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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,626 --> 00:00:03,128 (light music) 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:10,135 --> 00:00:12,721 (helicopter whirring) 5 00:00:12,721 --> 00:00:15,432 ♪ Traffic and weather with Johnny Ruth ♪ 6 00:00:15,432 --> 00:00:17,559 - [Johnny] Oh yes it's gonna be another beautiful day. 7 00:00:17,559 --> 00:00:18,936 Fortunately it looks like we've gotten 8 00:00:18,936 --> 00:00:20,395 through that tremendous heat wave 9 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:22,648 with cooler temps expected this afternoon into the evening. 10 00:00:22,648 --> 00:00:24,274 And overnights are gonna be downright cold 11 00:00:24,274 --> 00:00:26,443 with highs expected in the upper 60s until morning. 12 00:00:26,443 --> 00:00:28,153 Right now traffic is moving along fairly well 13 00:00:28,153 --> 00:00:29,821 although if you're headed south to Manhattan Beach 14 00:00:29,821 --> 00:00:31,240 and beyond, you'll wanna give yourself 15 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:32,824 plenty of additional time due to an overturned 16 00:00:32,824 --> 00:00:34,493 tractor trailer at the number three and four lanes 17 00:00:34,493 --> 00:00:36,411 at the 405 at El Segundo. 18 00:00:36,411 --> 00:00:41,333 Cool, right, let's get back to (drowned out by helicopter) 19 00:00:42,417 --> 00:00:44,503 (birds chirping) 20 00:00:44,503 --> 00:00:49,466 (chain jingling) (dog panting) 21 00:00:52,427 --> 00:00:54,638 (clicking) 22 00:01:06,650 --> 00:01:08,819 (snoring) 23 00:01:21,123 --> 00:01:22,624 - [Radio DJ] To the rock and roll retrospective 24 00:01:22,624 --> 00:01:24,710 at Chanley Center where 10 of your favorite bands-- 25 00:01:24,710 --> 00:01:26,962 (groaning) 26 00:01:32,634 --> 00:01:36,138 (dog barking in distance) 27 00:01:39,558 --> 00:01:40,642 (tires screeching) 28 00:01:40,642 --> 00:01:41,643 (car honking) 29 00:01:41,643 --> 00:01:42,978 (gasping) 30 00:01:42,978 --> 00:01:46,523 - [Man] Hey, learn to drive, asshole! 31 00:01:46,523 --> 00:01:49,318 (splashing) 32 00:01:49,318 --> 00:01:54,072 ("Spirit in The Sky" by Norman Greenbaum) 33 00:02:06,376 --> 00:02:08,670 (gurgling) 34 00:02:16,887 --> 00:02:20,182 ♪ When I die and they lay me to rest ♪ 35 00:02:20,182 --> 00:02:24,102 ♪ Gonna go to the place that's the best ♪ 36 00:02:24,102 --> 00:02:27,105 ♪ When I lay me down to die ♪ 37 00:02:27,105 --> 00:02:31,735 ♪ Going up to the spirit in the sky ♪ 38 00:02:31,735 --> 00:02:35,530 ♪ Going up to the spirit in the sky ♪ 39 00:02:35,530 --> 00:02:39,117 ♪ It's where I'm gonna go when I die ♪ 40 00:02:39,117 --> 00:02:41,912 ♪ When I die and they lay me to rest ♪ 41 00:02:41,912 --> 00:02:46,917 ♪ I'm gonna go to the place that's the best ♪ 42 00:03:01,807 --> 00:03:04,726 ♪ Prepare yourself, you know it's a must ♪ 43 00:03:04,726 --> 00:03:08,980 ♪ Gonna have a friend in Jesus ♪ 44 00:03:08,980 --> 00:03:11,983 ♪ So you know that when you die ♪ 45 00:03:11,983 --> 00:03:16,154 ♪ He's gonna recommend you to the spirit in the sky ♪ 46 00:03:16,154 --> 00:03:20,325 ♪ Oh he'll recommend you to the spirit in the sky ♪ 47 00:03:20,325 --> 00:03:24,246 ♪ That's where you gonna go when you die ♪ 48 00:03:24,246 --> 00:03:26,623 ♪ When you die and they lay you to rest ♪ 49 00:03:26,623 --> 00:03:31,628 ♪ You're gonna go to the place that's the best ♪ 50 00:04:25,307 --> 00:04:27,392 - [Announcer] Dr. Crawford, please call reception. 51 00:04:27,392 --> 00:04:30,061 Dr. Crawford, call reception please. 52 00:04:32,898 --> 00:04:34,191 (laughing) 53 00:04:34,191 --> 00:04:35,817 - Thomas, go long. 54 00:04:35,817 --> 00:04:38,236 (clattering) 55 00:04:41,323 --> 00:04:43,992 Nice catch, going all state! 56 00:04:45,035 --> 00:04:46,244 - Ah, jeez. 57 00:04:46,244 --> 00:04:48,413 (dinging) 58 00:04:55,712 --> 00:04:57,756 (phone ringing) 59 00:04:57,756 --> 00:05:00,091 - Clinic Services, St. Mary's Hospital. 60 00:05:00,091 --> 00:05:01,551 - [Announcer] Dr. Chin, Dr. Chin 61 00:05:01,551 --> 00:05:03,512 to the fourth floor pediatric unit. 62 00:05:03,512 --> 00:05:07,724 Dr. Chin, you're wanted on the fourth floor pediatric unit. 63 00:05:08,600 --> 00:05:12,062 (talking over each other) 64 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:18,026 - Good morning everyone. 65 00:05:18,026 --> 00:05:21,446 First we have two new supportive carefellows joining us. 66 00:05:22,531 --> 00:05:25,784 Dr. Josh Little, a pediatrician from UCLA. 67 00:05:25,784 --> 00:05:30,747 And Dr. Adam Styfan, an oncologist from Nebraska. 68 00:05:30,747 --> 00:05:32,374 Let's start with introductions. 69 00:05:33,375 --> 00:05:35,877 I am Dr. David Olson, the chair 70 00:05:35,877 --> 00:05:37,629 of the Supportive Care Department. 71 00:05:39,047 --> 00:05:41,800 - Good morning, I'm Alex, the Pharmacist for this unit. 72 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:43,885 - And I'm Anna, I'm the neurologist. 73 00:05:44,719 --> 00:05:46,555 - [Michael] I'm Michael. 74 00:05:46,555 --> 00:05:48,557 And it is definitely not a good morning. 75 00:05:50,141 --> 00:05:52,894 But I'm still a Nurse Practitioner of the group. 76 00:05:52,894 --> 00:05:55,063 (groaning) 77 00:05:55,063 --> 00:05:55,981 I was up late. 78 00:05:58,149 --> 00:06:00,235 - So my name's Valerie 79 00:06:00,235 --> 00:06:02,487 and I'm the social worker for the team. 80 00:06:03,738 --> 00:06:08,451 And also the babysitter for this guy. 81 00:06:08,451 --> 00:06:10,662 - And for that we are eternally grateful. 82 00:06:10,662 --> 00:06:12,497 (chuckling) 83 00:06:12,497 --> 00:06:13,623 - Hi, I'm Nicole. 84 00:06:13,623 --> 00:06:15,125 I'm the Chaplain for the group 85 00:06:15,125 --> 00:06:17,085 and welcome to both of you. 86 00:06:17,085 --> 00:06:18,336 - Good morning, I'm Astrid, 87 00:06:18,336 --> 00:06:20,505 I'm the Psychiatrist for our team. 88 00:06:20,505 --> 00:06:21,339 - Wait a minute. 89 00:06:22,966 --> 00:06:26,678 Did you say Little and Styfan? 90 00:06:26,678 --> 00:06:29,472 (laughing) How cool is that? 91 00:06:30,765 --> 00:06:32,434 You should be urologists. 92 00:06:33,476 --> 00:06:35,937 Get it? (chuckling) 93 00:06:36,938 --> 00:06:38,356 Right, okay. 94 00:06:38,356 --> 00:06:40,275 - On that note, good morning. 95 00:06:40,275 --> 00:06:41,776 It's time to get started. 96 00:06:41,776 --> 00:06:44,696 The meeting today will be run by Dr. Astrid Adams. 97 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:47,282 - Thank you. 98 00:06:47,282 --> 00:06:50,869 Welcome everyone to a new day. 99 00:06:52,037 --> 00:06:56,291 I'd like to begin with a little meditation, 100 00:06:56,291 --> 00:07:00,211 taking a moment to clear our heads and recharge. 101 00:07:01,379 --> 00:07:03,214 I'd like to invite you to close your eyes. 102 00:07:04,215 --> 00:07:05,467 Don't talk. 103 00:07:07,052 --> 00:07:11,056 And just let go of work for the next three minutes. 104 00:07:13,975 --> 00:07:16,144 (dinging) 105 00:07:17,979 --> 00:07:20,482 (kooky music) 106 00:07:58,269 --> 00:08:00,438 (beeping) 107 00:08:02,190 --> 00:08:03,733 Okay. 108 00:08:03,733 --> 00:08:06,361 (bowl dinging) 109 00:08:09,864 --> 00:08:10,699 - Mhmm. 110 00:08:13,201 --> 00:08:14,744 - All right, we will get started 111 00:08:14,744 --> 00:08:17,622 with some general announcements. 112 00:08:17,622 --> 00:08:20,208 We still need volunteers to help with the survivor 113 00:08:20,208 --> 00:08:21,626 celebration that's coming up. 114 00:08:24,546 --> 00:08:27,882 And sadly, last night we lost 115 00:08:27,882 --> 00:08:30,635 dear Mrs. Debra Urland. 116 00:08:30,635 --> 00:08:35,432 Next on the list is Danny Sorensen, age five. 117 00:08:37,559 --> 00:08:39,936 - Danny's cancer is rapidly progressing. 118 00:08:40,937 --> 00:08:43,231 And he is experiencing difficulty 119 00:08:43,231 --> 00:08:46,067 breathing, severe headaches. 120 00:08:46,067 --> 00:08:48,570 I'm worried about a seizure or sudden head bleed 121 00:08:48,570 --> 00:08:50,613 that can't be stopped. 122 00:08:50,613 --> 00:08:55,577 Sadly I think we only have hours to days left. 123 00:08:55,577 --> 00:08:58,496 - Danny came to us originally to 124 00:08:58,496 --> 00:09:01,416 be part of a phase one clinical trial. 125 00:09:02,417 --> 00:09:05,128 And he wasn't eligible. 126 00:09:05,128 --> 00:09:08,590 So it was decided that he would go home in hospice. 127 00:09:08,590 --> 00:09:13,595 But his condition, it started to deteriorate pretty quickly. 128 00:09:14,763 --> 00:09:16,973 It wasn't safe to transport him home 129 00:09:18,349 --> 00:09:22,645 so we've decided to do hospice here at the hospital 130 00:09:22,645 --> 00:09:25,356 and let him spend the remainder of his time 131 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:27,984 here under our care with his mother. 132 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:32,781 - April has requested that we make Danny's time 133 00:09:32,781 --> 00:09:34,491 as special as possible. 134 00:09:35,867 --> 00:09:38,286 So we've decided to throw him a pajama party. 135 00:09:38,286 --> 00:09:39,704 - All right. - Nice. 136 00:09:40,997 --> 00:09:42,332 - Yeah. 137 00:09:42,332 --> 00:09:45,627 - Understandably, April is grieving right now. 138 00:09:45,627 --> 00:09:48,838 The best thing that we can do for her as a team 139 00:09:48,838 --> 00:09:51,466 is to be there with our presence and our compassion. 140 00:09:52,967 --> 00:09:55,553 - And please, always remember. 141 00:09:55,553 --> 00:09:58,640 - [Everyone] The door is always open. 142 00:09:58,640 --> 00:09:59,808 - Thank you very much. 143 00:10:00,642 --> 00:10:01,476 Michael. 144 00:10:01,476 --> 00:10:02,852 - Yeah? 145 00:10:02,852 --> 00:10:04,062 - Would you take the responsibility of introducing 146 00:10:04,062 --> 00:10:06,064 our urol, excuse me, 147 00:10:06,064 --> 00:10:07,649 Josh and Adam to meet Danny. 148 00:10:09,359 --> 00:10:10,401 - Yes sir. 149 00:10:10,401 --> 00:10:12,153 - [David] Thank you, Michael. 150 00:10:12,153 --> 00:10:14,322 - Hey, you let me know if you need any help, okay? 151 00:10:14,322 --> 00:10:15,365 - Okay. - All right. 152 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:16,658 I gotta run. 153 00:10:16,658 --> 00:10:18,660 I have a new consult in the clinic. 154 00:10:18,660 --> 00:10:19,911 - Let's meet up. 155 00:10:19,911 --> 00:10:21,162 - I'd like to go up to the third floor. 156 00:10:21,162 --> 00:10:22,413 There's two patients up there that I wanna see. 157 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:23,915 - Gentlemen. 158 00:10:23,915 --> 00:10:27,001 - Alex, maybe you can go over the comfort care medication. 159 00:10:27,001 --> 00:10:28,211 - Sure, I can do that. 160 00:10:28,211 --> 00:10:29,170 I'm just sorry I'm not important enough 161 00:10:29,170 --> 00:10:30,255 for everybody to stay. 162 00:10:31,339 --> 00:10:34,008 - Aw, poor Alex. 163 00:10:34,008 --> 00:10:36,010 Buddy, you know I love you. 164 00:10:36,010 --> 00:10:37,929 But listen, I'm late for clinic. 165 00:10:37,929 --> 00:10:39,222 Tell you what, I'll bring 166 00:10:39,222 --> 00:10:40,098 makeup marshmallow treats tomorrow 167 00:10:40,098 --> 00:10:41,349 just to prove it to you. 168 00:10:41,349 --> 00:10:42,600 - You better use real marshmallows. 169 00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:43,893 - [Anna] No, use the whip. 170 00:10:43,893 --> 00:10:45,603 Use the cream, use the cream, use the cream. 