Original subtitles

♫ Like the air, it caught me off guard ♫

♫ Blowing into my ear; Pulling on my nerves ♫

♫ Their conversation topics are foreign yet familiar ♫

♫ In a moment of carelessness ♫

♫ I forgot how to breathe ♫

♫ Can't get closer ♫

♫ As if coming from the horizon ♫

♫ The You from within the story ♫

♫ is a light year's distance away ♫

♫ All that I can reach and touch is the past ♫

♫ I admit I am ♫

♫ overestimating myself ♫

♫ I only want to ask myself ♫

♫ how much longer do I need to practice ♫

♫ to be able to adapt to a light year's distance ♫

Far Away LoveEpisode 34

This... This situation is a little exciting.

You're here.

I received a lot of phone calls these past few days,

but all with similar goals.

I figured that since everyone wanted to discuss how we can help Shen Group,

I decided to take the initiative and just invite everyone to meet together.

Then why are we here?

President Shen!

Let me introduce you. Come.

Hello. Hello.

President Shen.

Long time no see.

Chu Xia.

Seeing the two of you here, my-my heart feels a lot more at ease.

A few days ago, it was even reported in the news that the two of you have split up.

I was worried to death.

Although at that time, I helped President Shen fool you twice,

even... even fooling you into going to your wedding,

but I've noticed, that the two of you really do have feelings for each other.

Do you guys still have something to do?

President Shen, sorry to have inconvenienced you.

You guys do what you need to do. I'll leave.

I think I should leave first.

It's because I was too worried about Shen Group and this restaurant's fate

that's why I took the initiative to call Senior Teddy.

But I didn't want to come here alone, hence, I dragged

Chu Xia to come here and accompany me.

Chu Xia, just pretend like you don't know anyone and keep me company, okay?

Okay then.

Sit.

Teddy, the reason I wanted to see you

is because I was hoping that your website can do a feature article about Shen Group.

To report to the public all the progress

regarding the matter of our new coffee flavor in a transparent manner.

There's no problem with that. My website reporter also informed me

that the victim of this matter is only accepting interviews from a couple of news agencies.

This has made the other media feel suspicious as well.

But all of them just chose to avoid talking about it.

The related departments are also investigating aggressively.

I believe that the truth will come out soon.

M Corporation's steps are also very fast.

That's why presently, the most important things are raising capital and stabilizing the confidence of the share holders.

I can help you in this.

But you know that the website is also at a stage of further development.

I might not be able to help you solve all of your problems.

Brother Shen, I'm very sorry. I wasn't able to convince my dad.

But I have some uncles

that I might be able to visit.

Teddy, Jia Ying,

thank you.

Senior Teddy,

is there anything that we little people can help with?

That's right.

Right now, Shen Group's Board of Directors

has some complaints regarding both the Chairwoman and President Shen.

They think that they are only care about the Shen family's position, and are not considering the interest of the board members.

But M Corporation is famous for how strict it is with it's employees.

They never show mercy when it comes to firing their employees.

That's why I'm thinking that if there's someone

who can talk to them from the perspective of an employee, maybe--

The responsibility for the success or failure of this matter

will all be shouldered by the Shen family.

I don't want innocent people to stand out on our behalf.

Especially Chu Xia.

Mister Shen, you're worrying too much in this regard.

Chu Xia is only here today to accompany me.

Regarding this matter, she definitely will not interfere. Right?

I can't wait to hide from the battle between you guys,

I won't involve myself in it.

Don't worry.

I've already seen that Uncle Tang several times in the States.

If he holds on, and doesn't transfer his stocks to M Corporation,

Shen Group might still have a chance.

Sister Chu Xia, in your heart, actually, you're more worried about Brother Shen than anyone else, aren't you?

Otherwise, you wouldn't risk the danger of you and your sister having a falling out

and run around like this for Shen Group.

- I think... maybe you guys still--- Jia Ying.

Actually... I don't know what I'm doing this for either.

I just feel that everything that is done with hatred as it's starting point

will never have a very good ending.

I just hope that everyone can return to their ordinary

and bland lives.

Wanting to hurt someone is not hard to do. I used to be like that.

But I feel that

someone like you is what being courageous really is about.

Don't worry. Your hope will definitely be realized.

I, and everyone, we will all help you,

help Brother Shen... to find life's tranquility once again.

Thank you, Jia Ying.

- Manager Wu.- You're finally here.

Have you brought all the petitions?

Don't worry. They all have already signed their names here.

Uncle Tang still has a meeting later.

Then let's not waste time.

Let's go then.

Please reconsider it.

