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Raise your veil (illusion),
you'll find your beloved
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The Lord resides
in every living creature
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Don't speak ill of anyone,
you'll find your beloved
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Raise your veil,
you'll find your beloved
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Flaunt not this wealth and your youth
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All this is worthless,
you'll find your beloved
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Raise your veil,
you'll find your beloved
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ln the silent temple...
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When lighting a lamp
in the silent temple...
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don't think of anything else
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You'll find your beloved
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Raise your veil,
you'll find your beloved
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When my footsteps never hesitated
to enter a courtesan's house...
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why do they halt
when l enter a temple?
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Anyone who sees me
will definitely wonder...
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what an atheist is doing here.
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Who? Mr. Vijay?
Why are you here?
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l just came.
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Oh, soul, you're an atheist,
but such a sinner.
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People feel spiritual on
hearing her devotional songs...
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but you look at her
with lustful eyes.
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Aunt! Aunt, did you
say something? Aunt!
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Vijay, what l was saying was...
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this small house is the legacy
of our forefathers.
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How much money will you
get by selling this?
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And if you don't sell this,
then perhaps you'll...
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have an excuse to
visit once in a while.
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Okay, Aunt. lf you're upset,
then l'll not sell it.
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Tomorrow or the day after,
l'll return to Bombay.
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Aunt, take the milk.
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Mangu, bring it inside.
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Bring it inside.
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Give it to me.
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Look here, Mangu. Bring the
milk earlier from tomorrow.
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Vijay asks for tea as
soon as he wakes up. Okay?
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Aunt, what can l do?
l have to do so many things.
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Early morning l've to warm the
milk for the female mendicant.
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That's why l get delayed.
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No, Mangu. You must not
trouble yourself so much.
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Look here. From tomorrow,
l'll wake up late...
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and have my tea late, too. Okay?
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So should l sit at
home for you all day?
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Shouldn't l go to the temple?
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Aunt, the Gods and Goddesses...
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wait for their devotees all day.
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Those poor souls don't even sleep.
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Look here, sir. Don't make
fun of the Gods and Goddesses.
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Hey!
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Okay, Aunt, l'm going.
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He's an atheist.
He'd understand only if he'd...
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have attended some
religious discourses.
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Oh, the one with the flute...
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Viju, look here.
Come home in time for your lunch.
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Aunt, are you going to
arrange someone's alliance?
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No, l've stopped doing all this.
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l'll go to the temple to
hear the religious discourse.
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Does the mendicant
really narrate well?
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l told you. As it is
you're an atheist.
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How are you concerned
about the religious discourses?
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Aunt, l'm not as staunch
an atheist as you think.
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lf l come across a real sage,
l'll definitely change.
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Really? Then, tonight,
do come and...
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listen to Meera Devi's
devotional song.
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And from childhood...
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Meera considered Giridhar Gopal her husband...
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and always sang:
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l want to go to Giridhar's house
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Giridhar is my only beloved
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His beauty is enchanting
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l want to go to Giridhar's house
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Our love is eternal
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l can't stay without him
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Whatever he gives me,
that attire l wear
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Whatever he gives me, l eat
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l want to go to Giridhar's house
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l'll sit wherever he seats me
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l leave myself to his will
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Giridhar is Meera's Lord
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l can bestow my life on him
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l'll go to Giridhar's house
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Gangu's mother, please wait.
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- Mangu!
- Coming!
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Mother!
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- Devi!
- You seem to be a stranger.
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No. l was born in this village.
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No man is allowed to come
for the afternoon discourse.
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l didn't know that.
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Then why have you come?
To listen to the discourse?
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No. To talk to you.
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l don't talk to men.
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lt's possible, but...
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What do you wish to know?
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The reason you became a
mendicant at this age?
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Reason? l found
the world too simple.
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Forgive me, but l can't
believe that you left...
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worldly pleasures
on the sages' advice.
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Why don't you believe it?
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The pain that's hidden in your eyes.
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Devi! Devi, forgive me that l've...
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Today, you've committed a mistake.
Don't do it again.
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Mangu! Man...
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- Will you do one thing?
- Sure.
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Go and call the guard.
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Order me, l'll myself...
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l want to call the guard
to throw you out.
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What's my mistake?
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You're violating the rules here.
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ls it a crime to sit under a tree?
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Why do you... why do you...
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l'll be obliged if
you leave here.
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l'll play the ball
with Kanha, with Krishna
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With Yashoda's dark son
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My mother shouts
if l play in the courtyard
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My brother pouts
if l play in the alleys
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On Jamuna's banks,
Kanhaiya will steal this
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Who will l play ball with, tell me?
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Ah, l'll play with Radha
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Uncle, you and here?
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Mangu, when l was small
l used to play here, too.
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- Really?
- Yes. - Then play.
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Mangu, you wear those
saffron clothes, too.
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Do you wish to
become a mendicant, too?
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No. These clothes are Meera Devi's.
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Uncle, have you heard Devi's songs?
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She sings well, very sweet.
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lf you wish,
l'll hear her sometime.
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Why sometime? Come today. Today.
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- Okay.
- Okay.
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Uncle, give me back my doll!
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Here.
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l'm crazy in love.
No one knows my pain
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l sleep on a bed of thorns
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l've sleepless nights
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My beloved dwells in the sky
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How can we unite?
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No one knows my pain
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l'm crazy in love.
No one knows my pain
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Only one who's
wounded can know the pain
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No one else can
understand it
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Meera's pain will ebb
when she unites with her Lord
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No one knows my pain
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l'm crazy in love.
No one knows my pain
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l would be obliged if
you stop coming here.
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The entire village comes to
hear your devotional songs.
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But l get disturbed
on seeing you here.
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Today, for the first time,
l looked up while singing.
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lf my coming here
troubles you, then l won't come.
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How many days will you
stay in the village?
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l was to return in a day or two.
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But after l saw you...
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After listening to
your devotional songs...
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l decided to stay
on a few more days.
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Then why don't you sit
with all the others?
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Why do you hide?
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The entire village
knows that l'm an atheist.
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Then you come
here to listen to music?
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No. To see you.
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Don't come from tomorrow.
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ls this your order?
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No. Just a request.
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Can't you see? At every step
you're breaking my rules.
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The rule of not talking to men.
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l didn't mean to break your
rules or shatter your peace.
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Will you mind if l do something
for my peace of mind...
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- without coming before you?
- No!
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You cannot have
forgotten Anjani.
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Or that evening when l...
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took you to her house for the first time.
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Hesitantly, the way
you entered her house...
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Why do you lock eyes with me?
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Oh, stranger, oh, beloved...
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why do you lock eyes with me?
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Our eyes met and
my heart was wounded
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Who was the culprit
and who was slain?
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The ones who loved you
were in a terrible state
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Living wasn't easy
but death was difficult, too
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Oh, stranger, oh, beloved
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Why do you lock eyes with me?
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l have fallen prey to your charm
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Calming my heart though l'm restless
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Eyes cast down, l wait expectantly
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Helpless, l sit before you
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Oh, stranger, oh, beloved
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Why do you lock eyes with me?
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lf you've resided in my heart,
then be my love
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Like eternal spring in a garden
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Be my peace and my happiness
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Be a beautiful
remembrance of our love
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Oh, stranger, oh, beloved
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Why do you lock eyes with me?
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Lovely!
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Come on, get up, my dear.
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Why did l have to cage a free bird?
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- Raj, that's not it.
- Then what is it?
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Anjani has stopped
festivities at night...
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and you, you mope every night.
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Look here, Raj.
A man and woman...
