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To our daughter Hannah...

Let's wait until he gets here.

I can't wait.
I'm too overwhelmed with emotion.

So sweet, Daddy.

To our daughter, Hannah.

Slow to grow, but...

Oh...

How beautiful is the blossom.

We're so very proud of your achievements,

your artistry, and your warm, open heart.

Thank you. Hey, can I get some fries,

- when you get a chance?
- Fries, please?

You don't need any fries.

I'll share.

It's Friday, so...

Uh...

To our daughter, Hannah Helene...

That is me.

...who smiled when she first
came out of the womb.

- And then sneezed.
- And then sneezed.

That's right, you sneezed.

No, I didn't!

Yes, you sneezed
one great big sneeze.

"I have allergies."

Well, I want to toast both of you

for the massive amounts of love
and support that you have shown me

in the four years
since I graduated from college.

And I just want to say
that even in the moments

when, superficially, it didn't seem
like you were supporting me

and it seemed like you were
criticizing my choices

and doubting my talent,

I know that you were
supporting me in your own way.

- So, that means a lot.
- Thanks, sweetie.

- I'm so sorry I'm late.
- Hey, Adam!

- Hey, big guy.
- How was your audition?

Fuckin' shitty. Apparently they meant
more like Tour de France biker.

I'm gonna rip my agent a new eyehole.

- Hi.
- Hi.

He has a really,
really great new agent.

She is now representing him
along with many other great actors

like Norman Reedus from The Walking Dead.

She just can't read English.

You know Norman Reedus?

Tad was just toasting Hannah.

We want her to know how proud we are
of this adventure

she's embarking on.

To Hannah.

Yes.

Taking the next step
in a series of random steps.

How strange our journey is through life?

You know, we try and inject it with meaning,
but at the end of the day,

all we have are days

marching on.

- That's very cool, Adam.
- Cool?

Congratulations and mazel tov.

To lowa.

Sometimes it feels like nothing,

a total numbness,

and sometimes it feels like the coldest rain

is going to keep falling down on you forever.

Living your life with depression

is like trying to walk a mile in mud.

We all need a little help sometimes
to change the weather.

Torpica,

because you deserve the sun.

Ask your doctor if Torpica is right for you.

Side effects may include...

Okay, you're really good.

What?

It's fuckin' heinous!

They cut shit out
that made it a cohesive story.

Yeah, I mean, it's a commercial,

but you were really good.

Can't believe I fuckin' shaved for that shit!

Okay, listen. It was a job, okay?

And no one is even gonna
remember this in two months.

Someone already came up to me
in the subway and was like,

"Hey, I couldn't get my dick hard on Torpica."

I'm sorry, but people have to work.

You took a job. It's fine.

I'm sorry.

And I'm sorry I can't tell you
exactly what weekend

I'm coming home to visit, okay?

That's okay.

I mean, I know it's okay.

I just feel like the whole separation thing

would be easier if we, you know,
had a clear-cut plan.

No, it's fine.
With cell phones and modern communication,

we're gonna talk, like, 10 times tomorrow.

It's all good. It's all fluid.
We'll take it day by day.

There's no need to create some drama.

Okay.

Oh, my God, that's so good.

Oh, my God.

Oh, I love that.

I love you, too.

All right, you are all set.

You're gonna be getting
your diploma in the mail

in about six to eight weeks.

Thank you.

Okay, smile, my honey.

- Well, you missed it.
- I missed it? I missed what?

No, you didn't. You didn't miss anything.
There's nothing to miss.

I don't get my diploma for, like, a month.

Which address did you give them, Shoshy?

I think she gave them mine.

Mel Shapiro?

We're both Mel Shapiro.

It's Melvin and Melanie.

Mel Shapiro, 25 Eden Manor Way.

Ah, I told you. She gave them mine.

- Well, can we get two copies?
- We don't need two copies.

Why did you want your father to get it first?

- Be honest with me.
- I just...

Don't bullshit me.

I'm not bullshitting.

It's just where the bills go,
so I assumed he should get it.

Excuse me, I live in a gated community
and I have very responsible security

which will make sure
that it won't be misplaced.

Well, I have Kevin and he works from home.

Kevin works?

Yeah, I don't have to defend him to you.

I have never mishandled a package
since I married him and that is a fact.

Okay, seriously, you guys,
there's nothing special about today.

I'm not even walking in the processional

or wearing a hat, so can we please just go?

Will you get
a picture of us three, please?

Why would you want that?

It's not for me, it's for Shoshy.
She would like it.

