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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:16,154 --> 00:00:21,124 [screaming] 4 00:00:25,611 --> 00:00:26,750 Release the devil my child. 5 00:00:27,337 --> 00:00:28,028 Release him now! 6 00:00:28,062 --> 00:00:29,029 Release the Devil my child! 7 00:00:30,099 --> 00:00:31,031 Release him now! 8 00:00:31,065 --> 00:00:32,549 Release the Devil my Child! 9 00:00:32,584 --> 00:00:34,551 Release him now! 10 00:00:37,278 --> 00:00:39,315 Was that good that time? 11 00:00:39,349 --> 00:00:40,937 'Cause, like, I can do it better. 12 00:00:41,317 --> 00:00:42,180 Agh. 13 00:00:43,181 --> 00:00:44,078 Come on buddy. 14 00:00:44,113 --> 00:00:45,424 Come on bud. 15 00:00:45,459 --> 00:00:46,701 Come on. 16 00:00:47,323 --> 00:00:48,013 You alright? 17 00:00:48,048 --> 00:00:50,050 That was great. 18 00:00:50,084 --> 00:00:51,051 Great work man. 19 00:00:51,085 --> 00:00:52,707 Just a little thing I learned from Soderbergh. 20 00:00:52,742 --> 00:00:54,675 Get under here, get under here! 21 00:00:54,709 --> 00:00:59,611 One thing I learned from Soderbergh...do it in one take, it's always better that way. 22 00:01:00,819 --> 00:01:02,338 You gotta talk to that girl, will ya? 23 00:01:02,372 --> 00:01:04,029 I'll deal with it, alright? 24 00:01:04,064 --> 00:01:05,030 Hey get dressed. 25 00:01:05,065 --> 00:01:06,066 Stay warm, ok? 26 00:01:07,067 --> 00:01:07,998 What are you doing? 27 00:01:08,102 --> 00:01:09,345 Put that down, we cut! 28 00:01:09,621 --> 00:01:10,104 ...God... 29 00:01:12,313 --> 00:01:16,766 Our leading ladies panties should be down by her pretty little ankles right about now. 30 00:01:17,215 --> 00:01:17,939 Partial! 31 00:01:18,802 --> 00:01:20,010 I said I'd only do PARTIAL nudity. 32 00:01:20,045 --> 00:01:21,633 Well the script calls for full frontal, sweatheart. 33 00:01:21,667 --> 00:01:22,427 No! 34 00:01:22,461 --> 00:01:23,428 But it's completely gratuitous. 35 00:01:23,462 --> 00:01:24,946 I mean, it's not even realistic. 36 00:01:24,981 --> 00:01:26,948 Uh, are you kidding me? 37 00:01:26,983 --> 00:01:31,056 I said I'd only show my boobs for Sam Mendes. 38 00:01:31,091 --> 00:01:32,575 Well! 39 00:01:32,609 --> 00:01:35,025 Thats a-fucking-parently a wrap on "Virgin Exorcism." 40 00:01:35,060 --> 00:01:36,268 Let's wrap it up! 41 00:01:36,303 --> 00:01:38,684 First round's on me, shit tards! 42 00:01:38,719 --> 00:01:42,516 But that's not fair I was really feeling something that time, can't I at least finish the take? 43 00:01:42,550 --> 00:01:44,863 I'm gonna call SAG! 44 00:01:44,897 --> 00:01:49,523 This isn't even a Union project....Do you know how expensive it is to get an entire 45 00:01:49,557 --> 00:01:52,319 film crew out to fucking Jersey? 46 00:01:53,320 --> 00:01:55,115 No nudity, no distribution. 47 00:02:03,364 --> 00:02:08,369 [Music] 48 00:02:30,288 --> 00:02:34,982 Calpurnia, Darling, this is Barbara, your talent agent. 49 00:02:36,225 --> 00:02:39,297 Now, look darling I have an audition for you for "Sorority Scream 3." 50 00:02:41,091 --> 00:02:44,750 Now the Producer is a huge fan of yours and loved you in the film ESCAPE FROM ROBOT HELL." 51 00:02:45,061 --> 00:02:47,719 I know but you love all this off Broadway stuff... 52 00:02:48,064 --> 00:02:48,858 You know what... 53 00:02:49,376 --> 00:02:50,204 You gotta make money! 54 00:02:51,101 --> 00:02:52,206 ...And I gotta make money... 55 00:02:52,413 --> 00:02:53,414 So... 56 00:02:53,587 --> 00:02:54,967 You gotta go on these auditions, honey. 57 00:02:56,935 --> 00:03:00,180 Because, If you don't go on these auditions, the phone is gonna stop ringing. 58 00:03:00,663 --> 00:03:01,733 Alright? 59 00:03:02,630 --> 00:03:05,185 So, call me back....ASAP. 60 00:03:21,753 --> 00:03:23,513 I don't know what I'm doing wrong. 61 00:03:23,548 --> 00:03:26,723 You know I feel like I'm working so hard on my auditions but I'm just not booking anything. 62 00:03:28,725 --> 00:03:30,244 Are you sure you prepared enough? 63 00:03:30,279 --> 00:03:32,522 How do you define prepared? 64 00:03:32,557 --> 00:03:37,147 Well, before I perform I do a ninety minute yoga session form my physicality, then, start 65 00:03:37,182 --> 00:03:38,701 the Fitz Mauritz warm ups. 66 00:03:38,735 --> 00:03:43,050 The ones that sound like mating pigeons? 67 00:03:43,637 --> 00:03:44,534 prrrr.....prrrr! 68 00:03:44,741 --> 00:03:46,329 Maybe you should lay off the happy hours. 69 00:03:46,950 --> 00:03:47,434 Whoa, Max. 70 00:03:48,918 --> 00:03:51,576 The only reason you book so much, is because your a guy. 71 00:03:52,749 --> 00:03:54,199 Do you honestly think it's easier for me? 72 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:55,476 Look at me. 73 00:03:56,097 --> 00:03:56,546 Brown skin. 74 00:03:58,617 --> 00:04:01,102 I get cast as terrorists, cab drivers, shopkeepers, Dunkin' Donuts employees. 75 00:04:01,137 --> 00:04:01,758 OK. 76 00:04:02,656 --> 00:04:04,278 Your family supports you. 77 00:04:04,313 --> 00:04:08,351 What if I sacrifice everything....and I never make it? 78 00:04:09,110 --> 00:04:10,733 You're twenty four. 79 00:04:10,767 --> 00:04:14,530 Almost twenty five, that is like fucking thirty nine in actress years. 80 00:04:17,809 --> 00:04:19,293 [music] 81 00:04:19,328 --> 00:04:21,985 Maybe it's bread in the bowl, but the sound of the pipes. 82 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:25,126 The sound of the pipes is..... 83 00:04:25,713 --> 00:04:26,300 You suck! 84 00:04:27,197 --> 00:04:28,475 I want to see a real show! 85 00:04:30,546 --> 00:04:33,583 This may not be Broadway, honey, but this nice young actress is doing her best. 86 00:04:34,929 --> 00:04:38,105 The term is actually actor...it's gender neutral. 87 00:04:39,658 --> 00:04:42,385 I mean, you wouldn't say writer-ess or doctor-ess, would you? 88 00:04:42,420 --> 00:04:43,386 [sigh] 89 00:04:43,421 --> 00:04:45,492 I wanna see "Spiderman!" 90 00:04:46,216 --> 00:04:46,838 ...."Spider-MAN!" 91 00:04:48,771 --> 00:04:52,188 Listen kid, "Spiderman" got god awful reviews and it has zero artistic merit. 92 00:04:54,604 --> 00:04:57,055 But if you're into Julie Taymor's general aesthetic, she's doing a production of Shakespeare 93 00:04:57,089 --> 00:05:01,542 downtown right now and you and your daddy should go! 94 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:03,026 You're scaring me. 95 00:05:07,652 --> 00:05:08,963 So how was work? 96 00:05:09,550 --> 00:05:10,240 God awful! 97 00:05:10,689 --> 00:05:11,311 Really? 98 00:05:12,726 --> 00:05:13,313 I thought you were playing some kind of princess or something? 99 00:05:14,072 --> 00:05:15,315 No! 100 00:05:15,349 --> 00:05:17,524 A dead French Irish made with an accent. 101 00:05:17,558 --> 00:05:21,182 You know I saw that thing you posted, that little clip, on the Facebook. 102 00:05:21,217 --> 00:05:23,978 I mean you look so radiant on the screen. 103 00:05:24,013 --> 00:05:25,359 I can see how it makes you happy. 104 00:05:25,394 --> 00:05:26,878 I was just playing a Mormon, Dad. 105 00:05:26,912 --> 00:05:30,916 Mormons are just happier than New Yorkers. 106 00:05:33,263 --> 00:05:38,268 Holy shit...Dad....There's an intruder in the backyard! 107 00:05:43,032 --> 00:05:45,862 Your mother has always been a free spirit. 108 00:05:46,346 --> 00:05:47,830 But Dad! 109 00:05:47,864 --> 00:05:50,211 You have to be kidding me right now! 110 00:05:50,246 --> 00:05:53,560 I think you've benefited from her free spirit...and her creativity and her open mindedness. 111 00:05:53,594 --> 00:05:57,391 Do you think if you were the daughter of bankers you would be able to go to a four year drama 112 00:05:57,426 --> 00:05:57,667 school? 113 00:05:57,702 --> 00:05:58,358 Huh? 114 00:05:58,392 --> 00:05:59,704 That cost an arm and a leg? 115 00:05:59,738 --> 00:06:00,705 None of this is relevant! 116 00:06:00,739 --> 00:06:01,395 Darling! 117 00:06:01,430 --> 00:06:02,362 Oh, look at you! 118 00:06:05,951 --> 00:06:08,126 Oh, honey, you should really launder your dress. 119 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:10,887 Fake blood tends to stain. 120 00:06:10,922 --> 00:06:14,684 What did they use...corn syrup or chocolate? 121 00:06:14,719 --> 00:06:17,653 I've always preferred the Hitchcock recipe myself. 122 00:06:17,687 --> 00:06:20,207 Mom, I saw you out there. 123 00:06:20,241 --> 00:06:22,899 Oh, nothing to be alarmed by honey! 124 00:06:22,934 --> 00:06:27,939 The true form of the middle age woman has always been underdepicted in mainstream cinema 125 00:06:28,664 --> 00:06:30,666 - Roger Ebert 1987. 126 00:06:32,081 --> 00:06:35,533 Honey there's nothing wrong with anybody's body at anytime! 127 00:06:37,535 --> 00:06:41,366 It's a marvelous site, even when our tits are no longer up here, and have dropped down 128 00:06:42,091 --> 00:06:42,574 to here, here, here! 129 00:06:42,609 --> 00:06:42,954 Mom! 130 00:06:44,265 --> 00:06:45,232 That's so not cool. 131 00:06:45,266 --> 00:06:46,440 God! 132 00:06:46,475 --> 00:06:47,372 When did you become such a Puritan? 133 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:48,546 Doesn't suit you one bit. 134 00:06:48,580 --> 00:06:50,617 Dad, tell her! 135 00:06:50,651 --> 00:06:52,308 Tell her that normal people don't just strip outside for the whole world to see.... 136 00:06:52,342 --> 00:06:54,034 You could of been, you could of been.... 137 00:06:54,068 --> 00:06:55,898 Oh go ahead and finish your sentence because I am captivated. 138 00:06:55,932 --> 00:06:57,727 You could have been raped! 139 00:06:58,970 --> 00:07:00,350 [Laughing] 140 00:07:00,385 --> 00:07:03,043 I could have been dancing! 141 00:07:04,251 --> 00:07:05,286 I was just gathering ingredients....God. 142 00:07:07,392 --> 00:07:09,429 Look, if anybody needs me I need to make a deposit in the restroom...so um... 143 00:07:10,188 --> 00:07:11,361 Gross, Daddy, gross! 144 00:07:12,086 --> 00:07:14,226 You still look good. 145 00:07:14,261 --> 00:07:16,574 Hey Daddy pfft pfft pfft. 146 00:07:16,608 --> 00:07:18,058 Gross. 147 00:07:18,092 --> 00:07:22,200 I don't think Ms. Prissy pants likes us very much, Mommy. 148 00:07:23,201 --> 00:07:27,239 That's ok my pickled friends, you can catch more flies with honey than you can with vinegar! 149 00:07:29,103 --> 00:07:32,417 ...because there's already enough vinegar in this kitchen! 150 00:07:53,887 --> 00:07:57,580 [animal sounds] 151 00:08:00,790 --> 00:08:05,795 One of you just went to the slaughter house! 152 00:08:07,417 --> 00:08:10,110 A calf just died. 153 00:08:10,144 --> 00:08:14,528 [sad animal sounds] 154 00:08:14,563 --> 00:08:15,529 Ok Sarah, nice. 155 00:08:15,564 --> 00:08:16,357 Tim, nice. 156 00:08:16,944 --> 00:08:21,501 [animal sounds] 157 00:08:32,201 --> 00:08:37,206 Alright everyone take your seats. 158 00:08:39,139 --> 00:08:43,833 Acting, is the most personal of our crafts. 159 00:08:44,696 --> 00:08:47,388 The makeup of a human being. 160 00:08:47,423 --> 00:08:52,186 The physical, mental, and emotional habits, influence the acting. 161 00:08:52,221 --> 00:08:53,947 Who said this? 162 00:08:53,981 --> 00:08:54,913 Tim. 163 00:08:54,948 --> 00:08:56,363 Lee Strasberg! 164 00:08:58,365 --> 00:09:01,851 And what did Mr. Strasberg mean by saying "the most personal of the crafts." 165 00:09:03,888 --> 00:09:07,443 I think he meant that who we are as people influences the characters that we play. 166 00:09:09,341 --> 00:09:12,862 If we don't walk in their shoes, how can we possibly expect to reveal their inner lives. 167 00:09:12,897 --> 00:09:15,037 . That's rich coming from a young actress who 168 00:09:15,071 --> 00:09:20,076 routinely dares to show up late to my master class with her lines half learned. 169 00:09:20,801 --> 00:09:22,285 I'm actually off book. 170 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:25,979 And what deranged animal are you attempting to emulate? 171 00:09:26,013 --> 00:09:29,776 A molting sandhill water crane... 172 00:09:29,810 --> 00:09:34,815 Why not merely lay an egg instead of making a spectacle, Ms. Dillon. 173 00:09:36,127 --> 00:09:39,061 Acting is not showing, it is being! 174 00:09:39,095 --> 00:09:42,409 We must lay eggs with our souls. 175 00:09:42,443 --> 00:09:47,241 If you had been on time with our peers, you would have known that we're cattle today. 176 00:09:47,276 --> 00:09:51,625 If you want your work to resonate, you need to develope discipline and focus. 177 00:09:51,660 --> 00:09:55,042 This goes for all of you. 178 00:09:55,077 --> 00:09:59,495 You need talent to manage your talent. 179 00:09:59,529 --> 00:10:02,291 Dismissed. 180 00:10:09,470 --> 00:10:12,577 How did I know I would be expecting you? 181 00:10:13,923 --> 00:10:16,546 Look, you need life experience. 182 00:10:18,963 --> 00:10:21,586 In your scene work I see an actress who desperately wants to cry but has nothing to cry about. 183 00:10:23,553 --> 00:10:27,696 Instead of a character fighting desperately to keep her composure....it's false. 