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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:23,257 --> 00:00:25,274 These are the only three people left. 2 00:00:25,276 --> 00:00:27,466 This is Mr. Alex Steele, Mrs. Juliette Ashby, 3 00:00:27,468 --> 00:00:29,205 - Mrs. Amy Winehouse. - Ah, my booby. 4 00:00:29,207 --> 00:00:30,944 In other words, Mrs. Amy Winehouse. 5 00:00:30,946 --> 00:00:32,440 And everyone else is gone. 6 00:00:32,442 --> 00:00:34,632 D'you want a lick of the lollipop? 7 00:00:34,634 --> 00:00:36,058 Come on, have a lick. 8 00:00:36,060 --> 00:00:38,807 - No, I don't. - Have a lick. Come here. 9 00:00:38,809 --> 00:00:40,477 Come and have a lick. 10 00:00:40,479 --> 00:00:43,991 No one wants to lick your slobbery lollipop. 11 00:00:43,993 --> 00:00:46,531 - Lauren, just lick it. - Here's me. 12 00:00:46,533 --> 00:00:48,792 It's my 14th... 13 00:00:48,794 --> 00:00:50,774 ...birthday evening and party. 14 00:00:50,777 --> 00:00:53,384 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 15 00:00:53,386 --> 00:00:56,758 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 16 00:00:56,760 --> 00:01:03,126 ♪ Happy birthday dear Lauren ♪ 17 00:01:03,128 --> 00:01:06,466 ♪ Happy birthday... ♪ 18 00:01:06,468 --> 00:01:10,153 ♪ To... you ♪♪ 19 00:01:11,163 --> 00:01:13,876 Oh, wow. 20 00:01:22,713 --> 00:01:27,444 ♪ Moon River wider than a mile ♪ 21 00:01:27,446 --> 00:01:30,818 ♪ I'm crossing you in style... ♪ 22 00:01:32,768 --> 00:01:35,759 I was singing with a little jazz unit, 23 00:01:35,761 --> 00:01:37,603 the National Youth Jazz Orchestra, 24 00:01:37,605 --> 00:01:39,829 must've been about 16, 25 00:01:39,831 --> 00:01:42,126 and I just loved jazz. 26 00:01:42,788 --> 00:01:45,083 Dinah Washington... 27 00:01:45,085 --> 00:01:48,352 Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett. 28 00:01:48,354 --> 00:01:51,658 I learned to sing from listening to stuff like Monk, 29 00:01:51,660 --> 00:01:53,849 and a lot of soloists as well, 30 00:01:53,851 --> 00:01:55,832 rather than just listening to singers. 31 00:01:55,835 --> 00:01:57,711 I learned from everything, really. 32 00:01:57,713 --> 00:02:01,712 ♪ ...same rainbow's end ♪ 33 00:02:01,714 --> 00:02:04,286 ♪ Waiting round the bend ♪ 34 00:02:04,288 --> 00:02:06,722 ♪ My Huckleberry friend ♪ 35 00:02:06,724 --> 00:02:09,296 ♪ Moon River ♪ 36 00:02:09,298 --> 00:02:12,880 ♪ And me ♪ 37 00:02:13,994 --> 00:02:16,115 So singing has always been important to me, 38 00:02:16,117 --> 00:02:19,003 but I never thought, "I love singing, I'll be a singer." 39 00:02:20,291 --> 00:02:21,925 I just thought, "I'm lucky 40 00:02:21,927 --> 00:02:24,325 there is something I can always do, if I want to. 41 00:02:24,327 --> 00:02:25,926 I'm so lucky like that." 42 00:02:27,353 --> 00:02:29,858 But I didn't think it would be a career choice. 43 00:02:29,860 --> 00:02:32,989 ♪ And me ♪ 44 00:02:34,172 --> 00:02:38,207 ♪ Moon River and me ♪♪ 45 00:02:42,905 --> 00:02:45,131 What's the date? 46 00:02:45,133 --> 00:02:46,626 - Today? - 24th. 47 00:02:46,628 --> 00:02:48,296 - Is it? - Yeah. 48 00:02:48,298 --> 00:02:49,479 - The what? - 24th. 49 00:02:49,481 --> 00:02:51,984 - Of what? - January. 50 00:02:51,986 --> 00:02:54,071 And, um, what day is it? 51 00:02:54,074 --> 00:02:58,002 - Saturday. - And what year is it? 52 00:02:58,004 --> 00:03:00,682 Lunchtime. 53 00:03:00,684 --> 00:03:03,569 I was a 19-year-old office junior 54 00:03:03,571 --> 00:03:05,448 for a promotions company 55 00:03:05,450 --> 00:03:08,196 owned by Simon Fuller. 56 00:03:08,198 --> 00:03:11,814 I just started to try and kind of blag it myself 57 00:03:11,817 --> 00:03:13,101 as a talent scout. 58 00:03:13,103 --> 00:03:15,885 I was definitely out of my depth. 59 00:03:18,112 --> 00:03:20,617 My friend Tyler is a singer. 60 00:03:20,619 --> 00:03:23,330 He was with Nicky Shymansky and Tyler said, 61 00:03:23,332 --> 00:03:27,192 "My friend Amy sings jazz and she's great." 62 00:03:27,194 --> 00:03:28,896 Nicky said to me, "Want some studio time?" 63 00:03:28,898 --> 00:03:30,949 I said, "For what?" And he was like, 64 00:03:30,951 --> 00:03:32,445 "Well, if you'd write songs, 65 00:03:32,447 --> 00:03:35,054 we'd make a record, get a record deal." 66 00:03:35,056 --> 00:03:38,220 I was, like, "What do you get out of it?" 67 00:03:40,100 --> 00:03:42,882 Hello. 68 00:03:42,884 --> 00:03:45,213 I look ugly. 69 00:03:47,267 --> 00:03:50,257 Yeah, look at you. You look lovely. 70 00:03:50,260 --> 00:03:52,797 I don't. My chin's massive. 71 00:03:52,799 --> 00:03:55,893 - Worried about your chin? - That's there forever. 72 00:03:55,895 --> 00:03:59,999 ♪ There is no greater thrill ♪ 73 00:04:04,975 --> 00:04:09,949 ♪ Than what you bring to me ♪ 74 00:04:14,890 --> 00:04:18,368 ♪ No sweeter song ♪ 75 00:04:19,726 --> 00:04:22,542 ♪ Than what you sing ♪ 76 00:04:23,309 --> 00:04:26,613 ♪ Sing to me ♪♪ 77 00:04:29,154 --> 00:04:31,832 - Decide to record it? - Yeah. 78 00:04:31,834 --> 00:04:33,710 Hello. 79 00:04:33,712 --> 00:04:37,154 I'm just here... smoking a fag. 80 00:04:38,721 --> 00:04:41,539 I just like to... Oh, I look so grim. 81 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:47,383 I look like a floating head. You know, I've got no hair. 82 00:04:47,385 --> 00:04:49,993 I'm just on a black screen. 83 00:04:49,995 --> 00:04:52,601 There's my hand. What's going on? 84 00:04:52,603 --> 00:04:56,428 We'd recorded quite a few demo recordings, 85 00:04:56,430 --> 00:04:58,481 and I started to talk about 86 00:04:58,483 --> 00:05:01,299 whether she'd ever consider writing. 87 00:05:01,301 --> 00:05:03,421 She said she's not sure about writing songs, 88 00:05:03,423 --> 00:05:05,126 but she's written a lot of poems. 89 00:05:05,128 --> 00:05:07,318 ♪ And he's my life ♪♪ 90 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:10,240 She knew full well she'd been writing songs, 91 00:05:10,242 --> 00:05:12,362 but they were very personal songs. 92 00:05:48,197 --> 00:05:49,762 I wouldn't write anything 93 00:05:49,764 --> 00:05:51,501 unless it was directly personal to me, 94 00:05:51,503 --> 00:05:54,076 just 'cause I wouldn't be able to tell the story right 95 00:05:54,078 --> 00:05:55,746 because I wouldn't have done it. 96 00:05:55,748 --> 00:05:59,433 Even though some of it is personal in a sad way, 97 00:05:59,435 --> 00:06:01,416 I'd never let it just be that. 98 00:06:01,418 --> 00:06:03,643 I'll always put a punchline in the song. 99 00:06:03,645 --> 00:06:06,079 Just try and be different with my lyrics. 100 00:06:12,342 --> 00:06:16,342 Someone gave me a CD, two songs, 101 00:06:16,344 --> 00:06:19,507 and they weren't necessarily what you'd call hit songs, 102 00:06:19,509 --> 00:06:22,987 but they conveyed an emotion that just touched me. 103 00:06:24,761 --> 00:06:26,848 When you have that as an artist, 104 00:06:26,850 --> 00:06:29,562 you usually have a story to tell behind it. 105 00:06:30,432 --> 00:06:31,928 But it's a big leap of faith. 106 00:06:31,930 --> 00:06:34,119 I think my boss even questioned the deal, 107 00:06:34,121 --> 00:06:36,137 because we were really committing to giving 108 00:06:36,139 --> 00:06:40,834 an unsigned artist close to 250,000 pounds. 109 00:07:19,522 --> 00:07:21,677 We both knew we wanted to live with each other, 110 00:07:21,679 --> 00:07:24,495 we both knew we wanted to move out. 111 00:07:24,498 --> 00:07:27,592 She had family issues and I had lots of things 112 00:07:27,594 --> 00:07:30,896 going on with my family, and we looked after each other. 113 00:07:30,898 --> 00:07:33,680 It was amazing. We were young kids 114 00:07:33,682 --> 00:07:37,715 and we were best friends, in a flat on our own. 115 00:07:42,866 --> 00:07:44,152 She loved it. 116 00:07:44,154 --> 00:07:45,891 Juliette would sing, Amy would sing... 117 00:07:45,893 --> 00:07:50,171 And we just used to see each other all the time. 118 00:07:50,173 --> 00:07:53,511 We used to go to so many gigs with Amy. 119 00:07:53,513 --> 00:07:55,911 And when she first started doing her music, 120 00:07:55,913 --> 00:07:58,625 we were all so excited and proud of it. 121 00:08:00,331 --> 00:08:02,556 Where are we, Amy? 122 00:08:02,558 --> 00:08:05,130 - We're in Brighton. - Yeah, but what are we in now? 123 00:08:05,132 --> 00:08:07,740 Um, we're in, uh... What's-it Square, 124 00:08:07,742 --> 00:08:09,966 Regency Square, in a black cab. 125 00:08:09,968 --> 00:08:11,810 In a white cab. A beautiful cab. 126 00:08:11,813 --> 00:08:13,375 - And Lauren's with us. - Ah! 127 00:08:15,116 --> 00:08:18,142 D'you know what my favourite thing about Nicky is? 128 00:08:18,144 --> 00:08:21,655 His legs. 129 00:08:21,657 --> 00:08:23,708 Aw. 130 00:08:23,710 --> 00:08:27,188 Know what my other favourite thing is? 131 00:08:27,190 --> 00:08:29,344 - What? - Not your hair. 132 00:08:30,528 --> 00:08:35,223 She could make you feel so important... 133 00:08:35,226 --> 00:08:37,763 and then, all of a sudden, 134 00:08:37,765 --> 00:08:39,991 very unimportant. 135 00:08:39,993 --> 00:08:42,948 And then make you feel so important again. 136 00:08:42,950 --> 00:08:46,496 That was what she did. She liked to get people 137 00:08:46,498 --> 00:08:50,288 into a comfortable position and then shock them. 138 00:08:50,290 --> 00:08:53,349 If I got my hair right, then what would that mean? 139 00:08:53,351 --> 00:08:56,167 That would mean you were ready to marry me. 140 00:09:13,250 --> 00:09:15,302 Her first relationship 141 00:09:15,304 --> 00:09:18,051 was with an older guy called Chris. 142 00:09:18,053 --> 00:09:21,286 She really got the hots for him. Madly in love with him. 143 00:09:21,288 --> 00:09:24,660 She wrote a few songs about having the hots for him. 144 00:09:24,662 --> 00:09:28,384 And then, eventually, she lost interest and... 145 00:09:28,386 --> 00:09:31,862 She always used to talk about it and started writing about that. 146 00:10:52,020 --> 00:10:53,585 I think when I was growing up, 147 00:10:53,587 --> 00:10:57,029 the music that was in the pop charts or, you know, 148 00:10:57,031 --> 00:10:58,559 the music that was... 149 00:10:58,561 --> 00:11:00,473 that people were releasing at the time, 150 00:11:00,475 --> 00:11:02,143 I just thought, "This isn't music, 151 00:11:02,145 --> 00:11:04,439 this is watered down, or this is, you know, just crap, 152 00:11:04,441 --> 00:11:06,178 someone else has written it for you 153 00:11:06,180 --> 00:11:07,848 and you have to sing it." 154 00:11:07,851 --> 00:11:09,936 It's very much the case with some music today. 155 00:11:09,938 --> 00:11:12,372 I really started writing music just as... to challenge myself, 156 00:11:12,374 --> 00:11:14,702 to see what I could write or, you know, 157 00:11:14,704 --> 00:11:16,581 just because there was nothing else there 158 00:11:16,583 --> 00:11:18,738 that I could listen to at the time. 159 00:11:18,740 --> 00:11:21,242 And having listened to jazz and, you know, great songwriters 160 00:11:21,245 --> 00:11:22,843 like James Taylor and Carole King, 161 00:11:22,845 --> 00:11:26,044 it was very... I felt like I had nothing new 162 00:11:26,046 --> 00:11:27,957 that was coming out at the time 163 00:11:27,959 --> 00:11:30,636 that really represented me or the way I felt. 164 00:11:30,638 --> 00:11:34,706 So I just started writing, really, my own stuff 165 00:11:34,708 --> 00:11:37,420 and from personal experience. 166 00:11:37,423 --> 00:11:40,099 This is, um, I Heard Love is Blind. 167 00:11:40,101 --> 00:11:42,361 I'll just clip, clip my hair 168 00:11:42,363 --> 00:11:46,361 out of the way, 'cause it's gonna get on my nerves. 169 00:11:47,615 --> 00:11:49,667 I remember thinking, when she walked in, 170 00:11:49,669 --> 00:11:51,476 she was this complete force of nature. 171 00:11:51,478 --> 00:11:53,528 I thought, "Wow, there's something about you." 172 00:11:53,530 --> 00:11:55,442 And I remember thinking, "Please be good." 173 00:11:55,444 --> 00:12:00,068 I wrote this in Miami with a guy called Salaam and, um... 174 00:12:02,157 --> 00:12:05,913 - and I'm really proud of it. - She was 18 175 00:12:05,915 --> 00:12:09,914 and she was a very classic North London Jewish girl. 176 00:12:09,916 --> 00:12:11,376 A lot of attitude. 177 00:12:11,378 --> 00:12:13,567 Quite shy, but something emanated from her. 178 00:12:13,570 --> 00:12:15,619 She had a charisma. 179 00:12:41,435 --> 00:12:43,625 When you looked at her lyrical capability 180 00:12:43,627 --> 00:12:45,157 and her melodic capability, 181 00:12:45,159 --> 00:12:48,427 she was a very old soul in a very young body. 182 00:12:48,429 --> 00:12:51,349 And we did the deal very, very quickly. 183 00:13:32,716 --> 00:13:36,159 Amy's album came out yesterday and how many has it sold so far? 184 00:13:36,161 --> 00:13:39,012 A pretty staggering 800, actually. 185 00:13:39,014 --> 00:13:40,647 That is at least... 186 00:13:40,649 --> 00:13:42,630 I've emptied my bank account buying 600 of them. 187 00:13:42,632 --> 00:13:45,622 That is, at least half my friends have bought the album. 188 00:13:45,624 --> 00:13:48,405 Bastards. I'd better call the other half up today. 189 00:13:50,912 --> 00:13:53,067 Snug in a rug. 190 00:13:53,069 --> 00:13:55,537 She's going to get annoyed. 191 00:13:55,539 --> 00:13:57,067 Amy? 192 00:13:57,070 --> 00:14:00,512 Explain what your little hub is all about. 193 00:14:00,514 --> 00:14:04,617 - Hello. Oh, you're coming. - Sleeping! 194 00:14:04,619 --> 00:14:07,783 Just give us a smile, then we can turn the camera off. 195 00:14:07,785 --> 00:14:11,228 Come on, just give us a quick one. A one-second flash. 196 00:14:24,101 --> 00:14:26,918 How big do you think you're going to be? 197 00:14:26,920 --> 00:14:29,284 I don't, at all, because, you know, 198 00:14:29,286 --> 00:14:33,945 my music is not on that scale. The music is not on that scale. 