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don't always have the relationship
that people assume.
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Sometimes, it's just a
lingering attraction.
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Whatever you say, my friend...
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But when Anjani sings...
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she's restless at night,
then she means what we're thinking.
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What does he know...
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of the plight of one
who has lost her sleep?
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Why there are always tears in my eyes?
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Why is my life so disturbed?
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Why are my quivering lips silent?
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Why is my heart's
desire so suppressed?
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He always comes and troubles me
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What does he know
of the state of my heart?
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What does he know
of the plight of the one...
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who has lost her sleep?
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Those whose days
pass peacefully...
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and can sleep peacefully at night
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A heart wounded by love...
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What does he know
of the plight of a wounded heart?
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What does he know
of the plight of the one...
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who has lost her sleep?
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Great! Everything
happens in reverse here.
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Vijay should be offering
flowers at your feet.
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He is my lord.
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l am his devotee.
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Great! Nicely said.
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So the lord comes to
your house to be worshipped?
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And that too in such a place
where great sages have failed.
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Greetings, Gurudev!
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Greetings, Maharaj!
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Mr. Vijay, won't you greet him?
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The Lord never bows before anyone.
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Hello, Lord.
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Forgive me, sage,
but people call me an atheist.
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So, then l, too, am
an atheist like you.
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l, too, am in search of the Lord.
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ln the hearts of the poor...
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in the huts of the hopeless...
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and in the hearts of
such helpless women.
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So, now we know the
reason for you coming here.
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My son, some come here
attracted by desire and lust.
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He comes, he degrades himself...
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and becomes worse than a devil.
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But some come here
and become God...
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and are worshipped.
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Are you mocking me too?
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No, great one.
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Look here, sage;
l am neither a great man nor God.
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Our Vijay is an aesthete.
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Mr. Vijay, you are a great soul.
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You have thought
that God does not exist.
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But what is God?
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Truth, mind and happiness.
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This is how you identify God.
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You see God everywhere
and in every form.
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You don't even visit the temple...
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00:35:43,220 --> 00:35:45,799
yet you come here to my mother
to see the Lord
255
00:35:45,840 --> 00:35:50,960
Gurudev, you taught me
to not be a prostitute.
256
00:35:52,010 --> 00:35:55,980
But when my mother forced
me, l was quite fortunate...
257
00:35:56,860 --> 00:35:59,160
that Mr. Vijay
stopped me from doing that.
258
00:36:00,070 --> 00:36:03,230
Oh, noble man; your soul
is in search of someone.
259
00:36:04,130 --> 00:36:05,690
You say that you're an atheist...
260
00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:08,259
but one day you'll be
the one who will find God.
261
00:36:08,930 --> 00:36:12,100
One day the Lord will
reside in your heart.
262
00:36:12,650 --> 00:36:13,850
Greetings, Gurudev!
263
00:36:14,620 --> 00:36:15,819
Hail, Satchitanand!
264
00:36:32,580 --> 00:36:34,500
Om, Lord, give me peace.
265
00:40:54,050 --> 00:40:55,830
- Sir!
- Mangu...
266
00:40:56,560 --> 00:40:58,560
you've come so early
in the morning to wash clothes?
267
00:40:58,590 --> 00:41:00,840
Yes, they'd piled up
for the last two days.
268
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:02,520
So, l'm washing them today.
269
00:41:02,620 --> 00:41:04,020
Meera Devi is sick.
270
00:41:06,170 --> 00:41:07,570
Meera Devi is sick?
271
00:41:10,750 --> 00:41:12,650
That's why l haven't
seen her for two days.
272
00:41:12,690 --> 00:41:14,340
Yes. She's down with a fever.
273
00:41:19,450 --> 00:41:20,549
Mangu...
274
00:41:22,240 --> 00:41:23,839
how do you look after her?
275
00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:25,640
What can l do?
276
00:41:25,670 --> 00:41:27,710
As she's sick, l wash her clothes.
277
00:41:28,610 --> 00:41:30,510
l warm her milk.
l listen to her speak...
278
00:41:30,530 --> 00:41:32,130
and keep looking at her face.
279
00:41:32,540 --> 00:41:34,240
What does she talk to you about?
280
00:41:34,840 --> 00:41:38,220
She says, Mangu,
do not ever dream.
281
00:41:38,240 --> 00:41:39,689
l ask her why?
282
00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:41,910
So, she says dreams are fake.
283
00:41:42,010 --> 00:41:44,710
People who dream
are often disappointed.
284
00:41:46,970 --> 00:41:48,169
And sir?
285
00:41:48,290 --> 00:41:50,730
l see dreams everyday.
What should l do?
286
00:41:53,260 --> 00:41:54,750
- Give, l'll wring it out for you.
No, sir!
287
00:41:54,780 --> 00:41:56,670
You cannot touch
a mendicant's clothes.
288
00:42:24,310 --> 00:42:34,180
The doors to
my heart have opened
289
00:42:37,140 --> 00:42:47,180
But my beloved has
still not arrived
290
00:42:47,710 --> 00:42:53,130
Has still not arrived
291
00:42:58,430 --> 00:43:01,509
Aunt, is there any doctor
or physician in the village?
292
00:43:02,380 --> 00:43:04,680
Viju, what happened?
Do you have a headache?
293
00:43:05,350 --> 00:43:07,279
Do you have a stomach ache?
A fever?
294
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:10,500
Yes, l have a fever.
295
00:43:11,090 --> 00:43:13,460
Viju, all night you
were wandering outside.
296
00:43:13,770 --> 00:43:16,350
Sleep on the bed. l'll
immediately call the doctor.
297
00:43:16,470 --> 00:43:17,569
Okay?
298
00:43:18,260 --> 00:43:20,850
- Aunt, l don't have a fever.
- Then?
299
00:43:22,470 --> 00:43:24,490
- Meera Devi has a fever!
- That mendicant?
300
00:43:25,070 --> 00:43:26,770
l'll immediately go
and call the physician.
301
00:43:30,010 --> 00:43:33,110
But Viju, how did you come to know?
302
00:43:34,990 --> 00:43:36,390
Mangu was telling me.
303
00:43:57,790 --> 00:44:00,840
Devi, now l have become
very sensible.
304
00:44:01,050 --> 00:44:03,500
Father has told me clearly.
305
00:44:04,070 --> 00:44:09,660
Oh, Lord Krishna,
please come to our country.
306
00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:16,710
Devi, this morning when l went to
wash your clothes, l met sir there.
307
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:19,520
l told him that Devi has a high fever.
308
00:44:19,730 --> 00:44:22,430
He asked me who looks after you.
309
00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:24,460
l told him l look after you.
Me!
310
00:44:24,500 --> 00:44:25,800
Who else will?
311
00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:30,069
l warm her clothes.
No, no, l wash her clothes.
312
00:44:30,110 --> 00:44:31,540
l warm the milk.
313
00:44:31,850 --> 00:44:33,690
l listen to her speak and...
314
00:44:34,170 --> 00:44:36,770
- Devi, are you listening to me?
- Yes.
315
00:44:39,260 --> 00:44:45,290
Oh, Lord Krishna,
please come to our country.
316
00:44:46,190 --> 00:44:50,160
Devi, you never
listen to me. l'm going.
317
00:45:03,130 --> 00:45:06,100
Father, Devi still has a fever...
318
00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:08,100
and doesn't take her medicine.
319
00:45:08,220 --> 00:45:09,819
Then how will her fever ebb?
320
00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:11,560
Now who will make her understand?
321
00:45:11,650 --> 00:45:15,700
l keep telling all the
children that l look after Devi.
