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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:09,999 --> 00:00:14,477 We thank Dr. Grivois and his team, the personnel of the Emergency ward 2 00:00:14,500 --> 00:00:18,467 the management of Hôtel Dieu, and the Public Health department 3 00:00:18,500 --> 00:00:22,455 who enabled us to make this film. 4 00:00:25,710 --> 00:00:29,458 The authors wish to inform spectactors 5 00:00:29,755 --> 00:00:33,671 that people filmed inside the hospital 6 00:00:33,979 --> 00:00:40,648 gave their consent. 7 00:00:52,860 --> 00:00:55,409 Come with me, come with me! 8 00:01:01,009 --> 00:01:02,707 Follow that gentleman... 9 00:01:13,987 --> 00:01:15,723 Sir, do you agree to be filmed? 10 00:01:15,940 --> 00:01:19,464 - Yes, he agrees. - He does? Then sit down. 11 00:01:20,094 --> 00:01:21,094 Sit down. 12 00:01:22,390 --> 00:01:23,719 What's wrong? 13 00:01:24,268 --> 00:01:25,548 What's wrong? 14 00:01:25,978 --> 00:01:28,684 Well, I'm an alcoholic and... I've started again. 15 00:01:29,024 --> 00:01:30,305 Started again? 16 00:01:32,153 --> 00:01:35,073 - Try to explain. - What's that? A letter? 17 00:01:35,283 --> 00:01:37,526 Don't touch those papers! 18 00:01:37,954 --> 00:01:39,199 No, I'm sorry! 19 00:01:39,539 --> 00:01:41,865 I'm sorry. 20 00:01:42,085 --> 00:01:43,745 Will you give me that? 21 00:01:43,963 --> 00:01:45,540 No, it's not yours. 22 00:01:45,757 --> 00:01:48,675 Not yours? What is it? Did my mother do it? 23 00:01:48,885 --> 00:01:50,298 It's not yours, stay there please! 24 00:01:50,513 --> 00:01:52,138 No I'm sorry! 25 00:01:52,349 --> 00:01:53,595 Sit down! 26 00:01:54,561 --> 00:01:56,638 Right, you stay there, we'll talk with you. 27 00:01:59,234 --> 00:02:00,942 Bunch of imbeciles! 28 00:02:14,396 --> 00:02:15,633 Go get him. 29 00:02:46,211 --> 00:02:50,758 HOTEL DIEU FREEDOM, EQUALITY, FRATERNITY 30 00:02:59,134 --> 00:03:03,105 PSYCHIATRY Secretariat: Dr. Grivois 31 00:03:07,913 --> 00:03:11,305 If you resume all that, apart from anguish and sleeping badly 32 00:03:11,517 --> 00:03:13,625 it would add up to a concentration problem? 33 00:03:13,836 --> 00:03:17,229 Above all, that's what's so annoying. 34 00:03:17,440 --> 00:03:20,337 Difficulty in concentrating that means 35 00:03:20,547 --> 00:03:22,938 in understanding a text to be read... 36 00:03:23,156 --> 00:03:27,173 It means that if I want... I wouldn't say to rewrite 37 00:03:27,381 --> 00:03:31,763 because I couldn't do it, after the 2nd reading, but if I want 38 00:03:32,310 --> 00:03:34,419 to recall the main themes 39 00:03:34,630 --> 00:03:37,527 I'd need at least 3 consecutive readings 40 00:03:39,435 --> 00:03:41,626 I have to approximate 41 00:03:42,914 --> 00:03:45,223 the sense of the words 42 00:03:47,098 --> 00:03:51,857 to the overall subject to enable me... I need several readings! 43 00:03:58,282 --> 00:04:02,169 It's certainly due to difficulties in concentrating. 44 00:04:02,382 --> 00:04:04,938 It is due to those difficulties. 45 00:04:05,820 --> 00:04:06,820 Well! 46 00:04:09,300 --> 00:04:11,079 I'll make an appointment... 47 00:04:12,324 --> 00:04:14,020 a Wednesday afternoon. 48 00:04:14,229 --> 00:04:15,630 If you like Doctor. 49 00:04:17,543 --> 00:04:20,558 In a fortnight. All right! 50 00:04:21,022 --> 00:04:22,388 If you like. 51 00:04:26,241 --> 00:04:27,313 Goodbye. 52 00:04:44,760 --> 00:04:47,115 EMERGENCY 53 00:04:55,755 --> 00:04:57,034 Mr. Oukoukou? 54 00:04:58,546 --> 00:04:59,920 You falling asleep? 55 00:05:00,129 --> 00:05:01,129 No. 56 00:05:02,296 --> 00:05:03,705 I'm not asleep. 57 00:05:04,296 --> 00:05:07,377 Do you know why you're being held by the police? 58 00:05:07,920 --> 00:05:10,041 You know why you're being held by the police? 59 00:05:10,066 --> 00:05:12,037 - I don't know. - No? 60 00:05:12,253 --> 00:05:15,500 Absolutely not, I've done nothing. 61 00:05:16,627 --> 00:05:18,534 Have you ever been held before? 62 00:05:18,752 --> 00:05:20,031 Absolutely not. 63 00:05:21,085 --> 00:05:24,285 The police said there was a fight. 64 00:05:24,502 --> 00:05:25,959 Do you know what they mean? 65 00:05:26,168 --> 00:05:28,205 How can I know, I can't! 66 00:05:29,126 --> 00:05:30,405 I can't know! 67 00:05:30,726 --> 00:05:31,888 Nothing! 68 00:05:32,168 --> 00:05:33,825 That's not mine. 69 00:05:34,042 --> 00:05:35,582 You recall being in a fight? 70 00:05:35,715 --> 00:05:36,786 Not at all. 71 00:05:38,125 --> 00:05:41,157 I'm Dr. Baron, I'm a psychiatrist. 72 00:05:41,708 --> 00:05:43,615 - You ever saw a psychiatrist? - No! 73 00:05:43,737 --> 00:05:44,785 Never? 74 00:05:44,996 --> 00:05:46,472 Never been to a psychiatric hospital? 75 00:05:46,473 --> 00:05:47,477 Never. 76 00:05:48,623 --> 00:05:50,495 And to hospital in general? 77 00:05:50,706 --> 00:05:54,996 To hospital for the accident to my eye... 78 00:05:55,206 --> 00:05:57,990 I don't know about those things... 79 00:05:58,206 --> 00:06:00,362 What happened to your eye? 80 00:06:01,039 --> 00:06:03,076 My eye! Because my house burnt down 81 00:06:03,289 --> 00:06:06,784 I escaped and I fell, I broke my ribs 82 00:06:06,996 --> 00:06:10,278 and then my eye, I'm better off than working at 14. 83 00:06:10,495 --> 00:06:11,823 I don't know about that! 84 00:06:12,370 --> 00:06:14,527 Never been in hospital since? 85 00:06:14,745 --> 00:06:16,237 Never, madam. 86 00:06:16,829 --> 00:06:19,613 The police thought you may have been drinking? 87 00:06:20,287 --> 00:06:22,157 Certainly not, I don't drink alcohol. 88 00:06:22,370 --> 00:06:26,232 Right, do you take anything else, cocaine, hash? 89 00:06:26,309 --> 00:06:30,777 I came, I'm... waiting, that's all. There! 90 00:06:31,632 --> 00:06:36,364 The law has the right to do anything, I've no right. 91 00:06:37,201 --> 00:06:40,945 One has no right to anything. So I'm waiting, I'll see what happens. 92 00:06:41,325 --> 00:06:42,948 What are you waiting for? 93 00:06:46,158 --> 00:06:48,481 What are you waiting there for, I don't get it. 94 00:06:48,699 --> 00:06:50,856 The law has the right. 95 00:06:51,199 --> 00:06:53,687 If it's the law they have the right to this and that. 96 00:06:53,907 --> 00:06:58,196 You sit at a table, you offer friends a drink. 97 00:06:58,406 --> 00:07:03,774 They have fun, suddenly the police come in the bar. 98 00:07:03,989 --> 00:07:06,394 The police leave the room... There, that's all madam. 99 00:07:06,613 --> 00:07:08,272 The police came into the bar? 100 00:07:08,488 --> 00:07:09,566 That's it. 101 00:07:10,738 --> 00:07:13,227 Do you ever take cocaine sir? 102 00:07:13,399 --> 00:07:16,353 - Excuse me? - Do you ever take cocaine? 103 00:07:16,571 --> 00:07:19,438 - What? - Cocaine! Sniff it! 104 00:07:19,987 --> 00:07:21,480 Don't know that, madam. 105 00:07:21,695 --> 00:07:22,975 Do you shoot up? 106 00:07:23,737 --> 00:07:25,609 I'm very sorry! 107 00:07:28,028 --> 00:07:31,724 What day is it today sir? Tell me. 108 00:07:33,569 --> 00:07:35,891 You can answer that, sir? 109 00:07:36,110 --> 00:07:38,017 What day is it today? 110 00:07:38,235 --> 00:07:39,608 What day? 111 00:07:39,818 --> 00:07:43,265 I don't know! I'm sick in my head! 112 00:07:43,484 --> 00:07:45,025 Yes, what's the matter? 113 00:07:47,651 --> 00:07:51,857 So if I've done something at least let them lock me up 114 00:07:52,066 --> 00:07:55,645 let them lock me up, that way I'll... I'll rest. 115 00:07:55,858 --> 00:07:57,480 It'll be much better for me. 116 00:07:57,691 --> 00:07:59,349 I'm sick in my head! I am! 117 00:07:59,565 --> 00:08:03,061 Sir, make an effort, think... Tell me what day it is? 118 00:08:04,357 --> 00:08:06,477 That I can't answer, ma'am. 119 00:08:07,231 --> 00:08:08,771 I can't answer, ma'am. 120 00:08:08,982 --> 00:08:12,820 - Why? - I'm sick in my head, I am, morally. 121 00:08:13,286 --> 00:08:15,512 Not physically, morally. 122 00:08:15,730 --> 00:08:17,804 So they do as they like with me. 123 00:08:18,063 --> 00:08:22,636 If I've done something, at least do something 124 00:08:22,854 --> 00:08:26,551 I mean to me, if I've done something. 125 00:08:26,771 --> 00:08:27,801 Why not? 126 00:08:28,312 --> 00:08:30,765 There are so many, many bad people. 127 00:08:30,978 --> 00:08:32,684 What do you mean morally? 128 00:08:32,895 --> 00:08:34,553 I can't say, madam. 129 00:08:34,769 --> 00:08:38,632 There isn't even any compensation because I don't want to answer. 130 00:08:38,853 --> 00:08:42,431 I won't bother you any more, just blow into something. 131 00:08:42,643 --> 00:08:43,888 That's it, ma'am. 132 00:08:44,102 --> 00:08:45,299 Wait here. 133 00:08:45,518 --> 00:08:46,762 That's it, ma'am! 134 00:08:48,768 --> 00:08:50,309 One can use alcohol any way. 135 00:08:50,518 --> 00:08:51,844 You wait there! 136 00:09:23,180 --> 00:09:25,503 Sir, please blow in there. 137 00:09:26,097 --> 00:09:28,715 Breath deeply and exhale. 138 00:09:28,853 --> 00:09:29,863 What? 139 00:09:30,054 --> 00:09:33,218 Breath in and then out very deeply. 140 00:09:33,429 --> 00:09:35,171 Put this in your mouth... 141 00:09:35,317 --> 00:09:36,415 I am breathing! 142 00:09:36,444 --> 00:09:38,881 You breath in and you exhale. Go on, blow! 143 00:09:39,094 --> 00:09:40,339 Blow? 144 00:09:41,803 --> 00:09:44,042 Harder, harder, more... 145 00:09:48,474 --> 00:09:52,266 More... Thank you. Very good. 146 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:55,079 Thank you. 147 00:09:57,307 --> 00:09:58,938 You have drunk a little. 148 00:09:59,149 --> 00:10:01,649 Excuse me! No, I do not drink. 149 00:10:01,869 --> 00:10:03,250 All right. 150 00:10:03,962 --> 00:10:06,677 I'll take you back to the police, wait for the paper... 151 00:10:06,892 --> 00:10:08,059 Yes ma'am. 152 00:10:15,808 --> 00:10:19,189 Hospital. They said: Don't go, so I stayed. 153 00:10:19,407 --> 00:10:20,502 All right... 154 00:10:24,533 --> 00:10:26,025 It's for us. 155 00:10:28,564 --> 00:10:29,564 Sorry! 156 00:10:33,763 --> 00:10:35,040 I took some pills. 157 00:10:35,260 --> 00:10:36,337 What pills? 158 00:10:36,549 --> 00:10:40,406 I took Raph, at least 2 boxes. 159 00:10:41,291 --> 00:10:43,113 Action, two and a half boxes. 160 00:10:43,995 --> 00:10:45,863 Some Revotrix 161 00:10:47,321 --> 00:10:48,433 two and a half. 162 00:10:49,152 --> 00:10:52,676 Two and a half, pills, when did you do that? 163 00:10:52,895 --> 00:10:53,990 Before noon. 164 00:10:54,101 --> 00:10:55,110 Yes? 165 00:10:57,803 --> 00:11:00,795 We'll have to use a stomach pump. 166 00:11:10,113 --> 00:11:11,142 Like that... it holds... 167 00:11:11,361 --> 00:11:13,100 Open your mouth... 168 00:11:25,269 --> 00:11:27,177 An obstacle to bypass. 169 00:11:31,147 --> 00:11:32,853 Leave it... 170 00:11:39,774 --> 00:11:43,271 Now get up on the table... 171 00:11:47,402 --> 00:11:50,484 Lie down and I'll give you a perfusion. 172 00:12:26,165 --> 00:12:29,330 Shall we let someone know, your husband? 173 00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:31,746 No, I left a note. 174 00:12:32,155 --> 00:12:33,270 All right. 175 00:12:35,211 --> 00:12:36,869 When did you leave a note? 176 00:12:37,086 --> 00:12:38,365 Before leaving... 177 00:12:44,130 --> 00:12:46,287 You mean before coming here? 178 00:13:03,178 --> 00:13:07,043 We'll admit you to a medical ward for a check-up. 179 00:13:09,888 --> 00:13:11,596 You're looking worried... 180 00:13:11,806 --> 00:13:13,134 No, no... 181 00:13:15,391 --> 00:13:17,631 Dr. Binot will see you tomorrow. 182 00:13:17,811 --> 00:13:18,869 Yes. 183 00:13:19,642 --> 00:13:23,768 Is there anything else, important, we can do for you? 184 00:13:24,102 --> 00:13:26,268 - What? - Anything else important? 185 00:13:26,367 --> 00:13:27,463 No, no... 186 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:31,603 Well, I'll leave you, goodbye. 187 00:13:31,813 --> 00:13:32,975 Goodbye, madam! 188 00:13:51,599 --> 00:13:55,756 ...for some time now, well driving, I've had enough 189 00:13:55,971 --> 00:14:00,128 and then I... well I exploded, I burst into tears. 190 00:14:00,844 --> 00:14:03,544 So I thought it best to stop the bus 191 00:14:04,258 --> 00:14:08,119 off the street, near the Opéra and wait 192 00:14:09,213 --> 00:14:11,960 wait for help, because I couldn't drive 193 00:14:12,169 --> 00:14:13,994 frankly, I was beside myself. 194 00:14:14,543 --> 00:14:16,497 You broke down? 195 00:14:16,536 --> 00:14:17,558 Yes, completely. 196 00:14:17,583 --> 00:14:18,956 What else did you do? 197 00:14:19,278 --> 00:14:20,306 That's all. 198 00:14:20,331 --> 00:14:21,823 You couldn't drive? 199 00:14:22,038 --> 00:14:25,484 Incapable, I was trembling like a leaf 200 00:14:26,327 --> 00:14:29,525 I thought it better to stop the bus 201 00:14:29,741 --> 00:14:33,271 and ensure the passengers' safety 202 00:14:33,489 --> 00:14:37,267 rather than go on risking... 203 00:14:37,612 --> 00:14:39,104 well, an accident... 204 00:14:39,319 --> 00:14:40,941 Who brought you here? 205 00:14:41,151 --> 00:14:42,608 The fire brigade. 206 00:14:43,066 --> 00:14:47,105 The firemen brought me, I must say it's rather long... 207 00:14:48,105 --> 00:14:52,345 They leave you in a waiting room and no one says a thing. 208 00:14:53,227 --> 00:14:55,892 Well, I can admit there are emergencies 209 00:14:56,100 --> 00:14:58,089 but they could say something. 