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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,800 --> 00:00:03,901 ♪ 2 00:00:05,036 --> 00:00:07,671 ♪ Shadows are falling ♪ 3 00:00:07,672 --> 00:00:09,873 ♪ And I'm running out of breath ♪ 4 00:00:09,875 --> 00:00:13,377 ♪ Keep me in your heart for a while ♪ 5 00:00:13,378 --> 00:00:15,045 ♪ 6 00:00:15,046 --> 00:00:18,582 ♪ If I leave you, it doesn't mean ♪ 7 00:00:18,583 --> 00:00:21,251 ♪ I love you any less ♪ 8 00:00:21,253 --> 00:00:24,555 ♪ Keep me in your heart for a while ♪ 9 00:00:25,991 --> 00:00:29,026 ♪ When you get up in the morning ♪ 10 00:00:29,027 --> 00:00:31,929 ♪ And you see that crazy sun ♪ 11 00:00:31,930 --> 00:00:33,197 ♪ Keep me in... ♪ 12 00:00:33,198 --> 00:00:35,165 No. I still haven't heard anything. 13 00:00:35,166 --> 00:00:37,001 (SIGHS) I'm really trying not to freak out, Tobe. 14 00:00:37,002 --> 00:00:39,403 ♪ There's a train leaving... ♪ 15 00:00:39,404 --> 00:00:41,972 Wait, someone's at the door. 16 00:00:43,174 --> 00:00:44,508 No, it's just Kevin and Madison. 17 00:00:44,509 --> 00:00:46,577 Oh, well, hello to you, too. 18 00:00:46,578 --> 00:00:48,679 Um, will you just keep looking? 19 00:00:48,680 --> 00:00:50,481 Just... I'll call you if I hear anything. 20 00:00:50,482 --> 00:00:51,915 Okay. 21 00:00:51,917 --> 00:00:54,084 - What's up? - (SIGHS) Oh, God. 22 00:00:54,085 --> 00:00:56,887 Mom went to get a birthday cake, and she hasn't come back. 23 00:00:56,888 --> 00:00:58,689 I tried calling her. She's not answering. 24 00:00:58,690 --> 00:01:00,691 So, Toby went to the bakery, 25 00:01:00,692 --> 00:01:02,526 and apparently, she didn't even make it there. 26 00:01:02,527 --> 00:01:04,762 - MADISON: Oh, my God. - KEVIN: Okay. I-I'm-I'm gonna go... 27 00:01:04,763 --> 00:01:06,363 I'm gonna go look for her. I'm gonna go help. 28 00:01:06,364 --> 00:01:08,132 - Uh, are you okay? - MAIDSON: Yeah. 29 00:01:08,133 --> 00:01:09,233 - No, yeah, go. - You sure? 30 00:01:09,234 --> 00:01:10,401 - Yeah. - Wait, what's going on? 31 00:01:10,402 --> 00:01:12,803 Uh, no, nothing. I had a little morning sickness, 32 00:01:12,804 --> 00:01:15,172 - but... - MIGUEL: Oh, thank God. Um... 33 00:01:15,173 --> 00:01:16,340 Yes. 34 00:01:16,341 --> 00:01:18,442 Yes. Of course. 35 00:01:18,443 --> 00:01:20,177 Um, thank you very much. 36 00:01:20,178 --> 00:01:21,779 Yeah, we're here. 37 00:01:21,780 --> 00:01:23,714 Okay. 38 00:01:25,650 --> 00:01:27,584 S-So, the cops have her. 39 00:01:27,585 --> 00:01:30,788 She, uh... She had an episode. 40 00:01:30,789 --> 00:01:33,590 They're bringing her back here. 41 00:01:34,960 --> 00:01:36,794 Let's all just, um... 42 00:01:36,795 --> 00:01:38,195 Let's just stay calm. 43 00:01:38,196 --> 00:01:39,997 We don't know what kind of state she's gonna be in, 44 00:01:39,998 --> 00:01:41,632 and-and I don't want to panic her. 45 00:01:45,403 --> 00:01:46,804 (CAR DOOR CLOSES) 46 00:01:46,805 --> 00:01:48,372 OFFICER: All right, ma'am, you're home. 47 00:01:48,373 --> 00:01:50,140 Everything's gonna be okay. 48 00:01:52,844 --> 00:01:54,111 Mom, come on in. 49 00:01:54,112 --> 00:01:55,746 - Hi. - Hi. 50 00:01:55,747 --> 00:01:57,781 Thank you very much for bringing her home. 51 00:01:57,782 --> 00:02:00,150 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 52 00:02:01,753 --> 00:02:04,088 ♪ 53 00:02:04,089 --> 00:02:06,857 Okay, thanks. Oh, how's she doing back there? 54 00:02:06,858 --> 00:02:08,292 Uh, she's laying down. 55 00:02:08,293 --> 00:02:10,260 She's a little nauseous. 56 00:02:10,261 --> 00:02:11,662 My fiancée's got morning sickness 57 00:02:11,663 --> 00:02:13,030 at all hours of the day. 58 00:02:13,031 --> 00:02:15,265 COP: Oh. Try ginger tea. 59 00:02:21,272 --> 00:02:23,373 - Hey. - Madison okay? 60 00:02:23,375 --> 00:02:25,109 Yeah. Yeah, she's okay. 61 00:02:25,110 --> 00:02:27,244 - Did you hear anything from Mom's doctor? - No. 62 00:02:27,245 --> 00:02:29,313 Miguel left her a message. 63 00:02:31,282 --> 00:02:33,250 Kev, she was... 64 00:02:33,251 --> 00:02:35,219 she was gone. 65 00:02:35,220 --> 00:02:39,089 Like, like, her face was not her face. 66 00:02:39,090 --> 00:02:40,591 I know. 67 00:02:40,592 --> 00:02:43,427 It's too soon. I'm not ready for this. 68 00:02:44,362 --> 00:02:46,163 Yeah, me neither. 69 00:02:48,500 --> 00:02:50,467 Obviously, at some point, 70 00:02:50,468 --> 00:02:53,036 you're gonna need to explain your use of the word "fiancée." 71 00:02:53,038 --> 00:02:55,372 Yeah, it's a long story. 72 00:02:55,373 --> 00:02:56,507 - Yeah? - Yeah. 73 00:02:56,508 --> 00:02:58,208 Well, it's a long car ride home. 74 00:02:58,209 --> 00:03:00,477 True that. Yeah. 75 00:03:03,415 --> 00:03:06,650 Okay, so, Kev, I tried calling you 76 00:03:06,651 --> 00:03:08,919 for, like, two hours, and you weren't answering. 