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You're just you.

No matter what happens,

you are just you to me.

I need a gun.

A gun? Are you going to kill someone for real?

(Episode 14)

You're here.

It seems like you know who I am.

Yes.

You're Kang Sun Ho.

How interesting.

Is that why you despised me?

You called me a devil and a murderer.

Are you really going to shoot?

If you are, let's do it outside, not here.

I said, not here.

How is it to hear the gunshot?

Thanks to it, it brought back memories that I had forgotten about.

How about you?

If you're asking whether I killed your father or not,

then yes.

I killed him.

I killed Kang Soon Goo.

So that was his name.

I...

shot him.

Why?

It was a mistake.

No, not that.

Why did you do it?

Tell me.

If you made a mistake, tell me why, how,

and what kind of mistake you made to kill my dad.

Today,

I found out his name for the first time.

I found out through my father's killer, you.

If you were so confident about calling me a devil or a murderer,

there should be a good reason.

Before you came into my life, I was living a happy life.

I still remember it.

It was a shabby house in the mountains, but I was happy.

But you ruined it all.

My childhood.

My house.

My family.

You trampled all over them.

- You're right. - So why?

Tell me the reason.

If you shoot me,

you'll truly become a murderer.

Don't become one just because of me.

I'm at a loss for words.

I shouldn't kill for my own sake?

Look at you pretending to be concerned about me.

You can shoot me if you want. But before that,

promise me this one thing.

Don't let...

Jin Kang see it.

People like you disgust me the most.

Is he not home?

- It's freezing. - Who is it?

It's me.

Why isn't he opening the door?

Why didn't you open sooner?

Jin Kang told me to ask you...

What was that?

- Come in. - Wait, what was that?

I smell gunpowder.

It's gunpowder from a gun, right?

Stop letting him control you.

Look at what's happening!

- Come eat first. - Okay.

Ma'am.

- What's on the menu? - I'm so hungry.

Kang Soon Goo.

(Jang Se Ran)

First, check this out.

("A Tragedy Caused by a Fanatic")

(Man becomes furious at his wife's belief in pseudo-religion)

(He murders 3 people, including his wife, and commits suicide.)

(Man becomes furious at his wife's belief in pseudo-religion)

(The perpetrator of the horrific murder that took place...)

(at Mount Geumah Mortar was Mr. Kang, 32 years old.)

He was a murderer.

(According to Haesan Police, his wife joined a cult...)

(2 years ago, left him, and took their child with her.)

(Then he recently found out where his wife was taking refuge...)

(He harbored ill intent toward her and strangled her,)

(then attacked her fellow believer who was calling the police.)

He killed Mom.

It was a mistake.

No, not that. Tell me.

If you made a mistake, tell me why, how,

and what kind of mistake you made to kill my dad.

Before you came into my life, I was living a happy life.

I still remember it.

It was a shabby house in the mountains, but I was happy.

But you ruined it all.

My childhood.

My house.

My family.

You trampled all over them.

You're right.

I'm going to pass on morning workouts today. Sorry.

(Kim Moo Young)

So was this the real reason...

why you didn't search for me, Doctor?

How ridiculous.

I thought he was a police officer, but he was a murderer.

And he murdered his wife, of all people.

Drink up.

That's just your father's business.

It's just something that was buried deep in your memories...

and had nothing to do with you.

I feel disgusting.

It may have nothing to do with me,

but why does it feel like...

it explains so much about me?

And that's the reason why I'm the way I am now?

Kim Moo Young.

Kim Moo Young.

My father was a murder.

How very befitting someone like me.

Someone once told me...

that I'm not even human.

And that I was evil incarnate.

But he was right.

Are you saying that murderous tendencies are hereditary?

What do I look like to you?

We're the same in that way.

My father was a murderer too.

The child mentioned in the first chapter of my book,

the murderer's child, is me.

That's why I couldn't hold you back.

I thought that was the final chance that I could give to you back then.

But I regret that now. I was mistaken.

I only found out after turning 40...

that my father's business was merely his own business.

Moo Young.

The past doesn't explain who you've become.

What you are now...

is a testimony to who you are.

Don't let yourself get hurt by something unrelated to you.

Hurt? As if.

I don't get hurt.

No matter who your rage may be directed toward,

your rage will end up hurting you in the end.

It will hurt you...

and those you care about.

- Did you meet him? - Yes.

You didn't take long. Did he give in easily?

Yes, ma'am.

Who is that guy?

(Choi Tae Kyung)

You used to work at Haesan Police Station, correct?

In the autumn of 1993?

Here are the recording files.

As to be expected.

No one can resist money after all.

Contact him.

You're here, Jin Kang.

How was the morning workout?

Where have you been?

I went to see Mr. Yang.

I'm hungry.

I'm going to make ramyeon. Want some too?

Something happened, right?

Nothing happened.

Really. Nothing happened.

It seems like something happened to you.

What's wrong?

Why are you throwing it away?

It's all fake.

I made that foolish story up.

How is that fake?

Kids' drawings don't lie.

I guess mine did.

Moo Young.

I want to tell you everything.

I really do.

