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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,919 --> 00:00:05,919 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull M_I_SForEver 2 00:00:07,642 --> 00:00:10,678 [CHEERFUL MUSIC PLAYING] 3 00:00:12,547 --> 00:00:15,683 [BREATHING DEEPLY] 4 00:00:23,525 --> 00:00:24,759 [SOFTLY] Okay. 5 00:00:32,165 --> 00:00:33,668 - You all right? - NENA: Yeah, I'm fine. 6 00:00:34,736 --> 00:00:35,770 I'm ready. 7 00:00:37,672 --> 00:00:39,206 All right, let's do it. 8 00:00:44,278 --> 00:00:45,747 DREW: You sure you're okay? 9 00:00:46,280 --> 00:00:49,517 NENA: Yeah, just... 10 00:00:49,551 --> 00:00:51,619 They brought me cupcakes at work today. 11 00:00:51,653 --> 00:00:56,089 DREW: Oh, God. Sorry to hear that. 12 00:00:56,123 --> 00:00:57,725 I don't know how they knew it was my birthday, 13 00:00:57,759 --> 00:01:00,427 they must have looked on my W-2 or something, 14 00:01:00,460 --> 00:01:01,696 which should be illegal. 15 00:01:01,729 --> 00:01:03,865 Come on, they're tryin' to be nice. 16 00:01:03,898 --> 00:01:06,166 I just don't want it to be a big deal. 17 00:01:08,736 --> 00:01:11,138 Carrie and John don't know, do they? 18 00:01:11,171 --> 00:01:12,640 That it's my birthday? 19 00:01:12,674 --> 00:01:14,676 - No. - I don't know. I don't know. 20 00:01:14,709 --> 00:01:16,209 - Well... - Can you not tell her, 21 00:01:16,243 --> 00:01:18,846 'cause she makes a big thing out of everything. 22 00:01:20,548 --> 00:01:21,749 Right. 23 00:01:22,717 --> 00:01:24,752 I just wanna like 24 00:01:24,786 --> 00:01:27,622 play Catan, and slam some wine, 25 00:01:27,655 --> 00:01:30,658 and order some Thai food, and that's it. 26 00:01:35,362 --> 00:01:36,363 What? 27 00:01:39,433 --> 00:01:41,234 I don't know if I should tell you. 28 00:01:41,769 --> 00:01:42,804 She knows? 29 00:01:44,271 --> 00:01:47,441 She knows. Fuck! 30 00:01:47,474 --> 00:01:51,579 Okay, there might be a few more, um... 31 00:01:53,413 --> 00:01:57,719 people there than you were... [CLEARS THROAT] expecting. 32 00:01:57,752 --> 00:01:59,621 It's kind of like a, um... 33 00:02:01,556 --> 00:02:03,190 surprise party for you. 34 00:02:04,424 --> 00:02:05,425 It's a what? 35 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:07,762 - Dude. - DREW: [SOFTLY] Oh, God. 36 00:02:10,665 --> 00:02:12,533 - What the hell? - [SIGHING] 37 00:02:14,368 --> 00:02:16,738 I'm sorry, I thought you'd be excited. 38 00:02:16,771 --> 00:02:19,239 [SPUTTERING] Why would I be... 39 00:02:19,272 --> 00:02:21,542 No, I... No. [SIGHS] 40 00:02:21,576 --> 00:02:25,379 Look, I'm sorry. It was a stupid idea and I am sorry. 41 00:02:25,947 --> 00:02:28,415 Uh, no, no, I... 42 00:02:28,448 --> 00:02:31,719 I've just been panicky all day. 43 00:02:31,753 --> 00:02:33,821 Nena, I don't want to stress you out. I just... 44 00:02:33,855 --> 00:02:36,256 I don't know, I thought it would be fun. 45 00:02:36,289 --> 00:02:40,227 But, baby, I hate surprise parties. 46 00:02:41,763 --> 00:02:43,430 Can I ask you something? 47 00:02:43,463 --> 00:02:45,232 Has anybody ever thrown you one? 48 00:02:47,334 --> 00:02:48,703 No. 49 00:02:48,736 --> 00:02:51,304 So, how do you know? 50 00:02:55,342 --> 00:02:57,845 - [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING] - [SIGHING] 51 00:02:57,879 --> 00:02:59,647 ALL: Surprise! 52 00:03:00,915 --> 00:03:02,382 Hi. 53 00:03:03,918 --> 00:03:05,620 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 54 00:03:07,755 --> 00:03:10,390 CARRIE: Hey, are you sure everything's okay? 55 00:03:10,424 --> 00:03:12,627 No, it's good. Thank you, really. 56 00:03:12,660 --> 00:03:14,696 I just get... You know? 57 00:03:14,729 --> 00:03:17,565 I've been planning this like almost as long as our wedding, 58 00:03:17,598 --> 00:03:20,902 and it was Drew's idea, but you know, I just kind of rolled with it. 59 00:03:20,935 --> 00:03:23,538 You guys have been so good to us since we moved here, 60 00:03:23,571 --> 00:03:25,506 and it's such a big moment in your life! 61 00:03:25,540 --> 00:03:28,375 Like you turned 30! Like what? It's crazy. 62 00:03:28,408 --> 00:03:30,343 And like I don't even... I can't even imagine 63 00:03:30,377 --> 00:03:31,344 what turning 30 would be like. 64 00:03:31,378 --> 00:03:33,480 That's such a foreign concept to me, you know? 65 00:03:33,514 --> 00:03:35,348 Like, your credit score's probably, like, perfect. 66 00:03:35,382 --> 00:03:37,652 I don't even know. The other day, I went to put air in my tires, 67 00:03:37,685 --> 00:03:39,721 and I was like, I don't even know how I'm freaking gonna do this right now, 68 00:03:39,754 --> 00:03:41,823 and I used to call my mom all the time, but now I can call you, 69 00:03:41,856 --> 00:03:43,457 'cause you're the real grown-up in my life. 70 00:03:43,490 --> 00:03:45,660 Your life is like so set, like it's so good, 71 00:03:45,693 --> 00:03:47,327 you're like so set, it's so great. 72 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:49,564 And we have chips and dip, and onion dip, 73 00:03:49,597 --> 00:03:52,332 and we have, uh... There's broccoli and edamame, 74 00:03:52,365 --> 00:03:54,401 but not cauliflower, 'cause I know you don't like cauliflower, 75 00:03:54,434 --> 00:03:56,436 but, uh, there's hummus, but I... 76 00:03:56,470 --> 00:03:58,005 Drew didn't know what kind of hummus you liked, 77 00:03:58,039 --> 00:03:59,807 so I just... I just picked one, so... 78 00:04:00,373 --> 00:04:02,944 What hummus do you like? 79 00:04:02,977 --> 00:04:06,246 Oh, uh, the Mediterranean one from TJ's with pine nuts. 80 00:04:08,950 --> 00:04:13,521 Damn it, uh... we got sun-dried tomato. 81 00:04:13,554 --> 00:04:15,656 Didn't I tell you to get Mediterranean? 82 00:04:17,058 --> 00:04:19,026 I have no idea. 83 00:04:19,060 --> 00:04:20,595 Uh, it's fine, Carrie. 84 00:04:20,628 --> 00:04:21,829 Really, thank you. 85 00:04:22,997 --> 00:04:24,732 Oh, honey, do you wanna tell them? 86 00:04:26,033 --> 00:04:27,735 - Tell them what? - Yeah, tell us what? 87 00:04:28,636 --> 00:04:31,639 Oh, we goin' campin'. 88 00:04:31,672 --> 00:04:33,641 - You two should come. - NENA: Yeah, totally. 89 00:04:33,674 --> 00:04:37,310 Uh, hey, who is that? Has she hung out with us before? 90 00:04:37,344 --> 00:04:41,381 Oh, that's Olivia. She just started working at the coffee shop with me. 91 00:04:41,414 --> 00:04:42,784 She looks familiar, though. 92 00:04:42,817 --> 00:04:44,484 [WHISPERING] She used to be a model. 93 00:04:46,020 --> 00:04:48,455 [WHISPERING] In France, bro. 94 00:04:50,892 --> 00:04:52,325 [WHISPERING] I don't know what that means. 95 00:04:53,493 --> 00:04:54,762 [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING] 96 00:05:03,104 --> 00:05:04,539 NENA: Hey. 97 00:05:04,572 --> 00:05:05,573 Hey. 98 00:05:07,608 --> 00:05:09,744 - Could I bum one? - Totally. 99 00:05:09,777 --> 00:05:10,978 Thank you. 100 00:05:14,949 --> 00:05:16,383 It's Nena, right? 101 00:05:17,384 --> 00:05:18,385 Yeah. 102 00:05:20,154 --> 00:05:21,354 Olivia? 103 00:05:22,690 --> 00:05:24,959 - How do you know? - Carrie, she told me. 104 00:05:27,061 --> 00:05:28,763 OLIVIA: She talks about you a lot at work, too. 105 00:05:28,796 --> 00:05:30,698 My friend Nena this, my friend Nena that. 106 00:05:31,566 --> 00:05:33,968 - Oh, God. - No, it's sweet. 107 00:05:34,535 --> 00:05:36,103 Yeah, no, I love Carrie. 108 00:05:36,137 --> 00:05:38,139 I mean, she invited all these people here 109 00:05:38,172 --> 00:05:40,741 - and I don't know half of them, so... - [CHUCKLES] 110 00:05:47,447 --> 00:05:48,683 NENA: I love these mountains. 111 00:05:49,817 --> 00:05:51,118 OLIVIA: They're not bad. 112 00:05:51,152 --> 00:05:52,553 NENA: I used to run up them. 113 00:05:52,987 --> 00:05:54,487 You ran up those? 114 00:05:55,156 --> 00:05:57,091 In my prime. [CHUCKLING] 115 00:05:57,124 --> 00:05:58,526 Why'd you stop? 116 00:06:00,194 --> 00:06:02,930 I always said that I would quit for good when I turned 30. 117 00:06:04,198 --> 00:06:05,465 Hm. 118 00:06:09,170 --> 00:06:11,371 So you're from France? 119 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:14,407 No. 120 00:06:14,441 --> 00:06:19,647 Oh, Carrie and John, they said you're a model in France. 121 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:22,550 I was like kind of sort of actress in New York, 122 00:06:22,583 --> 00:06:24,986 and yeah, I just fell into it. 123 00:06:25,019 --> 00:06:26,754 But I'm from here originally. 124 00:06:27,755 --> 00:06:29,156 What are you doing now? 125 00:06:29,190 --> 00:06:31,692 I'm workin' at the coffee shop with Carrie. 126 00:06:33,527 --> 00:06:36,530 Uh, no, I know, but like what are you doing? 127 00:06:38,799 --> 00:06:42,937 I'm, um, foaming milk and cream-cheesing bagels. 128 00:06:42,970 --> 00:06:46,540 - That was such an LA question, I am so sorry. - [CHUCKLING] 129 00:06:46,574 --> 00:06:48,142 - It's okay. - Fuck. 130 00:06:48,175 --> 00:06:50,845 I guess I'm past my prime, too. 131 00:06:50,878 --> 00:06:53,080 - How old are you? - Twenty-five. 132 00:06:53,114 --> 00:06:55,049 - Yeah, fuck off. - [CHUCKLING] 133 00:06:55,082 --> 00:06:57,852 I don't feel bad about asking my question anymore. 134 00:06:57,885 --> 00:07:00,054 Ooh, come on, older women are sexy. 135 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:01,856 - NENA: Oh, Jesus Christ. - [CHUCKLING] 136 00:07:05,593 --> 00:07:06,594 So what now? 137 00:07:08,629 --> 00:07:11,933 Turning 30, does it... feel different? 138 00:07:13,901 --> 00:07:15,903 Um, I don't know. 139 00:07:18,606 --> 00:07:23,544 Like I guess I hit all the marks I'm supposed to hit in my 20s. 140 00:07:23,577 --> 00:07:27,782 Married, employed, I like my apartment, 141 00:07:27,815 --> 00:07:31,786 I'm probably not gonna die poor and lonely, so yeah, I'm doing great. 142 00:07:31,819 --> 00:07:33,921 Yeah, but I didn't ask if you were doing great. 143 00:07:33,955 --> 00:07:35,623 I asked if you felt different. 144 00:07:37,024 --> 00:07:39,226 Right. Um... 145 00:07:42,229 --> 00:07:44,632 no, not really. 146 00:07:50,004 --> 00:07:51,005 Can I have another one? 147 00:07:52,273 --> 00:07:53,641 Yeah. 148 00:07:58,079 --> 00:07:59,513 [OLIVIA CHUCKLES] 149 00:08:13,260 --> 00:08:16,197 Thank you for throwing my surprise party, baby. 150 00:08:16,230 --> 00:08:19,000 [SIGHING] I'm sorry that you didn't have a good time. 151 00:08:20,001 --> 00:08:21,002 No, I did. 152 00:08:24,638 --> 00:08:25,940 - I did. - Really? 153 00:08:26,340 --> 00:08:27,608 Yeah. 154 00:08:29,710 --> 00:08:32,046 I probably wouldn't leave the house if it wasn't for you. 155 00:08:43,624 --> 00:08:45,960 Okay. 156 00:08:49,330 --> 00:08:50,831 NENA: I'm just thinkin', like, 157 00:08:50,865 --> 00:08:53,134 I'm getting too old to be so scared of new things. 158 00:08:54,168 --> 00:08:55,970 I just wanna say "yes" to things. 159 00:08:57,605 --> 00:08:58,606 DREW: Really? 160 00:08:59,907 --> 00:09:01,075 Yeah, really. 161 00:09:01,976 --> 00:09:03,778 Really, really. 162 00:09:03,811 --> 00:09:06,680 DREW: So that's why you said "yes" to camping this weekend. 163 00:09:07,848 --> 00:09:10,151 I said "yes" to what? 164 00:09:10,184 --> 00:09:14,922 Uh, you seemed a little... I don't know, distracted maybe. 165 00:09:16,223 --> 00:09:17,224 Oh. 166 00:09:18,325 --> 00:09:20,995 - So you want me to cancel? - No. 167 00:09:22,196 --> 00:09:23,831 You know what? No, let's do it. 168 00:09:23,864 --> 00:09:24,865 Really? 169 00:09:26,233 --> 00:09:27,234 Yeah. 170 00:09:29,670 --> 00:09:30,871 I mean... 171 00:09:33,407 --> 00:09:35,676 Fuck it. I can camp. 172 00:09:36,844 --> 00:09:37,978 All right. 173 00:09:38,012 --> 00:09:40,781 Fuck yeah. I mean, I wanna do new stuff all the time. 174 00:09:40,815 --> 00:09:41,916 Total overhaul. 175 00:09:41,949 --> 00:09:44,151 Oh my God, I am so into this right now. I love this. 176 00:09:44,185 --> 00:09:45,920 [NENA CHUCKLING] 177 00:09:45,953 --> 00:09:49,990 So then, what about the thing we talked about the other week? 178 00:09:50,024 --> 00:09:52,760 - What thing? - You know, the thing with the heels? 179 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:55,129 What thing with the heels? 180 00:09:55,162 --> 00:09:57,765 You don't remember? Well, I would lie on the floor 181 00:09:57,798 --> 00:09:59,066 and then you would... 182 00:09:59,100 --> 00:10:00,768 - Oh. - Yeah. 183 00:10:00,801 --> 00:10:03,370 [CHUCKLES] I thought you were kidding about that. 184 00:10:04,271 --> 00:10:06,874 - Oh, no. Yeah, I was. - You were what? 185 00:10:06,907 --> 00:10:09,043 - Are you serious? - I was kidding. I mean, you know? 186 00:10:11,345 --> 00:10:13,347 Do... do you really want me to do that to you? 187 00:10:15,850 --> 00:10:17,318 I don't want to if you don't want to. 188 00:10:18,419 --> 00:10:19,653 [SOFTLY] Uh... 189 00:10:21,088 --> 00:10:22,756 Right now, I just wanna go to bed. 190 00:10:23,157 --> 00:10:24,225 Okay, baby. 191 00:10:34,702 --> 00:10:37,204 NENA: Y ou know, my boss was surprisingly cool 192 00:10:37,238 --> 00:10:40,708 with me taking a half day. I should do this more often. 