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♪ How does it feel to be so alone? ♪

♪ How does it feel? ♪

♪ Ooh ooh ♪

♪ How does it feel to be so alone? ♪

♪ How does it feel? ♪

Hey, hold the door!

Oh.

- Can you get it? - Yeah.

Okay, this is my floor.

Oh, me too. Erica. Just moved in.

Oh, you!

You listen to music all the time.

I can hear you at night.

I mean... hear music.

I'm sorry. I can turn it down if you...

No, no, no. I actually wish I could hear it better.

A neighbor that wants me to turn the music up?

Now, that is a first.

I'm Mona.

Well, Mona, if you, um, ever want to borrow some music, or...

- Oh, here, let me help you. - No, no!

I'm sorry.

It's my mom. She needs me.

Hey! Don't move.

Ohh.

Mei-mei?

♪ Oh oh ♪

♪ Oh oh ♪

♪ How does it feel to be so alone? ♪

Nice little setup you got here.

Hi.

What are you listening to?

Oh...

nothing, really.

I'm sorry.

Hey.

Hi.

Excuse me, I'm gonna...

I-I'm sorry if I'm being weird.

It's okay. I get it.

You get what?

You're straight. I'm not.

It's cool. It is what it is.

That's not it.

So... then, it's just me.

- N-no. - No worries.

- Let me just get by. - What I meant is...

No!

Mona!

Wait!

Mona, did you do that?

That was amazing.

No one has ever said that about me.

How do you do that?

I've just always... been this way.

Can I see you later?

Don't call me that.

We'll watch an episode later.

You're wrong. And she already does.

Don't say that! Don't you dare!

Please shut up.

I wish you would just die!

Hello?

Your door was open.

Just wanted to make sure everything was okay.

Mona?

Just let me be.

I hate you, oh, Ma!

Hey!

Jason Miller, on two counts grand theft auto.

No outstanding warrants. Exercise caution.

Man! It's too tight, man!

Ugh!

Let me go.

Hey!

What are you talking about, dude?

Hey. Hey!

Let go, man! I didn't do nothing!

Ugh!

Do you need help?

It's currently 59 degrees.

I saw what the cops did to you earlier.

You weren't doing anything, and they beat you.

And I know this stuff happens all the time,

but... I've never seen it before.

A 29-year-old unidentified man went berserk last night

- opening fire on... - It was awful.

I came back because I wanted to help.

So s-should I drop you off at a hospital, or...

No hospitals.

... not releasing any information until...

I'd appreciate it if you could get me to Merton.

... a crackdown on laboratory experiments on animals

is expected to become...

Sure, uh...

I can take you as far as Marronville.

Thank you.

... what animals would be allowed to be used in a lab.

You know, some people would say...

a white girl like you,

shouldn't be picking up black guys like me.

I'm just playing with you.

... power was out for three hours

in Eastern Metro because of downed hydro lines.

Um...

I'm Michelle.

The cleanup is expected to take at least two days.

I'm Jason.

... is pegged at $3 million.

Reported missing yesterday, Mary Renton.

The Mooretown College senior was last seen in a parking lot,

leaving a local bar on Saturday night.

Blood matching her blood type was found where her car was...

- Want something? - No. I'm fine, thank you.

You sure?

You kind of look like her.

I'm sorry?

The... The... The missing girl.

Be careful. Okay?

I think somebody outside is following me.

Can you please help me?

- Frank! - Yeah?

Do you see that man outside?

- The black guy? - Yeah.

You want me to call the police?

Oh, maybe that's not necessary.

Uh, can you maybe just come outside

and see me to my car?

Well, if he's bothering you, I should really call the police.

I-I just... I really don't want to do that.

All right, give me a second, then.

Hey!

Back away from the lady's car.

Where is it? Where's my wallet?!

I don't want any trouble, okay?

I just want to drive out of here.

You offer to help a man when he's down,

just so you can take what little he got?!

Hey, I'm not gonna ask you again.

Give it back to me! She stole my wallet!

Hey! Watch your language!

I'm gonna stand here, watch you leave,

make sure we don't have to enjoy your company again.

I'm gonna see you again.

I promise you.

Ugh!

Hey!

Thank you.

Oh!

Oh!

Hey!

Oh!

Ow.

Oh!

Hey!

Hey!

Oh!

You shouldn't have followed me!

- Whoa! Whoa! - Don't move!

I was just trying to get away from you!

Okay, okay, look, look, calm down!

But you wouldn't leave me alone!

I know. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. Look, I lost my temper.

Just... Look, please, just put down the gun.

I can't do that.

Listen, this is all just a misunderstanding.

This is all your fault!

I-I just needed your wallet.

It's okay.

I-It's okay. It doesn't matter, it's just money.

The picture... I just wanted the picture back.

What picture?

My daughter.

It's the only one I have.

Listen... I...

Look, p-please, Michelle.

Michelle...

I just want to see my daughter.

Please.

Don't you get it?

I took your wallet so that I could plant it...

and then I could just walk away.

It was all I needed.

- But now... this way works better. - Wait!

Mary Renton's body was discovered late last evening

in the trunk of her car along the Malpaick Freeway,

along with the body of Jason Miller,

a local resident with a previous conviction

for grand theft auto.