77 00:03:08,920 --> 00:03:11,288 - I'm sorry. - (KNOCK ON DOOR) 78 00:03:17,429 --> 00:03:18,462 (DOOR OPENS) 79 00:03:25,223 --> 00:03:30,568 Subtitle sync and corrections by awaqeded for www.addic7ed.com. 80 00:03:32,043 --> 00:03:34,244 I didn't... I didn't know you were, uh... 81 00:03:34,245 --> 00:03:35,879 Yeah. 82 00:03:35,880 --> 00:03:37,581 - Hey. - Hey. 83 00:03:42,754 --> 00:03:43,820 Hi. 84 00:03:43,822 --> 00:03:45,455 Hey. 85 00:03:45,457 --> 00:03:48,325 I was just gonna call you about Mom. 86 00:03:48,326 --> 00:03:49,993 The cops found her. They brought her home, 87 00:03:49,994 --> 00:03:51,428 so she's-she's here. 88 00:03:51,429 --> 00:03:54,431 She's safe. She's-she's resting, so... 89 00:03:59,204 --> 00:04:01,338 Well, I wish I could give you a massive hug, 90 00:04:01,339 --> 00:04:03,540 - but I don't know when you were... - I'm-I'm good. 91 00:04:03,541 --> 00:04:05,776 I get COVID tested three times a week at city hall. 92 00:04:05,777 --> 00:04:08,545 Plus Beth's turned into Fauci at home, so... 93 00:04:11,716 --> 00:04:12,916 You guys? 94 00:04:12,917 --> 00:04:15,319 Yeah, we're g... We, um, we quarantined 95 00:04:15,320 --> 00:04:17,647 for 20 days before we got here, so we're all good. 96 00:04:17,672 --> 00:04:20,090 - (SCOFFS) - Okay. 97 00:04:20,091 --> 00:04:21,758 I want to see her. 98 00:04:21,759 --> 00:04:23,694 - She upstairs? - BOTH: Yeah. 99 00:04:23,695 --> 00:04:25,762 Randall. 100 00:04:28,566 --> 00:04:31,168 There's no way we could've known this was gonna happen. 101 00:04:31,169 --> 00:04:33,870 She was great before this. You can ask Kate. 102 00:04:33,872 --> 00:04:36,273 I'm not questioning you, Kev. I believe you. 103 00:04:36,274 --> 00:04:38,675 She's home, and that's what matters. 104 00:04:38,676 --> 00:04:40,344 It's cool. 105 00:04:42,180 --> 00:04:44,281 Cool. 106 00:04:44,282 --> 00:04:46,383 Oh, hey... 107 00:04:47,418 --> 00:04:49,319 Thank you for coming. 108 00:04:49,320 --> 00:04:51,455 I know the last thing that you need right now is 109 00:04:51,456 --> 00:04:53,624 a terrified, panicked text from your sister. 110 00:05:07,839 --> 00:05:10,274 - (PAINED GASPS) - (WILLIAMS SPEAKS SOFTLY) 111 00:05:15,346 --> 00:05:17,681 (BABY CRYING) 112 00:05:27,091 --> 00:05:29,793 ♪ 113 00:05:42,407 --> 00:05:44,207 Randall. 114 00:05:44,209 --> 00:05:46,043 - What... - Hey. 115 00:05:46,044 --> 00:05:47,277 Sweetheart, I thought... 116 00:05:47,278 --> 00:05:49,413 I thought you weren't gonna make it. 117 00:05:49,414 --> 00:05:51,581 What, you think I'd miss our birthday? 118 00:05:51,583 --> 00:05:54,217 REBECCA: Oh... 119 00:05:54,219 --> 00:05:56,586 (SIGHS) 120 00:05:56,588 --> 00:05:57,587 You know. 121 00:05:57,589 --> 00:06:00,557 - Kate called me. - Mm. 122 00:06:02,860 --> 00:06:05,429 Are Beth and the girls with you? 123 00:06:05,430 --> 00:06:07,364 No, they're back home. 124 00:06:07,365 --> 00:06:09,333 - Next time. - (SIGHS) 125 00:06:09,334 --> 00:06:12,369 I'm clear. Kev said you are, too. 126 00:06:12,370 --> 00:06:13,904 I just want to be vigilant. 127 00:06:13,905 --> 00:06:15,305 - Sit. - Oh. 128 00:06:18,843 --> 00:06:20,977 (INHALES, EXHALES DEEPLY) 129 00:06:22,714 --> 00:06:24,881 You want to tell me what happened? 130 00:06:26,784 --> 00:06:28,819 Mm... 131 00:06:28,820 --> 00:06:31,421 I, uh... 132 00:06:31,422 --> 00:06:35,292 I don't even know what to say. 133 00:06:35,293 --> 00:06:39,129 Um, I went into town... 134 00:06:40,898 --> 00:06:44,167 ...and then the next thing I knew... 135 00:06:44,168 --> 00:06:47,170 (SIGHS) William was there. 136 00:06:48,840 --> 00:06:51,541 I mean, obviously not William, but I... 137 00:06:51,542 --> 00:06:54,444 Oh, God, I could have sworn it was him. 138 00:06:59,384 --> 00:07:02,853 I've been thinking about him a lot lately. 139 00:07:05,156 --> 00:07:08,191 Ever since we had our conversation about the trial, 140 00:07:08,192 --> 00:07:12,028 and about me, um... keeping him from you. 141 00:07:12,030 --> 00:07:15,132 We don't have to talk about that right now, Mom. That's... 142 00:07:17,535 --> 00:07:20,270 Well, then, when? 143 00:07:22,340 --> 00:07:23,874 Hmm? 144 00:07:26,511 --> 00:07:29,179 Wh-What's going on there? 145 00:07:29,180 --> 00:07:32,315 Oh, that's just some poison ivy. 146 00:07:32,317 --> 00:07:33,784 Miguel and I have been gardening. 147 00:07:33,785 --> 00:07:35,485 I already took something for it. 148 00:07:38,990 --> 00:07:41,858 Do you think this would have happened in St. Louis? 149 00:07:41,859 --> 00:07:44,594 I don't know. 150 00:07:46,864 --> 00:07:50,033 - I'm sorry I pushed that on you. - No. 151 00:07:50,034 --> 00:07:51,501 No, no, no, sweetheart. 152 00:07:51,502 --> 00:07:54,471 You have nothing to apologize for. 153 00:07:59,444 --> 00:08:02,145 Are Beth and the girls with you? 154 00:08:05,550 --> 00:08:07,784 No, Mom. 155 00:08:07,785 --> 00:08:09,886 - Uh, next time. - Okay. 156 00:08:10,788 --> 00:08:12,789 (SIGHS) 157 00:08:20,921 --> 00:08:23,704 Hey, excuse me, excuse me, um... 158 00:08:23,705 --> 00:08:25,306 My wife is Rebecca Pearson. 159 00:08:25,307 --> 00:08:27,675 I don't have an update yet, sir. 160 00:08:27,676 --> 00:08:30,444 Okay, wait, I-I don't... I don't know what to do. 161 00:08:30,445 --> 00:08:34,081 Um, what can I do? 162 00:08:34,082 --> 00:08:36,417 You could pray. 163 00:08:44,926 --> 00:08:46,827 (GASPS) Heh! 164 00:08:46,828 --> 00:08:49,864 - What are you doing? - Kevin, you need to talk to Randall. 165 00:08:52,134 --> 00:08:55,069 Kev, I have tried my best to stay out of this, 166 00:08:55,070 --> 00:08:57,872 but now Randall's acting all weird with me, too. 167 00:08:57,873 --> 00:09:00,007 We haven't even done our birthday chant, 168 00:09:00,008 --> 00:09:01,041 and that's like canon. 169 00:09:01,042 --> 00:09:03,110 - Oh, Kate, Kate... - No, Kevin. 