210 00:14:58,306 --> 00:15:00,261 Are you normally OK, is this the first... 211 00:15:00,472 --> 00:15:04,416 It's the first time! I've worked there 10 years. 212 00:15:04,637 --> 00:15:08,710 I think I was just totally fed up. 213 00:15:10,216 --> 00:15:11,756 With your work? 214 00:15:11,965 --> 00:15:16,583 Yes, my work, I've had it, can't go on 215 00:15:17,004 --> 00:15:19,455 for a while I've wanted to change departments 216 00:15:19,669 --> 00:15:24,205 but my bosses aren't understanding 217 00:15:24,707 --> 00:15:28,450 and they do everything to get rid of me. 218 00:15:29,870 --> 00:15:32,487 Do you live in Paris? 219 00:15:32,702 --> 00:15:37,156 No, the suburbs, at Servan, near Brie Comte Robert. 220 00:15:37,366 --> 00:15:39,106 It's more or less the country. 221 00:15:39,323 --> 00:15:40,944 Married, any children? 222 00:15:41,097 --> 00:15:42,103 A boy. 223 00:15:42,321 --> 00:15:43,350 And the family? 224 00:15:43,570 --> 00:15:47,857 Fine, no problem with the couple... 225 00:15:48,733 --> 00:15:51,137 if all couples were like us. 226 00:15:51,357 --> 00:15:54,022 So the problem is at work? 227 00:15:54,522 --> 00:15:56,760 Well, mainly, it was today... 228 00:15:56,979 --> 00:15:58,932 Usually, how does it go? 229 00:16:00,684 --> 00:16:04,592 You know Paris traffic, well it unnerves you 230 00:16:04,807 --> 00:16:07,375 and some clients aren't understanding. 231 00:16:11,344 --> 00:16:12,753 You're the doctor? 232 00:16:13,467 --> 00:16:17,873 There, my boss has come to see me. 233 00:16:21,005 --> 00:16:24,664 Yes, so there's everything... 234 00:16:25,252 --> 00:16:28,367 the nervous tension around you. 235 00:16:28,584 --> 00:16:32,526 I don't know if you ever drove in traffic 236 00:16:32,748 --> 00:16:35,862 that won't move, you want to finish on time 237 00:16:36,078 --> 00:16:39,193 because you rarely finish on time 238 00:16:39,410 --> 00:16:41,316 and then they complain: 239 00:16:41,534 --> 00:16:44,280 We've been waiting for 45 minutes! 240 00:16:44,490 --> 00:16:46,941 They shout at you, don't want to know 241 00:16:47,155 --> 00:16:50,518 if it's the traffic's fault or yours... 242 00:16:50,736 --> 00:16:52,726 You feel tired now? 243 00:16:52,943 --> 00:16:54,483 No, right now, not at all 244 00:16:54,692 --> 00:16:57,522 I admit we have rotten services 245 00:16:57,732 --> 00:17:03,345 during the summer TM, sorry, summer timetable. 246 00:17:03,644 --> 00:17:07,931 Really, the services are not much good. 247 00:17:08,523 --> 00:17:09,532 Otherwise... 248 00:17:09,557 --> 00:17:11,961 Otherwise you're not tired, sleep well? 249 00:17:12,181 --> 00:17:13,459 I sleep very well. 250 00:17:13,613 --> 00:17:14,622 Is he... 251 00:17:14,804 --> 00:17:17,753 No, he doesn't leave his office. 252 00:17:17,969 --> 00:17:22,173 So you can't change departments? 253 00:17:22,841 --> 00:17:25,126 Have to wait for him to retire. 254 00:17:26,005 --> 00:17:29,617 When he does, I may get on better with another boss. 255 00:17:30,544 --> 00:17:31,657 All right... 256 00:17:32,459 --> 00:17:34,164 I see no other solution. 257 00:17:35,583 --> 00:17:40,036 Do you need some time off or not? 258 00:17:41,620 --> 00:17:43,942 I don't need any. 259 00:17:44,285 --> 00:17:48,193 Like everyone, I'm waiting for my vacation, in May. 260 00:17:49,032 --> 00:17:50,145 In June. 261 00:17:50,865 --> 00:17:52,321 That's soon. 262 00:17:56,487 --> 00:17:58,393 I can't say anything special... 263 00:17:58,610 --> 00:18:02,896 I was surprised when you said: I'm a psy. Well, why not? 264 00:18:03,107 --> 00:18:05,179 No reason to see a special doctor. 265 00:18:05,397 --> 00:18:10,098 You're here, what happened was a slight case of hysterics. 266 00:18:10,310 --> 00:18:12,264 It may be good to talk to someone. 267 00:18:12,476 --> 00:18:13,884 Of course. 268 00:18:16,598 --> 00:18:19,050 I've nothing special to say or to give you. 269 00:18:19,263 --> 00:18:22,046 I think you need to take a vacation. 270 00:18:23,302 --> 00:18:24,464 Okay, thank you. 271 00:18:27,134 --> 00:18:31,622 ...several people, and an old man got in 272 00:18:31,838 --> 00:18:36,043 I asked for his pass, he didn't have it 273 00:18:36,252 --> 00:18:39,083 so I called the boss who said: 274 00:18:39,292 --> 00:18:41,282 No pass, he leaves or he pays. 275 00:18:41,499 --> 00:18:45,621 So then all the bus was against me, all of them. 276 00:18:45,721 --> 00:18:47,221 They called me a slacker. 277 00:18:48,583 --> 00:18:52,816 All those nice names, you know 278 00:18:53,043 --> 00:18:54,352 and I broke down. 279 00:18:54,537 --> 00:18:58,437 I thought it wise to park on the Place de I'Opéra 280 00:18:58,462 --> 00:18:59,800 I was trembling 281 00:18:59,825 --> 00:19:04,967 it wasn't worth going on, I thought that... 282 00:19:04,970 --> 00:19:09,407 - I'd stay there... - Today, let things cool down 283 00:19:09,705 --> 00:19:11,581 tomorrow, are you working? 284 00:19:11,785 --> 00:19:12,832 Yes. 285 00:19:13,600 --> 00:19:16,817 Then you must see Insp. Bollini. 286 00:19:17,945 --> 00:19:22,417 He'll decide what to do, whether to make out a report 636 287 00:19:23,145 --> 00:19:24,340 or forget it. 288 00:19:24,459 --> 00:19:25,573 All right. 289 00:19:40,986 --> 00:19:45,986 The policemen who brought you here asked me to talk to you 290 00:19:47,079 --> 00:19:51,238 because you were in a bar and broke a window. 291 00:19:51,425 --> 00:19:52,425 Yes. 292 00:19:52,968 --> 00:19:55,615 I'd like to know what made you do that? 293 00:19:55,829 --> 00:19:57,654 What made me do it? 294 00:19:57,871 --> 00:20:01,733 Firstly, I wasn't even in the bar 295 00:20:01,954 --> 00:20:03,411 I wasn't inside 296 00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:06,287 I was on 2 chairs outside. 297 00:20:06,495 --> 00:20:09,244 2 white chairs, not dangerous 298 00:20:09,453 --> 00:20:11,527 you get me, nothing to do with the chairs. 299 00:20:11,745 --> 00:20:13,819 I was on one, there was no table 300 00:20:14,036 --> 00:20:18,279 it was really 2 chairs for a panorama 301 00:20:18,494 --> 00:20:22,322 to look at any panorama and I needed some sun. 302 00:20:22,536 --> 00:20:27,240 I'm more or less out on the street, I needed a little sun... 303 00:20:27,577 --> 00:20:30,243 And I needed to be shut off from the world 304 00:20:30,452 --> 00:20:32,608 because I'm tired, I'm pregnant 305 00:20:34,577 --> 00:20:37,243 that's what I was doing when a man came to talk 306 00:20:37,451 --> 00:20:39,194 a black man, I couldn't care less 307 00:20:39,410 --> 00:20:44,197 at moments when I want inner peace when I want to be quiet 308 00:20:44,410 --> 00:20:46,530 in the calm of something I don't have 309 00:20:46,743 --> 00:20:50,439 because I don't have the money one needs to live on 310 00:20:50,659 --> 00:20:53,776 and I try to make it real in my mind, in my world 311 00:20:53,993 --> 00:20:56,824 so I was sitting there and he insisted on talking to me. 312 00:20:57,034 --> 00:21:00,151 A man I don't know, very nice, very polite 313 00:21:00,367 --> 00:21:02,855 but I didn't want to answer. 314 00:21:03,575 --> 00:21:07,071 So what happened. He said: Go away Miss. 315 00:21:07,283 --> 00:21:09,440 I said, Yes, there's no problem... 316 00:21:09,658 --> 00:21:12,111 and when I did that, I said: Bye, pooch... 317 00:21:12,325 --> 00:21:15,406 and he... he said: You! To the dog and did that... 318 00:21:15,658 --> 00:21:17,364 Go in! And two big kicks. 319 00:21:17,574 --> 00:21:21,106 It all changed in me, I walked... 320 00:21:22,658 --> 00:21:26,438 to the other side of the bay window and... 321 00:21:26,657 --> 00:21:30,437 Well, I didn't agree... that this little dog 322 00:21:30,657 --> 00:21:34,022 who was so cute, who'd looked at me 323 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:38,779 not at all obliged to, by her own animal instinct 324 00:21:39,531 --> 00:21:43,607 who wasn't bad at all, she's the right to look at me 325 00:21:43,823 --> 00:21:47,189 or you don't put your dog on the terrace... 326 00:21:47,406 --> 00:21:50,522 Then, I just saw the world, each time 327 00:21:50,739 --> 00:21:54,603 each time something happens, I see the world is not so beautiful. 328 00:21:54,822 --> 00:21:57,856 So what did I do? I spat on the window... 329 00:21:58,072 --> 00:22:02,361 Perhaps I pushed a little hard, that's nervous fatigue. 330 00:22:02,571 --> 00:22:05,818 With my shoe, I hit it twice, and 331 00:22:06,029 --> 00:22:07,820 the 3rd time, I made a hole. 332 00:22:08,030 --> 00:22:10,778 The owner of the bar hit the dog? 333 00:22:10,988 --> 00:22:13,393 That's why I broke the window 334 00:22:13,613 --> 00:22:15,650 because he hit the dog 335 00:22:15,863 --> 00:22:18,730 and everything I've told you. 336 00:22:22,529 --> 00:22:24,152 It's just that! 337 00:22:24,903 --> 00:22:28,269 God knows, I never touch anyone. 338 00:22:28,487 --> 00:22:32,018 I never hit anyone, I control myself 339 00:22:32,237 --> 00:22:35,816 when it cracks I'd rather break bottles 340 00:22:36,028 --> 00:22:37,437 or upset trash cans... 341 00:22:37,595 --> 00:22:38,614 You do that? 342 00:22:38,695 --> 00:22:41,183 Yes! But I don't hit people. 343 00:22:41,653 --> 00:22:45,693 Windows... not often, the 2nd time, in 4 years the 3rd. 344 00:22:45,903 --> 00:22:49,315 Once in Paris, not far away, the same... 345 00:22:49,528 --> 00:22:51,150 same area, Beaubourg... 346 00:22:51,361 --> 00:22:54,193 The 2nd time here and once in Brittany. 347 00:22:54,402 --> 00:22:56,807 You never had any trouble? 348 00:22:57,028 --> 00:22:59,183 Yes, I went to the police. 349 00:22:59,402 --> 00:23:01,689 Then what happened? 350 00:23:02,700 --> 00:23:03,752 What happened? 351 00:23:03,777 --> 00:23:06,016 What happens... today I don't know. 352 00:23:06,235 --> 00:23:09,481 They brought me here, I'm pregnant, it's different. 353 00:23:09,693 --> 00:23:11,186 It's the first time I'm pregnant. 354 00:23:11,401 --> 00:23:14,399 I mean the first time I break a window, pregnant... 355 00:23:16,526 --> 00:23:19,892 The child's father, are you in touch with him? 356 00:23:20,109 --> 00:23:23,557 No! Nothing to do with it, nothing. 357 00:23:23,775 --> 00:23:26,477 This child is for me, I didn't do it 358 00:23:26,692 --> 00:23:29,560 so as to look for a father for it! 359 00:23:29,775 --> 00:23:32,939 I want... it's not the 1st time I've been pregnant 360 00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:36,350 and I want my place in society, naturally. 361 00:23:36,567 --> 00:23:38,273 I have no diplomas, nothing 362 00:23:38,483 --> 00:23:42,726 but I always loved children and they've... 363 00:23:42,941 --> 00:23:45,181 taken away my right to love them 364 00:23:45,399 --> 00:23:49,263 and I'm still suffering a lot from that. 365 00:23:49,482 --> 00:23:52,101 Explain, because I don't understand. 366 00:23:53,858 --> 00:23:57,021 Understand... understand what? 367 00:23:57,398 --> 00:24:00,930 You say: Your right to have... to love children. 368 00:24:01,024 --> 00:24:02,935 - Yeah... - Explain... 369 00:24:03,090 --> 00:24:04,724 That's how I see it. 370 00:24:07,690 --> 00:24:09,894 How do you see it? 371 00:24:20,939 --> 00:24:23,687 From what I've seen, what I've understood. 372 00:24:23,898 --> 00:24:24,928 You've seen? 373 00:24:25,147 --> 00:24:27,896 Perhaps... I don't know, what I've been through. 374 00:24:28,897 --> 00:24:30,354 Not the right to love them... 375 00:24:36,105 --> 00:24:37,646 not even animals. 376 00:24:40,897 --> 00:24:42,223 I've the right... 377 00:24:42,438 --> 00:24:45,057 I've always the right to be wrong 378 00:24:45,396 --> 00:24:47,220 that's my impression. 379 00:24:47,438 --> 00:24:50,885 What makes you say that, madam? 380 00:24:51,104 --> 00:24:55,477 The truth, what I live, always to be wrong 381 00:24:56,187 --> 00:24:59,848 not always, but most of the time I'm wrong rather than right. 382 00:25:00,061 --> 00:25:01,258 Who says so? 383 00:25:01,478 --> 00:25:03,932 People who don't even know me. 384 00:25:04,728 --> 00:25:07,015 People, the stupidity of life 385 00:25:07,978 --> 00:25:10,892 of misery, perhaps, I don't know, lots of things... 386 00:25:17,978 --> 00:25:21,260 I think you should be admitted to hospital 387 00:25:21,477 --> 00:25:23,219 you seem very tired. 388 00:25:23,435 --> 00:25:25,509 In what ward? 389 00:25:25,894 --> 00:25:28,891 I'll send you for observation for 24 hours. 390 00:25:29,101 --> 00:25:30,760 To observe what? 391 00:25:30,976 --> 00:25:33,975 Your pregnancy... your general state... 392 00:25:34,185 --> 00:25:35,843 Where, here? 393 00:25:36,060 --> 00:25:38,382 No, not here, at St. Anne... 394 00:25:40,143 --> 00:25:45,642 You'll probably be admitted 395 00:25:46,684 --> 00:25:51,009 to allow you to rest and to get things in perspective... 396 00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:54,089 But why admit me to hospital? 397 00:25:54,308 --> 00:25:57,223 Your health requires it. 398 00:25:57,766 --> 00:26:00,884 Just tiredness, not to make me... 399 00:26:01,350 --> 00:26:03,341 What do you expect me to do? 400 00:26:03,558 --> 00:26:06,260 It's my birthday, I'm invited for dinner. 