193 00:10:40,741 --> 00:10:42,009 DREW: You know what? Me, too. 194 00:10:42,042 --> 00:10:45,312 NENA: Baby, you work from home, your whole life is a half day. 195 00:10:50,417 --> 00:10:51,418 Sorry. 196 00:11:13,474 --> 00:11:15,042 Yay, you made it! 197 00:11:15,075 --> 00:11:16,744 NENA: Hi. [CHUCKLING] 198 00:11:16,777 --> 00:11:17,646 - DREW: What's up, man? - JOHN: What's up, bro? 199 00:11:17,678 --> 00:11:19,079 - DREW: How you doin'? - CARRIE: Hello. 200 00:11:19,113 --> 00:11:21,916 - DREW: How are you doin'? - NENA: Hi, there. 201 00:11:21,949 --> 00:11:23,751 - NENA: We made it. - CARRIE: Yeah! 202 00:11:23,784 --> 00:11:25,920 - How was the drive, bro? - Not bad, yeah. 203 00:11:25,953 --> 00:11:30,124 Question, um, you guys have an extra tent? 204 00:11:30,157 --> 00:11:32,126 - Why? - CARRIE: Olivia forgot to bring one. 205 00:11:33,093 --> 00:11:34,261 - What? - OLIVIA: Hey. 206 00:11:45,439 --> 00:11:46,508 [LAUGHING] 207 00:11:46,541 --> 00:11:49,443 And she is in all green, like a leaf. 208 00:11:50,277 --> 00:11:51,312 DREW: The Joker. 209 00:11:51,345 --> 00:11:52,379 JOHN: I know, I know. 210 00:11:52,413 --> 00:11:53,881 - NENA: But it's a she. - Poison Ivy. 211 00:11:53,914 --> 00:11:57,184 Ooh, this guy, he's like my one pass. 212 00:11:57,218 --> 00:11:59,220 - JOHN: Anderson Cooper, yeah. - CARRIE: Yeah. 213 00:11:59,253 --> 00:12:01,355 Newspaper publisher, fictional, 214 00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:02,890 greatest movie of all time. 215 00:12:02,923 --> 00:12:05,226 [CHUCKLING] Rosebud. 216 00:12:05,259 --> 00:12:07,228 - Citizen what? - NENA: Citizen Kane! 217 00:12:07,261 --> 00:12:09,063 - But what's the name? - NENA: Oh. Oh, God. 218 00:12:09,096 --> 00:12:11,298 JOHN: Oh, shit, bro. [LAUGHING] 219 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:14,101 - Indiana Jones? - JOHN: No. 220 00:12:14,134 --> 00:12:16,971 - DREW: Hey. Hey, hey! - CARRIE: You guys, you are the most... 221 00:12:17,004 --> 00:12:18,405 - OLIVIA: Degrassi. - NENA: Oh. 222 00:12:18,439 --> 00:12:20,474 Degrassi. Neil deGrasse Tyson. 223 00:12:20,508 --> 00:12:22,243 - JOHN: What the fuck! - NENA: Drake? 224 00:12:22,276 --> 00:12:23,477 - OLIVIA: Yes! - Yes! 225 00:12:32,019 --> 00:12:33,555 Hey, can I ask you guys a question? 226 00:12:33,588 --> 00:12:38,560 Um, if we were to get married here or like in LA, um, 227 00:12:38,593 --> 00:12:41,862 would you be a part of the wedding party? 228 00:12:41,895 --> 00:12:44,532 Oh, but I thought you were getting married in Colorado. 229 00:12:44,566 --> 00:12:48,503 Um, no, I just... I got in this big fight with my parents, 230 00:12:48,536 --> 00:12:50,170 'cause they don't think that we're like ready 231 00:12:50,204 --> 00:12:51,606 or financially stable or whatever, you know? 232 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:54,875 - [SIGHING] - They give like four or five bullshit reasons, you know? 233 00:12:54,908 --> 00:12:56,310 So they're not gonna pay for it, even though, 234 00:12:56,343 --> 00:12:58,212 they paid for both my asshole sisters' weddings 235 00:12:58,245 --> 00:12:59,179 and one of them is already divorced, 236 00:12:59,213 --> 00:13:01,549 but, you know, I'm the unstable one, so... 237 00:13:01,583 --> 00:13:03,817 I'm sorry that sucks. 238 00:13:03,851 --> 00:13:06,854 Yeah. But it's okay, 'cause we're gonna save up 239 00:13:06,887 --> 00:13:09,123 and we're gonna pay for it ourselves, 240 00:13:09,156 --> 00:13:11,025 and we're gonna have it here, 241 00:13:11,058 --> 00:13:13,427 and we're gonna have a kick-ass wedding with our LA family. 242 00:13:13,460 --> 00:13:16,030 - Fuck, yeah. Fuck, yeah. - [CARRIE CHUCKLING] 243 00:13:16,063 --> 00:13:17,197 And we already picked out a date. 244 00:13:19,133 --> 00:13:20,502 October 22nd. 245 00:13:22,936 --> 00:13:26,373 That's... our wedding anniversary. 246 00:13:26,407 --> 00:13:30,010 Yeah, we're gonna be like... like wedding sisters, 247 00:13:30,044 --> 00:13:33,247 you know, and we can, uh, go on like double dates on the anniversaries. 248 00:13:33,280 --> 00:13:34,448 Isn't that amazing? 249 00:13:38,385 --> 00:13:39,521 That's so fun. 250 00:13:41,388 --> 00:13:44,358 Yeah. I know. Oh my God, I'm so glad you're excited. 251 00:13:47,595 --> 00:13:49,129 Your dad's a piece of shit. 252 00:13:50,632 --> 00:13:51,899 CARRIE: He's... he's not a piece of shit. 253 00:13:51,932 --> 00:13:56,003 All right, come on. He's... he's definitely a piece of shit. 254 00:13:56,036 --> 00:14:00,307 [GRUNTING, CHUCKLING] 255 00:14:00,341 --> 00:14:02,309 - [JOHN RETCHING] - Oh, God. 256 00:14:04,244 --> 00:14:07,348 Hey, damn it, John. All right. Every time. All right, come on. 257 00:14:07,381 --> 00:14:09,216 - [JOHN GRUNTING] - CARRIE: Come on, honey, let's go. 258 00:14:09,249 --> 00:14:10,317 - Come on. - DREW: Okay, buddy. 259 00:14:10,351 --> 00:14:12,453 [JOHN GRUNTING] 260 00:14:12,486 --> 00:14:15,155 - DREW: There you go. - JOHN: Drew, why don't you like me? 261 00:14:15,189 --> 00:14:16,990 DREW: What are you talkin' about? You're my guy. 262 00:14:17,024 --> 00:14:19,993 - JOHN: You're just saying that. - DREW: No. 263 00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:22,229 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATION] 264 00:14:22,262 --> 00:14:23,565 Drew seems really sweet. 265 00:14:23,598 --> 00:14:26,400 NENA: Yeah, he is the best. 266 00:14:26,433 --> 00:14:29,069 He seems like he really takes care of you. 267 00:14:29,103 --> 00:14:32,206 NENA: Hm. You know that feeling when you're not sure 268 00:14:32,239 --> 00:14:34,942 whether or not your sunglasses are still on the top of your head? 269 00:14:34,975 --> 00:14:36,578 [CHUCKLES] 270 00:14:36,611 --> 00:14:40,381 - That's my whole life and... - [CHUCKLING] 271 00:14:40,414 --> 00:14:43,484 But I can always count on Drew to tell me if they're there or not. 272 00:14:45,419 --> 00:14:49,189 Scary having to depend on someone or have them depend on you. 273 00:14:50,157 --> 00:14:51,992 NENA: It is. 274 00:14:52,025 --> 00:14:54,128 Like sometimes when we're going to sleep, 275 00:14:54,161 --> 00:14:58,165 I just look at him and I think, "Holy shit, I am with him." 276 00:14:58,198 --> 00:15:00,602 I mean I want to be, I love him, but it's like, 277 00:15:00,635 --> 00:15:02,604 fuck, this is really happening, 278 00:15:02,637 --> 00:15:06,373 and it's overwhelming, and I feel like I'm looking down from a tightrope, 279 00:15:06,407 --> 00:15:08,510 and I thought that feeling might change once we got married, 280 00:15:08,543 --> 00:15:11,111 but it's, uh... 281 00:15:12,479 --> 00:15:13,947 Never mind, uh... 282 00:15:17,017 --> 00:15:19,286 I get anxious and I don't know why. 283 00:15:21,021 --> 00:15:23,056 It's like it's waiting for me around the corner 284 00:15:23,090 --> 00:15:24,925 and I just don't know when it's gonna pop out. 285 00:15:29,263 --> 00:15:30,330 What? 286 00:15:31,465 --> 00:15:32,534 Nothing. 287 00:15:35,235 --> 00:15:37,739 What? [CHUCKLING] 288 00:15:37,772 --> 00:15:40,307 OLIVIA: Carrie invited me on this camping trip 289 00:15:40,340 --> 00:15:42,510 every day at work for the past week. 290 00:15:43,745 --> 00:15:45,479 When she said you were going, 291 00:15:47,181 --> 00:15:48,550 I just said, "Yeah, sure." 292 00:15:53,053 --> 00:15:55,690 What? Uh, um... [CHUCKLING] 293 00:15:55,956 --> 00:15:57,157 Why? 294 00:15:57,559 --> 00:15:58,959 I don't know. 295 00:16:01,161 --> 00:16:04,532 I think maybe it was when I talked to you at your birthday, 296 00:16:06,366 --> 00:16:07,602 you just seemed so wound up, 297 00:16:09,102 --> 00:16:11,739 and I guess maybe that there was... 298 00:16:11,773 --> 00:16:16,143 part of me that wanted to... unwind you. 299 00:16:18,613 --> 00:16:20,013 I'm really not sure. 300 00:16:34,361 --> 00:16:35,763 NENA: Oh my gosh, it's so cold. 301 00:16:35,797 --> 00:16:38,432 DREW: We just gotta get some body heat goin'. 302 00:16:38,465 --> 00:16:39,534 OLIVIA: Okay, Nena, I'm dying, 303 00:16:39,567 --> 00:16:41,235 - so you're gonna have to get in here. - NENA: Okay. 304 00:16:41,669 --> 00:16:42,670 [GRUNTING] 305 00:16:44,706 --> 00:16:46,741 NENA: This is gonna sound weird, 306 00:16:46,774 --> 00:16:49,042 but your hair smells really good. 307 00:16:49,443 --> 00:16:50,444 [CHUCKLING] 308 00:16:51,144 --> 00:16:54,616 - Well, thank you. - [CHUCKLING] 309 00:16:58,853 --> 00:17:00,755 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATION IN DISTANCE] 310 00:17:00,788 --> 00:17:03,390 Mom and dad are fighting again, you guys. 311 00:17:03,423 --> 00:17:05,425 NENA: I know, they've gotten so bad. 312 00:17:05,459 --> 00:17:08,295 Eh, they were always kinda bad. 313 00:17:08,328 --> 00:17:10,698 Well, I'm sure once they're married everything will be fine. 314 00:17:10,732 --> 00:17:12,199 I mean, that's how it works, right? 315 00:17:12,232 --> 00:17:13,568 DREW: Oh, absolutely. 316 00:17:13,601 --> 00:17:16,270 We never fight. Not really. 317 00:17:16,303 --> 00:17:18,472 Oh, come on, seriously never? 318 00:17:18,506 --> 00:17:20,542 Well, Drew won't fight with me. 319 00:17:22,342 --> 00:17:24,646 DREW: Well, I'm a lover, not a fighter. What can I say? 320 00:17:24,679 --> 00:17:26,046 - [CHUCKLING] - Ooh, la, la. 321 00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:36,256 Thanks for letting me crash with you guys. 322 00:17:37,725 --> 00:17:38,726 Yeah. 323 00:17:51,471 --> 00:17:53,440 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATION IN DISTANCE] 324 00:17:58,846 --> 00:18:00,447 Oh shit, man. 325 00:18:01,148 --> 00:18:02,282 DREW: Oh my God. 326 00:18:02,784 --> 00:18:03,851 [JOHN MOANING] 327 00:18:04,686 --> 00:18:06,153 Wow. 328 00:19:21,495 --> 00:19:22,730 [DREW BREATHES DEEPLY] 329 00:20:09,677 --> 00:20:11,344 [BREATHING DEEPLY] 330 00:20:29,630 --> 00:20:31,431 I have to talk to you about something. 331 00:20:35,803 --> 00:20:36,971 Wanna get Thai food? 332 00:20:47,882 --> 00:20:49,416 [SIGHING] 333 00:20:49,449 --> 00:20:50,885 Just tell me... 334 00:20:52,887 --> 00:20:54,421 tell me how you're feeling. 335 00:20:56,423 --> 00:20:58,659 I... think... 336 00:20:59,594 --> 00:21:04,632 that I need to know how you're feeling, 337 00:21:04,665 --> 00:21:08,035 so I can decide how I'm feeling. 338 00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:11,873 I feel uneasy. 339 00:21:13,473 --> 00:21:14,675 Because she kissed you? 340 00:21:15,843 --> 00:21:17,310 I don't think that's it. 341 00:21:20,014 --> 00:21:21,048 Okay. 342 00:21:22,517 --> 00:21:25,953 Because you... liked it? 343 00:21:27,622 --> 00:21:28,623 Maybe. 344 00:21:30,992 --> 00:21:34,929 And that's makin' you uneasy, because it's new or... 345 00:21:34,962 --> 00:21:37,064 Because we're married. 346 00:21:37,098 --> 00:21:39,934 I'm only supposed to love you, that is supposed to be enough. 347 00:21:39,967 --> 00:21:42,302 - But enough what? - I don't know. 348 00:21:42,970 --> 00:21:44,939 And yeah, yes, I liked it. 349 00:21:46,574 --> 00:21:49,442 I liked it. I have barely ever even been with a girl, 350 00:21:50,077 --> 00:21:51,846 but I liked it. 351 00:21:53,446 --> 00:21:54,649 You kissed a girl? 352 00:21:56,383 --> 00:21:58,085 - Yeah. - And you liked it? 353 00:22:00,688 --> 00:22:03,057 I feel shitty, I feel like a shit person. 354 00:22:03,090 --> 00:22:04,125 Why? 355 00:22:04,158 --> 00:22:05,960 Because... [SCOFFS] 356 00:22:07,628 --> 00:22:12,567 I don't really feel... anything. 357 00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:15,736 Yeah, I mean, I feel bad that you feel bad. 358 00:22:17,572 --> 00:22:19,907 And... and that isn't weird to you 359 00:22:19,941 --> 00:22:23,044 that you don't feel betrayed or anything? 360 00:22:23,077 --> 00:22:24,512 I mean, do you want me to? 361 00:22:24,545 --> 00:22:27,048 Goddammit, no! I just want something. 362 00:22:27,081 --> 00:22:28,549 What then? What? What do you want? 363 00:22:28,583 --> 00:22:29,851 You want me to take my shirt off? 364 00:22:29,884 --> 00:22:31,652 You want me throw you against the wall, piss on the floor? 365 00:22:31,686 --> 00:22:33,921 I just want you to engage with this emotionally 366 00:22:33,955 --> 00:22:36,456 and not like it's some fucking puzzle to solve. 367 00:22:36,489 --> 00:22:39,093 I want you to have an opinion at least. 368 00:22:39,126 --> 00:22:40,995 I... I need you to try. 369 00:22:41,028 --> 00:22:45,633 I need you to tell me, your wife, how you really feel. 370 00:22:54,041 --> 00:22:55,475 Horny. 