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Previously, on
"The Bold Type"...
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I saw that the Belle
is hiring bartenders.
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You could work here.
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You could even do
like a podcast.
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How about you record
one episode?
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- And if I don't like it, then...
- I won't bring it up again.
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Eva... I think you knew that
since you got my father fired
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from his own company
after 25 years.
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How am I gonna do this job
and have a baby?
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There's no heartbeat.
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I think I feel relieved
that I'm not having this baby.
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Whatever you're feeling
right now,
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it's okay.
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I got a double mastectomy
three months ago.
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When Kevin
tried to touch me there,
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I just... I freaked out.
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I just... I'm not comfortable
with them.
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I wrote a piece about it
to see if maybe
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I could find people like me.
We'll see if people show up.
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I think they will.
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No, no, no, I need you
to go right now.
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Yes, I have a first date,
but you gotta go.
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- Jane, this is huge.
- Yeah.
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- This is really big.
- Mm-hmm.
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I mean, two weeks ago,
you said you weren't ready.
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I know, but my support group
thinks it'll help, so...
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Yeah, and, seriously,
I'm so proud of you.
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- Thank you.
- What's he like?
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- What does he do?
- He's the...
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geographically desirable
and a twin.
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- That's all I know. So you have to go,
- A twin.
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Can you go?
I have to finish getting ready.
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Yes, no, no, no,
I'm gonna get
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- out of your hair ASAP.
- Okay.
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But, hey,
I'm so proud of you.
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- Thank you.
- I love you.
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- Call me if you need anything at all.
- Nope,
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- you have fun with Marissa.
Tell her I said hi. - Okay.
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♪ You're a house on fire
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♪ The match and the lighter
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This is nice...
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just sitting here with you,
getting to know each other.
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I mean, i-it's a little weird
staring at you on my computer,
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but, uh, maybe we should, uh,
talk about our hobbies.
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I'll go first, um...
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I love to write,
except I do that for a living,
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so I guess that doesn't
really count as a hobby, um...
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uh, I-I love lists,
and I like to check things off
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after I've completed them.
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Huh, I've always said that I
was gonna run a marathon,
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but I haven't done that yet.
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I think I left it over here.
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Oh, my God.
What's happening?
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Is that your... your date
on the computer?
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Why are you naked?
And why isn't he here?
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My date is here.
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I-I'm dating my boobs, Kat.
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"THE BOLD TYPE"
Season 04 Episode 14
Title : "The Truth Will Set You Free"
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♪ Make you my man,
and I'll be your woman ♪
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♪ We can make it
unless I make it one moment ♪
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♪ More champagne for us
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♪ Let's get drunk
and make loving ♪
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- ♪ But I know you're in love...
- Really?
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You look
so handsome right now.
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And it's been two weeks.
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- I'm ready.
- Mm.
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- Great.
- Mm-hmm.
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Let's do this.
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God, I missed this.
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Mm, me too.
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Actually,
I read somewhere
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that, if I'm on top,
our chances are better.
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Um, chances better
for what?
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Conceiving.
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Apparently position
makes a difference.
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Oh, um, I...
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I-I was saying
I'm ready
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for regular sex not...
not baby sex.
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Right, of course.
I'm sorry.
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No, it's...
I should've been clearer.
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I read into it.
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I guess... I'm just ready
to try again.
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Ever since we got pregnant,
it's all I can think about...
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Starting a family with you,
being a dad,
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having a little baby you or me.
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Okay, not right now,
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but when you're ready,
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I'm ready to try again.
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Okay.
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Hello.
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I see your date
spent the night.
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Must have gone well, hey.
Ah, funny.
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- Thank you.
- Oh, okay.
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Hey, look, I know
I don't really know much
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about this stuff,
and maybe you don't want
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to talk about it,
but if you do...
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My support group gave me
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a how to love your body
post-mastectomy guide.
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First step is getting
to know your boobs
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as if you're dating them.
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Hm.
It was awkward and silly
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and weird, and if I could,
I'd never ask 'em out again.
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Plus they're kind of clingy.
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Well, first dates
are the worst, am I right?
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But you know what
makes 'em better?
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Activities... you should
take them out.
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Body painting,
a seaweed spa wrap.
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It's a good idea.
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Hopefully not the only one
I have today.
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Oh, right,
tonight's the podcast trial
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with Penny, the woman who runs
the domestic violence shelter.
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She actually had to bail
for a conference in Boston,
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but it's all good.
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I got this woman
who invented a device
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that cleans plastic
out of the ocean,
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so hopefully it goes well,
and once Darby gives me
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the green light, then Penny
can be my next guest.
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- That's awesome.
- Thank you.
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I just... I hope
I can pull it off, you know?
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- Make a difference.
- You will.
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- You always do.
- Thanks.
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And, look, I know maybe it
wasn't love at first sight,
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but I do think you're gonna
have your happily ever after.
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All three of you.
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You're perfect for each other.
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Jacqueline,
we have a pitch meeting.
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Oh.
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How does that look?
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- Good, good, very good.
- Mm.
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Ian took it,
and I've kind of forgotten
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how... talented he is.
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Well, he has, like,
the perfect subject, so...
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Thank you, Andrew.
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I mean, of course,
yeah, my p-pleas...
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There's a pitch meeting.
Pitch meeting.
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Good morning,
beautiful people.
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Morning.
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Who's feeling alive today?
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- Whoo!
- Yes!
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Good!
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And who feels sexy
and confident?
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- Me.
- Good for you, Andrew.
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Thank you.
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We are all very powerful,
sexual creatures,
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and we deserve
to feel that way.
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Now, that all comes,
of course, from the inside,
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but, clothes do help,
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which is why I want
to celebrate
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the power of fashion.
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Pitches.
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Sexy lingerie...
Does wearing it to the office
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make you feel more
or less in charge?
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Love it.
What else?
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I can do a piece
for "The Failing Feminist"...
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Power dressing
outside the office.
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My mom had this DVF wrap dress,
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and she didn't work
or anything,
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but I could just tell
from photos that she felt
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really powerful and important
when wearing it.
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Well, I would love
if you could find that photo
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- to include it in your piece.
- Yeah, I think I can.
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Fashion people.
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- Okay, sorry, Jasper's here.
- What?
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You got this, Red.
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Uh...
Sutton?
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Okay.
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Well, we could do
a photo spread
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of the female business uniform
through the decades.
