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- Hopelessness.
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Sometimes we get into situations
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where every decision has consequences.
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We get so deep into life
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that it's impossible to move
forward without looking back.
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So what should you do?
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What should I do?
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Honestly, I don't know.
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Maybe just take a step
back and weigh the options.
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That's exactly what I intended tonight.
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It's time to re-evaluate my life
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and the decisions that got me here.
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Is it still possible to find happiness,
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or did I ruin my journey?
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If it's ruined, then why
go on, what's the point?
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I figured one night alone
can help me find some clarity
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from the two questions that
burn continuously in my mind.
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What is the right choice?
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Is there a right choice?
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Will these two questions
haunt me until my dying day,
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or can I make a drastic
change for the better?
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Maybe I should keep it all inside
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and let nature take its course.
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I don't know the answers, but
I realized one thing tonight.
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Change can begin with something
as simple as a conversation?
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(thoughtful piano music)
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♫ Take your time
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♫ Let's think things through
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♫ Wandering eyes
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♫ Through a web of lies it's done
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♫ And you wanna feel special
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♫ You wanna look pretty
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♫ Your dreams are much more
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♫ Than this life that you're living
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♫ When everything's spinning out
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♫ You just want it to stay still
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♫ Here I am, and here I stand
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♫ Like a shooting star
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♫ Shines right through my heart
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- Oh, fuck.
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- Hey.
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Any good ones yet?
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- A few.
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Doesn't really get going
for another hour or so.
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- Oh, good.
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I was hoping I hadn't missed anything.
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Do you mind?
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Am I disturbing, or?
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- Feel free.
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- This your first meteor shower?
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- No, I used to come to
this one all the time.
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It's been a few years.
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When it gets going, you'll
see about 80 to 100 an hour.
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- Fantastic.
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I'm a meteor shower virgin, so...
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But I've always wanted to see one.
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(low music from radio)
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- You know, every time
you look at your phone,
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your eyes have to
readjust to the night sky.
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It's gonna make it hard
to see the meteors.
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- Oh, thanks.
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I thought I was the only
person who liked Adam's Attic.
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- Oh, not at all.
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I've always been a fan of their music.
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Seen them in concert twice,
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House of Blues,
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and last year at the Seafood Festival.
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- I was at Seafood Fest too!
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Small world.
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This is quite the set-up
that you have here.
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The mattress, telescope,
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blankets, love songs.
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Are you sure we're alone?
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Are you expecting someone?
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- No, my wife was supposed to come.
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- Oh.
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What happened?
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- She just couldn't make it.
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- Well, since we're both here,
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I might as well introduce myself.
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I'm Nicole.
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- Adam Foret.
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- Pleasure.
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- Do you, do you work at the hospital?
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- Yeah.
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OB department.
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Just got done with my shift, so...
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I read about the meteor shower
on Facebook and thought,
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now's my chance.
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So, here I am.
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What about you, what do you do?
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- What do you think I do?
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- Um.
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- [Adam] If you had to guess.
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- Don't know.
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Are you an insurance salesman?
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That would be a no.
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- Not even close, actually.
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- Okay, um,
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astronomer?
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- Cold.
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- [Nicole] Do you own a subway?
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- No.
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- Oil rig operator?
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Shrimper?
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Do you work for PETA?
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- I'm a police officer.
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- Really?
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You're lying.
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- Why do you think I'm lying?
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- Well, no offense, but
police officers don't
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go to watch meteor showers
and listen to love songs.
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They're too macho for that.
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- Hey, thanks a lot.
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- I mean, first impressions and all,
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I'm sure you're very macho.
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Okay, mister police officer, prove it.
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(laughing)
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No, you are a police officer.
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And a captain, is that high up?
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- Yeah.
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I'm in charge of a patrol district.
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- Impressive.
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Foret.
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Is that French?
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- Yes ma'am.
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I'm originally for the Lafayette area,
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moved down to New Orleans,
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figured I'd get more experience faster.
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Based on your accent, I
figure you're from England?
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- Originally I'm from outside of London,
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in Finsborough Park.
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But I moved here when I was 14, so.
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Have you ever been?
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- No.
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I'd love to go.
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I love all the history.
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- You should.
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- I'd like to see it.
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Finsborough Park.
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Is that where Kate Beckinsale's from?
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- Yes.
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Yes she is.
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Do you fancy her?
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- Not really.
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- Come on.
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- Yeah, probably wouldn't
kick her out of bed.
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- So what brought you to Louisiana?
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- LSU.
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- At 14?
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- My father was offered
the dean's position
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at the university and he took it.
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My mum teaches literature, so,
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I got a free education,
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and then graduated,
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worked at Baton Rouge General,
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and now I'm the charge nurse
at Cresent City Hospital.
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The rest is history.
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- Excellent.
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Your parents still in Baton Rouge?
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- No.
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They moved back to London
after my father retired, so.
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I miss them terribly.
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- Do you visit them much?
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- They've been gone for three
years and I've visited twice,
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so not too much.
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Maybe someday I'll move back.
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- That's understandable.
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- What about your parents?
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- They're retired.
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Live up in a small town called Opelousas.
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- Opelousas, where's that?
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- Oh it's just up the road,
maybe 30 minutes from Lafayette.
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- Are you close?
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- Not really.
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- Do you have trouble
expressing your feelings?
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- Not at all.
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I do have trouble expressing my feelings
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to a complete stranger.
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Don't you?
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- No.
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What do you wanna know about me?
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Adam?
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You okay?
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- Yeah I'm fine, just don't wanna...
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- It's all right.
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I'll start.
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I'm a Scorpio.
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I was born November 3rd, 1982.
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I've been a registered
nurse for seven years now.
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Never been married.
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That's me.
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And you?
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Adam?
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- What's the point of this?
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- What?
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- What's the point of this,
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asking me always these questions?
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- I'm just trying to have
a friendly conversation.
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- Why?
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What, for an hour or two?
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- Look.
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If you'd rather be alone,
I'll leave you to it.
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- I think I'd rather be alone.
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- All right then.
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It was nice to meet you.
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- Wait up.
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Wait.
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I'm sorry for being rude,
I'm just not used to this.
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- Used to what?
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- I did wanna be alone,
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but honestly, I think my
mind could use a break.
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- Okay.
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Just a bad night?
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- You could say that.
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- You really hate opening up, don't you?
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Are you always like
this, with your friends?
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- Not really.
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Talking to them is different
than talking to you.
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- Why, because I'm a woman?
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You know, you should
have some lady friends.
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It's like having a cheat sheet.
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- Yeah, well it starts out
cool, but it always ends badly.
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- Oh, I see.
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You've been hurt.
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- You think you've got me
all figured out, don't you?
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- I just call it like I see it.
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- So, why the maternity ward?
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- Well that's simple.
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It's the miracle of life.
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No, really!
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Even in this fucked-up world,
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I get to see the most pure and
innocent thing in the world.
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- And the most disgusting.
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Pain, blood, amniotic.
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- Please.
- Placenta, umbilical.
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Absolutely beautiful.
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- There's that sarcasm.
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No, truly.
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After a while, you don't see those things.
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You just see this tiny little
person entering the world,
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and all the possibilities that it brings.
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- Roger that.
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- It's amazing.
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- Did you wanna have
kids, or do you have kids?
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- No.
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No kids.
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I can't have kids, so.
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- Oh I'm sorry, Nicole.
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- It's all right.
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I just focus on the things I can control.
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- Great attitude.
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I mean, there's always adoption.
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- I thought about adoption,
but I don't think so.
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I wanted kids for a while, but,
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I don't think that's my path.
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I rather like being alone.
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- That's understandable.
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So,
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not married, no kids.
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What do you do with all that spare time?
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- Whatever I want.
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No, I love to travel.
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I spend time with my girlfriends.
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I love driving and just not
knowing where you're going.
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And I read, and I love movies.
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- I love movies, I can
talk about some movies.
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- Really?
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- [Adam] Yeah, what's your favorite?
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- I don't know, there's so many.
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- Well, what movies can
you watch over and over
274
00:20:17,966 --> 00:20:19,709
and they never get old.
275
00:20:19,709 --> 00:20:21,405
- I don't...
276
00:20:21,405 --> 00:20:22,238
Hmm.
277
00:20:23,182 --> 00:20:24,546
Shawshank Redemption.
278
00:20:24,546 --> 00:20:25,379
- Right.
279
00:20:25,379 --> 00:20:26,960
- And Green Mile.
280
00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:29,050
- Classic rainy day movies.
281
00:20:29,050 --> 00:20:32,345
- I love inspirational movies.
282
00:20:32,345 --> 00:20:34,262
Breakfast At Tiffany's.
283
00:20:35,985 --> 00:20:37,298
Pretty Woman.
284
00:20:37,298 --> 00:20:38,881
The Breakfast Club.
285
00:20:39,912 --> 00:20:41,480
P.S. I Love You.
286
00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:43,081
- Oh God.
287
00:20:43,081 --> 00:20:44,831
- Also, The Notebook.
288
00:20:47,530 --> 00:20:50,585
Ryan Gosling, he's so good.
289
00:20:50,585 --> 00:20:52,654
Bridges of Madison County.
290
00:20:52,654 --> 00:20:53,487
What?
291
00:20:53,487 --> 00:20:55,176
- This is girls and their tearjerkers.
292
00:20:55,176 --> 00:20:56,841
- You don't like a good tearjerker?
293
00:20:56,841 --> 00:20:58,887
- Do I like a good tearjerker?
294
00:20:58,887 --> 00:21:00,137
That'd be a no.
295
00:21:01,324 --> 00:21:03,989
- So you don't like to cry in films.
296
00:21:03,989 --> 00:21:04,989
- Nope.
297
00:21:04,989 --> 00:21:07,220
- A movie's never made you cry before.
298
00:21:07,220 --> 00:21:08,887
- I didn't say that.
299
00:21:09,942 --> 00:21:10,944
- Oh!
300
00:21:10,944 --> 00:21:14,444
So, so what film made you cry like a girl?
301
00:21:15,929 --> 00:21:19,679
- The ones you'd expect,
like The Green Mile,
302
00:21:20,880 --> 00:21:22,197
Meet Joe Black,
303
00:21:22,197 --> 00:21:24,416
Backdraft, The Lion King,
304
00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:25,480
Click.
305
00:21:25,480 --> 00:21:26,313
- Click?
306
00:21:26,313 --> 00:21:27,699
Come on, Click?
307
00:21:27,699 --> 00:21:28,532
- Uh, yeah.
308
00:21:28,532 --> 00:21:30,659
At the end, when he's
coming out of the hospital
309
00:21:30,659 --> 00:21:31,848
and he knows he's gonna die
310
00:21:31,848 --> 00:21:35,768
and he's gotta see his son and
daughter for the last time.
311
00:21:35,768 --> 00:21:37,851
Running through the rain.
312
00:21:41,812 --> 00:21:44,017
It's some sad shit.
313
00:21:44,017 --> 00:21:46,065
You didn't think so.
314
00:21:46,065 --> 00:21:49,815
- There are many others
that are much sadder.
315
00:21:51,173 --> 00:21:54,791
But no, maybe you empathize,
being a man and all,
316
00:21:54,791 --> 00:21:58,291
it's easier to identify with Adam Sandler.
317
00:22:02,832 --> 00:22:04,266
No, Click, Click.
318
00:22:04,266 --> 00:22:06,146
Click is your favorite film.
319
00:22:06,146 --> 00:22:07,984
- No, it's not my favorite movie.
320
00:22:07,984 --> 00:22:10,064
- Oh, what's your favorite then?
321
00:22:10,064 --> 00:22:12,354
- Like you, there's a lot, but,
322
00:22:12,354 --> 00:22:14,104
if I had to pick one,
323
00:22:16,562 --> 00:22:18,812
it'd have to be The Matrix.
324
00:22:19,995 --> 00:22:21,290
- Really?
325
00:22:21,290 --> 00:22:22,835
- Uh huh.
326
00:22:22,835 --> 00:22:24,067
- It's not the best trilogy.
327
00:22:24,067 --> 00:22:26,442
- No no, not the trilogy,
just the first one.
328
00:22:26,442 --> 00:22:30,173
Two and three are okay,
but that first one was,
329
00:22:30,173 --> 00:22:31,756
a bit of fantastic.
330
00:22:32,617 --> 00:22:34,867
(laughing)
331
00:22:36,226 --> 00:22:39,077
- It's a good movie, but,
332
00:22:39,077 --> 00:22:41,669
I don't get it, men and The Matrix.
333
00:22:41,669 --> 00:22:44,725
- I can't speak for all men, but
334
00:22:44,725 --> 00:22:48,869
I just identified with the main character.
335
00:22:48,869 --> 00:22:52,536
I get how your life can
feel like a routine.
336
00:22:55,525 --> 00:22:57,525
It's not going anywhere.
337
00:22:59,707 --> 00:23:03,675
I just like the idea that there's
something bigger out there
338
00:23:03,675 --> 00:23:07,842
that we don't know about,
and don't understand.
339
00:23:08,143 --> 00:23:11,111
- And what might that bigger thing be?
340
00:23:11,111 --> 00:23:13,069
(phone beeps)
341
00:23:13,069 --> 00:23:14,494
- You gonna get that?
342
00:23:14,494 --> 00:23:15,917
- No, it's not important.
343
00:23:15,917 --> 00:23:17,645
Answer the question.
344
00:23:17,645 --> 00:23:19,533
- What was the question?
345
00:23:19,533 --> 00:23:23,041
- What might that bigger thing be?
346
00:23:23,041 --> 00:23:24,291
- I don't know.
347
00:23:26,582 --> 00:23:30,415
Guess God'll show me
when I'm ready to see it.
348
00:23:47,429 --> 00:23:48,988
- Adam.
349
00:23:48,988 --> 00:23:50,300
- Yeah?
350
00:23:50,300 --> 00:23:53,550
- What happened with your wife tonight?
351
00:23:55,256 --> 00:23:58,339
- Nothing that ain't happened before.
352
00:23:59,818 --> 00:24:00,818
- Like what?
353
00:24:01,706 --> 00:24:03,123
- It was nothing.
354
00:24:06,348 --> 00:24:08,727
- This is infuriating!
355
00:24:08,727 --> 00:24:11,081
I am going to get you to open up.
356
00:24:11,081 --> 00:24:12,627
It's now my mission.
357
00:24:12,627 --> 00:24:15,139
- Good luck with that.
358
00:24:15,139 --> 00:24:18,180
- I don't need luck, I'm a professional,
359
00:24:18,180 --> 00:24:21,459
and I have an excellent bedside manner.
360
00:24:21,459 --> 00:24:24,092
- I love the optimism, by the way.
361
00:24:24,092 --> 00:24:27,037
- Look, we'll just go slow.