371 00:22:58,813 --> 00:23:01,015 - [CHUCKLING] - Okay, horny. 372 00:23:01,048 --> 00:23:02,550 - Horny. - Okay. 373 00:23:04,952 --> 00:23:08,488 Look... we're together forever, right? 374 00:23:09,857 --> 00:23:11,893 We signed the thing, that's taken care of. 375 00:23:12,994 --> 00:23:14,394 We're solid. 376 00:23:16,697 --> 00:23:17,765 We're solid, right? 377 00:23:20,601 --> 00:23:23,070 I mean of course, yeah, 378 00:23:24,639 --> 00:23:27,742 but what if this... It changes us? 379 00:23:29,110 --> 00:23:31,178 If something were to happen, 380 00:23:32,580 --> 00:23:34,782 is it worth risking what we have? 381 00:23:36,250 --> 00:23:37,952 Say that we don't see her again 382 00:23:40,054 --> 00:23:46,761 and us, this... We just stay exactly the same. 383 00:23:49,096 --> 00:23:50,631 Is that really what you want? 384 00:24:19,727 --> 00:24:21,028 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 385 00:24:43,684 --> 00:24:44,952 [NOTIFICATION CHIMES] 386 00:25:22,289 --> 00:25:23,724 NENA: It's almost 9:00. 387 00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:26,761 I didn't shave my pussy. 388 00:25:27,628 --> 00:25:29,330 Do you think I should shave my pussy? 389 00:25:29,363 --> 00:25:31,999 Pussy's fine, your pussy's great, your pussy is dynamite. 390 00:25:32,033 --> 00:25:34,769 I washed it, I just didn't shave it. 391 00:25:36,103 --> 00:25:37,238 Not that anything's gonna happen. 392 00:25:37,271 --> 00:25:41,175 I just wonder if I feel more confident if... You know? 393 00:25:42,143 --> 00:25:43,644 Sure, if that's what you want. 394 00:25:45,746 --> 00:25:47,148 Well, should I or shouldn't I? 395 00:25:51,085 --> 00:25:52,920 It's whatever you want, you know? 396 00:25:59,326 --> 00:26:00,995 You know, though, I have been noticing in porn 397 00:26:01,028 --> 00:26:03,764 that the shaved look is kind of goin' out of fashion. 398 00:26:03,798 --> 00:26:05,332 - NENA: You would know. - Groomed for sure, 399 00:26:05,366 --> 00:26:07,902 but the middle-school look is a little '90s. 400 00:26:08,369 --> 00:26:09,804 [CHUCKLES] 401 00:26:09,837 --> 00:26:12,073 Nothing is gonna happen anyways. 402 00:26:12,106 --> 00:26:13,841 I don't know why I'm acting like this. 403 00:26:17,278 --> 00:26:20,781 You're right, okay? We're gonna take it slow 404 00:26:20,815 --> 00:26:23,884 and we're just gonna hang out. Okay? 405 00:26:27,221 --> 00:26:29,223 - You look really nice. - Yeah? 406 00:26:29,256 --> 00:26:31,058 Hm. Very handsome. 407 00:26:31,092 --> 00:26:33,360 - You clean up good. - Thank you, baby. 408 00:26:33,394 --> 00:26:35,162 Are you sure that you're okay? 409 00:26:35,196 --> 00:26:36,597 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 410 00:26:40,835 --> 00:26:41,836 Hey, guys. 411 00:26:44,305 --> 00:26:47,775 I think I'm gonna have to take a lift home at this point. 412 00:26:47,808 --> 00:26:50,744 - What part of town are you in? - Well, it's like mid-city. 413 00:26:50,778 --> 00:26:55,649 I sleep on a couch in a little house I share with my brother. 414 00:26:55,683 --> 00:26:56,984 And you get along with him? 415 00:26:57,017 --> 00:27:00,754 It's more like there's just a lot of personality for one space. 416 00:27:00,788 --> 00:27:02,790 And then, plus, he has this rotating cast 417 00:27:02,823 --> 00:27:04,291 of boyfriends, and ex-boyfriends, 418 00:27:04,325 --> 00:27:07,027 and some fuck buddies, and just drama. 419 00:27:07,061 --> 00:27:10,664 - But at least, you're getting the full LA experience? - I guess. 420 00:27:10,698 --> 00:27:13,300 I mean we've been together for what? Six years now? 421 00:27:13,334 --> 00:27:15,769 - Six years. - Right, just the two of us, you know? 422 00:27:15,803 --> 00:27:17,872 So we never got that whole bohemian phase 423 00:27:17,905 --> 00:27:20,274 that everyone else in this town seems to get. 424 00:27:20,307 --> 00:27:21,809 Well, it's overrated. 425 00:27:21,842 --> 00:27:24,845 I mean, most of them are just trust-fund babies posing as starving artists 426 00:27:24,879 --> 00:27:27,915 and the rest of them are actually starving. 427 00:27:27,948 --> 00:27:29,350 Which one are you? 428 00:27:29,383 --> 00:27:31,418 Now? Oh, now, I'm starving. 429 00:27:32,186 --> 00:27:33,220 And in Paris? 430 00:27:36,857 --> 00:27:38,993 You guys really wanna hear about Paris? 431 00:27:39,026 --> 00:27:41,328 Uh, it's very cliche, just... 432 00:27:41,362 --> 00:27:43,864 Yeah, 'cause we meet so many French models, we're really getting sick of it. 433 00:27:48,802 --> 00:27:50,137 Come on, tell us about it. 434 00:27:52,173 --> 00:27:55,943 A photographer that I knew from New York, 435 00:27:55,976 --> 00:27:59,914 Lionel, was in Paris shooting a series for Clinique, 436 00:27:59,947 --> 00:28:01,415 and he asked me to come check it out, 437 00:28:01,448 --> 00:28:03,717 and I ended up doing some test shoots for him, 438 00:28:03,751 --> 00:28:06,287 and they loved it, so he started getting work all over town. 439 00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:07,321 Hm. 440 00:28:08,856 --> 00:28:09,857 And those first few months 441 00:28:09,890 --> 00:28:13,227 were the most romantic period of my whole life. 442 00:28:13,260 --> 00:28:19,266 Just, like, the city, and the attitude, the coke, the molly. 443 00:28:19,300 --> 00:28:21,402 See, I warned you this would be a cliche. 444 00:28:21,435 --> 00:28:22,571 [CHUCKLING] 445 00:28:22,604 --> 00:28:25,940 I know this sounds stupid, because it is just modeling, 446 00:28:25,973 --> 00:28:30,244 but the work was really gratifying and the drugs helped, 447 00:28:30,277 --> 00:28:34,381 but really it was the fact that I was in love. 448 00:28:34,415 --> 00:28:37,451 You know, it gave me confidence like I could try anything with Lionel. 449 00:28:44,091 --> 00:28:45,092 What happened? 450 00:28:46,827 --> 00:28:48,796 Well, I started getting bigger offers 451 00:28:48,829 --> 00:28:51,498 from companies who wanted to use their own photographers 452 00:28:51,533 --> 00:28:54,201 and Lionel was... 453 00:28:54,235 --> 00:28:57,905 He was extremely jealous, and possessive, 454 00:28:57,938 --> 00:28:59,240 which made it really hard to live with. 455 00:29:00,841 --> 00:29:02,510 And of course, every time I left the house, 456 00:29:02,544 --> 00:29:05,145 he was convinced that I was sleeping with the whole city, so... 457 00:29:08,583 --> 00:29:11,151 You know, when things just start getting messy, 458 00:29:12,319 --> 00:29:14,188 it's like, um, 459 00:29:14,221 --> 00:29:16,857 fights, and the drugs, I don't know... 460 00:29:17,925 --> 00:29:19,260 Blah, blah. [CHUCKLING] 461 00:29:21,529 --> 00:29:25,533 And then one day, I came home after doing a shoot with another photographer 462 00:29:26,601 --> 00:29:31,805 and I found him dead in the bathroom. 463 00:29:31,839 --> 00:29:35,476 Punch line though is that after he killed himself, my offers tripled. 464 00:29:35,510 --> 00:29:37,378 I mean it was just disgusting. 465 00:29:37,411 --> 00:29:40,881 So um, yeah, just fucked off back to LA. 466 00:29:46,020 --> 00:29:48,389 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry. 467 00:29:48,422 --> 00:29:51,258 Oh, no. I'm sorry we made you talk about it. 468 00:29:51,292 --> 00:29:52,326 No, it's fine. 469 00:29:55,362 --> 00:29:57,998 That... that point in my life I felt like 470 00:29:58,032 --> 00:30:02,537 I was being driven by this really powerful thing. 471 00:30:03,605 --> 00:30:06,473 I just felt like I was so filled up, 472 00:30:06,508 --> 00:30:08,175 I just felt like I was bursting, 473 00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:11,011 and every instinct I had was just so clean, 474 00:30:11,045 --> 00:30:13,047 and so clear, and, um... 475 00:30:15,550 --> 00:30:18,986 I think I'm just really scared that I won't be able to get that feeling back. 476 00:30:29,363 --> 00:30:31,332 [CHUCKLING] 477 00:30:37,971 --> 00:30:39,473 I'm sorry. [CHUCKLING] 478 00:32:50,437 --> 00:32:53,106 Oh, you know what? This is what it probably is. 479 00:32:53,140 --> 00:32:56,076 She works at a coffee shop, right? Coffee shops open early. 480 00:32:57,344 --> 00:32:58,345 4:00 in the morning? 481 00:33:00,481 --> 00:33:01,482 I don't know. 482 00:33:04,586 --> 00:33:06,186 Do you think it's something we did? 483 00:33:07,287 --> 00:33:10,057 Or she felt weird or... 484 00:33:11,659 --> 00:33:13,360 - we took advantage of her? - No. 485 00:33:13,393 --> 00:33:15,429 - She was upset. - No, look, 486 00:33:15,462 --> 00:33:17,397 it was a great time, right? We all had a great time. 487 00:33:17,799 --> 00:33:20,133 Yeah... I guess. 488 00:33:21,836 --> 00:33:23,036 I think I did. 489 00:33:23,370 --> 00:33:24,371 You think? 490 00:33:24,839 --> 00:33:26,039 I don't know. 491 00:33:27,307 --> 00:33:28,676 I don't know. 492 00:33:28,710 --> 00:33:30,512 DREW: Well, from where I was sitting, 493 00:33:30,545 --> 00:33:32,814 it looked like you were having an exorcism, 494 00:33:32,847 --> 00:33:34,782 to be completely honest with you. 495 00:33:34,816 --> 00:33:36,584 So why do I feel like shit right now? 496 00:33:36,618 --> 00:33:39,721 Dopamine drop off, hangover, Catholic upbringing. 497 00:33:39,754 --> 00:33:41,556 Do you think she just wanted a one-night stand? 498 00:33:42,590 --> 00:33:45,660 What if we take this experience 499 00:33:45,693 --> 00:33:48,530 and now that we know that we're into it, we can find other people. 500 00:33:49,296 --> 00:33:50,565 How? 501 00:33:50,598 --> 00:33:53,133 You know, things have changed a lot since we started dating. 502 00:33:53,166 --> 00:33:55,335 - Kids today, they... - "Kids today", you say that now? 503 00:33:55,369 --> 00:33:56,470 Yeah, kids today, 504 00:33:56,504 --> 00:33:58,573 they just... they clickety-clack on their phones 505 00:33:58,606 --> 00:34:00,608 and boom, freaky sex town. 506 00:34:00,642 --> 00:34:02,677 It's honestly, it's like ordering Papa John's. 507 00:34:03,410 --> 00:34:04,712 [COUGHS] 508 00:34:27,535 --> 00:34:28,536 DREW: Hi, thank you. 509 00:34:32,707 --> 00:34:34,141 - OLIVIA: Hey. - Hey. 510 00:34:36,544 --> 00:34:38,846 Can I get you some coffee? 511 00:34:38,880 --> 00:34:42,550 No, I just wanted to, uh, come by and say hi. 512 00:34:42,584 --> 00:34:44,284 And make sure you were doin' okay. 513 00:34:44,318 --> 00:34:47,120 Yeah, that's sweet. I'm doing good. 514 00:34:47,154 --> 00:34:48,388 - What about you guys? - Good. 515 00:34:49,824 --> 00:34:52,259 - You left before we could... - [DOOR OPENS] 516 00:34:52,292 --> 00:34:54,762 Oh, hey, Drew! Give me a second, I have to use the restroom. 517 00:34:56,798 --> 00:34:59,634 Look, I just wanted to say that we had a really good time last night. 518 00:34:59,667 --> 00:35:01,168 Yeah, I... I did, too. 519 00:35:02,937 --> 00:35:05,305 And we really like hangin' out with you. 520 00:35:05,339 --> 00:35:06,708 I really like you guys, too. 521 00:35:08,810 --> 00:35:12,880 Nena really likes you, you know? 522 00:35:14,616 --> 00:35:17,518 I just don't wanna make things complicated, you know? 523 00:35:17,552 --> 00:35:19,520 For you guys or for me. 524 00:35:19,554 --> 00:35:21,623 I get it. I get it. 525 00:35:21,656 --> 00:35:25,192 I mean, last night was amazing, I mean, really amazing, 526 00:35:25,225 --> 00:35:27,528 but have you guys actually thought this through? 527 00:35:27,562 --> 00:35:30,898 I mean, what would be the best possible outcome if we were to... 528 00:35:31,933 --> 00:35:33,266 Oh, I don't know. [SIGHS] 529 00:35:33,300 --> 00:35:35,369 Look, I could come up with 530 00:35:35,402 --> 00:35:37,872 a whole list of end-game scenarios 531 00:35:37,905 --> 00:35:39,941 for how this is gonna play out, 532 00:35:39,974 --> 00:35:43,210 but I'm really tryin' hard not to do that 533 00:35:43,243 --> 00:35:44,846 with stuff like this, you know? 534 00:35:46,814 --> 00:35:49,550 All I know is, I've never seen her like this, ever, you know? 535 00:35:49,584 --> 00:35:52,754 And she would... She'd kill me if she knew I was here, but... 536 00:35:52,787 --> 00:35:55,556 but I just wanna see her happy. 537 00:35:58,826 --> 00:35:59,894 What about you? 538 00:35:59,927 --> 00:36:01,596 I mean what'd make you happy? 539 00:36:10,004 --> 00:36:11,673 Do you wanna see us again? 540 00:36:12,940 --> 00:36:14,909 [CHUCKLING] 541 00:36:14,942 --> 00:36:17,578 Yes, I want to see you again. 542 00:36:18,311 --> 00:36:19,479 Then, tell her so. 543 00:36:20,748 --> 00:36:23,283 [EXHALES] God, I am wrecked. 544 00:36:23,316 --> 00:36:27,955 John and I, we were up until like 1:00 a.m. last night, we were watching The Office. 545 00:36:27,989 --> 00:36:30,190 You know, that Michael Scott, he gets me every time. 546 00:36:38,265 --> 00:36:39,299 [PHONE CHIMES] 547 00:37:07,995 --> 00:37:09,229 Oh, sorry. 