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What kind of clothing
does make women feel
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powerful and sexual
and independent?
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I feel like society
would really like for us
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to believe that women dress
to impress men,
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but the truth is iconic pieces
like the Chanel tweed suit
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Diane von Furstenberg's
wrap dress were created
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so that women could feel sexy
for themselves.
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So maybe some female designers,
you know?
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And how their fashion
empowers women
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to own their sexuality.
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That is exactly the kind
of thing I'm looking for.
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How would you like
to run point
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- on that fashion spread?
- I would really love that.
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Great.
What else we got?
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I vaguely remember
that picture.
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I'm wearing yellow rainboots,
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and Mom's
in a brown, patterned dress?
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Oh, I remember that dress.
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She loved how easy it was
to take on and off.
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Yeah, the photo
is on the wall by the stairs
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- in a silver frame.
- You okay?
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'Cause you didn't say gross
when I alluded
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to your mom and me,
you know... doing it.
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Yeah, uh, gross, okay?
Um... I'm fine.
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I just have a lot
on my mind, but I'm good.
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Okay.
Oh, um.
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I'll, uh, scan the photo
and send it as soon as I can.
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Okay, thanks.
Love you, Dad.
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- Bye.
- Yeah.
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He wants to get pregnant,
like, now.
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- No pressure.
- I know.
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And he doesn't even know
how relieved I felt
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when I found out
I wasn't having a baby.
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Honestly, I didn't think
I was gonna have
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to talk to him about it.
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Well, I mean, you have
to tell him how you feel.
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And disappoint him?
I can't do that.
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Yeah, but, Sutton,
getting accidentally pregnant
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and planning for a baby
are two very different things,
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and you're allowed
to want to wait.
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Yeah, and Richard,
he'll understand.
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I don't know.
I just...
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Let's talk
about something else.
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How's the podcast?
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It was kind of boring.
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For someone who's
so interesting and impressive,
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she just didn't really,
like, bring anything.
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I don't think it's exciting
enough to impress Darby.
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Well, if you're looking
for exciting,
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- take me for a cruise.
- Really?
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Yeah, 'cause I am...
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styling a very exciting shoot
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about fashion and
empowerment.
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But the podcast
is members only,
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and, uh...
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You're still my guest, kid.
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I spend so much time
at this bar,
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I keep forgetting that.
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You could do
Jane's boobs.
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No, sorry,
they're booked and busy...
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- Body plastering.
- What?
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Kat took this class
where you make a cast
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of a body part.
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Vagina.
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Bet no one's
done boobs before.
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It's a pretty decent
second date.
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But a better idea, though,
would be for you to come
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and be a part of my shoot.
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Honestly, I'm not really
ready to be photographed yet.
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Okay.
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Could I get
a gin martini please?
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Yeah.
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- Straight?
- Dirty.
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Interesting.
You think I don't have taste?
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- Oh, you read minds now?
- Sometimes.
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Hmm, really?
Well, that is impressive.
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A telepathic NRA
card-carrying Republican.
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Not as impressive as
a feminist socialist activist
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who finally knows
how to make a good drink.
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Enjoy.
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Thank you.
250
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You're welcome.
251
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I really don't like her.
252
00:11:24,422 --> 00:11:26,819
She is so lucky that
she's on the board at Safford.
253
00:11:26,903 --> 00:11:27,958
I mean, did you see?
254
00:11:28,043 --> 00:11:30,029
She defended
hardline immigration
255
00:11:30,114 --> 00:11:31,694
last night on ABC news.
256
00:11:31,778 --> 00:11:33,957
Yeah,
like a heartless monster.
257
00:11:34,041 --> 00:11:35,785
Yeah, and I couldn't
change the channel.
258
00:11:35,885 --> 00:11:37,200
Neither could I.
259
00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:40,614
- Oh, no.
- What?
260
00:11:40,738 --> 00:11:43,083
I know who I need to get
on the podcast.
261
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- Who? - Who?
- Her.
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♪ 'Cause we're boring people
boring lives ♪
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♪ Dubba dub bom
264
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♪ Dubba dubba dub bom
265
00:12:09,206 --> 00:12:12,903
Wow, what is going on?
This smells amazing.
266
00:12:12,988 --> 00:12:15,040
Just a little
celebratory breakfast
267
00:12:15,125 --> 00:12:18,653
for my wife who's been kicking
so much ass at work lately.
268
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You want eggs.
I can make eggs.
269
00:12:22,957 --> 00:12:25,789
- No, no, no, it's not that.
- Okay, what is it?
270
00:12:26,179 --> 00:12:27,630
I have to...
271
00:12:28,765 --> 00:12:30,419
tell you something.
272
00:12:31,141 --> 00:12:32,513
Okay.
273
00:12:32,968 --> 00:12:34,494
Yesterday,
when we were talking
274
00:12:34,579 --> 00:12:38,083
- about trying for a baby...
- Right.
275
00:12:39,409 --> 00:12:42,567
Just... work is so great,
and we just got married,
276
00:12:42,652 --> 00:12:46,045
and I just really want
to enjoy this moment, you know?
277
00:12:46,130 --> 00:12:49,059
26, newly married stylist.
278
00:12:51,553 --> 00:12:53,036
Okay.
279
00:12:53,316 --> 00:12:57,545
I-I didn't know how
to tell you in the moment,
280
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but I...
281
00:13:01,691 --> 00:13:04,005
I'm not close
to being ready.
282
00:13:06,046 --> 00:13:07,270
Are you mad?
283
00:13:07,438 --> 00:13:10,145
Mad?
No, no, of course not.
284
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A little disappointed,
maybe,
285
00:13:13,754 --> 00:13:18,216
but this is gonna happen
when we are both ready.
286
00:13:19,231 --> 00:13:20,711
Yeah.
287
00:13:22,592 --> 00:13:24,864
- I love you.
- Love you.
288
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Thank you for being
understanding.
289
00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:32,099
Now, grab some syrup
and some cakes.
290
00:13:32,184 --> 00:13:33,772
Let's eat.
291
00:13:47,830 --> 00:13:49,136
Oh...
292
00:13:50,442 --> 00:13:52,114
Do you need something?
293
00:13:52,958 --> 00:13:54,286
Uh, me?
294
00:13:54,392 --> 00:13:58,085
I, um, was actually
just wondering
295
00:13:58,170 --> 00:14:01,364
if I could get your help
with something.