171 00:10:47,272 --> 00:10:51,109 (siren sounding in distance) 172 00:10:51,109 --> 00:10:53,444 - [Announcer] Dr. David Olson, Dr. David Olson, 173 00:10:53,444 --> 00:10:55,530 you're needed in clinic 7B. 174 00:10:55,530 --> 00:10:57,782 Dr. David Olson to clinic 7B. 175 00:10:59,200 --> 00:11:01,578 (chill music) 176 00:11:09,878 --> 00:11:12,380 (kooky music) 177 00:11:20,805 --> 00:11:22,056 - Hi. 178 00:11:22,056 --> 00:11:23,266 I'm Michael, the Nurse Practitioner 179 00:11:23,266 --> 00:11:24,559 with the Supportive Care Team. 180 00:11:24,559 --> 00:11:25,727 - Hi, I'm Kelly Davis. 181 00:11:25,727 --> 00:11:27,312 This is my father-in-law Oscar. 182 00:11:27,312 --> 00:11:29,480 - Oscar. - Pleased to meet you. 183 00:11:32,567 --> 00:11:35,069 (kooky music) 184 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:47,332 - What the hell are you doing? 185 00:11:47,332 --> 00:11:48,583 - He's alive! 186 00:11:54,756 --> 00:11:56,257 I'm sorry that you're in pain. 187 00:11:58,009 --> 00:12:00,637 And you have every right to be angry. 188 00:12:00,637 --> 00:12:02,180 - What would you know about it? 189 00:12:07,268 --> 00:12:08,102 - You're right. 190 00:12:12,357 --> 00:12:14,108 I could never really know what you 191 00:12:15,276 --> 00:12:16,653 and your family are going through. 192 00:12:18,613 --> 00:12:21,282 But I know that everything in your life has changed. 193 00:12:21,282 --> 00:12:22,283 And you're in pain. 194 00:12:23,868 --> 00:12:25,954 I wanna help get your pain under control. 195 00:12:27,705 --> 00:12:29,999 The problem is, pain can be pretty complex. 196 00:12:31,459 --> 00:12:33,962 Controlling pain, it's more than just about giving drugs. 197 00:12:35,046 --> 00:12:37,215 It's about me getting to know you 198 00:12:37,215 --> 00:12:39,384 and learning what's important to you, 199 00:12:39,384 --> 00:12:40,510 what your goals are. 200 00:12:44,013 --> 00:12:46,391 And if you can beat me in a wheelchair race. 201 00:12:49,894 --> 00:12:51,062 How about we start over. 202 00:12:57,902 --> 00:12:59,404 Hi, I'm Michael. 203 00:13:03,491 --> 00:13:04,492 Are you gonna shake my hand 204 00:13:04,492 --> 00:13:06,035 or should I just wave? 205 00:13:09,497 --> 00:13:10,331 - I'm Cooper. 206 00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:12,917 And I can already tell 207 00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:14,335 you're gonna be a pain in my ass. 208 00:13:14,335 --> 00:13:16,421 - Don't worry, I can fix that too. 209 00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:24,262 - I'm so sorry this is happening to you and Danny. 210 00:13:26,014 --> 00:13:27,432 (sniffling) 211 00:13:27,432 --> 00:13:28,850 But you know what? 212 00:13:30,184 --> 00:13:32,395 You're showing an amazing amount of courage. 213 00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:37,525 - He's being so brave. 214 00:13:39,110 --> 00:13:41,029 I just don't want him to see me upset. 215 00:13:47,201 --> 00:13:50,538 I'm just not ready to lose him. 216 00:13:50,538 --> 00:13:51,956 I don't know what else to do. 217 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:55,543 - You're doing everything you're supposed 218 00:13:55,543 --> 00:13:56,878 to be doing as a mother. 219 00:13:58,296 --> 00:14:02,216 And now, we're gonna focus on celebrating his life. 220 00:14:04,302 --> 00:14:06,554 Let me get things ready for the pajama party. 221 00:14:12,477 --> 00:14:14,145 - Cooper's pain is in his lower back 222 00:14:14,145 --> 00:14:15,897 and it's pretty severe. 223 00:14:15,897 --> 00:14:18,649 He can barely walk and he can't sleep. 224 00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:22,070 We are really hoping you can help. 225 00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:26,157 - Listen, I wish that I could just 226 00:14:26,157 --> 00:14:28,326 make this nightmare go away for all of you. 227 00:14:32,163 --> 00:14:32,997 Here's the plan. 228 00:14:34,916 --> 00:14:37,585 I get you out of pain, and we race. 229 00:14:38,836 --> 00:14:39,670 Deal? 230 00:14:42,340 --> 00:14:43,174 - You got a deal. 231 00:14:49,847 --> 00:14:52,016 - [Announcer] All those participating in the pajama party 232 00:14:52,016 --> 00:14:53,476 for young Danny Sorensen, 233 00:14:53,476 --> 00:14:54,852 the party starts as 11 a.m. 234 00:14:59,357 --> 00:15:01,776 (light music) 235 00:15:05,196 --> 00:15:07,615 (chattering) 236 00:15:14,205 --> 00:15:16,999 - (laughing) I love these pajamas. 237 00:15:16,999 --> 00:15:17,959 Monkey ones, huh? 238 00:15:17,959 --> 00:15:20,294 My girls would love these. 239 00:15:22,797 --> 00:15:25,174 You look so alert today. 240 00:15:25,174 --> 00:15:27,802 Does he know what we're planning? 241 00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:30,054 - Yeah, he knows. 242 00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:31,806 I had to tell him earlier. 243 00:15:31,806 --> 00:15:33,474 He was in so much pain. 244 00:15:34,976 --> 00:15:36,561 I felt he needed a distraction. 245 00:15:37,562 --> 00:15:38,396 - Okay. 246 00:15:41,983 --> 00:15:44,318 - Let's show Valerie your new look, okay? 247 00:15:49,907 --> 00:15:52,493 - Oh my god, let me see you. 248 00:15:52,493 --> 00:15:54,495 Look at you, you cool little dude, 249 00:15:54,495 --> 00:15:55,580 give me a high five! 250 00:15:57,248 --> 00:15:58,166 Yay! 251 00:15:58,166 --> 00:15:59,834 Let me go change, all right? 252 00:15:59,834 --> 00:16:01,085 I'll be right back. 253 00:16:01,085 --> 00:16:02,670 I've gotta go find Michael too, okay? 254 00:16:02,670 --> 00:16:03,838 - Okay. - Okay. 255 00:16:06,841 --> 00:16:09,677 (uplifting music) 256 00:16:18,352 --> 00:16:21,355 (keyboard clacking) 257 00:16:42,210 --> 00:16:44,712 - [Announcer] Dr. Frederick Martin, Dr. Frederick Martin, 258 00:16:44,712 --> 00:16:46,297 you have a visitor at reception. 259 00:16:46,297 --> 00:16:48,716 - You guys look so awesome. 260 00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:50,134 (cheering) 261 00:16:50,134 --> 00:16:52,887 Thank you so much for doing this. 262 00:16:54,222 --> 00:16:55,640 Let me go get changed. 263 00:16:56,974 --> 00:16:59,227 (cheering) 264 00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:19,622 (sighing) 265 00:17:24,502 --> 00:17:27,129 (somber music) 266 00:17:44,438 --> 00:17:47,275 (water splashing) 267 00:18:36,407 --> 00:18:38,409 Okay, I've got the whole floor in pajamas. 268 00:18:38,409 --> 00:18:41,037 Everyone should be here in just a sec. 269 00:18:41,037 --> 00:18:42,246 - Huh, see? 270 00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:43,998 This is what our job is all about. 271 00:18:45,416 --> 00:18:48,169 - [April] Danny, Danny, what's wrong? 272 00:18:48,169 --> 00:18:50,338 Oh no, someone please! - What's wrong, April? 273 00:18:50,338 --> 00:18:51,756 Come over here. 274 00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:53,341 Let's let the doctor check him. 275 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:57,011 It's all right. 276 00:18:57,011 --> 00:18:58,262 Come on, take a seat. 277 00:18:58,262 --> 00:18:59,847 - [April] And he was doing so well today. 278 00:18:59,847 --> 00:19:01,349 - [Valerie] It's okay, we've been here. 279 00:19:01,349 --> 00:19:04,101 - [Michael] Should I order a Dilaudid IV push? 280 00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:05,436 - No, hold off on that. 281 00:19:07,438 --> 00:19:09,607 - [Valerie] Take a breath. 282 00:19:11,567 --> 00:19:15,112 I know he was doing well, but remember, 283 00:19:15,112 --> 00:19:17,114 - He's declining very fast. 284 00:19:17,114 --> 00:19:18,366 He doesn't have much left. 285 00:19:19,950 --> 00:19:24,288 - [Valerie] I'm holding on, I'm right here. 286 00:19:24,288 --> 00:19:26,457 Right here is comfortable. 287 00:19:29,794 --> 00:19:30,711 Right here. 288 00:19:32,421 --> 00:19:33,255 - April. 289 00:19:34,882 --> 00:19:37,051 Would you like to hold Danny one more time? 290 00:19:38,135 --> 00:19:39,804 - [Valerie] You said you wanted to. 291 00:19:39,804 --> 00:19:40,638 It's time. 292 00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:45,810 Now it's up to you, okay? 293 00:19:48,312 --> 00:19:49,480 Take a breath. 294 00:20:07,248 --> 00:20:09,417 (sobbing) 295 00:20:17,466 --> 00:20:20,094 (somber music) 296 00:20:26,183 --> 00:20:27,017 April. 297 00:20:31,021 --> 00:20:33,774 Your sweet little Danny has died. 298 00:20:34,775 --> 00:20:36,861 (sobbing) 299 00:20:39,113 --> 00:20:40,197 I'm so sorry. 300 00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:56,505 (somber music) 301 00:21:19,487 --> 00:21:21,071 - [April] I can't stand the thought of him 302 00:21:21,071 --> 00:21:22,573 being carried out on a gurney. 303 00:21:23,824 --> 00:21:27,244 Can I please just carry him myself? 304 00:21:27,244 --> 00:21:28,245 - [Valerie] Absolutely. 305 00:21:28,245 --> 00:21:29,580 I will arrange that. 306 00:22:25,636 --> 00:22:28,556 (melancholy music) 307 00:22:35,271 --> 00:22:36,480 (sobbing) 308 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:38,816 - I know this is tough, guys. 309 00:22:40,401 --> 00:22:42,653 Everyone did the best they could. 310 00:22:42,653 --> 00:22:44,572 Danny's cancer was just too aggressive. 311 00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:48,492 We need to focus on the difference you made 312 00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:49,910 for Danny and his mom 313 00:22:49,910 --> 00:22:53,914 during his last few days. (nurses laughing) 314 00:22:56,959 --> 00:22:59,336 - Michael, you'd be a little more convincing 315 00:22:59,336 --> 00:23:01,005 if you weren't wearing that sleeper. 316 00:23:10,180 --> 00:23:11,181 (zipping) 317 00:23:11,181 --> 00:23:12,016 (gasping) - Ooh. 318 00:23:13,642 --> 00:23:16,312 (hooting) 319 00:23:16,312 --> 00:23:17,855 - Don't be ridiculous. 320 00:23:17,855 --> 00:23:20,441 I do have clothes on underneath this. 321 00:23:20,441 --> 00:23:21,817 (laughing) 322 00:23:21,817 --> 00:23:23,444 ♪ Wanna look good ♪ 323 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:24,862 ♪ You gotta work for it ♪ 324 00:23:24,862 --> 00:23:27,323 ♪ Everything I got I had to work for ♪ 325 00:23:27,323 --> 00:23:29,116 - I just didn't say how much. 326 00:23:30,034 --> 00:23:31,869 (cheering) 327 00:23:31,869 --> 00:23:33,287 ♪ Wanna look fly ♪ 328 00:23:33,287 --> 00:23:36,206 (laughing) 329 00:23:36,206 --> 00:23:38,459 (cheering) 330 00:23:40,127 --> 00:23:42,296 ♪ Work for it, work for it ♪ 331 00:23:42,296 --> 00:23:43,505 ♪ Wanna look good ♪ 332 00:23:43,505 --> 00:23:44,840 ♪ You gotta work for it ♪ 333 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:46,717 ♪ Everything I got I had to work for it ♪ 334 00:23:46,717 --> 00:23:48,052 ♪ Wanna look good ♪ 335 00:23:48,052 --> 00:23:49,553 - [Michael] Thank you. 336 00:23:49,553 --> 00:23:53,891 - Thanks Michael, we needed that. (laughing) 337 00:23:53,891 --> 00:23:55,726 ♪ They have to work for it, yeah ♪ 338 00:23:55,726 --> 00:23:57,519 - [Valerie] Hey girls, do your homework 339 00:23:57,519 --> 00:23:59,313 and listen to your Dad, please. 340 00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:01,523 I've gotta go back to the hospital. 341 00:24:01,523 --> 00:24:04,026 (dog barking) 342 00:24:09,073 --> 00:24:11,700 (car starting) 343 00:24:14,995 --> 00:24:15,829 Shit. 344 00:24:17,873 --> 00:24:20,542 (alarm chiming) 345 00:24:29,259 --> 00:24:31,428 (sobbing) 346 00:24:33,931 --> 00:24:36,517 (upbeat music) 347 00:24:37,768 --> 00:24:39,853 - Honey, honey. 348 00:24:41,522 --> 00:24:42,356 What's wrong? 