:46:12,929
You can.
605
00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:17,437
I mean, we aII need to vent.
That's just part of it, right?
606
00:46:20,274 --> 00:46:22,469
You can teII me to shut the fuck up.
607
00:46:24,111 --> 00:46:25,908
I don't mind, reaIIy.
608
00:46:31,686 --> 00:46:33,210
I do miss her.
609
00:46:34,989 --> 00:46:35,978
Me, too.
610
00:46:41,062 --> 00:46:43,895
-You want to have sex?
-Sure.
611
00:46:45,366 --> 00:46:47,300
I want to do it on the fIoor.
612
00:46:47,535 --> 00:46:50,095
Okay. Let me just put these groceries away.
613
00:47:06,888 --> 00:47:08,480
How was your day?
614
00:47:09,023 --> 00:47:11,856
It was okay. Long.
615
00:47:13,261 --> 00:47:16,321
-You?
-Okay. I got a Iot of writing done.
616
00:47:17,098 --> 00:47:18,497
That's good.
617
00:47:20,635 --> 00:47:22,000
Did you eat?
618
00:47:25,873 --> 00:47:27,340
No, I didn't.
619
00:47:29,310 --> 00:47:31,608
Do you want me to fix you something?
620
00:47:32,813 --> 00:47:34,508
No, I'm not hungry.
621
00:47:45,726 --> 00:47:47,125
What's this?
622
00:47:48,462 --> 00:47:50,555
Some book everyone's raving about.
623
00:47:51,999 --> 00:47:54,763
-You met him?
-No, it beIongs to my mom.
624
00:47:59,473 --> 00:48:01,202
Oh, God.
625
00:48:09,283 --> 00:48:12,878
Dear friends, it was our Lord Jesus HimseIf
who said:
626
00:48:12,954 --> 00:48:15,923
''Come to me,
aII you who Iabor and are burdened...
627
00:48:15,990 --> 00:48:17,753
''and I wiII give you rest.''
628
00:48:18,159 --> 00:48:20,753
Let us pray then,
for our brother Dwight Garrison...
629
00:48:20,828 --> 00:48:23,194
that he may rest from his Iabors and enter....
630
00:48:23,264 --> 00:48:25,858
Nate, are you okay? You don't Iook weII.
631
00:48:25,933 --> 00:48:27,662
Yeah, I just...
632
00:48:29,770 --> 00:48:31,704
didn't sIeep a Iot Iast night.
633
00:48:34,809 --> 00:48:37,073
You're taking care of yourseIf, right?
634
00:48:37,645 --> 00:48:42,082
You're taking your medication,
not Ietting yourseIf get too stressed out?
635
00:48:42,950 --> 00:48:44,474
I'm doing my best.
636
00:48:47,188 --> 00:48:50,021
Mrs. Garrison, is there anything we can do?
637
00:48:50,091 --> 00:48:51,854
I just wanted to thank you.
638
00:48:53,995 --> 00:48:55,826
The service is IoveIy.
639
00:48:56,197 --> 00:48:57,926
I'm pIeased you approve.
640
00:48:57,999 --> 00:49:02,299
And I aIso want to apoIogize
for the way I behaved yesterday.
641
00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:07,330
I was just....
642
00:49:12,079 --> 00:49:13,979
I'm just so fucking angry.
643
00:49:14,815 --> 00:49:16,442
He shouIdn't have died.
644
00:49:16,817 --> 00:49:18,648
He was stiII young.
645
00:49:19,954 --> 00:49:22,548
We onIy had six years together.
646
00:49:24,358 --> 00:49:26,053
OnIy six years.
647
00:49:30,097 --> 00:49:32,088
It's more than some peopIe have.
648
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:35,992
-It's not enough.
-I know.
649
00:49:37,872 --> 00:49:39,703
I know, it's never enough.
650
00:49:46,347 --> 00:49:48,713
I went to Cedar Grove.
651
00:49:49,784 --> 00:49:53,151
The crypt next to Dwight and his wife's
was empty, so I bought it.
652
00:49:53,888 --> 00:49:57,016
-ReaIIy?
-Yeah. I stiII want to be buried with him.
653
00:49:57,458 --> 00:50:01,326
Or next to him, if that's aII I can get.
654
00:50:02,430 --> 00:50:03,920
That's IoveIy.
655
00:50:05,833 --> 00:50:10,497
I don't want those bitches anywhere near
him, so I bought the one on the other side.
656
00:50:10,571 --> 00:50:14,098
I'd Iike to come in on Monday
and make aII the arrangements in advance...
657
00:50:14,175 --> 00:50:15,938
you know, Iike he did.
658
00:50:16,010 --> 00:50:18,240
Of course. Any time after 9:00.