184 00:10:29,698 --> 00:10:33,633 When you came to me with the fire in your belly, fresh from Tisch, just so serious and 185 00:10:36,290 --> 00:10:39,328 hungry for the work, it's a damn shame. 186 00:10:39,362 --> 00:10:41,502 I've let you down. 187 00:10:41,537 --> 00:10:45,783 I'm afraid that failing to live up to one's potential is a cliche for a reason. 188 00:10:45,817 --> 00:10:47,508 This isn't unique. 189 00:10:47,543 --> 00:10:48,889 But what can I do? 190 00:10:50,788 --> 00:10:54,792 All I can tell you is that you were drawn to this work for a reason. 191 00:10:54,826 --> 00:10:59,831 If you can rediscover what that was then maybe you can rekindle that flame and stop wasting 192 00:11:00,936 --> 00:11:02,489 valuable time. 193 00:11:02,523 --> 00:11:06,838 If not, then maybe this isn't the path for you. 194 00:11:06,873 --> 00:11:08,115 [tribal music] 195 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:13,155 Huh, hah!, hua, hah! 196 00:11:18,781 --> 00:11:21,404 Why do you probe? 197 00:11:21,439 --> 00:11:23,406 Huahh!! 198 00:11:28,239 --> 00:11:31,380 All men make mistakes! 199 00:11:34,003 --> 00:11:39,008 ooooaaaaahh! 200 00:11:42,874 --> 00:11:44,704 [cries] 201 00:11:46,153 --> 00:11:47,051 What the... 202 00:11:53,264 --> 00:11:54,886 [applause] 203 00:12:06,242 --> 00:12:10,522 The only hope my sister has for having a child is by using my eggs. 204 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,663 I can't deny her the gift of motherhood. 205 00:12:15,700 --> 00:12:18,013 Oh God, this is completely attrocious over the top Neil Simon-esque garbage! 206 00:12:18,047 --> 00:12:21,016 Why do you take these weirdo roles, Cal? 207 00:12:21,050 --> 00:12:22,949 Theatre is dead. 208 00:12:22,983 --> 00:12:27,885 All the money is in like tv shows about like, pretty zombies and milfs with meth face. 209 00:12:30,404 --> 00:12:33,925 This doesn't have anything to do with money, Jennacide. 210 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:38,033 We studied method for four years not to do this shit, I mean we're artists! 211 00:12:38,067 --> 00:12:39,931 Chill the eff out Dame Judy Dench 212 00:12:42,037 --> 00:12:47,042 No offense, but you'd probably work way more if you spent less time studying and more time 213 00:12:47,663 --> 00:12:49,320 at like Pilates! 214 00:12:49,354 --> 00:12:50,355 [sigh] 215 00:12:52,116 --> 00:12:55,257 Speaking of selling out....How'd your most recent call back go for AT&T? 216 00:12:55,291 --> 00:12:56,706 Amazeballs! 217 00:12:56,741 --> 00:12:59,192 My agents at Abrams said I'm on first refusal. 218 00:12:59,226 --> 00:13:04,231 That means, if I book it, I will have three national commercials out at the same time! 219 00:13:04,853 --> 00:13:05,508 Amazeballs. 220 00:13:09,236 --> 00:13:10,824 ..become an egg donor... 221 00:13:10,859 --> 00:13:14,517 Wait, did you see this!? 222 00:13:14,552 --> 00:13:16,899 Wait, you're actually listening to me? 223 00:13:17,382 --> 00:13:17,900 Yep. 224 00:13:18,521 --> 00:13:19,764 Oh my god! 225 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:22,629 Jenna, this is the thing I was telling you about! 226 00:13:22,663 --> 00:13:24,320 This is art imitating life! 227 00:13:24,355 --> 00:13:26,598 This is a sign. 228 00:13:26,633 --> 00:13:28,842 This means I am really meant to play this role. 229 00:13:28,877 --> 00:13:31,569 I'm supposed to play this role! 230 00:13:31,603 --> 00:13:33,398 Dear, First Fertility. 231 00:13:33,433 --> 00:13:35,435 My name is Calpurnia Dillon. 232 00:13:35,469 --> 00:13:39,508 I am a leggy, classically trained, twenty-four year old actress 233 00:13:39,542 --> 00:13:42,925 and I believe I would make an excellent candidate for egg donation. 234 00:13:42,960 --> 00:13:45,272 I'm half Scandinavian. 235 00:13:46,653 --> 00:13:50,243 I don't drink or smoke, and I am a natural red head. 236 00:13:51,209 --> 00:13:53,039 Please hold. 237 00:13:53,073 --> 00:13:58,078 Thank you for calling First Fertility services, please hold. 238 00:14:30,421 --> 00:14:33,803 They should really get better reading material. 239 00:14:33,838 --> 00:14:36,703 Who wants to read about diaper brands? 240 00:14:36,737 --> 00:14:41,225 Um, prospective moms, I guess. 241 00:14:41,259 --> 00:14:45,712 All these infertile old broads....God it's sick really. 242 00:14:45,746 --> 00:14:49,509 I mean just go and adopt a Cambodian orphan, or something. 243 00:14:49,543 --> 00:14:50,510 Um, I guess... 244 00:14:50,544 --> 00:14:54,445 [laughing] 245 00:14:55,860 --> 00:14:58,138 Just look at that old harpy with the fake chin! 246 00:14:59,139 --> 00:15:02,936 God I bet my seed would end up in her for sure, she'd be such a drip, wouldn't let her 247 00:15:02,971 --> 00:15:05,456 kid date till he's like thirty-five. 248 00:15:06,043 --> 00:15:07,044 I'm Calpurnia. 249 00:15:07,527 --> 00:15:08,769 Ssshh! 250 00:15:08,804 --> 00:15:10,599 You're not allowed to exchange names, this is all confidential. 251 00:15:11,462 --> 00:15:13,533 You can call me donor #2763. 252 00:15:13,567 --> 00:15:14,534 Seriously? 253 00:15:14,568 --> 00:15:15,915 That's like Sci-Fi. 254 00:15:15,949 --> 00:15:17,951 Pretty much. 255 00:15:17,986 --> 00:15:19,884 I take it you're a virgin? 256 00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:20,885 Virgin? 257 00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:21,886 Hardly. 258 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:23,060 Not virgin, virgin. 259 00:15:23,094 --> 00:15:25,579 Egg virgin, like, you've never hatched. 260 00:15:25,614 --> 00:15:26,753 Hatched? 261 00:15:26,787 --> 00:15:28,962 Wait...you're not trying to have a baby... 262 00:15:28,997 --> 00:15:30,205 No! 263 00:15:30,239 --> 00:15:33,104 I'm, I'm trying to be... a donor. 264 00:15:33,139 --> 00:15:36,176 So, you've actually done this before? 265 00:15:36,211 --> 00:15:39,214 Yep, this will be my fourth cycle. 266 00:15:39,248 --> 00:15:40,215 Whoa! 267 00:15:40,249 --> 00:15:41,216 Is it difficult? 268 00:15:41,250 --> 00:15:42,217 Difficult? 269 00:15:42,251 --> 00:15:43,011 No. 270 00:15:43,045 --> 00:15:43,908 Time consuming...Yes. 271 00:15:45,841 --> 00:15:49,120 For the next two months of your life, you're gonna be bloated, angsty, and neurotic. 272 00:15:50,535 --> 00:15:55,161 Sort of like, PMS'ing like a bitch, but also...super horny. 273 00:15:56,334 --> 00:15:58,923 But that's only if they pick you. 274 00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,131 You don't think they'll pick me. 275 00:16:00,166 --> 00:16:03,238 They're seeking like, designer eggs, you know. 276 00:16:04,377 --> 00:16:07,897 This is like, the Chanel of egg clinics. 277 00:16:07,932 --> 00:16:08,933 Calpurnia? 278 00:16:10,279 --> 00:16:13,938 Okay "Calpurnia", if that's even your real name... 279 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:15,664 I'm Ellen. 280 00:16:21,635 --> 00:16:25,915 Thanks for the advice. 281 00:16:25,950 --> 00:16:29,954 My name is Fiona, the Ovum coordinator, and I will be screening you. 282 00:16:29,989 --> 00:16:34,683 We're so excited here at First Fertility that you are considering the rewarding world of 283 00:16:34,717 --> 00:16:35,960 ovum donation. 284 00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:38,514 We just have a few questions for you. 285 00:16:38,549 --> 00:16:42,932 Do you have any history of depression or eating disorder in your family? 286 00:16:42,967 --> 00:16:43,968 Think hard. 287 00:16:44,831 --> 00:16:45,832 No. 288 00:16:46,557 --> 00:16:48,731 Perhaps an uncle? 289 00:16:48,766 --> 00:16:51,217 A deceased grandparent? 290 00:16:53,081 --> 00:16:54,047 Schizophrenia? 291 00:16:54,082 --> 00:16:55,255 Bi-polor disorder? 292 00:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,774 High blood pressure? 293 00:16:57,499 --> 00:16:58,845 Low blood pressure? 294 00:16:58,879 --> 00:16:59,949 Organ failure? 295 00:16:59,984 --> 00:17:00,950 TMJ? 296 00:17:00,985 --> 00:17:02,435 Club feet? 297 00:17:04,816 --> 00:17:08,682 Don't forget to bring a copy of your social security card, passport, birth certificate, 298 00:17:09,269 --> 00:17:09,683 SAT scores 299 00:17:11,789 --> 00:17:13,101 Highschool and college transcripts and proof of all or any awards of merit or excellence 300 00:17:13,135 --> 00:17:15,206 Scholarships that you may have ever received. 301 00:17:15,241 --> 00:17:17,381 Don't worry about trying to sound humble. 302 00:17:17,415 --> 00:17:21,281 Donors are usually outstanding leaders in their communities and they excel in every 303 00:17:21,316 --> 00:17:22,972 area of their lives. 304 00:17:23,007 --> 00:17:26,355 I'm sure you will fit in perfectly. 305 00:17:26,390 --> 00:17:29,151 We didn't finish our convo...Ellen... 306 00:17:29,186 --> 00:17:32,016 What are you looking at? 307 00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:36,641 Oh, um, a girl from an audition invited me to her show. 308 00:17:36,676 --> 00:17:37,642 Nice, what show? 309 00:17:37,677 --> 00:17:39,679 Um, It's a multimedia thing. 310 00:17:39,713 --> 00:17:40,956 It's great that you're making friends. 311 00:17:40,990 --> 00:17:41,508 Yeah. 312 00:17:42,371 --> 00:17:46,720 Oh, I really have a headache. 313 00:17:47,583 --> 00:17:49,585 Let me help you get rid of it. 314 00:17:49,620 --> 00:17:51,380 You know, later, baby. 315 00:17:51,415 --> 00:17:52,416 Later? 316 00:17:52,899 --> 00:17:53,900 Yeah... 317 00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:01,390 [sigh] 318 00:18:05,877 --> 00:18:10,158 So we're gonna start with five minute poses and then we'll transition to the 319 00:18:10,192 --> 00:18:13,437 forty minute, longer poses. 320 00:18:26,381 --> 00:18:28,314 What kind of performance is this? 321 00:18:29,798 --> 00:18:31,938 This is an art class. 322 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,493 I always forget my shit too. 323 00:18:36,632 --> 00:18:38,496 If you want, you can use my extras. 324 00:18:44,882 --> 00:18:47,574 Also, don't feel squeemish about any of this, ok? 325 00:18:47,609 --> 00:18:49,542 You really want to pay attention to 326 00:18:49,576 --> 00:18:53,753 the models lines, because lines like this put architecture to shame 327 00:18:53,787 --> 00:18:56,687 and she has perfect curves for this situation. 328 00:19:25,716 --> 00:19:27,821 The perfect thing to draw. 329 00:19:27,856 --> 00:19:32,309 The perfect thing to send armies out to war, which, they have a million times. 330 00:19:38,384 --> 00:19:39,385 Ellen! 331 00:19:39,868 --> 00:19:40,558 Hi! 332 00:19:40,593 --> 00:19:41,490 Heyyy what's up? 333 00:19:41,525 --> 00:19:42,215 How are you? 334 00:19:42,250 --> 00:19:43,216 I'm good how are you? 335 00:19:43,251 --> 00:19:44,183 I'm good, I'm alright, yeah. 336 00:19:44,217 --> 00:19:45,080 Ellen? 337 00:19:45,114 --> 00:19:46,081 Hey! 338 00:19:46,115 --> 00:19:47,807 I met you at the "Eggs" casting? 339 00:19:48,670 --> 00:19:50,189 You invited me to your show. 340 00:19:50,223 --> 00:19:50,844 Yeah. 341 00:19:50,879 --> 00:19:52,087 I remember. 342 00:19:52,570 --> 00:19:54,227 I, uhh, I can't believe you actually came. 343 00:19:56,022 --> 00:19:56,816 Well you were great. 344 00:19:58,266 --> 00:19:59,094 [laughing] 345 00:19:59,128 --> 00:20:00,095 You were great? 346 00:20:00,129 --> 00:20:01,545 You were really great. 347 00:20:01,579 --> 00:20:02,546 Thank you. 348 00:20:02,580 --> 00:20:04,064 Very much. 349 00:20:04,099 --> 00:20:06,170 I'm gonna catch up with you guys in like ten minutes. 350 00:20:12,797 --> 00:20:15,904 Ok so look, nobody here knows about the egg clinic, so..I wanna keep it that way. 351 00:20:15,938 --> 00:20:16,560 Shit. 352 00:20:16,594 --> 00:20:17,940 It's okay. 353 00:20:19,908 --> 00:20:23,601 I'm as stiff as a mother fucker and could use a drink. 354 00:20:23,636 --> 00:20:28,641 So let me just go deal with these bitches and I will see you at the Cubby Hole in twenty. 355 00:20:30,298 --> 00:20:30,815 Yeah! 356 00:20:38,651 --> 00:20:39,721 What's your poison? 357 00:20:39,755 --> 00:20:41,792 Oh, I actually already have a drink. 358 00:20:43,690 --> 00:20:45,554 No, I mean what are you drinking. 359 00:20:45,589 --> 00:20:46,383 Um...rum and coke, but... 360 00:20:47,038 --> 00:20:47,832 Rum and coke? 361 00:20:49,558 --> 00:20:50,835 You're cute. 362 00:20:51,905 --> 00:20:52,906 Guess who!? 363 00:20:53,528 --> 00:20:54,736 Donor #2780 364 00:20:54,770 --> 00:20:56,393 Sixty three but nice fucking try, excuse me. 365 00:20:59,327 --> 00:21:00,189 Nice place. 366 00:21:00,328 --> 00:21:02,330 Yeah, I thought that you would like it. 367 00:21:03,814 --> 00:21:05,678 It seems like something that you would totally be into. 368 00:21:05,712 --> 00:21:08,267 So, how long have you been doing art modeling? 369 00:21:08,301 --> 00:21:09,854 Oh I don't know a couple years. 370 00:21:09,889 --> 00:21:12,616 God the look on your face was priceless. 371 00:21:12,650 --> 00:21:14,134 I didn't think you'd remember me. 372 00:21:14,169 --> 00:21:16,136 I didn't think you'd show up. 373 00:21:16,171 --> 00:21:18,138 I could never do what you did up there. 