349 00:24:47,069 --> 00:24:48,737 Oh. 350 00:24:48,737 --> 00:24:50,280 Honey, he's not worth it. 351 00:24:51,699 --> 00:24:53,867 (sobbing) 352 00:25:06,463 --> 00:25:07,631 (phone ringing) 353 00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:08,882 - [Announcer] Would Gloria Desouza 354 00:25:08,882 --> 00:25:10,300 please pick up the courtesy phone. 355 00:25:10,300 --> 00:25:13,137 Gloria Desouza please pick up the courtesy phone. 356 00:25:13,137 --> 00:25:14,388 - [Anna] Well hello, Michael. 357 00:25:14,388 --> 00:25:16,140 - Hello, Anna, I'm so glad you're here. 358 00:25:16,140 --> 00:25:19,143 Listen, I have Cooper Davis on his way in 359 00:25:19,143 --> 00:25:20,728 with pain out of control and 360 00:25:20,728 --> 00:25:22,271 I was wondering if you could see him 361 00:25:22,271 --> 00:25:25,149 on counsel for me please? 362 00:25:25,149 --> 00:25:26,900 - You sound really desperate. 363 00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,652 - Yeah. - Yeah. 364 00:25:28,652 --> 00:25:30,738 Sure, I'll take a look at him. 365 00:25:30,738 --> 00:25:31,780 - Thank you. 366 00:25:31,780 --> 00:25:32,656 - You're welcome. 367 00:25:33,574 --> 00:25:35,993 But it's gonna cost you. 368 00:25:35,993 --> 00:25:37,828 (kooky music) 369 00:25:37,828 --> 00:25:38,662 - Okay. 370 00:25:39,663 --> 00:25:40,914 - Mhmm. - All right. 371 00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:44,168 There will be a steak dinner in it 372 00:25:44,168 --> 00:25:45,169 and a show. 373 00:25:46,420 --> 00:25:47,755 Your choice. 374 00:25:47,755 --> 00:25:49,798 Oh and some cold beer. 375 00:25:49,798 --> 00:25:51,008 - Ooh, yes. 376 00:25:51,008 --> 00:25:52,760 - And me, I'll be there. 377 00:25:53,802 --> 00:25:55,012 What do you say? 378 00:25:55,012 --> 00:25:57,347 - So are the red footie sleepers optional? 379 00:25:59,933 --> 00:26:01,518 - Okay, thank you. 380 00:26:01,518 --> 00:26:04,021 Obviously she heard about the pajama party. 381 00:26:04,021 --> 00:26:06,440 - Obviously, and I think it's really sweet. 382 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,192 It's all these nurses can talk about. 383 00:26:08,192 --> 00:26:12,154 - Yeah well, I mean enough about my jammy prowess. 384 00:26:12,154 --> 00:26:14,323 - I'm on call, so I can take a look at him 385 00:26:14,323 --> 00:26:16,033 and I'll update you tomorrow morning. 386 00:26:16,033 --> 00:26:16,867 - Perfect. 387 00:26:18,952 --> 00:26:19,787 One more thing. 388 00:26:21,872 --> 00:26:23,624 You better be careful. 389 00:26:23,624 --> 00:26:24,833 This could get serious. 390 00:26:31,048 --> 00:26:34,176 - [Doctor] Do you want me to call HR? 391 00:26:50,526 --> 00:26:52,903 (chattering) 392 00:26:55,823 --> 00:26:57,491 - Marshmallow treats for all. 393 00:26:58,367 --> 00:26:59,326 Help yourselves. 394 00:27:01,078 --> 00:27:02,037 - What? 395 00:27:02,037 --> 00:27:03,205 - [Nicole] Oh my god. 396 00:27:03,205 --> 00:27:04,331 - [Alex] What's this mess? 397 00:27:04,331 --> 00:27:06,250 I thought it was supposed to be homemade. 398 00:27:06,250 --> 00:27:07,251 - Okay everyone. 399 00:27:08,836 --> 00:27:11,088 It's time to start our pre-meeting meditation. 400 00:27:11,088 --> 00:27:13,423 If everyone could sit down and settle in. 401 00:27:14,758 --> 00:27:16,760 Research shows that three minutes 402 00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:18,720 is the minimum amount of time it takes 403 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:21,682 to reset your minds 404 00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:27,521 which allows us to be holistically present 405 00:27:27,521 --> 00:27:30,524 for our patients and their families 406 00:27:30,524 --> 00:27:31,525 and one another. 407 00:27:33,944 --> 00:27:38,949 So, with that, welcome to a new day. 408 00:27:40,033 --> 00:27:41,743 I invite you to close your eyes. 409 00:27:43,203 --> 00:27:44,204 No talking. 410 00:27:45,539 --> 00:27:47,457 Let yourself be free from work 411 00:27:47,457 --> 00:27:49,293 and any other stresses. 412 00:27:49,293 --> 00:27:54,298 (package rustling) (kooky music) 413 00:27:55,799 --> 00:27:58,135 (crunching) 414 00:28:02,222 --> 00:28:04,766 (bowl dinging) 415 00:28:37,341 --> 00:28:39,509 (dinging) 416 00:28:46,934 --> 00:28:48,352 Thank you. 417 00:28:48,352 --> 00:28:49,770 - [David] Thank you, Astrid. 418 00:28:51,605 --> 00:28:52,773 - Okay. 419 00:28:52,773 --> 00:28:54,149 So the next case (cellphone ringing) 420 00:28:54,149 --> 00:28:56,026 on our agenda here 421 00:28:56,026 --> 00:28:57,110 is-- - It's Cooper. 422 00:29:00,113 --> 00:29:03,033 Oh, darn, I have to go. 423 00:29:04,201 --> 00:29:05,702 Hey, I did not plan this. 424 00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:06,828 - [Alex] Okay, that's fine, great. 425 00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:08,038 - If anyone is wounded, 426 00:29:08,038 --> 00:29:09,373 Alex. - No Micheal, that's fine. 427 00:29:09,373 --> 00:29:10,457 - I have more marshmallow treats in my car 428 00:29:10,457 --> 00:29:11,875 and I'm not afraid to use them. 429 00:29:11,875 --> 00:29:13,126 - [Alex] Don't worry about us, Michael. 430 00:29:13,126 --> 00:29:14,836 We'll take care of things here as always. 431 00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:17,297 - Hey, Adam. 432 00:29:18,215 --> 00:29:19,883 You wanna go with me? 433 00:29:21,718 --> 00:29:23,845 - [Adam] Excuse me, guys. 434 00:29:29,309 --> 00:29:30,811 - (whistling) This way, hotshot. 435 00:29:36,149 --> 00:29:37,401 Look, I know this program can be rough 436 00:29:37,401 --> 00:29:38,485 but I wanna show you how we can really 437 00:29:38,485 --> 00:29:39,736 compliment each other. 438 00:29:39,736 --> 00:29:40,570 Oh, hey. 439 00:29:42,739 --> 00:29:44,366 Psst, Thomas! 440 00:29:44,366 --> 00:29:45,993 - Oh, son of a! 441 00:29:45,993 --> 00:29:48,245 Jeez, dammit, sorry Michael. 442 00:29:48,245 --> 00:29:50,247 This damn thing just won't stay put. 443 00:29:51,748 --> 00:29:53,250 - I don't think you should swear while holding Mary. 444 00:29:54,584 --> 00:29:55,836 Let's go. 445 00:29:55,836 --> 00:29:58,046 We're still broom buddies, for now. 446 00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:08,765 This is Dr. Styfan, a urol, oncologist 447 00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:10,017 working with me today. 448 00:30:10,017 --> 00:30:12,936 - Does that mean I'm so bad I need two of you? 449 00:30:12,936 --> 00:30:15,105 - No, actually we're combining forces. 450 00:30:17,274 --> 00:30:19,401 - Hey, what's going on? 451 00:30:21,528 --> 00:30:23,780 - The pain in my right groin is horrible. 452 00:30:23,780 --> 00:30:28,452 I can't stand it! 453 00:30:33,874 --> 00:30:34,708 (beeping) 454 00:30:34,708 --> 00:30:35,959 - Hi, this is Michael. 455 00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:38,128 I just entered a now order for Dilaudid IV 456 00:30:38,128 --> 00:30:40,422 to be given to Cooper Davis in room six. 457 00:30:40,422 --> 00:30:41,923 Will you please meet me in here? 458 00:30:43,425 --> 00:30:46,219 Would you call Dr. Dracos and fill him in on Cooper? 459 00:30:46,219 --> 00:30:47,054 Thanks. 460 00:30:49,056 --> 00:30:51,808 We're gonna move over to the bed. 461 00:30:57,731 --> 00:30:59,983 Could you hold that. - My god. 462 00:30:59,983 --> 00:31:01,151 - There we go. 463 00:31:01,151 --> 00:31:01,985 Big hug. 464 00:31:03,570 --> 00:31:06,406 (groaning) 465 00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:08,325 There we go, I got you. 466 00:31:13,663 --> 00:31:16,249 (somber music) 467 00:31:36,269 --> 00:31:38,522 (groaning) 468 00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:45,695 - That should do. 469 00:32:01,545 --> 00:32:03,880 - I just love the effect I have on my patients. 470 00:32:05,632 --> 00:32:07,634 - [Kelly] It just breaks my heart to see him 471 00:32:07,634 --> 00:32:09,469 go through so much pain. 472 00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:13,557 I hate this. 473 00:32:15,725 --> 00:32:17,185 - I know. 474 00:32:17,185 --> 00:32:20,313 Well listen, Cooper, he's comfortable now, okay? 475 00:32:20,313 --> 00:32:22,149 I'm gonna ask the nurse to keep an eye on you two 476 00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:23,483 while I go speak with Anna. 477 00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:24,484 - Thank you. 478 00:32:27,821 --> 00:32:29,072 - Sweet dreams. 479 00:32:30,073 --> 00:32:32,576 (light music) 480 00:32:38,415 --> 00:32:41,418 (machinery beeping) 481 00:32:50,677 --> 00:32:53,263 (phone ringing) 482 00:32:53,263 --> 00:32:54,764 This is Michael. 483 00:32:54,764 --> 00:32:56,516 - [Anna] Hey Michael, I have the MRI results for Cooper 484 00:32:56,516 --> 00:32:58,518 and they are not good. 485 00:32:59,895 --> 00:33:01,855 He has multiple compression fractures of his spine 486 00:33:01,855 --> 00:33:03,523 and a mass that looks like it has gotten 487 00:33:03,523 --> 00:33:05,775 into his spinal cord fluid. 488 00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:07,736 Cooper needs surgery right away. 489 00:33:09,946 --> 00:33:11,448 We confirm this in surgery, 490 00:33:11,448 --> 00:33:14,784 his life expectancy is going to be about three months. 491 00:33:15,952 --> 00:33:17,454 In the meantime he could have a stroke, 492 00:33:17,454 --> 00:33:19,873 develop seizures and have even more excruciating pain. 493 00:33:24,961 --> 00:33:26,630 - Okay, Dr. Dracos needs to know. 494 00:33:29,132 --> 00:33:31,927 Could you call him and then meet me in Cooper's room? 495 00:33:31,927 --> 00:33:33,386 - [Anna] I've already got a page in for him 496 00:33:33,386 --> 00:33:35,263 and for the neurosurgeon on call. 497 00:33:35,263 --> 00:33:36,890 See you in a few minutes. 498 00:33:40,894 --> 00:33:41,978 - Change of plans. 499 00:34:01,122 --> 00:34:03,625 (light music) 500 00:34:23,436 --> 00:34:24,437 Hi, Kelly. 501 00:34:26,106 --> 00:34:28,608 I'm here with the neurologist, Dr. Crawford 502 00:34:28,608 --> 00:34:30,527 and Dr. Styfan who you've already met. 503 00:34:31,820 --> 00:34:34,114 We wanted to talk with you about Cooper's MRI. 504 00:34:36,783 --> 00:34:39,286 Cooper needs surgery as soon as we can arrange it. 505 00:34:40,704 --> 00:34:43,790 His cancer has caused some bones in his spine to break 506 00:34:43,790 --> 00:34:46,042 and push down on his spinal cord. 507 00:34:46,042 --> 00:34:47,460 And we also think that there's a tumor 508 00:34:47,460 --> 00:34:49,379 growing in his spine that needs to be removed. 509 00:34:49,379 --> 00:34:52,173 Now these two problems are what's causing Cooper's pain. 510 00:34:53,550 --> 00:34:55,468 So Dr. Sun, the neurosurgeon wants to operate 511 00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:58,888 as soon as possible to prevent any permanent damage. 512 00:34:58,888 --> 00:34:59,723 Okay? 513 00:35:02,183 --> 00:35:05,145 - I'm so sorry this has to happen so quickly, Kelly. 514 00:35:06,646 --> 00:35:11,401 Here I have, it's just a surgical release and consent form 515 00:35:12,152 --> 00:35:13,820 for you so you can sign. 516 00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:15,530 Dr. Sun will be doing the surgery. 517 00:35:15,530 --> 00:35:17,073 - Cooper, I know you're listening 518 00:35:17,073 --> 00:35:19,242 because you stopped snoring. 