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CHAPTER 8 "Can you trust me?"

Dani, what are you doing there? You scared me.

Nothing, mom.

Why aren't you sleeping?

- I'm... - What are you doing here in the dark?

Why you crying?

It's nothing mom. I'm fine.

Don't tell me that. What happened?

It's...

- Dani, what happened? - It's Joaquin, mom...

What happened with him?

Joaquin broke up with me...

I'm sorry. Please forgive me.

No, my love. Don't say that.

It's ok.

Why are you apologizing?

- Because it's wrong. - No, my love. Don't say that.

Joaquín's mom treated him really bad when she found out.

No, Dani. Look at me.

I'm your mother.

I'm not Joaquín's mother.

I know her.

I know what she says and how she thinks.

But I'm you mother, Dani.

People say things...

People always has something to say, my love.

- It's not that easy. - I know.

I try, I really try. But I'm afraid.

You must be very brave, son.

Very brave.

You're gonna face a lot of things.

But, don't you think...

that is all worth it?

If you want to be happy.

I do want to be happy, but I try and I try and I...

- I know. - I feel like I can't.

My baby.

How was work?

Better than you.

What are you gonna do now with Joaquín?

I don't know.

I really don't.

Look...

Go rest.

Sleep. You need to think.

Tomorrow you'll come up with something.

I know you're smart. You're my son.

- I love you so much, mom. - I love you too.

I don't know what would I do without you.

I know, my love.

And you're the greatest son in the whole planet.

You're the best, mom.

I love you.

- Go to sleep. - You too.

- Good night. - Sleep well, I love you.

How naive I was...

Joaquín...

I know you're awake.

Your breath it's different when you sleep.

How do you know that?

When you spend a lot of time with someone...

You start to notice certain things.

- If you want, we can... - Maca...

I'm not in the mood.

I'm going to check my brother.

How are you?

Like shit.

What happened?

I don't want to talk about it.

Everything's gonna be fine.

We're here for you.

I better get ready.

Give him time.

Cali...

Cali!

What?

Can we talk?

Have you talk with Daniel?

- No, but... - Then, it's not me who you have to talk.

- Why are you mad? - I'm not mad.

But I can't believe I have a friend who wants to be an asshole...

And then he can't deal with the consequences.

Hey

You know something about Joaco?

No.

It's weird...

He was really weird at the party.

And he doesn't answer my texts.

I know nothing about it.

Well, it doesn't matter. Look at this one.

Hey you!

What's up?

Why?

I don't know. You seem upset.

Usually you would come and say "Hello Calilovers"

It doesn't matter.

I have to go. I'll be in the library.

Bye. See ya.

Are you kidding me?

What?

Everytime I come, you leave.

- This is how's gonna be from now on? - It's not like that...

No, Lili. I'm not an idiot.

I'm sorry.

It was just a kiss.

You're overthinking it.

You're right.

All good, then?

Yeah.

Ok, I'm glad.

- What about you? - Me? I'm just checking my instagram.

- So you won't be angry anymore? - No, I won't.

- You're so stupid. - How was your day?

- I don't like him. - What about him?

Text him.

Hey, Daniel!

- You're... Alfonso, right? - Alonso.

- My bad. - What are you doing here? I thought you didn't study.

I'm here for Joaquín.

What a coincidence! I'm waiting for him too. I'll show you where to find him.

- You don't have to bother ... - Everything for Joaco's husband.

- That's tower A, second floor. - Ok.

- Classroom 201. - Ok, thanks.

Wait!

J knows you're here?

- No, he doesn't - It's a surprise?

That's not of your concern.

How mysterious... He'll tell me later.

- Cool. - Wait!

What?

You seem worried.

Are you ok?

Dude, I don't want to sound rude.

But that's between Joaco and me. Ok?

- You need a massage. - Hey, get off of me.

I'm not that kind of guy you're use to.

It was a joke.

You don't have to act all manly with me to raise your ego.

- What the fuck did you just said? - Nothing, bye.

- But who was that girl at the end? - You won't believe it...

It was some far cousin.

- No! - I was so embarrassed.

- That's too much, even for you. - Yeah, I know.

- Definitely. - Guys, I have to go. I have classes.

- Bye, see ya. - Bye.

- What? - You really like her.

Fuck! Yeah...

- Stop it! - Ok, ok.

Hurry!

J!

Daniel...

Can we talk?

Yeah.

Here?

No, let's go somewhere else.

I follow you.

J...

About yesterday...

I didn't want to lie to you.

I just...

I feel so vulnerable when I'm with you.

It scares me.

It really does.

I never thought I would fall in love with...

That person who played with me when I was a kid.

I never thought that...