Sources within the Police Department

have informed us that Mr. Miller died

of a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head.

When you're little, everyone tells you how to act...

What you can and can't do, who you can be...

But you don't have to accept what they tell you.

I was a lonely kid,

growing up trans in the middle of nowhere.

The Internet is what saved me, connected me to a bigger world,

taught me to imagine a better one...

even one where we can push our bodies

to become an extension of the Internet.

Try to hack yourself.

Post your results. Make it better.

'Cause we biohackers, we're... we believe in action.

Our bodies are the interface.

Aah!

Hey, hey, it's me... George. It's me... George.

It's okay. Calm down.

It's okay. It's okay.

What hap... What hap...

Nola, here.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Let me check your stitches.

The stitches are fine.

What the hell is wrong with you?

You drop off the planet, no communication for months,

then you leave me a message to come as soon as possible

with my emergency medical gear?

Do you know how scary it is

to get a message like the one you left me?!

And then to find you bleeding out on your kitchen floor?!

But you did get to me in time.

And George... thank you.

George.

You got lucky!

What if I didn't get the message?!

You don't do that to someone who loves...

I should take you to the hospital.

- I don't do hospitals. Oh. - Nola, I am a nurse.

Uh, George... George, I'm starving.

I'm a nurse, not a doctor. You should get checked out.

Seriously, I need to eat.

Uh...

Okay, w-what do you want?

T-The... The... The Thai place.

I feel something.

Hey, don't. Don't do that.

It's an antenna.

The kind used by the Internet.

Receives and transmits radio-wave frequencies.

It's super crude wetware, but... I got to start somewhere.

When was the last time you ate a full meal?

George... wouldn't it be amazing

if the Internet was an extension of our brain?

Do you listen to yourself?

You mutilated your body to become a walking server?

For what? Net neutrality?

I didn't...

I didn't mutilate my body; I hacked it.

All of us biohackers are working to make humanity better

through equal access to technology.

Open source... citizen science...

When is the last time you got out of the house

to see friends... Real friends, actual friends...

And not one of those discussion boards?

I know it can look, like, c-crazy to someone else,

but... it's not.

We're... We're visionary.

George...

I need your help to keep going.

Why can't you ever just be happy where you are?

George, t-this is the biggest breakthrough that has...

No, nothing has changed!

I'm not gonna help you hurt yourself.

Absolutely not.

Uh, okay, you know, try not to sound so unsure.

I stood by you.

I supported you through your transition.

Transi...This is not about my transition.

This... This is... I am so much more than that.

No, this is different! This is dangerous!

And I can't... I won't... Watch you destroy yourself

with this obsession!

And don't call me again to patch you up after one of your hacks.

You need help, and... I can't give it to you.

Hello?

Lo, what is happening with you?

- George? - I've been calling you all night.

What's going on?! Talk to me!

I just heard you scream! Are you okay?!

I am freaking out! Talk to me!

G-George, hold on, hold on, hold on.

Wait, no, no, I'm fine. I'm fine, you just...

I was just sleeping.

- But, no, I'm tot... - Talk to me!

The posts you keep posting on Facebook!

No, I don't know what... W-What... What posts?

I've been sleeping!

What the hell?

I didn't do this, I swear.

I've been hacked or something.

George, I'm gonna have to call you back.

Okay. Oh! Hey, hey, hey.

Hey, please don't hurt me. You can take whatever you want.

You will stop harassing us with those e-mails.

E-mails?

Do you know what it's been like these past four years,

not knowing what happened to our son?!

How could you know that's my son's favorite show?

- Who are you? - Oh, no.

- Okay... - Was it you?

Did you hurt him?!

I know this is gonna sounds crazy, but...

Ben, he's your son, right?

You're his f... You're his father.

I-I think Ben or... Or his spirit

is using me to communicate with you.

He's in a place... Uh, wooden pallets,

- big towers of them. Swear to God, I... - Shut up, shut up, shut up!

He's got a... L-Listen, there was a...

There was a dog there, too. Um, uh, it's...

In the yard, with Ben, a scruffy-haired dog that...

That Ben kept petting.

That's Malcolm's dog!

That's my brother.

- Hey, hey! - No!

Ben?

Oh, Ben, I'm sorry for what happened to you.

I hope you find peace.

- Hello? - George, George.

- You okay? - It's incredible.

No, I'm fine, really. A-At least, I am now.

I connected to something...

Another world or frequency I couldn't have imagined.

But I-I get it now, and it...

I helped someone, George.

I know this doesn't make any sense,

but I can't wait to tell you all about it.

Nola? Are you there?

I'm losing you.

Please help me! Stop, please! Please!

Are you okay?

Please, there's a guy chasing me!

- Please! - Hey!

Please help me!

Stop!

Please help me! Stop, please! Please!

- Are you okay? - Please stop!

No, no. Please leave me alone.

Please, please just leave me alone.

Wake me up.

Honey, is there something wrong with the Internet?

Leave me alone. Please.

Okay, this is crazy, right? It's all right. Um...

Everything has to start somewhere.

Nothing has to end there.

Whew. Who knows what's gonna happen?

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