519 00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:21,369 - And she will place and implant a pain pump 520 00:35:21,369 --> 00:35:23,830 if necessary or possible, so, 521 00:35:23,830 --> 00:35:25,373 - Do you wanna talk about this? 522 00:35:29,753 --> 00:35:33,673 - I will do anything to stop the pain from coming back. 523 00:35:33,673 --> 00:35:34,758 - That's it. 524 00:35:34,758 --> 00:35:36,426 Where do I sign? 525 00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:37,886 - Okay. 526 00:35:37,886 --> 00:35:40,430 So generally the logistics is just talking about 527 00:35:40,430 --> 00:35:42,432 before and how properly it should be taken care of, 528 00:35:42,432 --> 00:35:44,184 constantly we need to be monitoring. 529 00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:46,019 - I just realized something. 530 00:35:48,897 --> 00:35:51,024 I was just thinking 531 00:35:52,901 --> 00:35:56,529 how much you remind me of my father right now. 532 00:35:58,948 --> 00:36:00,617 - What the hell? 533 00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:02,202 - Now hear me out. 534 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:08,291 With a bald head and the blotchy skin. 535 00:36:09,793 --> 00:36:10,627 Yeah. 536 00:36:11,461 --> 00:36:12,962 You look just like my old man. 537 00:36:14,297 --> 00:36:17,926 I mean I know you're not old enough yet. 538 00:36:18,802 --> 00:36:22,222 But wow, you could be twins. 539 00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:26,059 - Are you for real? 540 00:36:29,229 --> 00:36:30,271 - Could you just say, 541 00:36:31,773 --> 00:36:34,776 "shut the hell up, you dumb shit!" for me? 542 00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:39,072 Come on, say it. 543 00:36:39,989 --> 00:36:41,324 Come on, come on. 544 00:36:42,575 --> 00:36:43,410 Say it. 545 00:36:47,247 --> 00:36:49,124 - Shut the hell up, you dumb shit! 546 00:36:51,292 --> 00:36:52,168 Oh god, oh! 547 00:36:54,421 --> 00:36:56,423 - Brings back so many memories. 548 00:36:56,423 --> 00:36:57,465 - [Cooper] Great. 549 00:36:57,465 --> 00:36:58,967 - Why are you being so rude? 550 00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:02,429 - Oh he told me so. (laughing) 551 00:37:02,429 --> 00:37:03,930 - [Michael] He's out on an IV. 552 00:37:03,930 --> 00:37:05,682 All right, room 220, got it. 553 00:37:05,682 --> 00:37:07,142 I'll go take a look at him. 554 00:37:07,142 --> 00:37:08,435 Thanks, Doctor. 555 00:37:17,610 --> 00:37:20,155 (somber music) 556 00:37:29,956 --> 00:37:31,624 - My cardiologist told me 557 00:37:31,624 --> 00:37:33,460 I just had another heart attack. 558 00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:36,546 He doesn't wanna do any more procedures 559 00:37:36,546 --> 00:37:38,381 because my heart is too weak 560 00:37:38,381 --> 00:37:40,717 so I guess this is it. 561 00:37:43,178 --> 00:37:44,137 - I'm so sorry that you're going 562 00:37:44,137 --> 00:37:45,472 through this, Mr. Brownrigg. 563 00:37:45,472 --> 00:37:47,056 - Thank you. 564 00:37:47,056 --> 00:37:49,142 You guys can call me Thomas. 565 00:37:49,142 --> 00:37:50,560 We bonded. 566 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:53,146 The three of us, we survived the near disaster 567 00:37:53,146 --> 00:37:55,190 with my Mary statue. 568 00:37:55,190 --> 00:37:56,524 - How long have you been working here 569 00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:58,026 at St. Mary's? 570 00:37:58,026 --> 00:38:00,653 - Oh I've been in housekeeping 571 00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:02,906 doing floorwork for about two years. 572 00:38:02,906 --> 00:38:05,700 I do it just to feel useful. 573 00:38:06,534 --> 00:38:09,746 See, after my wife died, 574 00:38:10,914 --> 00:38:13,500 I didn't want to just wait around for my turn. 575 00:38:15,668 --> 00:38:17,712 We were married for 35 years. 576 00:38:20,089 --> 00:38:22,592 - So do you have a designated will, 577 00:38:22,592 --> 00:38:25,345 do you got someone to take care of you if you can't? 578 00:38:25,345 --> 00:38:27,722 - (clearing throat) I'm sorry, Thomas. 579 00:38:27,722 --> 00:38:30,683 What Dr. Styfan means is do you have any family 580 00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:32,018 in the area that can be here for you? 581 00:38:32,018 --> 00:38:35,772 - Oh, I have a good friend. 582 00:38:35,772 --> 00:38:37,065 His name is Louis. 583 00:38:38,358 --> 00:38:40,235 He lives in town here. 584 00:38:40,235 --> 00:38:42,612 I don't really have anyone I'm close to 585 00:38:42,612 --> 00:38:46,533 except for that Mary statue. (chuckling) 586 00:38:46,533 --> 00:38:49,619 I guess I didn't let anyone get too close, you know? 587 00:38:49,619 --> 00:38:51,871 I mean my work filled the gaps. 588 00:38:51,871 --> 00:38:55,124 Coworkers, the wonderful staff here. 589 00:38:55,124 --> 00:38:56,125 And the recent-- 590 00:38:56,125 --> 00:38:57,460 - Thomas, I'm sorry. 591 00:38:57,460 --> 00:38:59,963 I need to go check on something. 592 00:38:59,963 --> 00:39:02,423 Dr. Styfan will continue with a few more questions 593 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:03,424 if you're up for it. 594 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:14,477 - Thomas, I wanna make sure that you understand 595 00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:16,062 what is happening to your heart. 596 00:39:17,897 --> 00:39:20,441 (somber music) 597 00:39:24,153 --> 00:39:25,071 (sighing) 598 00:39:25,071 --> 00:39:26,447 - I'm dying. 599 00:39:29,993 --> 00:39:31,661 My heart has had enough. 600 00:39:34,831 --> 00:39:36,833 - Unfortunately you are right. 601 00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:40,336 Thomas, your heart is very tired. 602 00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:44,090 And this latest attack has got your heart 603 00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:45,633 working even harder. 604 00:39:45,633 --> 00:39:47,969 And we don't know how long it will continue beating. 605 00:39:50,346 --> 00:39:53,474 Now if it stops, we can get it started again. 606 00:39:53,474 --> 00:39:55,685 You know, with electrical shocks, pushing on your chest, 607 00:39:55,685 --> 00:39:57,186 and or medicine. 608 00:39:57,186 --> 00:40:00,148 But it won't change the fact how sick your heart is. 609 00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:03,776 - Well if it's so sick, 610 00:40:03,776 --> 00:40:05,945 why would you even bother? 611 00:40:05,945 --> 00:40:07,864 - Well some people just need more time. 612 00:40:09,032 --> 00:40:12,452 But ultimately, you need to tell us 613 00:40:12,452 --> 00:40:14,037 what is important to you. 614 00:40:22,045 --> 00:40:24,213 (sighing) 615 00:40:30,803 --> 00:40:31,638 (kids chattering) 616 00:40:31,638 --> 00:40:32,639 (fireworks popping) 617 00:40:32,639 --> 00:40:37,477 (siren sounding) (car honking) 618 00:40:38,853 --> 00:40:39,687 (woman laughing) 619 00:40:39,687 --> 00:40:42,482 (plane whooshing) 620 00:40:46,069 --> 00:40:47,737 (car honking) 621 00:40:47,737 --> 00:40:51,699 (whooshing) (kids chattering) 622 00:40:51,699 --> 00:40:53,242 - [Announcer] Please call reception. 623 00:40:53,242 --> 00:40:56,204 Dr. Crawford, call reception please. 624 00:41:00,333 --> 00:41:01,918 - Well being kept alive on machines 625 00:41:01,918 --> 00:41:04,379 is not my idea of living. 626 00:41:04,379 --> 00:41:07,548 - Honestly, I would like to see you take 627 00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:09,175 what energy you have left 628 00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:12,261 and spend it enjoying your life. 629 00:41:14,347 --> 00:41:17,433 (somber piano music) 630 00:41:19,102 --> 00:41:21,270 - Coming through, watch out, heads up. 631 00:41:23,231 --> 00:41:26,109 Ooh, this statue is heavy. 632 00:41:26,109 --> 00:41:28,236 How in the world were you able to catch it? 633 00:41:29,570 --> 00:41:30,780 One, two, three. 634 00:41:35,702 --> 00:41:37,203 Oh. 635 00:41:37,203 --> 00:41:39,372 I think you need Mary to be with you. 636 00:41:39,372 --> 00:41:41,290 I'm sure she would miss your attention. 637 00:41:42,375 --> 00:41:44,043 Thomas, do you need anything else? 638 00:41:46,421 --> 00:41:48,381 - Dr. Styfan and I had a good talk. 639 00:41:50,425 --> 00:41:52,427 I would like to be kept comfortable. 640 00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:55,138 I don't want any machines. 641 00:41:56,639 --> 00:41:59,308 You know I just wish there was someway I could go home. 642 00:42:01,060 --> 00:42:03,730 - Listen, I'm glad that you were able to talk. 643 00:42:05,231 --> 00:42:07,775 Now tell you what, I'll notify your cardiologist, 644 00:42:07,775 --> 00:42:09,277 I'll ring in some orders 645 00:42:09,277 --> 00:42:12,155 and I'll see what I can do about getting you out of here. 646 00:42:12,155 --> 00:42:12,989 Okay? 647 00:42:14,115 --> 00:42:15,116 In the meantime, 648 00:42:16,284 --> 00:42:18,327 I'm going to ask the nurses to medicate you 649 00:42:18,327 --> 00:42:20,413 if you have any pain or discomfort. 650 00:42:20,413 --> 00:42:22,999 And I'd like to stop all blood draws. 651 00:42:22,999 --> 00:42:24,500 I'm also going to ask the nurses 652 00:42:24,500 --> 00:42:28,129 to reposition you only if you request. 653 00:42:28,129 --> 00:42:30,757 And to let you eat anything you want. 654 00:42:30,757 --> 00:42:33,926 And the statue of Mary is to be left 655 00:42:33,926 --> 00:42:36,471 at Thomas Brownrigg's bedside. 656 00:42:36,471 --> 00:42:39,182 Anyone wishing to remove the statue 657 00:42:39,182 --> 00:42:44,187 must contact Dr. Adam Styfan for permission. (laughing) 658 00:42:50,276 --> 00:42:53,112 - So we can meet with Barbara Shelley at three? 659 00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,864 - Yeah, three to four. 660 00:42:56,115 --> 00:42:58,701 (door creaking) 661 00:42:59,827 --> 00:43:00,620 - You asshole. 662 00:43:04,207 --> 00:43:05,041 - Dad? 663 00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:10,129 Oh, why Dr. Styfan. 664 00:43:10,129 --> 00:43:12,131 Whatever could be the problem? 665 00:43:13,216 --> 00:43:15,551 - The problem is you. 666 00:43:18,387 --> 00:43:21,140 I got 12 phone calls from nursing supervisors 667 00:43:21,140 --> 00:43:24,185 and security personnel insisting that I 668 00:43:24,185 --> 00:43:25,895 bring back the statue of Mary? 669 00:43:28,064 --> 00:43:29,816 They weren't buying that a statue 670 00:43:29,816 --> 00:43:33,069 was providing comfort to a dying man. 671 00:43:33,069 --> 00:43:35,196 I tried to convince them that the statue 672 00:43:35,196 --> 00:43:37,406 looked like Thomas' dead wife. 673 00:43:37,406 --> 00:43:38,991 Then I went with he was lonely. 674 00:43:40,159 --> 00:43:41,661 I even tried to say that the statue 675 00:43:41,661 --> 00:43:44,747 was a part of Thomas' legacy where nothing worked. 676 00:43:44,747 --> 00:43:49,001 I had to come back in, sleep next to the statue of Mary 677 00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:52,046 while reassuring Thomas that no one 678 00:43:52,046 --> 00:43:53,172 was going to touch her. 679 00:43:56,551 --> 00:43:57,760 (clearing throat) 680 00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,012 I don't think the nurses like me very much. 681 00:44:03,015 --> 00:44:04,851 - I wanna thank you Adam, for a job 682 00:44:04,851 --> 00:44:06,269 very excellently done. 683 00:44:07,436 --> 00:44:09,772 Why don't you go home now and get some sleep? 684 00:44:11,190 --> 00:44:12,859 I'll take care of things from here. 685 00:44:17,446 --> 00:44:20,283 (somber music) 686 00:44:20,283 --> 00:44:21,367 - [Michael] Hey, Adam. 687 00:44:22,952 --> 00:44:23,786 Wait up. 688 00:44:27,290 --> 00:44:28,291 - Okay. 689 00:44:30,793 --> 00:44:32,086 - You finally got this. 690 00:44:33,129 --> 00:44:34,130 You finally got it. 691 00:44:45,141 --> 00:44:45,975 He's a keeper. 