You would be the love of my life.

Daniel, we can't be together anymore.

Don't say that.

J...

I love you.

I love you so much.

I would do everything for you. A thousand times.

Because I love you.

- Daniel, we are not good for one another. - J, I know you love me.

We can't break up.

We're J and D. We have to be together.

You're going to end up hating me. I know.

- Don't say that please. - Yes, it will.

- That'll never happen. - How do you know that?

You know how I know that? because I love you.

And I know you love me too.

Say it. Say you love me, please.

You love me? I know you do.

Right?

- I love you... - I love you too. And I'll always do.

Look...

No more lies. No more fights.

We're going to be alright now.

- No more lies? - No more lies, I promise.

I love you, Joaquín.

You're the best thing that ever happened to me.

You know what day it is?

Happy six months.

Happy six months.

I love you.

I love you too.

I will always love you.

So you're together again? How sweet!

Yeah. We're good know.

You never stop to amaze me, Dani.

- You're the best boyfriend in the world. - He is, Alonso.

I love it! Of course he is.

If he forgave you for cheating on him.

What is he talking about?

I'm sorry. I thought you knew he kissed Fabrizio.

I think we talked too much.

Sorry.

So, I woke her up...

And I told her to go away, that I had some things to do.

- But she wanted to stay? - No, she understood.

I think that was the last time I fucked

What about you?

- Me? - When was the last time you fucked?

Hmm... I don't know. It was a long time ago.

How long?

Six months?

Really?

- Why? - I don't know

- I wouldn't hold that long - Yeah, I know

Not even Lili.

Hey...

Do you wanna talk about her?

I mean about a girl

Called Liliana

That her friends call her Lili.

Well...

There's not much to say about it.

I mean

She doesn't want to be with me and everyday I like her more

But what could I do?

That much?

Wow

- I've never seen you like that. - I've never been like this.

I don't know why I like her so much

I mean

She's...

Different

She is, but...

What do you like about her?

Everything...

I think

- I don't know - Everything?

I mean, she's beautiful

And...

Smart

She's kind

There's a lot.

I can't blame you tho. She's amazing.

But, who would say

That you would fall in love.

Yeah, I know

But what about you?

I remember you kissed everyone at school.

And now...

- I changed - I can see that

Do you remember what you were going to tell me?

It's about time

Yeah, but...

You promised me a bottle of rum

True. But...

I can't see the bottle

Another day will be, I promise

Ok...

I fell in love

Wow

Yeah

But it's over now

But...

What happened?

Nothing

His named was...

Paul

Everything was fine at the beginning. We loved each other a lot, but...

Then it turned into something ...

Toxic

How toxic?

I...

I was an idiot

I hurt him

Paul was a nice guy

But...

He always wanted to be in control

Of everything

Even me

And that made us fight too much

I get it

So you got tired of all that?

Yeah...

He was

Damaged

Damaged?

I mean

I haven't told this to anyone

The only person who knows is Fabrizio

But

Whenever I mentioned that we should broke up

He threatened me that he was going to kill himself

What? That's very dramatic

That's what I thought

Until he did it

Are you kidding me?

I mean

He tried

Why did he do that? He's crazy

No

He's not

But he was a troubled guy

And I was the only support he had

But I couldn't take it anymore. It was too much

Yeah, I guess it's very complicated

Yeah

It was hard

I even

thought

that everything that happened to him was my fault

No... Paul was a troubled guy

But it was his decision

It's not your fault

Maybe

And where is he now?

Is he alive?

Yeah

He's in rehab, I guess

That's good, right?

Yeah, but...

I haven't really heard from him in three months

Yeah

Do you still care about him?

I'll always care about him

That's why I'm afraid of falling in love

Coz the other person leaves a mark on you forever

Yeah

But well

Thanks

I think

I'll leave now

It's late and I have some things to do

- See you soon, take care - You too

What's he talking about?

Daniel...

- You wanted to hide it from me - No

So?

- I wanted to tell you. - And why didn't you do it?

I don't know

- I swear - Did you want to kiss him?

Say something!

- Did you want to kiss him? - Why would that matter?

Tell me

Did you think about me?

You didn't think about me

We're J&D. You said it

I'm sorry

I'm really sorry

I-

Plase

My love

Do you know what hurts me the most?

I tried

I tried to be a better person for us

And I never thought

That you would fucked it up

You just destroyed everything for someone who'll never love you like I do

- I know... - You know what?

- Fuck you! - Please don't leave

- Daniel don't leave - Happy anniversary

Can I come in?

Do you wanna talk?

Not really

I know that everything can seem like shit right now

But things like this happens all the time, couples fight

Maca, really...