401 00:26:07,808 --> 00:26:09,384 I don't like this much. 402 00:26:10,099 --> 00:26:12,801 I decide any way, I'm here freely, eh? 403 00:26:17,099 --> 00:26:20,381 I'd remind you, the police brought you 404 00:26:20,598 --> 00:26:22,424 because you did something. 405 00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:24,014 So what? 406 00:26:24,224 --> 00:26:27,672 I'm pregnant, there's nothing to prove I can't defend myself. 407 00:26:28,598 --> 00:26:31,466 I defend myself, I don't harm anyone. 408 00:26:36,120 --> 00:26:37,167 Okay. 409 00:26:49,355 --> 00:26:51,864 I've been transferred, you know where? 410 00:26:52,067 --> 00:26:53,190 Not at all. 411 00:26:53,592 --> 00:26:55,886 - No, I don't know. - They said St. Anne. 412 00:26:57,701 --> 00:26:59,373 My boss will know. 413 00:26:59,887 --> 00:27:02,911 Your boss already knows. 414 00:27:03,123 --> 00:27:04,211 He must know. 415 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:05,976 He will know... 416 00:27:06,192 --> 00:27:07,866 He knows but he didn't tell you... 417 00:27:38,072 --> 00:27:40,905 Talk a bit about this feeling 418 00:27:41,114 --> 00:27:44,064 of never having been happy. 419 00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:48,356 I know you well, for 20 years I've... looked after you. 420 00:27:48,572 --> 00:27:52,696 Not quite, really, not quite... 421 00:27:52,905 --> 00:27:55,820 I've never been happy because 422 00:27:56,030 --> 00:27:58,981 I've always been sensitive. 423 00:27:59,197 --> 00:28:02,894 And I'm not bad and the world is not good. 424 00:28:03,780 --> 00:28:06,731 Then the... are not good for sensitive people 425 00:28:06,947 --> 00:28:10,229 they hurt them, and they've hurt me! 426 00:28:10,447 --> 00:28:14,736 I assure you where I work, wherever I've been. 427 00:28:14,947 --> 00:28:18,608 But I was happy up to 16 with my parents. 428 00:28:18,821 --> 00:28:23,195 But as soon as I started work, I've suffered for 41 years. 429 00:28:23,405 --> 00:28:26,688 Really suffered, they gave me a rough time. 430 00:28:26,905 --> 00:28:30,769 There's another thing: A woman 431 00:28:31,863 --> 00:28:35,145 a woman's not a woman, it's a piece of meat 432 00:28:35,364 --> 00:28:37,650 nothing else for a man 433 00:28:38,196 --> 00:28:42,439 for certain sorts, and there are all sorts of men. 434 00:28:42,654 --> 00:28:45,736 You're really pessimistic today... 435 00:28:46,113 --> 00:28:47,855 A certain aggressiveness... 436 00:28:48,071 --> 00:28:49,399 I am aggressive. 437 00:28:49,613 --> 00:28:50,692 Towards whom? 438 00:28:51,905 --> 00:28:54,523 Who are you angry with today? 439 00:28:55,155 --> 00:28:56,268 Men! 440 00:28:57,197 --> 00:29:00,028 They hurt me so much, gave me a bad time. 441 00:29:00,988 --> 00:29:05,148 They... ran after me so much 442 00:29:05,363 --> 00:29:08,480 to have fun, as if I was a... 443 00:29:08,696 --> 00:29:12,358 There's only my husband, he's been kind. 444 00:29:13,363 --> 00:29:16,693 In the morning in bed, do you want to go to work 445 00:29:16,905 --> 00:29:20,519 or do you want to stay there and not move? 446 00:29:20,738 --> 00:29:22,528 I want to stay there. 447 00:29:25,046 --> 00:29:26,088 Do nothing? 448 00:29:26,113 --> 00:29:28,353 That's it, do nothing. 449 00:29:28,571 --> 00:29:30,562 You never wanted to commit suicide... 450 00:29:30,779 --> 00:29:34,608 Never... but, I would never... 451 00:29:34,821 --> 00:29:36,942 as Saint Thérèse said: 452 00:29:38,113 --> 00:29:41,644 "I am not going to die 453 00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:44,695 "I am going towards life", when she died. 454 00:29:48,946 --> 00:29:51,980 I only believe in that. 455 00:29:52,196 --> 00:29:55,526 Our life is nothing. 456 00:29:55,738 --> 00:29:57,645 What does one do? 457 00:29:57,862 --> 00:30:01,109 Get up in the morning, have breakfast 458 00:30:01,321 --> 00:30:03,358 spend one's time eating. 459 00:30:03,862 --> 00:30:08,235 Well I don't like it, you know, eating. 460 00:30:08,446 --> 00:30:11,479 What does it mean, one eats... 461 00:30:11,695 --> 00:30:14,019 Eating and all that. 462 00:30:14,237 --> 00:30:16,441 That's all that matters to men 463 00:30:16,655 --> 00:30:18,277 to women and to men... 464 00:30:18,487 --> 00:30:20,774 Then mixtures... 465 00:30:21,821 --> 00:30:25,435 It's all... it's just simply that. 466 00:30:25,987 --> 00:30:29,684 The day goes by, at the end of it you feel better? 467 00:30:30,613 --> 00:30:33,527 I have to iron the laundry, it takes time. 468 00:30:33,737 --> 00:30:36,404 I can't stand for long, my legs hurt. 469 00:30:37,113 --> 00:30:39,067 My legs hurt... 470 00:30:40,445 --> 00:30:42,353 Only my husband is good to me. 471 00:30:42,571 --> 00:30:45,522 You know he was hard on me when I was sick 472 00:30:45,737 --> 00:30:49,149 because he was worried, he's not like me. 473 00:30:49,363 --> 00:30:52,065 You're in such pain at times you shout? 474 00:30:52,279 --> 00:30:55,811 Yes, the other day I shouted! I called for my mother. 475 00:30:56,945 --> 00:30:58,273 I was in such pain. 476 00:30:58,737 --> 00:31:01,107 Then I stopped a man... 477 00:31:01,321 --> 00:31:03,311 Is it a moral pain? 478 00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:05,815 No, not a moral pain, psychological. 479 00:31:06,029 --> 00:31:07,687 Well, psychic... 480 00:31:11,278 --> 00:31:12,337 It's not physical! 481 00:31:12,362 --> 00:31:15,029 No, it's not physical, it's not that. 482 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,026 Then, I don't do a thing at home. 483 00:31:17,237 --> 00:31:21,361 I cleaned once and I don't give a damn! 484 00:31:22,653 --> 00:31:25,402 Do you reproach yourself morally? 485 00:31:25,612 --> 00:31:26,891 Not at all! 486 00:31:28,154 --> 00:31:30,192 My God, I haven't done anything wrong. 487 00:31:30,404 --> 00:31:33,401 I never hurt a soul, but I've been hurt. 488 00:31:33,612 --> 00:31:37,060 Yes, I've been hurt, because I'm too sensitive, they can see. 489 00:31:37,278 --> 00:31:40,193 I would cry, I cry, do I cry! 490 00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:42,729 I can't stop crying! 491 00:31:42,946 --> 00:31:45,185 I couldn't cry when I was here. 492 00:31:45,404 --> 00:31:49,267 I went through torture, when I was at the hospital. 493 00:31:49,487 --> 00:31:52,651 I couldn't cry and now I do... 494 00:31:52,862 --> 00:31:55,350 I cry and I cry and I cry! 495 00:31:55,570 --> 00:31:57,478 It's a good thing. 496 00:31:57,618 --> 00:31:58,718 What? 497 00:31:58,820 --> 00:32:01,486 A question: Don't you feel better after crying? 498 00:32:01,695 --> 00:32:03,567 More relaxed, I mean... 499 00:32:03,779 --> 00:32:05,604 I don't want to do a thing. 500 00:32:05,820 --> 00:32:07,645 That's the problem? 501 00:32:10,486 --> 00:32:13,520 I don't want to do a thing, my ironing, I saw it yesterday. 502 00:32:13,736 --> 00:32:17,067 My ironing to be done, think of the joy! 503 00:32:17,278 --> 00:32:22,231 What ectasy to iron, to cook 504 00:32:23,278 --> 00:32:24,936 to eat... 505 00:32:26,612 --> 00:32:29,279 to wash dishes... The dishes... wash the floor... 506 00:32:29,487 --> 00:32:32,982 It's really great! 507 00:32:33,195 --> 00:32:37,567 Is that life on earth? Better to kick up the daisies. 508 00:32:38,236 --> 00:32:41,685 Tell me, are you very talkative now? 509 00:32:41,903 --> 00:32:43,526 No, not at all! 510 00:32:43,737 --> 00:32:47,316 You're talking to me, but with your husband, silence? 511 00:32:47,528 --> 00:32:50,277 Last night it did me good, I talked to him... 512 00:32:50,486 --> 00:32:53,484 I couldn't do the dishes... couldn't 513 00:32:53,903 --> 00:32:57,482 and I talked, he listened, he's not very talkative. 514 00:32:57,695 --> 00:33:02,151 He's very intelligent, more than I am... 515 00:33:02,903 --> 00:33:06,315 I'm fine here, there's one thing, I can't read. 516 00:33:06,861 --> 00:33:08,319 I can't recall what I read. 517 00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:12,604 I force myself to read and I can't remember... 518 00:33:13,570 --> 00:33:18,227 The pain you talked so much about, is it going, is it... 519 00:33:18,445 --> 00:33:20,980 It goes and comes back, last night it was bad. 520 00:33:21,071 --> 00:33:22,086 Was it? 521 00:33:22,111 --> 00:33:25,891 I wasn't easy because of the TV, I was bored. It hurt me! 522 00:33:26,112 --> 00:33:30,057 It didn't interest me at all, it doesn't interest me. 523 00:33:30,278 --> 00:33:33,442 A Western, well, basta! 524 00:33:33,653 --> 00:33:36,023 I hate Westerns! 525 00:33:36,236 --> 00:33:40,146 Yet it was with Henry Fonda and I don't know who... 526 00:33:40,361 --> 00:33:43,892 I like Henry Fonda, but not Westerns, they're stupid. 527 00:33:44,111 --> 00:33:47,441 Stupid girls, stupid boys, anything you like 528 00:33:47,653 --> 00:33:49,690 it's really stupid. 529 00:33:49,902 --> 00:33:53,943 They make themselves out to be something, let's face it 530 00:33:54,152 --> 00:33:58,857 the Americans have worked to get where they are 531 00:33:59,402 --> 00:34:02,519 the first pioneers, it can't have been fun 532 00:34:02,736 --> 00:34:04,525 they had Indians 533 00:34:04,735 --> 00:34:07,983 they had a tough life, they had to... 534 00:34:08,194 --> 00:34:10,517 Let's stick to the subject: You. 535 00:34:10,736 --> 00:34:13,770 Yes. 536 00:34:15,986 --> 00:34:19,517 Well, my God, wash dishes, the floor, I don't like it much. 537 00:34:19,736 --> 00:34:21,228 So you don't want to leave? 538 00:34:21,445 --> 00:34:24,477 Saturday, if possible. 539 00:34:24,694 --> 00:34:26,317 Saturday, if you're well. 540 00:34:26,527 --> 00:34:28,483 Yes, but I'm not... 541 00:34:28,694 --> 00:34:31,479 You have permission to go out during the day 542 00:34:31,694 --> 00:34:34,396 if your husband comes to take you out. 543 00:34:34,986 --> 00:34:37,734 At the weekend you can go home if you like. 544 00:34:37,944 --> 00:34:39,651 For the discharge, we'll see. 545 00:34:39,775 --> 00:34:40,794 Not yet. 546 00:34:40,819 --> 00:34:42,609 I want to see you well. 547 00:34:42,727 --> 00:34:45,983 Doctor, I want to be well... because... 548 00:34:46,194 --> 00:34:49,358 I know you can be well... 549 00:34:49,569 --> 00:34:53,858 Because you see, this morning I was upset. 550 00:34:54,069 --> 00:34:57,352 I was alone at the table, all alone 551 00:34:57,569 --> 00:35:00,318 no one to whom to confide... 552 00:35:01,735 --> 00:35:03,691 I tell jokes. 553 00:35:04,444 --> 00:35:07,146 We exchange jokes, and I tell them mine. 554 00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,435 I tell them silly stories! 555 00:35:09,652 --> 00:35:12,354 They laugh, they're happy. 556 00:35:12,569 --> 00:35:15,401 And it makes me laugh, I enjoy that. 557 00:35:15,611 --> 00:35:19,355 I like to be laughed at, it doesn't worry me. 558 00:35:19,569 --> 00:35:23,645 I'm a clown! Yes, doctor! 559 00:35:23,902 --> 00:35:27,599 When I see them laugh at my silliness, they believe it... 560 00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:32,647 What you need is dialogue. 561 00:35:32,860 --> 00:35:36,308 How is it you're so sad and so hurt, at times? 562 00:35:36,527 --> 00:35:39,276 You say life is worthless... 563 00:35:39,485 --> 00:35:41,026 You've overcome that. 564 00:35:41,235 --> 00:35:44,352 Yes... that is nothingness. 565 00:35:44,569 --> 00:35:47,401 I don't think of it, and I don't want to die. 566 00:35:47,610 --> 00:35:49,103 Are you well in your mind? 567 00:35:49,261 --> 00:35:50,309 Yes. 568 00:35:52,027 --> 00:35:55,558 I think this sort of medicine does me good. 569 00:35:55,777 --> 00:35:59,640 You've really... touched the stumbling... 570 00:35:59,860 --> 00:36:00,973 What do you call it? 571 00:36:01,098 --> 00:36:02,168 The stumbling block. 572 00:36:02,193 --> 00:36:05,145 The stumbling block, that's it. 573 00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:07,481 But you see... I can't read. 574 00:36:07,694 --> 00:36:11,604 On Saturday I saw you, in good shape, going home... 575 00:36:12,152 --> 00:36:13,430 You had projects... 576 00:36:13,652 --> 00:36:16,815 You wanted to iron, do the dishes, clean up! 577 00:36:17,443 --> 00:36:21,519 Then your husband seemed to put the brake on... 578 00:36:21,735 --> 00:36:24,224 When I'm well, he seems to want to hurt me. 579 00:36:24,443 --> 00:36:26,434 He says I'm sick. 580 00:36:26,651 --> 00:36:27,729 Then explain. 581 00:36:27,943 --> 00:36:31,889 He's selfish, especially about love. 582 00:36:33,110 --> 00:36:37,104 There was a time when he was not even a young man. 583 00:36:37,485 --> 00:36:40,399 It happened then, I talked to Dr. Talon. 584 00:36:40,610 --> 00:36:43,608 It had to be... But now it's all right. 585 00:36:43,818 --> 00:36:47,598 You know how I am, I'm intellectual, that's all. 586 00:36:47,818 --> 00:36:51,183 I'm not sensual. He reproaches me for it. 587 00:36:51,402 --> 00:36:53,890 You guess what he said to me... he's good. 588 00:36:54,109 --> 00:36:56,350 He's selfish like all men are 589 00:36:56,568 --> 00:36:58,227 they don't understand women. 590 00:36:58,443 --> 00:37:02,188 There are selfish women too. 591 00:37:02,401 --> 00:37:04,724 What is horrible... no! 592 00:37:04,943 --> 00:37:09,351 Those who love a man for his money... 593 00:37:09,568 --> 00:37:10,764 Let's stop there... 594 00:37:10,985 --> 00:37:12,892 I'm wandering... 