362
00:24:27,037 --> 00:24:28,733
Start with the basics.
363
00:24:28,733 --> 00:24:29,855
We have all night.
364
00:24:29,855 --> 00:24:31,145
How old are you?
365
00:24:31,145 --> 00:24:33,271
- 36, Capricorn.
366
00:24:33,271 --> 00:24:34,104
- Good.
367
00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:37,867
And what is your favorite color?
368
00:24:38,928 --> 00:24:39,761
- Black.
369
00:24:39,761 --> 00:24:41,094
- Black, please!
370
00:24:43,293 --> 00:24:45,341
What is your favorite sport?
371
00:24:45,341 --> 00:24:46,258
- Baseball.
372
00:24:47,393 --> 00:24:48,310
- Oh, okay.
373
00:24:49,456 --> 00:24:53,289
Why did you decide to
become a police officer?
374
00:24:56,152 --> 00:24:57,235
- Wyatt Earp.
375
00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:00,567
It was the summer of 1994,
376
00:25:01,792 --> 00:25:04,512
going into my senior year of high school,
377
00:25:04,512 --> 00:25:08,679
and a bunch of my friends and
I went to go see Wyatt Earp.
378
00:25:09,381 --> 00:25:10,853
- Wyatt Earp.
379
00:25:10,853 --> 00:25:12,673
That three-hour long Western?
380
00:25:12,673 --> 00:25:14,025
- Yeah, that's the one.
381
00:25:14,025 --> 00:25:15,241
- Never seen it.
382
00:25:15,241 --> 00:25:17,659
- Yeah well, when I left that theater,
383
00:25:17,659 --> 00:25:20,753
I knew I was gonna be a policeman.
384
00:25:20,753 --> 00:25:23,826
I just loved the way that
Wyatt was this fucked-up,
385
00:25:23,826 --> 00:25:27,993
imperfect lawman who didn't
take shit from no one.
386
00:25:28,708 --> 00:25:31,697
And then on the other hand
you have this best friend,
387
00:25:31,697 --> 00:25:35,649
Doc Holiday, this
sarcastic, offensive outlaw
388
00:25:35,649 --> 00:25:39,816
that used his dying
breath to save his friend.
389
00:25:39,954 --> 00:25:42,622
They were two complete opposites
390
00:25:42,622 --> 00:25:45,846
that worked perfectly together.
391
00:25:45,846 --> 00:25:49,014
Thought I could take the
best attributes of each one
392
00:25:49,014 --> 00:25:51,845
and become the best
police officer I could be.
393
00:25:51,845 --> 00:25:54,646
- And how did that work out for you?
394
00:25:54,646 --> 00:25:55,729
- As planned.
395
00:25:58,088 --> 00:26:02,255
I was hired when I was
19, graduated at 21.
396
00:26:02,328 --> 00:26:05,127
Like Wyatt, I did the job well.
397
00:26:05,127 --> 00:26:09,294
I wasn't perfect, but I
didn't take shit from no one.
398
00:26:10,619 --> 00:26:14,786
I put a lot of criminals
away, guns off the street,
399
00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:17,283
and like Doc,
400
00:26:18,875 --> 00:26:22,027
my sarcasm is offensive and misunderstood,
401
00:26:22,027 --> 00:26:24,003
so like them, I ain't got many friends
402
00:26:24,003 --> 00:26:27,003
and my personal life is in disarray.
403
00:26:30,420 --> 00:26:32,253
- Sounds lonely to me.
404
00:26:36,505 --> 00:26:39,838
- Sometimes I don't know how I got here.
405
00:26:41,174 --> 00:26:44,000
It just feels like I'm
going around in circles
406
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:48,000
and I definitely can't
figure out how to fix it.
407
00:26:51,195 --> 00:26:52,554
You cold?
408
00:26:52,554 --> 00:26:54,283
- Oh, a little bit.
409
00:26:54,283 --> 00:26:57,950
- I got some blankets
in the trunk, come on.
410
00:27:02,173 --> 00:27:03,173
Here you go.
411
00:27:05,753 --> 00:27:06,920
- So prepared.
412
00:27:08,749 --> 00:27:09,582
Thank you.
413
00:27:18,350 --> 00:27:19,352
What can you see?
414
00:27:19,352 --> 00:27:20,895
Can you see the meteors?
415
00:27:20,895 --> 00:27:23,759
- No, you can point it
in the general vicinity
416
00:27:23,759 --> 00:27:26,199
of a meteor shower,
but to actually see one
417
00:27:26,199 --> 00:27:27,866
would be sheer luck.
418
00:27:28,874 --> 00:27:31,991
- Then why did you bring it?
419
00:27:31,991 --> 00:27:33,367
- To look at the moon,
420
00:27:33,367 --> 00:27:34,534
and the stars.
421
00:27:37,796 --> 00:27:40,713
I got the moon in focus, come here.
422
00:27:47,998 --> 00:27:50,165
The craters are fantastic.
423
00:27:52,343 --> 00:27:53,176
- Wow.
424
00:27:53,176 --> 00:27:57,343
- There's hundreds of craters
on the moon's surface.
425
00:27:58,376 --> 00:28:00,913
Makes you wonder how many
times the Earth has been hit
426
00:28:00,913 --> 00:28:03,491
with substantial-sized meteorites.
427
00:28:03,491 --> 00:28:04,908
- Pretty amazing.
428
00:28:07,372 --> 00:28:08,955
Thousands of stars.
429
00:28:10,033 --> 00:28:13,428
- Can you see the Orion constellation?
430
00:28:13,428 --> 00:28:14,928
- I do know Orion.
431
00:28:16,445 --> 00:28:18,182
- If you look right below it,
432
00:28:18,182 --> 00:28:20,005
there's a really bright star.
433
00:28:20,005 --> 00:28:24,172
That's Sirius, it's the
brightest star in the night sky.
434
00:28:25,455 --> 00:28:28,538
You just stare at it, see it twinkle,
435
00:28:29,738 --> 00:28:32,571
emitting several brilliant colors.
436
00:28:33,794 --> 00:28:36,127
- It's absolutely beautiful.
437
00:28:40,448 --> 00:28:42,416
What about that one to the left?
438
00:28:42,416 --> 00:28:45,380
It looks even brighter than Sirius.
439
00:28:45,380 --> 00:28:47,109
- That's Jupiter.
440
00:28:47,109 --> 00:28:47,942
- Oh.
441
00:28:48,877 --> 00:28:50,876
How do you know?
442
00:28:50,876 --> 00:28:54,876
- Well, stars twinkle and
planets stay the same.
443
00:28:57,244 --> 00:28:59,776
Stars actually emit their own light,
444
00:28:59,776 --> 00:29:03,776
but planets just reflect
the light from the Sun.
445
00:29:07,010 --> 00:29:08,532
(laughing)
446
00:29:08,532 --> 00:29:11,153
- You know a lot about this stuff.
447
00:29:11,153 --> 00:29:14,403
- Here you go, check this out, come on.
448
00:29:15,715 --> 00:29:16,548
All right.
449
00:29:17,782 --> 00:29:20,532
Now if you move it around slowly,
450
00:29:21,561 --> 00:29:25,466
you should be able to see
a couple of the moons.
451
00:29:25,466 --> 00:29:26,883
- Oh my goodness.
452
00:29:28,825 --> 00:29:29,658
Wow.
453
00:29:30,697 --> 00:29:33,364
How did you get into this stuff?
454
00:29:34,671 --> 00:29:36,176
- When I was a teenager,
455
00:29:36,176 --> 00:29:38,373
my parents would take me camping a lot,
456
00:29:38,373 --> 00:29:40,477
and we'd always go with
my best friend Michael
457
00:29:40,477 --> 00:29:43,038
and his family, and he had a telescope,
458
00:29:43,038 --> 00:29:47,205
and we'd spend hours just
looking up at the night sky.
459
00:29:47,663 --> 00:29:50,080
Eventually, I got my own telescope
460
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,431
and started reading astronomy books,
461
00:29:52,431 --> 00:29:54,751
so I could identify the different stars,
462
00:29:54,751 --> 00:29:56,751
planets, constellations.
463
00:29:59,308 --> 00:30:01,391
It's absolutely relaxing.
464
00:30:04,495 --> 00:30:07,495
- Does your wife share your passion?
465
00:30:09,448 --> 00:30:11,781
- She's not into this stuff.
466
00:30:13,082 --> 00:30:16,063
If we would just take a moment
467
00:30:16,063 --> 00:30:18,072
to look at the night sky,
468
00:30:18,072 --> 00:30:21,739
we'd see the whole world
in a different way.
469
00:30:23,966 --> 00:30:28,133
Human history was made
by idolizing these stars.
470
00:30:28,542 --> 00:30:32,709
How many stories were passed
down for thousands of years,
471
00:30:32,958 --> 00:30:36,875
just men and women staring
up at the night sky.
472
00:31:04,813 --> 00:31:07,980
(gentle guitar music)
473
00:31:34,962 --> 00:31:37,299
- Thank you for indulging me.
474
00:31:37,299 --> 00:31:40,049
I've never been in a fort before.
475
00:31:43,381 --> 00:31:46,131
It's pretty incredible, isn't it?
476
00:31:47,375 --> 00:31:48,937
- It's not bad.
477
00:31:48,937 --> 00:31:51,174
- Do you know much about it?
478
00:31:51,174 --> 00:31:52,007
- A bit.
479
00:31:53,226 --> 00:31:56,587
It was built after the war of 1812,
480
00:31:56,587 --> 00:32:00,754
on the advice of Andrew Jackson,
so they named it after him.
481
00:32:01,163 --> 00:32:05,002
The mouth of the Mississippi
opens up right here
482
00:32:05,002 --> 00:32:06,538
and goes right to New Orleans,
483
00:32:06,538 --> 00:32:09,417
so to protect the city they built it.
484
00:32:09,417 --> 00:32:12,500
Saw a lot of action in the Civil War.
485
00:32:13,513 --> 00:32:15,641
North broke through, took New Orleans,
486
00:32:15,641 --> 00:32:17,673
and then, big battle for the fort,
487
00:32:17,673 --> 00:32:20,090
they turned it into a prison.
488
00:32:22,814 --> 00:32:24,957
- This used to be a prison?
489
00:32:24,957 --> 00:32:25,790
- Yeah.
490
00:32:26,825 --> 00:32:30,353
- Can you feel all the
souls swirling around?
491
00:32:30,353 --> 00:32:33,889
- Yeah, let's let 'em rest, all right?
492
00:32:33,889 --> 00:32:35,662
- It's amazing.
493
00:32:35,662 --> 00:32:37,462
All that history.
494
00:32:37,462 --> 00:32:39,399
- And in World War I, they used it
495
00:32:39,399 --> 00:32:42,566
as a training facility for the troops.
496
00:32:43,821 --> 00:32:46,168
Now we hold fairs here.
497
00:32:46,168 --> 00:32:48,083
(laughing)
498
00:32:48,083 --> 00:32:52,250
- I love imagining all the
history of these places.
499
00:32:55,336 --> 00:32:56,669
It's incredible.
500
00:32:57,581 --> 00:32:58,914
All the stories.
501
00:33:03,067 --> 00:33:04,317
I can't imagine
502
00:33:08,135 --> 00:33:11,155
living during wartime, though.
503
00:33:11,155 --> 00:33:11,988
Can you?
504
00:33:14,491 --> 00:33:17,547
- Sometimes being a police
officer in New Orleans
505
00:33:17,547 --> 00:33:19,797
is pretty damn close to it.
506
00:33:20,939 --> 00:33:22,439
- Bet that's true.
507
00:33:29,824 --> 00:33:31,738
You wanna hear something
508
00:33:31,738 --> 00:33:34,655
that I've never told anyone before?
509
00:33:35,642 --> 00:33:36,475
- Sure.
510
00:33:42,127 --> 00:33:44,460
- My grandmother was a nurse
511
00:33:45,342 --> 00:33:47,675
during the second world war.
512
00:33:49,393 --> 00:33:51,143
She's my inspiration.
513
00:33:54,165 --> 00:33:55,165
And in 1942,
514
00:33:59,990 --> 00:34:04,157
when she was working for
the Red Cross in London,
515
00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:07,862
this American pilot who had been shot down
516
00:34:07,862 --> 00:34:10,912
was brought in and assigned to her.
517
00:34:10,912 --> 00:34:11,884
- Let me guess.
518
00:34:11,884 --> 00:34:16,008
They feel in love and
lived happily ever after.
519
00:34:16,008 --> 00:34:17,425
- Partially true.
520
00:34:19,245 --> 00:34:20,995
I can hear the cynic.
521
00:34:23,049 --> 00:34:24,049
No, yes,
522
00:34:24,049 --> 00:34:26,299
they did, they fell I love.
523
00:34:28,372 --> 00:34:30,372
And even during the war,
524
00:34:31,476 --> 00:34:33,809
when there's all this chaos,
525
00:34:35,776 --> 00:34:39,943
she said that she'd found
this pocket of bliss with him.
526
00:34:41,347 --> 00:34:44,347
That they would wander around London
527
00:34:45,216 --> 00:34:47,958
in their own little world.
528
00:34:47,958 --> 00:34:50,458
And in two weeks, they talked,
529
00:34:51,966 --> 00:34:54,299
they got to know each other.
530
00:34:55,598 --> 00:34:57,550
He bought her chocolates
531
00:34:57,550 --> 00:35:00,467
that were expensive and a delicacy.
532
00:35:04,129 --> 00:35:08,296
And then after two weeks, he
recovered and was redeployed,
533
00:35:13,761 --> 00:35:16,507
and she said that, that last night
534
00:35:16,507 --> 00:35:20,674
they just lay there together,
in each other's arms.
535
00:35:24,353 --> 00:35:27,936
She said it was the
best night of her life.
536
00:35:29,650 --> 00:35:31,067
And then he left.
537
00:35:33,484 --> 00:35:36,567
- Did they ever see each other again?
538
00:35:37,542 --> 00:35:38,375
- No.
539
00:35:44,190 --> 00:35:47,361
He gave her this small stone,
540
00:35:47,361 --> 00:35:51,361
and he said that he'd
return to get it from her,
541
00:35:53,365 --> 00:35:54,782
but he never did.
542
00:35:57,013 --> 00:36:00,513
She didn't even know what happened to him.
543
00:36:04,387 --> 00:36:08,082
And although she always
loved my grandfather,
544
00:36:08,082 --> 00:36:11,733
she said that there was
something different,
545
00:36:11,733 --> 00:36:13,816
that it was just magical.
546
00:36:21,819 --> 00:36:25,935
She made me promise to look
for that in my own life,
547
00:36:25,935 --> 00:36:28,208
because that person does exist.
548
00:36:28,208 --> 00:36:31,791
She said, that person
is out there for you.