I don't want it.

Why don't you want it?
You're out of your mind!

You're gonna look back on this moment
and you're gonna regret it

because it's a good thing to document,
to remember you did something.

- She doesn't want a picture.
- She accomplished something.

I worked hard and I paid for this.

Beedie!

Krasner's gonna be fine.

He swallowed a bobby pin,
which affected his gallbladder.

I think that's what they said.

Do you know I got enough pastrami

to feed all of fucking Brighton Beach?

Where you at, thug?

Oh. Physical therapist.
You aren't supposed to be here till 6:00.

She still has to eat and have lunch.

No.

I'm her daughter.

Oh, my God. Uh, Rickie, right?

Oh, my God. I've heard so much about you.

How was Argentina?

I know what happened, dumbass.

What are you talking about?

She had to have her stomach pumped,
all right?

You lied to the police and she could've died.

Where is Beedie?

She's getting packed, okay?

She's coming to live with me in Connecticut.

And she doesn't want me
to call the police, so I won't,

but what you did
was "unconscible," all right?

"Unconscible." It was "unconscible."

I can't say that word.

What you did fucking sucked.

You really are a piece of shit.

I did what she asked me to do.

Fuck you.

You really need to figure some shit out.

- No, can you just give me one second?
- Honestly.

Please let me just gather my thoughts.
I'm like...

You know, I'm not that much older than you

and all my friends have it together.

But every time I meet someone
five or more years younger than me,

they are a complete asshole.

Is it because you were told you were special

one too many times
and, what, you believed it?

Because when my generation

and every generation before me
were called special,

we were smart enough to know
it meant that we were stupid,

so it made us work that much harder
to stop being stupid.

I'm ready to go now.

Beedie, what is going on?

Please don't go.

Jess, we got ourselves
into far too much trouble.

What do you mean?

Well, we practically robbed a bank.

We did, pretty much.

We could have, at least.

Best friends reunited.

Please listen to me.

You cannot go to Connecticut.

You will die there.

I have to go.

You're so special.
You're so full of contradictions.

And you're so beautiful
and then you're so ugly.

- Yeah, thanks.
- No, I just adore you. You just...

You really took care of me.

I tried.

- You're an old bitch sometimes, but you...
- Will you shut up?

- At least I tried.
- I tried.

You beautiful thing.

Tell me you love me more than her.

I love you more than her.

Is that really heavy, baby?

- Yeah.
- Let me help you with that.

I cannot believe we got that done so early.

It's not early. You leave tomorrow.

Yeah, but I don't usually, like, pack.

I usually leave my crap in a pile

and just hope it somehow makes it
to where I'm going.

I'm sorry that we have to go
to this Marnie-Desi gig

or whatever horror show.

All time with you is great.

No piece of time is more valuable
than another.

We are here together right now.

Okay.

- The girl in the store said...
- That's what you do.

Okay, well, I have a little powder
if you need to...

I don't... We have different color faces.

You know, they have these pieces now
you can put in just to fluff it up.

I don't need any extra hair.
I have plenty of hair.

Hi!

Hannah! What's up?

Hey, Shosh. How's it goin'?

- Hi!
- Hi!

- How are you?
- Good.

I can never get this where I want it to be.

- Hey.
- I can...

Hey!

Mon amour.

- Hi.
- Hey.

Mmm.

Listen, I'm gonna run and pee before we start.

I got us a table right there.

Hey, Clementine.

Hey, Marnie.

Um...

Listen, I feel like I need...

No, no, me first, please.

Okay.

I'm so sorry.

I was possessed talking to you like that.

I'm not even a jealous person.
I think that I was just maybe threatened

by the musical connection you guys share

and scared that I would lose him,
which is crazy.

Yeah, well, I'm sorry
that I gave you the impression

that I was even almost remotely capable
of doing something like that.

Anyway, thank you for saying that.

Well, break a leg, lady.

Oh, thanks, girl.

- So, see you after.
- Sure will.

- Those your underwear?
- This is fascinating.

Yeah, I always try to keep clean.

You're competing with guys who are
a completely different physical type than you.

Like, you're auditioning with Zachary Quinto

or Armie Hammer, even.

Well, I don't really know names,
but, yeah, definitely. It's intense.

It's the first time I ever
looked at myself in the mirror

and maybe wished something was different.

Not my dick or anything,
but, like, my forehead.

Yeah, yeah, totally.

Yo, necrophiliacs.

Hey, what's up?

Hi.