595 00:37:13,568 --> 00:37:16,731 What was I saying? It's my memory! 596 00:37:16,943 --> 00:37:18,484 I can't recall what I said. 597 00:37:18,693 --> 00:37:21,063 Your husband is worried you will... 598 00:37:21,276 --> 00:37:22,769 That I'll go back there. 599 00:37:22,984 --> 00:37:25,141 That you'll do something silly. 600 00:37:25,359 --> 00:37:27,765 It makes him ill! 601 00:37:27,984 --> 00:37:30,899 When you talk too much, do too much... 602 00:37:31,110 --> 00:37:32,935 That's it. 603 00:37:33,318 --> 00:37:35,438 Last night he called. 604 00:37:35,651 --> 00:37:37,725 So the weekend went off badly? 605 00:37:37,943 --> 00:37:41,273 He called me after I came back. 606 00:37:41,485 --> 00:37:44,814 He was worried, I'd been nasty too. 607 00:37:45,026 --> 00:37:47,775 I wanted to smash up the dining-room 608 00:37:47,984 --> 00:37:50,224 but it's a lovely dining-room... 609 00:37:50,442 --> 00:37:53,013 During the weekend did you clean up? 610 00:37:53,234 --> 00:37:54,234 I ironed. 611 00:37:54,317 --> 00:37:56,439 That's a very good sign. 612 00:37:56,603 --> 00:37:59,150 - Really? - You tell me! 613 00:37:59,359 --> 00:38:03,436 I'll tell you... it was awful I had such pain 614 00:38:03,651 --> 00:38:07,644 you know he took me... from behind. 615 00:38:07,942 --> 00:38:10,727 So I said how... 616 00:38:10,943 --> 00:38:12,143 I didn't say it, I thought it. 617 00:38:12,318 --> 00:38:17,140 He dares touch me, yet he shows me no affection or tenderness. 618 00:38:17,359 --> 00:38:18,982 This is not good. 619 00:38:19,192 --> 00:38:21,515 I thought maybe it was me. 620 00:38:21,734 --> 00:38:24,851 I don't know who loves the other most. 621 00:38:25,609 --> 00:38:28,773 I think I love him more than he loves me. 622 00:38:29,692 --> 00:38:33,188 You know he's not a young man but, he used to be mad! 623 00:38:33,401 --> 00:38:34,977 What shall we do? 624 00:38:35,192 --> 00:38:36,815 I'll stay on. 625 00:38:37,026 --> 00:38:40,356 You'll stay, you're still a little... 626 00:38:40,567 --> 00:38:41,567 I can't read. 627 00:38:41,692 --> 00:38:42,889 There's that too. 628 00:38:43,109 --> 00:38:46,770 I tried to read a marvellous book: "Christian Families". 629 00:38:46,984 --> 00:38:49,650 The woman in front of me has it. 630 00:38:50,025 --> 00:38:53,936 But I can't, I read it and I can't recall it. 631 00:38:54,900 --> 00:38:59,059 And I love reading, music, I love life. 632 00:38:59,276 --> 00:39:00,389 It's beautiful! 633 00:39:01,192 --> 00:39:04,523 There's a phrase by Péguy I like... 634 00:39:05,150 --> 00:39:07,555 "To want peace is a sign of weakness 635 00:39:07,776 --> 00:39:10,808 "but to make peace is a sign of greatness". 636 00:39:11,900 --> 00:39:13,097 It's wonderful! 637 00:39:14,442 --> 00:39:16,895 You know who Charles Péguy was? 638 00:39:17,108 --> 00:39:19,514 He was never married, died in '14... 639 00:39:19,734 --> 00:39:21,392 He was married. 640 00:39:21,734 --> 00:39:23,013 He had children. 641 00:39:23,233 --> 00:39:26,397 Really? He was very catholic, but he's dead, eh? 642 00:39:26,608 --> 00:39:28,185 He died in '14. 643 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:29,774 With the taxis of the Marne? 644 00:39:29,983 --> 00:39:31,891 I don't know where. 645 00:39:32,109 --> 00:39:34,976 He's dead, I'll look in the dictionary. 646 00:39:35,192 --> 00:39:36,733 Married with 2 children. 647 00:39:36,942 --> 00:39:39,893 I didn't know, I thought he was a... 648 00:39:40,109 --> 00:39:43,604 You know that great learned man... 649 00:39:46,109 --> 00:39:47,898 It was Whitsun or Ascension... 650 00:39:48,109 --> 00:39:49,306 Ascension. 651 00:39:49,525 --> 00:39:51,599 I mix it all up. 652 00:39:54,734 --> 00:39:58,099 I was allowed home for the weekend. 653 00:39:58,317 --> 00:40:01,268 When I saw my husband, I felt fine... 654 00:40:01,483 --> 00:40:02,857 Since then 655 00:40:03,650 --> 00:40:08,059 until Saturday morning 656 00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,355 on Ascension Day... 657 00:40:14,192 --> 00:40:17,521 My husband got up, started complaining 658 00:40:19,150 --> 00:40:20,312 because I was OK. 659 00:40:20,525 --> 00:40:25,147 Madam, we'll go over this, you spoke about it on the phone. 660 00:40:25,358 --> 00:40:29,648 How many Tophranyl do you take, 6? 661 00:40:30,275 --> 00:40:32,146 In the morning 3, 3 at night. 662 00:40:32,359 --> 00:40:36,600 So take... you're not taking 663 00:40:37,274 --> 00:40:38,274 any Depamide? 664 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:43,055 - Yes. - Stop Depamide and take 8 Tophranyl. 665 00:40:44,233 --> 00:40:45,643 8 Tophranyl? 666 00:40:45,858 --> 00:40:50,066 4 in the morning, 4 at night, no Depamide. 667 00:40:51,150 --> 00:40:53,022 Call me every day. 668 00:40:54,233 --> 00:40:56,270 Try to call me every morning. 669 00:40:56,691 --> 00:40:58,978 We must manage to... 670 00:41:00,525 --> 00:41:01,645 I don't know how I got here. 671 00:41:01,858 --> 00:41:03,185 ...to veer. 672 00:41:04,691 --> 00:41:07,523 Listen, I can't keep you, there's no room. 673 00:41:09,191 --> 00:41:13,232 Do you want your husband to pick you up... 674 00:41:14,233 --> 00:41:16,934 I can manage, I came, I can go too. 675 00:41:17,150 --> 00:41:19,224 I don't want to bother him... 676 00:41:19,692 --> 00:41:22,358 It upsets him when I cry. 677 00:41:22,566 --> 00:41:26,347 You cry a lot, I felt you weren't well on the phone. 678 00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:29,604 Is your husband working? 679 00:41:30,441 --> 00:41:32,148 He's going to stop... 680 00:41:37,024 --> 00:41:38,517 When he retires? 681 00:41:38,899 --> 00:41:42,016 January 17, 1988. 682 00:41:42,399 --> 00:41:46,014 I don't want him to go on, he's always 683 00:41:46,233 --> 00:41:48,982 always on his feet, he's overworked 684 00:41:49,191 --> 00:41:51,477 then he wanted to garden... 685 00:41:53,566 --> 00:41:57,606 I don't give a damn about the garden, the house 686 00:41:58,150 --> 00:42:00,816 it's dirty now... 687 00:42:03,316 --> 00:42:05,851 Saturday you said the opposite. 688 00:42:07,107 --> 00:42:10,022 That you'd worked full out... 689 00:42:10,233 --> 00:42:12,519 I did my gymnastics. 690 00:42:13,107 --> 00:42:15,809 No, not that, the matter of cleaniness. 691 00:42:16,025 --> 00:42:17,221 Didn't do a thing. 692 00:42:17,441 --> 00:42:21,600 Only did the ironing, Sunday afternoon. 693 00:42:21,899 --> 00:42:25,763 Listen, let's do that. You sleep well? 694 00:42:25,982 --> 00:42:26,982 Very well! 695 00:42:27,024 --> 00:42:28,517 4 morning, 4 at night. 696 00:42:28,732 --> 00:42:33,188 In general as the day goes by, the hours go by 697 00:42:33,399 --> 00:42:35,887 you feel somewhat better? 698 00:42:36,108 --> 00:42:37,305 The afternoon. 699 00:42:37,732 --> 00:42:38,894 Not the evening. 700 00:42:39,107 --> 00:42:40,304 It returns? 701 00:42:40,523 --> 00:42:42,847 It comes in the evening. 702 00:42:43,065 --> 00:42:45,767 Evening and morning, afternoon is better. 703 00:42:47,524 --> 00:42:51,352 Listen, if this afternoon is very good 704 00:42:52,565 --> 00:42:54,106 I'll come by... 705 00:42:54,315 --> 00:42:56,555 I'll come anyway. 706 00:42:57,107 --> 00:42:58,516 Have a good day. 707 00:42:58,732 --> 00:43:01,221 Thank you, you're my dear doctor! 708 00:43:02,065 --> 00:43:03,096 Dear friend! 709 00:43:06,171 --> 00:43:07,923 As you see, she's better. 710 00:43:08,519 --> 00:43:10,105 I think it's obvious 711 00:43:10,322 --> 00:43:13,840 no need to be a specialist to see it. 712 00:43:14,599 --> 00:43:18,152 The problem is at times she's so much better one has 713 00:43:18,373 --> 00:43:20,376 to avoid the opposite excesses 714 00:43:21,937 --> 00:43:25,239 which you'll probably see in a few hours or days. 715 00:44:00,019 --> 00:44:04,093 So when you're all alone, You don't have the courage to do things for yourself. 716 00:44:04,213 --> 00:44:07,026 Yes... I'm not interested in being alone. 717 00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:08,833 Me, I'm not interested in being alone... 718 00:44:08,986 --> 00:44:10,579 I wanna do something for others 719 00:44:10,860 --> 00:44:12,439 I have been helped a lot. 720 00:44:13,439 --> 00:44:15,146 I want to help others. 721 00:44:45,702 --> 00:44:47,461 Could I see these films? 722 00:44:48,275 --> 00:44:49,475 Yes, of course. 723 00:44:53,410 --> 00:44:55,169 I wanna do something for others. 724 00:44:55,450 --> 00:44:57,130 I want to help people. 725 00:45:00,863 --> 00:45:02,716 Hi... How are you? 726 00:45:04,951 --> 00:45:06,758 And I don't want to live all alone anymore. 727 00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:18,126 And I heard I am a daughter of God. 728 00:45:23,813 --> 00:45:26,206 But I don't know what my mission is. 729 00:45:37,300 --> 00:45:41,459 ...our company exists on the level of its business 730 00:45:41,674 --> 00:45:43,499 no doubt about it 731 00:45:44,633 --> 00:45:47,251 and a fortnight ago 732 00:45:47,465 --> 00:45:50,878 I was robbed of at least 75,000 Frs. 733 00:45:51,090 --> 00:45:55,249 That represents an incredible number of hours 734 00:45:55,464 --> 00:45:57,455 it represents journeys 735 00:45:57,965 --> 00:46:02,456 I drove 1,500 miles at the weekend 736 00:46:02,672 --> 00:46:06,748 by car, I didn't sleep because I couldn't 737 00:46:06,964 --> 00:46:10,709 I left for Marseilles Thursday evening, came home Sunday 738 00:46:10,922 --> 00:46:15,294 tired, worn out, but I had work to do and I went on... 739 00:46:17,796 --> 00:46:20,580 For 6 months it's been like that... 740 00:46:20,796 --> 00:46:22,253 I'm pushing myself... 741 00:46:23,088 --> 00:46:25,789 because I was self-employed of course 742 00:46:26,004 --> 00:46:28,327 but I always said I'd employ him 743 00:46:28,545 --> 00:46:30,335 and I'd give him shares 744 00:46:30,545 --> 00:46:33,708 I said it doesn't only belong to me 745 00:46:33,921 --> 00:46:37,285 it's also for you, since I work for you. 746 00:46:38,044 --> 00:46:41,043 Well, he didn't say anything 747 00:46:41,253 --> 00:46:44,998 and it was difficult to get him on the phone 748 00:46:45,211 --> 00:46:49,702 so I went to see him, he said: I didn't want to tell you then... 749 00:46:49,918 --> 00:46:52,870 and added: "I wasn't sure how you'd react 750 00:46:53,086 --> 00:46:55,123 but I'd rather not see you again. 751 00:46:55,335 --> 00:46:56,827 When was that? 752 00:46:57,044 --> 00:46:58,121 Sunday. 753 00:46:58,335 --> 00:46:59,335 Recently? 754 00:46:59,460 --> 00:47:00,460 Yes. 755 00:47:01,210 --> 00:47:04,871 Sunday I had difficulty to reach him... 756 00:47:05,084 --> 00:47:08,663 You were expecting it? When he said that... 757 00:47:10,001 --> 00:47:12,240 It had been in the air for some months? 758 00:47:12,459 --> 00:47:16,452 Yes, it had... it had been in the air. 759 00:47:17,875 --> 00:47:19,451 I didn't want to admit it. 760 00:47:20,375 --> 00:47:22,081 I didn't! Because... 761 00:47:23,707 --> 00:47:27,369 I continued my work because I had 762 00:47:27,583 --> 00:47:29,738 I had two employees... 763 00:47:30,332 --> 00:47:33,662 Because that's the way it is and I said 764 00:47:33,873 --> 00:47:37,370 I'd said to him, when the year's accounts are finalized 765 00:47:37,582 --> 00:47:42,285 I'll be in profit so that we can buy a house, 766 00:47:43,290 --> 00:47:47,235 A little house we'll fix at weekends. 767 00:47:51,414 --> 00:47:55,703 I don't know if it's him or me, we never 768 00:47:59,871 --> 00:48:03,202 we never broke off... anything... never. 769 00:48:03,663 --> 00:48:06,233 So I continued working... then 770 00:48:06,455 --> 00:48:08,908 when he told me he didn't want... 771 00:48:09,121 --> 00:48:11,241 he didn't just say: I don't want to see you... 772 00:48:11,455 --> 00:48:13,777 When you say: You never broke off anything... 773 00:48:13,995 --> 00:48:16,282 You mean things were unspoken? 774 00:48:16,496 --> 00:48:19,577 But you saw him less and less? 775 00:48:19,787 --> 00:48:21,942 And you worked more and more? 776 00:48:22,162 --> 00:48:25,159 So it was something in the air for months 777 00:48:25,369 --> 00:48:28,700 that led you to overwork, to work... 778 00:48:28,911 --> 00:48:31,695 and now you have an added problem 779 00:48:31,911 --> 00:48:34,861 you're faced with 2 realities at once. 780 00:48:35,078 --> 00:48:36,078 Together. 781 00:48:36,286 --> 00:48:37,862 But it unmasks a little 782 00:48:38,077 --> 00:48:41,193 the emotional problem you'd had for longer than that. 783 00:48:41,410 --> 00:48:44,077 Yes, because 784 00:48:44,618 --> 00:48:49,156 it was hard when I started the company. 785 00:48:49,368 --> 00:48:53,029 Very hard because, that's how it was but... 786 00:48:53,576 --> 00:48:56,823 it wasn't the same, he was there and he said: 787 00:48:57,034 --> 00:48:59,357 You should do this or that. 788 00:48:59,575 --> 00:49:00,772 Then I talked 789 00:49:00,992 --> 00:49:03,906 each time there was a likely job I discussed it 790 00:49:04,116 --> 00:49:08,406 when the job was secured, it was even more wonderful! 791 00:49:08,908 --> 00:49:11,194 Can you stop work for a fortnight? 792 00:49:11,407 --> 00:49:14,525 I've given the instructions. 793 00:49:15,491 --> 00:49:17,611 It was my employees who said: 794 00:49:17,824 --> 00:49:21,899 Go see a doctor. 