549
00:36:32,755 --> 00:36:34,755
So, I told her I'd wait.
550
00:36:37,619 --> 00:36:40,869
- She sounds like an exceptional woman.
551
00:36:42,732 --> 00:36:43,565
- She was.
552
00:36:52,759 --> 00:36:56,926
- So, you're still waiting
for your true love to arrive?
553
00:36:57,237 --> 00:36:58,070
- Yes.
554
00:37:01,667 --> 00:37:04,181
And I'll keep waiting,
555
00:37:04,181 --> 00:37:05,931
as long as I have to.
556
00:37:07,060 --> 00:37:09,227
I thought I found it once.
557
00:37:11,599 --> 00:37:14,766
I'd been with this guy for four years,
558
00:37:15,801 --> 00:37:19,968
and then he was about to
propose and I broke it off.
559
00:37:20,595 --> 00:37:22,178
- Why break it off?
560
00:37:23,156 --> 00:37:25,323
- Pretty simple, actually.
561
00:37:27,218 --> 00:37:31,385
I felt like we were just
going through the motions.
562
00:37:32,573 --> 00:37:35,156
And the next stop was marriage,
563
00:37:36,238 --> 00:37:38,238
and I sort of felt that,
564
00:37:39,349 --> 00:37:41,268
whether or not I was there,
565
00:37:41,268 --> 00:37:44,733
he was going to be following
through with the plan.
566
00:37:44,733 --> 00:37:45,566
- Right.
567
00:37:45,566 --> 00:37:46,795
- I don't know.
568
00:37:46,795 --> 00:37:48,378
I didn't feel like,
569
00:37:50,853 --> 00:37:55,020
either one of us was really
present in that story.
570
00:37:57,062 --> 00:37:57,895
So.
571
00:37:59,829 --> 00:38:03,079
But truly also, we just lost everything
572
00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:07,433
that we had at the beginning, too.
573
00:38:08,376 --> 00:38:09,423
Do you know what I mean?
574
00:38:09,423 --> 00:38:10,256
- Sure.
575
00:38:11,346 --> 00:38:13,603
What do you miss the most?
576
00:38:13,603 --> 00:38:14,525
- All of it.
577
00:38:14,525 --> 00:38:15,621
(laughing)
578
00:38:15,621 --> 00:38:17,538
But really, just those,
579
00:38:19,247 --> 00:38:22,335
those little moments, the hand holding,
580
00:38:22,335 --> 00:38:25,782
that you only get right at the start.
581
00:38:25,782 --> 00:38:29,449
It's that, making out
like you're teenagers,
582
00:38:30,673 --> 00:38:33,423
and staying up all night talking.
583
00:38:34,465 --> 00:38:36,632
Lying next to one another.
584
00:38:38,672 --> 00:38:40,589
Breathing, not talking.
585
00:38:42,300 --> 00:38:43,425
It's like butterflies.
586
00:38:43,425 --> 00:38:44,919
- The anticipation.
587
00:38:44,919 --> 00:38:45,836
- Yes, yes.
588
00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:49,868
True love.
589
00:38:53,605 --> 00:38:54,776
I don't know.
590
00:38:54,776 --> 00:38:57,155
I just want someone
591
00:38:57,155 --> 00:38:59,405
who will be my best friend,
592
00:39:00,467 --> 00:39:01,717
and passionate,
593
00:39:03,891 --> 00:39:06,115
and also sparkles.
594
00:39:06,115 --> 00:39:08,281
- Sparkles. (chuckling)
595
00:39:08,281 --> 00:39:10,097
- Is that too much to ask?
596
00:39:10,097 --> 00:39:12,597
- No, I completely understand.
597
00:39:13,773 --> 00:39:16,408
It's like every time you see them,
598
00:39:16,408 --> 00:39:19,946
you can't see anyone else
'cause no one compares to them.
599
00:39:19,946 --> 00:39:22,018
- That's true love.
600
00:39:22,018 --> 00:39:22,851
- Yeah.
601
00:39:24,578 --> 00:39:28,078
- How many relationships have you been in?
602
00:39:29,589 --> 00:39:32,508
- Two major relationships.
603
00:39:32,508 --> 00:39:35,116
First one was three years,
604
00:39:35,116 --> 00:39:37,245
and then my wife.
605
00:39:37,245 --> 00:39:39,995
We've been together for 11 years.
606
00:39:42,323 --> 00:39:44,435
- Just two relationships?
607
00:39:44,435 --> 00:39:47,587
- Before my wife I dated a lot.
608
00:39:47,587 --> 00:39:51,170
A lot of first dates,
not a lot of seconds.
609
00:39:54,307 --> 00:39:56,795
What about you, how many?
610
00:39:56,795 --> 00:39:59,878
- Uh, four significant relationships.
611
00:40:01,742 --> 00:40:03,643
One that lasted seven years,
612
00:40:03,643 --> 00:40:05,549
from high school through college.
613
00:40:05,549 --> 00:40:06,933
- Co-dependent much?
614
00:40:06,933 --> 00:40:09,526
- No, I don't think so.
615
00:40:09,526 --> 00:40:11,894
If anything, I could be accused
616
00:40:11,894 --> 00:40:14,774
of being a serial monogamist.
617
00:40:14,774 --> 00:40:18,135
But I have been single and
independent for two years,
618
00:40:18,135 --> 00:40:19,802
thank you very much.
619
00:40:21,220 --> 00:40:23,605
- So what do you think the problem was
620
00:40:23,605 --> 00:40:26,420
with those relationships?
621
00:40:26,420 --> 00:40:28,731
- I mean, different problems,
622
00:40:28,731 --> 00:40:32,697
but ultimately, we just fell
out of love with one another.
623
00:40:32,697 --> 00:40:35,367
- Do you think you were in
love in the first place?
624
00:40:35,367 --> 00:40:36,700
- Oh I think so.
625
00:40:38,398 --> 00:40:40,353
But I had to experience that
626
00:40:40,353 --> 00:40:44,033
in order to find what I want to find.
627
00:40:44,033 --> 00:40:46,366
It's all different learning.
628
00:40:47,398 --> 00:40:49,942
It's all worth it in the end.
629
00:40:49,942 --> 00:40:52,678
- That's a good way to think about it.
630
00:40:52,678 --> 00:40:55,386
- Each one of them was preparing me
631
00:40:55,386 --> 00:40:58,469
for when I finally meet my true love.
632
00:41:00,242 --> 00:41:02,887
- I don't know about that.
633
00:41:02,887 --> 00:41:07,054
I don't really go in for all
that true love, soulmate stuff.
634
00:41:07,538 --> 00:41:11,705
- Well, I'm sure your wife
would be delighted to hear that.
635
00:41:12,273 --> 00:41:14,399
- I love my wife very much.
636
00:41:14,399 --> 00:41:16,416
And there are a lot of sacrifices
637
00:41:16,416 --> 00:41:17,845
I've made in the name of love.
638
00:41:17,845 --> 00:41:20,478
But to say that she's my one true love
639
00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:22,546
is completely ridiculous.
640
00:41:22,546 --> 00:41:23,479
- Really?
641
00:41:23,479 --> 00:41:27,071
- Nicole, there are over seven
billion people in this world.
642
00:41:27,071 --> 00:41:30,144
I could show you 10
women in this city alone
643
00:41:30,144 --> 00:41:33,631
that I'm compatible with, much
less the women I don't know.
644
00:41:33,631 --> 00:41:34,867
- Well perhaps that's the problem.
645
00:41:34,867 --> 00:41:38,180
If we're basing everything
on compatibility tests
646
00:41:38,180 --> 00:41:40,013
in our own city, then,
647
00:41:41,379 --> 00:41:44,546
no wonder the divorce rate is so high.
648
00:41:45,861 --> 00:41:48,668
Frankly, if more people were patient,
649
00:41:48,668 --> 00:41:51,372
I think they'd find that person.
650
00:41:51,372 --> 00:41:52,628
- That's a big risk.
651
00:41:52,628 --> 00:41:56,238
Most people probably go
their whole life alone,
652
00:41:56,238 --> 00:41:59,155
waiting for that elusive true love.
653
00:42:02,591 --> 00:42:05,047
- Well, I'll take that risk.
654
00:42:05,047 --> 00:42:07,630
I'd rather do that than settle.
655
00:42:19,147 --> 00:42:21,861
- Well I love baseball.
656
00:42:21,861 --> 00:42:25,128
If I believed in true love,
she'd be my one and only.
657
00:42:25,128 --> 00:42:25,961
- Oh yeah?
658
00:42:25,961 --> 00:42:26,794
- Uh huh.
659
00:42:26,794 --> 00:42:28,404
- Who's your steady girlfriend?
660
00:42:28,404 --> 00:42:29,487
- The Braves.
661
00:42:30,416 --> 00:42:31,249
- Really?
662
00:42:31,249 --> 00:42:32,457
Why?
663
00:42:32,457 --> 00:42:36,624
- Because growing up, we
only got two teams on TV.
664
00:42:36,646 --> 00:42:40,507
Atlanta Braves on TBS,
Chicago Cubs on WGN.
665
00:42:40,507 --> 00:42:44,674
And one day I'm watching the
game and Dale Murphy comes up.
666
00:42:45,169 --> 00:42:48,177
10 feet tall, he comes
up, cracks two home runs,
667
00:42:48,177 --> 00:42:49,929
one game, and that was it.
668
00:42:49,929 --> 00:42:51,641
Dale Murphy was my favorite player
669
00:42:51,641 --> 00:42:53,891
and the Braves was my team.
670
00:42:55,528 --> 00:42:57,695
You like baseball?
671
00:42:57,695 --> 00:42:58,528
- I do.
672
00:42:59,689 --> 00:43:01,288
I prefer football,
673
00:43:01,288 --> 00:43:03,371
of the World Cup variety.
674
00:43:04,505 --> 00:43:07,031
But I'm a baseball convert, yeah.
675
00:43:07,031 --> 00:43:08,945
- What's your team?
676
00:43:08,945 --> 00:43:10,470
- The Chicago Cubs.
677
00:43:10,470 --> 00:43:11,395
- Ah.
678
00:43:11,395 --> 00:43:13,431
- Yeah, for the same reason.
679
00:43:13,431 --> 00:43:15,906
Andre Dawson and Ryan Samberg.
680
00:43:15,906 --> 00:43:17,954
- Come on, fuckin' Andre Dawson,
681
00:43:17,954 --> 00:43:20,162
he was always one step ahead of Murphy.
682
00:43:20,162 --> 00:43:21,749
He your favorite player?
683
00:43:21,749 --> 00:43:25,037
- No, Ted Williams is my favorite player.
684
00:43:25,037 --> 00:43:26,739
- Very good.
685
00:43:26,739 --> 00:43:30,087
Probably the greatest
natural hitter of all time.
686
00:43:30,087 --> 00:43:31,837
- I won't argue that.
687
00:43:33,105 --> 00:43:35,105
- I love going to games.
688
00:43:35,995 --> 00:43:39,078
The baseball stadium is my sanctuary.
689
00:43:41,857 --> 00:43:44,568
It's where I feel peaceful.
690
00:43:44,568 --> 00:43:47,151
- Yeah, it's pretty meditative.
691
00:43:48,745 --> 00:43:51,592
I must admit, there's nothing quite like
692
00:43:51,592 --> 00:43:54,778
a warm summer day, going to the ball park,
693
00:43:54,778 --> 00:43:57,784
just throw your hair back, very casual,
694
00:43:57,784 --> 00:44:00,534
baseball cap, enjoy the ambiance.
695
00:44:02,081 --> 00:44:02,914
What?
696
00:44:02,914 --> 00:44:03,747
- [Adam] Nothing.
697
00:44:03,747 --> 00:44:05,065
- What?
698
00:44:05,065 --> 00:44:07,718
- I just can't think of anything sexier
699
00:44:07,718 --> 00:44:10,968
than a beautiful woman
putting on a baseball cap
700
00:44:10,968 --> 00:44:13,551
at a major league game.
701
00:44:13,551 --> 00:44:15,051
- Well, your loss.
702
00:44:18,784 --> 00:44:20,914
And did you play?
703
00:44:20,914 --> 00:44:21,747
- I did.
704
00:44:22,720 --> 00:44:24,433
From the time I was six
705
00:44:24,433 --> 00:44:27,377
'til 18 when I finished high school.
706
00:44:27,377 --> 00:44:28,460
Did you play?
707
00:44:30,017 --> 00:44:31,750
- A little.
708
00:44:31,750 --> 00:44:34,086
I can hit the ball around.
709
00:44:34,086 --> 00:44:35,586
If you have a bat.
710
00:44:36,615 --> 00:44:37,865
- I have a bat.
711
00:44:39,175 --> 00:44:40,592
Hold on a minute.
712
00:44:42,388 --> 00:44:44,442
- Shall I wait here?
713
00:44:44,442 --> 00:44:45,525
- [Adam] Yep!
714
00:45:02,882 --> 00:45:05,042
- [Nicole] You weren't kidding.
715
00:45:05,042 --> 00:45:06,885
- No I wasn't.
716
00:45:06,885 --> 00:45:09,090
- All right, let's do this.
717
00:45:09,090 --> 00:45:10,466
- Batter up.
718
00:45:10,466 --> 00:45:12,499
(laughing)
719
00:45:12,499 --> 00:45:14,854
Can you hit a curve?
720
00:45:14,854 --> 00:45:16,354
- I'll do my best.
721
00:45:19,330 --> 00:45:20,163
All right.
722
00:45:21,514 --> 00:45:23,597
So it's been a few years.
723
00:45:25,436 --> 00:45:26,436
- You ready?
724
00:45:33,797 --> 00:45:36,688
(laughing)
725
00:45:36,688 --> 00:45:39,771
(sentimental music)
726
00:46:26,532 --> 00:46:27,782
That's one out.
727
00:47:33,155 --> 00:47:34,738
You ready for this?
728
00:47:36,243 --> 00:47:37,826
- I was born ready.
729
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:51,170
(laughing)
730
00:48:39,784 --> 00:48:40,617
- Oh!
731
00:48:40,617 --> 00:48:42,450
- That's in the bayou.
732
00:48:44,597 --> 00:48:46,101
- That felt good.
733
00:48:46,101 --> 00:48:48,934
- You love celebrating, don't you?
734
00:48:56,915 --> 00:48:58,370
Well.
735
00:48:58,370 --> 00:48:59,872
Not bad.
736
00:48:59,872 --> 00:49:02,865
A little underselling, I would have said.
737
00:49:02,865 --> 00:49:05,864
- You're not too shabby
yourself, Miss Nicole.
738
00:49:05,864 --> 00:49:07,929
- I played a bit of softball.
739
00:49:07,929 --> 00:49:11,846
Though I concentrated
more on soccer, football.