170 00:09:03,111 --> 00:09:05,779 The world is on fire. 171 00:09:05,781 --> 00:09:09,416 This is enough. Fix it. 172 00:09:13,054 --> 00:09:15,990 ♪ 173 00:09:38,046 --> 00:09:40,180 (DOOR SQUEAKS OPEN) 174 00:09:41,583 --> 00:09:42,816 Hey. 175 00:09:42,818 --> 00:09:45,819 You know, after seeing all those Internet videos 176 00:09:45,821 --> 00:09:48,455 of random objects that are actually cakes, 177 00:09:48,456 --> 00:09:51,358 it's kind of a letdown to have a cake that just... 178 00:09:51,359 --> 00:09:52,860 looks like a cake. 179 00:09:57,098 --> 00:10:00,901 You know... (SIGHS) 180 00:10:00,902 --> 00:10:02,469 ...when Rebecca and I first got here, 181 00:10:02,470 --> 00:10:03,971 we thought we were gonna be here for a week. 182 00:10:03,972 --> 00:10:08,008 Two, max. Then that turned into a month. 183 00:10:08,009 --> 00:10:10,778 Then two months. 184 00:10:10,779 --> 00:10:13,447 But... 185 00:10:13,448 --> 00:10:15,549 she just kept feeling better. 186 00:10:17,385 --> 00:10:19,920 And I... I'm not an idiot or anything like that. 187 00:10:19,921 --> 00:10:22,289 I know that there's-there's no secret magic 188 00:10:22,290 --> 00:10:24,425 in the air that's gonna cure this, 189 00:10:24,426 --> 00:10:26,860 but... she just seemed like Rebecca again. 190 00:10:26,862 --> 00:10:28,262 You know? 191 00:10:29,965 --> 00:10:32,032 And now, with this... 192 00:10:32,033 --> 00:10:34,501 Oh, man. It's just gonna take the legs 193 00:10:34,502 --> 00:10:36,770 right out from underneath her. 194 00:10:42,177 --> 00:10:45,112 Okay, I'm gonna try to say something meaningful 195 00:10:45,113 --> 00:10:47,414 right now, Migs, and I got to warn you, 196 00:10:47,415 --> 00:10:51,418 it is gonna be a reach. So, you just bear with me, okay? 197 00:10:51,419 --> 00:10:53,287 Okay. 198 00:10:53,288 --> 00:10:55,022 (CLEARS THROAT) 199 00:10:57,425 --> 00:11:02,529 So every morning, I take 20 milligrams of an antidepressant. 200 00:11:02,530 --> 00:11:05,899 Uh, I'm not sure who else knows that besides Kate, 201 00:11:05,901 --> 00:11:08,502 but it's-it's not a big deal. 202 00:11:08,503 --> 00:11:13,607 So, about a month after I started taking, uh, the meds, 203 00:11:13,608 --> 00:11:16,744 I called my doctor to renew my prescription. 204 00:11:16,745 --> 00:11:18,579 And he said, "Oh, no, don't worry about it. 205 00:11:18,580 --> 00:11:20,614 You have automatic refills." 206 00:11:22,284 --> 00:11:25,652 That hit me... really hard. 207 00:11:25,654 --> 00:11:28,989 You know, it just made it feel so indefinite, 208 00:11:28,990 --> 00:11:31,191 so... so permanent. 209 00:11:31,192 --> 00:11:34,628 I said, "Is there ever gonna be a time 210 00:11:34,629 --> 00:11:36,764 "when I am not on these meds? 211 00:11:36,765 --> 00:11:38,899 I mean, is-is this ever gonna end?" 212 00:11:38,900 --> 00:11:41,702 And... and then he... (LAUGHS) 213 00:11:41,703 --> 00:11:44,304 He says, "One day at time." 214 00:11:44,306 --> 00:11:46,573 - Hmm. - One day at a time. 215 00:11:46,574 --> 00:11:50,677 An excellent TV show, and a terrible answer to my question. 216 00:11:50,679 --> 00:11:54,448 Now, I don't know how it feels 217 00:11:54,449 --> 00:11:57,518 to stare down Alzheimer's. 218 00:12:00,922 --> 00:12:02,956 But I do know how it feels 219 00:12:02,958 --> 00:12:05,259 to look at your life 220 00:12:05,260 --> 00:12:07,761 and to see all the things that you want from it, 221 00:12:07,762 --> 00:12:11,765 and to have them all seem so unattainable. 222 00:12:13,702 --> 00:12:15,869 Rebecca had a bad day. 223 00:12:15,870 --> 00:12:17,971 She's gonna have more. 224 00:12:17,973 --> 00:12:20,607 You know. 225 00:12:20,608 --> 00:12:24,878 My long-winded advice is for you 226 00:12:24,879 --> 00:12:28,048 to remind her that to you, 227 00:12:28,049 --> 00:12:30,984 her happy future is very real. 228 00:12:32,454 --> 00:12:34,555 One day at a time. 229 00:12:38,026 --> 00:12:40,027 It's a great show. 230 00:12:40,028 --> 00:12:42,096 The reboot is better. 231 00:12:42,097 --> 00:12:43,931 - I know. - (LAUGHS) 232 00:12:43,932 --> 00:12:45,866 I'm the one who started the hashtag to get it revived 233 00:12:45,867 --> 00:12:47,634 - after it got canceled. - Is that right? 234 00:12:47,635 --> 00:12:49,236 You don't cancel Rita Moreno. 235 00:12:49,237 --> 00:12:50,637 - (PHONE BUZZES) - Amen. 236 00:12:50,638 --> 00:12:52,039 - Yeah. - (CHUCKLES) 237 00:12:52,040 --> 00:12:53,540 Oh, this is Rebecca's doctor from L.A. 238 00:12:53,541 --> 00:12:55,042 - Yeah, go ahead. - I got to take this. 239 00:12:55,043 --> 00:12:57,911 Hello. Hi, uh, Dr. Whitaker. 240 00:12:57,912 --> 00:12:59,613 Is that her doctor? I need to speak with her. 241 00:12:59,614 --> 00:13:01,515 Yeah, yeah. This, uh... It was this afternoon. 242 00:13:01,516 --> 00:13:03,283 - Give me the... - It was a very severe episode. 243 00:13:03,284 --> 00:13:05,085 Miguel, I'd like to talk to her. 244 00:13:05,086 --> 00:13:06,620 Randall, just hold on one second, please. Uh... 245 00:13:06,621 --> 00:13:08,322 Ask her if anything could have 246 00:13:08,323 --> 00:13:10,257 - negatively interacted with her meds. - Just... 247 00:13:10,258 --> 00:13:12,659 Ask her about the allergy medicine, 248 00:13:12,660 --> 00:13:15,362 the one she took for poison ivy. Here. 249 00:13:16,264 --> 00:13:19,133 Are you sure she took this? 250 00:13:19,134 --> 00:13:20,534 Yeah, she told me. 251 00:13:20,535 --> 00:13:23,337 Hey, Dr. Whitaker, uh, yeah. 252 00:13:23,338 --> 00:13:26,807 It looks like Rebecca took an antihistamine with... 253 00:13:26,808 --> 00:13:28,876 Yes, diphenhydramine. 254 00:13:30,512 --> 00:13:33,046 I do remember it from the list. 255 00:13:33,048 --> 00:13:34,948 Okay. Right. 