I feel like your parents...

were really nice people.

Seeing as how they chose such a name for their son,

they are definitely nice people.

But not now.

I'm hungry. Let's eat first.

I'm hungry too.

What shall I do?

I want eggs in it.

Do you want them too?

You dropped them.

My father killed people.

What?

Not just one but three.

He killed three people.

He killed people?

Please leave.

Moo Young.

I want to be alone.

Please.

You don't want me to be here with you?

Not now.

Let me keep this drawing.

It's all fake.

I made that foolish story up.

Hey.

Don't be late for the meeting.

Sure.

You look down.

It seems like you didn't get to use the gun.

Go listen to it.

You'll see once you listen. It's nothing new.

The youngest officer who worked at Haesan Police Station at the time...

currently is the detective at Wonyoung Police Station.

His name is Lee Kyung Chul.

He's the chief of Jin Gook's team.

Dad?

Who's your dad?

My dad.

By any chance...

What's your dad's name?

Leave. You don't even know your dad's name.

Go already. There's no one like that in here.

What is it?

I know this man in the picture.

I'll listen to it.

Do you want me to handle Jin Gook instead?

Didn't you want a gun to kill him?

If you were swayed because he's your girlfriend's brother,

I can take care of it for you.

If you mess with him,

I won't let it slide.

You said we're similar.

So you must know...

that I can't stand anyone who tries to meddle in my own game.

Of course, I do.

I'm so annoyed to be honest.

Kang Soon Goo was going to be sentenced to death anyway.

I'm so irritated that I still remember...

Kang Soon Goo's wife, Lee Mi Young, whom he killed,

and the victims, Han Jong Soo and Park Jung Hye.

I still remember all their names...

Kang Soon Goo's wife, Lee Mi Young, whom he killed...

Lee Mi Young?

And the victims, Han Jong Soo and Park Jung Hye.

I still remember all their names.

I'm sick and tired of...

Yoo Jin Gook, that man.

Why would he ruin his life because of that incident?

All he did was kill a murderer by mistake.

It was obviously self-defense.

All of us tried to stop him at that time.

We said it was dangerous in the mountains...

and that we were arriving soon, so he should go with us.

But he went there alone, saying things looked serious.

It was meaningless.

By the time he arrived, Lee Mi Young...

and the informants, Park Jung Hye and Han Jong Soo, were already dead.

And then he found the guy.

Kang Soon Goo, who was holding a weapon.

Put that hatchet down.

Do you know what that weapon was?

A hatchet.

Blood was dripping from it.

We were ordered to cover it up,

but Officer Yoo resisted.

Our team was shattered to pieces.

In that situation, he looked for the killer's child...

like a crazy person for months.

Gosh.

Come out.

- Moo Young. - You said it shouldn't be here.

Why did you look for me?

Because I killed your dad. And...

I lost you.

So...

why did you look for me?

Like other people, you could have said he deserved to die.

He was going to be sentenced to death anyway.

You could have said he was just unlucky.

How did you know?

Don't look at me like that.

Can't you be more honest like other people?

I was...

like other people.

I said it was unfair. I didn't understand why that happened to me.

He moved first, and I was just trying to defend myself.

But...

even though...

Kang Soon Goo did move first...

I found out afterwards.

You were there.

Kang Soon Goo...

wasn't trying to attack me.

He wanted to hide the weapon behind his back.

He didn't want you to see him like that.

Then I heard...

Dad!

I couldn't forget your desperate voice.

No matter how much I wanted to believe it was unfair,

I couldn't forget that what I killed was a person.

I'm sorry.

Still, I wish you hadn't done that.

Because you looked for me,

I thought my dad was a police officer.

To think that it was you that I remembered...

whenever I missed my dad and searched my memories,

I can't stand it.

Just because I didn't shoot you doesn't mean I've forgiven you.

I never will.

Moo Young!

Your dad is at Bongrin Temple.

At the Main Hall of Bongrin Temple.

His death anniversary is...

September 18 of the lunar calendar,

and November 1 of the solar calendar.

- Why today? - What?

Why do you visit the temple on November 1 every year?

I'm not sure.

Why is it always on that day?

We've been doing it since we lived in Haesan.

I was too young, so I didn't really give it much thought.

I just liked it.

It was me and my brother's little yearly event.

When I was little, I'd look forward to November 1...

more than the school trips.

(Kim Moo Young)

(I'm going to pass on morning workouts today. Sorry.)

Please leave.

I want to be alone.

Please.

What are you doing up?

I was getting some water.

- I'm going back to bed. - Okay.

Jin Kang.

I'm thinking of visiting Haesan tomorrow.

Haesan?

Yes. It's been a while since I last visited Mom.

Do you want me to come with you?

You don't have to. It's Sunday. You can relax at home.

You want to be alone too?

- What? - Never mind.

- Goodnight. - Goodnight.

Tak.

Have you changed the passcode to your place?

I will.

Don't just say that. Do it right now. Should I come do it?

No. I won't be home today.

Where are you going?

It's so funny.

Even for grown-ups,

your mom is the first person you think of when you're troubled.