740
00:49:13,097 --> 00:49:15,304
- I played left field and catcher.
741
00:49:15,304 --> 00:49:19,417
Made all district in my junior
year and my senior year.
742
00:49:19,417 --> 00:49:23,465
I was one of six guys up
for two full scholarships.
743
00:49:23,465 --> 00:49:24,491
- Impressive.
744
00:49:24,491 --> 00:49:25,859
- Yeah.
745
00:49:25,859 --> 00:49:27,525
- What school?
746
00:49:27,525 --> 00:49:28,963
- Lewis University.
747
00:49:28,963 --> 00:49:32,599
It's a division two
school outside of Chicago.
748
00:49:32,599 --> 00:49:34,568
- What happened?
749
00:49:34,568 --> 00:49:36,472
- Two weeks into the preseason,
750
00:49:36,472 --> 00:49:38,728
I took a foul ball off my knee.
751
00:49:38,728 --> 00:49:42,024
Fucked it up so bad I
was out for a few weeks.
752
00:49:42,024 --> 00:49:43,774
And when I came back,
753
00:49:44,651 --> 00:49:47,051
it just wasn't the same.
754
00:49:47,051 --> 00:49:49,161
- That's very disappointing.
755
00:49:49,161 --> 00:49:51,244
- Yeah, it is what it is.
756
00:49:58,268 --> 00:50:00,268
- That was a lot of fun.
757
00:50:01,115 --> 00:50:02,955
- Why don't you hop on the truck?
758
00:50:02,955 --> 00:50:05,739
I got pillows, I got more blankets.
759
00:50:05,739 --> 00:50:07,633
I got hot chocolate if you want it.
760
00:50:07,633 --> 00:50:10,216
- You are prepared, Adam Foret.
761
00:50:20,187 --> 00:50:21,104
Okay, okay.
762
00:50:31,737 --> 00:50:33,737
- You want marshmallows?
763
00:50:33,737 --> 00:50:34,737
- Of course.
764
00:50:36,313 --> 00:50:37,813
- Coming right up.
765
00:50:43,550 --> 00:50:47,017
- No offense, but what
is wrong with your wife?
766
00:50:47,017 --> 00:50:48,470
- What?
767
00:50:48,470 --> 00:50:49,303
- Nothing.
768
00:50:52,003 --> 00:50:53,336
- There you are.
769
00:51:01,909 --> 00:51:02,742
Oh yeah.
770
00:51:13,026 --> 00:51:14,002
- Thank you.
771
00:51:14,002 --> 00:51:15,419
- You're welcome.
772
00:51:19,431 --> 00:51:21,791
- What, you put them in the chocolate?
773
00:51:21,791 --> 00:51:22,624
- Yeah, they melt.
774
00:51:22,624 --> 00:51:23,457
- Hmm.
775
00:51:27,434 --> 00:51:30,017
- Feel like I'm in high school.
776
00:51:46,469 --> 00:51:47,302
What?
777
00:51:49,728 --> 00:51:50,561
- Nothing.
778
00:51:53,764 --> 00:51:57,931
I don't look up at the sky
that much, I have to admit.
779
00:51:58,932 --> 00:51:59,765
- Hmm.
780
00:52:01,488 --> 00:52:02,321
What?
781
00:52:03,271 --> 00:52:04,354
- It's funny.
782
00:52:05,703 --> 00:52:09,370
I was just thinking
about this story, but...
783
00:52:10,711 --> 00:52:11,831
- Go on.
784
00:52:11,831 --> 00:52:14,452
- Don't read into this, all right?
785
00:52:14,452 --> 00:52:15,452
- All right.
786
00:52:16,939 --> 00:52:17,772
- Um,
787
00:52:20,378 --> 00:52:24,494
I went to an all girls Catholic
school and high school,
788
00:52:24,494 --> 00:52:27,537
so we would have these dances
with our brother school,
789
00:52:27,537 --> 00:52:30,130
and my boyfriend went
to a different school,
790
00:52:30,130 --> 00:52:33,380
so I was always alone on the sidelines.
791
00:52:36,894 --> 00:52:40,174
And at one of these dances in junior year,
792
00:52:40,174 --> 00:52:42,766
there was this boy Eric,
793
00:52:42,766 --> 00:52:46,146
who I knew a bit through friends.
794
00:52:46,146 --> 00:52:48,313
He was so cute, and sweet,
795
00:52:49,485 --> 00:52:50,485
and nervous.
796
00:52:52,135 --> 00:52:54,751
And I could tell how nervous he was
797
00:52:54,751 --> 00:52:57,329
when he asked me to dance.
798
00:52:57,329 --> 00:53:01,496
So I said yes, felt a
little bit sorry for him.
799
00:53:01,774 --> 00:53:03,774
And we danced all night.
800
00:53:06,384 --> 00:53:09,384
And he sort of swept me off my feet.
801
00:53:10,419 --> 00:53:13,336
And then we went outside and talked
802
00:53:14,232 --> 00:53:16,315
and looked up at the sky.
803
00:53:19,641 --> 00:53:21,321
It's funny.
804
00:53:21,321 --> 00:53:24,619
It's funny how those
things stick with you.
805
00:53:24,619 --> 00:53:27,153
It's just one random moment.
806
00:53:27,153 --> 00:53:29,263
- Then why didn't you just break it off
807
00:53:29,263 --> 00:53:31,152
with your boyfriend and date Eric?
808
00:53:31,152 --> 00:53:33,235
- Well, it wasn't simple.
809
00:53:34,205 --> 00:53:37,083
I thought I was in love with my boyfriend,
810
00:53:37,083 --> 00:53:38,416
so there's that.
811
00:53:39,371 --> 00:53:43,454
And I probably just didn't
want to take the risk.
812
00:53:45,466 --> 00:53:46,799
But I sometimes,
813
00:53:48,490 --> 00:53:49,907
I think about it.
814
00:53:55,372 --> 00:53:58,622
- I don't think I've ever been in love.
815
00:54:01,856 --> 00:54:02,689
Yeah.
816
00:54:02,689 --> 00:54:05,072
I'm 36 years old and I'm scared to death
817
00:54:05,072 --> 00:54:06,734
that I will never know what it's like
818
00:54:06,734 --> 00:54:08,984
to be in love with someone.
819
00:54:11,250 --> 00:54:14,750
- Then, you're not in love with your wife?
820
00:54:17,126 --> 00:54:18,626
- I thought I was.
821
00:54:19,657 --> 00:54:22,407
There's no way I could have been.
822
00:54:24,734 --> 00:54:26,567
- Why do you say that?
823
00:54:30,114 --> 00:54:32,193
- I always thought that,
824
00:54:32,193 --> 00:54:33,899
being in love meant that you were happy
825
00:54:33,899 --> 00:54:35,603
with the one you're with,
826
00:54:35,603 --> 00:54:39,770
and you forget about the past
and what might have been.
827
00:54:44,284 --> 00:54:46,090
I thought it meant that,
828
00:54:46,090 --> 00:54:48,724
you do things to make the other one happy,
829
00:54:48,724 --> 00:54:51,756
even if it's something you don't wanna do.
830
00:54:51,756 --> 00:54:55,923
And when you do it,
happiness is gonna follow
831
00:54:56,158 --> 00:54:59,158
because you know it made them happy.
832
00:55:02,523 --> 00:55:06,106
Thought it meant not
wanting anything more.
833
00:55:09,067 --> 00:55:13,234
But if that's what being in
love is, I'm not even close.
834
00:55:16,399 --> 00:55:18,232
Am I making any sense?
835
00:55:19,088 --> 00:55:20,338
- Yeah, mostly.
836
00:55:22,047 --> 00:55:26,214
- Do you think that's
what being in love means?
837
00:55:26,624 --> 00:55:28,957
- Yes, I'll agree with that.
838
00:55:33,463 --> 00:55:35,831
When you find that person,
839
00:55:35,831 --> 00:55:37,831
you should want to spend
840
00:55:40,371 --> 00:55:42,871
your energy making them happy.
841
00:55:43,725 --> 00:55:47,430
Making them happy should make
you happy and vice versa.
842
00:55:47,430 --> 00:55:49,930
Because you're in it together.
843
00:55:50,789 --> 00:55:51,622
- Exactly.
844
00:55:51,622 --> 00:55:52,716
- You're a team.
845
00:55:52,716 --> 00:55:55,085
- The pastor, right before the wedding,
846
00:55:55,085 --> 00:55:59,069
he told us that marriage
ain't 50-50, it's 60-40.
847
00:55:59,069 --> 00:56:03,037
Each person giving a little
bit more than is expected.
848
00:56:03,037 --> 00:56:07,037
That don't work if you're
the only one doing it.
849
00:56:09,388 --> 00:56:11,679
I know it's not gonna be perfect
850
00:56:11,679 --> 00:56:13,260
and there are bumps in the road,
851
00:56:13,260 --> 00:56:15,852
but it should be worth fighting for.
852
00:56:15,852 --> 00:56:18,493
I swear to God, I am so tired of fighting
853
00:56:18,493 --> 00:56:20,910
for what seems to be nothing.
854
00:56:24,924 --> 00:56:26,924
(sighs)
855
00:56:42,500 --> 00:56:46,343
(upbeat electronic music)
856
00:56:46,343 --> 00:56:47,909
- I love this song.
857
00:56:47,909 --> 00:56:49,326
- Yeah, I do too.
858
00:56:59,995 --> 00:57:01,907
- Dance with me.
859
00:57:01,907 --> 00:57:02,740
- Uh, no.
860
00:57:04,709 --> 00:57:06,132
- Come on.
861
00:57:06,132 --> 00:57:07,735
It's my favorite song.
862
00:57:07,735 --> 00:57:08,751
Dance with me.
863
00:57:08,751 --> 00:57:10,668
- Not much of a dancer.
864
00:57:12,914 --> 00:57:14,664
- Come on, up you go.
865
00:57:20,976 --> 00:57:22,283
Dance with me, Adam.
866
00:57:22,283 --> 00:57:25,143
- I'm enjoying my hot chocolate.
867
00:57:25,143 --> 00:57:25,976
- Come on!
868
00:57:26,967 --> 00:57:29,217
Little dance, little dance.
869
00:57:30,510 --> 00:57:32,614
- Cute, but it ain't gonna work.
870
00:57:32,614 --> 00:57:35,238
- I think it would lift your spirits.
871
00:57:35,238 --> 00:57:38,905
When was the last time
you had a good dance?
872
00:57:43,450 --> 00:57:45,117
- 1995, senior prom?
873
00:57:47,834 --> 00:57:50,595
(laughing)
874
00:57:50,595 --> 00:57:53,427
- But you must have
danced at your wedding.
875
00:57:53,427 --> 00:57:54,260
- No.
876
00:57:59,586 --> 00:58:01,441
- You didn't dance at your wedding.
877
00:58:01,441 --> 00:58:03,385
- No, she don't like to dance.
878
00:58:03,385 --> 00:58:06,822
I have never danced with my wife.
879
00:58:06,822 --> 00:58:10,964
- Well, at risk of breaking
your impressive record.
880
00:58:10,964 --> 00:58:12,468
- Whoa whoa.
- Dance with me.
881
00:58:12,468 --> 00:58:13,786
- No, I can't do it.
882
00:58:13,786 --> 00:58:15,981
I'm a married man.
883
00:58:15,981 --> 00:58:18,769
- That was not what I was doing, Adam,
884
00:58:18,769 --> 00:58:20,457
but all right.
885
00:58:20,457 --> 00:58:22,957
I'm used to dancing alone, so.
886
00:58:48,202 --> 00:58:49,952
Joining me after all?
887
00:58:54,641 --> 00:58:57,425
- You shouldn't be out here by yourself.
888
00:58:57,425 --> 00:58:58,258
- Hmm.
889
00:59:00,529 --> 00:59:03,329
Then I'll try not to be too insulted
890
00:59:03,329 --> 00:59:04,945
that you wouldn't dance with me,
891
00:59:04,945 --> 00:59:08,445
since you're acting like such a gentleman.
892
00:59:15,334 --> 00:59:17,834
- You know where you're going?
893
00:59:21,490 --> 00:59:23,879
- Are these catacombs?
894
00:59:23,879 --> 00:59:27,183
- I don't know, I've never been in them.
895
00:59:27,183 --> 00:59:28,719
- Well, then we must.
896
00:59:28,719 --> 00:59:30,302
- No, not at night.
897
00:59:34,810 --> 00:59:36,393
What are you doing?
898
00:59:38,258 --> 00:59:39,258
- Let's see.
899
00:59:42,434 --> 00:59:44,005
Just a little bit.
900
00:59:44,005 --> 00:59:45,605
(Adam groans)
901
00:59:45,605 --> 00:59:47,007
You afraid of ghosts?
902
00:59:47,007 --> 00:59:49,674
- Yeah, you can't shoot a ghost.
903
00:59:51,031 --> 00:59:52,522
- So wait, tell me,
904
00:59:52,522 --> 00:59:54,105
what's the scariest thing
905
00:59:54,105 --> 00:59:56,667
that's ever happened to
you as a police officer?
906
00:59:56,667 --> 00:59:57,841
- Besides right now?
907
00:59:57,841 --> 00:59:58,841
- Yes.
908
00:59:58,841 --> 01:00:00,424
- March 12th, 2002.
909
01:00:01,505 --> 01:00:03,361
- You knew right away!
910
01:00:03,361 --> 01:00:05,138
- I'll never forget it.
911
01:00:05,138 --> 01:00:07,665
It's right about midnight
and I'm on patrol,
912
01:00:07,665 --> 01:00:09,633
I come up to this intersection.
913
01:00:09,633 --> 01:00:12,865
On the intersection there's
this convenience store.
914
01:00:12,865 --> 01:00:15,793
I'm just sitting in my car,
waiting for the light to change
915
01:00:15,793 --> 01:00:18,897
when I see two guys running
along the side of the building
916
01:00:18,897 --> 01:00:20,723
wearing masks.
917
01:00:20,723 --> 01:00:21,843
- No shit.
918
01:00:21,843 --> 01:00:23,508
What's the odds?
919
01:00:23,508 --> 01:00:25,012
- Slim to none.
920
01:00:25,012 --> 01:00:25,845
- Never.
921
01:00:25,845 --> 01:00:27,994
- By the way, this is a
completely true story,
922
01:00:27,994 --> 01:00:30,555
no details have been
changed for dramatic effect.
923
01:00:30,555 --> 01:00:33,483
These two guys go into the
store and pull out guns.
924
01:00:33,483 --> 01:00:35,727
One of them jumps over the
counter to the register.
925
01:00:35,727 --> 01:00:37,674
And I'm just thinking to myself,
926
01:00:37,674 --> 01:00:39,579
I cannot believe these two jackasses
927
01:00:39,579 --> 01:00:42,632
are gonna rob this store
right in front of me.
