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Previously on "Station 19"...Andy: There's no way out.
I'm trapped.
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You're not well.
You can't --
Exactly.
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That's why I'm gonna
save my daughter's life.
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Andy: Tía Sandra sent mea birthday card every year
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from age 10 to 15.
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He kept those from me.
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I thought my parentswere happy.
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And now I thinkmaybe she killed herself.
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Where's my girlfriend?
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You have
a girlfriend?
Sasha!
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Actually knew what
you were doing.
It was pretty hot.
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I think you should
move out.
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[ Laughing ]
What?
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[ Groaning ]Dr. Shepherd orderedmorphine as needed.
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I-I need it!
I need it!
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Did my mom...
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Andy.
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[ Gasps ]
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[ Breathing heavily ]
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Mami?
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What are you...
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[ Breathing heavily ]
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Sandra.
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[ Hyperventilating ]
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Sandra: Hey.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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Hey.
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How's the eulogy coming?
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It's not.
[ Chuckles ]
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Yeah.
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Change of scenery
might help.
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Come on.
It's time for the clapout.
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[ Inhales deeply ]
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[ Exhales sharply ]
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♪♪
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[ Siren wailing in distance ]
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
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♪♪
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Wow, this is unreal.
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God,
do I miss my wife.
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I'm sorry.
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Sorry.No, no, it's fine.
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Robert and I chose
to separate.
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You and Miranda
did not.
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Hey, Roz.Hey.
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W-- Hey.Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
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Now, what are you guys
doing --
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The boys wanted
to see their mom.
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Tuck: I know Auntie Roz
is only staying with us
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while you and Mom
are quarantining at work,
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but can she --Can she move in with us?
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[ Laughter ]
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Alright, what did youbribe them with?
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What can I say?
My auntie games is on point.
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[ Andy laughs ]19.
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Hey.
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Thank you guys for getting upan hour early.
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I --It means a lot to me.
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Oh, Mom!Miranda!
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My boys!
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What -- Oh.
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Benjamin Warren,you are a sight for sore eyes.
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And back and feet.
[ Chuckles ]
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I miss you.
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I miss you.
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Oh, Rosalind,
thank you.
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No, thank you.
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-Uh, how we doing on time?
-We're about there.
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-Thank you, Dr. Bailey.
-We love you, Bailey.
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-You're the best.
-You guys, you guys, it's time.
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[ Cheers and applause ]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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Thank you
for all you do!
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[ Cheers and applause continue ]
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Thanks, Dr. Bailey!
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Thank you so much!
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We love you guys!
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We love you!
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♪♪
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[ Davie's "Roll With Me" plays ]
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Wait, you're giving them
our toilet paper?
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Ourtoilet paper?
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You're giving them
your toilet paper?
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You're never gonna find
your own place, are you?
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I'm looking.
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I am!
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♪ But I'm too madly
in love with you ♪
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[ Doorbell rings ]
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Oh, hi, honey.
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Hi, Mom.Hi, Mom.
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Oh, I'm so glad
to see you.
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Oh, my God.
So many groceries.
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Vic: I know.Thank you.
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Is that toilet paper?
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♪♪
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♪ So, I'm gonna
bet it all on you ♪
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Whoa, whoa, bud, bud.
You forgetting something?
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He doesn't likewhen we wear the face mask
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because he can't
read lips.
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Yeah,
I don't make the rules.
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I think it's horse crap,if you ask me.
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Yeah, that's what they said
about seatbelts at first, too.
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[ Chuckles ]
Inara, he's here.
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♪ Roll with me, roll with me
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♪ Oh, baby, roll with me
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Hi.
Hey. Hi.
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You need anything?
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Just you.
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Uh, I mean that we all wishyou could hang out with us.
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Marcus is dying to show you
his train set.
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♪ Roll with me, roll with me
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Why am I signing?I don't know.
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♪ Roll with me, roll with me
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♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
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♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
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♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
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Alright, we're here today
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to teach you the basics
of wildfire training.
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In the case of a wildland fire
anywhere on the West Coast,
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we call on you to help back up
the fire companies.
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Questions?
Yes?
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Yeah, what fire station
you work at?
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My cousin, he works at, uh,
SFD -- What is it? -- 23.
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Name's Barnes.
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Yeah,
he's a good firefighter.
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Yeah,
you work with him?
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We work for a company
called Mavis.
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It's a private
fire company.
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[ Chuckles ]
The hell does that mean?
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Means we get paid more
than your cousin.
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What it means
is that private clientele
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hire us
to protect their property.
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Now, what we're gonna
teach you today
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is called an anchor, flank,
and pinch drill.
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It's the most useful tactic
you will learn today.
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A reminder that
the virtual memorial service
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for Captain Herrera will
take place this afternoon.
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I can't believe after all
the crap we went through
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to get him his
Line of Duty funeral,
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we have to do it
on the frickin' Internet.Agreed.
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Tell me again why we can'tjust wait until after lockdown.
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I mean,he was cremated anyway.
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'Cause we don't know when
"after lockdown's" gonna be.
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Can't be more thana couple weeks, right?
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Yeah, you just keep
telling yourself that.
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Sorry!
Sorry I'm late!
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Miller, Miller, you touch it,
you clean it.
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Thanks for the reminder,
Dad.
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[ Laughter ]
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[ Laughs mockingly ]
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Six feet apart.
Come on.
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Come on.
We live together.
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Temporarily.Just don't be mad, Dad.
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Wow. Okay, look -- look, guys,
it's not that hard.
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19 is your household,
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so you don't have to wear masks
in here,
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but you do still have to
keep your distance.
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That is a great segue.
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Hughes, when are you gonnaget your crap out of my place?
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[ Klaxons sound ]
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Dispatch: Aid car requested
to Black Ball Hill rest area.
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You guys are lucky
I'm not your dad,
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'cause if I was,you'd show more respect.
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Larson, six feet.
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Have a good day, Dad!
Love you.
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So, Sasha offered to staywith me, help out with Pru.
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Also known as
moving in with you?
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No. We are just
quarantining together.
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That's it.
Okay.
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[ Siren wailing in distance ][ Chuckles ]
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What?No, man, it's your story.
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You tell itthe way you want to.
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[ Chuckles ]
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Herrera, you, um --you need anything today?
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All good.
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[ Andy breathing heavily]
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Don't touch me.
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I'm not this --
I'm not this --
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This -- This --
This isn't real.
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Andrea, this is real,
and I know it's awful.
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I didn't want to --
but you kept calling.
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No, no.You called and you called
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and you said you wanted
to know the truth.
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Sweetheart.
My sweet girl.
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This is the truth.
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Just hear her out.
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Just hear her out,
honey.
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[ Breathing heavily ]
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♪♪
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[ Door closes ]
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I know this is a lot.No.
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It's probably too much.No, no, no, no, no.
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Andrea!
Andrea!
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[ Breathing heavily ]
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Travis: Ooh.
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Oh.
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How...
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How does one even date
during a pandemic?
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Same way as before.
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You just text each otherfor weeks
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until someone
stops responding.
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This guy's profile
just says "snakes."
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Oh, do you think that
means he's interested
in snakes as a hobby,
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or is he interested
in snake-like men?
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Does it matter?
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[ Siren chirps ]
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♪♪
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One of you
call in a burn?
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Yeah.
One of us did.
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Well, I'm sorry, you
shouldn't be messing
around with health stuff.
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Well, then maybeyou shouldn't have come.
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Vic: Did you call us?
You hurt?
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Uh, no.
Billie is.
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Okay, can you put your mask onfor me, please?
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We broke down on our way back
from...my mom's house.
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[ Chuckles ]
Mom's house, huh?
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All of you?
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Uh, yeah.
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Wouldn't be breaking quarantine
to party, would you?
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Yeah, your parents knowyou're out here?
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Where are your masks?They're in the car.
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I mean, you weren't even wearingthem in the car, either.
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Well, you know what?We work together, so...
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Travis: Yeah.
Which makes us a bubble.
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What is your name?Uh, Kayden.
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It's my car.
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Okay. Hey, come here.What happened?
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Oh, I thought maybe
the car overheated,
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so I opened up the radiator cap,and, um...
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Ooh. Ouch.
Okay.
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Well, next time, wait forthe car to cool down first.
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What's your name again?Billie.
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Billie. Sweet.
I'm Vic.
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You boys haven't been drinking,have you?
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Oh, I'm not a boy.
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Billie's nonbinary.
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Oh. Got it.
Sorry about that.
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My bad.I'm Travis.
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He/him. Sometimes she.
[ Snaps fingers ]
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I'm gonna -- Should I --
I'm gonna check the car.
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The purpose of the anchor point
is to prevent the fire
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from burning around the end
of the control line,
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possibly outflanking
the suppression crew,
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which is you guys.
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Alright?
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Good job.
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Let's take five.
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Stay where
I can see you.
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I hate this crap.
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What? Drills?
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No.
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Working
with criminals.
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You know they're human beingswho made mistakes
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and now have the opportunityto learn a skill
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that will helpthe society they hurt?
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Yeah, I guess you would have to
look at it that way, huh?
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Why would I have tolook at it that way?