692 00:44:47,643 --> 00:44:50,146 (light music) 693 00:44:52,481 --> 00:44:54,901 Mr. Thomas Brownrigg is a 68 year old male 694 00:44:54,901 --> 00:44:56,485 with end stage cardiac disease. 695 00:44:56,485 --> 00:44:58,154 He's a widow of two years. 696 00:44:58,154 --> 00:45:00,406 Thomas works at St. Mary's in housekeeping. 697 00:45:00,406 --> 00:45:02,658 He is comfort measures only. 698 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:05,745 Thomas is very weak and unable to care for himself. 699 00:45:13,669 --> 00:45:15,254 - What do you think of my cool commode? 700 00:45:15,254 --> 00:45:17,423 - It is not a commode, it's a wheelchair 701 00:45:17,423 --> 00:45:19,175 so don't pee in it, but I like it. 702 00:45:19,175 --> 00:45:21,469 - Eh, wheelchair, commode, same thing. 703 00:45:21,469 --> 00:45:22,678 Ooh, ooh. 704 00:45:22,678 --> 00:45:23,846 - What? 705 00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:25,765 Ooh, yes, very intimidating. 706 00:45:25,765 --> 00:45:27,683 Mhmm, very scary. 707 00:45:29,101 --> 00:45:31,604 (tense music) 708 00:45:45,701 --> 00:45:47,620 - Something tells me I've been set up. 709 00:45:51,624 --> 00:45:52,625 - Yeah, hey! 710 00:45:56,045 --> 00:45:59,840 Oh, Michael, that's a nice ride. 711 00:46:01,467 --> 00:46:03,177 You really went all out. 712 00:46:03,177 --> 00:46:04,720 Nice balloons. 713 00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:06,514 - These are supposed to be gears. 714 00:46:06,514 --> 00:46:08,015 - Look like balloons to me. 715 00:46:08,015 --> 00:46:09,475 - These are my brakes. 716 00:46:09,475 --> 00:46:10,643 (laughing) 717 00:46:10,643 --> 00:46:14,146 - You know, I'm actually a little nervous. 718 00:46:14,146 --> 00:46:16,482 I think there's a good chance you could beat my time. 719 00:46:16,482 --> 00:46:17,692 - Okay. 720 00:46:17,692 --> 00:46:19,902 - If I give you a two hour head start! 721 00:46:19,902 --> 00:46:23,072 (rock music) 722 00:46:23,072 --> 00:46:23,906 - Okay! 723 00:46:25,825 --> 00:46:27,493 Where are you going? 724 00:46:28,828 --> 00:46:31,914 - [Cooper] You're in trouble now, Michael. 725 00:46:31,914 --> 00:46:33,416 Catch me if you can! 726 00:46:33,416 --> 00:46:35,167 - [Michael] Coop, wait up! 727 00:46:35,167 --> 00:46:37,753 Get over here, you gotta let me see this thing. 728 00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:40,381 - It's been a long time since I've seen him be this happy. 729 00:46:40,381 --> 00:46:42,842 - [Cooper] You better get up. 730 00:46:44,176 --> 00:46:46,595 (rock music) 731 00:46:53,853 --> 00:46:56,772 You better get Michael some oxygen. 732 00:46:58,190 --> 00:46:59,191 Great teamwork, Dad. 733 00:47:00,693 --> 00:47:02,194 I do believe that's mine. 734 00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:03,404 - I surrender, sir. 735 00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:06,365 - Yes! 736 00:47:07,366 --> 00:47:09,118 Victory is mine! 737 00:47:10,953 --> 00:47:12,788 - Hey, I gotta get back to the meeting. 738 00:47:12,788 --> 00:47:15,374 So, why don't you stay, hang out, 739 00:47:15,374 --> 00:47:17,126 take a ride on the chair and I'll cover for you? 740 00:47:17,126 --> 00:47:17,960 - Yeah? 741 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:18,794 - Yeah. 742 00:47:18,794 --> 00:47:19,879 - You're the best. 743 00:47:19,879 --> 00:47:20,880 I'll be there in a few minutes. 744 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:21,797 - Okay, yeah. 745 00:47:21,797 --> 00:47:22,798 I'll see you, behave yourself, 746 00:47:22,798 --> 00:47:23,466 bye bye. - Cooper! 747 00:47:23,466 --> 00:47:24,425 I can stay! 748 00:47:26,427 --> 00:47:28,888 (rock music) 749 00:47:53,829 --> 00:47:56,332 (kooky music) 750 00:48:19,522 --> 00:48:22,108 (bowl dinging) 751 00:48:29,365 --> 00:48:30,783 - Thank you for taking the time 752 00:48:30,783 --> 00:48:32,451 to join us, Michael. 753 00:48:33,536 --> 00:48:35,037 - I have a good excuse for being late. 754 00:48:35,037 --> 00:48:38,541 I was actually busy getting humiliated by Cooper. 755 00:48:38,541 --> 00:48:40,459 I mean, you should have seen it. 756 00:48:40,459 --> 00:48:41,877 It was amazing how the race challenge 757 00:48:41,877 --> 00:48:44,046 actually helped Cooper's morale. 758 00:48:44,046 --> 00:48:46,715 He was just so glowing with pride 759 00:48:46,715 --> 00:48:49,301 when he showed this outrageous machine to me, just, 760 00:48:51,387 --> 00:48:52,888 (sighing) 761 00:48:52,888 --> 00:48:56,142 I wasn't actually crazy about my humiliation part. 762 00:48:57,309 --> 00:48:59,311 - We all need to make sacrifices, Michael. 763 00:48:59,311 --> 00:49:01,480 I'm glad to hear Cooper has recovered enough 764 00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:03,899 from his surgery to be more active. 765 00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:06,402 I take it the pain pump is working well. 766 00:49:07,570 --> 00:49:08,821 I just hope we can keep him out of pain 767 00:49:08,821 --> 00:49:10,573 for a while longer. 768 00:49:10,573 --> 00:49:13,367 Now is a good time to have a goals of care 769 00:49:13,367 --> 00:49:15,327 conversation with him and his family. 770 00:49:15,327 --> 00:49:18,664 - Yes, Michael I hate to say this right now but 771 00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:21,167 we have to be realistic about where Cooper is. 772 00:49:22,501 --> 00:49:24,712 - [Valerie] Michael, she's right. 773 00:49:24,712 --> 00:49:26,380 We can't wait too long. 774 00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:27,381 It's time. 775 00:49:34,597 --> 00:49:37,016 - All right, I'll help set up the family meeting. 776 00:49:38,350 --> 00:49:39,185 - Okay. 777 00:49:41,020 --> 00:49:42,104 - Thank you, sir. 778 00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:45,941 - Thank you, Michael. 779 00:49:50,613 --> 00:49:53,115 (light music) 780 00:50:26,607 --> 00:50:29,485 (board chattering) 781 00:50:34,990 --> 00:50:37,576 - Thank you everyone, for coming today. 782 00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:40,496 I think we all know each other, 783 00:50:40,496 --> 00:50:43,666 so I'm gonna dispense with introductions. 784 00:50:45,251 --> 00:50:49,129 We're here today to talk about how to support Cooper 785 00:50:49,129 --> 00:50:51,006 and his family. 786 00:50:51,006 --> 00:50:54,260 And we wanna establish a good understanding 787 00:50:54,260 --> 00:50:58,097 of what your values and your wishes are, okay? 788 00:51:00,140 --> 00:51:03,143 - First I wanna thank all of you for having us. 789 00:51:05,354 --> 00:51:07,606 I know it's unusual to have the patient 790 00:51:07,606 --> 00:51:08,691 come to one of these. 791 00:51:09,608 --> 00:51:11,277 So I appreciate the opportunity. 792 00:51:17,866 --> 00:51:18,701 So I'm dying. 793 00:51:20,452 --> 00:51:23,038 (somber music) 794 00:51:24,164 --> 00:51:26,333 You see, I know I'm dying. 795 00:51:28,294 --> 00:51:29,795 I know my time is limited. 796 00:51:31,171 --> 00:51:34,800 The cancer has gotten into my spinal cord fluid. 797 00:51:36,510 --> 00:51:38,554 - As your body becomes weaker, 798 00:51:38,554 --> 00:51:39,805 we need to know, Cooper, 799 00:51:39,805 --> 00:51:41,890 how aggressive you want us to be. 800 00:51:43,517 --> 00:51:45,561 - I don't wanna be kept alive artificially. 801 00:51:47,187 --> 00:51:50,649 I don't want machines, I don't want feeding tubes. 802 00:51:55,029 --> 00:51:58,240 I just want to spend what time I have with my family, 803 00:51:59,366 --> 00:52:00,993 and to have help controlling the pain. 804 00:52:02,369 --> 00:52:04,246 - What if the only way we have of controlling your pain 805 00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:06,165 is to keep you sedated all the time? 806 00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:10,502 You wouldn't be able to interact with your family. 807 00:52:12,546 --> 00:52:15,215 - I can't interact with them now 808 00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:18,510 if I'm screaming and writhing in pain. 809 00:52:21,013 --> 00:52:22,514 So if it comes to that point, 810 00:52:25,017 --> 00:52:28,520 then yes, I wanna be medicated. 811 00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:33,942 - What we've described is called palliative sedation. 812 00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,361 We're not gonna deeply sedate you 813 00:52:35,361 --> 00:52:38,280 until all other pain medication options are ineffective. 814 00:52:40,032 --> 00:52:41,700 Cooper, once we do deeply sedate you, 815 00:52:41,700 --> 00:52:43,786 you won't be able to eat or drink anymore. 816 00:52:46,121 --> 00:52:49,124 - Cooper, this is true for all patients who become this ill. 817 00:52:50,459 --> 00:52:52,586 But this can be especially hard on family. 818 00:52:52,586 --> 00:52:54,421 So it's really important that we help you 819 00:52:54,421 --> 00:52:56,715 understand this process. 820 00:52:56,715 --> 00:52:59,551 And that we know that you're really making 821 00:52:59,551 --> 00:53:00,969 the choice that you want here. 822 00:53:02,888 --> 00:53:04,306 This is not the route we wanna go 823 00:53:04,306 --> 00:53:06,725 but we wanna make sure that you're all informed. 824 00:53:09,144 --> 00:53:12,898 - Actually, my greatest desire 825 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,568 is to have another wheelchair race with Michael 826 00:53:16,568 --> 00:53:18,487 so I can kick his ass again. 827 00:53:18,487 --> 00:53:20,072 (everyone laughing) 828 00:53:20,072 --> 00:53:22,241 - I'd pay 20 bucks to watch that. 829 00:53:22,241 --> 00:53:24,576 (chuckling) 830 00:53:27,079 --> 00:53:28,288 - All I really want is to go home 831 00:53:28,288 --> 00:53:29,998 and be with my family. 832 00:53:31,959 --> 00:53:34,586 (somber music) 833 00:53:53,856 --> 00:53:55,691 - [Announcer] Dr. Melvin, please report 834 00:53:55,691 --> 00:53:57,151 to the Trauma Center. 835 00:53:57,151 --> 00:54:00,612 Dr. Melvin, you're requested in the Trauma Center. 836 00:54:00,612 --> 00:54:03,824 (gentle pensive music) 837 00:54:31,226 --> 00:54:32,352 - Come on now! 838 00:54:32,352 --> 00:54:34,563 Kablooey! (cackling) 839 00:54:34,563 --> 00:54:39,568 Dead man wheeling here! (laughing) 840 00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:42,362 - Hey, thank you Coop. 841 00:54:42,362 --> 00:54:43,197 I needed that. 842 00:54:43,197 --> 00:54:44,031 Let's go. 843 00:54:44,990 --> 00:54:48,076 (kooky upbeat music) 844 00:54:54,666 --> 00:54:58,670 - [Cooper] (laughing) Look out! 845 00:55:09,515 --> 00:55:11,683 (dinging) 846 00:55:14,770 --> 00:55:16,939 (dinging) 847 00:55:26,448 --> 00:55:28,909 - [Announcer] Would a valet operator please meet 848 00:55:28,909 --> 00:55:31,036 a patient at the front entrance. 849 00:55:31,036 --> 00:55:33,580 A valet operator to the front entrance please. 850 00:55:33,580 --> 00:55:36,750 (birds chirping) 851 00:55:36,750 --> 00:55:37,793 - [Michael] I think Cooper's cancer 852 00:55:37,793 --> 00:55:39,795 is just progressing too rapidly. 853 00:55:39,795 --> 00:55:41,880 Now it's starting to get a little rough. 854 00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:44,216 - [Valerie] Michael, I know this is tough for you 855 00:55:44,216 --> 00:55:46,385 but I know you're gonna do the right thing. 