256 00:13:34,949 --> 00:13:37,351 So it could have been a reaction to the... 257 00:13:38,286 --> 00:13:40,821 Thank God. Okay. 258 00:13:40,822 --> 00:13:43,590 Yes, she's resting right now. 259 00:13:43,591 --> 00:13:45,692 Yes. 260 00:13:45,693 --> 00:13:47,694 Absolutely. Yes, I will. 261 00:13:51,594 --> 00:13:54,029 ♪ 262 00:14:20,905 --> 00:14:22,572 Please forgive me. 263 00:14:22,573 --> 00:14:25,742 I'm so sorry. 264 00:14:25,743 --> 00:14:31,214 She was in... so much pain. 265 00:14:31,215 --> 00:14:33,383 - (BABY CRYING) - Shh. 266 00:14:33,384 --> 00:14:35,752 It's okay. Shh. 267 00:14:35,753 --> 00:14:38,922 It's okay. You've been crying all night. 268 00:14:38,923 --> 00:14:41,057 - Aren't you tired? Huh? - (CRYING CONTINUES) 269 00:14:42,994 --> 00:14:45,795 - (GROANS) - Still bad? 270 00:14:45,796 --> 00:14:46,796 (GROANS) 271 00:14:46,797 --> 00:14:48,632 We should go to the clinic, 272 00:14:48,633 --> 00:14:50,634 - try to get you looked at. - No. 273 00:14:50,635 --> 00:14:53,803 If I tell that doctor I'm on methadone to get clean, 274 00:14:53,804 --> 00:14:55,839 he'll look at me like I'm dirt. Less than. 275 00:14:55,840 --> 00:14:57,607 - Laurel, please. - No! 276 00:14:57,608 --> 00:14:59,442 (CRYING CONTINUES) 277 00:14:59,443 --> 00:15:01,778 (LAUREL GROANING) 278 00:15:04,949 --> 00:15:09,152 I need you to get me some stuff for the pain. 279 00:15:12,623 --> 00:15:16,292 Please. I've been good. 280 00:15:16,294 --> 00:15:18,128 I have. 281 00:15:18,129 --> 00:15:20,463 LAUREL: It just... It hurts so bad. 282 00:15:20,464 --> 00:15:24,200 I just need a little help. Just need a little help. 283 00:15:24,201 --> 00:15:25,735 Okay? Just one more time. 284 00:15:25,736 --> 00:15:28,204 (BABY CRYING LOUDLY) 285 00:15:28,205 --> 00:15:31,841 So I can be there for the baby. 286 00:15:42,119 --> 00:15:44,854 ♪ 287 00:15:46,824 --> 00:15:49,526 I-I can't do it by myself. 288 00:15:53,331 --> 00:15:56,066 I can't take care of him. 289 00:15:59,070 --> 00:16:01,504 I'm so sorry. 290 00:16:02,406 --> 00:16:04,741 (SOBBING) 291 00:16:04,742 --> 00:16:06,943 Please be with him. 292 00:16:08,446 --> 00:16:10,847 Please take care of him. 293 00:16:10,848 --> 00:16:13,416 (DOOR OPENS) 294 00:16:19,924 --> 00:16:21,558 Excuse me. 295 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:37,707 ♪ 296 00:16:46,817 --> 00:16:48,585 He used to pray so hard 297 00:16:48,586 --> 00:16:50,253 you could see the veins in his neck. 298 00:16:53,758 --> 00:16:54,958 Yeah, I remember that. 299 00:16:54,959 --> 00:16:57,594 The veins in his neck. 300 00:17:00,031 --> 00:17:02,398 Never knew what he was asking for. 301 00:17:04,001 --> 00:17:08,138 I used to tell myself he was asking to be better. 302 00:17:08,139 --> 00:17:10,907 Better to us. 303 00:17:10,908 --> 00:17:13,943 A better man. 304 00:17:13,944 --> 00:17:17,514 And then I would pray. 305 00:17:17,515 --> 00:17:21,151 Pray that it would work. That he would change. 306 00:17:27,024 --> 00:17:31,594 Then, when he never did... 307 00:17:31,595 --> 00:17:33,963 that's when I gave up on all of this. 308 00:17:40,705 --> 00:17:43,773 Every hand you've dealt me has been crap. 309 00:17:43,774 --> 00:17:47,610 But still, I kept trying. 310 00:17:47,611 --> 00:17:51,080 All these years... 311 00:17:51,082 --> 00:17:55,652 trying to always do what's right. 312 00:17:55,653 --> 00:17:59,055 Trying to be the better man; the man that he never was. 313 00:18:03,661 --> 00:18:08,298 Has that made you laugh... seeing me try? 314 00:18:09,233 --> 00:18:13,570 Knowing that, somewhere deep down... 315 00:18:13,571 --> 00:18:17,207 in spite of everything, that I probably still believed. 316 00:18:26,317 --> 00:18:28,785 The only good thing that has ever happened to me is her, 317 00:18:28,786 --> 00:18:30,587 and if you... 318 00:18:35,593 --> 00:18:37,694 (SIGHS) 319 00:18:52,610 --> 00:18:56,212 Please do not take her away from me. 320 00:18:59,083 --> 00:19:00,550 I am begging you. 321 00:19:00,551 --> 00:19:03,920 I'm on my knees begging for her. 322 00:19:07,424 --> 00:19:09,726 Begging for my children. 323 00:19:12,263 --> 00:19:15,832 Take me if you want, just don't... 324 00:19:30,447 --> 00:19:32,515 Just don't. 325 00:19:34,752 --> 00:19:37,153 Don't you dare. 326 00:19:42,082 --> 00:19:44,650 KATE: I had no idea that medications could interact that way. 327 00:19:44,652 --> 00:19:48,055 - And they're sure it's temporary? - That's what the doctor said. 328 00:19:48,056 --> 00:19:50,224 Said a reaction like that can cause an episode 329 00:19:50,225 --> 00:19:51,692 and then it can just wear off. 330 00:19:51,693 --> 00:19:54,328 It was a hell of a catch, Randall. 331 00:19:54,329 --> 00:19:56,263 Back at you. 332 00:19:56,264 --> 00:19:59,032 We're lucky you came, Randall. 333 00:19:59,034 --> 00:20:00,934 - Honestly. - Yeah. 334 00:20:00,935 --> 00:20:04,304 I'm just happy she's okay. 335 00:20:06,641 --> 00:20:10,110 So, um... I'm gonna take off. 336 00:20:10,111 --> 00:20:11,979 Wait, what? Now? 337 00:20:11,980 --> 00:20:14,414 - But cake. - I, uh... 338 00:20:14,416 --> 00:20:16,850 I promised Beth and the girls that I'd get home tonight. 339 00:20:16,851 --> 00:20:19,686 They got a whole thing planned, so... 340 00:20:21,623 --> 00:20:22,890 - Miguel. - Drive safe. 341 00:20:22,891 --> 00:20:24,525 Tobias. 342 00:20:24,526 --> 00:20:26,560 Sis. 343 00:20:27,395 --> 00:20:29,096 Kev. 344 00:20:29,097 --> 00:20:31,165 Bye again. 345 00:20:31,166 --> 00:20:33,667 (DOOR SQUEAKS, SHUTS) 346 00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:40,073 Hey, Randall. 