795 00:49:23,032 --> 00:49:27,072 I just signed my last contract. 796 00:49:27,282 --> 00:49:29,521 I never thought I'd do it. 797 00:49:31,031 --> 00:49:33,981 But I said, for them you must go on. 798 00:49:34,489 --> 00:49:38,613 Your business is in order and you wish to be hospitalized? 799 00:49:38,823 --> 00:49:42,650 Yes, because I can't go on, I can't... 800 00:49:43,989 --> 00:49:46,773 Have you ever been in a psychiatric ward? 801 00:49:46,988 --> 00:49:51,231 I have... when I had lithium treatment. 802 00:49:51,446 --> 00:49:53,602 In a psychiatric ward? Where? 803 00:49:53,946 --> 00:49:56,185 The hospital at Villejuif 804 00:49:56,405 --> 00:50:00,812 because I lived near there with my mother. 805 00:50:01,862 --> 00:50:02,862 That's it. 806 00:50:04,237 --> 00:50:05,730 Now where do you live? 807 00:50:05,810 --> 00:50:07,886 In the 19th quarter. 808 00:50:09,563 --> 00:50:13,429 The 19th, very near the Buttes Chaumont. 809 00:50:13,648 --> 00:50:17,099 I think it's Maison Blanche for the 19th. 810 00:50:17,317 --> 00:50:19,026 I don't know. 811 00:50:19,236 --> 00:50:22,935 The problem is there's no room here 812 00:50:23,155 --> 00:50:27,780 so for now you'll go to your local hospital. 813 00:50:28,367 --> 00:50:33,028 I'll check and come to tell you what I've found. 814 00:50:33,246 --> 00:50:34,246 Thank you. 815 00:50:54,724 --> 00:50:56,448 I think we've done the talking. 816 00:50:56,738 --> 00:51:00,347 No, I would like to hear you again about your suicide attempt. 817 00:51:00,372 --> 00:51:03,414 - The cause... - It's not a suicide... 818 00:51:03,439 --> 00:51:07,157 - Now that we've talked about... - It's not, it's an escape. 819 00:51:07,182 --> 00:51:09,060 I couldn't stand it anymore. 820 00:51:09,085 --> 00:51:12,104 I took that to forget everything, and sleep. 821 00:51:12,250 --> 00:51:15,021 What were you trying to escape from? 822 00:51:17,736 --> 00:51:20,641 Do you know any bad influences? 823 00:51:22,214 --> 00:51:24,481 - Solitude. - Yes, solitude? 824 00:51:27,442 --> 00:51:29,976 And also the impossibility... 825 00:51:30,386 --> 00:51:32,176 to achieve... 826 00:51:32,348 --> 00:51:34,214 ...my personal goals. 827 00:51:35,414 --> 00:51:38,156 What would you like to achieve? 828 00:51:38,205 --> 00:51:39,205 To be a pianist. 829 00:51:40,176 --> 00:51:42,566 I feel you could do other things. 830 00:51:44,899 --> 00:51:46,766 There are too many things... 831 00:51:48,166 --> 00:51:50,537 I received... gifts. 832 00:51:50,594 --> 00:51:53,803 - Do you have a mission to accomplish? - Yes. 833 00:51:55,118 --> 00:51:56,765 What is... 834 00:51:56,944 --> 00:51:58,489 If you don't want to tell me precisely, 835 00:51:58,490 --> 00:52:01,656 at least tell me what it is all about, and who gave you this mission, 836 00:52:01,888 --> 00:52:03,189 and what is this mission exactly. 837 00:52:03,190 --> 00:52:05,990 - Is it too hard to achieve, too important? - Yes. 838 00:52:07,334 --> 00:52:09,689 - I don't know how to achieve it. - Yes? 839 00:52:10,456 --> 00:52:12,522 And the people I wanted to call... 840 00:52:12,989 --> 00:52:14,900 who support me. He's not there. 841 00:52:15,412 --> 00:52:17,845 You're talking about a priest, the one you went to see? 842 00:52:17,870 --> 00:52:21,545 He will be back this afternoon, I could call him this afternoon. 843 00:52:21,911 --> 00:52:23,811 So what is this mission? 844 00:52:23,922 --> 00:52:26,578 I have the impression it's something beyond you. 845 00:52:27,866 --> 00:52:29,023 What is it? 846 00:52:30,112 --> 00:52:31,422 I can't tell. 847 00:52:34,215 --> 00:52:37,348 Because it is not clear yet, isn't it? 848 00:52:47,326 --> 00:52:50,592 Well... who are you under the care of? 849 00:52:50,904 --> 00:52:52,214 I don't want to talk about it. 850 00:52:52,215 --> 00:52:53,859 You go to a dispensary. 851 00:52:54,337 --> 00:52:55,492 Yes. 852 00:52:55,958 --> 00:52:57,758 A dispensary near your home. 853 00:52:58,059 --> 00:52:59,059 Yes. 854 00:53:00,036 --> 00:53:02,481 So you don't feel... 855 00:53:02,482 --> 00:53:05,337 you have a good relationship with the doctor who treats you, is that it? 856 00:53:07,915 --> 00:53:09,515 I have many enemies. 857 00:53:09,760 --> 00:53:12,515 - Sorry? - There are a lot of enemies around me. 858 00:53:12,542 --> 00:53:13,959 People who want to kill me. 859 00:53:14,371 --> 00:53:15,371 Yes? 860 00:53:19,007 --> 00:53:20,007 My mother. 861 00:53:21,118 --> 00:53:23,517 People walking down the streets too? 862 00:53:23,542 --> 00:53:24,542 Yes 863 00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:28,284 The impression that a lot of people want to hurt you? 864 00:53:28,662 --> 00:53:29,662 Yes. 865 00:53:30,196 --> 00:53:32,651 Do you do anything to defend yourself against them? 866 00:53:37,107 --> 00:53:39,206 No weapons. 867 00:53:39,329 --> 00:53:42,593 You don't have any weapons. What do you do exactly? 868 00:53:42,748 --> 00:53:44,426 I concentrate. 869 00:53:44,548 --> 00:53:46,759 You try to touch them directly with your mind. 870 00:53:46,771 --> 00:53:47,771 Yes. 871 00:53:48,737 --> 00:53:51,659 You talked about your mother, so she wants to hurt you, doesn't she? 872 00:53:51,748 --> 00:53:52,748 Yes. 873 00:53:54,071 --> 00:53:55,071 Why? 874 00:53:56,084 --> 00:53:58,150 I can't talk about this, it's too complicated. 875 00:54:00,817 --> 00:54:03,561 - Does your mother live in Paris? - Yes. 876 00:54:04,995 --> 00:54:07,461 So, you don't get along with her? 877 00:54:07,473 --> 00:54:10,295 I feel that, on this Earth, 878 00:54:10,320 --> 00:54:12,859 only one of us can live. 879 00:54:12,861 --> 00:54:13,861 Not both of us. 880 00:54:15,693 --> 00:54:17,359 It has always been this way. 881 00:54:19,892 --> 00:54:21,059 Earlier you were saying... 882 00:54:21,084 --> 00:54:24,470 you were the one to go to the psychiatric hospital, but it's your mother who is sick. 883 00:54:24,482 --> 00:54:28,337 Yes, she's seriously sick, and she's a murderer. 884 00:54:29,504 --> 00:54:30,814 Did she kill someone? 885 00:54:30,848 --> 00:54:32,528 She killed my father. 886 00:54:32,973 --> 00:54:34,117 How? 887 00:54:35,251 --> 00:54:36,450 By suffocating him... 888 00:54:39,162 --> 00:54:40,162 Psychically... 889 00:54:43,540 --> 00:54:46,450 - So he really died? - Yes he really died. 890 00:54:48,306 --> 00:54:51,017 I'm searching for him, and his soul. 891 00:54:53,651 --> 00:54:55,650 What could we do to help you? 892 00:54:57,651 --> 00:54:58,651 Today. 893 00:55:15,215 --> 00:55:18,359 I had a piano lesson at 3 o'clock, I forgot it. 894 00:55:20,015 --> 00:55:22,136 I forgot it's wednesday. 895 00:55:23,836 --> 00:55:25,803 I want to disappear, 896 00:55:25,839 --> 00:55:28,703 What I'm being asked on this Earth is too hard to bear. 897 00:55:32,990 --> 00:55:37,045 I think... it would be very difficult to go home all alone. 898 00:55:37,070 --> 00:55:39,812 You said yourself that it was because of solitude... 899 00:55:40,057 --> 00:55:42,523 that you attempted suicide. 900 00:55:42,548 --> 00:55:45,501 But I don't want to stay in a psychiatric hospital at all. 901 00:55:46,412 --> 00:55:48,289 So what else could we do? 902 00:55:50,379 --> 00:55:52,934 They tried to kill me in the psychiatric hospital. 903 00:55:52,959 --> 00:55:54,480 They gave me drugs. 904 00:55:54,757 --> 00:55:56,957 So you think drugs will kill you. 905 00:55:57,234 --> 00:56:00,367 Yes, they made me suffer quite a lot... 906 00:56:01,179 --> 00:56:03,112 How did they make you suffer? 907 00:56:03,157 --> 00:56:05,712 I can't describe it, it's indescribable. 908 00:56:05,737 --> 00:56:07,689 I lost consciousness of it. 909 00:56:09,268 --> 00:56:11,178 Whal else can we do? 910 00:56:12,729 --> 00:56:14,362 There's a need to be treated. 911 00:56:15,796 --> 00:56:17,140 Treated for what? 912 00:56:17,951 --> 00:56:21,873 Your suffering... So that we can at least help you for this. 913 00:56:22,118 --> 00:56:23,918 I need to be taken care of. 914 00:56:24,929 --> 00:56:26,606 It's another way of putting it. 915 00:56:32,931 --> 00:56:36,708 We say "treated", you are saying "taken care of", it's like... 916 00:56:36,753 --> 00:56:38,231 I'm not sick. 917 00:56:40,909 --> 00:56:43,065 Let's say you need to be helped. 918 00:56:46,475 --> 00:56:48,931 I need to be taken care of. 919 00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:51,000 My heart is suffering. 920 00:56:51,975 --> 00:56:53,475 I have suffered too much. 921 00:56:56,609 --> 00:56:58,175 My heart is sick. 922 00:57:00,409 --> 00:57:02,652 And nothing in the world could heal it. 923 00:57:03,082 --> 00:57:04,602 These are my words. 924 00:57:12,215 --> 00:57:14,548 We need to make a decision. 925 00:57:15,093 --> 00:57:16,863 In any case, the best thing to do is to have 926 00:57:16,887 --> 00:57:20,337 you admitted to a psychiatric hospital. I don't think there are other solutions. 927 00:57:20,482 --> 00:57:21,482 But where? 928 00:57:21,604 --> 00:57:25,015 That's the question. Where are you usually hospitalized? 929 00:57:26,671 --> 00:57:29,537 I won't get back to a psychiatric hospital. 930 00:57:29,538 --> 00:57:31,893 Yes, but where are you usually hospitalized? 931 00:57:32,137 --> 00:57:34,626 Soisy-sur-Seine 932 00:57:34,704 --> 00:57:36,170 No way! 933 00:57:57,823 --> 00:57:58,979 Mr. Albert? 934 00:57:59,524 --> 00:58:00,964 Come with me, please. 935 00:58:04,179 --> 00:58:05,179 Doris? 936 00:58:06,501 --> 00:58:08,413 I don't know where is Doris. 937 00:58:14,810 --> 00:58:16,943 I made some calls for you. 938 00:58:16,968 --> 00:58:21,120 I called the dispensary and also the help center. 939 00:58:21,520 --> 00:58:24,643 I have a proposal for you. 940 00:58:24,676 --> 00:58:26,943 There's a help center in the 13th arrondissement 941 00:58:26,968 --> 00:58:30,675 where you can go in an emergency, to protect yourself for a short time. 942 00:58:31,020 --> 00:58:33,142 You can't stay there more than 48 hours. 943 00:58:33,687 --> 00:58:37,553 So you could make the decision with them, to be admitted or not in the hospital. 944 00:58:37,565 --> 00:58:41,753 - You can go for tonight. - No, I won't get back to the hospital. 945 00:58:41,754 --> 00:58:44,209 - I just got out. - No, where you go... 946 00:58:44,276 --> 00:58:47,365 Where I suggest you go is in Wurtz Street, in the 13th arrondissement. 947 00:58:47,390 --> 00:58:49,490 Yes, I know this place. I won't go there. 948 00:58:49,491 --> 00:58:51,863 - The outpatient clinic. - I won't go there. 949 00:58:51,864 --> 00:58:55,030 - You won't go there. - No I won't, I know very well. 950 00:58:55,224 --> 00:58:57,024 So what are we going to do? 951 00:58:58,624 --> 00:59:00,978 Do you agree to be admitted to this hospital? 952 00:59:03,518 --> 00:59:07,911 I have to go to a choir rehearsal, I will give two concerts next week. 953 00:59:08,027 --> 00:59:10,155 Yes, but you are not well. 954 00:59:10,174 --> 00:59:11,650 You know... 955 00:59:12,317 --> 00:59:15,993 You arrived at the hospital in a worrying state. 956 00:59:16,041 --> 00:59:18,317 We can't pretend that nothing happened. 957 00:59:18,342 --> 00:59:20,217 - If only to check your state regularly. 958 00:59:20,218 --> 00:59:22,026 I know it can change from one day to the next. 959 00:59:22,027 --> 00:59:24,536 Anyway today we must do something. 960 00:59:24,778 --> 00:59:27,874 So we can check your state for few days, and then you'll be free to go. 961 00:59:28,065 --> 00:59:29,998 Here, we have a room for you. 962 00:59:30,664 --> 00:59:34,636 I have to go to a choir rehearsal on Friday. 963 00:59:36,341 --> 00:59:37,464 What day is it? 964 00:59:38,236 --> 00:59:39,636 It is Wednesday. 965 00:59:40,536 --> 00:59:43,421 I absolutely have to go to my choir rehearsal on Friday. 966 00:59:43,677 --> 00:59:45,011 If you are better... 967 00:59:45,879 --> 00:59:48,974 ...you will be free to go to your choir rehearsal and come back here. 968 00:59:48,975 --> 00:59:52,802 I have a cat to feed at home. 969 00:59:52,812 --> 00:59:55,717 Isn't there anyone you could call to take care of it? 970 00:59:55,742 --> 00:59:59,545 - No. - I can't tell you what to do for the cat. 971 00:59:59,570 --> 01:00:01,193 No, I don't want to stay to the hospital. 972 01:00:01,218 --> 01:00:03,831 I think you need to stay to the hospital. 973 01:00:03,836 --> 01:00:05,683 You are in no condition to go home. 974 01:00:12,988 --> 01:00:15,188 - I feel you are in danger. - Who will feed the cat? 975 01:00:15,960 --> 01:00:18,783 Make a call, ask somebody to go feed your cat. 976 01:00:21,093 --> 01:00:24,626 People don't like my family anymore, and also the idea of me being in a hospital. 977 01:00:25,083 --> 01:00:26,397 It's a disgrace! 978 01:00:28,074 --> 01:00:32,121 But if you didn't stop your treatment, you would get better. 979 01:00:36,727 --> 01:00:38,447 The treatment is shit! 980 01:00:45,479 --> 01:00:47,507 I was put through the worst tortures. 981 01:00:48,126 --> 01:00:49,469 In any case... 982 01:00:50,308 --> 01:00:51,308 Sorry? 983 01:00:52,157 --> 01:00:54,128 In any case, you have to be hospitalized. 984 01:00:54,224 --> 01:00:56,680 So, if you refuse... by any means, 985 01:00:56,705 --> 01:01:01,331 you will be hospitalized against your will. You know it is possible. 