374 00:21:18,173 --> 00:21:20,209 What the whole naked part? 375 00:21:20,244 --> 00:21:20,727 Yeah. 376 00:21:21,901 --> 00:21:23,799 Yet you think you have what it takes to be a donor? 377 00:21:23,834 --> 00:21:25,560 I don't see how they're related. 378 00:21:25,594 --> 00:21:27,769 Uh, dude, it's way more invasive, ok. 379 00:21:27,803 --> 00:21:30,772 Have they had you make your list of every blowie you've ever given? 380 00:21:30,806 --> 00:21:35,466 They actually have you make a list of every partner you've ever had 381 00:21:35,501 --> 00:21:37,054 and yes, one nighters count. 382 00:21:37,088 --> 00:21:38,780 No way. 383 00:21:38,814 --> 00:21:41,886 Yeah, and then they're going to be shoving this weird spatula thing right up your twat 384 00:21:41,921 --> 00:21:43,578 and constantly taking body fluids. 385 00:21:43,612 --> 00:21:45,890 What they told me, it just didn't sound that bad. 386 00:21:48,376 --> 00:21:49,342 What they said!? 387 00:21:52,552 --> 00:21:57,557 What kind of perfect peachy magical little sheltered world do you live in 388 00:21:59,214 --> 00:22:02,010 where just everyone automatically tells you the truth all the time? 389 00:22:02,044 --> 00:22:05,289 Dude, it fucking is tough on your body, ok? 390 00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:09,466 I mean, they don't know the long term effects of half the shit they're pumping into us. 391 00:22:09,500 --> 00:22:14,505 Like that one drug, Lupon, it puts you into an early state of menopause. 392 00:22:15,023 --> 00:22:15,713 No. 393 00:22:15,748 --> 00:22:16,265 Way. 394 00:22:16,300 --> 00:22:16,990 Yeah. 395 00:22:17,025 --> 00:22:17,991 It's true, look that shit up. 396 00:22:18,026 --> 00:22:20,062 Well if it's so bad then how come you've done it? 397 00:22:22,133 --> 00:22:25,861 Look, I'm a model I mean my career is basically over by the time I'm thirty anyway. 398 00:22:27,863 --> 00:22:31,419 The way I look at it is it's just one more toxic thing I've put into my body, ok. 399 00:22:32,316 --> 00:22:33,490 Everything is bad for you! 400 00:22:33,524 --> 00:22:35,699 Caffeine, red wine, hallucinogenics... 401 00:22:35,733 --> 00:22:38,736 That is so fatalistic! 402 00:22:40,773 --> 00:22:42,050 [belch] 403 00:22:42,084 --> 00:22:43,707 [laughing] 404 00:22:43,741 --> 00:22:47,227 I might as well make a bunch of money off my body while it's still hot, right? 405 00:22:47,435 --> 00:22:49,298 How many times have you done it? 406 00:22:49,333 --> 00:22:49,713 Two? 407 00:22:49,747 --> 00:22:50,714 Three. 408 00:22:50,748 --> 00:22:51,715 Ok, right, three. 409 00:22:51,749 --> 00:22:53,441 Yeah you can do it up to six. 410 00:22:54,062 --> 00:22:55,028 I'm half way through, kid. 411 00:22:55,063 --> 00:22:56,236 Why only six? 412 00:22:56,271 --> 00:22:58,273 Ok there's two schools of thought here. 413 00:22:58,307 --> 00:23:02,070 One...The FDA decided to cap the amount of exposure to hormones that us donors are allowed 414 00:23:02,553 --> 00:23:03,416 to 415 00:23:03,451 --> 00:23:05,487 protect our health. 416 00:23:05,522 --> 00:23:10,458 Or they're just trying to avoid the potential pandemonium that could ensue 417 00:23:10,492 --> 00:23:15,497 if a girl like me decided to donate like a hundred times creating a fucking army 418 00:23:17,430 --> 00:23:20,640 of unsuspecting half siblings, just like, running around NYC having all sorts of 419 00:23:21,745 --> 00:23:24,403 accidental incestuous solicit affairs. 420 00:23:24,437 --> 00:23:25,369 Sick! 421 00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:26,819 Yeah. 422 00:23:26,853 --> 00:23:28,890 You know I'm only doing this for character research. 423 00:23:28,924 --> 00:23:29,891 Really? 424 00:23:29,925 --> 00:23:30,892 Yeah! 425 00:23:30,926 --> 00:23:32,238 That is a new one! 426 00:23:32,272 --> 00:23:33,481 I haven't heard that one yet... 427 00:23:33,515 --> 00:23:34,447 No really, umm, I am a method actor. 428 00:23:34,482 --> 00:23:36,311 I'm preparing for a role. 429 00:23:36,345 --> 00:23:37,312 Oh shit! 430 00:23:37,346 --> 00:23:38,520 I'm sorry. 431 00:23:38,555 --> 00:23:40,626 Dude watch where the fuck you're going! 432 00:23:40,660 --> 00:23:42,593 I'm just really clumsy, I'm sorry. 433 00:23:44,146 --> 00:23:48,461 No look man, you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. 434 00:23:54,329 --> 00:23:56,296 Hold still. 435 00:24:03,027 --> 00:24:05,098 You look fucking hot. 436 00:24:05,823 --> 00:24:06,479 I... 437 00:24:06,514 --> 00:24:07,376 Really hot. 438 00:24:08,170 --> 00:24:09,171 ..have a boyfriend. 439 00:24:10,379 --> 00:24:11,380 Another round? 440 00:24:12,727 --> 00:24:17,248 I would..but I have an egg meeting at 8am, so..I should go. 441 00:24:20,631 --> 00:24:21,977 Ok. 442 00:24:23,910 --> 00:24:26,188 Word for the wise, they're going to give you a surprise drug test any day now so lose the 443 00:24:26,223 --> 00:24:27,396 adderall. 444 00:24:27,431 --> 00:24:28,467 I don't know what you're talking about. 445 00:24:29,053 --> 00:24:29,916 [laughing] 446 00:24:30,779 --> 00:24:31,470 You're only lying to yourself. 447 00:24:33,195 --> 00:24:34,162 Height? 448 00:24:34,196 --> 00:24:35,646 5' 4" 449 00:24:35,681 --> 00:24:37,441 People think I'm taller because of the long arms. 450 00:24:37,476 --> 00:24:38,477 Weight? 451 00:24:38,925 --> 00:24:40,064 One ten. 452 00:24:40,099 --> 00:24:42,446 What do your parents do, Katheryn? 453 00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:47,486 My father teaches Spanish to kids, and my mother teaches feminist studies... 454 00:24:50,558 --> 00:24:51,731 She's rather untraditional. 455 00:24:51,766 --> 00:24:54,147 Do you get along with your parents? 456 00:24:54,182 --> 00:24:56,667 Extremely well, my dad's like my best friend but we have boundaries 457 00:24:57,668 --> 00:25:00,947 I mean he had rules for me and everything growing up, but yeah he's cool. 458 00:25:02,155 --> 00:25:04,123 Why do you really want to be an oocyte donor? 459 00:25:04,157 --> 00:25:07,816 You're doing this for the money I suppose, acting can't pay too well. 460 00:25:09,266 --> 00:25:12,372 No, actually, I just think I'm in such a selfish career 461 00:25:12,407 --> 00:25:14,616 and it would be good to give back. 462 00:25:15,824 --> 00:25:18,862 and you know, I'm healthy and stuff. 463 00:25:20,070 --> 00:25:21,520 These are very good photos. 464 00:25:21,554 --> 00:25:25,765 I have baby pictures too, if you'd prefer those. 465 00:25:28,112 --> 00:25:30,874 Listen now, lady. 466 00:25:32,772 --> 00:25:34,049 Normally an applicant's files would be placed in our giant database of other 467 00:25:35,948 --> 00:25:39,054 qualified donors who often wait months, years, to be selected by an interested couple. 468 00:25:41,022 --> 00:25:44,646 Many of them are never chosen, but it may be very different in your case. 469 00:25:46,130 --> 00:25:50,790 Everyone likes a pretty girl, and everyone likes an actress. 470 00:25:51,411 --> 00:25:52,999 Thank you. 471 00:25:57,210 --> 00:25:59,316 Oh...Here it is. 472 00:26:00,179 --> 00:26:01,974 Do you have any questions? 473 00:26:02,008 --> 00:26:07,082 Um, yeah, I do....but they're actually for the writer if that's ok. 474 00:26:08,187 --> 00:26:10,396 What can I help you with? 475 00:26:10,430 --> 00:26:13,606 I know my character, Sandy, intends to be an oocyte donor 476 00:26:13,641 --> 00:26:18,266 but I wonder if at this point in the story she's already been approved as her twin sisters 477 00:26:18,300 --> 00:26:19,267 husbands 478 00:26:19,301 --> 00:26:21,545 um, compatible match? 479 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:24,755 Because sometimes twin sisters share similar abnormalities 480 00:26:24,790 --> 00:26:29,795 like Fragile X syndrome or a general abnormality of the chromosome. 481 00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:36,629 Wow, you're incredibly prepared. 482 00:26:36,664 --> 00:26:37,837 Thank you. 483 00:26:37,872 --> 00:26:41,669 I believe preparation is an actors best friend. 484 00:26:42,773 --> 00:26:44,603 Hey, Beautiful. 485 00:26:45,362 --> 00:26:47,122 I got a call back!! 486 00:26:47,985 --> 00:26:49,642 That's wonderful! 487 00:26:49,677 --> 00:26:51,299 So the reviews came out today and... 488 00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:54,060 So do you know that you can get ten thousand dollars to sell your eggs? 489 00:26:54,095 --> 00:26:55,752 No, I didn't. 490 00:26:55,786 --> 00:26:58,582 My character ends up having this beautiful moment at the end of the second act 491 00:26:58,617 --> 00:27:02,275 where she has this wicked breakdown because she ends up donating her eggs 492 00:27:02,310 --> 00:27:04,277 to help her infertile twin sister. 493 00:27:04,312 --> 00:27:06,694 Didn't you just say donors receive ten thousand dollars in compensation? 494 00:27:06,728 --> 00:27:08,627 How's that a donation? 495 00:27:08,661 --> 00:27:11,353 But nine thousand girls do it every single year. 496 00:27:11,388 --> 00:27:13,252 I think the whole industry is pretty despicable. 497 00:27:13,286 --> 00:27:14,909 Selling your body? 498 00:27:14,943 --> 00:27:16,842 I didn't know you were so conservative about reproductive rights.... 499 00:27:16,876 --> 00:27:18,395 So did you actually read The Times today or... 500 00:27:18,429 --> 00:27:19,430 Oh shit. 501 00:27:20,742 --> 00:27:21,743 Your review. 502 00:27:23,193 --> 00:27:24,815 You know, I wouldn't take what Ben Brantley said to heart. 503 00:27:24,850 --> 00:27:26,472 You know he can be incredibly harsh... 504 00:27:26,506 --> 00:27:28,370 They loved me, Cal. 505 00:27:28,405 --> 00:27:29,371 They did? 506 00:27:29,406 --> 00:27:31,684 Jesus, don't sound so surprised. 507 00:27:31,719 --> 00:27:32,823 I'm not surprised! 508 00:27:32,858 --> 00:27:34,894 That's...awesome. 509 00:27:34,929 --> 00:27:38,829 "Every now and then a performance strikes an indelible nerve with an unsuspecting audience. 510 00:27:40,624 --> 00:27:42,315 Max Singh's daring and volatile turn as a disenfranchised Creon transcends... 511 00:27:42,350 --> 00:27:44,352 That's really, really wonderful. 512 00:27:44,386 --> 00:27:46,009 I know you hated it. 513 00:27:46,043 --> 00:27:48,805 Michaela said you were glaring at her after the show the other night. 514 00:27:48,839 --> 00:27:49,806 Michaela? 515 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,463 That is so not true. 516 00:27:52,498 --> 00:27:53,879 You didn't even congratulate me. 517 00:27:53,913 --> 00:27:54,880 Jealousy isn't becoming, Cal. 518 00:27:54,914 --> 00:27:56,605 I'm not jealous! 519 00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,953 I just thought you might have told me beforehand that you were going to be sucking 520 00:27:58,987 --> 00:28:00,679 on another girls tits on stage, that's all. 521 00:28:00,713 --> 00:28:01,680 It's a difficult play. 522 00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:02,922 Ben Brantley thought what I did was brave. 523 00:28:02,957 --> 00:28:04,096 I don't need my own girlfriend 524 00:28:04,130 --> 00:28:05,131 undermining me. 525 00:28:06,581 --> 00:28:10,136 I'm not going to censor myself because of your insecurity. 526 00:28:18,524 --> 00:28:23,080 As the final part of your physical health inspection you need to meet Dr. Acker 527 00:28:23,322 --> 00:28:24,599 from the fertility department. 528 00:28:24,633 --> 00:28:25,358 Hi Doctor. 529 00:28:26,290 --> 00:28:29,535 Are you a natural red head? 530 00:28:31,502 --> 00:28:34,333 Owe, uh, I am...I just had a Brazilian so you can't really tell right now. 531 00:28:35,334 --> 00:28:37,232 Do you want me to pee in both of these? 532 00:28:37,267 --> 00:28:40,546 Actually we'll also be requiring a fecal sample. 533 00:28:41,271 --> 00:28:42,721 ...Oh. 534 00:28:42,755 --> 00:28:46,690 We've just received the results from your recent blood work. 535 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:50,107 You were tested for over one hundred genetic diseases and we wanted to 536 00:28:50,142 --> 00:28:53,662 congratulate you on coming back negative on everything. 537 00:28:53,697 --> 00:28:56,148 This is incredibly rare. 538 00:28:56,182 --> 00:28:57,321 Awesome. 539 00:28:57,356 --> 00:28:59,358 So when do I start? 540 00:28:59,392 --> 00:29:03,811 Well there are still a few more steps before we can begin the actual matching process. 541 00:29:05,778 --> 00:29:08,160 You'll be given a thousand question psychological evaluation and if you 542 00:29:09,782 --> 00:29:11,784 pass that, then you'll get to meet with our lovely psychologist. 543 00:29:11,819 --> 00:29:13,199 You're very thorough. 544 00:29:15,132 --> 00:29:19,723 Well, Kathryn, we realize that this is a time consuming process but this is the first step 545 00:29:20,793 --> 00:29:23,278 towards making someones dream come true. 546 00:29:23,313 --> 00:29:27,489 You truly have the power to change a life. 547 00:29:27,524 --> 00:29:28,663 You'll be timed. 548 00:29:33,323 --> 00:29:35,394 It's so lovely to meet you doctor. 549 00:29:35,428 --> 00:29:36,533 I will determine that. 550 00:29:37,810 --> 00:29:39,847 I'm going to get right to the point. 