296
00:14:01,987 --> 00:14:03,035
What's up?
297
00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:05,802
So I have this idea
for a podcast,
298
00:14:05,975 --> 00:14:08,536
and the Belle has agreed
to listen to an episode,
299
00:14:08,621 --> 00:14:10,450
and if it's good,
then they'll let me do it here.
300
00:14:10,534 --> 00:14:12,693
Okay.
It's conversations
301
00:14:12,778 --> 00:14:14,117
across the bar kind of thing
302
00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:17,067
where I interview members about
their passions and projects.
303
00:14:17,302 --> 00:14:18,708
Okay.
304
00:14:19,205 --> 00:14:21,388
And I think that
you would be a great guest.
305
00:14:21,512 --> 00:14:24,257
You want me
to do your podcast?
306
00:14:24,341 --> 00:14:26,638
Yes, I think you
would be interesting.
307
00:14:26,723 --> 00:14:29,772
- Really?
- Yes, really.
308
00:14:29,872 --> 00:14:31,703
We could debate the issues.
309
00:14:31,922 --> 00:14:35,849
That... is unexpected
on so many levels.
310
00:14:36,466 --> 00:14:38,576
I'm going to politely decline.
311
00:14:38,661 --> 00:14:39,747
Why?
312
00:14:39,832 --> 00:14:41,534
Because you don't strike me
as someone
313
00:14:41,619 --> 00:14:44,277
who can fairly engage
with conservatives, Kat.
314
00:14:44,361 --> 00:14:47,106
Okay, I can
rein it in for a podcast.
315
00:14:47,190 --> 00:14:50,457
Well, I look forward
to seeing that,
316
00:14:50,871 --> 00:14:52,200
but not with me.
317
00:14:52,778 --> 00:14:55,474
Good luck though.
That's a really good idea.
318
00:15:02,089 --> 00:15:04,028
It is a great idea.
319
00:15:08,298 --> 00:15:09,732
- Okay, this guy.
- Yep.
320
00:15:09,817 --> 00:15:12,537
- And this guy too... straight...
- To the studio, got it, yep.
321
00:15:12,622 --> 00:15:14,231
- You're the best.
- Yep.
322
00:15:16,393 --> 00:15:19,312
- Mm-hmm, how's it going?
- So great.
323
00:15:19,396 --> 00:15:20,896
Do you ever get that feeling
that you're just
324
00:15:20,980 --> 00:15:23,464
doing exactly
what you're meant to do?
325
00:15:24,100 --> 00:15:25,739
The first day
I walked into "Scarlet."
326
00:15:28,528 --> 00:15:32,045
You know, my mom never had
a Chanel tweed suit
327
00:15:32,130 --> 00:15:35,864
or a DVF wrap dress,
and I always wanted her
328
00:15:35,949 --> 00:15:38,302
to be the kind of woman
that did,
329
00:15:38,816 --> 00:15:40,588
but she was a waitress.
330
00:15:42,028 --> 00:15:43,693
Well, I guess
her waitress uniform
331
00:15:43,778 --> 00:15:46,638
was her own version
of powerful.
332
00:15:46,847 --> 00:15:48,731
She must be so proud of you.
333
00:15:49,747 --> 00:15:51,130
She is.
334
00:15:51,526 --> 00:15:53,778
She knows how much
I love styling.
335
00:15:54,301 --> 00:15:55,609
There was a minute there
where I didn't know
336
00:15:55,693 --> 00:15:57,763
if it was gonna happen.
You know?
337
00:15:57,848 --> 00:15:59,612
Watching Kat and Jane
rise the ranks,
338
00:15:59,697 --> 00:16:02,216
and I just felt
like I was idling.
339
00:16:03,551 --> 00:16:05,489
You were an assistant longer
than you wanted to be.
340
00:16:05,573 --> 00:16:06,577
Mm-hmm.
341
00:16:06,661 --> 00:16:09,200
But you were never idling.
342
00:16:09,895 --> 00:16:13,888
You were preparing
for your moment
343
00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:18,020
so that
when the time was right,
344
00:16:18,911 --> 00:16:20,501
you would soar.
345
00:16:21,871 --> 00:16:23,611
Everyone has
their own timeline.
346
00:16:25,023 --> 00:16:27,036
Yeah, we do, don't we?
347
00:16:33,910 --> 00:16:35,497
Unbelievable.
348
00:16:36,081 --> 00:16:40,036
Wow, that "honey I'm home"
greeting was very short-lived.
349
00:16:40,129 --> 00:16:41,427
Yeah, well...
350
00:16:42,964 --> 00:16:45,266
Eva doesn't think
I can talk to Republicans
351
00:16:45,351 --> 00:16:46,872
and have
a productive conversation,
352
00:16:46,957 --> 00:16:50,700
so she said no
to being in my podcast.
353
00:16:50,785 --> 00:16:53,710
Mm, ta-da.
354
00:16:53,833 --> 00:16:55,713
Nice boobs.
Thanks.
355
00:16:55,864 --> 00:16:59,817
Great job.
How was your plastering class?
356
00:16:59,910 --> 00:17:04,471
Oh, it was a nightmare.
I hated every minute of it.
357
00:17:04,556 --> 00:17:06,431
Oh.
But thank you for trying.
358
00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:08,595
These sunflower nipples
are making me very happy.
359
00:17:08,679 --> 00:17:10,119
- They're beautiful.
- Thanks.
360
00:17:10,203 --> 00:17:11,424
Have you given
any more thought
361
00:17:11,508 --> 00:17:14,224
to being in Sutton's shoot?
It might help.
362
00:17:14,659 --> 00:17:16,707
It just kind of feels
like a lot,
363
00:17:17,005 --> 00:17:18,605
but, I mean, maybe.
364
00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:22,000
Wait, so you really think
that Eva can help you
365
00:17:22,084 --> 00:17:25,052
- get that podcast?
- Yeah, I know she can.
366
00:17:25,435 --> 00:17:27,458
Well, then show her
that she's wrong.
367
00:17:27,785 --> 00:17:29,965
Go to one
of her Republican mixers.
368
00:17:34,741 --> 00:17:35,801
I have an idea,
369
00:17:35,886 --> 00:17:39,137
and I think it's gonna
make both of us happy.
370
00:17:40,482 --> 00:17:42,314
Okay, just because we're not
on the same timeline
371
00:17:42,398 --> 00:17:44,099
doesn't mean that we
shouldn't be prepared
372
00:17:44,184 --> 00:17:47,728
for when we're both ready,
so I did some research.