548 00:37:09,897 --> 00:37:13,634 [IMPERCEPTIBLE] 549 00:37:57,545 --> 00:37:58,913 I don't know. 550 00:37:58,946 --> 00:38:00,915 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATION] 551 00:38:02,083 --> 00:38:03,383 [CHUCKLING] 552 00:38:03,416 --> 00:38:05,352 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATION] 553 00:38:47,628 --> 00:38:48,663 Uh... 554 00:38:56,737 --> 00:38:59,640 NENA: Is it weird that I'm starting to feel bad for normal couples? 555 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:02,409 DREW: Bad how? 556 00:39:02,442 --> 00:39:05,613 Like it's some default setting they don't know to change 557 00:39:05,646 --> 00:39:08,649 or they secretly want to, but won't. 558 00:39:10,751 --> 00:39:13,721 Or they cheat or divorce. 559 00:39:13,754 --> 00:39:16,657 Or they bottle it all up, and let their animosity grow, 560 00:39:16,691 --> 00:39:18,593 and then one day, 561 00:39:18,626 --> 00:39:20,795 they come home, and shove you in a potato sack... 562 00:39:20,828 --> 00:39:22,964 [CHUCKLING] 563 00:39:22,997 --> 00:39:26,133 It's just unrealistic to expect one person 564 00:39:26,167 --> 00:39:28,636 to fulfill all your needs for the rest of your life. 565 00:39:29,136 --> 00:39:31,005 Yeah. 566 00:39:31,038 --> 00:39:32,907 You need at least two people for that. 567 00:39:33,875 --> 00:39:35,910 Well, it's a start. You know what I mean. 568 00:39:35,943 --> 00:39:39,547 I just think it's unrealistic to ask anyone to fulfill you. 569 00:39:39,580 --> 00:39:41,949 I think everyone's responsible for their own happiness. 570 00:39:44,218 --> 00:39:46,419 Those are the two happiest people up here. 571 00:39:49,924 --> 00:39:51,993 You guys should totally get a dog. 572 00:39:52,026 --> 00:39:54,494 Uh, we're not allowed to have pets at the apartment. 573 00:39:54,528 --> 00:39:58,032 There is nothing in that relationship that needs to be ironed out. 574 00:39:58,065 --> 00:39:59,867 There's no negotiation, no fighting, 575 00:39:59,901 --> 00:40:03,771 they just... love each other. 576 00:40:03,804 --> 00:40:05,907 I wonder how their sex life is. [CHUCKLES] 577 00:40:05,940 --> 00:40:07,575 I think we got them beat there. 578 00:40:17,752 --> 00:40:18,786 Hey. 579 00:40:21,188 --> 00:40:22,556 You're all perked up. 580 00:40:22,590 --> 00:40:24,759 Yeah, just hiked up Griffith. 581 00:40:25,593 --> 00:40:27,528 I ran up actually. 582 00:40:27,561 --> 00:40:28,829 With your married couple? 583 00:40:28,863 --> 00:40:29,897 Yep. 584 00:40:30,865 --> 00:40:31,966 Rent. 585 00:40:31,999 --> 00:40:33,200 I'm working on it. 586 00:40:34,101 --> 00:40:35,803 Move. 587 00:40:35,836 --> 00:40:37,238 You're working on it? 588 00:40:37,271 --> 00:40:39,140 You work like two shifts a week at a cafe 589 00:40:39,173 --> 00:40:41,842 and then you spend the rest of your time laying around my living room 590 00:40:41,876 --> 00:40:44,178 or doin' nature walks with bored married couples. 591 00:40:44,211 --> 00:40:45,913 Why don't you just ask mom and dad for the rest? 592 00:40:45,947 --> 00:40:48,215 I mean they pay for every other fuckin' thing for you. 593 00:40:48,249 --> 00:40:50,217 They helped me out with a couple of things 594 00:40:50,251 --> 00:40:52,253 as a favor for letting you crash here. 595 00:40:52,286 --> 00:40:55,122 - Otherwise you'd just show up on their doorstep. - Jesus. [SIGHS] 596 00:40:55,156 --> 00:40:58,626 So like your couple, are they gonna add you to their cellphone plan 597 00:40:58,659 --> 00:41:00,094 or I mean I don't know, how does it work when you... 598 00:41:00,127 --> 00:41:02,596 when you tack yourself onto someone's relationship. 599 00:41:04,665 --> 00:41:06,867 Look, I know that you and Ethan are having a hard time right now, 600 00:41:06,901 --> 00:41:08,736 - but you really don't need to take it out on me. - [SCOFFS] 601 00:41:08,769 --> 00:41:10,938 I mean, I'm sorry that I'm happy for once. 602 00:41:10,972 --> 00:41:14,008 And I'm happy for you as long as you realize 603 00:41:14,041 --> 00:41:17,144 that this whole thing you're doing is idiotic. 604 00:41:17,178 --> 00:41:18,946 Why are you being such a prick? 605 00:41:18,980 --> 00:41:20,147 I mean how's this any of your business? 606 00:41:20,181 --> 00:41:21,716 - I'm just sayin'. - You're saying what? 607 00:41:21,749 --> 00:41:23,985 I'm just saying that they're using you 608 00:41:24,018 --> 00:41:25,485 to work through their own problems. 609 00:41:25,519 --> 00:41:28,522 I can't tell you how many of my friends are doing the same fuckin' shit. 610 00:41:28,556 --> 00:41:30,291 "Yeah, let's invite three people, 611 00:41:30,324 --> 00:41:32,159 four people, ten, whatever." 612 00:41:32,193 --> 00:41:34,061 It always ends in drama. 613 00:41:34,095 --> 00:41:35,663 Like you would know. 614 00:41:35,696 --> 00:41:37,765 I'm TNT, bitch, I know drama. 615 00:41:38,099 --> 00:41:39,400 [SCOFFS] 616 00:41:39,433 --> 00:41:42,103 Well, I hate to break it to you, but we don't have any drama. 617 00:41:42,136 --> 00:41:43,404 Okay, yet. 618 00:41:43,437 --> 00:41:45,873 No, honestly, I mean they're just like really fuckin' chill. 619 00:41:45,906 --> 00:41:46,974 They don't even fight with each other. 620 00:41:47,008 --> 00:41:49,877 Okay, well... Now I know they're full of shit. 621 00:41:53,948 --> 00:41:56,217 Oh, what? Come on, you don't even wanna talk about it? 622 00:41:56,250 --> 00:41:57,818 I'm taking a shower. 623 00:41:57,852 --> 00:41:58,986 Rent. 624 00:42:02,156 --> 00:42:04,925 It's the Mediterranean one. That's the one you like, right? 625 00:42:04,959 --> 00:42:06,961 NENA: Oh, great. 626 00:42:06,994 --> 00:42:08,596 CARRIE: It's hard to keep up with you sometimes, you know, 627 00:42:08,629 --> 00:42:10,231 like, what you like, what you don't like? 628 00:42:13,300 --> 00:42:14,835 It's fine, thanks. 629 00:42:16,804 --> 00:42:18,072 [PHONES CHIMES] 630 00:42:20,641 --> 00:42:23,244 You guys are, uh, popular? 631 00:42:23,277 --> 00:42:26,047 Yeah, it's Olivia, she's having a roommate drama. 632 00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:29,150 Hm, I'll bet. Can you imagine living with her? 633 00:42:31,252 --> 00:42:32,787 [PHONES CHIMING] 634 00:42:37,124 --> 00:42:38,292 Okay, I'm sorry I have to. 635 00:42:38,325 --> 00:42:40,127 - Carrie. - No, I have to. 636 00:42:40,161 --> 00:42:41,662 JOHN: You don't have to. 637 00:42:41,695 --> 00:42:42,830 You have to what? 638 00:42:44,065 --> 00:42:45,766 I saw you the other day. 639 00:42:48,335 --> 00:42:49,804 You think you saw her. 640 00:42:49,837 --> 00:42:51,705 - I know, John. - Saw me what? 641 00:42:54,642 --> 00:42:58,245 With Olivia, in the parking lot, at Silverlight Coffee, 642 00:42:58,279 --> 00:43:01,082 K-I-S-S-I-N-G-ing. 643 00:43:04,785 --> 00:43:05,986 I'm sorry, Drew. 644 00:43:10,224 --> 00:43:12,259 No, um, I'm sorry. 645 00:43:13,661 --> 00:43:15,062 Look, you guys are our friends. 646 00:43:15,096 --> 00:43:16,597 We should have told you sooner. 647 00:43:17,164 --> 00:43:18,666 Told us what? 648 00:43:20,301 --> 00:43:21,802 We're dating. 649 00:43:26,373 --> 00:43:28,342 Like how? 650 00:43:28,375 --> 00:43:32,179 We're... um... we're seeing each other, the three of us. 651 00:43:34,115 --> 00:43:36,117 You guys are fucking Olivia. 652 00:43:36,150 --> 00:43:37,184 CARRIE: John. 653 00:43:38,452 --> 00:43:40,254 Why? 654 00:43:40,287 --> 00:43:41,523 What do you mean? 655 00:43:41,556 --> 00:43:44,825 Well, you're married. You're supposed to... You're not... 656 00:43:44,859 --> 00:43:47,228 Well, if you guys were having problems, why didn't you come to us? 657 00:43:47,261 --> 00:43:48,896 We weren't, we aren't. 658 00:43:48,929 --> 00:43:52,233 And even if we were, what makes you such an authority 659 00:43:52,266 --> 00:43:54,668 on healthy relationships that we would come to you? 660 00:43:54,702 --> 00:43:58,205 Hey, I think what we're like all tryin' 661 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:03,010 to understand here is who does what, 662 00:44:03,043 --> 00:44:06,380 who does what with who, and what goes in... 663 00:44:06,413 --> 00:44:07,448 Okay, that's not what we're asking. 664 00:44:07,481 --> 00:44:08,949 Look, we can talk about it if you're curious. 665 00:44:08,983 --> 00:44:10,718 - I don't care. - Well, I kind of do. 666 00:44:10,751 --> 00:44:13,087 I don't want to know. I don't need to know. 667 00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:16,957 I... I'm just shocked and I... I didn't think that you were like... 668 00:44:16,991 --> 00:44:19,260 - Like what? - Like twisted. 669 00:44:19,293 --> 00:44:20,694 - Twisted? - JOHN: Mm. 670 00:44:20,728 --> 00:44:22,763 Okay, no, you're not twisted. 671 00:44:22,796 --> 00:44:24,798 At least, we don't have to fight every time we wanna fuck. 672 00:44:24,832 --> 00:44:26,433 - Nena. - NENA: No, that's why I don't wanna say anything. 673 00:44:26,467 --> 00:44:27,636 Who do you think you are? 674 00:44:27,668 --> 00:44:28,669 CARRIE: Well, we're getting married, and it's scary, 675 00:44:28,702 --> 00:44:31,071 and we look up to you guys as like an example, 676 00:44:31,105 --> 00:44:33,107 and then it turns out you've just been like 677 00:44:33,140 --> 00:44:35,876 sleeping with someone this entire time. I just feel betrayed. 678 00:44:37,512 --> 00:44:38,746 [SCOFFS] 679 00:44:40,214 --> 00:44:42,883 You know, um, I think we're gonna take off. 680 00:44:42,917 --> 00:44:44,351 Our girlfriend is coming over 681 00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:47,221 and we're gonna order pad thai. 682 00:44:54,762 --> 00:44:56,063 Wait, guys. 683 00:44:57,798 --> 00:45:00,501 Guys, Nena, wait. 684 00:45:00,535 --> 00:45:03,237 We just don't wanna see you guys throw away what you have. 685 00:45:04,506 --> 00:45:06,140 We've never been happier. 686 00:45:12,947 --> 00:45:14,148 Uh... 687 00:45:20,955 --> 00:45:22,223 [SOFTLY] I was gonna eat that. 688 00:45:52,219 --> 00:45:53,420 Can we come out yet? 689 00:45:53,454 --> 00:45:54,955 OLIVIA: No! 690 00:45:54,989 --> 00:45:56,123 I have to pee. 691 00:45:56,156 --> 00:45:57,391 That's not true. 692 00:45:58,993 --> 00:46:01,262 It's kind of fun to be kept waiting, isn't it? 693 00:46:01,295 --> 00:46:02,930 This is annoying as fuck. 694 00:46:11,472 --> 00:46:15,843 Are we... doing the right thing? 695 00:46:15,876 --> 00:46:19,480 Do not let Carrie get into your head. 696 00:46:19,514 --> 00:46:21,181 I don't give a shit what she thinks. 697 00:46:22,449 --> 00:46:24,852 Who does she think she is, seriously? 698 00:46:24,885 --> 00:46:26,588 Look, she's insecure, that's all. 699 00:46:26,621 --> 00:46:28,822 Can you just hate her with me for a second? 700 00:46:34,161 --> 00:46:35,963 Do you want me to kill her? 701 00:46:38,065 --> 00:46:40,134 - Yes. - How? 702 00:46:40,167 --> 00:46:41,468 I will do it for you. 703 00:46:43,003 --> 00:46:44,238 [CHUCKLES] 704 00:46:48,208 --> 00:46:50,612 Yeah, she can't move in with us. 705 00:46:50,645 --> 00:46:54,048 Okay, I didn't even know that that was on the table, so... 706 00:46:54,081 --> 00:46:56,183 I mean she can crash here a couple of nights, 707 00:46:56,216 --> 00:46:58,485 but I don't think we're ready for more than that. 708 00:46:58,520 --> 00:46:59,820 Do you? 709 00:46:59,853 --> 00:47:05,225 I'm... not ready if you're not ready, or it's whatever you want. 710 00:47:09,096 --> 00:47:10,264 Hm. 711 00:47:14,234 --> 00:47:15,302 Okay, kids. 712 00:47:20,174 --> 00:47:24,311 Oh, my God. Look at this. 713 00:47:24,345 --> 00:47:26,380 OLIVIA: I thought I'd be romantic. 714 00:47:26,413 --> 00:47:28,415 DREW: Oh, my God, look at all this stuff. 715 00:47:29,517 --> 00:47:31,553 - I love it. - Good? 716 00:47:31,586 --> 00:47:33,253 Yeah, it looks great. 717 00:47:33,287 --> 00:47:36,490 - OLIVIA: Yeah. - DREW: You did all this? 718 00:47:36,524 --> 00:47:38,959 With my bare hands. Just for you. You see that now. 719 00:47:38,992 --> 00:47:40,595 [LAUGHING] 720 00:47:40,628 --> 00:47:41,629 Perfect. 721 00:47:47,134 --> 00:47:48,135 Well... 722 00:47:49,436 --> 00:47:50,505 to you guys. 723 00:47:51,939 --> 00:47:54,208 Thank you for getting me out of the house. 724 00:47:54,743 --> 00:47:56,043 DREW: No, fuck that. 725 00:47:57,411 --> 00:47:59,480 - To us. - To us. 726 00:48:04,385 --> 00:48:05,419 Us. 727 00:48:18,365 --> 00:48:20,401 We should probably invest in a third stool. 728 00:48:29,209 --> 00:48:30,512 [WHISPERING] Are you awake? 729 00:48:33,581 --> 00:48:34,982 Yeah. 730 00:48:41,321 --> 00:48:43,090 NENA: What will you do for rent? 731 00:48:43,123 --> 00:48:45,058 Try to pick up more shifts? 