You and Daniel really love each other

- Everything will be fine - Shut up!

Nothing will be fine

I just wanted to help

I don't want your help

Joaquín?

Are you ok?

Come

Easy

What happened?

Daniel hates me

He doesn't

He's just angry

I fucked it up I'm an asshole

But

What did you do?

I fucked it up

Listen

We all screw it up sometimes

- It's normal - But not like this, not like me

What do you feel?

Anger

Fury

Deception

It's devastating to find out the person you love cheated on you

I know

I'm sorry

I'm really sorry

And all of this it's just... Too much for me

Take it easy

I'm calm!

I just

love him

And he hates me

Joaquín calm down

- I can't - Joaquín look at me

- I love him so much and I'm not with him - Joaquín listen, you need to calm down

You're having a mental break down

Listen to me. You need to breathe

Like that

Look at me

- I can't - Yes you can. Look at me

Joaquín

- I'm a mess - You're gonna be alright

Everything is alright

Breathe with me

- I can't do it - Yes you can, c'mon

Look at me, you can do it

Just like that

Good

I feel something in my chest and I want to punch him

But at the same time you just want to hug him

That's how you felt?

Kind of

I've never wanted to hurt you

Sometimes

We hurt the people we love

I was an asshole back then

I wasn't thinking

I'd never do anything to hurt you on purpose

What are you doing?

I'm sorry

I don't know what's happening to me

You're sad

I get it

Better?

Thank you

You have a lot going on inside of you

You need to calm down

- Yeah, I know - Everything will be fine

- It's too much - I know

I know how hard it is

To break with someone

But I'm here for you

Whenever you need me

Ok?

I'll be here

For you

- Everything will be alright - Yeah, I know

You need to calm down, you'll be fine

I'll be fine, everyone will be fine

No! Wait

I'm Sorry, I-

I screw it up

I'm sorry

I-

I think you mixed things up

Yeah, I did

I really like you

And yeah

I think you're very handsome and I'd lie to you if I told you that I haven't thought about it

But...

We're friends

Yeah, we are

You're

confused right now

You're

vulnerable

I'm really sorry, Italo

It doesn't matter

Everything...

Everything is fine

Yeah

Dani, I think you need time to be alone

You're confused

At school you were with me and immediately afterwards you were with Joaquín

You didn't take the time to think

About what you really want

And that you liked men

- I told my mom about it - Really?

That's a big step

I feel like I took a weight off my shoulders

I'm proud of you

Thanks

But keep in mind that

you don't always need to be with someone

Sometimes you just need to be alone

I have to go, but you can call me if you need to talk

Ok?

Thanks, Lili

You're welcome

Say something

This is getting

weird

I-

Don't know what to say

Hey, I-

Forget it

Like Cali would say, it was just a kiss

It doesn't matter

Ok

Also

Now you know what my kisses taste like

It wasn't funny

No...

Look, I just

want

everything to stay the same

Like...

- Yeah, I get it - Yeah, I don't want this

to get weird

or something like that

Cheer up

I-

I'll be right back

And suddenly she realizes...

...and run after her...

...with a lot of effort. "My name is Giga."

"Who are you? It's weird to see new people around..."

I can't

I cannot see! Help me please!

Help me please! I cannot see! Oh my god...

- Help! Viejo! - What happened?

- Mamita, tell me what happened - They want to rob me! Viejo!

They want to rob me, help!

Viejo!

Mamita, look at me

- It's me, Macarena - Oh hi

What happened?

Oh my god, what happened?

You were asking about my grandpa

But you're grandpa passed away many years ago

I'm tired

I'm gonna bring you a blanket

Thanks

It's wet

I'm sorry

No

Don't worry

I'm gonna take care of that, I'll be right back

Thank you

Lili?

What are you doing here?

We have to finish our essay

Right...

Listen

I can't right now

- Joaquín is here and he's not feeling well - Joaquín is here?

- Yeah, I think he broke up with Daniel - Italo, I have to go

- It is true? - Liliana!

- He's not alright - How could he be alright?

- If he cheated on Daniel - Lili...

What?

He kisses Fabrizio at Alonso's party

Are you kidding me?

Italo...

You screwed it up. And with the person who loved you the most!

I know that! I know I screwed it up

Daniel really loves you. He even told his mom he's gay because of you.

What?

That doesn't matter anymore

- I didn't know about that - What did you know?

You're so selfish

After everything you went through together

I know what we went through

- It was my relationship! Not yours! - So why did you cheated?

I don't know

It just happened!

I'm sorry! Sorry for being such a disgusting person

I screwed it up and now you all hate me

Italo

Joaquín...

For Daniel's sake, stay away from him