260
00:09:56,944 --> 00:09:58,467
Come on, man.
261
00:09:58,510 --> 00:10:00,774
Half these dudes are in here
for selling plants, but you --
262
00:10:00,817 --> 00:10:04,255
you steal Schedule II narcotics
off an aid car?
263
00:10:04,299 --> 00:10:05,996
What?
You thought I didn't know?
264
00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:07,171
Come on, man.
Everybody talks.
265
00:10:07,215 --> 00:10:09,609
And everybody knows.
266
00:10:09,652 --> 00:10:12,350
My only question is,
how'd you manage not to
get locked up in here?
267
00:10:14,135 --> 00:10:15,353
Nelligan: Are you sure?
268
00:10:15,397 --> 00:10:17,399
Could you do the test
just to be sure?
269
00:10:17,442 --> 00:10:20,358
Mr. Nelligan, the COVID testsare in short supply right now,
270
00:10:20,402 --> 00:10:22,143
so we have to limit themto people with symptoms.
271
00:10:22,186 --> 00:10:23,797
You know, I think
I feel my throat
272
00:10:23,840 --> 00:10:25,494
closing up
just a tiny bit.
273
00:10:25,537 --> 00:10:28,410
[ Chuckles ] Well, then Isuggest you walk three blocks
274
00:10:28,453 --> 00:10:29,803
down the road
to Grey-Sloan.
275
00:10:29,846 --> 00:10:32,153
And risk getting it
from someone there?
276
00:10:32,196 --> 00:10:35,330
Mr. Nelligan, it's the sameas I told you last week.
277
00:10:35,373 --> 00:10:37,419
The best thing you can dois stay home,
278
00:10:37,462 --> 00:10:39,203
wear a maskif you do go outside,
279
00:10:39,247 --> 00:10:41,162
and stay six feet awayfrom anyone else, okay?
280
00:10:41,205 --> 00:10:42,206
Fine.
Fine.
281
00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:43,904
I don't knowwhat I pay taxes for
282
00:10:43,947 --> 00:10:46,384
if I can't get a test
during a pandemic.
283
00:10:48,996 --> 00:10:50,693
[ Door closes ]
284
00:10:50,737 --> 00:10:52,260
[ Andy breathing heavily]
285
00:10:52,303 --> 00:10:55,611
Andrea.
Andrea.
286
00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:57,047
I'm sorry.
287
00:10:57,091 --> 00:10:58,353
I should have
told you --
288
00:10:58,396 --> 00:10:59,789
That my mother
is alive?
289
00:10:59,833 --> 00:11:01,356
That she faked
her own death?
290
00:11:01,399 --> 00:11:02,923
That she
let me believe --
291
00:11:02,966 --> 00:11:04,533
Oh, my God, this is --You called me a lot of times.
292
00:11:04,576 --> 00:11:05,621
You said
you wanted to talk.
293
00:11:05,665 --> 00:11:07,188
You said your fatherhad lied to you.
294
00:11:07,231 --> 00:11:08,537
You saidyou found my letters.
295
00:11:08,580 --> 00:11:09,843
I thought she had
killed herself!
296
00:11:09,886 --> 00:11:12,193
I-I wanted to see you.
I-I missed you.
297
00:11:12,236 --> 00:11:14,412
I wanted to know why you left meafter she died,
298
00:11:14,456 --> 00:11:16,023
why I never
saw you again, why --
299
00:11:16,066 --> 00:11:17,241
I missed you,Tía.
300
00:11:17,285 --> 00:11:18,634
I know,
but how could I?
301
00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:20,592
How could I see you when --What could I have said?
302
00:11:20,636 --> 00:11:21,681
What could I have saidthat would be true?
303
00:11:21,724 --> 00:11:22,856
Did my dad know?
304
00:11:22,899 --> 00:11:24,901
Did he know
she was alive?
305
00:11:24,945 --> 00:11:27,251
That's not my story
to tell, Andy.
306
00:11:27,295 --> 00:11:29,210
Your mother is here.
307
00:11:29,253 --> 00:11:30,733
She came a long way
to talk --
308
00:11:30,777 --> 00:11:32,256
She came a long way?
309
00:11:32,300 --> 00:11:33,997
You want me
to give her credit?
310
00:11:34,041 --> 00:11:35,259
After 20 years?
311
00:11:35,303 --> 00:11:37,740
After 20 years,
she came --
312
00:11:37,784 --> 00:11:38,741
[ Hyperventilating ]
313
00:11:38,785 --> 00:11:42,527
Andy. Andy, honey.
314
00:11:42,571 --> 00:11:49,970
♪♪
315
00:11:50,013 --> 00:11:52,886
Andrea, talk to her.
316
00:11:52,929 --> 00:11:55,671
You deserve to know
the whole story,
317
00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,629
even if she doesn't deserveto tell it.
318
00:11:57,673 --> 00:12:00,154
♪♪
319
00:12:01,982 --> 00:12:04,549
Vic: I dunno, I just feel like
I need to vibe with a guy
320
00:12:04,593 --> 00:12:06,508
if I'm gonna risk my life
to make out with him.
321
00:12:06,551 --> 00:12:08,031
Who said I was planningon making out?
322
00:12:08,075 --> 00:12:09,293
Oh, so you have
zero intention
323
00:12:09,337 --> 00:12:10,642
of actually sleeping
with any of these guys?
324
00:12:10,686 --> 00:12:12,775
We will cross
that bridge...
325
00:12:12,819 --> 00:12:14,298
when it becomes
impossible not to.
326
00:12:14,342 --> 00:12:16,039
[ Laughs ]
327
00:12:16,083 --> 00:12:18,781
Anyway, it's like
going to the gym.
328
00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:22,480
You stretch before and then...wipe everything down after.
329
00:12:22,524 --> 00:12:23,481
[ Laughs ]
330
00:12:23,525 --> 00:12:24,874
Speaking of which,
actually,
331
00:12:24,918 --> 00:12:27,703
what is going on
with Herrera and Sullivan?
332
00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:29,052
Oh, my God.
333
00:12:29,096 --> 00:12:30,793
What? What?
Who is it?
334
00:12:30,837 --> 00:12:32,360
Who is it?
335
00:12:32,403 --> 00:12:34,928
Car fire at
Black Ball Hill rest area.
336
00:12:34,971 --> 00:12:36,233
That's those kids.
337
00:12:36,277 --> 00:12:37,844
What the hell
did they do?
338
00:12:37,887 --> 00:12:40,281
[ Tires screech ]
339
00:12:40,324 --> 00:12:47,157
♪♪
340
00:12:47,201 --> 00:12:48,811
[ Billie screams ]
341
00:12:51,205 --> 00:12:52,902
[ Screams ]
342
00:12:52,946 --> 00:12:57,298
♪♪
343
00:12:57,341 --> 00:12:59,039
[ Screams ]
344
00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:07,395
[ Klaxons sound ]So, should I do it?
345
00:13:07,438 --> 00:13:08,483
What?Let Sasha quarantine with me.
346
00:13:08,526 --> 00:13:09,658
You mean
move in with you?
347
00:13:09,701 --> 00:13:11,225
Look, I have a baby,alright?
348
00:13:11,268 --> 00:13:13,575
I have a whole tiny humanwith a very big cry
349
00:13:13,618 --> 00:13:14,968
and a great many a need,
350
00:13:15,011 --> 00:13:17,709
and it's just the two of uslocked up together, man.
351
00:13:17,753 --> 00:13:20,277
And frankly, firefighting isway easier than childrearing,
352
00:13:20,321 --> 00:13:21,452
and Sasha wants to help.
353
00:13:21,496 --> 00:13:23,411
So, I should justlet her help, right?
354
00:13:23,454 --> 00:13:24,934
Yeah, okay.
355
00:13:24,978 --> 00:13:27,284
But you actually like her,
right?
356
00:13:27,328 --> 00:13:29,460
Yeah, sure.
Yes, yes.
357
00:13:29,504 --> 00:13:30,897
[ Laughs ]Laughing's not helpful.
358
00:13:30,940 --> 00:13:31,811
That doesn't help.
359
00:13:31,854 --> 00:13:33,377
[ Laughs ]
360
00:13:34,770 --> 00:13:36,467
[ Siren wailing ][ Laughs ]
361
00:13:36,511 --> 00:13:38,078
Hey. We told you
to wait for a tow.
362
00:13:38,121 --> 00:13:39,383
He tried to fix it.
363
00:13:39,427 --> 00:13:40,689
He thought he could fix it,
and it -- it --
364
00:13:40,732 --> 00:13:42,256
It blew up?
Okay.
365
00:13:42,299 --> 00:13:43,518
Billie, was anyone else hurt?It blew up.
366
00:13:43,561 --> 00:13:45,302
Why did it blow up?!Billie, were they hurt?
367
00:13:45,346 --> 00:13:47,739
They ran. I-I don't know.
I don't know. They ran.
368
00:13:47,783 --> 00:13:49,524
Why did they run?
[ Sniffs ]
369
00:13:49,567 --> 00:13:52,483
Billie, are you just scared,or are you on something?
370
00:13:52,527 --> 00:13:53,484
Huh?