347 00:20:41,910 --> 00:20:44,444 So, I was, uh... I was hoping 348 00:20:44,446 --> 00:20:46,947 that you and Kev would talk, you know? 349 00:20:46,948 --> 00:20:50,484 - Clear the air. - Kate... 350 00:20:50,485 --> 00:20:52,653 I'm not taking any sides. 351 00:20:52,654 --> 00:20:54,054 I know I live in L.A. with him, 352 00:20:54,055 --> 00:20:56,857 but I am totally Switzerland on this one. 353 00:20:56,858 --> 00:20:59,960 Okay. 354 00:20:59,961 --> 00:21:02,229 Randall. 355 00:21:02,230 --> 00:21:03,630 Are we good? 356 00:21:04,566 --> 00:21:07,201 I mean, I've been texting and reaching out, 357 00:21:07,202 --> 00:21:09,670 and I haven't heard anything back, really, and... 358 00:21:09,671 --> 00:21:11,638 I'm just so worried about... 359 00:21:11,639 --> 00:21:14,241 about you and Beth and the girls. 360 00:21:14,242 --> 00:21:17,277 You know, with everything that's going on in the news. 361 00:21:17,278 --> 00:21:19,079 I'm so overwhelmed by it, I can't even imagine 362 00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:23,684 what you guys are all going through, so.. 363 00:21:23,685 --> 00:21:25,219 I'm so sorry. 364 00:21:30,158 --> 00:21:31,758 Sorry about what? 365 00:21:33,995 --> 00:21:37,531 Specifically, what are you apologizing for? 366 00:21:39,534 --> 00:21:43,270 I'm just... I'm... sorry about what's going on in the country 367 00:21:43,271 --> 00:21:46,073 - and the protests and... - Okay. 368 00:21:46,074 --> 00:21:48,609 But you've never apologized before. 369 00:21:48,610 --> 00:21:50,744 And this isn't the first Black person 370 00:21:50,745 --> 00:21:52,746 to be killed on camera. 371 00:21:54,649 --> 00:21:58,352 No, it's... it's not. 372 00:22:02,557 --> 00:22:03,991 I don't know, this feels different. 373 00:22:03,992 --> 00:22:06,693 Not for me, Kate. 374 00:22:06,694 --> 00:22:09,763 It-It's never been different for me. 375 00:22:11,699 --> 00:22:13,567 We grew up in the same house. 376 00:22:13,568 --> 00:22:15,669 Things like this have been happening to Black people 377 00:22:15,670 --> 00:22:18,739 for years, and we've never talked about it. 378 00:22:18,740 --> 00:22:20,607 Not once. 379 00:22:20,608 --> 00:22:23,310 Not once in 40 years. 380 00:22:28,516 --> 00:22:30,851 I don't know what to say. I don't want to say... 381 00:22:30,852 --> 00:22:33,587 - I don't want to say the wrong thing. - Okay. 382 00:22:33,588 --> 00:22:36,857 So, growing up, I, uh, I just had to keep 383 00:22:36,858 --> 00:22:40,694 so many things to myself because... 384 00:22:40,695 --> 00:22:44,064 I didn't want to make you guys feel bad. 385 00:22:44,065 --> 00:22:45,732 I didn't want you to have to worry about 386 00:22:45,733 --> 00:22:48,302 saying the wrong thing. 387 00:22:49,537 --> 00:22:51,305 Oh, God... 388 00:22:53,441 --> 00:22:56,276 Well, you're right. I mean, we never talked about it 389 00:22:56,277 --> 00:22:59,146 as kids, and I think Mom and Dad did the best they could, 390 00:22:59,147 --> 00:23:01,648 I guess, but... 391 00:23:01,649 --> 00:23:03,483 but I didn't get involved, I-I didn't even... 392 00:23:03,484 --> 00:23:07,020 See, I hate this, Kate. 393 00:23:07,021 --> 00:23:09,356 I hate seeing you upset. 394 00:23:09,357 --> 00:23:12,125 And normally I would hug you, 395 00:23:12,126 --> 00:23:15,562 and I would tell you that you did all the right things. 396 00:23:15,563 --> 00:23:18,265 I would try to make it all okay for you. 397 00:23:18,266 --> 00:23:19,933 But if I did that, Kate... 398 00:23:19,934 --> 00:23:24,671 If I made things better for you, then where does that leave me? 399 00:23:26,774 --> 00:23:28,976 I'm sorry, but I can't do that. 400 00:23:28,977 --> 00:23:33,313 That has been my pattern all my life. 401 00:23:33,314 --> 00:23:36,383 And honestly, Kate, it is exhausting. 402 00:23:39,621 --> 00:23:43,290 I'm exhausted. 403 00:23:43,291 --> 00:23:46,460 And all I want to do right now is go home and be with my wife 404 00:23:46,461 --> 00:23:49,262 and my girls. 405 00:23:52,267 --> 00:23:53,266 Okay. 406 00:23:53,268 --> 00:23:55,802 Okay, um... 407 00:23:58,640 --> 00:23:59,639 I love you. 408 00:23:59,641 --> 00:24:01,675 I love you, too. 409 00:24:04,979 --> 00:24:06,847 Happy birthday, Sis. 410 00:24:06,848 --> 00:24:09,082 Happy birthday. 411 00:24:23,863 --> 00:24:26,932 ♪ 412 00:24:43,483 --> 00:24:45,784 (PHONE LINE TRILLING) 413 00:24:45,785 --> 00:24:48,119 STANLEY (OVER PHONE): Yeah? 414 00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:50,589 It's Jack. 415 00:24:55,261 --> 00:24:57,295 Been a while. 416 00:25:00,032 --> 00:25:01,466 Yeah. 417 00:25:03,903 --> 00:25:05,070 You okay? 418 00:25:05,071 --> 00:25:07,172 Yeah. I... 419 00:25:10,243 --> 00:25:12,043 No, I... 420 00:25:13,412 --> 00:25:14,546 I don't know. 421 00:25:17,149 --> 00:25:19,818 Can I ask you something? 422 00:25:24,023 --> 00:25:27,225 What were you praying for? I mean, you know, 423 00:25:27,226 --> 00:25:29,294 back when we used to go to church. 424 00:25:32,431 --> 00:25:34,232 You need money again or something? 425 00:25:34,233 --> 00:25:36,635 Wh-What's going on? 426 00:25:36,636 --> 00:25:38,136 No, I'm good. 427 00:25:40,439 --> 00:25:43,475 I don't know why I called. I was just... having a day. 428 00:25:43,476 --> 00:25:45,844 Uh... I'll let you go. 429 00:25:45,845 --> 00:25:47,712 - I hope you're okay. - Jack. 430 00:25:49,649 --> 00:25:50,915 Yeah? 431 00:25:53,452 --> 00:25:57,389 Uh, I prayed my kids would turn out better than I did. 432 00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:05,163 I'm trying, Pop. 433 00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:08,166 I'm really trying. 