Aunt Mel and Uncle Mel say hi.

Both of my parents are named Mel.

It's the worst thing that ever happened to me.

And it was, like, the first thing
that ever happened to me.

Let me take a picture. One sec.

Okay. Oh, wait.

- I was trying to reach you all of yesterday.
- Oh, yeah?

Hold on.

Yeah, 'cause I'm leaving tomorrow

and I was thinking you might wanna,
I don't know, hang out.

Mmm, yeah, maybe.

So cute.

But it would have had to happen already
because I'm leaving tomorrow.

Mmm, darn.

I'm gonna pee.

Excuse me.

You made the choice you need to survive.

You made the choice you need to survive.

Everyone's path will unwind just right.

Everyone's path will unwind... Hey.

- Hey.
- I was just, um...

Doing your freaky obsessive voodoo shit?

I know. Jesus, you're weird.

I feel like Adam is upstairs
putting on this really brave face for me,

but the minute I leave tomorrow,
he's just gonna fall apart.

Don't flatter yourself, please.

Okay, you've actually been really mean today.

I'm not being mean.

I'm... Well, I'm being the exact
right amount of mean considering.

- Considering what?
- Considering it's certainly hypocritical of you

to leave right after you told me
I need to come back to New York

and stay for good.

But, Jessa, I'm going...

You're pussying out on this whole thing.

The thing that we're all trying to do,

which is to make it work,
regardless of location,

right where we are.

Well, I'm sorry you feel that way...

You know what else is pussy?

What?

You don't even have the bravery
to break up with Adam.

I don't want to break up with Adam.

If you want to be alone, be alone.

No one's gonna be angry about that.

You seem mad at me.

No, no, I'm not mad at you.

I could give a shit. You know?

I mean, Jesus. Don't make a big deal out of it.

- Hi, little ones.
- She bangs, she bangs.

Right back at ya, Marnie's mom.

Uh-huh.

I woke up in Harlem smelling like moussaka

and I didn't have time
to go home and change.

There's a lot of really exciting things
happening above 125th Street

that I'm very happy to know about.

I stopped at the First Corinthians Church
for a musical interlude

and then on my way downtown,
I rescued a kitten.

- Aw.
- Oh, where is it?

Elijah?

Hi, Pal.

Um...

Hey.

Hey. You look good.

I'm just here brunching with the Lisas.

You are so not gonna be
tallying your booze points.

- Vodka has no points.
- Yeah, keep telling yourself that.

No, my bikini waxer
told me that vodka...

They're like
the laziest bulimics you've ever met.

Okay...

We are Desi and Marnie.

Um, or are we Marnie and Desi?

We'll talk about that later, sir.

And this is our newest ditty.

I don't wanna dream
if dreaming is without you

I don't want to run
unless I'm running towards you

Every single thing I do
is all about you

- Every thought I have
- Whoo!

I'm thinking what you might do

I can't pretend that I'm fine
without you anymore

Because I don't wanna live

if I'm not living for you

Now you are my king
and know that I adore you

Hold on, don't let go...

Oh, my God. It's so exciting.

'Cause there is something
that you need to know

- Hey.
- Yo.

- Hi.
- How goes it?

Swimmingly, thank you. And how are you?

I graduated today.

No, like, pomp or circumstance or whatever.

I just, you know, finished my degree

and now I'm just, like, in the world,

trying to get 'er done, you know?

Welcome to the world. Congratulations.

It's a nice world.

I really didn't want to see
Marnie singing today, actually,

because female folk singers
remind me of being carsick

when I was little,

but, I thought that maybe I would see you

and I wanted to say that I'm sorry.

For what?

For, like, trying to manipulate you

into being in a relationship with me again.

I just was in a really bad circle

that I had drawn for myself

and I tried to drag you into that
and that was not fair.

It was very uncool.

Well, I appreciate you saying all that.

Honestly, too, you, like,

totally picked the best one
of my friends to bone

because I never really liked Marnie.

How fortuitous.

Oh.

Ooh.

Okay.

Um, later. Later, gator.

Okay, bye.

I'm not ever leaving

I'm standing outside
till you see me

I rode here so fast

And if I'm breathless
you're the reason

Breathless is the title of the song.

Oh, oh

Yeah

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

Yeah

Oh, oh

Thank you, guys.
We're so psyched to be here.

Believe it or not, this is our first jazz brunch.

Obviously we're not playing jazz,

but we love brunch.

And if you guys are really lucky,
maybe I'll scat for you.

Do a little rap.