322
00:45:16,190 --> 00:45:17,790
Father, you, too, are very stubborn.
323
00:45:18,130 --> 00:45:20,500
Many times l have
forbidden you, but whenever l look...
324
00:45:20,950 --> 00:45:22,609
you're smoking this hookah.
325
00:46:03,650 --> 00:46:05,350
How did she know l was here?
326
00:46:18,430 --> 00:46:20,740
You? At this time?
327
00:46:26,020 --> 00:46:27,620
l always come here at night...
328
00:46:29,580 --> 00:46:31,180
to listen to your devotional songs.
329
00:46:38,950 --> 00:46:41,040
Why do you put these flowers
on my doorstep?
330
00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:45,899
Why are you carrying them with you?
331
00:46:50,330 --> 00:46:52,330
l've brought them
to immerse in the river.
332
00:46:58,270 --> 00:47:01,100
What if someone sees these
rose petals on my doorstep?
333
00:47:03,860 --> 00:47:09,520
Not you perhaps, but your
flowers will disturb my peace.
334
00:47:11,430 --> 00:47:13,730
ls that why you keep chanting
the mantra, for your peace of mind?
335
00:47:16,350 --> 00:47:21,910
When, despite years of austerity,
my mind is disturbed...
336
00:47:23,730 --> 00:47:28,590
l chant the peace mantra.
337
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:35,620
Devi...
338
00:47:41,990 --> 00:47:44,029
can you forget everything
just by meditating?
339
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:48,460
Everything. Even God.
340
00:47:50,390 --> 00:47:51,990
But only if you do penance...
341
00:47:52,100 --> 00:47:54,480
with great concentration
of the mind and the heart...
342
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,160
You have really controlled
your heart.
343
00:48:04,460 --> 00:48:06,260
You didn't come before me
for three days.
344
00:48:09,330 --> 00:48:10,830
Wasn't that what you wished?
345
00:48:13,460 --> 00:48:15,360
lf you wish, you can
come to the temple.
346
00:48:17,390 --> 00:48:18,890
May l ask you something?
347
00:48:20,140 --> 00:48:22,930
l'm talking to you like
this and at this hour.
348
00:48:24,320 --> 00:48:25,820
What if someone sees us?
349
00:48:26,350 --> 00:48:27,850
Are you scared of people?
350
00:48:33,030 --> 00:48:36,580
Not of people, but of you.
351
00:48:40,490 --> 00:48:43,399
l don't know why, but l feel like
talking to you again and again.
352
00:48:45,640 --> 00:48:47,259
l lose my peace of mind.
353
00:48:48,130 --> 00:48:50,000
ls it a sin if two people talk?
354
00:48:50,590 --> 00:48:52,520
Our conversations aren't related
to the religious scriptures.
355
00:48:56,370 --> 00:48:59,130
Doesn't humanity allow
sympathizing with anyone?
356
00:49:06,870 --> 00:49:08,730
The one who renounces
the world doesn't need...
357
00:49:09,960 --> 00:49:11,930
compassion or sympathy.
358
00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:16,140
Joys and sorrow depend on our Karma.
359
00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:19,070
You cannot escape them.
360
00:49:22,330 --> 00:49:24,660
l want to know
why you renounced the world.
361
00:49:26,220 --> 00:49:27,819
Why did you become an ascetic?
362
00:49:28,660 --> 00:49:30,460
What will you gain
by knowing the reason?
363
00:49:31,670 --> 00:49:33,270
My mind will be at peace.
364
00:49:35,470 --> 00:49:38,520
Day and night this
thought keeps tormenting me.
365
00:49:41,470 --> 00:49:42,669
Then listen.
366
00:49:44,730 --> 00:49:46,600
l was the daughter of a landlord.
367
00:49:48,620 --> 00:49:50,850
Father would always be
worried about the debts.
368
00:49:52,290 --> 00:49:53,790
Brother would always be drunk.
369
00:49:55,390 --> 00:49:59,029
And l, l would dream
of a fantasy world.
370
00:50:00,110 --> 00:50:07,070
l would sing, dance and play
with complete abandon.
371
00:50:09,170 --> 00:50:13,480
Music and poetry were my passion.
372
00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:40,410
The moon plays hide and
seek with the clouds...
373
00:50:40,470 --> 00:50:43,029
on the banks of the river
374
00:50:45,580 --> 00:50:48,140
The bride plays Holi
in the month of Phagun
375
00:50:53,550 --> 00:50:55,990
Oh, beloved, don't mock me
376
00:51:03,990 --> 00:51:06,569
The moon plays hide and seek
377
00:51:14,410 --> 00:51:16,920
The beautiful fair maiden...
378
00:51:17,010 --> 00:51:20,900
The beautiful fair
maiden said to her beloved
379
00:51:26,110 --> 00:51:27,410
See, my beloved
380
00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:44,290
The moon plays hide and
seek with the clouds...
381
00:51:44,390 --> 00:51:46,839
on the banks of the river
382
00:52:03,820 --> 00:52:08,720
The stars were dancing
383
00:52:14,140 --> 00:52:19,310
The clouds sulkily went away
384
00:52:26,880 --> 00:52:28,210
See, my beloved
385
00:52:42,590 --> 00:52:45,110
The moon plays hide and
seek with the clouds...
386
00:52:45,140 --> 00:52:47,730
on the banks of the river
387
00:53:01,090 --> 00:53:03,090
See my beloved. See my beloved
388
00:53:03,130 --> 00:53:04,630
Surabhi, you keep saying this.
389
00:53:04,940 --> 00:53:07,730
But do you know
what a beloved means?
390
00:53:08,290 --> 00:53:11,270
Yes. l know very well.
391
00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:19,780
A very big beard.
A Long tail. Long ears.
392
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:23,020
And small horns on the head.
393
00:53:24,790 --> 00:53:28,730
Listen, Surabhi. You always
make fun about your beloved.
394
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:31,970
So many good
proposals were shown to you.
395
00:53:33,070 --> 00:53:34,770
But you didn't like any of them.
396
00:53:35,650 --> 00:53:37,050
Look, l'm telling you...
397
00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:39,610
you'll never get the man
of your dreams.
398
00:53:40,020 --> 00:53:41,320
lf this continues...
399
00:53:41,580 --> 00:53:43,279
you'll remain a spinster all your life.
400
00:53:44,260 --> 00:53:45,860
Did you hear what l said?
401
00:53:46,050 --> 00:53:47,050
Yes.
402
00:53:47,070 --> 00:53:49,650
My dear poetess, will you
always play with the stars...
403
00:53:49,730 --> 00:53:52,220
Be happy with the moon
and fly in the sky?
404
00:53:52,570 --> 00:53:54,570
Or will you at times
listen to us as well?
405
00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:56,970
l will hear. l will hear.
406
00:54:01,910 --> 00:54:04,180
Surabhi! Surabhi!
Are you listening?
407
00:54:06,220 --> 00:54:08,830
The wedding procession has arrived
and the groom is waiting.
408
00:54:09,370 --> 00:54:10,470
Groom?
409
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:15,520
Yes, there is a wedding.
410
00:54:18,150 --> 00:54:19,250
Whose?
411
00:54:19,270 --> 00:54:22,160
Neither mine nor yours.
But Pushpa's doll is getting married.
412
00:54:41,000 --> 00:54:43,750
This is the groom?
An animal with a beard and a tail?
413
00:54:44,590 --> 00:54:46,090
And he'll marry Pushpa's doll?
414
00:54:46,240 --> 00:54:47,540
Throw him away.