199 00:14:35,060 --> 00:14:36,659 Sometimes I wish it was, 200 00:14:36,662 --> 00:14:41,530 but I don't think I'm gonna be at all famous. 201 00:14:42,992 --> 00:14:45,322 I don't think I could handle it. 202 00:14:45,984 --> 00:14:47,375 I'd probably go mad. 203 00:14:47,377 --> 00:14:49,671 You know what I mean? I would go mad. 204 00:14:52,907 --> 00:14:55,689 - Where are we going? - We're going to Birmingham! 205 00:14:55,691 --> 00:14:57,568 Why are we going to Birmingham? 206 00:14:57,570 --> 00:15:00,108 We're going to Birmingham to sing songs. 207 00:15:00,110 --> 00:15:03,691 - Yeah? - And make merry. 208 00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:08,388 Oh, that was sick! That was sick! 209 00:15:08,390 --> 00:15:10,823 - Get me, get me. - Nicky, that was beautiful. 210 00:15:10,825 --> 00:15:13,885 What are your thoughts on how beautiful that was? 211 00:15:25,575 --> 00:15:28,218 My turn, my turn! 212 00:15:28,220 --> 00:15:30,618 Wait, let me get a really good shot. 213 00:15:30,620 --> 00:15:31,767 Oh, what a shot. 214 00:15:32,846 --> 00:15:35,385 Oh! 215 00:15:35,387 --> 00:15:37,020 She don't even care. 216 00:15:37,022 --> 00:15:40,290 Watch it... watch it go in there. 217 00:15:42,448 --> 00:15:44,569 Got no light in here. 218 00:15:44,571 --> 00:15:47,806 Don't get my spots in. 219 00:15:47,808 --> 00:15:49,371 What spots? 220 00:15:49,373 --> 00:15:51,702 - I love you. - Do you know I'm zooming in? 221 00:15:51,704 --> 00:15:54,206 You're zooming in on all my spots! 222 00:15:54,209 --> 00:15:55,737 You're a fucking cunt. 223 00:15:59,809 --> 00:16:02,382 Does my hair look okay like this? 224 00:16:02,384 --> 00:16:04,052 Yeah, very good. It's lovely. 225 00:16:04,054 --> 00:16:07,913 - Do you promise? - I promise. 226 00:16:07,915 --> 00:16:09,966 What song d'you think I should do first tonight? 227 00:16:09,968 --> 00:16:11,915 Right, I think you should start off with... 228 00:16:11,917 --> 00:16:14,872 Ah, I love your little cap! It's so cute! 229 00:16:14,874 --> 00:16:18,282 Um, I think you should start off with a song called... 230 00:16:18,284 --> 00:16:22,630 Oh, on camera. Okay. Okay. 231 00:16:22,633 --> 00:16:25,970 - Go, sister. Go get done. - Stop! 232 00:17:12,451 --> 00:17:15,129 ♪ In my bed ♪ 233 00:17:16,208 --> 00:17:19,269 ♪ Yeah yeah... ♪♪ 234 00:17:27,514 --> 00:17:30,053 Could you please introduce yourself? 235 00:17:30,055 --> 00:17:32,106 Yes. Hello. I'm Amy Winehouse. 236 00:17:32,108 --> 00:17:34,506 I'm 20. I'm a jazz singer. 237 00:17:34,509 --> 00:17:37,707 I've heard your record and it sounds very, uh, mature. 238 00:17:37,709 --> 00:17:40,595 Is it all live? Also, not only the singing, 239 00:17:40,597 --> 00:17:42,230 but also the instruments? 240 00:17:42,233 --> 00:17:44,631 Yeah, all the instrumentation is completely live. 241 00:17:44,633 --> 00:17:48,109 I wouldn't have any fake horns on my record. 242 00:17:48,111 --> 00:17:50,232 I think they put fake strings on Take the Box, 243 00:17:50,234 --> 00:17:52,145 but I wasn't a part of that. 244 00:17:52,147 --> 00:17:57,642 I would never, ever have put strings on my record. Ever. 245 00:17:57,644 --> 00:18:01,504 And this guy doing the mix of this song, he just... 246 00:18:01,506 --> 00:18:03,626 didn't even think about it. 247 00:18:06,862 --> 00:18:08,358 Okay, um... 248 00:18:08,360 --> 00:18:10,723 just a couple of questions. Um... 249 00:18:14,273 --> 00:18:16,220 - Upset? - Yeah. 250 00:18:18,796 --> 00:18:22,274 Oh, okay. Okay, okay. 251 00:18:22,276 --> 00:18:23,943 Okay. Um... 252 00:18:23,945 --> 00:18:28,154 There wasn't a girl that had been gobby in the media 253 00:18:28,156 --> 00:18:29,649 for a long time. 254 00:18:29,651 --> 00:18:32,606 And she could be very cutting. 255 00:18:32,608 --> 00:18:36,816 Especially if she got bored or felt misunderstood. 256 00:18:36,818 --> 00:18:39,112 I dunno, it seems to me, though, 257 00:18:39,114 --> 00:18:41,165 that every woman who writes about, you know, 258 00:18:41,167 --> 00:18:44,018 kind of puts it down on a record 259 00:18:44,020 --> 00:18:46,035 doesn't do them any harm. 260 00:18:46,037 --> 00:18:47,914 Look at Dido. I mean, she... 261 00:18:47,916 --> 00:18:51,532 she used that album to clean out her emotional closet. 262 00:18:51,534 --> 00:18:53,724 - Did she? - Yeah, it's all about 263 00:18:53,726 --> 00:18:57,203 the break-up of her relationship and, you know, 264 00:18:57,205 --> 00:18:58,977 kind of like surviving. - Mm... 265 00:18:58,979 --> 00:19:02,178 And, uh, and not, not going... I mean, like the whole thing 266 00:19:02,180 --> 00:19:04,161 about not going down with the ship. 267 00:19:04,163 --> 00:19:06,422 - Yeah... - I mean, Dido's Dido, 268 00:19:06,424 --> 00:19:10,423 but, you know, I mean, uh... 269 00:19:11,816 --> 00:19:14,494 I think she's one of the most exciting 270 00:19:14,496 --> 00:19:16,059 and brilliantly talented vocalists 271 00:19:16,061 --> 00:19:18,286 to emerge in this country in many, many years. 272 00:19:18,288 --> 00:19:19,468 It is Amy Winehouse. 273 00:19:24,131 --> 00:19:25,174 Fantastic. 274 00:19:27,123 --> 00:19:29,210 You're managed by the company who looks after S Club 7, 275 00:19:29,212 --> 00:19:32,619 used to look after the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller. 276 00:19:32,621 --> 00:19:34,707 Have they tried to mould you in any way? 277 00:19:34,709 --> 00:19:36,307 Asked you to do things, 278 00:19:36,309 --> 00:19:38,290 to change the way you look or speak or behave? 279 00:19:38,292 --> 00:19:40,308 Um, yeah, one of them tried to mould me 280 00:19:40,310 --> 00:19:42,708 into a big triangle shape and I went, "No!" 281 00:19:42,710 --> 00:19:46,744 No, I've got my own style. 282 00:19:46,746 --> 00:19:50,049 I've got my own style and I wrote my own songs 283 00:19:50,052 --> 00:19:53,319 and, you know, if someone has so much of something already, 284 00:19:53,321 --> 00:19:55,233 there's very little you can... add. 285 00:19:55,235 --> 00:19:57,528 Yeah. You know what I like about you, as well? 286 00:19:57,531 --> 00:19:58,851 The way you sound so common. 287 00:19:58,853 --> 00:20:01,112 Because I am common 288 00:20:01,114 --> 00:20:04,766 and it's like, you know, it's so refreshing 289 00:20:04,768 --> 00:20:06,957 to hear someone who isn't speaking 290 00:20:06,959 --> 00:20:08,940 like they've taken elocution lessons. 291 00:20:08,943 --> 00:20:12,350 Yeah. They gave me elocution lessons, but they kind of... 292 00:20:12,352 --> 00:20:13,845 Psht! 293 00:20:13,847 --> 00:20:16,142 - They didn't stick. - Off my back, yeah. 294 00:20:27,902 --> 00:20:29,536 I realized early on, 295 00:20:29,538 --> 00:20:33,467 when Amy made her mind up, she made her mind up. 296 00:20:33,469 --> 00:20:36,738 And I found it difficult to stand up to her. 297 00:20:38,687 --> 00:20:42,896 She would say, "Oh, Mum, you're so soft with me. 298 00:20:42,898 --> 00:20:45,192 "I can get away with murder. 299 00:20:45,194 --> 00:20:47,349 You should be tougher, Mum." 300 00:20:48,220 --> 00:20:50,723 Well, I just accepted it. 301 00:20:50,725 --> 00:20:55,176 I wasn't strong enough to say to her, "Stop." 302 00:21:29,411 --> 00:21:34,280 I met another woman when Amy was about 18 months old. 303 00:21:34,282 --> 00:21:36,786 We worked together. We were having an affair. 304 00:21:36,788 --> 00:21:40,717 But another eight or nine years were to pass before I left home. 305 00:21:41,623 --> 00:21:44,335 I was a coward. 306 00:21:44,337 --> 00:21:48,267 But I felt that Amy was over it pretty quick. 307 00:22:24,658 --> 00:22:27,162 When Amy was a teenager, 13 or 14, 308 00:22:27,164 --> 00:22:29,354 she was being taken to the doctor's 309 00:22:29,356 --> 00:22:31,267 and she was on antidepressants. 310 00:24:46,810 --> 00:24:50,810 ♪ What is it about men ♪♪ 311 00:24:52,585 --> 00:24:56,621 Amy used to always say to me that that was her dream, really, 312 00:24:56,623 --> 00:24:58,290 to do those sorts of shows, 313 00:24:58,292 --> 00:25:02,535 to play in jazz clubs to small audiences. 314 00:25:02,537 --> 00:25:05,978 She had one of the most pure relationships to music, 315 00:25:05,981 --> 00:25:08,484 such an emotional relationship to music. 316 00:25:08,486 --> 00:25:12,415 Like she needed music as if it was a person, 317 00:25:12,417 --> 00:25:14,781 and that she would die for it. 318 00:25:17,947 --> 00:25:20,034 Let me read this. 319 00:25:21,427 --> 00:25:23,374 Oh, my God. 320 00:25:24,662 --> 00:25:26,818 Uh, and the winner... 321 00:25:26,820 --> 00:25:29,497 and the song is Stronger Than Me 322 00:25:29,499 --> 00:25:32,524 by Amy Winehouse and Salaam Remi. 323 00:25:32,526 --> 00:25:34,158 Let's give it up! 324 00:25:40,700 --> 00:25:43,343 This is me, isn't it? Right here. 325 00:25:43,345 --> 00:25:45,396 Wow! 326 00:25:45,398 --> 00:25:49,780 I don't believe this. Um, thank you, Salaam. 327 00:25:49,782 --> 00:25:51,310 There's no picture of him, 328 00:25:51,312 --> 00:25:53,920 but Salaam is the most inspirational producer 329 00:25:53,922 --> 00:25:55,659 I've ever worked with. 330 00:25:55,661 --> 00:25:59,660 And he has that unique skill of not just having 331 00:25:59,662 --> 00:26:02,652 the most appropriate beat, but also, um, 332 00:26:02,654 --> 00:26:04,322 drawing the artistry out. 333 00:26:04,324 --> 00:26:06,409 And I guess that's the story of this song. 334 00:26:06,411 --> 00:26:09,193 - And I wanna thank... - What I allowed her to do 335 00:26:09,195 --> 00:26:12,359 was to really just put her wit into her songs. 336 00:26:12,361 --> 00:26:14,412 When I heard her sing in front of me, 337 00:26:14,414 --> 00:26:16,499 I could tell she was really like a jazz singer. 338 00:26:16,501 --> 00:26:19,943 She had the stylings of a 65-year-old jazz singer 339 00:26:19,945 --> 00:26:22,030 who knew the ropes up and down. 340 00:26:22,032 --> 00:26:25,335 It was, like, "Okay, if this is what you are when you're 18, 341 00:26:25,338 --> 00:26:27,562 then what are gonna be when you're 25?" 342 00:26:39,844 --> 00:26:41,931 We're now joined by Mos Def in the backstage area. 343 00:26:41,933 --> 00:26:44,365 Thanks for coming and taking time out and chatting to us. 344 00:26:44,367 --> 00:26:47,705 I heard they was doing something, so I came down. 345 00:26:49,377 --> 00:26:53,307 I became aware of Amy in 2004. 346 00:26:53,309 --> 00:26:57,098 I was out in England. 347 00:26:57,100 --> 00:27:00,577 I'm a big jazz fan and I really liked what she was doing. 348 00:27:00,580 --> 00:27:04,231 I thought it was unique, it was edgy and sincere. 349 00:27:04,233 --> 00:27:06,735 And that's the thing I liked most about Amy, 350 00:27:06,738 --> 00:27:09,658 is that she didn't have any airs. She was real. 351 00:27:17,313 --> 00:27:19,712 I had a chance to meet her while I was here, 352 00:27:19,715 --> 00:27:22,635 and we hit it off. We became fast friends. 353 00:27:23,923 --> 00:27:25,662 She was just a charming, sweet lady. 354 00:27:25,664 --> 00:27:28,479 I had a bit of a crush on her, to be honest. 355 00:27:28,481 --> 00:27:32,201 She was raw, she was fast with a blue joke, 356 00:27:32,204 --> 00:27:34,741 could drink anybody under the table, 357 00:27:34,743 --> 00:27:38,846 wasn't afraid to roll a smoke, had a big giant laugh, 358 00:27:38,848 --> 00:27:41,873 and was just a sweetheart, you know? 359 00:27:58,609 --> 00:28:01,913 You don't seem that bothered about everything. 360 00:28:01,915 --> 00:28:04,313 D'you know what I mean? You have some artists 361 00:28:04,315 --> 00:28:05,774 that step in here and go, 362 00:28:05,776 --> 00:28:07,687 "Right, I want that number-one spot. 363 00:28:07,690 --> 00:28:09,602 I want my album to go number one, 364 00:28:09,604 --> 00:28:11,689 I wanna chase up with a second album." 365 00:28:11,691 --> 00:28:13,011 But what's up with you? 366 00:28:13,013 --> 00:28:14,993 I'm determined on the next thing. 367 00:28:14,995 --> 00:28:17,151 I'm not interested in... Success, to me, is not success 368 00:28:17,153 --> 00:28:19,204 to... the record company or whoever. 369 00:28:19,206 --> 00:28:21,500 Success, to me, is having the freedom 370 00:28:21,502 --> 00:28:24,248 to work with whoever I wanna work with, 371 00:28:24,250 --> 00:28:26,857 to always be able to just fuck everything off 372 00:28:26,859 --> 00:28:31,380 and go to the studio when I have to go to the studio, or... 373 00:28:31,382 --> 00:28:32,876 But you can't do that, 374 00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:34,615 'cause you have other responsibilities now. 375 00:28:34,617 --> 00:28:36,181 You're becoming an artist in the public eye. 376 00:28:36,183 --> 00:28:38,303 So, all of a sudden, you're gonna be... 377 00:28:38,305 --> 00:28:40,391 I'm not saying you're gonna be hounded by the press, 378 00:28:40,393 --> 00:28:42,025 but you're gonna have certain responsibilities 379 00:28:42,028 --> 00:28:43,487 that are gonna come onto your doorstep 380 00:28:43,489 --> 00:28:45,018 that you may not particularly welcome. 381 00:28:45,020 --> 00:28:46,618 Okay, that's cool, but I think 382 00:28:46,620 --> 00:28:48,949 the more people see of me, the more they'll realize 383 00:28:48,951 --> 00:28:51,350 that all I'm good for is making tunes. 384 00:28:51,352 --> 00:28:53,610 So leave me alone and I'll do it. 385 00:28:53,613 --> 00:28:55,559 I will do the music. 386 00:28:55,561 --> 00:28:58,795 I just need time to do the music. Know what I mean? 387 00:29:32,229 --> 00:29:34,593 When she went to Camden, it was very exciting, 388 00:29:34,595 --> 00:29:37,063 'cause it was her first property that she'd bought, 389 00:29:37,066 --> 00:29:38,595 and we were all really happy. 390 00:29:38,597 --> 00:29:42,839 She loved Camden. She loved it up there. 391 00:29:42,841 --> 00:29:47,188 But when she went to Camden, things started changing. 