371
00:13:53,528 --> 00:13:55,138
Billie?
Billie!
372
00:13:57,010 --> 00:13:58,794
Ladder 19,
this is Aid Car 19.
373
00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,056
I have an 18-year-old male
374
00:14:00,100 --> 00:14:02,319
with full thickness burnsfrom a car explosion,
375
00:14:02,363 --> 00:14:04,800
three other teenagers MIA,possibly injured,
376
00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:06,671
possibly high,
definitely stupid.
377
00:14:06,715 --> 00:14:08,630
Copy, Hughes.
We're four minutes out.
378
00:14:08,673 --> 00:14:10,893
Get the patient in the aid car
and ready to go when we arrive.
379
00:14:10,937 --> 00:14:12,634
[ Siren wailing ]
380
00:14:12,677 --> 00:14:15,289
Dispatch,I need four more aid cars
381
00:14:15,332 --> 00:14:17,421
at Black Ball Hill
rest area.
382
00:14:19,728 --> 00:14:21,773
Tell me again
what my dad said to you
383
00:14:21,817 --> 00:14:24,428
before he went up
that ladder.
384
00:14:24,472 --> 00:14:25,821
He said, "Tell Andreaeverything I did --"
385
00:14:25,865 --> 00:14:27,692
"Everything I did,
I did because I loved her."
386
00:14:27,736 --> 00:14:28,911
Right?
387
00:14:31,522 --> 00:14:33,307
Are you gonna put itin the eulogy?
388
00:14:35,962 --> 00:14:37,180
Elena:Don't you want to sit?
389
00:14:37,224 --> 00:14:38,529
Did my father beat you?
390
00:14:38,573 --> 00:14:41,619
Did he --
Did he torture you?
391
00:14:41,663 --> 00:14:43,839
Was -- Was he a monster
and I just never knew it?
392
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:47,451
No. I was overwhelmedfrom the minute you were born.
393
00:14:47,495 --> 00:14:49,714
I-I was in over my head.I-I...
394
00:14:49,758 --> 00:14:52,935
I never planned to be a mother,but I loved you.
395
00:14:52,979 --> 00:14:55,242
I-I love you.
396
00:14:55,285 --> 00:14:57,113
I just wanted
to fight fires,
397
00:14:57,157 --> 00:14:58,549
and I know that you
get that, m'ija.
398
00:14:58,593 --> 00:15:00,073
Can you not
call me that?
399
00:15:00,116 --> 00:15:01,639
Papi calls me that.
400
00:15:03,598 --> 00:15:06,993
I got pregnant,and I thought I was wrong.
401
00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:08,646
I was told I was wrong.
402
00:15:08,690 --> 00:15:10,997
I was told that I wouldlove being a mother.
403
00:15:11,040 --> 00:15:13,956
Elena: I was told thatthe minute I held you in my arms
404
00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:16,916
that I would forget about
every dream I had before you,
405
00:15:16,959 --> 00:15:17,960
but that didn't happen.
406
00:15:18,004 --> 00:15:21,485
You were born,
and I loved you,
407
00:15:21,529 --> 00:15:23,400
but I also resented you,
408
00:15:23,444 --> 00:15:25,881
and I resented your father
409
00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:28,928
for getting to do the one thing
we both wanted to do.
410
00:15:28,971 --> 00:15:30,538
I was so depressed.
411
00:15:30,581 --> 00:15:34,455
I became unstable,
self-loathing, angry, violent.
412
00:15:34,498 --> 00:15:36,152
And that was
a different time.
413
00:15:36,196 --> 00:15:38,328
No one ever talked about
mental health back then,
414
00:15:38,372 --> 00:15:39,764
especially not
for mothers.
415
00:15:39,808 --> 00:15:42,767
I felt hopeless.
I felt like a failure.
416
00:15:42,811 --> 00:15:45,248
I wanted to die because
there was no way out.
417
00:15:45,292 --> 00:15:47,729
There was not a way out
that wouldn't destroy you.
418
00:15:47,772 --> 00:15:49,687
But I loved you.
419
00:15:49,731 --> 00:15:51,776
I still love you, Andy.
420
00:15:51,820 --> 00:15:53,561
W-Where --
Where did you go?
421
00:15:53,604 --> 00:15:56,390
I went to New York,
where my cousins lived.
422
00:15:56,433 --> 00:15:59,393
I fought fires for two years,
and then I injured out.
423
00:15:59,436 --> 00:16:01,134
I need you to understand
424
00:16:01,177 --> 00:16:04,398
that this is the biggest shame
of my life.
425
00:16:04,441 --> 00:16:07,140
Biggest shame.
426
00:16:07,183 --> 00:16:09,185
But notyour biggest regret.
427
00:16:11,187 --> 00:16:12,580
[ Exhales sharply ]
428
00:16:12,623 --> 00:16:15,844
You...
You aren't sorry.
429
00:16:15,887 --> 00:16:17,846
You're not --You're not sorry, are you?
430
00:16:17,889 --> 00:16:19,587
Of course I am.But you -- But you
haven't said that.
431
00:16:19,630 --> 00:16:21,067
You've said a lot of thingstonight,
432
00:16:21,110 --> 00:16:22,851
but you haven't said,"I'm sorry for leaving you
433
00:16:22,894 --> 00:16:24,026
and letting you thinkI was dead."
434
00:16:24,070 --> 00:16:25,375
Well, I didn't know --
435
00:16:25,419 --> 00:16:26,594
You didn't knowthat faking your own death
436
00:16:26,637 --> 00:16:28,030
would make me think
you were dead?!
437
00:16:28,074 --> 00:16:30,293
I didn't fake anything,
Andrea!
438
00:16:31,729 --> 00:16:34,471
I just left.
439
00:16:34,515 --> 00:16:36,212
Your father
did the rest.
440
00:16:37,822 --> 00:16:39,520
[ Siren wailing ]
441
00:16:44,873 --> 00:16:47,093
[ Radio chatter ]
442
00:16:49,486 --> 00:16:52,011
Montgomery, go and search
the perimeter.
443
00:16:52,054 --> 00:16:54,143
Hey, we treated a small burn
from a radiator cap earlier
444
00:16:54,187 --> 00:16:55,840
and then left them
waiting for a tow truck.
445
00:16:55,884 --> 00:16:58,017
They must have poured gas
in the radiator.
446
00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,583
Let's put water on that --
447
00:16:59,627 --> 00:17:01,063
[ Fire whooshes ]
448
00:17:01,107 --> 00:17:03,457
[ Wind whistling ]
449
00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:05,111
There it goes!
450
00:17:05,154 --> 00:17:06,808
[ Indistinct shouting ]
451
00:17:06,851 --> 00:17:09,811
Anchor, flank, and pinch!
Don't let that fire grow!
452
00:17:09,854 --> 00:17:11,987
Dispatch, we have a car fire
that's spread to some trees.
453
00:17:12,031 --> 00:17:14,120
I'm gonna need
three more engines.
454
00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:15,904
Knock down that fire, Banks!
Come on!
455
00:17:15,947 --> 00:17:18,254
Sully.
We're getting called in.
456
00:17:18,298 --> 00:17:19,951
Wildfire?Black Ball Hill.
457
00:17:19,995 --> 00:17:21,518
Hey, yo, can we come?
458
00:17:21,562 --> 00:17:23,694
Nah. This isthe big leagues, Banks.
459
00:17:23,738 --> 00:17:26,001
You stay here and keeppracticing with your toy hoses.
460
00:17:26,045 --> 00:17:27,959
Sullivan: You know,
you don't have to mock them.
461
00:17:28,003 --> 00:17:29,613
I know Banks
is a pain in the ass,
462
00:17:29,657 --> 00:17:31,006
but he'll be
a good firefighter.
463
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,617
Yeah, for Convict Work Crew
Number One.
464
00:17:33,661 --> 00:17:36,272
Nothing wrong with that.We rely on these guys.
465
00:17:36,316 --> 00:17:38,144
Then why does the state pay themnext to nothing, huh?
466
00:17:38,187 --> 00:17:39,754
Well, that's just
how it is.
467
00:17:39,797 --> 00:17:41,625
It's rehabilitation.
468
00:17:41,669 --> 00:17:44,280
Nah.
It's capitalism, Sully.
469
00:17:44,324 --> 00:17:46,065
They're cheap labor
while they're here,
470
00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:47,631
but you know damn wellSeattle Fire
471
00:17:47,675 --> 00:17:49,111
ain't gonna hire themwhen they get out.
472
00:17:49,155 --> 00:17:51,766
Hey. That's another thingyou have in common with them.
473
00:17:51,809 --> 00:17:54,725
[ Laughs ]
474
00:17:54,769 --> 00:17:56,858
Warren, grab some brush rolls
off of Engine 19
475
00:17:56,901 --> 00:17:58,207
so they can extend the line
on the left flank.
476
00:17:58,251 --> 00:17:59,382
Copy.Grabbing brush rolls.
477
00:17:59,426 --> 00:18:01,123
Travis: Captain!
[ Grunts ]
478
00:18:01,993 --> 00:18:03,212
Miller, go!
479
00:18:04,692 --> 00:18:05,780
Almost there.