415
00:54:48,110 --> 00:54:49,810
Then will my doll remain a spinster?
416
00:54:49,930 --> 00:54:51,500
Yes, she will remain. Till...
417
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:03,410
Just look at our beautiful bride.
418
00:55:04,260 --> 00:55:06,260
Our dear daughter is
like a deer in a forest,
419
00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:07,890
the cuckoo in the garden,
420
00:55:07,910 --> 00:55:09,710
As graceful as a swan on the lake.
421
00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:11,730
The groom who weds her...
422
00:55:13,220 --> 00:55:14,919
will be a swan himself;
423
00:55:16,080 --> 00:55:22,610
handsome as the moon,
a poet weaving dreams, or a painter.
424
00:55:23,250 --> 00:55:26,860
ls a groom being selected
for this doll or for you?
425
00:55:28,350 --> 00:55:30,990
Listen, Surabhi.
Dreams always shatter.
426
00:55:31,200 --> 00:55:33,990
People who weave dreams
are often disappointed.
427
00:55:34,620 --> 00:55:36,700
You search for the
man of your dreams...
428
00:55:36,730 --> 00:55:38,960
but you aren't interested
in getting married.
429
00:55:46,080 --> 00:55:56,560
The doors of my heart are open
430
00:55:59,350 --> 00:56:10,080
My beloved didn't come
431
00:56:11,120 --> 00:56:16,279
Didn't come
432
00:56:16,930 --> 00:56:22,310
Oh friend, my beloved didn't come
433
00:56:52,870 --> 00:56:58,240
Clouds thundered but still...
434
00:56:58,260 --> 00:57:06,770
Clouds thundered but still
the peacock didn't come to dance
435
00:57:06,880 --> 00:57:11,860
Oh friend, my beloved didn't come
436
00:57:32,160 --> 00:57:37,259
Oh, bee look,
the orchards are blooming
437
00:57:42,590 --> 00:57:47,480
You keep searching
for nectar far and wide
438
00:57:47,730 --> 00:57:52,500
What mistake have l made?
439
00:57:52,880 --> 00:57:58,470
Why don't you come towards me?
440
00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:03,140
Oh friend, my beloved didn't come
441
00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:30,680
Why're you laughing?
442
00:58:31,350 --> 00:58:34,220
This painting hasn't been completed for months.
443
00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:38,520
A brush in place of a sword,
a flower instead of a shield...
444
00:58:39,140 --> 00:58:42,089
and look at his face! '?'
445
00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:46,170
- What's the meaning of '?'
- You won't understand.
446
00:58:48,310 --> 00:58:49,940
His looks must be unique...
447
00:58:51,100 --> 00:58:52,200
And...
448
00:58:52,800 --> 00:58:54,400
And are you leaving or not?
449
00:58:54,490 --> 00:58:55,790
l'm going, ma'am!
450
00:59:09,360 --> 00:59:11,980
Sir, Holi is approaching.
Shouldn't we celebrate?
451
00:59:12,820 --> 00:59:14,120
l know, Raghu.
452
00:59:17,540 --> 00:59:21,029
- Why ask me?
- Sir, you are our master.
453
00:59:21,750 --> 00:59:25,180
Ask junior master,
he takes care of business.
454
00:59:26,570 --> 00:59:29,030
The festival of Holi has come.
We'll celebrate.
455
00:59:29,110 --> 00:59:30,710
This time we'll do Holi justice.
456
00:59:30,840 --> 00:59:33,340
But, junior master, l'm asking
for the expenses.
457
00:59:33,890 --> 00:59:36,490
- How will it happen and from where?
- From where?
458
00:59:36,860 --> 00:59:38,710
ls that my job? Come on, go.
459
00:59:40,330 --> 00:59:45,750
l just know that this time
Holi will be nice, very nice.
460
00:59:47,010 --> 00:59:49,220
But the only worry is for money.
461
00:59:50,400 --> 00:59:53,030
Sir, the money can be easily arranged...
462
00:59:53,460 --> 00:59:55,060
- if you listen to me.
- Speak.
463
00:59:55,410 --> 00:59:59,009
- Agree to Thakur Padam
Singh's proposal. - Then?
464
00:59:59,280 --> 01:00:01,940
Then an amount of Rs. 500,000
is in our hands.
465
01:00:04,070 --> 01:00:08,250
- lt's a little less. - Make senior master
agree to this alliance...
466
01:00:08,870 --> 01:00:10,370
and the amount will increase.
467
01:00:36,890 --> 01:00:41,230
Play with colors,
play with colors, dear
468
01:00:41,730 --> 01:00:46,210
Festive days have come
469
01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:10,670
Fill up with color,
oh new player
470
01:01:15,300 --> 01:01:18,520
Shoot the water gun
and drench the sari
471
01:01:23,300 --> 01:01:26,370
The whole body is colored
472
01:01:26,500 --> 01:01:34,170
The whole body is colored,
playful days have come
473
01:01:34,390 --> 01:01:38,990
Play with colors,
play with colors, dear
474
01:01:39,310 --> 01:01:43,850
Festive days are here
475
01:02:04,810 --> 01:02:07,980
The bride is shy
behind her veil
476
01:02:09,670 --> 01:02:15,760
The bride is shy behind her veil.
Her sweetheart resides in her eyes
477
01:02:20,920 --> 01:02:23,920
The koel coos and says...
478
01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:31,730
the days of our youth are here
479
01:02:32,050 --> 01:02:36,600
Play with colors,
play with colors, dear
480
01:02:36,840 --> 01:02:41,340
Festive days are here
481
01:03:00,780 --> 01:03:04,080
The beloved has lost body and heart
482
01:03:08,780 --> 01:03:11,960
The lake of beauty is overflowing
483
01:03:16,640 --> 01:03:19,540
Thirsting eyes say...
484
01:03:23,030 --> 01:03:27,470
the robbing days have come
485
01:03:27,730 --> 01:03:32,310
Play with colors,
play with colors, dear
486
01:03:32,480 --> 01:03:36,940
Festive days have come
487
01:04:00,220 --> 01:04:03,330
- Who, who are you?
- Thakur Padam Singh.
488
01:04:09,940 --> 01:04:13,910
- She's a fairy. - Let's go,
junior master is waiting for you.
489
01:04:25,880 --> 01:04:28,580
- Hey, what happened?
- Saw him?
490
01:04:28,760 --> 01:04:31,730
- Who? - The man who came
to marry Pushpa's doll.
491
01:04:31,770 --> 01:04:33,340
- Really?
- Yes!
492
01:04:33,900 --> 01:04:40,070
A long beard, long ears...
l threw color on that monkey.
493
01:04:52,710 --> 01:04:55,160
Thakur, you've been enjoying.
494
01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:57,670
You celebrated Holi?
Where? With whom?
495
01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:03,310
l was coming. On the way...
496
01:05:04,130 --> 01:05:05,300
Welcome, welcome.
497
01:05:11,990 --> 01:05:13,890
So, what did you think
about this matter, Father?
498
01:05:14,260 --> 01:05:18,450
What can l say?
We should ask Surabhi about this.
499
01:05:18,700 --> 01:05:21,439
Surabhi? When did Surabhi
ever like anyone?
500
01:05:21,860 --> 01:05:23,560
Whenever she was asked she said no.
501
01:05:23,860 --> 01:05:26,790
She won't say yes even
when she turns sixty.
502
01:05:27,200 --> 01:05:30,560
Then why are you asking me?
Do what you think is right.
503
01:05:48,580 --> 01:05:50,170
Do understand...