392 00:30:09,072 --> 00:30:12,098 We were the indie kids. 393 00:30:12,100 --> 00:30:13,976 Gazelles, The Rakes, Babyshambles. 394 00:30:13,978 --> 00:30:17,385 Everyone was a Camden band. Like, it was cool again. 395 00:30:18,918 --> 00:30:21,978 In them days, it was very much, like, basically, 396 00:30:21,980 --> 00:30:24,344 if you were in a signed band... 397 00:30:24,346 --> 00:30:28,832 you were a cunt, because... the best-looking 398 00:30:28,834 --> 00:30:31,093 and the best-dressed and the coolest people 399 00:30:31,095 --> 00:30:33,772 were the ones who were born to lose, really. 400 00:30:35,895 --> 00:30:37,947 The Libertines, yeah. I slept on them. 401 00:30:37,949 --> 00:30:41,217 I came to the Libertines, like, a year later than everyone else. 402 00:30:41,220 --> 00:30:42,713 But I'm not being funny. 403 00:30:42,715 --> 00:30:44,940 They made people proud to be British. 404 00:30:44,942 --> 00:30:47,862 That was London for a real spell, you know? 405 00:30:50,333 --> 00:30:54,159 I run a club called Trash with my friend Errol. 406 00:30:54,161 --> 00:30:55,898 Did the door there. 407 00:30:55,900 --> 00:30:57,499 Blake would give out flyers for Trash. 408 00:30:57,501 --> 00:30:59,169 We wouldn't have met each other, 409 00:30:59,171 --> 00:31:01,048 and a lot of people here wouldn't have known each other 410 00:31:01,050 --> 00:31:03,135 had it not been for Trash. That's fair enough, innit? 411 00:31:03,137 --> 00:31:06,371 It's the first place I learned how to pull a bird. 412 00:31:06,373 --> 00:31:08,945 He just loved girls, you know? 413 00:31:08,947 --> 00:31:11,554 He loved partying and he loved... shagging. 414 00:31:11,556 --> 00:31:14,442 Always in and out of bed. 415 00:31:14,444 --> 00:31:17,538 We met in a pub, in the Good Mixer in Camden. 416 00:31:17,540 --> 00:31:20,496 I was at the bar and she came in. 417 00:31:20,498 --> 00:31:22,966 We just sort of started playing pool, 418 00:31:22,968 --> 00:31:24,392 then we went to another pub. 419 00:31:24,394 --> 00:31:27,001 And then we went back to Amy's house. 420 00:31:27,003 --> 00:31:30,515 She was seeing somebody else and I was seeing somebody else. 421 00:31:30,517 --> 00:31:32,776 But I didn't think of it as infidelity. 422 00:31:32,778 --> 00:31:35,281 I just thought she was, like, a young girl 423 00:31:35,283 --> 00:31:38,656 and she was a bit naughty. And I was the same. 424 00:31:56,957 --> 00:32:01,477 Are you alright? How you doing? You okay? 425 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,426 What's going on with you at the moment? 426 00:32:03,428 --> 00:32:05,235 'Cause obviously, Frank was last year, um, 427 00:32:05,237 --> 00:32:07,184 and we haven't really heard much from you since then. 428 00:32:07,186 --> 00:32:09,062 So when are we gonna hear from you next? 429 00:32:09,064 --> 00:32:10,558 What's the next single? 430 00:32:10,560 --> 00:32:12,228 Uh, I can't think of the next single. 431 00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:13,898 I'm just gonna write the next album at the minute. 432 00:32:13,900 --> 00:32:15,534 - Uh... - You having that kind 433 00:32:15,536 --> 00:32:17,586 of writer's block thing or... - Yeah, man. 434 00:32:17,588 --> 00:32:19,499 It's hard to write, because, uh, 435 00:32:19,501 --> 00:32:21,935 you can write a million things a day, 436 00:32:21,937 --> 00:32:24,196 but it's hard to write something that you're proud of. 437 00:32:24,198 --> 00:32:26,562 So I'm just trying, you know, I'm just trying. 438 00:32:30,529 --> 00:32:32,093 I asked to see her. 439 00:32:32,095 --> 00:32:34,807 She was late and she came in with Nicky. 440 00:32:35,921 --> 00:32:37,799 She was a character. 441 00:32:37,801 --> 00:32:39,365 She always called me Uncle Lucian. 442 00:32:39,367 --> 00:32:41,661 And I really liked her. And I had enough 443 00:32:41,663 --> 00:32:43,957 of a relationship with her. So there's no flattery, 444 00:32:43,959 --> 00:32:46,914 it was, like, blunt. And I said, "Enough, I need another album. 445 00:32:46,916 --> 00:32:50,219 "Now go and write one. This is horseshit. 446 00:32:50,221 --> 00:32:52,759 "Frank was then, this is now. 447 00:32:52,761 --> 00:32:55,368 They're all gonna forget you." 448 00:32:56,761 --> 00:32:58,881 She didn't like it. 449 00:33:01,388 --> 00:33:04,135 - Nick Shymansky. - Yes. 450 00:33:04,137 --> 00:33:05,874 Sit up a bit. 451 00:33:07,789 --> 00:33:10,536 - Yes. - How are you today, darling? 452 00:33:10,538 --> 00:33:12,207 Very good, actually. Thanks. 453 00:33:12,209 --> 00:33:14,711 - How about you? - Really good. 454 00:33:14,713 --> 00:33:19,721 In between all this, she decided that she wanted me 455 00:33:19,723 --> 00:33:23,861 to leave 19 with Simon Fuller to go manage her. 456 00:33:24,975 --> 00:33:27,410 She didn't like being connected 457 00:33:27,412 --> 00:33:30,506 with Pop Idol and the Spice Girls, 458 00:33:30,508 --> 00:33:33,637 but I thought it would be incredibly disloyal, 459 00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:36,177 at this point, to walk away. 460 00:33:38,196 --> 00:33:41,222 And Blake was very quickly becoming 461 00:33:41,224 --> 00:33:43,900 a bigger and bigger character in all this. 462 00:33:43,902 --> 00:33:47,170 She was with him the whole time and didn't want 463 00:33:47,172 --> 00:33:49,362 to go to places without him. 464 00:33:52,007 --> 00:33:54,894 We spent the summer together. 465 00:33:54,896 --> 00:33:57,225 She used to say we're like twins. 466 00:33:57,227 --> 00:34:00,774 And that was our relationship. I'd like to sabotage myself 467 00:34:00,776 --> 00:34:03,731 and I think Amy liked to sabotage herself. 468 00:34:04,463 --> 00:34:06,409 Maybe that was our nature. 469 00:34:09,333 --> 00:34:11,732 I used to ask her why was she promiscuous 470 00:34:11,734 --> 00:34:14,516 and why she was more like a man with sex. 471 00:34:14,518 --> 00:34:18,760 It's indicative of somebody that's had a traumatic event, 472 00:34:18,762 --> 00:34:20,464 maybe sexually, themselves. 473 00:34:20,467 --> 00:34:23,248 Sort of made sense to me from the way she was. 474 00:34:24,814 --> 00:34:26,205 She'd just say, "It's nothing. 475 00:34:26,207 --> 00:34:28,918 "I weren't abused when I was a kid. 476 00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:30,310 Nothing like that." 477 00:34:30,312 --> 00:34:33,685 Then she said her dad leaving her mum 478 00:34:33,688 --> 00:34:35,425 was what caused this, 479 00:34:35,427 --> 00:34:38,069 and her not really seeing her dad. 480 00:34:40,053 --> 00:34:41,895 I understood. 481 00:34:41,897 --> 00:34:45,166 I cut my wrists when I was nine years old. 482 00:34:45,168 --> 00:34:48,193 I don't know if I wanted to necessarily die, 483 00:34:48,195 --> 00:34:51,671 I just wanted my mum to leave my stepdad. 484 00:34:53,169 --> 00:34:55,916 Me and Amy were quite similar. 485 00:34:57,552 --> 00:35:02,213 I fell in love with someone who I would've died for. 486 00:35:02,215 --> 00:35:04,927 We were in love and we were together. 487 00:35:04,929 --> 00:35:07,710 And that's like a real drug, isn't it? 488 00:35:30,429 --> 00:35:34,116 ♪ If my man was fighting ♪ 489 00:35:34,118 --> 00:35:37,456 ♪ Some unholy war ♪ 490 00:35:37,458 --> 00:35:39,786 ♪ I would be behind him ♪ 491 00:35:39,788 --> 00:35:43,509 ♪ Straight shook up beside him ♪ 492 00:35:43,512 --> 00:35:46,188 ♪ With strength he didn't know ♪ 493 00:35:46,190 --> 00:35:49,980 ♪ It's you I'm fighting for ♪ 494 00:35:51,025 --> 00:35:53,354 ♪ He can't lose ♪ 495 00:35:53,356 --> 00:35:56,242 ♪ With me in tow ♪ 496 00:35:56,245 --> 00:36:00,069 ♪ With me in tow ♪ 497 00:36:00,071 --> 00:36:02,643 ♪ I refuse ♪ 498 00:36:02,645 --> 00:36:05,774 ♪ To let him go ♪ 499 00:36:05,777 --> 00:36:09,671 ♪ To let him go ♪ 500 00:36:09,673 --> 00:36:13,846 ♪ At his side ♪ 501 00:36:13,848 --> 00:36:18,229 ♪ And drunk on pride ♪ 502 00:36:19,135 --> 00:36:21,222 ♪ We wait ♪ 503 00:36:22,857 --> 00:36:25,849 ♪ For the blow ♪ 504 00:36:28,703 --> 00:36:31,102 ♪ Ooh... ♪♪ 505 00:36:43,768 --> 00:36:46,236 Oh, let's see who's gonna be 506 00:36:46,238 --> 00:36:47,662 behind the green door! 507 00:36:47,663 --> 00:36:48,672 - Hi! - Master of the house 508 00:36:48,673 --> 00:36:50,341 is not in right now. 509 00:36:50,343 --> 00:36:53,264 She is gone somewhere for a minute to be somewhere. 510 00:36:53,266 --> 00:36:56,499 And somewhere she having dinner, so I'm having a cheeky cigarette 511 00:36:56,501 --> 00:36:58,551 while she gone. Don't tell her. Shh. 512 00:36:58,553 --> 00:37:00,465 Cheeky, cheeky. Eh! 513 00:37:00,467 --> 00:37:03,352 Mi scusi. Tell me about this place. 514 00:37:03,354 --> 00:37:06,205 Alright, while she's away, I'll give you a tour 515 00:37:06,207 --> 00:37:08,154 of the house. Okay, ready? Okay. 516 00:37:08,156 --> 00:37:10,450 First I lead you into the main room. 517 00:37:10,452 --> 00:37:12,502 This is usually reserved for entertaining guests, 518 00:37:12,504 --> 00:37:14,520 but you can be my guest, darling, 519 00:37:14,522 --> 00:37:16,016 because no one's here today. 520 00:37:16,018 --> 00:37:18,625 Okay, I lead you out to the grand patio. 521 00:37:18,627 --> 00:37:20,957 Please, please follow. Don't mind me in my... 522 00:37:20,959 --> 00:37:23,914 - Ah, where you go? - Okay, darling, 523 00:37:23,916 --> 00:37:27,880 this is the grand patio. This is Cecil. 524 00:37:27,882 --> 00:37:31,220 - Cecil live here. - Cecil! 525 00:37:31,222 --> 00:37:33,481 Then we have the bedroom. It's very nice. 526 00:37:33,483 --> 00:37:34,664 There are some cupboards. 527 00:37:34,666 --> 00:37:36,717 - Ooh. - See up here, 528 00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:39,534 this is where I sleep when the master come home. 529 00:37:39,536 --> 00:37:43,152 - The toilet! - Sometimes when I'm alone, 530 00:37:43,154 --> 00:37:45,309 I have a shower in all my clothes. 531 00:37:45,311 --> 00:37:48,162 I find this is the only true way to relax. 532 00:37:48,164 --> 00:37:52,268 Also here, this is the hook I hang from when I'm in trouble. 533 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:56,164 It's not very often. I'm a good boy. I'm a good boy. 534 00:37:56,166 --> 00:37:59,400 Okay, well, this is it. Welcome to my humble abode. 535 00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:02,531 Amy! 536 00:38:05,141 --> 00:38:09,036 We are sitting... in a little bar, 537 00:38:09,038 --> 00:38:12,898 drinking cocktails. There's my cocktail. 538 00:38:12,900 --> 00:38:16,238 There's Amy's little cocktail. 539 00:38:16,240 --> 00:38:18,534 I think it's got Rohypnol in it. 540 00:38:30,816 --> 00:38:32,624 All of a sudden she went to me, 541 00:38:32,626 --> 00:38:38,121 "Lauren, listen to this message. This is a message from Blake." 542 00:38:39,757 --> 00:38:43,687 I just said to her that I didn't wanna leave my girlfriend 543 00:38:43,689 --> 00:38:46,297 and we'd probably be better as friends. 544 00:38:49,777 --> 00:38:53,290 She was obsessing over these text messages. 545 00:38:53,292 --> 00:38:56,525 He wanted nothing to do with her and she was obsessing over it. 546 00:38:57,813 --> 00:39:01,918 All she wanted was for him to wanna see her. 547 00:39:04,319 --> 00:39:06,858 It got messy. 548 00:39:06,860 --> 00:39:11,937 He went back to his girlfriend, then she got her own back. 549 00:39:11,939 --> 00:39:13,954 She slept with his friend. 550 00:39:56,122 --> 00:39:58,591 The person that lived opposite in the little court 551 00:39:58,593 --> 00:40:01,513 had Juliette's number and had called Juliette up to say, 552 00:40:01,515 --> 00:40:04,122 "Amy's fallen over and she's hurt her head, 553 00:40:04,124 --> 00:40:06,001 so we've gone round there." 554 00:40:06,003 --> 00:40:09,271 It looked like people had been squatting in her house. 555 00:40:09,273 --> 00:40:10,837 It stank, it was dirty. 556 00:40:10,839 --> 00:40:12,437 And she was lying on the bed 557 00:40:12,439 --> 00:40:15,324 and she had this golf ball coming out of her head. 558 00:40:15,326 --> 00:40:17,830 So we worked till, like, 3 in the morning 559 00:40:17,832 --> 00:40:19,569 and we cleaned the whole house up. 560 00:40:19,571 --> 00:40:22,317 And I called her dad and we called Nick. 561 00:40:42,323 --> 00:40:44,792 We all met there and it was, like, 562 00:40:44,794 --> 00:40:48,967 this is getting out of control. We need to get her some help. 563 00:40:50,186 --> 00:40:52,272 I've tried speaking to the parents 564 00:40:52,274 --> 00:40:56,273 and they really wanna kinda take it on. 565 00:40:56,275 --> 00:40:59,508 And so, technically, I sort of kidnapped her. 566 00:41:09,181 --> 00:41:12,694 I picked her up and I thought, "I'm driving you 567 00:41:12,696 --> 00:41:15,755 "to the middle of nowhere and we're gonna sit there 568 00:41:15,757 --> 00:41:18,329 until you acknowledge what's going on." 569 00:41:19,478 --> 00:41:23,339 I drove her to Black Park in Iver. 570 00:41:26,054 --> 00:41:28,732 And it started off with her sort of laughing, 571 00:41:28,734 --> 00:41:31,272 "You're such an idiot." 572 00:41:31,274 --> 00:41:33,811 And then it turned into, "Don't be a prick." 573 00:41:33,813 --> 00:41:35,898 And she kicked my car. 574 00:41:37,153 --> 00:41:40,108 And then she just broke down, eventually. 575 00:41:40,111 --> 00:41:41,605 Opened up about everything. 576 00:41:41,607 --> 00:41:44,039 She said she thinks she's got a problem, 577 00:41:44,041 --> 00:41:47,449 she was lost and out of her depth. 578 00:41:47,451 --> 00:41:49,328 Horrible. 579 00:41:51,382 --> 00:41:53,885 She agreed to go rehab. 580 00:41:53,887 --> 00:41:57,086 I took her to see the rehab guy. 581 00:41:57,088 --> 00:41:58,965 She was, like, "I don't wanna talk about it. 582 00:41:58,967 --> 00:42:01,261 I'll go if my dad thinks I should go." 583 00:42:02,410 --> 00:42:05,749 We'd spoken to Mitch. We'd set it all up 584 00:42:05,751 --> 00:42:09,332 and she turned into a seven-year-old child. 