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Sahir?

Fuck!

Sahir?

Five.

Eight.

13.

21.

34.

55.

89.

Don't leave me.

Don't leave me.

One...

One...

Don't leave me.

Two...

- Don't leave me. - Three.

Five.

Where the hell were you?

- Are you OK? - I'm fine?

What do you mean "I'm fine."? You crashed the bike.

- Do you have something that I can wear? - Yeah, come on.

Is it warm?

We left the bike.

But it's OK. My nephew can handle it.

- Tell them to be careful. - It's his job.

It's crowded even at this hour.

They don't sleep.

They don't fucking rest.

- Are you talking about the traffic? - About the tragedy.

Turn the siren on. Let's go.

Alright!

Wow!

Savas...

Wow. Legend.

He was handsome.

His left foot was something special. Did you look at Savas?

Talk to Aylin about what I told you.

Tell her to look into the CCTV footage from the bridge. Who is the jumper?

I don't know how Aylin cannot know about this.

Who told you?

They called me.

Called you?

Oh, wait...

I forgot it in all the hassle.

Here.

I've found it.

Where did you find it?

At the pub's toilet.

- Which pub? - The one at Taksim.

How did they call you if you didn't have it?

From a pay phone. Enough with the questions.

- I'm OK, Aylin. - I was worried sick.

What's wrong?

Ismail will be there. He'll explain.

I can come to you, if you're there.

No need.

What she's saying?

Keys.

Do you want something?

Are you hungry?

Can you identify the jumper?

Will you be able to recognize her face?

OK, I'll talk to Aylin, then we can go from there.

- OK, thank you. - OK.

Bye.

DORMITORY

- You said you wouldn't come. - I'm here.

I can see that, but you said you wouldn't.

Do you want me to leave?

I'll take your clothes.

You're wet. Why didn't you go home?

I found a vulnerability in the system ship company uses.

Their security system isn't up-to-date.

I found it when I applied the algorithm I told you about.

Not now, Uygar.

You look pale. Are you sick?

I have to think.

We need to talk.

Morning.

There was a jumper call, I went there but they opened fire.

What do you mean?

Some people shot at me.

Who?

I didn't see.

The jumper?

She ran away.

- How. - She just ran away.

You look OK.

That's nothing.

The phone they used to call me to the scene was Ekin's.

Did you take any drug?

Who has Ekin's phone?

It's at my home.

- How? - Right?

Your girl, Aylin can find out from your phone.

- They didn't call my phone. - Whose phone they called?

They put another phone in my pocket.

- Where is it? - At the bottom of the river.

I can't understand it.

Understand what?

No one knows Ekin other than you.

- Someone has found me or... - Or no one called you.

What do you mean?

Maybe there was no such phone.

What do you mean?

The mind that shows you your dead wife,

can create a phone she never had.

How did I learn about the suicide, then?

Maybe it was before.

You create a trap in your head, then you walk into it.

You know I'm right.

- Not this time. - Why?

"I lost the girl. They called me from my dead wife's phone."

Do you hear yourself?

You get mad at me when I ask you if you take drug or not.

- I didn't. - Did you have any drink?

See? You might have made it all up.

What's this, then?

I found it in the jumper's pocket.

A watch without its hour hand. What does it mean?

It's a watch without the hour hand. So what?

Son, you know that Ekin is dead, right?

Better than everyone.

Did you have a nightmare?

- What time is it? - 8:22.

Didn't you sleep?

I did.

I've found a vulnerability in the ship company's system.

You know, I said Emre...

Your old friend. You went to meet him.

He said that my father was alive.

Your father is dead.

He said he wasn't.

People who die are dead.

I know...

Where are you going?

You won't eat that?

No, you can take it.

Some days, I want to die when no one wants to.

I get so bored.

What are you doing? He's not finished.

Bring me a tea.

Hi.

I called Aylin. She didn't answer.

She texted me early in the morning.

She couldn't find anything.

- From where? - Insta.

- Sent me a DM. - Alright, then.

Whose it is?

Where is the hour hand?

I don't know.

Wow.

My grandmother used to tell me a story.

Hour hand and minute hand were in love

and they were trapped in there.

They would wait for one hour and five minutes to see each other,

even for just one minute.

It's suffering.

Both for the teller and the listener.

So, he's free.

Right.

Kerim?

Here.

- Let's go. - Where to?

We got things to do.

I saw Emre for the first time since my father has died.

You said they got him.

He got away somehow.

Your father is alive.

They don't have Emre. All the things we know are wrong.

- Where is your father? - He doesn't know.

He knows that your dad's alive, but he doesn't know where he is.

Half information is worse than no information.

I thought no one knew that he was your father.

Everyone thought your aunt is your mom, and her husband is you dad.

Emre was Dad's best student. He knows.