How about I drive you there instead?

What in the world are you trying to do?

Taking you home.

If you're seen by my sister--

Your sister is currently having a meal with Shen Group's shareholders.

I can go back by myself.

No way. I have to personally see you step into your home

and not stay outside running around for things that you should not be doing.

♫ We're all afraid of loneliness ♫

♫We all want emancipation♫

♫Since the beginning, we've seriously thought about living together♫

♫ We're all afraid of falling ♫

♫ Falling into the desert of love ♫

♫Using wandering as an excuse to escape the shackles of the heart♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is searching ♫

♫No matter how far the distance is♫

♫With a heart that has been pained, waiting for a love that was once damn bloody far away♫

Aren't you surprised that I know where you live?

Is there anything that Mr. Shen wants to accomplish

and can't accomplish?

Do you still think that way now?

In this world, there are too many things that I can't accomplish.

Thank you for bringing me home.

Chu Xia, stop busily running about for Shen Group already.

If you get discovered by your sister, it will be hard on you.

This time, it's true that I want to do something for Shen Group.

But it's not all because of you.

You know as well

that I worked in the restaurant for a period of time.

I'm very attached to that place.

Moreover, my sister has also said

that after she acquires Shen Group, she'll sell the restaurant.

She won't want it anymore.

That's why I...

Really? Chen Shuang doesn't want that restaurant?

So she really does hate us, the Shen family, to the core.

Looks like it can't be remedied anymore.

Shen An, don't blame my sister too.

Only when she returned this time did I know that

actually when Meng Xiang was 5 years old,

my sister developed a severe illness due to excessive exhaustion.

It was under such circumstances that she had no choice but to leave us and go abroad alone

and she battled with her illness for 10 years before she was able to survive.

The hardships she went through is not something that we can understand.

That's why she's this persistent in seeking revenge.

She... almost died because of me?

It's what should be done. Whatever she does is what should be done.

Actually, I'm willing to give Chen Shuang whatever she wants. This is what the Shen family owes her.

But Shen Group is a business that was single-handedly established by my Grandfather.

I have to do my best to protect it.

Chu Xia, what am I to do? What should I do?

I'm sorry. I should not be asking these.

I know that you feel awful enough being caught in the middle as it is.

Promise me, don't interfere anymore. Even if Shen Group becomes someone else's,

I will still do my best to protect the restaurant.

Shen An... what I want to do is my own decision.

Could it be that you're lying?

You're not just doing this for the restaurant, you're still doing this because of your worries for me, right?

How this tugs at my heartstrings.

Two people in love not being able to be together because of numerous reasons.

Clearly having each other in their hearts but still being able to stay tight-lipped.

What a touching romantic drama.

Usually, in these dramas, there's always an unpardonably evil person.

I think... that evil person must be me.

Chen...

Chairwoman Meng, aren't you supposed to be with--

Having a meal with the Shen Group shareholder Lao Zhang?

That's right. That was the original plan.

But Lao Zhang is a straightforward person. He's already agreed to transfer his shares.

As for the meal, we can just have it when we sign the agreement.

President Shen, I think our Shen Group will be calling for a shareholder's meeting soon.

Sister.

Chu Xia is naturally soft-hearted

that's why she... don't blame her.

Of course I won't blame her.

Chu Xia is my biological little sister.

Even if she stabs me with a knife, I will only be worried if she has hurt her hand.

But Shen An...

Haven't I already reminded you to stay away from Chu Xia?

Under this situation, it's impossible for the two of you to have a future together. Don't you know that clearly yet?

You, too, know that she's naturally soft-hearted.

Then President Shen, please let Chu Xia off.

Let her start a new life as soon as possible. Is that possible?

This time, I'll just treat it that you have a bad memory.

I hope that there won't be a next time.

Chu Xia.

♫ We're all afraid of loneliness ♫

♫We all want emancipation♫

♫Since the beginning, we've seriously thought about living together♫

♫ We're all afraid of falling ♫

♫ Falling into the desert of love ♫

♫Using wandering as an excuse to escape the shackles of the heart♫

Save for this matter alone,

I can't help not to be calculating,

I can't let it pass. Because you are unforgivable.

Don't. Don't be like this, Chu Xia.

Are you really leaving me?

If possible,

I hope that I never knew you.

You, too, know that she's naturally soft-hearted... so please let Chu Xia off.

Let her start her new life as soon as possible. Is that possible?

♫ Even if it's bottomless ♫

♫ I'll be waiting here, waiting until you've finished admiring the scenery ♫

You know that the countermeasures that Shen Group put into place were very effective.