585 00:42:09,334 --> 00:42:13,367 Sat on her father's lap and put her arm around him. 586 00:42:14,516 --> 00:42:16,708 I said to the managers, 587 00:42:16,710 --> 00:42:20,952 "She doesn't need to go to rehab. She's fine." 588 00:42:20,954 --> 00:42:23,561 My dad did actually go, "You're alright, no need to go." 589 00:42:23,564 --> 00:42:25,719 I said, "Alright, Dad, I'll go and meet him 590 00:42:25,721 --> 00:42:27,354 and we'll back out." Which I did. 591 00:42:27,356 --> 00:42:30,415 She didn't need to go to rehab. 592 00:42:32,399 --> 00:42:35,321 I think that was the moment 593 00:42:35,323 --> 00:42:37,686 we lost a very key opportunity. 594 00:42:37,688 --> 00:42:39,460 I'm not saying it would've worked. 595 00:42:39,462 --> 00:42:42,000 Very often, you have to go two or three times. 596 00:42:42,002 --> 00:42:45,826 But she wasn't a star. She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi. 597 00:42:45,829 --> 00:42:48,889 We could've just fucked Back to Black off, 598 00:42:48,891 --> 00:42:51,776 and Back To Black might have never happened, 599 00:42:51,778 --> 00:42:53,899 but she'd have had a chance 600 00:42:53,901 --> 00:42:56,090 to have been dealt with by professionals 601 00:42:56,093 --> 00:42:59,500 before the world wanted a piece of her. 602 00:44:02,610 --> 00:44:05,426 ♪ I never wanted you ♪ 603 00:44:05,429 --> 00:44:08,419 ♪ To be my man ♪ 604 00:44:08,421 --> 00:44:12,385 ♪ I just wanted to see what you can do ♪ 605 00:44:12,943 --> 00:44:14,437 ♪ Yeah ♪ 606 00:44:14,438 --> 00:44:15,309 No. 607 00:44:15,310 --> 00:44:18,890 ♪ Yo yo yeah ♪ 608 00:44:18,892 --> 00:44:21,953 The label were considering letting her go. 609 00:44:21,955 --> 00:44:24,979 She ends up coming back to Miami. 610 00:44:24,981 --> 00:44:28,179 Guy Moot calls me up, "Hey, sure you wanna do this?" 611 00:44:28,182 --> 00:44:30,407 I was, like, "Listen, even if you dropped her, 612 00:44:30,409 --> 00:44:33,224 "I would pay her to come to my house and sing 613 00:44:33,226 --> 00:44:34,894 'cause this shit fucking moves me." 614 00:44:34,896 --> 00:44:39,660 ♪ Many times when I tried to set you right ♪ 615 00:44:40,914 --> 00:44:43,765 ♪ It's just too hard ♪ 616 00:44:43,767 --> 00:44:47,453 ♪ I never wanted you ♪ 617 00:44:47,455 --> 00:44:51,628 ♪ To be my man ♪♪ 618 00:44:51,630 --> 00:44:55,386 And she totally didn't drink the whole time she was here. 619 00:44:57,300 --> 00:44:59,317 And she sat out in my back garden 620 00:44:59,319 --> 00:45:01,057 for, I don't know, four days. 621 00:45:01,059 --> 00:45:03,437 She'd just take her little notebook and just keep writing. 622 00:45:11,773 --> 00:45:14,416 A. 623 00:45:14,418 --> 00:45:16,260 ♪ All I can ever be to you ♪ 624 00:45:16,262 --> 00:45:18,139 ♪ Is the darkness that we know ♪ 625 00:45:18,141 --> 00:45:22,766 ♪ And this regret I got accustomed to ♪ 626 00:45:22,768 --> 00:45:26,801 ♪ Once it was so right when we were at our height ♪ 627 00:45:26,803 --> 00:45:30,663 ♪ Waiting for you in the hotel at night ♪ 628 00:45:30,665 --> 00:45:32,751 ♪ I knew I hadn't met my match ♪ 629 00:45:32,753 --> 00:45:34,872 ♪ With every moment we could snatch ♪ 630 00:45:34,874 --> 00:45:38,665 ♪ I don't know why I got so attached ♪♪ 631 00:46:04,097 --> 00:46:08,549 Took me a while to get my head around a lot of things. 632 00:46:08,551 --> 00:46:10,811 The actual turning point, when I was alright with it, 633 00:46:10,813 --> 00:46:12,446 was when I started writing the album. 634 00:46:12,448 --> 00:46:14,395 I write songs because I'm fucked up in the head 635 00:46:14,397 --> 00:46:17,560 and I need to put it on paper and then write a song to it 636 00:46:17,562 --> 00:46:19,265 and to feel better about it. 637 00:46:19,267 --> 00:46:20,447 Have something good out of something bad. 638 00:46:20,449 --> 00:46:22,674 ♪ He walks away ♪ 639 00:46:22,676 --> 00:46:24,832 ♪ The sun goes down ♪ 640 00:46:24,834 --> 00:46:27,927 ♪ He takes the day but I'm grown ♪ 641 00:46:27,929 --> 00:46:29,910 ♪ And in your way ♪ 642 00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:31,998 ♪ My deep shade ♪ 643 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:35,269 ♪ My tears dry ♪♪ 644 00:46:46,576 --> 00:46:51,097 The ideas were there. Four or five songs were there. 645 00:46:51,099 --> 00:46:54,681 You can feel something creatively starting to happen. 646 00:46:57,013 --> 00:46:59,308 But I was still very worried about her health. 647 00:46:59,310 --> 00:47:02,474 She's really vulnerable and not in a good place. 648 00:47:06,024 --> 00:47:07,797 And then she said, "So, listen, 649 00:47:07,799 --> 00:47:10,545 are you leaving 19 to manage me?" 650 00:47:10,547 --> 00:47:12,146 And I said, "D'you know what? 651 00:47:12,148 --> 00:47:14,651 "Unless you let me help you sort yourself out, 652 00:47:14,653 --> 00:47:16,599 "I'm not doing this shit for you. 653 00:47:16,601 --> 00:47:19,661 I can't watch you do yourself in like this." 654 00:47:21,992 --> 00:47:24,496 I remember she came to see me 655 00:47:24,498 --> 00:47:26,689 to talk about wanting to change management. 656 00:47:26,691 --> 00:47:29,019 I said, "Look, that's entirely your decision. 657 00:47:29,021 --> 00:47:31,767 We will support you whatever you wanna do." 658 00:47:31,769 --> 00:47:33,995 Then she said she wanted to be managed by Raye Cosbert. 659 00:47:33,997 --> 00:47:36,986 All I thought is, "Why on earth are you gonna be managed 660 00:47:36,988 --> 00:47:39,526 by your promoter?" I remember at the time thinking, 661 00:47:39,528 --> 00:47:41,300 "We're now gonna deal with a promoter 662 00:47:41,303 --> 00:47:44,362 whose main interest will be to get her out on the road." 663 00:47:44,364 --> 00:47:46,797 And we knew she was very vulnerable on the road. 664 00:47:51,042 --> 00:47:54,555 When I first met Amy, I was her concert promoter. 665 00:47:54,557 --> 00:47:58,347 We got talking and she said that her contract was up with 19 666 00:47:58,349 --> 00:48:00,226 and she wanted to explore other possibilities. 667 00:48:00,228 --> 00:48:02,522 She said, "Would you like to do it?" 668 00:48:02,524 --> 00:48:06,140 And I was, like, "Well, yeah, let's talk about it." 669 00:48:06,142 --> 00:48:09,863 We got on quite well, you know. I'd be the guy that'd turn up 670 00:48:09,865 --> 00:48:11,602 after the gig and say, "Well done, 671 00:48:11,604 --> 00:48:13,550 have a glass of bubbly." And I thought, 672 00:48:13,552 --> 00:48:15,325 "Well, sometimes someone just wants a change 673 00:48:15,327 --> 00:48:17,865 because they feel it's right for them to change." 674 00:48:17,867 --> 00:48:20,300 It's like switching bank accounts. 675 00:48:31,747 --> 00:48:34,111 I was way too close to Amy. 676 00:48:34,113 --> 00:48:36,443 I shouldn't have ever been that close. 677 00:48:36,445 --> 00:48:37,939 It should've been business. 678 00:48:37,941 --> 00:48:41,035 But when you're 19, you meet a 16-year-old 679 00:48:41,037 --> 00:48:44,166 and you go through that, you don't understand that. 680 00:48:56,483 --> 00:48:59,334 We'd spent all these years together. 681 00:49:01,075 --> 00:49:05,353 And all of a sudden, out of nowhere, I wasn't there. 682 00:49:20,175 --> 00:49:22,504 When I started writing the first song about Blake, 683 00:49:22,507 --> 00:49:24,349 the other songs just wrote themselves. 684 00:49:24,351 --> 00:49:27,863 I was really was on a roll. Because I had these feelings, 685 00:49:27,865 --> 00:49:29,741 had these words floating around in me. 686 00:49:29,743 --> 00:49:33,220 When you write a song, you have to remember how you felt, 687 00:49:33,222 --> 00:49:36,108 what the weather was like, what his neck smelt like. 688 00:49:36,110 --> 00:49:37,882 You have to remember all of it. 689 00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:47,762 She would tell me stories about Blake 690 00:49:47,764 --> 00:49:51,832 and this tempestuous, extreme relationship. 691 00:49:51,835 --> 00:49:54,825 That first day, she wrote Back to Black, 692 00:49:54,827 --> 00:49:58,617 all the lyrics and the melody, in two or three hours. 693 00:51:23,611 --> 00:51:25,940 ♪ Black ♪ 694 00:51:28,481 --> 00:51:30,776 ♪ Black ♪ 695 00:51:32,864 --> 00:51:35,021 ♪ Black ♪♪ 696 00:51:37,039 --> 00:51:40,239 Oh, it's a bit upsetting at the end, isn't it? 697 00:51:40,241 --> 00:51:42,257 Rrrr... Boom, boom, boom. 698 00:51:42,259 --> 00:51:44,588 I love that. Yes, Amy. 699 00:51:44,590 --> 00:51:46,466 Yeah! 700 00:51:49,878 --> 00:51:51,684 It was just one of those serendipitous things. 701 00:51:51,687 --> 00:51:54,086 Like, I just caught her at that magic moment, you know, 702 00:51:54,088 --> 00:51:56,312 and she was just ready to get it going. 703 00:51:56,314 --> 00:51:59,234 That's why I couldn't understand what everyone else was saying 704 00:51:59,236 --> 00:52:03,131 about this procrastinating, troubled artist. 705 00:52:06,403 --> 00:52:10,611 I went out to New York to kinda hear what they were doing. 706 00:52:10,613 --> 00:52:14,716 And the day I was flying out, I got a call from management 707 00:52:14,718 --> 00:52:16,943 saying that Amy's nan had fallen ill 708 00:52:16,945 --> 00:52:21,048 and she wanted to get straight back to her nan. 709 00:52:50,411 --> 00:52:53,611 Cynthia used to look after Amy. 710 00:52:53,613 --> 00:52:58,900 She was like the mother that I didn't have. 711 00:52:58,902 --> 00:53:04,153 My own mother was not really motherly to me. 712 00:53:05,476 --> 00:53:10,659 So Amy and Cynthia were very, very close. 713 00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:16,156 My mum died May 5th, 2006. 714 00:53:16,158 --> 00:53:18,173 She had lung cancer. 715 00:53:21,514 --> 00:53:24,261 Cynthia was a very strong person in her life 716 00:53:24,264 --> 00:53:28,749 and used to tell her how it is. So it was horrible for her. 717 00:53:30,212 --> 00:53:32,924 That killed her inside. 718 00:53:40,092 --> 00:53:43,014 Well, hang on, I'm not playing this track now. 719 00:53:43,016 --> 00:53:45,031 Not playing this track now. 720 00:53:45,033 --> 00:53:47,884 I'm not playing this track now. 721 00:53:47,886 --> 00:53:51,085 I spoke to them and they said it's just unnecessary. 722 00:53:51,087 --> 00:53:53,938 Yeah, yeah. Okay. 723 00:53:53,940 --> 00:53:56,652 We were making the back end of the record 724 00:53:56,654 --> 00:53:58,217 and we were at Metropolis Studios 725 00:53:58,219 --> 00:54:02,426 and Amy had bits of vocal to finish. 726 00:54:02,428 --> 00:54:06,149 Have I got any drink? Did they bring up that drink? 727 00:54:06,152 --> 00:54:08,410 - It's quite fun, really. - An acoustic session? 728 00:54:08,412 --> 00:54:11,855 Never been filmed like this. I've never done it before. 729 00:54:13,491 --> 00:54:16,829 She was having a couple of whiskey-and-Cokes. 730 00:54:16,831 --> 00:54:18,674 We had broke for lunch. 731 00:54:18,676 --> 00:54:21,805 Amy had ordered this massive plate of food 732 00:54:21,807 --> 00:54:24,901 and she had a big dessert as well. 733 00:54:24,903 --> 00:54:28,937 She finished the whole thing off and she disappeared for a while, 734 00:54:28,939 --> 00:54:34,398 and 45 minutes later came back a bit kind of dazed. 735 00:54:37,983 --> 00:54:41,844 And the studio manager pulled me out of the session and said, 736 00:54:41,846 --> 00:54:44,835 "Look, I need you to come and see something." 737 00:54:44,837 --> 00:54:47,654 She took me to the women's toilets 738 00:54:47,656 --> 00:54:49,915 and Amy had thrown everything up 739 00:54:49,917 --> 00:54:52,872 and literally redecorated the toilets. 740 00:54:52,874 --> 00:54:55,168 She'd obviously been wiping her face, 741 00:54:55,170 --> 00:54:59,447 and all the mascara had been rubbed off on the towels. 742 00:54:59,449 --> 00:55:01,674 And that's when I kinda realized 743 00:55:01,676 --> 00:55:03,866 that something serious was wrong. 744 00:55:06,616 --> 00:55:10,615 I had a toffee fudge... but I ate it. 745 00:55:12,321 --> 00:55:13,886 Yummy. 746 00:55:13,888 --> 00:55:18,374 When she was probably 15, she one day said, 747 00:55:18,376 --> 00:55:20,670 "I've got this really great diet, Mum. 748 00:55:20,672 --> 00:55:25,714 I eat what I want and then, I just bring it all up." 749 00:55:26,759 --> 00:55:29,228 I know, I'm a pig. 750 00:55:29,230 --> 00:55:32,950 I know I'm a pig, I just... can't help it. 751 00:55:32,952 --> 00:55:36,638 I obviously did not think that deeply of it. 752 00:55:36,640 --> 00:55:39,212 My feeling was, it would pass. 753 00:55:40,710 --> 00:55:44,222 And then she told Mitchell about it. 754 00:55:44,224 --> 00:55:49,615 He also sort of pushed it aside, not taking it seriously. 755 00:55:51,355 --> 00:55:54,277 That basically is bulimia. 756 00:55:55,009 --> 00:55:57,443 And it doesn't pass. 757 00:56:01,062 --> 00:56:02,800 - Hello. - Hello. You alright? 758 00:56:02,803 --> 00:56:04,401 Welcome to the show. Now, you've been away 759 00:56:04,403 --> 00:56:06,244 for a little while. What have you been up to? 760 00:56:06,246 --> 00:56:08,263 I've done an album. It's called Back To Black. 761 00:56:08,265 --> 00:56:10,141 Mm-hmm. How would you describe it? 762 00:56:10,143 --> 00:56:13,272 It's a lot more... more... 763 00:56:13,274 --> 00:56:14,872 I don't wanna say more raw, 764 00:56:14,874 --> 00:56:16,856 but it's not got all the clever, like, jazz chords. 765 00:56:16,858 --> 00:56:19,257 It's not really like that now. I've been listening 766 00:56:19,259 --> 00:56:21,691 to a lot of girl groups, a lot of garage bands. 767 00:56:21,694 --> 00:56:23,814 It's kinda what it's like. It's a lot more guitar. 