373
00:17:47,813 --> 00:17:48,988
A sperm bank.
374
00:17:50,417 --> 00:17:53,285
I didn't know that older sperm
can have an effect on children.
375
00:17:53,370 --> 00:17:55,199
Same way older eggs can.
376
00:17:55,770 --> 00:17:58,645
I gotta be honest.
This is a little weird.
377
00:17:58,729 --> 00:18:00,207
I know.
378
00:18:00,427 --> 00:18:02,301
But I do love
that you're thinking about us,
379
00:18:02,386 --> 00:18:04,649
- about our future.
- Mm-hmm.
380
00:18:06,172 --> 00:18:07,582
So...
381
00:18:08,571 --> 00:18:09,527
does this mean...
382
00:18:09,612 --> 00:18:12,059
We're gonna put
our future children on ice?
383
00:18:13,179 --> 00:18:14,487
Yeah.
Yeah?
384
00:18:14,785 --> 00:18:16,098
Yeah.
385
00:18:25,255 --> 00:18:27,599
So we swing by
the sperm bank,
386
00:18:27,771 --> 00:18:29,285
and then I drop you off
at work.
387
00:18:29,369 --> 00:18:30,974
How modern are we?
388
00:18:31,500 --> 00:18:33,349
Oh, wow, listen to this.
389
00:18:33,566 --> 00:18:36,094
With sperm freezing,
58-year-old Hank Tier
390
00:18:36,202 --> 00:18:37,795
"was able to get
his wife pregnant
391
00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:40,818
15 years after he
froze his sperm."
392
00:18:40,902 --> 00:18:43,998
15 years?
15 years.
393
00:18:44,384 --> 00:18:47,834
- That's crazy.
- Yeah, it is.
394
00:18:49,476 --> 00:18:51,654
I mean, I knew
that it was "forever."
395
00:18:51,798 --> 00:18:53,326
I just wasn't thinking
about what that means
396
00:18:53,410 --> 00:18:55,123
practically, you know?
397
00:18:55,271 --> 00:18:57,232
Buys us so much time.
398
00:19:08,655 --> 00:19:11,138
I'm so happy
you agreed to be in the shoot.
399
00:19:11,591 --> 00:19:13,217
Can I come see?
400
00:19:17,373 --> 00:19:19,741
Jane, you look so pretty.
401
00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:21,511
Thanks.
It's a little big here though.
402
00:19:21,595 --> 00:19:24,728
Oh, let me just take it in
a little bit.
403
00:19:26,300 --> 00:19:28,552
Ooh, I'm so sorry!
Are you okay?
404
00:19:28,677 --> 00:19:29,867
What?
405
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,716
Uh, I just pricked you
with a pin.
406
00:19:32,810 --> 00:19:34,249
You didn't feel it?
407
00:19:36,081 --> 00:19:38,529
No, no,
I didn't feel anything.
408
00:19:40,665 --> 00:19:43,802
Um... okay, I'm gonna go grab
the first-aid kit.
409
00:19:43,965 --> 00:19:45,310
Okay.
410
00:20:41,805 --> 00:20:44,642
I didn't order anything.
Go next door.
411
00:20:53,033 --> 00:20:54,423
Dad?
412
00:20:58,731 --> 00:21:01,955
What?
How?
413
00:21:02,188 --> 00:21:04,414
Miles and an empty seat.
414
00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:08,792
Uh, but why?
415
00:21:08,876 --> 00:21:10,620
Oh, I don't know.
416
00:21:10,704 --> 00:21:13,623
'Cause I wanted to give you
the photo of your mom,
417
00:21:13,707 --> 00:21:15,900
and when I found the dress,
418
00:21:16,213 --> 00:21:18,041
I thought you might
like that too.
419
00:21:21,889 --> 00:21:25,200
Also I didn't feel great
about how you sounded
420
00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:28,454
on the phone, thought maybe
you could use a hug.
421
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:48,310
- Hey.
- Hey!
422
00:21:48,429 --> 00:21:50,015
Hey.
423
00:21:50,743 --> 00:21:52,109
What do you want
for lunch?
424
00:21:52,210 --> 00:21:55,899
I could do salad
or Thai if you have time.
425
00:21:55,984 --> 00:21:57,580
Mm, maybe we
should do the salad place.
426
00:21:57,664 --> 00:21:59,782
Okay, great.
I love salad, big fan.
427
00:21:59,867 --> 00:22:03,496
Big... salad fan.
428
00:22:08,501 --> 00:22:10,640
Hey, are you okay, baby?
429
00:22:11,221 --> 00:22:14,359
I mean, I don't really
have that much time...
430
00:22:15,194 --> 00:22:17,898
not 15 years anyway.
431
00:22:19,336 --> 00:22:21,804
We're not talking
about lunch anymore are we?
432
00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:25,984
I'm sorry, it's just...
433
00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:28,350
That thing you said
this morning
434
00:22:28,434 --> 00:22:30,554
about freezing sperm
for 15 years...
435
00:22:32,494 --> 00:22:35,410
You seemed really happy
about that.
436
00:22:40,148 --> 00:22:43,312
I don't wanna be
an old dad.
437
00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:46,672
I wanna be there
for our kids' graduations,
438
00:22:46,756 --> 00:22:50,140
for their weddings,
and for their kids.
439
00:22:50,851 --> 00:22:52,796
I can't wait 15 years.
440
00:22:53,257 --> 00:22:54,734
Hey...
441
00:22:54,982 --> 00:22:57,578
I don't need
to wait 15 years.
442
00:22:58,093 --> 00:23:00,156
How long do you think
you need?
443
00:23:03,352 --> 00:23:06,148
Okay, how about this?
444
00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:10,367
We promise
that within five years,
445
00:23:10,519 --> 00:23:12,171
we try for a baby again.
446
00:23:12,602 --> 00:23:15,687
You'll be in your early 30s.
I'll be mid-40s.
447
00:23:16,943 --> 00:23:18,148
What do you say?
448
00:23:25,911 --> 00:23:29,515
- Pinkie promise?
- Yeah, pinkie promise.
449
00:23:42,588 --> 00:23:45,221
And then I took
this plastering class.
450
00:23:45,306 --> 00:23:49,054
It was supposed to make me feel
"one" with my body,
451
00:23:49,139 --> 00:23:52,799
but instead it just
made me feel fake...