480
00:18:08,174 --> 00:18:09,740
Dispatch,
where's that other aid car?
481
00:18:15,833 --> 00:18:18,009
[ Sirens wailing ]
482
00:18:19,533 --> 00:18:21,796
[ Brakes screech ]
483
00:18:21,839 --> 00:18:24,929
Warren, I've got some ember caston my right flank.
484
00:18:24,973 --> 00:18:26,757
I need you to bring a coupleof those brush rolls
485
00:18:26,801 --> 00:18:28,107
and a water thief
to the side.
486
00:18:28,150 --> 00:18:29,891
Copy.
Go, go, go!
487
00:18:32,763 --> 00:18:34,852
Montgomery, let's go!
Let's go! Come on!
488
00:18:34,896 --> 00:18:36,593
This is Billie,
18-year-old NB
489
00:18:36,637 --> 00:18:37,986
with partial thickness burnson both forearms
490
00:18:38,029 --> 00:18:39,335
and smoke inhalation.
491
00:18:39,379 --> 00:18:40,684
I just put them
on oxygen.
492
00:18:40,728 --> 00:18:42,599
Hemodynamically stable.No loss of consciousness.
493
00:18:42,643 --> 00:18:45,689
Possible -- probable --drugs involved.
494
00:18:45,733 --> 00:18:47,300
The other two are stillout there somewhere.
495
00:18:47,343 --> 00:18:48,518
19'll find them.
496
00:18:48,562 --> 00:18:55,917
♪♪
497
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,745
[ Radio chatter, siren wails ]
498
00:19:00,182 --> 00:19:01,966
This is just wrong.
499
00:19:02,010 --> 00:19:04,230
What? You suddenly
grew a conscience?
500
00:19:05,970 --> 00:19:08,016
Fowler, I had an injury
on the job,
501
00:19:08,059 --> 00:19:09,974
and I developed
an addiction,
502
00:19:10,018 --> 00:19:12,934
which explains why I briefly
became someone I didn't like.
503
00:19:12,977 --> 00:19:14,762
Now, you're someone else
I don't like.
504
00:19:14,805 --> 00:19:17,330
But as far
as I can tell...
505
00:19:17,373 --> 00:19:19,245
you were just born
that way.
506
00:19:19,288 --> 00:19:21,986
[ Laughs ]
507
00:19:26,034 --> 00:19:27,035
Ah.
508
00:19:27,078 --> 00:19:28,602
Cheer up, Sully.
509
00:19:28,645 --> 00:19:31,082
Don't call me Sully.
510
00:19:31,126 --> 00:19:33,302
See this big house?
511
00:19:33,346 --> 00:19:35,391
This is why they pay usthe big bucks.
512
00:19:38,873 --> 00:19:40,179
[ Siren wailing ]
513
00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:42,268
Vic: Grey-Sloan, this is Hughes
on Aid Car 19.
514
00:19:42,311 --> 00:19:44,487
I have an 18-year-old male with
extensive full thickness burns.
515
00:19:44,531 --> 00:19:46,402
TBSA estimate
greater than 70%.
516
00:19:46,446 --> 00:19:47,795
Hypotensive
and intubated.
517
00:19:47,838 --> 00:19:49,231
Nurse:
Hughes, I'm sorry,
518
00:19:49,275 --> 00:19:50,624
but we aren't taking
any non-COVID emergencies.
519
00:19:50,667 --> 00:19:51,712
Pressure's dropping!
520
00:19:51,755 --> 00:19:52,930
See, that's not
gonna work for me
521
00:19:52,974 --> 00:19:54,367
because I have
a barbecued teenager here
522
00:19:54,410 --> 00:19:55,629
and you're
the closest burn center.
523
00:19:55,672 --> 00:19:56,978
Very sorry, but --Okay, cool.
524
00:19:57,021 --> 00:19:58,501
See ya soon.
Bye.
525
00:19:58,545 --> 00:20:01,287
Pushy!
I like it!
526
00:20:01,330 --> 00:20:03,289
Andy: Bishop, I've got
a spot fire to my right
527
00:20:03,332 --> 00:20:05,682
about 50 yards
outside the burn.
528
00:20:08,294 --> 00:20:09,991
Fowler: Just don'topen the door, babe.
529
00:20:12,863 --> 00:20:14,213
No, no.
530
00:20:14,256 --> 00:20:15,518
He's gonna set it
on the porch,
531
00:20:15,562 --> 00:20:17,912
then he'll walk away,then you can go get it.
532
00:20:17,955 --> 00:20:19,435
Andy:
That spot is starting to run.
533
00:20:19,479 --> 00:20:21,263
It might hook our location.
Warren!
534
00:20:21,307 --> 00:20:22,612
No. No.
535
00:20:22,656 --> 00:20:25,093
No, you do not have to boil itbefore you eat it.
536
00:20:25,136 --> 00:20:26,747
Gibson, I need you over here!
537
00:20:26,790 --> 00:20:28,618
[ Beeping ]
538
00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:33,362
♪♪
539
00:20:33,406 --> 00:20:34,450
[ Engine starts ]
540
00:20:34,494 --> 00:20:35,669
The hell?
541
00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:37,236
Sullivan!
542
00:20:37,279 --> 00:20:38,976
Hey!
543
00:20:39,020 --> 00:20:40,326
Cruz,
we're gonna need water.
544
00:20:40,369 --> 00:20:42,589
Hand lay a two and a half
down to that hydrant.
545
00:20:42,632 --> 00:20:45,287
Dispatch, did you ask
for a private company --
546
00:20:46,593 --> 00:20:47,681
Disregard.
547
00:20:49,770 --> 00:20:51,685
Bishop.
548
00:20:51,728 --> 00:20:52,773
Where do you
need me?
549
00:20:52,816 --> 00:20:58,169
♪♪
550
00:20:58,213 --> 00:20:59,693
North side.
551
00:20:59,736 --> 00:21:01,347
Lay a hose line around the flankof that spot fire
552
00:21:01,390 --> 00:21:03,305
and pinch it off.Alright. Copy that.
553
00:21:03,349 --> 00:21:11,052
♪♪
554
00:21:11,095 --> 00:21:12,575
[ Coughing ]
555
00:21:16,187 --> 00:21:18,625
Captain, I have eyes
on one of the other kids.
556
00:21:18,668 --> 00:21:20,279
Maya: Good.
Keep working on that fire.
557
00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:22,324
That's the best way to protect
him until we can evac.
558
00:21:22,368 --> 00:21:27,590
♪♪
559
00:21:27,634 --> 00:21:30,245
My father told me
you were very sick.
560
00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:33,944
I always assumed you had someillness that couldn't be cured.
561
00:21:36,425 --> 00:21:38,601
I guess you did.Just not the kind I thought.
562
00:21:38,645 --> 00:21:40,473
You know, when fathers
leave their children,
563
00:21:40,516 --> 00:21:42,213
no one blames it
on mental illness,
564
00:21:42,257 --> 00:21:43,824
no one
calls them monsters.
565
00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:46,174
They just turn to the mother
who's left alone
566
00:21:46,217 --> 00:21:47,784
and is expected
to do both jobs.
567
00:21:47,828 --> 00:21:49,786
Which is what you didto my dad.
568
00:21:49,830 --> 00:21:51,875
I told you, I was not
in the right mind --Well, which one was it?
569
00:21:51,919 --> 00:21:53,355
Were you mentally ill,or were you not?
570
00:21:53,399 --> 00:21:55,357
I don't know.
I was depressed.
571
00:21:55,401 --> 00:21:57,098
I was exhausted.
572
00:21:57,141 --> 00:21:59,056
And sometimes suicidal.
573
00:21:59,100 --> 00:22:00,797
I was never diagnosed
or medicated --
574
00:22:00,841 --> 00:22:02,973
You were just happieronce I was out of your life.
575
00:22:03,017 --> 00:22:05,759
No. I was devastated.
576
00:22:05,802 --> 00:22:09,371
And I missed you
desperately.
577
00:22:09,415 --> 00:22:12,287
And, yes...
578
00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:14,681
I felt free.
579
00:22:14,724 --> 00:22:17,640
When -- When you left...
580
00:22:17,684 --> 00:22:20,600
did he tell you he was gonnasay you were dead?
581
00:22:20,643 --> 00:22:22,906
No. He asked me,
"What am I supposed to tell
582
00:22:22,950 --> 00:22:25,300
a 9-year-old girl about
why her mother left her?"
583
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:28,085
And I said,
"I don't know.
584
00:22:28,129 --> 00:22:29,565
Tell her I'm dead."
585
00:22:29,609 --> 00:22:31,393
But I didn't mean it,
586
00:22:31,437 --> 00:22:34,135
just like I didn't mean
to leave you that day forever.But you did!
587
00:22:34,178 --> 00:22:36,093
You left.
588
00:22:39,270 --> 00:22:41,708
And my father
made the decision
589
00:22:41,751 --> 00:22:43,884
that it would be less painful
for me to grieve you
590
00:22:43,927 --> 00:22:47,540
than to know
you abandoned me.