768 00:56:23,816 --> 00:56:25,414 I'm a guitarist, I've been listening 769 00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:26,840 to a lot more guitar bands. In Camden, 770 00:56:26,842 --> 00:56:28,545 you can't really get away from it, so... 771 00:56:28,547 --> 00:56:30,806 - You can't. - It rubbed off on me. 772 00:56:30,808 --> 00:56:32,894 Would you go as far as to say 773 00:56:32,896 --> 00:56:35,051 it's a bit more accessible than your debut? 774 00:56:35,053 --> 00:56:36,547 I'd say it was more accessible. 775 00:56:36,549 --> 00:56:39,017 It's not necessarily more poppy, but, you know, 776 00:56:39,019 --> 00:56:41,139 jazz is quite an exclusive. Not exclu... 777 00:56:41,141 --> 00:56:43,435 It's quite an elitist music, you know, 778 00:56:43,437 --> 00:56:46,428 and this album's a lot less like that. 779 00:57:15,965 --> 00:57:20,243 ♪ I'd rather be at home with Ray ♪ 780 00:57:22,645 --> 00:57:24,975 So let's talk about your music, then. 781 00:57:24,977 --> 00:57:27,306 And Rehab has gone down so well. 782 00:57:27,308 --> 00:57:30,889 Are you kind of surprised by the reaction to it? 783 00:57:30,891 --> 00:57:32,489 Uh... I am, actually. 784 00:57:32,491 --> 00:57:34,020 I never even thought it'd be a single, really. 785 00:57:34,022 --> 00:57:35,516 The record company were like, 786 00:57:35,518 --> 00:57:37,812 "We want it to be a single." And I was, like, 787 00:57:37,814 --> 00:57:40,282 "Okay, I love all of it," know what I mean? 788 00:57:40,284 --> 00:57:42,161 I'm really proud of it. 789 00:57:42,163 --> 00:57:44,248 Now, the Q Awards, which you were at yesterday. 790 00:57:44,251 --> 00:57:45,640 Did you have a good time? 791 00:57:45,642 --> 00:57:47,693 I had too good a time, to be honest. 792 00:57:47,695 --> 00:57:49,885 If that's possible. 793 00:57:49,887 --> 00:57:52,529 Alcohol is bad, kids. 794 00:57:53,469 --> 00:57:56,321 ♪ ...in a shot glass ♪ 795 00:57:56,324 --> 00:57:59,209 ♪ They tried to make me go to rehab ♪ 796 00:57:59,211 --> 00:58:02,792 ♪ I said no no no ♪♪ 797 00:58:08,081 --> 00:58:10,028 Can you tie that any tighter? 798 00:58:10,030 --> 00:58:12,568 What are you doing? You have to be able to sing. 799 00:58:12,570 --> 00:58:15,108 How can you breathe when you're singing? That's tight. 800 00:58:15,110 --> 00:58:18,622 Breathe? Sing? What? 801 00:58:20,259 --> 00:58:24,153 There was already this atmosphere of celebrity... 802 00:58:24,155 --> 00:58:26,379 all tied into Rehab. 803 00:58:26,381 --> 00:58:29,093 Rehab was the pivotal song. 804 00:58:29,095 --> 00:58:32,816 It was the song that gets her into a particular place, 805 00:58:32,818 --> 00:58:35,321 her becoming a commercial star. 806 00:58:36,887 --> 00:58:40,887 The winner of the Best British Female this year, 807 00:58:40,889 --> 00:58:44,018 way more rock'n'roll than Liam Gallagher, 808 00:58:44,020 --> 00:58:47,115 it's the one, the only... Amy Winehouse! 809 00:59:50,364 --> 00:59:52,972 Okay, let's just go. Get the... get the... Go. 810 00:59:52,975 --> 00:59:56,730 Ali, just go, man. 811 01:01:12,991 --> 01:01:16,921 ♪ We're... we're still friends ♪ 812 01:01:19,740 --> 01:01:23,775 ♪ We're still friends ♪ 813 01:01:25,550 --> 01:01:30,350 ♪ We're still friends ♪♪ 814 01:01:50,217 --> 01:01:54,564 Ooh. Rach, this is Blake. He's my fiancé. 815 01:01:54,566 --> 01:01:56,268 Hello. 816 01:02:10,987 --> 01:02:12,795 Turn the volume up! 817 01:02:12,797 --> 01:02:16,691 We're kickin' off the 107 days of summer, 818 01:02:16,693 --> 01:02:19,544 on 107.5, WBLS! 819 01:02:19,546 --> 01:02:22,083 ♪ No no no ♪ 820 01:02:22,085 --> 01:02:26,676 ♪ The man said Why do you think you're here ♪ 821 01:02:28,103 --> 01:02:31,860 ♪ I said I got no... ♪ 822 01:02:34,331 --> 01:02:36,834 ♪ I'm gonna ♪ 823 01:02:36,836 --> 01:02:39,965 ♪ I'm gonna lose my baby ♪ 824 01:02:42,367 --> 01:02:45,044 ♪ So I always keep ♪ 825 01:02:45,046 --> 01:02:49,880 ♪ A bottle near ♪ 826 01:02:49,882 --> 01:02:54,160 ♪ He said I just think you're depressed ♪ 827 01:02:55,761 --> 01:02:57,778 ♪ This me ♪ 828 01:02:57,780 --> 01:02:59,761 ♪ Yeah baby ♪ 829 01:02:59,763 --> 01:03:02,683 ♪ And the rest ♪ 830 01:03:02,685 --> 01:03:04,944 I love, not like, Amy Winehouse, 831 01:03:04,947 --> 01:03:07,901 because her voice is the most original voice 832 01:03:07,904 --> 01:03:11,555 that I've heard in the last, I dunno, 10 years. 833 01:03:11,557 --> 01:03:14,929 My daughter turned on to it, everybody got turned on to it. 834 01:03:14,931 --> 01:03:17,365 And I've turned all my friends on to it. 835 01:03:17,367 --> 01:03:20,183 Her CD is entitled Back to Black. 836 01:03:20,185 --> 01:03:21,888 Please welcome Amy Winehouse. 837 01:03:23,071 --> 01:03:25,401 ♪ I just ♪ 838 01:03:25,404 --> 01:03:29,158 ♪ Oh I just need a friend ♪ 839 01:03:30,934 --> 01:03:36,500 ♪ See I'm not gonna spare ten weeks ♪ 840 01:03:36,502 --> 01:03:39,457 ♪ Have everyone think ♪ 841 01:03:39,459 --> 01:03:44,501 ♪ I'm on the mend ♪ 842 01:03:44,503 --> 01:03:48,433 ♪ And it's not just my pride ♪ 843 01:03:49,616 --> 01:03:54,207 ♪ It's just till these tears ♪ 844 01:03:54,209 --> 01:03:56,713 ♪ Have dried ♪ 845 01:03:56,715 --> 01:03:58,904 ♪ They tried to make me go to rehab ♪ 846 01:03:58,906 --> 01:04:02,766 Amy called me. Then I saw her in New York. 847 01:04:02,768 --> 01:04:05,027 She wasn't puffed up about herself at all. 848 01:04:05,029 --> 01:04:06,627 She was almost embarrassed 849 01:04:06,629 --> 01:04:09,029 by the fact that she was doing so well. 850 01:04:09,031 --> 01:04:11,567 She expressed a lot of concern and fear 851 01:04:11,570 --> 01:04:16,021 about where things were gonna go and how she was gonna handle it. 852 01:04:16,023 --> 01:04:17,725 She was just, like, 853 01:04:17,728 --> 01:04:20,996 "What am I supposed to do in this space, you know?" 854 01:04:20,998 --> 01:04:23,571 ♪ I won't go go go ♪♪ 855 01:04:28,059 --> 01:04:31,607 Amy Winehouse! Nice job! Thank you very, very much! 856 01:04:37,940 --> 01:04:41,279 Everybody just wanted to spend time with Amy. 857 01:04:41,281 --> 01:04:43,331 In our business, 858 01:04:43,333 --> 01:04:46,636 there's nothing that can prepare you 859 01:04:46,638 --> 01:04:48,201 for that level of success. 860 01:04:48,204 --> 01:04:51,055 There's no textbook. You can warn an artist, 861 01:04:51,057 --> 01:04:54,255 you can try and prepare them for it, 862 01:04:54,257 --> 01:04:58,465 but at the end of the day, until you go through it, 863 01:04:58,467 --> 01:05:00,691 it's unlike anything you've ever encountered. 864 01:05:06,155 --> 01:05:10,503 By yourself! By yourself! By yourself!! 865 01:05:32,282 --> 01:05:35,204 How do you think the shoot's going, baby? 866 01:05:35,206 --> 01:05:37,117 - Really well, baby! - Yeah? Enjoying yourself? 867 01:05:37,119 --> 01:05:40,074 What's it like to be shot by Terry Richardson? 868 01:05:40,076 --> 01:05:42,161 What's he like at shooting? 869 01:05:43,276 --> 01:05:45,605 It's a lifelong dream come true. 870 01:05:45,607 --> 01:05:48,772 What do you think about the broken glass? 871 01:05:48,774 --> 01:05:52,320 Um, I wrote "I love Blake" on my tummy. 872 01:05:52,322 --> 01:05:55,173 Did you? Did you outline it? 873 01:05:55,175 --> 01:05:58,548 I wrote "I love Blake" on my tummy. 874 01:05:58,550 --> 01:06:00,635 I can't see any scars. 875 01:06:05,403 --> 01:06:08,637 It's just chicken scratch. 876 01:06:19,944 --> 01:06:22,657 So what's been your highlight of the day? 877 01:06:22,659 --> 01:06:25,963 Um... it'll be in about five minutes. 878 01:06:25,965 --> 01:06:27,319 When? 879 01:06:27,321 --> 01:06:30,520 We go in the toilet and I fucking... 880 01:06:32,191 --> 01:06:34,695 - Blake, sit here. - Yes, Terry, sir. 881 01:06:34,697 --> 01:06:36,538 Amy, sit there. 882 01:06:42,140 --> 01:06:44,227 Amy. 883 01:06:44,229 --> 01:06:46,524 That's good, that's lovely. 884 01:06:52,614 --> 01:06:56,369 You've been famous in the UK for a little while longer. 885 01:06:56,371 --> 01:06:59,604 Does it seem like it's different how you're treated here, 886 01:06:59,606 --> 01:07:01,379 in a way too, compared to... 887 01:07:01,381 --> 01:07:04,614 The way people write about you, it's almost like a 23-year-old's 888 01:07:04,616 --> 01:07:06,527 never wanted go out and have fun before. 889 01:07:06,529 --> 01:07:08,476 It's kind of hypocritical, in a way, too. 890 01:07:08,478 --> 01:07:12,129 Uh... I wouldn't know, I really wouldn't know. 891 01:07:17,244 --> 01:07:20,339 Um... you guys have known each other for a long time. 892 01:07:20,342 --> 01:07:22,635 You've known each other... You grew up together? 893 01:07:22,638 --> 01:07:24,688 - Almost. - Almost? 894 01:07:28,483 --> 01:07:30,637 You were fighting to get her back? 895 01:08:16,109 --> 01:08:19,100 And what happened? 896 01:08:36,287 --> 01:08:38,235 The day we got married, 897 01:08:38,237 --> 01:08:41,157 we went out on a boat around Miami, 898 01:08:41,159 --> 01:08:44,706 smoked a cigar and... it was like a real achievement, 899 01:08:44,708 --> 01:08:48,115 an amazing thing that me and her had actually done. 900 01:08:48,117 --> 01:08:49,611 We'd actually gotten married. 901 01:08:49,613 --> 01:08:52,742 And we did it exactly how we wanted to. 902 01:08:52,744 --> 01:08:55,073 You lazy people! 903 01:08:56,780 --> 01:08:59,700 Hurray! Wave! 904 01:09:03,285 --> 01:09:06,519 Her whole thing was she wanted to feel how he felt. 905 01:09:06,521 --> 01:09:09,302 And she was, "I just wanna feel what he's feeling. 906 01:09:09,304 --> 01:09:11,215 "I wanna be on the same level. 907 01:09:11,217 --> 01:09:13,164 Otherwise he's there and I'm here." 908 01:09:13,166 --> 01:09:15,912 That's what she wanted, that was the goal. 909 01:09:30,769 --> 01:09:33,168 Welcome back to 45th at Night. 910 01:09:33,171 --> 01:09:36,230 Please give a warm, warm round of applause 911 01:09:36,232 --> 01:09:37,796 for Amy Winehouse. 912 01:10:34,470 --> 01:10:39,061 ♪ Yeah I cheated myself ♪ 913 01:10:39,063 --> 01:10:44,210 ♪ Like I knew I knew I would ♪ 914 01:10:45,150 --> 01:10:46,959 ♪ I told you ♪ 915 01:10:46,961 --> 01:10:49,115 ♪ I was trouble ♪ 916 01:10:49,117 --> 01:10:53,742 ♪ You know that I'm no good ♪♪ 917 01:10:55,448 --> 01:10:58,300 Thank you very much. 918 01:11:11,591 --> 01:11:14,965 Oh, have they? Bollocks. Have they? Fuck. 919 01:11:14,967 --> 01:11:17,399 I heard about that as well. 920 01:11:18,862 --> 01:11:22,201 Amy, can you talk in the kitchen? 921 01:11:38,901 --> 01:11:41,927 After we came back from America, married, 922 01:11:41,929 --> 01:11:46,276 that was the first time Amy tried crack cocaine and heroin. 923 01:11:46,278 --> 01:11:48,954 I'd used by then and enjoyed it. 924 01:11:48,957 --> 01:11:52,885 It completely eradicates any sort of negative feelings. 925 01:11:54,000 --> 01:11:56,609 And then Amy tried it with me. 926 01:11:56,611 --> 01:12:01,305 And it just got a grip of both of us really quickly from then. 927 01:12:01,307 --> 01:12:03,915 Amy. 928 01:12:03,917 --> 01:12:05,724 - Yeah? - Come in here. 929 01:12:05,726 --> 01:12:08,089 - Coming! - Oh, change the record. 930 01:12:08,092 --> 01:12:10,420 Just come on. 931 01:12:10,422 --> 01:12:12,577 Pass me a little, uh... 932 01:13:14,435 --> 01:13:16,696 Come on! 933 01:13:26,055 --> 01:13:28,663 Are you alright keeping the rollers in? 934 01:13:28,665 --> 01:13:30,681 - Yeah. - Yeah? 935 01:13:30,683 --> 01:13:34,751 Do you ever have time to stand back and think, 936 01:13:34,753 --> 01:13:37,500 "This is alright. Quite good, this." 937 01:13:37,502 --> 01:13:39,448 Yeah. Uh... 938 01:13:42,407 --> 01:13:45,258 Uh, I dunno. Yeah, I suppose so. 939 01:13:45,260 --> 01:13:49,398 I suppose if my husband's happy, I'm happy. Um... 940 01:13:49,400 --> 01:13:52,460 But, yeah, I've done well, I've done really well. 941 01:13:52,462 --> 01:13:54,234 But, um... 942 01:13:54,236 --> 01:13:59,730 I just want to be able to go and do a next... an album again, 943 01:13:59,733 --> 01:14:01,122 and... keep doing... 944 01:14:01,125 --> 01:14:03,036 just keep doing music really well, 945 01:14:03,038 --> 01:14:05,193 rather than... I love doing gigs, though. 946 01:14:05,195 --> 01:14:09,542 I just want to go and do another album now, so... 947 01:14:10,064 --> 01:14:12,359 Yeah. 948 01:14:32,330 --> 01:14:36,017 I got a phone call in the middle of the night, 949 01:14:36,019 --> 01:14:37,512 and Blake said to me, 950 01:14:37,514 --> 01:14:39,253 "Something's happened. 951 01:14:39,255 --> 01:14:41,514 "She doesn't know who I am and she keeps saying your name. 952 01:14:41,516 --> 01:14:44,818 Can you come round?" So obviously I got up, 953 01:14:44,820 --> 01:14:47,637 and I got in the car and I started driving. 954 01:14:47,639 --> 01:14:51,569 I got a phone call from Blake, freaking out, off his nut, 955 01:14:51,571 --> 01:14:53,620 saying she's overdosed. 956 01:14:53,623 --> 01:14:55,291 And I said, "Right. 957 01:14:55,293 --> 01:15:00,996 Go to the closest hospital now and I'll be there." 958 01:15:00,998 --> 01:15:05,171 She was petrified. He was petrified. 959 01:15:05,173 --> 01:15:07,537 She looked like a child. 960 01:15:07,539 --> 01:15:10,598 She scared herself, basically. 961 01:15:12,026 --> 01:15:16,791 And the doctor called us into a room and said, 962 01:15:16,793 --> 01:15:19,296 "With the amount of cocaine, heroin, 963 01:15:19,298 --> 01:15:22,601 "alcohol and crack cocaine in her blood system, 964 01:15:22,603 --> 01:15:25,593 "we're amazed she's not in a coma. 965 01:15:25,595 --> 01:15:28,481 "You've got away with it this time, 966 01:15:28,483 --> 01:15:30,847 "but she's a petite, young girl; 967 01:15:30,849 --> 01:15:34,151 her body can't keep up with this." 968 01:15:34,153 --> 01:15:36,378 She was asleep and it was very calm. 969 01:15:36,380 --> 01:15:40,240 Nicky was one side of the bed, I was the other side of the bed, 970 01:15:40,242 --> 01:15:42,675 and we said, "What are we gonna do now? 971 01:15:42,677 --> 01:15:44,692 How do we deal with this?" 972 01:15:44,694 --> 01:15:46,467 And then it all just started up. 973 01:15:46,469 --> 01:15:48,207 The whole circus started up again. 