452
00:23:53,369 --> 00:23:56,940
Like I'm trying
to convince my brain
453
00:23:57,087 --> 00:23:58,962
to be over something
that it's not.
454
00:23:59,053 --> 00:24:02,759
- Did you try writing about it?
- Yeah.
455
00:24:03,529 --> 00:24:06,535
- That didn't help?
- Not really.
456
00:24:06,619 --> 00:24:08,556
I mean,
nothing's really helped.
457
00:24:08,882 --> 00:24:10,550
My friends have been
amazing,
458
00:24:10,635 --> 00:24:11,627
but they don't
really understand
459
00:24:11,711 --> 00:24:13,760
how this feels,
and the support group,
460
00:24:13,845 --> 00:24:15,894
they help a little,
but you know what?
461
00:24:16,009 --> 00:24:17,449
Maybe this is just
the way it is now.
462
00:24:17,533 --> 00:24:20,667
Maybe I'm just supposed
to muddle through.
463
00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:27,314
Come on,
let's get out of here.
464
00:24:28,135 --> 00:24:29,439
Hm?
465
00:24:29,559 --> 00:24:31,494
Come on, maybe
a little fresh air will help.
466
00:24:34,040 --> 00:24:35,127
Okay.
467
00:24:51,011 --> 00:24:53,306
But, let's face it,
the infighting
468
00:24:53,424 --> 00:24:55,542
amongst the Democratic Party
makes them vulnerable
469
00:24:55,627 --> 00:24:56,869
to criticism.
470
00:24:56,954 --> 00:24:58,542
I mean, I still know people
who are arguing
471
00:24:58,626 --> 00:25:01,142
- about Bernie and Hillary.
- I know.
472
00:25:01,227 --> 00:25:02,963
The myopic attitude
consistently
473
00:25:03,048 --> 00:25:04,575
holds the party back
as a whole.
474
00:25:04,660 --> 00:25:06,012
You know, I actually agree.
475
00:25:06,144 --> 00:25:07,975
Both parties could use
a better direction.
476
00:25:08,060 --> 00:25:09,847
I think mission statements
would be helpful.
477
00:25:09,986 --> 00:25:11,635
Yes, but Dems are famous
478
00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,247
for being aimless
and wandering.
479
00:25:13,332 --> 00:25:14,684
Well,
they're also passionate.
480
00:25:14,769 --> 00:25:18,388
And emotional, which makes
their message confusing,
481
00:25:18,473 --> 00:25:21,119
Yes, yes, you know,
482
00:25:21,281 --> 00:25:23,286
I actually think that
that's true.
483
00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:25,355
Emotion does get
in the way sometimes.
484
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,358
As long as they stick
to the plan
485
00:25:27,443 --> 00:25:29,252
and have a clear goal...
486
00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:42,194
I thought
we were going to eat.
487
00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:46,936
I just wanted to stop here
for old time's sake.
488
00:25:48,324 --> 00:25:50,242
You remember when
you used to spend hours
489
00:25:50,327 --> 00:25:51,855
searching
for that perfect planner
490
00:25:51,940 --> 00:25:53,135
before a school year?
491
00:25:53,341 --> 00:25:55,599
Yeah, well, it wasn't
just the planner.
492
00:25:55,684 --> 00:26:00,267
It was the pens and the tabs.
It was kind of a whole thing.
493
00:26:00,775 --> 00:26:04,521
I actually didn't get
a planner for next year.
494
00:26:04,674 --> 00:26:07,133
Oh, well, you should.
495
00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:10,306
Here, pick one, my treat.
496
00:26:13,223 --> 00:26:15,752
Wow,
there are seven colors.
497
00:26:15,894 --> 00:26:17,873
Do you think they did that
for every day of the week?
498
00:26:17,957 --> 00:26:19,440
- Maybe.
- Hm.
499
00:26:19,713 --> 00:26:21,757
Why do I love this so much?
500
00:26:22,002 --> 00:26:24,062
Because you like
to plan things
501
00:26:24,704 --> 00:26:27,712
- in an organized manner.
- Yeah, I do.
502
00:26:29,196 --> 00:26:30,940
What do you think of this one?
503
00:26:31,024 --> 00:26:35,727
Plenty of room for lists
and a special place for goals.
504
00:26:36,100 --> 00:26:37,928
Goals are good.
505
00:26:39,162 --> 00:26:41,254
Come on, grab those pens
you've been eyeing,
506
00:26:41,338 --> 00:26:43,514
and let's check out.
507
00:26:45,125 --> 00:26:46,912
Hey.
He's paying.
508
00:26:46,996 --> 00:26:48,914
Yep, I'm Dad.
509
00:26:48,998 --> 00:26:50,826
She's a writer.
510
00:26:51,740 --> 00:26:53,702
I didn't expect
to see you here.
511
00:26:53,786 --> 00:26:56,748
Yeah, well,
I didn't expect to be here,
512
00:26:56,832 --> 00:26:58,837
but I wanted to prove to you
that I can have
513
00:26:58,921 --> 00:27:00,622
a healthy debate
with the other side,
514
00:27:00,706 --> 00:27:03,796
and the only way to do that
is to show you, so...
515
00:27:04,738 --> 00:27:07,527
That's impressive.
Hm.
516
00:27:07,713 --> 00:27:09,628
It's gonna take more
than one conversation.
517
00:27:10,890 --> 00:27:12,111
I know.
518
00:27:12,195 --> 00:27:13,852
Identity politics
is so touchy.
519
00:27:13,936 --> 00:27:15,767
Shall we?
520
00:27:15,851 --> 00:27:19,597
Everything is politically
incorrect these days.
521
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:20,903
I know.
522
00:27:20,987 --> 00:27:23,122
I am terrified
of saying the wrong thing.
523
00:27:24,198 --> 00:27:26,082
Yeah, I mean, I think
that that's a fear
524
00:27:26,166 --> 00:27:27,866
a lot of people share,
525
00:27:27,950 --> 00:27:29,738
especially in the age
of social media.
526
00:27:29,822 --> 00:27:32,131
What am I supposed to say
to my 13-year-old daughter
527
00:27:32,215 --> 00:27:35,918
when she thinks
it's fashionable to be gay?
528
00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:39,095
Uh, I don't know
about fashionable.
529
00:27:39,179 --> 00:27:40,879
No, she's right.