986 01:01:02,338 --> 01:01:04,519 You need to be treated. 987 01:01:06,281 --> 01:01:08,004 So I'll be given neuroleptics? 988 01:01:08,314 --> 01:01:11,275 You'll be treated, I don't know what you'll be given exactly? 989 01:01:11,819 --> 01:01:12,819 I refuse. 990 01:01:15,190 --> 01:01:17,676 Here's the doctor on duty, he's going to stand in for me. 991 01:01:17,677 --> 01:01:18,677 Hello. 992 01:01:19,752 --> 01:01:20,752 So... 993 01:01:21,974 --> 01:01:23,094 The problem... 994 01:02:33,368 --> 01:02:37,865 Here I am, I've been here for 3 hours. 995 01:02:47,632 --> 01:02:51,829 That's not normal, look, I'm covered in blood. 996 01:02:55,106 --> 01:02:56,446 I don't understand. 997 01:02:57,074 --> 01:02:59,480 Just go screw yourself! 998 01:02:59,825 --> 01:03:03,357 Go on, screw yourself! 999 01:03:03,576 --> 01:03:05,033 I don't give a damn! 1000 01:03:06,702 --> 01:03:07,702 That's all. 1001 01:03:09,953 --> 01:03:13,284 Why don't you tell us what happened? 1002 01:03:13,496 --> 01:03:17,320 Get yourself laid... fuck... 1003 01:03:17,539 --> 01:03:20,454 The police want a behaviour report. 1004 01:03:20,665 --> 01:03:21,743 Shut up! 1005 01:03:21,957 --> 01:03:23,829 You can go to the infirmary... 1006 01:03:24,041 --> 01:03:26,115 Shut up! Shit! 1007 01:03:27,292 --> 01:03:29,960 You won't cooperate, I don't know what happened. 1008 01:03:30,168 --> 01:03:32,787 You'll go for observation. 1009 01:03:33,336 --> 01:03:37,282 You've been warned, the psychiatric infirmary. 1010 01:03:38,045 --> 01:03:41,412 Right, I'll write a letter... 1011 01:03:41,630 --> 01:03:43,040 Go screw yourself! 1012 01:04:04,679 --> 01:04:06,006 Shit you, arsehole! 1013 01:04:08,471 --> 01:04:09,669 You waiting? 1014 01:04:09,888 --> 01:04:11,299 Yes I am. 1015 01:04:11,514 --> 01:04:12,841 What for? 1016 01:04:13,056 --> 01:04:15,838 - The psychiatrist. - Why? 1017 01:04:16,057 --> 01:04:17,883 I work with her. 1018 01:04:18,600 --> 01:04:19,927 Why? 1019 01:04:20,142 --> 01:04:21,516 Learning the work... 1020 01:04:21,725 --> 01:04:23,764 - You a cop? - No. 1021 01:04:26,519 --> 01:04:29,138 Why work? For money, for screwing? 1022 01:04:29,353 --> 01:04:31,723 To see how a psychiatrist works. 1023 01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:34,926 Why? For a lay? 1024 01:04:35,147 --> 01:04:36,225 No. 1025 01:04:36,522 --> 01:04:39,180 - For money? - Then why? 1026 01:04:39,398 --> 01:04:40,512 To study... 1027 01:04:42,982 --> 01:04:44,061 Study! 1028 01:04:44,274 --> 01:04:45,388 Psychologist... 1029 01:04:45,608 --> 01:04:47,315 No it's not... 1030 01:04:47,525 --> 01:04:51,522 You'll study! You will! 1031 01:04:51,573 --> 01:04:53,039 Study what? 1032 01:04:53,903 --> 01:04:55,693 My behaviour. 1033 01:04:56,487 --> 01:05:00,102 No, I'm here to study her work. 1034 01:05:00,322 --> 01:05:04,067 Then will you study how I work? 1035 01:05:05,239 --> 01:05:06,239 Your work? 1036 01:05:06,365 --> 01:05:10,774 Yes, if I kill someone, if... 1037 01:05:12,950 --> 01:05:14,408 But I'm not... 1038 01:05:14,617 --> 01:05:15,648 That's it! 1039 01:05:16,535 --> 01:05:20,993 Well, that's to do with human behaviour, eh? 1040 01:05:24,371 --> 01:05:26,658 It's not for me to watch... 1041 01:05:27,622 --> 01:05:29,412 Should be a psychologist... 1042 01:05:30,039 --> 01:05:31,117 Will you open it? 1043 01:05:31,331 --> 01:05:32,908 I haven't the key. 1044 01:05:34,332 --> 01:05:35,955 So it's locked? 1045 01:05:36,166 --> 01:05:38,157 Yes, it is. 1046 01:05:42,709 --> 01:05:43,740 The keys... 1047 01:05:46,669 --> 01:05:47,831 I don't know. 1048 01:05:49,587 --> 01:05:51,329 You sure there's a key? 1049 01:05:53,838 --> 01:05:55,664 That's just talk! 1050 01:05:59,382 --> 01:06:00,709 Blabber! 1051 01:06:00,924 --> 01:06:02,334 It's you who are blabbing! 1052 01:06:02,549 --> 01:06:05,631 No, it's you, look! 1053 01:06:05,842 --> 01:06:08,710 Behind the door, push it. 1054 01:06:08,927 --> 01:06:12,375 What's the matter? Push it, means open or close it. 1055 01:06:12,594 --> 01:06:13,594 Open it? 1056 01:06:18,346 --> 01:06:19,590 Forget it. 1057 01:06:28,098 --> 01:06:29,806 Lots of people, eh? 1058 01:06:32,517 --> 01:06:33,679 Listen to me... 1059 01:06:42,228 --> 01:06:45,097 I know I've lost, I gambled and lost. 1060 01:06:48,439 --> 01:06:49,469 Stop that camera! 1061 01:06:49,689 --> 01:06:53,597 - Why, you want to say something? - Yes. 1062 01:06:54,482 --> 01:06:56,308 Why not say it... 1063 01:06:58,400 --> 01:07:00,936 I know I gambled and lost. 1064 01:07:02,027 --> 01:07:05,109 I'm ready for whatever you want. 1065 01:07:07,820 --> 01:07:09,526 What did you gamble? 1066 01:07:11,071 --> 01:07:12,398 My life! 1067 01:07:16,948 --> 01:07:18,062 And you lost? 1068 01:07:18,281 --> 01:07:19,281 Yeah. 1069 01:07:22,616 --> 01:07:24,358 It may be silly 1070 01:07:26,825 --> 01:07:30,773 it may mean nothing to you, it's everything for me. 1071 01:07:40,581 --> 01:07:43,911 My wrists may hurt me but... 1072 01:07:48,541 --> 01:07:49,951 You arsehole! 1073 01:07:50,708 --> 01:07:52,700 The police are here, go with them... 1074 01:07:52,917 --> 01:07:55,074 I don't give a shit about the police. 1075 01:07:56,339 --> 01:07:59,752 You arsehole! 1076 01:08:01,278 --> 01:08:02,492 Can you untie me? 1077 01:08:05,130 --> 01:08:07,810 - Can you untie me, please? - There, that's over. 1078 01:08:08,891 --> 01:08:09,902 Arsehole! 1079 01:08:32,818 --> 01:08:34,593 I'll give you some water. 1080 01:08:38,370 --> 01:08:40,432 Wait there, I'll fetch some water. 1081 01:09:30,651 --> 01:09:33,185 I'm a nurse. 1082 01:09:35,649 --> 01:09:40,187 I don't have an interesting job. 1083 01:09:49,896 --> 01:09:52,349 Except I like children. 1084 01:09:53,896 --> 01:09:56,384 Then one day, in the elevator... 1085 01:10:00,311 --> 01:10:02,135 I was raped... 1086 01:10:03,768 --> 01:10:07,513 and that's how I had my child. 1087 01:10:09,517 --> 01:10:12,597 And now I've broken down again... 1088 01:10:15,474 --> 01:10:17,962 I've nothing else to say. 1089 01:10:21,764 --> 01:10:24,678 For a long time I've been going 1090 01:10:27,138 --> 01:10:28,630 to a psychoanalyst. 1091 01:10:36,886 --> 01:10:38,757 But I can't cope. 1092 01:10:39,469 --> 01:10:41,838 Because no one helps me 1093 01:10:43,093 --> 01:10:46,209 and I can't stand the kids shouting 1094 01:10:48,217 --> 01:10:49,626 or the kids... 1095 01:10:51,299 --> 01:10:54,829 Because I also work in an infant school 1096 01:10:56,007 --> 01:10:57,582 that's smart, isn't it? 1097 01:10:59,381 --> 01:11:01,288 It's a way 1098 01:11:03,630 --> 01:11:06,118 to be with one's child. 1099 01:11:15,336 --> 01:11:17,125 I'm hungry... 1100 01:11:18,252 --> 01:11:20,953 I'm hungry for love... that's it 1101 01:11:22,459 --> 01:11:24,330 and I'm tired. 1102 01:11:28,999 --> 01:11:33,490 That's true, it isn't a hotel... 1103 01:11:39,372 --> 01:11:40,781 And David... 1104 01:11:42,663 --> 01:11:44,867 My son, that's David. 1105 01:11:46,121 --> 01:11:48,787 I called him David. 1106 01:11:54,368 --> 01:11:56,987 It doesn't mean I'm unhappy! 1107 01:12:09,298 --> 01:12:11,917 You're very tired, but are you depressed? 1108 01:12:12,131 --> 01:12:13,131 No. 1109 01:12:13,881 --> 01:12:17,542 The 3 months weren't too bad? 1110 01:12:17,755 --> 01:12:19,034 A long time since we met. 1111 01:12:19,255 --> 01:12:20,795 Yes, a long time. 1112 01:12:21,421 --> 01:12:23,955 If you hadn't asked me to come today 1113 01:12:24,171 --> 01:12:27,665 I'd only have come the 29th, Cécile said. 1114 01:12:27,878 --> 01:12:30,034 Yes, I'm very busy... 1115 01:12:30,252 --> 01:12:34,494 You wrote "stop" for... today. 1116 01:12:34,709 --> 01:12:39,117 My nurse makes my appointments 1117 01:12:39,833 --> 01:12:42,119 but you can always come... 1118 01:12:44,208 --> 01:12:46,281 Well, why did you call? 1119 01:12:46,984 --> 01:12:50,725 No more Telidi and no more Seresta. 1120 01:12:50,938 --> 01:12:54,300 You still come to AA? 1121 01:12:54,517 --> 01:12:56,552 I went on Monday. 1122 01:12:58,554 --> 01:13:00,874 No temptations? 1123 01:13:01,093 --> 01:13:04,703 I'm very thirsty now, but I'll have a Perrier. 1124 01:13:06,461 --> 01:13:08,366 But you have put on... 1125 01:13:09,084 --> 01:13:11,404 I've lost 40 lbs since August! 1126 01:13:12,371 --> 01:13:14,276 I think you're joking. 1127 01:13:14,494 --> 01:13:18,270 I weighed 164 lbs and now 124 lbs. 1128 01:13:18,489 --> 01:13:20,561 40 lbs seems a lot to me... 1129 01:13:20,986 --> 01:13:22,264 I'll take off my coat. 1130 01:13:22,651 --> 01:13:26,687 No, no, it won't be necessary. 1131 01:13:26,896 --> 01:13:28,304 Yes, you're right. 1132 01:13:28,977 --> 01:13:31,428 Is the diet very tough? 1133 01:13:31,641 --> 01:13:33,180 I try to do it all. 1134 01:13:36,260 --> 01:13:39,504 I don't know if I told you, my husband goes to the AA? 1135 01:13:44,085 --> 01:13:46,618 I don't think there's much result. 1136 01:13:46,998 --> 01:13:48,619 Special meetings? 1137 01:13:48,829 --> 01:13:51,196 For people who live with alcoholics. 1138 01:13:53,200 --> 01:13:54,525 It was funny... 1139 01:14:02,481 --> 01:14:06,932 Piss off with your cinema, I want to see Dr. Grivois. 1140 01:14:07,142 --> 01:14:09,296 Tell me what happened today? 1141 01:14:09,514 --> 01:14:13,333 - Just call me Mrs...! - Later. 1142 01:14:13,551 --> 01:14:17,375 What is this business, this cinema? 1143 01:14:18,379 --> 01:14:19,870 Bullshit! 1144 01:14:20,835 --> 01:14:22,539 Bullshit! 1145 01:14:23,040 --> 01:14:24,282 What happened? 1146 01:14:24,497 --> 01:14:26,734 You can't do anything anyway. 1147 01:14:28,284 --> 01:14:31,065 Why did the police bring you here? 1148 01:14:31,210 --> 01:14:35,035 I went to pick up my kid, then I went out. 1149 01:14:35,479 --> 01:14:39,721 My sister-in-law was there, she wants the kid. 1150 01:14:39,737 --> 01:14:43,682 She hasn't any, her little kid's in Marseilles 1151 01:14:43,903 --> 01:14:45,525 she wants mine. 1152 01:14:45,735 --> 01:14:48,935 I'm sorry, the kid is mine! 1153 01:14:49,152 --> 01:14:50,728 I had it! 1154 01:14:50,943 --> 01:14:55,813 My folks have money, I'm going to ask my share... 1155 01:14:56,567 --> 01:14:58,438 ...of my inheritance. I want my kid 1156 01:14:58,650 --> 01:15:04,313 he was premature, I accept my responsibility 1157 01:15:04,523 --> 01:15:06,312 and he'll be all right. 1158 01:15:06,523 --> 01:15:08,727 I'm sorry, he's happy 1159 01:15:08,939 --> 01:15:11,688 when I smile and kiss his belly 1160 01:15:11,897 --> 01:15:14,350 he's happy, my kid's happy! 1161 01:15:14,563 --> 01:15:17,476 What went on with your sister-in-law? 1162 01:15:17,687 --> 01:15:21,134 She was there, I didn't know, as if by chance. 1163 01:15:21,354 --> 01:15:25,844 There on the sidewalk, my husband called her 1164 01:15:26,102 --> 01:15:29,633 he called her, she couldn't be there by chance. 1165 01:15:29,852 --> 01:15:32,683 No! They can't make fun of me! 1166 01:15:32,892 --> 01:15:34,550 Can you go to police emergency? 1167 01:15:34,766 --> 01:15:35,880 To the emergency ward? 1168 01:15:36,100 --> 01:15:39,382 Not now, it's not for you. It's for me, later. 1169 01:15:39,599 --> 01:15:42,799 I want to see Dr. Grivois. I want my kid. 1170 01:15:43,015 --> 01:15:45,503 I'm sorry, I can pay, I want him. 1171 01:15:45,722 --> 01:15:47,760 And I can take care of him. 1172 01:15:47,972 --> 01:15:49,879 My kid isn't unhappy... 1173 01:15:50,097 --> 01:15:51,553 But he's not with you? 1174 01:15:51,762 --> 01:15:53,718 He's happy with me. 1175 01:15:54,512 --> 01:15:56,503 When I kiss his belly... 1176 01:15:56,721 --> 01:16:00,962 he bursts out laughing, he's... 1177 01:16:01,178 --> 01:16:03,844 I don't give a damn, but with that woman 1178 01:16:04,052 --> 01:16:06,883 who looks after him, one acts the monkey 1179 01:16:07,093 --> 01:16:11,252 and plays about, goes upstairs, I don't give a damn! 1180 01:16:11,467 --> 01:16:14,465 If you talk to her, she says nothing, mine answers. 1181 01:16:14,675 --> 01:16:17,245 What have you drunk today? 1182 01:16:17,467 --> 01:16:20,168 Anisette, I'm not ashamed. 1183 01:16:20,924 --> 01:16:24,419 I stood up for someone like me 1184 01:16:24,631 --> 01:16:26,124 who's an alcoholic like me 1185 01:16:26,339 --> 01:16:29,786 and who slept at my place. 1186 01:16:30,005 --> 01:16:31,747 I'm sorry, she wasn't well 1187 01:16:31,963 --> 01:16:35,292 and had to be helped, something had to be done. 1188 01:16:36,128 --> 01:16:39,493 These people who never do a thing 1189 01:16:39,711 --> 01:16:43,455 they know how to drink champagne, the good things 1190 01:16:43,669 --> 01:16:45,541 They drink this or that 1191 01:16:46,710 --> 01:16:50,654 champagne, Sauvignon, this or that 1192 01:16:50,875 --> 01:16:53,115 and they drink more than I do! 1193 01:16:54,083 --> 01:16:56,535 I must get out of here! 1194 01:16:56,750 --> 01:16:57,750 No! 1195 01:16:57,999 --> 01:17:01,246 I want to get out! I'm not drunk! 1196 01:17:01,457 --> 01:17:03,695 No, you're... 1197 01:17:06,266 --> 01:17:09,596 You sit down... lie down. 1198 01:17:09,807 --> 01:17:12,212 No need to lie down, I'm not sick. 1199 01:17:12,431 --> 01:17:15,382 You sit down! We'll give you a shot! 1200 01:17:15,597 --> 01:17:18,299 A shot of what? 1201 01:17:18,513 --> 01:17:19,710 To relax you. 1202 01:17:19,929 --> 01:17:22,548 To relax me! 1203 01:17:22,763 --> 01:17:24,668 - Do you agree? - No! 1204 01:17:25,054 --> 01:17:26,251 We'll do it! 1205 01:17:26,720 --> 01:17:30,844 I want my child, my child! 