The public's discussions about us are already not as unfavourable as they were a few days back.

If you can also help us in the capital aspect, we will then--

Okay. Then... go back to what you were doing.

Chairwoman.

Are you bringing that to Marvin?

He's been running around the whole day already, and hasn't eaten much either.

Give it to me then.

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It's already been shattered. Don't pick them up anymore.

At that time, I bought it precisely because it had been shattered.

I even went around saying

that this thing became more artistic after it collapsed.

But in reality, shattered is shattered.

No matter how you piece them together, it's still just a pile of scrap metal.

My life has also collapsed and shattered.

At first, I thought that meeting Chu Xia would enable me to piece it back together.

But in reality, it can not withstand even a single blow.

Child... we still haven't lost.

I've already lost. Because there's no road I can take anymore.

Even if I preserve Shen Group, then how do I pay back all that we owe Chen Shuang?

Even if we lose everything and go bankrupt just to pay Chen Shuang, then how about the debt that I owe Chu Xia?

Even if I'm willing to be a slave for Chu Xia for the rest of my life,

will she still give me that chance?

I'm full already.

Then go back to your room first.

I heard that your current job was recommended

by some Teddy Li, right?

Inform him that you won't be going anymore starting tomorrow.

If you feel that staying at home is boring,

you can come and work with me at M Corporation.

Sister, you are...

Right. I am supervising and limiting your movement.

I...

I don't want to go.

Chu Xia...

That measly bit of help of yours will have no effect whatsoever on Shen Group.

Instead, it will make the relationship between you and Shen An even more entangled.

You will forever be unable to walk out of this relationship.

I remember that when you were little I told you

that love is an unreliable thing.

Sister... let's leave this place, shall we?

I won't love Shen An anymore.

And you don't mention things like revenge anymore.

Our whole family will just have a peaceful

and simple life, can't we?

You're saying

that I should just let it all pass. Is that it?

You once said

that even if one day you become Shen Group Corporation's owner,

you still won't just give up like that, didn't you?

Your revenge towards them will continue to persist.

But if that's the case, you'll continue to live in hatred, won't you?

Yes. Because this is what they deserve. Because this is what I should do.

And it's also what you as the Meng family's second daughter should--

Sister? Sister!

Sister...

Are you alright? What's happening to you?

Are you alright, Sister?

Sister...

Drink some water first.

You really don't want to go to the hospital to have it looked at?

I'm fine.

I've already had so many operations.

This body is already riddled with hundreds and thousands of holes.

Don't say it's just getting angry,

but even if its just the weather getting a little too cold or a little too warm,

I will feel unwell. It's very normal.

For so many years, you bore all this alone.

How hard it must have been.

No matter how hard it is, I can't pass it on to others,

I can only endure it on my own.

I'm sorry.

It's my fault. I shouldn't have made you angry all the time.

Then just follow my will.

Come with me to M Corporation and stay by my side, will you?

Okay.

Chu Xia...

You must also stand from my position and think for me.

How come other women can have a happy and blissful life,

but I... but in these fifteen years of mine, not one day have I been happy.

Could this be fated?

Who's willing to be full of hatred?

Living so hideously like this.

But the hardships I've suffered also need an opening to vent.

The suffering I endured...

also needs someone to take responsibility for it, right?

I'm willing to take full responsibility.

Bring Chu Xia to my office first.

Okay.

Please.

The distinguished chairwoman of Shen Group

actually came here to my place to say these kinds of words.

It isn't very appropriate, is it?

Please sit.

Chen Shuang, Marvin has already told me what happened to you afterwards.

The sufferings in your life were all created by me.

That's why if you want to vent your anger and take revenge,

then aim it at me. Please spare Shen Group and Marvin.

Why?

Hasn't Chairwoman Wang always been on a high pedestal

and never bowed to anyone?

You're finally not looking at others with your chin raised now?

But there's one thing that I have to remind you about.

My revenge is directed at Shen Group, not your son.

He never really hurt me, that I've never denied.

Maybe his biggest mistake was that he shouldn't have fallen in love with me.

Right.

The one who hurt you was me.

No matter what punishment you want to mete out, I won't have any complaints.

So you're doing this act of enduring humiliation in order to accomplish the important mission now?

How come you have changed so much?

Let me think. What's different about me now from how I was 15 years ago?

15 years ago, I wasn't even worth a cent.

At that time, I was a girl without background and social status.

That's why you dared to audaciously bully me, isn't it?

Chen Shuang, it's true that I caused you harm.

But please believe

that at that time, I really didn't know that it would turn out like this.