434 00:26:08,167 --> 00:26:10,301 Yeah, I-I know. 435 00:26:12,772 --> 00:26:15,807 - I gotta go. - Hey, Jackie? 436 00:26:17,743 --> 00:26:19,177 Yeah? 437 00:26:20,646 --> 00:26:23,014 Happy birthday, kid. 438 00:26:23,015 --> 00:26:26,184 ♪ I been down this road before ♪ 439 00:26:26,185 --> 00:26:28,286 ♪ I remember every tree... ♪ 440 00:26:28,287 --> 00:26:29,421 Thanks, Pop. 441 00:26:31,190 --> 00:26:33,391 ♪ Every single blade of grass ♪ 442 00:26:33,392 --> 00:26:36,761 ♪ Holds a special place for me ♪ 443 00:26:38,531 --> 00:26:42,400 ♪ And I remember every town ♪ 444 00:26:42,401 --> 00:26:46,004 ♪ And every hotel room ♪ 445 00:26:46,939 --> 00:26:49,441 ♪ Every song I ever sang ♪ 446 00:26:49,442 --> 00:26:52,110 ♪ On a guitar out of tune ♪ 447 00:26:53,646 --> 00:26:57,615 ♪ I remember everything ♪ 448 00:26:57,617 --> 00:27:00,318 ♪ Things I can't forget ♪ 449 00:27:01,487 --> 00:27:05,323 ♪ The way you turned and smiled on me... ♪ 450 00:27:05,324 --> 00:27:08,326 And he wound up here. 451 00:27:08,327 --> 00:27:11,930 Exact same place, exact same day. 452 00:27:11,931 --> 00:27:15,734 ♪ Your ocean eyes of blue... ♪ 453 00:27:15,735 --> 00:27:17,569 Just look at him, Bec. 454 00:27:17,570 --> 00:27:19,738 Placed right there. 455 00:27:19,739 --> 00:27:21,406 Right next to ours. 456 00:27:21,407 --> 00:27:23,108 ♪ Like roses miss the dew. ♪ 457 00:27:23,109 --> 00:27:24,375 Hey, Randall. 458 00:27:25,845 --> 00:27:27,779 Hey, listen, I just wanted to, uh... 459 00:27:27,780 --> 00:27:31,082 Just wanted to say thanks for, uh... 460 00:27:31,083 --> 00:27:32,383 thanks for coming out, you know, 461 00:27:32,385 --> 00:27:33,818 I really appreciate it. If you hadn't, we, uh... 462 00:27:33,819 --> 00:27:36,020 No. Yeah, of course. 463 00:27:36,022 --> 00:27:38,490 (MUTTERS INDISTINCTLY) 464 00:27:39,892 --> 00:27:41,192 Yeah. 465 00:27:41,193 --> 00:27:44,229 - I should go to beat the traffic. - Yeah. 466 00:27:44,230 --> 00:27:46,731 Hey, Randall, uh... 467 00:27:46,732 --> 00:27:50,235 I'm having a-a girl. 468 00:27:50,236 --> 00:27:53,404 A girl and a boy. We just found out. 469 00:27:59,011 --> 00:28:00,678 Congratulations, Kev. That's great news. 470 00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:03,114 Thanks. 471 00:28:03,115 --> 00:28:05,917 Yeah, you're the first person I've told. (CHUCKLES) 472 00:28:09,488 --> 00:28:10,989 And I feel like, I don't know, I feel like the boy, 473 00:28:10,990 --> 00:28:13,057 you know, I was a boy once, I can handle a boy, right? 474 00:28:13,059 --> 00:28:15,994 But the girl, I... 475 00:28:15,995 --> 00:28:18,630 Ooh! So... 476 00:28:20,599 --> 00:28:23,234 Anyway, you got any advice for me? 477 00:28:26,639 --> 00:28:29,240 You'll let her get away with anything. 478 00:28:31,510 --> 00:28:34,345 But her mom will be there to fix your mistakes. 479 00:28:34,346 --> 00:28:37,315 Mom will probably be better at everything, honestly. 480 00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:40,552 Yeah. 481 00:28:40,553 --> 00:28:43,555 Yeah, she probably will be. 482 00:28:46,225 --> 00:28:50,595 You know, in the strangest of ways... 483 00:28:50,596 --> 00:28:53,097 I feel like I might have... 484 00:28:53,099 --> 00:28:56,801 really found someone really special, you know? 485 00:29:06,412 --> 00:29:08,079 I gotta go. 486 00:29:10,249 --> 00:29:12,750 Happy birthday. 487 00:29:14,220 --> 00:29:15,987 Happy birthday, Randall. 488 00:29:22,928 --> 00:29:25,597 (ENGINE STARTS) 489 00:29:25,598 --> 00:29:28,867 (CAR DRIVES AWAY) 490 00:29:33,833 --> 00:29:35,967 ♪ 491 00:29:45,411 --> 00:29:47,111 You gonna keep staring at me, 492 00:29:47,112 --> 00:29:48,947 or you gonna tell me your name? 493 00:29:48,948 --> 00:29:50,748 WILLIAM: (CHUCKLES) I don't know. 494 00:29:50,749 --> 00:29:53,518 WILLIAM: You gonna tell me your name? 495 00:29:55,488 --> 00:29:57,789 - I'm Laurel. - William. 496 00:29:57,790 --> 00:29:59,824 But around here they call me... 497 00:29:59,825 --> 00:30:01,793 BUS DRIVER: Shakespeare! 498 00:30:01,794 --> 00:30:03,962 Shakespeare, it's your stop. You're home, kid. 499 00:30:03,963 --> 00:30:05,730 You getting off or what? 500 00:30:05,731 --> 00:30:10,468 No, I'm not getting off. So just... keep going. 501 00:30:16,775 --> 00:30:19,344 ♪ 502 00:30:25,618 --> 00:30:28,186 (SIGHS) 503 00:30:32,458 --> 00:30:34,559 (PHONE BUZZING) 504 00:30:39,131 --> 00:30:40,898 LEIGH: Hi, Randall. 505 00:30:40,900 --> 00:30:44,402 Hi, Dr. Leigh. Uh, sorry to bother you. 506 00:30:44,403 --> 00:30:46,938 I hope it's an okay time to... 507 00:30:48,407 --> 00:30:50,975 No, of course. I-I saw your name, 508 00:30:50,976 --> 00:30:53,578 and I wanted to make sure everything was all right. 509 00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:58,783 Yeah, no, everything's all right. 510 00:30:58,784 --> 00:31:00,852 But... 511 00:31:03,188 --> 00:31:04,989 When we first met, Dr. Leigh, 512 00:31:04,990 --> 00:31:07,825 you made a point of pointing out 513 00:31:07,826 --> 00:31:10,962 just how few Black men seek you out for therapy. 514 00:31:10,963 --> 00:31:14,999 It's a "very small number," were your words. 515 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:17,235 (CHUCKLES) I remember. 516 00:31:17,236 --> 00:31:19,871 I made a conscious choice to start seeing 517 00:31:19,872 --> 00:31:22,006 a white female therapist. 