928
01:00:42,632 --> 01:00:44,391
- So, what did you do?
929
01:00:44,391 --> 01:00:46,568
- Pulled the car into the parking lot,
930
01:00:46,568 --> 01:00:49,384
positioned the unit where
they couldn't see me,
931
01:00:49,384 --> 01:00:51,352
put the information out on the radio
932
01:00:51,352 --> 01:00:53,527
and took out my sidearm.
933
01:00:53,527 --> 01:00:55,522
- (laughing) Oh my God.
934
01:00:55,522 --> 01:00:56,889
- Now I pointed it at the exit
935
01:00:56,889 --> 01:00:58,633
where I figured they were gonna come out,
936
01:00:58,633 --> 01:01:00,361
established my line of sight,
937
01:01:00,361 --> 01:01:01,861
and I just waited.
938
01:01:03,017 --> 01:01:05,689
Sure enough the first one comes
out and he's holding the gun
939
01:01:05,689 --> 01:01:08,196
so I put my finger on the trigger.
940
01:01:08,196 --> 01:01:09,839
- And you shot him?
941
01:01:09,839 --> 01:01:11,640
- (laughing) No.
942
01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:12,728
Almost.
943
01:01:12,728 --> 01:01:15,271
No, I yelled, freeze, police!
944
01:01:15,271 --> 01:01:18,296
He whipped around like
a deer in headlights.
945
01:01:18,296 --> 01:01:20,472
The second one came out and pushed him,
946
01:01:20,472 --> 01:01:22,215
messed up my line of sight.
947
01:01:22,215 --> 01:01:24,311
When the second one saw me
he beat feet up the street
948
01:01:24,311 --> 01:01:26,826
so fast and the other one followed him.
949
01:01:26,826 --> 01:01:28,825
When they run, you know what that means.
950
01:01:28,825 --> 01:01:30,344
I gotta chase them.
951
01:01:30,344 --> 01:01:32,231
So I beat feet after them
952
01:01:32,231 --> 01:01:35,231
and about a couple blocks it hit me.
953
01:01:36,555 --> 01:01:38,964
I am chasing two robbers with guns
954
01:01:38,964 --> 01:01:40,790
through the streets of New Orleans.
955
01:01:40,790 --> 01:01:42,304
What the fuck am I doing?
956
01:01:42,304 --> 01:01:43,503
That's crazy.
957
01:01:43,503 --> 01:01:45,149
- So did you catch them?
958
01:01:45,149 --> 01:01:49,316
- Well they ran into this
big apartment complex.
959
01:01:49,750 --> 01:01:51,869
And I lost sight of them in the courtyard.
960
01:01:51,869 --> 01:01:53,653
And that was the scariest moment.
961
01:01:53,653 --> 01:01:57,604
I was in this open courtyard,
completely exposed.
962
01:01:57,604 --> 01:01:59,100
- That is terrifying.
963
01:01:59,100 --> 01:02:01,660
- So I start canvassing the area.
964
01:02:01,660 --> 01:02:04,716
And sure enough, one of them
makes a break for the street.
965
01:02:04,716 --> 01:02:06,380
He's like, 20 yards away from me
966
01:02:06,380 --> 01:02:08,876
and I don't know if it
was adrenaline or what,
967
01:02:08,876 --> 01:02:10,845
but I chased him down in seconds.
968
01:02:10,845 --> 01:02:12,412
I pistol-whipped him in
the back of the head,
969
01:02:12,412 --> 01:02:13,245
he goes to the ground, drops the gun.
970
01:02:13,245 --> 01:02:15,291
I straddled him and put
the barrel of my gun
971
01:02:15,291 --> 01:02:16,557
to the back of his head and I said,
972
01:02:16,557 --> 01:02:19,193
if you move anything, I will
blow your fucking head off.
973
01:02:19,193 --> 01:02:21,023
- That is unbelievable!
974
01:02:21,023 --> 01:02:22,334
- Honestly, I only said that
975
01:02:22,334 --> 01:02:25,833
because I was too tired to cuff him.
976
01:02:25,833 --> 01:02:28,955
Thank God it worked, he
didn't move a muscle,
977
01:02:28,955 --> 01:02:31,338
and about a minute later
the secondary unit arrived,
978
01:02:31,338 --> 01:02:33,475
took him into custody.
979
01:02:33,475 --> 01:02:35,811
- And what happened to the other guy?
980
01:02:35,811 --> 01:02:39,346
- Well we set up a perimeter
around the apartment complex,
981
01:02:39,346 --> 01:02:41,906
and 10 minutes later he surrendered.
982
01:02:41,906 --> 01:02:45,458
We recovered the money,
the guns, the masks.
983
01:02:45,458 --> 01:02:48,354
Witnesses were able to
positively identify them
984
01:02:48,354 --> 01:02:50,594
based on the clothing description.
985
01:02:50,594 --> 01:02:52,177
By far my best pop.
986
01:02:53,228 --> 01:02:55,164
- That is a crazy story.
987
01:02:55,164 --> 01:02:58,414
- It was the scariest night of my life.
988
01:02:59,370 --> 01:03:02,426
Looking back, it was actually pretty fun.
989
01:03:02,426 --> 01:03:03,259
- Yeah.
990
01:03:04,591 --> 01:03:07,808
It's nice to hear you
talk about your work.
991
01:03:07,808 --> 01:03:10,099
I can tell you really love it.
992
01:03:10,099 --> 01:03:11,099
- Yeah I do.
993
01:03:12,776 --> 01:03:14,696
- And all the cop lingo!
994
01:03:14,696 --> 01:03:16,542
(laughing)
995
01:03:16,542 --> 01:03:17,543
It's amazing.
996
01:03:17,543 --> 01:03:20,267
Establishing the perimeters
997
01:03:20,267 --> 01:03:21,954
and canvassing areas.
998
01:03:21,954 --> 01:03:23,050
- That's the job.
999
01:03:23,050 --> 01:03:24,330
- Beating the feets.
1000
01:03:24,330 --> 01:03:25,544
- Yeah, beat feet.
1001
01:03:25,544 --> 01:03:26,673
- Beating feets?
1002
01:03:26,673 --> 01:03:28,622
- Beat feet, like, it means to run.
1003
01:03:28,622 --> 01:03:30,872
(laughing)
1004
01:03:32,235 --> 01:03:34,568
Beating feet is child abuse.
1005
01:03:43,204 --> 01:03:44,194
- What's that?
1006
01:03:44,194 --> 01:03:45,194
Right there.
1007
01:03:47,694 --> 01:03:49,277
- [Adam] Satellite.
1008
01:03:50,478 --> 01:03:51,478
- Satellite?
1009
01:03:52,319 --> 01:03:55,343
- Solid white light moving
slowly through the sky?
1010
01:03:55,343 --> 01:03:56,990
Satellite.
1011
01:03:56,990 --> 01:03:59,323
- I was hoping it was a UFO.
1012
01:04:01,300 --> 01:04:03,420
- Every time I look at the night sky,
1013
01:04:03,420 --> 01:04:05,980
I see something I can't explain.
1014
01:04:05,980 --> 01:04:06,813
- Really?
1015
01:04:06,813 --> 01:04:08,406
- Uh huh.
1016
01:04:08,406 --> 01:04:11,906
I try to keep my mind open, not speculate.
1017
01:04:19,168 --> 01:04:21,098
- Do you believe that
1018
01:04:21,098 --> 01:04:23,431
we're alone in the universe?
1019
01:04:24,290 --> 01:04:25,618
- Absolutely not.
1020
01:04:25,618 --> 01:04:27,666
There are like, billions of galaxies,
1021
01:04:27,666 --> 01:04:29,838
each one with billions of stars.
1022
01:04:29,838 --> 01:04:32,296
You've gotta be naive to think
there isn't intelligent life
1023
01:04:32,296 --> 01:04:34,358
on many planets.
1024
01:04:34,358 --> 01:04:35,733
- I totally agree.
1025
01:04:35,733 --> 01:04:37,892
In the grand scheme of things,
1026
01:04:37,892 --> 01:04:41,725
we are very small and
insignificant creatures.
1027
01:04:42,900 --> 01:04:43,900
- Very true.
1028
01:04:47,734 --> 01:04:49,955
- Do you believe that God exists?
1029
01:04:49,955 --> 01:04:51,388
- Yes.
1030
01:04:51,388 --> 01:04:52,565
- You do?
1031
01:04:52,565 --> 01:04:53,398
- Yeah.
1032
01:04:54,365 --> 01:04:55,198
- Hmm.
1033
01:04:57,246 --> 01:05:00,913
Do you ever doubt the
existence of that God?
1034
01:05:02,721 --> 01:05:03,721
- Sometimes.
1035
01:05:07,106 --> 01:05:09,189
- I'm not that different.
1036
01:05:10,138 --> 01:05:11,138
Except that,
1037
01:05:12,105 --> 01:05:14,394
I believe that God doesn't exist
1038
01:05:14,394 --> 01:05:17,561
in the capacity that most of us think.
1039
01:05:18,858 --> 01:05:20,698
- You sound like an atheist.
1040
01:05:20,698 --> 01:05:22,531
- More like, agnostic.
1041
01:05:23,422 --> 01:05:25,005
A semi-nonbeliever.
1042
01:05:27,515 --> 01:05:29,572
Albert Einstein once said,
1043
01:05:29,572 --> 01:05:32,405
that humans could never comprehend
1044
01:05:33,458 --> 01:05:36,375
the possibility of an infinite God.
1045
01:05:38,244 --> 01:05:39,327
How could we?
1046
01:05:41,485 --> 01:05:45,652
The problem is much too
vast for our limited minds.
1047
01:05:50,856 --> 01:05:52,155
- Okay.
1048
01:05:52,155 --> 01:05:53,842
- No, it's exciting.
1049
01:05:53,842 --> 01:05:56,310
You have to open yourself
up to the possibility
1050
01:05:56,310 --> 01:06:00,477
that everything you think
you know might be wrong.
1051
01:06:12,462 --> 01:06:15,045
For small creatures such as we,
1052
01:06:16,567 --> 01:06:20,150
the vastness is bearable
only through love.
1053
01:06:23,789 --> 01:06:26,085
- Is that Einstein too?
1054
01:06:26,085 --> 01:06:27,835
- That is Carl Sagen.
1055
01:06:35,023 --> 01:06:38,523
Okay, hypothetical question, bear with me.
1056
01:06:40,344 --> 01:06:42,427
So, you believe in a God.
1057
01:06:44,652 --> 01:06:46,152
What if God's plan
1058
01:06:49,635 --> 01:06:52,662
included us meeting tonight?
1059
01:06:52,662 --> 01:06:56,829
That we were part of each
other's bigger purpose?
1060
01:06:57,150 --> 01:06:58,733
What would you say?
1061
01:07:01,790 --> 01:07:03,542
- Well if that was true,
1062
01:07:03,542 --> 01:07:06,995
it would cause a lot of other people pain.
1063
01:07:06,995 --> 01:07:09,410
Why would God do that?
1064
01:07:09,410 --> 01:07:11,501
- Well, pain is inevitable
1065
01:07:11,501 --> 01:07:14,334
whether or not you believe in God.
1066
01:07:17,274 --> 01:07:18,963
- Well, hypothetically,
1067
01:07:18,963 --> 01:07:21,074
if we were supposed to meet here tonight,
1068
01:07:21,074 --> 01:07:23,314
would you feel comfortable
knowing that I was married
1069
01:07:23,314 --> 01:07:25,570
and that you could possibly
end a relationship?
1070
01:07:25,570 --> 01:07:26,570
- No, but...
1071
01:07:28,018 --> 01:07:31,018
See, I believe we control our lives.
1072
01:07:31,907 --> 01:07:35,187
There is no great
architect or puppet master.
1073
01:07:35,187 --> 01:07:38,050
There are only our decisions.
1074
01:07:38,050 --> 01:07:42,217
And the path we take is
based on those decisions.
1075
01:07:42,355 --> 01:07:45,747
And yes, sometimes there
will be pain that we cause
1076
01:07:45,747 --> 01:07:47,779
because of our choices.
1077
01:07:47,779 --> 01:07:50,002
But, would you be willing to let
1078
01:07:50,002 --> 01:07:53,266
the possibility of true love pass you by
1079
01:07:53,266 --> 01:07:55,099
because of bad timing?
1080
01:07:56,791 --> 01:08:00,239
- If we gave into every
instance of attraction,
1081
01:08:00,239 --> 01:08:01,599
no one would be faithful
1082
01:08:01,599 --> 01:08:03,231
or stay in a long-term relationship.
1083
01:08:03,231 --> 01:08:06,568
I probably see a new
attractive woman every day.
1084
01:08:06,568 --> 01:08:10,685
- But how many of them
make you just say, wow.
1085
01:08:10,685 --> 01:08:11,602
- Not many.
1086
01:08:12,767 --> 01:08:13,977
- See?
1087
01:08:13,977 --> 01:08:17,521
Any one of them could have
been your bigger purpose.
1088
01:08:17,521 --> 01:08:19,937
You just let it pass you by.
1089
01:08:19,937 --> 01:08:20,770
- Oh.
1090
01:08:23,184 --> 01:08:24,767
That was a big one.
1091
01:08:28,176 --> 01:08:29,009
- Okay.
1092
01:08:30,769 --> 01:08:32,769
I think this connection,
1093
01:08:34,889 --> 01:08:35,860
this is wow.
1094
01:08:35,860 --> 01:08:37,564
- Please don't say that.
1095
01:08:37,564 --> 01:08:39,100
- What?
1096
01:08:39,100 --> 01:08:41,222
- This can only lead down a wrong road.
1097
01:08:41,222 --> 01:08:44,822
- See, Adam, I'm not asking
you to run off with me,
1098
01:08:44,822 --> 01:08:46,918
or even to explore the possibility
1099
01:08:46,918 --> 01:08:49,510
that this is anything more
than a chance encounter.
1100
01:08:49,510 --> 01:08:52,195
- Well good, 'cause there
ain't nothing to explore.
1101
01:08:52,195 --> 01:08:53,508
- You are full of shit.
1102
01:08:53,508 --> 01:08:55,741
- Now why do you say that?
1103
01:08:55,741 --> 01:08:57,901
- If there wasn't an attraction,
1104
01:08:57,901 --> 01:09:00,550
then there wouldn't be
a wrong road to go down.
1105
01:09:00,550 --> 01:09:03,193
- There isn't any attraction.
1106
01:09:03,193 --> 01:09:04,787
- Oh please.
1107
01:09:04,787 --> 01:09:05,620
- What?
1108
01:09:08,113 --> 01:09:09,329
- Come here.
1109
01:09:09,329 --> 01:09:10,162
- No.