530
00:27:40,963 --> 00:27:42,751
Just look at these
queer celebrities...
531
00:27:42,835 --> 00:27:44,666
Kristen Stewart,
and what's the other one?
532
00:27:44,750 --> 00:27:46,232
Oh, Cara Delevingne.
533
00:27:46,316 --> 00:27:48,539
It's like kids are being
bullied if they're straight.
534
00:27:48,623 --> 00:27:49,713
Bullied, really?
535
00:27:49,798 --> 00:27:52,151
I know it's hard to believe,
but it is happening,
536
00:27:52,235 --> 00:27:53,805
and it is a problem.
537
00:27:53,889 --> 00:27:55,198
I actually think
that the real problem
538
00:27:55,282 --> 00:27:56,678
is what's happening right here.
539
00:27:56,762 --> 00:27:59,985
I think what Kat means
to say is that there's no way...
540
00:28:00,069 --> 00:28:02,205
Eva, maybe let someone
from the queer community
541
00:28:02,289 --> 00:28:04,599
field this one.
Oh.
542
00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:05,991
Oh, I'm sorry.
543
00:28:06,075 --> 00:28:07,689
I didn't realize
that you were...
544
00:28:07,804 --> 00:28:09,651
- Oh, queer?
- Yeah...
545
00:28:10,556 --> 00:28:12,952
I am, yeah,
and I can assure you,
546
00:28:13,037 --> 00:28:15,695
there is no liberal agenda
to turn straight people gay,
547
00:28:15,911 --> 00:28:17,323
promise.
548
00:28:17,432 --> 00:28:19,004
We just want equal rights
and opportunities...
549
00:28:19,088 --> 00:28:20,510
The same ones you have.
550
00:28:20,595 --> 00:28:23,818
And I just want my daughter
to grow up happy and normal.
551
00:28:24,046 --> 00:28:28,205
Normal... uh, as in straight?
552
00:28:29,229 --> 00:28:32,690
As in the way God intended.
That is how I feel.
553
00:28:33,005 --> 00:28:37,535
Okay, I think coming here
was a really bad idea.
554
00:28:37,620 --> 00:28:40,373
Kat, Kat, wait.
555
00:28:40,457 --> 00:28:43,986
You were right.
I can't do it.
556
00:28:44,070 --> 00:28:45,857
Talking to people like that...
It was a mistake.
557
00:28:45,941 --> 00:28:47,116
No, it wasn't.
558
00:28:49,336 --> 00:28:51,646
I'll do your podcast.
Why?
559
00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:54,736
I just proved that I couldn't
engage in a healthy debate.
560
00:28:54,820 --> 00:28:56,302
Kat, do you want me
to do your podcast?
561
00:28:56,386 --> 00:28:58,174
Yes.
Okay.
562
00:28:58,258 --> 00:29:01,830
Well, then I would shut up
and accept the offer.
563
00:29:01,914 --> 00:29:02,914
Okay.
564
00:29:09,580 --> 00:29:11,705
Okay, so when the issue
of identity politics
565
00:29:11,790 --> 00:29:13,706
comes up in your circles,
how do you combat the stigma
566
00:29:13,790 --> 00:29:17,066
that the conservative party
is overall homophobic?
567
00:29:17,151 --> 00:29:18,721
I don't combat it at all
568
00:29:18,806 --> 00:29:20,506
because
it's none of my business.
569
00:29:20,591 --> 00:29:22,902
I don't think
that it should be brought up
570
00:29:22,987 --> 00:29:24,596
nor should that fire be fanned
571
00:29:24,681 --> 00:29:29,776
because sexuality whether homo,
hetero, pan, A, or other,
572
00:29:29,861 --> 00:29:31,620
it doesn't define a person.
573
00:29:31,729 --> 00:29:33,430
Okay, sure,
it doesn't define a person,
574
00:29:33,515 --> 00:29:35,737
but it certainly adds
to why they might be put
575
00:29:35,822 --> 00:29:38,131
into the category of other,
and therefore oppressed
576
00:29:38,254 --> 00:29:39,425
under the system we're all in.
577
00:29:39,509 --> 00:29:42,739
The system being...
Capitalism and patriarchy.
578
00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:43,901
Right.
579
00:29:43,986 --> 00:29:46,351
Okay, I see you laughing,
and I mean,
580
00:29:46,436 --> 00:29:47,963
you can go ahead and laugh
if you want,
581
00:29:48,047 --> 00:29:50,008
but you are also
a victim of the system.
582
00:29:50,092 --> 00:29:51,618
You're a woman living
in the world,
583
00:29:51,702 --> 00:29:53,185
and you can't be immune
to the effects of that.
584
00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:57,842
Well, in the LGBTQ community,
it just feels like...
585
00:29:57,926 --> 00:30:00,889
Okay, Eva, you have to stop
speaking for a community
586
00:30:00,973 --> 00:30:02,804
that you're not involved in.
It's not your place.
587
00:30:02,888 --> 00:30:04,980
I can speak
for that community...
588
00:30:05,064 --> 00:30:08,200
My community...
Because I'm a lesbian.
589
00:30:08,284 --> 00:30:11,073
I am a Republican woman
who is not defined
590
00:30:11,157 --> 00:30:13,205
by my sexuality
because sexuality
591
00:30:13,289 --> 00:30:15,120
is not a personality trait.
592
00:30:15,204 --> 00:30:16,818
Just because
I don't wear it on my sleeve
593
00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:19,034
doesn't mean that I don't
get to claim my space.
594
00:30:20,949 --> 00:30:23,315
Absolutely, yes.
595
00:30:23,601 --> 00:30:26,300
I mean, you should be able
to claim your space.
596
00:30:27,647 --> 00:30:33,346
And identity politics
are... very tricky.
597
00:30:40,795 --> 00:30:43,670
I always knew
you'd be a writer.
598
00:30:45,365 --> 00:30:47,979
You were constantly jotting
things down in your notebook,
599
00:30:48,063 --> 00:30:51,243
coming up with stories,
setting your own deadlines.
600
00:30:51,327 --> 00:30:53,071
I did do that, didn't I?
601
00:30:54,577 --> 00:30:56,278
You never gave yourself
much time.
602
00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:59,208
Yeah, well,
I kind of liked the rush
603
00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:00,862
of not knowing
if I could finish.
604
00:31:00,946 --> 00:31:02,570
But you always did.