518 00:31:23,242 --> 00:31:25,076 I know that. 519 00:31:25,077 --> 00:31:26,644 It's complicated for me, 520 00:31:26,645 --> 00:31:28,379 and I can't claim to understand it, 521 00:31:28,380 --> 00:31:30,481 but I... but I do know it. 522 00:31:30,482 --> 00:31:33,017 If that makes sense. 523 00:31:37,089 --> 00:31:41,159 There are things, Dr. Leigh, that I don't feel comfortable 524 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,294 talking to you about. 525 00:31:44,530 --> 00:31:49,701 There's stuff I-I put away when I enter your office, and... 526 00:31:49,702 --> 00:31:53,538 that doesn't help me get better. 527 00:31:53,539 --> 00:31:55,606 And there's nothing you can do to make me more comfortable. 528 00:31:55,608 --> 00:31:58,609 I just... (CHUCKLES) 529 00:31:58,611 --> 00:32:00,912 I need something different. 530 00:32:05,284 --> 00:32:10,188 I'm gonna make a change and find a Black therapist. 531 00:32:10,189 --> 00:32:14,158 And I just wanted to tell you that directly. 532 00:32:18,530 --> 00:32:22,533 Randall, obviously your mental health is what's important here, 533 00:32:22,534 --> 00:32:25,536 and if that's something that you're feeling strongly about... 534 00:32:29,742 --> 00:32:31,542 Hey. 535 00:32:31,543 --> 00:32:36,948 I knew that the meal was important to you, so... 536 00:32:36,949 --> 00:32:38,783 I'm doing the best that I can. 537 00:32:38,784 --> 00:32:42,754 So be gentle in your critique. 538 00:32:50,396 --> 00:32:54,699 Is that what it's gonna feel like... 539 00:32:54,700 --> 00:32:56,567 when I eventually... 540 00:32:56,568 --> 00:32:58,436 We don't have to worry about that. 541 00:32:58,437 --> 00:33:00,972 Not-not today. 542 00:33:06,311 --> 00:33:09,981 - You know what's so strange? - Hmm? 543 00:33:09,982 --> 00:33:13,417 I'm not worried about forgetting about the big stuff. 544 00:33:17,122 --> 00:33:19,423 It's the little things. 545 00:33:19,425 --> 00:33:22,360 It's the... 546 00:33:22,361 --> 00:33:25,530 It's the regular... 547 00:33:25,531 --> 00:33:28,533 Saturday when the kids were little. 548 00:33:28,534 --> 00:33:32,036 (NO AUDIO) 549 00:33:32,037 --> 00:33:36,007 A day when nothing big really happens. J... 550 00:33:36,008 --> 00:33:38,576 (LAUGHS): We were just there, a normal family, 551 00:33:38,577 --> 00:33:40,545 like any other normal family. 552 00:33:40,546 --> 00:33:44,816 Laughing and talking and... 553 00:33:44,817 --> 00:33:46,617 (NO AUDIO) 554 00:33:46,618 --> 00:33:49,854 ...playing pin the tail on the donkey. 555 00:33:55,861 --> 00:33:59,163 That's the stuff I'm not ready to let go of yet. 556 00:34:01,667 --> 00:34:03,768 I want to show you something. 557 00:34:05,504 --> 00:34:06,504 Come on. 558 00:34:06,505 --> 00:34:08,639 - Come on. - What... 559 00:34:18,050 --> 00:34:20,184 - I chopped down the dead tree. - Hmm. 560 00:34:20,185 --> 00:34:23,287 And I know that you said you wanted to plant a sapling... 561 00:34:23,288 --> 00:34:25,756 - Mm-hmm. - ...so that we could get fruit sooner, but, 562 00:34:25,758 --> 00:34:29,894 I don't know, it just seemed, um... too easy. 563 00:34:29,895 --> 00:34:33,865 So, instead, I got these. 564 00:34:33,866 --> 00:34:35,867 Oh... 565 00:34:36,935 --> 00:34:40,705 Now, these should bear fruit 566 00:34:40,706 --> 00:34:44,175 in about... six to ten years. 567 00:34:46,278 --> 00:34:48,279 Six to ten years? I don't... 568 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:49,981 I am not in a rush. 569 00:34:49,982 --> 00:34:52,650 One day at a time. 570 00:34:52,651 --> 00:34:55,586 And then another... 571 00:34:55,587 --> 00:34:58,522 And then another. 572 00:34:58,524 --> 00:35:00,625 I love you. 573 00:35:00,626 --> 00:35:03,427 - I love you. - Thank you. 574 00:35:07,032 --> 00:35:09,100 Hey. 575 00:35:10,369 --> 00:35:12,203 Guess what. 576 00:35:15,174 --> 00:35:17,275 What's going on? 577 00:35:20,445 --> 00:35:22,980 I can't stop thinking about what Randall said. 578 00:35:25,517 --> 00:35:27,551 I've been so oblivious. 579 00:35:28,921 --> 00:35:30,922 (SIGHS) 580 00:35:30,923 --> 00:35:33,624 - What can I do? - Noth-Nothing. 581 00:35:33,625 --> 00:35:36,193 That's sweet, but I'm gonna have to 582 00:35:36,195 --> 00:35:38,229 sit with these feelings a while. 583 00:35:40,732 --> 00:35:45,369 Well, we'll just have to get it all right raising our children. 584 00:35:45,370 --> 00:35:47,371 Yeah. Yes. 585 00:35:47,372 --> 00:35:50,341 Raising our children, 586 00:35:50,342 --> 00:35:53,878 - which is the plural of "child." - Mm-hmm. 587 00:35:53,879 --> 00:35:56,080 Children. 588 00:35:56,081 --> 00:35:58,149 Are you doing something confusing? 589 00:35:58,150 --> 00:35:59,417 'Cause I don't... I don't get it. 590 00:35:59,418 --> 00:36:01,118 Apparently. Listen. 591 00:36:01,119 --> 00:36:04,088 I just got six messages from the adoption agency. 592 00:36:04,089 --> 00:36:07,725 Kate, we have a match. 593 00:36:07,726 --> 00:36:10,061 Wh... 594 00:36:10,062 --> 00:36:12,163 What? 595 00:36:12,164 --> 00:36:13,831 They found us a match. 