504
01:05:54,530 --> 01:06:00,370
Do understand, oh monsoon
505
01:06:00,540 --> 01:06:06,410
Let my beloved come,
let him come
506
01:06:08,460 --> 01:06:16,280
Let my angry darling
settle matters for me
507
01:06:20,500 --> 01:06:23,290
Do understand...
508
01:06:35,170 --> 01:06:40,940
l will adorn my
veil with lightning
509
01:06:48,220 --> 01:06:53,569
l will use black clouds
to make collyrium
510
01:07:01,480 --> 01:07:16,060
The thundering of the clouds
will become...
511
01:07:16,610 --> 01:07:26,070
the beating of my heart
512
01:07:27,230 --> 01:07:40,270
l will weave your small droplets
513
01:07:41,070 --> 01:07:49,790
into a garland
514
01:07:50,700 --> 01:07:54,970
To entice my sweetheart...
515
01:07:55,070 --> 01:08:02,940
To entice my sweetheart
let me weave dreams
516
01:08:03,130 --> 01:08:09,010
Do understand, oh monsoon
517
01:08:09,280 --> 01:08:13,090
Let my beloved come
518
01:08:17,279 --> 01:08:21,420
Do understand...
519
01:08:27,450 --> 01:08:30,920
You understand, Bimla?
Let my beloved come.
520
01:08:33,200 --> 01:08:34,990
Hey, hey, look, look.
521
01:08:43,450 --> 01:08:45,960
This is the same monkey,
on whom l put color that day.
522
01:08:45,979 --> 01:08:49,899
- No, Surabhi. You shouldn't
speak like that of him. - Why?
523
01:08:50,439 --> 01:08:53,129
Because your brother has
fixed your alliance with him.
524
01:08:55,149 --> 01:08:57,279
- My brother has fixed my
alliance with him? - Yes.
525
01:09:08,120 --> 01:09:10,279
Brother, have you made the deal?
526
01:09:11,010 --> 01:09:13,810
Surabhi, whatever l did
was for your well being.
527
01:09:13,930 --> 01:09:15,540
This is for my well being?
528
01:09:16,100 --> 01:09:18,240
Father and l are able to
think about my well being.
529
01:09:19,069 --> 01:09:20,569
How will you understand, you drunkard!
530
01:09:20,590 --> 01:09:22,860
Surabhi, this marriage
will surely take place.
531
01:09:23,319 --> 01:09:25,450
lt might have,
with some poor timid girl.
532
01:09:26,580 --> 01:09:28,279
But l am Thakur Sher Singh's daughter.
533
01:09:28,540 --> 01:09:31,160
So, then go to him.
Why are you irritating me?
534
01:09:42,770 --> 01:09:43,870
Father!
535
01:09:45,000 --> 01:09:50,750
Dear, l know. But l'm helpless.
536
01:09:57,140 --> 01:10:02,560
Then, who else will help me?
537
01:10:03,600 --> 01:10:05,990
And l can't even wipe your tears.
538
01:10:07,860 --> 01:10:11,960
God, you should have ended
my life before this day.
539
01:10:26,300 --> 01:10:29,160
Hunter
540
01:10:44,150 --> 01:10:48,650
Everyone is a hunter of beauty
541
01:10:53,460 --> 01:10:57,540
No one is a worshipper
542
01:11:08,380 --> 01:11:16,300
A beautiful woman
is stuck among palaces
543
01:11:17,110 --> 01:11:21,009
Through deceit, by force...
544
01:11:21,500 --> 01:11:29,940
Through deceit, by force,
the hunter robs body, mind, and youth
545
01:11:30,200 --> 01:11:34,420
Everyone is a hunter of beauty
546
01:11:41,130 --> 01:11:49,550
Buds bloomed in the orchard,
and the hunter arrived
547
01:11:49,970 --> 01:11:54,770
He wasn't satisfied only by seeing...
548
01:11:56,840 --> 01:12:00,790
so he plucked all the buds
549
01:12:01,220 --> 01:12:05,260
Everyone is a hunter of beauty
550
01:12:11,980 --> 01:12:20,370
The beautiful deer was tired
of running in the woods
551
01:12:20,890 --> 01:12:29,310
On seeing her golden beauty,
the hunter gave chase
552
01:12:29,710 --> 01:12:33,860
Everyone is a hunter of beauty
553
01:12:49,180 --> 01:12:53,590
- Give me the fawn.
- Why did you shoot it?
554
01:12:53,620 --> 01:12:56,220
- l'm a hunter.
- You have no right to kill anything...
555
01:12:56,620 --> 01:12:58,490
or to snatch anyone's freedom.
556
01:12:58,520 --> 01:13:00,420
Whether l have the right or not,
it's mine.
557
01:13:00,450 --> 01:13:03,790
- l won't give it. lt has sought my
protection. - What's the dispute?
558
01:13:03,910 --> 01:13:05,820
- lt's my prey.
- l saved it.
559
01:13:06,010 --> 01:13:08,220
The saviour has more
right than the killer.
560
01:13:15,090 --> 01:13:16,740
So, what have you decided?
561
01:13:18,840 --> 01:13:22,770
- l won't go back.
- Then what will you do?
562
01:13:23,210 --> 01:13:29,390
The earth is huge. l'll find
a place somewhere or other.
563
01:13:30,860 --> 01:13:32,559
lf you wish to stay here then...
564
01:13:33,180 --> 01:13:35,160
l find a lot of mental peace here.
565
01:13:36,600 --> 01:13:40,430
- l wish to stay here forever.
- What do you mean?
566
01:13:41,650 --> 01:13:42,849
lnitiate me.
567
01:13:45,440 --> 01:13:46,940
l'll stay with junior mother.
568
01:13:47,530 --> 01:13:51,500
When the heart is wounded,
then the world seems worthless.
569
01:13:52,240 --> 01:13:53,639
But you are young.
570
01:13:54,240 --> 01:13:57,260
Unfulfilled hopes,
suppressed desires...
571
01:13:57,970 --> 01:14:01,480
will trouble you,
make you restless.
572
01:14:02,080 --> 01:14:03,480
l have no hopes...
573
01:14:04,820 --> 01:14:06,420
nor any desires in my heart.
574
01:14:07,300 --> 01:14:10,770
- You'll have to kill the heart.
- lt has already died.
575
01:14:12,660 --> 01:14:16,389
Kindly allow me to devote
myself to God here.
576
01:14:17,130 --> 01:14:21,170
Then do this: you'll be given an
initiation for twelve months...
577
01:14:22,280 --> 01:14:23,990
lf you control over your heart...
578
01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:26,580
if no worldly
illusions shake your faith...
579
01:14:27,370 --> 01:14:30,620
then after a year,
you'll be given the real initiation.
580
01:14:41,000 --> 01:14:43,160
For a few days l stayed in
senior mother's monastery.
581
01:14:44,600 --> 01:14:46,680
l found mental peace
with her advice.
582
01:14:48,960 --> 01:14:51,380
The world seemed worthless
and l took up asceticism.
583
01:14:53,450 --> 01:14:56,059
Since then l keep
wandering in small villages...
584
01:14:56,090 --> 01:14:57,790
and unknown places
away from the city.
585
01:14:58,900 --> 01:15:00,500
l sing religious stories to people.
586
01:15:03,050 --> 01:15:05,440
And l devote my heart
to the service of God.
587
01:15:07,520 --> 01:15:08,820
Now l understand.
588
01:15:10,110 --> 01:15:12,730
This pain in your eyes,
the deep melancholy...
589
01:15:14,110 --> 01:15:15,710
is a memorial of sweet dreams.