591
00:22:47,583 --> 00:22:49,368
[ Conor coughing]
592
00:22:51,326 --> 00:22:52,936
I needa fire shelter here!
593
00:22:52,980 --> 00:22:54,111
Sullivan: I got it!
594
00:22:54,155 --> 00:22:55,461
Robert?
595
00:22:55,504 --> 00:22:56,636
Keep your eyes on the fire,
Herrera.
596
00:22:56,679 --> 00:22:57,724
I got it.
597
00:22:57,767 --> 00:22:59,639
[ Coughing ]
598
00:22:59,682 --> 00:23:01,118
You're gonna be okay.
599
00:23:04,992 --> 00:23:08,735
Hold it close to the ground,
and do not move no matter what.
600
00:23:08,778 --> 00:23:10,432
You hear me?!Yeah.
601
00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:15,611
♪♪
602
00:23:15,655 --> 00:23:20,529
♪♪
603
00:23:25,795 --> 00:23:28,102
[ Conor coughing ]
604
00:23:28,145 --> 00:23:30,409
♪♪
605
00:23:30,452 --> 00:23:33,063
Herrera, we got this.
Go help him.
606
00:23:35,892 --> 00:23:37,677
It's okay.
It's okay.
607
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,419
Bishop, I have one male
with second-degree burns,
608
00:23:40,462 --> 00:23:41,637
possibly in shock.Maya: Copy.
609
00:23:41,681 --> 00:23:43,291
We have an aid car
standing by.
610
00:23:43,334 --> 00:23:44,423
Frankie.
Frankie.
611
00:23:44,466 --> 00:23:45,336
Frankie?
Frankie, is that your name?
612
00:23:45,380 --> 00:23:46,816
No, no, I'm --
I'm Conor.
613
00:23:46,860 --> 00:23:48,601
Conor, my name is Andy.
Where else does it hurt?
614
00:23:48,644 --> 00:23:50,472
I don't -- I don't -- W-We --We just wanted to be together
615
00:23:50,516 --> 00:23:51,778
for one night,you know, one party.
616
00:23:51,821 --> 00:23:53,693
Prom's been canceled.Graduation's been canceled.
617
00:23:53,736 --> 00:23:55,738
Okay.They're mailing usour freaking diplomas!
618
00:23:55,782 --> 00:23:57,305
12 years of school,and we're missing everything!
619
00:23:57,348 --> 00:23:58,480
It's okay. It's okay.
It's okay.
620
00:23:58,524 --> 00:23:59,568
Hey, take a deep breath
for me.
621
00:23:59,612 --> 00:24:00,830
Okay,
what's your name again?
622
00:24:00,874 --> 00:24:03,224
Conor Jaxtimer.Have you found Frankie yet?
623
00:24:03,267 --> 00:24:04,573
Sullivan:
Let's get him up.
624
00:24:04,617 --> 00:24:06,314
Bishop, there's another kid
out here.
625
00:24:06,357 --> 00:24:07,794
Let's get you up.His name is Frankie.
626
00:24:07,837 --> 00:24:10,492
Come on.
Let's go find him.
627
00:24:10,536 --> 00:24:12,451
Gibson, any sign
of the fourth kid?
628
00:24:12,494 --> 00:24:14,017
Jack: Not yet.
Will update.
629
00:24:14,061 --> 00:24:16,455
[ Siren chirps ][ Conor coughing ]
630
00:24:17,847 --> 00:24:19,066
[ Grunting ]Come on.
631
00:24:20,807 --> 00:24:22,417
Wait, wait, wait.
You have to find Frankie.
632
00:24:22,461 --> 00:24:23,549
He's got a bunch
of health problems.
633
00:24:23,592 --> 00:24:24,985
He didn't want to come out
and party.
634
00:24:25,028 --> 00:24:25,768
I forced him to.
635
00:24:25,812 --> 00:24:26,987
Come on.
636
00:24:27,030 --> 00:24:28,684
Frankie, hey!
637
00:24:28,728 --> 00:24:31,208
Frankie,
can you hear me?!
638
00:24:31,252 --> 00:24:33,341
Frankie,
I'm here to help you!
639
00:24:33,384 --> 00:24:35,691
[ Weakly ] Help!Frankie!
640
00:24:35,735 --> 00:24:37,911
Frankie, call out
if you can hear me.
641
00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:39,565
Help!
642
00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:44,744
I got him!
643
00:24:48,095 --> 00:24:50,140
I was running,
and then I tripped.
644
00:24:50,184 --> 00:24:51,620
There was so much smoke.It's okay.
645
00:24:51,664 --> 00:24:52,795
It's okay.
I'm gonna help you now.
646
00:24:52,839 --> 00:24:54,014
This is Warren.
647
00:24:54,057 --> 00:24:55,494
I'm gonna need a stretcher
and a med bag.
648
00:24:58,061 --> 00:25:00,890
Frankie, have you, uh -- have
you had a surgery recently?
649
00:25:00,934 --> 00:25:02,805
Yeah.
Am I bleeding?
650
00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:04,764
[ Whimpering ]
651
00:25:04,807 --> 00:25:07,723
Oh, man!
My dad's gonna freak out!
652
00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:12,206
Hey, Hughes!We're not taking any --
653
00:25:12,249 --> 00:25:14,556
No, I know you're not taking
any non-COVID cases right now,
654
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:16,340
but you are taking this teenagerwith full thickness burns
655
00:25:16,384 --> 00:25:17,907
from head to toe
from a car explosion.
656
00:25:17,951 --> 00:25:18,865
I intubated him
on the scene.
657
00:25:18,908 --> 00:25:20,431
He's hypotensive
and tachycardic,
658
00:25:20,475 --> 00:25:21,824
and you are the best,
so you are taking him,
659
00:25:21,868 --> 00:25:22,999
because if you send us away,
he dies
660
00:25:23,043 --> 00:25:24,784
and that makes you
a murderer.
661
00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:25,567
Okay.
Okay.
662
00:25:25,611 --> 00:25:27,395
Okay, trauma one.
663
00:25:27,438 --> 00:25:28,962
You were right
to bring him here.Yeah, I know that.
664
00:25:29,005 --> 00:25:30,572
Oh, uh, the next kid
that comes in, Billie,
665
00:25:30,616 --> 00:25:32,661
make sure no one calls them
"he" or "she," okay?
666
00:25:32,705 --> 00:25:35,055
Wait, there's more?Yeah, don't murder any of
the burned teenagers, Dr. Hunt!
667
00:25:35,098 --> 00:25:36,317
[ Groans ]
668
00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:37,492
Let's go.
669
00:25:41,235 --> 00:25:43,150
I hate teenagers.
670
00:25:43,193 --> 00:25:45,674
I hated teenagers evenwhen I was a teenager.
671
00:25:45,718 --> 00:25:48,155
'Cause they're so stupid?'Cause they're so stupid.
672
00:25:48,198 --> 00:25:49,939
Yeah, well, their brainsaren't fully formed yet,
673
00:25:49,983 --> 00:25:51,375
so it's not entirelytheir fault.
674
00:25:51,419 --> 00:25:53,595
It's like hating a puppyfor being cute.
675
00:25:53,639 --> 00:25:56,337
You know, they can't helpwhat they are, so...
676
00:25:56,380 --> 00:25:59,383
I hate that they're gonna
miss prom and graduation.
677
00:25:59,427 --> 00:26:01,081
High school sucks enough
without a pandemic
678
00:26:01,124 --> 00:26:02,604
to take away all the parts
that don't suck.
679
00:26:02,648 --> 00:26:03,474
Oh, yeah.
680
00:26:04,911 --> 00:26:06,913
Hey, Vic.Huh?
681
00:26:06,956 --> 00:26:08,784
Whatever happenedto hot doctor lover?
682
00:26:08,828 --> 00:26:11,134
Oh, just doctor,
not lover.
683
00:26:11,178 --> 00:26:12,309
Still hot, though.
684
00:26:12,353 --> 00:26:14,181
Yeah.
Yeah.
685
00:26:14,224 --> 00:26:16,313
Oh, wait, who did you see
on that app?
686
00:26:18,141 --> 00:26:19,621
Wha-- Travis?
687
00:26:19,665 --> 00:26:21,188
I'm gonna disinfect
the front.
688
00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:25,758
[ Crying ] I'm not just
some dumb kid, I swear.
689
00:26:25,801 --> 00:26:27,281
I was almost valedictorian,
690
00:26:27,324 --> 00:26:29,500
if I hadn't missed so much
school for my health stuff.
691
00:26:29,544 --> 00:26:31,764
I hadn't even left the house
since we went into lockdown.
692
00:26:31,807 --> 00:26:34,244
I just wanted
to see my friends.Frankie. Frankie.
693
00:26:34,288 --> 00:26:36,246
I have a couple of kidsabout your age,
694
00:26:36,290 --> 00:26:37,552
and if one of them
was hurt,
695
00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:39,685
even if it was becausethey did something stupid,
696
00:26:39,728 --> 00:26:41,730
all I would want is for themto get better.
697
00:26:41,774 --> 00:26:42,818
Everyone makes mistakes.
698
00:26:42,862 --> 00:26:44,603
[ Gasping ] Okay.