Please don't.

Um, so this next one is...

It's new and it's something I wrote
for a friend of mine

who is going away.

She's gonna do so great.

It's called Onward and Inward.

Tag, you're it!

Onward and inward
journey continues

Deeper and darker
I'll always be with you

Whoa-oh

Goodbye, friend

What are you thinking about?

I'll be watching
Watching you from behind

I'm just listening.

Watching for the rest of time

Yeah, the maze of our future?

'Cause that's what I'm thinking about.

And love is a trick
that we play on ourselves

But my love waits all alone on a shelf

And fears of laugh...

Of...

Okay, let's just hope
she doesn't quit her day job

as the face of Eddie Bauer.

Mommy, make her stop singing!

This is not gonna end well.

Stop!

Hey, brother, that's not cool, bro.

All right? Be respectful.

- She's trying to sing.
- Am I doing something wrong?

Stop, Marnie, stop.

People aren't even paying attention.
They're not even listening.

That's crazy. They're into it.
It's just a couple kids.

You know what? Fuck this. I'm sorry.

Um, we'll be right back.

This might be a good time
to talk with your loved ones

about respect and about how your behavior
affects other people, et cetera.

Marnie.

Oh, God. There's no point.

There's no point in what?

Sharing my music.

They were being so fucking mean.

They were laughing at me.

Some of those songs are about death.

Marnie, this business is not for sissy bitches.

What?

The crying, the shaking...

I mean, you've gotta give it a fuckin' rest.

Elijah, where are your manners?

Look, honey, if you want to do this,

you've gotta thicken your skin, okay?

You should have stopped giving a fuck
when you got on that stage.

What do Judy Garland and Lady Gaga
have in common?

- They're both white?
- No.

They're both bad bitches

who don't give a fuck what people think.

They were told that they weren't thin enough,

that they weren't feminine enough,

that they weren't beautiful enough.

And then Judy went and died
'cause it all became too much.

But Lady Gaga's fine.

Be well, Elijah.

Oh, and, uh, Marnie,

you are so talented.

Have you ever thought about
being a background artist?

Because I have a friend at Central Casting

and she's always looking
for people to be, like,

you know, in a Good Wife courtroom scene.

Or like SVU victim.

You'd be an amazing victim.

Bye.

So nice to meet you.

I'm glad we broke up!

What a little fuckin' dick.

You know what? New York is such bullshit.

If we lived anywhere else,
I would never have to worry about seeing him

because he would have already killed himself
for being so small and gay.

I can't believe Marnie left
without saying goodbye.

Maybe she had another jazz lunch.

Are you sure it's okay
that I'm leaving all this stuff here?

Yeah, it's your apartment.

Yeah, but I'm not gonna be living here
or paying rent,

so you get to make some decisions.

Hmm.

I like being amongst your stuff.

You know I'm shit on the phone, right?

You're asking if I know
if you're shit on the phone?

You take so many pauses
that I think you've hung up

and the only way you respond
is, like, with this long groan.

Just like...

You're terrible at the phone.

Do you want to go over the plan again?

The plan is...

There is no plan.

That works for me.

As a plan.

It's a plan, then.

Okay.

Jesus fucking shit.

Mom, I will be right out, okay?

- Adam is sleeping.
- No, it's me.

What are you doing here? It's 6:00 a.m.

Did you really think you were gonna leave
without me saying goodbye?

Well, I couldn't find you
after the gig anywhere.

That place was a shit show.

That's the last time I do a jazz brunch.

I can't get my fucking suitcase closed.

Have you tried sitting on it?

It's a volume thing
and it has to be equally distributed,

so you have to make sure
while you're packing

that you actually stack them full...

I think a vase just broke underneath me.

A vase?

You put a vase in the suitcase?

Hey.

Hey, party freaks.

Are you serious with that hat?

- Yes.
- Marnie came to pack?

That's so sweet. What a friend, right?

A good pal.

Hannah,
could you lend a hand here?

Hey, Marnie, don't cry.

I'm gonna text you in, like, two seconds.

I love you.

Let's wait to get gas in an hour.

No, let's not wait to get gas. We only...

No, no, no, I'm gonna
have to pee in about an hour.

- Well, why can't you pee now?
- 'Cause I don't have to pee now.

We've only got a quarter of a tank.

No, I'm gonna have
to pee in an hour, so let's just wait.

Hannah might want a snack.

I've got a whole bag of Fig Newtons.

- She loves 'em.
- Wow, there you go. Fig Newtons.