732 00:48:45,092 --> 00:48:46,360 OLIVIA: I don't know. 733 00:48:46,393 --> 00:48:49,997 My brother's just nuts and he makes it very clear 734 00:48:50,030 --> 00:48:53,033 that it's his place and not mine. 735 00:48:53,066 --> 00:48:54,569 I need to get the fuck out of there, 736 00:48:54,602 --> 00:48:57,137 but it still doesn't solve my rent problem, 737 00:48:57,171 --> 00:48:59,173 'cause, um... 738 00:48:59,206 --> 00:49:01,709 I'm thinking about quitting the coffee shop. 739 00:49:03,745 --> 00:49:04,978 NENA: Hm. 740 00:49:06,447 --> 00:49:07,715 Because of Carrie? 741 00:49:09,383 --> 00:49:12,554 No, I... I don't give a shit about that. 742 00:49:12,587 --> 00:49:17,391 It actually is something to do with what you were saying. 743 00:49:17,424 --> 00:49:20,562 I should just be doing something. 744 00:49:20,595 --> 00:49:24,632 So I've been thinking about getting back into acting. 745 00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:27,769 Really? 746 00:49:27,802 --> 00:49:29,236 [CHUCKLING] 747 00:49:29,269 --> 00:49:30,772 That's great. [CHUCKLING] 748 00:49:30,805 --> 00:49:31,906 I just loved it, you know? 749 00:49:31,940 --> 00:49:35,743 I just had so much in me that I just wanted to get out. 750 00:49:37,144 --> 00:49:38,245 And, uh... 751 00:49:39,179 --> 00:49:42,316 and then, for a while, I just had nothing. 752 00:49:46,286 --> 00:49:48,255 But I still have that voice in the back of my head 753 00:49:48,288 --> 00:49:50,290 that's just telling me, "Just go for it." 754 00:49:53,393 --> 00:49:54,796 - Hm. - I don't know. 755 00:49:54,829 --> 00:49:58,031 It's hard for me to trust it, because of what happened last time. 756 00:50:02,637 --> 00:50:05,773 I'm never sure of anything. 757 00:50:07,241 --> 00:50:09,142 I'm still not sure about this. 758 00:50:10,745 --> 00:50:13,146 I wasn't even sure when I married Drew. 759 00:50:14,582 --> 00:50:17,184 [CHUCKLES] 760 00:50:17,217 --> 00:50:19,453 Maybe Carrie is right, maybe I am twisted. 761 00:50:26,794 --> 00:50:30,464 You know, maybe it's not about being sure or unsure. 762 00:50:32,466 --> 00:50:34,334 Maybe it's just about being brave. 763 00:50:44,411 --> 00:50:47,047 You could stay with us for a while if you wanted to. 764 00:50:50,885 --> 00:50:52,219 I want you to. 765 00:52:07,962 --> 00:52:09,262 Morning. 766 00:52:10,665 --> 00:52:12,834 Hey, I hope you're okay with this. 767 00:52:12,867 --> 00:52:15,435 It was just driving me nuts seeing you live out of bags. 768 00:52:15,770 --> 00:52:16,838 [CHUCKLES] 769 00:52:16,871 --> 00:52:18,606 I just want you to feel at home. 770 00:52:21,943 --> 00:52:23,477 I do. 771 00:52:28,549 --> 00:52:29,651 [SIGHING] 772 00:52:32,419 --> 00:52:33,755 Shit. 773 00:52:33,788 --> 00:52:34,889 What? 774 00:52:34,922 --> 00:52:36,658 I just didn't get that short. 775 00:52:37,324 --> 00:52:39,326 The USC thing? 776 00:52:39,359 --> 00:52:42,462 I'm not even qualified enough to be murdered in a student film. 777 00:52:42,496 --> 00:52:43,564 NENA: Oh, come on. 778 00:52:43,598 --> 00:52:46,199 But if I can't even book something that doesn't pay, 779 00:52:46,233 --> 00:52:47,702 how am I ever gonna book something that does? 780 00:52:47,735 --> 00:52:49,570 NENA: You'll crack it, don't worry. 781 00:52:54,909 --> 00:52:57,912 I guess I just feel like a mooch. 782 00:52:57,945 --> 00:53:00,414 Would you stop? We really don't mind. 783 00:53:17,297 --> 00:53:19,299 So, I have to go to work in a bit. 784 00:53:20,434 --> 00:53:21,703 What are you guys up to today? 785 00:53:27,709 --> 00:53:28,910 Cool, cool. 786 00:53:30,778 --> 00:53:31,813 Cool. 787 00:53:33,346 --> 00:53:34,916 All these roles are just such garbage. 788 00:53:34,949 --> 00:53:37,719 Just like rape victims seeking revenge 789 00:53:37,752 --> 00:53:41,622 or quirky love interest for a whiny white guy. 790 00:53:41,656 --> 00:53:45,026 It's like manic pixie dream girl shit. 791 00:53:45,059 --> 00:53:46,761 You know, I once did web development 792 00:53:46,794 --> 00:53:50,464 for a trans porn site called "manic pixie dick girls"? 793 00:53:50,497 --> 00:53:51,799 [CHUCKLING] 794 00:53:51,833 --> 00:53:52,834 You know, sometimes when we're hooking up, 795 00:53:52,867 --> 00:53:54,969 you start acting like one of those porn guys? 796 00:53:57,672 --> 00:53:58,740 A porn guy? 797 00:53:58,773 --> 00:54:00,007 Mm-hm. 798 00:54:00,041 --> 00:54:01,441 There are certain things that you say 799 00:54:01,475 --> 00:54:03,678 and there is a way that your voice gets... 800 00:54:06,714 --> 00:54:08,783 It seems a bit affected, I don't know. 801 00:54:08,816 --> 00:54:09,884 Affected? 802 00:54:10,250 --> 00:54:12,053 All right. 803 00:54:12,086 --> 00:54:15,022 - Okay. - No, no, it's hot. 804 00:54:15,056 --> 00:54:17,424 Do not get me wrong. 805 00:54:17,457 --> 00:54:20,494 It's just sometimes it seems like you're acting 806 00:54:20,528 --> 00:54:22,563 or like putting on a performance. 807 00:54:22,597 --> 00:54:25,432 Well, in all fairness, sex sort of is like a performance. 808 00:54:25,465 --> 00:54:27,334 I mean you're acting, you're reacting. 809 00:54:27,769 --> 00:54:28,903 Improvising. 810 00:54:28,936 --> 00:54:30,905 Okay, but like even going with that, 811 00:54:30,938 --> 00:54:34,542 any good performance reveals some kind of truth. 812 00:54:34,575 --> 00:54:35,843 It's like with Nena, you know? 813 00:54:35,877 --> 00:54:38,546 How she feels like she has to overthink every little thing. 814 00:54:39,847 --> 00:54:41,616 Until and unless she's in the bedroom. 815 00:54:41,649 --> 00:54:43,017 Yes, exactly. 816 00:54:43,050 --> 00:54:44,085 And then a switch gets flipped, 817 00:54:44,118 --> 00:54:47,387 and she's this wild pleasure-seeking adventurer 818 00:54:47,420 --> 00:54:48,556 that she really is. 819 00:54:49,657 --> 00:54:52,593 She just likes to be taken, you know, 820 00:54:52,627 --> 00:54:54,427 and that's revealing. 821 00:54:56,130 --> 00:55:00,500 Do you know that sometimes when we're having... 822 00:55:01,869 --> 00:55:03,403 - When we're fucking. - [CHUCKLING] 823 00:55:03,436 --> 00:55:06,040 I, uh, act like I'm in control, 824 00:55:06,073 --> 00:55:08,009 because I know that that's what she wants me to do. 825 00:55:08,042 --> 00:55:11,012 You know, and it's fun, but I don't know, 826 00:55:11,045 --> 00:55:16,050 it's like... it's not something that comes naturally to me. 827 00:55:17,018 --> 00:55:18,586 No, I... I get that. 828 00:55:18,619 --> 00:55:20,353 You know, that's one of the reasons 829 00:55:20,387 --> 00:55:24,058 with you why it's so good, because you know, you are... 830 00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:27,662 How do I put this... More, um... 831 00:55:29,429 --> 00:55:30,932 - [CHUCKLING] - Aggressive. 832 00:55:30,965 --> 00:55:32,867 Aggressive, you know? 833 00:55:32,900 --> 00:55:34,101 And she loves that. 834 00:55:34,135 --> 00:55:35,203 And I love that. 835 00:55:35,236 --> 00:55:37,772 I don't know, I think this whole aggressive thing 836 00:55:37,805 --> 00:55:39,140 is actually new for me. 837 00:55:39,173 --> 00:55:41,976 At least, all those like years of modeling and acting, 838 00:55:42,009 --> 00:55:44,444 just being told what to do all the time, 839 00:55:44,477 --> 00:55:46,547 so I like being bossy when I get the chance. 840 00:55:46,581 --> 00:55:47,815 - Really? - Mm-hm. 841 00:55:51,752 --> 00:55:53,888 You know, it's funny you should say that, 842 00:55:54,989 --> 00:55:58,626 because... there is this, uh... 843 00:55:59,794 --> 00:56:00,795 this thing... 844 00:56:01,929 --> 00:56:04,765 that I've wanted to try for a while. 845 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:06,834 Okay. 846 00:56:16,577 --> 00:56:17,879 Are you ready, boy? 847 00:56:17,912 --> 00:56:19,981 Yes, step on me, please. 848 00:56:21,649 --> 00:56:22,984 Did you just tell me what to do? 849 00:56:23,885 --> 00:56:25,620 No, I was just asking. 850 00:56:25,653 --> 00:56:26,921 Shut the fuck up. 851 00:56:28,122 --> 00:56:29,624 Open your mouth. 852 00:56:29,657 --> 00:56:30,725 Which one? 853 00:56:31,726 --> 00:56:32,894 What? 854 00:56:32,927 --> 00:56:34,695 You want me to shut up or you want me to open my mouth. 855 00:56:36,697 --> 00:56:37,765 Ow! 856 00:56:37,798 --> 00:56:39,734 I'm so sorry, are you okay? 857 00:56:39,767 --> 00:56:42,570 [CHUCKLES] No, I'm good. I'm okay. I'm... 858 00:56:42,603 --> 00:56:43,905 No, you're not. 859 00:56:43,938 --> 00:56:44,972 [GRUNTING] 860 00:56:47,909 --> 00:56:49,944 You're in a lot of trouble, do you understand me? 861 00:56:49,977 --> 00:56:51,112 [MUFFLED] Mm-hm. 862 00:57:00,154 --> 00:57:01,923 [LAUGHING] 863 00:57:07,494 --> 00:57:08,963 - Hey, baby. - Hi. 864 00:57:09,997 --> 00:57:11,165 Right where I left you. 865 00:57:11,198 --> 00:57:12,566 More or less. 866 00:57:21,208 --> 00:57:22,510 [GRUNTS] 867 00:57:41,963 --> 00:57:43,164 Hey! 868 00:57:45,166 --> 00:57:46,734 What happened here? 869 00:57:46,767 --> 00:57:48,669 Oh, you know, just... 870 00:57:50,237 --> 00:57:51,539 So how was your day? 871 00:57:53,007 --> 00:57:54,041 All right. 872 00:57:59,046 --> 00:58:00,781 What's wrong? 873 00:58:00,815 --> 00:58:01,949 NENA: Nothing. 874 00:58:13,094 --> 00:58:15,262 So are you mad or... 875 00:58:15,296 --> 00:58:16,530 I'm not mad. 876 00:58:16,564 --> 00:58:18,799 I shouldn't even be surprised. 877 00:58:18,833 --> 00:58:22,703 I'm at work all day and yeah, what else would you guys do? 878 00:58:22,737 --> 00:58:24,572 We haven't even talked about whether we can 879 00:58:24,605 --> 00:58:26,941 sleep with each other if we're not all here. 880 00:58:26,974 --> 00:58:28,876 I assumed you guys already had. 881 00:58:28,909 --> 00:58:31,178 Yeah, well, we haven't. 882 00:58:31,212 --> 00:58:35,016 Well, I thought to text you and ask you if it was okay, 883 00:58:35,049 --> 00:58:37,318 but then I thought that would be weird, so... 884 00:58:37,351 --> 00:58:38,886 OLIVIA: I honestly thought you guys had talked about this. 885 00:58:38,919 --> 00:58:40,321 I thought we were all on the same page. 886 00:58:40,354 --> 00:58:41,922 NENA: I guess we're not. 887 00:58:44,258 --> 00:58:46,060 OLIVIA: I have a question. 888 00:58:47,661 --> 00:58:50,731 Since we've been seeing each other, 889 00:58:50,765 --> 00:58:54,135 have you guys been sleeping with anyone else? 890 00:58:55,669 --> 00:58:56,771 I haven't. 891 00:58:57,905 --> 00:58:59,040 No, of course not. 892 00:59:00,241 --> 00:59:01,876 But if I wanted to... 893 00:59:05,346 --> 00:59:06,480 Do you want to? 894 00:59:06,515 --> 00:59:08,749 No, there's... I mean there's no one in particular, 895 00:59:08,783 --> 00:59:11,852 but if you think about it, it's not really equal. 896 00:59:12,787 --> 00:59:14,722 How? 897 00:59:14,755 --> 00:59:16,857 So we're all in this relationship, 898 00:59:16,891 --> 00:59:19,693 but you two are still in your own relationship. 899 00:59:20,361 --> 00:59:22,763 Like if I wasn't here, 900 00:59:22,797 --> 00:59:24,331 would you two still sleep together? 901 00:59:26,901 --> 00:59:29,236 Well... yeah. 902 00:59:31,872 --> 00:59:33,040 Not that we have. 903 00:59:35,376 --> 00:59:37,044 What is that supposed to mean? 904 00:59:38,345 --> 00:59:40,347 We just haven't in a while. 905 00:59:42,416 --> 00:59:44,718 I'm working all day. 906 00:59:44,752 --> 00:59:46,654 You guys get to hang out, and go to brunch, 907 00:59:46,687 --> 00:59:50,024 and do weird sex shit, and I'm stuck at work. That's not fair. 908 00:59:50,057 --> 00:59:53,227 Okay, so when it's somethin' I wanna do, suddenly it's weird. 909 00:59:53,260 --> 00:59:55,729 It is weird. I'm sorry, Drew, it is fucking weird. 910 00:59:55,763 --> 00:59:56,697 That is so unfair. 911 00:59:56,730 --> 00:59:58,365 Do you not understand how unfair that is? 912 00:59:58,399 --> 01:00:00,201 Look, if you guys need to talk, I can just step out. 913 01:00:00,234 --> 01:00:03,003 Yeah, but that's... No, because that's unfair, too, 914 01:00:03,037 --> 01:00:07,007 because we all agreed to this, you live here now, 915 01:00:07,041 --> 01:00:09,243 you're a part of this, and you shouldn't have to leave. 916 01:00:09,276 --> 01:00:12,346 But maybe me staying with you guys, it's just... 917 01:00:12,379 --> 01:00:14,715 Maybe you're not ready for that, you know? 918 01:00:14,748 --> 01:00:15,983 Maybe this is just a mistake. 919 01:00:16,016 --> 01:00:21,288 No, I want you here, just the idea of you two without me... 920 01:00:21,322 --> 01:00:25,092 You two were the ones that wanted this whole free-flowing California shit. 921 01:00:25,126 --> 01:00:26,360 I do want it to be free, 922 01:00:26,393 --> 01:00:28,195 I don't wanna hold either of you back, 923 01:00:28,229 --> 01:00:29,930 but we are married. 