551 00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:44,058 Your personality profile questionnaire revealed some real red flags. 552 00:29:44,092 --> 00:29:45,714 Red flags? 553 00:29:45,749 --> 00:29:48,165 I don't understand. 554 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:51,755 These tests reveal you have a rebellious personality streak that could cause difficulties at this 555 00:29:52,342 --> 00:29:53,308 clinic 556 00:29:53,343 --> 00:29:54,309 if you are selected. 557 00:29:54,344 --> 00:29:56,277 There must be some mistake... 558 00:29:56,311 --> 00:30:00,522 Your test results indicate that you are mentally incapable of accurate self assessment. 559 00:30:02,593 --> 00:30:06,770 Which of course renders you ineligible to donate on the basis of extremely low I.Q. 560 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:07,944 Excuse me? 561 00:30:07,978 --> 00:30:10,912 More likely, you were lying on the test. 562 00:30:10,947 --> 00:30:12,949 What are you trying to hide? 563 00:30:12,983 --> 00:30:14,951 I wasn't lying. 564 00:30:14,985 --> 00:30:19,818 Or...the test could potentially reveal someone who is so inflexible in her belief system 565 00:30:21,095 --> 00:30:23,097 and her personal goals 566 00:30:23,131 --> 00:30:27,377 has a margin for zero deviance from self discipline and no allowance for personal failure. 567 00:30:29,689 --> 00:30:34,694 Someone extraordinary....which I hardly think applies to you. 568 00:30:36,904 --> 00:30:39,044 Mom....coffee... 569 00:30:39,803 --> 00:30:40,390 No, I don't want any. 570 00:30:40,424 --> 00:30:41,425 Why not? 571 00:30:42,323 --> 00:30:43,669 I don't know what's in that. 572 00:30:43,703 --> 00:30:45,360 I'm pretty sure it's certified organic. 573 00:30:45,395 --> 00:30:49,468 Certified organic...isn't that the oldest trick in the book? 574 00:30:49,502 --> 00:30:50,710 Are you ok? 575 00:30:50,745 --> 00:30:52,160 I don't need hand outs. 576 00:30:52,195 --> 00:30:53,127 I'm a respected professor I'll have you know. 577 00:30:53,161 --> 00:30:54,645 I'm a leader in the community! 578 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:56,061 Mom, Please, mom sit down. 579 00:30:56,095 --> 00:30:57,752 Stop, this woman is trying to poison me! 580 00:30:57,786 --> 00:30:59,236 Someone help me, please! 581 00:30:59,271 --> 00:31:00,410 Please! 582 00:31:01,307 --> 00:31:03,620 She's trying to poison me! 583 00:31:03,654 --> 00:31:04,759 Mom! 584 00:31:04,793 --> 00:31:07,037 You're ok. 585 00:31:07,072 --> 00:31:09,281 We're ok. 586 00:31:10,144 --> 00:31:12,525 No one's trying to poison you. 587 00:31:13,112 --> 00:31:13,837 I know that. 588 00:31:14,458 --> 00:31:15,459 Ok. 589 00:31:29,646 --> 00:31:30,647 Shit. 590 00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:35,307 You! are forty-five minutes late! 591 00:31:35,928 --> 00:31:36,549 You're fired! 592 00:31:36,584 --> 00:31:37,412 No...Carl...I 593 00:31:38,137 --> 00:31:39,035 Turn in your apron. 594 00:31:39,069 --> 00:31:40,760 Turn in the duster, come on! 595 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:41,658 No. 596 00:31:42,107 --> 00:31:42,797 Go. 597 00:31:42,831 --> 00:31:43,763 You're fired. 598 00:31:43,798 --> 00:31:44,799 What did you do? 599 00:31:46,318 --> 00:31:49,355 Can you at least try to be a little sympathetic? 600 00:31:49,390 --> 00:31:51,116 Sorry, Cal. 601 00:31:53,394 --> 00:31:54,947 We had creative differences. 602 00:31:54,982 --> 00:31:58,502 What are we going to do? 603 00:31:58,537 --> 00:32:02,230 I'm going to call Burke and see if he's casting. 604 00:32:03,128 --> 00:32:04,301 That sleazy director you fucked? 605 00:32:04,336 --> 00:32:05,716 Please stop. 606 00:32:05,751 --> 00:32:10,066 He still wants you...imagining you with that beard. 607 00:32:10,100 --> 00:32:15,105 Why don't you just ask your parents to help you out? 608 00:32:17,004 --> 00:32:18,695 I can't. 609 00:32:18,729 --> 00:32:22,457 My dad just has too much on his plate right now. 610 00:32:22,492 --> 00:32:25,460 She's getting worse, Max. 611 00:32:25,495 --> 00:32:26,875 Why haven't we talked about this? 612 00:32:26,910 --> 00:32:30,224 I don't know, I mean, maybe it's fine. 613 00:32:30,258 --> 00:32:34,504 Maybe she's just...Maybe she's going to get better! 614 00:32:34,538 --> 00:32:36,230 She will get better. 615 00:32:37,576 --> 00:32:41,890 Everything will work itself out, it always does. 616 00:32:41,925 --> 00:32:44,479 Or maybe I'm like her. 617 00:33:14,337 --> 00:33:16,580 Congratulations. 618 00:33:16,615 --> 00:33:18,341 I booked it? 619 00:33:18,375 --> 00:33:19,721 As the understudy. 620 00:33:19,756 --> 00:33:22,862 I mean it's really up to you whether you want to take this or not, 621 00:33:22,897 --> 00:33:25,486 but you're taking yourself out of pilot season, you know that don't you? 622 00:33:26,625 --> 00:33:28,316 Maybe somebody will come to see it. 623 00:33:28,351 --> 00:33:31,043 You're playing Sandy? 624 00:33:31,802 --> 00:33:33,942 Uh yeah, apparently. 625 00:33:34,529 --> 00:33:35,944 That's cool. 626 00:33:36,531 --> 00:33:37,015 Congrats. 627 00:33:38,568 --> 00:33:40,225 Uh, yeah. 628 00:33:42,779 --> 00:33:46,093 I don't think we've been properly introduced. 629 00:33:46,127 --> 00:33:47,887 I'm your understudy. 630 00:33:47,922 --> 00:33:52,927 The tide pool should never be mistaken for the tidal wave. 631 00:33:54,101 --> 00:33:58,277 The Atlantic ocean is not the Pacific. 632 00:33:59,002 --> 00:34:01,418 I'm Kelly Cole 633 00:34:01,453 --> 00:34:05,698 And people call me Kelly Cole. 634 00:34:05,733 --> 00:34:10,531 Welcome to first rehearsal for my superior play, "Acorn's Wish." 635 00:34:10,565 --> 00:34:15,191 Turn to page three. 636 00:34:23,371 --> 00:34:27,513 It all started on a hot June night. 637 00:34:27,548 --> 00:34:28,859 I have good news. 638 00:34:28,894 --> 00:34:30,585 You have been matched. 639 00:34:30,620 --> 00:34:32,587 Seriously? 640 00:34:32,622 --> 00:34:36,384 Yes, but, this would be a little bit different than what we previously discussed. 641 00:34:36,419 --> 00:34:38,697 This would be what we call an open donation. 642 00:34:38,731 --> 00:34:41,389 So it would no longer be anonymous. 643 00:34:41,424 --> 00:34:44,737 That sounds really complicated. 644 00:34:44,772 --> 00:34:47,223 I think that you should consider this. 645 00:34:47,257 --> 00:34:50,502 You would be working with a very high profile figure within 646 00:34:50,536 --> 00:34:51,779 your field. 647 00:34:51,813 --> 00:34:53,056 Really? 648 00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:55,541 Is she like a casting director or something? 649 00:34:55,576 --> 00:34:59,235 She's a very well known actress, Kathryn. 650 00:34:59,269 --> 00:35:02,755 Like, D list actress? 651 00:35:02,790 --> 00:35:05,482 She's a household name. 652 00:35:07,967 --> 00:35:10,073 You must be Calpurnia 653 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:12,903 Have a seat. 654 00:35:13,594 --> 00:35:14,698 You're beautiful! 655 00:35:14,733 --> 00:35:17,494 Oh nonsense, child. 656 00:35:17,529 --> 00:35:19,703 I've been at a producer's meeting all day. 657 00:35:19,738 --> 00:35:20,704 I'm a mess. 658 00:35:20,739 --> 00:35:22,430 You're back on broadway right!? 659 00:35:22,465 --> 00:35:24,363 Oh my god I probably shouldn't say anything I mean 660 00:35:24,398 --> 00:35:26,952 I'm sure it's all strictly confidential. 661 00:35:26,986 --> 00:35:31,577 Well if you can read about it on TMG or whatever that heinous celebrity stalking site is called 662 00:35:32,440 --> 00:35:34,166 then it's hardly private. 663 00:35:34,201 --> 00:35:37,376 It's a revival that Mike Nichols is doing for the Roundabout. 664 00:35:37,411 --> 00:35:40,172 That's incredible! 665 00:35:40,207 --> 00:35:44,211 I'm...your...hysterical arm flapping is giving me anxiety would it be too much to ask if 666 00:35:44,245 --> 00:35:45,212 you would 667 00:35:45,246 --> 00:35:46,213 just sit on your hands. 668 00:35:46,247 --> 00:35:47,317 just for a second? 669 00:35:47,352 --> 00:35:49,940 Oh..I'm sorry... 670 00:35:49,975 --> 00:35:52,874 My acting teacher always tells me to stop with the shadow movements. 671 00:35:52,909 --> 00:35:55,601 You're an actress? 672 00:35:55,636 --> 00:35:58,777 The agency failed to inform me that you're an actress 673 00:35:58,811 --> 00:36:03,816 They told me you were Canadian with a good education. 674 00:36:04,679 --> 00:36:06,198 No, I'm all of those things. 675 00:36:06,233 --> 00:36:10,582 I'm also an actress, but i'm incredibly serious about my craft. 676 00:36:10,616 --> 00:36:13,309 I'm at Strasberg, studying the Method. 677 00:36:13,343 --> 00:36:15,518 Just like you! 678 00:36:15,552 --> 00:36:16,933 Is Freddy still there? 679 00:36:16,967 --> 00:36:21,213 No, he retired but his protege Barnard is my teacher. 680 00:36:21,248 --> 00:36:23,250 Oh, is that so. 681 00:36:23,284 --> 00:36:24,251 Yes. 682 00:36:24,872 --> 00:36:27,254 Oh, but I mean. 683 00:36:33,881 --> 00:36:35,710 Hmm. 684 00:36:35,745 --> 00:36:38,368 I played Imogen when I was just twenty four. 685 00:36:39,542 --> 00:36:41,647 It was my first lead at Lincoln Center. 686 00:36:41,682 --> 00:36:45,237 Oh my God, I'm twenty four and I'm playing Imogen for an acting class right now! 687 00:36:46,134 --> 00:36:49,931 Look, you know why your here. 688 00:36:49,966 --> 00:36:52,969 I'm sure that the agency made you sign those...forms. 689 00:36:53,003 --> 00:36:57,732 But I need to assure you that we have an unparalleled legal team... 690 00:36:57,767 --> 00:36:59,769 Of course... 691 00:36:59,803 --> 00:37:02,599 ...with zero tolerance for confidentiality breaches so lets just drop the "All About 692 00:37:02,634 --> 00:37:03,600 Eve" shit. 693 00:37:03,635 --> 00:37:05,464 Shall we? 694 00:37:05,499 --> 00:37:08,536 Everything that I tell you is off the record. 695 00:37:08,571 --> 00:37:11,229 Of course, I promise. 696 00:37:13,472 --> 00:37:14,473 Look, I... 697 00:37:15,923 --> 00:37:19,064 I would like to have a baby and the agency told me that I should go with 698 00:37:20,341 --> 00:37:22,723 an anonymous donor, as is customary. 699 00:37:22,757 --> 00:37:27,003 But that would require me to trust their judgement in selecting an appropriate candidate. 700 00:37:28,142 --> 00:37:29,730 I think I'm an excellent judge of character. 701 00:37:29,764 --> 00:37:31,801 It served me well in my career and I can't imagine 702 00:37:31,835 --> 00:37:35,425 that this would be much different. 703 00:37:35,460 --> 00:37:38,428 Besides...absolute discretion... 704 00:37:38,463 --> 00:37:43,468 I'm looking for a girl that reminds me of myself when I was young....er. 705 00:37:44,917 --> 00:37:49,197 You're clearly uninhibited, and a bit course. 706 00:37:49,232 --> 00:37:52,925 But beneath it all I can see a hunger for success. 707 00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:55,307 And a passion for our work. 708 00:37:55,342 --> 00:37:57,792 Is that correct? 709 00:37:57,827 --> 00:37:58,931 Yes! 710 00:37:58,966 --> 00:38:01,037 Well then the decision has been made. 711 00:38:03,902 --> 00:38:05,904 Franciose! 712 00:38:05,938 --> 00:38:08,838 I'll have a Chateau Haut-Brion and a sparkling water for the young lady. 713 00:38:09,425 --> 00:38:10,080 Thank you! 714 00:38:10,115 --> 00:38:10,805 [laughing] 715 00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:12,013 Oh, uh, are you free tomorrow? 716 00:38:12,048 --> 00:38:13,256 There's just one more thing. 717 00:38:13,291 --> 00:38:15,258 Of course! 718 00:38:17,260 --> 00:38:18,296 And turn back... 719 00:38:19,020 --> 00:38:20,539 Ok, so, one tattoo. 720 00:38:20,574 --> 00:38:22,127 No piercings? 721 00:38:22,161 --> 00:38:23,335 No. 722 00:38:23,370 --> 00:38:26,890 You have good teeth and great hair...so...Ok. 723 00:38:26,925 --> 00:38:29,030 I think that will be enough. 724 00:38:29,065 --> 00:38:31,309 Harold can show you to the door. 725 00:38:31,343 --> 00:38:32,965 Thank you. 726 00:38:34,346 --> 00:38:36,175 And her creepy assistant watched? 727 00:38:36,210 --> 00:38:37,176 Yep! 728 00:38:37,211 --> 00:38:38,592 That can't possibly be ok. 729 00:38:38,626 --> 00:38:41,146 Are they offering you more money for any of this? 730 00:38:41,180 --> 00:38:45,323 You're missing the point, Jennacide, she has an Oscar. 731 00:38:46,738 --> 00:38:49,396 Well then she can like, afford more than ten grand for a baby. 732 00:38:49,430 --> 00:38:51,398 She's a bajillionaire. 733 00:38:51,432 --> 00:38:55,022 But she lost a ton of money when she was dropped by UNICEF as their spokes person 734 00:38:55,056 --> 00:38:57,438 because she said that insensitive thing about poor people on Conan. 735 00:38:57,473 --> 00:39:00,096 I still don't get why she picked you. 736 00:39:00,130 --> 00:39:01,097 No offense. 737 00:39:01,131 --> 00:39:02,098 Look! 738 00:39:02,132 --> 00:39:03,271 She wants artistic eggs! 739 00:39:03,306 --> 00:39:04,445 I don't think that's genetic, Purn. 740 00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:07,172 Whatever, look, I supported your spawn. 