974 01:15:48,209 --> 01:15:52,903 And that's when Raye and Mitch decided 975 01:15:52,905 --> 01:15:54,991 to do an intervention. 976 01:16:06,020 --> 01:16:07,828 Within... hours, 977 01:16:07,830 --> 01:16:12,003 there were Sun, The Mirror, News Of The World journalists 978 01:16:12,005 --> 01:16:13,639 booked up in every room. 979 01:16:13,641 --> 01:16:15,412 Every single conversation that happened 980 01:16:15,414 --> 01:16:17,778 was in the Sun and The Mirror. 981 01:16:17,780 --> 01:16:21,222 Fuck knows if they were hacking the phones or whatever. 982 01:16:21,224 --> 01:16:25,467 And there's pictures of all of us there, sat outside. 983 01:16:25,469 --> 01:16:29,781 Amy was awake by then and she was eating, 984 01:16:29,783 --> 01:16:34,373 but she wasn't well and she wasn't right. 985 01:16:34,375 --> 01:16:37,783 The doctor that they got in looked me dead in the eye 986 01:16:37,785 --> 01:16:39,417 and he said to me, 987 01:16:39,419 --> 01:16:43,314 "If she has another seizure, she'll die." 988 01:16:43,316 --> 01:16:48,498 And then I was told that she was going to America to perform. 989 01:16:48,500 --> 01:16:51,281 I was, like, "No, she's not." 990 01:16:53,058 --> 01:16:55,664 We had Mitchell in a hotel room with us, 991 01:16:55,666 --> 01:16:57,160 begging him, "Please do something." 992 01:16:57,162 --> 01:16:59,874 "What am I gonna do? She's gotta go on tour." 993 01:16:59,877 --> 01:17:01,614 "Take her passport away from her, 994 01:17:01,616 --> 01:17:03,771 do something so she can't go on tour. She needs help." 995 01:17:03,773 --> 01:17:06,137 "Can't do that, she's got a tour booked." 996 01:17:06,139 --> 01:17:10,137 So I went into her room and I stole her passport. 997 01:17:10,139 --> 01:17:13,825 And then I got told, "What you done that for? 998 01:17:13,827 --> 01:17:17,826 She's gotta go to America. Why have you done that?" 999 01:17:17,828 --> 01:17:20,192 The doctor's just been round 1000 01:17:20,194 --> 01:17:23,079 to check her blood and check everything. 1001 01:17:23,081 --> 01:17:28,089 Blake's managed to get to Hook, get into her bedroom, 1002 01:17:28,091 --> 01:17:30,002 and the next checkup, 1003 01:17:30,004 --> 01:17:33,551 the doctors found out she's got heroin in her blood again. 1004 01:17:34,805 --> 01:17:37,378 When I found out, with the girls, 1005 01:17:37,380 --> 01:17:39,117 that she was taking heroin, 1006 01:17:39,119 --> 01:17:42,979 and we went to this hotel room that she was staying in, 1007 01:17:42,981 --> 01:17:46,319 and Amy just sat there and didn't really say anything. 1008 01:17:46,321 --> 01:17:48,406 Her manager then said something like, 1009 01:17:48,408 --> 01:17:50,494 "Girls, there are lots of professionals, 1010 01:17:50,496 --> 01:17:53,034 "lawyers and doctors, all sorts of people, 1011 01:17:53,036 --> 01:17:55,434 that function on this stuff." 1012 01:17:57,001 --> 01:18:01,906 In helping promote the album, and get the shows on the road, 1013 01:18:01,908 --> 01:18:05,767 I kind of done what I was supposed to do. 1014 01:18:05,769 --> 01:18:09,176 And I felt that it's now the family's responsibility. 1015 01:18:09,178 --> 01:18:13,629 I'm here, but there's only so much I can do about this. 1016 01:18:13,631 --> 01:18:15,578 Amy Winehouse has pulled out 1017 01:18:15,580 --> 01:18:19,370 of a string of concerts in the U.S. and Canada next month 1018 01:18:19,372 --> 01:18:21,562 because of health issues. The 23-year-old... 1019 01:18:21,564 --> 01:18:23,545 Now she's one of Britain's brightest talents, 1020 01:18:23,547 --> 01:18:26,398 but the singer Amy Winehouse has cancelled yet more gigs, 1021 01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:28,624 this time in Norway, after she was admitted 1022 01:18:28,626 --> 01:18:30,364 to a hospital in London yesterday. 1023 01:18:30,366 --> 01:18:33,425 Her record company said it was just down to severe exhaustion, 1024 01:18:33,427 --> 01:18:36,904 but with her reputation for hard drinking and drugs... 1025 01:18:36,906 --> 01:18:41,148 The Amy link came about through Russell Brand, 1026 01:18:41,150 --> 01:18:45,706 who was trying to get Amy to come into rehab. 1027 01:18:45,708 --> 01:18:48,941 And then, also, Mitch had gotten involved. 1028 01:18:48,943 --> 01:18:52,490 And I first met Amy when she came with Blake 1029 01:18:52,492 --> 01:18:54,752 to be assessed for treatment. 1030 01:18:54,754 --> 01:18:57,743 It was very much being led by Blake, 1031 01:18:57,745 --> 01:18:59,518 although I did think 1032 01:18:59,520 --> 01:19:03,623 she was probably more willing to go to rehab than he was. 1033 01:19:04,876 --> 01:19:07,937 She was a very vulnerable woman. 1034 01:19:07,940 --> 01:19:11,903 And I felt very clearly that it was a common case 1035 01:19:11,905 --> 01:19:14,408 of one person having a situation 1036 01:19:14,410 --> 01:19:17,469 that was very beneficial to their using, 1037 01:19:17,472 --> 01:19:20,462 not wanting the other person to get better 1038 01:19:20,464 --> 01:19:23,245 for fear of losing the gravy train. 1039 01:19:24,707 --> 01:19:27,489 They were insistent on doing rehab together, 1040 01:19:27,492 --> 01:19:31,629 which, of course, we would've considered to be disastrous. 1041 01:19:31,631 --> 01:19:33,925 I would personally find it almost unethical 1042 01:19:33,927 --> 01:19:37,439 to take the couple into treatment at the same time. 1043 01:19:37,441 --> 01:19:40,153 But her management, and Mitch, 1044 01:19:40,155 --> 01:19:44,814 managed to find somewhere where they could go together. 1045 01:20:00,471 --> 01:20:03,149 Oh, it's recording shit. 1046 01:20:03,151 --> 01:20:04,645 It won't stop. 1047 01:20:04,647 --> 01:20:08,194 - Hey, uh... say hello. - Hello! 1048 01:20:08,196 --> 01:20:11,081 Amy, got anything to say? 1049 01:20:13,796 --> 01:20:16,578 Only if you sing your favourite hit, Rehab. 1050 01:20:16,580 --> 01:20:20,614 ♪ They tried to make me go I said no ♪♪ 1051 01:20:20,616 --> 01:20:23,745 Where are we right now? Amy? 1052 01:20:26,633 --> 01:20:29,729 Alex, can you say? Where are we? 1053 01:20:32,373 --> 01:20:34,251 Known to some as... 1054 01:20:38,011 --> 01:20:41,174 So can we have the new updated version of Rehab, please, Amy? 1055 01:20:41,177 --> 01:20:43,366 First time? Amy? 1056 01:20:43,368 --> 01:20:45,315 I want the new version of Rehab. 1057 01:20:45,317 --> 01:20:48,168 Please, baby, for our personal private movie. 1058 01:21:10,329 --> 01:21:13,459 They came back from Osea Island, 1059 01:21:13,462 --> 01:21:18,087 and had a suite at the hotel, and they binged. 1060 01:21:18,089 --> 01:21:19,722 It was ugly. 1061 01:21:19,724 --> 01:21:23,201 They weren't happy souls when they were high. 1062 01:21:24,003 --> 01:21:26,262 I kicked off... 1063 01:21:26,264 --> 01:21:30,403 I broke a bottle and I cut my arm. 1064 01:21:32,143 --> 01:21:37,500 And then she grabbed the bottle off me and she nicked her arm, 1065 01:21:37,502 --> 01:21:41,327 and she said, "I'll do anything you do." 1066 01:21:58,410 --> 01:22:00,079 She said, 1067 01:22:00,081 --> 01:22:03,280 "Love is, in some ways, killing me, Raye Raye." 1068 01:22:03,282 --> 01:22:06,063 She felt torn between those two things: 1069 01:22:06,065 --> 01:22:08,185 the guy that she really loved, 1070 01:22:08,187 --> 01:22:12,081 but having to keep up with the consumption of substances 1071 01:22:12,083 --> 01:22:17,682 that they both were trying to do at the same time. 1072 01:22:17,684 --> 01:22:21,857 It was just a horrible pendulum swinging one way to the other, 1073 01:22:21,859 --> 01:22:24,988 one extreme to the other, all the time. 1074 01:24:58,554 --> 01:25:02,379 Thank you. 1075 01:25:07,947 --> 01:25:09,651 Ladies and gentlemen, Amy Winehouse! 1076 01:25:09,653 --> 01:25:12,225 And I've worked with a lot of people. 1077 01:25:12,227 --> 01:25:15,704 I'm telling you, she has one of the best voices 1078 01:25:15,707 --> 01:25:18,243 of anybody of all time. Amy Winehouse! 1079 01:25:21,480 --> 01:25:23,323 More trouble for Amy Winehouse. 1080 01:25:23,325 --> 01:25:26,871 The singer's Camden home was raided by police last night, 1081 01:25:26,873 --> 01:25:30,699 who used a battering ram to smash down her front door. 1082 01:25:30,701 --> 01:25:32,368 This was the moment 1083 01:25:32,370 --> 01:25:35,325 police arrested and handcuffed Blake Fielder-Civil 1084 01:25:35,327 --> 01:25:39,848 on suspicion of attempting to pervert the course of justice. 1085 01:25:39,850 --> 01:25:41,901 A spokesman for the star saying 1086 01:25:41,903 --> 01:25:44,963 she was in no way connected with the arrest. 1087 01:25:46,948 --> 01:25:49,381 Shut the door. 1088 01:25:52,861 --> 01:25:54,983 When he went to jail, 1089 01:25:54,985 --> 01:25:56,756 she spiralled... 1090 01:25:56,758 --> 01:25:58,948 downward very quickly. 1091 01:26:17,110 --> 01:26:19,301 Amy! Amy! Amy! 1092 01:26:19,303 --> 01:26:21,909 Get out of the way! 1093 01:26:45,116 --> 01:26:47,168 For Album of the Year: 1094 01:26:47,170 --> 01:26:50,925 Amy Winehouse for Back to Black. 1095 01:26:50,927 --> 01:26:54,438 For Best Female Pop Vocal Performance: 1096 01:26:54,440 --> 01:26:56,526 Amy Winehouse for Rehab. 1097 01:26:58,163 --> 01:27:01,083 Can somebody wake her up this afternoon around 6:00 1098 01:27:01,085 --> 01:27:03,032 and tell her? 1099 01:27:03,034 --> 01:27:04,911 Drunk ass. 1100 01:27:06,547 --> 01:27:09,329 For Best New Artist, the nominees are... 1101 01:27:12,044 --> 01:27:17,713 We did everything within our power to help Amy. 1102 01:27:17,715 --> 01:27:21,296 But you can't force treatment on somebody. 1103 01:27:21,298 --> 01:27:24,810 And I felt that that's Amy's responsibility 1104 01:27:24,812 --> 01:27:27,072 to get herself well. 1105 01:27:30,275 --> 01:27:31,873 I'm sorry... 1106 01:27:31,875 --> 01:27:34,065 Okay, fellas, make some room, please. 1107 01:27:34,067 --> 01:27:37,891 - This way, this way. - Can't see the steps. 1108 01:27:37,893 --> 01:27:41,475 By then, she was incredibly famous, very wealthy, 1109 01:27:41,477 --> 01:27:44,884 and she had a complete infrastructure around her 1110 01:27:44,887 --> 01:27:47,772 where everybody was doing everything for her. 1111 01:27:47,774 --> 01:27:49,476 And that's not real life. 1112 01:27:55,079 --> 01:28:00,018 We had the Grammys coming up. I said, "You need to be clean. 1113 01:28:00,020 --> 01:28:03,323 If you're not clean, you're not doing anything." 1114 01:28:03,325 --> 01:28:07,672 So I had a contract drawn up and it said, 1115 01:28:07,674 --> 01:28:09,689 "You, Amy Winehouse, 1116 01:28:09,692 --> 01:28:14,213 "have agreed to go to a facility now. 1117 01:28:14,215 --> 01:28:16,648 "You're never gonna make another record again, 1118 01:28:16,650 --> 01:28:19,257 "you're never going to perform ever again 1119 01:28:19,259 --> 01:28:21,240 unless you get clean." 1120 01:28:21,242 --> 01:28:24,684 And God bless her, she did. 1121 01:28:35,993 --> 01:28:37,452 Live, 1122 01:28:37,455 --> 01:28:39,470 it's music's biggest night of the year 1123 01:28:39,472 --> 01:28:42,253 as the National Academy of Recording Arts and Sciences 1124 01:28:42,255 --> 01:28:45,350 presents the annual Grammy Awards. 1125 01:28:49,317 --> 01:28:50,916 This is going live tonight 1126 01:28:50,918 --> 01:28:53,247 thanks to the Grammys in the States, okay? 1127 01:28:53,249 --> 01:28:56,413 Now, the lady behind me is up for six awards! 1128 01:28:58,607 --> 01:29:01,666 She's already won two. 1129 01:29:04,104 --> 01:29:05,911 Grazie! 1130 01:29:05,913 --> 01:29:07,720 Thank you! 1131 01:29:09,077 --> 01:29:11,582 Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome 1132 01:29:11,584 --> 01:29:14,330 two Grammy favourites: Natalie Cole 1133 01:29:14,332 --> 01:29:16,556 and Tony Bennett. 1134 01:29:26,403 --> 01:29:28,037 Good evening. 1135 01:29:28,039 --> 01:29:31,273 Grammy history has never sounded or looked any better 1136 01:29:31,275 --> 01:29:33,256 than this man right here. 1137 01:29:33,258 --> 01:29:36,665 That's right! 1138 01:29:39,171 --> 01:29:41,918 Dad, Dad, Tony Bennett. 1139 01:29:44,217 --> 01:29:47,311 These are this year's nominees for Record of the Year. 1140 01:29:49,886 --> 01:29:52,391 Irreplaceable: Beyoncé. 1141 01:29:54,584 --> 01:29:56,704 The Pretender: 1142 01:29:56,706 --> 01:29:58,653 Foo Fighters. 1143 01:29:58,655 --> 01:30:00,358 Umbrella: Rihanna, 1144 01:30:00,360 --> 01:30:04,533 featuring Jay-Z. 1145 01:30:04,535 --> 01:30:07,907 What Goes Around Comes Around: Justin Timberlake. 1146 01:30:07,909 --> 01:30:11,282 His album's called What Goes Around Comes Around? 1147 01:30:11,284 --> 01:30:13,890 And Rehab: Amy Winehouse. 1148 01:30:16,153 --> 01:30:17,891 And the Grammy goes to... 1149 01:30:17,893 --> 01:30:20,084 Amy Winehouse! 1150 01:30:37,446 --> 01:30:39,496 Amy! 1151 01:30:47,325 --> 01:30:49,202 Uh... 1152 01:30:49,204 --> 01:30:52,369 thank you to everyone at Island Records. 1153 01:30:54,250 --> 01:30:56,926 Everyone at EMI Music Publishing. 1154 01:30:56,928 --> 01:30:58,527 To Raye Raye, 1155 01:30:58,529 --> 01:31:00,893 to Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi. 1156 01:31:00,895 --> 01:31:03,675 To my mum and dad. 1157 01:31:04,616 --> 01:31:06,528 For my Blake, 1158 01:31:06,530 --> 01:31:08,407 my Blake incarcerated. 1159 01:31:08,409 --> 01:31:11,190 And for London! This is for London! 1160 01:31:23,681 --> 01:31:26,289 It was a beautiful evening. 1161 01:31:26,291 --> 01:31:29,073 You get those awards like that... 1162 01:31:29,075 --> 01:31:33,003 it just made all the work seem worthwhile. 1163 01:31:36,241 --> 01:31:40,344 Amy's completely clean and looking amazing. 1164 01:31:41,424 --> 01:31:43,719 It's just overwhelming. 1165 01:31:49,495 --> 01:31:51,059 I was just hysterically crying. 