856 00:55:59,439 --> 00:56:00,899 - Hey guys. 857 00:56:00,899 --> 00:56:01,733 So what's up? 858 00:56:03,110 --> 00:56:05,654 - Dr. Roberts and I want to check your pain pump. 859 00:56:05,654 --> 00:56:07,656 And Valerie's here to keep an eye on us. 860 00:56:10,784 --> 00:56:14,329 This programmer has a scanner attached to a cord 861 00:56:14,329 --> 00:56:15,831 that is placed over your pump reservoir 862 00:56:15,831 --> 00:56:17,249 implanted under your skin. 863 00:56:18,417 --> 00:56:20,335 The scanner can access data from the pump, 864 00:56:20,335 --> 00:56:22,087 print it out on the programmer screen 865 00:56:22,087 --> 00:56:24,631 and allow me to change settings if I need to. 866 00:56:27,467 --> 00:56:29,636 Now, pull up your gown. 867 00:56:29,636 --> 00:56:32,514 - Aw, aren't you gonna at least buy me dinner first? 868 00:56:32,514 --> 00:56:34,808 (laughing) 869 00:56:41,982 --> 00:56:44,818 You're doing one hell of a job, Doc. 870 00:56:44,818 --> 00:56:46,278 But could you speed it up a bit? 871 00:56:46,278 --> 00:56:47,487 I'm kinda naked here. 872 00:56:48,697 --> 00:56:49,865 - This is great. 873 00:56:49,865 --> 00:56:52,951 Someone's finally giving Michael a hard time. 874 00:56:54,369 --> 00:56:56,872 - Let's pump up the Dilaudid to five. 875 00:56:56,872 --> 00:56:58,457 Everything else is maxed out. 876 00:57:05,714 --> 00:57:07,633 - Just fix this here for you. 877 00:57:09,468 --> 00:57:11,553 (laughing) 878 00:57:11,553 --> 00:57:13,639 - Oh, that's real professional. 879 00:57:13,639 --> 00:57:15,557 They teach you that in nursing school? 880 00:57:16,475 --> 00:57:18,352 Oh please, allow me to fix it. 881 00:57:19,645 --> 00:57:21,063 I don't mind being abused. 882 00:57:21,063 --> 00:57:22,397 I'm only dying here! 883 00:57:22,397 --> 00:57:25,067 (pager buzzing) 884 00:57:26,234 --> 00:57:27,903 - Sorry I'm gonna miss the rest of the show 885 00:57:27,903 --> 00:57:30,322 but I have to get this. 886 00:57:35,243 --> 00:57:36,078 - Sorry, Coop. 887 00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:39,873 I know, I'm not acting like my usual self lately. 888 00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:47,923 (somber music) 889 00:57:47,923 --> 00:57:50,926 Is there anything else that you wanna talk about? 890 00:57:52,386 --> 00:57:55,013 - Just try to keep me out of pain as much as possible. 891 00:57:56,431 --> 00:57:58,183 I don't want my family to be any more upset 892 00:57:58,183 --> 00:57:59,267 than they already are. 893 00:58:00,727 --> 00:58:03,355 - We're hoping that the pain pump will continue to work. 894 00:58:04,773 --> 00:58:06,108 And you know if it doesn't, 895 00:58:07,901 --> 00:58:10,862 unfortunately we're looking at the deeper sedation 896 00:58:10,862 --> 00:58:12,614 that we talked about. 897 00:58:14,032 --> 00:58:15,283 - I know. 898 00:58:15,283 --> 00:58:16,785 Just help them get through it. 899 00:58:17,911 --> 00:58:18,745 - I will. 900 00:58:20,122 --> 00:58:22,749 - Just help me get through it with minimal pain 901 00:58:22,749 --> 00:58:24,543 and support my family. 902 00:58:24,543 --> 00:58:25,627 That's all I'm asking. 903 00:58:27,713 --> 00:58:30,382 Well, maybe not all. 904 00:58:33,468 --> 00:58:36,596 Actually, there is one more thing. 905 00:58:37,597 --> 00:58:38,473 - Anything, Coop. 906 00:58:39,891 --> 00:58:41,560 You know I'll help any way I can. 907 00:58:52,738 --> 00:58:54,573 - I need you to promise me, Michael. 908 00:58:58,160 --> 00:59:01,288 I need you to promise that when this thing happens, 909 00:59:03,081 --> 00:59:05,292 you'll do something for me. 910 00:59:05,292 --> 00:59:06,251 - Consider it done. 911 00:59:12,591 --> 00:59:14,676 - I want you to sing to me! 912 00:59:15,927 --> 00:59:18,513 (laughing) 913 00:59:18,513 --> 00:59:21,016 (kooky music) 914 00:59:22,309 --> 00:59:25,020 - [Michael] Oh man, I walked right into that. 915 00:59:25,020 --> 00:59:26,313 - Yes you did, buddy. 916 00:59:30,108 --> 00:59:32,652 - A little birdy told me 917 00:59:32,652 --> 00:59:35,197 that you used to sing in a band. 918 00:59:35,197 --> 00:59:36,698 Heard you were pretty good too. 919 00:59:36,698 --> 00:59:38,867 And I hope you know the words to the theme song 920 00:59:38,867 --> 00:59:40,118 from The Flinstones. 921 00:59:40,118 --> 00:59:41,453 'Cause that's my favorite. 922 00:59:42,662 --> 00:59:45,707 Yabba dabba do! (laughing) 923 00:59:49,377 --> 00:59:51,880 - Oh is that a picture of the whole family there? 924 00:59:52,964 --> 00:59:54,299 - Hey! 925 00:59:54,299 --> 00:59:55,467 Patient abuse! 926 00:59:56,468 --> 00:59:57,302 Come on! 927 00:59:59,179 --> 01:00:02,182 (crickets chirping) 928 01:00:15,403 --> 01:00:16,488 (humming) 929 01:00:16,488 --> 01:00:17,489 Hey Doctor Dumbshit. 930 01:00:19,908 --> 01:00:23,161 You working all night again? (laughing) 931 01:00:24,329 --> 01:00:25,330 - It's just starting to roll off your tongue 932 01:00:25,330 --> 01:00:26,665 a little too easy. 933 01:00:26,665 --> 01:00:29,501 Actually, no, I'm just on my way home. 934 01:00:31,169 --> 01:00:33,088 Why, do you need me to come tuck you in 935 01:00:33,088 --> 01:00:34,256 and sing to you? 936 01:00:34,256 --> 01:00:35,382 - Let me have a slice. 937 01:00:36,508 --> 01:00:38,927 - I don't have-- - Come on, one slice. 938 01:00:38,927 --> 01:00:40,887 And I promise to keep my lips sealed 939 01:00:40,887 --> 01:00:43,390 about you having the hots for Dr. Crawford. 940 01:00:44,349 --> 01:00:45,100 - What? 941 01:00:46,601 --> 01:00:48,019 That's ridiculous. 942 01:00:48,019 --> 01:00:50,522 I don't, where did you hear that? 943 01:00:50,522 --> 01:00:52,858 - Look, I may be sick but I'm not blind. 944 01:00:54,276 --> 01:00:56,570 Don't worry, I'll put in a good word for ya. 945 01:00:57,445 --> 01:00:58,280 Come on. 946 01:01:02,284 --> 01:01:04,786 (tense music) 947 01:01:10,208 --> 01:01:11,459 (laughing) 948 01:01:11,459 --> 01:01:12,627 - The things I do. 949 01:01:17,424 --> 01:01:22,429 - Mmm, mmm, mmm. (laughing) 950 01:01:25,390 --> 01:01:26,474 Listen, Romeo. 951 01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:30,770 Life's a lot shorter than you think. 952 01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:32,147 Trust me, I know. 953 01:01:35,317 --> 01:01:38,904 You spend all your time here at the hospital 954 01:01:38,904 --> 01:01:40,572 mainly just bothering me. 955 01:01:44,659 --> 01:01:47,454 You need to make time for something else. 956 01:01:49,331 --> 01:01:50,248 Take it from me. 957 01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:54,920 If you're lucky enough to find that special someone 958 01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:57,422 who supports you and loves you, 959 01:01:58,840 --> 01:01:59,799 don't hold back. 960 01:02:01,176 --> 01:02:03,595 Make the most of every minute you have together. 961 01:02:08,183 --> 01:02:09,100 Be a man! 962 01:02:10,268 --> 01:02:12,646 Don't be afraid to open up your heart 963 01:02:12,646 --> 01:02:13,939 even if you think there's a chance 964 01:02:13,939 --> 01:02:14,981 it might get broken. 965 01:02:16,524 --> 01:02:18,860 There's worse things in this world. 966 01:02:18,860 --> 01:02:20,779 - You getting all sensitive on me now? 967 01:02:22,656 --> 01:02:23,490 Okay. 968 01:02:24,616 --> 01:02:25,533 I think it's time for me to go 969 01:02:25,533 --> 01:02:26,534 before all my pizza's gone. 970 01:02:29,037 --> 01:02:31,539 - Michael, look at me! 971 01:02:35,377 --> 01:02:38,463 Go find that beautiful girlfriend of yours 972 01:02:38,463 --> 01:02:41,549 and hold on tight and live your life 973 01:02:41,549 --> 01:02:42,634 to the fullest. 974 01:02:44,719 --> 01:02:45,887 Because if you don't, 975 01:02:50,350 --> 01:02:51,893 then you really are a dumb shit. 976 01:03:03,405 --> 01:03:04,239 - See? 977 01:03:05,657 --> 01:03:07,492 Now you really do remind me of my Dad. 978 01:03:08,493 --> 01:03:11,079 (somber music) 979 01:03:13,581 --> 01:03:14,749 - I love you too, buddy. 980 01:03:16,918 --> 01:03:17,877 Now give me another slice 981 01:03:17,877 --> 01:03:19,045 and get the hell outta here. 982 01:03:26,386 --> 01:03:27,387 - All right. 983 01:03:49,284 --> 01:03:52,287 (crickets chirping) 984 01:03:54,122 --> 01:03:57,459 (light whimsical music) 985 01:04:22,901 --> 01:04:24,944 (clearing throat) 986 01:04:24,944 --> 01:04:26,237 This is Michael Lafata, NP 987 01:04:27,822 --> 01:04:31,076 dictating a note to chart on Cooper Davis. 988 01:04:31,076 --> 01:04:33,244 Medical record number 34458. 989 01:04:34,746 --> 01:04:37,999 Patient is a 52 year old male with renal cancer. 990 01:04:37,999 --> 01:04:41,753 Status post nephrectomy and T5 tumor biopsy. 991 01:04:41,753 --> 01:04:44,506 (dramatic music) 992 01:04:46,091 --> 01:04:49,761 Confirmation of leptomenangiomethasthesis, 993 01:04:49,761 --> 01:04:52,263 on comfort measures only with implanted pain pump. 994 01:04:55,475 --> 01:04:58,103 Discharged home per patient's request one month ago, 995 01:04:59,437 --> 01:05:01,189 now at progressively increasing right groin pain 996 01:05:01,189 --> 01:05:03,942 unresponsive to aggressive titration 997 01:05:03,942 --> 01:05:06,027 of intrathecal pain pump. 998 01:05:13,785 --> 01:05:15,954 Patient's wife was advised to bring patient 999 01:05:15,954 --> 01:05:18,873 into the ER for further evaluation. 1000 01:05:20,959 --> 01:05:23,711 (dramatic music) 1001 01:05:41,521 --> 01:05:44,190 (pager ringing) 1002 01:06:13,178 --> 01:06:15,680 (light music) 1003 01:06:28,526 --> 01:06:32,030 - So we're here today to talk about what's going on. 1004 01:06:33,698 --> 01:06:37,619 - So as you both know, your father is very sick 1005 01:06:37,619 --> 01:06:39,746 and in a lot of pain. 1006 01:06:39,746 --> 01:06:42,290 And the only way that we can manage that pain right now 1007 01:06:42,290 --> 01:06:44,209 is just by putting him deeply asleep, 1008 01:06:44,209 --> 01:06:46,628 almost like someone who's about to have surgery. 1009 01:06:46,628 --> 01:06:49,380 It's the only way that we can keep him comfortable. 1010 01:06:49,380 --> 01:06:50,882 - We know this is bad. 1011 01:06:50,882 --> 01:06:52,759 Dad warned us this could happen. 1012 01:06:54,469 --> 01:06:56,554 - I still feel like everyone's giving up. 1013 01:06:57,931 --> 01:07:00,141 Isn't there anything else you guys can do? 1014 01:07:00,141 --> 01:07:03,603 - No, there is nothing more that we can medically do 1015 01:07:03,603 --> 01:07:05,480 in order to stop the cancer that's spreading 1016 01:07:05,480 --> 01:07:07,398 from his spinal fluid up into his brain. 1017 01:07:07,398 --> 01:07:10,568 It's causing him horrible pain. 1018 01:07:10,568 --> 01:07:13,947 And now we just wanna focus on managing that pain. 1019 01:07:13,947 --> 01:07:16,449 - We're not giving up on your father. 1020 01:07:16,449 --> 01:07:20,245 We know you care about him deeply and love him. 1021 01:07:20,245 --> 01:07:22,789 And we care about him deeply too. 1022 01:07:22,789 --> 01:07:24,332 - Then help him. 1023 01:07:24,332 --> 01:07:25,917 Don't just let him die! 1024 01:07:27,961 --> 01:07:30,421 - Your father has fought so hard. 1025 01:07:31,339 --> 01:07:32,340 His body is tired. 1026 01:07:33,758 --> 01:07:35,843 This type of cancer does not have a cure. 1027 01:07:37,804 --> 01:07:40,765 It will only progress and his pain will get worse. 1028 01:07:40,765 --> 01:07:42,976 Right now we need to do what is best for him. 1029 01:07:44,769 --> 01:07:47,021 (weeping) 1030 01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:48,356 - So what are you gonna do? 1031 01:07:50,358 --> 01:07:52,318 - We're going to keep his pain pump settings 1032 01:07:52,318 --> 01:07:53,861 right where they are 1033 01:07:53,861 --> 01:07:56,197 and add an additionally IV medication called Ativan. 