605
00:31:04,845 --> 00:31:06,468
It's not always a race.
606
00:31:08,765 --> 00:31:09,958
I know.
607
00:31:10,042 --> 00:31:13,656
Some things take time,
but you have that now.
608
00:31:16,831 --> 00:31:18,695
You get to fill all those days.
609
00:31:20,239 --> 00:31:21,656
Every one of them, Jane.
610
00:31:23,228 --> 00:31:24,883
You know why?
611
00:31:26,536 --> 00:31:29,008
Because you did
something brave.
612
00:31:30,492 --> 00:31:32,458
Not just for you but for me
613
00:31:32,542 --> 00:31:35,664
and your brothers
and your friends.
614
00:31:36,632 --> 00:31:37,914
Dad.
615
00:31:42,450 --> 00:31:45,514
When you told me
that you tested positive
616
00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:47,633
for the same gene
that took your mom, I...
617
00:31:50,517 --> 00:31:54,148
I thought,
"I can't lose you too."
618
00:31:57,872 --> 00:31:59,648
But I couldn't tell you
what to do.
619
00:32:01,933 --> 00:32:04,617
It was your body,
your decision.
620
00:32:05,271 --> 00:32:07,363
And I don't regret
making that decision,
621
00:32:07,448 --> 00:32:08,840
I just...
622
00:32:10,582 --> 00:32:11,828
I don't know.
623
00:32:11,913 --> 00:32:13,890
I didn't think
it would be this hard.
624
00:32:15,699 --> 00:32:17,004
I get that.
625
00:32:19,801 --> 00:32:25,133
But that part of your body,
it's not the enemy.
626
00:32:26,265 --> 00:32:29,469
It's the part
that saved your life.
627
00:32:32,124 --> 00:32:34,070
It's not about
muddling through.
628
00:32:35,023 --> 00:32:38,089
It's about embracing
and enjoying your life
629
00:32:38,173 --> 00:32:41,571
as much as you can...
Every moment of it.
630
00:32:41,803 --> 00:32:43,023
Huh?
631
00:32:45,007 --> 00:32:46,969
You got a second chance
at life.
632
00:32:49,938 --> 00:32:51,853
Your mother never had that.
633
00:32:53,435 --> 00:32:55,218
I know.
634
00:33:07,420 --> 00:33:11,166
♪ Fade in the morning
waking up with a big head ♪
635
00:33:15,167 --> 00:33:18,521
♪ I live down the block
do it up for me she said ♪
636
00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:24,614
♪ I hear 'em whisper
637
00:33:24,698 --> 00:33:26,355
♪ I hear 'em whispering
638
00:33:30,356 --> 00:33:32,622
♪ People taking notice
639
00:33:32,706 --> 00:33:34,885
♪ Can't help but
focus on this ♪
640
00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:39,965
♪ I am the people
that you meet... ♪
641
00:33:40,050 --> 00:33:41,315
- Hey.
- Hi!
642
00:33:41,415 --> 00:33:43,139
- Thought you might need this.
- Oh, thanks T.
643
00:33:43,223 --> 00:33:44,360
- You're the best.
- No problem.
644
00:33:44,444 --> 00:33:46,847
- And do you need anything else?
- Yeah, I do actually.
645
00:33:46,932 --> 00:33:49,111
Next time, can I get
your creative input?
646
00:33:49,203 --> 00:33:50,364
- Seriously?
- Yeah.
647
00:33:50,449 --> 00:33:51,510
I know you have some.
648
00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:53,338
It's not that long ago
that I was you,
649
00:33:53,422 --> 00:33:55,384
and I wouldn't be here
if somebody wasn't asking me
650
00:33:55,468 --> 00:33:58,750
what my opinion is,
so I can count on you?
651
00:33:59,236 --> 00:34:01,468
- You bet.
- Thank you.
652
00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:08,422
Jane.
653
00:34:10,700 --> 00:34:12,879
You look so beautiful.
654
00:34:12,963 --> 00:34:15,609
Thanks.
Does this mean...
655
00:34:15,694 --> 00:34:19,101
That I am participating in
your shoot if you will have me.
656
00:34:19,274 --> 00:34:20,461
Duh.
657
00:34:20,546 --> 00:34:21,898
And this dress.
658
00:34:22,179 --> 00:34:23,601
It's my mom's.
659
00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,842
My dad brought it for me
along with
660
00:34:25,927 --> 00:34:28,679
some much needed
advice and perspective.
661
00:34:29,597 --> 00:34:31,819
I'm gonna stop
feeling sorry for myself
662
00:34:31,904 --> 00:34:33,997
and start living my life.
663
00:34:34,082 --> 00:34:36,609
You know, that's why
I got the surgery...
664
00:34:36,694 --> 00:34:39,569
To give me more time to live,
so I'm gonna do that.
665
00:34:39,729 --> 00:34:41,473
- I'm gonna run a marathon.
- Oh.
666
00:34:41,557 --> 00:34:43,562
I am going to do
all of the things
667
00:34:43,646 --> 00:34:46,435
that I've always wanted to do
but have been putting off.
668
00:34:46,664 --> 00:34:48,586
Jane, that is amazing.
669
00:34:49,183 --> 00:34:51,633
You deserve everything
that you've ever wanted.
670
00:34:52,663 --> 00:34:54,875
- So do you.
- Thanks.
671
00:34:55,353 --> 00:34:57,358
Honestly, I kind of feel
like I have it.
672
00:34:57,443 --> 00:35:01,273
Like, right here, right now,
nothing is missing, you know?
673
00:35:01,358 --> 00:35:05,018
I-I'm living my life
674
00:35:05,103 --> 00:35:07,289
exactly the way
that I want to.
675
00:35:11,891 --> 00:35:13,641
Isn't that a good thing?
676
00:35:15,156 --> 00:35:17,556
Not if the person
you're living it with
677
00:35:17,641 --> 00:35:19,032
feels differently.
678
00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:25,571
Jane, I'm asking Richard
to wait...
679
00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:29,102
for me, but...
680
00:35:31,101 --> 00:35:33,602
He's waiting for something
that I can't give him.
681
00:35:35,090 --> 00:35:36,268
What do you mean?
682
00:35:36,353 --> 00:35:38,875
I love my life
the way it is.
683
00:35:40,664 --> 00:35:42,125
I don't want kids.
684
00:35:44,523 --> 00:35:48,626
But you might change your mind
in, like, five years, you know?