1110
01:09:11,154 --> 01:09:13,237
- In the name of science.
1111
01:09:19,476 --> 01:09:20,413
Close your eyes.
1112
01:09:20,413 --> 01:09:21,246
- No.
1113
01:09:22,269 --> 01:09:24,352
- What are you afraid of?
1114
01:09:41,316 --> 01:09:42,149
- Okay.
1115
01:09:46,540 --> 01:09:48,526
- I rest my case.
1116
01:09:48,526 --> 01:09:49,775
- What?
1117
01:09:49,775 --> 01:09:53,503
- You can't say that
there's not something there.
1118
01:09:53,503 --> 01:09:55,624
Otherwise you wouldn't
have gotten uncomfortable.
1119
01:09:55,624 --> 01:09:57,167
- I wasn't uncomfortable.
1120
01:09:57,167 --> 01:09:58,671
- Please.
1121
01:09:58,671 --> 01:10:00,900
All it took was minimal physical contact!
1122
01:10:00,900 --> 01:10:03,403
- I can't afford to have
anything complicate my life
1123
01:10:03,403 --> 01:10:05,037
any more than it already is.
1124
01:10:05,037 --> 01:10:06,818
- Well, perhaps that's your problem.
1125
01:10:06,818 --> 01:10:08,570
You're worried about complicating things,
1126
01:10:08,570 --> 01:10:11,261
rather than trying to imagine the things
1127
01:10:11,261 --> 01:10:14,079
that might make it better.
1128
01:10:14,079 --> 01:10:16,893
I mean, what would it
take for you to believe
1129
01:10:16,893 --> 01:10:20,767
that there's one perfect
person out there for you?
1130
01:10:20,767 --> 01:10:21,600
- At this point in my life,
1131
01:10:21,600 --> 01:10:25,052
I don't think anything
could change my mind.
1132
01:10:25,052 --> 01:10:27,024
- Well, that's a shame.
1133
01:10:27,024 --> 01:10:29,944
Because you may have a very
full and productive life,
1134
01:10:29,944 --> 01:10:32,599
with lots of people you care about,
1135
01:10:32,599 --> 01:10:35,055
but you'll always have a lonely heart.
1136
01:10:35,055 --> 01:10:37,655
- Yeah, well it's a
two-way street, Nicole.
1137
01:10:37,655 --> 01:10:39,975
How long are you gonna
keep your heart lonely
1138
01:10:39,975 --> 01:10:43,348
waiting for something
that doesn't even exist?
1139
01:10:43,348 --> 01:10:44,181
- Ooh.
1140
01:10:45,815 --> 01:10:47,385
Excellent.
1141
01:10:47,385 --> 01:10:48,218
- What?
1142
01:10:49,125 --> 01:10:51,915
- This is a great conversation.
1143
01:10:51,915 --> 01:10:54,082
Got to love a good debate.
1144
01:10:55,532 --> 01:10:56,699
Got you angry.
1145
01:10:58,913 --> 01:11:01,482
- I have to admit, it is nice.
1146
01:11:01,482 --> 01:11:02,995
It's been a while.
1147
01:11:02,995 --> 01:11:04,107
(laughing)
1148
01:11:04,107 --> 01:11:05,899
I am fuckin' freezing.
1149
01:11:05,899 --> 01:11:08,666
We're about in the peak
of the meteor shower.
1150
01:11:08,666 --> 01:11:11,930
You wanna head back to
the truck and get warm?
1151
01:11:11,930 --> 01:11:13,263
- Yes, yes I do.
1152
01:11:14,566 --> 01:11:15,566
- All right.
1153
01:11:31,604 --> 01:11:33,104
You getting tired?
1154
01:11:34,456 --> 01:11:35,289
- No.
1155
01:11:37,360 --> 01:11:39,984
I don't need much sleep.
1156
01:11:39,984 --> 01:11:42,151
I'm a bit of an insomniac.
1157
01:11:43,072 --> 01:11:44,688
- I know the feeling.
1158
01:11:44,688 --> 01:11:46,771
My sleep cycle's all off.
1159
01:11:49,088 --> 01:11:50,975
Probably because, working nights
1160
01:11:50,975 --> 01:11:53,308
back when I was on the road.
1161
01:11:55,867 --> 01:11:56,936
- Adam.
1162
01:11:56,936 --> 01:11:57,769
- Yeah?
1163
01:11:59,332 --> 01:12:03,252
- Do you mind me asking
what happened with your wife
1164
01:12:03,252 --> 01:12:05,502
that got you to this point?
1165
01:12:10,198 --> 01:12:12,365
- I met her when I was 24.
1166
01:12:14,685 --> 01:12:16,102
And it was great.
1167
01:12:19,382 --> 01:12:22,446
Couldn't keep our hands off each other.
1168
01:12:22,446 --> 01:12:23,863
- Love that part.
1169
01:12:25,610 --> 01:12:26,865
- Every time she'd touch me,
1170
01:12:26,865 --> 01:12:30,606
the hair on the back of
my neck would stand up.
1171
01:12:30,606 --> 01:12:31,523
Goosebumps.
1172
01:12:33,076 --> 01:12:36,743
Kind of like your little
science experiment.
1173
01:12:40,068 --> 01:12:43,235
We'd talk for hours, about everything.
1174
01:12:45,300 --> 01:12:47,217
Took spontaneous trips.
1175
01:12:48,149 --> 01:12:50,196
I was working nights, so,
1176
01:12:50,196 --> 01:12:54,029
4:30 PM to 4:30 AM, and
she'd kiss me goodbye,
1177
01:12:55,597 --> 01:12:58,868
and when I'd come home
she'd be on the couch,
1178
01:12:58,868 --> 01:13:00,118
waiting for me.
1179
01:13:01,188 --> 01:13:03,605
To make sure I got home okay.
1180
01:13:05,508 --> 01:13:09,675
Couldn't wait to walk through
that door and see her.
1181
01:13:10,249 --> 01:13:11,233
- Butterflies?
1182
01:13:11,233 --> 01:13:13,103
The anticipation?
1183
01:13:13,103 --> 01:13:13,936
- Yeah.
1184
01:13:17,434 --> 01:13:21,579
Sometimes she'd be just
laying on top of the sheets,
1185
01:13:21,579 --> 01:13:24,384
doing a little something something.
1186
01:13:24,384 --> 01:13:26,634
(laughing)
1187
01:13:28,778 --> 01:13:32,195
Wasn't too long before she got that itch.
1188
01:13:33,813 --> 01:13:37,434
I told her I didn't want any children,
1189
01:13:37,434 --> 01:13:39,353
caused a big fight.
1190
01:13:39,353 --> 01:13:41,401
- Why didn't you want children?
1191
01:13:41,401 --> 01:13:44,818
- I just don't like children, never have.
1192
01:13:46,038 --> 01:13:48,775
Just don't think I got the patience
1193
01:13:48,775 --> 01:13:50,942
or the temperament for it.
1194
01:13:53,495 --> 01:13:55,865
Or maybe I'm selfish.
1195
01:13:55,865 --> 01:13:58,113
I want her all to myself.
1196
01:13:58,113 --> 01:14:00,448
I want us to do whatever we wanna do
1197
01:14:00,448 --> 01:14:02,448
whenever we wanna do it.
1198
01:14:06,711 --> 01:14:08,961
Wanna take a trip, take it.
1199
01:14:10,757 --> 01:14:12,869
Wanna lie in each other's arms
1200
01:14:12,869 --> 01:14:16,838
and watch movies on a rainy day, do it.
1201
01:14:16,838 --> 01:14:18,805
Or lie in bed naked all day,
1202
01:14:18,805 --> 01:14:20,947
just enjoying each other's company.
1203
01:14:20,947 --> 01:14:21,950
Fuckin' love it.
1204
01:14:21,950 --> 01:14:24,751
- You are a latent romantic.
1205
01:14:24,751 --> 01:14:25,834
Good for you.
1206
01:14:27,642 --> 01:14:30,746
- Well, it led to a break up.
1207
01:14:30,746 --> 01:14:32,942
And a few days later we talked,
1208
01:14:32,942 --> 01:14:35,109
and compromised were made.
1209
01:14:38,049 --> 01:14:39,216
- Compromises?
1210
01:14:40,142 --> 01:14:43,054
At that point you were going
in different directions,
1211
01:14:43,054 --> 01:14:44,554
so why compromise?
1212
01:14:46,661 --> 01:14:49,578
- I thought I was in love with her.
1213
01:14:51,001 --> 01:14:54,353
She told me she was
going off birth control.
1214
01:14:54,353 --> 01:14:58,520
So naturally I asked her
to marry me, she said yes,
1215
01:14:58,970 --> 01:15:01,803
and was pregnant two months later.
1216
01:15:02,695 --> 01:15:06,375
We got married two months after that.
1217
01:15:06,375 --> 01:15:08,307
- You have a child?
1218
01:15:08,307 --> 01:15:09,140
- Yeah.
1219
01:15:10,428 --> 01:15:11,261
- Oh.
1220
01:15:12,628 --> 01:15:14,795
- Got a nine-year-old son.
1221
01:15:21,371 --> 01:15:22,788
- He's beautiful.
1222
01:15:24,591 --> 01:15:25,924
What's his name?
1223
01:15:26,972 --> 01:15:27,805
- Cody.
1224
01:15:32,116 --> 01:15:34,199
- He looks just like you.
1225
01:15:43,671 --> 01:15:47,838
- The moment she got
pregnant, everything changed.
1226
01:15:48,063 --> 01:15:50,422
It was like all that
affection she showed me
1227
01:15:50,422 --> 01:15:53,022
was redirected to him.
1228
01:15:53,022 --> 01:15:56,939
It all stopped, the
spontaneity, the snuggling,
1229
01:15:57,791 --> 01:15:58,708
the kisses,
1230
01:16:00,067 --> 01:16:01,567
the conversations,
1231
01:16:02,839 --> 01:16:03,672
the sex,
1232
01:16:05,538 --> 01:16:06,871
even the laughs.
1233
01:16:10,676 --> 01:16:12,426
The passion was gone.
1234
01:16:13,331 --> 01:16:15,572
I wake up now at 6:30 and I turn over
1235
01:16:15,572 --> 01:16:19,371
and she's scowling at me
because I woke her up.
1236
01:16:19,371 --> 01:16:22,549
I come home and nobody there.
1237
01:16:22,549 --> 01:16:26,382
It's been like that for
almost 10 years, so...
1238
01:16:30,985 --> 01:16:31,818
I'm done.
1239
01:16:32,728 --> 01:16:36,061
- Have you tried to reignite that spark?
1240
01:16:39,065 --> 01:16:40,065
- Of course.
1241
01:16:41,212 --> 01:16:44,156
I try every day, but how many excuses
1242
01:16:44,156 --> 01:16:48,323
and rain checks and broken
plans before I just give up?
1243
01:16:52,189 --> 01:16:53,422
- I mean,
1244
01:16:53,422 --> 01:16:55,736
you shouldn't give up.
1245
01:16:55,736 --> 01:16:56,569
- Why?
1246
01:16:57,960 --> 01:16:59,856
It's humiliating.
1247
01:16:59,856 --> 01:17:01,356
It's emasculating.
1248
01:17:02,721 --> 01:17:04,864
What's the point of asking for something
1249
01:17:04,864 --> 01:17:07,648
you know you're not gonna get?
1250
01:17:07,648 --> 01:17:10,690
You're supposed to be
with someone who wants you
1251
01:17:10,690 --> 01:17:13,080
just as much as you want them, right?
1252
01:17:13,080 --> 01:17:16,873
I shouldn't have to ask, much less beg.
1253
01:17:16,873 --> 01:17:18,040
- That's fair.
1254
01:17:19,571 --> 01:17:21,488
You don't deserve that.
1255
01:17:24,035 --> 01:17:24,868
So.
1256
01:17:27,077 --> 01:17:28,827
How long has it been?
1257
01:17:31,318 --> 01:17:32,278
- Really?
1258
01:17:32,278 --> 01:17:33,111
- Uh huh.
1259
01:17:36,660 --> 01:17:37,660
- 10 months.
1260
01:17:39,277 --> 01:17:41,669
Once in the last year and a half.
1261
01:17:41,669 --> 01:17:42,627
- Oh no.
1262
01:17:42,627 --> 01:17:43,710
- Yeah, yeah.
1263
01:17:46,907 --> 01:17:48,470
I mean, it's been two and a half years
1264
01:17:48,470 --> 01:17:51,694
since she initiated anything.
1265
01:17:51,694 --> 01:17:53,694
I'm not just talking about sex here,
1266
01:17:53,694 --> 01:17:55,590
I'm talking about anything.
1267
01:17:55,590 --> 01:17:57,757
Nothing intimate any more.
1268
01:17:59,599 --> 01:18:00,432
So,
1269
01:18:01,598 --> 01:18:02,431
I'm done.
1270
01:18:04,095 --> 01:18:07,012
It's not worth trying for any more.
1271
01:18:09,134 --> 01:18:09,967
- So,
1272
01:18:12,078 --> 01:18:12,911
why stay?
1273
01:18:16,912 --> 01:18:17,745
- Cody.
1274
01:18:20,728 --> 01:18:24,561
I feel in love with him
the moment I held him.
1275
01:18:30,912 --> 01:18:35,079
From that point, my life
wasn't mine any more.
1276
01:18:35,452 --> 01:18:37,035
It wasn't about me.
1277
01:18:38,004 --> 01:18:41,780
No matter what's going on
with his mother and me,
1278
01:18:41,780 --> 01:18:43,363
it's not his fault.
1279
01:18:44,660 --> 01:18:47,892
My job is to make sure he's
got the best life possible,
1280
01:18:47,892 --> 01:18:51,309
and to do that I gotta see him every day.
1281
01:18:55,101 --> 01:18:55,934
- Adam.
1282
01:18:56,941 --> 01:18:59,608
You know, your happiness and his
1283
01:19:00,957 --> 01:19:03,207
are not mutually exclusive.
1284
01:19:05,261 --> 01:19:09,011
If he sees you unhappy,
that will affect him.
1285
01:19:11,757 --> 01:19:12,674
- Yeah but,
1286
01:19:13,981 --> 01:19:16,701
I'd rather him see me unhappy every day
1287
01:19:16,701 --> 01:19:19,284
than every other weekend happy.
1288
01:19:22,650 --> 01:19:25,463
My brother went through the same thing.
1289
01:19:25,463 --> 01:19:28,486
He got a divorce when my
nephew was two years old,
1290
01:19:28,486 --> 01:19:32,653
and he barely sees him now,
they don't have a relationship.
1291
01:19:33,190 --> 01:19:35,690
Can't let that happen to Cody.
1292
01:19:41,697 --> 01:19:42,530
- Well.