924 01:00:29,964 --> 01:00:32,967 There are some things that are just ours 925 01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:35,302 and we should respect that. 926 01:00:36,137 --> 01:00:37,972 Okay, like what? 927 01:00:40,374 --> 01:00:41,408 Like... 928 01:00:43,010 --> 01:00:45,346 I don't want the two of you together without me. 929 01:00:45,379 --> 01:00:47,815 I'm sorry, I just don't. 930 01:00:49,350 --> 01:00:50,451 Okay. 931 01:00:50,484 --> 01:00:52,753 NENA: And I know that's not equal 932 01:00:52,786 --> 01:00:54,155 and it puts you in a weird position, 933 01:00:54,188 --> 01:00:57,024 so if you wanna sleep with other people, then... 934 01:00:58,459 --> 01:01:00,794 I guess... you know. 935 01:01:04,431 --> 01:01:06,066 Yeah, all right. 936 01:01:06,100 --> 01:01:07,268 Yeah, I got you. 937 01:01:20,481 --> 01:01:22,216 Where are you going? 938 01:01:22,249 --> 01:01:23,784 OLIVIA: Just going out for a bit. 939 01:01:25,085 --> 01:01:26,787 But where, though? 940 01:01:26,820 --> 01:01:29,924 I don't know, I'm just going out. Out. 941 01:01:30,291 --> 01:01:31,358 Out. 942 01:01:36,997 --> 01:01:38,032 [SIGHS] 943 01:01:45,839 --> 01:01:48,008 If you're asking me to move back in, the answer's "no". 944 01:01:48,042 --> 01:01:49,143 I'm not. 945 01:01:50,911 --> 01:01:52,046 Like I'm sorry things aren't working out 946 01:01:52,079 --> 01:01:54,481 with your married couple, but you know, I need my space. 947 01:01:54,516 --> 01:01:56,016 I'm not, it's fine. 948 01:01:59,453 --> 01:02:02,790 Ethan and I are... are talking again. 949 01:02:02,823 --> 01:02:05,527 That's great. Feeling very optimistic for you both. 950 01:02:05,560 --> 01:02:06,827 Thank you. Yeah. 951 01:02:06,860 --> 01:02:08,028 You know, if he stops being an idiot, 952 01:02:08,062 --> 01:02:10,030 it might actually work out this time. 953 01:02:10,064 --> 01:02:11,999 Why is he an idiot, again? 954 01:02:12,032 --> 01:02:14,969 Oh, he just like won't admit that he needs me, you know? 955 01:02:15,002 --> 01:02:18,239 Fucked up as I am, I'm what he wants. 956 01:02:18,272 --> 01:02:20,908 Why's that? You're just hot shit. [CHUCKLES] 957 01:02:20,941 --> 01:02:22,443 Oh, fuck off. 958 01:02:22,476 --> 01:02:24,311 - Do you wanna know why though, honestly? - Mm-hm. 959 01:02:24,345 --> 01:02:25,813 Because I... I learned it from you. 960 01:02:27,314 --> 01:02:30,818 You get them all riled up, you get them on the hook, 961 01:02:30,851 --> 01:02:32,820 and then you push 'em away. 962 01:02:35,022 --> 01:02:36,457 What do you mean? 963 01:02:36,490 --> 01:02:37,958 Well, like I didn't speak to him for like... 964 01:02:37,992 --> 01:02:38,993 like a month or whatever, right? 965 01:02:39,026 --> 01:02:41,362 That made him realize how badly he needed me. 966 01:02:41,395 --> 01:02:43,297 - Yeah, but... - Like, I'm a mess. 967 01:02:43,330 --> 01:02:45,266 Look at me, you know? And he wants me. 968 01:02:45,299 --> 01:02:46,900 He's desperate to get back with me. 969 01:02:46,934 --> 01:02:49,903 And I don't even think he cares if I fuck around on him or whatever, you know? 970 01:02:49,937 --> 01:02:51,939 He's always just gonna keep coming back to me. 971 01:02:54,542 --> 01:02:56,010 I don't do that, though. 972 01:02:57,344 --> 01:02:58,846 [GULPS] Yeah, you do. 973 01:02:58,879 --> 01:03:00,515 You've been doing that since middle school. 974 01:03:00,548 --> 01:03:02,584 You find someone, pull 'em in, to the point 975 01:03:02,617 --> 01:03:05,119 that they're like obsessed with you, 976 01:03:05,152 --> 01:03:07,187 and then you just pull away. 977 01:03:10,224 --> 01:03:12,092 - That's bullshit. - You want another beer? 978 01:03:29,544 --> 01:03:31,178 She's been gone a while. 979 01:03:38,352 --> 01:03:40,054 Say something. [SIGHS] 980 01:03:42,323 --> 01:03:43,490 Like what? 981 01:03:46,661 --> 01:03:47,961 Something. 982 01:03:49,897 --> 01:03:51,231 Give me something. 983 01:03:55,202 --> 01:03:57,304 I am not going to fight with you. 984 01:03:58,906 --> 01:04:00,908 I'm not asking for a fight. 985 01:04:03,911 --> 01:04:05,846 Obviously, you need somebody to fight with, 986 01:04:06,980 --> 01:04:08,449 and it's not going to be me. 987 01:04:12,486 --> 01:04:15,255 You know, not saying anything can be just as aggressive 988 01:04:15,289 --> 01:04:16,990 as pissing in someone's face? 989 01:04:18,926 --> 01:04:20,160 You know that, right? 990 01:04:27,669 --> 01:04:29,236 But you like this, don't you? 991 01:04:31,506 --> 01:04:33,073 Being treated like shit? 992 01:04:35,376 --> 01:04:36,944 This is what you want, right? 993 01:04:38,713 --> 01:04:39,980 To be walked all over... 994 01:04:40,013 --> 01:04:41,048 Nena. 995 01:04:42,282 --> 01:04:44,952 Fuck me. Who am I to say "no", you know. 996 01:04:44,985 --> 01:04:47,154 Fuck me for loving you too much, for... 997 01:04:47,187 --> 01:04:49,123 for not wanting to see you that way, 998 01:04:49,156 --> 01:04:51,425 for not wanting to... to degrade you. 999 01:04:51,458 --> 01:04:52,560 - Oh, please. - What did she do? 1000 01:04:52,594 --> 01:04:55,229 What? Did she step on you? Did she call you names? 1001 01:04:56,363 --> 01:04:57,931 Did she call you a "bitch"? 1002 01:04:59,032 --> 01:05:00,568 Yes. 1003 01:05:00,602 --> 01:05:04,104 And... and that's fun for you, to be treated like dirt, to be treated like shit? 1004 01:05:04,138 --> 01:05:06,708 Actually, it was fun. It was really fun. 1005 01:05:06,741 --> 01:05:09,577 It was fuckin' amazing, if you really wanna know. 1006 01:05:09,611 --> 01:05:11,579 Well... well, fuck it, I can do that, 1007 01:05:11,613 --> 01:05:13,280 - if that's what you want. - No. 1008 01:05:13,313 --> 01:05:14,649 No, no, no, I... I can do that. 1009 01:05:14,682 --> 01:05:15,717 I can treat you like shit. 1010 01:05:15,750 --> 01:05:17,384 I don't want you to. 1011 01:05:19,153 --> 01:05:21,388 Why... why her and not me? 1012 01:05:24,158 --> 01:05:25,259 Why? 1013 01:05:27,494 --> 01:05:31,265 Because Olivia doesn't actually see me that way. 1014 01:05:42,710 --> 01:05:43,944 All right. 1015 01:06:41,636 --> 01:06:42,670 Hey. 1016 01:06:44,304 --> 01:06:45,405 OLIVIA: Hey. 1017 01:06:49,109 --> 01:06:50,210 Where have you been? 1018 01:06:51,211 --> 01:06:52,647 I have been out. 1019 01:06:56,149 --> 01:06:57,351 Did you have fun? 1020 01:06:58,385 --> 01:06:59,521 What? 1021 01:07:01,823 --> 01:07:03,625 With whoever you were out with, what'd you guys do? 1022 01:07:03,658 --> 01:07:05,058 What are you doing? 1023 01:07:08,563 --> 01:07:10,665 I'm not doing anything. What are you doing? 1024 01:07:12,199 --> 01:07:14,334 I'm going to drink some water and go to bed. 1025 01:07:16,403 --> 01:07:17,505 Fine. 1026 01:07:20,107 --> 01:07:21,208 But it was fun, though? 1027 01:07:21,241 --> 01:07:24,579 What was... What fun? Have you seen my water bottle? 1028 01:07:24,612 --> 01:07:26,681 The friend you saw, who I don't know. 1029 01:07:28,348 --> 01:07:29,784 Is it a him or her? 1030 01:07:34,522 --> 01:07:37,090 Did you fuck them, him or her? 1031 01:07:39,594 --> 01:07:41,094 That's a rude question. 1032 01:07:44,431 --> 01:07:47,401 It's fine, if you did. I just... I have the right to know. 1033 01:07:47,434 --> 01:07:48,468 Do you? 1034 01:07:50,638 --> 01:07:53,675 Yes, actually I do. We're dating, you're living here. 1035 01:07:53,708 --> 01:07:55,543 Yeah, under your roof, yeah. 1036 01:07:55,577 --> 01:07:57,411 No, I hear you loud and fucking clear. 1037 01:07:57,444 --> 01:07:59,446 Where... where is my water bottle? 1038 01:07:59,479 --> 01:08:01,348 Why do you keep moving all of my shit? 1039 01:08:12,326 --> 01:08:15,095 It's in the cabinet across from the refrigerator. 1040 01:08:17,431 --> 01:08:18,566 Where? 1041 01:08:20,535 --> 01:08:22,302 Behind the plastic cups. 1042 01:08:25,305 --> 01:08:27,207 Well, it's not fuckin' here, so... 1043 01:08:33,280 --> 01:08:34,816 Just tell me, did you do it or not? 1044 01:08:37,885 --> 01:08:39,721 Well, if I did, that would be all right 1045 01:08:39,754 --> 01:08:41,789 according to your little flow chart, right? 1046 01:08:43,591 --> 01:08:46,193 My flowchart? 1047 01:08:46,226 --> 01:08:50,430 Well, you get to fuck Drew, I get to fuck you guys together, 1048 01:08:50,464 --> 01:08:51,699 then I get to fuck whoever I want. 1049 01:08:51,733 --> 01:08:54,301 I mean that was the deal, right, fair and equal? 1050 01:08:55,903 --> 01:08:58,506 I meant that abstractly. 1051 01:08:58,539 --> 01:09:00,273 I'm not yours and you're not mine, 1052 01:09:00,307 --> 01:09:01,441 you made that very clear. 1053 01:09:04,378 --> 01:09:05,580 That's not what I said. 1054 01:09:09,216 --> 01:09:10,384 It doesn't matter. 1055 01:09:15,255 --> 01:09:16,958 You did it, didn't you? 1056 01:09:16,991 --> 01:09:18,893 - You did it. Who with even? - Nena. 1057 01:09:18,926 --> 01:09:20,528 Just tell me, did you do it or not? 1058 01:09:22,964 --> 01:09:25,365 Why are you just so fuckin' insecure? 1059 01:09:25,399 --> 01:09:27,535 - I'm insecure? - Yes. 1060 01:09:27,568 --> 01:09:30,772 That's why you have to manage and control everyone around you. 1061 01:09:30,805 --> 01:09:32,674 - It's because you're terrified. - I'm terrified? 1062 01:09:32,707 --> 01:09:33,775 Yes. 1063 01:09:35,843 --> 01:09:38,345 At least, I'm not the one who's so afraid of getting hurt 1064 01:09:38,378 --> 01:09:40,414 that I go after someone who's already married. 1065 01:09:40,982 --> 01:09:42,182 What? 1066 01:09:42,215 --> 01:09:45,352 Makes sense why you'd want me, so you can only go so deep, 1067 01:09:45,385 --> 01:09:47,320 so you only have to love and be loved so much, 1068 01:09:47,354 --> 01:09:49,657 so... so you always have just one foot on the shore. 1069 01:09:49,691 --> 01:09:50,958 Is this the shit that goes through your head? 1070 01:09:50,992 --> 01:09:52,492 And because I already have someone, 1071 01:09:52,527 --> 01:09:54,562 you can just leave whenever you want guilt-free, 1072 01:09:54,595 --> 01:09:57,297 and you don't have to commit to anyone or anything. 1073 01:09:57,330 --> 01:10:00,333 Okay, I'm not the one with the weird commitment issues. 1074 01:10:00,367 --> 01:10:01,536 You telling me shit like 1075 01:10:01,569 --> 01:10:04,337 you don't know if marrying Drew was the right decision? 1076 01:10:04,371 --> 01:10:05,640 How am I supposed to take that? 1077 01:10:05,673 --> 01:10:07,008 - [DREW EXHALES DEEPLY] - NENA: You know, that's not what I meant. 1078 01:10:07,041 --> 01:10:10,545 I was saying despite how uncertain I am, I still move forward. 1079 01:10:10,578 --> 01:10:14,347 OLIVIA: You do that because the alternatives terrify you. 1080 01:10:14,381 --> 01:10:16,617 You were terrified of being alone 1081 01:10:16,651 --> 01:10:17,952 and that's why you married Drew 1082 01:10:17,985 --> 01:10:19,754 but you still feel alone when you're with him, 1083 01:10:19,787 --> 01:10:21,689 and that's why you wanted me here to begin with. 1084 01:10:21,723 --> 01:10:22,824 That is not true. 1085 01:10:22,857 --> 01:10:24,959 You know, at least, I'm not afraid of getting hurt. 1086 01:10:24,992 --> 01:10:26,627 You know, it's good to hurt. 1087 01:10:26,661 --> 01:10:29,864 It's good to have something to hurt about. 1088 01:10:29,897 --> 01:10:32,033 And you need to be brave in order to hurt. 1089 01:10:32,066 --> 01:10:33,835 You don't know my hurt. 1090 01:10:33,868 --> 01:10:36,571 You don't know what it's like to take a step 1091 01:10:36,604 --> 01:10:40,407 and then suddenly the ground just crumbles beneath you for no reason. 1092 01:10:40,440 --> 01:10:42,510 You don't know how terrifying it is 1093 01:10:42,543 --> 01:10:44,277 to walk through life like that 1094 01:10:44,311 --> 01:10:47,414 so you don't get to talk to me about being brave. 1095 01:10:47,447 --> 01:10:48,816 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1096 01:10:53,087 --> 01:10:54,354 I can't do this. 1097 01:11:02,864 --> 01:11:04,532 What are you doing? 1098 01:11:04,565 --> 01:11:06,000 You know what I'm doing. 1099 01:11:06,801 --> 01:11:08,770 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 1100 01:11:54,414 --> 01:11:55,516 I'm sorry. 1101 01:13:05,720 --> 01:13:06,754 Hey. 1102 01:13:20,701 --> 01:13:21,702 [DOOR CLOSES] 1103 01:14:25,166 --> 01:14:26,233 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 1104 01:14:43,884 --> 01:14:44,919 Hey! 1105 01:14:46,053 --> 01:14:48,289 Oh, hey. 1106 01:14:48,322 --> 01:14:50,224 We haven't seen you in like forever! 1107 01:14:50,257 --> 01:14:53,294 Yeah, I know. I've just been, um... 1108 01:14:53,327 --> 01:14:55,196 Yeah, we heard. I'm sorry. 1109 01:14:56,263 --> 01:14:57,732 Heard what? 1110 01:14:57,765 --> 01:14:59,667 Oh, well, Olivia came back to the cafe 1111 01:14:59,700 --> 01:15:01,068 and she told me what happened. 1112 01:15:02,670 --> 01:15:03,637 Oh. 1113 01:15:03,671 --> 01:15:06,240 And uh, she's uh, coming to the wedding, too, 1114 01:15:06,273 --> 01:15:08,743 just FYI, if that's cool. 1115 01:15:11,012 --> 01:15:12,747 Okay. 1116 01:15:12,780 --> 01:15:14,048 Sorry, when is that, again? 