741 00:39:07,206 --> 00:39:09,623 You need to support mine. 742 00:39:09,657 --> 00:39:12,315 In vitro fertilization is not in God's plan. 743 00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:14,835 It's not too late to be saved! 744 00:39:14,869 --> 00:39:18,942 Um...God doesn't like eavesdroppers either. 745 00:39:18,977 --> 00:39:23,982 So, my character has this really interesting thing where she has to like inject herself 746 00:39:25,086 --> 00:39:27,468 with these crazy hormones, twice a day. 747 00:39:27,503 --> 00:39:29,470 Which of course is really tough on your body. 748 00:39:29,505 --> 00:39:34,510 And it makes you like really emotionally disturbed, you know? 749 00:39:35,269 --> 00:39:37,305 I mean in the script. 750 00:39:37,340 --> 00:39:40,688 I still cannot fathom why you'd want to play such a weak minded character. 751 00:39:40,723 --> 00:39:41,655 It's disgusting. 752 00:39:41,689 --> 00:39:43,173 How can you invest in someone like that? 753 00:39:43,208 --> 00:39:46,245 It's just fictional, ok, so you can just drop it. 754 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:51,285 You'll take the two apps of Menopur and the 150 IU'S of Gonal F in the morning 755 00:39:53,252 --> 00:39:56,704 and the 10 IU's of Lupron at night to be taken subcutaneously, obviously 756 00:39:56,739 --> 00:39:57,705 Subcutaneously? 757 00:39:57,740 --> 00:39:58,706 By needle. 758 00:39:58,741 --> 00:40:00,605 You'll be using these. 759 00:40:00,639 --> 00:40:04,643 Now, you'll take these at the exact same time. 760 00:40:04,678 --> 00:40:07,646 Eight in the morning, nine in the evening. 761 00:40:07,681 --> 00:40:09,027 Do you understand? 762 00:40:09,061 --> 00:40:13,134 Yes, but what if I have an audition? 763 00:40:13,169 --> 00:40:14,619 No exceptions. 764 00:40:14,653 --> 00:40:17,863 You may experience nausea, bloating, fatigue, migraines. 765 00:40:17,898 --> 00:40:22,903 You still have to come in everyday for blood work. 766 00:40:24,870 --> 00:40:29,012 If you alter the times of the injections at all or god forbid miss a single injection 767 00:40:29,047 --> 00:40:30,704 the entire process 768 00:40:30,738 --> 00:40:35,053 will fail, the client will have lost $35,000, and you will be liable. 769 00:40:35,778 --> 00:40:38,401 I won't mess this up. 770 00:40:40,265 --> 00:40:41,818 Now, you go ahead. 771 00:40:41,853 --> 00:40:42,957 Try it. 772 00:40:46,340 --> 00:40:47,583 Like that? 773 00:40:48,342 --> 00:40:50,620 You're dead. 774 00:40:51,310 --> 00:40:53,347 What about now? 775 00:40:53,381 --> 00:40:56,143 In a coma. 776 00:40:56,177 --> 00:40:57,593 Paralyzed. 777 00:40:57,627 --> 00:40:59,457 Don't look at me like that. 778 00:41:00,250 --> 00:41:01,113 Just keep practicing. 779 00:41:02,321 --> 00:41:03,944 You know, I was a donor once too. 780 00:41:03,978 --> 00:41:04,945 Seriously? 781 00:41:04,979 --> 00:41:06,222 Seriously. 782 00:41:06,256 --> 00:41:09,743 So like, do you have kids of your own now? 783 00:41:09,777 --> 00:41:14,782 After I donated it was as if my body felt that I had already reproduced 784 00:41:15,576 --> 00:41:18,303 My clock stopped ticking 785 00:41:18,337 --> 00:41:23,273 Just remember...you can't smoke, drink, or work out. 786 00:41:23,964 --> 00:41:25,172 Absolutely no sex. 787 00:41:25,206 --> 00:41:26,276 ok. 788 00:42:03,624 --> 00:42:06,765 Yeah, I mean, I was warned a million times "Don't date actresses" they'll make you lose 789 00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:08,802 your damn mind. 790 00:42:08,836 --> 00:42:10,528 But what about the talented ones? 791 00:42:10,562 --> 00:42:11,908 Even worse, man. 792 00:42:11,943 --> 00:42:13,047 Even worse. 793 00:42:23,368 --> 00:42:26,647 Burke, how lovely to see you! 794 00:42:27,268 --> 00:42:27,890 Oh, darling! 795 00:42:27,924 --> 00:42:28,649 How are you? 796 00:42:29,408 --> 00:42:30,306 Do you know Rob Wyle? 797 00:42:30,340 --> 00:42:32,411 Rob is my producing partner. 798 00:42:32,446 --> 00:42:34,206 Rob's doing my next big feature. 799 00:42:34,241 --> 00:42:37,347 It's a dynamite satire I just developed at Sundance Lab. 800 00:42:37,382 --> 00:42:38,590 That's incredible. 801 00:42:38,625 --> 00:42:40,316 If you ever need a girl my age, I would love to- 802 00:42:40,350 --> 00:42:43,802 Yeah, we're in discussions with Greta Gerwig and Zoe Kazan. 803 00:42:43,837 --> 00:42:45,563 Wow. 804 00:42:45,597 --> 00:42:50,119 Oh I am so rude, Rob, this is....What's your name again sweetheart? 805 00:42:52,846 --> 00:42:54,433 Calpurnia Dylan. 806 00:42:54,468 --> 00:42:58,265 Are you an intern at Plebeian Pictures? 807 00:42:58,299 --> 00:42:59,818 No! 808 00:42:59,853 --> 00:43:01,648 Actually I just starred in Burke's most recent zombie flick. 809 00:43:01,682 --> 00:43:04,685 Dude, you're slummin' and making fucking horror flicks? 810 00:43:04,720 --> 00:43:06,722 God, no. 811 00:43:06,756 --> 00:43:11,209 I used the horror genre to illuminate the marginalization of the migrant female sex 812 00:43:16,386 --> 00:43:17,353 worker. 813 00:43:17,387 --> 00:43:18,388 Fuckin' brilliant. 814 00:43:19,389 --> 00:43:21,357 Thanks, bro. 815 00:43:21,391 --> 00:43:24,774 Wow, that's interesting because I vividly remember you saying you just wanted to do 816 00:43:24,809 --> 00:43:26,983 a horror movie with lots of tits and a sweet pay check. 817 00:43:27,018 --> 00:43:31,160 Yeah, Capernica here, is our little resident scream queen. 818 00:43:31,194 --> 00:43:33,024 She goes to Comicon, everything. 819 00:43:33,058 --> 00:43:35,198 She's got a little cult following. 820 00:43:35,233 --> 00:43:36,683 It's adorable. 821 00:43:36,717 --> 00:43:39,099 No, I'm actually focusing on the classical roles. 822 00:43:39,133 --> 00:43:43,241 Yeah, I'm gonna be right back, so... 823 00:44:09,612 --> 00:44:12,166 One second! 824 00:44:27,630 --> 00:44:31,358 I'm coming! 825 00:44:37,502 --> 00:44:38,676 Ok... 826 00:44:39,849 --> 00:44:42,127 Uh, I think you dropped something. 827 00:44:42,852 --> 00:44:43,370 Eww...disgusting. 828 00:44:43,404 --> 00:44:44,612 Junky. 829 00:44:44,647 --> 00:44:45,544 No, it's actually a medical thing. 830 00:44:45,579 --> 00:44:48,168 It really is a medical thing. 831 00:44:48,893 --> 00:44:53,725 You selling coke, too? 832 00:44:56,314 --> 00:45:00,490 Unfortunately...Michaela is out sick. 833 00:45:00,525 --> 00:45:04,356 Calpurnia will take over the part of Sandy until she has returned. 834 00:45:04,391 --> 00:45:06,324 Oh, I don't need it. 835 00:45:06,358 --> 00:45:08,084 You're off book? 836 00:45:08,119 --> 00:45:09,085 Yes. 837 00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:10,086 Completely? 838 00:45:10,121 --> 00:45:11,778 We'll be working on act two. 839 00:45:11,812 --> 00:45:16,092 I'm off book, I think an actor should always be prepared. 840 00:45:16,127 --> 00:45:18,646 Whatever. 841 00:45:18,681 --> 00:45:23,686 Everyone go to act two, and go to the scene where Sandy gives her sister the ultimate 842 00:45:24,135 --> 00:45:26,482 gift. 843 00:45:26,516 --> 00:45:29,243 Now....action. 844 00:45:31,970 --> 00:45:33,351 What!? 845 00:45:33,385 --> 00:45:34,697 What!? 846 00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:36,941 I just think it's not realistic. 847 00:45:36,975 --> 00:45:38,528 I mean at this point Sandy would have been on the drugs... 848 00:45:38,563 --> 00:45:40,013 No, no, no, no just don't. 849 00:45:40,047 --> 00:45:42,360 Just say the words that are on the page. 850 00:45:42,394 --> 00:45:46,122 Ok, but I just think that if you've ever been on Lupron this character wouldn't at this 851 00:45:46,157 --> 00:45:47,123 point actually... 852 00:45:47,158 --> 00:45:48,124 Look, no, stop. 853 00:45:48,159 --> 00:45:49,125 Stop thinking. 854 00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:51,852 You're an actor...fucking act. 855 00:45:51,887 --> 00:45:56,892 I feel like I just can't do anything right in rehearsal. 856 00:45:58,894 --> 00:46:02,035 Which doesn't make any sense at all because I'm definitely sacrificing more than anyone 857 00:46:02,069 --> 00:46:04,106 else is there. 858 00:46:04,140 --> 00:46:08,213 And then, the other day at rehearsal, Michaela actually asked our director if a surrogate 859 00:46:10,837 --> 00:46:12,321 is the one who gives the eggs 860 00:46:12,355 --> 00:46:13,563 and I was like "No! 861 00:46:13,598 --> 00:46:16,221 That's an egg donor..." 862 00:46:16,256 --> 00:46:17,429 Hah! 863 00:46:17,464 --> 00:46:20,950 You're like, not the director, Purn. 864 00:46:20,985 --> 00:46:24,540 Right, but I know what I'm actually talking about. 865 00:46:24,574 --> 00:46:29,579 I mean I'm actually living my role, I mean, my character's life. 866 00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:34,446 That may be true, but it's her role. 867 00:46:35,309 --> 00:46:37,380 There are other parts.... 868 00:46:37,864 --> 00:46:38,485 Hey! 869 00:46:39,831 --> 00:46:42,178 My agent is casting for an Emma Stone stand-in for her new movie! 870 00:46:42,213 --> 00:46:42,903 Really!? 871 00:46:42,938 --> 00:46:43,835 You can like, book that shit! 872 00:46:43,870 --> 00:46:44,940 I can totally do that. 873 00:46:44,974 --> 00:46:46,734 I'm sure it pays pretty well, too... 874 00:46:46,769 --> 00:46:48,219 When are they seeing people? 875 00:46:48,253 --> 00:46:51,463 I think they're seeing people on Tuesday and Wednesday morning. 876 00:46:51,498 --> 00:46:52,879 Nooo. 877 00:46:52,913 --> 00:46:56,848 I have to be at the egg clinic every morning this week. 878 00:46:56,883 --> 00:46:59,817 I thought acting was your first priority? 879 00:46:59,851 --> 00:47:02,405 Jenna, this is acting. 880 00:47:02,440 --> 00:47:07,445 I just convinced an entire corporation that I'm a model fucking citizen 881 00:47:07,479 --> 00:47:11,725 And, I out acted an Academy Award winner. 882 00:47:11,759 --> 00:47:15,625 That's acting talent. 883 00:47:53,077 --> 00:47:54,043 Ellen? 884 00:47:55,010 --> 00:47:55,942 Heeeyy... 885 00:47:55,976 --> 00:47:57,081 Wow, what's up? 886 00:47:57,115 --> 00:47:58,392 What are 887 00:47:58,427 --> 00:47:59,462 you doing? 888 00:47:59,497 --> 00:48:00,463 Look... 889 00:48:00,498 --> 00:48:01,879 Dude, you're bleeding hardcore! 890 00:48:01,913 --> 00:48:03,604 You need to go to the emergency room. 891 00:48:03,639 --> 00:48:05,813 Ahh, that's actually against donor protocol. 892 00:48:05,848 --> 00:48:09,196 Besides, the clinic said I'll be fine, supposedly. 893 00:48:09,231 --> 00:48:12,855 Were you joking the other night when you told me you were doing this for research? 894 00:48:12,890 --> 00:48:14,684 No, I actually am. 895 00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:16,894 I'm Daniel Day-Lewis'ing this shit. 896 00:48:18,343 --> 00:48:21,691 Ok, there is a meeting, an event, and we're going right now. 897 00:48:21,726 --> 00:48:24,729 No, I'm Carrie'd out. 898 00:48:28,008 --> 00:48:30,631 Come on. 899 00:48:30,666 --> 00:48:32,081 Hi! 900 00:48:32,116 --> 00:48:36,948 I'm Dalilah, and I see some wonderful new faces here today. 901 00:48:37,984 --> 00:48:39,709 Welcome. 902 00:48:39,744 --> 00:48:43,230 Let's begin! 903 00:48:43,265 --> 00:48:48,270 God, grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change 904 00:48:55,656 --> 00:48:59,867 The courage to change the things we can 905 00:48:59,902 --> 00:49:02,974 And the wisdom to know the difference. 906 00:49:03,009 --> 00:49:05,218 You brought me to AA? 907 00:49:05,252 --> 00:49:09,222 I am not the one who needs an intervention here! 908 00:49:09,981 --> 00:49:11,051 Egg Donors Anonymous. 909 00:49:11,086 --> 00:49:14,089 Let's begin by introducing ourselves. 910 00:49:15,090 --> 00:49:16,884 Ellen, four timer. 911 00:49:16,919 --> 00:49:19,818 Um, Hi, I'm Amy. 912 00:49:20,888 --> 00:49:23,477 My second eggstraction is next week. 913 00:49:23,512 --> 00:49:26,480 We'll be sending your womb positive energy. 914 00:49:26,515 --> 00:49:27,723 Yay, Amy! 915 00:49:27,757 --> 00:49:30,139 Elsa, second time donor. 916 00:49:30,174 --> 00:49:32,279 It's good to be here! 917 00:49:32,314 --> 00:49:33,832 I'm Jenny. 918 00:49:33,867 --> 00:49:38,078 I am about to start my third and final cycle. 919 00:49:38,113 --> 00:49:39,977 Thank fuck... 920 00:49:40,011 --> 00:49:42,013 I'm Dana. 921 00:49:42,048 --> 00:49:46,880 So, I started with the eggs, two cycles, but it felt like I sort of wanted to give more 922 00:49:50,815 --> 00:49:52,437 you know? 923 00:49:52,472 --> 00:49:57,235 Last summer I became a surrogate, which was pretty sweet. 924 00:49:59,168 --> 00:50:02,896 Everyone in my life thought I had lost my mind and looked at me like I 925 00:50:03,759 --> 00:50:05,519 was a teen mom on the F train. 926 00:50:05,554 --> 00:50:08,074 But it was so rad! 927 00:50:08,108 --> 00:50:13,113 I got to carry someone's baby! 928 00:50:17,566 --> 00:50:22,571 I'm...Kathryn. 929 00:50:24,469 --> 00:50:28,611 I'm in the middle of my first cycle right now, and it's going pretty well so far. 930 00:50:31,718 --> 00:50:33,030 Kathryn? 931 00:50:33,064 --> 00:50:37,068 Hi, I'm Candice. 