1206 01:17:31,261 --> 01:17:32,652 Where is your child right now? 1207 01:17:32,677 --> 01:17:36,421 With my sister-in-law... 1208 01:17:36,634 --> 01:17:38,459 You're in no state to pick him up. 1209 01:17:38,675 --> 01:17:42,420 I'm sorry, my kid is mine and when his mother 1210 01:17:42,633 --> 01:17:44,291 isn't there, he cries. 1211 01:17:44,508 --> 01:17:46,380 No one denies that. 1212 01:17:46,591 --> 01:17:47,870 His mother... 1213 01:17:48,465 --> 01:17:51,712 You're in no state to see your child. 1214 01:17:51,923 --> 01:17:53,996 Why am I tied up? 1215 01:17:54,213 --> 01:17:58,420 Tied up like a sack of potatoes... 1216 01:18:02,796 --> 01:18:07,120 Public service is in a bad way, teaching is the same 1217 01:18:07,337 --> 01:18:10,997 you don't do anything and neither do we. 1218 01:18:11,210 --> 01:18:12,584 I'm really sorry... 1219 01:18:14,293 --> 01:18:16,662 Come on, we'll give you a shot. 1220 01:18:16,877 --> 01:18:18,154 I don't want one. 1221 01:18:18,376 --> 01:18:19,916 We'll do it, you need it. 1222 01:18:20,125 --> 01:18:23,490 I don't want any injection. 1223 01:18:23,708 --> 01:18:25,533 - Come here. - No injection! 1224 01:18:25,749 --> 01:18:27,206 You prefer a pill? 1225 01:18:27,790 --> 01:18:30,990 Don't want your pills, I can walk straight. 1226 01:18:31,207 --> 01:18:32,829 No, you're not at all well. 1227 01:18:33,039 --> 01:18:34,117 I walk straight! 1228 01:19:06,260 --> 01:19:08,376 - How are you? - Better. 1229 01:19:10,286 --> 01:19:11,593 Smiling again? 1230 01:19:11,934 --> 01:19:15,883 I'm beginning to realize 1231 01:19:17,022 --> 01:19:19,311 that I lived in a tiny world. 1232 01:19:19,525 --> 01:19:21,814 I felt that everyone... 1233 01:19:24,348 --> 01:19:26,140 everyone was trying to hurt me. 1234 01:19:27,891 --> 01:19:31,095 Now I can see it all. 1235 01:19:33,367 --> 01:19:35,450 - Is it clearer? - A bit... 1236 01:19:35,475 --> 01:19:36,597 Since when? 1237 01:19:36,622 --> 01:19:40,370 And I felt my husband was... 1238 01:19:40,633 --> 01:19:42,127 Was part of the plot? 1239 01:19:45,638 --> 01:19:50,052 I realize it's not true, but I still feel that... 1240 01:19:52,983 --> 01:19:55,391 I feel it's true... 1241 01:19:56,542 --> 01:19:59,709 that he wasn't playing me a trick, it took me time. 1242 01:19:59,950 --> 01:20:02,523 He was in the centre of the plot, right? 1243 01:20:02,678 --> 01:20:03,696 Yes. 1244 01:20:04,332 --> 01:20:07,583 You felt we were all on his side? 1245 01:20:12,620 --> 01:20:16,321 There was no way to make you see reason. 1246 01:20:17,445 --> 01:20:18,608 You remember? 1247 01:20:19,968 --> 01:20:22,341 How long have you felt better? 1248 01:20:23,524 --> 01:20:26,823 It's been about a fortnight... 1249 01:20:27,227 --> 01:20:29,018 But for a week... better... 1250 01:20:29,397 --> 01:20:32,398 Since you were discharged, you're better 1251 01:20:32,551 --> 01:20:35,304 then last week much better. It shows. 1252 01:20:38,102 --> 01:20:42,275 - In practical terms, the house? - It's all right. 1253 01:20:42,300 --> 01:20:45,844 - Not bogged down by work? - No. 1254 01:20:45,880 --> 01:20:48,467 Can you cope? Day by day? 1255 01:20:48,492 --> 01:20:49,538 More or less. 1256 01:20:49,810 --> 01:20:52,962 The other apartment, those problems... 1257 01:20:53,009 --> 01:20:54,919 It'll work out. 1258 01:20:54,944 --> 01:20:56,651 You stopped dramatizing? 1259 01:20:56,804 --> 01:20:58,961 You've started working? 1260 01:20:58,986 --> 01:21:00,481 Yes? That's good. 1261 01:21:15,780 --> 01:21:17,357 What have you to say? 1262 01:21:17,571 --> 01:21:19,528 No, what have you to tell me? 1263 01:21:19,624 --> 01:21:20,843 I don't know. 1264 01:21:20,907 --> 01:21:23,360 What happened, how did you come to hospital? 1265 01:21:23,573 --> 01:21:28,148 I told you, I felt sick, so I sat down 1266 01:21:28,366 --> 01:21:32,196 and waited to feel better... that's all. 1267 01:21:32,909 --> 01:21:34,237 Is it the first time? 1268 01:21:34,451 --> 01:21:37,901 It's the first time and I'm pissed off. 1269 01:21:38,119 --> 01:21:39,281 How old are you? 1270 01:21:39,495 --> 01:21:42,446 Well, I'm over 20. 1271 01:21:43,662 --> 01:21:45,949 I'm nearly 22. 1272 01:21:47,788 --> 01:21:49,614 Yes, nearly 22. 1273 01:21:50,580 --> 01:21:51,955 I'm pissed off... 1274 01:21:52,956 --> 01:21:55,624 Can you tell me today's date? 1275 01:21:57,666 --> 01:22:01,281 Today's date! That's a good one! 1276 01:22:03,542 --> 01:22:05,948 Today's date, it should be... 1277 01:22:07,709 --> 01:22:10,579 We should be about the 23, 24... 1278 01:22:10,795 --> 01:22:12,039 Of what month? 1279 01:22:14,545 --> 01:22:20,128 The month, one might say... 23, 24. 1280 01:22:20,589 --> 01:22:21,832 What month? 1281 01:22:24,673 --> 01:22:26,214 - That's the day. - July. 1282 01:22:26,798 --> 01:22:27,877 Of what year? 1283 01:22:28,799 --> 01:22:30,256 July, madam. 1284 01:22:30,467 --> 01:22:31,794 But of what year? 1285 01:22:35,427 --> 01:22:36,427 Guess. 1286 01:22:36,635 --> 01:22:38,257 I don't know, what year? 1287 01:22:40,761 --> 01:22:41,875 Of course. 1288 01:22:46,095 --> 01:22:49,924 July would be perfect, June... July. 1289 01:22:50,139 --> 01:22:51,252 Of what year? 1290 01:22:51,472 --> 01:22:53,926 I don't know... paradise. 1291 01:22:56,140 --> 01:23:01,261 It's rare to pick one like that! 1292 01:23:01,641 --> 01:23:06,465 Just imagine! July 20... That's America! 1293 01:23:07,184 --> 01:23:08,381 But what year? 1294 01:23:12,852 --> 01:23:15,389 Attacking America... I mean... 1295 01:23:17,146 --> 01:23:21,306 Just to be quiet here... 1296 01:23:21,522 --> 01:23:23,227 You know your birth date? 1297 01:23:23,438 --> 01:23:26,307 Of course, February 7, 1949. 1298 01:23:26,524 --> 01:23:27,803 '59? 1299 01:23:28,315 --> 01:23:30,436 1949. 1300 01:23:30,648 --> 01:23:32,356 '49, how old are you? 1301 01:23:32,566 --> 01:23:36,608 Well, I'm 20. If you look closely... 1302 01:23:41,610 --> 01:23:46,150 Where can we put... that's all! 1303 01:23:48,320 --> 01:23:51,484 You're a little lost? Where do you live? 1304 01:23:51,835 --> 01:23:52,838 What? 1305 01:23:52,863 --> 01:23:55,980 - Do you live in Paris? - Yeah. 1306 01:23:56,139 --> 01:23:57,151 Where? 1307 01:23:57,614 --> 01:23:59,108 Where do I sleep? 1308 01:24:02,616 --> 01:24:06,777 Is there a number where we can call someone of your family? 1309 01:24:06,802 --> 01:24:07,821 No. 1310 01:24:10,201 --> 01:24:14,575 Excuse me, I'd like my jacket, can you bring me... 1311 01:24:14,786 --> 01:24:17,986 There's no jacket, the firemen told us. 1312 01:24:18,203 --> 01:24:21,286 Could you give me a blanket 1313 01:24:21,496 --> 01:24:24,530 just to put round me? I'm frozen 1314 01:24:25,121 --> 01:24:27,527 and I've a headache... that way I... 1315 01:24:29,499 --> 01:24:30,825 I feel better. 1316 01:24:31,040 --> 01:24:32,533 So you tell me 1317 01:24:32,749 --> 01:24:36,826 what happened this afternoon, what do you recall? 1318 01:24:37,042 --> 01:24:39,032 You recall you felt sick... 1319 01:24:39,250 --> 01:24:41,372 About what? This morning? 1320 01:24:41,584 --> 01:24:44,204 This afternoon, how did you come here? 1321 01:24:45,669 --> 01:24:47,625 Did you work today? 1322 01:24:48,419 --> 01:24:49,664 Yes. 1323 01:24:50,754 --> 01:24:52,412 What happened? 1324 01:24:54,838 --> 01:24:55,952 Good God! 1325 01:24:56,172 --> 01:24:57,914 You taken any pills? 1326 01:24:58,756 --> 01:24:59,952 What? 1327 01:25:00,964 --> 01:25:02,044 What? 1328 01:25:02,475 --> 01:25:03,584 I don't know. 1329 01:25:03,799 --> 01:25:07,580 You said you'd been in hospital, you may have pills to take. 1330 01:25:14,134 --> 01:25:15,628 Well... 1331 01:25:17,178 --> 01:25:18,967 Explain me. 1332 01:25:20,887 --> 01:25:23,126 So you worked this morning? 1333 01:25:24,387 --> 01:25:26,379 Excuse me, 2 minutes... 1334 01:25:27,763 --> 01:25:29,173 What are you doing? 1335 01:25:29,389 --> 01:25:31,179 I'm waking up... 1336 01:25:46,185 --> 01:25:49,018 So just tell me about this afternoon? 1337 01:25:49,227 --> 01:25:51,349 How... tell me? Go on! 1338 01:25:51,562 --> 01:25:54,726 What brought you here, what do you recall? 1339 01:25:55,062 --> 01:25:57,053 You see you're not well. 1340 01:25:57,272 --> 01:26:00,768 Come on! What do you mean? 1341 01:26:00,981 --> 01:26:02,308 I can see you're not well. 1342 01:26:02,523 --> 01:26:05,272 I'm not well, right. 1343 01:26:05,482 --> 01:26:06,761 A little lost. 1344 01:26:06,983 --> 01:26:11,475 I met some friends, we had a drink together. 1345 01:26:12,233 --> 01:26:14,224 You often drink together? 1346 01:26:14,442 --> 01:26:19,017 No, I mean sometimes, of course I do. 1347 01:26:19,235 --> 01:26:23,940 I have a drink, two drinks, and I leave. 1348 01:26:24,153 --> 01:26:26,358 I don't mean it happens... 1349 01:26:28,114 --> 01:26:32,059 I don't start at 6 am until 10 or 11 pm 1350 01:26:32,281 --> 01:26:34,272 drinking, you get what I mean? 1351 01:26:34,489 --> 01:26:37,240 Where are your friends? 1352 01:26:37,615 --> 01:26:39,406 Where? Now? 1353 01:26:39,616 --> 01:26:41,156 What where? 1354 01:26:43,284 --> 01:26:44,658 I don't get you... 1355 01:26:44,867 --> 01:26:46,574 Why aren't you with them? 1356 01:26:46,784 --> 01:26:50,067 Why did the firemen bring you to hospital? 1357 01:26:50,785 --> 01:26:51,899 I don't get it. 1358 01:26:51,924 --> 01:26:52,995 You don't? 1359 01:26:53,078 --> 01:26:55,448 I don't understand... Friends! 1360 01:26:57,080 --> 01:26:59,284 They called the firemen? 1361 01:26:59,653 --> 01:27:01,262 - Why? - They called the firemen. 1362 01:27:02,157 --> 01:27:03,180 Why? 1363 01:27:03,205 --> 01:27:04,263 I don't know. 1364 01:27:04,288 --> 01:27:05,912 You were sick! 1365 01:27:06,123 --> 01:27:09,738 I can't tell you why they called the firemen. 1366 01:27:11,374 --> 01:27:13,863 Once they did call them... 1367 01:27:17,501 --> 01:27:20,417 In the end, they called the firemen to come... 1368 01:27:22,377 --> 01:27:26,039 Always the same... I'll undo these things. 1369 01:27:26,254 --> 01:27:27,746 It's always the same. 1370 01:27:30,170 --> 01:27:32,043 I take my precautions. 1371 01:27:32,254 --> 01:27:33,451 What? 1372 01:27:35,381 --> 01:27:37,621 Shit, what have I done? 1373 01:27:39,091 --> 01:27:42,705 Damnit! I take my precautions. 1374 01:27:42,924 --> 01:27:44,916 What do you mean your precautions? 1375 01:27:45,133 --> 01:27:47,623 Precautions... I mean precautions. 1376 01:27:51,802 --> 01:27:53,461 As I might say... 1377 01:27:56,178 --> 01:27:58,418 How can I put it? Precautions. 1378 01:28:04,222 --> 01:28:08,881 How can one say it? You know... 1379 01:28:09,932 --> 01:28:11,922 What precautions? 1380 01:28:15,058 --> 01:28:16,884 You know very well. 1381 01:28:18,267 --> 01:28:23,306 You know the radio... you know it well. 1382 01:28:24,618 --> 01:28:25,634 Radio. 1383 01:28:26,770 --> 01:28:28,926 You know about it. 1384 01:28:29,332 --> 01:28:30,343 So? 1385 01:28:32,521 --> 01:28:36,350 I mean you know about it. 1386 01:28:39,064 --> 01:28:42,976 Won't you give me a number where I can call? 1387 01:28:44,159 --> 01:28:48,562 Go with the nurse, to have a urine test. 1388 01:28:48,862 --> 01:28:53,478 Excuse me sir, ladies, a smile or not? 1389 01:28:53,503 --> 01:28:54,538 A smile! 1390 01:28:54,563 --> 01:28:55,972 Goodbye, gentlemen. 1391 01:28:57,204 --> 01:29:00,328 Where is my...? 1392 01:29:07,549 --> 01:29:10,497 I have your doctor's letter. 1393 01:29:10,712 --> 01:29:13,706 Tell me what's the matter? 1394 01:29:13,890 --> 01:29:16,698 I can't sleep at night, I walk about... 1395 01:29:17,619 --> 01:29:19,941 So you'll give me a room alone. 1396 01:29:20,535 --> 01:29:24,398 First I must know if you need to be admitted. 1397 01:29:24,617 --> 01:29:28,741 Are you treated by a psychiatrist? 1398 01:29:29,450 --> 01:29:32,020 I went to a general practitioner. 1399 01:29:32,825 --> 01:29:34,152 A long time ago? 1400 01:29:34,615 --> 01:29:37,977 - Yes. - How long have you been ill, not sleeping? 1401 01:29:38,002 --> 01:29:41,646 For years, for years... 1402 01:29:41,865 --> 01:29:43,191 You live alone? 1403 01:29:43,407 --> 01:29:46,819 - Loneliness is part of it. - Are you married? 1404 01:29:46,844 --> 01:29:51,900 No. I lost my mother, sometimes I call her at night. 1405 01:29:52,908 --> 01:29:55,944 I'm afraid to be in a ward, I'll wake people. 1406 01:29:56,154 --> 01:30:00,645 I'll wake them, bother them... I'm afraid... 1407 01:30:02,861 --> 01:30:03,939 Since when? 1408 01:30:04,153 --> 01:30:06,190 Quite a while. 1409 01:30:06,944 --> 01:30:09,099 How old are you? 1410 01:30:09,319 --> 01:30:11,060 I'm 65 now. 1411 01:30:11,277 --> 01:30:12,983 So you're retired? 1412 01:30:13,485 --> 01:30:14,563 Since when? 1413 01:30:14,776 --> 01:30:17,347 Since 1980. 1414 01:30:17,901 --> 01:30:19,357 What did you do? 1415 01:30:19,567 --> 01:30:20,728 Worked in a bank. 1416 01:30:22,108 --> 01:30:24,561 Since retiring you've been less well? 1417 01:30:24,774 --> 01:30:28,435 Yes, my apartment was repainted, colours play a part 1418 01:30:28,648 --> 01:30:30,141 many things play a part. 1419 01:30:30,357 --> 01:30:33,438 You mentioned your mother, who died recently... 