1117 01:15:15,249 --> 01:15:17,752 Uh, this weekend. 1118 01:15:17,785 --> 01:15:20,588 Oh, shit. Sorry, you guys. 1119 01:15:20,621 --> 01:15:22,089 I mean you are coming, right, 1120 01:15:22,123 --> 01:15:24,191 'cause I know you didn't send back the RSVP 1121 01:15:24,225 --> 01:15:26,627 but you have to come. 1122 01:15:26,660 --> 01:15:28,229 Of course, I'll... I'll be there. 1123 01:15:28,929 --> 01:15:30,898 - Cool. - Um, oh! 1124 01:15:30,931 --> 01:15:32,833 Do you wanna tell her about the thing? 1125 01:15:32,867 --> 01:15:34,101 Tell her about what thing? 1126 01:15:34,135 --> 01:15:36,904 - Yeah, what thing? - The thing! 1127 01:15:36,937 --> 01:15:41,142 Oh, um, my boss hooked me up with some molly 1128 01:15:41,175 --> 01:15:43,711 and it's supposed to be pretty good. 1129 01:15:43,744 --> 01:15:47,114 Mm-hm, we're gonna do it like a pre-wedding celebration 1130 01:15:47,148 --> 01:15:48,682 and you guys should come over. 1131 01:15:52,386 --> 01:15:53,821 I'll ask Drew. 1132 01:15:57,091 --> 01:15:58,626 [EXHALES] 1133 01:16:04,198 --> 01:16:05,299 Drew? 1134 01:16:08,669 --> 01:16:11,338 Can you come out and talk to me like a grown-up, please? 1135 01:16:13,808 --> 01:16:14,809 DREW: No. 1136 01:16:27,254 --> 01:16:28,689 [GRUNTS] 1137 01:16:33,994 --> 01:16:35,329 How much longer with this? 1138 01:16:36,263 --> 01:16:37,364 I don't know. 1139 01:16:38,132 --> 01:16:39,300 I like it in here. 1140 01:16:41,335 --> 01:16:43,804 It's in the middle of the living room. 1141 01:16:45,406 --> 01:16:46,607 Is it? 1142 01:16:59,220 --> 01:17:00,988 John and Carrie wanna hang out tonight. 1143 01:17:01,021 --> 01:17:03,090 - You wanna go? - No. 1144 01:17:04,892 --> 01:17:07,094 They say they have molly, it could be fun. 1145 01:17:08,062 --> 01:17:09,630 Take our minds off all this. 1146 01:17:11,031 --> 01:17:12,633 It's a really terrible idea. 1147 01:17:15,102 --> 01:17:17,338 Can we at least try to go back to normal? 1148 01:17:18,772 --> 01:17:21,041 This whole thing has me so confused 1149 01:17:21,075 --> 01:17:23,878 and I just want to go back to where we were. 1150 01:17:36,790 --> 01:17:39,093 Do you know what the definition of insanity is? 1151 01:17:40,861 --> 01:17:43,364 Setting up a tent in the middle of the living room? 1152 01:17:47,368 --> 01:17:48,769 We can't go back... 1153 01:17:49,470 --> 01:17:51,372 and we can't go forward, 1154 01:17:51,405 --> 01:17:55,943 because you don't know where you wanna go. 1155 01:17:56,810 --> 01:17:59,246 Because I don't know? 1156 01:17:59,280 --> 01:18:01,215 Because it's always on me, always. 1157 01:18:01,248 --> 01:18:05,319 Because you're a control freak and that's fine with me. 1158 01:18:05,352 --> 01:18:07,354 I love that. I just wish that being in control 1159 01:18:07,388 --> 01:18:09,924 made you happier, you know? 1160 01:18:09,957 --> 01:18:13,861 I want you to be happy. Your happiness is my happiness 1161 01:18:13,894 --> 01:18:16,997 and I haven't been happy lately. 1162 01:18:17,031 --> 01:18:18,232 it's before Olivia, 1163 01:18:18,265 --> 01:18:20,201 before we were married even. 1164 01:18:20,234 --> 01:18:21,869 So that's on me too, right? 1165 01:18:21,902 --> 01:18:23,137 I'm making you unhappy. 1166 01:18:23,170 --> 01:18:25,940 I fucking live to serve you. 1167 01:18:27,374 --> 01:18:29,743 I do, and I would worship at your feet 1168 01:18:29,777 --> 01:18:31,412 if you, you know, would let me. 1169 01:18:31,445 --> 01:18:33,214 - Drew, stop. - No, this is... 1170 01:18:33,247 --> 01:18:35,849 Listen, this is who I am. 1171 01:18:36,483 --> 01:18:37,851 This is who the fuck I am. 1172 01:18:37,885 --> 01:18:40,454 I like being told what to do, 1173 01:18:40,487 --> 01:18:44,024 and I like being a support beam, 1174 01:18:44,058 --> 01:18:48,362 and I just wanted you to be comfortable with that. 1175 01:18:50,464 --> 01:18:52,366 You know? And I know... 1176 01:18:53,434 --> 01:18:56,303 Look, I know you don't love me 1177 01:18:56,337 --> 01:18:58,540 - as much as I love you. - Drew. 1178 01:18:58,573 --> 01:19:00,774 And I guess a part of me always knew 1179 01:19:00,808 --> 01:19:04,311 that you didn't really wanna marry me, 1180 01:19:04,345 --> 01:19:05,446 but I figured... 1181 01:19:06,914 --> 01:19:09,517 like, in time you would, you know, 1182 01:19:09,551 --> 01:19:12,286 be as committed to me as I am to you. 1183 01:19:12,319 --> 01:19:14,989 Or at least be comfortable with who we are. 1184 01:19:15,022 --> 01:19:16,290 I am comfortable. 1185 01:19:16,323 --> 01:19:18,526 You are the only person I'm comfortable with. 1186 01:19:18,560 --> 01:19:20,261 You take me for granted... 1187 01:19:21,395 --> 01:19:23,163 and that's not the same thing. 1188 01:19:25,499 --> 01:19:27,334 I let you have control, 1189 01:19:28,135 --> 01:19:30,437 because I trust you, 1190 01:19:30,471 --> 01:19:33,541 but Nena, you are flyin' us into a fuckin' mountain. 1191 01:19:39,847 --> 01:19:41,081 You're leaving, aren't you? 1192 01:19:45,886 --> 01:19:48,355 I think maybe you need to be alone right now. 1193 01:19:48,389 --> 01:19:49,923 This is such horseshit. 1194 01:19:49,957 --> 01:19:52,393 - Do not tell me what I need! - Fine. 1195 01:19:52,426 --> 01:19:54,928 - You wanna leave, say it. - I don't want any of this. 1196 01:19:54,962 --> 01:19:56,463 Say it, just fuckin' say it. 1197 01:19:56,497 --> 01:19:58,899 You're not bein' a very good friend to yourself right now. 1198 01:19:58,932 --> 01:20:00,000 You're right. 1199 01:20:00,034 --> 01:20:02,836 I am not being a good friend to myself. 1200 01:20:02,870 --> 01:20:04,572 I have one friend left and he is leaving 1201 01:20:04,606 --> 01:20:06,840 but he won't fucking admit it. 1202 01:20:14,448 --> 01:20:15,816 I'm leaving. 1203 01:22:08,362 --> 01:22:09,664 Hey, I'm Drew. 1204 01:22:12,600 --> 01:22:14,669 - Ethan. Hey. - Nice to meet you. 1205 01:22:14,702 --> 01:22:16,236 Nice to meet you. 1206 01:22:16,270 --> 01:22:19,206 And this is my brother Benny, he's really nice. 1207 01:22:31,018 --> 01:22:32,252 I get it, I guess. 1208 01:22:40,728 --> 01:22:42,062 Welcome home. 1209 01:22:55,476 --> 01:22:56,644 Mm. 1210 01:23:04,384 --> 01:23:05,687 [NOTIFICATION DINGS] 1211 01:23:15,830 --> 01:23:17,431 [GASPS] 1212 01:23:20,067 --> 01:23:22,302 I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. 1213 01:23:23,705 --> 01:23:26,240 Hey. Hey, Nena Bonena. 1214 01:23:26,273 --> 01:23:29,343 Coffina. Fee-fi-fo finna-bina. 1215 01:23:29,376 --> 01:23:31,278 Neen, chickadee, chickadee, 1216 01:23:31,311 --> 01:23:33,347 you don't have nothing to worry about, okay? 1217 01:23:33,380 --> 01:23:35,115 Okay, girlfriend, I just want you to know 1218 01:23:35,148 --> 01:23:36,551 that you are perfect and wonderful, 1219 01:23:36,584 --> 01:23:38,385 and you are so sweet, and you're special. 1220 01:23:38,418 --> 01:23:40,622 You're my special Barbie doll, and you should be proud 1221 01:23:40,655 --> 01:23:42,189 and I'm... 'cause I'm proud of you, 1222 01:23:42,222 --> 01:23:45,259 and I love you... so much. 1223 01:23:45,292 --> 01:23:47,327 I'm really glad you guys ran into me. 1224 01:23:47,361 --> 01:23:49,062 I missed you so much. 1225 01:23:49,396 --> 01:23:50,832 Of course. 1226 01:23:50,865 --> 01:23:53,300 You know, Nena, I feel really bad 1227 01:23:53,333 --> 01:23:55,202 about what happened last time. 1228 01:23:55,235 --> 01:23:58,606 I was being a judgmental biatch. 1229 01:23:58,640 --> 01:24:00,508 I'm really, really sorry. 1230 01:24:00,542 --> 01:24:02,710 You're my friends and you were right. 1231 01:24:02,744 --> 01:24:05,279 We were being naive and so fucking stupid, 1232 01:24:05,312 --> 01:24:07,080 I can't believe it now! 1233 01:24:07,114 --> 01:24:09,651 No! You know, I actually thought you were being really brave. 1234 01:24:10,685 --> 01:24:12,152 - Yeah. - 'Cause you know 1235 01:24:12,185 --> 01:24:14,354 we've always kind of looked up to you guys. 1236 01:24:14,388 --> 01:24:17,357 Well, I don't know if we're exactly role models. 1237 01:24:19,226 --> 01:24:23,665 So you don't have to go, like, too into it, 1238 01:24:23,698 --> 01:24:26,701 but what exactly happened? 1239 01:24:28,235 --> 01:24:30,538 Mm... 1240 01:24:30,572 --> 01:24:33,541 sometimes things get messy. 1241 01:24:33,575 --> 01:24:37,612 You know, when you have two people, 1242 01:24:37,645 --> 01:24:40,882 you can, like, chart their bullshit 1243 01:24:40,915 --> 01:24:42,717 on a straight line 1244 01:24:43,718 --> 01:24:45,452 but then you add a third, 1245 01:24:45,485 --> 01:24:49,489 and it, like, triangulates things 1246 01:24:50,490 --> 01:24:53,861 and makes a map of problems. 1247 01:24:59,634 --> 01:25:02,369 I just miss them. I fucking miss them right now. 1248 01:25:02,402 --> 01:25:04,471 But what was it like? 1249 01:25:07,374 --> 01:25:10,410 What are you... I just told you. 1250 01:25:10,444 --> 01:25:11,879 [CHUCKLES] No. 1251 01:25:11,913 --> 01:25:14,448 That's not what we were uh... [CHUCKLES] 1252 01:25:14,481 --> 01:25:16,918 Oh. What... 1253 01:25:16,951 --> 01:25:20,153 what he means is, like, what about the... 1254 01:25:20,622 --> 01:25:21,656 Like the sex? 1255 01:25:21,689 --> 01:25:23,390 - JOHN: The sex. - [CHUCKLES] 1256 01:25:24,491 --> 01:25:27,795 Oh, like, just the sex? 1257 01:25:27,829 --> 01:25:30,665 - The sex. - Yeah, the sex. 1258 01:25:31,666 --> 01:25:32,900 Fun. 1259 01:25:34,535 --> 01:25:36,871 Like really, really fun. 1260 01:25:36,904 --> 01:25:40,808 Pure pleasure, pure fun, and discovery, 1261 01:25:40,842 --> 01:25:42,644 - no judgment. - Mm-hm. 1262 01:25:42,677 --> 01:25:45,546 And then afterwards, you have to grapple with, 1263 01:25:46,748 --> 01:25:48,916 "What was that?" 1264 01:25:48,950 --> 01:25:50,450 And it depends on the person. 1265 01:25:50,484 --> 01:25:52,252 I have my whatever issues. 1266 01:25:52,954 --> 01:25:55,288 Oh, but it was great. 1267 01:25:56,423 --> 01:25:59,594 That sounds... great. 1268 01:25:59,627 --> 01:26:01,663 - Like really great. - Mm. 1269 01:26:03,765 --> 01:26:05,833 Mm, oh. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 1270 01:26:12,339 --> 01:26:14,509 Oh, no. Nope. 1271 01:26:14,542 --> 01:26:16,844 Nope, nope, nope, no, no, no. 1272 01:26:16,878 --> 01:26:18,378 Wait, really? 1273 01:26:18,412 --> 01:26:19,714 Carrie, you guys... 1274 01:26:20,480 --> 01:26:22,315 What the fuck? 1275 01:26:22,349 --> 01:26:23,751 But I thought you wanted to. 1276 01:26:23,785 --> 01:26:25,653 Why would you... 1277 01:26:25,687 --> 01:26:27,789 Oh my God, I gotta go. 1278 01:26:27,822 --> 01:26:29,691 Wait, no, no, I'm sorry, I totally misunderstood. 1279 01:26:29,724 --> 01:26:31,324 I thought you would be into it. 1280 01:26:31,358 --> 01:26:33,594 Why? Because I'm automatically down for three ways? 1281 01:26:33,628 --> 01:26:35,362 I'm the three-way girl now? 1282 01:26:35,395 --> 01:26:36,831 No, no, no, Nena, no, we're sorry. 1283 01:26:36,864 --> 01:26:38,866 We're just... we... we really just fucked up. 1284 01:26:40,267 --> 01:26:42,402 Did you guys plan this? 1285 01:26:42,436 --> 01:26:44,271 No! 1286 01:26:44,304 --> 01:26:46,007 Okay, maybe it was like in the back of our minds, 1287 01:26:46,040 --> 01:26:47,508 but I don't... I don't know. 1288 01:26:47,542 --> 01:26:48,943 I don't know what I was thinking. It's just... 1289 01:26:48,976 --> 01:26:50,678 You know, we're getting married in like two days 1290 01:26:50,712 --> 01:26:52,412 and it's just such a massive leap. 1291 01:26:53,781 --> 01:26:54,982 And? 1292 01:26:55,016 --> 01:26:57,484 Yeah, and we know each other so well, but we don't know... 1293 01:26:57,518 --> 01:26:59,386 Like how do you know how well you know someone 1294 01:26:59,419 --> 01:27:00,655 and how much... How deep your love goes 1295 01:27:00,688 --> 01:27:02,523 if you don't push yourself into those scary places, you know? 1296 01:27:02,557 --> 01:27:03,758 Yeah, all that stuff. 1297 01:27:03,791 --> 01:27:05,392 We need to know and we want to do it 1298 01:27:05,425 --> 01:27:06,961 with someone who we can trust, do you know what I mean? 1299 01:27:09,764 --> 01:27:14,301 You know, anybody can get married. 1300 01:27:14,334 --> 01:27:16,571 You don't have to take a test or anything. 1301 01:27:16,604 --> 01:27:19,974 You're not doing anything special or original, 1302 01:27:20,608 --> 01:27:24,946 including whatever this was. 1303 01:27:24,979 --> 01:27:27,380 If you don't trust each other, don't fucking do it. 1304 01:27:27,414 --> 01:27:28,783 Don't do any of it. 1305 01:27:28,816 --> 01:27:30,818 This is not gonna solve anything. 1306 01:27:30,852 --> 01:27:34,387 If you've got some gap you're trying to fill, 1307 01:27:34,421 --> 01:27:35,556 this isn't gonna do it. 1308 01:27:38,893 --> 01:27:40,995 Wait, you're still coming to the wedding, right? 