596 00:36:13,832 --> 00:36:16,534 - For real? - Yes. 597 00:36:16,535 --> 00:36:20,338 - We're getting a baby? - We gettin' a Ba... 598 00:36:20,339 --> 00:36:22,707 ♪ 599 00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:38,689 ♪ I don't think you want grand gestures ♪ 600 00:36:38,690 --> 00:36:42,626 ♪ Just a simple faithful friend ♪ 601 00:36:42,628 --> 00:36:46,030 ♪ Someone who will walk it with you ♪ 602 00:36:46,031 --> 00:36:49,600 ♪ All the way to the end ♪ 603 00:36:49,601 --> 00:36:53,504 ♪ Someone who can live and love you ♪ 604 00:36:53,505 --> 00:36:56,540 ♪ Singing how I've come to know ♪ 605 00:36:56,541 --> 00:36:58,442 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 606 00:36:58,443 --> 00:37:00,478 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 607 00:37:02,381 --> 00:37:06,283 ♪ You're like the sun that gives ♪ 608 00:37:06,285 --> 00:37:08,452 ♪ The moon its glow ♪ 609 00:37:08,453 --> 00:37:11,455 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 610 00:37:11,456 --> 00:37:15,359 ♪ You're my, oh, you are my ♪ 611 00:37:15,360 --> 00:37:19,230 ♪ My sweet refuge ♪ 612 00:37:19,231 --> 00:37:20,464 ♪ You're my... ♪ 613 00:37:20,465 --> 00:37:22,299 BETH: And another one. 614 00:37:22,301 --> 00:37:23,968 (LAUGHS SOFTLY) 615 00:37:24,870 --> 00:37:27,371 Mmm. 616 00:37:29,074 --> 00:37:31,075 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 617 00:37:31,076 --> 00:37:34,245 ♪ But we'll leave them chasing tails ♪ 618 00:37:34,246 --> 00:37:36,714 ♪ 'Cause you're my, oh, you are my... ♪ 619 00:37:36,715 --> 00:37:39,583 I'm not having a breakdown, Beth. I'm really not. 620 00:37:41,486 --> 00:37:45,456 I'm healthier than I've been in years. 621 00:37:47,359 --> 00:37:50,661 But what I'm dealing with at work, 622 00:37:50,662 --> 00:37:53,064 and what we're dealing with as a people, 623 00:37:53,065 --> 00:37:55,599 day after day... 624 00:37:58,170 --> 00:38:02,706 - It's just so tragic, Beth. - Mm-hmm. 625 00:38:02,708 --> 00:38:05,643 So much loss. 626 00:38:09,281 --> 00:38:12,049 It's just so sad. 627 00:38:15,020 --> 00:38:18,956 I-I'm not falling apart. I'm not having a breakdown. 628 00:38:21,360 --> 00:38:25,062 I'm just really, really sad, baby. 629 00:38:28,867 --> 00:38:30,768 (EXHALES) 630 00:38:30,769 --> 00:38:34,572 When my dad was dying, I... 631 00:38:34,573 --> 00:38:37,208 remember he said that it's the tragedies 632 00:38:37,209 --> 00:38:39,543 that define our lives. 633 00:38:41,446 --> 00:38:43,080 "They are the fence posts on which 634 00:38:43,081 --> 00:38:46,283 the rest of our lives hang, baby girl." 635 00:38:48,186 --> 00:38:50,855 I always think about that. 636 00:38:50,856 --> 00:38:53,090 Like... 637 00:38:53,091 --> 00:38:56,994 our lives just hanging there, 638 00:38:56,995 --> 00:39:00,297 between these really sad fence posts. 639 00:39:06,271 --> 00:39:08,706 Baby. 640 00:39:08,707 --> 00:39:10,407 You were born out of tragedy. 641 00:39:10,409 --> 00:39:13,477 ♪ I need you, I need you... ♪ 642 00:39:13,478 --> 00:39:16,313 Multiple tragedies. 643 00:39:16,314 --> 00:39:20,184 ♪ Lord, every day, I need you... ♪ 644 00:39:20,185 --> 00:39:22,786 All that loss, all that sadness. 645 00:39:22,788 --> 00:39:26,824 ♪ I need you, I need you... ♪ 646 00:39:26,825 --> 00:39:29,760 And look at what you've hung on your fence posts. 647 00:39:31,296 --> 00:39:33,330 Look right in front of you. 648 00:39:33,331 --> 00:39:36,700 Right here in this room, and... 649 00:39:36,701 --> 00:39:39,003 I mean, look what you did with all of that. 650 00:39:39,004 --> 00:39:41,105 (SOFT LAUGHTER) 651 00:39:43,742 --> 00:39:46,377 Do you see it? 652 00:39:46,378 --> 00:39:48,312 I see it. 653 00:39:49,214 --> 00:39:53,851 You are a beautiful, resilient man. 654 00:39:53,852 --> 00:39:58,355 The world is a brilliant, resilient place. 655 00:40:00,258 --> 00:40:02,793 We fight on. 656 00:40:04,629 --> 00:40:06,897 Darkest before dawn and all that? 657 00:40:06,898 --> 00:40:08,966 Sourest lemons life has to offer. 658 00:40:08,967 --> 00:40:10,568 Okay, that's your thing, you know what I mean? 659 00:40:10,569 --> 00:40:11,769 - I was doing my thing. - Mm-hmm. 660 00:40:11,770 --> 00:40:13,003 Can we stay with my thing? 661 00:40:13,004 --> 00:40:15,673 - Yeah. - (WHISPERS): Okay. 662 00:40:15,674 --> 00:40:18,242 This pain is not forever. 663 00:40:20,145 --> 00:40:22,713 This moment in time is not forever. 664 00:40:23,648 --> 00:40:28,285 Nothing is forever, except us. 665 00:40:31,289 --> 00:40:35,392 - We fight on. - We fight on. 666 00:40:36,294 --> 00:40:38,395 ♪ I need you ♪ 667 00:40:41,833 --> 00:40:43,901 ♪ You're my ♪ 668 00:40:43,902 --> 00:40:45,536 ♪ Oh, you are my ♪ 669 00:40:45,537 --> 00:40:49,373 ♪ My sweet refuge ♪ 670 00:40:49,374 --> 00:40:51,942 ♪ You're my, oh, you are my... ♪ 671 00:40:51,943 --> 00:40:53,577 - BETH: Be honest with me. - RANDALL: Hmm? 672 00:40:53,578 --> 00:40:55,312 You're not, like, secretly expecting 673 00:40:55,313 --> 00:40:58,449 - some big surprise party or anything? - Mm-mm, no. 674 00:40:58,450 --> 00:41:01,919 All I need is in this room right now. 675 00:41:03,455 --> 00:41:07,291 I think we could all use a year with no surprises. 676 00:41:07,292 --> 00:41:09,693 Mm. Yes. 677 00:41:09,694 --> 00:41:11,428 - Yeah. - Mm. 678 00:41:12,964 --> 00:41:14,531 PARAMEDIC: Let's mark the time and call it in. 679 00:41:14,533 --> 00:41:16,500 We need to call the cops and Child Services, too. 680 00:41:16,501 --> 00:41:17,835 This is a mess. 681 00:41:17,836 --> 00:41:19,970 Sir, we're gonna need you to wait here. 682 00:41:22,841 --> 00:41:24,642 Where'd he go? 683 00:41:24,643 --> 00:41:27,077 I'll let the cops figure out what to do about that. 684 00:41:36,655 --> 00:41:37,688 Wait. 685 00:41:37,689 --> 00:41:40,958 Wait. I think I've got a pulse. 686 00:41:56,374 --> 00:41:57,908 (GASPS) 687 00:41:58,765 --> 00:42:03,229 Subtitle sync and corrections by awaqeded for www.addic7ed.com. 48242

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