699
00:26:44,646 --> 00:26:46,169
Even valedictorians.
700
00:26:50,347 --> 00:26:51,958
Andy: Captain, we're done mopping up.
701
00:26:52,001 --> 00:26:53,742
We've cold-trailed the entire perimeter.
702
00:26:53,786 --> 00:26:55,614
Maya: Good work, Lieutenant.
Let's pack it up.
703
00:26:55,657 --> 00:26:56,789
Vic: Leaving Grey-Sloan.
704
00:26:56,832 --> 00:26:57,746
We still doing
Friday Night Lights?
705
00:26:57,790 --> 00:26:58,878
Affirmative.
See you there.
706
00:26:58,921 --> 00:27:00,619
Sasha's sexy,
funny, and smart,
707
00:27:00,662 --> 00:27:02,403
in addition
to being great with Pru.
708
00:27:02,446 --> 00:27:04,753
I'm alone, she's alone.
709
00:27:04,797 --> 00:27:06,973
Having a quarantine buddy that'salso good at changing diapers,
710
00:27:07,016 --> 00:27:08,931
man, it's --
it's a win-win.
711
00:27:08,975 --> 00:27:10,846
[ Laughs ]You laugh again,
I'm gonna hit you.
712
00:27:10,890 --> 00:27:13,240
You know that.It's just usually I'm the onein this friendship
713
00:27:13,283 --> 00:27:15,198
making terriblerelationship decisions.
714
00:27:15,242 --> 00:27:16,983
It's fun being
on the other side.
715
00:27:17,026 --> 00:27:19,246
So, what,
I-I shoulddo it?
716
00:27:19,289 --> 00:27:20,856
[ Chuckling ] I don't know, man.Do you love her?
717
00:27:20,900 --> 00:27:22,249
Love her?
[ Chuckles ]
718
00:27:22,292 --> 00:27:23,642
We've only been dating
six weeks.
719
00:27:23,685 --> 00:27:25,818
I'm not talking
about Sasha.
720
00:27:25,861 --> 00:27:28,429
[ Radio chatter ]
721
00:27:28,472 --> 00:27:30,170
Trying not to.
722
00:27:30,213 --> 00:27:32,346
You know what to do.Do I?
723
00:27:32,389 --> 00:27:33,695
[ Laughs ]
724
00:27:33,739 --> 00:27:35,654
All that laughing,
it hurts my feelings, man.
725
00:27:35,697 --> 00:27:37,394
[ Laughing ] Seriously.
726
00:27:37,438 --> 00:27:39,222
I'm laughing,
but I'm hurting on the inside.
727
00:27:39,266 --> 00:27:41,616
[ Siren chirps ]Man: Alright, 19,
728
00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:43,618
let's bring some joy
to the people.
729
00:27:43,662 --> 00:27:48,536
♪ It feels like there's
no more fight in you ♪
730
00:27:48,579 --> 00:27:50,494
[ Horn blares ]
731
00:27:50,538 --> 00:27:55,717
♪ But I see the daylight
breaking through ♪
732
00:27:55,761 --> 00:27:57,763
♪ Yeah
733
00:27:57,806 --> 00:28:02,071
♪ When there's no more strength
to carry on ♪
734
00:28:02,115 --> 00:28:04,595
[ Siren wails ]
735
00:28:04,639 --> 00:28:09,992
♪ I know the storm
will soon be gone ♪
736
00:28:10,036 --> 00:28:16,912
♪ And someday we'll be
on the other side ♪
737
00:28:16,956 --> 00:28:20,002
♪ It won't be long
738
00:28:20,046 --> 00:28:23,745
♪ It won't be long
739
00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:29,708
♪ Change will come, yeah
740
00:28:29,751 --> 00:28:33,755
♪ I know that it won't be long
741
00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:37,411
♪ Yeah, yeah
742
00:28:37,454 --> 00:28:40,762
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ A change is gonna come,
come, come ♪
743
00:28:40,806 --> 00:28:44,331
♪ Yeah
744
00:28:44,374 --> 00:28:47,769
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ A change is gonna come,
come, come ♪
745
00:28:47,813 --> 00:28:50,859
♪ Yeah
746
00:28:50,903 --> 00:28:54,123
♪ A change is gonna come
747
00:28:54,167 --> 00:28:56,125
[ Chuckles softly ]
748
00:28:56,169 --> 00:28:59,041
He said something else --your dad.
749
00:28:59,085 --> 00:29:01,522
I guess I didn't thinkto mention it before
750
00:29:01,565 --> 00:29:04,743
because I was so worried aboutremembering the other thing.
751
00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:09,835
He said he handpicked us all --all of us at 19.
752
00:29:09,878 --> 00:29:13,447
And he said that
[Chuckles]
753
00:29:13,490 --> 00:29:15,144
even though we weren'tall the best recruits
754
00:29:15,188 --> 00:29:18,060
that he saw somethingin all of us
755
00:29:18,104 --> 00:29:19,975
that he knew would workas a family.
756
00:29:20,019 --> 00:29:26,721
♪♪
757
00:29:29,942 --> 00:29:34,250
I got my first periodthe day before my 12th birthday.
758
00:29:34,294 --> 00:29:38,864
I thought
I had pooped myself.
759
00:29:38,907 --> 00:29:42,998
Ah, no one told me what
to expect or when to expect it.
760
00:29:43,042 --> 00:29:44,391
I just woke up one day,
761
00:29:44,434 --> 00:29:46,393
and there was
this dark brown stuff
762
00:29:46,436 --> 00:29:48,395
all over the sheets
and in my underwear.
763
00:29:48,438 --> 00:29:51,833
I was mortified.
764
00:29:51,877 --> 00:29:53,922
I balled up all the bedding
and all my clothes
765
00:29:53,966 --> 00:29:55,881
and shoved them
in the washing machine
766
00:29:55,924 --> 00:29:57,839
and poured so much
detergent in there
767
00:29:57,883 --> 00:30:01,538
that the machine jammed
and overflowed with suds.
768
00:30:03,323 --> 00:30:07,370
Papi came home from a shiftthat morning and yelled so loud.
769
00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:11,853
[ Exhales sharply ]
770
00:30:11,897 --> 00:30:13,986
But then when he realized
what happened, he said,
771
00:30:14,029 --> 00:30:17,250
"M'ija, you stay here.
772
00:30:17,293 --> 00:30:20,122
I'm going to the store.
773
00:30:20,166 --> 00:30:22,124
I'll clean this up
when I get back."
774
00:30:24,257 --> 00:30:25,432
Ugh.
775
00:30:25,475 --> 00:30:28,261
He came back with
[Chuckles]
776
00:30:28,304 --> 00:30:32,700
13 different brands
and sizes of pads.
777
00:30:32,743 --> 00:30:35,224
And then he sat me down
778
00:30:35,268 --> 00:30:38,314
and explained what was
happening to my body.
779
00:30:40,882 --> 00:30:45,887
He didn't judge me
or act disgusted.
780
00:30:45,931 --> 00:30:48,150
But he cried.
781
00:30:48,194 --> 00:30:52,372
He cried through
the entire thing.
782
00:30:52,415 --> 00:30:54,461
I always remembered
those tears
783
00:30:54,504 --> 00:30:56,680
streaming
down his cheeks.
784
00:30:56,724 --> 00:30:59,335
And all this time,
I thought he was just sad
785
00:30:59,379 --> 00:31:01,860
that his little girl
was growing up.
786
00:31:01,903 --> 00:31:04,253
Until just now.
[ Scoffs softly ]
787
00:31:04,297 --> 00:31:08,518
I realized he was crying
788
00:31:08,562 --> 00:31:11,913
because he knew my mother
was out there somewhere,
789
00:31:11,957 --> 00:31:15,482
choosing
not to be my mother.
790
00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:25,535
He came to get me.
[ Sniffles ]
791
00:31:25,579 --> 00:31:28,364
When 9/11 happened.
792
00:31:28,408 --> 00:31:30,932
I guess you were
about 12.
793
00:31:30,976 --> 00:31:34,936
He came to New Yorkto help firefighters.
794
00:31:34,980 --> 00:31:37,547
He showed up on my cousin's
doorstep one night
795
00:31:37,591 --> 00:31:40,420
covered in white ash,demanding to see me.
796
00:31:42,596 --> 00:31:46,600
He got on his knees, sobbedand begged me to come home.
797
00:31:46,643 --> 00:31:49,603
He said he would
take all the blame,
798
00:31:49,646 --> 00:31:52,171
that he just wanted youto have your mother.
799
00:31:54,825 --> 00:31:57,263
I went to New York.
I went to go get him.
800
00:31:57,306 --> 00:31:59,656
We --
We came home together.
801
00:31:59,700 --> 00:32:02,964
♪♪
802
00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:04,879
I'm sorry.
803
00:32:04,923 --> 00:32:09,014
♪♪
804
00:32:09,057 --> 00:32:11,842
I'm -- I'm sorryI was not a good mother.
805
00:32:11,886 --> 00:32:13,192
I'm sorry I couldn't.
806
00:32:13,235 --> 00:32:15,934
I'm -- I'm sorryI caused you so much pain.