1309 01:27:43,497 --> 01:27:44,799 DREW: Are you awake? 1310 01:27:45,800 --> 01:27:46,934 Yeah. 1311 01:27:48,870 --> 01:27:50,470 I can't sleep. 1312 01:27:51,539 --> 01:27:52,540 Is it the couch? 1313 01:27:55,009 --> 01:27:57,011 I don't know what I'm doin' here. 1314 01:28:01,582 --> 01:28:02,884 Do you wanna go back? 1315 01:28:09,557 --> 01:28:11,526 Do you know what she said to me this morning? 1316 01:28:11,559 --> 01:28:12,492 Hm. 1317 01:28:12,527 --> 01:28:15,630 She said, "Can we just go back to normal?" 1318 01:28:16,764 --> 01:28:17,832 Back to normal. 1319 01:28:19,934 --> 01:28:23,838 I mean we can't just... go back. 1320 01:28:27,875 --> 01:28:29,911 'Cause there's more than one way to go back. 1321 01:28:31,679 --> 01:28:36,449 You can... find someone new, you know... 1322 01:28:38,085 --> 01:28:41,088 a different city or a different country. 1323 01:28:42,890 --> 01:28:45,026 Convince yourself that they are different, 1324 01:28:45,059 --> 01:28:47,427 and that you're different, 1325 01:28:47,460 --> 01:28:49,030 and this time will be different. 1326 01:28:51,933 --> 01:28:55,002 You just end up doing the same shit 1327 01:28:55,036 --> 01:28:56,537 that you've always done. 1328 01:29:01,175 --> 01:29:02,810 You think that's what we did? 1329 01:29:05,546 --> 01:29:06,614 I don't know. 1330 01:29:07,480 --> 01:29:09,817 I mean, it felt right with both of you. 1331 01:29:11,085 --> 01:29:13,788 You know, it was new, it wasn't familiar, 1332 01:29:14,889 --> 01:29:16,991 it was innocent, weirdly. 1333 01:29:21,195 --> 01:29:22,830 You think it would ever work out? 1334 01:29:23,831 --> 01:29:24,966 Just me and you? 1335 01:29:28,501 --> 01:29:29,670 I don't know. 1336 01:29:30,705 --> 01:29:32,073 What do you think? 1337 01:29:32,106 --> 01:29:33,908 [DREW SIGHS] 1338 01:29:34,508 --> 01:29:36,376 I wish I could say "yes". 1339 01:29:39,747 --> 01:29:41,048 [SIGHS] 1340 01:29:43,818 --> 01:29:46,654 It was good there for a while, wasn't it? 1341 01:29:51,025 --> 01:29:54,494 Yeah. For a while there it was. 1342 01:30:49,016 --> 01:30:50,918 [HYPERVENTILATES] 1343 01:31:22,283 --> 01:31:23,584 Should we go soon? 1344 01:31:24,218 --> 01:31:25,686 Yeah, probably. 1345 01:31:27,088 --> 01:31:29,090 So is your wife gonna be there? 1346 01:31:29,123 --> 01:31:31,625 Um, probably not, no. 1347 01:31:31,659 --> 01:31:34,095 You don't think so? 1348 01:31:34,128 --> 01:31:36,630 No, I mean I gotta drag her out of the house to do anything. 1349 01:31:36,664 --> 01:31:38,265 You know, I had to drag her to our wedding, so, 1350 01:31:38,299 --> 01:31:40,234 and I'm not exaggerating about that. 1351 01:31:40,267 --> 01:31:42,103 No, I believe you. 1352 01:31:42,136 --> 01:31:44,271 [CHUCKLES] That's fucked up. 1353 01:31:46,607 --> 01:31:48,142 You look handsome when you dress up. 1354 01:31:48,175 --> 01:31:49,610 - Really? - Mm-hm. 1355 01:31:49,643 --> 01:31:51,812 That's what Nena's always saying. 1356 01:31:51,846 --> 01:31:53,714 In this case, she's tellin' the truth. 1357 01:31:53,748 --> 01:31:55,116 Thanks, man. 1358 01:31:55,149 --> 01:31:57,151 Nena always tells the truth, 1359 01:31:57,184 --> 01:31:59,253 she just backtracks on everything she says. 1360 01:31:59,286 --> 01:32:00,988 She doesn't trust herself. 1361 01:32:01,022 --> 01:32:02,723 Is there any more coffee? 1362 01:32:06,594 --> 01:32:07,995 Shit. 1363 01:32:08,029 --> 01:32:09,296 You want me to make some more, babe? 1364 01:32:09,330 --> 01:32:11,766 Oh, no, it's okay, I'll just have some of yours. 1365 01:32:25,079 --> 01:32:27,648 You know what your problem is? 1366 01:32:27,681 --> 01:32:29,850 No, but I'd absolutely love for you to tell us. 1367 01:32:29,884 --> 01:32:30,785 Great. 1368 01:32:30,818 --> 01:32:32,887 All you guys been doing is talking shit 1369 01:32:32,920 --> 01:32:34,922 about how insecure whatever this chick is, right? 1370 01:32:34,955 --> 01:32:37,758 Like how she can't decide what she wants, 1371 01:32:37,792 --> 01:32:40,227 but how are you guys any different? 1372 01:32:40,261 --> 01:32:42,797 You're just hiding here, 1373 01:32:42,830 --> 01:32:44,932 because you don't know what you want either. 1374 01:32:44,965 --> 01:32:46,734 I just want a normal relationship. 1375 01:32:47,368 --> 01:32:48,903 No, you don't, 1376 01:32:48,936 --> 01:32:50,304 otherwise you would have one. 1377 01:32:51,839 --> 01:32:53,908 Well, that might be oversimplifyin' things. 1378 01:32:56,010 --> 01:32:57,711 Yeah. 1379 01:32:57,745 --> 01:32:59,180 Or no, I don't think so. 1380 01:33:03,684 --> 01:33:05,352 What's a normal relationship anyway? 1381 01:33:22,136 --> 01:33:23,304 [GRUNTS] 1382 01:33:49,330 --> 01:33:50,631 [SIGHS] 1383 01:34:25,065 --> 01:34:26,767 OLIVIA: I love weddings. 1384 01:34:26,800 --> 01:34:28,335 - DREW: Really? - Yeah. 1385 01:34:28,369 --> 01:34:30,804 I mean I hate marriages, but I actually love weddings. 1386 01:34:31,372 --> 01:34:32,840 DREW: Attracts. 1387 01:34:34,441 --> 01:34:37,111 - Oh fuck! - What's wrong? 1388 01:34:37,144 --> 01:34:40,347 I just realized today is Nena and I's anniversary. 1389 01:34:41,448 --> 01:34:42,816 Oh, my God. 1390 01:34:42,850 --> 01:34:44,418 What are you gonna do when she shows up? 1391 01:34:44,451 --> 01:34:45,786 I don't know! 1392 01:34:45,819 --> 01:34:47,488 I mean there's a lot to consider. 1393 01:34:47,522 --> 01:34:49,190 Oh, you said you weren't gonna do that 1394 01:34:49,223 --> 01:34:50,858 when it comes to stuff like this, so... 1395 01:34:50,891 --> 01:34:52,826 - What does your gut say? - Okay, fine. 1396 01:34:52,860 --> 01:34:55,262 The one thing that I can come up with, 1397 01:34:55,296 --> 01:34:57,298 and I guess I've been thinking about this for a while now... 1398 01:34:57,331 --> 01:34:58,899 But I'm pretty sure... 1399 01:34:58,933 --> 01:35:00,801 No, fuck that, I'm fuckin' sure. 1400 01:35:00,834 --> 01:35:02,403 Uh-huh. [CHUCKLES] 1401 01:35:02,436 --> 01:35:03,938 I wanna get a dog. 1402 01:35:03,971 --> 01:35:06,006 - [CHUCKLING] - I'm gettin' a dog. 1403 01:35:06,040 --> 01:35:07,141 - Okay. - I'm gettin' a dog. 1404 01:35:07,174 --> 01:35:08,375 - That is a good start. - Okay. 1405 01:35:16,150 --> 01:35:17,418 Are we late? 1406 01:35:17,451 --> 01:35:19,220 Uh, I don't know. Are we early? 1407 01:35:19,253 --> 01:35:20,354 What is goin' on? 1408 01:35:20,387 --> 01:35:21,789 Where is John? 1409 01:35:22,856 --> 01:35:24,191 Is... is that John? 1410 01:35:30,064 --> 01:35:31,732 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 1411 01:35:43,377 --> 01:35:45,379 - DREW: Hey, man. - OLIVIA: Hey. 1412 01:35:51,852 --> 01:35:53,120 Wedding's off, bro. 1413 01:35:53,153 --> 01:35:55,523 - What? Why? - Where is Carrie? 1414 01:35:55,557 --> 01:35:57,358 She won't come out of the car and... 1415 01:36:00,127 --> 01:36:01,495 I think I really fucked up. 1416 01:36:23,317 --> 01:36:25,085 [GULLS CAWING] 1417 01:37:40,227 --> 01:37:42,896 You ruined everything. 1418 01:37:47,569 --> 01:37:48,603 How's that? 1419 01:37:50,572 --> 01:37:53,340 We never cheated on each other or anything, and... 1420 01:37:53,374 --> 01:37:56,043 we have this perfect record, and it means nothing, 1421 01:37:56,076 --> 01:37:56,977 and you're right, 1422 01:37:57,010 --> 01:37:58,646 getting married isn't gonna fix anything, 1423 01:37:58,680 --> 01:38:00,481 we made this huge mistake, and we can't take it back, 1424 01:38:00,515 --> 01:38:01,915 and now everything's ruined. 1425 01:38:04,552 --> 01:38:05,953 What mistake? 1426 01:38:07,655 --> 01:38:09,356 John thinks I'm in love with you. 1427 01:38:10,991 --> 01:38:12,660 Like, after the other night, 1428 01:38:12,694 --> 01:38:15,663 all this, like, ugliness just came pouring out of him. 1429 01:38:16,664 --> 01:38:18,499 Like I've never seen before. 1430 01:38:18,533 --> 01:38:20,100 Like jealousy and anger. 1431 01:38:22,236 --> 01:38:23,270 Are you? 1432 01:38:25,038 --> 01:38:26,073 Am I what? 1433 01:38:27,307 --> 01:38:29,209 In love with me? 1434 01:38:31,178 --> 01:38:33,313 I think I more just wanna, like, be you. 1435 01:38:34,516 --> 01:38:37,050 I, um... 1436 01:38:37,084 --> 01:38:40,555 I can't even begin to explain how misguided that is. 1437 01:38:41,556 --> 01:38:43,123 But you're interesting. 1438 01:38:43,157 --> 01:38:45,459 John and me were boring, we have dumb fights 1439 01:38:45,492 --> 01:38:48,095 and then we make up, and then we have sex, 1440 01:38:48,128 --> 01:38:50,598 and then we get takeout, and we're boring, 1441 01:38:50,632 --> 01:38:52,132 like I'm boring. 1442 01:38:53,535 --> 01:38:57,304 Every relationship is boring sometimes. 1443 01:38:57,337 --> 01:38:59,039 There's nothing wrong with boring 1444 01:38:59,072 --> 01:39:00,675 as long as it's what you want. 1445 01:39:04,011 --> 01:39:05,379 I don't know what I want anymore. 1446 01:39:08,449 --> 01:39:09,551 Do you love him? 1447 01:39:13,020 --> 01:39:17,157 I do. I really, really do, 1448 01:39:17,191 --> 01:39:19,527 but... but I just... I don't know, like, 1449 01:39:19,561 --> 01:39:20,994 am I gonna love him forever? 1450 01:39:21,028 --> 01:39:22,496 Is he gonna love me forever? 1451 01:39:22,530 --> 01:39:23,997 I just don't know. 1452 01:39:26,333 --> 01:39:27,468 So? 1453 01:39:37,545 --> 01:39:39,112 I'm sorry about the other night. 1454 01:39:41,281 --> 01:39:42,717 I don't know what I was thinking. 1455 01:39:52,192 --> 01:39:53,561 [KNOCKING ON WINDOW] 1456 01:40:14,649 --> 01:40:16,450 - Hey. - OLIVIA: Hey. 1457 01:40:18,318 --> 01:40:21,388 I heard you guys had some fun the other night. 1458 01:40:21,421 --> 01:40:23,758 Fun isn't how I'd describe this whole thing. 1459 01:40:29,664 --> 01:40:32,499 Wait, look. Look. 1460 01:40:39,439 --> 01:40:41,776 - Well, I guess the wedding's back on. - [ENGINE STARTS] 1461 01:40:43,477 --> 01:40:44,646 [GIGGLING] 1462 01:40:45,479 --> 01:40:47,247 Or not. 1463 01:41:20,548 --> 01:41:23,150 OLIVIA: You think John and Carrie will be all right? 1464 01:41:23,183 --> 01:41:25,553 NENA: Uh, maybe, maybe not. 1465 01:41:28,255 --> 01:41:30,157 They definitely weren't ready today. 1466 01:41:32,326 --> 01:41:36,129 Well, we weren't ready when we got married either, so... 1467 01:41:39,934 --> 01:41:41,836 I wasn't sure about marrying you. 1468 01:41:43,236 --> 01:41:45,339 I am sure about being married to you. 1469 01:41:47,842 --> 01:41:49,209 Why? 1470 01:41:49,911 --> 01:41:51,713 Why now? 1471 01:41:51,746 --> 01:41:53,815 Because you spent a few days alone? 1472 01:41:55,349 --> 01:41:56,483 Because... 1473 01:41:59,386 --> 01:42:01,188 It's true. I'm afraid of being alone. 1474 01:42:01,221 --> 01:42:02,523 I'm afraid of a lot of things. 1475 01:42:04,759 --> 01:42:06,894 But that's not why I wanna be with you... 1476 01:42:07,962 --> 01:42:09,363 or you. 1477 01:42:14,936 --> 01:42:17,872 I have a lot of things that are broken in me 1478 01:42:17,905 --> 01:42:19,206 and you can't fix them. 1479 01:42:19,239 --> 01:42:21,843 I won't ask you to, either of you. 1480 01:42:21,876 --> 01:42:24,646 You have to believe that I want to get better, 1481 01:42:24,679 --> 01:42:26,346 I wanna feel better, 1482 01:42:26,380 --> 01:42:30,752 I don't wanna walk through life in this constant panic. 1483 01:42:32,386 --> 01:42:34,656 I've said that a lot. 1484 01:42:34,689 --> 01:42:39,192 I want to change, but it's fucking hard, 1485 01:42:39,226 --> 01:42:41,696 and I'm not asking you to fix me. 1486 01:42:43,497 --> 01:42:46,266 I'm realizing I... I probably need, like, 1487 01:42:46,299 --> 01:42:48,335 legit professional help for that. 1488 01:42:53,407 --> 01:42:55,442 I'm only asking you to love me. 1489 01:42:58,546 --> 01:43:02,315 I'm only asking for your patience while I work it out. 1490 01:43:02,349 --> 01:43:03,584 Probably a lot of patience, 1491 01:43:03,618 --> 01:43:06,754 probably a lot more patience than I have a right to ask for. 1492 01:43:10,323 --> 01:43:12,259 But that's what I'm asking for. 1493 01:43:13,761 --> 01:43:16,296 I... I don't wanna wait for... for this to be perfect 1494 01:43:16,329 --> 01:43:19,801 or for me to be perfect, I want you now. 1495 01:43:19,834 --> 01:43:21,903 But not because I need you to fit, like, 1496 01:43:21,936 --> 01:43:23,538 perfect pieces inside me, 1497 01:43:23,571 --> 01:43:24,806 but because you're you. 1498 01:43:27,374 --> 01:43:28,609 And you're you. 1499 01:43:31,813 --> 01:43:33,447 And I want you. 1500 01:43:35,983 --> 01:43:37,217 I want us. 1501 01:43:58,505 --> 01:43:59,874 I want us, too. 1502 01:44:03,443 --> 01:44:04,579 God help me. 1503 01:44:07,515 --> 01:44:08,716 It's what I want. 1504 01:44:24,766 --> 01:44:28,536 How about... 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