1034 01:07:58,283 --> 01:08:00,785 The problem is, your father will be in a deep sleep. 1035 01:08:02,203 --> 01:08:04,706 And he won't be able to talk to you, eat or drink. 1036 01:08:07,667 --> 01:08:10,461 - And we want to make sure everybody is comfortable 1037 01:08:10,461 --> 01:08:11,629 with this plan. 1038 01:08:11,629 --> 01:08:14,132 - So you're just gonna kill him?! 1039 01:08:14,132 --> 01:08:14,966 - No, no. 1040 01:08:16,634 --> 01:08:18,970 Tiffany, unfortunately, it is the cancer 1041 01:08:18,970 --> 01:08:20,346 that is killing your father. 1042 01:08:21,389 --> 01:08:22,807 This is the only thing we can do 1043 01:08:22,807 --> 01:08:24,684 to keep him from dying in pain. 1044 01:08:27,979 --> 01:08:29,981 A body cannot digest food 1045 01:08:29,981 --> 01:08:32,400 when someone as sick as your father-- 1046 01:08:32,400 --> 01:08:34,402 - Tiff! - Tiffany! 1047 01:08:34,402 --> 01:08:35,320 - Tiffany. - Tiffany! 1048 01:08:35,320 --> 01:08:36,487 - I got this. 1049 01:08:36,487 --> 01:08:37,989 - [Oscar] Tiffany. 1050 01:08:43,911 --> 01:08:45,580 - I wish there was an easier way. 1051 01:08:47,749 --> 01:08:50,668 (Cooper screaming) 1052 01:08:54,756 --> 01:08:56,341 - We should get him on the Ativan drip. 1053 01:08:56,341 --> 01:08:58,593 Can you order one and get the drip hung as soon as possible? 1054 01:09:01,387 --> 01:09:03,431 - We can't find Tiffany, what's going on? 1055 01:09:03,431 --> 01:09:04,932 - [Anna] I'm not sure, he just started writhing in pain. 1056 01:09:04,932 --> 01:09:06,601 - This is Michael, I need another two milligrams 1057 01:09:06,601 --> 01:09:08,436 of Ativan, stat. 1058 01:09:08,436 --> 01:09:09,854 And please, call the pharmacy, 1059 01:09:09,854 --> 01:09:11,856 tell them I need the Ativan drip right now! 1060 01:09:13,608 --> 01:09:16,110 (tense music) 1061 01:09:26,788 --> 01:09:30,208 (tense percussive music) 1062 01:09:34,962 --> 01:09:35,797 - [Kelly] What's wrong? 1063 01:09:35,797 --> 01:09:36,964 What happened? 1064 01:09:37,882 --> 01:09:39,384 - [Michael] We don't know yet. 1065 01:09:48,643 --> 01:09:50,812 - I believe Cooper has had a massive stroke. 1066 01:10:02,281 --> 01:10:05,576 I don't know how much time he has left. 1067 01:10:06,494 --> 01:10:08,496 - We gotta find Tiffany. 1068 01:10:19,632 --> 01:10:23,302 (siren blaring in distance) 1069 01:10:47,452 --> 01:10:49,620 (sighing) 1070 01:10:51,956 --> 01:10:53,666 - I can't believe this is finally happening. 1071 01:10:56,961 --> 01:10:58,838 I mean I knew it would. 1072 01:11:00,965 --> 01:11:02,508 I just hoped. 1073 01:11:31,537 --> 01:11:36,501 ♪ Flintstones ♪ 1074 01:11:36,501 --> 01:11:39,504 ♪ Meet the Flintstones ♪ 1075 01:11:39,504 --> 01:11:44,383 ♪ They're a modern stone age family ♪ 1076 01:11:44,383 --> 01:11:49,388 ♪ From the town of Bedrock ♪ 1077 01:11:50,598 --> 01:11:54,519 ♪ They're a page right out of history ♪ 1078 01:11:54,519 --> 01:11:59,398 ♪ Let's ride with the family down the street ♪ 1079 01:11:59,398 --> 01:12:03,694 ♪ Through the courtesy of Fred's two feet ♪ 1080 01:12:03,694 --> 01:12:06,697 Oh my god, this is the dumbest thing I've ever done. 1081 01:12:06,697 --> 01:12:09,534 (somber music) 1082 01:12:09,534 --> 01:12:11,202 I hope you're happy in there, bud. 1083 01:12:16,123 --> 01:12:18,960 (sobbing) 1084 01:12:18,960 --> 01:12:19,794 - Hey. 1085 01:12:30,721 --> 01:12:33,307 (somber music) 1086 01:12:58,833 --> 01:13:02,253 - You see officer, they are killing my father. 1087 01:13:02,253 --> 01:13:03,754 - What's up, Michael, Valerie? 1088 01:13:05,256 --> 01:13:07,592 This young lady just caused quite a scene out front. 1089 01:13:07,592 --> 01:13:09,343 She says you're killing her father. 1090 01:13:11,470 --> 01:13:13,931 I thought the least I could do is bring her back here. 1091 01:13:13,931 --> 01:13:14,765 - Thanks, Gary. 1092 01:13:15,683 --> 01:13:16,851 We'll take it from here. 1093 01:13:18,144 --> 01:13:19,353 - You two know each other? 1094 01:13:19,353 --> 01:13:21,105 Officer, I insist you arrest them. 1095 01:13:21,105 --> 01:13:25,151 - It must be exhausting to stay so angry. 1096 01:13:26,611 --> 01:13:28,821 You have so many people who can help you through this 1097 01:13:28,821 --> 01:13:31,449 but you insist on pushing them away. 1098 01:13:32,617 --> 01:13:34,368 All because you need to stay angry. 1099 01:13:35,536 --> 01:13:36,621 - Whoah, I'm out of here. 1100 01:13:36,621 --> 01:13:37,663 She's all yours. 1101 01:13:37,663 --> 01:13:39,373 Give me a call if you need to. 1102 01:13:39,373 --> 01:13:41,042 - Thanks Gary. 1103 01:13:41,042 --> 01:13:42,710 Tell Mom I said hi. 1104 01:13:42,710 --> 01:13:45,296 - Great, you're all related, perfect. 1105 01:13:56,807 --> 01:13:59,393 (somber music) 1106 01:14:02,229 --> 01:14:04,565 (sniffling) 1107 01:14:47,775 --> 01:14:49,026 - I'm sorry I left. 1108 01:14:53,030 --> 01:14:54,740 I don't know what's wrong with me. 1109 01:15:00,788 --> 01:15:04,041 - (sighing) It's okay. 1110 01:15:09,380 --> 01:15:11,549 (sighing) 1111 01:15:23,978 --> 01:15:25,896 - Oh my god. 1112 01:15:27,732 --> 01:15:30,401 Even when Valerie's not here, she's still bugging me. 1113 01:15:31,902 --> 01:15:32,737 - Go on, read it. 1114 01:15:33,654 --> 01:15:34,488 - Yeah. 1115 01:15:36,157 --> 01:15:36,991 Okay. 1116 01:15:39,577 --> 01:15:42,455 Don't believe the pedestal you placed upon. 1117 01:15:44,331 --> 01:15:48,419 Well, that's dumb 'cause I deserve my pedestal. 1118 01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:51,297 Of course now there's a statue of Mary 1119 01:15:51,297 --> 01:15:54,091 bolted onto it. (chuckling) 1120 01:15:57,928 --> 01:15:59,513 A power greater than you 1121 01:15:59,513 --> 01:16:01,640 will determine your patient's fate. 1122 01:16:04,143 --> 01:16:05,770 Yeah, usually that's the surgeon. 1123 01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:18,199 Find comfort in knowing you did your very best. 1124 01:16:20,993 --> 01:16:24,622 Review actions and explore feelings daily. 1125 01:16:29,001 --> 01:16:29,835 I am. 1126 01:16:32,379 --> 01:16:34,298 I promise to stay in the present 1127 01:16:35,674 --> 01:16:39,720 and separate my personal issues from what actually happened. 1128 01:16:44,141 --> 01:16:46,852 I haven't been very good at that. 1129 01:16:53,359 --> 01:16:54,985 I promise not to fear 1130 01:16:56,028 --> 01:16:57,988 feelings of sadness or grief. 1131 01:17:02,326 --> 01:17:04,745 For it is when the heart is broken 1132 01:17:04,745 --> 01:17:07,081 that it is most open to growth and change. 1133 01:17:11,502 --> 01:17:14,421 What? 1134 01:17:14,421 --> 01:17:17,716 Who writes this stuff? (chuckling) 1135 01:17:20,344 --> 01:17:22,763 Well you know it's a good thing I'm not suicidal. 1136 01:17:24,515 --> 01:17:26,016 (sighing) 1137 01:17:26,016 --> 01:17:28,394 'Cause that would have been over with. (sighing) 1138 01:18:03,596 --> 01:18:06,265 (pager ringing) 1139 01:18:11,604 --> 01:18:13,480 Michael, where are you? 1140 01:18:13,480 --> 01:18:14,899 Cooper just died. 1141 01:18:17,484 --> 01:18:18,319 Okay. 1142 01:18:20,988 --> 01:18:23,324 Yeah, okay, all right, okay. 1143 01:18:26,243 --> 01:18:27,244 - It's okay. 1144 01:18:41,425 --> 01:18:42,426 Hey. - Yeah. 1145 01:18:44,011 --> 01:18:45,930 - How can I love you best, what can I do? 1146 01:18:48,307 --> 01:18:49,808 - You're doing it. 1147 01:18:55,022 --> 01:18:59,026 And you can give me some pizza and some cold beer. 1148 01:19:00,861 --> 01:19:01,779 That's all I want. 1149 01:19:02,863 --> 01:19:04,782 - Sounds good. - Right on. 1150 01:19:06,450 --> 01:19:07,326 I just wanna go home. 1151 01:19:08,994 --> 01:19:10,329 - [Anna] I know. 1152 01:19:17,795 --> 01:19:20,965 (typewriter clacking) 1153 01:19:22,716 --> 01:19:25,803 - I'd like to order a pizza to be delivered. 1154 01:19:25,803 --> 01:19:27,054 Yeah, my usual. 1155 01:19:28,055 --> 01:19:28,889 Thanks. 1156 01:19:36,230 --> 01:19:37,398 Wow. 1157 01:19:37,398 --> 01:19:39,316 - [Valerie] Hi Michael, how are you doing? 1158 01:19:39,316 --> 01:19:40,526 I hope you're better. 1159 01:19:40,526 --> 01:19:42,152 We're here for you, buddy. 1160 01:19:42,152 --> 01:19:44,154 Give me a call when you feel up to it. 1161 01:19:44,154 --> 01:19:45,322 We love you. 1162 01:19:45,322 --> 01:19:47,032 (beeping) 1163 01:19:47,032 --> 01:19:48,826 You know I'm really glad you're taking some time off. 1164 01:19:48,826 --> 01:19:49,994 Good for you. 1165 01:19:49,994 --> 01:19:51,370 I think it was a good idea. 1166 01:19:51,370 --> 01:19:53,831 You've dealt with so much lately. 1167 01:19:53,831 --> 01:19:54,665 Call me. 1168 01:19:56,166 --> 01:19:57,710 (beeping) 1169 01:19:57,710 --> 01:20:00,212 - [Man] Hi, I'm calling about that frisbee set 1170 01:20:00,212 --> 01:20:01,755 you had for sale. 1171 01:20:01,755 --> 01:20:04,258 Would you take 18 dollars instead of 20? 1172 01:20:04,258 --> 01:20:05,509 Or like I could go to 19. 1173 01:20:06,593 --> 01:20:07,428 All right let me know. 1174 01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:10,014 - [Valerie] Michael! 1175 01:20:10,014 --> 01:20:11,765 You jerk, pick up the phone 1176 01:20:11,765 --> 01:20:12,933 or I'm coming over there 1177 01:20:12,933 --> 01:20:14,393 and I'm gonna shove it up your ass! 1178 01:20:16,937 --> 01:20:19,773 - Delivery for Michael Lafa-- - Lafata. 1179 01:20:24,445 --> 01:20:25,612 (kooky music) 1180 01:20:25,612 --> 01:20:27,865 (shutting) 1181 01:20:35,789 --> 01:20:38,542 Yup, delete, delete. 1182 01:20:39,418 --> 01:20:40,210 Delete. 1183 01:20:42,755 --> 01:20:44,798 (sighing) 1184 01:20:44,798 --> 01:20:47,384 If only my life were that easy. 1185 01:20:48,302 --> 01:20:50,554 Hey, you're nasty, delete. 1186 01:20:50,554 --> 01:20:52,264 Hey, you're stupid, delete. 1187 01:20:59,146 --> 01:21:01,315 (knocking) 1188 01:21:12,951 --> 01:21:14,495 - Just don't yell at him, babe. 1189 01:21:16,830 --> 01:21:18,916 - Where the hell are you? 1190 01:21:23,962 --> 01:21:26,131 (sighing) 1191 01:21:30,594 --> 01:21:33,305 You're not the only one going through grief. 1192 01:21:36,683 --> 01:21:37,851 I could have been there for you. 1193 01:21:37,851 --> 01:21:39,853 I could have helped you. 1194 01:21:39,853 --> 01:21:43,857 But no, you just go off and hide 1195 01:21:43,857 --> 01:21:45,442 as if nobody cares. 1196 01:21:45,442 --> 01:21:46,193 - Okay. 1197 01:21:47,611 --> 01:21:49,113 I suck at this. 1198 01:21:51,532 --> 01:21:54,118 I had too many days with too little sleep. 1199 01:21:56,995 --> 01:21:57,788 - Look, Michael. 1200 01:22:01,291 --> 01:22:02,376 When Danny died, 1201 01:22:05,212 --> 01:22:06,713 I told myself I was done. 1202 01:22:08,632 --> 01:22:11,218 I was ready to walk away from this job. 1203 01:22:12,469 --> 01:22:14,721 I was done. 1204 01:22:14,721 --> 01:22:17,224 I was thinking about my girls too much. 1205 01:22:20,561 --> 01:22:22,980 And then I had to refocus 1206 01:22:22,980 --> 01:22:26,316 and shift and remain present 1207 01:22:26,316 --> 01:22:28,485 for Danny and his mom. 1208 01:22:29,820 --> 01:22:33,157 Do you think that hurt any less for me? 1209 01:22:35,159 --> 01:22:38,328 You've gotta find something that distracts you. 1210 01:22:39,663 --> 01:22:42,249 You gotta get lost in something. 1211 01:22:42,249 --> 01:22:45,252 You gotta find something that gives you meaning 1212 01:22:45,252 --> 01:22:47,921 and purpose outside of this kind of work. 1213 01:22:51,008 --> 01:22:53,093 You gotta fall in love with something. 