932 00:50:37,103 --> 00:50:39,622 Nine time donor. 933 00:50:39,657 --> 00:50:44,662 Um, I have what's called high capacity ovaries, so, like, thirty two eggs. 934 00:50:49,011 --> 00:50:54,016 um, twenty nine the last time, thirty seven is my personal record. 935 00:51:00,850 --> 00:51:05,855 I needed the money, um, I didn't want to be a stripper, and I wanted to focus on my career 936 00:51:12,448 --> 00:51:16,901 so it seemed like the only choice. 937 00:51:16,935 --> 00:51:21,940 Um, knowing that you're giving life can.... 938 00:51:22,665 --> 00:51:27,498 It helped me through it. 939 00:51:28,913 --> 00:51:32,503 But, sometimes it's like, my body, just like...can't keep up. 940 00:51:36,231 --> 00:51:40,890 I feel like a factory animal. 941 00:51:47,483 --> 00:51:50,003 Yaaaayyyy! 942 00:51:52,730 --> 00:51:57,735 Pheww, breathe it out. 943 00:51:58,356 --> 00:51:59,944 Yes, yes! 944 00:52:01,946 --> 00:52:05,122 Ancient aboriginal woman used to hold this sacred pose during their menses and just bleed 945 00:52:06,261 --> 00:52:10,368 freely into the Earth to offer it nourishment. 946 00:52:10,403 --> 00:52:13,130 Oh yeah! 947 00:52:13,751 --> 00:52:18,238 Dance with me! 948 00:53:18,540 --> 00:53:19,506 I can't... 949 00:53:19,541 --> 00:53:22,164 I think you can... 950 00:53:24,684 --> 00:53:25,616 Max... 951 00:53:47,569 --> 00:53:48,570 [horse noises] 952 00:53:51,469 --> 00:53:52,470 [laughing] 953 00:53:56,750 --> 00:53:57,751 Cute. 954 00:53:58,580 --> 00:53:59,581 What time is it? 955 00:54:00,651 --> 00:54:01,652 Two-thirty. 956 00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:03,309 What time is it exactly!? 957 00:54:03,343 --> 00:54:04,102 Two thirty-six. 958 00:54:04,137 --> 00:54:05,138 Fuck! 959 00:54:06,312 --> 00:54:07,934 I have something I have to do right now! 960 00:54:07,968 --> 00:54:09,176 It's alright, baby. 961 00:54:09,211 --> 00:54:10,281 It's Sunday, no auditions, relax. 962 00:54:10,316 --> 00:54:12,318 You're acting really weird. 963 00:54:12,352 --> 00:54:13,733 What's going on with you? 964 00:54:13,767 --> 00:54:18,772 I'm just, I'm really stressed about the show, ok? 965 00:54:30,059 --> 00:54:33,718 Baby, I'm really really tired, ok? 966 00:54:33,753 --> 00:54:37,066 You've been tired everyday for the last few weeks, relax. 967 00:54:37,101 --> 00:54:38,896 Look, I said no. 968 00:54:38,930 --> 00:54:42,244 I'm just really stressed about the show, ok? 969 00:54:42,279 --> 00:54:44,281 Later. 970 00:54:44,315 --> 00:54:47,801 I don't know what you're going through but if you refuse to talk to me, I can't help 971 00:54:47,836 --> 00:54:49,424 you. 972 00:54:49,458 --> 00:54:53,186 When you're ready to be honest about what's really going on, I'll be here. 973 00:54:55,706 --> 00:54:57,052 Ok. 974 00:55:01,608 --> 00:55:05,716 So, how are you handling the medication induced mood swings? 975 00:55:05,750 --> 00:55:10,548 Pretty well but then again people in my line of work tend to be pretty dramatic. 976 00:55:10,583 --> 00:55:11,722 Hmm. 977 00:55:11,756 --> 00:55:13,827 You have very precocious ovaries. 978 00:55:13,862 --> 00:55:16,209 Well, thanks, I guess. 979 00:55:16,243 --> 00:55:17,383 Everything is looking great. 980 00:55:17,417 --> 00:55:18,384 You see those? 981 00:55:18,418 --> 00:55:20,524 Those lumpy, globby things? 982 00:55:20,558 --> 00:55:23,009 Yes, those are your ovaries. 983 00:55:23,043 --> 00:55:26,806 They're responding very well to the Brevel. 984 00:55:26,840 --> 00:55:31,845 Pretty soon it's gonna feel like you're carrying around a dozen ripe naval oranges, inside 985 00:55:32,432 --> 00:55:34,089 of you. 986 00:55:34,123 --> 00:55:36,574 Isn't that something? 987 00:55:36,609 --> 00:55:38,265 Hot flashes. 988 00:55:38,300 --> 00:55:39,922 Head aches. 989 00:55:39,957 --> 00:55:41,579 Vaginal dryness. 990 00:55:41,614 --> 00:55:43,270 Mood swings. 991 00:55:43,305 --> 00:55:46,584 Decreased interest in sex. 992 00:55:46,619 --> 00:55:49,794 Depression and or the occurrence of forgetfulness. 993 00:55:49,829 --> 00:55:52,314 Weight gain. 994 00:55:52,349 --> 00:55:56,076 Additionally, If the donor overstimulates she may run the risk of ovarian hyper stimulation 995 00:55:57,837 --> 00:55:59,183 syndrome. 996 00:55:59,217 --> 00:56:01,910 Severe cases of this syndrome may result in death. 997 00:56:01,944 --> 00:56:06,949 [German] 998 00:56:13,266 --> 00:56:14,888 I'm sorry sweetie. 999 00:56:14,923 --> 00:56:19,306 What he's trying to say is "We're going to remove your womb!" 1000 00:56:22,068 --> 00:56:23,069 [scream] 1001 00:56:39,672 --> 00:56:43,400 Did I miss my egg appointment or something? 1002 00:56:44,539 --> 00:56:46,299 No, but I wanted to speak with you directly. 1003 00:56:46,333 --> 00:56:49,682 Isabella has made a rather unique request of you. 1004 00:56:49,716 --> 00:56:52,754 She wants you to write a letter to your ovum. 1005 00:56:53,893 --> 00:56:54,963 Like, a "Dear, Spawn...." letter? 1006 00:56:56,827 --> 00:56:59,692 Something that the prospective child can read on it's 18th birthday. 1007 00:56:59,726 --> 00:57:04,075 That's really intense, uhh, I'll see what I can do. 1008 00:57:04,110 --> 00:57:05,076 Ok? 1009 00:57:05,111 --> 00:57:06,457 Dear, Spawn. 1010 00:57:06,492 --> 00:57:08,321 Today is your 18th birthday. 1011 00:57:08,355 --> 00:57:11,600 Which means that I must be like mega old now. 1012 00:57:11,635 --> 00:57:15,604 I just want to let you know that I didn't just do this for the paycheck. 1013 00:57:15,639 --> 00:57:18,711 It was actually a cool acting exercise which is kind of rad when you think about it. 1014 00:57:18,745 --> 00:57:23,370 Hopefully by the time you read this I'm actually super famous. 1015 00:57:25,338 --> 00:57:28,962 Honestly, I do hope you're having a good life and that Isabella isn't a crazy stage mom. 1016 00:57:30,861 --> 00:57:33,035 That's it? 1017 00:57:33,588 --> 00:57:37,108 Yeah, do you think I should add something to the end of the monologue? 1018 00:57:37,143 --> 00:57:39,697 Yeah, I think that you can do better than that. 1019 00:57:39,732 --> 00:57:40,698 Really? 1020 00:57:40,733 --> 00:57:42,389 You hate it. 1021 00:57:42,424 --> 00:57:46,773 I mean it's just, it's a little, like, cold and impersonal, isn't it? 1022 00:57:47,878 --> 00:57:51,778 Well, I, I'm not a writer. 1023 00:57:52,399 --> 00:57:54,056 Yeah, ok. 1024 00:57:54,091 --> 00:57:55,092 Your turn. 1025 00:57:58,509 --> 00:57:59,027 Oh! 1026 00:57:59,061 --> 00:57:59,648 Yes! 1027 00:57:59,683 --> 00:58:00,200 I won! 1028 00:58:00,235 --> 00:58:00,822 How!? 1029 00:58:00,856 --> 00:58:01,478 How!? 1030 00:58:02,340 --> 00:58:04,170 This is the face of a mother. 1031 00:58:04,204 --> 00:58:04,998 Fucking. 1032 00:58:05,482 --> 00:58:06,103 Winner. 1033 00:58:06,137 --> 00:58:07,104 Fine, you win. 1034 00:58:07,138 --> 00:58:08,105 I'm a master. 1035 00:58:08,139 --> 00:58:08,968 Fucking say it! 1036 00:58:09,002 --> 00:58:09,658 Say it! 1037 00:58:09,693 --> 00:58:10,866 You're a master! 1038 00:58:10,901 --> 00:58:11,867 Your a master! 1039 00:58:11,902 --> 00:58:13,110 Say it again! 1040 00:58:13,144 --> 00:58:14,180 Fucking master, say it! 1041 00:58:14,214 --> 00:58:15,146 You're a master! 1042 00:58:15,181 --> 00:58:16,562 [ringing] 1043 00:58:16,596 --> 00:58:19,012 That is my egg alarm I gotta go take my shot, right now! 1044 00:58:20,324 --> 00:58:21,739 Can I give you your shot? 1045 00:58:21,774 --> 00:58:22,602 Ok... 1046 00:58:22,637 --> 00:58:23,327 I'm your fucking master, remember? 1047 00:58:23,361 --> 00:58:24,293 Fine, fine, fine! 1048 00:58:24,328 --> 00:58:26,399 Where is it? 1049 00:58:27,124 --> 00:58:29,816 The drugs are in there. 1050 00:58:30,852 --> 00:58:33,579 You stay right there. 1051 00:58:34,890 --> 00:58:36,271 Don't worry. 1052 00:58:36,305 --> 00:58:40,171 I've done this, like, a million times. 1053 00:58:40,206 --> 00:58:42,242 It's totally fine. 1054 00:58:42,277 --> 00:58:45,004 Really, we're just gonna see if you trust me. 1055 00:58:45,038 --> 00:58:47,558 Hold still. 1056 00:58:47,593 --> 00:58:50,285 Lift that little leg up. 1057 00:58:50,319 --> 00:58:52,045 Very nice. 1058 00:58:52,080 --> 00:58:53,322 Gentle. 1059 00:58:53,357 --> 00:58:54,289 Are you ready? 1060 00:58:54,323 --> 00:58:55,290 Yes. 1061 00:58:55,324 --> 00:58:57,948 One, two... 1062 00:59:00,295 --> 00:59:01,468 Oww!!!! 1063 00:59:01,503 --> 00:59:04,264 Holy shit, that felt fucking great!! 1064 00:59:04,299 --> 00:59:06,025 Oh that was the worst, ever. 1065 00:59:06,059 --> 00:59:08,130 Oh my god! 1066 00:59:09,891 --> 00:59:10,926 Fuck! 1067 00:59:13,895 --> 00:59:18,762 Please tell me you're gonna have more than that. 1068 00:59:18,796 --> 00:59:22,524 I mean I read this alarming piece in the post about these Hollywood woman 1069 00:59:22,559 --> 00:59:23,698 that go on these starvation diets. 1070 00:59:23,732 --> 00:59:26,045 It's not healthy for you. 1071 00:59:26,079 --> 00:59:27,564 I'm hardly starving myself. 1072 00:59:27,598 --> 00:59:28,599 Chill. 1073 00:59:28,634 --> 00:59:30,221 Yeah well your mother and I worry about you. 1074 00:59:30,256 --> 00:59:33,259 I mean I read that thing that you posted on your blog a couple of weeks ago 1075 00:59:33,293 --> 00:59:36,193 about being turned away from being a blood donor because you're anemic? 1076 00:59:36,227 --> 00:59:39,127 I mean you really need to eat more red meat. 1077 00:59:39,161 --> 00:59:41,923 That was a performance piece, it wasn't like, literal. 1078 00:59:41,957 --> 00:59:43,925 But you know, you're starting to look pale. 1079 00:59:43,959 --> 00:59:47,307 You know your mother and I think you just sacrifice a little too much for all this. 1080 00:59:47,342 --> 00:59:48,308 I'm ok, Dad. 1081 00:59:48,343 --> 00:59:50,587 I told you. 1082 00:59:50,621 --> 00:59:55,177 Dad, do you think that what Mom has is genetic? 1083 00:59:55,212 --> 00:59:56,972 Oh my goodness, no. 1084 00:59:57,007 --> 00:59:59,596 Look she's just been under a little stress and we both decided 1085 00:59:59,630 --> 01:00:01,908 she's gonna take a little time off from teaching for a while... 1086 01:00:01,943 --> 01:00:02,875 Oh my god. 1087 01:00:02,909 --> 01:00:04,117 No, she got fired, didn't she! 1088 01:00:04,152 --> 01:00:06,326 No, what did she do this time? 1089 01:00:06,361 --> 01:00:08,501 Did she like, show a student her tits? 1090 01:00:08,535 --> 01:00:10,537 Don't talk about your mother like that. 1091 01:00:10,572 --> 01:00:14,403 The school administration decided, and we agreed, that she's just gonna take a little 1092 01:00:14,438 --> 01:00:15,819 time off. 1093 01:00:15,853 --> 01:00:18,304 You know she's been teaching for twenty-five years? 1094 01:00:18,338 --> 01:00:20,064 I mean that's a huge accomplishment! 1095 01:00:20,099 --> 01:00:22,480 Just, think of it as a long overdue vacation. 1096 01:00:22,515 --> 01:00:25,829 You know her and I were talking about going on a second honeymoon. 1097 01:00:26,692 --> 01:00:28,694 You know, it's a good time. 1098 01:00:28,728 --> 01:00:29,833 Daddy, I actually miss her. 1099 01:00:30,696 --> 01:00:34,907 Like, the way she used to be. 1100 01:00:34,941 --> 01:00:39,946 I thought they said that they were just gonna like, adjust her hormones and she'd be fine. 1101 01:00:40,706 --> 01:00:42,604 Things are gonna be ok. 1102 01:00:42,639 --> 01:00:43,812 They are. 1103 01:00:45,227 --> 01:00:49,093 Hypothetically, is being schizo like always a genetic thing? 1104 01:00:49,128 --> 01:00:51,613 If I were to have a child... 1105 01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:53,684 Wait, I thought you never wanted to have kids? 1106 01:00:53,719 --> 01:00:55,824 Look, I don't even want to go there Katheryn. 1107 01:00:55,859 --> 01:00:56,860 But, humor me, please? 1108 01:00:59,586 --> 01:01:01,554 I..I don't want to talk about this. 1109 01:01:01,588 --> 01:01:03,418 This is really important to me. 1110 01:01:03,452 --> 01:01:06,663 Look, there's no reason to be embarrassed about having mental illness in the family. 1111 01:01:08,078 --> 01:01:10,770 You know, if somebody had cancer, you wouldn't judge them. 1112 01:01:10,805 --> 01:01:13,083 This is no different. 1113 01:01:13,117 --> 01:01:18,122 Look, there is something I do think you need to know. 1114 01:01:23,645 --> 01:01:26,924 I mean, you're much too young to really remember your grandmother. 1115 01:01:26,959 --> 01:01:31,239 But your mother's mother had the same thing. 1116 01:01:31,273 --> 01:01:32,999 Look, Honey, I'm sorry. 1117 01:01:33,034 --> 01:01:35,001 I gotta go to the bathroom, I ... 1118 01:01:35,036 --> 01:01:35,692 Please! 1119 01:01:39,765 --> 01:01:41,111 Chateau Margot. 1120 01:01:41,145 --> 01:01:42,699 Sparkling water. 1121 01:01:42,733 --> 01:01:44,286 Thank you. 1122 01:01:44,321 --> 01:01:45,909 Well, cheers. 1123 01:01:47,738 --> 01:01:50,776 From one actress to another, I know you haven't been completely honest with those morons over 1124 01:01:50,810 --> 01:01:52,467 at First Fertility. 