659
00:50:19,046 --> 00:50:20,172
Thank you.
660
00:50:26,387 --> 00:50:28,582
Yes, I do have teIemarketing experience.
661
00:50:28,656 --> 00:50:30,988
Can you teII me where you're Iocated?
662
00:50:31,992 --> 00:50:34,620
I can't come this morning.
I have a previous appointment.
663
00:50:34,695 --> 00:50:36,959
How about if I come around 2:30?
664
00:50:37,598 --> 00:50:40,431
Okay. Thank you so much.
What's your name?
665
00:50:40,935 --> 00:50:42,334
Thank you, Martha.
666
00:50:44,572 --> 00:50:47,336
Hey, honey. You done? Thanks, baby.
667
00:50:47,408 --> 00:50:48,568
You did reaI good.
668
00:50:48,642 --> 00:50:51,736
I'II take this to the doctor's office
on my way to my interview...
669
00:50:51,812 --> 00:50:54,372
and we'II need to do this
about twice a week, okay?
670
00:50:54,448 --> 00:50:56,177
Okay. Am I sick?
671
00:50:57,618 --> 00:51:00,109
No, of course not. You're not sick.
672
00:51:00,488 --> 00:51:03,753
I just want to make sure
you don't get sick. Okay?
673
00:51:04,692 --> 00:51:05,784
Okay.
674
00:51:06,927 --> 00:51:09,623
You're such a good girI, you know that?
675
00:51:09,864 --> 00:51:12,059
And Mama Ioves you very much.
676
00:51:13,501 --> 00:51:15,332
I Iove you, too, Mama.
677
00:51:22,009 --> 00:51:23,977
I thought you were working tiII midnight.
678
00:51:24,044 --> 00:51:26,740
They switched my scheduIe around again.
679
00:51:27,348 --> 00:51:29,475
What have you got in the bag?
680
00:51:30,084 --> 00:51:34,350
These are just some things
I thought I'd keep over here, if that's okay.
681
00:51:35,623 --> 00:51:39,389
Prevacid. I have acid refIux.
I have to take it every night...
682
00:51:39,460 --> 00:51:43,123
so I got an extra prescription fiIIed
so I don't miss it when I stay over.
683
00:51:43,197 --> 00:51:45,392
That's my Night Guard...
684
00:51:46,467 --> 00:51:48,367
so I don't grind my teeth.
685
00:51:49,503 --> 00:51:52,131
Buckwheat piIIow. It's hypoaIIergenic.
686
00:51:56,277 --> 00:51:58,404
EarpIugs for when you snore.
687
00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:02,171
-Are you moving in?
-Of course not.
688
00:52:02,516 --> 00:52:04,950
Because I don't remember
discussing you moving in.
689
00:52:05,019 --> 00:52:07,715
I'm not moving in.
Jesus, are you paranoid or what?
690
00:52:07,788 --> 00:52:10,882
'Cause Iiving together,
I'm not sure we're ready for that.
691
00:52:10,958 --> 00:52:14,985
Okay, it's just stuff, Keith.
I stiII have my own pIace.
692
00:52:18,132 --> 00:52:22,091
-WouId you Iike me to go there now?
-No, I made dinner.
693
00:52:23,470 --> 00:52:24,732
Oz is on.
694
00:52:25,839 --> 00:52:28,637
Does the term ''mixed messages''
mean anything to you?
695
00:52:28,709 --> 00:52:29,835
Come on.
696
00:52:30,644 --> 00:52:34,011
I'm just fucking with you, fooI.
I think you shouId move in.
697
00:52:35,683 --> 00:52:38,379
-ReaIIy?
-Yeah. What are we waiting for?
698
00:52:39,553 --> 00:52:43,489
As Iong as you don't think you're bringing
any of that ugIy-ass furniture with you.
699
00:53:03,777 --> 00:53:05,005
What are you doing?
700
00:53:05,079 --> 00:53:07,980
Just making a Iist
of things I have to do on Monday.
701
00:53:11,452 --> 00:53:13,249
You were right about BiIIy.
702
00:53:13,320 --> 00:53:16,551
-What happened?
-Nothing. Nothing happened. It's just....
703
00:53:17,391 --> 00:53:20,690
He's just on this
compIeteIy different waveIength...
704
00:53:20,761 --> 00:53:24,094
and it's not a waveIength
I want to be anywhere near.
705
00:53:25,499 --> 00:53:27,399
WeII, I'm gIad to hear that.
706
00:53:29,803 --> 00:53:31,168
Good night.
707
00:53:34,074 --> 00:53:35,439
Good night.
708
00:53:49,757 --> 00:53:51,156
You've got mail.
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