1420 01:30:33,533 --> 01:30:34,560 3 years ago. 1421 01:30:34,772 --> 01:30:36,644 3 years, she died of what? 1422 01:30:37,273 --> 01:30:39,014 Of old age, over 89. 1423 01:30:39,231 --> 01:30:40,344 Your father? 1424 01:30:40,563 --> 01:30:43,477 He's dead, he died 30 years ago! 1425 01:30:43,688 --> 01:30:47,728 You lived with your mother, until her death? 1426 01:30:48,438 --> 01:30:51,007 It was very hard on you. 1427 01:30:53,478 --> 01:30:57,092 I don't have any illusions about psychiatric treatment... 1428 01:30:58,061 --> 01:30:59,340 Will you help me? 1429 01:31:00,852 --> 01:31:03,008 Do you ever drink? 1430 01:31:03,226 --> 01:31:06,556 No! Never drink alcohol, I don't smoke... 1431 01:31:07,809 --> 01:31:10,806 Were you ever in a psychiatric ward? 1432 01:31:11,017 --> 01:31:12,343 Psychiatry, no! 1433 01:31:12,559 --> 01:31:16,255 Never, why did you think of coming here today? 1434 01:31:16,933 --> 01:31:18,757 Why did you come here? 1435 01:31:18,974 --> 01:31:22,635 Well, the neighbours, I tried to commit suicide... 1436 01:31:22,848 --> 01:31:24,306 Hang myself. 1437 01:31:24,687 --> 01:31:26,672 Today? Where? 1438 01:31:26,697 --> 01:31:29,922 At home in the corridor, on the stairs. 1439 01:31:30,078 --> 01:31:32,259 The stairs, where people pass by? 1440 01:31:33,346 --> 01:31:35,136 What did you want to do? 1441 01:31:35,805 --> 01:31:37,178 What did you want to do? 1442 01:31:37,388 --> 01:31:39,627 To die, it's all I wanted! 1443 01:31:40,470 --> 01:31:43,136 Have you tried before? 1444 01:31:43,345 --> 01:31:46,259 Never, and why today? 1445 01:31:46,886 --> 01:31:48,710 I've had enough of life. 1446 01:31:48,928 --> 01:31:51,083 Try to explain that. 1447 01:31:51,302 --> 01:31:55,793 Try to explain why you've had enough of life. 1448 01:31:56,010 --> 01:31:59,505 Everything upsets me, a mere nothing upsets me. 1449 01:31:59,611 --> 01:32:00,611 Which means? 1450 01:32:00,676 --> 01:32:04,798 Which means nothings for others are serious for me. 1451 01:32:05,009 --> 01:32:07,129 For example... 1452 01:32:07,341 --> 01:32:09,794 The new paint in my room. 1453 01:32:11,549 --> 01:32:13,586 It upsets my psyche... 1454 01:32:14,507 --> 01:32:17,457 Enough to make you want to commit suicide? 1455 01:32:20,214 --> 01:32:23,377 What happened to make you want to die now? 1456 01:32:23,589 --> 01:32:25,626 I wanted to die, that's all 1457 01:32:25,838 --> 01:32:29,369 and that idea is still there, right now. 1458 01:32:29,444 --> 01:32:30,444 You want to die? 1459 01:32:30,535 --> 01:32:31,538 Yes. 1460 01:32:36,878 --> 01:32:38,868 Who called the doctor? 1461 01:32:39,086 --> 01:32:43,459 The janitor, the neighbours who saw me, of course. 1462 01:32:44,252 --> 01:32:46,870 They saw me on the stairs, asked what I was doing. 1463 01:32:47,084 --> 01:32:50,580 You didn't call a doctor for help? 1464 01:32:51,417 --> 01:32:53,242 I've no illusions about doctors. 1465 01:32:53,459 --> 01:32:57,155 Your family, brothers, sisters? Friends? 1466 01:32:57,749 --> 01:32:59,029 Friends? I'm almost alone 1467 01:32:59,250 --> 01:33:02,828 that's why I took a lot of clothes, a large case... 1468 01:33:04,457 --> 01:33:06,412 What will become of you here? 1469 01:33:06,623 --> 01:33:10,237 Your doctor told you to come, what did he say? 1470 01:33:10,915 --> 01:33:13,367 You'll be admitted to hospital, that's all. 1471 01:33:14,163 --> 01:33:16,947 The first thing you said was: 1472 01:33:17,413 --> 01:33:21,904 I've not much faith in doctors, and don't believe you can help. Why? 1473 01:33:21,997 --> 01:33:23,012 What? 1474 01:33:23,037 --> 01:33:25,656 You've no faith in doctors. 1475 01:33:25,850 --> 01:33:26,928 I don't have much. 1476 01:33:26,953 --> 01:33:29,073 So what can we do? 1477 01:33:29,287 --> 01:33:32,733 I don't know, give me some cyanide. 1478 01:33:33,702 --> 01:33:36,534 Here? That's what you came for? 1479 01:33:36,743 --> 01:33:40,439 Yes, cyanide if you like, give me a fatal shot, I agree. 1480 01:33:40,660 --> 01:33:43,194 For a man wanting to die, you're a smiler! 1481 01:33:43,659 --> 01:33:46,491 For a man wanting to die, you smile a lot! 1482 01:33:48,492 --> 01:33:53,278 If you gave me a fatal shot I'd be grateful. 1483 01:33:55,365 --> 01:33:56,988 How long have you had this idea? 1484 01:33:57,198 --> 01:33:58,939 Oh, for several years. 1485 01:34:00,864 --> 01:34:04,027 And until now... when you say several years 1486 01:34:04,239 --> 01:34:06,940 after your mother's death? 1487 01:34:07,155 --> 01:34:09,109 It got worse... 1488 01:34:14,654 --> 01:34:18,268 You never tried before? 1489 01:34:18,486 --> 01:34:19,730 No, no... 1490 01:34:21,778 --> 01:34:25,225 So you agree to be hospitalized? 1491 01:34:28,110 --> 01:34:30,349 For how long? I've brought linen for... 1492 01:34:31,276 --> 01:34:32,734 For a month, there! 1493 01:34:33,359 --> 01:34:36,771 I don't know how long. One can't tell. 1494 01:34:36,984 --> 01:34:41,272 Neither can I! You agree to stay? 1495 01:34:41,941 --> 01:34:43,564 If it's no good, can one leave? 1496 01:34:45,065 --> 01:34:46,179 If it's no good? 1497 01:34:46,399 --> 01:34:50,641 If I see it doesn't suit me, can I leave? I'm not forced to stay? 1498 01:34:52,189 --> 01:34:54,938 What do you mean, not suit you? 1499 01:34:55,147 --> 01:34:58,678 If I see I don't like it, if I see that things... 1500 01:34:58,896 --> 01:35:00,176 What will you do? 1501 01:35:00,397 --> 01:35:01,558 I'll go home. 1502 01:35:01,771 --> 01:35:02,884 And then what? 1503 01:35:03,104 --> 01:35:05,343 What will I do? Kill myself perhaps. 1504 01:35:08,604 --> 01:35:10,393 It's terrible, you know... 1505 01:35:10,936 --> 01:35:12,014 What is? 1506 01:35:12,151 --> 01:35:13,161 What's wrong. 1507 01:35:13,686 --> 01:35:15,641 Try to explain it to me... 1508 01:35:15,852 --> 01:35:18,720 Try to explain, because I don't get it. 1509 01:35:18,935 --> 01:35:22,928 You're a psychiatrist, someone who... 1510 01:35:24,684 --> 01:35:29,590 How shall I put it, moral illness, you don't get it? 1511 01:35:29,808 --> 01:35:34,299 I think that for a potential suicide, you smile a lot. 1512 01:35:34,516 --> 01:35:36,341 You say it's terrible... 1513 01:35:36,558 --> 01:35:38,014 To have my sickness, yes! 1514 01:35:38,223 --> 01:35:39,385 Which one? 1515 01:35:41,140 --> 01:35:42,680 You're a psychiatrist! 1516 01:35:43,639 --> 01:35:45,511 What sickness do I have? 1517 01:35:45,722 --> 01:35:47,629 What do you think? 1518 01:35:47,847 --> 01:35:49,884 I've a moral sickness. 1519 01:35:51,013 --> 01:35:54,379 What symptoms? Except not sleeping. 1520 01:35:54,596 --> 01:35:56,254 I don't sleep, I walk about. 1521 01:35:56,471 --> 01:35:58,840 During the day, what happens? 1522 01:35:59,053 --> 01:36:01,257 The day... I walk in the streets. 1523 01:36:01,470 --> 01:36:02,547 You walk? 1524 01:36:02,762 --> 01:36:06,754 Yes, because... it relaxes me. 1525 01:36:07,594 --> 01:36:10,164 When you wake in the morning, how do you feel? 1526 01:36:10,385 --> 01:36:12,257 Not in good shape. 1527 01:36:12,885 --> 01:36:16,664 Do you want to wash? Are you able to? 1528 01:36:16,884 --> 01:36:18,674 Have breakfast? 1529 01:36:19,717 --> 01:36:21,542 At noon, can you eat? 1530 01:36:23,050 --> 01:36:25,620 Where do you walk to, what do you do? 1531 01:36:25,841 --> 01:36:26,919 Anywhere! 1532 01:36:28,215 --> 01:36:30,419 Do you want to read, see shows? 1533 01:36:30,632 --> 01:36:34,079 No that's it, I don't want anything, I have a great library 1534 01:36:34,298 --> 01:36:35,755 a beautiful library. 1535 01:36:37,412 --> 01:36:39,961 - And now? - It doesn't mean a thing. 1536 01:36:41,089 --> 01:36:43,541 Because you can't concentrate? 1537 01:36:44,921 --> 01:36:46,034 Since when can't you... 1538 01:36:46,254 --> 01:36:51,076 Oh, for some time, I said the new paint... 1539 01:36:52,962 --> 01:36:55,746 You go to shows, see friends? 1540 01:36:55,961 --> 01:36:59,124 I used to go to shows a great deal before! 1541 01:37:00,848 --> 01:37:01,934 Recently... 1542 01:37:02,002 --> 01:37:05,580 I'm very impatient you can see that, I'm nervous here! 1543 01:37:06,334 --> 01:37:09,368 Nervous because you're in hospital, being filmed? 1544 01:37:09,584 --> 01:37:11,206 Perhaps because of that too! 1545 01:37:13,709 --> 01:37:15,864 But I'm nervous at home! 1546 01:37:16,916 --> 01:37:21,537 What bothers you most is not sleeping at night 1547 01:37:21,749 --> 01:37:24,153 and suddenly today 1548 01:37:25,498 --> 01:37:27,156 you wanted to kill yourself. 1549 01:37:27,373 --> 01:37:29,576 I walk all night. 1550 01:37:32,081 --> 01:37:35,908 Don't you take anything? You told your doctor? 1551 01:37:36,121 --> 01:37:40,577 He gave me Temesta, that made me sleep! 1552 01:37:40,953 --> 01:37:42,860 - It was good? - Yes. 1553 01:37:46,661 --> 01:37:51,117 Your doctor wants you admitted 1554 01:37:51,952 --> 01:37:56,075 but there's no free bed in a men's ward, we'll look elsewhere. 1555 01:37:56,285 --> 01:37:58,440 You'll put me elsewhere? 1556 01:37:58,868 --> 01:37:59,981 Where? 1557 01:38:00,200 --> 01:38:04,193 In a general hospital, St. Antoine, La Salpêtrière... 1558 01:38:04,533 --> 01:38:06,571 Or somewhere else. 1559 01:38:06,783 --> 01:38:11,404 Do you agree to go to a psychiatric hospital? 1560 01:38:13,387 --> 01:38:14,530 No. 1561 01:38:14,823 --> 01:38:18,686 So I'll try to find a bed 1562 01:38:18,905 --> 01:38:21,311 in a general hospital 1563 01:38:22,363 --> 01:38:26,440 and then we'll see, so wait for me here. 1564 01:38:26,863 --> 01:38:30,026 You stay there, I'll go and see. 1565 01:38:30,273 --> 01:38:31,353 Is it over? 1566 01:38:34,030 --> 01:38:35,525 I need to stand up! 1567 01:38:42,754 --> 01:38:44,214 Doctors, good Lord! 1568 01:38:51,144 --> 01:38:52,888 My God... 1569 01:39:29,671 --> 01:39:31,499 I took an anti-depressive 1570 01:39:31,725 --> 01:39:35,213 it's always the same when you're sick, you see a doctor... 1571 01:39:35,807 --> 01:39:37,801 You're going to see a psychiatrist, eh? 1572 01:39:49,170 --> 01:39:53,160 I say, am I going to see a doctor there? 1573 01:39:53,170 --> 01:39:54,623 We must get the file. 1574 01:39:54,624 --> 01:39:57,500 I want to see a doctor, I need something to sleep tonight. 1575 01:39:57,621 --> 01:40:01,140 I prescribed it, I'm the doctor! I prescribed it 1576 01:40:01,263 --> 01:40:02,517 it's written down. 1577 01:40:05,402 --> 01:40:07,728 If you can't sleep... 1578 01:40:07,948 --> 01:40:09,989 If you can't sleep, call me. 1579 01:40:10,661 --> 01:40:11,908 I don't sleep. 1580 01:40:14,418 --> 01:40:16,293 Is there a room for this man? 1581 01:40:16,505 --> 01:40:18,914 I'll fetch it right away... 1582 01:40:21,055 --> 01:40:24,176 What was I saying... if not I'll disturb everyone. 1583 01:40:24,728 --> 01:40:26,188 I'll walk about. 1584 01:40:26,398 --> 01:40:30,778 I gave you something for sleeping, you'll sleep. 1585 01:40:30,989 --> 01:40:34,408 If not, you call me, I'll give you something else. 1586 01:40:34,433 --> 01:40:35,617 What's your name? 1587 01:40:35,642 --> 01:40:37,790 I'm there, at the hospital. 1588 01:40:38,920 --> 01:40:40,546 I'm at the hospital you call me. 1589 01:40:40,756 --> 01:40:41,788 But your name? 1590 01:40:42,009 --> 01:40:43,884 By phone, by the bip... 1591 01:40:48,479 --> 01:40:49,939 Don't worry. 1592 01:40:51,317 --> 01:40:55,484 You're very optimistic madam, very... 1593 01:40:56,159 --> 01:40:57,785 We'll see what we can do. 1594 01:40:59,289 --> 01:41:01,961 You'd do better to give me potassium cyanide. 1595 01:41:11,562 --> 01:41:14,334 Don't forget my sleeping pills! 1596 01:41:16,404 --> 01:41:20,241 I'll disturb everyone, as I can't sleep at night. 1597 01:42:49,194 --> 01:42:51,652 A card... merely for a resident's card? 1598 01:42:53,118 --> 01:42:54,400 He wouldn't have jumped. 1599 01:42:54,746 --> 01:42:57,535 So you helped the public attorney to tell him to say... 1600 01:42:57,752 --> 01:43:00,755 The attorney is smart! 1601 01:43:02,343 --> 01:43:05,762 A foreigner with residency problems, might be deported 1602 01:43:07,101 --> 01:43:09,642 that's why he went up on the roof. 1603 01:43:09,857 --> 01:43:11,186 But it wasn't delirium was it? 1604 01:43:11,401 --> 01:43:14,523 Well yes, the police said some days ago 1605 01:43:14,740 --> 01:43:18,028 he set fire to the depot 1606 01:43:18,539 --> 01:43:20,200 in a similar situation 1607 01:43:20,417 --> 01:43:24,288 and they say he hears voices! I found it a little... 1608 01:43:25,092 --> 01:43:26,504 Where's he going now? 1609 01:43:26,720 --> 01:43:30,721 He's with the attorney, he talked to him... 1610 01:43:30,936 --> 01:43:32,348 To no avail. 1611 01:43:32,939 --> 01:43:36,109 I was there, I asked if he wanted me to see him, he said no. 1612 01:43:36,320 --> 01:43:41,366 Fine, I think that's right. Let's not use psychiatry needlessly. 1613 01:43:42,791 --> 01:43:46,542 Psychiatrists should be called, not they go first. 1614 01:43:46,881 --> 01:43:51,132 It only required 2 minutes of logical discussion 1615 01:43:51,347 --> 01:43:54,553 to sort out the situation. 1616 01:44:52,290 --> 01:44:54,783 Can you tell us what's going on? 1617 01:45:12,367 --> 01:45:15,205 Can we call a member of your family? 114224