1166 01:31:51,061 --> 01:31:54,295 I was so overwhelmed, I was so proud of her. 1167 01:31:54,297 --> 01:31:57,740 And I was just flashing our whole life, our childhood. 1168 01:31:57,742 --> 01:32:01,358 And then she saw me crying. 1169 01:32:01,360 --> 01:32:03,828 Juliette, come up. 1170 01:32:05,499 --> 01:32:07,098 She grabbed me, 1171 01:32:07,100 --> 01:32:10,751 pulled me up onstage and took me off the stage. 1172 01:32:13,501 --> 01:32:15,830 And I was having a bit of a panic attack. 1173 01:32:15,832 --> 01:32:17,953 I was, like, "I can't believe this is happening. 1174 01:32:17,955 --> 01:32:20,318 This is amazing. I'm so proud of you." 1175 01:32:21,606 --> 01:32:23,206 And I'm looking at her, 1176 01:32:23,208 --> 01:32:25,363 trying to get some form of reaction, and she went, 1177 01:32:25,365 --> 01:32:28,737 "Jules, this is so boring without drugs." 1178 01:32:30,687 --> 01:32:35,139 And I felt really, really, really sad for her. 1179 01:32:51,144 --> 01:32:53,647 Amy? Amy? 1180 01:32:53,649 --> 01:32:56,674 Amy, how do you feel after winning a Grammy? 1181 01:32:56,676 --> 01:32:58,379 - Congratulations. - Did you enjoy it? 1182 01:32:58,381 --> 01:33:01,057 - Whoops. Sorry. - I'm going to see my husband. 1183 01:33:01,060 --> 01:33:03,980 I was staying at the K-West Hotel. 1184 01:33:05,373 --> 01:33:09,547 Very late in the night, she knocks on the door, 1185 01:33:09,549 --> 01:33:11,425 and I'm alone. 1186 01:33:11,427 --> 01:33:12,956 She comes in, 1187 01:33:12,958 --> 01:33:14,765 and she just sits on the couch. 1188 01:33:14,767 --> 01:33:17,618 I remember feeling like really happy for her, 1189 01:33:17,620 --> 01:33:19,461 and also concerned, 1190 01:33:19,464 --> 01:33:22,837 'cause she really didn't know how to be that thing 1191 01:33:22,839 --> 01:33:27,741 that she had been pushed to become from her own success. 1192 01:33:29,865 --> 01:33:34,039 Then she pulled out this aluminum foil. 1193 01:33:34,041 --> 01:33:36,787 She said, "Does this bother you?" 1194 01:33:36,789 --> 01:33:39,919 And I said, "Amy, I love you. 1195 01:33:39,921 --> 01:33:42,457 "I don't mind that you get high, 1196 01:33:42,459 --> 01:33:46,424 but I mind that you get high." 1197 01:33:46,426 --> 01:33:50,390 She did what she did and I was, like, 1198 01:33:50,392 --> 01:33:54,599 "This is someone who is trying to disappear." 1199 01:34:29,078 --> 01:34:32,034 Gents, get away from the door, please. 1200 01:34:32,036 --> 01:34:34,191 Fuck off, please. Sorry, mate. 1201 01:34:34,193 --> 01:34:37,391 I was called out to do security for her. 1202 01:34:37,393 --> 01:34:39,061 The security that she had, 1203 01:34:39,064 --> 01:34:42,610 it just could not handle the whole paparazzi situation. 1204 01:34:42,612 --> 01:34:46,019 - See ya. - Night-night, Amy. 1205 01:34:49,779 --> 01:34:53,186 I could feel that she was a humble person, 1206 01:34:53,189 --> 01:34:57,153 but she was just caught up in a bad situation. 1207 01:35:13,088 --> 01:35:18,618 She was not well at all: physically, mentally not well. 1208 01:35:20,220 --> 01:35:23,071 All she ever wanted was people to tell her, 1209 01:35:23,073 --> 01:35:25,123 "Pack it in, stop it." 1210 01:35:25,125 --> 01:35:29,855 And me and Lauren would not tolerate any of it. 1211 01:35:36,989 --> 01:35:40,396 It was Nick that said, "The only thing you girls can do 1212 01:35:40,398 --> 01:35:43,527 "is show her you don't want to be a part of it, 1213 01:35:43,529 --> 01:35:46,207 and when she needs help, you're there for her." 1214 01:35:46,209 --> 01:35:47,772 Tough love. 1215 01:35:47,774 --> 01:35:49,581 And I just said to her, 1216 01:35:49,583 --> 01:35:52,608 "If you want me to help you, I'll help you. 1217 01:35:52,610 --> 01:35:56,400 "I love you, but I don't like who you've become, 1218 01:35:56,402 --> 01:35:59,497 and I don't want to be around you." 1219 01:36:13,030 --> 01:36:15,257 Where a lot of money 1220 01:36:15,259 --> 01:36:19,536 and a lot of expectation is at stake, 1221 01:36:19,538 --> 01:36:22,632 people's ideas become a bit skewed. 1222 01:36:22,634 --> 01:36:26,633 They want to try and get it sorted out 1223 01:36:26,635 --> 01:36:28,581 in a way that doesn't upset 1224 01:36:28,583 --> 01:36:32,895 this financial trajectory that's going on. 1225 01:36:36,480 --> 01:36:39,296 From the 6th of September, 1226 01:36:39,298 --> 01:36:42,010 we're not gonna be doing any more work 1227 01:36:42,012 --> 01:36:43,854 for the foreseeable future. 1228 01:36:43,856 --> 01:36:48,551 Amy's going to be concentrating on writing her new album. 1229 01:36:48,553 --> 01:36:51,578 Uh... there's five gigs, which, contractually, 1230 01:36:51,580 --> 01:36:53,595 we are obliged to do. 1231 01:36:53,597 --> 01:36:55,613 There's a couple this weekend. 1232 01:37:04,973 --> 01:37:06,641 It was all over the media 1233 01:37:06,643 --> 01:37:09,494 that Amy was getting $1 million for some shows. 1234 01:37:09,496 --> 01:37:11,234 Huge money. But by that point, 1235 01:37:11,236 --> 01:37:14,782 it was much more likely to not be a good show 1236 01:37:14,784 --> 01:37:16,591 than to be a good show. 1237 01:37:16,593 --> 01:37:21,253 She just wanted to get better. She knew that things were wrong, 1238 01:37:21,255 --> 01:37:23,376 and she was just very exhausted 1239 01:37:23,378 --> 01:37:25,672 and tired of the whole situation. 1240 01:37:38,651 --> 01:37:40,771 She couldn't escape her life 1241 01:37:40,773 --> 01:37:43,171 in this horrible goldfish bowl. 1242 01:37:43,173 --> 01:37:45,746 She'd began to unravel in public 1243 01:37:45,748 --> 01:37:47,451 and the media treatment pushed her 1244 01:37:47,453 --> 01:37:49,364 further and further over the edge. 1245 01:37:49,366 --> 01:37:51,694 D'you see Amy Winehouse in the paper this week? 1246 01:37:51,697 --> 01:37:53,399 My God! 1247 01:37:53,401 --> 01:37:58,235 She looks like a campaign poster for neglected horses. 1248 01:38:05,472 --> 01:38:07,386 Easy, lad. 1249 01:38:09,126 --> 01:38:12,047 It was like a feeding frenzy. 1250 01:38:14,657 --> 01:38:17,787 Suddenly, it was cool to crack jokes 1251 01:38:17,789 --> 01:38:22,553 about a bulimic's appearance or her drug addictions. 1252 01:38:22,555 --> 01:38:25,720 According to contactmusic.com, Amy Winehouse's next album 1253 01:38:25,722 --> 01:38:28,016 features songs about cooking, about cooking. 1254 01:38:28,018 --> 01:38:30,868 That's what they say. Cooking crystal meth, 1255 01:38:30,870 --> 01:38:32,677 black-tar heroin. 1256 01:38:49,343 --> 01:38:51,534 Amy, cheer up. 1257 01:38:55,570 --> 01:38:57,518 She couldn't escape it. 1258 01:38:57,520 --> 01:39:00,058 No one would leave her alone. 1259 01:39:00,060 --> 01:39:01,693 It was just disgusting. 1260 01:39:01,695 --> 01:39:05,485 The mainstream media was just all over her. 1261 01:39:05,487 --> 01:39:07,085 Amy Winehouse, 1262 01:39:07,087 --> 01:39:10,042 she's like a... a mad person. 1263 01:40:24,668 --> 01:40:26,685 St. Lucia was our place. 1264 01:40:26,687 --> 01:40:29,991 We were supposed to be there for a week, 1265 01:40:29,993 --> 01:40:33,190 we ended up there for, like, six months. 1266 01:40:35,697 --> 01:40:38,409 She decided that St. Lucia 1267 01:40:38,411 --> 01:40:41,193 was a place that she really liked, 1268 01:40:41,195 --> 01:40:43,593 and she invited me to go. 1269 01:40:43,595 --> 01:40:46,654 You know, as soon as she went to St. Lucia, 1270 01:40:46,656 --> 01:40:49,507 there was no more crack cocaine. That was done. 1271 01:40:49,509 --> 01:40:51,699 And that's when the heroin stopped. 1272 01:40:51,701 --> 01:40:55,701 But give her a free bar, of course she's gonna drink. 1273 01:40:56,606 --> 01:40:58,309 It was kind of obvious 1274 01:40:58,311 --> 01:41:02,414 that she was just supplementing alcohol for drugs. 1275 01:41:06,416 --> 01:41:08,398 I haven't seen Amy for six weeks. 1276 01:41:08,400 --> 01:41:10,485 We've got a lot to talk about, 1277 01:41:10,488 --> 01:41:12,364 a lot of exciting things happening. 1278 01:41:12,366 --> 01:41:15,287 We're talking about the forthcoming album, 1279 01:41:15,289 --> 01:41:17,791 some other business matters. 1280 01:41:17,793 --> 01:41:22,036 So I think it's... it's gonna be an exciting time. 1281 01:41:22,038 --> 01:41:23,881 Ah-ah! Naughty! 1282 01:41:24,994 --> 01:41:26,906 Amy, Amy! 1283 01:41:28,369 --> 01:41:30,177 She was, like, 1284 01:41:30,179 --> 01:41:33,621 "Why is he bringing another camera crew to St. Lucia? 1285 01:41:33,623 --> 01:41:36,335 "Dad, you want money? I'll give you money. 1286 01:41:36,337 --> 01:41:38,666 "Why are you doing your life story, 1287 01:41:38,668 --> 01:41:41,275 which is really my life story?" 1288 01:41:42,180 --> 01:41:43,988 She just felt like, 1289 01:41:43,990 --> 01:41:47,538 "My dad's doing a lot of stuff for money or the limelight." 1290 01:41:47,540 --> 01:41:49,591 - Want me to go with you? - Yeah. 1291 01:41:49,593 --> 01:41:51,991 You can follow down, if you want. 1292 01:41:59,819 --> 01:42:01,280 I'll ask her. 1293 01:42:01,282 --> 01:42:02,880 Amy? How do you do it? 1294 01:42:02,882 --> 01:42:05,281 Just push and hold the button. I'm really sorry. 1295 01:42:05,283 --> 01:42:07,402 Is that alright? All the way from... 1296 01:42:11,682 --> 01:42:13,630 Okay! 1297 01:42:14,918 --> 01:42:16,553 - Is that okay? - Thank you. 1298 01:42:16,555 --> 01:42:18,153 - Pleasure. - Thank you. 1299 01:42:18,155 --> 01:42:21,840 Why have you got to make a comment like that? 1300 01:42:21,842 --> 01:42:25,041 Why... why... why you got to do that? 1301 01:42:28,277 --> 01:42:31,129 A mug of? They asked to take a picture of you. 1302 01:42:31,131 --> 01:42:32,904 Richard... 1303 01:42:38,228 --> 01:42:41,115 No, that's got nothing to do with it. I'm talking to you 1304 01:42:41,117 --> 01:42:43,202 about those two people who wanted a lousy photograph, 1305 01:42:43,204 --> 01:42:45,881 and you got to make them feel bad about it. 1306 01:42:54,231 --> 01:42:56,388 She just wanted her dad, 1307 01:42:56,390 --> 01:42:59,970 and he didn't just come by himself, 1308 01:42:59,972 --> 01:43:04,285 he came with cameras, audio guys... 1309 01:43:04,287 --> 01:43:09,329 But she worshipped the ground he walked on. 1310 01:43:21,020 --> 01:43:24,776 I was in jail with 500 fellas reading the papers 1311 01:43:24,778 --> 01:43:29,090 and there's a picture of my wife on a page with a fella. 1312 01:43:29,092 --> 01:43:33,022 It's not easy to go through things like that. 1313 01:43:40,676 --> 01:43:43,946 To put it bluntly, I didn't have a very high opinion of myself 1314 01:43:43,948 --> 01:43:45,372 after the treatment I've had 1315 01:43:45,374 --> 01:43:47,077 for the past two years with my wife. 1316 01:43:47,079 --> 01:43:49,825 I kind of just had the wind knocked out of my sails. 1317 01:43:49,827 --> 01:43:53,791 So I just thought, "Fuck this. You know. I'm a big man. 1318 01:43:53,794 --> 01:43:56,748 "I'm a handsome fucking guy. I ain't on heroin. 1319 01:43:56,751 --> 01:43:59,183 "I'm going to the gym a lot, I dress well. 1320 01:43:59,185 --> 01:44:02,871 So what the fuck am I doing wasting my time with her?" 1321 01:44:44,307 --> 01:44:50,290 And then the chorus come in. And, um, the last verse is: 1322 01:47:12,757 --> 01:47:15,748 My son came up with the idea 1323 01:47:15,750 --> 01:47:17,974 of getting the most contemporary artists, 1324 01:47:17,976 --> 01:47:19,610 and I kept saying to myself, 1325 01:47:19,612 --> 01:47:22,950 "Who sings the right way, the real jazz singing?" 1326 01:47:22,952 --> 01:47:26,115 And when I heard Amy Winehouse, 1327 01:47:26,117 --> 01:47:30,360 I immediately said, "This one's got it." 1328 01:47:30,362 --> 01:47:32,030 Everybody just said, 1329 01:47:32,032 --> 01:47:34,535 "Oh, I don't know how you're gonna handle her." 1330 01:47:34,537 --> 01:47:36,726 - Where do you want to be? - I'll be here. 1331 01:47:36,728 --> 01:47:38,397 Okay. This is weird. 1332 01:47:38,399 --> 01:47:40,727 I've never done anything like this. 1333 01:47:40,729 --> 01:47:43,267 I've never done anything like this. 1334 01:47:43,269 --> 01:47:44,798 In which way? 1335 01:47:44,800 --> 01:47:47,059 To sing with one of my idols... 1336 01:47:47,061 --> 01:47:49,042 - Oh, no... - ...and have it filmed. 1337 01:47:49,044 --> 01:47:51,617 But it's good, it's good, 'cause then, 1338 01:47:51,619 --> 01:47:54,678 I can make my dad jealous, after, when I show him, 1339 01:47:54,680 --> 01:47:56,348 when he sees it. 1340 01:47:57,637 --> 01:48:00,001 ♪ I can't believe it ♪ 1341 01:48:00,003 --> 01:48:03,341 ♪ It's hard to conceive it ♪ 1342 01:48:03,343 --> 01:48:08,873 ♪ That you would turn away romance ♪ 1343 01:48:08,875 --> 01:48:12,212 ♪ Whoa oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 1344 01:48:12,214 --> 01:48:14,648 ♪ Are you pretending ♪ 1345 01:48:14,650 --> 01:48:18,787 ♪ It looks like the ending ♪ - Yeah. 1346 01:48:18,789 --> 01:48:23,310 ♪ Unless I could have one more chance ♪ 1347 01:48:23,313 --> 01:48:27,798 ♪ To prove dear ♪ 1348 01:48:27,800 --> 01:48:29,747 ♪ My... ♪♪ - Sorry, sorry, that was me. 1349 01:48:29,749 --> 01:48:32,251 - I was terrible. I was terrible. - No, no... 1350 01:48:32,253 --> 01:48:34,513 I don't want to waste your time. 1351 01:48:34,515 --> 01:48:36,949 It's getting better each time. Don't... Really. 1352 01:48:36,951 --> 01:48:39,383 I just don't wanna waste your time. 1353 01:48:43,108 --> 01:48:44,533 Ahem. 1354 01:48:44,535 --> 01:48:46,376 We'll keep doing it till we got one. 1355 01:48:46,378 --> 01:48:48,638 It's right in there, okay? 1356 01:48:48,640 --> 01:48:50,343 You're not in any hurry, are you? 1357 01:48:50,345 --> 01:48:53,195 - No! Of course I'm not. - I'm not either. We have time. 1358 01:48:53,197 --> 01:48:56,118 Just gotta get it right, I've got to get it right. 1359 01:48:56,120 --> 01:48:58,588 - I'm not getting it right. - Oh, you are, you are. 1360 01:48:58,590 --> 01:49:01,162 It's getting better each time and you sound wonderful. 