1214 01:22:55,012 --> 01:22:57,681 - Yeah, I-- - Like maybe art. 1215 01:22:57,681 --> 01:23:00,184 Or like journaling. 1216 01:23:01,351 --> 01:23:04,104 Or like music or biking or something. 1217 01:23:09,193 --> 01:23:11,028 - What's with all the doorbells and the knocking? 1218 01:23:11,028 --> 01:23:12,863 It smells like pizza in here. 1219 01:23:14,948 --> 01:23:16,742 - You dog. 1220 01:23:16,742 --> 01:23:18,243 Here we've been trying to cheer you up 1221 01:23:18,243 --> 01:23:21,246 and you've got your own special therapy going on. 1222 01:23:22,623 --> 01:23:24,541 I was gonna suggest getting the band back together 1223 01:23:24,541 --> 01:23:27,044 but I see you already found your joy. 1224 01:23:27,044 --> 01:23:29,379 - Anna's been so amazing through all this. 1225 01:23:29,379 --> 01:23:30,547 - Thank you. 1226 01:23:30,547 --> 01:23:32,049 Actually I think that's a really good idea. 1227 01:23:32,049 --> 01:23:33,133 I think you guys should get the band back together. 1228 01:23:33,133 --> 01:23:34,760 - See, we should do it. 1229 01:23:34,760 --> 01:23:36,553 We should get the band back together, man. 1230 01:23:36,553 --> 01:23:37,971 Rock and roll! 1231 01:23:37,971 --> 01:23:39,640 - You know what, it's time for us to go. 1232 01:23:39,640 --> 01:23:40,974 - We could run a couple on Saturday. 1233 01:23:40,974 --> 01:23:41,892 - [Anna] No guys, you do not need to leave. 1234 01:23:41,892 --> 01:23:42,809 You should stay. 1235 01:23:42,809 --> 01:23:44,061 - I gotta rescue my mom. 1236 01:23:44,061 --> 01:23:45,896 She's got my kids and you know, 1237 01:23:45,896 --> 01:23:46,939 sounds like you guys are in good hands. 1238 01:23:46,939 --> 01:23:48,815 - Yeah he is. 1239 01:23:48,815 --> 01:23:50,150 - Come on, come on, let's go. 1240 01:23:50,150 --> 01:23:52,069 - No, but really, this is really great. 1241 01:23:52,069 --> 01:23:54,238 And you have permission to be in the band. 1242 01:23:54,238 --> 01:23:55,239 - What? 1243 01:23:55,239 --> 01:23:56,156 - Thanks? - Way to go. 1244 01:23:56,156 --> 01:23:57,491 - Permission? 1245 01:23:57,491 --> 01:23:59,159 What do you mean permission, that's so rude. 1246 01:23:59,159 --> 01:24:00,744 Who says that? 1247 01:24:00,744 --> 01:24:01,912 Come on. 1248 01:24:01,912 --> 01:24:02,829 Here we go. 1249 01:24:02,829 --> 01:24:06,124 - (chuckling) They're crazy. 1250 01:24:06,124 --> 01:24:07,417 - Let's never get married. 1251 01:24:10,128 --> 01:24:12,631 (kooky music) 1252 01:24:14,174 --> 01:24:15,425 Mmm, thank you. 1253 01:24:15,425 --> 01:24:16,760 - Ah, you're welcome. 1254 01:24:17,928 --> 01:24:20,681 - I should have seen that coming. 1255 01:24:20,681 --> 01:24:21,848 - Here you go. 1256 01:24:21,848 --> 01:24:24,101 (laughing) 1257 01:24:24,977 --> 01:24:26,270 - [David] Why hello. 1258 01:24:26,270 --> 01:24:28,647 This is Dr. David Olson. 1259 01:24:28,647 --> 01:24:32,025 After the tone, please leave a message. 1260 01:24:32,025 --> 01:24:33,277 (beeping) 1261 01:24:33,277 --> 01:24:35,112 - Hi, Dr. Olson, it's Michael. 1262 01:24:36,321 --> 01:24:39,324 Thank you for letting me take some time off work. 1263 01:24:39,324 --> 01:24:41,159 Listen, I was wondering if I could get involved 1264 01:24:41,159 --> 01:24:44,371 with the hospital Survivor Celebration this year? 1265 01:24:44,371 --> 01:24:46,206 That's it, thank you again 1266 01:24:46,206 --> 01:24:48,125 and I will for sure be back on Monday. 1267 01:24:52,504 --> 01:24:54,006 So if you take a look at the program 1268 01:24:54,006 --> 01:24:55,549 you'll see we have some fun things lined up for today. 1269 01:24:55,549 --> 01:24:56,633 This is yours if you'd like 1270 01:24:56,633 --> 01:24:59,136 and help yourself, find a seat. 1271 01:24:59,136 --> 01:24:59,970 - All right, thank you. 1272 01:24:59,970 --> 01:25:01,179 - You're welcome. 1273 01:25:08,979 --> 01:25:09,813 Hey. 1274 01:25:09,813 --> 01:25:10,897 - [Anna] Hey. 1275 01:25:14,651 --> 01:25:17,654 - Thank you for helping me with all of this. 1276 01:25:17,654 --> 01:25:19,740 - [Anna] Yeah. 1277 01:25:19,740 --> 01:25:21,241 - You've been great. 1278 01:25:25,203 --> 01:25:27,331 Yeah I really just, 1279 01:25:29,166 --> 01:25:32,753 I think I lost sight of patients that actually do well 1280 01:25:32,753 --> 01:25:33,587 and get better. 1281 01:25:35,213 --> 01:25:39,593 I don't see many of the successes in my practice. 1282 01:25:39,593 --> 01:25:41,511 Or maybe it's just I'm too focused on 1283 01:25:42,763 --> 01:25:44,514 the ones with complications to even notice. 1284 01:25:46,933 --> 01:25:49,603 - I would like to call upon everyone today. 1285 01:25:49,603 --> 01:25:51,772 - I'm really, really, really happy 1286 01:25:51,772 --> 01:25:53,357 that you decided to participate. 1287 01:25:54,941 --> 01:25:56,568 - Yeah. 1288 01:25:56,568 --> 01:25:59,279 (crowd clapping) 1289 01:25:59,279 --> 01:26:01,531 - Okay, I gotta go. 1290 01:26:01,531 --> 01:26:03,950 But, I will see you. 1291 01:26:03,950 --> 01:26:04,785 - Okay. 1292 01:26:04,785 --> 01:26:05,619 - Okay. 1293 01:26:06,745 --> 01:26:08,246 - I need one more. 1294 01:26:11,917 --> 01:26:12,918 Okay. - Okay. 1295 01:26:14,044 --> 01:26:17,130 All right, now I really gotta go. 1296 01:26:17,130 --> 01:26:19,549 (sighing) 1297 01:26:19,549 --> 01:26:22,219 - May we all remember to celebrate the journey 1298 01:26:23,387 --> 01:26:26,556 and honor the special individuals 1299 01:26:26,556 --> 01:26:30,060 who have touched our lives in so many ways. 1300 01:26:30,060 --> 01:26:32,062 Tonight we take time to reflect. 1301 01:26:33,897 --> 01:26:35,649 - You know, he's right. 1302 01:26:36,566 --> 01:26:37,943 It is all about the journey. 1303 01:26:40,654 --> 01:26:42,823 Remember when I got diagnosed two years ago, 1304 01:26:43,990 --> 01:26:47,661 I had to remind myself to focus on the journey 1305 01:26:47,661 --> 01:26:50,247 and that was what was gonna help me get through it. 1306 01:26:51,331 --> 01:26:55,252 We all need to feel loved and valued 1307 01:26:55,252 --> 01:26:57,087 'cause we're not just our disease. 1308 01:26:58,630 --> 01:27:02,592 And the journey makes the whole difference. 1309 01:27:03,927 --> 01:27:05,679 - Here to please take the time 1310 01:27:07,139 --> 01:27:11,935 to recognize what you are personally grateful for. 1311 01:27:13,019 --> 01:27:16,189 - Your courage and your fight that you have, 1312 01:27:17,649 --> 01:27:21,194 your kids, your survival. 1313 01:27:23,280 --> 01:27:24,531 That's my inspiration. 1314 01:27:25,949 --> 01:27:30,954 - It's my pleasure to introduce the melodic stylings. 1315 01:27:31,663 --> 01:27:32,831 - Melodic stylings. 1316 01:27:32,831 --> 01:27:35,167 - Our very own Michael Lafata. 1317 01:27:36,042 --> 01:27:40,046 (crowd applauding and cheering) 1318 01:27:44,050 --> 01:27:45,343 - Thank you, Dr. Olson. 1319 01:27:46,303 --> 01:27:48,722 I would like to thank everyone 1320 01:27:48,722 --> 01:27:50,223 for giving me the opportunity 1321 01:27:50,223 --> 01:27:52,058 to be a part of today's celebration. 1322 01:27:53,685 --> 01:27:55,687 Now I'd like to perform a song 1323 01:27:55,687 --> 01:27:57,397 that I had the pleasure to write 1324 01:27:57,397 --> 01:27:59,649 with this very special young lady. 1325 01:28:00,650 --> 01:28:02,319 Tiffany is the daughter of the patient 1326 01:28:02,319 --> 01:28:05,197 that we just sang to, my dear friend Cooper. 1327 01:28:06,531 --> 01:28:08,408 And Coop, if you're listening, 1328 01:28:08,408 --> 01:28:09,659 I'm proud to say that Tiffany and I 1329 01:28:09,659 --> 01:28:12,078 have become really good friends. 1330 01:28:12,078 --> 01:28:14,581 Even though she refers to me as Dr. Dumbshit. 1331 01:28:14,581 --> 01:28:17,334 (crowd laughing) 1332 01:28:18,710 --> 01:28:20,504 (clears throat) 1333 01:28:20,504 --> 01:28:21,755 I just wanna let you guys all know 1334 01:28:21,755 --> 01:28:24,883 that our song is about the compassionate work 1335 01:28:24,883 --> 01:28:27,844 and the involvement that a supportive care team can provide 1336 01:28:27,844 --> 01:28:30,764 and the amazing people that come into our lives. 1337 01:28:30,764 --> 01:28:32,516 It's called You'll Never Be Alone. 1338 01:28:35,352 --> 01:28:36,853 (light guitar music) 1339 01:28:36,853 --> 01:28:41,858 - [Man] Yeah, Michael! 1340 01:28:52,619 --> 01:28:57,624 ♪ I wish we had some magic that could take your tears away ♪ 1341 01:29:00,210 --> 01:29:05,215 ♪ But we only have hope to guide you on your way ♪ 1342 01:29:08,301 --> 01:29:13,306 ♪ We are in this together and together we'll find a way ♪ 1343 01:29:15,809 --> 01:29:19,479 ♪ To turn what comfort we can bring ♪ 1344 01:29:19,479 --> 01:29:24,234 ♪ Into a special day ♪ 1345 01:29:24,234 --> 01:29:29,239 ♪ Hold my hand and you know I am here ♪ 1346 01:29:31,408 --> 01:29:36,413 ♪ As you begin your journey home ♪ 1347 01:29:38,999 --> 01:29:43,628 ♪ My wish is to spare you sorrow ♪ 1348 01:29:43,628 --> 01:29:48,633 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1349 01:29:51,595 --> 01:29:56,600 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1350 01:30:01,313 --> 01:30:05,108 ♪ It's hard to watch your sadness ♪ 1351 01:30:05,108 --> 01:30:08,820 ♪ Sometimes I feel so helpless ♪ 1352 01:30:08,820 --> 01:30:13,825 ♪ But I will sit and listen and support you as you fight ♪ 1353 01:30:16,786 --> 01:30:20,457 ♪ We are in this together ♪ 1354 01:30:20,457 --> 01:30:24,836 ♪ And together we find a way ♪ 1355 01:30:24,836 --> 01:30:28,298 ♪ To turn what comfort we can bring ♪ 1356 01:30:28,298 --> 01:30:32,719 ♪ Into a special day ♪ 1357 01:30:32,719 --> 01:30:37,724 ♪ Hold my hand and you know I am here ♪ 1358 01:30:40,518 --> 01:30:45,482 ♪ As you begin your journey home ♪ 1359 01:30:48,151 --> 01:30:53,073 ♪ My wish is to spare you sorrow ♪ 1360 01:30:53,073 --> 01:30:58,078 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1361 01:31:00,747 --> 01:31:05,752 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1362 01:31:08,588 --> 01:31:13,593 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1363 01:31:16,429 --> 01:31:21,434 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1364 01:31:22,435 --> 01:31:25,021 ♪ I'll be right here ♪ 1365 01:31:25,021 --> 01:31:28,358 ♪ You'll never be alone ♪ 1366 01:31:43,748 --> 01:31:46,209 (soft music) 1367 01:33:03,203 --> 01:33:08,041 ("Spirit in The Sky" by Norman Greenbaum) 1368 01:33:29,896 --> 01:33:33,316 ♪ When I die and they lay me to rest ♪ 1369 01:33:33,316 --> 01:33:37,195 ♪ Gonna go to the place that's the best ♪ 1370 01:33:37,195 --> 01:33:40,073 ♪ When I lay me down to die ♪ 1371 01:33:40,073 --> 01:33:44,702 ♪ Goin' up to the spirit in the sky ♪ 1372 01:33:44,702 --> 01:33:48,331 ♪ Goin' up to the spirit in the sky ♪ 1373 01:33:48,331 --> 01:33:52,043 ♪ That's where I'm gonna go when I die ♪ 1374 01:33:52,043 --> 01:33:54,921 ♪ When I die and they lay me to rest ♪ 1375 01:33:54,921 --> 01:33:59,926 ♪ I'm gonna go to the place that's the best ♪ 1376 01:34:14,399 --> 01:34:17,735 ♪ Prepare yourself you know it's a must ♪ 1377 01:34:17,735 --> 01:34:22,031 ♪ Gonna have a friend in Jesus ♪ 1378 01:34:22,031 --> 01:34:25,368 ♪ So you know that when you die ♪ 1379 01:34:25,368 --> 01:34:29,539 ♪ He's gonna recommend you to the spirit in the sky ♪ 1380 01:34:29,539 --> 01:34:33,126 ♪ Oh he'll recommend you to the spirit in the sky ♪ 1381 01:34:33,126 --> 01:34:36,796 ♪ That's where you're gonna go when you die ♪ 1382 01:34:36,796 --> 01:34:39,591 ♪ When you die and they lay you to rest ♪ 1383 01:34:39,591 --> 01:34:44,596 ♪ You're gonna go to the place that's the best ♪ 91039