I couldn't deny it.

I've been thinking about her a lot these past few days.

The thing is,

I was such a troublemaker.

You know...

how some kids just won't behave even when they get beaten up, right?

My mom had to beat me up so many times.

I can totally picture that.

Right?

Probably because she got so used to it,

she'd beat me up even after I turned 20.

Even after I started working in the police,

in the morning,

she'd slap me in the back, telling me to watch out for cars.

When I come home,

I'd get slapped in the back for forgetting to put my socks...

in the washer.

But...

she never slapped me again after that incident.

She was so worried...

that something would happen to me...

She started getting really cautious.

She was totally fine, then she passed away...

in less than three years from then.

I was laying down to go to bed last night...

and I wished that my mom...

could slap me nice and hard in the back once...

and say, "You punk".

"Get it together."

(Bongrin Temple)

(We can find them if we work together.)

(Park Sung Jin, Lee Dong Hoon, Lee Kyung Mi, Yang Won Jong.)

How do they look?

They look very happy since everyone is smiling.

Look, there's even an angel.

I always thought my dad would be a police officer.

My dad in my imagination...

is still searching for me.

(Kang Soon Goo)

Desperately searching, no matter where he may be.

For me, his missing son.

(Kang Soon Goo)

(Kang Soon Goo, Lee Mi Young)

(Kang Soon Goo, Lee Mi Young)

So...

I'm not an abandoned child...

but a missing child.

(Yoo Jin Kang: I love you.)

Are you really okay with me, knowing who I am?

Of course.

I want to be born again.

- Good? - No, more.

- Good? - Just a little more.

- Good? - Good.

All done.

We just need to wait 30 minutes now.

What's so important about rice?

- You said you want to be reborn. - Yes, so?

So you need to live in a warm home.

And warm homes smell like warm rice.

That's super simple.

It is, isn't it?

Thank you for the meal.

Same.

What's so funny?

I'm thinking about the first time I came here.

I remember thinking, "What a strange home".

And that this room was just like you.

A room that was too cold and dark.

A room that insisted it would never linger on anyone who leaves.

A room that made me feel lonely to look at.

I hope that there are more and more of these kinds of things.

If you have a cat, you'll need to feed it.

If you have flowers, you'll need to water them.

If you have food, you need to eat it before it spoils.

I hope that those types of things cling tightly to you...

and never let you go.

So that you can't go anywhere.

I'm not going anywhere...

even if there is nothing here...

or how far I go.

I'll come back to you.

(The doors are open.)

What brings you here at this hour?

I'm giving it back to you.

You're giving it back to me? Why?

I don't need it anymore.

Oh, I used one bullet.

You did?

There was nothing on the news.

Anyway, I did.

Don't you want to hear about your brother?

You're giving this pretty thing back to me intact.

I'm a bit disappointed.

Tell me any time if you need it again.

You seem very curious.

What is this?

It's Kang Soon Goo's registered certificate.

In other words, his family register.

So this is his family register,

but what does this mean?

- Are you sure it's right? - Yes.

Two children who were hospitalized in Haesan Hospital that day.

It turned out that you didn't have a younger sibling.

What do you mean?

A younger brother, that is.

The girl was adopted to...

a person named Lee Jung Shil six months after the incident.

Lee Jung Shil?

Lee Jung Shil is Yoo Jin Gook's mother.

So that girl...

is Yoo Jin Kang?

I don't have a brother?

You really are clueless, aren't you?

You know nothing about what's really important.

Tell me already.

I've never seen you this anxious.

I don't want to tell you for free.

You should give me something in return at around this point.

Let's talk about important things there, okay?

Okay.

Wait here. I'll go buy tickets.

Moo Young.

- When did you buy them? - It's nothing.

Let's ride that one.

No. Never.

Come on.

It's my first time coming to an amusement park with my boyfriend.

You should've done it before, and it's not my business.

- Are you going to ride it or not? - No.

- I said I won't. - You will.

I won't.

What on earth have you done to me?

I don't know.

I can't believe...

how I ended up here.

Look.

It's strange.

- It looks like the scars connect. - You're right.

They look like a map too.

I guess we've followed this map to reach here.

- You've never seen a burn before? - No.

Don't be shocked. That woman is weird.

Other women aren't like that.

Do you really think such a thing works on other women?

Of course.

"Oh, no. When did you get that scar? It must've hurt a lot."

Aliens, reptiles.

Aliens, crocodile wallets.

It's boiling.

It's cold. Put some clothes on first.

- I'll get the water. - It's okay.

It's hot.

- Are you all right? - I'm okay.

Let me see.

This won't do.

It's okay.

The pharmacy should still be open.

- Here. - Thank you.

Dad.

Jin Gook said there was a fire.

Look at that. It looks like the scars connect.

I'm not Jin Gook's biological sister.

You really are clueless, aren't you?

You know nothing about what's really important.

It turned out that you didn't have a younger sibling.

A younger brother, that is.

It was a younger sister.

(Based on "One Million Stars Falling from the Sky")

(We thank Yoo Jae Myung for his special appearance.)

(Hundred Million Stars From The Sky)