1125 01:01:52,501 --> 01:01:53,986 Tell me three lies that you told them. 1126 01:01:54,020 --> 01:01:56,091 I actually haven't.... 1127 01:01:56,126 --> 01:02:00,406 Look, if you're truthful and cooperative, I might be able to help you out a little bit. 1128 01:02:01,372 --> 01:02:05,204 I know of a very good junior agent at William Morris that would be very excited if I told 1129 01:02:05,238 --> 01:02:08,897 him that I was terribly close to a talented young 1130 01:02:08,932 --> 01:02:12,487 actress that reminds me of a young Ann Margret. 1131 01:02:12,521 --> 01:02:14,213 You'd do that for me? 1132 01:02:14,247 --> 01:02:15,455 Of course! 1133 01:02:15,490 --> 01:02:18,769 For the genetic mother of my unborn child? 1134 01:02:18,804 --> 01:02:20,495 Anything. 1135 01:02:20,529 --> 01:02:24,706 Well...You know I'm not a natural redhead after the other day... 1136 01:02:24,741 --> 01:02:29,746 And...I may have photoshopped my SAT scores on the application I gave you. 1137 01:02:32,576 --> 01:02:34,164 What were they? 1138 01:02:34,198 --> 01:02:38,755 Well, they really were that high with English, but with math...500. 1139 01:02:42,689 --> 01:02:43,863 Anything else? 1140 01:02:43,898 --> 01:02:47,039 I was seasonally bulimic during acting school. 1141 01:02:47,073 --> 01:02:48,178 Eh...so you had discipline. 1142 01:02:48,212 --> 01:02:50,663 I thought this was going to be far worse. 1143 01:02:50,697 --> 01:02:53,700 No, I think I'm actually like, a pretty well adjusted girl. 1144 01:02:53,735 --> 01:02:57,497 I mean except for during like my dark periods. 1145 01:02:57,532 --> 01:02:59,741 You're prone to depression!? 1146 01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:03,814 I specifically asked those imbecile drones at First Fertility...I wanted them to 1147 01:03:03,849 --> 01:03:06,886 weed out all applicants that had any sign of a mental disorder. 1148 01:03:06,921 --> 01:03:08,577 No, I actually don't mean that. 1149 01:03:08,612 --> 01:03:12,029 I just mean, like, I get sad or whatever when I lose out on roles, 1150 01:03:12,064 --> 01:03:14,204 which, is pretty much all the time. 1151 01:03:14,238 --> 01:03:15,999 But, I mean, that's just normal. 1152 01:03:16,033 --> 01:03:17,000 That's just human, right? 1153 01:03:17,034 --> 01:03:18,691 I know of no such thing. 1154 01:03:18,725 --> 01:03:20,727 There's a reason I'm so successful, Katheryn. 1155 01:03:20,762 --> 01:03:23,834 I have talent! 1156 01:03:23,869 --> 01:03:27,320 And then she said, that's just called having discipline. 1157 01:03:27,355 --> 01:03:28,321 Gross. 1158 01:03:28,356 --> 01:03:30,841 God...some mom she's gonna be. 1159 01:03:30,876 --> 01:03:35,294 Do you feel bad about having to hand over your spawn to that witch? 1160 01:03:35,328 --> 01:03:39,816 Hmm, no, because I just don't think she's a bad person deep down. 1161 01:03:39,850 --> 01:03:44,165 And do you know how good her connections are gonna be for that little sprout? 1162 01:03:44,199 --> 01:03:46,995 Nepotism is everything in Hollywood. 1163 01:03:47,030 --> 01:03:49,135 I kind of wish she'd adopt me. 1164 01:03:49,170 --> 01:03:51,897 You are a sick puppy. 1165 01:03:51,931 --> 01:03:54,658 You're assuming this thing is even going to want to become an actor. 1166 01:03:54,692 --> 01:03:58,041 Well with our gene pool it just doesn't really stand a chance. 1167 01:03:58,075 --> 01:04:02,942 Oh my god, did I tell you I went through Isabella's iPhone, and the first two numbers were 1168 01:04:02,977 --> 01:04:04,737 Al Gore and Al Pacino. 1169 01:04:04,771 --> 01:04:08,223 Jesus Christ, why are you snooping through her stuff? 1170 01:04:08,258 --> 01:04:11,364 That is a complete invasion of privacy. 1171 01:04:11,399 --> 01:04:12,779 What privacy? 1172 01:04:12,814 --> 01:04:15,230 This is the same woman that made me strip for her. 1173 01:04:15,265 --> 01:04:17,612 Are you ok? 1174 01:04:17,646 --> 01:04:19,959 Yeah, not really. 1175 01:04:19,994 --> 01:04:22,065 I...got a call from the clinic... 1176 01:04:22,099 --> 01:04:24,722 Oh my god are you going to be donating with me!? 1177 01:04:24,757 --> 01:04:26,483 How awesome would that be! 1178 01:04:26,517 --> 01:04:31,522 Look I didn't want to scare you, but I have cysts...on my ovaries. 1179 01:04:33,490 --> 01:04:36,803 And, uh, Dr. Rabinowitz says that my anti mullerian hormone levels are way lower than 1180 01:04:40,186 --> 01:04:41,256 they should be. 1181 01:04:41,291 --> 01:04:43,258 Well what does that mean? 1182 01:04:43,293 --> 01:04:45,951 Yeah, I didn't know what the fuck he was talking about either, but basically 1183 01:04:45,985 --> 01:04:50,990 my ovaries are prematurely aging from the meds and I have a diminished egg count. 1184 01:04:54,442 --> 01:04:58,411 But that's impossible, I mean you're like a super donor. 1185 01:04:58,446 --> 01:05:01,449 There are woman in this city carrying your eggs as we speak. 1186 01:05:01,483 --> 01:05:05,522 Yeah, I know, that's what I told him, and that the first clinic that screened me 1187 01:05:05,556 --> 01:05:08,180 must have made a mistake. 1188 01:05:08,214 --> 01:05:13,219 He said I'm...he said I'm pretty much infertile now. 1189 01:05:16,464 --> 01:05:20,088 But like, you're only twenty-six... 1190 01:05:21,158 --> 01:05:22,194 Only a baby. 1191 01:05:23,609 --> 01:05:25,473 That's what he fucking said to me. 1192 01:05:26,923 --> 01:05:29,718 That, this shouldn't have happened to someone like me. 1193 01:05:30,305 --> 01:05:31,513 You should sue! 1194 01:05:31,548 --> 01:05:34,240 Yeah, cause that would do any good. 1195 01:05:34,275 --> 01:05:37,830 A broke chick versus a billion dollar industry. 1196 01:05:37,864 --> 01:05:39,073 Good odds! 1197 01:05:39,107 --> 01:05:40,833 They would just try to destroy my reputation. 1198 01:05:40,867 --> 01:05:43,905 I am a nude, fucking, model. 1199 01:05:43,940 --> 01:05:46,356 Ok, some reliable source... 1200 01:05:46,390 --> 01:05:47,357 Besides! 1201 01:05:47,391 --> 01:05:48,875 He said they're not even liable. 1202 01:05:48,910 --> 01:05:50,843 That, it must have been something I was born with. 1203 01:05:50,877 --> 01:05:53,087 I mean, we have signed away all of our rights. 1204 01:05:53,121 --> 01:05:54,640 No, he's lying. 1205 01:05:54,674 --> 01:05:57,988 I mean, you were perfectly fine before you did this. 1206 01:05:58,023 --> 01:06:00,749 I know that. 1207 01:06:00,784 --> 01:06:03,787 I have no way to prove it. 1208 01:06:04,167 --> 01:06:05,375 Listen, Cal. 1209 01:06:05,409 --> 01:06:09,931 I don't think you should go through with this. 1210 01:06:10,345 --> 01:06:12,554 You should just tell them that you changed your mind. 1211 01:06:12,589 --> 01:06:15,972 They can't legally force you to finish the job. 1212 01:06:16,006 --> 01:06:18,664 I promised Isabella. 1213 01:06:18,698 --> 01:06:23,186 Do you actually think these surrogates give a fuck about us? 1214 01:06:23,220 --> 01:06:26,327 We're just the donors, ok? 1215 01:06:26,361 --> 01:06:28,467 No more, no less. 1216 01:06:28,501 --> 01:06:29,986 We're the product. 1217 01:06:30,020 --> 01:06:34,852 They use us, and then they pay us for our services. 1218 01:06:36,061 --> 01:06:37,683 Do not delude yourself, princess. 1219 01:06:37,717 --> 01:06:40,686 But what if I'm using her as much as she's using me. 1220 01:06:40,720 --> 01:06:41,894 Oh yeah? 1221 01:06:41,928 --> 01:06:44,241 Isabella said she'd set me up with a meeting with WME. 1222 01:06:44,276 --> 01:06:47,934 I'll believe that when I see it. 1223 01:06:47,969 --> 01:06:52,974 Look, I may have lied about a few things on the application. 1224 01:06:55,218 --> 01:07:00,223 My mother, she's mentally...she's sick. 1225 01:07:00,809 --> 01:07:01,396 Certifiably? 1226 01:07:01,431 --> 01:07:02,604 Well.... 1227 01:07:02,639 --> 01:07:06,470 Ok then it doesn't fucking count! 1228 01:07:06,505 --> 01:07:09,335 We all have a couple black marks on our family history. 1229 01:07:09,370 --> 01:07:11,855 My aunt had kidney failure and they still accepted me. 1230 01:07:11,889 --> 01:07:16,894 Yeah, but I take a lot of Adderall, and...I mean I don't have a problem or anything like 1231 01:07:17,826 --> 01:07:18,793 that... 1232 01:07:18,827 --> 01:07:20,070 Right. 1233 01:07:20,105 --> 01:07:24,178 Look, I know it's kind of against the rules. 1234 01:07:24,212 --> 01:07:29,217 But do you want to just have one drink with me? 1235 01:07:29,838 --> 01:07:34,843 [music] 1236 01:08:08,360 --> 01:08:13,365 [ringing] 1237 01:08:34,179 --> 01:08:34,834 Oh, fuck. 1238 01:08:34,869 --> 01:08:35,697 Are you feeling ok, Kathryn? 1239 01:08:35,732 --> 01:08:36,905 Yeah, no I am. 1240 01:08:38,976 --> 01:08:41,807 I'm just really tired and stressed and my show goes into tech tonight, and... 1241 01:08:42,048 --> 01:08:44,844 I just don't know if it's a very good show, you know? 1242 01:08:57,547 --> 01:09:01,067 And Isabella keeps on, like, asking me these like really difficult things. 1243 01:09:02,034 --> 01:09:02,793 Don't move. 1244 01:09:02,828 --> 01:09:03,518 Ok. 1245 01:09:11,595 --> 01:09:12,596 Fucking hell... 1246 01:09:13,804 --> 01:09:16,013 Oh, I'm just here to see Isabella... 1247 01:09:16,048 --> 01:09:18,499 [crying] 1248 01:09:19,224 --> 01:09:21,433 What's that noise? 1249 01:09:22,296 --> 01:09:23,435 She's in one of her moods... 1250 01:09:23,469 --> 01:09:26,472 Ok well I'm just here to pick a pouch. 1251 01:09:28,612 --> 01:09:29,613 [crying] 1252 01:09:39,347 --> 01:09:41,107 I'm sorry... 1253 01:09:41,142 --> 01:09:42,730 You're not supposed to see me like this! 1254 01:09:42,764 --> 01:09:43,972 I can come back... 1255 01:09:44,007 --> 01:09:46,112 Oh, come in child you're already here. 1256 01:09:46,147 --> 01:09:47,735 For god's sake... 1257 01:09:47,769 --> 01:09:48,736 I'm... 1258 01:09:48,770 --> 01:09:51,670 I just want this to work. 1259 01:09:51,704 --> 01:09:52,671 What? 1260 01:09:52,705 --> 01:09:53,672 You! 1261 01:09:53,706 --> 01:09:54,673 This! 1262 01:09:54,707 --> 01:09:57,054 May I help you with this? 1263 01:09:57,089 --> 01:10:01,714 I'm becoming kind of an expert with all the injections. 1264 01:10:03,682 --> 01:10:07,444 I normally have my physician administer this, but I thought that today I would try it myself 1265 01:10:07,651 --> 01:10:10,136 and I was assured that it was very simple... 1266 01:10:10,171 --> 01:10:14,762 They told me that too...may I? 1267 01:10:14,796 --> 01:10:19,801 You must think I'm terribly pathetic. 1268 01:10:21,286 --> 01:10:23,495 A forty-six year old woman who can't even administer 1269 01:10:23,529 --> 01:10:26,187 her own IVF medication. 1270 01:10:26,222 --> 01:10:31,227 I've waited my whole life for this child and now it's too late. 1271 01:10:33,125 --> 01:10:36,749 I actually have to go to rehearsal right now, we're in tech... 1272 01:10:36,784 --> 01:10:40,995 I was pregnant once, you know? 1273 01:10:41,029 --> 01:10:42,790 You were? 1274 01:10:42,824 --> 01:10:45,033 I was twenty-nine years old. 1275 01:10:45,068 --> 01:10:48,209 We were doing that Polanski film in Spain, and... 1276 01:10:48,244 --> 01:10:51,488 When I found out I had miscarried I was beyond devastated. 1277 01:10:51,523 --> 01:10:56,528 My publicist said it was for the best, that there was Oscar buzz about my role in Cameo 1278 01:10:58,909 --> 01:11:03,397 and that there would be other opportunities. 1279 01:11:03,431 --> 01:11:08,436 Life is about the choices that you make, and I have made some colossal mistakes. 1280 01:11:09,299 --> 01:11:12,785 But I'll never regret the work. 1281 01:11:12,820 --> 01:11:14,166 The great films! 1282 01:11:14,200 --> 01:11:17,445 Yes, those, but mainly the stage. 1283 01:11:17,480 --> 01:11:22,485 I think I was most fulfilled and inspired when I was doing the classical work. 1284 01:11:23,900 --> 01:11:25,108 On the stage. 1285 01:11:25,142 --> 01:11:27,041 Then why didn't you do more Broadway? 1286 01:11:27,075 --> 01:11:29,492 I mean you could have done anything. 1287 01:11:29,526 --> 01:11:30,493 But I didn't! 1288 01:11:30,527 --> 01:11:32,460 Listen to me! 1289 01:11:32,495 --> 01:11:36,222 When I miscarried seventeen years ago I knew I had lost something precious. 1290 01:11:36,257 --> 01:11:41,158 But I just continued to go about my life and continued to pursue my professional life 1291 01:11:41,193 --> 01:11:44,507 and I thought that I would have time for the family dreams later. 1292 01:11:44,541 --> 01:11:49,546 And one day I woke up, and that window of opportunity was gone. 1293 01:11:50,858 --> 01:11:52,860 It was a huge mistake to do this. 1294 01:11:52,894 --> 01:11:57,899 I would be a horrible mother and we both know it. 1295 01:11:59,936 --> 01:12:03,491 When I found out about the procedure, I thought that I had found a miracle. 1296 01:12:08,807 --> 01:12:13,812 I never thought that I would be able to carry a child. 1297 01:12:16,262 --> 01:12:17,160 I just, I never thought.... 1298 01:12:17,194 --> 01:12:18,713 I know you can do this Isabella... 1299 01:12:18,748 --> 01:12:19,852 Oh please just stop! 1300 01:12:19,887 --> 01:12:21,026 You're gonna be an incredible mother! 1301 01:12:21,060 --> 01:12:23,649 Just stop! 1302 01:12:31,933 --> 01:12:33,349 [beep] 1303 01:12:34,695 --> 01:12:37,353 Kathryn, we received some extremely troubling news today. 