590
01:15:17,230 --> 01:15:18,629
lt's a suppressed plea.
591
01:15:20,090 --> 01:15:22,400
You're able to read
me like an open book.
592
01:15:25,890 --> 01:15:27,880
l don't want to remember the past.
593
01:15:29,860 --> 01:15:31,360
And what's the use?
594
01:15:32,070 --> 01:15:35,120
Sharing your troubles
will relieve your mind.
595
01:15:36,660 --> 01:15:39,090
Before meeting you
l was at peace.
596
01:15:40,120 --> 01:15:44,540
Only on the surface. lnside,
the embers were smothered by ash.
597
01:15:45,930 --> 01:15:47,430
But the fire blazed.
598
01:15:48,700 --> 01:15:51,710
l saw that fire in the
pain refllected in your eyes.
599
01:15:51,760 --> 01:15:52,960
Stop it.
600
01:16:36,520 --> 01:16:40,430
Viju, please come and
sit here. l sneezed.
601
01:16:40,630 --> 01:16:41,730
Aunt.
602
01:16:44,530 --> 01:16:48,110
Aunt, when you sneeze will
you fall asleep?
603
01:16:49,600 --> 01:16:54,210
You're an atheist. You only know
how to talk but not work.
604
01:16:57,010 --> 01:16:58,610
What shall l do? The dishes?
605
01:16:59,370 --> 01:17:02,019
Shall l grind flour?
Light the stove?
606
01:17:03,150 --> 01:17:04,750
Tell me, what shall l do?
607
01:17:05,420 --> 01:17:07,430
Viju, you're going to
the market, aren't you?
608
01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:12,660
No. No, not to market.
609
01:17:12,760 --> 01:17:17,470
- l'm going to Neelam Bagh.
- You'll have to walk a little.
610
01:17:19,670 --> 01:17:20,970
Not now, Aunt.
611
01:17:21,580 --> 01:17:24,170
Then should l go and bring
medicine for Meera Devi?
612
01:17:32,160 --> 01:17:34,840
Why didn't you tell me earlier
that l've to go to the doctor?
613
01:17:35,340 --> 01:17:37,500
- Oh, if only you'd listen!
- Oh, Aunt, if only you'd say.
614
01:17:37,790 --> 01:17:40,050
Look, dear,
get the medicine from the doctor...
615
01:17:40,390 --> 01:17:41,990
and give it to the gatekeeper.
616
01:17:42,220 --> 01:17:45,100
After that you go wherever
you wish, okay?
617
01:17:56,500 --> 01:17:58,220
- Mangu?
- Who is it?
618
01:18:00,090 --> 01:18:02,590
- Where's your father, Mangu?
- He went to the river to bathe.
619
01:18:03,550 --> 01:18:09,070
Look, aunt gave this
medicine for Meera Devi. Deliver it.
620
01:18:09,430 --> 01:18:11,710
Give me, sir. But, sir my hands.
621
01:18:12,310 --> 01:18:15,410
Sir, you kindly go and deliver.
She'll be in the old ruins.
622
01:18:22,120 --> 01:18:24,269
Lord, bless me peace.
623
01:18:43,110 --> 01:18:47,179
- Lord, bless me peace.
- Devi.
624
01:18:56,900 --> 01:18:58,400
l brought medicine for you.
625
01:19:10,090 --> 01:19:12,110
The doctor prescribed
two pills in the morning...
626
01:19:12,130 --> 01:19:13,830
and two in
the evening with water.
627
01:19:18,380 --> 01:19:23,970
- Your eyes are red.
Do you have a fever? - No.
628
01:19:27,640 --> 01:19:30,980
- lt seems you've cried a lot.
- You can leave if you wish.
629
01:19:31,040 --> 01:19:37,540
- And if l wish to sit?
- You can sit. But why?
630
01:19:40,280 --> 01:19:42,080
lf you wish to talk, l will talk.
631
01:19:44,010 --> 01:19:45,940
lf you like silence
l will keep quiet.
632
01:19:53,730 --> 01:19:58,059
My eyes are closed
and your eyes are staring at me.
633
01:19:58,950 --> 01:20:00,450
lt's to your advantage.
634
01:20:01,350 --> 01:20:04,260
A heart's desires and the
churning of the mind can be read in the eyes.
635
01:20:07,190 --> 01:20:10,030
- The things that my eyes want to
tell you... - l don't want to know.
636
01:20:10,270 --> 01:20:14,670
And what l want to read in your eyes,
you're hiding from me.
637
01:20:16,130 --> 01:20:20,080
Gaining control over every weakness
is my duty.
638
01:20:24,410 --> 01:20:25,710
One more thing.
639
01:20:30,880 --> 01:20:33,300
By suppressing developing feelings,
won't they become stronger?
640
01:20:35,830 --> 01:20:37,130
That's your misconception.
641
01:20:39,950 --> 01:20:43,730
l quell them, crush them underfoot.
642
01:20:45,700 --> 01:20:47,660
lt seems senior
mother gave you a lot of...
643
01:20:47,680 --> 01:20:49,280
knowledge in a very few days.
644
01:20:51,370 --> 01:20:54,030
A woman is born with
forbearance and rules,
645
01:20:56,470 --> 01:20:58,950
the same way passion
makes a man weak.
646
01:21:02,720 --> 01:21:06,370
Will you be my guru?
Will you initiate me?
647
01:21:08,500 --> 01:21:10,520
- You find the world worthless?
- No.
648
01:21:12,580 --> 01:21:14,530
l want to gain your company.
649
01:21:16,010 --> 01:21:18,010
Wearing ascetic
clothes cannot help it.
650
01:21:21,300 --> 01:21:23,830
This requires a very big sacrifice.
651
01:21:29,960 --> 01:21:31,160
l'm ready.
652
01:21:34,990 --> 01:21:36,290
Then forget despair...
653
01:21:37,430 --> 01:21:38,730
and erase hope.
654
01:21:43,220 --> 01:21:47,290
- Then what will be left in life?
- Ultimate peace.
655
01:21:49,670 --> 01:21:51,170
Won't unfulfilled wishes cause distress?
656
01:21:55,620 --> 01:21:58,450
ln such a condition we need
to practice more self denial.
657
01:22:00,160 --> 01:22:01,760
This is the duty of ascetics.
658
01:22:03,350 --> 01:22:04,950
What should a worldly person do?
659
01:22:07,390 --> 01:22:08,790
Stay away from weakness.
660
01:22:10,840 --> 01:22:13,990
Otherwise one falls,
pitfalls happen.
661
01:22:16,280 --> 01:22:18,040
Aren't some pitfalls welcome?
662
01:22:20,000 --> 01:22:21,480
For each minor pitfall...
663
01:22:22,820 --> 01:22:24,790
we have to practice
intense austerity.
664
01:22:32,740 --> 01:22:36,599
- Once you used to write poems.
- Now l compose devotional songs.
665
01:22:37,720 --> 01:22:40,140
l'm talking about your life
before renouncing the world.
666
01:22:42,960 --> 01:22:46,920
- l used to write.
- Do you have those poems?
667
01:22:48,460 --> 01:22:50,970
- l do.
- Will you give them to me to read?
668
01:22:53,100 --> 01:22:56,070
Not now. You may go now.
669
01:23:46,330 --> 01:23:51,269
The boat is rocking...