Why didn't he call you, all these years?

You can never be sure when it's about Orhan Erkan.

When will you call Emre?

I can't. He'll call me.

If we try to find you dad, they'll know that you're Orhan's daughter.

We have to go.

- We have to go or we'll die. - Uygar.

Uygar! Look at me. Calm down.

We won't go anywhere.

If they saw me, they could find us, wherever we go.

If they didn't see, there is no need.

We'll wait to die.

It's OK to die, my sister is dead. If she can die, I can, too.

Look at me. Calm down.

- OK. - Come here.

My sister committed suicide.

She killed herself.

OK. Calm down.

Where are we going?

Just drive.

OK, but where are we going?

North.

We're going to the clinic. We'll see Aylin.

Can I turn the siren on?

You just can't drive without it, can you?

You know, my eyes...

I told you I was a color blind. Greens and reds are all mixed up.

But you said "You'll drive an ambulance. Traffic lights don't apply to you."

How is your mom?

I called her yesterday. We talked.

I couldn't sleep.

You know,

we save lives and everything,

but who do we think we are?

Don't get me wrong, but are we gods?

I mean...

I can't even save my mom...

There is no cure for death.

Only for suicide.

OK, turn it on.

Emre gave me a watch. There is a code in it.

I would find where my father is if I could crack the code.

- What code? - I don't know.

Where is the watch?

The man at the bridge took it.

Who is that man? Did he see you?

We are going to die.

I have an exam in the summer. I can't die. I worked hard for it.

- You said to me, people with Asperger's... - Are you done?

Who is the man?

I got the license plate of the ambulance he got in.

- Can you look it up? - What?

Can you find them from the license plate?

You check the ambulance. I'll go to the school.

- I'll see you in the evening. - Don't leave me alone.

Being afraid won't change the result. It only sabotages us.

You know that.

Some parts of Istanbul were back in '90's yesterday.

Electronics didn't work.

It's weird.

I asked Ismail, but he doesn't know how did they call you.

Aylin, can you leave us?

It's forbidden.

I respect you saying that over and over again.

- But you don't respect the rule. - No.

What are you hiding from me?

- Why were you at the bridge? - There was a call.

- Why there is no record of it? - I don't know.

Why did they call me in the morning?

Who are they?

Men in suits.

Who did you annoy?

No one.

But some people are annoying me.

- Do you know that we are an institution? - What do you want from me?

Don't stand out.

You can't do what you like.

Do you have to say the same thing every morning?

This talks are your lucky charm?

Is this really a profession?

Someone who talks people out of suicide.

It's not, right?

This is an experiment.

They are looking for an excuse to shut us down.

That's what I'm saying.

You need to be more careful.

You are one of the smartest people I know.

Is it that hard to understand?

Sometimes, I think that you only talk to me because you want to talk to me.

If it's like that, you don't have to nag.

We can go for a coffee.

Do as I say, Sahir.

Don't hide anything.

- You're getting more and more like Besir. - What?

Be...

Don't you know him?

Besir. The guy who got tuberculosis from waiting.

Where did you find my phone?

At the pub. Karakoy.

Sıska or Iska...

- At the pub. - Was it on or did you turn it on?

- What? - The pub.

- Was it open? - The pub...

- The phone, was it on? - Yes.

- Did you find me from the signal? - There was no signal.

We saw you in the CCTV footage.

It was on. There should've been a signal.

- If it was under water... - Did you find it under water?

No.

OK.

Don't you know Besir's story?

Hello, Uygar. Were you able to find anything?

I got things to do, but I'll be there.

I'll be there, Uygar.

I don't know when.

OK.

Take it...

Do it like this.

Do you have something?

It's shellac.

It's the same for centuries.

I'm talking about the caller.

How can I know that?

I can't even send pictures.

I thought you'd look into it.

You know what I think.

Why are you doing this?

What?

I'm protecting you from yourself.

Help me, if you want to protect me.

What do you want me to do?

Talk to your old friends.

Maybe they know something.

I don't talk to them anymore.

They wouldn't say anything.

Let's not involve them. Let's stay put.

Trust me.

- Trust you and do what? - Forget about it.

It was a crazy night.

Don't trust your mind, trust me.

"Don't trust your mind, trust me."

Nice. I like it.

You do your woodwork.

Bye.

Do you want a watch?

Take a look at them. They are cool.

Brand new.

I can give you a discount.

Come on.

- Where? - Buyuk Postane Street. At the café.

40 years old, gun to his head.

He cleared the place.

He shot her girlfriend and then ate his dinner.

He has a gun. The cops are there.

- Did the girl die? - No, she's injured, but it's not critical.

Five minutes.

The girl is 15 years younger than the man.

He is in the textile business.

Married. His wife and children are on their way.

Tell the cops to stop them. They shouldn't be here.