807
00:32:15,977 --> 00:32:19,546
Please tell Tía Sandra
to call me.
808
00:32:19,589 --> 00:32:22,679
She sent me birthday cards
every year of my life.
809
00:32:22,723 --> 00:32:26,640
My dad didn't give them to me,
but she tried.
810
00:32:26,683 --> 00:32:28,381
Which you never did.
811
00:32:32,820 --> 00:32:34,169
[ Door slams ]
812
00:32:41,742 --> 00:32:43,048
[ Brakes squeak ]
813
00:32:43,091 --> 00:32:45,659
Sullivan,
you are so done!
814
00:32:45,702 --> 00:32:48,140
You better pray the department
brings your junkie ass back,
815
00:32:48,183 --> 00:32:49,141
because you are s--
Fowler.
816
00:32:49,184 --> 00:32:50,881
We train convicts.
817
00:32:50,925 --> 00:32:52,318
We use them as free labor,
818
00:32:52,361 --> 00:32:54,276
and then when they get out,we don't give them a job.
819
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:55,669
You think that's right?I think it is what it is!
820
00:32:55,712 --> 00:32:57,062
And I take the truckdown the hill
821
00:32:57,105 --> 00:32:58,106
and I help
put out a wildfire!
822
00:32:58,150 --> 00:32:59,542
You think that's wrong?!
823
00:32:59,586 --> 00:33:01,283
Man, right or wrong
is not the point.
824
00:33:01,327 --> 00:33:02,719
I disagree!The point is it gets you fired!
825
00:33:02,763 --> 00:33:04,156
You disagree?
826
00:33:04,199 --> 00:33:05,940
I'm saying right or wrong isthe point.
827
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:08,290
It's always the point.
828
00:33:08,334 --> 00:33:10,249
[ Scoffs ]
829
00:33:10,292 --> 00:33:12,338
So I'm good
with being fired.
830
00:33:12,381 --> 00:33:14,035
[ Bag thuds ]
831
00:33:14,079 --> 00:33:19,214
♪♪
832
00:33:19,258 --> 00:33:24,480
♪♪
833
00:33:24,524 --> 00:33:26,395
[ Shower running ]
834
00:33:26,439 --> 00:33:27,875
Well, I guess Miller and I
aren't friends anymore.
835
00:33:27,918 --> 00:33:29,442
I'm naked!
836
00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:31,400
In three weeks, the entire worldturned upside down.
837
00:33:31,444 --> 00:33:32,575
Miller kicked me out,
838
00:33:32,619 --> 00:33:34,186
and then two days later,
a pandemic hit.
839
00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:35,317
My parents aren't working
840
00:33:35,361 --> 00:33:36,797
for the first time
in my entire life.
841
00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:38,799
We're about to memorialize
our captain on a video chat.
842
00:33:38,842 --> 00:33:41,062
And you saw something crazy
on a gay dating app,
843
00:33:41,106 --> 00:33:43,630
and you won't even gossip
with me about what it is.
844
00:33:43,673 --> 00:33:45,110
Okay, I need
like one thing --
845
00:33:45,153 --> 00:33:46,981
one thing in my life
to be normal right now,
846
00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:49,070
and if it's not you, I don't
know what the hell it is.
847
00:33:51,246 --> 00:33:53,205
It was my dad.
848
00:33:53,248 --> 00:33:55,163
I was swiping
for gay sex,
849
00:33:55,207 --> 00:33:58,123
and I saw a picture of my dadwith his shirt off,
850
00:33:58,166 --> 00:34:00,125
wearing only chinos
and a belt.
No.
851
00:34:00,168 --> 00:34:05,217
And his profile said...
852
00:34:05,260 --> 00:34:06,740
"Let mebe your daddy."
853
00:34:11,875 --> 00:34:13,834
Are you sure it was him?I gave him the belt.
854
00:34:13,877 --> 00:34:15,749
You g-- Oh, God! Oh!
855
00:34:15,792 --> 00:34:17,055
It's fine.
[ Laughs ]
856
00:34:17,098 --> 00:34:18,186
Okay, you know what?Oh, God!
857
00:34:18,230 --> 00:34:19,448
No, alright, it's fine.Stop!
858
00:34:19,492 --> 00:34:20,449
No, it's fine.
No, no, it's fine.
859
00:34:20,493 --> 00:34:21,494
You know what?
You're into men.
860
00:34:21,537 --> 00:34:22,843
Great. Awesome.
Live your life.
861
00:34:22,886 --> 00:34:26,020
But don't stay marriedto my mom.
What?
862
00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:28,109
Yeah.
Yeah.
863
00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:30,285
Sure. Yeah. That.
864
00:34:30,329 --> 00:34:34,376
And the lifetime of shame
and internalized homophobia
865
00:34:34,420 --> 00:34:36,204
that he inflicted on you,
right?
866
00:34:38,772 --> 00:34:39,903
There's also that.
867
00:34:39,947 --> 00:34:41,818
Yeah.
868
00:34:41,862 --> 00:34:43,733
[ Laughs ]
869
00:34:47,346 --> 00:34:48,956
Move in with me.
870
00:34:48,999 --> 00:34:52,220
Not temporarily.Just move in with me.
871
00:34:52,264 --> 00:34:54,396
And let's be the one normalthing in each other's lives.
872
00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:55,658
Yeah?
Yeah.
873
00:34:55,702 --> 00:34:56,659
Yeah?!
Yeah.
874
00:34:56,703 --> 00:34:57,921
Yeah!
Oh, I love you! Yes!
875
00:34:57,965 --> 00:34:59,749
Oh! No, no, Vic!
876
00:34:59,793 --> 00:35:02,665
Oh, you're naked, too!Ohhh, let me be your daddy.
877
00:35:02,709 --> 00:35:03,927
No! What?!
Yeah.
878
00:35:03,971 --> 00:35:05,929
Ohh!
Ohh!
879
00:35:05,973 --> 00:35:08,932
[ The Rescues' "If We Make It
Through the Night" plays ]
880
00:35:08,976 --> 00:35:16,810
♪♪
881
00:35:16,853 --> 00:35:20,379
Captain Herrera was the only
father figure I had
882
00:35:20,422 --> 00:35:22,946
for any real amount
of time.
883
00:35:22,990 --> 00:35:26,863
You know I asked him for advice
before I proposed to Andy?
884
00:35:26,907 --> 00:35:30,432
I thought he didn't know.I didn't tell him who.
885
00:35:30,476 --> 00:35:34,393
I just said, "There's this girl,and I love her.
886
00:35:34,436 --> 00:35:36,177
What do I do?"
887
00:35:36,221 --> 00:35:40,790
And he said, "Son, if you
think this girl loves you
888
00:35:40,834 --> 00:35:42,923
and you can
make her happy,
889
00:35:42,966 --> 00:35:46,448
then do what your heart
tells you."
890
00:35:46,492 --> 00:35:49,669
Point is, my heart is stupid,
so don't listen to me.
891
00:35:49,712 --> 00:35:51,453
If you think you and Sasha
moving in together
892
00:35:51,497 --> 00:35:54,500
is a good idea,
then I'm sure it is.
893
00:35:54,543 --> 00:35:57,242
Oh, hey, Miller, uh,
I'm moving in with Travis.
894
00:35:57,285 --> 00:35:59,461
So I will come
and get my crap tomorrow.
895
00:35:59,505 --> 00:36:01,550
Sorry for taking so long.
896
00:36:01,594 --> 00:36:06,164
♪ How close we came
to sayin' goodbye ♪
897
00:36:06,207 --> 00:36:07,774
Just do it.
[ Laughs ]
898
00:36:07,817 --> 00:36:09,297
Do it.
899
00:36:09,341 --> 00:36:11,038
I'm sorry.It's fine.
900
00:36:11,081 --> 00:36:12,213
That was just too...
901
00:36:12,257 --> 00:36:14,476
It's fine.
I need --
902
00:36:14,520 --> 00:36:16,565
[ Sighs ]
903
00:36:16,609 --> 00:36:19,046
[ Laughs ]
904
00:36:19,089 --> 00:36:21,440
♪ I will die tryin'
905
00:36:21,483 --> 00:36:23,877
I know what
I have to do now.
906
00:36:23,920 --> 00:36:29,361
♪ If we make it
through the night ♪
907
00:36:32,190 --> 00:36:33,103
Sullivan.Hey.
908
00:36:33,147 --> 00:36:34,583
Hey.
909
00:36:34,627 --> 00:36:36,019
Thanks for
the assist today.
910
00:36:36,063 --> 00:36:41,460
Yeah, um, I know I'm notpart of 19 anymore,
911
00:36:41,503 --> 00:36:44,419
but I wantedto be here for Andy.
912
00:36:44,463 --> 00:36:45,725
If that's okay with you.
913
00:36:48,989 --> 00:36:52,122
I hate what you did, and I hate
that you did it on my watch.
914
00:36:52,166 --> 00:36:54,212
I hate that you put
our 19 family at risk
915
00:36:54,255 --> 00:36:55,561
and the PRT in jeopardy.