1361 01:49:01,164 --> 01:49:04,328 Just a minute, I'm getting some water. 1362 01:49:04,330 --> 01:49:06,798 The most famous artists I ever met 1363 01:49:06,800 --> 01:49:10,034 are the most nervous before they hit that stage. 1364 01:49:10,036 --> 01:49:15,217 No matter how much you feel it, you want to feel it even more, 1365 01:49:15,219 --> 01:49:17,896 so that it becomes an honest recording. 1366 01:49:17,898 --> 01:49:22,141 And that's what Amy had. She had that gift. 1367 01:49:22,143 --> 01:49:25,446 She was a natural, true jazz singer. 1368 01:49:25,448 --> 01:49:30,595 And a jazz artist doesn't like 50,000 people in front of him. 1369 01:49:34,424 --> 01:49:37,344 ♪ My life a wreck ♪ 1370 01:49:37,346 --> 01:49:40,789 ♪ You're making ♪ 1371 01:49:40,791 --> 01:49:44,928 ♪ You know I'm yours ♪ 1372 01:49:44,930 --> 01:49:49,068 ♪ Just for the taking ♪ 1373 01:49:49,071 --> 01:49:53,069 ♪ I'd gladly surrender ♪ 1374 01:49:56,306 --> 01:50:01,453 ♪ Myself to you ♪ 1375 01:50:01,455 --> 01:50:06,742 ♪ Body and soul ♪♪ 1376 01:50:18,710 --> 01:50:20,240 Thank you! 1377 01:50:20,242 --> 01:50:23,615 - I think we got it. - Yeah. 1378 01:50:23,617 --> 01:50:25,981 - Okay. - I'm like you, you know? 1379 01:50:25,983 --> 01:50:29,703 - Each time, it's different. - Yeah. No, yeah. Yeah, yeah. 1380 01:50:29,705 --> 01:50:32,938 It's never the same thing twice, right? Yeah. 1381 01:50:32,941 --> 01:50:36,766 No, I'm like you. Not you're like me. 1382 01:50:36,768 --> 01:50:39,340 I get it from... 1383 01:50:39,343 --> 01:50:41,602 my idols, like you. 1384 01:50:43,202 --> 01:50:45,777 That's the right way to do it. 1385 01:50:52,736 --> 01:50:55,065 She skyped me. She was happy. 1386 01:50:55,067 --> 01:50:58,997 The Tony Bennett thing, I mean, she was, you know, a fan. 1387 01:50:58,999 --> 01:51:01,711 It was about her saying, "I'm not a singer, 1388 01:51:01,713 --> 01:51:04,250 I'm a jazz singer." Then she said, 1389 01:51:04,252 --> 01:51:06,964 "Let's do this jazz project with Questlove..." 1390 01:51:08,113 --> 01:51:11,139 She's such a jazz snob. 1391 01:51:11,141 --> 01:51:14,026 She'd always be on her computer sending me MP3s. 1392 01:51:14,028 --> 01:51:17,331 "Listen to this, listen to this, listen to this." 1393 01:51:17,333 --> 01:51:19,662 I thought I had my doctorate in jazz, 1394 01:51:19,664 --> 01:51:21,784 but no, she taught me a lot. 1395 01:51:21,786 --> 01:51:25,716 She was, like, "Alright, we're gonna start a super group: 1396 01:51:25,718 --> 01:51:28,359 you, me, Mos and Raphael Saadiq." 1397 01:51:28,361 --> 01:51:31,700 I was, like, "Okay." And she assigned homework. 1398 01:51:31,702 --> 01:51:35,178 "Alright, study this record, study this record..." 1399 01:51:38,484 --> 01:51:40,988 Amy had a good period. 1400 01:51:40,990 --> 01:51:46,102 She could go for four weeks at a time with no alcohol. 1401 01:51:46,104 --> 01:51:47,668 And she very much felt 1402 01:51:47,670 --> 01:51:51,182 that she was the best that she has ever been. 1403 01:51:53,062 --> 01:51:58,244 But she went to the Priory, in May, to be checked, 1404 01:51:58,246 --> 01:52:01,341 and there was some very... serious things 1405 01:52:01,343 --> 01:52:03,045 that were being spotted. 1406 01:52:03,048 --> 01:52:07,673 It was the cumulative effect of drinking and bulimia. 1407 01:52:09,239 --> 01:52:11,569 She could feel perfectly fine 1408 01:52:11,571 --> 01:52:14,456 and have heart irregularities. 1409 01:52:14,458 --> 01:52:18,561 Her heart can stop if she started drinking again. 1410 01:52:19,990 --> 01:52:23,154 I said, "Look, is this what you want? 1411 01:52:23,156 --> 01:52:24,685 Do you want to die?" 1412 01:52:24,687 --> 01:52:27,607 And she said, "No, I don't want to die." 1413 01:52:32,200 --> 01:52:35,330 All the signs were positive. I thought, "Right, okay, 1414 01:52:35,333 --> 01:52:37,870 we've got a little chink of light." 1415 01:52:39,436 --> 01:52:42,115 The Tony Bennett thing was a good catalyst, 1416 01:52:42,117 --> 01:52:45,803 and it shows that she still had it. 1417 01:52:45,805 --> 01:52:48,446 We had the offers to do these shows, 1418 01:52:48,448 --> 01:52:51,021 and I said to her, "You don't have to do them. 1419 01:52:51,024 --> 01:52:53,526 There's no pressure. We got no record to promote." 1420 01:52:53,528 --> 01:52:55,718 But she wanted to do it. 1421 01:52:55,720 --> 01:52:57,353 She skyped me. 1422 01:52:57,355 --> 01:53:00,484 She wanted to do all these other projects 1423 01:53:00,486 --> 01:53:02,120 with Questlove and Mos Def. 1424 01:53:02,122 --> 01:53:03,963 She was, like, "I don't need this." 1425 01:53:03,965 --> 01:53:06,294 She just didn't wanna go. 1426 01:53:08,209 --> 01:53:11,060 The material felt so tired 1427 01:53:11,062 --> 01:53:14,261 and didn't feel relevant to her anymore. 1428 01:53:14,263 --> 01:53:16,418 But because she was such a huge star 1429 01:53:16,420 --> 01:53:18,436 and there was all of these different pressures, 1430 01:53:18,438 --> 01:53:21,115 she had to keep performing Back to Black. 1431 01:53:21,117 --> 01:53:24,803 She didn't want to do that. 1432 01:53:24,805 --> 01:53:29,360 As soon as she knew that tour was looming, 1433 01:53:29,362 --> 01:53:31,343 she got wasted, 1434 01:53:31,345 --> 01:53:35,100 wasted so that she wouldn't be able to go. 1435 01:53:51,800 --> 01:53:55,800 Amy was passed out, asleep, on her sofa. 1436 01:53:55,802 --> 01:53:59,592 She gets put in the back of a car, asleep, 1437 01:53:59,594 --> 01:54:05,472 and she wakes up at the airport and gets put on a private jet. 1438 01:54:42,421 --> 01:54:45,028 Amy! Amy! Amy!... 1439 01:54:56,789 --> 01:54:58,527 Belgrade! 1440 01:54:58,529 --> 01:55:01,867 Introducing Amy Winehouse! 1441 01:55:12,027 --> 01:55:14,009 Whoo! 1442 01:55:55,967 --> 01:55:59,514 I wasn't sure what was going on. 1443 01:55:59,516 --> 01:56:01,184 She just wouldn't sing. 1444 01:56:01,186 --> 01:56:04,802 It was the first time ever that had happened. 1445 01:57:07,565 --> 01:57:11,460 It felt like the end. 1446 01:57:11,462 --> 01:57:15,949 It was someone who just really didn't care anymore. 1447 01:57:18,384 --> 01:57:21,376 To the extent where she was willing 1448 01:57:21,378 --> 01:57:23,916 to sabotage not just her career, 1449 01:57:23,918 --> 01:57:28,333 but her friendships and her musical relationships. 1450 01:57:44,860 --> 01:57:48,268 But it's amazing to me. Why keep putting her onstage? 1451 01:57:48,270 --> 01:57:50,843 Because surely her managers know she has a problem. 1452 01:57:50,845 --> 01:57:53,765 This was supposed to be a major comeback, guys, 1453 01:57:53,767 --> 01:57:55,748 and she totally blew it. 1454 01:58:06,326 --> 01:58:08,098 Go! 1455 01:58:19,859 --> 01:58:22,502 "Yay!" 1456 01:58:22,504 --> 01:58:25,703 The 24th of July was my wedding day, 1457 01:58:25,705 --> 01:58:28,417 and Amy was due to be at the wedding, 1458 01:58:28,419 --> 01:58:32,035 and we'd spoken and I felt like she was really excited 1459 01:58:32,037 --> 01:58:33,391 about my wedding, actually. 1460 01:58:33,393 --> 01:58:35,200 And she said she hadn't been drinking 1461 01:58:35,202 --> 01:58:37,705 and she can't wait to see the family, and Salaam, 1462 01:58:37,707 --> 01:58:40,315 and some people that had been on the journey 1463 01:58:40,317 --> 01:58:42,785 were gonna be there. 1464 01:58:49,187 --> 01:58:51,134 She rang me up and I thought, 1465 01:58:51,136 --> 01:58:53,048 "Oh, my God, what's happened now?" 1466 01:58:53,050 --> 01:58:55,796 'Cause that's the first thing that goes in my head. 1467 01:58:55,798 --> 01:58:57,362 And she just went, "Jules..." 1468 01:58:57,364 --> 01:59:01,884 And it was my Amy, completely normal. 1469 01:59:01,886 --> 01:59:04,737 And she kept saying she'd never done this before. 1470 01:59:04,739 --> 01:59:07,764 She just kept saying sorry. It was like complete clarity 1471 01:59:07,766 --> 01:59:09,955 over the whole situation of the nightmare 1472 01:59:09,957 --> 01:59:13,573 of the past however many years that we'd just gone through. 1473 01:59:13,576 --> 01:59:16,183 "Jules, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry..." 1474 01:59:16,185 --> 01:59:18,932 Like when you're a kid and you panic 1475 01:59:18,934 --> 01:59:20,741 that you've done something wrong 1476 01:59:20,743 --> 01:59:23,837 and you wanna just fix it there and then, 1477 01:59:23,839 --> 01:59:25,472 that's how it was. 1478 01:59:25,474 --> 01:59:28,742 I just wanted to grab her, bring her back to me, 1479 01:59:28,744 --> 01:59:31,804 wrap her in my house, not let her out. 1480 01:59:33,058 --> 01:59:35,491 And she called me the next day, 1481 01:59:35,493 --> 01:59:38,971 and it was just so weird hearing her talk normally, 1482 01:59:38,973 --> 01:59:42,450 because for so long, we'd just been pining for her... 1483 01:59:42,452 --> 01:59:46,381 Like, I missed my best friend, Lauren missed her best friend. 1484 01:59:46,383 --> 01:59:49,303 We just wanted to have a normal conversation. 1485 01:59:49,305 --> 01:59:51,287 She just kept going, "Can I see you? 1486 01:59:51,289 --> 01:59:53,687 Will Lauren speak to me? Can we start again?" 1487 01:59:53,689 --> 01:59:56,227 I was, like, "Of course, we can, we're always here. 1488 01:59:56,229 --> 01:59:58,662 We've been waiting for you to talk to us." 1489 01:59:58,664 --> 02:00:00,610 She said, "I'm gonna call you tomorrow." 1490 02:00:00,612 --> 02:00:03,985 I was, like, "Okay, I love you." "I love you too." 1491 02:00:24,825 --> 02:00:29,068 She just looked like she was sleeping. 1492 02:00:29,071 --> 02:00:32,304 She was on top of the bed, just... sleeping. 1493 02:00:35,366 --> 02:00:37,453 But she was gone. 1494 02:01:17,358 --> 02:01:20,593 - No! - Oh, my God. 1495 02:01:21,881 --> 02:01:24,315 Rest in peace, Amy! 1496 02:01:33,501 --> 02:01:36,701 Amy's blood alcohol level was four to five times higher 1497 02:01:36,703 --> 02:01:38,544 than the driving limit. 1498 02:01:38,546 --> 02:01:42,024 Maybe a combination of her eating disorders 1499 02:01:42,026 --> 02:01:46,547 and the alcohol just made her heart stop. 1500 02:01:55,627 --> 02:02:00,289 She was one of the truest jazz singers I ever heard. 1501 02:02:00,291 --> 02:02:03,872 To me, she should be treated like Ella Fitzgerald, 1502 02:02:03,874 --> 02:02:05,542 like Billie Holiday. 1503 02:02:05,544 --> 02:02:07,978 She had the complete gift. 1504 02:02:09,057 --> 02:02:12,187 If she had lived, I would've said, 1505 02:02:12,189 --> 02:02:14,727 "Slow down, you're too important." 1506 02:02:14,729 --> 02:02:17,927 Life teaches you really how to live it 1507 02:02:17,929 --> 02:02:21,128 if you can live long enough. 1508 02:04:45,022 --> 02:04:49,055 ♪ Well sometimes I go out by myself ♪ 1509 02:04:49,058 --> 02:04:53,160 ♪ And I look across the water ♪ 1510 02:04:55,389 --> 02:04:59,945 ♪ And I think of all the things what you're doing ♪ 1511 02:04:59,947 --> 02:05:03,703 ♪ And in my head I paint a picture ♪ 1512 02:05:06,452 --> 02:05:08,782 ♪ Since I've come on home ♪ 1513 02:05:08,784 --> 02:05:11,739 ♪ Well my body's been a mess ♪ 1514 02:05:11,741 --> 02:05:14,557 ♪ And I've missed your ginger hair ♪ 1515 02:05:14,559 --> 02:05:18,001 ♪ And the way you like to dress ♪ 1516 02:05:18,003 --> 02:05:20,367 ♪ Won't you come on over ♪ 1517 02:05:20,369 --> 02:05:25,342 ♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪ 1518 02:05:25,344 --> 02:05:30,630 ♪ Why don't you come on over Valerie ♪ 1519 02:05:32,509 --> 02:05:35,083 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1520 02:05:37,589 --> 02:05:40,580 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1521 02:05:42,772 --> 02:05:45,729 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1522 02:05:48,513 --> 02:05:50,948 ♪ Did you have to go to jail ♪ 1523 02:05:50,950 --> 02:05:53,557 ♪ Put your house on up for sale ♪ 1524 02:05:53,559 --> 02:05:56,097 ♪ Did you get a good lawyer ♪ 1525 02:05:59,263 --> 02:06:02,115 ♪ I hope you didn't catch a tan ♪ 1526 02:06:02,117 --> 02:06:07,195 ♪ I hope you find the right man who'll fix it for ya ♪ 1527 02:06:08,448 --> 02:06:11,161 ♪ And are you shopping anywhere ♪ 1528 02:06:11,163 --> 02:06:14,361 ♪ Changed the colour of your hair ♪ 1529 02:06:14,363 --> 02:06:16,622 ♪ And are you busy ♪ 1530 02:06:19,685 --> 02:06:22,154 ♪ And did you have to pay that fine ♪ 1531 02:06:22,156 --> 02:06:24,555 ♪ That you were dodging all the time ♪ 1532 02:06:24,557 --> 02:06:27,478 ♪ Are you still dizzy ♪ 1533 02:06:30,470 --> 02:06:35,375 ♪ Since I've come on home well my body's been a mess ♪ 1534 02:06:35,377 --> 02:06:38,227 ♪ And I've missed your ginger hair ♪ 1535 02:06:38,230 --> 02:06:41,497 ♪ And the way you like to dress ♪ 1536 02:06:41,499 --> 02:06:44,420 ♪ Won't you come on over ♪ 1537 02:06:44,422 --> 02:06:48,456 ♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪ 1538 02:06:48,458 --> 02:06:53,917 ♪ Why don't you come on over Valerie ♪ 1539 02:06:56,041 --> 02:06:58,753 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1540 02:07:01,433 --> 02:07:04,494 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1541 02:07:06,443 --> 02:07:09,156 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1542 02:07:11,487 --> 02:07:14,374 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1543 02:07:16,846 --> 02:07:19,419 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1544 02:07:21,020 --> 02:07:25,298 ♪ Whoa Valerie ♪ 1545 02:07:26,239 --> 02:07:29,822 ♪ Oh Valerie ♪ 1546 02:07:32,501 --> 02:07:35,318 ♪ Oh Valerie ♪ 1547 02:07:35,321 --> 02:07:37,545 ♪ Valerie yeah ♪ 1548 02:07:37,547 --> 02:07:40,606 ♪ Valerie ♪ 1549 02:07:40,608 --> 02:07:43,598 ♪ Why don't you come on over ♪ 1550 02:07:43,600 --> 02:07:46,347 ♪ Valerie ♪♪ 113119

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