Wait! We'll go in.

Wait until I come out. Or we'll lose him.

We can't protect you in there.

You have protected me enough.

Can I have a cheese toast?

Holy... Is that a gun?

Get out.

Is Turan not here?

I said get out!

I won't until I eat my cheese toast.

I have hypoglycemia.

I get super hungry.

Fuck you! Get out!

Young people these days...

Don't you have any shame?

Are you going to kill yourself?

Writing a letter, holding a gun...

My writing went bad, too.

My handwriting looks like a primary school students.

Technology is great, but not always.

Look at me.

One more or one less.

It doesn't matter for me. I'll kill you.

Get out!

Your writing goes good and then bad.

Good and bad...

So, you're undecided.

You won't do it.

You said one more,

but it won't be more.

- Your girlfriend isn't dead. - Who the fuck are you?

Who are you?

They were talking out there,

and I put the pieces together when I saw you.

I'm like that. I watch many series.

I can guess the ending from the first scene.

And I'm usually right.

They were talking outside.

"He shot his girlfriend, she isn't dead."

I understand what this is when I see you.

OK? That's it.

Don't kill yourself for nothing.

And don't bother.

Don't make me kill you. Get out.

You have two minutes. We are coming in.

You heard it. Two minutes.

Two minutes is a lot in basketball,

but it's nothing in this business.

It's enough for me.

You're right.

You know why? Women are getting weirder.

Really. I had a girlfriend.

I was madly in love with her.

"Let's go there." "Right away."

"Let's do this." "Of course."

"My love, my everything..." I was like that.

One time, she was sleeping and I decided to look into her phone.

Don't get me wrong, I'd never do that. And I don't like it.

Look at that.

Look at that cheese. This is beautiful.

Look at that!

Take a bite. Then you can kill yourself.

Fuck you and your toast. Get out.

Oh, you want to hear the story.

OK. I'll tell. But you have one and a half minute.

I'll be quick. Listen to me.

I opened the phone.

It was unbelievable.

"Hi!" to someone. "Hello." to another.

"My love." to someone else.

It was like a mind field.

She was talking to everyone.

What did you do?

I did what you are doing.

I got mad.

Decided to kill her.

I wanted to end it.

But then I thought,

they are all like her.

At least she was a decent girl.

Are you a pimp?

What?

Why it makes me a pimp,

if she fucks someone else?

It's her problem.

Women are like that.

She fucks if she wants to.

Just like that.

You close your eyes for a second, and she fucks someone else.

You should've killed her.

What would happen then?

She would be dead.

I would be in prison.

But the anger in you stays.

You will walk back and forth in prison.

You'd eat the bars because of the anger.

Bitch, she cheated on me with an asshole!

Wait a second. Easy.

- Let me finish. - I will end it here.

Come on, get out.

- Get out! - You're making it personal.

Why did you say that?

Let me tell you something.

You know, "cheating" is the wrong word. I don't like it.

Why? Because no one wants to be cheated on.

It makes you mad.

That's why.

It's better to say "She's involved with someone else."

That's the best thing to say. Why?

That makes it not about you or me.

It's her problem.

What do you mean it's her problem?

Stop yelling!

Why are you yelling?

You're a grown up man.

They'll give you gas in ten seconds. You'll have a terrible headache.

Pull yourself together.

Drop the gun.

I loved her.

Your loving heart will stop if you kill yourself.

Your heart is innocent.

You said it to love, and it loved.

You are going to kill it before its time is over.

She isn't dead?

No, she is not dead.

She's fine. Drop the gun.

I said I still love you.

- It's over. - It can't be over like this.

It's over.

Wait. Just wait for a second.

Wait a second.

Sahir, the girl didn't cheat. I've gone through her e-mails.

She set up a date for her niece.

Her cousin is married.

Her name is Gül.

I wasn't expecting that.

Do you know Gül? Your girls cousin.

What?

The guy you thought your girlfriends lover,

is actually Gül's boyfriend.

She couldn't say anything so that her husband didn't find out.

- What? - See?

She's solid.

She's hard to kill and can keep a secret.

You're lying.

How can I know all these? I'm just saying it.

- What have I done? - Dad?

- You take the gun! - OK.

It's OK.

It's alright.

I told them many times, not to bring the family.

It's OK. It's not your fault.

You were great. You didn't let him think.

I couldn't do it without you.

The information you gave saved him.

Or else he'd kill himself.

Let me buy you something.

What?

A patty.

Where is Ismail?

I didn't want to call him. Let him sleep.

He won't be sleeping. He must be at Can's.

There isn't any footage of the bridge.

The cameras turned off before you went there.

I was about the check the surrounding area when I got the call.

We have to find the caller. I think he knows the girl.

How did he sound?

How can you drink with a straw?

Those things you said...