1304 01:12:38,388 --> 01:12:41,391 Your routine blood work came back testing positive for cocaine. 1305 01:12:41,426 --> 01:12:46,431 This is obviously in direct breach of your donor contract and Ms. West has notified us 1306 01:12:47,915 --> 01:12:49,882 that she will no longer be requesting your services. 1307 01:12:49,917 --> 01:12:51,297 Your cycle has been terminated. 1308 01:12:51,332 --> 01:12:54,404 Yeah, uh...It's Kelly Cole. 1309 01:12:54,439 --> 01:12:56,717 Where the fuck are you? 1310 01:12:56,751 --> 01:13:00,306 Dress rehearsal is happening right, fucking, now. 1311 01:13:00,341 --> 01:13:01,894 You're fired. 1312 01:13:01,929 --> 01:13:02,895 [knocking] 1313 01:13:02,930 --> 01:13:04,345 One sec... 1314 01:13:04,380 --> 01:13:05,933 One second! 1315 01:13:05,967 --> 01:13:08,384 Max, one second. 1316 01:13:10,213 --> 01:13:12,284 I needed you, and you weren't there! 1317 01:13:12,318 --> 01:13:14,907 I know what you've been hiding, Cal. 1318 01:13:14,942 --> 01:13:16,530 I found this. 1319 01:13:16,564 --> 01:13:18,428 It's not what you think! 1320 01:13:18,463 --> 01:13:19,429 Yeah, sure. 1321 01:13:19,464 --> 01:13:21,258 It's not...Max... 1322 01:13:22,398 --> 01:13:25,297 I was fired from my show. 1323 01:13:25,746 --> 01:13:26,436 Good. 1324 01:13:26,919 --> 01:13:27,851 Max, no. 1325 01:13:27,886 --> 01:13:29,335 I need you. 1326 01:13:29,370 --> 01:13:32,753 I can't watch you destroy your life like this. 1327 01:13:33,616 --> 01:13:36,204 Look, I just kissed Ellen once. 1328 01:13:36,239 --> 01:13:38,483 You're fucking joking, right? 1329 01:13:38,517 --> 01:13:43,039 Look, I'm so fucking sorry. 1330 01:13:43,073 --> 01:13:44,040 The fuck's wrong with you? 1331 01:13:44,074 --> 01:13:45,041 No! 1332 01:13:45,075 --> 01:13:46,042 I'm so fucking sorry! 1333 01:13:46,076 --> 01:13:47,181 Is it never enough for you? 1334 01:13:47,215 --> 01:13:48,147 You think I'm an idiot? 1335 01:13:48,182 --> 01:13:49,459 Am I not worthy of your honesty? 1336 01:13:49,494 --> 01:13:50,184 You're fucking decency? 1337 01:13:50,218 --> 01:13:51,910 No, no Max it's way too far. 1338 01:13:51,944 --> 01:13:53,601 How? 1339 01:13:53,636 --> 01:13:57,191 I wanted to be talented, just like you and Isabella...And we couldn't have sex 1340 01:13:57,536 --> 01:13:59,296 because of the eggs, because there was a contract. 1341 01:13:59,331 --> 01:14:00,988 What contract? 1342 01:14:01,022 --> 01:14:04,578 Stop blaming everyone for the failings of your life, Calpurnia. 1343 01:14:04,612 --> 01:14:08,202 Did it mean anything with this...girl? 1344 01:14:08,236 --> 01:14:09,617 I don't know. 1345 01:14:09,652 --> 01:14:13,000 Was your little acting experiment worth losing me? 1346 01:14:13,034 --> 01:14:16,900 No, baby...look if I could do the whole thing over again. 1347 01:14:16,935 --> 01:14:18,384 You'd do it all over again, wouldn't you. 1348 01:14:18,419 --> 01:14:20,214 Yeah you fucking would. 1349 01:14:21,491 --> 01:14:22,837 Max...Max please.... 1350 01:14:25,875 --> 01:14:26,876 Max!!! 1351 01:14:41,546 --> 01:14:43,202 Oh my god, it stinks in here. 1352 01:14:46,447 --> 01:14:47,655 That was the best part! 1353 01:14:53,730 --> 01:14:54,697 How did you get in? 1354 01:14:55,560 --> 01:14:56,492 The door was unlocked, Sherlock. 1355 01:14:56,526 --> 01:14:57,838 Look, you need to fix your life. 1356 01:14:57,872 --> 01:15:01,220 Starting with a much needed shower. 1357 01:15:02,981 --> 01:15:05,328 Max left me. 1358 01:15:05,362 --> 01:15:07,537 And you failed a drug test. 1359 01:15:07,572 --> 01:15:08,469 Boo fucking hoo. 1360 01:15:08,504 --> 01:15:09,884 How do you know that? 1361 01:15:09,919 --> 01:15:12,369 The donor pool is smaller than you think, ok. 1362 01:15:12,404 --> 01:15:13,543 You can salvage this, Cal. 1363 01:15:13,578 --> 01:15:15,407 Have you tried to speak to Isabella yet? 1364 01:15:15,441 --> 01:15:17,374 She won't answer any of my emails. 1365 01:15:17,409 --> 01:15:19,791 And so you just gave up? 1366 01:15:19,825 --> 01:15:22,172 Cause, that's not the fiery red head that I met 1367 01:15:22,207 --> 01:15:24,381 two months ago that wouldn't take no for an answer. 1368 01:15:24,416 --> 01:15:25,624 What happened to that bitch? 1369 01:15:25,659 --> 01:15:29,663 I don't know, I don't know. 1370 01:15:29,697 --> 01:15:33,736 Look, I think that if you corner that broad and admit that you made a mistake 1371 01:15:33,770 --> 01:15:34,737 she might take you back. 1372 01:15:34,771 --> 01:15:36,808 She's got a lot more to lose than you do. 1373 01:15:36,842 --> 01:15:41,744 She spent forty fucking grand buying your seed. 1374 01:15:41,778 --> 01:15:43,815 Ok? 1375 01:15:43,849 --> 01:15:47,888 So you need to get up off your ass, make up some sob story, and go fix this shit! 1376 01:15:48,751 --> 01:15:50,131 What if she won't believe me? 1377 01:15:50,166 --> 01:15:52,340 You're an actress, ok? 1378 01:15:52,375 --> 01:15:53,341 Make her believe you. 1379 01:15:53,376 --> 01:15:54,826 I can do that. 1380 01:15:54,860 --> 01:15:59,175 But, you just don't know how much she wants that baby. 1381 01:16:00,383 --> 01:16:01,867 I'm so sorry. 1382 01:16:02,972 --> 01:16:04,939 Have you stopped taking your drugs yet? 1383 01:16:04,974 --> 01:16:06,907 I was gonna stop taking them tonight. 1384 01:16:06,941 --> 01:16:11,774 Ok, well then technically you can still hatch those little suckers. 1385 01:16:12,878 --> 01:16:13,845 Ellen... 1386 01:16:13,879 --> 01:16:14,846 Yeah? 1387 01:16:14,880 --> 01:16:16,572 Thank you. 1388 01:16:17,262 --> 01:16:18,263 Yeah. 1389 01:16:27,030 --> 01:16:27,962 Dear, Spawn. 1390 01:16:32,484 --> 01:16:33,105 Isabella? 1391 01:16:33,140 --> 01:16:33,623 Isabella? 1392 01:16:34,382 --> 01:16:35,349 Oh for God's sake... 1393 01:16:35,383 --> 01:16:36,143 Please, please. 1394 01:16:36,177 --> 01:16:37,109 Stop making a scene. 1395 01:16:37,144 --> 01:16:38,594 Oh for God sake. 1396 01:16:38,628 --> 01:16:39,767 No, Isabella please... 1397 01:16:39,802 --> 01:16:41,493 Listen to me! 1398 01:16:41,527 --> 01:16:44,738 Look I'm really, really sorry about the drug test. 1399 01:16:44,772 --> 01:16:48,327 Look I was young once too it's not like I never did a drug, but you and I 1400 01:16:48,362 --> 01:16:50,157 had a deal. 1401 01:16:50,191 --> 01:16:52,987 I know but I called the clinic and they said that even though what I did was bad, really 1402 01:16:53,022 --> 01:16:56,232 bad, it won't effect the quality of the egg! 1403 01:16:56,266 --> 01:16:57,682 Please! 1404 01:16:57,716 --> 01:17:02,721 Please, please, please listen to me! 1405 01:17:05,828 --> 01:17:10,833 Dear Spawn, When I responded to a serendipitous casting call I didn't know what was missing 1406 01:17:11,730 --> 01:17:13,767 from my life. 1407 01:17:13,801 --> 01:17:18,495 But this turned out to be a very different sort of call, a call for change, a call for 1408 01:17:19,220 --> 01:17:21,706 rebirth in a way. 1409 01:17:21,740 --> 01:17:26,331 On a whim I'd signed up for an acting opportunity, I'm not going to lie, dear spawn, the truth 1410 01:17:27,263 --> 01:17:31,543 is I've lied a whole lot in my life, but from such a humble start a seed can grow. 1411 01:17:35,409 --> 01:17:40,414 A single egg, because when you give up a part of yourself, you find the part that you've 1412 01:17:42,485 --> 01:17:44,660 always been searching for. 1413 01:17:44,694 --> 01:17:49,665 Meeting you, Isabella has changed my life, and I'll never go back to who I was before. 1414 01:17:52,184 --> 01:17:56,499 By giving you this egg I know that you can give it all the things that I was never given. 1415 01:17:56,533 --> 01:18:00,468 And I just want to give you this part of me. 1416 01:18:00,503 --> 01:18:01,780 Please. 1417 01:18:05,957 --> 01:18:07,717 Now that's acting. 1418 01:18:07,752 --> 01:18:08,925 I'm not acting. 1419 01:18:08,960 --> 01:18:10,237 Exactly. 1420 01:18:10,271 --> 01:18:15,138 You're gonna be an incredible mother. 1421 01:18:34,744 --> 01:18:38,679 The recipient will take the final trigger shot of human growth hormone 1422 01:18:38,714 --> 01:18:43,719 exactly thirty-five hours prior to the retrieval to insure that the patient 1423 01:18:44,789 --> 01:18:47,308 will ovulate on the operating table. 1424 01:18:47,343 --> 01:18:52,348 The timing of the injection is critical to the success of the cycle. 1425 01:18:55,592 --> 01:18:58,009 Your anesthesiologist is ready for you Kathryn. 1426 01:18:58,043 --> 01:19:01,046 Can you tell him I have an uber low pain threshold and I'm going to need 1427 01:19:01,081 --> 01:19:02,082 lots and lots of drugs? 1428 01:19:02,116 --> 01:19:03,669 You're going to be fine. 1429 01:19:03,704 --> 01:19:06,500 Your surgeon performs roughly four hundred retrievals every year. 1430 01:19:06,534 --> 01:19:08,709 You're in good hands. 1431 01:19:08,744 --> 01:19:11,954 Just sign here. 1432 01:19:11,988 --> 01:19:15,129 I want you to count to ten for me, ok? 1433 01:19:15,164 --> 01:19:15,992 Ok. 1434 01:19:16,027 --> 01:19:21,032 One, two, three... 1435 01:19:36,012 --> 01:19:38,359 Do you know how they actually remove the eggs? 1436 01:19:38,394 --> 01:19:42,639 First, they insert a giant needle through my pussy 1437 01:19:42,674 --> 01:19:47,541 Slice right through the vaginal wall, and then, with the use of a laser, 1438 01:19:47,575 --> 01:19:52,580 they remove my engorged, hormonally inflated, genetically modified ovum 1439 01:19:53,927 --> 01:19:57,206 out of my safe little haven in my warm secure womb 1440 01:19:57,931 --> 01:20:00,519 And they rip them out! 1441 01:20:00,554 --> 01:20:02,521 One by one. 1442 01:20:02,556 --> 01:20:05,179 My whoa-hah closes up when I talk about this... 1443 01:20:05,214 --> 01:20:07,803 She likes the idea of helping another womb do her thing. 1444 01:20:07,837 --> 01:20:11,116 But now that she's been prodded and prepared and is about to be probed 1445 01:20:11,151 --> 01:20:14,395 for the final time, she wants to pull the plug! 1446 01:20:14,430 --> 01:20:19,435 All I need to do is lie back on this alternate reality casting couch, or 1447 01:20:20,712 --> 01:20:24,854 operating table, and let them take a part of me. 1448 01:20:26,752 --> 01:20:29,790 Because everyone loves a pretty girl, and everyone loves an actress. 1449 01:20:31,205 --> 01:20:32,897 Kathryn? 1450 01:20:33,380 --> 01:20:35,313 Kathryn? 1451 01:20:35,347 --> 01:20:36,624 Everything went perfectly. 1452 01:20:36,659 --> 01:20:39,869 Here, have some apple juice. 1453 01:20:39,904 --> 01:20:41,629 Take it easy there missy. 1454 01:20:41,664 --> 01:20:43,286 You had a major surgery. 1455 01:20:43,321 --> 01:20:46,842 Now you're gonna feel some minor discomfort over the next day or so. 1456 01:20:46,876 --> 01:20:48,913 You'll be advised to take tomorrow off of work. 1457 01:20:48,947 --> 01:20:52,606 If you feel any sharp pains in your pelvic region you call our emergency hotline 1458 01:20:52,640 --> 01:20:55,298 at any time, ok? 1459 01:20:57,093 --> 01:20:58,854 Hello, dear. 1460 01:20:59,475 --> 01:21:01,615 This is for you. 1461 01:21:05,205 --> 01:21:10,210 Well, you made your recipient very happy. 1462 01:21:11,383 --> 01:21:13,523 Do you have anyone picking you up? 1463 01:21:13,558 --> 01:21:18,252 Oh, uh, I ordered a car service. 1464 01:21:18,735 --> 01:21:20,185 Good. 1465 01:21:20,220 --> 01:21:24,431 Um, working with you, it was uh, you were...thanks. 1466 01:21:30,333 --> 01:21:33,543 Bye. 1467 01:22:08,406 --> 01:22:08,924 I 1468 01:22:10,580 --> 01:22:13,445 used part of the money to start my own theater company which is what I think 1469 01:22:13,549 --> 01:22:14,308 Isabella would have wanted. 1470 01:22:16,207 --> 01:22:18,554 Sometimes I find myself scanning the audience thinking "Is she out there? 1471 01:22:18,588 --> 01:22:20,763 Did she bring my spawn?" 1472 01:22:20,797 --> 01:22:25,802 It's weird I can't really think of myself as somebody's mom, but I'm glad, really glad 1473 01:22:26,976 --> 01:22:29,082 that I was able to do this one good thing. 1474 01:22:29,116 --> 01:22:34,121 What matters is not fame, not glamour, not the things I used to dream of, but 1475 01:22:35,847 --> 01:22:38,677 the ability to endure. 1476 01:22:38,712 --> 01:22:40,990 To bare my cross and faith. 1477 01:22:41,025 --> 01:22:46,030 And when I think of my vocation, I'm not afraid of life. 1478 01:22:46,789 --> 01:22:48,791 You're on a journey. 1479 01:22:48,825 --> 01:22:50,275 You know where you're headed. 1480 01:22:50,310 --> 01:22:54,797 I'm still wandering around in a chaos of daydreams and images. 1481 01:22:54,831 --> 01:22:58,042 I don't know where I'm headed or why. 1482 01:22:58,076 --> 01:23:00,734 I don't know what my calling is. 1483 01:23:00,768 --> 01:23:01,735 Sshh. 1484 01:23:01,769 --> 01:23:02,770 I'm going now. 1485 01:23:02,805 --> 01:23:04,186 Goodbye. 1486 01:23:04,220 --> 01:23:08,914 When I become a great actress, come and see me act? 1487 01:23:09,363 --> 01:23:11,124 Stay. 1488 01:23:11,296 --> 01:23:15,611 I'll catch you some supper. 104987