The reason I was against you and Marvin being together

totally came from the heart of a mother trying to protect her son.

Protect?

Just because I'm poor

I'll harm him?

If two people are together but are unable to obtain happiness,

it's also a form of harm.

I, myself, personally experienced it.

Even Marvin doesn't know about this.

Marvin's father

was Marvin's grandfather's illegitimate son.

That's why the moment he was born, he was immediately sent off to Europe.

Later, before my father-in-law died, he needed a son to inherit the family business,

so they brought Marvin's father back to the US.

But because he lacked their upbringing since he was little

and his personality was very wanton and unrestrained,

I still thought that I had married an appropriately matched gentleman.

After getting married, I realized

that our living habits were different.

Our values were totally different. Forcefully making ourselves live together

caused us to gradually start to loathe each other.

Marriage became a huge prison.

Afterwards, Marvin's father

fell in love with a waitress in our restaurant.

The two of them actually took a big amount of money

and eloped.

He left me a Shen Group Corporation that was in a terrible mess.

Chen Shuang, two people who grew up in two completely different environments,

even if they do love each other, how long can they maintain it?

Furthermore, at that time, Marvin was just 18 years old.

If it was you, would you just sit and watch and do nothing?

Right. If it was me, I would interfere as well.

But I definitely wouldn't be able to do the things that you did.

Everyone has the heart of being a mother. You have it. My mom has it too.

When you hurt others for your son,

have you ever thought about the heartache of the other mother.

I know.

But I didn't know that things would turn out like this.

Besides... it was totally out of my control.

I've already heard and understood. You've already expressed it very clearly.

From what I can see, all the things I'm doing now,

is the best punishment for you. As for implicating Shen An,

I can only feel apologetic about it.

Speak.

What do you mean you've lost Chu Xia?

Just one building like that, how can she still get lost?

Chen Shuang,

if you have free time, we can continue our talk.

What do you mean?

I...

I can wait for you here.

Just do what you like. Anyway, the one that will be embarrassed is not me.

No problem. Just report it like this.

I've already said, Shen Group is willing to be fully transparent to the public about the progress of the incident.

Thank you, Teddy.

In these few days, you've done so much for our Shen Group.

What's there to be polite about?

I admit, that in the past period, I felt very angry because

of the suffering Chu Xia had to undergo due to the mistakes you committed in the past.

But thinking about the Shen An that I knew these past years,

he's definitely worthy of me helping him walk out of this difficulty.

To add to that, this is the common will and goal of all our friends.

Not just me. For example, Jia Ying,

Chu... and also Ding Fei.

Where's that weird metal sculpture that was in your office?

I've put it away.

Teddy, I'm entrusting Chu Xia in your care.

I'm saying these words not because I believed those lies that you two told me that time.

But afterwards, I thought about it.

At that time, I actually believed that Chu Xia would throw herself into your embrace.

I really shouldn't have.

Since you actually know the truth in your heart, why are you asking me to take care of her?

You... want to give up?

When I just learned of the truth, even if it pained me so much

that I needed to hide to numb myself,

but in my heart, I still intensely wanted to continue protecting and holding onto Chu Xia.

But Chen Shuang came back.

She said that since Chu Xia and I won't have a future then I should let Chu Xia start a new life as soon as possible.

Actually, seeing Chu Xia running around for Shen Group

behind her sister's back, I felt both touched and pained. At the same time, I realized

that what Chen Shuang said was right.

I'm unable to give Chu Xia happiness.

On the contrary, my existence

is the biggest obstacle to Chu Xia's new life.

That's why Teddy,

no matter what the outcome for Shen Group is, I plan to leave.

I am giving Chu Xia up.

I'll find a place from which she won't ever be able to see me again,

and continue to love her without quitting.

This is the only thing that I can do now.

- Are you familiar with the company now?- Yes.

You actually haven't left yet?

Chairwoman Meng, are you free?

I want to continue expressing my apologies.

I'm sorry. I already have an appointment for tonight.

Chairwoman...

Chu Xia, please don't tell Marvin about this.

Chu Xia.

Chairwoman Meng, go do what you have to do first. I'll come back again tomorrow.

Thank you.

Chairwoman, you should drink a mouth of water first. It's already been a whole day.

Was it your sister who asked you to come?

How about... Haven't you already told my sister

everything that you wanted to say?

The main point is not what I'm going to say to her.

It's that I want her to know

that I'm sincerely apologizing to her.

She will not listen.

It's okay.

Every time she gives me the cold shoulder,

the anger in her heart will lessen a little.

There will come a day that the grievances in her heart will be completely set free.