You know, women fuck whoever they want...

I get it, you want to get close to him,

but you were a bit harsh, don't you think?

Are you OK?

Are you OK?

You wandered off.

He can't handle her, that's why.

Women are different now.

They make their own money. They can support themselves.

They fuck, have power, don't need no one,

don't answer to no one.

But men don't like that.

They can't see their moms, sisters.

When it's like that...

What about you?

I don't have sister. And I don't like my mom.

It's the first time we talk about these things.

Stay here. I have to take care of something.

Come here!

- What are you doing? - Who are you?

What are you doing?

- Why did you gave me the phone? - I didn't do anything.

- You didn't? - What phone?

What's this?

Are you a dealer?

No, I'm not.

- You're not? - No.

I'm sorry. Let me call the police.

- You can tell it to them. - Please...

Please don't do it.

Please, don't call them. OK.

- OK, I'll talk. - Go on.

His name is Ali.

He has a moustache.

He gave me money. I don't know him.

OK, Ali, moustache. What else? Or I'll call.

Don't do it. I'll talk.

A guy gave me money.

They told me to put the phone in your pocket.

I know nothing else. I don't even know him.

Please don't do it.

There's a café. Yılmaz's.

He found me there. I'd never seen him.

I swear.

Yılmaz's.

Where is it?

In the bazaar.

- Should I believe you? - I swear.

Please, don't do it.

- Do you have anything else? - No, I swear.

- Really? - Yes. You can search me.

Fuck off.

Think about your parents.

What do you mean the ambulance isn't registered?

Maybe it's registered to the police.

So, he's a cop.

- He may even be a grocer. - What?

It's all possible.

If we can't find the watch, will you look for Emre?

I can't find him.

We have to wait for him to find me.

It's weird.

Yeah.

To think that he might be alive...

Do you think he's thinking about me right now?

I didn't say that.

What did you say?

We talked about this.

I was sure that you don't like your dad, but now...

How old were you when he said to you that he was your real father?

- 13. - Where did he say it?

- At school. - Why not at home? It's crowded.

He was there only for two hours.

He told me that and left.

Where did he go?

To where he came from.

He was in Europe.

It was his habit.

He'd came late, he'd stay less than he said.

Weren't you mad? They lied to you about your parents.

They gave you to a different family.

- I wasn't. - Why?

I didn't understand it at first. I accepted it.

I thought he was doing this to protect me.

When I understood how angry I was, they were already dead.

But your father might be alive.

Are you leaving?

The ship company's system...

Come on.

Go get it.

Good boy, give it.

Come on...

What's up with the dog?

Someone left it at the back.

Just what we needed.

Give it to me.

I found the guy who put the phone in my pocket.

How?

He works in a pub.

He doesn't know anything.

He said he did it?

Come on boy, go get it.

- It's a she. - What?

The dog. It's a she.

As long as it's healthy. Come on girl, go get it.

Why are you acting like you don't know me?

Have you ever seen me giving up?

You're like a son to me.

I'm scared.

From my death?

What?

Me being alive, doesn't scare you.

My death would be easier for you.

Just as I'm about to say "He looks fine."

He will finally pull himself together.

"Maybe we'll go on a road trip to south this summer."

But you...

- To south? - Yes.

To Adrasan or Kas.

We'll watch the sea.

Don't you dream?

Don't you think about these stuff when you're alone?

I do.

But not about going to south.

Where do you want to go?

North.

What are you doing?

I'm walking.

What are you doing here at this hour?

I can't shit.

You took drugs, didn't you?

And locked yourself in.

- But I threw up. - Good!

Maybe this will teach you something.

- What did you take? - Some stuff.

- Did you go in there with an encyclopedia? - Yeah.

I'm learning about the flamencos.

Why are they so trendy?

You...

It's curiosity keeping you alive.

Really.

You can't die until you learn everything.

What I don't understand is

why they don't call me?

"We were too close to the hospital." What's that even mean?

OK, Aylin doesn't call me? But Sahir?

They went...

Why didn't they call me?

Do you dream?

What?

Do you dream about something?

No.

You can sleep like that?

I get tired.

Do you have dreams?

To sleep easily.

Sahir.

They can't repair the bike.

Leave it.

I like it that way.

The way it is.

Just like I love you.

You don't have to fix everything.

INCOMING CALL - EKIN

INCOMING CALL - SAHIR

I'm giving you the address.

Who are you?

Ali Nihat Tarlan Street, 38/7.

Hello?

- Good morning. - Morning.

SUICIDE ATTEMPT AT THE RESTAURANT

Hello?

I'm giving you the address.

Emre, is that you?

Ali Nihat Tarlan Street, 38/7.

Aylin?

- There is a suicide. - Where?

Ali Nihat Tarlan Street, 38/7.

Hello, Sahir?

Hello?