1293
01:19:47,088 --> 01:19:49,838
It makes sense why you're so sad.
1294
01:19:51,708 --> 01:19:52,875
- I'm not sad.
1295
01:19:55,821 --> 01:19:57,154
- You're lonely.
1296
01:20:02,231 --> 01:20:03,064
You know,
1297
01:20:07,321 --> 01:20:08,904
I think, deep down,
1298
01:20:11,270 --> 01:20:13,603
you do believe in true love.
1299
01:20:15,014 --> 01:20:18,181
But, you think you missed your chance,
1300
01:20:20,310 --> 01:20:24,393
so it's just easier to
abandon the whole concept.
1301
01:20:31,792 --> 01:20:32,625
- Maybe.
1302
01:20:44,604 --> 01:20:48,146
So you were with this dude for seven years
1303
01:20:48,146 --> 01:20:52,098
and you never thought about marrying him?
1304
01:20:52,098 --> 01:20:53,426
- He was an ass.
1305
01:20:53,426 --> 01:20:55,676
(laughing)
1306
01:20:58,900 --> 01:20:59,733
He was!
1307
01:21:09,734 --> 01:21:12,984
Though I never really thought about it,
1308
01:21:15,982 --> 01:21:16,815
and,
1309
01:21:19,039 --> 01:21:22,122
I never really didn't think about it.
1310
01:21:24,455 --> 01:21:27,288
I wasted seven years, pretty much.
1311
01:21:29,111 --> 01:21:30,444
I learned a lot.
1312
01:21:31,495 --> 01:21:35,662
We were together for high
school and most of college.
1313
01:21:37,858 --> 01:21:40,775
He was, he was a status boy friend.
1314
01:21:43,031 --> 01:21:45,948
I was flattered when he pursued me.
1315
01:21:49,506 --> 01:21:52,802
He was a quarterback,
and a couple years older,
1316
01:21:52,802 --> 01:21:55,052
and very handsome, popular.
1317
01:21:58,094 --> 01:21:59,547
But he had a temper,
1318
01:21:59,547 --> 01:22:02,797
and he was very jealous and possessive.
1319
01:22:05,170 --> 01:22:07,538
When I was 16 he slapped me once,
1320
01:22:07,538 --> 01:22:10,129
and I should have ended it then,
1321
01:22:10,129 --> 01:22:13,046
but I was young and very forgiving,
1322
01:22:18,492 --> 01:22:20,575
and a bit of a caretaker.
1323
01:22:23,330 --> 01:22:25,663
So fast forward a few years,
1324
01:22:27,028 --> 01:22:28,945
and we're out at a bar,
1325
01:22:31,395 --> 01:22:35,299
in college, and he sees
me talking to another man
1326
01:22:35,299 --> 01:22:38,227
and he thinks that I'm
flirting with this man,
1327
01:22:38,227 --> 01:22:42,394
and he comes over and he's
all up in this guy's face,
1328
01:22:43,688 --> 01:22:46,271
and I pulled him aside and said
1329
01:22:47,224 --> 01:22:49,271
that I thought that he was drunk
1330
01:22:49,271 --> 01:22:51,604
and he was being ridiculous.
1331
01:22:53,125 --> 01:22:55,252
And he kept shouting at me,
1332
01:22:55,252 --> 01:22:57,919
so I said that I was going home.
1333
01:22:59,795 --> 01:23:02,887
And as I was leaving the bar,
1334
01:23:02,887 --> 01:23:05,470
he chucked a beer bottle at me.
1335
01:23:07,962 --> 01:23:09,874
Fractured my cheekbone,
1336
01:23:09,874 --> 01:23:11,874
and gave me a black eye.
1337
01:23:14,818 --> 01:23:18,985
So, let's say that that
knocked some sense into me.
1338
01:23:27,593 --> 01:23:30,338
- I'm sorry you had to go through that.
1339
01:23:30,338 --> 01:23:32,330
- Yeah, me too.
1340
01:23:32,330 --> 01:23:34,997
I won't make that mistake again.
1341
01:24:18,171 --> 01:24:21,254
- Why couldn't I have met you sooner?
1342
01:24:51,455 --> 01:24:54,038
(soft singing)
1343
01:25:16,736 --> 01:25:17,948
Hey.
1344
01:25:17,948 --> 01:25:18,781
- Sorry.
1345
01:25:19,630 --> 01:25:20,630
I dozed off.
1346
01:25:21,710 --> 01:25:24,627
- There's nothing to apologize for.
1347
01:25:27,857 --> 01:25:30,025
- It's beautiful.
1348
01:25:30,025 --> 01:25:32,108
No, keep singing, please.
1349
01:25:38,100 --> 01:25:41,396
♫ People can say whatever they want
1350
01:25:41,396 --> 01:25:44,564
♫ None of it matters now
1351
01:25:44,564 --> 01:25:48,731
♫ I'm peeling away the
layers, all the doubt
1352
01:25:50,646 --> 01:25:51,939
♫ All the doubt
1353
01:25:51,939 --> 01:25:55,749
♫ I'm pulling the shade, letting light in
1354
01:25:55,749 --> 01:25:59,316
♫ I've walked through the
darkness to come back again
1355
01:25:59,316 --> 01:26:03,483
♫ Everything ends and
everything begins again
1356
01:26:05,621 --> 01:26:08,269
♫ And again
1357
01:26:08,269 --> 01:26:10,623
♫ Here we are, on the edge
1358
01:26:10,623 --> 01:26:12,509
♫ Don't look down
1359
01:26:12,509 --> 01:26:15,973
♫ I'm scared but I know that I'll be okay
1360
01:26:15,973 --> 01:26:18,973
♫ I'm here with you
1361
01:26:22,851 --> 01:26:25,766
♫ Words are just words, recycled and used
1362
01:26:25,766 --> 01:26:28,883
♫ Meaningless to us all
1363
01:26:28,883 --> 01:26:33,050
♫ I'll start a fire and
let it burn out of control
1364
01:26:34,355 --> 01:26:35,891
♫ Of control
1365
01:26:35,891 --> 01:26:39,811
♫ I'll rise from the ashes
and walk through the flames
1366
01:26:39,811 --> 01:26:43,240
♫ Become something more
than a face with a name
1367
01:26:43,240 --> 01:26:47,407
♫ I'd die for the chance
just to feel alive again
1368
01:26:51,329 --> 01:26:54,369
♫ Now here we are, on the edge
1369
01:26:54,369 --> 01:26:55,569
♫ Don't look down
1370
01:26:55,569 --> 01:26:58,929
♫ I'm scared but I know that I'll be okay
1371
01:26:58,929 --> 01:27:01,929
♫ I'm here with you
1372
01:27:04,049 --> 01:27:07,329
♫ 'Cause all we have is here and now
1373
01:27:07,329 --> 01:27:11,441
♫ And open road and I
can go wherever I want
1374
01:27:11,441 --> 01:27:14,941
♫ As long as I'm with you
1375
01:27:19,308 --> 01:27:22,668
♫ People can say whatever they want
1376
01:27:22,668 --> 01:27:26,085
♫ None of it matters, no
1377
01:27:34,454 --> 01:27:37,204
- You're full of surprises, Adam.
1378
01:27:43,409 --> 01:27:45,242
What are you thinking?
1379
01:27:48,177 --> 01:27:49,094
- Honestly.
1380
01:27:50,530 --> 01:27:54,697
I'm just thinking how
absolutely beautiful you are.
1381
01:27:57,025 --> 01:27:59,858
And how absolutely unfair life is.
1382
01:28:20,847 --> 01:28:22,180
Where you going?
1383
01:28:24,129 --> 01:28:25,962
- Um, I'm tired and...
1384
01:28:28,480 --> 01:28:29,647
It's late, so,
1385
01:28:32,134 --> 01:28:33,134
I should go.
1386
01:28:35,023 --> 01:28:35,940
- Don't go.
1387
01:28:38,887 --> 01:28:43,054
- (sighs) I mean, you said it before.
1388
01:28:43,353 --> 01:28:44,981
You're right.
1389
01:28:44,981 --> 01:28:46,247
It's not fair.
1390
01:28:46,247 --> 01:28:48,463
It's not fair to you,
1391
01:28:48,463 --> 01:28:50,880
and it's also not fair to me.
1392
01:28:55,942 --> 01:28:59,374
We're going down that
wrong road you mentioned,
1393
01:28:59,374 --> 01:29:02,041
or at least I am, and that hurts
1394
01:29:04,629 --> 01:29:06,879
because you're unavailable.
1395
01:29:07,820 --> 01:29:08,653
And I'm,
1396
01:29:10,412 --> 01:29:12,075
I can't do this.
1397
01:29:12,075 --> 01:29:13,908
- So what happens now?
1398
01:29:14,935 --> 01:29:16,575
We just go on with our lives?
1399
01:29:16,575 --> 01:29:17,791
We pass each other on the street
1400
01:29:17,791 --> 01:29:19,903
and pretend we don't know each other?
1401
01:29:19,903 --> 01:29:23,070
Stop and have a friendly conversation?
1402
01:29:24,079 --> 01:29:26,685
- You don't have to worry about that,
1403
01:29:26,685 --> 01:29:28,185
so it's all right.
1404
01:29:29,416 --> 01:29:32,888
We won't have any fake conversations.
1405
01:29:32,888 --> 01:29:36,388
- What are you saying, I don't understand.
1406
01:29:38,069 --> 01:29:41,902
- I recently accepted a
job offer out of town.
1407
01:29:42,870 --> 01:29:44,537
- Where out of town?
1408
01:29:46,193 --> 01:29:47,026
- London.
1409
01:29:49,810 --> 01:29:51,060
It's in London.
1410
01:29:52,450 --> 01:29:54,200
I leave in two weeks.
1411
01:29:58,517 --> 01:30:01,850
It'll be nice to be close to my parents.
1412
01:30:04,746 --> 01:30:07,563
I've been really excited.
1413
01:30:07,563 --> 01:30:11,730
I didn't think I had anything
holding me here any longer.
1414
01:30:19,423 --> 01:30:21,350
Is that wrong?
1415
01:30:21,350 --> 01:30:23,790
- Yeah, you're wrong.
1416
01:30:23,790 --> 01:30:27,957
I came here tonight looking
for answers, and I found you.
1417
01:30:30,639 --> 01:30:33,597
I want you in my life, I wanna see you.
1418
01:30:33,597 --> 01:30:35,406
I want us to be friends.
1419
01:30:35,406 --> 01:30:37,225
- I don't wanna be friends, Adam.
1420
01:30:37,225 --> 01:30:38,716
I don't wanna be friends.
1421
01:30:38,716 --> 01:30:40,009
It's not realistic.
1422
01:30:40,009 --> 01:30:40,842
- Why not?
1423
01:30:43,064 --> 01:30:43,897
- Because.
1424
01:30:45,113 --> 01:30:47,696
I don't want to be your friend.
1425
01:30:50,657 --> 01:30:54,824
This has been amazing
tonight, but it's not real.
1426
01:30:55,521 --> 01:30:59,137
It's not real for you
and it's not real for me.
1427
01:30:59,137 --> 01:31:02,054
And in real life, you're not happy.
1428
01:31:03,409 --> 01:31:07,576
If you were happy, then maybe
I would try to be your friend.
1429
01:31:08,013 --> 01:31:09,263
But you're not.
1430
01:31:10,125 --> 01:31:12,375
- No Nicole, I'm not happy.
1431
01:31:13,734 --> 01:31:15,203
I've got everyone I know telling me
1432
01:31:15,203 --> 01:31:19,370
that I should be satisfied
with the mediocrity in my life.
1433
01:31:19,822 --> 01:31:22,789
But I know this can't be it.
1434
01:31:22,789 --> 01:31:25,289
There's gotta be so much more.
1435
01:31:28,348 --> 01:31:29,765
- There is, Adam.
1436
01:31:32,620 --> 01:31:34,269
I'm going home.
1437
01:31:34,269 --> 01:31:35,468
- Are you sure?
1438
01:31:35,468 --> 01:31:36,301
- Are you?
1439
01:31:48,855 --> 01:31:51,688
- I understand if you gotta leave.
1440
01:31:59,041 --> 01:32:01,374
- It was lovely to meet you.
1441
01:32:06,069 --> 01:32:06,902
Goodnight.
1442
01:32:10,261 --> 01:32:11,428
- Bye, Nicole.
1443
01:32:25,243 --> 01:32:29,410
♫ What happens when the things
you fear the most come alive
1444
01:32:32,872 --> 01:32:36,457
♫ What happens when you go to bed at night
1445
01:32:36,457 --> 01:32:38,483
♫ Do you close your eyes
1446
01:32:38,483 --> 01:32:40,899
♫ Are you terrified
1447
01:32:40,899 --> 01:32:44,692
♫ What happens when the walls around you
1448
01:32:44,692 --> 01:32:48,262
♫ All come crashing down
1449
01:32:48,262 --> 01:32:52,429
♫ And when you try to scream out loud
1450
01:32:52,431 --> 01:32:56,291
♫ You can't make a sound
- Fuck!
1451
01:32:56,291 --> 01:32:59,011
♫ There's so many things
I wish I could change
1452
01:32:59,011 --> 01:33:00,800
♫ I don't wanna play the blaming game
1453
01:33:00,800 --> 01:33:04,967
♫ Day to day feels like
my life is slowly fading
1454
01:33:06,916 --> 01:33:11,083
♫ I feel like the world is falling apart
1455
01:33:12,660 --> 01:33:14,691
♫ Who's gonna save me
1456
01:33:14,691 --> 01:33:18,858
♫ Now that I'm all alone in the dark
1457
01:33:20,275 --> 01:33:22,659
♫ Can anybody hear me
1458
01:33:22,659 --> 01:33:26,826
♫ Have you ever felt alone
inside a crowded room
1459
01:33:31,021 --> 01:33:33,566
♫ And have you ever wished upon a star
1460
01:33:33,566 --> 01:33:35,897
♫ To heal your broken heart
1461
01:33:35,897 --> 01:33:38,767
♫ But all that's left are scars
1462
01:33:38,767 --> 01:33:42,399
♫ It's hard to tell what's fake or real
1463
01:33:42,399 --> 01:33:46,081
♫ Or if it's just a dream
1464
01:33:46,081 --> 01:33:50,111
♫ Like actors on the silver screen
1465
01:33:50,111 --> 01:33:54,278
♫ It's all just make believe
1466
01:33:54,479 --> 01:33:56,767
♫ So many things I wish I could change
1467
01:33:56,767 --> 01:33:58,847
♫ I don't wanna play the blaming game
1468
01:33:58,847 --> 01:34:03,014
♫ Day to day feels like
my life is slowly fading
1469
01:34:04,768 --> 01:34:08,935
♫ I feel like the world is falling apart
1470
01:34:10,479 --> 01:34:12,544
♫ Who's gonna save me
1471
01:34:12,544 --> 01:34:16,711
♫ Now that I'm all alone in the dark
1472
01:34:18,335 --> 01:34:20,458
♫ Can anybody hear me
1473
01:34:20,458 --> 01:34:24,625
♫ I feel like the world is falling apart
1474
01:34:26,491 --> 01:34:28,526
♫ Who's gonna save me
1475
01:34:28,526 --> 01:34:32,693
♫ Now that I'm all alone in the dark
1476
01:34:34,185 --> 01:34:37,369
♫ Can anybody hear me
1477
01:34:37,369 --> 01:34:40,763
♫ I'm calling may day
1478
01:34:40,763 --> 01:34:43,596
♫ Someone save me
1479
01:34:44,570 --> 01:34:48,155
♫ Calling may day
1480
01:34:48,155 --> 01:34:51,322
♫ Can anybody hear me
1481
01:34:52,596 --> 01:34:56,763
♫ 'Cause I feel like the
world is falling apart
1482
01:34:58,579 --> 01:35:00,675
♫ Who's gonna save me
1483
01:35:00,675 --> 01:35:04,842
♫ Now that I'm all alone in the dark
1484
01:35:06,563 --> 01:35:08,627
♫ Can anybody hear me
1485
01:35:08,627 --> 01:35:12,794
♫ I feel like the world is falling apart
1486
01:35:14,515 --> 01:35:16,547
♫ Who's gonna save me
1487
01:35:16,547 --> 01:35:20,714
♫ Now that I'm all alone in the dark
1488
01:35:22,346 --> 01:35:25,513
♫ Can anybody hear me
1489
01:35:49,470 --> 01:35:50,798
- Adam.