And also, you're already not an employee of Shen Group.

Don't call me Chairwoman anymore.

Just call me Auntie like Jia Ying and the others.

Chu Xia...

do you feel that me being so nice to you now is a little hypocritical?

Actually, after you and Shen An separated,

during those days that Shen An was in pain and disappeared,

I reflected non-stop. You know that in the past,

whenever something happened, I'd always view them in a negative light.

That's why, the moment you and your sister got close to Shen An,

the first thing I thought of was

whether or not you guys were scheming for his wealth and status.

Chu Xia, tell me,

your getting close to Shen An and being with him

wasn't a plot that was hatched by you and your sister, right?

You really did love him, right?

I really did love Shen An.

This world is not as bad as you think it is.

As long as you really loved Shen An,

the pain he suffered was all worth it.

It's all my fault.

I caused him harm.

And also caused harm to your sister, and you.

It's all in the past already.

Auntie, you should just go home first.

Shen An told me before that you have problems with your stomach.

If you continue to not eat and drink for a day like this,

your body won't be able to bear it. If you collapse as well,

won't Shen Group be in more danger?

- Is Wang Mei Ling still outside?- She is.

Go and send her some food.

Don't say that I was the one who instructed it.

Sister, today, I

was able to persuade Chairwoman Wang to leave.

She's sensible then. Or else, if one day she annoys me and I get the security to kick her out,

it won't sound good if it gets out.

Hello, Senior Teddy.

Chu Xia, my website's news reporter sent me information

that the mother of one of the poisoned victims is here in our city.

I'm thinking about visiting her tomorrow.

I... I... that...

Regarding your situation, I understand as well.

If it's inconvenient for you, then forget it.

The main reason is because I heard that she's an old woman who's living alone.

If I bring a girl with me, it might be easier to talk with her.

Sure. Then what time will we meet tomorrow?

Tomorrow morning at 9, Dajin (Big Golden) Temple at Hutong.

9am, Dajin Temple at Hutong

Okay.

That Teddy Li is inviting you out?

About that person's situation, I know a thing or two.

He's not bad. If you are interested in him,

- you can go out with him more.- I--

Of course, if there's no feelings, then forget it.

After all, he has a fatal fault.

That is, he's Shen An's friend.

Chu Xia...

I don't want your life to be connected with the word Shen anymore.

Okay.

Senior, where are you now?

Just wait for 2 more minutes. I'll be there soon.

Okay. Got it.

What are you doing? Don't think of sending me home again.

I don't plan to send you home. Please go home by yourself.

Senior Teddy already said, it will be easier to talk with her if there's a woman around.

That's why I can't leave.

I've already said that theShen family doesn't need your help.

Please leave, okay?

What right do you have to decide where I should go?

The place I want to go now is not owned by the Shens. What right do you have to control me?

Because your family is my enemy.

Right now, your sister wants to destroy the Shen family.

How do I know that you're not sent by her to disrupt things?

That on the surface, you're pretending to pity Shen Group. But in reality, you're thinking of all possible ways to do harm to me!

Shen An, is that really what you think?

That's right.

Since we are destined to fight till one party dies,

why must we still hypocritically pretend to understand each other?

Because the two of us used to be together?

You and I both know that our love

was just a ridiculous joke.

That's why...

I hope that you can just obediently return to Chen Shuang's side.

Stop hypocritically putting on a kind act in front of me.

Okay.

Why must you still create an opportunity for them to be together?

Because Shen An said that he wants to give up.

Having known Shen An for so many years, this is the first time I heard him say such words.

When it comes to feelings, Chu Xia has always suppressed herself and acted very passive.

If even Shen An gives up,

then I think that the two of them will really have no chance anymore.

Actually, from what I see, two of them have no chance anymore.

But Senior Teddy, every day, you keep saying that you're looking forward for them to be together.

Could it be that you really feel that they still have a chance?

Maybe it's because I've been with our brave and audacious Lady General Ding Fei for too long already,

that's why I've become someone who doesn't want to bow down to fate as well.

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♫ We're all afraid of loneliness ♫

♫We all want emancipation♫

♫Since the beginning, we've seriously thought about living together♫

♫ We're all afraid of falling ♫

♫ Falling into the desert of love ♫

♫Using wandering as an excuse to escape the shackles of the heart♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is searching ♫

♫No matter how far the distance is♫

♫With a heart that has been pained, waiting for a love that was once damn bloody far away♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is determined ♫

♫ Even if it's bottomless ♫

♫ I'll be waiting here, waiting until you've finished admiring the scenery♫