685
00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:49,930
I don't think
I'm going to.
686
00:35:50,015 --> 00:35:52,321
I don't want kids, Jane.
I just don't.
687
00:35:56,349 --> 00:35:58,805
How am I gonna tell Richard?
688
00:35:59,438 --> 00:36:01,423
It's gonna break his heart.
689
00:36:25,618 --> 00:36:27,492
♪ I said I'd be there
690
00:36:27,576 --> 00:36:29,712
♪ Forgot to remember
691
00:36:29,796 --> 00:36:31,714
♪ I said I would call
692
00:36:31,798 --> 00:36:34,064
♪ But I wrote you a letter
693
00:36:34,148 --> 00:36:36,022
♪ It's inside my head
694
00:36:36,106 --> 00:36:38,199
♪ Return to sender
695
00:36:38,283 --> 00:36:41,419
♪ I said I would change
696
00:36:41,503 --> 00:36:43,595
♪ This is my year
697
00:36:43,679 --> 00:36:46,032
♪ So worth the wait
698
00:36:46,116 --> 00:36:50,124
♪ Everything starts
going my way ♪
699
00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,213
♪ This is my year
700
00:36:52,297 --> 00:36:54,519
♪ That's what they say
701
00:36:54,603 --> 00:36:58,654
♪ Till we wake up
on New Year's Day ♪
702
00:36:58,738 --> 00:37:01,352
♪ This is my year
703
00:37:01,675 --> 00:37:03,224
Congratulations.
704
00:37:03,652 --> 00:37:05,956
The way that
you handled that woman was hot.
705
00:37:06,041 --> 00:37:07,960
Mm, well, you know, I could
handle you the same way.
706
00:37:08,044 --> 00:37:09,178
Mm, oh, yeah?
707
00:37:10,611 --> 00:37:12,964
Only if you use
your podcast voice.
708
00:37:13,143 --> 00:37:17,063
♪ I'll cherish my mom,
I'll get motivation ♪
709
00:37:17,147 --> 00:37:18,832
♪ I'll learn to forgive
710
00:37:18,917 --> 00:37:20,763
♪ I'll try to be patient
711
00:37:20,847 --> 00:37:24,394
What would you say
are the biggest issues
712
00:37:24,479 --> 00:37:26,571
facing our country today?
713
00:37:32,009 --> 00:37:34,101
- Gun violence.
- Mm-hmm.
714
00:37:37,083 --> 00:37:38,816
Divisive language.
715
00:37:40,910 --> 00:37:44,097
Also climate change?
716
00:37:50,511 --> 00:37:52,042
Do you agree?
717
00:37:52,410 --> 00:37:55,222
- Yes.
- Yes, what?
718
00:37:55,605 --> 00:37:57,691
Yes, Eva.
719
00:37:58,682 --> 00:38:00,370
Are you serious?
720
00:38:04,531 --> 00:38:05,925
Good-bye.
721
00:38:06,984 --> 00:38:08,909
♪ I said I'd be there
722
00:38:08,994 --> 00:38:11,144
♪ Forgot to remember
723
00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:13,081
♪ I said I would call...
724
00:38:13,533 --> 00:38:15,668
Hey, babe.
In here.
725
00:38:15,771 --> 00:38:17,636
♪ It sits in my head
726
00:38:17,830 --> 00:38:19,948
♪ Return to sender
727
00:38:20,033 --> 00:38:24,258
♪ I said I would change,
but now it's December ♪
728
00:38:24,343 --> 00:38:27,652
♪ I keep my hopes
729
00:38:27,752 --> 00:38:32,019
♪ On the shelf
730
00:38:34,488 --> 00:38:36,722
Hey, how was the shoot?
731
00:38:38,067 --> 00:38:39,722
I love you so much.
732
00:38:41,158 --> 00:38:42,408
What's wrong?
733
00:38:44,365 --> 00:38:46,544
More than I thought possible.
734
00:38:48,346 --> 00:38:50,003
You're starting to scare me.
735
00:38:51,285 --> 00:38:52,840
You have to let me
get through this
736
00:38:52,925 --> 00:38:56,337
because this is really hard,
and I have to tell you
737
00:38:56,421 --> 00:38:59,296
before a month
becomes six months
738
00:38:59,380 --> 00:39:02,933
becomes a year and then we're
five years in, and I... I...
739
00:39:06,187 --> 00:39:08,847
And I can't give you
what you want.
740
00:39:08,932 --> 00:39:12,081
♪ So worth the wait,
everything starts ♪
741
00:39:12,205 --> 00:39:13,570
♪ Going my way
742
00:39:13,678 --> 00:39:14,870
So...
743
00:39:16,658 --> 00:39:19,662
the same way
that the miscarriage...
744
00:39:20,836 --> 00:39:23,771
made you realize
how much you want a baby...
745
00:39:24,268 --> 00:39:26,490
♪ I'll be so strong
746
00:39:26,575 --> 00:39:29,224
It made me realize
that I don't.
747
00:39:29,309 --> 00:39:33,685
♪ I'll get some sleep,
look after myself ♪
748
00:39:33,988 --> 00:39:38,401
I love our life.
I love us.
749
00:39:40,706 --> 00:39:43,464
I don't want anything else.
750
00:39:45,206 --> 00:39:47,388
You're enough for me.
751
00:39:54,444 --> 00:39:57,011
And I don't want that
to change.
752
00:39:57,612 --> 00:39:59,529
♪ This is my year
753
00:39:59,614 --> 00:40:01,880
♪ So worth the wait
754
00:40:01,964 --> 00:40:05,884
♪ Everything starts
going my way ♪
755
00:40:05,968 --> 00:40:08,276
♪ This is my year
756
00:40:08,497 --> 00:40:10,675
I don't want children...
757
00:40:13,354 --> 00:40:15,917
and I can't promise you
I ever will.
758
00:40:16,511 --> 00:40:19,846
♪ I'll be so strong,
I'll eat so well ♪
759
00:40:20,049 --> 00:40:24,065
♪ I'll get some sleep,
look after myself ♪
760
00:40:24,336 --> 00:40:27,429
♪ Yeah, that's what
they say ♪
761
00:40:27,556 --> 00:40:31,910
- ♪ Till we wake up on New Year's Day ♪
- I love you.
762
00:40:32,034 --> 00:40:34,268
♪ This is my year
763
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♪ This is my year
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