916
00:36:55,604 --> 00:36:56,866
And I especially hate
917
00:36:56,910 --> 00:36:59,042
that you may never
be a firefighter again,
918
00:36:59,086 --> 00:37:01,306
because you are
a good firefighter
919
00:37:01,349 --> 00:37:03,308
and the Department
needs you.
920
00:37:03,351 --> 00:37:06,354
I respected you as a mentor,
and you let me down.
921
00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:10,663
I let myself down.
922
00:37:12,795 --> 00:37:15,668
And I'm sorry.
923
00:37:15,711 --> 00:37:16,973
For all of it.
924
00:37:19,933 --> 00:37:21,108
Then we're good.
925
00:37:27,245 --> 00:37:28,507
[ Knock on door ]
926
00:37:28,550 --> 00:37:29,725
Come in.
927
00:37:33,076 --> 00:37:35,296
[ Sighs ]
928
00:37:35,340 --> 00:37:37,777
You look sharp.
929
00:37:37,820 --> 00:37:40,736
Thanks...Dad.
930
00:37:40,780 --> 00:37:42,042
[ Both laugh ]
931
00:37:42,085 --> 00:37:43,173
I'm sorry.
932
00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:44,958
Wow!
933
00:37:45,001 --> 00:37:47,221
Gibson made me do it.
934
00:37:47,265 --> 00:37:48,614
That's not cool.
935
00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:54,228
[ Sniffles, sighs ]
936
00:37:54,272 --> 00:37:57,100
You ready?
937
00:37:57,144 --> 00:37:59,015
Yeah.
938
00:37:59,059 --> 00:38:00,539
Yeah. I am.
939
00:38:04,717 --> 00:38:06,762
[ Sighs ]
940
00:38:06,806 --> 00:38:08,982
[ Leah Nobel's
"Last One To Know" plays ]
941
00:38:09,025 --> 00:38:14,248
♪ Don't hide from me
942
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:17,512
♪ I wanna be the one
you run to ♪
943
00:38:17,556 --> 00:38:20,298
♪ Try and disappear
944
00:38:22,430 --> 00:38:25,390
♪ But I'm the one
who really sees you ♪
945
00:38:25,433 --> 00:38:29,394
♪ Watch you up on the fence
946
00:38:29,437 --> 00:38:32,397
♪ When you coming down?
947
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:37,402
If you're watching this,
my dad was probably your hero.
948
00:38:37,445 --> 00:38:40,361
He was mine.
949
00:38:40,405 --> 00:38:43,582
He was a great firefighter
950
00:38:43,625 --> 00:38:46,672
but an even better Captain.
951
00:38:46,715 --> 00:38:49,849
He brought the best
out of everyone
952
00:38:49,892 --> 00:38:52,634
by demanding nothing less.
953
00:38:52,678 --> 00:38:56,334
He was a natural leader,
954
00:38:56,377 --> 00:38:59,075
as anyone who's ever
worked with him knows.
955
00:38:59,119 --> 00:39:03,776
He built great firefighters,
future Captains.
956
00:39:05,734 --> 00:39:08,346
Maybe even future Chiefs.
957
00:39:08,389 --> 00:39:11,827
But beyond that, he was
the best father he could be,
958
00:39:11,871 --> 00:39:16,354
and that wasn't easy to do,
especially on his own.
959
00:39:16,397 --> 00:39:20,749
My dad was faced with
some pretty terrible choices
960
00:39:20,793 --> 00:39:22,795
when I was a kid.
961
00:39:22,838 --> 00:39:25,928
But he did what he thought
was best for me at the time.
962
00:39:25,972 --> 00:39:28,322
Every time.
963
00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:32,892
He chose to protect me
above all else.
964
00:39:32,935 --> 00:39:38,680
And while he may have
made mistakes...
965
00:39:38,724 --> 00:39:41,379
I have no doubt
he'd make them all again
966
00:39:41,422 --> 00:39:42,989
if he thought
it was best for me.
967
00:39:43,032 --> 00:39:45,121
It wasn't easy growing up
without my mom
968
00:39:45,165 --> 00:39:47,559
and without siblings,
969
00:39:47,602 --> 00:39:51,214
but what I've come to realize
is my dad did his best
970
00:39:51,258 --> 00:39:52,955
to give me family.
971
00:39:52,999 --> 00:39:55,567
He created a home at Station 19.
972
00:39:55,610 --> 00:39:58,787
And everyone under his roof
was his kid.
973
00:39:58,831 --> 00:40:00,876
[ Laughs ]
974
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:02,922
So he may have spent years
975
00:40:02,965 --> 00:40:05,620
protecting me from pain
and burying his own,
976
00:40:05,664 --> 00:40:10,625
but he did his best to give me
the gift of a group of people
977
00:40:10,669 --> 00:40:15,456
who I feel closer to than
any blood brother or sister.
978
00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:18,677
He did his best.
979
00:40:18,720 --> 00:40:21,331
He did his best by me.
980
00:40:21,375 --> 00:40:23,290
He loved me.
981
00:40:23,333 --> 00:40:25,292
He stayed.
982
00:40:25,335 --> 00:40:28,121
He stayed with me
every minute he could
983
00:40:28,164 --> 00:40:32,212
until he had to leave me
to save me one last time.
984
00:40:32,255 --> 00:40:34,954
♪ When you coming down?
985
00:40:37,086 --> 00:40:40,176
♪ When you coming down?
986
00:40:40,220 --> 00:40:42,875
Oh, my God.I didn't believe you.
987
00:40:42,918 --> 00:40:44,224
I told you
you were crazy.
988
00:40:44,267 --> 00:40:46,879
Well, in fairness to you,
I was acting crazy.
989
00:40:46,922 --> 00:40:49,577
You okay?
990
00:40:49,621 --> 00:40:52,058
Yes and no.
991
00:40:52,101 --> 00:40:56,715
I guess...knowing the truth
is better than wondering.
992
00:40:56,758 --> 00:41:00,153
But again, I'm -- I'm sorry
I wasn't here for you.
993
00:41:00,196 --> 00:41:01,589
No, no.
994
00:41:03,461 --> 00:41:06,028
I took morphine
when I woke up.
995
00:41:06,072 --> 00:41:10,555
I needed it.
But now I'm afraid.
996
00:41:10,598 --> 00:41:14,080
I'm afraid it's gonna make me
crave more of it.
997
00:41:14,123 --> 00:41:16,561
I'm afraid I won't be able
to control it.
998
00:41:16,604 --> 00:41:19,172
I need to focus
on my recovery.
999
00:41:19,215 --> 00:41:22,654
I spoke to Dr. Shepherd,
and she suggested I, uh...
1000
00:41:22,697 --> 00:41:24,482
take some space.
1001
00:41:26,571 --> 00:41:28,137
From -- From me?
1002
00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:30,531
It's just 90 days,
1003
00:41:30,575 --> 00:41:32,359
just to get to
the meetings, okay,
1004
00:41:32,402 --> 00:41:35,797
just to work the steps
and get some solid recovery.
1005
00:41:35,841 --> 00:41:38,974
You're not supposed to make
any big life changes
1006
00:41:39,018 --> 00:41:40,280
when you're
in early sobriety.
1007
00:41:40,323 --> 00:41:43,022
I knew that,
and I-I was barely sober.
1008
00:41:43,065 --> 00:41:45,546
And you -- you were
about to lose your dad.
1009
00:41:45,590 --> 00:41:47,983
We had no business
getting married.
1010
00:41:49,811 --> 00:41:52,118
So -- So, you regret it?
1011
00:41:52,161 --> 00:41:54,337
[ Chuckles ] No!
1012
00:41:54,381 --> 00:41:57,950
No. And I never will.
1013
00:41:57,993 --> 00:42:01,867
But if I want to stay clean,
we need some time apart.
1014
00:42:06,611 --> 00:42:08,351
90 days.
1015
00:42:08,395 --> 00:42:09,788
Yeah.
Totally --
1016
00:42:09,831 --> 00:42:11,529
Totally separated.
1017
00:42:11,572 --> 00:42:14,836
Separated but together,
if I want to stay clean.
1018
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:17,186
And do you?
I do.
1019
00:42:17,230 --> 00:42:21,103
I want to live a long,
long life
1020
00:42:21,147 --> 00:42:23,149
and love you
every minute of it.
1021
00:42:26,892 --> 00:42:30,896
♪ I can't be
the last one to know ♪
1022
00:42:30,939 --> 00:42:34,464
♪ I can't be the last one
1023
00:42:34,508 --> 00:42:37,816
♪ The distance runs deep
1024
00:42:37,859 --> 00:42:40,601
I love you, Dad.
1025
00:42:40,645 --> 00:42:43,430
We all do.
1026
00:42:43,473 --> 00:42:47,608
And if there's one thing
I wish I could tell you,
1027
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it's that I am grateful for you,
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because you did your job
so well.
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♪ And I can't be
the last one to know ♪
1030
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♪ I can't be the last one
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[ Bell tolling ]
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♪♪
1033
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♪♪
1034
00:43:20,293 --> 00:43:24,558
♪ When you coming down?
1035
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♪♪
1036
00:43:39,660 --> 00:43:47,755
♪♪
1037
00:43:47,799 --> 00:43:56,198
♪♪
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