670
01:23:51,690 --> 01:23:56,570
Cross safely,
and l'll concede your skill, boatman
671
01:24:11,740 --> 01:24:16,860
Desires have
surrounded my restless heart
672
01:24:21,880 --> 01:24:26,410
Pitdalls lie ahead at every step
673
01:24:31,760 --> 01:24:36,860
Save my honor,
oh protector of honor
674
01:24:36,910 --> 01:24:41,730
Cross safely,
and l'll concede your skilll, boatman
675
01:24:41,830 --> 01:24:46,870
The boat is rocking
676
01:24:46,930 --> 01:24:51,840
Cross safely and
l'll concede your skill, boatman
677
01:24:59,470 --> 01:25:04,540
Darkness has spread everywhere
678
01:25:09,570 --> 01:25:14,150
l have no support apart from you
679
01:25:19,500 --> 01:25:24,560
Hold my hand, Krishna
680
01:25:24,690 --> 01:25:29,379
Cross safely,
and l'll concede your skill, boatman
681
01:25:29,440 --> 01:25:34,389
The boat is trembling,
if you row it across...
682
01:25:34,430 --> 01:25:39,280
Cross safely,
and l'll concede your skill, boatman
683
01:25:46,450 --> 01:25:51,500
Devotees pleased you
with devotional songs
684
01:25:56,530 --> 01:26:01,240
l entice you with
my shedding of tears
685
01:26:06,500 --> 01:26:11,390
Help raise the one who is
falling down, Kanhaiya
686
01:26:11,470 --> 01:26:15,940
Cross safely,
and l'll concede your skill, boatman
687
01:26:18,180 --> 01:26:20,550
Father, why is the Devi going away?
688
01:26:21,090 --> 01:26:25,520
Dear, they are saints.
They don't have a permanent home.
689
01:26:26,220 --> 01:26:28,820
Today she's here, tomorrow
l wonder where she'll be.
690
01:26:30,110 --> 01:26:34,130
We may have affection for her.
But she is an ascetic.
691
01:26:50,480 --> 01:26:54,330
Viju, l am going.
l made tea for you.
692
01:26:55,050 --> 01:26:56,750
Where are you going so early, aunt?
693
01:26:56,770 --> 01:26:59,160
The whole village is going to bid
farewell to the religious woman.
694
01:26:59,330 --> 01:27:00,730
l, too, will go.
695
01:27:04,480 --> 01:27:09,889
- Will you come?
- You know l'm an atheist.
696
01:27:11,410 --> 01:27:13,730
You're not so fortunate
as to see such saints.
697
01:28:04,630 --> 01:28:06,430
When will l get to see you again?
698
01:28:06,600 --> 01:28:12,070
Take me along, Mother. Who will
look after you if l'm not there?
699
01:28:13,540 --> 01:28:18,830
Do you see
how painful affection is?
700
01:28:22,530 --> 01:28:24,519
lf you have this much
affection for God...
701
01:28:27,030 --> 01:28:28,530
your life will be successful.
702
01:28:40,770 --> 01:28:42,170
Take these prayer beads.
703
01:28:43,900 --> 01:28:45,400
When your heart gets restless...
704
01:28:46,290 --> 01:28:48,090
then chant the mantra,
Lord bless me peace.
705
01:29:39,180 --> 01:29:40,880
You suddenly decided
to leave the village?
706
01:29:42,940 --> 01:29:44,040
Why?
707
01:29:46,370 --> 01:29:48,620
My peace is disturbed at every turn.
708
01:29:52,350 --> 01:29:53,450
Why?
709
01:29:55,340 --> 01:29:56,880
When l begin to desire something...
710
01:29:58,280 --> 01:29:59,920
then leaving it is my duty.
711
01:30:02,600 --> 01:30:04,400
Will feelings change
by a change of place?
712
01:30:09,230 --> 01:30:13,259
When the heart becomes restless,
the mind gets confused.
713
01:30:15,140 --> 01:30:16,900
Then, to bring it under control,
714
01:30:16,920 --> 01:30:18,320
it's necessary to atone.
715
01:30:21,300 --> 01:30:23,230
So you gain control over
the mind by atoning.
716
01:30:24,480 --> 01:30:25,679
Then what?
717
01:30:29,500 --> 01:30:34,630
After that, stay away
forever from the object, the place...
718
01:30:35,540 --> 01:30:40,600
and the thoughts
that breach mental peace.
719
01:30:41,300 --> 01:30:42,400
Forever?
720
01:30:44,380 --> 01:30:46,880
- Won't l ever see you again?
- Never.
721
01:30:49,600 --> 01:30:53,250
lf you want me to be at peace...
722
01:30:57,220 --> 01:30:59,220
then don't take a step beyond this tree.
723
01:31:01,960 --> 01:31:06,350
Consider this the final boundary.
The final boundary.
724
01:31:14,730 --> 01:31:18,309
The ascetic has left (the world)
725
01:31:23,440 --> 01:31:27,690
No one visits the pyre
726
01:31:28,110 --> 01:31:30,059
The ascetic has left
727
01:31:43,480 --> 01:31:47,469
The traveller has departed on his way
728
01:31:55,180 --> 01:31:58,540
The site is piled with ashes
729
01:32:04,420 --> 01:32:08,530
No companion, or beloved,
no one to call one's own
730
01:32:16,620 --> 01:32:19,760
Only the angel of Death
731
01:32:19,780 --> 01:32:25,250
Meera's Lord, this false relationship...
732
01:32:31,670 --> 01:32:34,950
has broken like a weak thread
733
01:32:37,720 --> 01:32:41,970
The ascetic is leaving
734
01:32:59,050 --> 01:33:02,510
Viju, aren't you feeling well, son?
735
01:33:03,600 --> 01:33:05,200
Why don't you go to Bombay?
736
01:33:08,330 --> 01:33:10,330
Aunt, didn't you say,
not to sell this house?
737
01:33:11,630 --> 01:33:13,330
You'll keep returning
here time and again.
738
01:33:15,300 --> 01:33:17,000
And now you're ousting me from home?
739
01:33:17,540 --> 01:33:19,900
No, dear, it's not that.
740
01:33:21,630 --> 01:33:25,770
You keep quiet.
lt worries me.
741
01:33:32,860 --> 01:33:34,200
You're worried.
742
01:33:35,380 --> 01:33:38,960
You go to Bombay,
your restlessness will end.
743
01:33:42,450 --> 01:33:45,150
This restlessness won't end
by going anywhere, Aunt.
744
01:33:49,850 --> 01:33:52,160
The faithful are so fortunate, Aunt.
745
01:33:55,080 --> 01:34:00,920
Go to the temple, plead to
the idol and get what you want.
746
01:34:05,730 --> 01:34:08,000
But where should
an atheist go to plead?
747
01:34:12,010 --> 01:34:13,710
Who can l ask for peace, Aunt?
748
01:34:22,240 --> 01:34:25,090
You left the village, that's good.
749
01:34:27,340 --> 01:34:28,940
What are my orders now?
750
01:34:29,330 --> 01:34:31,540
Chant the mantra of the Lord,
let me find peace.
751
01:34:32,390 --> 01:34:34,190
And devote yourself
to the service of God.
752
01:34:48,410 --> 01:34:52,940
A wounded man understands
the condition of the wounded
753
01:34:57,450 --> 01:35:00,650
No one else would know
754
01:35:06,380 --> 01:35:10,960
l'll be relieved of my pain...
755
01:35:15,500 --> 01:35:22,390
only when my beloved treats me.
No one could know the pain
756
01:35:22,670 --> 01:35:27,010
l'm crazy in love.
No one knows my pain
757
01:35:27,780 --> 01:35:30,400
No one could know the pain
758
01:35:46,380 --> 01:35:48,140
Mother, l've brought fruit.
759
01:35:53,940 --> 01:35:57,040
Senior mother has said
not to fast today.