1490
01:35:50,798 --> 01:35:53,215
- Nicole, what are you doing?
1491
01:35:56,369 --> 01:35:58,952
- I wanted to give this to you.
1492
01:36:00,082 --> 01:36:01,483
- What is this?
1493
01:36:01,483 --> 01:36:05,650
- It's the stone that my
grandmother kept all those years.
1494
01:36:05,905 --> 01:36:07,354
I want you to have it.
1495
01:36:07,354 --> 01:36:09,845
- Why are you giving this to me?
1496
01:36:09,845 --> 01:36:11,095
- Because Adam,
1497
01:36:12,070 --> 01:36:15,737
you have so much love
inside of you to give.
1498
01:36:16,613 --> 01:36:18,679
And you deserve it.
1499
01:36:18,679 --> 01:36:21,012
You deserve to find someone.
1500
01:36:22,261 --> 01:36:23,701
Maybe it's your wife,
1501
01:36:23,701 --> 01:36:27,034
or maybe it's someone or something else.
1502
01:36:27,922 --> 01:36:32,005
But, I just want you to
know that no matter what,
1503
01:36:34,365 --> 01:36:35,865
you are not alone.
1504
01:36:38,935 --> 01:36:40,102
And I see you.
1505
01:36:42,738 --> 01:36:43,655
And you are
1506
01:36:45,119 --> 01:36:47,286
a truly incredible person.
1507
01:36:51,503 --> 01:36:54,420
Please don't, please don't give up.
1508
01:36:55,535 --> 01:36:57,102
Promise me.
1509
01:36:57,102 --> 01:37:00,019
No, you don't have to say anything.
1510
01:37:01,818 --> 01:37:02,651
- Nicole.
1511
01:37:02,651 --> 01:37:04,337
- Really, I understand.
1512
01:37:04,337 --> 01:37:05,170
I do.
1513
01:37:06,449 --> 01:37:08,866
- I just wanted to thank you.
1514
01:37:10,239 --> 01:37:11,156
- What for?
1515
01:37:12,503 --> 01:37:15,223
- You've done more for me in one night
1516
01:37:15,223 --> 01:37:18,890
than anyone has ever
done in my entire life.
1517
01:37:21,788 --> 01:37:24,788
- It has been my absolute privilege.
1518
01:37:31,425 --> 01:37:32,592
Keep it close.
1519
01:37:36,403 --> 01:37:37,570
Goodbye, Adam.
1520
01:37:40,620 --> 01:37:41,453
- Nicole.
1521
01:37:46,356 --> 01:37:48,273
Will you dance with me?
1522
01:37:49,253 --> 01:37:51,397
♫ Won't you sit right there
1523
01:37:51,397 --> 01:37:55,480
♫ And give me this moment please
1524
01:37:57,653 --> 01:37:59,653
♫ Well it's times like these
1525
01:37:59,653 --> 01:38:03,320
♫ That bring me to my knees
1526
01:38:05,669 --> 01:38:09,702
♫ I need you to hear me
1527
01:38:09,702 --> 01:38:13,221
♫ Please girl, believe me
1528
01:38:13,221 --> 01:38:16,888
♫ When I lay it on the line
1529
01:38:21,456 --> 01:38:25,248
♫ What would you say if I told you today
1530
01:38:25,248 --> 01:38:29,415
♫ That I just wanna blow you away
1531
01:38:31,358 --> 01:38:33,553
♫ Tonight
1532
01:38:33,553 --> 01:38:37,484
♫ Oh I don't wanna say goodbye
1533
01:38:37,484 --> 01:38:41,651
♫ I just wanna lay here in this moment
1534
01:38:42,809 --> 01:38:46,892
♫ And feel like I own it tonight
1535
01:38:48,938 --> 01:38:53,105
♫ Well I don't wanna say goodbye
1536
01:38:53,497 --> 01:38:57,664
♫ I wanna hear your voice as you whisper
1537
01:38:59,065 --> 01:39:02,398
♫ A little while longer
1538
01:39:05,801 --> 01:39:09,968
♫ I'm reaching out, I
wanna feel your touch
1539
01:39:12,491 --> 01:39:16,658
♫ The way you look at
me is almost too much
1540
01:39:21,333 --> 01:39:24,853
♫ I need you to kiss me
1541
01:39:24,853 --> 01:39:29,020
♫ And tell me you're with me tonight
1542
01:39:30,453 --> 01:39:32,621
♫ I know I've crossed the line
1543
01:39:32,621 --> 01:39:33,621
- Thank you.
1544
01:39:40,615 --> 01:39:42,448
Goodnight, Adam Foret.
1545
01:39:45,281 --> 01:39:46,948
- Goodnight, Nicole.
1546
01:39:52,238 --> 01:39:53,071
- Hughes.
1547
01:39:56,330 --> 01:39:58,580
- Goodnight, Nicole Hughes.
1548
01:40:27,012 --> 01:40:30,965
On this beautiful morning,
after this fantastic night,
1549
01:40:30,965 --> 01:40:34,948
one thing happened that I didn't expect.
1550
01:40:34,948 --> 01:40:37,658
I felt something I didn't
think was possible,
1551
01:40:37,658 --> 01:40:39,586
something I refused to believe in.
1552
01:40:39,586 --> 01:40:43,458
What was it I truly found last night?
1553
01:40:43,458 --> 01:40:45,177
Is she the answer?
1554
01:40:45,177 --> 01:40:47,345
Will I ever see her again?
1555
01:40:47,345 --> 01:40:51,428
I'm still left with so
many unanswered questions.
1556
01:40:53,334 --> 01:40:54,918
Although my life is changed
1557
01:40:54,918 --> 01:40:57,574
because of one night and one person,
1558
01:40:57,574 --> 01:41:00,574
those two questions still ring true.
1559
01:41:02,851 --> 01:41:04,934
What is the right choice?
1560
01:41:06,097 --> 01:41:08,097
Is there a right choice?
1561
01:41:10,352 --> 01:41:14,185
The only difference now
than before I met her,
1562
01:41:16,072 --> 01:41:16,905
is hope.
1563
01:43:01,754 --> 01:43:04,651
♫ Since the day that we first met
1564
01:43:04,651 --> 01:43:08,568
♫ I just cannot forget the way
1565
01:43:10,410 --> 01:43:14,577
♫ That I was hanging
on each word you'd say
1566
01:43:14,842 --> 01:43:18,442
♫ I'm trying hard to just let go
1567
01:43:18,442 --> 01:43:22,609
♫ But I'm scared that I will never know
1568
01:43:23,434 --> 01:43:27,601
♫ And I hate to see you
pack your things and go away
1569
01:43:35,733 --> 01:43:38,709
♫ When all I need is in your eyes
1570
01:43:38,709 --> 01:43:42,084
♫ It's in your smile, in your smile
1571
01:43:42,084 --> 01:43:45,140
♫ One night was not enough
1572
01:43:45,140 --> 01:43:48,980
♫ One day was not enough
1573
01:43:48,980 --> 01:43:52,103
♫ One hour was not enough
1574
01:43:52,103 --> 01:43:55,685
♫ It'll never be quite enough
1575
01:43:55,685 --> 01:43:59,476
♫ Searching for the words to say
1576
01:43:59,476 --> 01:44:03,643
♫ To describe the beauty of that day
1577
01:44:05,745 --> 01:44:09,912
♫ And it was sad to
see wave and drive away
1578
01:44:10,128 --> 01:44:13,500
♫ And as these days just pass right by
1579
01:44:13,500 --> 01:44:17,667
♫ I wonder if you'll ever think of me
1580
01:44:19,016 --> 01:44:23,183
♫ When you close your eyes
and try to fall asleep
1581
01:44:26,874 --> 01:44:29,995
♫ Little girl
1582
01:44:29,995 --> 01:44:33,595
♫ When all I need is in your eyes
1583
01:44:33,595 --> 01:44:37,707
♫ It's in your smile, it's in your smile
1584
01:44:37,707 --> 01:44:40,267
♫ One night was not enough
1585
01:44:40,267 --> 01:44:43,565
♫ One day was not enough
1586
01:44:43,565 --> 01:44:46,827
♫ One hour was not enough
1587
01:44:46,827 --> 01:44:50,379
♫ It'll never be quite enough
1588
01:44:50,379 --> 01:44:53,515
♫ One night was not enough
1589
01:44:53,515 --> 01:44:57,005
♫ One day was not enough
1590
01:44:57,005 --> 01:45:00,668
♫ One hour was not enough
1591
01:45:00,668 --> 01:45:04,555
♫ It'll never be quite enough
1592
01:45:04,555 --> 01:45:07,403
♫ I'm holding on
1593
01:45:07,403 --> 01:45:10,461
♫ And I'm trying to be strong
1594
01:45:10,461 --> 01:45:14,446
♫ But these days can be so difficult
1595
01:45:14,446 --> 01:45:18,187
♫ Just never knowing
1596
01:45:18,187 --> 01:45:20,955
♫ Your face in the sun
1597
01:45:20,955 --> 01:45:24,555
♫ As you stood there alone
1598
01:45:24,555 --> 01:45:28,011
♫ Then you smiled at me and I believed
1599
01:45:28,011 --> 01:45:30,928
♫ I'm falling away
1600
01:45:33,915 --> 01:45:36,475
♫ One night was not enough
1601
01:45:36,475 --> 01:45:40,060
♫ One day was not enough
1602
01:45:40,060 --> 01:45:43,308
♫ One hour was not enough
1603
01:45:43,308 --> 01:45:47,319
♫ It'll never be quite enough
1604
01:45:47,319 --> 01:45:50,559
♫ One night was not enough
1605
01:45:50,559 --> 01:45:54,046
♫ One day was not enough
1606
01:45:54,046 --> 01:45:57,374
♫ One hour was not enough
1607
01:45:57,374 --> 01:46:01,541
♫ It'll never be quite enough, no
1608
01:46:25,377 --> 01:46:29,476
♫ I've been thinking here for hours
1609
01:46:29,476 --> 01:46:33,643
♫ I've been sitting here for days
1610
01:46:33,875 --> 01:46:38,042
♫ And I'm not sure why I'm second guessing
1611
01:46:39,057 --> 01:46:43,140
♫ No I'm not sure why I'm scared
1612
01:46:44,066 --> 01:46:47,899
♫ I just know that I love you
1613
01:46:49,969 --> 01:46:52,514
♫ Yeah
1614
01:46:52,514 --> 01:46:56,597
♫ And I want to be where you are
1615
01:47:00,161 --> 01:47:01,265
♫ Yeah
1616
01:47:01,265 --> 01:47:03,713
♫ Oh hey, oh yeah
1617
01:47:03,713 --> 01:47:06,481
♫ There are reasons and seasons
1618
01:47:06,481 --> 01:47:10,195
♫ That I don't really understand
1619
01:47:10,195 --> 01:47:14,362
♫ Like how I got here or where I'm going
1620
01:47:15,409 --> 01:47:19,576
♫ I'm just happier knowing
that we are both here
1621
01:47:21,330 --> 01:47:24,930
♫ Will this be forever
1622
01:47:24,930 --> 01:47:29,097
♫ I whisper these secret fears
1623
01:47:29,362 --> 01:47:33,506
♫ And I'm fighting tears I know
1624
01:47:33,506 --> 01:47:37,673
♫ And anxious for the ones to come
1625
01:47:38,546 --> 01:47:42,379
♫ I just know that I love you
1626
01:47:45,068 --> 01:47:47,181
♫ Yeah
1627
01:47:47,181 --> 01:47:51,348
♫ And I want to be where you are, yeah
1628
01:47:56,240 --> 01:47:58,717
♫ Oh hey, oh yeah
1629
01:47:58,717 --> 01:48:01,581
♫ There are reasons and seasons
1630
01:48:01,581 --> 01:48:05,342
♫ That I don't really understand
1631
01:48:05,342 --> 01:48:09,437
♫ Like how I got here or where I'm going
1632
01:48:09,437 --> 01:48:13,604
♫ I'm just happier knowing
that we are both here
1633
01:48:13,997 --> 01:48:17,747
♫ I will promise you forever
1634
01:48:23,714 --> 01:48:26,818
♫ Can you promise me
1635
01:48:26,818 --> 01:48:30,068
♫ You will never leave
1636
01:48:32,898 --> 01:48:36,565
♫ I can promise you forever
1637
01:48:42,208 --> 01:48:44,928
♫ Will you promise me
1638
01:48:44,928 --> 01:48:48,011
♫ You'll never leave
1639
01:48:52,284 --> 01:48:54,451
♫ Oh yeah
1640
01:49:01,210 --> 01:49:04,043
♫ Oh hey, oh yeah
1641
01:49:05,162 --> 01:49:07,754
♫ There are reasons and season
1642
01:49:07,754 --> 01:49:11,661
♫ That I don't really understand
1643
01:49:11,661 --> 01:49:15,828
♫ Like how I got here or where I'm going
1644
01:49:16,154 --> 01:49:19,856
♫ I'm just happier knowing that we are
1645
01:49:19,856 --> 01:49:23,856
♫ Knowing that we are both here
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