760
01:35:57,580 --> 01:35:59,840
Make sure to drink
a little milk or eat fruits.
761
01:36:03,710 --> 01:36:08,090
Senior mother knows well
that l want to practice self denial.
762
01:36:10,070 --> 01:36:15,259
- Bindu, go and tell her.
- ls this self denial or atonement?
763
01:36:16,220 --> 01:36:19,060
You eat after three days.
And fast for three days.
764
01:36:20,330 --> 01:36:23,300
- My mind finds peace.
- And the body remains hungry.
765
01:36:23,930 --> 01:36:26,070
- For what sin is senior mother punishing...?
- Bindu.
766
01:36:29,440 --> 01:36:31,040
You love me very much, right?
767
01:36:33,330 --> 01:36:35,000
What worldly people call 'love'...
768
01:36:36,480 --> 01:36:38,480
ascetics like us call desire.
769
01:36:41,250 --> 01:36:46,050
Desire is a bondage.
lt's our obligation to break it.
770
01:36:48,350 --> 01:36:51,060
Renouncing the world doesn't
turn an ascetic's heart into stone.
771
01:37:41,160 --> 01:37:43,309
Mr. Vijay. Mr. Vijay.
772
01:37:46,110 --> 01:37:47,410
How are you?
773
01:37:48,600 --> 01:37:52,400
Oh, you still have a fever.
And you're roaming outside?
774
01:37:55,050 --> 01:37:56,350
What to do?
775
01:38:00,160 --> 01:38:01,760
l can't feel at ease anywhere.
776
01:38:08,620 --> 01:38:10,290
l find peace on coming here.
777
01:38:18,760 --> 01:38:22,620
lt's raining. You won't
be able to reach home.
778
01:38:36,900 --> 01:38:38,400
Lie down in the room.
779
01:39:06,590 --> 01:39:07,790
Come in.
780
01:39:34,420 --> 01:39:35,770
Come, relax.
781
01:40:36,020 --> 01:40:38,520
Senior mother, what's
wrong with Bhagvati?
782
01:40:39,030 --> 01:40:42,300
Day and night she practices very
strict self denial round the clock.
783
01:40:43,200 --> 01:40:48,250
- l'm afraid that... - Don't worry.
This gives her mental peace.
784
01:41:04,120 --> 01:41:07,070
Lord, bless me peace.
785
01:41:29,940 --> 01:41:32,460
- Lord, bless me peace.
- Mangu.
786
01:41:33,120 --> 01:41:36,410
- Lord, bless me peace.
- Hey, Mangu.
787
01:41:39,250 --> 01:41:40,960
- Did you also become an ascetic?
- Yes.
788
01:41:41,380 --> 01:41:43,280
Devi gave me these prayer beads.
789
01:41:43,510 --> 01:41:47,540
And she said, when the heart
gets restless then hold...
790
01:41:47,820 --> 01:41:51,090
these beads and chant the
mantra 'Lord, bless me peace'.
791
01:41:52,460 --> 01:41:54,160
Why is your heart
getting restless, Mangu?
792
01:41:54,440 --> 01:41:57,040
l am not at ease
since Devi left.
793
01:41:58,840 --> 01:42:00,640
Are you gaining peace
on chanting the mantra?
794
01:42:01,280 --> 01:42:05,660
Yes, sir. You also
seem lost and restless.
795
01:42:05,940 --> 01:42:07,339
Take these prayer beads.
796
01:42:12,010 --> 01:42:13,880
Restlessness is my peace, Mangu.
797
01:42:16,680 --> 01:42:22,230
lf my disquiet goes away,
then what will be left in life?
798
01:43:05,220 --> 01:43:07,180
Arrange the articles
for the worship.
799
01:43:09,860 --> 01:43:14,980
And ask senior mother,
to kindly let me meet her.
800
01:43:17,400 --> 01:43:20,099
Mother, why do
you talk like this...
801
01:43:21,090 --> 01:43:23,360
as if you want to
bid farewell to us?
802
01:43:25,850 --> 01:43:30,670
Crazy girl, everybody has to bid
farewell one day or another.
803
01:43:37,070 --> 01:43:40,969
And if it's so,
then do something for me.
804
01:43:43,380 --> 01:43:44,680
Won't you, please?
805
01:43:48,920 --> 01:43:50,320
Look at that book.
806
01:43:59,220 --> 01:44:01,250
Take it to Kalinagar.
807
01:44:04,710 --> 01:44:07,120
There is a large tree
on the boundary of the village.
808
01:44:09,800 --> 01:44:14,530
You'll find someone
sitting there. Give it to him.
809
01:44:15,420 --> 01:44:16,620
His name?
810
01:44:19,070 --> 01:44:20,170
Name?
811
01:44:22,340 --> 01:44:23,940
Even l don't know his name.
812
01:44:31,240 --> 01:44:35,730
This is the last boundary.
Never step past this.
813
01:44:39,770 --> 01:44:52,050
Don't go, l plead at your feet
814
01:44:52,550 --> 01:45:03,700
Don't go, don't go, don't go,
yogi, l plead at your feet
815
01:45:25,760 --> 01:45:30,830
The path of devotional love is unique
816
01:45:36,090 --> 01:45:39,320
Guide me that way on it
817
01:45:46,390 --> 01:45:51,310
l will assemble a pyre of sandalwood
818
01:45:56,610 --> 01:46:00,500
Burn it with your hands
819
01:46:00,710 --> 01:46:10,700
Don't go, don't go, don't go,
yogi, l plead at your feet
820
01:46:37,240 --> 01:46:41,800
l am burned into a pile of ashes
821
01:46:47,200 --> 01:46:51,920
Apply me on your body, yogi
822
01:46:57,150 --> 01:47:01,960
Meera's Lord is
Giridhar Nagar (Krishna)
823
01:47:07,160 --> 01:47:11,070
Unite the flame with flame
824
01:47:11,090 --> 01:47:20,860
Don't go, don't go, don't go,
yogi, l plead at your feet
825
01:47:36,570 --> 01:47:39,280
Om...
826
01:47:43,940 --> 01:47:46,940
Senior Mother, what's
wrong with Bhagwati?
827
01:47:57,470 --> 01:48:00,060
Lord, at your feet...
828
01:48:32,510 --> 01:48:35,180
Sir, this book is for you.
829
01:48:41,140 --> 01:48:42,340
For me?
830
01:49:05,770 --> 01:49:08,330
Devi ordered me to give it to you.
831
01:49:15,850 --> 01:49:17,550
What else did Devi order for me?
832
01:49:18,020 --> 01:49:20,700
May l go and see her? Where is she?
833
01:49:35,770 --> 01:49:37,560
Lord grant peace.
834
01:49:40,520 --> 01:49:44,210
- Now you can see only her memorial.
- What?
835
01:49:56,760 --> 01:50:00,800
The ascetic has left (the world)
836
01:50:05,310 --> 01:50:10,050
No one visits the pyre
837
01:50:10,330 --> 01:50:14,380
The ascetic has left
838
01:50:25,560 --> 01:50:29,310
The traveller has departed on his way
839
01:50:37,500 --> 01:50:41,290
The site is piled with ashes
840
01:50:46,570 --> 01:50:51,570
No companion,
no one to call one's own
841
01:50:58,470 --> 01:51:01,200
Only the angel of Death
842
01:51:01,550 --> 01:51:07,440
O Meera's Lord, this false relationship...
843
01:51:13,630 --> 01:51:16,840
broke like a weak thread
844
01:51:19,690 --> 01:51:24,980
The ascetic has left
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